1. Love in the thorns

1. Love in the thorns

Love in the thorns.

I never thought I’d fall in love with a 16-year-old woman. The charm of a middle-aged woman has caused me to fall into it.

I never thought I’d fall in love with a 16-year-old woman. The charm of a middle-aged woman has caused me to fall into it.

Perhaps it was a feeling that could not be understood in a secular way, but I was left to grow in such love and to take me step by step to the sweet abyss.

One.

My life was flat, my 20-year-olds lost their way out of school looking for work and just got a piece of the company’s offer.

When I joined the company at the end of the year, for the first time at that annual meeting, she was one of the company’s shareholders and also my direct boss.

But unlike many of the smart and strong women I know, Han Xue always wears a long white dress with a body-mutted body, wears a loose hair, and carries a gentle and mature fragrance. It is hard to believe that this is a woman of almost 40 years.

Following an inspiring opening statement, I am flattered by the leadership.

Han Xue came by with a glass of champagne, and looked at me as a little obscurantist, and was only able to speak with a glass of wine and leadership, laughing and saying, “It’s time to see the battle of space.” Where do you think we old men drink like you? I’m sorry.

After hearing this, Wang smiled and patted me on the shoulder, suggesting that I had no more to drink, and that I was going to get out of the misery and suddenly felt my hand on my side, and my little finger was hit.

I breathed and looked to the side.

HAN Xue smiled and gave me a look, and the pupils were full of teasing.

I sensed an anonymous fire on my body, and I drank the venom under water.

Two.

She’s always been independent to me, but she never thought of anything like that.

After three rounds of wine, several leaders have been swaying and shaky, and seeing my side of the Han snowy face, the leader quickly asked me to send someone home to rest, although it was not appropriate, but the leader was too busy with my side.

I kept my mouth open and took Snow to a taxi, and I was going to take a co-pilot, but I saw him get sick for a while.

The window was shaking, the night wind was cold at more than 10 p.m. The effect of alcohol was to weigh the scent on Han Snow, to my nose, and I was unconsciously hiding in the corner.

“Aircraft’s been here for two months. How are you feeling? I’m sorry.

Han Xue’s cheeks are covered with a small smile.

“Good, Snow, everyone takes care of me. “I smiled and touched my head, and normally at the company, it was hard for a new guy like me to get to the top of Korea.

“Young people, try to stay here longer.” I’m sorry.

I was afraid to look at her, whether it was because of the alcohol or because of the woman around me, and my heart was beating fast, but I nodded as if nothing had happened.

3

When I arrived downstairs at Han Shek’s apartment, I took her to the door of the unit, and he reached out and rubbed his hand at the temple, his eyes recovered a bit of clarity, and I said thank you, and I turned and was ready to leave.

Her hair was lifted by the wind, and I carried my hand to the hair, and my soft touch made me ecstatic, but it drew the attention of Snow Han.

In a second, I took my hand back and looked at Han’s doubts, and I quickly explained, “Sorry to see you on your shoulder. I’m sorry.

HAN Xue looked at me with a pick-up, like I had a look on my ugly heart, and I had a burn on my face and I couldn’t walk away now.

Han Xue turned around and opened the apartment door, laughing, “It’s not too late. I’m sorry.

All I can see is that the sound of the “beep” in the brain is a blank, and it’s like running back to home.

Han Sheng’s eyes were in my mind for a long time, and I lay in my bed, and I couldn’t rest. Close my eyes and I can always think of Han Xue and smell her scent.

I feel like I can’t say it, I feel like I’m excited, and I feel a little regret that I’ve never thought in over 20 years of my life to be so moved by a woman so much older than me.

4

And We turned back on the couch until the sky was white from a distance, and the sound was loud.

Picked up the phone and she asked me when she had time, she drank too much last night, thanks to my care, to find an opportunity to thank me.

I was so pleased to have her message answered with my hands shaking, that I had no idea how abrupt it would be tonight.

I was so excited to meet with Han Xue in private at night that after I left work, I rushed to the hotel address he sent me.

I looked up the address and found out it was a famous couple hotel.

When Snow Han arrived, he was still in a long white dress, and her body was designed so that she could look better, and the golden silk line was so white and bright, that it was certainly a tighter dress than a young girl, but I thought she was more beautiful than anyone.

For the first time in my life, I asked a woman to eat, and when I saw Han Xue, I felt sweating all over my back.

Han Xue naturally grabbed me, led by the waiter to a box by the window, where the waiter turned on the wine and retreated with fun, and there was only two breaths left.

5

Snow Han has a lot to drink, and a few cups of red wine are at the bottom, and there’s a familiar sense of alienation in his eyes.

She swayed her high-foot cup and told her story, and I chose to be a qualified listener at this moment.

Han Xue, who graduated from a famous school abroad, has a far richer experience than I thought. Teaching, opening a restaurant, bankrupting a company and having a failed relationship.

Whether the storm of the cause or the lover’s intoxication by the blunders, she was forced to return to her country as a dog.

And again, she was the brother who stayed in the country, the chairman of my company.

Our management is highly competitive, and I’ve been curious to know why Han Xue rarely asked about his company’s business, and there was such a relationship.

The chairman was a very capable man, and the company was much more brilliant under his business than it was when he took over from his parents, to the point that no one would ever point his finger at Han Xue.

Han Xue thanked his family for their help, but did not want to embarrass his brother by accepting a few shares and choosing to remain in the company as a staff member to handle work that the chairman could not easily hand over to outsiders.

After Han Xue’s speech, he smiled and laughed. It’s old times. It’s all over.

And I’m feeling a bit uncomfortable to learn about these things, and who can think of the bright and bright face of Han Xue, with such an unrecoverable past and a constant sense of oppression?

“So much, so much old, so much sentimental. I’m sorry.

And then I looked, and I laughed, and I said, “She’s joking. Where are you old? I’m sorry.

Han Xue looked at me and smiled and drank the last of the drinks.

“Young is the money. You’ll understand. I’m sorry.

I realized she was drunk and offered to send her home, and Han Xue was swinging his hand and leaning on the table.

“I have a room in the top of the hotel, a pool, and I want to wake up. I’m sorry.

I looked at Han Xue, and I was worried about her accident.

“Then I’ll go with you. I’ll take care of you when you’re drunk. I’m sorry.

Six.

When he got to the top floor, he changed his bathing suit to come out of his room, and the bikini bathing suit was wrapped in Han Shelling’s body, which appeared to be constantly maintained.

And when I saw a little bit of a hot look at him, he smiled, and said, “Why have you never seen a woman wear a bikini?” I’m sorry.

She picked up the fabric for the shoulder belt with her little thumbs and scared me to turn my head away.

I can hear clearly the voice of Han Snow carrying his legs into the pool, and the twilight of the water flower is also chording with my heart and getting close.

Until the soft touch approaches my back, and her hands follow my chest down.

Before thinking back into my brain, I turned and kissed.

It is logical that we moved the position from the pool to the house and spent the night without sleep.

For the first time in my twenty-one-year-old life, I felt my own blood running and screaming, and I fell in the gentle country of Han Xue.

In the days that followed, we were like high school students in silent love, and there was no place where the feelings of love could be unleashed.

I never thought about how many gossips I’d have to face if anything had happened to me and Snow, but every minute I’d been with her, I felt nothing.

And she will hold my head afterward, and she will say, “Don’t worry, I have a sense that I will not disturb your normal life.” I’m sorry.

My heart warms and I leave my home to study in the big cities until I get to work, and it’s very rare for me to have this feeling of careful care, and as this warm flow deepens, my hands in Han Xue’s arms become more and more tight.

I thought our lives would not be disturbed until I got a call from my mother in the country.

She told me that there was an accident at the factory in town, that a lot of people had died in the village and that the father was being rescued because of his injuries.

Mother’s sad cry pulled me back from heaven, and I don’t know how I ran out of my office.

By the time my world returned to peace, I had returned to my home town, the small town that raised me.

7

When I came to the door of the rescue room, the cries in the hall were heard.

My uncle saw me running in front of my mother’s shoulder and she cried out my name and held me in tears.

My mother told me that in order to get to work, the factory had been working overnight for 10 days, and the unrepaired machine had been overloaded, and that my father had led the most recent worker, who had been killed and wounded.

Although the person in charge was taken away by the police in the first place, the dead and wounded members of the village were taken into the factory by my father ‘ s various agencies.

Now that they’re in trouble, the whole village needs my family to answer, and the pressure has almost collapsed.

“My son, it’s not my parents who want to drag you down, but it’s not your father’s fault! I’m sorry.

“Mom, why are you saying this? You and my dad are right. It’s me.”

My mother’s cry suddenly made my eyes red. If it wasn’t for my family’s fear that I’d go to school in the city and be despised, why would they come to work behind their back?

I can only feel a stupor on my head and a day ago I dreamed of spending my whole life with Yuki Han, and now I’m in hell with my head in a mess, and I’m suddenly called after my name.

Her voice was so sharp that she forced me to look back.

The girl is not new to me. She is my first girlfriend in high school and the daughter of my father’s young friend.

When we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor, we were poor.

And after the first age of the lovers, and with us, we split up.

It’s just that it’s a cold face more visible than it used to have long shawl hair.

After many years of absence and in such a situation, I stood there facing her.

“It’s okay, I’m here, I’m here, I’m here.” I’m sorry.

Perhaps it was because I didn’t want to show her my weak side, or because of her sad words, which calmed my mind.

I waved at her, made sure I was okay, and got up again: “Thank you. Thank you. I’m sorry.

She had a shallow smile and was held in her arms with gratitude by my mother and aunt.

It was only later that I learned that after the family’s arrival, the family had paid for my father’s medical expenses, and that I had made a sum of money to ease the mood of the village’s dead and wounded.

For my family, this is no doubt a life-saving sum.

But at this moment of rebirth, I have no more thought than to thank, and in a situation of stress like a mountain, I have only consciously hoped that HAN Xue would be there for me to spend this painful time with me.

8

The situation in the village is too complicated, and we have a hotel in town, at least for me and my family.

The father, who was out of danger, was still in custody at the ICU, and I wanted to stay in the hospital myself, but the family gave me a break.

I couldn’t shake it, but I had to go back to the hotel and pull out my cell phone, and my colleagues and superiors almost blew up my phone, the largest of which was Han Snow.

After she had just told me about her family, Han Xue had to pay me to make an emergency, and she knew that I was not in a bad financial situation, but I did not want to owe her, much less want my relationship with her to be linked to money, given that my father was out of danger and had some savings.

When it comes to Xinxiang, I am afraid of Han Xue’s misunderstanding, and the sense that we’re just small, but this ingrained expression only brings in a deeper smile.

It was clear that she understood immediately my relationship with Zhuang, but she did not reveal half of what I expected.

Instead he asked me, “Well, shall we then reduce our meeting?” I’m sorry.

I have no idea what she means in the first place, and the hesitation of Han Xue seems to have been foreseen, and she explained to me in a calm manner, as if it were an objective reality.

“Aircraft, I’m 37 this year. We’re 16 years old. We have this relationship now, but it’s not a long time, is it? I’m sorry.

I’m standing there and I don’t know what to say.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about, but I’m sure the girl still likes you. You might want to see it for a few days, and if it’s true, I wouldn’t bother you. I’m sorry.

I just can’t believe I’m listening to Hansel. I love her, and I’ve even taken into account the future of both, but for him, am I just a passenger in my life?

I was just trying to explain to her that the knock on the door was suddenly ringing, and Han Xue told me to take care of my family’s business and then hung up.

I was so upset, I opened the door and waved.

“Ascademies, they’ve been missing for years. How have you been in town lately? I’m sorry.

By the way, she brought my father’s transfer, which was arranged in the county by her father, which leaves me with no reason to refuse her entry.

Thinking of Han Xue’s earlier words, my vision of what he saw was much more complicated, and she entered the door and sat on the bed in the same way as she did that year.

9

I’m a young girl, but I’m not so happy, and a child growing up in the country is always a little low on a girl with a golden spoon.

I live under pressure for a long time after I have miscarried and miscarried.

It’s a bad girl, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t have her own ideas. She will translate all words into action, bring the results directly to you or force you to achieve them.

And in the process, she never considered the feelings of others.

Sometimes it’s money, sometimes it’s the natural attraction of her family, and before I react, it becomes an indispensable part of my circle.

And my only female classmates, who had a good relationship, were forced to cut off from me in a near disrespectful manner.

Maybe you’ll wonder what a teenager can do, and you really underestimate the influence of a rich girl in a poor child.

If you think about it, there’ll be half a class of girls who will isolate their best friends the next day, or, if not disciplined, any young mind that’s not mature.

This control is always matched by the fact that she has achieved her goals before the behaviour rises to school, and that the victims laugh because a gift is not available to poor children.

I was unable to understand how unreasonable this situation was, but the pressure on me, even her attention, has gradually caused me to feel a chilling feeling.

And to this day, I look upon that face, which is as calm as the water of death, as though it had not been seen, and yet there is still a sense of difference in my heart.

If Snow Han is the sun and always shines on me, it’s not even the moon. She’s just ice, trying to freeze me in place, forever and ever.

10

“Thank you. I’ll pay you back as soon as I can. I’m sorry.

I was relieved and smiled, but I didn’t feel as warm as half of Han Snow.

“What’s next? I remember when you learned business management, and now Uncle’s in trouble. I didn’t think he’d throw an olive branch at me, “My company can get you on the job as soon as possible, you know, my dad’s always liked you. I’m sorry.

I do not intend to leave the company, either in my own career plan or in Han Xue, to allow me to do so.

“I have feelings for the company and I don’t want to resign. Thank you for your advice. I’m sorry.

See me shake my head, Zhanton out.

“Well, if you say so, astronaut, this accident, even if your family sells everything, it’s at least 400,000 short, but it’s either a small sum of money or a loan, and you can’t say it all when you’re paying off. I’m sorry.

Words are true, and my heart is getting confused.

And I didn’t say anything, and he continued, “You’re only 6,000 years old, and the cost of living in the big cities is high since January. It will take at least 20 years for you to return, but if you choose to come back, my father will not lose you.” I’m sorry.

I was wondering if I was wrong. Why do you know my income?

But I’m still shaking my head, which may be a problem that I have to face, but I don’t want to leave Han Xue.

“You found someone in town, so you didn’t want to come back? “What does she look like, like me?” I’m sorry.

I did not know how to answer her, but I shook her head: “No, do not guess. I’m sorry.

When I looked at the time, I was going to let her go home, but she’s got the problem.

“So you’re not interested in girls like me anymore?” Did you like those old women in the big city? I’m sorry.

I’ve heard the word “old woman” and I’ve been upset to put it out.

“Yeah, I like the big one, I guess. It’s too late. You should go back. I’m sorry.

She didn’t seem to expect me to say that, and the whole face stopped for a moment.

I was afraid to show myself, but I had to show her that it was too late and sent her out.

When I came back to my room, I buried my head in a pillow, whether it’s HAN Qi or Zhuang, and I’m confused.

I know it’s hard for me and Han Xue’s feelings to be accepted in the world, but the environment in my home country is so overwhelming.

Eleven.

Although the father had two relatives in the hospital who were watching each other, the cost of medical care and the work at the factory were so expensive that the pressure was increasing.

During this period, in addition to the process of transferring the families of the families in distress, I personally went to the family to thank her parents and promised to reimburse them as soon as possible.

After the father had been transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward, I returned to the company to take leave of absence. Although Han Xue spoke to my leader, the accident in my home could not be resolved in a few days.

The leadership also understood my difficulties, and the process went well. After I left the company, I called Han Xue, and although it was only a few days short, I could see her every night in my home.

Han Xue is still a white dress, and I look at him at the table, and that’s who I like, and I don’t need any pressure to be with her.

Every time I see her with more than a blade and more than a solid confidence, I can always feel unsettling.

It’s just this time I’ve come to think of what’s going on in my home country, which is the same as a woman.

Han Xue knows how to take care of my dignity and emotions. It’s the same as in high school, and it’s cold, and it gives us no idea what she’s thinking.

I don’t really hate it, but with it, even in the same space, I feel a lot of pressure.

Even if I can’t be with Han Xue now, it’s hard for me to choose my meaning, and at the table, Han Xue doesn’t say a word about what ended earlier.

The more I thought about it, the more irritated I felt, but I didn’t know how to ask what our relationship was, the more we breathed, the more I had to take Han Xue back to the room after dinner.

When it’s dark, we lean together, and I think it’s time to be clear.

“What do you think if I say I love you and want to marry you? I’m sorry.

12

Han Snow lighted a cigarette, slowly threw out a smoke ring and cut off my sight.

“I think? I think you’re crazy. You’re not gonna love someone like me. I’m sorry.

I’m in a hurry to explain to her that I’m not crazy. I’m really in love with her.

Hansel pulled me over and sealed my words.

“Well, astronauts, the reason we’ve been together so long is because I feel relaxed with you and I don’t want you to bring me anything. I’m sorry.

I know there’s nothing I can do with her. When I pulled the covers and blindfolded the two of us, someone came to knock.

All I had to do was open the door in a towel, and for a moment, me and HAN Xue were stuck in place, and standing outside the door was probably with the chairman of the board who had only one side to me, Han Xue’s brother, Han Ha.

He’s got his hands on his side and he’s got his fist on his back. If it hadn’t been for Snow’s face, I would have been on the ground.

“I heard you took leave to take care of your family. Take care of my sister in bed?”

The Han River closed the door, held me by my collar, and Han Xue feared that I would be beaten, so he stopped saying, “Leave him alone. I’m sorry.

The Han River is so red that I can’t hear anything. I just want to explain to him that Han Xue is coming out of bed in her pajamas.

“Let go of Han Ha, you’re the one who wanted me. He didn’t bully me. Don’t worry. I’m sorry.

Han Ha threw me to the ground.

“Sister, I really don’t want to interfere in your life, but what can he give you? Why can’t you remember the lesson before? You’ve been deceived by a man. I’m sorry.

Han Xue took a photo of Han River’s shoulder and said, “Well, brother, I know you’re hurting me, but after all these years, I have something I want to do, and I want to pursue what I call life, what I call love.

“I know you’re afraid of being hurt by my sister, but you know how I’ve been through all these years, even if he’s really got my money. I’m sorry.

Han Ha doesn’t know what else to say, but he’s just standing there sighs and staring at me.

It’s like a long psychological struggle, and the Han River suffocated and kicked me in the face.

“I’m telling you, this is my sister, my family, and I can’t stop her from pursuing love, but I don’t believe you’re her bullshit love. But now my sister remembers you, so I’ll let you go. If I knew you’d bully her…

He didn’t say anything, but I knew that if I did, he’d skin him.

After that, Han River took off his coat and put it on Han Snow.

“Okay sister, I got it. I’m just worried about you, not trying to get in your way. If you think he can be nice to you, try it. I’m in trouble anyway. I’m sorry.

The Han River left the house after looking at me and HAN Siu.

HAN Xue immediately lifted me up: “Are you all right? Are you okay? I’m sorry.

The feet of the Han River are not light, and the snow of Korea is stridently looking at the red pieces of me, and he keeps asking me if I’m okay.

I held Han Xue in my arms, and I didn’t know whether to comfort her or myself.

Han Xue’s hand was shot on my back, and I whispered, “It doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter if you say you’ll leave me. It doesn’t matter. I’m sorry.

13

The next day, Han Xue drove me to the train station, and she told me not to think. I said I wanted her to wait for me, and I’d spend time proving that no one could stop our love. She laughed, and for the first time she was as bright as a sun.

Back home, I was with my father for days at the hospital, and although he had regained consciousness, he remained very low.

Having learned that he had advanced his home-town pension, he was excited to thank him in person. I had to call him, but he kept telling him to turn it off.

I can’t help but worry that she’s my family’s benefactor after all. If anything goes wrong, I can’t ignore it.

The phone call was received by Yao’s father, both of them were surprised by my call. “Isn’t he the company you went back to last week with Jiang? I’m sorry.

You and I went to town?

And I was in the same place, and I asked, and I learned from Yao’s mother that on the day I left, he also took leave of absence and went to the city, and was not at all at home these days.

Then why didn’t she say hello to me and why did she stay there alone?

I don’t know what to think, but I always thought there was something wrong with this trip, and when she was a kid, she didn’t do anything useless or care about anything else.

This inexplicable heart attack quickly followed a telephone call from the Han River, where he told me an absurd fact.

An anonymous photo of me and Han Xue at the hotel was sent to several important members of the board, not only among the lower-level employees, but also among the lower-level employees, the rumour that I was eaten by Korean snow cows.

“I warned you, I’ll kill you if I’m sorry to my sister!” The voice of the Han River seems to be trying to skin me alive.

But all I care about right now is Han Xue. Is she okay?

“Where’s Han Xue? How is she? Tell her I’m going back now and she’s not afraid! I’m a little panicking, and I’m afraid that this change will crush her as soon as I think of her experience abroad.

But why is this happening, and why is every private meeting between me and Han Xue avoiding the eyes of the crowd? Why are they being followed by people?

But the next moment I realized something.

“It’s a hymen! It makes sense to link her earlier conversation with me and the fact that I was back at work.

Once again, I can’t guess what Xinjiang will do, but I have to protect Han Xue before a new change breaks out.

14

Han Xue’s phone didn’t work, I had to go back to the company, and my colleagues looked at me like an animal at the zoo.

I was taken to the board’s office by Han Ha before I had time to ask about Han Xue.

“Yeah, you dare come back! I underestimated you before, didn’t I? Who do you think this is? I’m sorry.

I open my mouth to counter, but I don’t know how.

Han Hao calmed down and said, “My sister’s young, so I didn’t say much about you and her, but now you’re putting her up to all this talk, and I don’t want her to suffer for half her life, and because you’re such an asshole and you have nothing to lose your face. I’m sorry.

“I didn’t know it would happen. I loved her. I wanted to marry her. I’d like to say that it’s an excuse, but how?

My ex-girlfriend is responsible for this, but now she’s my family.

Han Hae saw me hesitated and was forced to punch me in the face.

“You raised her? You’re just a dick who depends on her for soft food. What do you want to raise my sister? Everyone knows who’s nice to themselves, you have to be nice to her. You’re just a white-eyed wolf! I’m sorry.

I’m not convinced, but Han Ha is telling the truth.

Compared to Han Xue, I am nothing, even fired, and face a huge debt to my family.

“My sister is in a very weak state, and I’m going to minimize the risks that my sister may face before it gets too late. Now, you have only one choice, you quit, you tell everyone, you’re a greedy, disloyal bastard, and then get out of this city forever! I’m sorry.

I know that this method is a direct way to retain the only remaining reputation of Han Xue, and that I will also be a scapegoat who will always suffer from people’s misgivings.

But if I am forced to leave Han Xue in this way, I will not be willing, much less to watch him bear it alone.

“I told you I’m not with Han Xue for money and not for power. I did, and I did, because of me. So, Chairman Han Hae, I beg you to tell me where your sister Han Xue is now and I want to explain to her myself. I’m sorry.

15

On my way to Han Xue’s residence, I remember more than once the last warning from Han River.

If this matter cannot be properly resolved, I will face not just one Han River, but the pressure of Han Xue’s father to drain all his personal resources.

By that time, not only in the city, but even if I went back to the town, I would be in a bad position.

I was ashamed of my first impulse, but this reckless decision gave me a sense of comfort.

I may have struggled my whole life to get out of the country, but I’m afraid I’ll live my whole life in the shadows when I think of my feelings with Han Xue, which are broken by this misunderstanding and frame.

My meeting with Han Xue may have really been in love and obsession, but I’m sure I’m calmer now.

I’m sure I love her and I’m ready to face the future together.

Han Xue was held in a villa by his father, with exclusive care, and was forced to cut off all ties.

When I fought with the doorman, she came out crying and grabbed me.

At this moment she is as old as night, pale and blind.

Once again, she met me, like she’d found a mouth to tell me what happened in those two days.

Han Xue is a good doer, but she is still soft inside and will suffer as much as a little girl under pressure and torture.

I’m sorry for her, and I’ve told Han Xue everything that happened and everything in my heart.

But Han Xue didn’t respond to me as usual, but after half-silent, he came up with a ticket for me.

“Tomorrow I will be sent home to Hainan. I’m sorry.

The impact of the scandal on Han Xue’s entire family estate was so great that her father had to send him away and also protected her daughter in a disarray.

I couldn’t believe I had the ticket, and I didn’t think that Han Xue would be in this field because of me. Since we were together, I never thought that in a few short days our lives would change so dramatically.

Han Xue looked at me like a god and reached out and rubbed my hair.

“Ascademics, you don’t have to stress it. It’s all your fault. We always have a day apart. I’m sorry.

I held her in my arms with pain, even though she was the biggest victim of all this, and she was still thinking of me at this moment.

“I know it’s cruel for you to think about it now, but don’t worry. I’m happy with you these days, and that’s enough. You and I are too old to be in touch. Your family needs you to take care of it. I’m sorry.

I wanted to comfort her, I wanted to give her some promise, but I couldn’t.

As she has said, I have parents to raise, debts to pay, and I have to go far away from her.

I need time to think after my brain is completely calm.

I left the villa, and I went back to the city’s place, and I was waiting for me at the door.

16

When I came back, her face remained the same, and she seemed to have anticipated, or to have been under her watch.

“Go home to space, in my company, you’ll get a better life. I’m sorry.

She wanted to go ahead, but my face was about to drop, and I had to stop.

“That’s enough. You’ve thought about how much you’ve done for me. Why? Why are you doing this? I’m sorry.

He suddenly grabbed my arm and ignored my questioning: “Come with me to space, this is not your home.” I’m sorry.

I put up with her urge to push her away.

“What are you thinking? My dad’s in trouble, but I don’t want my life to be interfered with, and I don’t want to get involved with you. I’m sorry.

At last, the look on her face changed, and she looked at me like she was looking at a stranger.

“You know I love you, and I’ve never changed, and I want to marry you, and I can give you whatever you want. Do you still think I’m worse than that old woman? I’m sorry.

I’m even more angry to hear her mention Han Snow.

“Don’t give yourself a face. Who called Han Ha and told me about Han Xue? Who followed me to the hotel and sent the photo to the director of my company? Do you think I don’t know yet? I just don’t want to say it because you’re my family and my mom and dad! I’m sorry.

She’s barely breathing, but apparently it wasn’t my first thought of her as a suspect.

“I’m just a favor to you? I’m sorry.

“Yes, what are you imagining? The childish thoughts of childhood? Yuen, it’s time for you to wake up. We’re not kids. We all have our lives. I’m sorry.

Qianxian moved back two steps.

“Let’s go, you owe your family money, and I’ll pay you back as a horse, but don’t interfere in my life, leave us alone. It’s time for you to find your own life.” I’m sorry.

I have never thought about my past, and it is in my heart that, after so many years, she is still holding on to her understanding of love.

Now I remember when Han Xue said he still liked me, and I didn’t give a shit about it, but I didn’t want to cause so much trouble.

I’ve caught my collar with a sense of hatred.

“You forget who taught you the beauty of the big city at school, who made you glamorous in front of your friends and who supported you in everything, me, me! She’s hysterics at the moment, and I’m shocked by the look on her face, and the hate I’ve never seen before.

It’s just me.

I’d say that she’s completely insane, but I had to look away when I thought that before I left, her parents were worried about her.

Ruin left without saying a word.

But the last sight she looked at me was in my mind, filled with anger and hatred deep inside, as though it were in substance.

I think, perhaps one day, she will appear before me and carry out unprecedented reprisals against me.

17

As I returned to my home town to do my final processing, the news came that she had left for Hainan in advance, that I would stop calling, that I would call back like a madman and never listen.

After that, Han Xue left my world completely, the phone cards were written off and the house was sold to strangers.

The company no longer heard from Han Xue, and even I was held responsible for the accident for the first time, and the company went out.

I returned to my home in a tragic way, not because there is no place in this city, but because my world seems to have stopped running.

Every time I see Han Sheila Black’s tweet, I always feel like it shouldn’t be.

Until a week later, I gave my parents a full account of the causes and consequences of the events, and of the controversial relationship between me and Han Xue.

I told them that I was going to go to Hainan alone, looking for a chance to meet with Han Xue while repaying his family’s loan.

This decision was rightly rejected by the family, and it is a better choice for them than a marriage that is 16 years older and is not approved by the family.

I argued with him for a few days and even my mother started a whole family to fight me, but finally my father said something to me.

My choice, my future, is my own. After all, it’s not unusual for a young man to have one, but I made a big bet with my youth, whether it’s a winner or not, or whether it’s not known.

18

I will not regret what I am doing in the waiting room with the tickets in hand, which is my responsibility as a man.

Whether my family does not understand me, or the Koreans punish me through social connections, or even as if there was a human evaporation, I have the courage to face it if I dare.

Life is long, and if it inevitably has to be sharpened, then at least I have to do the last thing I want.

There is still a long way to go, and my story with Han Xue will certainly continue.

I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.