1. The south wind doesn’t know.

The south wind doesn’t know what it means

, so the old friend sighed, “Don’t ask about the end of the song. When

the regent and the elder sister were together, they called my name to her.”. It was Lan Lan

, who was close to my sister, who told me about this.

The Regent and I are childhood sweethearts.

I remember when I was eleven and he was thirteen. He said with a smile that he would promise me three books and six gifts, and eight palanquins to marry me.

But it wasn’t me that he lifted the red veil, it was my sister.

My sister and I were not born in the same womb.

The elder sister was born to my father and an official lady, and my father loved that official lady very much.

Just like me and the Regent, they are also childhood sweethearts.

But by the order of my parents and the words of the matchmaker, my father married my mother and gave birth to me. When

my mother married into my father’s family, she did things vigorously and vigorously. The servants in the house were afraid of my mother and thought that my mother was a villain who beat Mandarin ducks with a stick.

After all, my mother’s family is more powerful, and those people can’t afford to make any big waves, and they are also respectful to me. My sister’s birth was

not so much an accident as mine.

My father secretly went to see the official lady on the fifth day of every month without telling my mother.

The official lady’s surname was He. I didn’t know her name and character, and my mother didn’t tell me.

My mother was so thoughtful that she noticed something was wrong with my father and sent a servant to follow him.

When the servant came back, he was submissive and did not dare to make a sound. As soon as my mother pounded the table, she was so frightened that the servant immediately knelt on the ground and almost broke his head.

I was premature, weak and always crying. My wet nurse couldn’t coax me, so she hugged me and found my mother. With some curiosity,

I looked at the red blood on the servant’s forehead and called out, “Mother.”. When

my mother saw me, she hugged me softly and began to coax me to drink the medicine. Coptis was added to

the medicine. I was so noisy that I didn’t want to drink it. I insisted on eating candied fruit, so I accidentally knocked over the white porcelain medicine bowl. When

my mother saw that I had knocked over the bowl, she stared at the broken white porcelain on the ground, raised her hand and asked the servant to clean it up, and then let the man kneeling on the ground go out.

After everyone went out, my mother suddenly hugged me and began to cry.

I thought my mother was angry because I didn’t drink the medicine obediently, so I touched her head with my white and tender little hand. That’s how my mother coaxed me when

I cried.

It was the first time I saw my mother cry.

When I grow up and think about it carefully, maybe I don’t need that person to say that my mother also knows.

Miss He was from a small family. My mother didn’t take it to heart. She told my father lightly that if he wanted to marry Miss He, she would let him.

My father was so happy that he gave my mother all the best silks and satins in the capital.

My mother accepted it with a smile. It was the first time her husband had given her anything.

I learned later that my mother had the silks and satins torn up and burned that night.

In fact, I can’t blame my father for this.

The official lady was in love with my father, but I didn’t expect my mother to take a fancy to my father. At that time,

my father was young, dressed in blue clothes, with the fragrance of ink and books.

My mother secretly promised to marry my father with her family. After

my mother got married, she knew that my father didn’t want to marry her. My father had a sweetheart.

My mother was able to marry because of the power of the family. My grandfather was a minister of the Ministry of Rites, a high official from the second grade.

My father had just passed the Jinshi examination that year, and his official career was open and high-spirited.

My grandfather said that if my father did not marry my mother, he would go to Danzhou and become a small county magistrate. Although

my father loved Miss Ho, he also loved himself.

After all, a woman could not compete with her official fortune, so my father married my mother from my grandfather. Miss

He is a bit like me. She is also premature and weak. Miss

Ho was sitting in a small sedan chair and went through the side door.

My father pulled my mother to say the words of the heart all night, but still did not let my mother change her mind, not to let Miss He go to the front door.

I haven’t seen Miss He, and I don’t know what she looks like.

But I heard the servants say that Miss Ho was kind-hearted, better than my mother, and also good to the servants.

At that time, I did not know the enmity between Miss He and my mother. I felt angry. Miss He was obviously a concubine. How could she be better than my mother.

Because of this, I stayed in my room for several days and refused to go out. Miss

Ho also brought in a little daughter, my elder sister. By the time

I saw my sister, Miss Ho had passed away.

Father cried for several days and nights, crying blind, after that, the eyes can not see things quickly.

My mother still loved my father so much that she adopted my sister into her lap and let her take care of her husband’s children with other women. When

she saw me for the first time, she timidly called me “sister.”.

I laughed and said to her, “You are my elder sister. I should call you elder sister.”

My elder sister was a little shy at that time. She blushed and waited for me to call her elder sister. I’m a bit of a bad

person. I didn’t call her. I just let her call me sister.

My elder sister had a soft temper and could not resist me. She called out “elder sister” in a low voice and then stopped talking.

My elder sister is three months older than me. She was born to Miss Ho. My father loves her more than he loves me.

My mother was the wife of the imperial court, and when she went to the palace to chat with the nobles about their daily life, I followed her, and my sister held my hand.

In the boxy palace, I met Qi Ming for the first time, who was later the regent.

Qi Ming’s mother and my mother are sisters, and by rights I should call him “cousin.”.

But I didn’t, because I saw him bullying my sister.

My elder sister had a soft temper. He grabbed my elder sister’s hand and refused to let her go. He insisted on asking her which palace maid she was and why she didn’t salute him when she saw her.

I beat up Qi Ming, and he cried so miserably that he brought my mother over.

My mother twisted my ear and asked me why. I cried and said he was bad and bullied my sister.

My mother was stunned at that time, as if she had not thought that I was so close to my sister, so she released my ears and did not speak again. When

I returned home, the servant said that my mother had no dinner that day.

Qi Ming is not a vegetarian. I twisted with him at that time. Although I beat him to cry, he also bit my face.

My face was white and tender, and the red teeth marks were particularly obvious. Before

I could say it hurt, my sister cried. The elder sister didn’t sleep

that night. She told me all night. At that time, I felt that the elder sister was really good.

In the next few days, I never saw Qi Ming in the palace again. Maybe I was afraid of being beaten.

I said this to my sister, who laughed and said I was stupid.

I don’t know if Qi Ming was not idle and went to the palace with his mother. When I

saw him, I was stunned for a moment, and even my sister laughed.

Qi Ming, wearing a small armor and holding a short wooden sword, came to me with hatred.

Are you the one who hit me the other day? If you have the ability, you can compete with me again. When I saw that

he looked serious, I couldn’t help teasing him. “Don’t cry and complain to my mother again.”

The elder sister gave me a hand. I knew what she meant. She was afraid that I would suffer losses.

Qi Ming was pulled away by his mother before he could speak.

I wanted to say something, but my sister pulled my sleeve. I turned my head and saw that my mother was also coming.

I shrank my neck and followed my mother into the Fengyi Palace to pay homage to the queen.

I was only eight years old, and so was my sister. Nothing happened

that day, so my sister and I went home.

I lay on my sister’s bed and played with the tassels on the curtain of her bed.

I said to my sister, “If that smelly kid still bullies you, you can beat him up with me.”

My sister was amused, but she shook her head and said softly, “Go to sleep.”

I saw that the elder sister did not respond to me, and I was a little unhappy.

She curled her lips, wrapped the quilt and twisted it to the foot of the bed, and never spoke to her again.

“Ah Jiao.”

I heard my sister gently calling me in small print, but still refused to talk to her. In

a daze, I felt someone patting me on the back, saying something in a soft voice.

But I didn’t listen carefully, so the man stopped talking. When I got up

the next day, I forgot all about that night’s dream. When I entered the palace

again, my sister and I met Qi Ming again.

It’s just that he didn’t wear armor this time, and he didn’t come up and called me to fight. My sister and

I followed my mother to the queen’s palace. The empress has a son, the third prince, Li Zhiyi.

Li Zhiyi is older than me and my elder sister. He is already sixteen years old, and he has also been granted the title of king.

I do not know is not the meaning of the emperor’s heart, the king will not be able to do the prince.

Li Zhiyi treated me and my elder sister very well. He saw that I was a little restrained in the queen’s palace, so he took me to a small pavilion in the palace.

“Your Highness, wait! My elder sister is still inside.” I lowered my head and twisted my handkerchief, blushing.

I know it’s not polite to talk like this, and I’m even pushing my luck.

Li Zhiyi brought me out, but I asked him to bring my sister out too. Fortunately, he didn’t blame me and brought my sister out.

Li Zhiyi asked the servant to bring us kites. He said he would teach us how to fly kites.

The servant brought a few, but I didn’t think they looked good, so I didn’t take them.

I don’t know if Li Zhiyi could see that I didn’t like the painting on the kite or something, but he asked us to wait and went to get it himself.

When I saw Li Zhiyi leaving, I knew I had done something wrong, and I was a little afraid.

Although Li Zhiyi relatives, but in the end is the prince in the palace, the Meng family still can not afford to offend. When

my sister saw that my palms were sweating, she slipped me a handkerchief and asked me to open it.

I opened it carefully, and there were a few sour plums inside.

The elder sister whispered to me, saying that she had brought it from the Queen’s Palace. Seeing that I ate a lot at that time, she thought I should like it.

I was a little surprised. On weekdays, my sister was too timid to do such a thing.

I hugged my sister tightly and rubbed her neck intimately. My elder sister

and I waited for Li Zhiyi in the small pavilion. After waiting for a long time without seeing Li Zhiyi, I let my temper go and lay down on the long marble seat in the pavilion.

My sister took my head in her hands and put me on her lap, rubbing my head for me.

I squinted comfortably, dazed, not knowing where Tianshui was, and a little tired.

“Hey!”

A cry startled my sleepiness. I was a little annoyed. I got up and looked at the child not far away. It turned out to be the crying bag the other day.

I stared at him closely, and my sister took my hand for fear that we would fight again.

Qi Ming approached and sat down opposite my sister and me.

He looked at me and seemed a little shy. “My mother says you’re my sister.”

I glared at him. “I don’t want a brother!”

I pulled my sister and turned to run, but he grabbed her sleeve.

I shouted at Qi Ming, “You let go!”

Qi Ming shook his head and still pulled his sister’s cuff tightly, but his dark eyes were looking at me.

“My mother said that if you told me your name, you would forgive me and let me eat.”

“If you want me to let go, tell me your name first.” Just as

she was about to speak, I covered her mouth. “If you don’t let go, I’ll beat you!”

Chi Ming touched the tip of his nose, blushed and whispered, “My name is Chi Ming, and I’m your elder brother. If you beat me, I won’t tell your mother.”

When I was young, I didn’t realize that my sister was unhappy when he said this.

The elder sister’s eyes were low and sad, but I didn’t see them. With a “hum,”

I clapped Qi Ming’s hand away, took her by the hand, and ran away.

I heard Qi Ming shout a few times, as if to chase, but I did not hear the footsteps behind me. My sister

and I went back to the palace of the empress, only to see my mother waiting for me at the door.

Mother said that Xiao Wang was morbidity, and the empress had dispersed earlier.

I nodded, but as if thinking of something, I ran to the closed palace door.

“Gillian, Gillian!”

My mother called me a few times, but I refused to listen. I only remembered the sour plums my sister had brought me.

“So your name is Gillian!”

Qi Ming was talking behind me, and I was about to turn around and yell at him, but my mother came over and grabbed me, trying to make me behave. When

I saw that the palace door was locked, I hung my head and followed my mother back.

My mother pulled me, and so did my elder sister.

Before I left, I turned around and glared at Chi Ming. “Don’t scream!”

Qi Ming said something, I did not hear clearly, he was also pulled away by his mother.

When he left, he waved at me. I saw him. Don’t turn your head and ignore him. Qi Ming and

I have known each other for 16 years in Qingyu, and he knows my name.

My name is Meng He, and my sister’s name is Meng Lan.

The elder sister’s name was given by my father, and she said that the character “Lan” was her mother’s name. Only then did

I know that Miss He’s name was He Lan.

My name was given by my mother. My name is not as affectionate as my elder sister’s. Because it was midsummer when I was born, and the lotus pond in Meng’s house was fragrant, I had this name.

In fact, from this point of view, my sister and I are almost the same. On the day Miss Ho gave birth to my sister, it was Meng Chun, and the magnolia flowers were in full bloom.

Later, when I entered the palace again, my elder sister and I did not often see Li Zhiyi, but Qi Ming. After

Qi Ming knew I was his cousin, he really treated me a lot better.

Sometimes when I sulked and took it out on him, he didn’t annoy me. He just called me “Gillian” one after another and told me to hit me lightly.

Originally, I didn’t want Qi Ming to call me “Gillian,” but he couldn’t resist sending me a book of words and snacks such as jujube cake, cloud cake, and hibiscus cake every day.

Take people with short hands, eat people with soft mouths, and let him go. After

I had a good time with Qi Ming, I left my sister out in the cold.

Qi Ming is always pulling me and showing me something new.

Qi Ming’s father was the general of Zhenjun, a high official, and many people rushed to curry favor with him.

General don’t want things, then left to Qi Ming here, Qi Ming often got treasure, then secretly pull me to see.

I wanted to take my sister with me several times, but Qi Ming said that if I took my sister with me, she would not show me.

The strange thing was like a cat’s paw, which tickled my heart. Every time I called out to my good sister, saying that I would be back soon.

In fact, my sister knew what I was doing with Qi Ming. Every time I told her that, she always smiled at me and didn’t stop me. I feel embarrassed after a

long time.

That time when Qi Ming took me to see something new, I insisted on taking my sister with me, but Qi Ming didn’t want to, so I quarreled with him.

From then on, we didn’t talk to each other. When we met, we pretended not to know each other and turned away.

It was Qi Mingxian who couldn’t stand it. He wrote a letter and sent it to me. I still keep the letter and put it in the second small box of the dressing table. The

letter said he was wrong, said a lot of good things about me, and then said something I never knew.

He said, “My sister’s mother took my father.”. I didn’t know about

this. When my sister was adopted, my mother only told me that this was the daughter of the concubine I had never met. At that time,

I wondered why I had to call her “Sister.” Shouldn’t I be older than her?

I asked my mother, but she didn’t reply to me. She just took away my lunch with a cold face. For the first time,

I blamed my mother for being unreasonable and only punishing people.

Later, when I was older, I didn’t worry about it. My mother asked me to call her sister, so I did. The word

“elder sister” has been used for eighteen years.

But after that, because of courtesy, I could no longer call her sister, but instead called her “Princess Regent.”. After

Qi Ming wrote me a letter, I went to the palace again and asked him about his sister. The first time I went to the palace, I didn’t hold her hand, and she didn’t blame me.

Qi Ming told me that my sister’s mother, Miss He, was going to marry my father, but my mother got married, but Miss He still didn’t give up and pestered my father to go through the door.

Qi Ming said to add oil and vinegar, I know these words are not Qi Ming said, but Qi Ming’s mother, my own aunt.

I listened in a muddle, and then I didn’t know how to get back to the house. In the

evening, my elder sister came to me and asked me if I was not feeling well. For the first time,

I ignored my elder sister. At that time, I felt that my elder sister was a little bad and annoying. When

my sister saw that I was silent, she pursed her lips and asked the cook to make me a syrup of plum to relieve the heat. She thought I was letting the heat get hot. I

used to sleep the most deeply, but I didn’t sleep that night, and I didn’t even close my eyes.

I can’t figure out who is right and who is wrong. Sometimes I think my mother is wrong, and sometimes I think Miss He is wrong.

After thinking about it, I felt that the elder sister was the most pitiful, but who was wrong?

I don’t understand, but I don’t want to ask my mother. I’m afraid my mother will punish me.

When I came to my senses and wanted to close my eyes, the big servant girl outside the door called the hour. At that moment, it was time for the young lady to get up.

In those days, I ate lightly, and my mother saw that I had no spirit, so she asked people to set up a stage in the backyard and invited a famous opera troupe. Reluctantly,

I was persuaded by my mother to go to the backyard, listening to the singing of the troupe on the stage, and the red and green floating made me dizzy.

I picked a few preserved fruits from the small dish, but I didn’t think they were sweet.

I wanted to go back to my room and look at my mother. My mother was happy, so I couldn’t say anything more. A black ant climbed up on

the rosewood table. I teased it with the skin of the melon seeds I had knocked. For a moment, it turned a somersault. It was so boring.

I pretended to lower my head to pick up something and looked at my sister quietly from the gap under the table. I didn’t take care of her

these days, and I didn’t talk to her, and I didn’t know if she blamed me.

I was caught peeking at her, and my sister nodded and smiled at me.

I looked away with a red face and got up in a panic to pretend that nothing had happened. Shame! It was too late for

my mother to reward the opera troupe, and I slipped back to my room from the back of the crowd.

Always feel that someone is looking at me, I look back, but did not see the figure, perhaps I think too much. When I

entered the room, I smelled a strange fragrance, which was light and comfortable.

I asked the big servant girl in the room, she said it was sent by Miss Meng Lan, said it was to see my look, maybe the mosquitoes at night disturbed me so that I couldn’t sleep.

I frowned, and the sharp-eyed maid beside me saw that I looked different. “Miss, are you going to leave?” She asked. When

I shook my head and wanted the servant girl to take a nap, the big servant girl who had just replied opened her mouth and said that if I still couldn’t sleep, I would go to my sister’s place to sleep. It’s not my sister’s fault

after all. I’m really too narrow-minded.

Although I think so, I still have some hard feelings in my heart, and I still blame her.

By rights, she should blame me, after all, my mother robbed her father.

I don’t believe Qi Ming very much. I overheard the people talking, and then I knew that it was my mother who robbed Miss He’s husband.

I went anyway, and my sister didn’t blame me or ask me why.

It seemed that it was like a feather on the tail of a wild goose, which passed lightly, and no one paid much attention to it. When I went back to my room

the next day, I took out the sour plums that my sister had left for me. She had brought them to me that day in the small pavilion in the palace.

The handkerchief was sticky with sugar stains.

It was a hot summer day and the sun was strong. I put my head down and smelled it. The sour plums had changed.

I picked out the plum flesh, washed the veil, wrapped the plum core, and carefully stuffed it into the second box of the dressing table. After

that, my sister and I seemed to have made up, but we didn’t. In fact, my sister didn’t get angry with me. I was fooling around alone.

Sometimes when Qi Ming dragged me to see a new thing, I didn’t go.

Qi Ming asked me, “Why?”

I told him, “My sister is very kind to me. It’s not the same as what you said.”

Qi Ming was stupefied. He looked sideways at my elder sister.

I also looked at it. My elder sister was very beautiful, gentle and virtuous. The servants in the house all said that my elder sister was a jade beauty when she grew up.

Qi Ming advised me for a long time, I have been shaking my head, or did not go.

Fortunately, Qi Ming didn’t break up with me because of this. He just whispered to me in private that if my sister bullied me, he would tell him.

I knocked him on the head without force and told him that my sister would not bully me. After

that, because I kept saying good things about my sister, Qi Ming was also very kind to my sister. He said he didn’t want to see me sad. The three of

us have been getting along very well, but Qi Ming always kisses me more, or because of Miss He, I always feel that Qi Ming looks at her sister in a strange way. After a

long time, I added a lot of new clothes, and my mother said that the previous ones could not be put on.

Mother took me to pick out new silks and satins and cut new clothes, but she didn’t bring my sister.

I asked the servant in the house to take my money bag, cut new clothes, and secretly gave them to my sister.

My mother is really a little bad to my sister, and I can’t stand it. In private,

my mother asked me not to approach my elder sister. I didn’t ask the reason. My mother knew that I had a bad habit of listening to gossip.

I’m eleven years old, and so is my sister.

The weather is fine, the wind is gentle, the clouds are light, and the mountains are far away.

I went to Qi Ming’s house with my elder sister.

It is said to be a guest, but in fact it is a child’s play.

Qi Ming and I both went to school, and so did my elder sister, but my mother sent her later. The three of

us talked about our homework for a while, and Qi Ming said he had bamboo dragonflies.

I’m in the mood. I like playing this. The bamboo dragonfly that

Qi Ming gave me is a little different from my sister’s. My bamboo dragonfly is a little ugly, and the wood is still a little red.

I asked Qi Ming why this one of mine is so ugly.

Qi Ming’s face was so red, and he was so good-looking that I couldn’t help pinching him.

Qi Ming grabbed my hand and told me awkwardly that he had done it himself.

I looked back at my sister, who looked at us playing lightly and said nothing. The backyard of

Qi Ming’s house was much bigger than that of Meng’s house. When the three of us were tired of playing, we lay in the grass and chatted with each other. At that time,

I was still weak, drinking medicine, a little sleepy, listening to Qi Ming talking to his sister, my eyelids were a little heavy. At first,

Qi Ming shook my shoulder and asked me not to sleep. I said “um” perfunctorily, and he left me alone and asked the servant to put a soft pillow under my head.

I really fell asleep, and when I woke up, my sister and Qi Ming were asleep. I snickered twice, because Qi Ming always laughed at me as a sleepyhead.

I put the soft pillow under her head. She frowned. I moved a little more gently. Fortunately, I didn’t wake her up.

Qi Ming turned over and lay on the ground, holding his head with one hand and playing with the bamboo dragonfly he gave me with the other hand.

“Ah Jiao, I find you look better.” Qi Ming said to me with a smile that his eyebrows and eyes were curved and I was in a trance.

I hissed at him and covered his mouth.

“Who told you to talk nonsense?”

I lay down beside him again and looked at the blue sky. The clouds in the sky were very dense. My sister said that it would rain in such a day.

“Really, I didn’t lie to you.” Qi Ming grabbed my hand and whispered in my ear.

I looked at him sideways and thought he was lying to me.

Qi Ming’s eyebrows and eyes were deep, and I saw myself in his clear eyes.

I don’t think I’m as good-looking as my elder sister, and that’s what the servants in the house say.

“Ah Jiao, when I grow up, I want to marry you.”

Qi Ming held his head and laughed badly. I knew he was laughing at me. He always did that.

I gave him a hard look and ignored him. Seeing that I ignored him,

Qi Ming stood up and lay down in front of me.

“Ah Jiao, I’m telling you the truth. Three books, six courtesies, eight palanquins to marry you.”

“If you quarrel with my mother, I will help you.”

I knocked him on the head, but I didn’t keep my strength. He said “ah”.

I quickly covered his mouth. His voice was a little loud, and my sister was still sleeping.

I looked in the direction of the elder sister, who had already got up, holding a soft pillow in her hand, and still looked at me lightly with Qi Ming, but still did not speak.

I don’t know how much my sister has heard. I feel a little ashamed. I blame Qi Ming!

I took out all my anger on Qi Ming and flicked his forehead. He covered his forehead and smiled at me. I thought Qi Ming was so silly. When

I walked with my sister, Qi Ming waved to me and mouthed to me. I ignored him and felt that he was not ashamed.

In the twinkling of an eye, it was almost time for the elder sister to get married. The elder sister was fifteen years old and could get married.

But when I was sleeping in my sister’s bed, she whispered to me that she didn’t want to get married. At that time,

I approached my sister and, following the example of Chi Ming, asked her ambiguously, “Does she have anyone she likes?”

My sister didn’t want to talk to me at first, but she blushed when I asked her.

I was startled to see my sister blush for the first time, so I was even more unrelenting.

Good sister, just tell me that I won’t tell anyone! Please, sister, good sister!

The elder sister blushed and nodded, and I was even more insatiable and asked her who she was.

No matter how long I shouted, my sister refused to say anything this time.

My sister patted me on the back and said softly, “It’s getting late. Go to sleep quickly so that she won’t grow tall.”

I made a face at my sister and buried my head in the quilt, refusing to talk to her any more. The fact that

I am not tall is a thorn in my heart.

My sister and Qi Ming are already much taller than me, but I am still the same as when I was eleven or twelve years old. I play with them like two people with a little person.

Although my mother took me to see a lot of hospitals, but most of them are useless, I know in my heart, I know I will be so tall in the future.

Qi Ming laughed at me, and my sister laughed at me too! The fifth day of the

fourth month is the wedding ceremony for the elder sister.

My elder sister’s ceremony was arranged by my father, and all the big families in the capital came. The dispute between Miss

Ho and my mother is known to outsiders, so the identity of the elder sister is somewhat awkward.

I have seen my elder sister’s three additional gifts, the clothes, the hairpin, the deep clothes, and the hairpin crown. On the auspicious day of the

month, yuan Fu begins to be added. Abandon Er Youzhi, Shun Er Chengde. Shou Kao Wei Qi, Jie Er Jing Fu.

“The auspicious month makes Chen, which is Shen Erfu.”. Jing Er Wei Yi, Shu Shen De. Eyebrows will live for ten thousand years, and they will be blessed forever.

With the integrity of the year, with the order of the month, the salt is added to the clothes. Brothers have in order to become Jue De. Huang Wu-chiang has received a heavenly celebration.

“Sweet but thick, Jia Jian Ling Fang.”. Worship by sacrifice, in order to Ding Erxiang. Let Heaven rest, and never forget the test of longevity. I

listened to others reading, and I felt bored.

I looked at my sister, who was quiet and gentle.

In fact, I felt in my heart that my sister was also annoyed by these troubles.

The elder sister changed her clothes three times, and I thought her last dress with big sleeves was the most beautiful, which made her more beautiful and beautiful, like a fairy. What the

servant said was true, and the elder sister was a jade beauty.

I touched my face. I was still as young as a child. My mother always said that I had not grown up. I envied my sister very much.

The elder sister had a rest early after the ceremony. She said she was a little tired.

Meng Mansion was still brightly lit, and my father was greeting guests outside. When

my sister went to bed, no one talked to me. I was a little depressed and sneaked out of the house.

I’m going to be pregnant in three months. I don’t want to be pregnant. I feel like I’m still a child.

I wandered outside for a long time, and the house was so busy that my mother probably didn’t know I had left the house.

I went into the jewelry shop, and I thought my sister’s hairpin was really beautiful today.

There is a pear-wood hairpin inlaid with beads, which looks unique, and I like it. I had no silver

in my hand, so I wandered around and came out. I looked around again, and some of them wanted to find Qi Ming.

I walked to the front door of Zhenjun General’s Office, and when I wanted to call someone to pass it on, I heard someone calling me from behind.

“Ah Jiao.”

I looked back and saw Qi Ming riding a jujube horse.

He was dressed in a pair of wild goose clothes, with a broad-edged brocade belt with auspicious patterns on his waist. His hair was tied up high, and his figure was long and handsome.

Qi Ming came on horseback, took my hand and put me on the horse.

I exclaimed and wanted to blame him, but I felt comfortable with the spring breeze in the evening, so I forgot to scold him.

I was held in his arms, I am not afraid of riding, because Qi Ming taught me many times before, but I have been afraid to ride by myself.

I always find an excuse for Qi Ming to take me with him, but Qi Ming can see through me every time and insists that I call him “brother,” or he won’t take me with him. Sometimes when

I get angry with him, I ignore him. He always coaxes me to start calling me “good brother.” I giggle twice and let him go.

I clasped the cloud on his cuff and asked him, “What will you give me when I get my wedding present in March?”

I thought this time Qi Ming would be like before, let me beg him to tell me, but Qi Ming did not speak this time.

I turned to look at him suspiciously, and he put one hand on the reins and gently covered my eyes.

“Ah Jiao, I want to tell you something.”

Small spring breeze is very soft, but also Qi Ming’s words blown away, my heart is in a mess, I am afraid it is a bad thing. Qi Ming and I did not speak

all the way until Qi Ming rode to a small pavilion and stopped.

I’m too short to ask him to dismount.

Qi Ming took me by the hand and walked into the small pavilion. Then he took out a veil from his bosom, wiped the dust on the stone bench, and then turned it over and let me sit down. I have laughed at him in

this matter. I think he is a big man with a veil. Qi Ming is not annoyed. He said that my name is Gillian, which is naturally more delicate.

“Ah Jiao, my father has been promoted to the rank of general of Zhenguo.”

Qi Ming’s father has been promoted. I think this is a great joy. But Qi Ming is not very good-looking. I don’t know why.

I said it was a happy event, and then I said a lot of happy words to Qi Ming.

But Qi Ming has been lazy, I can not go on, ask him what is wrong.

Chi Ming looked at me earnestly, and his tone was somewhat like a little spring breeze tonight. “As soon as my father’s official ceremony is over, I’ll go to the border with my father.”

I asked him, “Where is the border?”

Qi Ming looked at a few scattered stars in the sky and smiled at me. “Ah Jiao, you can’t see them even if you stand on the glazed tiles of the palace.”

I saw that he was lazy again, and I felt that he didn’t answer me seriously, but I felt that he was leaving, and I couldn’t bear to lose my temper with him.

“Will you come back to see me and my sister?”

Qi Ming was stupefied and touched my head. “Yes, Ah Jiao, I’ll come back to see you.” When will

you come to see me? Can you come to my wedding ceremony?

Qi Ming lowered his head, pursed his lips, and did not speak.

He just held my hand and gently pinched a small birthmark on my hand-a small cinnabar mole on the left side of the back of my hand.

I think Qi Ming is very bad, he is always so tantalizing, but I think Qi Ming is lying to me, maybe he will not come to see me in the future.

I sobbed in a low voice, and I couldn’t bear to part with Qi Ming.

Qi Ming panicked, as if he didn’t expect me to cry, so he coaxed me in a low voice.

When I looked up at him, he had a pair of peach blossom eyes with intoxicating spring water and a small Meng He in his eyes. When

I saw how gentle he was, I cried even louder.

Qi Ming wiped my tears again and again with his sleeve, and he could not see the edge of the cloud on his cuff.

Qi Ming said softly, “Ah Jiao, don’t cry. I’m so distressed.”

I heard him say that he loved me dearly, and all the snot and tears were wiped on his cuff. Why did he love me dearly? Qi Ming is a liar! When

he saw me crying so hard, he had no choice but to hold me in his arms and whisper “Gillian” in my ear over and over again.

I buried myself on his shoulder, and I could only cry, and I couldn’t stop crying.

Later, when I was tired of crying, I fell asleep in his arms. In a trance, I noticed a heavy head, as if someone had kissed me.

That night the moon is also soft, the wind is also fragrant, is floating with the fragrance of Magnolia. When

I woke up, it was the second day. I heard my mother say that Qi Ming sent me back. I didn’t go to see Qi Ming again after

that, and I was a little angry.

My elder sister went to see Qi Ming. I asked my elder sister to send a letter to Qi Ming for me. There was only one sentence on the letter.

“The sixth day of the seventh month is my birthday.”

I don’t know if Qi Ming can understand what I mean. I wanted to see Qi Ming that day, but Qi Ming left in half a month. In the end,

I didn’t go to give Qi Ming a farewell dinner. I just hid behind the crowd and took a distant look.

And Qi Ming also did not come to my birthday, just asked someone to send a letter, the letter is still wrapped in a hairpin, and I look like the pear wood hairpin in that day. There was only one sentence in

Qi Ming’s letter, but it made me ecstatic.

“Ah Jiao, I want to write for you.”

The woman is fifteen to wait for the word in the boudoir, take the word this kind of important matter to have to come by the husband.

I told my sister about my joy. I was carried away. I didn’t notice that my sister’s tone was light and I didn’t care much.

“Ah Jiao, are you getting married?”

The elder sister asked me this question, and I felt a little uncomfortable. I blushed and said, “Um,” and the elder sister stopped talking to me.

My friendship with my sister is a little weaker, and I can’t tell what’s the difference.

My elder sister is still very kind to me, and she still helps me pick fish bones when I eat fish.

I think maybe I think too much. How can my sister be separated from me. In the twinkling of an eye,

it was late autumn, and my father set up a swing in my sister’s yard. I was so envious.

But I knew that my father would not do it for me personally, so I went to my sister every day. My sister also knew what I was thinking, but she didn’t pierce me.

“Sister, when are you getting married?” I was swinging on the swing, and my sister was pushing me gently behind me.

“After you get married.”

I couldn’t see the elder sister’s expression, but I felt that her tone was a little sad.

I didn’t ask my sister again. She wasn’t feeling well these days. My father said he wouldn’t let me say anything to make her sad. Actually,

I don’t want my elder sister to get married. When she leaves, no one will treat me like this.

But I also want my sister to get married. I hope she can choose a good husband like me.

Every time I think of Qi Ming, I begin to think. When will

Qi Ming come back? Will I find someone to cut

my new wedding dress or make it myself?

Does Qi Ming like boys or girls?

I thought a lot and couldn’t help laughing out loud.

“Ah Jiao, go to sleep.” My sister patted me on the back and told me to go to bed quickly.

I lay on my sister’s bed, quietly looking at the gold thread Su embroidery on the bed curtain, still thinking about Qi Ming. In the days when

Qi Ming left, I corresponded with him every month. Later, somehow, I couldn’t talk to Qi Ming.

I thought there was an accident at the border, and I cried to my father for a long time before I realized that it was a battle at the border, and Qi Ming had no time to reply to me.

I waited and waited, and went to the temple every day to pray, hoping that Qi Ming would not have an accident.

One day when I went to the temple to draw lots, I drew the next lot, which was a bad omen. When no one was around to see me,

I broke the sign and stuffed it into my sleeve.

In the golden autumn of October, I asked for a peace charm for Qi Ming and asked someone to send it, but I didn’t know whether I was in charge or not.

I was on tenterhooks every day, and I couldn’t even eat well. Finally, the war was over at the border.

I wrote to Qi Ming in a hurry, and Qi Ming told me that he was all right, and that he had cleaned up the little thieves.

I laughed and felt that Qi Ming had not changed at all.

Just after the war, Qi Ming may have free time and write back to me more. They

talked a lot about the border, saying that they wore animal skins to keep out the cold at night at the border.

He also said that there was a lot of wind and sand at the border, and once he was blinded and slowed down for a long time.

Qi Ming also said that the border fire cooking is not very satisfactory, he followed the army every day to eat some coarse rice, good time to eat roasted mutton leg, Qi Ming said that if there is a chance to wait back to the capital to roast for me to eat.

I was distressed by Qi Ming and wanted to see him.

Qi Ming scolded me for the first time and told me to be obedient and not to run around, otherwise he would be worried. There is not much

I can say back to Qi Ming, that is to say, what I have done recently, what my sister has done, what new things have happened in the capital, and which young lady’s son has married again. The reply to

Qi Ming’s letter was joyful.

I asked Qi Ming if he had written to his sister. Qi Ming said he had not. I felt that Qi Ming was too partial. Qi Ming said that he was partial to me.

Perhaps I said it once, and Qi Ming knew that it was not polite, so he often added “Meng Lan is well” after writing to me. I didn’t show

these letters to my sister. I was afraid that she felt uncomfortable and felt that Qi Ming and I were hiding them from her.

But I also feel that Qi Ming is going to be my husband, so don’t get entangled with others any more.

Thanks to the fact that Qi Ming was the villain, I was so clever that I picked up a bargain.

“Ah Jiao, you have grown taller.”

I lay on my sister’s bed and chatted with her. When I

heard her words, I smiled and said, “I’m starting to grow up. Maybe I’ll be taller than my sister.”

The elder sister nodded at me. “Ah Jiao must be taller than me.” After listening to my sister’s words,

I was so happy that I fell asleep with her in my arms.

The elder sister didn’t lie to me. The servants in the mansion all said that Miss Meng had jumped up fiercely, and even her facial features looked more delicate. When

my mother was cutting new clothes for me that day, she compared the previous clothes and found that the clothes only reached my calf.

Stunned for a moment, laughed, hugged me and said that the female big eighteen change, Gillian is my own daughter.

I used to be short and plain, and my mother always thought I was not her own daughter.

My mother was good-looking, and she was a famous lady in the capital.

I wrote to Qi Ming, but Qi Ming still called me “Shorty.” I was really angry that time and didn’t want to talk to him.

I really wanted to tell Qi Ming my joy, but Qi Ming still laughed at me. I told him I didn’t want to marry him.

Qi Ming panicked. He sent me seven letters at a time. I opened them and looked at them. They were all “I was wrong”, “Gillian, don’t be angry”, “I’m a dwarf” and “Gillian, don’t divorce me”.

I thought about it and decided to hang him out, or if I did get married later, he would ride on my head.

I didn’t write back to Qi Ming for more than a month, so Qi Ming sent someone to send things to Meng Fu every other day, and the gold and silver beads were like free money.

Qi Ming also said that if I ignored him again, he would propose marriage to my father.

I was frightened by him. My father didn’t know that Qi Ming and I were of the same mind. If Qi Ming rashly proposed marriage to my father, my father would punish me. The

young ladies of the official family all followed the rules and regulations. Before they left the cabinet, they did not step out of the gate.

I am a muddleheaded person, originally with Qi Ming’s close, provoked some rumors, my father also scolded me several times, I dare not stir up trouble again.

I still replied to the letter, Qi Ming said to me with a smile, I am on the tip of his heart, will not embarrass me. In a twinkling of an eye, my elder sister

and I have both passed the age of 29, and we are already 18.

My father was reluctant to let my sister get married, so he never proposed marriage to her. Most of the young ladies of the official families in the

capital married late, and those who married at the age of 20 still had a lot left. My elder sister and I were not in a hurry, and we waited until we met the right one.

I told my mother about Qi Ming secretly, and my mother twisted my arm gently, saying that I was not honest, and she had already seen it.

I gave a coquettish laugh and called out “mother.”.

In fact, as long as my mother promised me, my father would not refute me.

I want to send a message to my mother first, so that Qi Ming can talk better in the future. In

the past few years, my correspondence with Qi Ming was not as frequent as it was at the beginning, but every month Qi Ming said to me that he was safe, and I replied that he was all right.

But I think Qi Ming still put me in his heart. Qi Ming has come back three times in

the past few years, all at the end of the year.

I also met Qi Ming, but when I met him, Qi Ming hurried back.

We didn’t say anything from the bottom of our hearts, and we had some regrets.

This year, as usual, I was on the list again.

I don’t know which romantic personage made a list, and arranged all the young ladies who were not out of the cabinet in the capital.

I was ninth in front of my sister. The young ladies in front of

me are all proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and I have no skills. I was always lazy when my

mother asked my husband to teach me. I refused to study hard. I didn’t make much effort. I just learned a little.

Others say that I am a flower shelf, empty skin, but I am very happy to hear this, always secretly happy in my heart.

There were also sons of other families who proposed marriage to my father, but my father let me. I said I didn’t want to, and my father politely sent them away.

I don’t know how long it was before the cloth shop where I used to cut my clothes was replaced, and some fresh ones were added to the script. Wan Hsiang Zhai added a few new dishes, one of which was called “The South Wind Knows What I Want.”.

I listened to the freshness and went to see it. In fact, it was pumpkin rice porridge in a small jade bowl. On the contrary, it attracted many people to see it, and even the price was raised frighteningly. My sister and

I are 19 years old, but Qi Ming still hasn’t returned to Beijing. My mother was worried that I would not be able to get married.

I appeased my mother and said that Qi Ming would marry me.

Mother ignored me, saying that men love each other. How do you know that he still has you in his heart?

I was stunned by what my mother said. I felt that what my mother said was reasonable, but I felt that Qi Ming could not really abandon me.

Qi Ming sealed Ningyuan general, it is reasonable to say that although Qi Ming led the troops to win the battle, just a few years can not seal the general.

Qi Ming told me that it was because of the shadow of his ancestors that he won a moderate official position. It’s the end of the year

again. Qi Ming should go back to Beijing for the Spring Festival. When I saw

Qi Ming again, I couldn’t recognize him. Qi Ming had changed a lot.

From my 18th to 19th year, Qi Ming and I did not talk much, from the original one book a month to one book a year.

But I often write to Qi Ming and ask him how he is doing.

Qi Ming always said that he had a good life, and nothing else.

Qi Ming is no longer the appearance of wanton publicity, he has become a lot of calm. When he

saw me, he was no longer happy to come up and hold my hand and tell me jokes. He just said “Miss Meng” respectfully.

I felt in my heart that my mother was right, and Qi Ming might no longer be around me alone. The youthful hostility between

Qi Ming’s eyebrows and eyes was exhausted on the battlefield, and his eyes were deep, like a thousand-year-old well without waves.

I looked at Qi Ming. He looked like a stranger. My sister, Qi Ming,

and I spent the New Year in the palace.

The emperor valued my father and Qi Ming’s father, so he sent someone to invite the officials of our two families and another family into the palace.

I didn’t eat much at the banquet, and even my elder sister could see the sadness between my eyebrows.

The elder sister asked me if I was not feeling well. I nodded, told the elder sister and went out of the temple.

I walked around outside the hall alone and came to the small pavilion where Qi Ming had met me. I went in and sat down, watching the snow fall outside. Outside the

small pavilion, there is a vast expanse of whiteness, the stars are turning, and the cold plum blossoms are burning.

I don’t know if I have to ask Qi Ming, but I have changed.

I am no longer as before, ignorant, do things indiscriminately, I have become a little weak, not as fresh as before.

I thought about it alone in the small pavilion, counting the falling snow.

Qi Ming married me? Qi Ming won’t marry me?

Qi Ming married me? Qi Ming won’t marry me?

Qi Ming married me? Qi Ming won’t marry me.

“Ah Jiao.” When

I heard someone calling me, I suddenly turned around. It was my sister, not Qi Ming.

I was surprised by my own thoughts. It turned out that my heart was already in favor of Qi Ming, and he was indispensable.

The elder sister came over and put on a warm velvet cloak for me. She held my hand and said, “My hands are freezing. Hurry up and go back.”

I nodded and let my sister pull me back.

“I’ve seen Miss Meng Lan.”

The elder sister stopped. I was thinking of something else. I bumped my head into her back and said, “Ouch!”.

The elder sister looked up, and so did I, but I did not move when the elder sister returned the salute.

“Long time no see. How is the general?”

Sister and Qi Ming said polite words, I lowered my head, but Qi Ming’s deep and pleasant voice still penetrated into my heart. Miss

Meng is too polite. After a few years of separation, does Miss Meng still remember me?

“Of course I remember.”

“Miss Meng and I were still..” When

Qi Ming and my sister talked about the past, I looked up and stared at Qi Ming, but he ignored me as if he hadn’t seen me.

I shook off my sister’s hand and ran out crying. When

my sister saw that I had broken free, she tried to chase me, but Chi Ming stopped her. “Meng Ho is still a child.”

The elder sister nodded hesitantly and asked, “General, don’t be polite to me any more. It’s obviously my sweetheart. Why does the general pretend not to care?”

“I don’t count the jokes I made when I was a kid.”

The elder sister suddenly raised her head and opened her eyes wide.

Qi Ming said he wanted to marry me as a joke, which my sister told me later, but I didn’t care about it at that time.

I cried and ran out, thinking that my sister would come to me, but I cried for a long time, and my eyes were swollen, but no one came to me. After all,

I couldn’t stand the cold, and there were earth dragons in the temple, so I got up and wanted to walk back.

“Who is here?” When I heard

someone talking, I shrank my neck and squatted back.

I’m a little scared. I’m so ashamed of myself now!

As the man approached, I saw the palace lantern in his hand and quickly raised his hand to cover his face.

“Don’t look at me, I’m a palace maid.” I lied.

“Don’t be afraid. I won’t go there.” The man’s voice was gentle, and I listened to it and took off some of my guard.

I saw that the man really didn’t come, and when I wanted to walk around the path, the man said again.

Girl, it’s a world of ice and snow. If you don’t want to work, go back to the palace and rest. When the emperor is entertaining his courtiers, most of the people in the palace who are busy up and down will not notice.

I was stupefied, and he recognized me as a maid in the palace. I was a

little bolder, and I covered my face and shouted to him, “Don’t say anything!”

I didn’t look at the man’s expression after I shouted, and I ran away with my skirt, and I didn’t even look back. At the

banquet, I lost my interest. The empress called me several times, but I didn’t hear it. My elder sister pushed me, otherwise I would have been talked about by my mother again.

“Has Meng Ho reached the age of marriage this year?”

I nodded.

The empress was familiar with my mother, and sometimes she would mention something to me. She always wanted to choose a good husband for me.

My mother once told me that the empress intended to promise me to Li Zhiyi, the king of Xiao.

At that time, Li Zhiyi had not married yet, and later, without knowing what his mother had said, Li Zhiyi married the eldest daughter of the Zeng family.

The empress did not ask me anything else, but nodded slightly and let me sit down.

I looked at Qi Ming subconsciously. Sure enough, he still didn’t care about me. He didn’t look at me once during the banquet for nearly two hours.

Back home, my elder sister asked me what happened between Qi Ming and me.

I shook my head and said I didn’t know.

The elder sister comforted me for a long time, saying that Qi Ming might be a little shy when he saw me.

I didn’t reply. Qi Ming wasn’t shy. He was just tired of me.

I have seen Qi Ming’s shy appearance, Qi Ming’s shy speech is also quiet, sometimes twisting fingertips, doing some awkward little movements.

I see it in my eyes and remember it in my heart.

Qi Ming didn’t leave this time and stayed in the capital. The emperor said that Qi Ming had fought against the enemy and would rest in the capital for a few days before setting off.

Qi Ming paid a courtesy visit to my mother. My sister and I were talking to my mother in the front hall when we saw Qi Ming.

Qi Ming said polite words, I looked at him carefully, he is still the same look, the talent is absolutely gorgeous, the world has no other.

I sighed, put down the fruit in my hand, and looked at Qi Ming talking to my sister.

“Ah Jiao is still young, so there’s no hurry.”

My sister suddenly called my name. I looked up and realized that they were talking about my marriage.

I hung my head again. I couldn’t understand why Qi Ming suddenly changed his attitude towards me.

“It’s time, madam. Please go home.”

A woman whispered to Qi Ming. I looked up. The woman was not wearing the clothes of a servant.

As soon as Qi Ming came in, I noticed her. She stuck to Qi Ming’s side. In the past, Qi Ming did not have a woman around him.

When Qi Ming left, my sister told me that the woman was brought back by Qi Ming from the border. As for how the two people were, Qi Ming did not tell my sister. I choked

on the preserved fruit I was about to swallow. I couldn’t breathe and my face was red.

The elder sister gave me the tea smoothly, otherwise I would really suffer to death.

Mother is right. Men always change their minds.

I didn’t hold back, and I didn’t dare to ask Qi Ming face to face, so I wrote a letter asking him if his words were still counted.

Qi Ming did not reply to my letter, but sent a strange boy to say to me, let me respect myself.

I cried that night and my soul was gone. Later, my sister couldn’t stand it and scolded him all night.

In my mind, my elder sister never curses people. Even if she is bullied, she just says that everyone has his own destiny.

But my sister patted me on the shoulder and spoke ill of Qi Ming. I don’t know if I should be happier.

Qi Ming didn’t stay in the capital for long before he left again. After

that, Qi Ming stopped writing to me, but wrote to my sister.

My sister showed it to me every time, and I also looked for traces of Qi Ming’s concern for me. After Qi Ming’s letter, there was only one sentence, “Meng He is well.”. It was as if

I had lost my soul, until in the middle of the night I read the correspondence between Qi Ming and me in the past, and at the end of each letter there were four words: “Meng Lan is well.”.

At that time, I really believed that Qi Ming had already erased me in his heart.

I later learned that the little girl was Qi Ming’s sweetheart.

It was my sister who told me that Qi Ming said that the woman saved his life when he was seriously injured.

I frowned, feeling cliche.

This matter is Qi Ming’s letter to the elder sister said, Qi Ming is also a cursory explanation to forget.

I don’t know what my sister said to Qi Ming, and Qi Ming began to write to me. There wasn’t much to say in the

letter, just one sentence. It was just to move the words “Meng He is well” from the elder sister’s letter to an empty piece of paper.

I accepted my fate, and every night when I think of Qi Ming, I still cry, and I can’t stop burping.

The elder sister scolded Qi Ming with me. In fact, the elder sister scolded Qi Ming not harshly. After all, she was not the same as me.

The elder sister is soft and weak, and at most she says, “a heartbreaker.”.

I have a lot of ways to curse people, such as “big horse monkey with red buttocks”, “big yellow dog without face and skin” and “pig worm”.

Later, the elder sister couldn’t help laughing as she listened, saying that I was so bad.

Even my mother couldn’t tell me whether I was heartless or cheerful.

After a month or so, I forgot about it. I should eat and drink, as if I didn’t have Qi Ming.

Today is the day to unveil the list, and I took my sister to see it. At the root of the

city wall, it was packed with water. My sister and I were so petite that we didn’t squeeze in, so we just waited for Tanhualang to parade through the streets. My sister and

I found a private room in the restaurant and sat on the railing, talking and laughing with my sister, waiting for Ruyi to parade through the streets.

The restaurant is in a good location, and the flower man is closer to us, so I can see it clearly.

I threw the flower branch in my hand at him, and the flower man caught it.

I jumped in surprise, but I didn’t think he could catch my flowers.

Tanhualang walked all the way, hurt the hearts of many girls, only to catch my branch. I don’t

know what I think, but if he proposes marriage to my family, I may say yes.

Tanhualang shook Huazhizi, smiled at me, and called out “girl.”. Only then did

I find that he looked better when he smiled, and his eyes were like broken stars, full of bright tenderness.

I secretly compared in my heart, in the end is the flower Lang looks better, or Qi Ming looks better.

I was partial to Hualang and promoted him to the first place. In fact, I knew in my heart that Qi Ming was the most handsome man in the Dynasty.

The elder sister smiled and said that my good day was coming. I blushed and did not speak. I did not know whether he would propose marriage to my family or not.

Mother knew this and asked me what I was thinking. I nodded and said it was all right.

Mother touched my head and said that I should not be deceived again. As soon as

I asked someone to inquire, I learned that Tanhualang was the second son of the Ji family. His name was Ji Xuan, and his courtesy name was Changjun.

I met Ji Xuan in the afternoon.

At that time, I wandered in the small street, and stopped at the small pavilion where Qi Ming took me on horseback, and squatted outside to watch.

“Do what?”

I looked back and crashed into a pool of lake light.

His eyes were so beautiful that I thought he was a fairy coming down to earth.

“Nothing.” I am not affectation, answered, watching Ji Xuan came to my side.

“Don’t you have anyone with you?”

“I snuck out.”

Ji Xuan didn’t say a word to my answer. He asked me, “Why did you run out alone?”

I curled my lips and asked him, “Why did you take my flower branch?”

“Because you are the only one I know.” Ji Xuan straightened his skirt and returned to me.

I frowned at him, wondering where on earth I had met such a man, which I should not have remembered. Someone

in the distance called Ji Xuan “Chang Jun.” Ji Xuan said “Farewell” to me and left.

I thought for a long time, I really haven’t seen Ji Xuan, is he lying to me?

I didn’t stay outside for a long time before I went back to the house. Just after the end of the New Year, people from top to bottom in the house still didn’t settle down.

Mother also did not have time to gossip with me, but asked the big girl beside her to ask about Jixuan.

In fact, I do not know him, casually prevaricate a few words in the past, see the big girl holding the veil with a light smile, said something and left.

I faintly heard in the wind, “Miss Chiao has someone she likes, too.” After a few days of idleness

in the house, the elder sister straightened out the backyard and saw that the stage built more than ten years ago had lost its red paint, so she sent someone to paint it again. As I

watched the servants paint, I turned my head and asked my sister, “This year, my mother hasn’t invited an opera troupe. Does my sister still want to go to the theatre?”? I’ve heard that tomorrow there will be a team with an emblem to go to Beijing, and the singing skills are also very good.

“Ah Jiao, do you still remember the South Wind Notes we read when we were young?”

I nodded and didn’t mention it to my sister again. It’s time to simmer the medicine again

tonight, and I think of Qi Ming again. When I was a child, I had a spoiled

temper. Even when I was watching a play, I had a bad temper. I thought this was not good and that was not fresh.

Fortunately, I was still in Qi Ming’s house at that time, otherwise my mother would have twisted my ears. The

temper played a lot, and the six or seven-year-old opera singer was so angry that he cried. He secretly wiped his tears and made up a pink face.

I don’t know who Qi Ming felt sorry for, so he asked someone to steal his father’s treasured sword, buckled down the two pieces of jade on the sword, and gave them to me, as well as to the little actor.

I looked at it quietly and always felt that the jade Qi Ming gave me was more green.

At that time, Qi Ming had me in his heart, and after more than three months, he wrote “South Wind Notes” and excitedly ran to show me the play book.

When I asked him how he could write this, Qi Ming scratched the tip of his nose and refused to say.

When I saw his awkward appearance, I remembered that he had always bullied me before. I was a little angry and refused to talk to him.

Qi Ming peeled the loquats for me and asked me, “Ah Jiao, I want to ask the troupe of that day to practice this play book, OK?”

“Don’t be insincere with me. I scolded that little actor and cried that day. Who are you against?”

I twisted my eyebrows and patted open the loquat that Qi Ming had just peeled.

“Ah Jiao, my good Ah Jiao, toward you, naturally toward you.”

“Don’t lie.”

“Ah Jiao, take a closer look at where I’m cheating. I’m going to marry you in the future. If I cheat you, I’ll be beaten by my daughter-in-law.”

I burst out laughing and turned my head to bite the loquat in his hand.

The loquat juice splashed on his hand, but he was not annoyed with me. He asked me with a smile whether the loquat he peeled was sweet or not. When

Qi Ming went out of the house, he met his elder sister, who told me that Qi Ming’s new clothes had become bigger.

I frowned at my sister. Qi Ming had come to me three or four times in this dress. It was not a new one. Seeing my frown,

the elder sister did not say much. She glanced at me lightly and took a few loquats on the table.

I told my sister that the new loquats were sweeter than in previous years, and that it would be great to make loquat paste to moisten my throat in autumn.

The elder sister took one look at the peel left on the table, nodded and left, saying that when it was ready, she would give me some to save for me, so that I, a greedy ghost, would not steal it. Smiling,

I called her “good elder sister,” and let the servants clean up all the peels on the table. Then I sent someone to bring in a plate of loquats and followed her to make loquat paste.

My sister gave me a deep look as she left.

I was a little uncomfortable, but I didn’t know why my sister wanted to look at me, and I felt that the loquat was sweet and greasy, and it was really greedy, so I didn’t care much.

When I grew up and thought about it again, I realized that although I was the same age as my sister, she was much older than me.

The elder sister thought more than I did. The elder sister had a delicate mind, but my mind was as big as a bowl at that time.

My food and clothing are all done by the servants themselves. I am too tired and lazy to do it myself.

Even my mother said a few words about me, but I tugged at her cuff and said a kind word, and my mother laughed at me a few words of “effeminacy,” and then it was over. Everyone in the mansion knew about

these things, and so did the elder sister.

The table of loquat peels was like a mirror in the elder sister’s heart.

When Qi Ming came to me, he was always just looking for me. He always went into my small courtyard, but he didn’t see my elder sister. The big girl in

my room also said that when Qi Ming saw me, the clothes he wore were particularly beautiful.

Qi Ming wrote the play book, which was quietly told to me by the boy beside him. When

I knew it, Qi Ming was still rehearsing for the troupe with a play book.

Qi Ming personally went to consult the gentleman who wrote the play book, and after studying for more than a month, he was willing to write it for me. Only then did

I remember what my sister meant when she said, “Qi Ming’s clothes are bigger.” Qi Ming was tired and thin, but he still blamed me.

I felt a little ashamed and asked the cook in the house to make Mung Bean stuffed white dumplings, which were placed in a red lacquer wooden food box and sent to Qi Ming. When

I saw Qi Ming, Qi Ming had just come running from the stage. When he saw me coming, he was in a hurry and touched his clothes a few times in a panic.

I looked, and his hands were dirty, and even his face was covered with dirt.

Qi Ming didn’t talk to me and ran out.

Because he ran too fast, he fell down, and the good clothes of the brocade satin were ruined.

I called him a few times in the back, but he pretended not to hear, I covered my mouth and laughed, “Qi Ming is so stupid.”. When

Qi Ming came back again, his clothes were changed, his boots were changed, and even the jade pendant on his waist was changed into blood jade with carp patterns.

I saw him gasping for breath, and I laughed and teased him: “What are you doing, you really want to marry a bride?”

Seeing Gillian is naturally different from seeing other people. If it were not for me, I would not care about these clothes and boots, and I would not care about them.

I gave Qi Ming the food box in my hand. Qi Ming smiled so hard that his eyebrows and eyes were curved. His hands were clean.

Qi Ming told me that he had just painted the stage, thinking it would look better.

I laughed at him silly, this kind of menial work to the servants, where to use him such a delicate childe to start.

Qi Ming gave me a meaningful smile. “How can this be the same?”

I understand what Qi Ming means. As long as he is willing to pay attention to me, I will be happy.

Qi Ming had planned to arrange “South Wind Notes” at my birthday party to please me, but I suddenly got hot that day, and the whole General’s Office was in a mess, and no one had the mind to see what Qi Ming had written.

Later, when Qi Ming invited me and my sister to his house, I could see how much Qi Ming cared about me. The story in the play book written by

Qi Ming is the story between me and him, but I am a banished immortal in heaven and Qi Ming is a mortal in the world.

“The south wind knows what I want, and it blows my dreams to Xizhou.”

Qi Ming compared me to the “south wind,” and I felt an indescribable joy in my heart.

“Knowing that you are delicate, even in the script you are written as a celestial being, for fear that you will be wronged.” Qi Ming took my hand. I can’t remember

the play clearly now. I only remember that Qi Ming called me Nannan in the play book.

I really didn’t close my eyes that day. I thought about Qi Ming and shed tears. When I had dinner with my mother, my eyes were red and swollen. My mother didn’t say anything.

I can’t forget Qi Ming. I have to admit that even if he has a lover.

“Ah Jiao, don’t think about him any more.” My sister took my hand and shook her head at me.

I wiped my face and ran out without looking back.

I ran back to my own small courtyard, even the big servant girl in the house asked me what was wrong, I did not answer, and put my head on the soft pillow, the heart is still filled with Qi Ming ah.

If the elder sister doesn’t mention “South Wind Notes”, I can pretend to be calm.

But the elder sister mentioned it, whether intentionally or unintentionally, I thought of Qi Ming again. Qi Ming,

ten years old, said he was my brother. Qi Ming, thirteen years old, smiled and said he would marry me. Qi Ming, seventeen years old, took me through the streets on horseback.

I want to be clear, I want to be clear, I want him to spoil me as usual, let me go, and say he wants to marry me.

I was in tears these days, and even my mother could not bear to see it. She cried with me, saying that I had a hard life.

I knew that my mother was not only crying for me, but also for herself. The people in the

house did not mention me and Ji Xuan, nor did they mention me and Qi Ming, which seemed to be a taboo. When the servants in the

mansion saw me, they would hide away for fear of bad luck.

“Ah Jiao, do you know the name of Qi Ming’s sweetheart?”

My sister once mentioned Qi Ming, but I knew she wasn’t trying to make me feel bad.

“Her name is Xi Zhou.” My eyes widened

and I stared at my sister.

“Forget about him, Gillian. He doesn’t deserve your kindness.” Sister’s warm white hands covered my eyes and gently touched my head.

I fell on my sister’s shoulder and cried my heart out.

Xizhou, Xizhou.

This is the poem that Qi Ming called me. Later,

I cried and fainted, and I had a serious illness. In fact, it was not a serious illness, but I didn’t want to get better.

My mother said that I had been restless since I was born, and I had been suffering from serious and minor illnesses one after another, and I was about to become a medicine jar.

I had been ill for three months, and my elder sister told me that Qi Ming had sent me donkey-hide gelatin.

Ji Xuan also came three times, saying that he wanted to visit me, but my mother refused, and I can’t see anyone like this now. After my

serious illness, I went to Qingyun Temple with my mother, who said she wanted to offer some incense money to accumulate blessings for me.

I waited for my mother outside the temple, looking at the locust tree not far away, but it was bigger than one in my backyard, and I couldn’t get two of them. There is a crazy monk in the

temple who counts marriage, and some famous young ladies in the capital have also counted it, and nine times out of ten it is efficacious.

The elder sister told me before that I was still in love with Qi Ming at that time, and I didn’t take it to heart. Now I think I should listen to the elder sister.

The crazy monk lived outside the temple. I looked for his residence according to my sister’s words. When I saw his appearance, I realized that he was really a crazy monk.

He didn’t ask me what I was doing, and I didn’t say anything. He looked at my eyes and said that my peach blossoms had fallen.

The elder sister said that I had changed a lot since I came back from Qingyun Temple, and she couldn’t tell what was different.

I didn’t tell my sister what the crazy monk said. My sister is not me, and she won’t understand.

I never told my sister about Qi Ming again, as if I really didn’t have him, and I felt like I had a thorough understanding.

I told my sister that Ji Xuan wanted to say more. My sister also felt that my words were reasonable. Ji Xuan looked like a man who would love people.

Qi Ming and Xi Zhou, in the capital is spread all over, but there are many people want to see my joke, I did not take it to heart.

Qi Ming and Xi Zhou, what are they doing to me?

“It’s almost four months now, and it’s time to start planning for my sister’s birthday.”

I lay on my sister’s bed and let her hold my hair together.

“There’s no hurry, but you have to choose a good day to settle the matter with Mr. Chi.” The elder sister let down my hair and began to rub my temples.

“Not so fast. I just found out his name and where he lives.” I closed my eyes and raised the corners of my mouth.

“I said so quickly, but I laughed first.” Seeing my smile, my sister knew that my heart was as sweet as honey.

Sister has always known me.

Speaking of Ji Xuan, I heard about him from my mother.

That night, three families were invited, my family, Qi Ming’s family, and Ji Xuan’s family.

Ji Xuan is not the eldest son of the Ji family, nor is he a legitimate son, but he is the most knowledgeable and reasonable, and I just took a fancy to him.

Ji Xuan, whose courtesy name is Changjun, is four years older than me.

Mother said that he was born handsome, and passed the examination of fame, with him in the future, is a happy life, I listen to my mother.

Today, I was swinging on the small swing in the backyard, looking at the blue sky, but I felt a little cold.

Just as I was about to go back to the house to get a thicker thin shirt, I saw a little girl running in a hurry, saying that my mother invited me to go.

I didn’t go back to the house. I went straight to my mother.

My mother took my hand and said that I was really a lucky star.

I don’t know what my mother is happy about, but I heard her say that Ji Xuan invited me to go boating on the lake tonight. I can’t say how happy I am

in my heart. I just feel a little sweet. I am also missed by someone.

The next man dressed me, and I smiled at the brass mirror. The big girl

beside me said that my smile was like a flower. Whoever marries me must be a great blessing in my previous life.

I didn’t reply, but I thought it sounded good and I liked it. The

evening breeze is really soft, but the chilly spring is also a little cool.

I was taken into the boat by the servant.

Ji Xuan sat in the boat, surrounded by yellow and bright oil wax, I looked at Ji Xuan, he saw me coming, smiled at me.

Gentle, then gentleman.

I suddenly remembered a sentence in the Analects of Confucius, but I felt that Ji Xuan was a gentleman first and then a gentleman.

“Miss Meng sat down first. The boat was shabby, and Miss Meng laughed when she saw it.”

Ji Xuan said, pour tea for me, is Longjing before the rain, I like to drink, must be the mother told Ji Xuan.

“Miss Meng was happy to go to Ji’s invitation.”

Ji Xuan’s words like a trickle of warm spring, straight into my heart, I can not answer him, I think I should be blushing.

I just nodded slightly to Ji Xuan as a return gift.

I really have no way to get along with this kind of elegant young man, Ji Xuan, I used to associate with some muddy people, where to know what poetry and book temperament, I blush, should also be ashamed in my heart. Ji Xuan and

I sat and talked in the boat. Ji Xuan and I talked a lot. Knowing that I didn’t understand poetry and books, he told me about folk legends.

I listened to what Ji Xuan said, looked at Ji Xuan, and thought about my ideal husband.

“Miss Meng, I’m so abrupt. May I ask what Miss Meng thinks of the wind tonight?”

“Very good.”

I can’t hold back any verse for the occasion. It’s just a dry “very good.” Ji Xuan doesn’t want to dislike me.

“Where are the stars tonight?”

“Very good.”

“What about the man?”

“Nature is also good.” When I

finished, I heard Ji Xuan chuckle and blush. With three “good” sentences

in a row, Chi-hsuan must be laughing at me for not reading.

“Miss Meng, the joy of Ji’s life is all tonight.”

Ji Xuan looked at my eyes, I looked at Ji Xuan’s eyes, he had me in his eyes.

I was slightly stunned, looking at Ji Xuan, only to know that he also preferred me.

I don’t know how I got off the boat that night. My mind was all in a daze.

I only remember Ji Xuan’s words, “Happy in this life.” Ji Xuan is half my husband.

Meng’s daughter Meng He and Ji Xuan, the second son of the Ji family, visited the lake, which spread all over the capital.

My mother began to plan day of marriage with the Ji family. I watched my mother prepare the dowry for me and wondered how many years ago my mother was so happy. My mother was very indifferent to my

family background and thought that as long as I liked it, it would be fine.

I saw Ji Xuan several times, he said I was able to call him Changjun, he took me very seriously, I know.

My father also arranged a birthday party for my sister, which was as extravagant as usual.

Qi Ming sent someone to send a gift. It was a pair of gold bracelets. I looked at it from a distance, and my sister smiled beautifully. My sister and

I returned to our usual leisurely days. I told her that when autumn came, she would not see me very often.

My sister pinched my nose and asked, “When will you move into Chi Mansion?”

I took my sister’s hand and said, “The sixth day of the seventh month.”

Ji Xuan himself said, on the day of my birthday, marry me.

Today, I was swinging in my backyard, listening to my elder sister playing “Moonlit Night on the Spring River” for me.

Suddenly my mother came and took me by the hand and was about to leave. I asked my mother what was wrong. She left in a hurry and ignored me. I didn’t know

until I put on my mourning clothes that the emperor had died.

Ancestor’s rules, the emperor died, we officials and courtiers are to serve Que for three months. My elder sister and

I were not allowed to go out in the house, so we only heard some rumors. I’m afraid

the weather is going to change in the capital.

I shrugged my nose and smelled that the lotus had not yet bloomed this year. When

the new emperor ascended the throne, he was the son of the late emperor Duanfei. He was eleven years old.

I asked others who was in charge of the government, Duan Fei?

Others shook their heads and said it was the prince regent, the son of the general of Zhenguo, Qi and Shen.

Yes, I am almost twenty years old this year. Qi Ming is twenty-two years old. He has already taken the word, but he doesn’t want to tell me.

I didn’t think it was Qi Ming who sat in this seat. I thought it was his father. I don’t know what

the reason is, and no one can tell me.

Because of mourning, my marriage with Ji Xuan was postponed until the spring of next year.

Three months passed quickly, and I changed into a light pink cardigan. My father went down early

this morning and came back with a smile on his face.

His mother asked him what was wrong, and his father said that his sister’s marriage had been settled.

I didn’t listen carefully. The elder sister was so good that there must be a lot of young men competing to propose marriage. It was just that the elder sister had to pick one by one slowly.

I didn’t go to see Ji Xuan again. My mother said that the capital was in chaos recently, so it was better for me to go out less.

So Chi-hsuan wrote me a letter. Chi-hsuan said that when he read the poem today, he felt that the word “Er Liang” was very good.

I know what Ji Xuan means, Meng He, Meng Erliang, it sounds good.

I lay on my sister’s bed again and asked her which son she had chosen.

The elder sister’s eyes were full of tenderness. Touching the gold bracelet on her wrist, she said, “Very good, very good.”

I looked at the gold bracelet on my sister’s hand and thought it looked familiar.

On that day, someone came to the house, saying that he was from the Qi family, and sent a wedding invitation.

I didn’t expect any more. I looked at it indifferently. The person on the wedding invitation was my elder sister, Miss Meng Lan. There was a big event in the palace

today. Li Ren, the assistant minister of the Ministry of Civil Affairs, was put into prison. He will be beheaded at noon tomorrow.

Listen to the father said, is Li Ren see but Qi Ming in power, several times the letter can not, even sent someone to hold Xi Zhou, forcing Qi Ming to return to power.

When Qi Ming became regent, there were indeed a lot of rumors.

However, Qi Ming acted decisively and ruthlessly, and all the people who had different voices were removed from office.

Qi Ming has military power in his hands and does things unscrupulously.

He was decisive and arbitrary, and some people did complain, but they dared not speak out. Li Ren was the

only one who took the lead, but to his surprise, Chi Ming only left one sentence: “Lord Li is free.”

Li Ren was on a stack of memorials, arrested and imprisoned, no one in charge of the life and death of Xizhou.

With Li Ren killing the chicken to warn the monkey, the court up and down, no more strange voice.

If you want to say I’m sad, it really hurts. My sister hid it from me. She hid it so well. After

that, my elder sister married Qi Ming with great fanfare, and dozens of streets in the capital were all bright red.

My elder sister said sorry to me before she left, but I ignored her. She was no longer my elder sister.

I saw Qi Ming come to marry my elder sister. He was sitting on a horse, dressed in red.

I do not know when, he is also like this, dressed in red, riding a horse, called me “Gillian.”.

The elder sister left, and Qi Ming never looked at me from beginning to end.

I looked at my sister’s red sedan chair and suddenly remembered that Qi Ming was going to the border that year. He was dressed so red. He came to me and said he would come back to see me.

My sister got married, and I’m only looking forward to getting married with Ji Xuan.

Jixuan invited me to the boat. I drank Longjing tea before the rain. Jixuan said, “Erliang, it’s almost the Lantern Festival, and our marriage is near.”

Erlian, I allowed him to call me that.

I let out a “hum,” only to see him approach and gently encircle me.

“Erliang, I only hug you.”

I let Ji Xuan hug me and listen to him ask me in my ear if I could call him “Chang Jun.”.

I did not answer, I always feel that Ji Xuan is too good to me.

The elder sister went home to visit relatives. According to the rules, I should have gone to see them, but I didn’t go. I just stayed in the house and warmed myself by the fire.

Sister is leaving. The servant girl beside her is not her personal servant girl in Meng Mansion, but Lan Lan, who went out of Meng Mansion and befriended me. Before she left,

Lan Lan said to me, “On the day the Prince Regent and my sister consummated their marriage, I called Ah Jiao all night.” When

the elder sister left, Qi Ming personally came to pick her up.

I watched Qi Ming helping her sister into the sedan chair and carrying her skirt, all of which Qi Ming had done to me. At the beginning of

spring, people in the capital said that the regent and Miss Meng loved each other so much that they even fed themselves on weekdays.

Not only I can see, others can also see, Xi Zhou is a cover, is Qi Ming to marry my sister’s cover.

If there were no Xizhou, it would be my sister who would suffer.

Today my mother is happy. It is the day when I marry Ji Xuan.

“Cherries are red, plantains are green..”

I was swinging in the backyard by myself, singing a tune, and no one pushed me.

Ji Xuan didn’t come. He repented of his marriage.

“Erliang, don’t blame me. The regent has Yanyan’s life in his hands.” It is my father’s fate to

marry you. But my heart belongs to me, and I don’t want to wronged you. I have little talent and little learning, and if I marry you, I will be able to climb a high family.

“Erliang, you deserve to be held in the palm of your hand. I don’t deserve you.”

“The mountains are high and the rivers are far away. May you be successful.”

This is the last sentence of Ji Xuan’s letter to me.

Since then, I have never seen Ji Xuan again, and I don’t know who the “Yan Yan” in his mouth is.

But I guess that’s who he put at the top of his heart.

I thought again about the folk legends that Ji Xuan had told me, which were all left over from Yanyan’s listening.

Some people say that Ji Xuan took his sweetheart away and did not even want fame. Ji Changjun, who was praised by everyone in the

capital, was no longer seen.

Ji Xuan repented of his marriage, which I should have expected, just because he was too good to me.

I can not say in the end is not sad, Ji Xuan, I put down Qi Ming, want to accompany a lifetime of people.

Listen to people say, the elder sister’s word is Qi Ming to take, the month is good, Meng month is good, but I also feel that Erliang is not bad.

But after that, no one called me Erliang anymore.

The moon is beautiful, the flowers are beautiful and the moon is full. Qi Ming really likes my elder sister. My mother told me that

men are fickle and affectionate.

I dug out the pagodatree flower wine brewed last year from under the pagodatree tree in the backyard. Drinking

with a candle, I am alone.

Drunk and hazy, I heard a noise outside the window. I just wanted to get up and look, but I was covered by a pair of rough hands.

“Ah Jiao, don’t cry.”

Qi Ming came and sobered up.

“Ah Jiao, I didn’t mean to ignore you. I’m afraid I can’t be ruthless.”

I turned around and looked at Qi Ming. He was still handsome, but he was someone else’s husband.

Now, I can only respectfully call out “Lord Qi.”.

“Lord Qi, you married my sister.”

Gillian, can you still call me Qi Ming? I like to hear you call me that.

I looked at Qi Ming lightly and tried to distinguish his heart.

Qi Ming, I dare not believe you anymore.

Gillian, I’m late. I thought then you wouldn’t get involved in sex, but I was wrong.

“Ah Jiao, I deserve to die for making you sad.”

Qi Ming kissed the tears from my eyes and said in a deep voice that he was sorry for me.

“How many pairs of eyes are staring at me? Ah Jiao, I don’t want you to get hurt.”

“But now that I am in power and have married you, I have harmed you.”

“Xi Zhou is a fake, and so is Meng Lan. I was going to marry you after taking care of Li Ren.”

“But Meng Lan came to me and told me that it wasn’t the right time to marry you.”

Qi Ming told me in detail, and I realized that my elder sister would also ask for help.

The elder sister’s heart is full of joy. She has never told me.

That day the elder sister went to Qi Ming and begged him to marry her.

The elder sister said that she had been pleased with Qi Ming since she was a child, but Qi Ming did not respond to her, so the elder sister moved out of his father, and Qi Ming wavered.

My father is also a court humerus, and he has a lot of connections in his hands.

The elder sister also said that my seat would be returned to me in the future, and that she would not rob me. She also said that there were many advantages and disadvantages, so Qi Ming agreed to the marriage.

My elder sister is more favored than I am. Marrying my elder sister is much more beneficial.

“Don’t worry, Gillian. I’m full of you. There’s no room for anyone else.”

I looked at Qi Ming and felt that he was not sincere.

“Chi Ming, I only want to ask you one thing. Are you really going to divorce my sister and marry me?”

“Meng Lan says she won’t compete with you for the position of wife.”

“Serve a king together, Qi Ming, have you ever thought of me?”

“Ah Jiao, I won’t let you be wronged.”

Qi Ming and my sister got married, but it was my small print that he called out.

I thought it was funny. The elder sister was the one he married seriously. What am I?

I think my mother seems to know everything, and my sister is so gentle. If I were a man, I would be tempted.

In the past, Qi Mingding only wanted me. The affection of the

skin really comes faster than a long time. Now

I feel that my elder sister can live well under my mother’s hands, and she is also a cruel person.

Qi Ming said that if he had a relationship with my sister in bed, he would feel sorry if he left my sister behind.

He left my sister behind, but he still wants to marry me. Qi Ming, it really makes me sick.

“Qi Ming, we are all grown up.”

“Ah Jiao, I consummated my marriage with Meng Lan just because I drank too much that day. Her eyebrows and eyes are a little like yours. I don’t think so.”

“Ah Jiao, you hit me, as long as you calm down.”

Qi Ming also said to me, Ji Xuan originally wanted to marry me, this is also his father’s meaning, in the end is the future is important.

But Ji Xuan still chose his Yanyan, and I was so envious.

I think of my mother, if Qi Ming did not stop, perhaps the capital, there should be more jokes.

In this matter, I should thank Qi Ming.

“The south wind of Wanxiang Zhai knows what I want. Have you ever eaten?”

“I asked them to make the dishes. You have a bad stomach. I thought you would eat more if you heard the name of the dish.”

“But the men of Wanxiang Zhai said,” You have been there very few times. “”

“Ah Jiao, I’ll cook for you every day, okay?”

“Ah Jiao, when I come to power and rule the country, I will surely come to marry you with my red makeup.”

I calmly listened to Qi Ming say that he loved me and let him hold me. I smelled the fragrance of Magnolia on his body, which was really better than fragrance of lotus. When

I woke up, it was early morning and Qi Ming was gone.

I felt the empty bed, and there was no residual temperature.

I took out my stash from the dresser box.

My sister gave me the kernels of sour plums, Qi Ming’s bamboo dragonflies, and a pile of letters written by Qi Ming and Ji Xuan.

I made my own fire and threw it all into the brazier.

Qi Ming said he loved me, but he married my sister.

Ji Xuan said he loved me, but he repented in public.

The elder sister also said she loved me, but she robbed my sweetheart.

Left is just a dream in vain, round and round, but I am singing on the stage alone.

I think of “South Wind Notes”, in which the South Wind and Qi Ming have been together for a long time.

But does “south wind” refer to me or to my sister?

I think of the night of the palace banquet, I met in the palace childe, Qi Ming and I said, that is Ji Xuan.

I should have expected it, and sure enough, I was set up again, and I deserved it.

I think of my mother, some reluctant, this world to say I am sorry who, is my mother. There is a way to make both ends meet

in the world. Mother, I don’t want to live any more. Don’t blame me.

If there is an afterlife, I don’t want to be born in a rich family, and I don’t want to have a sister anymore.

I withdrew all the servants outside, picked up the brocade cloth that I went to the cloth village to get yesterday, tore it in half, pulled a button, and hung it on the beam.

Qi Ming, Ji Xuan, Meng Lan, will forget me, then I will not read their good. Meng Erliang of

Meng Fu is also a delicate young lady who can make a small temper.

Finally, it’s my turn to be the master. On the seventh day of the

third month, Gillian has been away from me for three years. She is so cruel that she doesn’t want to come back to see me.

I squatted alone under the locust tree in the General’s Mansion, drinking the locust flower wine that Gillian had buried in the backyard of my mansion.

In the past three years, I threw away the power of the regent, retired Meng Lan, and asked the Dharma Master to do the ritual of restoring the soul.

But Gillian still doesn’t come back. She still blames me. When I left the

frontier fortress, my father told me that I would be a great man in the future.

That year, I was seventeen.

Father and I said a lot, I suddenly realized that just when a general, is not able to protect Gillian.

From then on, I began to think about how to make Gillian spend her life safely and steadily. When

my father came to see me riding and shooting, he suddenly said, “I have the style of a former king.”

I haven’t heard of Lord Wang. I asked my father who Lord Wang is.

The father narrowed his eyes and said, “He is the regent of the former Dynasty.”

I like to correspond with Gillian, she talked about her family affairs, even the servants broke her pearls and flowers, such a small thing to say to me.

But I like to listen to Gillian and I say this, she is thinking of me.

I am exposed to the wind and the sun at the border, and my appearance has changed. I don’t know if Gillian is willing to look at me. In my heart, I am afraid. When I returned to Beijing at the end of

the year, I had no time to talk to Gillian, and my father always rushed me away.

I have been thinking that when I settle down in the future, it is not too late to talk to Gillian again.

Later, I met that woman, she was born charming and romantic, my father said, she is my concubine.

She was sent by my father, and she was naked on my bed.

I put on a dress and went out. I took my amulet, which Gillian asked for for me. I took it with me every day.

Today, an epidemic broke out at the border, and many people died.

This matter, I did not tell Gillian, she is timid, I am afraid to frighten her.

I asked people to speed up, and I went to the Wanxiang Studio in the capital to add a dish called “The South Wind Knows What I Want.”.

I have written for Gillian “South Wind Notes”, she is aware of this poem, I hope she listened to, can eat more.

Her spleen and stomach is not good, the border epidemic, if she suffers from, I am afraid it will not hold up for a few days.

I know that the wind at the border can’t blow to the capital, but Gillian is weak, and I’m worried about her.

Later, my father gave it to me, but I ignored it.

I also made it clear to my father that I would not have any relationship with other irrelevant people except Gillian.

My father beat me for the first time. He made me stand outside the camp for seven days without giving me any food.

I finally lost my strength and fainted in the sun. When I woke up

again, my father asked me if I only recognized Meng He?

I nodded, no matter how he punished me, as long as I live with Gillian for a lifetime.

My father was so cruel that he didn’t let anyone treat me. Thrown

me out of the barracks, and threw me tens of thousands of arrows, let me shoot all these arrows in one day, or I will be fined fifty big boards.

I felt like my father wanted me dead.

My father said, “I shouldn’t indulge in these love affairs. They will ruin my future.”.

Later, my father knew about my correspondence with Gillian, and he punished me, but I didn’t care.

He sent someone to watch over me and forbade me to take a pen. For half a year, I could only write a letter to Gillian.

Father said that as long as I sat on the seat of the regent, he allowed me to marry Gillian into the door.

I asked my father why he didn’t sit down. What did my father say? He also mentioned my mother.

I just know that my father doesn’t want to sit in this seat, but he can see me sit in it.

I’m twenty-one, back to Beijing. “Your Majesty,” said the

father, “you are going to die.” When I

heard this, I sat on the horse and straightened up, without any waves in my heart. My father had already colluded with Duan Fei in the matter of the

emperor’s death, and I was the regent. When

seeing Gillian again, she changed a lot, grew taller and more beautiful.

But I said a lot of things that made her sad. Gillian ran away and ignored me.

I talked with Meng Lan, and my father said that he wanted me to marry Meng Lan, and she was pleased with me.

I asked my father why he couldn’t marry Gillian. Gillian and Meng Lan are both daughters of Lord Meng.

My father mocked me, saying that I was too stupid, and that if one day I was in trouble, it would only be Meng Lan who would help me.

Meng Lan is more spoiled than Gillian.

I thought, if I married Meng Lan, what would Gillian think of me?

I did not listen to my father, I can not marry Meng Lan, or Gillian, must not forgive me.

Xizhou, the first woman my father sent me at the border.

I gave her the name “Xi Zhou,” which is a word taken from “The South Wind Knows What I Want, Blows My Dream to Xizhou.” This time, I broke Gillian’s heart.

But I have no way, father said, if I do not get rid of the relationship with Gillian early, in the future, I will not see Gillian again.

My father has the means. He’ll kill her.

Military power is still in the hands of my father, Gillian, you wait for me, wait for me to sit firmly, my father will not hurt you.

I sat in the position of regent and disposed of Li Ren with Xizhou.

Li Ren has a quarrel with my father, but he can’t see me.

I will publicize the matter of Xi Zhou in the capital. Li Ren should use her to threaten me if he has the intention.

I thought that after taking care of Li Ren, my father would let me stay with Gillian for a long time, but my father said that he wanted me to marry Meng Lan, not Meng He.

At that time, the capital is said, Gillian to marry Jixuan, I want to kill Jixuan like crazy, how dare he touch my people!

But my father said, as long as I marry Meng Lan, Gillian, or mine.

I am a coward. Others say that the Regent is ruthless in doing things, but who knows that I am just afraid. I

‘m afraid my father will really kill Gillian. He can do it. The seat

of regent is not so much that I am sitting as that my father is sitting for me.

In many matters, my father and Duan Fei are in charge, and I can make up my own mind very little.

Gillian is my weakness.

Father said that people who do great things have no weaknesses. How un

loved Gillian is in front of her father, Gillian told me.

Even if Gillian died in front of Lord Meng, he would kindly ask someone to pick a coffin to bury his own daughter.

In her early years, Gillian’s grandfather still had some influence, but later he was demoted and his family was in decline.

Gillian, in front of Lord Meng is not worth mentioning.

My father said, I married Meng Lan, and Gillian’s father stood in the same boat with me.

Gillian’s father has a lot of connections. Now, I need this most.

And Gillian, these things, she can not do for me, only Meng Lan.

Later, I married Meng Lan. Only then did

I realize what kind of person Meng Lan was, gentle and gentle, and she understood what I was thinking.

Meng Lan knew that I married her involuntarily, and also knew that I only had Gillian in my heart, but Meng Lan didn’t care about these.

She talked with me, Meng Lan, is a knowledgeable and reasonable woman, but I only regard her as my confidant.

Meng Lan told me the most about Gillian’s childhood. She knew what I wanted to hear.

She knows my helplessness and knows that I can’t help myself a lot, but she is willing to listen to my worries.

She would cover me up and say, “It’s not your fault.”.

Meng Lan is sincere to me. When

I deal with government affairs at night, she will carefully light the incense, grind the ink for me, and say, “Ginseng soup is simmering on the stove, remember to drink it.”.

Meng Lan will never make me uncomfortable, with her, I think that in those years, Gillian should be taken good care of, I am also relieved.

I was drunk and consummated my marriage with Meng Lan, which I didn’t expect.

Meng Lan said she didn’t blame me, she was willing. I feel like I lost my soul. Originally,

I wanted to leave it to Gillian, but now, I don’t deserve her.

Meng Lan has been pleased with me since I was a child. This is what she told me.

I was with her for a few months, and then she said this to me, “Xinyue,” and I felt a surge in my heart.

I admit that I am no longer as pure as I used to be to Gillian.

Do not know when, I am Gillian, far less than previous time on the heart.

Maybe in those years at the border, four or five years, there are too many things that can change.

I only treat Meng Lan as a bosom friend, but I have a bed relationship with her, and I can’t leave her behind. I’ve been

drinking for a few nights and I think a lot.

I married a Jiao’s elder sister, but also with a Jiao’s elder sister, even if I have no affection for her, I and a Jiao, also can not go back.

Gillian will think I’m dirty. She loves to be clean. In the past, I even carried the veil with me for her.

Perhaps, from the time I went to the border, Gillian and I were two different people.

Meng Lan, I don’t love her, and I won’t love her.

My affection for Meng Lan is like the congealed clouds in autumn, light, far away, and not palpitating.

I gave my heart to Gillian for the only time in my life.

But with my consummation, it is Meng Lan, I have no face to face Gillian.

I love Gillian most, but I can’t say I only love Gillian as before.

Gillian, I don’t deserve you in my life. People in the

capital say that the day of Gillian and Jixuan’s marriage is near.

I originally thought, if Ji Xuan this person is really distressed Gillian, I also just, but Ji Xuan has someone else.

I caught Ji Xuan’s sweetheart and forced him to repent.

I know this will make Gillian sad, but I have no way, I have selfishness, I do not want Gillian to marry someone else.

Later, I talked to Gillian all night and wanted to catch up with Gillian again.

Unexpectedly, someone from the Meng Mansion said that Miss Meng, Meng He, was encoffined today.

Gillian left without saying hello to me. She doesn’t want to see me anymore.

I broke up with my father and retired Meng Lan. I fell out in the court. Gillian was gone, and it was boring for me to live.

I painted a portrait of Gillian at the border. I held the portrait at night, as if Gillian was still there.

I called her softly in small print, calling her “Gillian” one by one, but no one answered me.

I know, I and Gillian, is no fate, but I am not reconciled.

I asked the Dharma Master to bring back Gillian’s soul. Three times, three times, there was no response.

My father said that I lost my mind and asked the medical officer to see me. For the first time, I wanted to let go.

But I thought, what if Gillian’s soul came back and couldn’t find me.

I never went to court again, and my father let people beat me every day, but I didn’t feel any pain in my heart.

Later, my father left me alone, and he had only one son, me.

I should have taken my own life to force my father, but I think maybe my father will come to his senses one day.

But Gillian has gone, no matter how I repent, it is meaningless, I deserve it.

I wanted to beg Gillian’s mother’s forgiveness. I begged for more than four months outside the Meng Mansion, kneeling every day.

Meng Lan came out to see me several times. She cried out to me, “Qi Ming, Meng He is dead. Look at me!”

Meng Lan, where can I compare with Gillian? My Gillian is the bright moon in the sky.

Gillian’s mother did not say a word to me, only let the servants send me back.

But she also became a monk, and I asked someone to build a temple for Gillian’s mother, which was the last thing I could do. When

I was kneeling outside the Meng Mansion, my father didn’t stop me.

Holding the portrait of Gillian in my arms, I spread ten miles of red makeup in the capital and married her.

That’s good. Gillian and I are married.

Gillian, when, you come to see me, you do not come to see me, then I will go to you.

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