May you live up to me in the world
of mortals: crazy criticism of the love and redemption
of the beauty. White Moonlight will soon return home.
In order to be fair and square with Bai Yueguang, I decided to fulfill my promise to give Xu Xinghe, who had been married with me for five years, five million yuan, so that he could divorce me as soon as possible.
I didn’t expect him to raise the price, saying that he had raised the price! On
Valentine’s Day, I decided to end my five-year marriage.
I threw the check for NT 10 million yuan across the table to Hsu Hsing-ho. “This is the NT 5 million yuan we agreed on. I’ve done a good job these five years. I’ll give you an extra NT 5 million yuan.”
Hsu Hsing-ho took the check and said, “Thank you, boss.”.
Just when I couldn’t wait to drive to pick up my white moonlight who had just returned home, my cell phone rang suddenly.
I woke up from my dream.
I sat at the table, tearing the toast in my hand and thinking about the scene in my dream.
Xu Xinghe put a cup of warm milk at my hand and sat down opposite me.
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” I couldn’t help calling him.
He took a slow sip of coffee and raised his hand to the frame on the bridge of his nose as he looked up at me. There is a sharp contrast between the
noble appearance and the grinning appearance in my dream when I received the check.
I swallowed my saliva and asked, “Are you short of money?”
Our marriage was an agreement signed together five years ago. At that time, I was forced to find him to marry me and promised to give him five million yuan when I divorced him.
But who would have thought that in just five years, he would change from a wage earner to a CEO worth billions. It
‘s still my connections.
The most important thing is that he has never thought of divorce at all.
I do, but I can’t afford to leave.
Hsu Hsing-ho again looked down at the news on the tablet at hand, but instead of looking at me, he just asked, “What do you see?”
“Huh?” I didn’t realize for a moment.
He looked up at me, then took out his cell phone and swiped a few times on the screen before he said to me, “I didn’t spend much money on the secondary card I gave you. Is the limit not enough?”
I realized what he meant and sighed deeply.
See, he’s not short of money at all. He can even dump me for five million yuan at any time.
But Lin Keer said that Lin Xun’s return ticket was set on the day of the plot. Although I was married by agreement with Xu Xinghe, I couldn’t have a private meeting with another man without divorce, which would corrupt the family tradition.
Valentine’s Day is a week away. I have to divorce Xu Xinghe before
Valentine’s Day.
“The day after tomorrow is Dad’s birthday. I’ve already made arrangements.” After breakfast, Xu Xinghe suddenly mentioned it to me when he went out with me.
I just remembered that the secretary did remind me of this two days ago, but I was too busy recently and Lin Xun’s return to China made me forget about it.
My father is very satisfied with Xu Xinghe. If I divorce Xu Xinghe before his birthday, I am afraid that he will eat me alive in front of the whole family on his birthday.
Wait a little longer. “Well, thank you for your hard work,”
I said to Hsu Hsing-he with a smile.
Over the past few years, my father’s birthday has been handled by Xu Xinghe. I have to say that he has a sense of propriety in doing things. Maybe this is also an important reason why he can sit in this position.
Lin Keer came at the time of lunch, and every time she came at this time, she wanted to have a meal with me.
But for the sake of her soon becoming my sister-in-law, I was very happy to take her to the new French restaurant downstairs.
This happiness did not last long, because when I took Lin Keer back to the office, I saw a pile of things in the office.
“Li Qing.” I called out to my secretary and nodded my chin at the pile of shopping bags.
The secretary stood behind me and explained, “It was sent by General Manager Xu’s secretary.”
Lin Keer glanced at me and ran to the pile of shopping bags and began to look through them.
Late, look! Isn’t this the bag you saw yesterday afternoon? Lin Ko-er took her bag out of a shopping bag and exclaimed, “At that time, the shopper said it was out of stock.”
The shopkeeper was the one who received me specially. If she said it was out of stock, it was really out of stock.
Xu Xinghe was able to get it.
“Isn’t this the dress?” Lin Keer sighed as she turned over.
I waited for the secretary to go out and close the door before I went over to her. The things in the
shopping bag include all the things I looked at twice when I went shopping with Lin Keer yesterday afternoon.
This is the last straw!
I dialed Hsu Hsing-ho’s phone directly, and when it rang, he said, “What’s wrong?”
His voice sounds good even if it comes from the phone.
I gnashed my teeth and asked him, “Hsu Hsing-ho, do you have too much money to spend?” Didn’t
you ask me if I was short of money? I will show you.
I’m just asking, but what you’re spending is our joint property after marriage! Who gave you permission to spend so recklessly?! No amount of money can be burned like this! Shame
on you for wasting! Suddenly there was a chuckle on the other side of the
phone, and I could see him holding his glasses on the other end of the phone.
“Yes, madam. I’ll pay attention next time.”
Xu Xinghe used to be my college classmate. When he heard that his parents died early, he worked very hard step by step.
That’s why I thought of him first when I was forced to marry. At first,
he was very arrogant to refuse my agreement, but later, probably because of the lack of recognition of his talent, he lost his mind and found me. Thus began
our five-year indentured marriage.
Xu Xinghe is good-looking and has good grades. Apart from his lack of family background and arrogant personality, he basically has no shortcomings.
He needs me as a springboard.
I also need him to fake marriage with me to stop all the people at home, and then wait for Ye Xun to return home.
We used to take what we needed, and well water does not interfere with river water.
But in the last six months, he has changed and become somewhat inexplicable. It was very late when Lin Keer and
I went home separately.
As soon as I opened the door, I saw Xu Xinghe sitting on the sofa.
He was dressed in clean home clothes and quietly looked at the book in his hand.
“Why are you back so late?” He looked back at me when he heard my footsteps. A meal of
my footsteps.
Look at that!
In the past, even if I stayed out all night, he never asked.
We have a contractual relationship! It’s not a real couple! I straightened my chest as I
thought about it, and just as I was about to retort that it was none of his business, I heard him say, “Dad was just here.” The chest that
had just puffed out hung down hurriedly.
“What’s Dad doing here?” I hurriedly ran to his side and sat down. “Did you ask about me?”
Xu Xinghe closed the book in his hand and looked at me.
It’s really nice. The word “
precious” is not wasted on him at all. If
I didn’t have a heart, I couldn’t have stayed with him for five years without a heart.
“Mmm.” He stood up from me and said lightly, “Let you go back to dinner with me the day after tomorrow, and don’t buy any fancy things.”
Then he went to his bedroom.
I deflated my mouth.
“I always pick them with my heart, okay?!” I lowered my head and muttered.
Since Xu Xinghe took the position of president, my father has become more and more disagreeable to me. Those who
don’t know think I’m my daughter-in-law and Xu Xinghe is my own son.
But Xu Xinghe is really able to please him.
On this birthday, Xu Xinghe did not know where to get a picture of Wu Bin.
My dad was so happy when he received it. I didn’t get any trouble at the
dinner table.
It wasn’t until we left after dinner that my father told Hsu Hsing-he some things about the company that he looked at me and said, “You should learn more from Hsing-he about the company.”
I nodded as usual.
“Next time I go home early in the evening, I’ll have to worry about you because I have so many things to deal with every day.”
Uh? What does
he care about me?
Hsu Hsing-ho pretended to take my hand and said to my father in a gentle voice, “Dad, this is what I should do.”
？？？
He is really playing a good game. He
must have filed the same complaint last time!
“You are indulging her too much.” My dad shook his head and glanced at the hand we were holding. “After all these years, it’s time for you to have a baby.”
My hands are stiff.
Hsu Hsing-ho tightened my hand and replied with a smile, “Dad, we’re still young, and we’re going to have a baby in two years.”
My father always felt that Xu Xinghe had the best sense of propriety in doing things. Hearing what he said, he didn’t say anything more. He just told me a few words after we got on the bus.
I cleverly agreed to come down and hinted that Xu Xinghe should drive quickly. I was relieved
when the car had gone a long way.
“Sleep for a while when you’re tired.” Xu Xinghe looked at the road ahead without squinting and said to me in a gentle voice.
I subconsciously wanted to answer, and suddenly remembered another very important thing.
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” Let me call him.
“Mmm.”
I glanced at him and swallowed. “Let’s get a divorce.”
His long eyelashes, hidden under his lenses, quivered slightly.
Then before he could answer me, the car was suddenly stopped by him, and I fell forward because of inertia.
I was about to ask him what he wanted to do when I saw a kitten at the intersection.
He seemed to be injured and crawled slowly at the intersection.
“Wait for me.” I unfastened my seat belt and got out of the car and walked towards the kitten. A
closer look showed that he was injured and his hind legs were covered with blood.
I quickly looked at Hsu Hsing-ho. “Hsu Hsing-ho, come quickly!”
He looked around and made sure there was no car before he got off.
“It’s hurt. Let’s take it back.” I crouched down in front of the kitten and looked carefully at the still trembling kitten.
“Good.”
Xu Xinghe walked up to me a few steps. He did not know when the
suit was taken off. He spread the suit on the ground and carefully put the kitten on the suit.
He wrapped up the kitten and handed it to me carefully.
A series of actions are serious and gentle, not like his usual appearance in the company that strangers are not allowed to enter.
I took the kitten in a daze, feeling that I didn’t know him at all for so many years.
When the kitten was sent to the pet hospital, it was very late to go home.
I was so wrapped up in the kitten that I forgot about the divorce.
It was not until we were standing together in the living room and Hsu Hsing-he pulled the tie around his neck that he asked me, “Have you made up your mind?”
“Huh?” I looked at his hand pulling the tie and didn’t react for a moment.
“Five years ago, you promised me that you would give me NT 5 million yuan when we got divorced.” He adjusted his glasses on the bridge of his nose and took a step closer to me.
I couldn’t help swallowing my saliva and stepped back.
“Well..” Yes Although now my cards are all secondary cards given to me by my father and Xu Xinghe, I can still take out five million yuan.
Xu Xinghe raised his eyebrows slightly. My
intuition tells me that he will not simply ask me for five million yuan.
“Five years ago, I didn’t have a job and I had nothing, so I was worth five million yuan.” He narrowed his eyes slightly and bent over to look at me. “How much do you think I’m worth now?”
Look at that!
I knew it!
This.. That one My mind was racing, trying to figure out if I could come up with 50 million yuan.
Before I could figure it out, I heard Hsu Hsing-ho say, “500 million yuan.”
“Give me 500 million yuan and I’ll divorce you right away.”
？？？
Why didn’t he grab it?!
You.. Don’t act shamelessly. The five million yuan written in the agreement is five million yuan! I was forced to fall on the sofa by Xu Xinghe, and the original righteous words were somewhat weak.
After listening to my words, Xu Xinghe laughed.
He propped himself up on the sofa and bent down to look at me.
What’s the matter? Do you dare to sue me with the agreement? His voice was so soft that it seemed to float in my ear, unable to tell whether it was a temptation or a threat.
I wouldn’t dare.
When I signed the agreement with him, I never thought he would threaten me with this today.
I didn’t expect that he would be so important in my father’s heart.
To let my father know that I and Xu Xinghe are fake marriage, my father not only can not let me marry Lin Xun, but also is likely to strip my skin.
Seeing that I did not speak, the smile in Xu Xinghe’s eyes seemed to be deeper.
He held the frame and straightened up.
“500 million yuan.” He turned and walked to his room. “When I get the money, I’ll sign the divorce papers.”
“500 million yuan?” Lin Keer sat opposite me and stared at me.
I quickly looked around and found that no one was paying attention to us before I was relieved.
“Keep your voice down.”
She put down the cup in her hand and leaned her head slightly toward me. “Did you commit a crime?”
I shook my head.
“Then why do you need so much money?” “It’s not like you don’t know. Ever since I got caught causing trouble with you in high school, my family has given me enough money to buy things.”
I do know.
Because I’m the same, otherwise I wouldn’t be so poor.
I sighed deeply and stirred the coffee in my cup with my spoon. Xu Xinghe has never talked to me
since he said he wanted 500 million yuan last night. He didn’t look at me again when he had dinner this morning. I can
see that he was afraid that I would bargain with him, so he told me in this way that there was no way.
It’s 500 million yuan. How do
I get 500 million yuan?
“Kerr, do you think your brother can come up with 500 million yuan?” It suddenly occurred to me that Lin Xunke was different from us.
As the heir of the Lin family, how can he take out 500 million yuan?
Lin Ko-er seemed to think very seriously and nodded. “When he comes back this time and takes over his father’s business, NT 500 million yuan shouldn’t be a problem for him.”
But late, what on earth do you want? You’ve been asking me about my brother lately, and you just want to borrow NT 500 million yuan from him?
I want to be your sister-in-law.
The words went round and round in my mouth, and finally I didn’t say them. No one knows that
I like Lin Xun.
First, because when I liked him, I found that he already had a girlfriend, and second, because Lin Keer and I were too crazy before, Lin’s father and mother did not like me very much. It’s different now
.
Lin Xun went abroad to study because he broke up.
Lin Fu and Lin Mu are also full of praise for me now.
Although a lot of things are because of Xu Xinghe.
Xu Xinghe.
I grabbed Lin Keer and brought her to me again. “I’ll tell you a secret. Don’t tell anyone else.”
She looked at me and nodded very solemnly.
“Hsu Hsing-ho and I got married by agreement. In fact, nothing happened between us.” I whispered the secret to her that I had kept from her for five years.
Her eyes gradually widened.
“What?!”
In her shocked eyes, I nodded. Originally, when we signed the agreement, we agreed that it would be NT 5 million yuan. But now he’s sitting on the floor, saying he’s worth NT 500 million yuan!
At this point, I can’t help being a little angry.
But as my best friend, Lin Keer doesn’t look angry at all.
She blinked, looked at me, and said carefully, “Is there a possibility that he likes you, so he doesn’t want a divorce at all?”
“Impossible.” I blurted out.
I can’t see that he likes it at all.
Lin Ke’er tutted twice and shook her head. “Even ghosts can see it, but can’t you?”
I raised my hand and hit her on the head. It’s not the first day
you know him? Have you forgotten about college?
Xu Xinghe is the most unaccustomed to our rich children who are rich and do not work hard, and he has spoken coldly to us many times.
So even if he has money now, he doesn’t spend much money.
Like this time.
As soon as I opened the door, I saw him busy in the kitchen.
“Fish soup today.” He didn’t even look up when he heard my voice. He likes to cook by himself
when he can hire a nanny.
But it’s delicious. It’s the kind of delicious food that you won’t get tired of
eating for a lifetime.
I nodded, but felt he couldn’t see, so I replied, “Good.”
He ignored me and continued what he was doing.
I sat down on the sofa and looked back at him, and my every move was neat and elegant. I can’t
see how embarrassed he was when he came to me.
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” I looked at him on the sofa. “In fact, if you divorce me now, you will find someone better than me.”
After all, he is really excellent now.
I don’t know if he heard me, but there was no pause in the movement of his hands, nor did he speak. During the
meal, I watched him quietly pick out all the fish bones from the bowl and put them on the plate beside him. Remembering Lin Keer’s words, I couldn’t resist asking him, “You don’t like me, do you?” After
asking, I felt that I had no face and no skin.
This kind of words can even be asked.
Xu Xinghe picked the hand of the fish bone, and he looked up at me.
I quickly lowered my head to pick up the food. “I’m just kidding.”
“I know you don’t like people like me.” I added another sentence to show my self-knowledge.
Xu Xinghe lowered his head and continued to pick fish bones.
Just when I thought I had turned the page, I heard him ask out of the blue, “What kind of person do you think I would like?” I
just had a mouthful of soup, but I didn’t expect him to suddenly talk to me.
I didn’t expect him to ask this question.
A mouthful of soup in the mouth is neither swallowing nor spitting.
Finally, I choked as a matter of course.
After coughing for a long time, I took another sip of the warm water that Xu Xinghe put at my hand before I recovered.
“You must like people like Qin Yan.” I held the cup in my arms and analyzed it carefully. “When I was in college, everyone said that you were talented and beautiful, and that you were a natural couple.”
The main thing is that Qin Yan, like him, is very aloof.
I heard that he is also doing well in another company now, and he is really a good match with Xu Xinghe.
Xu Xinghe put down his chopsticks, gently held the mirror frame, and laughed.
“You know me.”
Of course.
After all, I have lived under the same roof for five years.
I looked at him with a smile and was about to continue talking to him about Qin Yan when I saw him stand up directly.
“I’m full. The company has something to deal with. I’ll go to the company.”
Without waiting for me to speak, he picked up his coat from the side and went out.
I looked at his back and then looked at his bare dish with only some fish bones.
Mingming didn’t eat anything.
These two days, Xu Xinghe said that the company had something to deal with, but he was too tired to go to bed early.
There’s basically no chance to be alone with me.
And I didn’t have the time to bargain with him, nor did I have the ability to collect 500 million yuan.
So it dragged on to Valentine’s Day.
Xu Xinghe went to the company early, and even if I wanted to give him five million yuan, I had no chance.
Forget it.
Take one step at a time. Go to pick up Lin Xun with Lin Keer
first.
Maybe you can borrow 500 million yuan from Lin Xun to get divorced by the way. I should have known
when we had a red light all the way that nothing good was going to happen today.
Watching Lin Xun hold a woman’s hand and walk out of the airport, I froze in place. I know
that woman, who is the ex-girlfriend who broke up with Lin Xun and made Lin Xun go to other countries.
Lin Keer was as shocked as I was.
Brother.. You She looked at the two men who came up to her and did not know what to say.
The woman was generous. She smiled at us and said to Lin Keer with some embarrassment, “I told your brother not to tell you. After all, I’m chasing my husband for thousands of miles. I’m a little embarrassed to say that.” Chasing a husband
thousands of miles away.
That’s a good word.
I greeted them stiffly and awkwardly. He
refused the invitation to have dinner with them and left alone.
Maybe even God has pity on my unrequited love, and the city that hasn’t snowed for a long time suddenly has snowflakes.
I don’t know how long I walked on the road, but when I came to my senses, I found that the cold snow did not fall on my head.
I looked up subconsciously.
A black umbrella.
Looking back, I saw Xu Xinghe standing behind me.
He stood in the snow with a faint street lamp overhead.
I don’t know how long he’s been here, but some snow has melted on his shoulders.
At that moment, he seemed to be the God who came for me on this snowy day.
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” Originally, I was not very sad. Maybe I don’t know why, but I suddenly felt very aggrieved when I saw him.
He pursed his lips and gave a soft “hmm”. My
eyes turned sour, and I continued to call him, “Hsu Hsing-ho.”
“Mmm.” He took the trouble to answer me.
“I’m a little sad.”
“I know.”
He doesn’t know.
No one knows.
It’s a good thing nobody knows.
“Didn’t you say you were busy today?” Instead of looking at him, I turned and walked on.
He walked over to me and said, “I’m done.”
“I’ll take you somewhere.” After two steps, he suddenly spoke.
I never thought he would take me to bungee jumping.
And I planted grass in this place for a long time, and every time I wanted to pull Lin Keer to try, she strongly refused.
I don’t know how Xu Xinghe knew about this place. The project that
should have had a long queue was surprisingly deserted today. There is no customer in
the whole project except me and Xu Xinghe.
I stood on the platform, the cold wind blowing from the opposite mountains, all of a sudden swept away my depressed mood.
This is the perfect time to go bungee jumping. After I
dressed neatly, I saw that Xu Xinghe on one side also buckled the safety rope.
“What are you doing?” I watched him take off his glasses and hand them to the staff beside him, looking like he wanted to jump with me.
He looked up at me.
It was rare to see him without glasses, but he looked like two completely different people.
Less cold feeling, but added some juvenile feeling that should not be his age.
“Dance with you.” His voice was clear, as clean as the mountain wind blowing on his face. My eyes widened
and I couldn’t believe what he had just said.
If I remember correctly, two years ago, he accompanied my dad to climb the mountain and passed out at the top of the mountain.
The doctor said it was acrophobia.
“No, I can do it alone.” I hastened to stop it. Don’t jump to the extreme and call 120 later.
“I know you can.” Xu Xinghe smiled and pulled the safety rope on the buckle and walked towards me.
Seeing the way he had to jump, I realized that he probably brought me to bungee jumping because he was unhappy today and wanted to vent.
I sighed, untied the rope, and said to the staff next to me, “Let’s jump together, two people.” It’s better to
jump in pairs than to jump alone.
Fortunately, there were no other customers today, otherwise Xu Xinghe would have lost his life if he fainted in full view of the public.
As if I had expected to say so, Xu Xinghe smiled more deeply and did not refuse my proposal.
We were tied to a rope and held together according to the tips of the staff.
“Don’t be afraid.” I soothed Xu Xinghe softly.
He chuckled. “Hold me tight.”
Then we fell from a high altitude together, and the sudden feeling of weightlessness made me forget everything in an instant.
I only remember Xu Xinghe’s last words-hold him tightly.
What I didn’t expect was that Xu Xinghe didn’t faint because of acrophobia.
More unexpectedly, I was the one who fainted.
I woke up in Xu Xinghe’s arms, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw a smile on his lips.
Disgrace.
What a shame!
Even more humiliating, I was so angry that I jumped out of his arms and fell into his arms again because of my weak legs.
Mama!
I really can’t live.
The most important thing is that Xu Xinghe actually laughed out loud!
He smiled and asked me, “Shall I carry you down?”
I glared at him and decided not to talk to him for the time being. It was very late when I
went down the mountain. Tourists
on the road are scattered.
One of the young lovers passed by us playfully.
The girl seemed a little angry, and the boy followed her with a spoiled face, speaking in a soft voice.
I really made a reservation. I made it several days ago. I don’t know which rich man booked it today. Next time, next time I’ll come with you.
The girl is also good to coax, unexpectedly really laughed again.
I could not help but raise the corners of my mouth.
It’s so cute. Xu Xinghe and
I didn’t speak again all the way.
It is gratifying to note that, unlike when I went out in the morning, I met green lights all the way.
Thinking of this, my mood is better.
“Thank you, Hsu Hsing-ho.” When I got to the door, I turned around and spoke to Xu Xinghe.
Thank him for showing up when I was sad, and thank him for taking me bungee jumping.
It seems that everything is planned by him.
He looked at me for a long time, and his dark eyes were hidden under the lenses.
At last he raised his hand as if to touch my head, but it froze in the air before it passed me and landed on the lock.
I heard a beep and the door opened.
He did not speak, but stood aside and let me go into the room first.
I didn’t say anything more, and I went into the room before him.
As soon as I took off my shoes, I heard a very low cat’s meow.
I straightened up and looked back at Xu Xinghe.
He bent his eyebrows slightly and explained, “The doctor said it was almost better, so I sent someone to pick it up.” As soon as
my eyes lit up, I ran into the house without even wearing slippers.
The little kitten huddled in the cage, and when she saw me, she gave me another meow, which made my heart melt. I don’t know
when Hsu Hsing-ho appeared behind me. He put my slippers at my feet and looked at me helplessly. “Put your shoes on. Be careful not to catch cold.”
I’ll put on my shoes.
Then the mobile phone rang.
It’s Lin Keer.
I subconsciously glanced at Hsu Hsing-ho and went to the other side of the sofa to sit down before pressing the answer button. “What’s the matter?”
“Late, I asked my brother for you, and he said you could lend you money if you had something urgent..”
Lin Keer’s voice came from the other side of the phone, so loud that I couldn’t help frowning.
The next moment, Xu Xinghe stood in front of me.
He took the phone from my hand and said to Lin Keer on the other side of the phone, “I’m not short of money now. Thank you for your kindness.” Before
I knew it, he put the phone back in my hand.
The phone has been hung up.
I looked up and looked at Xu Xinghe in front of me, but I couldn’t hold back my saliva.
Obviously is a very normal thing, how can I have the feeling of being caught doing bad things?
“The money borrowed now is a joint debt of the husband and wife.” Hsu Hsing-ho looked down at me and slightly raised his eyebrows. “That’s no good, madam.”
This There
seems to be some truth in it.
“No more borrowing.” When I stood on the sofa, I was on the same level as Hsu Hsing-he. “I’ve thought about it. I’m not going to divorce!”.
Anyway, it’s impossible to follow Lin Xun now.
Hsu Hsing-ho was not surprised. He leaned slightly toward me and stopped only one punch away from my face. He slightly raised the corners of his mouth and said, “Hmm?”. The
warm breath seemed to spray directly on my face, making my face hot all of a sudden.
“You knew I couldn’t come up with the NT 500 million yuan!” I took a step backward in some confusion, and put my hands on my hips in a feigned ferocity. I didn’t know if I had jumped too far, but now my mind was very clear. “Since you don’t want to divorce me, I don’t have any objection, but the ugly words are in the first place. If you like someone else and want to divorce in the future, I won’t accept the reward I said before.”
Then he felt as if he had not taken advantage of anything.
That’s not okay.
I rolled my eyes and said, “Besides, if you fall in love with someone else and want to get a divorce, it’s your fault in the marriage law. You can’t take away what my father gave you. You have to share with me what you earn!”
Well, that’s about it.
In this way, I don’t suffer at all.
That is, Xu Xinghe suffered a lot.
“Yes.” Lin Keer sat opposite me and listened to me talk about last night with her eyes wide open. “Which man would agree to this condition?”? Does Hsu Hsing-ho want you to give him NT 5 million yuan right now, and he will leave immediately?
At this point, she leaned toward me with a look of sudden enlightenment. “I know!”! By playing hard to get, you are deliberately trying to get him to divorce you, aren’t you? You are so clever!
I looked at her and shook my head.
“He agreed.”
Lin Keer’s hand slipped on the table. The coffee on the
table fell on her. After fumbling for a while
, she looked up at me again and said to me in all earnestness, “You’re miserable.”
“Hsu Hsing-ho is trying to bite you.”
Lin Xun is getting engaged. When
Xu Xinghe told me this, I was teasing the kitten on the sofa.
I touched the cat’s hand, pretended to answer casually and continued to play with the cat.
“At the beginning of next month.” Xu Xinghe hung his coat on the shelf and walked towards the kitchen.
Since the last time I said no divorce, our relationship seems to have become a little delicate.
It’s not right.
Yeah, I got a little subtle.
It’s like watching him walk into the kitchen and start preparing dinner now, and I’m actually thinking about whether to help him or not. After running my
fingers around the kitten’s fur for many times, I still got up.
After all, they are no longer subject to my limit of five million yuan. Hsu Hsing-ho, who
had just taken out a dish from the refrigerator, glanced at me and asked me, “Are you going?”
I am stupefied, just react to come over what he asks is Lin Xun’s engagement banquet.
“Of course, Kerr told me.” I didn’t expect him to ask, and subconsciously explained, “The Yeh family has been in contact with our family all the time. I have such a good relationship with Kerr. Of course I want to go when her brother gets engaged.” Having
explained so much, in fact, I just want to say that Lin Xun, as the heir of the Ye family, is definitely going to get engaged, but I don’t know if Xu Xinghe understands. When
I turned off the tap after washing my hands and looked up at him again, he had already taken the towel and handed it to me.
“Well, you should go.” He answered flatly.
I seem to understand. After
washing my hands, I finally couldn’t help him do anything. I just stood and watched him cook two of my favorite dishes in an orderly way.
I remember that when he first married me, he was too busy with the company. In fact, he seldom cooked at home.
Occasionally, the cooked food is not so delicious.
It seems that from half a year ago, he not only loved to cook at home, but also cooked very well, as if he had practiced for a long time. Sitting in front of the island,
I looked at the dishes he served and asked, “Who did you learn to cook from?” I know my taste better
than old cook in my father’s family before.
Hearing my words, Xu Xinghe’s tall and straight back seemed stiff.
Then he held the dish in front of me and raised the corners of his mouth slightly. “Self-taught, maybe it’s a gift.”
Taunt!
This is an absolute mockery! When he was
in college, he got the first place in his major in the first semester. I asked him how he learned it, and he used this sentence!
Afterwards, I heard that he was euphemistically saying that I was brainless.
“I mean you’re not a very good cook.” I deflated my mouth and said something against my will.
Don’t let him be proud.
Maybe my PUA played a role. He really didn’t refute me. He didn’t say another word until the meal was over.
This makes me feel guilty suddenly.
Is my tone a little strong? As soon as
the idea passed through my mind, I heard Xu Xinghe, who was sitting opposite me, laugh.
I looked up at him unconsciously.
He lowered his eyes and motioned for me to look at the table. “It doesn’t look that bad,” he said with a smile.
I followed his gaze at the nearly empty dish on the table and pursed my lips.
Sure enough.
Love a man, bad luck for a lifetime!
I put down my chopsticks and said, “I’m just trying to give you face. Don’t get me wrong.”
Finally, he ran back to the room with the kitten in his laughter.
Soon it was the day of Lin Xun’s engagement.
I picked out clothes for a long time, and finally I picked up an elegant skirt that I had never worn before.
Hsu Hsing-ho leaned against the doorframe and looked at me, dressed as I was. “It’s better to wear this skirt,” he boasted with a smile.
I don’t wear plain clothes, and I didn’t look in the mirror when I just put them on.
Hearing Hsu Hsing-ho say this, I suddenly got excited. “Really?”.
I ran back to the mirror.
I don’t know if it’s because of the skirt, but my temperament in the mirror looks much better than usual.
Xu Xinghe walked up behind me and looked in the mirror, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and his eyebrows and eyes seemed to be smiling.
“It’s beautiful.”
I don’t know why, but after listening to his praise, I looked at myself in the mirror and really felt very beautiful.
Then he took out a small box from his suit, took out a necklace from it and put it around my neck.
It’s a simple but elegant necklace. It matches the skirt on my body very well. It’s as if Xu Xinghe knew I was going to wear this skirt and then bought this necklace.
I raised my hand to touch the necklace and asked, “Did you buy it just for me?”
Suddenly remembered Lin Keer’s words that day, my face seemed to burn up, and my heart was a little flustered.
If Xu Xinghe really likes me, what should I do?
“From the brand.” When I hesitated to take the necklace, Xu Xinghe answered in a faint voice.
He looked at the necklace in the mirror and explained, “It was meant for you, but I brought it back for you.”
I was relieved.
That’s good.
I touched the necklace and felt a little disappointed for some reason.
Looking at the perfect self in the mirror, I threw all these messy thoughts behind me for a moment.
This necklace is really the finishing touch.
Unfortunately, it was sent by the brand.
Lin Xun’s engagement banquet was set in his own manor, inviting relatives and friends who had a good relationship. When Xu Xinghe and
I arrived, many people had already arrived.
Before entering the door, I heard someone say how much Lin Xun loved his fiancee and how much he loved his fiancee. I didn’t feel very sad when I
heard it.
“Bless you.” I smiled at Lin Xun who greeted the guests and said a blessing from the bottom of my heart. With a smile,
Lin replied, “Thank you.”.
“By the way, Kerr said you wanted to borrow some money.” I don’t know if he had nothing to say and suddenly pulled it out.
I subconsciously glanced at Hsu Hsing-ho, who was standing next to me, and laughed. “I had something to do some time ago, but I don’t need it now.”
Lin Xun also took a look at Xu Xinghe beside me and laughed clearly.
Just when he wanted to say something else, Lin Keer waved to me on the other side.
Just in time.
“You said that a girl had a crush on a guy for many years, but the guy was going to marry someone else, but she wasn’t very sad. Why?” Lin Keer and I both drank some wine and sat on a bench in the garden.
Lin Keer looked at me sideways and squinted. “Well, Ye Wanwan, you’re hiding something from me.”
I didn’t expect her brain to be so good after drinking.
“I mean, I just don’t like it that much.” She turned and looked up at the stars in the sky. “If you really liked that star, wouldn’t you be sad to see it fall into someone’s house?”
I also looked up at the shining stars in the sky, but what flashed through my mind was Xu Xinghe’s face.
“Actually, the stars in your heart have already changed.” Lin Keer’s head suddenly tilted on my shoulder. I was
a little dizzy when I heard her words, like a small hammer hit me on the back of my head.
She burst out laughing and asked me, “If you really want to divorce, will you really not divorce him because of 500 million yuan?”
“I have no money.” I blurted out a denial.
But she was already asleep on my shoulder. When
Xu Xinghe found me, I was counting the stars in the sky. After
Lin Xun helped Lin Keer who was lying on my body away, I giggled twice at Xu Xinghe.
He took off his coat and put it on me, then picked me up carefully.
I looked at the point of light refracted from his glasses and felt like the star that Lin Keer had just said.
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” I was in his arms, and I called out to him, “I see the stars.”
He walked very steadily, and when he heard my words, he paused
? Where is it? He laughed, as if he were laughing happily, and his voice was full of laughter.
“Here.” I raised my hand to touch his glasses, but because my head was dizzy, I accidentally touched his face.
Perhaps because of the wine, instead of withdrawing my hand, I poked it a few times.
Xu Xinghe did not resist, but smiled and gently put me into the car, closed the door and got on the car from the other side.
Perhaps because he also drank wine, the car was filled with a strong smell of alcohol, which made my already dazed head ache.
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” In a daze, I raised my hand and pressed my head. “I have a headache.”
Xu Xinghe stretched out his hand to me and gently put my head on his leg.
He put his cool fingertips gently on my temple. “Don’t drink it next time.”
He rubbed it twice, and it was really much better.
I smacked my lips and didn’t catch what he was saying. “The food today is not as good as what you cooked.”
Xu Xinghe seemed to laugh again.
He has a nice laugh, and he looks good when he laughs. I knew it when I was
in college, but unfortunately he didn’t like to laugh.
Then he seemed to say something, and I didn’t hear a word, so I fell asleep. When I woke up
the next day, I was lying in bed in my crisp home clothes.
“Did I change my clothes yesterday?” I sat on the table and looked at Xu Xinghe, who put the hot milk at my hand.
He sat down opposite me and held the frame. “What do you think?”
I said I changed it myself.
“Since we are husband and wife, I should help you change your clothes.”
Xu Xinghe slowly picked up the coffee at hand and said something like this, which made my hand shake with the milk.
Calm.
Be calm.
It’s just a change of clothes. It’s okay.
I pretended to be calm and drank a few mouthfuls of milk. Then I heard Hsu Hsing-ho ask, “What about Greece?”
“Hmm?” I looked up at him.
“You said last night that we were married without a honeymoon and asked me to supply you.” He looked up at me, too, as if he had just said something common.
“Huh?” I held the glass tightly. “Did I say that?” Did I say
such a cheeky thing? It’s
not because I heard last night that Lin Xun was going on his honeymoon with his fiancee. Suddenly, a few vague fragments flashed through
my mind.
What?! I cried
last night? Why am
I crying?
You’re not crying that I didn’t have my honeymoon, are you?
My God!
What a shame!
I quickly put down my glass and stood up. “I’m full.”
Without waiting for Xu Xinghe to speak, he ran back to his room and hid in bed. Lin Keer is to blame for all
this.
I said I didn’t drink, and she had to drag me to drink.
Thinking of this, I picked up my cell phone and dialed her.
“Hello?” The confused voice came from the opposite side of the phone, and I knew she was still awake.
I pulled the quilt and wrapped myself more tightly. Just as I wanted to ask her out to ask for punishment, I heard her scream. Full of
confidence. It’s totally different from when
I just answered the phone.
“Lin Ko-er?” I was shocked, too.
“What are you doing here?” Lin Keer’s voice came vaguely from the other side of the phone.
That wasn’t meant for me.
Lin Ko-er? What’s wrong? I can’t help being a little worried.
“Kerr..” A familiar male voice came from the phone. Just
as I remembered that this seemed to be Lin Keer’s ex-boyfriend who had broken up for two years, a busy signal came from my mobile phone.
OK.
Wine is really not a good thing.
It seems that Lin Keer has no time to take care of me now. When
Lin Keer came to me, Xu Xinghe had already gone out.
As soon as I opened the door, I saw her look bitter.
“What’s the matter?” Remembering the phone call in the morning, I quickly let me into the room.
She took one look at me, took off her shoes and rushed to the sofa to lie down.
“Late night.” She picked up the kitten and looked at me. “I put the Chu River to sleep.”
I stumbled.
Chu River is the man she dumped two years ago.
She looked like a resentful woman at this time. If she hadn’t said such a thing, I would have thought that Chu River had slept with her.
I went over and sat down beside her. “Tell me about it.” She drank too much
last night and was helped back to her room by Lin Xun.
Halfway through, she felt too stuffy and wanted to get some air, so she found that Chu River had stayed at her house because she had drunk a lot of wine.
Then the wine emboldens the coward. When I
heard this, I said, “Hero among women, Lin Ko-er.”
Two years ago, she and Chu River quarreled bitterly because of a misunderstanding. She was not an angry master when she was young, so she immediately dumped Chu River.
As soon as we broke up, Chuhe went abroad for two years because of his work. Last night, he came back specially for Lin Xun’s engagement banquet.
So it’s not surprising that something like that happened last night.
“Oh, I really don’t remember.” Lin Ke’er sighed, “That’s what Chu He said. My memory only stays in counting stars with you on the bench.”
What a coincidence.
My memory stays there, too.
It’s really difficult.
“We are in the same boat.” I sighed, too.
Lin Ko-er petted the cat’s hand and looked up at me. “Did you put Hsu Hsing-ho to sleep, too?”
？？？
“How is that possible?!” I almost jumped off the couch.
Seeing my reaction, she burst out laughing.
“Late night.” She put her head on one hand and looked at me in a daze. “Why don’t you dare to admit it?”
I was stunned. “Admit what?”
“Admit that you like Hsu Hsing-ho.”
My eyes widened.
“How is that possible?!” This time I got up directly from the sofa, and my heart was in a mess.
“How is that impossible?”
“When we used to go out together, all you talked about was gossip, and occasionally you would ask about things abroad, how my family was, and how my brother was.” She raised her eyebrows and said, “I don’t know when you started talking about it, but it’s all about Hsu Hsing-ho.”
“Today Hsu Hsing-ho ignored you again, today your father praised him and belittled you, and today I saw Chin Yen come to the company to see Hsu Hsing-ho.” She counted them one by one. “It seems that all your joys and sorrows are because of him.”
“What do you mean if you don’t like it?” I have never paid attention to
these things.
I looked up and saw the clean and tidy kitchen. “I like his cooking,” I blurted out.
Finally, Lin Keer did not continue the topic.
Because the Chu River is here.
After I sent them all away, I spent the whole afternoon on the sofa. It was already dark when
Xu Xinghe came back.
He turned on the light and was surprised to find me sitting on the sofa. “Why didn’t you turn on the light?”
I turned my head to look at him.
Since when, I like to see him more and more, and I think he is really good-looking-better than Lin Xun. What did I think when I
decided not to divorce him?
I think if I can live with Xu Xinghe for a lifetime, it seems very good.
That’s why they put forward those excessive conditions.
I don’t seem to be trying to take advantage of him.
I probably just wanted to tie him to my side.. When
the idea came to my mind, I was shocked.
But Hsu Hsing-ho was already in front of me. He looked at my bare feet and frowned slightly. “Why don’t you wear a pair of socks?”
You see!
It’s because he’s always like this! That’s why
I have these crazy ideas.
Hsu Hsing-ho sat down next to me and gently held my feet in his warm hands. He asked me, “How about going to Greece first and then Ireland for our honeymoon?” When I heard
his words, I came to my senses and looked at him sideways.
“I must have been joking last night.” Not to mention that our relationship is a little awkward, but it’s not awkward. How can someone go on a honeymoon after five years of marriage.
“I’m not kidding.”
Xu Xinghe is really not joking. In less than
two weeks, he had taken care of all the things and formalities. On the day of
departure, my father sent us to the airport. Xu Xinghe and
I walked into the airport with a happy expression on his face.
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” Sitting on the plane with him, I looked out the window and said, “Do you know I want to go to Greece for my honeymoon?”
I want to go to Greece for my honeymoon. I only mentioned it to Lin Keer once when I was in college.
Because I married Xu Xinghe later, I forgot about it.
Xu Xinghe took the blanket handed over by the stewardess and covered me with it. “Yes, I know,” he answered lightly.
I looked back at him.
I don’t know when he started to be different from when I first met him.
It’s not that cold.
The whole person seems to be wrapped in a gentle emotion.
“Have you liked me since you were in college?” I leaned close to him and asked the question I had been thinking about for a long time.
If he likes me first, and then deliberately approaches me, I don’t seem to suffer if I like him again.
Perhaps he didn’t expect me to ask this question, and he was stunned for a moment.
Then I saw that his eyebrows and eyes were curved, and his eyes under the lenses seemed to have a few stars.
“Yes.”
This time he answered very firmly.
It’s really the answer I want!
I immediately got excited and looked at him with a wink. “Back then you said I was ignorant. How could you like me?”
“Did I ever say that?” He raised his hand to the frame and denied it.
I nodded heavily.
I remember it very well.
He raised the corners of his mouth slightly and patted me on the head. “Then I apologize to you for who I was.”
When the plane took off, I leaned slightly into his arms.
“Then why do you like me?” After sitting down, I continued to ask.
He seemed to think very seriously for a long time before he replied, “I found that you had secretly added a sum of money to my meal card.”
I’ve been thinking about it for a long time.
It seemed that I heard from others that Xu Xinghe said I had no brains, and I ran to have a big fight with him angrily.
But then Lin Keer told me that I didn’t make him a tutor that day and he lost his job to make a living.
I blamed myself so much that it was impossible to apologize, so I went straight to his card and charged a large sum of money-which should be enough for him to eat in the canteen until graduation.
“I held the meal card and swore that I would double it back to you later.”
So I always want to cook for me. On my first day in
Greece, I had a long dream. I went back to college in my
dream.
That time I organized my classmates to go to the wild to play survival games, except for a few timid girls who did not participate, the rest were called by me, including Xu Xinghe, who had been quiet, and Lin Xun and Chu He, who were not at ease to follow. Everyone had a good time
in those days, and even Xu Xinghe seemed to be satisfied with the event.
But on the last day, when I left the team to look for some wild fruits, I accidentally fell into a trap. Everything in the
dream was so familiar until I saw Xu Xinghe who appeared at the mouth of the trap.
He did not know what to use to make the rope, and his hands were red with blood.
When he tried his best to rescue me, who had already fainted, and was so tired that he collapsed on one side, Lin Keer arrived with Lin Xun and others.
I woke up on Lin Xun’s back. Lin Xun
didn’t save me.
The thought spread in my mind, and I opened my eyes suddenly.
Just a dream.
I don’t know why this dream makes me very restless.
I got up from bed and knocked on the door of Xu Xinghe’s room. When
Xu Xinghe came to open the door, he didn’t have time to wear his glasses. At that moment, he coincided with the person who dropped his glasses in the trap in his dream.
I asked him, “Hsu Hsing-ho, did you save my life?”
He didn’t seem to expect me to knock on the door so late just to ask this question, and he was stunned for a moment.
“Did you save me from the trap when I went to the wild in college?” I looked at him and didn’t dare to blink.
It must have been more than a dream.
He was about to answer when he looked down and saw that I was barefoot and my beautiful eyebrows were tightly twisted together.
“Why don’t you like to wear shoes?” Before I could react, I was picked up by him.
He carried me into his room and put me on his bed. There was still his body temperature on the
bed, and the warm sheets seemed to burn all the way from the palm to my heart.
When he tucked me in, I took his hand and asked him, “What else are you hiding from me?”
I always feel that he should have something to hide from me.
When I asked him, his eyes darkened and he put his other hand on mine. “There’s only one thing I’m not telling you.”
“That is, I love you and have loved you for many, many years.”
This has been a pain in my heart for many years.
Holy shit! I know he likes you, but I didn’t expect him to be so infatuated! I thought he was just like you. Love grows with time! When I told Lin Keer about it, she was shocked. I
don’t blame her. After all, I’m more shocked than she is. On the other side of the phone,
she tried to persuade me: “Ye Wanwan, just go and cherish it. There aren’t many men like this anymore.”
I looked at Hsu Hsing-ho, who was walking toward me, smiled and said, “I know,” and hung up the phone.
You really should cherish it.
Fortunately, we still have decades to go. Smiling,
I took a sip of the water from Xu Xinghe’s hand and took his arm with my other hand.
He raised his eyebrows. “What are you so happy about?”
“Sweet.” “The water is so sweet,” I replied with a smile.
We spent half a month in Greece and then went to Ireland.
To my surprise, Xu Xinghe came to Ireland to marry me again.
He knelt down in front of me with a diamond ring that I once liked in a jewelry store and asked me, “Will you marry me?”
I looked at the diamond ring in his hand in amazement.
I suddenly remembered many times, as if he always knew what I wanted most.
Or, as it is now, proposing outside the castle of dreams.
“I do.” This time I really want to.
The wedding was on our fifth day in Ireland, in a castle. I saw Lin Keer who came from abroad
the night before.
She pulled me to stand in the castle and sighed, “You are so romantic. Isn’t the decoration here the wedding scene you once described to me?”
It is.
But I never told Xu Xinghe that the wedding decoration here did not go through my hands.
“Maybe it’s a spiritual connection.” Lin Ke’er smiled and took my hand. “You can be secretly happy. He really spent a lot of time for you.”
I pursed my lips and laughed, too.
“I don’t think the Chu River treats you badly either.” I looked at her narrowly. “Didn’t I hear that he gave up his business abroad and chased after you every day?”
She glared at me.
I know what she’s angry about. If Chu River was like this two years ago, they wouldn’t have wasted two years in vain.
Then let him chase for more time. After all, the
lovers will get married.
Just like me and Xu Xinghe. On the
wedding day, even my parents came.
I don’t know what Xu Xinghe told them, but they seemed very happy.
I’m glad, too.
Only Lin Keer cried the hardest below. As I
listened to the priest reciting his familiar vows, I looked at Xu Xinghe, who was standing opposite me, and answered firmly: “Yes, I do.”
At the end of the wedding ceremony, Xu Xinghe looked at me affectionately, and he liked looking at me like this more and more. The love in
my eyes has never been concealed.
“As long as we live in each other’s heart, death doesn’t make us part.”
“As long as we live in each other’s heart, death will not separate us.”
We played in Ireland for a few days before returning home.
Since the wedding in Ireland, Xu Xinghe and I have been living the life of a real couple.
But apart from the fact that he moved from his room to mine, nothing else has changed.
He still gets up on time every morning to make my favorite breakfast, goes to work with me, and then comes home to cook with me. The
days are very quiet and beautiful.
Every night when I fall asleep around his waist, I will think that even if I live this kind of life for a lifetime, I will not feel bored.
But I find that he seems to be getting thinner and thinner.
I tightened my hand around his waist.
Sure enough, I lost weight again.
“You must give me two bowls of rice tomorrow.” I pinched Xu Xinghe’s waist.
Mingming eats with me every day, and I am fine. Why is
he getting thinner and thinner? Smiling
, Hsu Hsing-ho held my hand and obediently replied, “Good.” But
I am still a little worried, always a little restless.
“No.” I sat up in bed. “Go to the hospital tomorrow and have a check-up.”
Hsu Hsing-ho raised his hand and held me back in his arms. “Good,” he answered obediently.
Then he said, “You’re coming with me.”
I looked up at him quietly. He
‘s a big man. He’s not afraid to go to the hospital, is he? Before
I could tease him, he bowed his head and kissed him.
For a moment, I thought he should be all right.
Pretty strong..
Especially in bed.
The next day we didn’t even have breakfast and went to the hospital. What
I didn’t expect was that Xu Xinghe asked me to go to the hospital together, not to accompany him, but to have a check-up.
What I didn’t expect was that Xu Xinghe had no problem. I’m the one with the
problem.
Leukemia.
Just when I thought I was the happiest woman in the world, I was diagnosed with leukemia.
“It was a blessing to find out early.” That’s what the doctor said to my dad.
My dad didn’t stabilize for a while, and he just fainted.
I was lying in the hospital bed watching Hsu Hsing-ho, who was peeling the apple for me, and I asked him, “Will I die?” The long apple skin in
his hand broke at once.
“The doctors said it was early, and they were already trying to find a bone marrow match.” He smiled up at me. “There’s a lot of hope. Don’t worry.”
But why do I feel that everything in the dark is doomed.
Just like that day, Xu Xinghe insisted that I, who looked healthy, do a series of examinations.
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” I looked at the apple in his hand. “Are you hiding something from me?”
It’s not the first time I’ve asked him.
He must have something to hide from me.
But he shook his head with a smile and fed the cut apple to my mouth.
“If you don’t tell me now, I won’t forgive you if I find out.” As I ate the apple from my mouth, I warned him viciously.
In fact, I also know that I may not be able to wait for that day. In the
following days, Xu Xinghe hardly went to the company again and lived and ate with me every day.
It’s just weird. He looks even thinner than me.
Until that day, he said he wanted to buy me sugar-fried chestnuts outside, and he fell down as soon as he reached the door of the ward.
I urge the doctor to give him a complete physical examination.
The conclusion is still that there is no problem.
“It must have been caused by fatigue and psychological stress.” In the end, the doctor could only explain his emaciation and fainting.
Probably because of me.
I was pushed out by Xu Xinghe to bask in the sun, and the sun shone warmly on him, making him look like a God falling in the sun on earth, beautiful and illusory.
“If I come up with NT 500 million yuan now, can you divorce me?” I looked down at the tip of my shoe and asked Xu Xinghe devilishly.
“No.” He crouched down in front of me and held my hands tightly. “I burned that agreement long ago. You can’t use it to blackmail me again.”
I knew it.
“I’m just playing a joke on you. You look scared.” I put my two index fingers on his lips and said, “Smile. You just don’t like to smile. That’s why you’ve lost so much weight.”
God still treats me well. It took
less than three months to find a bone marrow match. Everyone breathed a sigh of
relief, except Xu Xinghe.
He pushed me into the operating room himself, but he didn’t open his brows. Smiling,
I raised my hand between his eyebrows and comforted him: “Don’t worry, I’m so solid, I’ll come out safe and sound.” I don’t know whether
this sentence is to appease him or myself.
Nowadays, with the development of medicine, only an operation to implant bone marrow will not cause any problems.
But after I closed my eyes on the operating table, I fell into a dream again. In the
dream, there is a vast expanse of whiteness, like fog and smoke. I don’t know how long I walked
in it before I finally came out of the thick smoke.
It’s just that everything in front of us is very strange.
Only the person standing on the cliff, I can recognize just a figure.
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” I called to him.
But he didn’t seem to hear my cry and jumped straight down the cliff.
“Don’t!” I ran towards him quickly, but finally I didn’t even touch the corner of his clothes.
Despair swallowed my whole heart in an instant.
I looked at the abyss and trembled all over.
Then the picture changed.
Or the very beginning of the scene.
Xu Xinghe is still standing on the edge of the cliff. Big
tears fell from the corners of my eyes. I shook my head and ran toward him. “No!”! Hsu Hsing-ho!
But I still didn’t catch half of his clothes. Every time
he jumped down, he was so determined.
He is so afraid of heights. How dare
he?! Why is
he?!
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” This time, I finally caught him by his shirt before he could jump. “No!”
He looked back at me.
He said, “In the evening, death will not separate us.”
I broke down and returned to the vast expanse of whiteness.
Suddenly a voice came from overhead.
“You can see her again, but you can’t change everything.” Some vague and strange voice.
“I just want to see her again.” Although the voice was dumb and difficult to distinguish, I still recognized the voice of Xu Xinghe.
“Whatever it takes?”
“Whatever it takes.”
“Jump down from here and you can enter this cycle.” There is no emotion in the strange voice. “You can go back to the past, but every time you go back to the past, your heart will be broken.”
“And all this presupposes the burning of your original life until you die of exhaustion.”
No.
Don’t do this.
“Hsu Hsing-ho, no!” I cried in the middle of everything. “Don’t jump.”
Don’t die.
“Don’t!” I woke up from the struggle. The
pain spread through my body in an instant, and I realized that I had just had a dream. It was
just a dream.
“Late night, does it hurt?” Xu Xinghe sat beside my bed, and his cold fingertips gently wiped away the tears from my eyes.
I looked at him sideways and saw some white hair on his temples. His
face was very thin and slightly pale. How can he have white hair when he is not even
thirty years old? As soon as
I blinked, tears rolled out of my eyes again. Is it
really just a dream? I went through everything
in my mind, and finally I asked him, “Hsu Hsing-ho, why do you cook so well?”
It’s like it’s been done for me for decades.
Hsu Hsing-ho couldn’t understand why I suddenly asked this question. He just touched my forehead lightly and said in a gentle voice, “If I want to eat tonight, I’ll cook it tomorrow, okay?”
“Good.” It was just a dream,
I told myself.
Because I have successfully completed the operation.
I’m not gonna die.
Xu Xinghe will not die.
We will grow old together for a long time.
Things are going well, and my body seems to be getting better.
Soon I was discharged from the hospital. When
I was helped out of the hospital by Xu Xinghe, the sun fell on both of us, and it was warm.
“Tonight, I want to eat your sweet and sour short ribs.” The depression in my heart seemed to be swept away by the sunshine, smiling and acting like a spoiled child to Xu Xinghe.
He hugged me even more tightly, his eyes full of indulgence, and answered with a smile, “OK, I’ll make you another fish soup.”
At that moment, I really thought it was all right.
I thought the dreams before were all my imagination. I thought Xu Xinghe and I could live a long life.
Until I picked up his cell phone and turned to his calendar, which was marked with a full stop on a date a month later.
December fifteenth. There’s nothing special about
that day. It’s not an anniversary.
I quietly put the phone back and looked at Xu Xinghe who came out of the bathroom and smiled.
“Shall we have a baby?” I asked him innocently. The smile on
his face seemed to freeze for a moment, but it immediately came back. “Good.”
No matter what I say, he will say yes.
“When you’re ready, we’ll have a baby.” He came and sat down beside me and held me in his arms.
Wait for me.
Am I not ready yet?
On the 32nd day after I was discharged from hospital, at the wedding of Lin Keer and Chu River.
I had a more serious rejection reaction than ever before, and I fainted directly at the wedding scene. When I woke up
again, I was lying in the hospital.
I was taken back to the hospital.
“What’s the date today?” I subconsciously asked Xu Xinghe, who was sitting beside me.
He looked haggard, but when I woke up, he still forced a smile.
“December 5.”
The date almost slipped out of his mouth, as if he had kept every day firmly in his mind.
I looked at the snow-white ceiling above.
There are ten days left.
I want to live and grow old with Xu Xinghe.
Why is this happening?
Maybe I suddenly felt a little aggrieved. My nose was sour, and there were tears in my eyes on my cheeks and on the pillow.
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” “How many times have you done this?” I called to him hoarsely.
He put his hand on my face and asked me, “What?”
I looked at him sideways.
I still remember that at the beginning of freshman year, he spoke on the stage as a representative of freshmen.
Old clothes are clean and tidy, and every move is full of juvenile arrogance.
Not like now, between the eyebrows are inseparable from the sorrow, as if it has been engraved in his heart.
“How many times have you cycled?” I asked him word by word.
He was not emaciated for nothing, nor did he grow old overnight for nothing.
Hsu Hsing-ho didn’t expect me to ask this question. His hand trembled slightly, and his voice was hoarse: “How do you know?”
Sure enough, it’s true.
Everything is true.
“I don’t know why I know.” Maybe it’s God’s mercy. In the days that
followed, no matter how you took the medicine, the reaction of rejection became more and more intense and painful.
Xu Xinghe is beside my bed, and his eyes are getting more and more blue day by day.
Until December 14, my body felt much better.
I asked Xu Xinghe to push me out to see the sun outside.
Too bad there’s no sun.
How can there be no sun?
“I really shouldn’t have been reluctant to part with that NT 500 million yuan.” I looked at the withered flowers outside the pavilion and sighed with a smile.
If only I hadn’t married Xu Xinghe five years ago.
Xu Xinghe squatted down in front of me and kissed me with his cold lips.
“Even if you could come up with NT 500 million yuan, I wouldn’t divorce you.” The corners of his mouth turned up and he teased me, “I’ve already thought of ten thousand ways to make sure you can’t divorce me.”
I looked up at him and laughed. “Yeah, you’ve always been smarter than me.”
As we spoke, snow suddenly began to fall from the sky.
“It’s snowing.” I looked at the snow that had melted on the ground and suddenly remembered that there had been a snow in the past year. Xu Xinghe appeared behind me with a black umbrella
that day, like a God who came for me.
Now that I think of it, he did come for me.
I tugged at the corner of his coat. “You haven’t told me how many times this has happened.”
“Twenty times.”
My heart seems to have been pricked once.
Twenty times.
So once he was afraid of heights, he was not afraid of heights.
Because he jumped off the cliff again and again.
“Was it a year and a half ago?” I looked at him. “That was the time you called me out of the blue and asked me to come home for dinner.”
Because his expectation of rushing out of the phone was so unusual that I still remember it.
“Yes.” He touched my head. “I wanted to see you so much that I forgot that you didn’t like me at that time.”
Actually, I like it. I
just didn’t find it at that time.
I really don’t like why I ended my date with Lin Keer early and went home to eat dinner that he didn’t cook very well.
We talked a little more about him being stuck in a loop.
His every word was full of love, and there was no mention of his suffering.
“It’s not every time you’re like this. Once in a while, you still like Lin Hsun all the time.” Only when he said this sentence, he took some sour, light, but like a fine needle in my heart.
So he actually knew very early that I liked Lin Xun.
But after a while, I felt a little tired.
He held up his umbrella and tried to push me back, but I took his hand and said, “Don’t hold the umbrella.”
“It’s just a short walk. It doesn’t matter.” Watching him frown, I gently pulled the corner of his clothes and whispered coquettishly. It’s the
only way.
I walked back to the inpatient building with him in the snow.
Looking at the snow on the top of his hair that had not yet melted, I bent my eyebrows.
Let’s spend the rest of our lives together.
I can’t live. Every organ in
my body is telling me that I can’t live. That’s what
the doctor should mean. Let my parents come to my bed one by one to talk.
After Lin Keer left in tears, Xu Xinghe came in again.
“I’m in pain.” As I lay in the hospital bed, tears fell from the corners of my eyes. “Hsu Hsing-ho, I’m in pain.”
“Where does it hurt?” Xu Xinghe’s hand hugged me helplessly. As soon as
I turned my head, I saw his red eyes.
He cried.
This is the first time I’ve seen him cry.
“Hsu Hsing-ho, I really like you.” “If I had known it was you who saved me, I would have liked you a little earlier.”
“Enough.” His voice was hoarse. “That’s enough. Even if you like me for one day, that’s enough.”
Not enough.
How can it be enough?
I want to like him for a lifetime.
“God is so unfair.” I cried and complained, “Why let you cycle and not let me cycle?”
“I can love you over and over again.”
Xu Xinghe shook his head gently, and his tears fell on my hand, which was surprisingly hot.
“I will come to love you, no matter how many times I will come to love you.” He bent his head and kissed me lightly on the forehead. It’s
worth it.
Although I am only twenty-eight years old, Xu Xinghe has loved me for more than twenty-eight years.
“Hsu Hsing-ho.” I took his hand. “Don’t do it again.”
“Don’t ever jump off a cliff like that again.”
Don’t watch me die over and over again.
Stop torturing yourself like this. The
pain made me curl up into a ball, but I still grabbed his hand and said, “Promise me.”
“Promise me, will you?”
After I begged him again and again, he finally said yes.
“Good.” His kisses fell on my forehead, on my eyes, on my lips. OK
When I heard him promise me, I curled the corners of my mouth, as if all the pain was gone at once.
I looked sideways out of the window.
“Hsu Hsing-ho, the snow is so heavy.”
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[Xu Xinghe Fanwai]
Ye Wanwan once said, I am too paranoid.
She’s absolutely right.
She did not know that when a person stayed in the dark for a long time, even if there was only a little sunshine on him, he would think that the sun was his own.
She is the sun.
The sun always sleeps.
I raised my index finger to the doctor who came in. “She’s asleep.”
She’s just asleep!
They all said I was crazy.
But they didn’t know that Ye Wanwan was really just asleep.
“You should understand that this is the last time.” When I stood on the cliff again, the voice appeared again.
He would persuade me every time, and after so many times, he never tired of it.
“You’re the one who told me.” My eyes sank. “So you asked her to persuade me.”
Remembering the way I begged me not to go on before I fell asleep last night, my heart clenched together again. She shouldn’t have known about
these things. It’s enough for me to bear
all the pain alone.
“Now I do not know whether I have done a good deed or an evil deed.” The voice sighed.
Nature is a good deed.
For me, nature is a great good.
I didn’t hesitate any more and jumped straight off the cliff.
“Hsu Hsing-ho, don’t go on.” Ye Wanwan’s voice seemed to be still ringing in his ears.
I slowly closed my eyes. “Late …” Why don’t you
ask me to continue? How do
you want me to stay here, in this cold world without you? The abyss at the bottom of the
cliff is bottomless, and
this time it seems deeper than ever.
I don’t know how long I fell until I couldn’t breathe. Suddenly, a sharp pain came from my heart. It was like a sword passing through my heart. It was more painful than ever before.
I woke up in a burst of white light, and the pain in my heart still did not disappear.
“Late night.” I called out unconsciously and quickly sat up from the bed.
Every time we enter the cycle, the time will advance a little bit.
I just didn’t expect this time to go straight back to nine years ago.
I ran out recklessly and finally saw Ye Wanwan on the corridor behind the teaching building.
She was talking to Lin Keer about getting married and spending her honeymoon in the future, and she smiled very brightly.
The sunlight fell on her from the leaves above her head, making her look like a spirit falling on the earth.
Then she looked back and saw.
“Hsu Hsing-ho?” She was a little surprised, and her doe-like eyes were very smart.
I walked towards her step by step.
But the pain in the heart is getting worse and worse.
In the end, I couldn’t get to her.
“Hsu Hsing Ho!” When I fell to the ground, she shook off Lin Keer’s hand and ran towards me.
My life is burning out.
Just as well.
Die before it all begins.
God finally relented to her once.
Looking at her panicked appearance, I closed my eyes contentedly.
Late. I can’t accompany you to Greece
this time.
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