Wrong love
, secret love, silent love: I just like
you. When your cell phone rang for the fifth time, he finally said, “There’s something wrong with the project. I want to go back to the company.”
I put down my chopsticks. “That’s what you said about our wedding anniversary last year.”
“Sorry, I will accompany you on your wedding anniversary next year.”
I feel sorry for him, because he will never have a chance to celebrate his wedding anniversary with me next year.
Lu Cheng has been so busy recently that he has no time to reply to me at the end of the day.
So he still doesn’t know I have cancer.
We dated for three years in college and got married after graduation.
At that time, everyone was not optimistic about us, including my parents.
But Lu Cheng led me kneeling in front of them, begging them to give him a chance.
His parents agreed to give him five years, but it took only three years for Lu Cheng to achieve a little success, and the company he partnered with his friends grew stronger and stronger.
Our life has been greatly improved, and after moving into the new house, his parents’attitude towards him has also been greatly improved.
I also thought that I had married the right person, and I was relieved to retire behind the scenes and become a full-time wife, preparing for pregnancy at home. On the day of the
discovery, Lu Cheng came back drunk and fell asleep.
He was sleeping deeply, but the mobile phone in his pocket kept prompting for new news. When
I took my phone out, the screen was still lit up, and the words clearly came into my eyes:
“Thank you for celebrating my birthday with me. I really had a good time.” Before
I could react, another message came in: “If I say I regret it, will you come back to me?”
I looked at the name of the note and suddenly remembered this person. As a
freshman, Lu Cheng won the title of school grass in a short time.
Handsome appearance, exquisite ball skills, or the first result of the college was admitted.
At that time, I thought, how can there be such a perfect person in the world?
So I observed him with curiosity and appeared in every possible place where he could appear.
Because of this, I was noticed by Lu Cheng.
One day, he blocked me on the way to the library, looked at me with a half-smile, and said leisurely,
“Classmate, do you have a habit of stalking?” Only then did
I believe that this man had a little-known ruffian and handsome side besides the sayings spread outside.
From that day on, I appeared in front of him more openly.
He plays basketball and I bring him water.
When he went for a morning run, I changed my habit of sleeping late and hugged my down jacket tightly in winter to run with him.
When he went to the debate, I tried to go to the scene to cheer him on.
Later, he blocked me on the way to the library again and asked me seriously if I wanted to be his girlfriend. When
my friends learned that I was in love with Lu Cheng, they all looked at me with the eyes that I was lucky. I also knew that many people were waiting to see my jokes.
The world is unpredictable, no one thought that Lu Cheng and I could enter the palace of marriage.
If I hadn’t received that strange friend request on the morning of my birthday, I would never have known that the day Lu Cheng asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend, his white moonlight was engaged abroad.
Lu Cheng came back the next morning. When he saw me sitting on the sofa, his face changed slightly. Then he strode over to me.
“Why did you get up so early, huh?” I
didn’t get up early. I sat in the living room all night.
“Have you finished?” I asked.
Lu Cheng’s eyes flashed a strange look. “I’m done. I’m sorry. This won’t happen again.”
He wanted to hug me, and I got up from his hand. “Are you hungry?”? I’ll make you breakfast.
Lu Cheng hesitated to speak, but finally got up and followed me into the kitchen. “I’ll help you.”
Lu Cheng’s stomach is not good, because when the company just started, he went to social activities every day and drank himself drunk every day. After a
long time, there was something wrong with his stomach. The most serious one was that he was sent to the hospital at a dinner party and drank until his stomach bled.
I couldn’t bear to see him not taking care of his body so much. I asked him several times not to work so hard, but he vowed to sign more bills so as to give me a good life.
He did it.
Our house in the center of the city was bought by him with his health.
So when I decorate it, I pay attention to everything.
Lu Cheng went out after breakfast and said he would come back to have dinner with me in the evening. When
my best friend Lin Huan-huan called me, the first thing she said was, “Is Lu Cheng at home?”
“Just left the house. What happened?”
Lin Huan-huan seems to be struggling: “Nuo Nuo, haven’t you heard anything about Wen Ning recently?” “What’s wrong with her?”
I asked casually.
Lin Huan-huan sputtered and said, “Lu Cheng really didn’t tell you!”! Wen Ning got divorced, she came back, and she joined Lu Cheng’s company. Two days ago I saw them eating together in a restaurant, talking and laughing. It was really too much to bully people!
I gripped my phone and wrote, “They’re old friends. It’s normal to catch up.”
Lin Huan-huan is a little angry. “When I was in college, everyone knew it was Wen Ning who dumped Lu Cheng. Not to mention Wen Ning’s purpose, are you so relieved about Lu Cheng?”. Of course,
I am not at ease, after all, I am still not sure whether Lu Cheng loved me.
I shamelessly stuck to Lu Cheng for a period of time before I knew that Lu Cheng appeared on the court every day because he was lovelorn and dumped, so he wanted to forget that person by being busy.
And that’s when I took advantage of it. I don’t remember what
Lin Huanhuan said later. I only know that in the evening, Lu Cheng sent me a message saying that the project had not been completed and he could not come back for dinner at night.
I sat in front of the table with three dishes and one soup on the table, all of which were Lu Cheng’s favorite dishes. When I
just graduated, simple scrambled eggs with tomatoes could also be made into dark dishes by me. After starving several times,
Lu Cheng sighed and said he wanted to make money to hire a nanny so that I wouldn’t have to be so tired.
I didn’t want to, because at that time our salaries were barely enough for rent, water, electricity and food, and he saved a little bit of money for dating.
Later, he felt that he could not do this any more, so he started a business with his friends, which required a lot of money, and our life was even more difficult.
Lu Cheng began to work overtime, go to social activities, and take time to talk about cooperation with customers on weekends.
One day he suddenly came back early and found that I had made a table of delicious food. He was stunned for a long time and then ate three bowls of rice in silence.
I sat for a long time, so long that my legs were numb, and a message came into my mobile phone, which was sent by Lu.
Sorry, I still need two hours to finish here. You go to bed first. Don’t wait for me. The three dishes and one soup on the
table were already cold. I stood for a while, picked up the plate, and poured all the dishes that I hadn’t eaten with chopsticks into the trash can.
I went to take a bath, and maybe I was too tired to fall asleep in the bathtub.
I dreamed of Lu Cheng when I was in college. He was high-spirited and there was no lack of suitors around him, but he picked me among so many excellent suitors. When I
first got married, I felt like I was living in a dream every day, clinging to him all day, listening to him patiently tell me over and over again that it was not a dream.
I said to him, “Lu Cheng, if this is a dream, I hope I never wake up.” “It’s not a dream,”
he said fondly. “It won’t be a dream. We’ll be together forever.”
But now, the dream has been broken, broken by his own hands, and I am still immersed in the dream struggling.
I was woken up by the cold. When I
woke up, I was still lying in the bathtub, and the water was cold.
My constitution has not been very good, hurriedly wiped off the water and wrapped myself in a bath towel to get into bed. The weather in
late autumn is not too cold, for me with cold hands and feet, it takes a lot of time to warm up the bed. Lu Cheng
used to warm the bed for me, but today he was not here, and I lay for two hours and still didn’t warm up. Scenes of his kindness to me in the
past flashed through my mind, and I suddenly had the idea of calling Lu Cheng.
Over the years, as long as he said he was going to socialize, I would believe him unconditionally and never call or send messages to ask anything.
But today, the idea of calling him is getting stronger.
By the time I came to my senses, I had dialed his number.
The phone rang for a long time and no one answered, and finally hung up automatically.
I sent him a message: [How long will it take to come back?] When the
message was sent out, it was like sinking into the sea without any response.
In the early morning, I got up and boiled hot water to soak my feet. Finally, I got warm, but I didn’t feel sleepy.
Sitting on the sofa, I suddenly thought of Wen Ning’s WeChat, opened the circle of friends, and saw her update again.
She said:
“For so many years, only you remember my preferences. Thank you for working overtime with me and accompanying me to eat Chinese food that I have been craving for for a long time.” Somehow
, my stomach rolled and I ran to the bathroom to vomit, but I didn’t vomit anything for a long time.
The doctor said that if I didn’t go to chemotherapy, I might not last three months, so he asked me to find time to go to chemotherapy as soon as possible.
I found an excuse to postpone it.
The doctor said a lot of consequences, I only summed up one: chemotherapy can not cure my disease. Coming out
of the hospital, I bought a chestnut cake and went to Lu Cheng’s company.
Lu Cheng’s assistant was surprised to see me, and at the same time he was a little flustered. “Sister-in-law, what are you doing here?”
I smiled. “I was passing by, so I stopped by.”
The assistant looked at the cake in my hand and said, “It was a special gift for General Manager Lu. I’ll call him for you.”
“No, I’ll go by myself.”
The assistant seemed to want to stop me, but it was too late.
I pushed the door open and saw Lu Cheng and Wen Ning sitting side by side at their desks. There was a smile on
his face that I had never seen before.
Wen Ning is still as beautiful as before, two people do not know what to say, Wen Ning smiled very brightly.
I didn’t want to disturb them, but my legs were really sore, so I went to the sofa and sat down.
Probably affecting them, the two of them looked at me together, and I clearly saw a touch of panic on Lu Cheng’s face.
He got up in a big way and walked to me with his long legs. “What are you doing here?”? Why didn’t you call me first?
I handed him the cake and said, “I was just passing by, so I came up to have a look. Here. There aren’t many people in line today.”
Lu Cheng likes to eat chestnut cake. I knew it when I was in college, and I only ate chestnut cake from this family.
Lu Cheng was stunned for a few seconds before taking over. “Don’t buy it next time. Just buy what you like.”
He put the cake on the table and led me out. “You haven’t eaten yet, have you?”? Let’s go to dinner.
As soon as he took two steps, Wen Ning’s voice came from behind him:
“Ah..” Lu Zong, I also like to eat chestnut cake. If you go to dinner, can you give this to me?
I obviously felt Lu Cheng stiff all over, and then looked at me.
Before he opened his mouth, I laughed and said, “So Miss Wen likes chestnut cake, too.”
Wen Ning said, “Well, the chestnut cake in this shop is very delicious. When I was at school, I only ate his.” The
meal was not eaten, because Lu Cheng saw that my face was not right and took me home. When
the door opened, he hugged me from behind. “I had nothing to do with her, or I wouldn’t have married you, Nuo Nuo. Do you believe me?” Instead of answering his question,
I asked, “Would you lie to me?”
“No, I won’t lie to you.”
I was softhearted and just wanted to spend my last days with him quietly, so I changed the subject.
On this day, Lu Cheng did not go to the company again. He stayed at home with me and did everything himself.
Turning off the light, he pushed me into his arms. I unconsciously pushed him away and said, “Not today.”
Lu Cheng was stunned, and then his breath changed. “Are you still angry?”
“I didn’t, I just..”
“Yes, I like chestnut cake because of her, but I’m innocent with her now. Do you mind so much?”
Like a basin of cold water poured down, I was cold from head to foot.
Lu Cheng, you don’t have to tell me. I’ve convinced myself it’s a coincidence. You really don’t need to explain. Or are you explaining because you feel guilty?
I was still in Lu Cheng’s arms and felt his whole body collapse in an instant. After
several minutes of silence, I got up and got out of bed.
Lu Cheng grabbed my hand and said in a flustered voice, “Where are you going?”
“I’ll go to the guest room.”
“Nuo Nuo..”
“Let’s all calm down.”
Lying in the guest room, I tossed and turned, and my mind was full of pictures of Wen Ning and Lu Cheng sitting together until it was slightly bright. When I
opened the door, I met an obstacle at my feet. I was so surprised that I stepped back several times. It was only then that a voice came from outside the door: “It’s me, Nuo Nuo.”
Turning on the light, I saw Lu Cheng sitting against the wall, his long legs lying casually across the door of the guest room. That was his foot
just now.
“Why are you sitting here?”
Lu Cheng said in a hoarse voice, “I’m afraid you’ll go.” I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have spoken to you like that.
“I’m fine. Don’t take it to heart.” When Lu Cheng saw
me coming out, he got up and said, “What do you want to eat? I’ll make it for you.”
I shook my head, took my bag and went out. “I’m going out for a walk. You go to bed. I have to work today.”
Lu Cheng did not let go, a force, I was pulled into his arms.
He hugged her a little tightly. “Nuo Nuo, don’t ignore me.”. I didn’t do anything wrong to you. I just worked with her.
“Colleagues can be so close that they can sit at the boss’s desk and laugh so happily?”
Lu Cheng hugged him even more tightly. “We have nothing to do with each other except being colleagues. Yesterday was an accident, and we got off work at that time.”
I pushed him away and said, “Can colleagues be so intimate after work?”
Lu Cheng had probably never seen me like this before. He stared at me for a long time, then pinched his eyebrows and said,
“If you don’t like her, I can fire her.”
I was afraid of being aggressive, so I stopped talking.
I thought Lu Cheng said this just to stop my mouth, but a few days later, Wen Ning stopped me downstairs in my house.
5
“Su Nuo, can we talk?”
I refused. “We have nothing to talk about.”
“You’re afraid, aren’t you?” Su Nuo said with a smile, “Because I worked with Lu Cheng, you didn’t have the confidence to keep him, so you let him dismiss me.”
I was a little surprised and confused at the same time.
Did Lu Cheng really dismiss Wen Ning for me?
It’s not like him.
I quickly adjusted my mood and said, “I never interfere in the company’s affairs. If you have any doubts, you can ask him.”
Wen Ning gave me a meaningful smile.
“This is your permission, Su Nuo. Let’s see who is the most important in his heart.”
I thought she was bored, and I couldn’t stop wanting to know the result.
But I didn’t expect Wen Ning to do it that night.
In the evening, Lu Cheng sent me a message saying that he would go home for dinner at night, but it was not until eight o’clock that he sent me a message saying that he could not come back temporarily.
I asked him what time he would be back, but he didn’t answer.
The sixth sense told me that he must have something to do today, so I dialed his number. When the mechanical female voice came from the
receiver, I didn’t suspect anything, but I was more worried.
Lu Cheng also had such a situation when he was socializing before, and finally his colleagues sent him back.
I asked him the next day why he didn’t answer the phone and didn’t reply to the message. He was stunned for a long time before he picked up the phone and gave it to me, saying that the phone was out of power.
From that time on, he promised me that he would not fail to return messages, let alone answer my phone calls.
But now, the number of times that do not reply to the message and do not answer the phone is more and more, but Lu Cheng can not remember his original promise to me.
I was just about to throw my phone aside when a WeChat message came in.
When I opened it, it was a video sent by Wen Ning.
She put her hands around Lu Cheng’s neck and kissed him. Lu Cheng put his hands in his pockets and let her fool around with his eyes full of spoiling. I
thought I would break down at this moment, but I didn’t.
I looked at it again and again like self-abuse, then calmly put away my mobile phone, took out my suitcase and began to pack my things.
This house was bought by Lu Cheng. When he bought the house, Lu Cheng only wrote my name on the house book and gave me the right to arrange the house.
Looking at the warm nest I arranged little by little, I finally took only a few sets of clothes with me.
Some things to take away is only unnecessary trouble, it is better to give up. Before
going out, I sprayed the perfume he gave me in every corner of the house.
I’m betting that he once loved me.
I went back to my parents’ house with my luggage.
The two elders woke up from a dream and asked me nervously if I was in conflict with Lu Cheng. I realized that I shouldn’t have come back. What should I do? I missed them too much.
Knowing that I had not finished my meal, my mother went to cook a bowl of covered noodles for me, and the familiar smell made my eyes hurt. Where is
Lu Cheng? Does he trust you to come back alone? What if something happens at this time of night? “Mom,”
I said helplessly, “I’m not a child anymore. I just missed you all of a sudden, so I came back.”
“Really?”
“Really.”
Mom and Dad looked at each other and finally believed me and asked me to stay for a few days before leaving. I agreed.
In the middle of the night, when I was sleeping in a daze, I heard someone talking outside. Listen
carefully, it’s Lu Cheng’s voice.
When I opened the door and went out, my mother was still muttering,
“There’s no young man who doesn’t quarrel, but it’s not right for you to let her come back alone at night. Lu Cheng, I didn’t give my daughter to you like this.”
Lu Cheng’s attitude was very good, and he promised again and again that he would treat me well.
Seeing me come out, my mother couldn’t say anything more.
“It’s so late today. You can stay here and go back and forth. It’s already dawn.”
My mother went back to the room, I also turned into the room, Lu Cheng followed me in.
“Nuo Nuo..”
“It’s too late. Let’s talk about it tomorrow.”
“I’m sorry, there are too many things recently. When I finish this period of time, I will accompany you and make up for you.”
I turned to face him. “Lu Cheng, did you really go to work overtime today?”
Lu Cheng didn’t even change his expression. What else can I do besides working overtime? Nuonuo, what’s wrong with you? Is it because there is too much pressure to get pregnant? If you feel tired, we can give up having children.
If it wasn’t for that video, I would have believed him.
When I wanted to say something, I saw a strawberry mark on his neck, and immediately, my blood began to flow back.
I would never have left my mark on him so blatantly.
But now, he actually let other women leave marks on his body, even his shirt collar was stained with lipstick without noticing it.
Looking at his firm lying face, I suddenly felt that all my insistence was meaningless.
“Get a divorce, Lu Cheng. Let’s get a divorce.”
Lu Cheng first showed an expression of disbelief, and then his face sank.
“Su Nuo, what are you doing?”? Am I not good enough for you? Are you going to divorce me because I’m too busy to spend time with you these days?
I pinched my swollen eyebrows. “Lu Cheng, you have lipstick on your clothes. I don’t need such a bright color.” As soon as
Lu Cheng’s face changed, he only glanced at his collar and said,
“Didn’t I explain all the tricks at the dinner table to you very clearly?”? You want a divorce, don’t you? All right, then let’s leave, and we’ll go at dawn. “All right,”
I said feebly, “I’ll see you at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau at nine o’clock tomorrow morning.”
Lu Cheng slammed the door and left with a livid face. That night, he did not come back.
The next morning, I found an excuse to go out and waited at the Civil Affairs Bureau early.
When Lu Cheng didn’t come, I waited for a phone call from Lin Huan-huan. “Su Nuo, where the hell have you been?”
“What’s the matter?”
Lin Huan-huan’s voice was so angry that I felt she could explode at any time.
Do you know who I saw in the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital? Lu Cheng and Wen Ning, that little bitch!
I didn’t realize for a moment, “What are they doing there?”
Lin Huan-huan took a deep breath to calm herself down, but I could still hear her gnashing of teeth.
“Wen Ning is pregnant. I peeked at her file, and the column for her father says Lu Cheng.”
Back home with Lu Cheng, he hasn’t come back yet. All the furnishings
in the house were the same as when I left, and even the slippers in the shoe cabinet at the entrance had not been touched.
Lu Cheng didn’t come back last night.
I went into the room, took out Lu Cheng’s suitcase and began to pack it for him. I bought
Lu Cheng’s clothes for him, and he didn’t even know that every piece of his clothes had my carefully embroidered name on the back of his collar. When I was
packing up, I found a small box in Lu Cheng’s wardrobe. Curiosity drove me to open it, which was probably the most regrettable thing I did. There was a mobile phone in the
box and a wedding certificate photo with a white shirt on a red background, but the people on it were not me, but Lu Cheng and Wen Ning. The two people in the
ID photo smiled brightly and sweetly, and the time was written on the back, which was the day before I was with Lu Cheng. My friends all know how humble I was when I was
chasing Lu Cheng.
Even at that time, my friend told me that Lu Cheng and Wen Ning were still in contact, but I didn’t believe it, because I had seen Wen Ning holding a middle-aged man’s hand and getting into a luxury car that Lu Cheng couldn’t afford.
Just two days before Lu Cheng promised to be with me, I saw Wen Ning get off the luxury car at the school gate. In my opinion, it is no longer possible for Lu Cheng and Wen Ning.
Everyone secretly said that Wen Ning played Lu Cheng, but now it seems that I am the one who was played as a monkey.
I put my ID back and turned on my cell phone. The battery of the
mobile phone is full.
I controlled my trembling hand, opened the WeChat, and saw that there was only one contact on the list, and that was Wen Ning.
I masochistically opened the dialog box and looked at their chat records, only to know that in those seemingly ordinary days, Lu Cheng was recalling their anniversaries with Wen Ning. The
mobile phone album is filled with all kinds of photos and videos of Wen Ning. The latest photo was taken by Wen Ning wearing a work permit after he entered the company. The background is his office.
It turned out that he really didn’t love me.
……
Lu Cheng came back when it was dark. Obviously, he didn’t think I would be at home and stood at the door.
I was about to open my mouth when I heard Wen Ning’s voice behind him: “Ah Cheng, why don’t you go in?”
Lu Cheng’s face suddenly changed, as if he wanted to say something, but he could not open his mouth. With an expressionless face,
I withdrew my eyes and pushed his suitcase in front of him.
“You put it away. You can see what else is missing. Go and get it yourself.”
Lu Cheng’s face sank. “What do you mean?”
“Let’s get a divorce.” I handed him the divorce papers. “I don’t want anything but this house.”
Lu Cheng didn’t answer. “Are you serious?”
I looked at his earnest expression and suddenly smiled.
“You’ve brought her back. What are you still pretending to be?”? Lu Cheng, you’re disgusting.
“I brought her back just..”
“Just let her stay here to raise the baby, right?”
Lu Cheng’s face was pale and he clenched his fist, but he could not say a word of rebuttal.
Su Nuo came up from behind him and took Lu Cheng’s hand in a big way.
“Now that we’ve come to this point, let’s talk about it.”. Su Nuo, I am pregnant with a Cheng’s child, he wants to have a child, but you have been unable to give birth, you can not be so selfish to let him have no offspring. You are the one who should go.
My hand at my side was clenched into a fist, my nails deep in my flesh, and the pain kept me sane.
“This house is in my name. It’s my house. What right do you have to let me go?”
Why! This house was bought by Lu Cheng!
Do you mean to let me give him half of the house and half of his company? It’s not impossible to do so..
Enough! I’m leaving. Just calm down. Lu Cheng interrupted our conversation, pulled the suitcase and walked out without saying a word.
Wen Ning stared at me angrily and finally left unwillingly. There was a heavy sound of
closing the door, and I seemed to be relieved of my strength and collapsed on the ground.
All the grievances, anger and unwillingness turned into tears at this moment. I let myself cry and went to the lawyer to make a will the next day.
The divorce agreement was taken away by Wen Ning. She will find a way to get Lu Cheng to sign it. The lawyer will help me deal with the follow-up matters.
I went back to my parents’ house for two days and took my suitcase to a place where there was no one. I wanted to spend the last days of my life quietly.
But I didn’t expect that there would be an accident.
Lin Huanhuan called me and asked me why I put the house on the agency.
I didn’t understand what she meant until she said she saw my house for sale at the agency, and I didn’t realize what had happened. After
packing my things, I came back to this house again.
At home, Lu Cheng and Wen Ning are introducing the buyer.
I heard Wen Ning say, “My husband and I decorated this home little by little. If it weren’t for the inconvenience of having a child, we wouldn’t have the heart to sell it.”. The price can’t go any lower, and this is a school district house, so there’s still room for appreciation, and it’s still a house that’s been decorated for less than five years, so it’s a good deal.
The buyer was persuaded by her to negotiate the price and prepare to sign the contract.
But as soon as they turned around, they saw me standing in the doorway. Stunned,
Lu Cheng walked toward me with a white face and pulled me away. “Let’s go over there and talk.”
I shook off his hand. “Have I agreed to sell my house?”
Wen Ning came out of the house and looked at me with a flat stomach.
“Su Nuo, this is your common property. He has the right to dispose of it.”
I looked over Wen Ning at the two young buyers. “Only my name is written on the property certificate. Did you buy this house for your children to go to school?”? If I don’t agree to transfer ownership, will you still buy it? When the
two buyers heard this, they strode away. No matter how Wen Ning called them in the back, they did not look back. Instead, they quickened their pace, as if there were great scourges behind them.
Wen Ning scolded me angrily: “Su Nuo, are you sick?”! You don’t live in this house, so why don’t you let me sell it?
I felt pain all over my body. I didn’t even have the strength to speak. I looked at Lu Cheng coldly.
“Take her and leave my house. Don’t dirty my place.” What else did
Wen Ning want to say, but was stopped by Lu Cheng. “We need to talk more about the house,”
he said. The house is our property after marriage. We each have half of it, and I’ll give you cash.
I pulled my lips. “How much can you give me?”
“One million.”
I laughed.
This school district house was bought early. It has been rising in the past two years. Last month, it has risen to 30,000 square meters. He only gave me one million yuan for a house of 130 square meters.
Seeing that I did not speak, Lu Cheng frowned and said, “I will share our savings equally with you, but this house, I..”
“Get out!” I took my cell phone and pressed the three numbers, “Please get out as far as you can. I’m calling the police!”
Wen Ning wanted to come forward to argue with me, but was stopped by Lu Cheng. His face was not good.
“Is it necessary to make such a fuss?”? Don’t you just want money? My
eyes turned black, and I picked up a feather duster and waved it at random. “Get out of my house, get out!”
Lu Cheng took Wen Ning out of the door behind him and looked at me disappointedly. “Think about it. I’ll come to you tomorrow.”
I slammed the door in front of him, and my head was dizzy because of the mood swings.
I held the wall to the sofa and dialed Lin Huanhuan’s number. As soon as the phone was connected, I lost consciousness. When I opened my eyes
again, I saw Lin Huanhuan. Her eyes were swollen into walnuts. When I woke up, I was still crying.
I sighed, “Do you know?”
Lin Huanhuan is not a person who loves to cry, but she cries so much that she can’t even speak.
I waited quietly for her to finish crying, and suddenly I thought of the day after my marriage when I fainted at the bathroom door. Lu Cheng worked overtime
that day. According to him later, I should have been lying on the floor for more than hour before he came back. Then he panicked and carried me to the hospital.
At that time, I only checked my blood sugar, and when I learned that it was hypoglycemia, Lu Cheng frowned, as if he had encountered a big problem.
At that time I asked him jokingly, “Lu Cheng, if I go ahead of you in the future, you must find someone to take care of you.”
Lu Cheng’s eyes showed a fear I had never seen before.
“What nonsense?” He shouted. “You’re in good health. How could this happen?”
I think Lu Cheng probably loved me at that moment, and his nervousness and fear were not faked.
When Lin Huan-huan finally had cried enough, she asked, “Does Lu Cheng know?”
“I don’t know. We’re divorced.”
“What?!” Lin Huan-huan was so angry that his face turned green. “The man who suffered a thousand knives, how could he divorce you at this moment?”? Does he still have a heart?
I was silent for a moment and said, “Wen Ning is pregnant, and they put up the house without my consent.”
Lin Huan-huan rubbed his hands together, his bones crunching. “I’ll go and meet him!”.
“Don’t go, Huanhuan. It’s no use. If I don’t let them be together now, they will be together when I die, and they will hate me. It’s better to help them.”
But helping them doesn’t mean they can live a happy life, especially after I die.
I admit I was selfish, but I gave him a chance.
Lin Huan-huan is still very excited. “Don’t stop me. I want to see how this scum man abandoned his seriously ill wife to find a mistress. Where is the bottom line of his life?”.
Huanhuan, calm down first. I know you are for my own good, but it is useless for you to go. I have less than three months left. If the house comes, my parents won’t live there either. Only then did
Lin Huan-huan calm down and say indignantly, “But you can’t take advantage of the mistress!”
I need you to help me now. I want to get my own property, and then transfer it to your name, and ask you to help me support my parents in the future. Just as
Lin Huanhuan was about to refuse, I explained
, I don’t want my parents to know about my illness. I will tell them that I have traveled everywhere. I have recorded a lot of videos. I will ask you to send them in the future. You can help me transfer a little to them every month for the property they get from the divorce.
Mom and Dad are too old to accept this fact. I can’t think of a better way to tell them. I can only let them find out slowly.
Lin Huan-huan cried again, “How can God be so unfair? Why should you encounter such a thing? Why can that dog man and woman still live well..”
I think maybe this is fate. After
leaving the hospital, I called Lu Cheng and asked him to divide the property.
Lu Cheng had a relationship with Wen Ning during our marriage, so I asked him to leave the house clean.
To my surprise, Lu Cheng readily agreed. After the division of
property, the cooling-off period of divorce has come. When I
got the divorce certificate, I went to the door with Lu Cheng.
Wen Ning was waiting at the door, and when she saw Lu Cheng holding the divorce certificate in his hand, she immediately walked into the Civil Affairs Bureau
with him on her arm. “Husband, let’s go and get the marriage certificate.” Lin Huan-huan, who had come
with me, scoffed,
“Tut, after this, the wedding anniversary will become the anniversary of the divorce between my husband and his ex-wife. Don’t you think it’s appropriate?” As soon
as Wen Ning stiffened, he was neither entering nor leaving.
Lin Huanhuan was so happy that he hugged me and walked happily.
After arranging everything, I put on makeup to make myself look the same as usual, and then went home.
My parents were happy to see me back and happily cooked a meal for me, all of which were my favorite dishes.
It’s just that the pain doesn’t make my mouth taste at all.
I told them that I decided to go out to work, work in the field, may not go home for a long time.
My parents looked at me with relief in their eyes and said, “You should have gone out to work long ago. You stay at home every day around a man. How can you live up to our years of training?”
My eyes were burning, and I only hated myself for understanding too late. After saying goodbye
to my parents, I took a taxi to the airport.
Lin Huan-huan was already there waiting for me. She opened her arms to me and said, “Come on, let me accompany you on the last journey.” On the third day after
Lin Huanhuan returned
from abroad, Lu Cheng stopped me at the gate of the neighborhood. “Where is she?” The hatred in
my eyes could burn him on the spot. “Your mistress?”? I haven’t seen it.
Lu Cheng rubbed his eyebrows. “Where is Nuo Nuo?”? I haven’t been able to reach her lately. Why did
you contact her? Lu Cheng, are you married? Why do you come to Nuonuo when you are married? Do you want to repeat the same thing again?
My words were ugly, and the veins in front of Lu’s forehead were bulging.
To my surprise, instead of losing his temper, he said, “I have something important to do with her. Please ask her to contact me.” With a low curse of bad luck,
I stopped the car and reported the address. In the middle of the
car, I found Lu Cheng’s car following behind. The mentality of
revenge became more and more intense, and even wanted to get out of the car immediately and grab his collar to ask why he still had the face to follow me!
I put up with it until I got off.
I stood on the side of the road waiting for Lu Cheng to approach. Lu Cheng probably didn’t expect me to come to this place. Seeing that I was waiting for him, he had to drive over.
I smiled kindly. “Lu Cheng, are you looking for Nuo Nuo?”? I’ll take you there. She’s up there, and you can see her when you go up.
Lu Cheng took a look at the cemetery and didn’t believe me at all. “Is it a prank you put together?”? Lin Huan-huan, you’ve seen us all the way here. Can’t you help me convince her to meet me?
“Ha, I brought you here to see her, and you don’t believe it, and blame me for not helping?” When
Lu Cheng saw that I was still talking like this, he kept a straight face and said, “Lin Huan-huan, you have to have a limit when joking.” The anger
I suppressed by force was not suppressed after all.
“Are you kidding?”? Who’s kidding you? I tell you, Nuonuo died, died on the day of your wedding anniversary with Nuonuo! I brought her ashes back, right up there. You may not believe it, but you can’t deny the fact.
Lu Cheng looked at me with questioning eyes. I didn’t want to talk to him any more. I turned around and walked up. In the last period of
life, I was the only one around Su Nuo.
She walked away safely in my arms, and her illness had nothing to do with her any more. At
the same time, I am happy for her because she is no longer suffering from illness. There was
no more pain to bother her. As soon as
I stood in front of Su Nuo’s tombstone, I was pulled aside.
I saw Lu Cheng looking at the photo on the tombstone in disbelief, repeating the three words “impossible.”.
Seeing his appearance, I actually had a kind of revenge pleasure.
See? Lu Cheng, she didn’t want to see you until she died, and the last time you saw her was at the Civil Affairs Bureau. What were you doing? If you want to get a marriage certificate with Wen Ning, you can marry another woman in front of her before your divorce certificate is hot. Lu Cheng, why do you think she is willing to see you? What qualifications do you have to come to see her?
“Impossible, Nuo Nuo, how could she..”
Yes, how could she die? Why didn’t the person next to her even find out that she had cancer? Lu Cheng, do you know that when she is in pain and confused, you have to send her pictures of your love. She was looking at your marriage license to that bitch right before she died. She said, you’ve never smiled at her like that. Lu Cheng, why don’t you go to hell? You are the one who should go to hell!
I didn’t! I never sent her a picture..
I laughed sarcastically. “Only your client has those photos. If it’s not you, who is it?”
I saw with my own eyes that his face turned a little pale, and I felt very happy.
But where is this? It is less than one in ten thousand of the pain that Nuo Nuo has suffered.
Lu Cheng is gone.
From Nuo Nuo’s tombstone to the front of his car, Lu Cheng, who was only a few dozen meters away, stumbled for more than ten minutes.
I wiped off the place where Lu Cheng had touched just now, and as I wiped it, my tears could not stop falling down.
Nuo Nuo, we’re going home. Lu Cheng touched the place I helped you clean, will not let him touch your next life. Nuo Nuo, the bitterness of this life is over, and you will meet a man who is full of you in the afterlife. You can rest assured that from now on your parents will be my parents, and I will honor them.
Lu Chengfan and
Lin Huanhuan said that Nuo Nuo was dead, and my first reaction was that she was joking.
But Lin Huanhuan showed me her death certificate, and I had to believe it.
I don’t know how I got home, the home I used to have with Su Nuo. After the
divorce, Su Nuo put the house up for sale.
I got the news from the agent and bought it secretly, not even daring to let her know that the buyer was me.
Perhaps it is out of guilt, or perhaps it is out of the obscure feelings for Su Nuo that I am not aware of.
The house was no longer what she had carefully decorated, and the places with her traces had been cleaned up when she planned to sell the house.
I came back to my present home in a muddle.
Wen Ning was lying on the sofa playing a game when she heard the door open. Without looking up, she asked, “Why are you back so early today?”
I looked at the unkempt and unkempt woman standing in the entrance without moving.
Wen Ning didn’t hear the sound and finally looked up at me.
“What are you waiting for?”? Hurry up and cook. What if the children and I are so hungry? As she
spoke, she straightened her bulging belly.
I suddenly thought of Su Nuo.
Su Nuo always spoke softly to me, with sparkling almond eyes, and she never spoke to me in such a commanding and threatening tone.
The only time was the day she almost broke down and told me to get out.
Thinking of that image, I felt my throat dry. “Su Nuo, she..” Before he
had finished speaking, Wen Ning sat up on the sofa and said in a shrill voice, “Did you go to find Su Nuo?”
「……」 What did
you go to her for? Can’t you get over her? Lu Cheng, don’t forget, it was you who provoked me at the beginning, and it was she who wanted to divorce you. What do you mean now?
When I look at Wen Ning, I just feel that she is strange. After three months of
marriage, Wen Ning’s temper is getting worse and worse day by day. Since I found something about Su Nuo some time ago, her mood has been even more out of control.
At first I thought she was just emotionally unstable during pregnancy and gave in to her everywhere, but now I find that I can’t understand people.
“You’re too sensitive. I’m staying at the company these days, so you should calm down.”
I turned around and went back to my room to pack up.
Wen Ning then came in and asked,
“Why do you want to live in the company?”? I think it is false that you live in the company, but it is true that you go to see Su Nuo! You think I don’t know you’ve been looking for her? I knew Su Nuo wouldn’t let go so easily. She would certainly continue to pester you and ask you for benefits.
“Enough!” I thought of the picture of Su Nuo smiling like a flower on the cold tombstone, and I felt great pain in my heart. She’s dead. What did she take from you? In her most painful days, you sent her our photos. How could you provoke her like that?
What? Is she dead? After a brief silence,
Wen Ning actually smiled,
“Good death!”! Do I have to give in to her when she’s dead? Lu Cheng, she has nothing to do with you, and if she dies, she has nothing to do with you.
I don’t know how the former gentle Wen Ning could say such vicious and heartless words, and look at her eyes with a bit of strangeness.
But Wen Ning was immersed in her own emotions. “How did she die?”? Did she die a terrible death? She..
Pow!
I couldn’t help giving her a slap. On the way
back, I checked it out.
Wen Ning sent photos to Su Nuo from the day she entered the company. Moreover, Su Nuo called me several times, but she hung up.
Su Nuo is such a beautiful and kind person, how can Wen Ning hurt her like this?
Wen Ning was silent for a moment and broke out again.
“Are you crazy?”? Why did you hit me? What does her death have to do with me? You are divorced, and now I am your lawful wife!
Clang. An earthenware jar
I had just put in my suitcase was now torn apart, and the contents were revealed to me.
It’s Wen Ning’s diagnosis.
I picked it up with trembling hands and saw the date of diagnosis, which was the day Wen Ning joined the company.
Thinking of the day I stayed out all night, I clenched my fists and the veins in the back of my hands jumped violently.
That day, Wen Ning and I spent the night in the hotel, and the baby was conceived that night.
Su Nuo called me many times, but I didn’t answer. After
that day, I always felt guilty when I faced her, and gradually, I began to come back very late.
In addition, Wen Ning always accompanied me to work overtime, and the two of them came and went, so I felt less guilty about Su Nuo.
I always wonder, if Su Nuo made trouble with me at that time, would I be able to live a good life with her?
Unfortunately, there are no ifs. In spite of Wen Ning’s obstruction,
I went to the hotel and stayed there for half a month. When
Wen Ning came, I just looked at her lightly and continued to drink.
From the shock in her eyes, I could guess what I looked like. I haven’t shaved for
half a month. How can I be better?
Wen Ning carefully avoided the wine bottles all over the floor and came to me. He asked me angrily,
“Who are you showing this to?”? Lu Cheng, Su Nuo is dead, can you wake up! How can you be like this for someone who doesn’t exist? Don’t you want the company?
I feel so bad that it’s hard for me to breathe.
Whenever I think of those days when I was hanging out with Wen Ning and Su Nuo was guarding a cold home, I want to dig out my heart and see if it’s black. How sad she must have been when
she divorced me noisily and was hurt by the photos sent by Wen Ning?
I checked. She took sleeping pills when she couldn’t bear the pain.
She is so afraid of pain that she has to hide in my arms and cry even when she cuts her hand. How uncomfortable is it when it hurts?
And what was I doing at that time?
I let Wen Ning throw away all the things that belong to her in the house and erase all her traces from the house.
She left me nothing to think about.
Thinking that she had put something in my place before, I stumbled up and fell down again before I could stand firm.
I stretched out my hand to Wen Ning, but I saw the undisguised disgust on Wen Ning’s face.
Then I heard Wen Ning say,
“The company is getting worse day by day. You don’t have anything. Lu Cheng, I really misjudged you.”
I was hit in the face. “What do you say?”
Wen Ning did not answer, turned and waved in the direction of the door. I followed her line of sight and saw her ex-husband standing there. For a moment, my scalp tingled. Holding his hand,
Wen Ning said, “Lu Cheng, I don’t want you anymore.”. If you divorce me, I will take two-thirds of your property, and we will have nothing to do with each other from now on.
I don’t understand, you.. You
Her ex-husband sneered and said, “Ning Ning, you said he was a potential stock. I think he’s a loser!”! Make haste to divide up his property, and let us go home and have our sons.
I looked at Wen Ning’s stomach, and a ridiculous thought came to my mind.
Wen Ning’s ex-husband’s words answered my doubts
: “Yes, the child is mine. Nothing happened between you and Ning Ning.”. Do you think I would let you touch my woman? I’ve just run into some problems in my
business, and I want to make a comeback. Do I have any money in hand. The plan was put forward by Ning Ning. I didn’t expect my son to come in time, and we couldn’t do anything. So Lu Cheng, hand over your company obediently. Otherwise, I’ll make it known that you abandoned your seriously ill wife.
My mind went blank, and by the time I realized it, Wen Ning was already rummaging through my briefcase.
I looked at them and suddenly laughed.
Wen Ning looked at me warily. “What are you laughing at?”
Wen Ning, I was wrong about you. But now that you’re married to me, you’re not getting a divorce. Destroy my family, and you won’t end up well.
Since they are all rotten people, we can go to hell together.
Wen Ning looks flustered. “What do you want to do?”
“I’m not going to divorce you. If you make me suffer, we’ll suffer together.”
Do you think if you don’t divorce me, I can’t sue for divorce? As soon as I say that our relationship is broken, at the worst, we can leave after a cooling-off period of divorce.
I laughed. “Our relationship is so good, how can it break up?”? Wen Ning, we also have children. Even if the child is born later and you admit to cheating, I won’t divorce you. I’ll let you and your child be tied to me. Perhaps
Wen Ning had never seen me like this before. She retreated into her ex-husband’s arms and turned pale with fear.
“Crazy!”! You must be crazy!
Yes, I’m just crazy. Wen Ning, you’re my wife. I didn’t hurt you. I still love you. The judge won’t divorce us. “The baby in her belly is mine,” exclaimed
Wen Ning’s ex-husband. “We’re both willing to remarry. How come the court won’t rule?”
I explained with a good temper: “At the beginning, in order to divorce as quickly as possible, you forged evidence of your domestic violence. If I submit those evidences, in order to protect my wife and children, the court will also stand on my side, Wen Ning, right?”
Wen Ning was so frightened by me that his feet were weak and he shivered and did not speak.
I stood up and walked up to Wen Ning, smiling gently. “Wife, let’s go home. The smell of alcohol here is too strong. It’s not good for the children.” In the days that
followed, Wen Ning and his ex-husband kept coming to me to divorce me.
They even went to court, and Wen Ning said in front of the judge that she had an affair and asked for a divorce.
But every time I looked at her affectionately and whispered to her
, “Be good, don’t make trouble. I love you so much. How can I divorce you?”? I’ve been so kind to you, and I’m sure you’ll change your mind. After all, life is so long.
Wen Ning and her ex-husband had no evidence to prove that I had done something wrong to Wen Ning, and the judge saw that I was good to Wen Ning, so the marriage was never successful.
Six months later.
When Wen Ning was dying after giving birth to a child, I came to Su Nuo’s grave with my newborn child in my arms.
Nuo Nuo, see? This child doesn’t look like me at all. If I had found out earlier that nothing had happened between me and her, would I still have a chance to accompany you on the last journey?
“Nuo Nuo, I miss you, I really miss you..”
“When Wen Ning and I have tortured each other all our lives, I will be able to go down and make amends for you.”
“Nuo Nuo, wait for me..”
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He is waiting for me
in the depths of time. Silent love: I just like you
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