Addiction
waiting for you to finish class, waiting for you to grow up
, I was a little nervous on the operating table, so I wanted to chat to ease the atmosphere.
“What do you do, Dr. Chou?” The doctor who
was about to operate on me was stunned for a moment, but he answered me politely.
“Doctor.” The atmosphere in the
operating room was suddenly awkward to the point of solidification, and several small nurses next to it were laughing.
Forget it. A lifetime will pass quickly. I closed my
eyes and waited for the anesthetic to take effect. Before I lost consciousness
completely, the last thought in my head was: How could there be such a handsome doctor in the world! We should meet for a date and a rose, not an appendix.
At this time, I did not know how terrible the consequences of Dr. Zhou’s idea would be.
When the strength of the anesthetic was almost over, I slowly woke up. The first thing the
nurse said when she came up to me was not to ask about the illness, but to ask, “Do you like Dr. Chou so much?”
I froze for a moment and then shook my head reflexively.
“No.” I have a good argument.
The nurse smiled and did not continue the subject. After
she left, my best friend, who was standing by, held her cell phone in front of me and clicked on a video.
Dr. Chou, marry me! Dr. Zhou, you are my destined wife! I want to grow ten more appendices for you. “
In the video, the crazy woman lying on the bed roars loudly enough to run through the upper and lower floors, while Dr. Zhou stands beside me with his hands in his pockets and looks at me in silence.”.
I’ve heard that people who are not fully conscious after general anesthesia may talk nonsense, but I didn’t expect to talk nonsense like this.
I was lying in bed, petrified
-I left late on the day I was
discharged. It was nine o’clock in the evening when I left the hospital. I found out that I was being followed after I got off the subway.
More unfortunately, on my way home, the street lamp was broken recently.
It was very cold, and the dark streets were deserted. No matter how fast I walked, my footsteps were always following me.
I trembled a little with fear, but I didn’t dare to look back. Out of the
corner of my eye, I glanced at the alley ahead and went in.
It’s a winding alley, but I know it. I should be able to lose him in it. When
I walked into the alley, the man who followed me seemed to hesitate for a moment, but soon followed me again.
Suddenly, there was a clear sound behind him, as if something of his had fallen to the ground.
While he was looking for something, I dodged behind the wall at the fork in the road ahead.
The tall dark figure stood at the fork in the road, hesitated for a few seconds, and then walked to the left.
I quickly turned around and ran back, and right where he had just dropped something, I saw a little metal reflection.
When I got home and locked the door, I sat on the ground against the door and gasped loudly, which was a relief. My
heart was beating fast, and I took out something I had just picked up from my pocket-a pen. The
cold pen was heavy in the hand, and there seemed to be silver plating on the surface, which looked extremely well-made.
Suddenly, I found a name engraved on the pen. I took it in front of me and looked at it carefully.
“Zhou Ci Shen.”
The first second, I felt so familiar, and the second second, I realized that it was Dr. Zhou who operated on me.
3.
“Is there any discomfort after the operation?”
“You can’t eat fried chicken or drink iced milk tea. It’s very uncomfortable.”
Zhou Cishen held the pen in his hand and looked up at me.
His cold eyes passed through the lenses of his rimless glasses and collided with me.
“Other than that?”
“No more.”
The air froze for three seconds, then he nodded slightly at me.
“You can go now.”
His voice was clear and cold, like the melting ice and snow in early spring and March. I
sat where I was.
“I have two questions for Dr. Chou.”
“You ask.”
“How can you bother Dr. Chou with such a trivial matter as an appendicitis operation?”
I specially looked up Zhou Cishen’s information on the Internet.
He is a returnee doctor of medicine from a famous university. His theory and practical skills are top-notch. Most of the time, he takes over some operations that are extremely difficult and risky, and that ordinary doctors can’t do. The
appendix operation had nothing to do with him at all, but today he even appeared here for a follow-up visit for such a minor operation that was not worth mentioning.
Zhou Cishen wore a white coat with a black signature pen in his chest pocket, and his face was as usual.
He opened his thin lips slightly and answered me lightly: “The hospital has been busy recently, and I’m doing something else.”
I nodded. “Well, why did Dr. Zhou follow me?”
I saw Zhou Cishen obviously stunned for a moment.
“Every night I would wander around the downstairs of my house, and after seven o’clock in the morning I would wait by the breakfast shop outside my house for me to go out. Even at noon, during my lunch break, I would come downstairs of my company to get takeout.”
I stared at Zhou Cishen, then took out the pen from his bag and put it on the table in front of him.
Dr. Chou, what do you want to do? I’m really going to call the police.
Zhou Ci’s iceberg-like expression finally made waves, and his eyes, hidden under the lenses, flickered, meaning unknown.
For a long time, he seemed to have finally organized the language.
Zhou Cishen looked up at me and said to me with great sincerity, “I’m sick.”
Ha? The corners of
my mouth twitched. “Would you please ask Dr. Chou to describe his condition in detail?”
“Addiction.”
I stepped back half a meter with my chair and looked at him in horror.
“You, you, you’re on drugs?!”
Chou Chi-shen shook his head gently: No. It’s an addiction to people, and that object is you.
Most afraid of the air suddenly quiet.
I smacked my lips and said, “I have little talent and little learning, and I’m addicted to people.” Well, I haven’t heard of a difficult and complicated disease.
Zhou Ci sat opposite me, looking a little free in his mind, and really looked like a patient.
I had no choice but to open my mouth and say, “Well..” Excuse me, when did this symptom begin? How long has it lasted?
Half a year ago. Since the first time I saw you in the hospital.
I thought about it. It seems that I really came to this hospital half a year ago. At that time, my best friend sprained her foot, and I accompanied her. But I didn’t know Zhou Cishen at all at that time.
So.. You’ve been following me since then, but I never found out.
“Yes.”
My God.
I had a layer of goose bumps, which was really scary.
Or I’ll call the police first, regardless of what he said.
I was feeling for my cell phone in my pocket when Chou Chi-shen suddenly said, “I won’t follow you anymore, but can you..”
I stopped moving and looked up at him.
“Can you, every day..” He paused for a moment and then said, “Every two days, come to the hospital?”
I swallowed my saliva. “Come to the hospital …” To meet you?
“Mmm.”
I hesitated for a moment, then politely refused, “Why don’t you get sick or treat it?”? You see, drug addicts have to be forced to give up drugs, or you.. A flicker of eagerness seemed to flash
across Chou’s face, and he refused without hesitation: “I can’t do it.” It wasn
‘t until my eyes moved down that he suddenly realized that he had just grabbed my wrist out of control.
“Sorry..” There was surprise in his eyes as
he withdrew his hand. He seemed to be frightened by his reaction just now.
I quickly got up and walked around Zhou Cishen.
“Dr. Chou, if this happens again, we’ll have to meet you at the police station.” I have been away from the hospital for two days
since I saw Zhou Cishen that day. I have been very cautious
these days, but his figure did not appear in my line of sight.
I was sitting with Huiying at dinner when suddenly the screen of my mobile phone lit up.
When I saw the name flashing on my mobile phone, my pupils shook.
“How can I have Zhou Cishen’s contact information in my mobile phone?!”
Huiying rolled her eyes: “You went crazy that day when the anesthetic didn’t work. You shouted that you wanted to marry Dr. Chou, and at the same time you forced someone to give you WeChat.”
I was almost choked by the rice in my mouth.
So.. Did I take the initiative to ask for WeChat?
“Or what?” Huiying looked at me with the eyes of a fool. “With their beauty and status, can they still chase you to WeChat?”.
I did not speak and looked down at the news.
Chou Chi-shen: Can I see you today? There’s nothing to do, just let me have a look.
His tone was sincere and pitiful, but I refused without hesitation.
“Sorry, no.” After I
replied, I clicked directly to delete the contact information.
I don’t believe he can go crazy without seeing me.
Just as I was about to put down my cell phone, my mother called again.
It’s Uncle Zhou’s son coming back.
My father and Uncle Zhou are old friends for many years. My mother asked me to go to Uncle Zhou’s house for dinner the night after tomorrow.
Uncle Chou’s son is four years older than you. He has just come back from abroad. He is capable and handsome. Don’t you like handsome people best? Just in time to go tomorrow and see if it’s suitable!
I sighed. I knew it.
“I know, I know. Don’t rush Mom. I don’t want to fall in love yet.” In fact, I am also very familiar with Uncle
Zhou. When I was a child, I often went to their house to play, because the food they cooked was very delicious. But I don’t know the child in their family. I only know that he grew up abroad.
When I knocked on the door of Uncle Zhou’s house happily with a box of roast goose, my smile froze on my face for only a second.
Zhou Cishen stood in front of me, the expression on his face was my familiar indifference.
He was not wearing a white coat, but a shirt and trousers, probably helping to cook, and the cuffs of his shirt were slightly rolled up.
“Hello, Miss Yu Kite.”
5 At
the dinner table, everyone talked and laughed, and my heart slowly changed from fear to calm. Although
Zhou Cishen was silent, it was normal. He didn’t eat much, just a sip of red wine from time to time.
We also pretended that we had just met, and the parents of both sides introduced us briefly and talked about our daily life.
I breathed a sigh of relief and began to eat seriously. It seemed that his “illness” was just so so. When the
meal was almost over, Uncle Zhou suddenly mentioned that Zhou Cishen had brought me some small gifts when he returned home, saying that he wanted me to take them.
Zhou Ci Shen nodded and then got up. I looked at him with no strange expression and followed him with confidence.
His room was at the end of the corridor on the second floor. I followed him, but he didn’t say a word. Everything was fine
until the bedroom door opened and he sidled me in. The curtains in the
bedroom were drawn so tightly that there was no gap. The moment the door closed, the world fell into darkness. Before I could ask where the light was, I was blocked by an almost crazy kiss.
I was pressed against the wall by him with no room for struggle, and his frantic predatory kisses made it impossible for me to make a whimper.
He always looked so cold on weekdays, and I remember when I was lying on the operating table, I thought how beautiful it would be to hold a scalpel with those bony and slender hands.
But now the hands held me tightly in his arms, and I was almost out of breath.
“You are a madman!” I took advantage of the gap between kisses and scolded him angrily.
I’m sorry.. I’m sorry..
He kept apologizing, but the thick kisses fell on my chin and cheek. I
‘m sorry, I can’t.. I really can’t help it. His voice was trembling slightly. I still had the taste of the red wine he had drunk in my
mouth, and through my thin shirt, I felt the hot body temperature of Zhou Ci.
Can you stay with me? Be my assistant.
Yes, my ass! Don’t think you can do whatever you want to me just because you’ve opened my appendix!
I panted crazily against the wall and cursed.
He was silent for a moment. Then he asked me softly, “You can ask for anything I can give you.”
I was kissed by him until my head was starved of oxygen, and my mouth was full of nonsense: “OK, give me five million.”
“Good.”
？
I was stunned and looked up at him. In the
dark room, I couldn’t see his expression clearly. His dark pupils were very close to me. He looked at my lips and tried to get close to me again.
I quickly hid to one side.
“I said five million?”
“Yes, I hear you.”
I swallowed my saliva. I always knew Uncle Zhou’s family was rich, but I didn’t know he was so rich.
I, Yu Kite, have always been a goal-oriented person. I can have a hard time with anything except money. What
do you want me to do? Just to be clear, if I had stayed with you, wouldn’t your crazy behavior today have happened? I
‘m sorry, I don’t want to lie to you. To be honest.. I cannot guarantee that.
The air became extremely quiet, and Zhou Cishen looked down at me, waiting for my decision.
I gazed at Zhou’s heavy face in the darkness, and the ups and downs of the curve were as perfect as sculpture.
I suddenly had a wonderful idea: if I was kissed by him, it would not seem to be a loss.
I won’t admit that I want the five million.
“Cough.”
I coughed, and Zhou Cishen immediately waited intently for my answer.
“Well, in fact, it’s not a question of money. The main thing is that I want to be an assistant and learn about medicine.” The night
I promised, five million yuan was transferred to my card. With a big smile,
I asked my boss for annual leave overnight and became Zhou Cishen’s temporary assistant.
Today is the first day of work, the weather is sunny, the mood is comfortable.
Of course, it has nothing to do with money.
With Zhou Cishen, I knew how busy he was.
A mountain of cases, a steady stream of visiting doctors and patients, and one meeting after another.
Zhou Cishen stood in the corridor and discussed the operation with a doctor. I couldn’t even understand the messy professional terms and drug names. I only saw the doctor opposite ask a lot of questions. Then Zhou Cishen lowered his eyes and thought for a moment and gave his advice.
It looks kind of cool.
But it has nothing to do with me! I was so happy to
get five million last night that I didn’t sleep for most of the night. Today, I got up early again. I stood aside and yawned repeatedly.
The doctor had a lot of questions, one after another. My eyelids were fighting more and more. Finally, when I was standing and sleeping, my center of gravity was unstable, so I rushed forward.
Zhou Cishen held the case in one hand and held me in the other. Before I could react, I was already in the bosom of Zhou Ci.
I quickly stood up and apologized to them with an embarrassed smile.
“Sorry, sorry, my leg is numb and I can’t stand still.”
My explanation was pale and weak, and the doctor who was talking to Chou Cishen squinted at me for a moment and then suddenly hissed.
Dr. Chou, why does your new assistant look familiar to me? Kind of like the girl who was raving about marrying you after the last appendectomy.
“Huh?”? What is an appendix? I’ve never had an appendix. What is an appendix? You must have made a mistake. I smiled stiffly.
“Eh?”? Isn’t it? He stared at me for a long time, watching me stand on my head, and finally looked away. On the first day of my career as an
assistant, my reputation can’t be ruined here! My heart is roaring.
When he walked away, my sleepiness was gone, but Zhou Cishen turned to look at me. I had two black eyes on my face, like a giant panda.
“Stayed up late last night?”
“Uh..” Uh I nodded honestly.
I looked at his schedule today, and he was supposed to be doing something else right now, but he came back to the office.
He sat down in his seat and began to look through the cases on the table.
“Get some sleep.” He said.
I was stunned and suddenly realized that he had changed his schedule so that I could rest.
This guy is not bad.
When I woke up, it was time to follow Zhou Cishen to discuss in the group. At the thought of being almost recognized by the doctor today, my heart began to beat a retreat.
Sure enough, as soon as I appeared in their field of vision, a sharp-eyed doctor recognized me.
Although I buried my head very low, they still gave me a puzzled look from time to time. I
can’t. I have to go.
But as soon as I stepped back, I heard Chou’s voice: “Where are you going?”
He was writing with his head down, not even looking up.
I.. Go to the toilet.
“You’ve just been there.”
「……」
I was speechless.
“Eh, this assistant sister, why is she so like..”
I don’t look like one! Not me! Before she could finish, I began to deny it. It
‘s over. There’s no silver here. There was a flicker of doubt on
everyone’s face, and the next second, a strange smile appeared on the female doctor’s face.
“Really, this sister is so powerful that she really caught up with Dr. Chou?”
“No, no, we don’t..”
“Let’s discuss the next question.” Just as I was in a hurry and did not know how to explain, Zhou Cishen interrupted our topic.
I don’t know why, but the doctors around me laughed even more ambiguously.
Since you can’t hide, you can just tank.
I began to follow Zhou Cishen with my head held high, openly admitting that I was the nymphomaniac girl who had appendicitis surgery. It was a little boring to be a follower around
Zhou Cishen, but now I have found a very interesting thing, which can relieve my boredom very effectively.
At this moment, Zhou Cishen was in a meeting. He was standing on the stage to explain the operation experience, while I was standing in the back row with a pretentious notebook, winking at him. The first time
he looked at me, I gave him a heart. The second time
he looked at me, I blew him a kiss. When
he looked at me for the third time, I used my lips to say “You are so handsome” three times.
Zhou Cishen was obviously a little unsteady, his speech speed began to become faster, and his eyes swept in my direction more and more frequently.
Finally, Zhou Ci suddenly stopped as he spoke. He lowered his head, closed his eyes, and took a deep breath.
“My end.”
I laughed silently in the back, shaking with laughter. When
Zhou Cishen stepped down, he glanced at me lightly, and his eyes were extremely dangerous.
Of course, I was ready for everything.
When the meeting was over, I even did a warm-up exercise before I followed Zhou Cishen back to the office, just to run faster for a while. When
Zhou Cishen came to me, I ran to the door as I expected. When I rushed to the door, I found that the door was locked at an unknown time, and my expression froze.
When I looked back, Zhou Cishen approached me with a slow step, and the key that had just been inserted in the door lock was gently put into the pocket of his white coat.
Oh, forget it. Take it off.
I laughed twice and quickly apologized.
I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it at the meeting just now. I just wanted to be simple. “Oh!”
His kiss this time was even crazier, with a heavy sense of revenge in it. His right hand held the back of my head with irresistible force.
I didn’t struggle and let him play with it.
So when I sneaked the key out of his pocket, he didn’t notice.
I found the right time to hide, picked up the key to open the door and ran. I didn’t look back, and I didn’t see his face.
But he must hold a grudge. Don’t ask me why I know.
When Huiying learned that I was dominated by Zhou Cishen, she laughed very loudly.
“If you stay with Chou Ci for a day, it’s like you’ve been sucked out of your soul. Let me take you to have a good time!”.
Huiying pulled me up and didn’t give me a chance to choose. In the
KTV compartment, Hui Ying, who was drunk, fell asleep on the sofa, and I kept three points of consciousness for the time being to face the jackals, tigers and leopards in front of me.
Neuropathy Huiying wants to find some handsome guy to drink with her, but now she is asleep, leaving me to fight alone.
“Baby, you look even prettier when you’re drunk.” A man held a glass of wine and reached out to touch my face.
“Thank you. You’re beautiful, too.” I waved perfunctorily and took the opportunity to open his hand.
“My sister is so good-looking that many boys must like her, right?” A younger brother, who looked like a young adult, came over and looked at me with the same simple eyes as a deer.
Yeah, that’s really good.
I gnashed my teeth and took a look at Huiying. There must be nothing good to drink with her.
“Don’t hang around in front of me. She asked for you. Go to her!”
I pointed to Huiying, who was snoring on the sofa, and wanted to get rid of them quickly. It’s tiring enough to deal with a week of heavy work
during the day, and now there are so many.
I spoke, but they didn’t move.
I suddenly found that the younger brother’s eyes had been lingering in my hands.
I looked down and saw the ring on my hand. After I took the money from Zhou Cishen, I immediately went to impulse consumption.
The price is not cheap, but I don’t like it very much.
I looked at him, and he looked up at me. Without hesitation,
I took the ring off my hand and handed it to him.
“Give it to you. Don’t bother me.”
His somewhat green face immediately showed a bright smile, and then thanked me repeatedly.
The boy was wearing my ring on his hand, happily admiring the light, when Zhou Cishen pushed the door and entered.
His appearance made the private room fall into silence in an instant, leaving only. Huiying’s snoring is still loud.
My brain stopped for a while, and then my first reaction was to think about excuses and how to explain to him, and then the next second I realized that I had nothing to explain to him, and I was not his girlfriend. The boy to whom I
had just given the ring looked up at Chou Cishen with confused and confused eyes. “Did my sister order another wine?”
Hearing this, Zhou Cishen’s face became colder and colder.
“Cough.” I feel a little guilty for no reason, obviously it’s nothing, but I have an illusion that I was caught as a scum woman.
I waved to the two handsome men and signaled that they could go.
But the younger brother was really a little confused. He shook his hand in front of me and said happily once again, “Thank you for your gift!”! Next time, my sister must come to me again! Out of the corner of my eye, I glanced at
Zhou Cishen, and I felt that the temperature of his eyes had dropped to freezing point. I
feel like I have to explain.
“Well, that’s what my best friend likes. She likes it every time she drinks..” Before
I had finished speaking, Huiying suddenly made a loud snore.
It clearly means that she is not interested in handsome men.
I.. I really didn’t order it.
I’ll argue for the last time, just once!
“Well, yes, and you gave him a little gift.” Zhou Ci Shen’s voice is light, but cold to the extreme.
I smacked my lips and looked back at Huiying.
At this moment, I really want to pick her up and beat her.
Ten
weeks later, Shen came by car.
We sent Huiying home first, and then it was time to send me. We hardly said a word
along the way. I didn’t think I was wrong anyway, so I naturally ignored him. I’m
not his date, and I really give him face.
Cut.
The car stopped downstairs in my house, and I was getting up to go, only to find that Zhou Cishen also got off.
He came around to open the passenger door, and I looked at him hesitantly.
I’m not that drunk. You don’t have to see me off. I can go up myself.
Zhou Ci sank to speak.
The atmosphere was a bit deadlocked, so I had to get out of the car.
I walked in front, and he followed behind. When I
got to my door, I decided to say thank you.
“Thank you, Dr. Chou, for bringing me back. Thank you for your trouble.” I feel that what I said is very sincere and polite.
But somehow, when he heard the words “Dr. Chou” and “please”, he looked up at me for a second.
If the eyes can kill, I think I can die a hundred times a second.
My heart is also confused, send people also sent, thank me also said, why this person still does not go?
We faced each other at the door for a whole minute. I saw that he had no intention of leaving, so I had to open the door with the key. I went into the house, and he followed me. I
felt like I was getting a little drunk, and I was a little confused, and I didn’t know what I was talking about.
Chou Chi-shen, are you satisfied? After following me for more than half a year, he finally walked into my house?
“My family isn’t very good-looking either. It’s not a rich family. Unlike you, I can easily get five million yuan out. I really envy it.”
Zhou Cishen handed me a cup of hot water. I was really a little thirsty. I took it and poured a few mouthfuls. I
drank too fast, and the hot water came out carelessly, and my chin and collar were a little wet. Zhou Cishen came over, pulled a few pieces of paper, and wiped the water marks on my face.
I didn’t care, and I was dizzy, so I fell directly on the sofa. In a daze
, I felt my body light, and Zhou Cishen had already picked me up at the waist. Touching the soft bed, I curled up comfortably.
He opened the quilt, covered me, and carefully tucked in the corner of the quilt.
He seemed to stand in front of my bed for a long time until I muttered a question.
Chou Chi-shen, is there any cure for your illness? Will it suddenly be healed one day?
I don’t know. But as far as I can see, there may not be.
“Oh..”
I murmured, and after a while, I blurted out the next sentence: “That’s all right.”
I heard Zhou Cishen was about to step out of my room, and suddenly there was a pause.
The weather is getting colder and colder, and when I wrap myself in a thick down jacket and scarf, the New Year is coming. Red lanterns were hung on the
streets, Spring Festival couplets began to sell well, and an unspoken but unanimous joy permeated everyone’s face. Lunar New Year’s Eve
this year, Uncle Zhou invited us to their home, and we readily agreed. This kind of lively atmosphere has always been the warmest.
And the busy Zhou Cishen can finally rest for a period of time now. My
recent relationship with Zhou Cishen. It’s a little subtle.
the Spring Festival ago, the task of purchasing fell on me and Zhou Cishen, and I could see that Uncle Zhou and Aunt Jiang were intentionally bringing me and Zhou Cishen together.
Zhou ci sank to speak, and I didn’t make a statement. The delicate relationship between us has been maintained. The
supermarket was also full of red. I pushed the cart and slid quickly between the rows of shelves. Zhou Ci, relying on the advantage of his long legs, strode behind me, but he would not lose it at all.
I stopped the car in the potato chip area and looked left and right.
“Haven’t you found a flavor you like?” Zhou Ci stopped beside me and turned to look at me.
“No.” I shook my head. “Everyone likes it. I don’t know which one to take.”
“Then take them all.”
I nodded slowly. “You’re Dr. Chou. You know how to choose.”
Zhou Ci Shen slightly hooked the corners of his mouth, revealing a shallow smile.
My shopping cart was loaded with chips, pop, cookies, and then I ran to the candy section.
Looking at the way I chose candies with great interest, Zhou Ci said lightly, “If you eat too much candy, you will have a toothache, but you still..” Forget it If
he had reasoned with me, I would not have listened at all, but now he suddenly stopped the topic by himself, and I turned to look at him doubtfully.
Forget it? Why not? Why don’t you go on?
Chou Ci lowered his head and remained silent for a long time. “You won’t listen anyway, and you won’t be happy.”
I couldn’t help but burst out laughing. “That’s not like Dr. Chou’s style.”? You don’t even care whether I’m happy or not. While
waiting to pay the bill, I ran out of the line ahead of time and waited in the open space opposite. There was a mirror in front of me, and I was happy to appreciate my beauty.
Today, I made up a cute hairstyle and tied two small balls on both sides of my head. The heating in the mall made me blush and look very beautiful.
Ah, today is also a day to fall for your beauty.
Just when I was in love with myself, a man suddenly walked up to me. He lit up the screen of his mobile phone and said to me, “Beauty, add a WeChat.”
I am stupefied, secretly looked at his two eyes, unshaven, eye droppings did not wipe, but also with a beer belly.
“Sorry.” I smiled politely and refused.
He seemed a little surprised, a flicker of shock on his face, and then shook his QR Code: “What do you mean, you don’t add me?”
This time I was stunned. “Yeah, don’t you understand?” How could
you not add me? Am I offering you a chance?! Do you know how many beautiful women are lining up to chase me? Don’t be ungrateful!
His voice was a little loud, and his incredible tone was mixed with the anger of being rejected by me. Everyone’s eyes were attracted, and Zhou Cishen looked at me nervously.
I saw that he seemed to want to come over, so I made a stop gesture to him, indicating that he should leave me alone.
I took a deep breath and started the storm output. Are
you sick? When I say no, I mean no. Can’t you understand human language? How can a beautiful woman chase you with your dirty and rude appearance? Don’t brag about not making a draft! Why should I add you? What do I see in you? You are covered with fat, your teeth are brown, and your eye droppings are not wiped? Don’t make a fool of yourself here, Puxin man!
He was going to scold me, but the crowd in the checkout line was already laughing. He looked around, blushed with anger, and turned away.
I proudly looked at Zhou Cishen, showing him a proud expression, Zhou Cishen also showed a helpless smile.
“Chou Chi-shen, don’t you ever quarrel with people?” I poked my head out of a big bag of snacks and asked him.
“Indeed.”
“Tut.” I shook my head regretfully. “Dr. Chou, your quality needs to be lowered.”
We filled the trunk of the car with bags of snacks, and I had a bag of chocolates in my hand when I sat in the passenger seat.
I suddenly remembered that Zhou Ci-shen had just tried to teach me to eat less sugar, so I immediately turned around and handed the first piece of chocolate to Zhou Ci-shen’s mouth.
He seemed to be stunned for a moment, then opened his mouth and held the chocolate I handed over. My cheeks suddenly burned a little, and when I did it subconsciously, I didn’t seem to realize the ambiguity. Anyway
, I’ve kissed so many times. What’s wrong with feeding a chocolate?
I enlightened myself, and then I ate chocolate happily.
But I found that Zhou Cishen seemed to be in a particularly good mood that day. When Aunt
Jiang said she wanted to chat with me alone, I felt that there were ten Gong Linna singing “perturbed” in my heart.
I was led into the bedroom by her, and she sat me down with a kind face.
“Have you been working hard lately, Iris?”
No.. Not too tired. I gave a nervous laugh. I’m an assistant
for your son. I fish every day when I have nothing to do. What kind of tiredness can I suffer.
“I’m just not tired.” The more Aunt
Jiang laughed, the more uneasy I felt. Sure enough, she got down to business. Have
you and Cishen known each other for some time? What do you think of my son? If he tries harder, will he have a chance to be worthy of you? I was so
frightened that I waved my hand again and again.
“Auntie, what kind of words are you talking about? I can’t compare with Dr. Chou because he is so excellent. Whether he is worthy or not is even more far-fetched!”
I’ll go. It’s scary. I still know in my heart what
I am like, and what Zhou Ci Shen is like. Aunt Jiang’s words really hurt me. When
I came out of Aunt Jiang’s room in fear, I saw my mother sitting on the sofa talking passionately to Zhou Cishen, who was sitting next to her and listening carefully. I know it’s not easy when I
see it.
When my mother was finally tired of talking, I sent Zhou Cishen to her ear secretly.
Mom, what did you say to Chou Chi-shen just now? It won’t be your “99 Runaway Wives of the Overbearing President” again, will it?
My mother nodded cheerfully, “Yes!”! How do you know? The corners of my
mouth twitched and I held my forehead in embarrassment.
“Little Chou listens very carefully. It’s not like you. You can’t listen to me after only two chapters.” I have black lines
all over my face.
Zhou Cishen, thanks for your hard work today.
Although I later added his WeChat back at Zhou Cishen’s request, we seldom contacted each other on the WeChat for the simple reason that I was tied to him most of the time and did not need WeChat contact at all.
So when the phone lit up his message prompt, I was slightly surprised.
I unconsciously clicked on the news with a feeling of joy, and he said, “I’m cured of my addiction.”
My heart suddenly fell to the bottom.
I looked at the screen, wrote and deleted in the input box, and did not reply to the message for a long time. Has he recovered from his
illness?
Suddenly a strong sense of uneasiness swept over me, and I realized that I seemed to like him.
So when I became addicted, did he pull away?
Tears suddenly welled up in my eyes and began to flow down.
I thought about it for a long time and wanted to say, “That’s great!”
Then it was changed to: “Wow!”! Congratulations!
Then I deleted it and replaced it with, “Really?”? Why all of a sudden?
And then I realized I still couldn’t act like I didn’t care.
It’s so fake. I care about it.
I suddenly covered my head with the quilt and burst into tears.
When there was a sudden knock on the door, it was already midnight. I didn’t sleep, but my eyes were red from crying. I was frightened by the
sudden knock on the door when my cell phone rang and I saw the message. “It’s me,”
said Chou Chi-shen.
I opened the door, and Zhou’s heavy breath, mixed with some strong alcohol, poured into my nasal cavity.
“Have you been drinking?” I sniffed and asked.
He didn’t say anything, but he hugged me very hard, just like when he hadn’t seen me for a long time.
“Didn’t you say you were over your addiction?”
I clearly felt how much security this tight hug gave me, but I still said, “Why are you drunk in the middle of the night?”? When you are well, go quickly.
He was silent for a long time before he responded in a trembling voice, “Maybe it’s all right, or maybe..” It’s getting worse. Don’t send me away.
A dish of braised fish with good color, flavor and taste was brought to me, and I swallowed my saliva. Zhou Ci-shen was pouring drinks for me, and the coconut milk poured into the cup made a gurgling sound. The New Year’s Eve dinner on
New Year’s Eve is particularly lively this time. Aunt
Jiang’s cooking is as delicious as ever, and Aunt Jiang and Uncle Zhou have been picking up food for me, I hardly care to speak, just busy stuffing the dishes in the bowl into my mouth. When
my drink is short, Zhou Cishen will pour it for me. With a stewed pork ball in brown sauce stuck in my mouth,
I turned to Chou and mumbled, “Did you work in Haidilao before?”
Zhou Ci Shen was stunned and then smiled.
When I had eaten and drunk enough and was sitting on a chair rubbing my round stomach, Chou Chi-shen suddenly leaned over and whispered to me, “Go upstairs. I have a gift for you.”
I stared at him with a wink, then replied in the same whisper, “That’s what you said the first time you forced me to kiss.”
Zhou Ci was stunned, and after a moment, there was a shallow blush floating on the tip of his ear.
“Forget it if you don’t want a gift.”
I grabbed the cuff of his coat. “When did I say I didn’t want it?”
I followed Zhou Ci up the stairs. He took out a beautiful sapphire necklace from the box and tied it gently around my neck.
“So beautiful..” I unconsciously exclaimed.
That’s good. I was afraid you wouldn’t like it. Suddenly there was a loud noise
outside the window, a bright light rose rapidly, and the next second, bright fireworks bloomed in the night sky.
“Happy New Year.” He said softly.
My face was a little hot for no reason. I faltered and said, “I have a gift for you, too.”
I took out a small folded note from my pocket and stuffed it into his pocket.
“Don’t watch it now. You can’t watch it until I leave in the evening!” I exhorted.
“Good.” He nodded obediently. The fireworks
outside the window were so beautiful that I couldn’t wait for a moment, so I rushed to the roof. As far as the eye can see
, everything is brilliant.
I looked up, folded my hands and closed my eyes. In the new year, I have a lot of wishes.
“Wait!” I suddenly remembered that I had bought beautiful fireworks that day and was going to set them off tonight!
Chou Chi-shen, wait for me! I’ll go downstairs and get something!
I ran downstairs on my fluffy boots and brought up a pile of fireworks of all kinds.
I picked out one of them and gave it to Zhou Cishen.
“Hey, I’m a little afraid of fire. You can have some.”
A spark lit up, and the flower-like fireworks began to rotate slowly, then faster and faster. The
dazzling sparks splashed in all directions, so gorgeous that I couldn’t move my eyes.
I suddenly remembered the scene in the movie and said, “If it snows, it will be more atmospheric.”. Unfortunately, there is no snow in the south. After
that, we’ll go to the north to see it together. If you like.
I was stunned, and then looked up at Zhou Cishen.
“I’m sorry, my self-control always fails when facing you.” He said, “I just read the note you gave me.”
My face was burning, and I didn’t know what he was going to say next.
He walked up to me, then reached out and touched my face.
“When I say my addiction is gone, I mean my morbid desire to get close to you is gone.”
I didn’t know what he was trying to say, so I had to nod my head.
But I found that after I recovered from my illness, my desire to be with you became stronger. Because I really like you, Iris. I really, really like it. It’s stronger than that kind of morbid obsession.
I suddenly showed a big smile, in fact, I wanted to hold back, but when I heard him say that he liked me very much, I still couldn’t control it.
Iris, this must be the worst disease I’ve ever had in my life. Without this disease, I really don’t know how a dull and boring person like me could have entered your life.
I shook my head crazily. “No, no, if you didn’t have this disease, you wouldn’t like me!”
Zhou Cishen looked down at me, and I knew my face must be very red.
It’s just a little cold on the roof, not for any other reason.
He gave a sudden laugh.
Very, very nice.
Zhou Ci bent down, gently pressed my lips, gently tossing and turning. The sound of
fireworks exploded in my ears, and I opened my eyes secretly and looked at him obsessively.
His eyelashes are long, and his expression is often so cold, like a beam of moonlight shining into my windowsill. On
that note, I wrote a quote from Chuck Palanik.
“Someone who is addicted to me is addicted to each other.”
Zhou Cishen held me gently in his arms, and for the first time, I took the initiative to hold him back.
We kissed on the roof. The night was dark and the fireworks were all over the sky.
Birthday Gift
Today is Zhou Cishen’s birthday, but I’m going to play a trick on him. When
I walked into the office, he was looking down at his phone. When he saw me coming, he smiled and put the phone aside.
Zhou Cishen just sent me a message that he would get off work early today. Out of the corner of my eye, I glanced
at his cell phone. He seemed to be ordering a restaurant.
“Dr. Chou, why did you leave work early today?” I asked knowingly. Before
he could answer, I said to myself, “That’s great. I’m going to a party with Huiying tonight.”
I deliberately looked at Zhou Cishen’s reaction, and when the words came out, he was slightly stunned.
“Is that so?” He turned his head and looked at me with a gentle expression.
Mmm! I agreed with Huiying the day before yesterday that the party tonight would be super lively!
My face was full of passion and I looked forward to it.
well, that’s really good. If you come back too late in the evening, remember to call me and I will pick you up. I wish you have a good time.
Zhou Ci smiled and touched my head gently, and then I saw him quietly put his mobile phone on the screen.
I was amused that I forgot his birthday and wanted to go to a party with my best friend, but he didn’t say anything and wanted me to have a good time.
Looking at his silent appearance, I decided to add another knife to his injured heart.
I waved to him and said, “I’ll go first. I won’t bother you. Goodbye, Dr. Chou!”
Sure enough, he sighed silently and said something he had said a million times before: “Baby, don’t call me Dr. Chou.”
Ha ha!
I really like to bully him. At nine o’clock in the
evening, I crept up with the cake and opened the door gently. There was only dim light in the room.
Zhou Cishen was still sitting at his desk, looking down at his book. The room was quiet, and he was alone.
Poor thing. It’s all because of me.
Zhou Ci heard the sound and looked up. When he saw my figure, his eyes flashed a trace of surprise.
Iris and Kite? You’re not..
“Happy birthday, Chou Chi-shen.” I had a big smile on my face with the cake in my
hand.
“Why are you sitting alone in the room reading on your birthday? It’s so pitiful.” As I spoke, I couldn’t help laughing out loud.
Zhou Cishen put down the pen in his hand and smiled helplessly.
“Yes, it’s so pitiful. Because of who?”
He came up to me, took my face in his hands, and kissed me out of the corner of my eye.
“I’m so happy that Iris Kite remembered my birthday.” He whispered in my ear. When I
opened the cake, I had a sudden impulse to close the box again. The cake, which
I had made ugly, became even uglier after a bumpy ride on the road.
I wanted to draw me and Zhou Cishen on the cake, but as soon as I drew Zhou Cishen last week, I decided not to draw myself.
Let him be ugly alone.
So when the cake was placed in front of us, we fell silent at the same time.
This is.. Did the kites make them themselves? Chou Ci gazed intently at the cake for a moment. “It’s very nice.”
“Come on, Chou, you’re not good at saying things like that against your will.” “If you really looked like what I painted, I probably wouldn’t even want you to operate on me.”
I wanted to hurt him, but Zhou Cishen chuckled to himself.
“I didn’t say anything against my will. I like everything the kites do.”
I suddenly looked up and looked at him with very serious eyes.
“Chou Chi-shen, to tell you the truth, if I really forgot your birthday today and went to play with Hui Ying, would you be angry?”
“No.” Chou smiled and shook his head. “As long as the kites are happy, nothing else matters.”
I listened to Zhou Cishen’s words and smiled from ear to ear.
“Chou Chi-shen, you look like a humble licking dog now.”
“Really? Then lick the dog.”
Looking at this ugly cake, I was embarrassed to let Zhou Cishen make a wish to blow out candles or something, so I simply and roughly picked up the fork and tasted it.
Then he said to Chou Chi-shen with his eyes full of light, “Taste it quickly!”! Although this cake is not beautiful, it tastes very good! I also chose a great gift for you. I’ll show you later! All right, all right, you’re not a licking dog. You’re my baby, too.
While I was talking, I was busy eating the cake with my head down, and I didn’t notice the burning fire in Zhou Cishen’s eyes.
Seeing that he was still where he was, I urged him: “Taste it quickly!”
“Good.”
Zhou Cishen answered, then gently hugged me from behind.
He kissed the corner of my mouth, and the moist touch of the tip of his tongue crossed my lips, causing a tingle on my body.
“Can Iris give me another gift?”
I was stunned and turned to look at him doubtfully.
His chin rested lightly on my shoulder, and his long eyelashes quivered, casting tiny shadows in the faint candlelight.
At the moment when I turned my head, our breath was intertwined, the ambiguous atmosphere was rapidly warming up, and I seemed to suddenly understand what he meant.
“Well, or..”
“Terrible.” Zhou Cishen suddenly frowned.
I immediately looked at him nervously. “What’s wrong?”
“I seem to have a relapse.”
“Huh?!”
When he kissed me, his brows suddenly opened, and I saw the smile in his eyes.
Oh, forget it, I have a lot of adults, for the sake of his birthday, let him.
Record No.: YXX1GwkABo8FrodpbOs4xd
N Fifty-two confessions
, waiting for you to finish class, waiting for you to grow up
, not waiting for
you.
