Lord, wait for me
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that can call the wind and rain, delicate and cool Lord, never put me in the eye. I always thought that if he was willing to take a serious look at me, he would know how much I was infatuated with him.
My name is Qi Yanjun. Although she is a female emperor, her identity is very embarrassing. She is only respected but not expensive.
Being a female emperor is not how good I am, but mainly because the people behind me are good enough. At that time,
Shen Yan probably thought that I was the youngest, and there was no backing behind me, so it was better to control me. When the vassal king seized the throne, he sent me to the throne with ease. When
I ascended the throne, I didn’t even have a suitable imperial robe, just like a child wearing adult clothes and playing house wine, looking at the civil and military officials of the Manchu Dynasty and bowing down.
Shen Yan stood indifferently behind me, tall and thin. I looked back and saw his cool, handsome face, with his thin lips slightly parted. “Your Majesty can make all the beloved ministers stand up.”
I trembled and shouted to get up, looking at the ministers who were shaking more than me, and finally found the organization.
After all, there is already a river of blood outside, and whoever sees it will not tremble.
A few stubbornly refused to submit, Shen Yan ordered to be taken away to teach.
I followed behind him, how can not figure out, a castrated man, how so gutsy? “Your Majesty, your mind is wandering again,” said
Shen Yan in a cold voice. When
I came to my senses, three years had passed since the day I ascended the throne.
“O Lord, what do you think?”
That’s the most I’ve ever said in front of him.
Shen banquet has always done enough tricks, to me and the ministers, face is always respectful, can not find a trace of fault, do not leave a handle for themselves, even if it is holding the son of heaven to make the governors, do a famous teacher.
“Your Majesty is joking again. Of course you have to choose your own husband. You can choose whoever you like. If you choose, you need to consult with me. Of course I know everything.”
Doesn’t it mean that you can choose, but it depends on whether I am satisfied or not?
In the limited space, give me some freedom, better than no freedom, I actively turn up the picture scroll, the more I turn over, the more boring, what are the crooked melons and cracked dates.
I suspect Shen Yan is messing with me, but I have no proof.
The appearance is really disappointing.
“That’s all?”
“Your Majesty, this was submitted by the beloved ministers on their own initiative. Is there nothing your Majesty likes in it?”
I looked at Shen Yan for a long time did not speak, not only do not like, and even some unappetizing. No one
inside can match the charm of Shen Yan.
I can’t help thinking that the ministers worked very hard not to send their children to the palace.
“Isn’t the exam coming soon? Let’s wait and see.” I push the scroll far away.
Shen Yan lowered his eyes and gently rubbed his fingers a few times. “Why don’t you tell me what type or appearance you like, and I’ll go and look for it for you?” I don
‘t know if I was blinded by the lard or something, but I blurted out, “It’s good to be like you, Lord.”
I felt like I was going to freeze. My feet went limp, and I could hardly stand. Shen Yan stepped forward to support me. “Your Majesty, why bother to tease me? Since there is no one I like, let’s slow down first.” After
Shen Yan left, I found myself in a cold sweat.
It seems that he always has the appearance of strategizing, and his heart is also very self-abased and concerned about these. What I just said is no less than plucking feathers from the tiger’s mouth and looking for death.
From the day when I was fifteen years old and knew my mind clearly, I had a premonition that if I wanted Shen Yan to like me, it would be like climbing the sky.
Second
, because Shen Yan was unhappy, I sent a lot of rare treasures to his house, hoping that he could show his joy, although I had never seen him smile. What I saw most
on his face was indifference, coldness, sarcasm and gloom, as if he had been born without a normal nerve.
I don’t know if all the men who have gone to the root are like this.
In the evening, Shen Yan took me out of the palace. Dressed in white, he held a peach blossom in his hand and handed it to me.
I took the peach blossom and asked curiously, “Lord, are my eyes broken? Why can’t I see you clearly?”
Clumsy as if to please him, he did not speak, the expression seems to be very relaxed, a very good way to talk, so I boldly stretched out his hands to hold his face, but he is too much higher than me, I can not touch him, anxious, but see him take the initiative to dive down, a smile.
The smile made me hold my breath and swoon.
I was so suffocated to wake up, wake up inside the bedroom empty, but is the glass fire, not the day.
Had such a dream, I have a guilty conscience, if Shen Yan knew that I actually thought of his image, I am afraid to tear me, but think about it and feel a little suffocating, dreaming is something I can control?
I don’t know if Shen Yan can dream, and what is the scene in the dream. When
Shen Yan came, I was still wandering in the sky.
“Are you not feeling well, Your Majesty?”
At first I saw the person I was thinking of appear in front of me. I stopped and smiled at him with a bright smile. “Lord, you finally came.”
「…… “Come, send for the Imperial Physician.”
I repeatedly stressed that I was all right, and Shen Yan insisted that the Imperial Physician come over.
It was not until the doctor came to see me in a hurry and felt my pulse repeatedly that my expression became more and more serious. If I didn’t know there was nothing wrong, I would be scared to death by this quack.
“Your Majesty needs to relax his mind and be a little weak. Just prescribe a few pills and you’ll be fine.” After the
Imperial Physician retired, Shen Yan did not speak for a moment, because he had a cold face. I couldn’t guess what he was thinking, so I asked, “Governor, is there something wrong?”
Shen Yan finally looked at me and opened his mouth thoughtfully. “Your Majesty, I was negligent.”. You eat and drink on time every day, and you have ministers to share your worries. Your food is also carefully prepared, but I didn’t expect to take good care of you.
In other words, you eat and sleep every day, sleep and eat, eat or the best, where are these problems?
I smiled awkwardly and said, “I can’t eat alone. I wonder if the governor can eat with me.”
「……」 It was time for me to be
indirectly stupid again. I looked at Shen Yan’s dark eyes, and suddenly I was weak again.
“I’m just kidding. Don’t mind, Lord. Oh, I have a headache. Maybe I’m sick.” Of course,
this inferior acting can not escape Shen Yan’s eyes.
“I’m lucky to have dinner with your majesty. If I can make your majesty feel better, naturally I won’t refuse.”
I was stunned. I just saw a smile in his eyes, but it disappeared so quickly that I didn’t know whether it was a laugh or something else. It was a pity.
“Well, then, don’t go back on your word, Lord.”
I wish I could ask someone to take out his pen and ink and write it out for Shen Yan to stamp and sign.
He answered my words again, “a word is as good as a tripod, and it cannot be recalled.”
Three
Shen banquet looks not easy to approach, in fact, as long as I do not step on his bottom line, his attitude to me is good.
But I want more than a good attitude. The more
things you want, the more you have to pay, after all, how bold people are, how productive the land is, pay and return are proportional.
Not afraid of action, admit weakness in time and dare to admit mistakes are the experiences I have summed up over the years.
I sent someone to inquire about Shen Yan’s preferences to see if he had any taboos, but unfortunately nothing came out, so I could only observe myself.
Shen Yan’s eating habits, like his own, are watertight and invulnerable. When he dines
with me, he basically only moves a few chopsticks. A dish that only moves a few chopsticks will be placed in front of him next time, but he will not touch it again.
He seemed to be really an impermeable wall, and I had to take the initiative to ask, “Lord, what do you like to eat? Next time I’ll ask the Imperial Kitchen to prepare it.”
“I don’t have any special preferences. That’s all right.”
I like the lion’s head, the braised hoof.. I don’t like to eat fish because it’s too fishy. I also like peach blossom soup and peach blossom cake. I talked endlessly about my preferences, and Shen Yan actually listened carefully without interrupting. After
I ascended the throne, I was also crammed with royal etiquette and self-cultivation to become an emperor. The teacher made it clear to me that the emperor should not let others know his preferences, so as not to be used by interested people. Even meals are dangerous. If you use a few more chopsticks, you may be written down by a conscientious person, and you don’t know how to die.
Shen Yan had great ambition and thunderous means to handle the affairs of the court in good order.
Unfortunately, he will never be the emperor.
But I have no ambition. I just want to travel in Jianghu. I’d better choose one person to die. The chance of realizing this
dream is even more remote.
After all, it is fate. Shen Yan seemed to feel
my sudden disappointment. “I want to taste the peach blossom soup that Your Majesty said. Can I have a cup?” He said lightly. My
eyes lit up, and I ordered someone to deliver two portions. When they were served, they had already tested the poison. Shen Yan only tasted one mouthful and then put it down. I was a little disappointed, but I heard him say, “I don’t like sweet. Can I put less sugar next time?”
“Yes, yes, yes, of course.” The loss just now was swept away.
Shen Banquet seems to have only been idle for a few days, and then began to be busy again, and the time to come for meals every day was shortened a lot.
He has been worried about the frequent floods in Xijin recently. The
palace could not be separated from Shen Banquet, and the ministers sent to control the flood were mostly dissatisfied. They only wanted one to hand over the job, but they did not do their best.
I guess why Shen Yan didn’t make a move. Although I was sent to the throne by him, I had a weak foundation. There were enough people who died when I was forced to abdicate. Now it doesn’t work to make an example of others. Maybe it will cause rebellion. In fact, I can’t make any decisions when I go to court
every day, but when I see Shen Yan frowning, I finally remember that I have to perform the duties of the emperor.
The next day, I didn’t consult with Shen Yan. When everyone was deadlocked, I opened my mouth and said, “I deeply regret the flood in Xijin and the suffering of the people. Yesterday I asked Qin Tian’s servant to calculate. There may be a solution to this matter.” As soon as the
words came out, the minister thought that Shen Yan had done something wrong. After all, I was the mouthpiece of Shen Yan. They had to listen to me when I moved out of Qin Tianjian. Affected
by the Xijin flood, it has affected the Emperor Star. If there is no solution, the whole country will be in chaos in the long run. Only when the Emperor Star is stable can country’s fortune be prosperous. If the country’s fortune is good, naturally there will be no floods. Qin Tianjian calculates that there is an Emperor Star that is about to rise, and it will add radiance and beauty to the Emperor Star, and people will be well positioned, just inside us. Dear ministers, send the portraits of all the unmarried sons of your family to the palace, and let Qin Tianjian make the choice. If Qin Tianjian can’t make up his mind, choose a few more. It’s better to make the wrong choice than to miss it. There was an uproar in the
hall. At this time, I still didn’t dare to look at Shen Yan beside me. I wanted to know that he was looking at me with a gloomy face. I
was afraid of being discouraged, so I didn’t look at him and continued, “Xu Aiqing and Yan Aiqing, you two are scholarly families, and your sons are outstanding. I think it’s very good. I think the emperors and empresses must come from your two families. Send them to the palace tomorrow. If not, we’ll change them again.”
“Your Majesty, think twice!” The minister of the Ministry of Civil Affairs and the prime minister both knelt on the ground and begged to be spared.
The others breathed a sigh of relief when they saw that they had not chosen their own home. They were afraid that I would change my mind and persuade them.
The scene was so chaotic that I dared to sneak a glance at Shen Yan. Sure enough,
he was looking at me, and I couldn’t see the emotion, but it made my hair stand up, and the feeling of being stared at by the beast was quite exciting. I have been thinking about
choosing these two people for a long time. They have made great achievements in water control and are more experienced, but Shen Yan can’t send them. The
two old foxes, seeing that I had really hit their son, came out one after another to declare that they would give them half a year. If there was no improvement in the flood in Xijin, they would apologize in front of the temple. At that time, I could do whatever I wanted.
I pretended to be hesitant and regretful and nodded yes.
Things were done successfully, but I was not happy, because Shen Yan did not wait for me for the first time.
Today can be done, I also rely on the prestige of Shen Yan, they are not afraid of me, but Shen Yan.
And I am a puppet, there is no consciousness of being a puppet, but also the fox pretends to give orders, who can not be angry?
I stayed in my bedroom with trepidation, waiting for Shen Yan to settle accounts. Sure enough, as soon as lunch was ready, Shen Yan came leisurely. On his expressionless face, I clearly saw four big characters: You are dead.
Five
, I dare not take the initiative to speak out, waiting for Shen Yan to open his mouth. He only handed me the chopsticks and motioned me to move them.
I picked up my chopsticks with trepidation. “Your Majesty,” said Shen Yan, “what are you shaking for?”
“No..” I grabbed my left hand with my right hand.
Shen Yan sighed, “It’s strange today, too. I’ve never been very popular, but I’ve received a lot of wedding invitations. The city has begun to hold happy events. It’s so lively.”
“Huh?”? Is it? That’s a good thing. This year we’ll get married, next year we’ll have a baby, two babies in one year, four babies in three years. It’s only a matter of time before we become the biggest nation in Kyushu! I put down my chopsticks and sat down.
Shen Yan rubbed his right hand gently. “Your Majesty, have you ever seen the sons of Xu Gong and Yan Xiangjia?”? It’s really a dragon and a phoenix among people, with an extraordinary temperament. If you like it..
No, I don’t like it! I don’t like anyone. I wanted to run away without tears. “Lord, I was wrong. I won’t dare again.”
Shen Yan suddenly stood up and pressed me on the shoulder. “Don’t say that, Your Majesty. People who don’t know think I’m a traitor again. I have a lot of sins on my body, but I don’t want to add any more.”
“Lord, I’m just trying to help you out. I’m too self-righteous. If you want to punish me, punish me. I’m afraid of you.” I have seen the way he dismembered people without changing his face, and it is my last stubbornness to kneel down to him without a weak leg.
Shen Yan suddenly bent his eyes. “Your Majesty is not good.”. You know I don’t like it, but you still do it because you think I won’t do anything to you? As soon as
he smiled, I began to feel difficult to breathe, not knowing whether it was scary or amazing.
“How did your parents make you so beautiful?”
I! Finished! Here we go! What am I doing!
Shen Yan was stunned by my question. He was dying and still in the mood to molest him. What am I if not a fool? I’m going to die
anyway, so I’ll just break the pot.
If I hadn’t seen that you didn’t want to eat and drink because of the flood in Xijin, would I have stood up like this? Don’t I know that you hate my disobedience? Do I really want to die? Don’t I know how to pass me outside? Who am I for? I do it for you, but I can’t get anything good from you, and I still want to be hated by you. I’m so stupid, but what can I do?
I began to howl and cry regardless of my image. It was too suffocating to be a female emperor.
“Why?”
I was stunned, looking at Shen Yan, who tilted his head slightly and stared at me in puzzlement. He asked me why?
Yeah, why is that?
Because, I have long been plotting against you, I like you, like to bring about their own death. In my dream
that day, the moon was on the branches of the trees, and the peach blossoms were falling all over the trees, while you stood under the trees and smiled, so gently took away my soul.
Six
Shen Yan asked why, I can not tell him the answer, and finally he did not even know when he left.
When I came to my senses, all my favorite dishes on the table were removed, leaving behind some dishes I hated, such as fried meat with balsam pear, fried eggs with balsam pear, fried balsam pear..
Shen Yan told me that I was not in good health recently and needed to eat more balsam pears to detoxify.
The teacher is right, you can’t be easily known by others, otherwise the consequences will be very miserable.
Miserable is a little miserable, at least life is still there, Shen Yan has been tolerant enough to me.
He could have taught me a lesson so that I would never dare to make my own decisions and not listen to him, but he didn’t. He just punished me to eat bitter gourd.
Eating bitter melon can not reduce my expectation of lunch time. It was the
only time I could be alone with him without hearing the chatter of others. There was something wrong
today. People around Shen Yan came to report that Shen Yan was not feeling well and went back to rest after the morning break. When I saw him
in the morning, I thought he was a little spiritless. I thought he didn’t have a good rest yesterday, but I didn’t think he was sick.
I wanted to go out of the palace to find Shen Yan, but I was stopped before I left the palace.
Shen Yan walked to this height, naturally can find a mansion outside the palace, I come and go is not free, where there are his people staring at, want to dress up out of the palace is not easy.
I had no choice but to find his men and say that I had something important to find him and that I must come to his house at once, without a moment’s delay, and that if I did, they would not have enough ten heads to cut off.
They hesitated for a moment, and under my coercion and inducement, they finally agreed, but they had to escort them.
I found the best doctor in the palace and went straight to Shen Yan’s house. Fortunately, I was not stopped. After the communication, I was allowed to go in.
Probably because of illness, Shen Yan’s face was a little whiter than usual, and his hair was not tied up, so casually scattered on his shoulders and back, but it showed a bit enchanting.
Food and sex also, although used to see his face, or can not help but bump into the deer.
But when it was clear that there was another beautiful woman in the room, I ignored Shen Yan’s glance and stared at the woman and asked, “Who is she?”
Shen Yan frowned, but before she could make a sound, the woman replied, “I’m Shen Yan’s friend. My name is Su Qing.”
She can come directly to Shen Yan’s bedroom, but also can call Shen Yan’s name, also did not announce himself, only said that he is Shen Yan’s friend, Shen Yan has a friend? Why didn’t Shen Yan refute?
This instant, thousands of turns, I have even taken to see the eyes of the heartbreaker to see Shen Yan, who let my brain always make pumping?
“My name is Chi Yen-chun, and I’m a very important person to Shen Yan.”
I watched Shen Yan’s expression, afraid of losing face in front of Su Qing. If he retorted, I would immediately change the subject. Fortunately, Shen Yan just rubbed his forehead. “Who let you out of the palace?”? You are getting bolder and bolder now.
I twisted my back and moved to Shen Yan’s bedside. “It’s because I’m worried about you. It’s reassuring to see that you’re all right. The doctor is still outside the door, and I’ve brought a lot of medicinal supplements. You have to get better quickly.”
Shen Yan had no energy to deal with me, so I called the doctor directly, and I was relieved to hear that it was just a common cold and needed good self-cultivation.
Seeing that he looked tired and had to get up to arrange all kinds of things, I was a little angry. “Don’t you always take yourself seriously?”? What’s wrong with resting for a day or two? Can’t the people live without you? Will the court collapse without you?
Su Ching, who had been smiling softly all the time, laughed out loud when she heard me roar like this and then act like a coward. She pushed Shen Yan onto the bed and didn’t wait for him to speak. “All right, I’ll take her home.”
She actually pushed Shen Yan? Shen Yan actually listened to her and really lay down?
Shen Yan didn’t diss me?
This Su Qing, if you like Shen Yan, must be my big rival.
I didn’t want to leave so easily. After all, it wasn’t easy to go out of the palace. Shen Yan coughed a few times. Seeing that he was in a very bad mood, I couldn’t bear to disturb him. “Then you can have a good rest and come to court when you’re well.”
Shen Yan didn’t answer me. Disappointed,
I followed Su Ching and turned to leave. Suddenly I heard Shen Yan call out to me, “Your Majesty.” I turned back hurriedly. He got up and took a cloak and tied it for me. “The moon is cold and the wind is high. Your Majesty, take care of the dragon’s body.” In the
carriage, Su Ching seemed to have just recovered from the scene and suddenly laughed out loud, which made people very unhappy. “What are you laughing at?” I said fiercely. “Do you know who I am?”
“Of course I know who you are. Do you know who I am?” Su Qing’s arrogant appearance is exactly the same as someone’s. What is the relationship between them?
“No wonder Shen Yan is so special to you. You’re so funny. Your thoughts are written all over your face.” Su Qing is still teasing me.
I asked her, “Who are you? What is your relationship with him? Do you like Shen Yan?”
She answered my questions one by one, “You will know who I am after a while.”. I really have a close relationship with him, can be said to be a childhood sweetheart, Shen Yan so good-looking who does not like, you do not like it? But it’s no use just liking it. If you can’t catch up, it’s all in vain. What’s the difference between
your answer and no answer? Just because you can’t catch up doesn’t mean I can’t catch up. Just wait and see. I snorted.
She laughed like a convulsion. I closed my eyes and didn’t want to pay attention to her. I believed in my sixth sense. She was definitely not simple.
In a word, this girl has a lot of problems. When she got off the carriage, she asked me if I knew Shen Yan and if I knew his past. If you want to know, you can tell me when we meet next time.
I don’t know why she was so sure that we would meet again, but she did guess. I was curious about everything about Shen Yan, but I also know that curiosity killed the cat.
Seven
Shen Banquet is a person who can’t relax for a moment, but the next day he went to court with illness, except for a trace of unnatural blush on his face, which looks no different from usual.
I really don’t cherish my body. More than a month has passed since the
Spring Festival, and the imperial examinations of the Gongshi have been put on the agenda. Shen Yan found out the papers of several of them and asked me to remember their names so that I could use them in the imperial examinations. Shen Yan also thought about the content of the
exam and said it in detail. I remember it very seriously. I know how stubborn he is. He can rest early after explaining it.
“Your Majesty can focus on this Qu Sheng.” Shen Yan’s face was flushed, and he covered his sleeve and coughed softly. “I haven’t seen such a wonderful policy discussion in years.” There is a sense of appreciation both inside and outside the
words. Holding back my worries,
I looked at Qu Sheng’s paper. His handwriting was good, and I couldn’t tell the difference between good and bad. I didn’t think it was that good, either. If I was not careful, I would show that I didn’t care. Shen Yan added a few more sentences: “Young genius, with a lot of substance, is worthy of great responsibility.”
Not as good as our governor, our governor is brilliant in literary talent, wise in strategy, and has hills and valleys in mind. If it were you, I wouldn’t have to take the imperial examination, and I’d just give you the title of Number One Scholar. It would be a pity for Number One Scholar. He’s so good-looking, and if I don’t give him the title, I’m afraid the people will think my eyes are not good.
Shen Yan glanced at me. “Your Majesty is joking again.”
My heart sank and I wanted to slap myself. Shen Yan was very good in my eyes. He lacked an object, not to mention the number one scholar. He didn’t even have the qualifications for the scientific examination. Wasn’t I rubbing salt on his wound?
“I don’t mean that, Governor. I mean..” I was in a hurry to explain, but Shen Yan waved his hand and stopped me. “I know Your Majesty didn’t mean that. Anyway, you have to remember what you said today.”
I nodded and said, “Don’t leave today. Just rest in my bedroom. I’ve written down everything you said. When the time comes, I’ll act according to your eyes. I won’t cause you any trouble.”
Shen Yan was stupefied for a moment. He wanted to say something, but after all, he sighed. “I’m afraid. When will Your Majesty grow up?”
On the day of the palace examination, I sat on the high platform and Shen Yan stood behind me. Suddenly, I had some feelings. With his support, I was able to come to this day without any mistakes.
Today, there will certainly be future ministers of the humerus among these tributes. Everything is being updated and iterated. The day of enthronement seems to be yesterday.
Taking advantage of the next examinee’s answer time, I looked at Shen Yan and motioned him to come closer. Shen Yan came up behind me and lowered his head to wait for me to speak. I gently leaned my head against his side face and said, “Shen Yan, it’s a good thing you’re here.” I didn’t dare to look at his expression
after I finished speaking. This sudden emotion made me want to say something to him, even if he felt puzzled.
The examinees finally finished answering all the questions. Qu Sheng was hand-picked by me as the Number One Scholar. When he came forward, I saw his appearance clearly. He not only looked good, but also had a good temperament. If I hadn’t been used to seeing Shen Yan, I would have been stunned for a few seconds.
Then look at Shen Yan, he always quietly hung his head and stood, Zhilan Yushu, like warm jade with luster. My Lord
is still good-looking.
Shen Yan raised his eyebrows and looked at me. He stepped forward slightly and whispered in my ear, “Do you want to make him a flower scout?”
It seemed that he remembered what he had said before. I wanted to say no. I winked and said, “If I want to, can I?”
“What does Your Majesty think?” The tone was a little colder than before.
This is a good omen, ah, I began to want to titter, but see Qu Sheng staring at Shen Yan face became complicated.
Shen Yan also found out, and then Shen Yan’s eyes also became a long story. What kind of situation
is this?
I looked back and forth these two people, the brain filled a big play, hurriedly blocked Shen Yan’s vision, is really a sin ah, this will not be another strong enemy?
Eight
I am really very curious about Shen Yan’s past, since Su Qing said and Shen Yan is a childhood sweetheart, then she may know Qu Sheng, is thinking about how to meet Su Qing that malicious woman again, a few days later, in the autumn hunting ground to see her.
Su Qing is actually the owner of the Xunxiang Pavilion, leading a group of graceful men and women, wearing hunting clothes on the hunting ground, dancing a broken array song.
What surprised me even more was that it was arranged by Shen Banquet. Xunxiang Pavilion was full of elegant prostitutes and small restaurants. No matter how skillful it was, it was difficult to ascend the hall of elegance.
Then look at the people present, some disgusted, some indifferent, some salivating, is really a good play.
This was my first year of participation, and I didn’t know whether it was a tradition or something new, so I had no choice but to ask Shen Yan for advice: “Viceroy, will you hunt more if you dance a song to break the battle array?”? Or will the prey be better to eat?
Shen Yan gave me a blank look. “It’s not funny at all.”
I scratched my head in embarrassment. “I’ll try harder next time.”
In short, the scene is still quite peaceful, if we ignore the Su Qing who always stands beside Shen Yan.
“Boss Su, can you leave after the dance?”
“It’s not easy for us to come out and see the world. Of course we have to leave after it’s over. The governor says we can go hunting together. Your Majesty won’t disagree, will he?”
Fart, the governor clearly said that they can follow in to help pick up prey, if you want to hunt with the royal nobles, but also to see if there is this qualification!
Thinking that I still had something to ask Su Qing, I didn’t haggle with her. After Shen Yan said that he was tired and wanted to go to the garrison to rest, I took Su Qing to my camp.
“Did you really mean what you said you would tell me about Shen Yan next time we met?” I was too lazy to pretend and asked her directly.
Su Ching’s smile faded. “Of course, are you sure you want to hear it?”
I’m ready. Since she told me on her own initiative, I can’t believe it all. It’s possible to make it up. But why did she tell me? I can’t figure it out.
If it were me, it would be impossible for me to tell the news about Shen Yan to any other woman who was interested in him, unless the news could make the woman give up the idea of continuing to like Shen Yan.
I motioned to my entourage to guard the door and drove the others out. “Okay, you can talk.”
I always knew that before Shen Yan entered the palace, his family was well-off, and he was the son of a big family. Because his father had committed a crime, the whole family was implicated. The year he entered the palace as an official was not even thirteen years old.
Originally he and Su Qing had an engagement, Su Qing still recognized this engagement, but Shen Yan felt that he was not worthy of her, has been entangled for so many years. In order to let Su Qing give up, Shen Yan even said that he had encountered pickling in the early years of the palace.
At that time, he stood out among the eunuchs because of his excellent appearance. The old emperor was too old to do anything. Several concubines actually put their hands on Shen Yan’s head.
In addition to the emperor’s concubines, there are also imperial concubines who are nearly forty years old. All
this is ridiculous, I want to scold Su Qing nonsense, but vaguely some believe, after all, I grew up in the palace, these things have heard a little bit, but I did not think Su Qing is this kind of person who will stop at nothing for the end.
Saying this is just to make me feel sick of Shen Yan, not to rob Shen Yan with her, but this is so disgusting that I tremble with anger, Su Qing, I thought you and Shen Yan had a childhood relationship, you just like him as much as I do, so I regard you as my opponent. Now that I think about it, you’re not qualified to be my opponent. Some people are in the mud, but they are not even dusty. Some people are bright and beautiful, but they are rotten and stink.
“I do like him, but I would never belittle him like this for my own selfish desires. I would rather you fight with me openly than tear people’s wounds behind their backs!”
Do you think I’m going to hate him and stay away from him? Then you’re underestimating me. After you’ve told me so much, I feel even more that he’s the only treasure in the world. He’s been through so many bad things, but he’s stronger than anyone else. He’s concerned about the country and the people, and he’s concerned about the masses. He hasn’t become depressed because of his own experience, but stands on the side of millions of people. Who else could have done it? When
I was ready to hit Su Qing, Shen Yan just lifted the door curtain and entered, and Qu Sheng stood still behind him. The
atmosphere became depressed, Shen Yan did not look at Su Qing, his face was the same indifference, just did not know how much he listened to.
Shen Yan pulled down my raised hand.
Qu Sheng stood still, and when I passed him, my body was still trembling with anger. I stopped and said to him, “No matter how much you have heard, if you dare to reveal anything, I will never forgive you.”
No need to guess, Shen Yan must have been deliberately led over by Su Qing, if I had just spoken half contempt or contempt, I would have lost the qualification to be around him forever.
Shen Yan’s tone can be described as mild. “I don’t care. Your Majesty, don’t be angry.”
Shen Yan does not know how many rumors have been heard to achieve today’s indifference, I feel sad when I think about it.
He is not not angry, not sad, just do not want to care about, his indifference, let me feel heartache.
“Shen Yan, I won’t let anyone speak ill of you in front of me. You won’t be angry. I’ll be angry for you. You won’t cry. I’ll cry for you. From now on I’ll be with you. I’ll protect you, okay?”
It was the first time I called his name, and he was stunned for a long time. “Why?”
This is the second time he asked me why. This time I didn’t run away. “Because my heart is happy with you and I want to be with you.”
Shen Yan nodded with a smile on his lips. “Oh, I don’t hate you either.”
This smile is the same as the one in my dream that day, like the breeze coming slowly, bringing up the surging waves, and suddenly I feel the earth shaking.
Everything was like a dream. I thought that after I said it, my relationship with Shen Yan would be different. But I didn’t expect that Shen Yan still had a gloomy iceberg face. I couldn’t even find the evidence that he promised me that day.
Every day when I go to court, I like to watch him secretly. Although he stands in the corner, I feel that where he is, the light is there. When
he noticed my eyes, sometimes he would cast a faint smile, like a feather brushing my heart, rippling, and then getting bigger and bigger.
Recently, the ministers in the court ate too much and had nothing to do. They probably felt that their sons had been arranged to go out and began to urge me to get married. I was not very upset when I repeatedly remonstrated with the saying that the king of a country could not have no queen.
I thought Shen Banquet was the same as me, or at least a little emotional fluctuation, but I didn’t expect Shen Banquet to put all the memorials urging marriage in front of me, and also gave me a thick picture scroll, waiting for me to read, and then follow the process.
“Take it out. I won’t look at it, and I won’t choose.” I pushed the memorial to the ground irritably.
Shen Yan thought I was tired, let me rest first, can see later, considerate.
“Viceroy Shen, aren’t you angry or jealous at all?” I began to feel that I was too upside down, so that Shen Yan did not have a sense of crisis.
“Jun Jun, if you don’t choose today or tomorrow, you’ll have to choose one day.”
I stared at Shen Yan carefully and found that he was really quite calm and not unhappy at all. This is the only man who does his
duty to cuckold himself. Disappointed,
I asked, “You don’t believe that I will be alone, do you?”
Shen Yan was stupefied for a moment, his eyelids trembling, and finally his expression darkened a little. “Jun Jun, naturally I believe in you very much, but you know, I can’t give you everything completely.”
I really want to tell him, so what? I just want him to live forever and never break my promise.
He can’t understand my obsession with him, and I can’t understand his inferiority complex in his bones. In my heart, he has always been omnipotent and doesn’t care about other people’s eyes. He shouldn’t be so low to the dust.
I took the initiative to embrace Shen Yan, pulled down his body, and kissed the corners of his mouth. “I said, I only want you, and I don’t want anyone but you. If you insist on helping me arrange it, I can only accept it passively. The person who accepts it is the female emperor, not me, Qi Yanjun.” For the first time, a similar feeling of ignorance appeared on
Shen Yan’s face, and he still seemed unable to understand the fervor that had to be his.
Ten
Shen banquet did not force me to choose the emperor’s husband, the memorial was pressed down by him, did not expect things to get worse, because of my resistance, everyone put the account on his head.
People think that he wants to control the government, so he doesn’t want me to get married too early, so that he can avoid the appearance of other princes. Although
the courtiers were afraid of his means, the private comments reached my ears, and I was so angry that I broke all the instruments I could see.
Had it not been for his quick end to the internal turmoil, the situation between North Korea and China would have been turbulent for many years. Although he used some means when he ascended the throne, he did not move any of the people who really made contributions to the country. The blood on
his hands is not clean, but if it wasn’t for him, the casualties would be more than that?
These years, his pay I see in the eyes, the people can live a good life, he has a credit.
But this change did not count on him, but I became a wise king praised by everyone.
Just because he was born in Dongchang, he was destined to bear everything and live in infamy for thousands of years.
I’m angry because I can’t change anything.
Shen Yan himself didn’t care. “Your Majesty, the memorials to impeach me are piled up like a mountain. Have I ever taken it seriously? Your Majesty doesn’t need to worry about these trifles.”
“Shen Yan, shall I kill those people who are talking nonsense?” I hugged his waist and discussed it with him seriously.
Shen Yan was somewhat unnatural, but he did not push me away. He just shook his head in disapproval. “Your Majesty, just sit on the platform and don’t get your hands dirty.” Would
you like to leave here with me? I almost blurted out this sentence.
But he has gone through so much suffering, it is not easy to come to this step, what qualifications do I have to let him give up everything here?
I looked up slightly, and I was entangled with him. Although Shen Yan is strong in the court, but in this matter, rather cold, I always want to kiss him, hug him, he did not refuse to be more enthusiastic, I always take the initiative, but also led by me. In the past,
I felt sorry for what happened to him. Usually, I would only touch him and leave. This time, I held my breath and kissed him until his cheeks were red.
Shen Yan, if you can’t live forever, I can accompany you to live in infamy. When I went to court
the next day, I looked quite happily at the ministers who kept remonstrating with me, probably seeing that I had signs of loosening, and they spoke even more vigorously.
“Your Majesty, the reason why the country was unstable before was that you didn’t decide the crown prince earlier. Please ask Your Majesty to get married as soon as possible to comfort the country!”
“Your Majesty, please choose your husband as soon as possible. The country cannot be without a crown prince.”
“Your Majesty..”
“The beloved ministers are quite right. The position of the emperor’s husband must be decided as soon as possible.” I paused, and the imperial censor, who had just been chattering, finally stopped. Shen Yan also raised his head and looked at me from a distance. I smiled at him. “I already have someone I like.”. Shen Yan, viceroy Shen.
I looked at Shen Yan and said, “If you want to get married, you have to marry Shen Du Du.”
“Your Majesty, calm down!” I
looked down at the ministers who had fallen to their knees and begged me to withdraw my order. “You’re in charge of everything,” I said coldly. “Why don’t you sit on the throne?”
Somehow, they didn’t seem to take what I had said seriously, and none of them thought I was speaking from the bottom of my heart.
The courtiers thought I was angry and said this on purpose to stop them from urging them to marry. No matter how well
Shen Yan did, he was still a eunuch who made them afraid in their eyes, so they could open their mouths and let Shen Yan persuade me not to trifle.
They belittled the people I valued most, and it was all because I was out of place.
My Shen banquet is so good, even if I want the throne, I am willing to give it to him. In my heart, the emperor’s husband is none other than him.
The more I thought about it, the more angry I became. I was about to issue an edict, but Shen Yan didn’t even look at me. He turned around and left.
I wanted to get up and run after him, but Qu Sheng stepped forward and said, “Your Majesty, you don’t have to get angry in a hurry. This matter can be discussed for a long time.”
He reminded me that now was not the time to ignore everything, and I left with only one room. Looking around the
palace did not find the figure of Shen Yan, or he sent someone to report that he was not feeling well and needed to go home to rest.
I was dressed in civilian clothes, and my horses and chariots were already waiting for me at the palace gate. Qu Sheng blocked my way. I frowned and said, “Get out of the way.”
Qu Sheng was on duty at the Imperial Academy. He didn’t look like he was passing by. He bowed to me respectfully and said, “Your Majesty is going to see Viceroy Shen?”
“Do I need to report to you where I’m going?” I looked at him with my head held high.
“Your Majesty, calm down. Viceroy Shen may not be willing to see you. I’m afraid you’ll return without success.”
“Bold!” I scolded him angrily. He looked respectful, but what he said didn’t mean to respect me. He said with a faint smile, “I’ll make a bet with Your Majesty. If the viceroy is willing to see you, I’ll tell you the relationship between viceroy Shen and me.”. If I guess correctly, Your Majesty will accompany me to sort out the ancient books at the Imperial Academy for the next half month.
I guess Qu Sheng made this bet with me because I was dissatisfied with his position as editor of the Imperial Academy at that time. Think about
it carefully, I don’t need to take care of the ancient books myself. Just look at them in the past as if I valued them.
So I agreed to the bet, acquiescing that Qu Sheng could keep up. He was speechless
all the way in the carriage, and Qu Sheng didn’t seem to care about the result. When he was approaching Shen Yan’s house, Qu Sheng suddenly opened his mouth and said, “Your Majesty, you are not angry for a moment today, are you right?”
I looked sideways at him. “What’s the harm?”
“Your Majesty, sometimes when you get to the south wall, you don’t necessarily have to bump into it. Is he worth your courage and your heart?” I
felt that I was not so familiar with Qu Sheng that I could open my heart and tell my heart. So what? Now that we have reached the south wall, do we still need a way out? How do you know there isn’t a hole in the sky? I’m
going to hit my head and bleed until I die. I stood at the gate of Shen Yan for a long time
that day, and he sent someone to guard the mansion so tightly that not a fly could fly in.
I don’t know how long I waited, but I was woken up in a daze. Shen Yan sent someone to send a message. He was not feeling well and needed to rest for many days. Your Majesty and Lord Qu, please go back.
I stared blankly at Qu Sheng, who had been waiting with me all night. “He’s angry, and I’ve done something stupid again, haven’t I?”
Qu Sheng was noncommittal. “Your Majesty, remember what you promised me. Keep your word.”
I wanted to stay and wait for Shen Yan to forgive me, but Qu Sheng said that Shen Yan might be more angry if he was absent from the morning court.
I followed Qu Sheng back to the palace in a muddle, and tried to leave the palace in a hurry, but was stopped by Qu Sheng.
“Your Majesty’s word is as good as nine tripods. I don’t think you’ve forgotten what you promised me, have you?”
“Qu Aiqing, shall I let you be a Hanlin scholar? You can tell others about sorting out the ancient books.”
“Your Majesty, please keep your promise. I trust you will not break your promise to me.”
Qu Sheng refused to get out of the way. When I was ready to find someone to take him down, he said, Your Majesty wanted to make up with Viceroy Shen, but he used the wrong way. Although Viceroy recuperated, he could not rest assured of the government. He saw every move in the court. If he didn’t want to see you, how could you see him. Your Majesty was so eager that I thought the viceroy would be back in a few days. Of course
I know how diligent Shen Yan is, but I can’t wait to do nothing.
“Well, your Majesty is still going, isn’t he?”
“Mmm.”
“I also miss the apricot blossom wine on the street of the Dudufu. After a short journey, Your Majesty won’t refuse, will he?”
I have gone back on my word. How can I refuse again. I didn’t sleep well all
night and hurried to the morning court. I fell asleep soon after I got into the carriage. Before I fell asleep, I reminded Qu Sheng to call me when he arrived. When I
woke up, it was already late. Qu Sheng held his cheeks and looked at me intently. When he saw me open my eyes, he immediately turned his face away. I was puzzled by him. “Why are you looking at me like that? Am I drooling or snoring?”.
Qu Sheng chuckled. “Is Your Majesty hungry?”? I’m just going to buy some food. Wait a minute. I’ll be right back.
I wanted to refuse to let him go back, but I heard my stomach rumbling and waved awkwardly. After
getting out of the carriage, I stood at the door of Shen Yan’s house, knocked a few times and stopped. Just as I was about to turn around, the door opened.
Shen Yan stands in the twilight with his hands on his back, like an epiphyllum blooming at night, and can only see his Yingying posture at the right time.
The door opened suddenly, and I didn’t know whether Shen Yan would like to come out to see me, or whether he just happened to go out. I asked in a low voice, “Shen Yan, are you better?” Are
you still mad at me?
“I was wrong. Don’t be angry and don’t ignore me.”
Shen Yan finally said, “What’s wrong?”
“It’s my fault that I didn’t discuss it with you and made my own decision.”
Shen Yan’s expression did not improve, as if my answer did not satisfy him. “I shouldn’t have pushed you to the top of the storm and let them talk about it.”. I don’t despise you either. If you don’t want to be a royal husband, you can’t be one. I’m satisfied that you’re willing to be by my side.
Hearing this answer, Shen Yan frowned, and I continued to admit my mistake. “You can arrange as many imperial husbands as you want for me, but first make it clear that I will never have anything to do with them. I only like you.”
Shen Yan: “You..” As soon as
Shen Yan opened his mouth, Qu Sheng walked toward us with a basket of food and a smile. “Is the viceroy feeling better? Your Majesty is so worried about you that he can’t sleep at night.”
Remembering that I had just fallen asleep in the carriage, I lowered my head with a guilty conscience. Shen Yan’s expression, which had just slowed down, frosted again. “Thank you, Your Majesty, for your concern. If you return to the palace earlier, I won’t see you off.” With a
bang, the door, which had been opened with great difficulty, closed again, and I scolded Qu Sheng in my heart.
“Don’t be angry, Your Majesty. You’ll see Viceroy Shen tomorrow morning.”
Twelve
early morning when Shen Yan really appeared, or standing in the corner of the past, I looked at Qu Sheng in a complicated mood, Qu Sheng smiled deeply at me, how could he know Shen Yan so well? Is there really any untold story? Looking back at Shen Yan
again, he felt that the shadow around him was heavier, which made his scalp tingle.
I thought that my apology was sincere enough for Shen Yan to forgive me, but I didn’t expect Shen Yan to leave the palace early in the morning, without giving me a chance to get close, and I couldn’t say a few words.
Qu Sheng always looks like he knows everything, which makes me very angry. “Do you know how to make Shen Yan talk to me?”
“I should know.”
“Then you tell me what reward you want, just say it.” I spoke in a foul voice.
“Your Majesty, your last answer was just like that. How dare I negotiate with Your Majesty?”
I knew I wouldn’t agree so easily. “Then this time you’re going to make the offer, and after I do it, you can fulfill your promise.”
Qu Sheng smiled. “That’s what Your Majesty said.”
I thought Qu Sheng would embarrass me a little bit, but I didn’t expect that he would still ask me to accompany him to sort out ancient books every day, and take me to the streets and alleys after the court. I knew clearly which tavern had good food and which shop had good snacks. I also bought a lot for Shen Yan and sent it to his house, even if he didn’t come out to see me.
Every day in the palace, I would still persevere in front of Shen Yan, even if his face was darker day by day.
The Chinese Valentine’s Day was just around the corner. I stopped Qu Sheng, who was still in high spirits, and asked him if he could help me regain Shen Yan’s heart before the Chinese Valentine’s Day. He was watching in front of the shop where he bought Zhu Chai. His smile faded for a minute or two. He looked behind me and suddenly approached me. Before I could push him away, he put his hand on my head and said, “Don’t move.” There are bugs.
I watched him touch Suo Suo for a long time and asked impatiently, “Did you catch it?”? Your hair is all messed up.
Qu Sheng put his hand in front of my eyes and suddenly opened it, which frightened me so much that I pinched him several times after I reacted, and his hair was scattered by him.
Seeing that I was really angry, he stretched out his hand, which was a peach blossom wooden hairpin with a little peach on it. It looked fresh and elegant, which made my eyes bright when I was used to bejeweled.
“Jun Jun’s hair is loose. Can I pull it up for you?”
I stepped back, pulled the ribbon off my sleeve, and casually rolled my hair up. “I’ll do it myself.”
Shen Yan didn’t even help me pull my hair. I don’t want anyone else to do it. It’s not good to
accept Zhu Chai. If you don’t mean that, don’t give people hope.
I secretly said in my heart that I would keep a distance from Qu Sheng in the future. I
had a hunch that someone was watching me, and the feeling of oppression suddenly disappeared. Turning around, there were only some pedestrians. I secretly asked Qu Sheng, “Was Shen Yan nearby just now?”
Qu Sheng raised his eyebrows. “Are you refusing to accept my Zhu Chai because of him?”
“Collecting your things or not has nothing to do with whether he is here or not. I just realized why you are always pestering me and taking me around.”
Qu Sheng’s face, which had always been cynical, became visibly tense. “Do you know?”
“You’re just trying to get close to me to make Shen Yan jealous. If he’s afraid of losing me, naturally he won’t continue to give me the cold war.” I knew it clearly.
Qu Sheng did not know whether he was relieved or disappointed. “Your Majesty is wise.”
I stopped and looked at him seriously. “If I had known you were using this method, I would not have agreed.”
Don’t look at Shen Yan. He’s more cautious than most people. If he really cares about me and thinks I like you, I’m afraid he won’t hesitate to give me to you. I hate doing things that he misunderstands, and I don’t want to use this method of retreating in order to advance.
“If I like him, I will naturally try my best to ask him to forgive me, even if it takes a little longer.”
Qu Shengwei was stunned in the street. I waved to him to come to his senses. He, who could always say a few words on weekdays, said nothing on his way back to the palace.
As he said goodbye, he sighed, “I really envy him now.”
I patted him on the shoulder. “I can’t envy anyone. There’s only one Qi Yen-chun in the world. You can look for Song Yen-chun or Li Yen-chun.” When
Qu Sheng heard this, he burst out laughing, not knowing if he was laughing at my shame.
I don’t blame him for thinking about me, after all, young Muai, I am so excellent, like me is not a very normal thing? Probably all the excellent people were jealous, so they sent Shen Yan to subdue me. When
I returned to the palace, Shen Yan was already waiting for me in my bedroom.
I watched him warily, but his pace was not half slow. “Shen Yan, I miss you so much.”
“Do you think I still hang out with other people every day?” Shen Yan’s tone was calm, and he didn’t look angry. I boldly took his hand again and said, “If you don’t like me, I’ll change. Don’t ignore me.”
Shen Yan still has a noble and cool look. “Do you act like a spoiled child with others like this?”
“I’m only acting like a spoiled child with you. Lord Shen, Lord Shen, can you take care of me?” I licked his lips like a puppy, and Shen Yan finally said, “Look at your performance.”
The kiss of reunion after a long separation, like rain in the dry season, was out of control. Shen Yan hugged me tightly. I was out of breath and reluctant to let go. My lips and teeth blended. I could only rely on him to breathe. The
kiss made my legs weak, and Shen Yan let me go. As I relaxed, Shen Yan twisted my hair behind me.
“Well, go and have a look.”
I hurried to the dressing table and saw that the peach blossom hairpin I had just refused to lose was on my head. Shen Yan tied up my hair with a pair of skillful hands, leaving only two strands on the side of my cheeks.
“Shen Yan, is there anything you can’t do?”
In the past, I would have been worried that Shen Yan would think of his past and dare not ask, but now I know he can understand what I mean.
Shen Yan replied earnestly, “I don’t know how to love, so you have to teach me well.” The little deer in
my heart was almost knocked unconscious, and he actually said a love word like a confession so seriously, as if he was explaining an ordinary thing.
“Then you must be better than blue.”
We are very tacit understanding to ignore the reasons for the cold war, I and Shen Yan’s feelings because of the cold war these days, and step up to a higher level, formally entered the stage of mixing oil in honey.
Qu Sheng seems to know that I want to keep a distance from him, and no longer bother me, of course, do not rule out the reason why Shen Yan gave him a lot of small shoes.
Although I met Shen Yan every day, I felt like I couldn’t see enough of him, so I wanted to stick with him.
I dare not let him move to the palace, so I can only come back with him every day in the name of sending him back to the palace.
I don’t think I’m the material to be a wise king. I’m suitable to be a fatuous king. It’s nothing to ride the world of mortals and laugh at the imperial concubines. It’s nothing to play with the warlords in the beacon fire. If Shen Yan is willing to laugh at me more, it’s not impossible for me to give him my life.
I hadn’t been with Shen Yan for a few days. After sending him back to the palace, a cold wind hit me on the way back to the palace. I fell into the carriage and woke up to find that my hands and feet were tied and my mouth was stuffed with cloth. There was
only a table, a bed, an incense burner slowly floating with an inexplicable sweet and greasy fragrance, and the curtain of the bed hung down from a high place to the ground, which looked unique.
I was ashamed of my big heart. At this time, I was not thinking about how to escape, but I wanted to install one in the palace.
I tried to sit up and found myself limp, the rope wrapped around my body, and a special feeling rose from my body.
I immediately thought of the things used by the concubines in the harem to compete for favor.
The door was suddenly opened, and Su Ching came in slowly, pulling the cloth out of my mouth. “Your Majesty is welcome to visit the Xunfang Pavilion.”
The medicine was really strong. I tried to bite my tongue to wake up, but I found that I didn’t even have the strength. “You are so shameless. Shen Yan will find me soon.”
“Your Majesty, I really want to know if you can see the Shen Banquet if you have a meeting with the top restaurant here.”
Fourteen
, there was an inexplicable fire in my body, and I couldn’t restrain my breath when I spoke. “Shen Banquet came to save me..”
“There is no cure for this incense. It must mingle with the mermaid and the water. After I keep it for a quarter of an hour, no matter who it is, as long as it is a man, you will beg someone else to be happy under that person.” Why are
you so.. Malicious, Shen Yan. I won’t let you go.
He should have spared me long ago, but he has spared me many times. I don’t know if you can understand my kindness, but it’s human nature for men and women to love each other. If you get the interest, you won’t think he’s good. I
saw the gradual madness on her face, and I didn’t want to waste any more energy. Shen Yan sent a lot of eyes around me, I am not very afraid, because I know Shen Yan will come to save me.
Probably not seeing the look of fear she wanted to see on my face, she reached out and grabbed my clothes. “You think he’s coming to save you, don’t you?”? If you think about it, how can he not know that I brought you here with no effort?
You’re talking nonsense!
This is impossible!
I began to struggle, and Su Ching smiled. “He really likes you. He can put up with this kind of thing. You know he never trusts promises. He only looks at the results.”. If he can’t give you fun, he will feel guilty and feel that he owes you. If you have tasted the sweetness and are still deeply in love with him, then you really like him. He is a pervert. Why do you want to rob me even if you are a pervert?
I feel uncomfortable to shrink into a ball, Su Qing’s words I do not want to listen to, but a word does not leak into the ears. Two days of
ice and fire, the feeling of despair is almost suffocating me.
Shen Yan will definitely come.
You have to come!
Or I won’t like you anymore.
I felt like I was floating in the clouds, my body was so hot, the voice in my ears became noisy, I couldn’t control myself, and before the last trace of reason disappeared, I rolled my head to the ground with all my strength.
“Jun Jun!”
“Your Majesty!”
Vaguely, I seemed to see Shen Yan. I held out my hand to him, but Qu Sheng held out his hand at the same time. “Your Majesty, I am late to save you.”
I asked in a low voice, “Shen Yan..” Don’t you want me?
Shen Yan probably heard my murmur and suddenly moved forward. I recalled something and grabbed Qu Sheng’s clothes. “Let him go..” Let him go.. I don’t want him anymore. I’ll go with you..
I tried to keep my eyes wide open to see Shen Yan’s expression at this moment. The corners of
his eyes were red and he stared at me. I closed my eyes. “Qu Sheng..” Take me away..
Qu Sheng bent down to pick me up from the ground, and when I walked past Shen Yan, I had no strength to look up again. The
cool breeze is blowing, and the autumn evening has begun to cool slightly.
“Your Majesty, he didn’t follow. Don’t pretend.” Qu Sheng placed me in his mansion, which I rewarded him.
I sighed. “Sure enough, no one can stand the test. I’m glad he came to my rescue at the last minute, but you just took me away and he didn’t stop me.” “After all, he didn’t know you were so good at acting,” said
Qu Liangliang. “Obviously you weren’t poisoned, but you were more open than if you had been poisoned.”
I coughed a few times, thanks to Qu Sheng’s advance knowledge of Su Qing’s plan to tip off, and I wanted to see how Shen would do.
“It’s hard to dismount now. Shen Yan won’t kill me, will he?” Qu Sheng said carelessly.
“Don’t worry, I said I would save your life and Su Ching’s, so naturally I won’t break my promise.”
“I don’t think you can protect yourself.”
「……」
Knowing that Su Qing planned that day, Qu Sheng told me everything.
Su Qing’s original name was Su Qing, and Qu Sheng’s name was Su Yu. They were siblings. They were originally a big family in the south of the Yangtze River. They had no worries about food and clothing since childhood. However, their father saved the former prince at that time and was reported to the capital. Although they were adopted for half a year without knowing it, their fate was very tragic. They were copied all over the house. Women were prostitutes and men were officials.
Shen Yan is the crown prince, Shu Zhiyu, who brought disaster to their family.
At that time, Shen Yan took the initiative to replace Qu Sheng to become a eunuch in the palace. Shen Yan had been secretly taking care of Su Qing and repeatedly offered to arrange a good place for her to start a new life.
But Su Qing is too crazy to be infatuated with Shen Yan, and the reason why she doesn’t want to leave Xunfang Pavilion is to make Shen Yan feel guilty all the time and always feel that she owes her. Who can judge
right and wrong clearly, and how can Shen Yan decide his own life?
“Don’t think too much. Shen Yan is lucky. He has lost a lot, but he still has you.” Qu Sheng laughed at himself. “But didn’t you say you wouldn’t use other people to stimulate him and make him jealous?”
I said sternly, “Of course, special treatment should be given during special times. This is related to my future’happiness. ‘This is called enhancing feelings and adding interest.”
Qu Sheng didn’t believe it very much, but he didn’t continue to argue with me. There was a sudden rainstorm outside
on the 15th
, and I was still worrying about what to do next, when I heard the servant reporting that someone was standing at the door.
Qu Sheng lifted his eyes and looked at me. “That’s about it.”
“If you don’t let him have a long memory and a little heartache, he won’t know how important I am.” I pressed the desire to run out and said very indifferently.
“All right, I’ll tell you to go down, and don’t pull it in even if you’re dead in the rain.”
……
I pretended to be calm and looked out of the window at the rain from time to time, not knowing when it would stop.
After listening to the newspaper, Shen Yan fainted in front of the door.
I ran out in a hurry, Shen Yan had been drenched out of shape, his cheeks were white, and there was no trace of blood on his lips.
Shen Yan! Shen Yan, wake up!
Shen Yan opened his eyes slightly, and there were a few strands of scarlet blood in his eyes, and the red at the end of his eyes seemed to be accusing me of how cruel I was.
Shen Yan hugged me tightly. “Jun Jun, let’s go home.”
In the storm, he and I became an independent island, and the swaying ship finally reached the shore.
I went back to the palace with him in silence.
Shen Yan also moved to the palace, and was considerate and indulgent to me.
I didn’t dare to tell him the truth, and I was afraid that he would see the clue, so I could only restrain my emotions and pretend to be dead.
“Jun Jun, shall we go to the Lantern Festival tomorrow?”
“I don’t want to go. The lights outside are not as beautiful as the lights in the palace.”
“Let’s go to the lake. The lotus blossoms in the palace are just right.”
“No, there are too many mosquitoes, and the heat is unbearable.”
I tried not to look at his disappointed eyes. It was too hard to stay with him. I had to run to the Imperial Academy often. Qu Sheng was cynical when he saw me coming, but I had no other place to go.
“What’s the matter? Where did he ask you to go, or what treasures did he buy for you?”
“He asked me to go to the Lantern Festival, and then he asked me to go to the lake, but I turned him down.”
“Really? Then you are so great.” Qu Sheng obviously rolled his eyes.
“What should I do? I can’t play anymore.” I’m very anxious. Don’t
you enjoy it? I think you did a good job, and I advise you not to play with fire.
“Will you die if you don’t say a word?”
Qu Sheng always has to go back to the mansion, and I can only stay until the Hanlin Academy closes, and I have to face what should come. When
Shen Yan went to pick me up, he met Qu Sheng face to face. Qu Sheng gave me an expression of asking for more luck, which was seen by Shen Yan. His eyes almost turned into a substantial knife, which disassembled him into eight pieces.
Back in the bedroom, I told him to go back to his residence early on the grounds that I was tired and wanted to rest early. No matter whether he left or not, I went to the bathroom and began to soak in the water.
“Jun Jun, do you like Qu Sheng?” I was so frightened that I sank into the water, only showing my head. “What are you doing in here? Get out quickly.”
Shen Yan’s facial expression was blocked by the thin mist, and only his voice, which could not restrain his anger, made me feel frightened. “Jun Jun, you provoked me first. How could you not want me?”
I would like to talk to Shen Yan, but not in this place at this time, he is too dangerous. “You go out first, and we will talk about other things later.” You don’t
even want to look at me now? Didn’t you say that you would only want to be with me forever and want to fly with me? Why have you changed now? Shen Yan’s voice became fierce, I had never seen him like this, and he began to shiver.
“What are you doing?” Cried I.
Shen Yan took off his headband and walked up to me barefoot. “What good is Qu Sheng? I can do what he can do, and I can do it better than him.”
He came into the bath and hugged me and kissed my cheek.
“You are mine, and you will always be mine..”
Sixteen
, I only remember that I was turned over by Shen Yan, and it was useless to beg for mercy in the end. I fainted directly. There was really nothing he couldn’t do. When
Shen Yan was full, he also discovered something was wrong, so I had to tell him everything honestly. Shen Yan wanted to be angry and happy, but after all, happiness prevailed. He held his head high and said, “Have you been looking at me like this for so long?”
“No, I feel bad, too. It was Qu Sheng who said he wanted to give you more heartache, so that he wouldn’t push me out in the future.” Qu Sheng, I’m sorry. A friend of the dead will not die in poverty.
“Chun-chun, if you put your wisdom into dealing with the government, I can retire with success.”
“I have a little cleverness, and you have great wisdom. What little cleverness you have is used on you, and naturally there is not enough in other places.” Looking at Shen Yan’s spoiled expression,
I couldn’t help saying what I thought. “Shen Yan, I’m tired of staying in the palace. Why don’t we go to Jianghu and stay away from court disputes?”
My caution seemed to have been discovered by Shen Yan, who stared into my eyes without the slightest hesitation. “Okay, but we’ll have to wait a few more years.”
Shen Yan began to cultivate the clever and lovely thirteen younger brothers, who was also the candidate for the crown prince he had chosen after observing for a long time, and tried his best to teach him how to be a king. On the day
we decided to leave, Brother Thirteen, pretending to be calm, finally broke down. “Brother-in-law, Sister Huang, can you not leave?” Why
don’t you go and keep it? Now that you are on the throne, I am the overlord, and naturally I want to enjoy it. I touched his head and said, “Don’t do anything wrong in the future. Think more about our kindness to you. Don’t be ungrateful.”
“Junjun, don’t frighten your majesty. I hope this peaceful and prosperous era can be preserved for a long time in the future. If it goes against my ideal, I don’t care about going to Beijing again.”
“Shen Yan, why are you scaring my brother? Don’t be afraid. Don’t be afraid. Your sister will support you.”
Now the emperor: “… …” Shen Yan and
I left the palace on the morning of the Beginning of Spring. Everything in the past was like the clouds and smoke in the past. Everything was a new beginning. Out of the imperial city, it was another world.
“Do you think it would be immoral for us to throw away the shopkeeper and let Qu Sheng worry about the mess?”
Throw the pot to Qu Sheng, but I have no sympathy in my heart.
Shen Yan raised his eyebrows. “Why, do you feel sorry for him?”
“I love no one, and I don’t love him. You start to get jealous again.” The air outside the
city was a little fresher, and I suddenly remembered that Shen Yan had told me that he had supported me because I had helped him.
I was too young to remember the first time we met, but Shen Yan blamed me for not taking it to heart and let me think for myself.
Looking at Shen Yan who bought crisp candy for me, I suddenly remembered the beautiful brother who was dying and left at the door of the toffee in the afternoon when the green branches sprouted.
I secretly took out a piece of crisp candy from my pocket and tried to put it into his mouth. Seeing that he was unresponsive, I went to find water to feed him. When
he faintly woke up, I opened the melted candy from my handkerchief and put it into his mouth. “Little brother, eat quickly. There’s only one piece left.”
“Who are you?” The teenager’s voice was very cold.
I am the six princesses, Qi Yanjun. But I’m not in favor. I can’t take you back now. You must live, and when I grow up, I will save you.
At this time, Shen Yan walked up to me, with picturesque features and elegant gestures. He handed me crisp candy. “How are you, little brother?”
I said with a smile.
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