2. Hole in the wall
The hole in the wall.
Red alert: My world has collapsed.
I found a hole in the rented apartment wall.
I was so angry when I found a pretty girl across the wall.
I’m starting to get flattered.
Under the wall to spy on her daily life.
She was strangled!
I was the only witness to this murder.
One.
There’s a hole in the wall.
I had a toothbrush, a few seconds. Half a day around the hole, it was established that it was an actual hole, not painted.
I turned around and turned back to the bathroom, and after I washed the grass, I grabbed my clothes and ran out of the door.
– What the fuck!
At a rather expensive price, the apartment was rented in the closest place to the unit, working hard to move and working all day and night to make it right.
I didn’t expect to find a hole in the wall just the next morning, when I thought I would finally get a good day’s rest.
It was hidden in the middle of a dresser and a stitch of a desk before it had been ably covered with their bodies.
I didn’t see anything when I moved.
It was not until last night that an attempt was made to move the closet towards the corner of the wall, but last night was too tired to notice that it was officially discovered this morning.
I’m going to the hotel theory.
The sly hotel company, and the shameless broker, both of which were working together, gave themselves a flawed rent!
The hotel’s office is on the first floor of the apartment, and I’m still in the mood and I’m determined to go down and make a good scene — at least let them give me a 20% discount?
At that time, a cleaning man pushed out the door from the security stairwell and hit me in the arms of a man who was walking towards the elevator, with a bucket falling on the ground and dirty water splattering on my pants.
“O old man! You know how much I want for these pants! I’m sorry.
I yelled at the man with a fire, and there was a dinging of the elevator door and a footsteps — I turned my head.
A young woman with a delivery box standing next to me and the man who apologized to him, staring at me with a subtle look.
I jumped and ran into the elevator that was closing.
When I looked back, I saw the woman drop the delivery box and help the man pack the bucket.
“…cut. I’m sorry.
Pretending to be a nice guy.
She had a shoulder-to-shouldered tea hair, with a nuanced eyelid and a bright little cross around her neck.
People are pretty pretty.
While conceiving this evaluation, the elevator stopped on the sixth floor, a man in work clothes blocked the door, waved his hand at the side, and another man with several large boxes came in and put them all over the floor.
– Shit, mover!
And We were dazzling in our hearts, but We smote the head of the mighty man, and said nothing, and turned aside.
When the elevator went down to the first floor, it was five minutes later, and I ran out of the elevator door and headed straight for the hotel office behind the desk.
A little girl who seemed to have been separated from her was standing in the elevator strangling, whispering, “Mom, Ma…” and I walked out of a perfect arc for her heart and headed for the office.
“Mr. Kang… you said there was a hole in the wall? Are you sure it was there before, not when you moved? Do you have any proof of that? If not, the company will not be able to replace you. I’m sorry.
“You, you! I’m sorry.
I ran out of my office in flames, threw myself out of the door, stared hard at the little girl in front of me and walked into the elevator around the little girl who was still crying.
There seems to be no other way than to feel bad for yourself.
I sat at the end of the bed, staring at the hole in the wall.
The diameter of the hole is approximately one finger wide, and it can fit in a dry battery, so it can be plugged in with a battery and then buy some wallpaper or something.
After the decision was taken, I opened the shop and was planning to retrieve the wallpaper and suddenly hear a blurry song.
I looked up and looked at the holes in the battery.
It’s coming from across the wall.
“Will the be un…”
By and by… by and by…”
An elegant and clean woman singing a song that is not very clear in English.
The walls of the apartment were thin, naturally soundproof, and I listened for a few seconds, thinking of the need to notify the neighbour — the other side did not seem to notice a hole in the wall.
I stood up…
But he didn’t go to the door.
It’s going to go to the hole.
Driven by some gruesome moist mind of a ghost, he pulls out a dry battery with his hands and feet, and puts his right eye into a hole.
The vision was narrow, with almost a gap, and the breach opposite was apparently covered by closets and bookstores, so the neighbours never found it. I put my whole body on the wall, opened my eyes so hard, I finally walked through the fragrance of the cupboards and saw a blurry female sitting on the bedside.
With shoulder-to-shouldered tea hair, with a fine face, a bottle of similar drugs is being removed from a paper box on the ground. A crucifixed necklace on its neck swayed with action.
“Fuck it … it’s true. I’m sorry.
Isn’t that the pretty girl who met in the elevator this morning?
“…”
I feel like I’m in that cross necklace, and I’m starting to shake and shine.
And suddenly, the hole in front of us was turned from a terrible worry to a gift.
I was down on the wall, and I kept looking, and the girls were standing at the front of the bed and looking at the mirror, and they were getting ready to wash.
I just think my heart beats are about to resonate.
This, this is the whole story!
The girl showed herself unconsciously under my eyes.
She reached her right hand behind her back, and she was ready to take off her shirt, and I was shocked, and she took her head back.
I leaned against the wall by the hole and felt my heart being held by something stronger than peeping.
That feeling — it should be called self-loathing.
For a moment, there was a knock on the side of the wall, followed by the hostess’ footsteps and the opening of the door.
Looks like a visitor.
“You’re finally…”
“How did you…”
It’s a vague and low-pitched conversation.
The content is completely undiscriminating and only known to be male.
I hesitated for a few seconds, and the curiosity in my head easily overcomes the sense of morality and looks back to the hole.
I saw a tall, thin side of a black suit and was standing in the middle of the room with the hostess.
Boyfriend?
A lover?
Because that’s how she talks to men.
After a brief conversation, they turned to the bed.
I turn my head back again.
I feel that the necklace in my heart has fallen.
And — because the soundproofing was so bad, I heard clearly the slab vibrating coming from next door.
“…”
Shit!
Are you going to enjoy this torture every day?
I got up to look for earplugs, and the vibrating sound next door continued to bomb the eardrum, and after a few seconds in the drawer, I felt something was wrong.
There’s something wrong.
It’s not like that, it’s more like some kind of violent and messy impact, and I clearly heard the sound of a leg or a hand hitting the bedside cabinet and — and there was no voice.
I hesitated, again and again, for the third time, to bend my eyes to the hole.
The black man in the suit stood on the one foot side of the bed, while the other was sitting on the bed, pressing on the female neighbour.
He was wearing leather gloves with his hands — he was strangling his neighbor’s throat.
The neighbours struggled and crawled in the sights, then slowly fell to their beds and lost all movement with the last faint spasm.
Get out of here!
I stomp back.
The left leg hit the electric fan next to it and made a bang.
I grabbed the fan so hard that I leaned against the wall in cold sweat.
What did I see?
Is that killing people?
Is that killing people?
The woman next door — the girl in the cross necklace — was strangled alive in my eyes!
I held my breath, and I had the guts to lean next to the hole and put my ears on the wall.
It’s dead next door.
The guy in the suit, he– left?
Or did you hear an electric fan?
If they find someone next door, they know I saw the scene of the murder — what is their fate?
Deathless silence descends in the air.
I sat on the wall and the atmosphere couldn’t breathe.
A few seconds later, the faint footsteps sounded.
Instead of going to the door, the wall was approached.
And then — push the sound of the cabinet.
I snuggle my mouth, I squeezed my screams in my throat, and the soft body began to tremble on its own, and the cold sweat quickly swept over my body.
He’s gonna find out!
The air around me is once again dead, and in silence I can only hear the sound of my heart beating so hard, and I lean on my heart against the wall, begging without words for God’s forgiveness.
But God doesn’t seem so good. I can even feel the force of each other on thin walls with my back.
The power track slowly moved to the position of the hole–
He found it.
I rose up on the floor and ran to the gates to lock the door. I was too scared to hold the lock on my hand, and the sweat soon wetted the metal.
I scolded and bit my lips so hard that I calmed down and locked the door.
And then I couldn’t stop, and I ran to the bed to pick up the phone, and my hands were dialed through.
“Hello! Hello! 110? Me, next door, kill! I saw a killer next door. I was–
A thin and huge hand covering my mouth.
How did he get here?
At the same time as the question arose, a cold cold so cold that it was meant to wipe my throat.
Burning pain will only touch the nerves later, when I can no longer make a sound, but will remain horrified and hopelessly down, and see the blood coming out of my neck red in my chest.
I had no strength, I was lying on the floor, and the balcony door was wide open, and the man in the suit was standing in front of him, and his face was blurry in the mist.
At the last moment of the loss of consciousness, I suddenly thought of the answer:
By the way… the balcony…
The balcony of the two rooms, with only one partition…
The world is sinking into darkness.
Two.
I started sitting on my bed and screaming with my neck shut.
It took a moment to realize that the neck was intact and to remove its hand from its throat and wipe the cold sweat on its forehead.
Seems to have had a terrible nightmare.
Dreams are blurry, even more illusory in the lingering horrors, and I can only barely remember some of them:
Seeing the killings, and then being implicated in them, it seems like that.
The first half of it was a beautiful dream, and it seemed like there was a pretty girl… and then the second half turned straight.
Is it because yesterday you moved too tired?
I went up to the bathroom and washed my face, and I came out with my toothbrush and opened the TV, and I walked through the closet and looked at the wall.
There’s a hole in the wall.
It’s like being pulled by something, and I’m instinctively getting angry.
What the fuck!
I rushed out.
I have to go to the hotel to find out!
When I walked to the security stairwell, a cleaning man pushed out the door in tremor and hit me in the arms, and the sewage from the barrel hit my pants.
“Aah! Know how much my pants cost? I’m sorry.
The elevator door was opened, and a young woman with a delivery box came next to me and the man who apologized to Frenault, staring at me with a tumbled eye.
I got up and ran into the elevator that was about to close. Turning back, the girl dropped the delivery box and was helping him to clean the bucket.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
She had a shoulder-to-shouldered tea hair, a nuanced eyebrow and a shining cross necklace around her neck.
The head suddenly stings.
Why suddenly does it feel so familiar? Like when’s the latest?
Elevator stopped on the sixth floor, and a man in work clothes blocked the door…
– Shit, move!
I stung the heads of two great men and moved around quietly.
Down to the first floor, I ran out of the elevator to the office. A little girl was standing in the elevator crying out for her mother, and I walked out of an arc.
“Mr. Kang, how can you be sure it was there before, not when you moved? Do you have any proof of that? If not, the company will do it.”
“I will surely sue you! I’m sorry.
I ran out of my office and threw myself at the door, staring at the little girl from the front desk who had seen her, and walking around crying little girls into the elevator.
— There seems to be no other way than to feel bad for yourself.
I sat at the end of the bed, staring at the hole in the wall.
The diameter of the hole is about one finger wide, and I’m the one who put a 5 in the hole.
“…circle, brooken,
…,love,”
Singing from the hole.
A very vague lyrics can only be heard as an elegant girl and an English song.
It is natural that the walls are thin and unheard, and I listened for a few seconds to the need to notify the neighbours of the holes in the walls. So stand up.
Then sit down again.
A thick sense of vision entangles the brain.
This song’s melody, that cross necklace, as if it’s all heard in that nightmare.
I remembered, in my dreams, I would pull out batteries and put my eyes in a hole.
As it is now, reality overlaps with dreams.
Through the wall hole…
I saw the delivery box girl in the morning.
She was sitting on the bed, singing while she leaned over to extract a bottle from a box of paper. The crucifixed necklace around the neck swayed with movement.
The silver of the necklace reflecting into my eyes made my headache worse.
I suddenly came up with a bold idea, and perhaps my memory did not come from a dream.
It’s…
I suddenly thought of something, jumped up and ran to the door, staring at the hallway through the cat’s eyes.
A thin, long body in a black suit just slipped through.
I had a bang in my head.
The memories left in my mind began to automatically play the following images: knocking, killing girls, spying on me…
I was unconsciously swallowing my mouth, and the moment my throat rolled, I thought of the pain of the blade going through my throat.
Disturbed memories, residual pain.
This is not from a dream.
But what I’ve been through?
The banging of the door next door was as heavy as a direct bow to my head, my skull was buzzing with an earthquake, and my head was so confused.
A neighbor could be killed.
They’ll choke to death.
What do I do, what do I do, what can I do?
– Did you call the police about the murder?
But it didn’t happen. It was just an assumption in my head.
Besides, if you call the police at this time, the man in the suit outside the door will definitely hear you.
– So pretend you don’t know anything and stay out of it?
After all, it’s just a stranger who has nothing to do with himself, even with his own eyes.
There was no need to save her for that.
Yeah, that’s right.
I have repeatedly stressed in my heart that I am Kang-sun — a new star in the world of work, destined to become a business elite in the future.
This is the simplest trade-off of interests, and anyone will make the same rational choices as me.
I didn’t do anything wrong.
I walked back to the living room and sat back in bed.
The sound of the door opening next door.
In anticipation of what follows, I cannot stop my feet from freezing, but I have to put my ears together and close my eyes, but the world has not completely fallen into darkness, and a silver crucifixed necklace continues to shine in front of me.
“Please, please don’t…”
“I have no obligation…”
I opened my eyes.
There’s a cry and a cry next door and a cold response from the man in the suit.
Their dialogue was far less peaceful than the previous one, and the female neighbour seemed to be begging for his life.
Bang!
The sound of the gun was like a thunderbolt, it exploded directly in my eardrum, and it spread throughout my body an electric tremor.
What should we do?
She’ll be dead in no time. The bullet will pierce her body.
And she’s begging for mercy. She doesn’t want to die.
The sound of her life-scrambling footsteps was almost in my ear, from the living room to the balcony, as if every sound was saying, “Help me, save me, and I do not want to die.”
I scolded and stood up so hard to make a fucking trade-off and make a rational choice.
All I know is that if I choose to live without saving my life, I will never sleep again in my life.
I ran decisively to the balcony, across the partition, to the next door.
The female neighbour appeared in front of her side, lying on the balcony railing, desperately looking down at the traffic.
“Hey, come here! Come to me!” I’m not yelling at her like that.
It’s thin. She can crawl over it!
Neighbors turned their heads, and there was a flash of hope on their faces, reaching out their hands — but both hands had not yet been held.
Pop!
Pop!
Two shots.
Her back was covered with two bloodstained flowers, and the light in her eyes dissipated and fell slowly.
“Damn it! I’m sorry.
I looked up and looked at the guy in the suit behind my neighbor.
I saw the flames of the gun.
3
I jumped from the bed on my forehead.
Half a day — the phone was caught after it was determined that there were no holes in the forehead.
July 11th.
The next day I moved, I found a hole in the wall.
Like a sci-fi movie, I’m stuck in a time cycle!
I have two ideas in mind: why? What should we do?
Why am I being faced with a time cycle and what am I supposed to do?
And suddenly in my head, there was that silver-lighted cross necklace, her cry for help, the look she looked into, the hand she extended to me…
I should have saved her.
I have not hesitated to take this idea as the right answer.
I put on my clothes and ran out the door. As we passed through the security stairwell, a cleaning man, who escaped from the door, ran in front of the elevator that was about to open, indulging in a deep breath and swirling his shirt.
As soon as the elevator opened, I went straight in and pushed the girls standing at the door, turning around and closing the elevator door and pressing the next floor button.
“…what? I’m sorry.
Then it looked back to the woman’s neighbor.
She’s tiring.
There was also almost a molybdenum, and even when forced by a man who had not met (in her view) the elevator did not show much emotional volatility.
“Beautiful…”
I’m taking a deep breath.
“You may not believe it, but you’re coming with me today. I’m sorry.
“You…”
Neighbors looked at me with a bit of a blind eye.
“Do you have any enemies? “I waved in front of girls, “or an ex-boyfriend who was in a bad relationship?” If you’ve ever had a problem with a colleague, remember that. I’m sorry.
The girls looked at me for half a day and suddenly a radiance appeared in their dark eyes.
You’re from next door? I’m sorry.
“Yeah, I live next door to you. I was busy nodding my head.
She saw it when she moved yesterday.
I died and pressed the closing button, and the elevator stopped for a while on the sixth floor — there were angry knocks and screams outside the door — slowly down to the first floor.
I pulled the girl out of the elevator, and her feet were floating, and I felt like I was pulling a zombie. But after that little girl who cried, she seemed to have suddenly recovered and stopped to hold me.
“Wait, this little boy what’s wrong? I’m sorry.
Leave her alone. I’m sorry.
Wait, wait, wait. She seems to need help.
“You need help. I’m sorry.
I pulled the girl out of the apartment, went straight out of the door, went to the front of my car, pushed her to the co-driver, then sat in the seat and closed the door.
“Where do you want to go? I tried to make the best laugh.
The godless part of the girl’s face has disappeared and has been replaced by a faint tan.
“…you’re acting like a kidnapping, you know? I’m sorry.
“I know, call the police later. Where are you going, beautiful?”
“…”
The girls were watching me for seconds.
“…go to the sea.” I’m sorry.
All right, hold on! I’m sorry.
I stepped on the gas door.
The beach was on the outskirts of the city, so I drove up to the roundabout, around the city skyline, where the view and air were good, but I found the girls staring at me.
“I didn’t think you’d be like this. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
I’m a little snuggled.
“What do you think I am? I’m sorry.
“Self-serving, without compassion, with no respect for the vulnerable, only one’s own. I’m sorry.
“…”
I was speechless for a few seconds, and I suddenly reacted with pain and hard on the wheel.
“Fuck, I forgot! I’m sorry.
“What, what?”
“I shouldn’t have saved you so early! I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
I really shouldn’t have saved her so early – I should have enjoyed this endless holiday myself!
It was then that the girl suddenly looked in the rear-view mirror and shouted, “Beware! I’m sorry.
There’s a huge force trail to the side of the car.
Then it’s like being thrown into a washing machine.
Collision, screaming, breaking, spinning.
When the rotation finally stopped, me and the girls were hung in the upside-down car and they couldn’t move.
“You, you shouldn’t have saved me…”
“What? You…”
How did she know I was saving her?
“I haven’t asked your name yet, the neighbor next door. I’m sorry.
“I’m… I’m Kang-ju. I’m sorry.
“KANG Jun, ha ha, hi I’m Lin Hee. I’m sorry.
Girls barely squeeze out a weak smile.
“Nice to meet you. I’m sorry.
Bang!
She had a blood hole in her eyebrow and the pupils slowly spread.
I turned my head hard, and I saw the trunks moving slowly outside the window.
He walked slowly to the driver’s seat and pointed his gun at me.
Bang, bang!
4
I woke up from bed, staring at the ceiling above my head for a long time.
Dead again.
I guess I didn’t think I’d die three times in one day.
Knock on the door.
I rose up to the door, looked at the cat and opened the door surprisedly.
Lindsey stood at the door with a delivery box.
“I’m not alone anymore. I’m sorry.
She’s quiet.
“No, this is it. I’m sorry.
I pointed to the broken hole on the finger wall, and Lin-hee looked down on the hole and noded and stood up.
“It’s clear, and it’s facing my bed. I’m sorry.
She turned her head and threw a contemptible look at me.
“How long have you been spying on me? I’m sorry.
“…who was spying on you! I said I found it three days ago this morning. I’m sorry.
Lin Hsi-hee down and thought, and then tweaked.
“Yes, I remember you moved in yesterday, you knocked and worked all day, and I didn’t sleep well, and I didn’t have any sense of public decency. I’m sorry.
“Sir, what do you think of me? Do you know where we are? We’re stuck in this day after day! What are you talking about? I’m sorry.
“You hit the janitor and yelled at him. I’m sorry.
“…”
“You’ve also turned a blind eye to that crying child, and I think you’ve prevented her from helping her in the past. You’re a very unconscionable and compassionate person, which I was right from the beginning. I’m sorry.
“…who the fuck are you? Sister Teresa? Who gives you the right to point to the moral standards of others? I’m sorry.
“Not Teresa, but I am a nun. I’m sorry.
Lin Hee-hye whispered.
“Huh, Sister? I’m sorry.
Lin Hee-hee went to sit down on the couch, held the necklace to the chest and looked to the sky outside the balcony.
“But you do have a sense of justice and courage… to save my life, and I thank you, Kang-ju. I’m sorry.
I stared at her silvery little cross.
She said she was a nun…
“Then shouldn’t you be bald? I’m sorry.
“The nun doesn’t shave his head. Are you under compulsory education? I’m sorry.
“I’ve never seen a nun so ugly! I’m sorry.
We looked at each other for a few seconds, and we threw each other away.
I sat on the bed with my legs and looked at the women’s neighbours and couldn’t help but talk.
“What do you think is going on, Miss Lin? Why do we repeat this day? I’m sorry.
“I don’t know. I’m sorry.
Lin Hee-hee looked at the clouds and went on for seconds:
“Maybe a miracle. I’m sorry.
“…means that God doesn’t want you to die, so he sent me this angel to save you, and it won’t stop today until he succeeds in saving you? I’m sorry.
Lin-hee fell silent again.
It took a long time to start over.
“I don’t know, I’m sorry, I don’t know…”
She whispered in pain and sorrow.
“Then you must know why the black suit killed you! I’m sorry.
“I drove you away, but he caught me, which means he’s been watching you, seeing us out of the apartment, right? He looks like a professional killer.
Think about it, and think about it, where the man might be hiding, so we can… I’m sorry.
I looked at the phone.
The guy in the suit is coming.
We went to the door, looked out in the eyes of the cat, and the phantom of the man in the suit went up and down, two seconds later, the door was ringing.
I turned around and made a boo-boo gesture to Lindsey.
We stood at the gates and waited as if we had knocked, and then we stopped, and it was a small metallic bump, and it seemed that the other saw no one open the door and began to break the lock.
The lock was soon broken, and I walked to the hole on the wall, leaning to the opposite side, and the man in the suit was walking around next door, holding a pistol that had killed me twice, opening the door in one piece.
I turned back, and Lin-hee stood by and looked down as if it had nothing to do with it.
– The guy couldn’t find the target, would he just give up?
I prayed so secretly in my heart, but it didn’t work out. After a few seconds in the center of the room, the other side turned around and walked this way.
Shit, we’re gonna find the hole!
I’ll pull back immediately, take Lin-hee and cover her mouth. Both men leaned against the wall by the hole and the atmosphere was afraid to take a sip.
– Get out of here, there’s no one you’re looking for.
Pray again.
It’s not going to the door, it’s going to the balcony. I immediately jumped up and ran to the door.
Run, run, run!
We ran out of the door and ran to the elevator while the other side couldn’t get back. But as we ran through the security stairs, it was like a curse — the two pairs opened the door, and the janitor who came out of it ran into us.
The men in the suit have come out of Lin-hee’s room at the time of the fall.
When the shots were ringing, the bullet ran over the body, and I turned and ran, but I ran, and there was one less foot, and when I looked back, Lin-hee stopped and tried so hard to pull up the old man who had been scared.
What are you doing? I’m sorry.
“No, you can’t leave him, you’ll be killed! I’m sorry.
She just lost her voice, and her chest burst.
She slipped for half a second, slipped a little bit and laughed a little bit.
“You’re a fucking mother! “I’ve been crying for a long time.
The man in the suit walked through Lin Hsi’s body and filled it with a bullet, then fired another shot at him and finally pointed his gun at me.
I don’t care if I run away, I walk straight to the guy in the suit.
“Come on, come on, come on, come on!
And We shouted out out of the way.
Shots were ringing as I wished, right in the eye.
But at least… this time I saw the guy’s face.
5
“This time, we’re standing by the elevator and sneaking at him while we open the door! I’m sorry.
— As a result, he was captured and shot and killed by a man in a well-prepared suit.
“We hide in the stairwell, and when he enters your room, he escapes from the stairwell! I’m sorry.
— Turns out, on his way to the 2nd floor, he was cut off by a man in a suit from the elevator.
“We wake up and run away! I’m sorry.
— The result was to be chased and killed again.
“Shit! Fight him!”
– The results.
We were lying on our backs for a long time.
“How many times has this been repeated? I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you ask us how many times we died? I’m sorry.
“How long before he comes?” I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you ask us how long before we die next time? I’m sorry.
“Are you really a nun? I’m sorry.
“Are you really an angel? I’m sorry.
I’m a carp punching up from bed.
“I’m not an angel, miss! I’m just an ordinary man who has been caught up in your miracle for no reason. I’m sorry.
“Why?”
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
Lin-hee sits up, leans back on my back.
“Why do you have to save me? I’m sorry.
“…”
What the hell is this?
“Do you need a reason to save people? I’m sorry.
“Don’t you need it?”
“Don’t play with me, I just want to save you, because you–
“Looking good?”
You shouldn’t have died. I’m sorry.
“Huh? I’m sorry.
My back felt Lin-hee’s little tremor.
“If you’re dead, who’s going to help the boss, who’s going to help the annoying little boy, who’s going to church to build a superstition and sing the Virgin Mary? Ha ha! Can’t be a selfish, uncompassionate person like me? So I’m going to save you — the bad guys are going to save the good guys to be safe and sound. I’m sorry.
I stood up and pulled the silent Lin Hee.
“Let’s go, the guy’s about to move. I’m sorry.
We’ll walk out of the room and take the elevator downstairs.
“Where are we going? If he gets out of the apartment, he’ll find out. I’m sorry.
“I know. I’m sorry.
On that point, we have confirmed several times, the first of course when we drove away, the second when we dressed up and walked out the door and were still stopped in the middle of the road, and the third when we tried to escape from the back door, which was the same. From this, I assume that the other party has apparently been closely monitoring all the exits.
“But we’re hiding in the building, right? I’m sorry.
There’s a lot of rooms in the hotel’s office area, a groceries room, a bathroom, and so on.
When the elevator went down to the first floor, we walked out of the elevator, and the familiar little girl was still crying in the elevator, and Lin-hee saw it and tried to go that way, and I tried to pull it.
“What? The Virgin Heart has done it again, right?”
But this time, Lin-hee broke my hand with more force.
“I’m going to help her. Don’t you want to be a bad person? Then let me be a good man. “Lin-hee looked me in the eye and said, “Good, good, bad, bad.” This is not a Bible sentence, even if you should know. I’m sorry.
“…”
I had to let go of my hand and let Lin-hee walk to the little girl and comfort her in her words.
With this delay, today’s chances of escape seem to be lost, but — it doesn’t matter.
It’s just another death.
We have unlimited lives to survive, which is our greatest advantage.
Lin-hee came with the little girl and said he wanted to find help from the hotel staff, and the three of us came to the front desk and explained the situation. The little girl I’ve stared at so many times at the reception called the lobby manager, who took us into the surveillance room and tried to look for the little girl’s mother. The only staff member in the room kept the surveillance video silent and kept his head down.
I didn’t care at first.
But after a few minutes of reading, the sound of alarm in the brain turned the sight again to the silent employee.
The faces of each other, and the faces of the memory, standing in front of me nearing death, overlap!
I suppressed panic and excitement, tried my best to keep my face clean, and then grabbed Lin-hee’s hand.
She’s not aware of her doubts.
And We said with the sound of the voice that no one could hear: “Is it true that you say good things? I’m sorry.
“I said how he always knew so well where we were and this guy was sitting in the surveillance room! I’m sorry.
“The corridor between me and your room is blind, so he doesn’t know I’m in your room, but he also knows I’m not leaving the apartment building. I’m sorry.
“Well, since we found out who the guy is, it’s easy to deal with him next time — can we finally get through this? I’m sorry.
I said look at Lin Hee-hee and turn around and laugh.
This strange cycle of time is finally over.
– But not today.
Although we found out who the other person was, it must be too late for “Today” to come up with a gun, so we decided to end the day on our own — and save ourselves the gun.
Together, we stood on the balcony rail, looking down at the traffic.
The wind lifts our clothes up, and Lin-hee’s long hair is like fire.
I looked at her face, and I always thought she was pretty, but only for this moment, my heart beats.
Looking down the street, she seems to have retreated, showing a weak smile: “We say our teachings do not allow suicide.” I’m sorry.
“It’s okay, you’re not suicide. I’m sorry.
I laughed.
This time I killed him! I’m sorry.
I grabbed Lin-hee’s hand and jumped forward, and Lin-hee screamed and held me tight.
There seems to be a theory in psychology called the suspension bridge effect.
It’s about men and women in critical situations, who are more likely to lose their feelings and fall in love with each other.
In a matter of seconds after the fall of the building, I naturally did not have time to refine that theory.
“This nun, I seem to like you! I’m sorry.
And We cried out to Lin-hee’s face at a distance.
“Will you and I…”
Wrong timing, aborted confession.
Next “Today” comes.
Next thing you know, it’s much easier.
It took us a few more days to make sure we had an absolute stakeout. – It’s the corner of a pile of groceries and garbage cans. It’s easy to hide. We ran past the camera on purpose, creating the false impression of escape, and then ran into the corner of the dead, hiding behind the garbage can, waiting until the man in the suit arrived in haste and came out of the garbage bag where he was hiding, and sprayed it with a ready anti-wolf spray.
On the sixteenth day of time, he was finally subdued.
I looked at the man in the suit who was tied up with five flowers and had two socks in my mouth, and I was lost.
“What shall we do next?”
Kill him?
Naturally, this is the easiest way. But Lin-hee, a nun, can’t do it, and I am a law-abiding man.
Hand him over to the police?
Not at all, because the other party’s killing was not carried out at all, but rather we were a bit like kidnappers.
Why did he kill Lin-hee?
I looked at Lin-hee’s face with a light look and realized that she might well know why she was being chased.
“Drive the car to the underground parking lot and we’ll put him in the trunk. In the end, Lin Hsi has taken care of it.
“Oh… okay. I’m sorry.
We walked into the elevator with the man in the suit, pressed the closing button all the way down to the negative second floor and put him in the trunk.
What’s next?
I’m looking at Lin-hee, the deputy.
“Go to the beach. I’m sorry.
“Go and dump the dead in the sea? I’m sorry.
“Of course not. Just want to go to the sea. I’m sorry.
We drove to the beach, parked in a remote area and headed for the beach. And then…
It’s like a normal couple.
Lin-hee seems to have put down the shelf that he has been holding all this time, and has hidden the face, which is quiet and calm. She smiled, ran, waved, kicked sand at me, played water on the beach, made sand forts, caught crabs and took my hand for a walk along the coast.
I also forgot the life and death I had experienced before and the man in the suit in the trunk.
Only men who play with their girls with their heart and heart share the confusion that belongs to both of us.
Until the night is dark and the moon rises.
We sit on the silent, empty sand, staring at the dark sea.
I turned my head and looked towards Lin-hee’s lightly and stratified side face.
I gave birth to a little bit of courage to go further, and then I insinuated, “Well, Miss Lin, when she jumped the other day…”
How long till tomorrow? I’m sorry.
Lin-hee interrupted my speech and asked softly.
“Uh…”
I took out the phone at 23:59.
“One minute… no, 10 seconds, nine, eight.”
In a few seconds, the real tomorrow should be here.
I’m both jumpy and somewhat sorry.
“KANG Jun. I’m sorry.
That’s when Lin-hee softly called me.
“When tomorrow comes, we’ll…”
…1 0.
The second shot reaches 12 o’clock.
Six.
I woke up from bed, staring at the ceiling above my head.
I picked up my phone and looked at the screen.
July 11th.
“…”
Time, repeat again.
Tomorrow is not coming.
I walked to the hole, staring.
This endless dream is not over.
So what’s the end? Why are we still revolving? Too many questions have accumulated in my mind, almost losing my ability to think. After a few seconds, the other side of the hole heard a crotch.
On the floor, Lin-hee sat next to the hole with a light smile on his face.
“Go on with the date. I’m sorry.
So we really started dating.
My reason and emotion split me in half.
The half of reason said: “Return to a normal life, and flee from the cycle and continue your life.” I’m sorry.
And the half of emotion will only appear when I look to Lin-hee, and it will only repeat from my heart: “Look at her, she wants you to be with her.” I’m sorry.
I unconditionally obeyed emotional incitement.
Upon waking up every day, a light vehicle ran through the surveillance, subdued the man in the suit and threw him in the trunk with a large bouquet. Then start a new day.
It’s like an endless date without any boundaries. We drive around this luxurious city and do countless things that we dared or dared or could not even think about.
One by one eats all over a fancy restaurant.
Every day, a five-star hotel.
Breaking into the scene of the wedding, pretending to be a lover or lover of a new man, making a scene.
Into the parking lot of the rich quarter, one of them went for a ride on the road, moving in one by one.
Entered my company in a limo, went straight into the office of the head, submitted his resignation.
She broke into her church in a limo and hung the harassing priest at the door.
Parks, hotels, food streets, temples, museums, zoos, concerts, shopping malls, films, art fairs, comics, cruise ships, Disneys… The city is a beautiful and unreserved city, one by one, and we travel, taste, watch, buy, and every day without any weight.
After all, time is endless.
Money has also become insignificant, just a figure that can be squandered.
Laws, rules, ethics, taboos, too, have almost lost their meaning, because every 24 hours, everything is replaced.
We even spent half a month setting up a well-planned bank robbery plan, successfully stunned security, stole a whole car of money and played a GTA in the sound of a police siren all over the city.
During this period, however, Lin-hee played a similar brake role in both of us, preventing me from being more radical, from acting too harshly, and when I tried to crash a bus in a big truck and create a huge accident, Lin-hee tried to stop me.
In this endless cycle, where life and death are meaningless, it seems that she still has a high moral standard, that she will accompany me to rob a bank, steal a limo, destroy it, and that I will never be allowed to do anything to hurt others or even myself.
“Why not? It’s gonna be reset tomorrow. No one will really die! I’m sorry.
“They’ve died before. “Limcee said:
It’s probably the bottom line of her heart — I’m dark inside.
One day, we stood on the presidential suite at the high-end hotel overlooking the lights below our feet.
“Aigoo–” Do you have a feeling that the world is in my hands, that I am the King of Heaven? I’m sorry.
“Imbeciles… they’re just staying in a second-class hotel. I’m sorry.
“But I can live every day!” You can live wherever you want, whatever you want! Can the Titanic begin to sail every day?
I jumped down the stairs, pulled Lin-hee up on the couch, pushed her to the edge of the balcony and held her waist.
“Fuck, what are you doing? I’m sorry.
“Imitation of Jack and Ruth!” Come on, say something! “I am the king of the world! I’m sorry.
“Stop it, stop it! I’m sorry.
“If you don’t scream, I’ll jump in your arms.” I’m sorry.
“…and I cried out!”
In the evening wind, with the stars and the lights, I saw Lin-hee’s red fainting face spread to the roots of his ears.
I have also quietly separated a little from my body — just because I can’t let her hear my deafening heart beat.
She took a breath, closed her eyes and shouted at the night.
I am the queen of the world–! I’m sorry.
The night sky was filled with laughs and loud noises until the dark clouds covered the moon, and the midnight drew near, and we lay wearyly on the big bed.
The silence.
I can only hear each other breathing.
I sucked my nose and looked her in the eye: “Does a nun get married?” I’m sorry.
Lindsey didn’t answer.
She’s coming in a little bit.
We’re in the dark.
7
The next day — or, to be precise, the next day I wake up from my own bed.
It’s groaning and laughing at the details of last night, and the walls are coming in prostrating. I jumped out of my bed to the hole, and Lin-hee was sitting in front of the crack.
“Where are we going today?”
“Well, the sea. I’m sorry.
“To the sea again?”
I’ve been to the beach a dozen times, and it’s the only place we’ve ever been again, and I can remember when the road was blocked and the tide went down.
“I like to go. Can’t I? I’m sorry.
“Of course. I’m sorry.
The man in the suit (which has become the most skilled process of the day) was easily decorated, and we drove straight to the beach. I’ve played all the tricks on the beach, so I’ve got a little interest in hiding under the umbrella of Lin-hee, who is far away.
She seems to like to look at the sea — do nothing, just stand still and stare.
This is no big deal for us who have almost eternal time today.
Where are you going tomorrow?
I turned on the tourist magazine and looked up with enthusiasm, as long as it was within the reach of a day’s drive, it was within our current range of hunting.
But what happens when all these places are gone?
“…”
What if this cycle is endless?
What happens to two people trapped in time cages and exiled to this little place?
I tried not to think about that.
It’s only about being happy.
Lindsey came over and sat down in the recital chair and squeezed me out. She just came back from the sun and she was warm and warm.
“Where is this? Looks pretty. She refers to the magazine pages in my hands.
“Hmm? Oh… it’s Uyuni salt marsh. I’m sorry.
I read to the magazine.
“The other name is the sky mirror, a giant salt marsh, which rains every summer and drys up in the winter, with a glass of salt. “and the image of the sky is perfectly mirrored, as if it were–“
As if walking between the sky and the clouds. I’m sorry.
Rin Hee-hee lamented the pictures in the magazine, and the light faded when she saw the text.
“In the Andes of Bolivia. I’m sorry.
“Well…”
On the other side of the sea.
We’ll never get there.
Silence and silence surrounded it as if it touched a taboo.
Why do we have time to repeat it?
– The topic also seems to be taboo.
From that day on, we dared not mention anyone again.
At first, we all thought that if we avoided her being killed, time would continue and the world would return to the same. But that clearly does not seem to be the case.
This cycle continues without reason.
Then what is it?
What are the conditions for breaking this cycle?
I look down to Lin-hee’s eyelashes.
I’m getting certain that she knows the terms.
She understood everything in her heart.
“Do you want to know?” Lin-hee whispered.
I had a tremor.
For some reason, I acted foolishly: “What do you know?” I’m sorry.
Lin-hee smiled and said nothing.
8
After that, the endless “Today” continues to be repeated.
I don’t know how many times after the cycle, we suddenly found out that the city was already out there.
The map is long gone.
The view is no longer new.
At a certain point in time, a car with some kind of branding becomes a boring memory match.
Entering a restaurant, speaking to the eaters, giving them their names, addresses, hobbies, telephones and even extramarital lovers, and looking at their faces for fun.
Four of them with the music technology they’ve learned in countless cycles.
It’s not like you’re going to win the contest with the endlessly repeated answers.
But gradually, even that joy became a boring repetition.
We slowly realize that the world is becoming a complete rewinding cycle.
No matter how hard we struggle, 100 days, 1,000 days, 10,000 days, up to 100,000 days later? Our memories, our consciousness and even our personality will eventually be worn out in endless rewinds.
This should be the end of time prisoners.
One day, I woke up from bed and heard a sweet humming from the balcony.
Don’t turn around. I know who’s singing.
During countless cycles, Lin-hee has mastered the techniques of climbing through the balcony partitions, often touching me while I am asleep and walking around the room.
I’m sitting up, stretching out, looking over the balcony.
The shadow of Lin-hee is wrapped in a light golden dawn, and his skirts rise. And for a moment, I even had the illusion that she was going to go into that golden dream and disappear.
I walked over and held her from behind.
“Where are we going today?” Lin-hee whispered.
“An ancient town on the outskirts of the city. How about it? Without traffic, we should be able to arrive by sunset. I’m sorry.
Lin-hee didn’t answer, just kept singing softly.
It’s an unknown familiar melody, and I listened for a few seconds to recall — the English song that I’ve just heard through the crack of the loop.
“What’s this song? I’ve heard you sing before. I can’t help but ask.
Lin-hee kept quiet for a few seconds and kept humming.
Will the circle be unbroken?
By and by, Lord, by and by
There’s a better home a waiting
In the sky, Lord, in the sky… The blogger says:
“This is…”
“It’s a holy song, a song of praise for the Lord in a religious ceremony,” Lin-hee whispered, with a strange sense of alienation, and said, “When I was little, I learned it in the choir.” I’m sorry.
“What does it mean by “circle”? I’m sorry.
“I don’t know, I don’t really mean it, I guess it’s life or death. All the suffering in the world can be ended only by going to eternal heaven. I’m sorry.
“…”
“What’s wrong with you? I’m sorry.
“I hate this song. I’m sorry.
‘Cause it led us to be together in heaven? I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“Don’t you believe in God? I’m sorry.
“Of course not. I immediately said,
It seems that Lin-hee was not angry, but rather smiled in her face.
“If this turn is truly a sign from your Lord,” I said, “Why doesn’t he tell us how to break it and keep his devout followers in this cell?” I’m sorry.
“…”
Lindsey didn’t answer.
Can the circle be broken?
I couldn’t help but ask.
Lindsey turned his head at me.
The smile on her face is still there.
For some reason, it does not spread at all, and it becomes bitter and bleak.
As if he laughed when he left.
“Follow me. I’m sorry.
She said she climbed up the balcony rail, crossed the partition and returned to her room.
I had to keep up.
– At last, I couldn’t help but ask.
I don’t know why, it doesn’t feel like it.
In meditation, I even felt that I had made some kind of irreversible choice.
We went into Lin-hee’s room, and there were bottles of jars on the table, and I looked at them and I recognized them as antidepressants.
“They are…”
Lin Hsi went to the door, picked up a familiar delivery box and came and put it on the floor.
It was the box she held when we first met.
She cut open the box, took out the bottle and put it on the bed.
“This is…”
“Aether. I’m sorry.
What? I’m sorry.
I was surprised.
Isn’t that for anesthesia?
Overinhalation can even kill you!
Hee, you…
Lin Hee-hee returned a sad smile.
She took a deep breath and threw up:
“I hired the killer myself. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
Lin-hee raised his hand to stop me and began to speak with calm and flat lines.
– I don’t think I have to hide it from you. You should have seen it, yes, depression.
– Please don’t ask for reasons, please don’t ask, I’m just… tired and tired of doing nothing else, from home, to school, to convents and churches … little joy, nothing but painful memories. No matter how many prayers, it will not ease that sense of fatigue.
— Most importantly, I wonder why, if all the suffering I have encountered is a trial of God and a sin of redemption, what does it matter to those who have inflicted it on me? Why can they laugh and live happily ever after? I can’t figure it out, and I’m not thinking about it anymore.
— The problem is that the precepts do not allow me to commit suicide, so I thought of this speculative approach.
“Do you hire a killer to kill yourself?” I’m sorry.
Lindsey nod his head.
– There’s no need to be so surprised, because I didn’t know I was the first person to do that. And when the deal was completed, I almost felt the first time in my life that I had even bought the medicine and looked forward to his coming. I thought everything was going to be easy, and I was going to get out in my sleep.
“But he…”
The man in the suit killed her that day with a strangle.
Very painful death.
Lindsey nod again.
– He refused to anesthetize me, because it left me in the body, and the autopsy was easy to discover, which led the police to suspect my cause of death and to find me and his transaction records. He was a sophisticated killer, and the plan was to disguise my death as a burglary so that he would not be exposed. That’s how he strangled me. It’s like looking at yourself being squeezed out of the body.
Lin Hee-hee was painfully holding her shoulders and I was too busy holding her shaking body.
– When I woke up again, I thought I had nightmares, and I didn’t understand what happened until it was the second time that he shot me. I almost collapsed. What kind of punishment is that? I’m not afraid to die, but I don’t want to be killed again and again! I decided on the third day to release myself, even if the commandments were broken, and to go to hell, because the situation was nothing like hell to me.
“…”
That’s why she was in a mental state like a corpse.
– Until I met you at the elevator door.
Lin turned his head and looked at me and showed me the first smile since the day.
Then there’s the story of memory.
We plotted and resisted and succeeded in subjugating the man in the suit, ending the cycle of Lin-hee’s death.
“But the cycle is not over. I’m whispering.
We are still trapped in this endless cycle.
Lindsey nod his head.
“I also thought at the outset that the cycle would end as long as I were not killed, but that was not the case at all, and I am afraid that we were only affected by a similar picture, on the contrary — I think I must die before the cycle ends. I’m sorry.
What are you talking about? I’m sorry.
Lin-hee looked at me and the smile became bitter and cold.
“Because it was my choice, and I chose the wide door, seeking early salvation. I do not know whether it is blasphemous or contrary to the Lord of the Kingdom, but I know only that my destiny has been decreed. I’m sorry.
“You, don’t think, Hee! You’ve been dead many times! Or the cycle stopped! I’m sorry.
Lin-hee smiled at me.
“You need to get your head straight, Kang-mu. Think about it. I’m sorry.
Heavy, important factors?
“You’re dead too. I’m sorry.
“Me too…”
“So the reason for the cycle is actually your death. I’m sorry.
“or your death, with mine not. I’m sorry.
I’m stuck in a tummy.
It took so long to swallow dry throats.
“I don’t understand. I’m sorry.
I fought hard to shake my head.
Lin-hee lamented and looked at the holes in the wall.
“All because of that hole. I’m sorry.
“The Hole?”
“It puts our fate wrongly together, Kang-mu. I should have died on my first day, my destiny, and you should have lived, worked, married, had children, and lived your life. We didn’t know each other, but you took a look in the hole, and you got us mixed up and you got involved and killed. That’s why the cycle occurs. I’m sorry.
I don’t understand! Hee-hee. I’m sorry.
That is to say, the cycle will be broken only if everything is restored to its original state and our destiny is re-aligned. I’m sorry.
“-Let me die according to my destiny. I’m sorry.
“and you, keep living. I’m sorry.
9
“Where are we going today?”
“Go to the sea.” I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
“Today to the beach?”
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
We drove to the beach.
The left road will run out of a lady with a red light, so slow down.
The working man standing next to the bus is calling the boss on the N and a bird shit will fall on his bald top in three seconds.
The children from the school bus are marching in line and singing my old school song.
The colour of the sky, the shape of the clouds, the formation of seabirds, the sound of waves, the flute of the ferry, the sun in the sea — everything is exactly the same as yesterday.
It is also a matter of course.
I sat on the beach, staring at Lin-hee from far away.
– It’s okay.
This cycle can continue as long as we want.
Fuck the signs, the loop, the fate.
I don’t believe any of that.
And we will never yield to that.
Lin-hee came up with a skirt, slowly walking, sitting next to me, and her hair was floating in the evening wind, immersing in the twilight, like a bright cloud.
We’re sitting side by side.
Almost silently, just a couple of sentences.
“Have you seen the movie “The Day of the Groundhog”? I asked.
“Well, of course I’ve seen it,” Lindsey noded, “and like us, it’s a story of an infinite cycle, right? I’m sorry.
“We’re different. I’m sorry.
“Huh? I’m sorry.
“The lead man in the day of the groundhogs, trying so hard to reach tomorrow, right? So we’re different. I’m sorry.
The brook dazzled its eyes and smiled.
Exactly.
There is no need to look forward to tomorrow.
She will always live in this time, in this dream, on this beach and in my eyes.
We can stay forever and forever today.
The sun fell into the sea, and we held hands and watched with silence the rising moon of the moon and the long river of light on the sea.
The vast stars and the sea hover over their heads and shine on the sea like a mirror. A pound of fog flows slowly at the same time over our heads and under our bodies, as if we were lying on a cloud and floating in the abyss of stars.
Everything seems to be lost.
The stars and the sea are bound together, and the universe and the earth’s water and milk merge.
“The sky mirror. #Linhee suddenly said #
“Well, the sky mirror. I’m sorry.
It doesn’t matter anymore.
Nothing separates me from her, from this eternal world.
“Go to the opera tomorrow, Romeo and Juliet’s story, no matter how many times I read it. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. #Linhee replied softly #
“The day after tomorrow I’m going to surf the bay next door, so a nice one can’t be enough. I’m going to be a surfer. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“Then the day after tomorrow, go to the fishing village off the island and eat all the seafood there. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“On the day after tomorrow, we’ll go to the undersea hotel. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“We’ll watch the video the day after tomorrow. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“To the forest park the day after tomorrow. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
The day after tomorrow.
I kept saying that Lin-hee suddenly laughed at the day of the plan.
“Huh? I’m sorry.
She took a deep breath and lay down on the beach, and she had no energy, as if she were to let the world hear the general air and shout at the stars:
“It’s good to be alive! I’m sorry.
Yeah…
I laughed, and I cried:
“It’s real alive. I’m sorry.
The fact that she sought her death and now calls out the most positive slogan in the world has brought me down completely.
We lie down on the beach and laugh together.
It’s okay.
There’s nothing to worry about.
She’s alive.
As long as you live — life has unlimited possibilities.
“Ginger, close your eyes. I’m sorry.
In the darkness, Lin-hee spoke with a gentle voice.
I closed my eyes — it’s no different from closing and not closing.
Two cold, soft pieces on my lips.
That should be her lips.
I was just about to hold her, and something covered my face, a strange smell of sniveling noses.
Consciousness is rapidly sinking.
I went to sleep.
10
I woke up in my sleep and opened my eyes with my broken head.
There is a silent and dark sea in front of us, and on the very far-off sea level, there is a ray of light piercing the night.
I sat up hard.
– Why did you wake up here?
Why not in your own bed?
I looked around, and no longer saw Lin-hee, at my feet — where she had been lying and a letter had been inserted in the sand.
I pick up the letter and pull out the phone with my shaking hand.
5 11 minutes, 12 July.
“Ling Hee-hee! I’m sorry.
I jumped up and ran to the sea.
Lin-hee! I’m sorry.
The dumb sea swallows my sorrow.
Lindsey’s letter.
Ginger:
I should have left when I saw this letter, and you should have arrived tomorrow.
I’m sorry to end up saying goodbye to you in this way.
I took some pills to put you in. You should wake up in a few hours. Don’t worry, those amounts won’t hurt your body.
I’ll be back in your car after that, untie the guy and let him kill me as promised.
I am not afraid to commit suicide, nor am I afraid of taboos and precepts that do not go to heaven, which are meaningless to me now.
I am only afraid that my own hasty suicide will cause you to become a sinner, so let the man bear what he should have done and pray for forgiveness.
I’ve had a happy year with you, Kang-sun. That’s a wonderful life I’ve never had in over 20 years.
I don’t even think it’s a bad thing to live like this, to live with you, to fall in love, to marry, to have children, to grow old and to have a happy life.
I guess you’ve cured me, but I shouldn’t have.
Our fate is due to that hole, which wrongly intersected, and my life is over on that day, and your life should have continued.
I’d like to stay here with you on this day, and I’d like to surf again, watch Romeo and Juliet again, eat lots and lots of good food, and continue to hang around with you and want to stay with you forever.
But I can’t do it.
You have tomorrow to hope for.
I can’t kidnap your life.
So I chose to let go.
In the past, I thought it was the happiest thing to free myself from suffering and die for myself. But now I find something happier, and I want to die for you.
I hope that you will come tomorrow and that you will fall in love, marry, have children, grow old and live a happy life, which is my sincere hope.
Goodbye, Kang-ju.
Maybe one day we’ll meet again in heaven?
But even without heaven, it doesn’t matter anymore.
Because this year with you, it’s like heaven.
Lindsey.
Eleven.
That’s it. The nun named Lindsey died.
There is only one small gravestone that has disappeared from the world to prove its existence.
A new household was moved soon next door, and a breach was soon discovered, and a polite consultation was reached and a decision was made to fill the hole.
So, one day, when I woke up from the bed, I found a hole in the wall that was gone.
It was sealed in a cell with lime and cement.
I put on a crucifixed necklace and asked to leave the company as if I was wandering around the city, going back to every corner we’ve been to, trying to find the traces of Lin-hee.
The seats in the opera and cinemas, the waves in the bay, the balconies in the forest park, the balconies of the Five Stars Hotel, the fragrances in the temples The moon and the stars on the beach.
Kang-sun,
Kang-sun,
Ginger.
Kang-sun!
Ginger…
Her call was hidden in the wind of the sea and wrapped in the waves, and her figure-mother was in the shade left behind in every corner of the beach — but she no longer existed.
Why would she think that would make me happy?
Time’s running, moving forward.
Tomorrow, the day after, the day after.
Next week, next month, next year.
But the passage of time has become another form of endless cycle for me — a huge island without her.
I’d rather be stuck on that day forever! I’d rather stay with her forever in that little, incredibly happy world.
There’s an extra pistol in the drawer.
It’s a gun from the black market with a box of homemade bullets.
I used to take my hand and touch it in the middle of the night.
I don’t know when it started.
I’ve come up with a pretty crazy idea.
Lin-hee once said that our fate was because of that broken hole, that I should not have died that day and that I should have had a full life — that is, my fate was to live to die.
Right?
In that case, if I pick up a gun — open a hole in my brain.
It’s time to cut off your destiny again.
What happens?
Will I return to that day?
Did I see those dreamy eyes again?
I want to see her again.
Even if it’s just one shot.
Even back to that endless cycle.
Will it happen?
Will the Circle-be unbroken?
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Author: Hyun-ho
Case number: YX01Yg42VryKyJ0E0
Scramble.
Red alert: My world has collapsed.
Under the light, wait.
x
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
