In this world, I hate two kinds of people most. There are two kinds of people I hate most
in the world.
One is to rob Shen Kui with me, and the other is not to rob Shen Kui with me.
The former lack of virtue, the latter lack of quality, as it happens, Yan Shuangshuang has both, can be called my destined enemy. Yan Shuangshuang
has a pair of long and charming eyes and thin and merciless lips, which look shameless and attract bees and butterflies.
And what she said was even more outrageous, even if her voice was as clear as the sound of a fairy.
She said, “I object to this marriage.” As soon as
she spoke, the field quieted down. Outside the window, Xu Guishan piled up snow in a thousand mountains. She was dressed in white, her face was covered with gauze, and her face was shadowy, but beautiful.
This is the annual grand meeting of Xu Guishan, where the heads of twelve academies gathered. Just now, my father announced that my marriage to Shen Kui would be held in March.
My father, as the head of Hsu Kui-shan and the head of the Twelve Academies, has always been respected by scholars all over the world. As his only daughter, my marriage has naturally received a lot of attention. Shen Kui and
I are baby relatives. We grew up together. We were childhood sweethearts and had no guesses. In my heart, he is not only my brother, but also the lover who can accompany me all my life. Everyone praised us for being a good match, even I thought so. There was a rustling of voices in the
crowd, and my father asked her, “Why do you object?” “Of course I have my reasons,”
she said.
“Nonsense!”
“Ridiculous!”
An old pedant criticized her, and the scene was chaotic. Shen Kui stood beside me and whispered, “Ah Wu, I’ll take you away first.” In the
crowd, Yan Shuangshuang did not squint, but said in a loud voice, “Shen Kui is not a good man. How can daughter of the mountain owner marry him?”
Shen Kui Zhilan Yushu, Duan Fang Junzi, Yan Shuangshuang said so, it is really unreasonable.
Sure enough, someone said, “How can you be so innocent?”
“Nature is not trapped in him out of thin air.”
I couldn’t help but look back and see that she had come to me. There was a hubbub of voices
and drizzling snow, but only a peach tree in the courtyard was in full bloom. “Are you really going to marry him?” She asked me coldly.
She was so powerful that I stepped back and bumped into Shen Kui. Shen Kui blocked me behind him and asked Yan Shuangshuang coldly, “Have you had enough?”
Yan Shuangshuang sneered, “Just asking. Why, are you afraid?” “Ah Wu is already my wife,” said
Shen Kui. “Why should I be afraid?”
“Ridiculous.” Yen Shuang-shuang says, “You’re such a shameless man!” When
she had finished scolding Shen Kui, she called out, “Listen to me, everyone!” When
they heard this, she lowered her eyes and said softly, “I didn’t come here to make a scene today, but I really have something to get off my chest. I wonder if you can make a decision for me.”
Her words had just been sharp, but now they were soft and pitiful. All the people
present were men, and naturally they took pity on her. Even my father slowed down his voice and said, “You tell me, if there is something hidden, we will make decisions for you.”
“I’m relieved to hear the dean say so.” With a sob, she suddenly pointed at Shen Kui and exclaimed, “I’m pregnant, and I’m pregnant with the child of Master Shen Kui!”
I
Shen Kui: “..”
Onlookers: “..” There was a moment of silence
on the court. As the center of the storm, Yan Shuangshuang still hung his head. From my point of view, he was clearly happy.
Noticing my gaze, she suddenly winked at me and said proudly in a low voice, “Give up, Ah Wu. You will never marry Shen Kui in your life.” The past of Yan Shuangshuang
and I is a long story, which can be summed up as the word “evil fate.”.
She was two years older than me, and she had just turned fifteen when she went to Xugui Mountain.
In that year, the world was changing. Zhang Chuang, the king of Guangling, rebelled and fought all the way into the capital. The last emperor burned himself in the palace, and the Zhou Dynasty was destroyed.
The war is raging everywhere. And Xu Gui Mountain, as the daughter of the mountain owner, I took a group of shrimp soldiers and crab generals to ambush outside my father’s yard.
Elder Martial Brother asked me, “Master hasn’t received a new disciple for a long time. I don’t know if it’s a boy or a girl this time.”
One word stirred up a thousand waves, and everyone immediately got into a passionate discussion: “I want a junior fellow apprentice so that he can help me wash my socks.”
“Your feet are so smelly. Don’t smoke them to death.”
“I’d like to have a younger martial sister. Let’s go back to the mountains. There’s only one girl, Ah Wu, but she’s really no different from the younger martial brother.”
“I’ve heard that the younger martial sisters are all fragrant and soft. I really want to know if it’s true!”
Hearing this, everyone looked at me and sighed. “I’m not soft, but I’m sweet,”
I complained.
But they still looked bitter, so I had to say, “I know, I know. I’ll go and see for you whether it’s the younger martial brother or the younger martial sister.” When
my father received visitors, he never allowed us to disturb him. I stepped on the shoulders of my brothers and climbed to the wall. The window of my father’s study was blocked by the blooming peach blossom branches. As
I tried to climb over the wall to a tree, I heard my father shout, “Zhangsun Wu!”! What are you doing
I was startled, hurriedly hugged the branch, but the posture was discomfited, buttocks in the air, face down. My father had come out of the study, followed by a man.
On this day, the sky is bright and clear, and the clear light falls, which washes thousands of miles of rivers and mountains as bright and clean as new. The man.. The girl stood there, dressed in a plain white gown, with a white silk on her forehead and a pair of narrow eyes that were slightly red.
Peach blossoms, the spring breeze has come, she just stood there, without words, has been beautiful as a dream.
I blushed for a moment, and the first thought in my mind was: How could she be so good-looking?!
Second thought: She looks really sweet and soft! The
third thought..
I didn’t have time to think about the third thought. The flower under me broke with a click. I fell from the sky. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the girl looking at me, her eyes were heavy and thoughtful.
Then, I fell to the ground heavily, and before I fainted, I struggled to come up with a third idea: the title of the first beauty of Xu Guishan is not mine after all!
For many years, on Xu Gui Mountain, my father had only one female disciple. The number of people was small, and the competition was naturally not fierce. I called myself the first beauty, and there was really nothing wrong with it. Un
expectedly, a new person came to the foot of the mountain and put me in the dust.
My heart was full of sadness, and when I turned my head, I saw a beautiful sleeping face-it was the girl who had followed my father. When
the lights were dim, she suddenly opened her eyes. I was so frightened that I wanted to cry out. She raised her hand and covered my mouth.
Her hands were cold, too, with a faint fragrance that was hard to distinguish. “Don’t make a sound,” she whispered in my ear. Later,
I heard my father talking outside, “..” The chaos in the world has already appeared, and it is hard to get back. What is the use of saying this? The voice of the man who spoke
to him was very low, and my father said, “..” Of course I’ll take good care of him. Oh, it’s a pity to say that. Now I just hope he can live here safely. What did
the man say? I leaned forward and bumped into the girl.
Her back was thin and her veins were winding like butterfly wings, while I was strong enough to eat two bowls of rice at a meal. When they met, she was carried forward by me and rolled out of bed together.
It was so loud that my father immediately came in and saw me on top of her.
My father: “..”
My father closed his eyes and said angrily, “What are you doing, you wicked bastard!”
I was in a hurry to get up, but when I stepped on my skirt, I fell back with a clatter.
My father picked me up, and the girl under my pressure had a pale face and bright red lips, which seemed to be stained with blood-
I made people vomit blood?! “Are you all right?”
I asked incredulously.
My father blew his beard and stared, “If you hadn’t been naughty, this..” How could anything have happened?
I said, “I just bumped into her by accident, and who knows, I knocked her out of bed.” When
you fell from the tree, if he hadn’t picked you up, would you still be talking back here! Even if you faint yourself, you’ll knock someone else out too!
It turned out that she had made me a human cushion three times. No wonder she slept with me. “I don’t know,”
I said. “I don’t blame her,” said the
young girl. “It’s just that I can’t control myself. That’s why I rolled out of bed.”
My father sighed, “Did you hear that?”
She nodded and looked at the man who was supporting her. “Uncle Chao, are you leaving too?” The man
she called Uncle Zhao was very heroic and tall, exactly the same as the general who could be both civil and military in the painting book.
Hearing this, he said, “Yes, the order I have received is to bring you here safely.”. Now that it’s done, it’s time to leave. “Will we see each other again?”
The girl asked.
“The mountains are high and the rivers are long. If there is a predestined relationship, naturally we will meet again.”
The girl raised her red eyes and begged, “Hsu Gui Mountain is a holy place for the literati all over the world. Even the rebels dare not attack it.”. Stay here with me.
“Too..” After a pause, Uncle Zhao changed his tune and said, “From the moment I entered the court, I have been skilled in martial arts in order to defend the country and protect the common people.”. When a real man is alive, he may die nine times, but he will not change his mind. Every word
he uttered was loud and clear, and when he looked at the girl, his eyes were filled with tenderness: “From now on, you will be alone. Take care of yourself.”
The girl kept silent and pressed her lips tightly. “She’s not alone,” I interjected. “My brothers and I will take good care of her.”
My father said angrily, “Zhangsun Wu!” But Uncle
Chao laughed. “That would be a burden to Miss Sun.” With that,
he arched his hand to me and turned away, as if he were going to a party that had already been doomed.
That was the last time I saw him. I didn’t know until many years later. His surname was Sun. Sun Zhao, born with divine power, was a general of a title of generals in ancient times. Three years later, on the battlefield, in order to protect the people to escape, he was hit by 19 arrows and killed hundreds of enemy troops before he died of exhaustion.
Some people, the first side is the last side.
At that time I didn’t understand, so I asked my father in a low voice, “Father, what’s the name of the younger martial sister?”
My father had blue veins on his forehead. “You’re such a monster. You can’t use your brain. You can’t even use your eyes.” “If you don’t answer me, forget it,”
I said. “Why do you scold me for no reason?”
The girl suddenly replied, “My name is Yan Shuangshuang.”
It’s a much better name than mine. “My name is Zhangsun Wu,” I said jubilantly. When you didn’t come, I was the only girl on the mountain. Now that I have you with me, I don’t have to play with those nerds.
She seemed to smile, her lips turned up, but there was no smile in her eyes. She just turned her head and looked at the night sky again.
The night sky was deep and full of stars. I heard my father sighing behind me, but I didn’t understand what he was sighing. If
a person is always young in this life, there will not be so much love and hatred, and there is no need to know the taste of trouble.
But the moon is round and set, the fate of life, as early as the beginning, it is difficult to change.
I have a strong body, and I will be alive and kicking after two days of self-cultivation. Before
class, the brothers all gathered around me and said, “Have you seen Younger Martial Sister?”? So, is it really fragrant and soft?
“It does smell good.” “It just didn’t seem so soft,” I recalled. It’s so
thin that it’s all bones. Before I could say
this, I heard them take a breath in unison.
Outside the door, Yan Shuangshuang was walking slowly, still dressed in white, but covered with a layer of gauze on his face, looking lonely and clean to the extreme.
I knocked the brothers out of the way and said, Younger Martial Sister, sit beside me! If you have any questions that you don’t understand, just ask me.
Her eyes curved. “Thank you, Elder Martial Sister.” When
she smiled, I was elated. The Elder Martial Brother had already brought her a table and chair, and had courteously wiped her sleeves clean. “Little sister, don’t just follow Ah Wu. Her grades are not good, and she can’t even memorize her books. If you have any questions, come and ask me.”
The other said, “You are surprisingly bad at school. Don’t mislead your children here. Sister Shuangshuang, ask me.” It was as if five hundred ducks were croaking in
my ears. Fortunately, when the Master arrived, she calmed down. I whispered to her, “Don’t be afraid. They all like you, so you are so enthusiastic.”
“What about you?”
“Me?” I said, “Of course I like you, too.” Under
the desk, she took my hand and wrote softly in the palm of my hand: “Me too.” So is
she?
She likes me, too? The
palm was itchy, but she had withdrawn her hand. I couldn’t help blushing, closing my palms and holding the three words gently. I didn’t listen carefully in
that class, and I was thinking about how to take good care of Yan Shuangshuang. The next time I went to class, I told her, “Let’s sit in the front row and see the most clearly.”
She sat down and handed me a small box. “What?” I asked curiously.
“I made it myself Bean Paste Cake.” She said softly, “I heard from Elder Martial Brother that you like this.”
I was moved and said, “Actually, I don’t like this, but..”
A group of young girls suddenly rushed in from the outside. Yan Shuangshuang said in surprise, “I thought you were the only one on Xu Gui Mountain.” Our two female disciples?
I snorted, “My father says there is no discrimination in teaching, so if you want to, you can come here and listen to anyone.”
“It is indeed true that around Mount Hsu Kui, there is so much enthusiasm for learning.”
“They didn’t come here to learn their lessons.” “They’re all here to see Master Shen,” I said sourly.
Shen Kui was eight years older than me. Before I was born, he had already been appreciated by many great Confucian scholars because of his excellent grades. When he was twelve years old, he passed the provincial examination. Just when everyone thought he would become the youngest Jinshi, he retired and returned to Xugui Mountain to study with great concentration, and said that he would no longer pass the examination for fame in this life, and his only wish was to teach and educate people.
So do not admire the glory, spread out, naturally praised, but also attracted countless young girls yearning. As soon as
my voice fell, Shen Kui came in from the outside.
He wore a long gown, wide-sleeved blue clothes, full of Wei and Jin style, and had a pair of smiling eyes, which made people feel close to him. As soon as
he came in, the classroom seemed to brighten up a lot. I deliberately did not squint. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw him stop in front of me and put a book in front of me: “If you asked me to look for it last time, I found it for you.”
Some people are naturally suitable for smiling, which makes people feel like spring breeze and forget vulgarity. I was in a good mood, but I only smiled at him in a reserved way.
At the end of the class, when everyone else ran over to ask him questions, Yan and I said, “Younger martial sister, you go back first.”
“Elder Martial Sister and Master Shen have something to say?”
Just.. It was he who found the book for me, and I want to thank him. I told her about Shen Kui’s secret. “Actually, it’s Master Shen who likes to eat Bean Paste Cake. Sister, can I give him a taste?” As soon as
my voice fell, I saw Yan Shuangshuang’s face change. I was a little surprised: “You..” Are you angry?
“No.”
“Shall I take the Bean Paste Cake to Master Shen?”
“Well, it’s up to you.”
She actually laughed at me?!
I was shocked for a moment, but she had already left with a smelly face. Someone knocked on my desk. I don’t know when Shen Kui came over and asked me with a smile, “What are you looking at?”? I’ve been standing here for a long time, and you didn’t even notice.
I didn’t know where to start, so I had to change the subject: “Thank you for finding the book for me.”
“It’s just a simple task.” He glanced out along my line of sight. “Is that the new female disciple sitting next to you?”
I said casually, “Yes..” “What are you asking her for?” He
asked warily.
Seeing you sitting together, you must have a good relationship. Of course I want to get to know the people you are close to. He gazed at me and said softly, “I want to know everything about you.”
I blushed and stammered, “I’ll go first.”
He watched me leave with a smile. I walked with my hands and feet. When I went out, Yan Shuangshuang stood there waiting for me.
I deliberately ignored her, and out of the corner of my eye I saw her hanging her head and holding a veil tightly in her long snow-white hand. Unnaturally,
I stopped and asked her, “What for?” Then
she stepped forward and slowly unfolded the veil in her hand, revealing a piece of Bean Paste Cake wrapped inside.
The cake was small and exquisite, with a plum blossom on it, but it was broken into pieces after she held it for a long time.
She looked at the Bean Paste Cake with a sad expression on her face, but forced a smile at me and said, “You gave that box of cakes to Master Shen, and I kept a piece for you to taste.”
Perhaps seeing that I didn’t say anything, her eyes gradually turned red and her hand slowly dropped: “Since Elder Martial Sister doesn’t like it, I’ll make something else for you next time.” As
she spoke, she turned dejectedly to go. “Don’t go, don’t go,” I said hurriedly. “I didn’t say I wouldn’t eat!”
She turned her head sharply and said in surprise, “Really?”
“Of course!” I picked up a piece and put it in my mouth, only to feel that it was full of fragrance, sweet but not greasy. “It’s so delicious. It’s a good thing I didn’t give that box to Master Shen!”.
“You didn’t give it to him?”
I.. I thought about it carefully. You cooked it for me, but I gave it to him. It’s really my fault. No wonder you’re angry.
The next moment, she crashed into my arms.
Although I call her sister, she is actually older and taller than me.
I stumbled and almost fell. She buried her head in my shoulder and sobbed, “I’m not angry. I’m afraid Elder Martial Sister will be angry with me.”. Elder Martial Sister, Xu Gui is on the mountain. You are all I have left.
I was shocked. “How could I be angry with you?”? You are my younger martial sister!
“What if I lied to you?”
I was stupefied: “That..” “I knew that a person like me, like a duckweed in the wind, was destined to drift for a lifetime,”
she sobbed.
Why are we talking here?! I had a big
head, so I had to say, “Then I will never be angry with you, and I will never ignore you!” When she
heard this, she immediately smiled through tears. I looked at her smile, and for a moment my heart was beating like boiling.
This is not right, after all, I see Shen Kui will not beat so fast.
The setting sun sweeps over the brass bells hanging under the eaves, the tired birds return to their nests, and Xu returns up and down the mountain, gradually lighting up the eternal light. In
her bosom, Yan Shuangshuang suddenly said softly, “Elder Martial Sister, if you knew who I was, you would certainly refuse to talk to me any more..”
Her voice was so soft that I didn’t hear her clearly. I asked her again, but she refused to say. Between
me and her, it is like slush, no trace on the ground, and like duckweed, many things will not be understood until years later.
05
Long years in the mountains, I get along well with Yan Shuangshuang, go in and out together every day, and even want to sleep in the same bed. When my father found out, he scolded me and said, “Is there a bed missing on Hsu Gui Mountain?”? And all of you huddled together!
I was not convinced. “Didn’t you put us together when she first came?”
“The matter is urgent. At that time, you both fainted. Put them together to take care of them.”
When I still wanted to speak, my father stared at me and said, “Anyway, it’s not allowed!”! Wu, you’re a big girl too, so pay attention to yourself! What does
this have to do with me being a big girl? When I spoke to Yan Shuangshuang, I was indignant: “My father just wants to find an excuse to scold me!”
She was leaning on the edge of the railing with a Yao lute on her lap. When she heard this, she plucked the strings with her white jade fingertips and said to me lazily, “How did you offend Mr. Zhangsun again?”
“I’m with you every day. How can I have time to make him angry?”
Yan Shuangshuang laughed softly, and Yao Qin made a sweet and clear sound. She asked me, “Next month is your 18th birthday. Elder Martial Sister, do you have any gifts you want?”
“Birthday..”
My mind flew into the distance again. I was a little distracted for a moment. Suddenly, I heard a harsh sound in my ears. I looked back and saw Yan Shuangshuang’s fingertips stained with blood and a broken string beside them.
I was startled. “Why is it broken?” The smile on
her face was cold: “Just change it.”
“Who said anything about Chin?” I pulled her hand over and couldn’t find a handkerchief anywhere, so I had to hold the tip of my finger in my mouth. “Doesn’t it hurt to bleed?”
“It’s okay.”
But I saw two faint Reds rising from her pale face.
I grinned and said, “Elder Martial Sister just stopped your bleeding. Are you so shy?”
She has been on Xugui Mountain for five years, and she is always as cold as ice in the face of others, but when she is with me, she will be happy and angry. When she heard this, she just said, “When you marry Master Shen, I’m afraid you’ll never be so close to me again.”
I blushed. “You …” What are you talking about?
“You’ve been looking forward day and night to the age of eighteen. Aren’t you just waiting for Mr. Zhangsun to announce your marriage to him?” She suddenly asked me, “Elder Martial Sister, do you really like Shen Kui?”
Do I like Shen Kui?
The wind blows over, bringing the fragrance of peach blossoms in the distance. The four seasons of Xu Guishan are always different from other places. Here, there are flowers and snow all the year round. I know that people outside call this a fairyland. My father also told me that now the world is in chaos, marry Shen Kui, at least I can continue to stay in the mountains, live my life safely.
I was silent for a long time. “Who wouldn’t like Master Shen?”
“I don’t like it like that.” She said, “Yes..” Do you have feelings between a man and a woman?
“Dad said that all these things could be cultivated after marriage.”
“Elder Martial Sister.” She laughed. “You’ve always been the most disobedient, but it turns out you’re the most disciplined person on the mountain.” The sarcasm in
her words was so strong that I was a little angry. “What’s wrong with marrying Master Shen?”? I’ve known him since we were children, and it’s better to marry him than to marry a stranger.
“Have you known him since he was a child?” She stood up and looked down at me. “He’s not the right person for you.”
“Who is right for me?” I stood up, too. “Are you?”
It was an angry remark, but I didn’t expect her to say, “At least it’s much more suitable than him.”. Aren’t we happier together than with those stinking men?
I was silent for a moment. “Unless you are a man, I can’t be with a woman whose breasts are flatter than mine.”
She gave me a strange look. “That’s what you said.”. You wait for me!
On this day, Yan and I broke up on bad terms.
Admittedly, I made personal attacks on her, but she also made harsh remarks. So I didn’t even sit with her in class the next day. For the first time
, everyone looked at us curiously. At the end of the class
, Yan Shuangshuang stood up and walked towards me. There was a faint red mark at the end of her eye, as if she had cried secretly. I pretended not to see it, but in my heart I thought that if she came to talk to me, then I don’t remember the mistakes of the villains, or forgive her.
The next moment, she passed me and went out without squinting.
I
I got up and gnashed my teeth and walked to my room. In the middle of the walk, I hesitated and turned around again.
I wasn’t worried about her crying secretly. I just felt that as a senior sister, I naturally couldn’t have the same experience as her. After
convincing myself, I strode forward with a good conscience, and when I reached the door of Yan Shuangshuang, I went around to the back door.
My father used to tell me that when he quarreled with my mother, he would give her a bunch of flowers, and my mother would forgive him for the sake of flowers. There was a field of flowers at the
back door. I was choosing carefully when I heard a familiar sound in the woods near the field. I looked up and saw Yan Shuangshuang standing under a tree, and the person in front of her was Shen Kui!
Yan Shuangshuang’s figure was straight, and his snow-colored gown was blown by the wind, like a wild camellia blooming slowly. Shen Kui stood opposite her, with a cold look on his face, which used to be gentle.
Two people look at each other, although she looks thin and weak, but the momentum is not inferior, even the figure is a few points higher than him. A heavy rain was brewing in the
distant horizon. The flowers in my hands were blown by the wind and fell on their hair and clothes. Yan Shuangshuang felt something and suddenly turned to look at me.
I looked at her foolishly, and saw that she suddenly made up her mind and stretched out her hand, pulled Shen Kui in front of her, and pushed her heavily into the tree.
And then. Then she turned her head sideways and kissed it!
I was struck by lightning, like a wooden chicken. Over there, Shen Kui, like a good woman who had been wronged and humiliated, struggled violently. When
Yan Shuangshuang released his hand, Shen Kui said angrily, “Are you crazy?!” But
Yan Shuangshuang turned around and walked up to me. “It’s going to rain soon. Why are you here?”
I.. I came to see you.. I was tongue-tied. “Did you just forcibly kiss Master Shen?!” “It doesn’t matter,”
she said with a smile. Elder Martial Sister, do you forgive me?
Why doesn’t it matter?! This is the most important thing in the world!
I couldn’t help but look at Shen Kui, only to find that he had disappeared. Aware of my line of sight, Yan Shuangshuang snorted coldly, “Do you still want to treat such a man as a treasure?”
“You..” It suddenly dawned on me, “No wonder you’re telling me not to marry Shen Kui, and no wonder you’ve been inseparable from me since you went up the mountain. I finally understand..”
Her eyes lit up and she looked at me expectantly. “What do you understand?”
“I see. You told me to wait that day because you wanted me to rob Shen Kui!”
Yan Shuangshuang froze, and I became more and more sure of what I was thinking: “It’s just a man. There are a lot of men in the world!”! Is she worth such a good Elder Martial Sister like me?
In the face of my questioning, she retreated: “No …” I Elder Martial Sister.. A
heavy rain was coming, and the air was heavy with mist. I was extremely disheartened, but I didn’t want to say anything too hurtful. In the end, I just said, “Yan Shuangshuang, you let me down!”.
The heavy rain lasted for three days and three nights, and the friendship I valued most was washed clean.
During these three days, I was heartbroken and unable to eat and drink. The elder brother who came to persuade me said helplessly, “You didn’t go to class, and the two younger martial sisters didn’t come either. We have completely become a temple of monks.”
I moved in the quilt. She didn’t go to class either?
“Yes..” Big Brother suddenly stood up and said, “Master Shen.”
Then Shen Kui’s gentle voice rang out: “I’ve come to persuade Ah Wu to go back first.” When
the room quieted down, I quietly lifted a crack in the quilt and saw Shen Kui looking at me with a smile.
His eyebrows and eyes are clear and handsome, and when he looks at people, he is as attentive as he is affectionate: “Are you still angry?”
I lowered my head uncomfortably. “I’m not angry..”
“Ah Wu.” He sighed, “What happened that day..” It’s really beyond my expectation. I went to see her because I had business to discuss.
He said, taking my hand gently. His cold palm made me think of a snake. I shivered. He probably thought I was shy. He said more gently, “We have been married since childhood. My wife will always be you.”
He spoke with deep affection, as if he had put all his love into me in his life.
I should have been happy, but listening to these words, I became more and more restless: “Master Shen, you..” Do you like me “Naturally,”
he said without hesitation.
“If we hadn’t been engaged since childhood, would you still like me?”
“Ah Wu.” He did not answer me directly. This hypothetical question is meaningless. Our marriage has already been decided, and we can’t go back on it anyway.
I was so confused that I accidentally looked at him, but I was startled. He looked at me with his eyes burning as if he were staring at prey. His
eyes met, and he smiled. “Have a good rest. When your birthday is over, we’ll be together for the rest of our lives.”
A lifetime together, if others hear, must be moved by his deep love, but I lean there, only feel a chill surge. Under
Shen Kui’s gentle face, there seems to be an unknown side hidden. Like a monster, it wants to devour me-
if I were a little older, I would understand that it is the appearance of ambition. The rain
outside has not stopped yet, and it breaks the sad dream of leaving people. Holding an umbrella, I stood in front of Yan Shuangshuang’s door and raised my hand to knock on the door, but no one answered.
I said angrily, “You’ve done something wrong. Why don’t you talk to me?”
She did not speak, I waited for a long time, deflated: “Forget it, I am not angry with you.”. Since you left, Master Shen seems to be a different person for some reason. You may be right, he and I.. Probably not very suitable. The sound of
the rain was falling, and a few clumps of wild cuckoos were falling under the eaves. I suddenly felt a little aggrieved. I sniffed and said, “But the marriage was decided ten years ago. My father wanted me to marry Shen Kui, so that I could stay on Hsu Gui Mountain forever.”. My mother died to give birth to me, and my father brought me up alone, and I want to stay with him..
The room was still extremely quiet. I put my umbrella over the wild cuckoo and sobbed, “Shuangshuang, I’m in a mess. Can you take care of me?”
Rain drenched my clothes and hair, I squatted there, so sad that I couldn’t help myself. I don’t know whether it was because I finally saw that I didn’t like Shen Kui, or Yan Shuangshuang refused to pay attention to me.
I cried so miserably that I heard someone calling me in surprise, “Ah Wu?”
I looked up and saw my dad standing there. “Why are you crying like that?” He asked me in shock.
I threw myself into his arms with a cry: “Dad!”! Yan Shuangshuang: She bullied me! I knocked
my dad back a few steps. “So you came crying outside his room?”
“It was obviously she who forcibly kissed Master Shen. I came looking for her, but she still ignored me.” The more I spoke, the more I felt sad. “I thought only men were fickle, but I didn’t realize that even women were so fickle.”
My father coughed, “Not all men are fickle …” Besides, he’s not even here, and if you cry the whole room down, he won’t hear you.
“Huh?”
My father added, “He left the mountain three days ago.”. In the future, he won’t make you angry.
The cold wind poured into my mouth, and I stood in a daze, like the scattered wild cuckoos, empty.
“But..” I said, “But she didn’t even tell me..” Why did she just leave?
“Someone is waiting for him at the foot of the mountain. He has great things to do.” My father took the opportunity to teach me, “In life, there are always many things that have a beginning but no end.”. You’ll find out when you grow up.
But I don’t want to know. Someone is waiting for her at the foot of
the mountain, but I am on the mountain, isn’t it worth her to say more?
It turns out that growing up is such a taste, is sad, is the rain and wind, is missed a step, it can no longer catch up, the most important words, can no longer fall on the hearts of those who want to hear.
Probably because of the rain, I was so sick that I couldn’t even attend the 18th birthday party.
It was Elder Martial Brother who tipped me off: “Originally, because you were sick, my husband didn’t mention your marriage at all, but Master Shen himself offered that you were an adult and could fulfill the marriage contract.”
According to the custom of the Dynasty, a woman can marry a woman when she is eighteen years old, and she has a marriage contract for a long time. Shen Kui put forward that this is justified.
When my father came to ask me if I wanted to marry Shen Kui, I just asked him, “Is Yan Shuangshuang back?”
My father said, “When he finished his apprenticeship, he had a big job to do, so naturally he won’t come back.”
“All right.” I said, “Then I’ll marry Shen Kui.”
She told me that there was another way to go in life, but she was so ruthless that she turned away without saying a word to me. In a fit of pique or sadness, I decided to marry Shen Kui.
However, when Yan Shuangshuang shouted out in front of everyone that she was pregnant with Shen Kui’s child, I was stunned with everyone, but in my heart. Breathe quiet sigh of relief.
The field was quiet for a moment, and the next moment, the sound of discussion broke out. My father was in great trouble and said, “Gentlemen!”! Gentlemen! I assure you, Shen Kui is not such a person!
But Yan Shuangshuang sobbed again, “I am an innocent woman. Would I slander him with such a thing?” What
she said is so reasonable that even my father is speechless. Just as the
scene was boiling over, a man rushed in from the outside and said, “Lord of the mountain!”! Mountain Lord! It’s not good!
I complained for my father, “What could be worse?” But
his hand was grabbed. It was Yan Shuangshuang who
dragged me. He winked at me and said, “Let’s run!” Am
I the kind of person who runs away with anyone?
Can not see for a few days, she is thin, a pair of long and narrow eyes, looking at the soul, inside the shadow, as if reflecting the blue sky.
When I came to my senses, I found that I had really run with her!
Am I really a face-judger? As I was reflecting, Yan Shuangshuang suddenly asked me, “I told you to wait. Why didn’t you wait?”
I said confidently, “You ran away without saying anything, and now you’re questioning me?”
So you mean.. If I hadn’t run away without saying a word, would you have been waiting for me? As soon as
she said it, it seemed that she really meant it. I closed my mouth, but she stared at me with a smile in her eyes. Suddenly she lowered her head and put my hand on her cheek.
Through a layer of gauze, I clearly felt her temperature, all the way back, even with my cheeks, also suddenly a red. She was taller than me, but she bowed her head in front of me. My heart was beating fast, just like a butterfly in the spring breeze. As long as she opened her mouth, she would reveal all her thoughts.
In the end, I stammered, “You …” What are you doing?
“Ah Wu.” “Don’t marry him, will you?” She said softly.
“If I don’t marry him, who will I marry?”
“Marry me.”
My eyes widened. “You’re crazy!”! We are all women, and how can a woman marry a woman?
She did not speak, but took my hand and reached for her chest. I turned pale with fright and struggled, “We’re both the same. Why do you want me to touch you?”
She said, “Feel it carefully. Are we really the same?” When
I heard this, my mind groped twice in her chest, but suddenly froze. She smiled and asked me, “Do you feel it?” With a dry smile,
I withdrew my hand. “It’s a little different …” I didn’t think you were even flatter than me.
“You should have guessed.”
I said, “I didn’t guess anything!” But
she couldn’t stop talking and pulled my hand down her throat again. I broke down and said, “You have something to say. Why do you force me to touch it? I feel like a pervert myself!”
“No, I’m afraid you won’t believe me.” She said, “Wu, look, I have an Adam’s apple.”
I I couldn’t
fool myself. “Let me go,” I said in a deep voice.
She let go of me. I looked at her for a moment and raised my hand hesitantly.
She bowed her head cooperatively, and the veil she had worn on her face since she came to Xu Guishan was finally taken off by me.
It is a good time of the day, hundreds of miles Xu Gui Mountain is silent, peach blossoms are deep and shallow, shaking the haze all over the sky. Between
such scenery, she. His eyebrows and eyes are still picturesque, but they are sharper than ever. I looked at him and vaguely thought, no wonder he is so tall.
Original My little sister is a man!
I took a hard breath. “Why did you lie to me?”
At that time, I went up to Xu Gui, and I had a blood feud. Under the escort of Uncle Zhao, I barely escaped. I pretended to be a woman in order to deceive people. He suddenly smiled at me. “You gave me the inspiration.”
I? It
suddenly occurred to me that when I first met him, my father scolded me not only for my bad brain, but also for my bad eyes. It turned out that I had misunderstood him as a woman! Feeling guilty,
I muttered, “You really looked like a girl then.”
“I look like my mother.” There was a nostalgic look in his eyes. “She’s a beautiful woman, but I’m just a little bit in the limelight.”
“You’re just a little bit alike, and you look so good. I really want to know how beautiful your mother is.” “Ah Wu,”
he warned, “you don’t really like women, do you?”
“Who likes girls?”
“So you don’t like me because I’m a woman?”
I subconsciously said, “Of course not.”
But he suddenly reacted, and for a moment, he blushed and said, “Who said I liked you?”
“Like me or not.” He looked into my eyes and said softly, “I have fallen in love with you. Elder Martial Sister, don’t marry Shen Kui, because I am the most suitable person for you in the world.” In
the midst of my heart beating, I didn’t dare to look at him again, for fear of revealing my feelings. But then I remembered one thing: “Where have you been these days?”.
“Go and get back what my father left me.” The smile on his face faded a little. “It’s just that I went too late. Those things have already fallen into..” Halfway through his sentence,
he jerked back: “Who?!”
09
I suddenly woke up from a dream, outside the door, Shen Kui is carrying a bowl of soup medicine came in. There seems to be Yan Shuangshuang’s voice in
my ears. No, I shouldn’t call him Yan Shuangshuang. I asked Shen Kui, “Have you traced Li Chang’s whereabouts?”
“No.” He frowned and looked tired. “How is Master?”
“Still not awake.”
Shen Kui sighed, “This medicine is a new prescription. Please give it to the master to drink.” “Look how thin you are,” he said
gently. “If Master wakes up and sees you, it will be my fault for not taking good care of you.”
I said jokingly, “It was because I grew up that I lost weight. When my father saw it, he was too happy. How could he blame you?” “But
he said,” Ah Wu, I know you are upset. Master is ill, and Li Chang is such a person. But with me by your side, you don’t have to worry.
I nodded gently. Shen Kui wanted to say something, but outside, someone reported: “Your Highness, King Ji, there is news from the front again.”
Shen Kui said with displeasure, “Didn’t you say you wouldn’t bother me at this time?”
He was usually gentle, but his face was calm and dignified. The man did not dare to say much. I advised him, “After all, the military situation is important. Go quickly.”
“When I come back, I’ll have dinner with you in the evening.”
I answered and watched him leave, and I was relieved. It was raining again
outside the window, and the lavender mist was misty. I couldn’t help but be distracted again. Remembering that day, I finally knew that my little sister was a man and had a secret love for me. And I finally admitted that I already had feelings for him beyond the brothers and sisters.
It’s just that good things don’t last long, and when we hold hands, someone comes from a distance. I was afraid that he would be beaten by my father, so I asked him to step aside. But unexpectedly, it was Shen Kui who came. He told me a piece of bad news: Xu Guishan was attacked by mutinous soldiers. My father was so angry that he was now unconscious.
And the leader of the chaotic army is Yan Shuangshuang, who just told me his heart to each other! How shocked I was
at that time, even I can’t remember clearly, but I remember that I looked at the flowers subconsciously, but only saw the shadow of the flowers slanting, a few residual red as blood, but Yan Shuangshuang was missing. As soon as I looked at the flowers,
Shen Kui strode over, searching fruitlessly, and asked me, “Where is he?”
“I don’t know.” Before I could come to my senses, he led his troops to attack Hsu Kui-shan? Why?
Hsu Kui-shan is a holy place for the world’s literati, and Chang Sun was once an imperial teacher. Now that the world is in chaos and the imperial seal has been lost, whoever can invite Mr. Zhangsun to come out of the mountains will get a great deal of help, and will be qualified to compete in the world.
I still can’t understand: “But …” But what does he want in this world?
Shen Kui smiled softly, as if laughing at my innocence. “Do you know his real name?”? Yan is the surname of his mother’s concubine, and his surname is Li, and his full name is Li Chang, the prince who has been missing for a long time.
His name used to be Li Chang.
Five years ago, when Uncle Zhao called him, he wanted to call him the prince, but he didn’t call him out because he was worried about me. I
recalled his weakness when I first saw him, and I finally understood that he was wounded at that time.
Shen Kui was still saying, “When I look at this son, once he gains power, he turns his back on him mercilessly.”. Wu, don’t be soft on him just because you once had a friendship with him. Master is in a coma because of him!
The last sentence woke me up. No matter what deep friendship I had with Li Chang, the most important thing now is that my father should wake up quickly. There was a layer of ripples on the
bowl of Chinese medicine, and I realized that it was my tears that fell in.
I quickly wiped away my tears, but behind me, the door opened again, and this time it was Big Brother who came in.
Ever since Xu Guishan was besieged by mutinous soldiers and my father was unconscious, Shen Kui stood up and took charge of the overall situation. Only then did I know that he had a lot of background. His real identity was the youngest son of King Ji, who had been beheaded by the whole family because of rebellion several years ago. By chance, he drifted to Xu Guishan.
That’s why he didn’t want to get fame. After all, if he entered the capital, it would be easy for interested people to see his origin.
This kind of blood, to his natural will have the advantage of holding power, big brother once wish is to make contributions, now also under his command to do an adviser, busy all day.
I asked my brother, “Why are you here?”
“Hasn’t Master woken up yet?”
I felt a little sad: “He’s been sleeping for so long, and when he wakes up, I have to urge him to cultivate his moral character!”
The Elder Martial Brother sighed, “I heard that in order to take care of Master, you haven’t taken off your clothes recently, and you have fainted.”
“Not fainting.” I explained, “I just lost my footing and fell.”
“Take good care of yourself, too, lest you fall down again before Master wakes up.” Big Brother said, winking at me, “Come here, I’ll feel your pulse.” My
heart moved, and I deliberately said loudly, “What kind of pulse can you feel with your smelly hands?”
The Elder Martial Brotherther tutted, then suddenly said in a low voice, “Don’t feed Master the medicine.”
I answered in a low voice, and the Elder Martial Brother said, “Beware of Shen Kui.”
Beware of Shen Kui. And
I said, “All the time.” There was a little smile in
Elder Martial Brother’s eyes, probably because he felt that his own stupid Younger Martial Sister also had a time to wake up. I hastened to ask him, “Where is Li Chang?”
“Not caught yet.” The Elder Martial Brother said, “He didn’t send people to besiege Xu Guishan that day.”
This is what I have long guessed, that is, to win the world, more should be three visits to the cottage, a thousand pieces of gold to buy bones, attract the world’s literati to vote, rather than so tense-
this is not to want my father’s support, this is to make enemies with my father’s posture.
I exchanged glances with Elder Martial Brother, who said, “Look at your pulse condition. Be careful that you have a stomachache when you come to Tiankui.” I blushed when I heard
him say this. That evening, when I was having dinner with Shen Kui, he suddenly said, as if he had no intention of saying, “The servants brought in some donkey-hide gelatin and motherwort the other day. I kept it for no use. You can take it and eat it.”
These are all good medicines to cure Tiankui. I knew in my heart that Shen Kui had sent someone to monitor every move of me and my elder brother. When I heard this, I only said, “Thank you, Master.”
He smiled, and in the candlelight, he seemed to have the victory in hand. “We will be a family from now on. You and I don’t have to be so polite.” Does
he want to be a family with me because he loves me deeply? Or is there a sense of responsibility to fulfill the engagement?
Or is it..
Want to be the son-in-law of Lord Xu Guishan and inherit everything from my father?
In those days, I didn’t feed my father medicine.
I sat on the edge of my father’s bed and stared at his pale face. Suddenly, my wrist was pulled. I lowered my head and saw my father open his eyes weakly.
I was overjoyed, but I immediately restrained myself and said in a low voice, “Dad, you’re awake!”
My father asked me weakly, “How long have I been out?”
“It’s been half a month.” I couldn’t help complaining, “The doctor said you were angry, and you’re not young. How can you still be so hot-tempered?”
He coughed, and I hurried to pour water for him, but he grabbed me again and said, “I’m not angry. I’m poisoned.”
“Poisoned?!” I immediately responded, “Did Shen Kui poison you?”
My father was surprised. “How did you guess?”
“Yes,” he added. He has poisoned me, and now that he is in power, it is inevitable that he will not be as careful as he was before.
“Dad, what should we do next?”
“For the present, the plan is to wait.” My father trembled and took out a small fuse from his bosom. “That day you left with Yan Shuangshuang, and Shen Kui wanted to see the poor dagger, which triggered the poison in my body, in order to take charge of Xu Guishan in the name of my son-in-law.”. If he wants to use you, he won’t hurt you. When there is a heavy snow, you go to the back hill and light this fuse. Only then can we solve our predicament.
I wondered, “Are you kidding me?” “It’s such a time,” said
my father angrily! Why did I lie to you! Remember, you must wait until it snows heavily, okay?
I quickly nodded, and my father calmed down and said, “Next, it’s up to you.”
I was about to make a statement when my father closed his eyes and fainted again.
I
I was burning with anxiety, but I could only keep silent in front of Shen Kui. The world events, because of the intervention of Shen Kui, even more chaotic, I used to think that Shen Kui is a scholar, but the original war, also not inferior to those generals.
He was so proud that he would even take me to dinner with him. The
banquet was full of talented people from all over the world. When Elder Martial Brother saw me, he suddenly stood up and said, “Younger Martial Sister, what are you doing here?”
Then he frowned and looked at Shen Kui. “Your Highness, King Ji, it’s not a good occasion for my sister to come, is it?”
Shen Kui did not speak, but naturally someone said, “Miss Zhangsun and His Royal Highness King Ji have been engaged for a long time. If the thieves hadn’t stirred up trouble that day, it would have been time to prepare for the wedding.”. What’s wrong with going to dinner together?
Elder Martial Brother was still about to open his mouth, but I quickly took Shen Kui’s arm and said, “I was too bored in the back, so I begged the Master to bring me to see the world.”
As soon as I opened my mouth, everyone came to persuade Elder Martial Brother. Although he was still a little dissatisfied, he was dragged down by other Elder Martial Brothers.
Shen Kui smiled and said, “Now that everyone is here, let’s start the banquet.”
This night I looked on coldly, and Shen Kuizhi’s feelings of satisfaction were overflowing. At the end of the banquet, he was already drunk. I helped him back to his room. Suddenly he hugged me and asked me, “When I get the world, would you like to be the queen?” Before
I could answer, he said to himself, “Of course I am willing.”. In this world, how can a woman not want to be a queen? For example, if you don’t have a man, you can give up the land that you can easily get.
I said softly, “Your Highness, King Ji, is wise and powerful. The world is destined to submit to you.”. I’m just a little girl, drifting in the water, and naturally you have the final say.
He laughed and was about to kiss me when he stumbled and fell on the bed.
I stood in place and waited for a long time to confirm that he had been fainted by my medicine. Then I began to check his official documents and secret books neatly. Before he woke up, I left and told Big Brother the information I had got.
This medicine was painstakingly found by my elder brother. It only needs to be fumigated on the body. When a drunken person smells it, he will fall into a coma. When he wakes up, he will only think that he has drunk too much.
Now Shen Kui everything goes well, would never have thought that I would do such a thing.
But he forgot, pride comes before a fall, my father wants me to wait patiently, but I don’t want to be the dodder that clings to people, I want to be Lingxiao, pine and cypress, even if no one saves me, I should save myself!
But I thought of Li Chang, thinking that his whereabouts were still unknown, my heart was a little nervous, as if there were soft strands on it, which made my every move on pins and needles.
If they were here, they would laugh at me and say that this is the taste of lovesickness.
Life will not be lovesickness, will be lovesickness, then harm lovesickness.
Li Chang, I pray silently in my heart that you must be safe, too. The four seasons on
Xu Gui Mountain are impermanent. I looked forward to it again and again, and finally it snowed.
At first, it was just a little bit of fine crumbs, but in a moment, the tide rose and the waves rose, and the snowflakes, like flying feathers and willow catkins, turned the huge Xu Guishan into a soft and elastic rice cake.
I stood on the back hill, turned my eyes to see, snow-covered, silent, as if I was the only one between heaven and earth.
But I understand that I have a father behind me, a brother, and. And the young man in my heart.
With a smile on my face, I casually lit the fuse and raised it to the sky. The next moment, bright fireworks burst out in the heavy snow, and the fireworks in the daytime surged silently. I don’t know how long it took, but suddenly there was an earth-shaking noise. At my feet, Xu Guishan shook unceasingly, like a dormant giant, lamenting to the sky.
Huge masses of snow turned into waves and swept down, drowning everything.
I know, at the foot of the mountain is Shen Kui QinBing, this is his confidant, only listen to his orders. In the past days, I stole the information, and the Elder Martial Brother made the best use of the situation and led Shen Kui to transfer the troops back to Xu Guishan. Now, I finally waited for the heavy snow, and I personally triggered an avalanche to bury his ambition.
Without an army, he would be like a tiger pulling out its teeth, and it would be difficult for him to stir up trouble.
Everything is quiet again, I have done everything I can do, no sorrow or joy in my heart, just waiting quietly. In the
room, my father had been taken away by the elder brothers in advance. I had nothing to do, so I turned out a book to read.
After a while, there was a noise outside the door. Someone broke in, pulled me up and dragged me to one side.
“Zhangsun Wu!” The man who pulled me said through gritted teeth, “Is that you?”
I calmly raised my eyes and saw Shen Kui with blood on his body. He was extremely embarrassed. He always paid the most attention to his appearance and never lost his temper. I used to think he was a born gentleman, but he was just pretending.
I smiled at him. “Master, what’s the matter?”? So ferocious?
“You have joined forces with others to harm me!”
His fingers suddenly tightened, and I couldn’t breathe freely. “How can I harm King Ji, who is in charge of the world, if I stay in the house all day?” I asked innocently.
“On the surface, you and your brothers were assisting me, but in fact you colluded with me in private to lure me to bring the Qinbing soldiers back to the foot of Xugui Mountain, and then ambushed them with gunpowder, triggering an avalanche that buried them all under the heavy snow!”
I said frankly, “Yes, I did it.”
“With your clever words, you have caused the rest of my soldiers to mutiny and betray me!”
“Betrayal?” I smiled. “Apart from your thousands of Qinbing soldiers, aren’t the rest all the troops you stole from Li Chang under the guise of a testamentary edict?” Before his death,
the old emperor left a testamentary edict for his son, asking him to fight for all the people in the world when he grew up. With this testamentary edict, can command the armed forces, before Li Chang down the mountain but one step too late, the army has already fallen into the hands of Shen Kui.
The elder brother had already United the loyal and upright men in the army to overthrow Shen Kui’s manipulation. Now is to turn the blade, aimed at Shen Kui.
Shen Kui was broken by me. His eyes were scarlet, and he seemed to be an evil spirit crawling out of hell. “What a vicious heart you have!”! Zhangsun Wu, I treat you well. I’m even going to give you the position of queen. Why do you treat me like this?
But I just asked him, “My father treated you well and took you in at the risk of being beheaded. But Shen Kui, why did you poison him?”
Shen Kui was stupefied and said defensively, “Master is old, and she always has the benevolence of a woman.”. Although I have poisoned him, it is not serious. When the situation is settled, I will naturally detoxify him.
“You know he’s old. If he can’t wait for your antidote, he’ll die.” “Yes,” I said with a slight smile, “that’s because his fate is not good, and he has no luck to enjoy the filial piety of the future emperor. Of course I can’t blame you.”
He sneered, “You don’t have to sneer at me here. Even if I’m at the end of the road, I’m much better than Li Chang.”. You probably don’t know how I treat him these days when he’s in my hands.
I looked at him sharply and snapped, “What did you do to him?!”
“I killed him before I came.” Seeing that I was angry, Shen Kui laughed instead. “He gave me advice and arranged my troops. Guess why he was willing to bow down to me?”
“Because..” He put his hand on my ear and said softly, “Because I threatened him with you.”. Where has a man like him ever been so humiliated? But for you, I put up with it all. Wu, so you’re the real beauty and disaster!
No wonder Shen Kui, who knows nothing about the art of war, can advance triumphantly. It turns out that the counsellor behind him is Li Chang!
He has suffered so much for my sake. He is a soaring eagle, a flying crane, a young man in my heart who will never forget, but for me, he fell into the dust.
“Shen Kui!” I looked at him and said, “You’ll get what you deserve!”
“Back when I was all over the place, I didn’t believe in retribution anymore.” He laughed and said, “When I first recognized him, I kindly invited him to discuss plans, but he was so unpromising that he was willing to be your younger sister on Mount Xugui.”. What’s wrong with me if I don’t take what God gives me and take the blame instead? Why should I have retribution? Hiss!
I pounced on him and bit his wrist. He took a breath and slapped me in the chest.
I fell to the ground and could not move. My limbs and bones were like broken puppets. Only a little blood in my heart was not extinguished, urging me to avenge Li Chang.
But I can’t do it.
Tears fall from the end of the eyes, such humiliation, such incompetence, I hate myself, more than Shen Kui, if not for me, perhaps Li Chang should have another fate.
But it’s gone. When the
flowers come back, the peerless young man was killed like this.
I felt Shen Kui pull me up and take me out, and the snowflakes hit me heavily in the face. I don’t know how long before he suddenly smiled at the front and said, “You’re catching up with me.” Although
he was smiling, he was tense and obviously on guard against something. I managed to open my eyes, but I saw an incredible scene. The man in the
distance was dressed in black armor, with a long sword hanging from his waist. His eyes were as bright as stars, and he looked like a sharp blade out of his scabbard. He did not look back without seeing blood.
It was Li Chang who was dead in Shen Kui’s mouth!
So he’s not dead!
Tears were rolling down again, but this time, full of joy, I wanted to throw myself into his arms and burst into tears, telling him all the pain and sadness of these days.
But I couldn’t say anything. I could only look at him without blinking. He looked at me and said coldly to Shen Kui, “Let her go.”
“Who?” Shen Kui deliberately held me in his arms. “Did you say Ah Wu?”
“Don’t make me say it again.” “Let her go,” said Li Chang.
Shen Kui said with a smile, “Didn’t you leave her on Xu Gui Mountain just to delay me?”? Li Chang, I thought I was cruel, but I didn’t think you were even more cruel than me. Even the woman you love most can be used like this!
Li Chang’s expression did not change, but frowned, but I get along with him day and night, how can I not know that this is the performance of his being poked in the sore spot.
No one can bully my little sister like this! Trembling,
I tried to shout, “He didn’t leave me here, I stayed of my own free will!”! It is necessary to uproot the grass. You are so vindictive. If you know that I hurt you, you will come to retaliate. Shen Kui, you treat everyone else like a fool, but have you ever thought that you will be calculated one day?
“Shut up!” Shen Kui scolded me and said, “You bitch!”
If I’m a bitch, you’re the biggest, biggest bitch in the world. Yu Gong, you are of no benefit to all the people in the world. You are single-minded in order to proclaim yourself emperor. In terms of selfishness, you poison your master and even betray yourself to use the trick of a beautiful man! You are truly a disloyal, unfilial, heartless, unrighteous scum! It was rare for
me to be so sharp-tongued and sharp-tongued. I breathed a bad breath, and before I was satisfied, he slapped me again. I
was so beaten that I spat out a mouthful of blood. Over there, Li Chang had already shouted, “Shen Kui, if you let her go now, I can still let you live!”
“Let me go?” “How can I trust you?” Asked Shen Kui, who seemed to be moved.
“You let her go and I’ll be your hostage.” As soon as
this remark was made, the whole place was silent, and the people following Li Chang immediately advised him, “Your Highness, Prince, absolutely not!”
“The son of a thousand gold can’t sit in the hall!”
“Don’t be fooled by this!”
Shen Kui smiled. “Well, I’ll trade you for her.”
“I can remind you that she has just had her heart broken by my hand. If you don’t treat her quickly, she will become a corpse.” “Shen Kui,” said
Li Chang at once, “if you don’t keep your word, I’ll smash your bones into ashes.”
Shen Kui just laughed and pushed me away like a trick. Li Chang had come over despite the opposition of the crowd. I fell at their feet and suddenly saw Shen Kui holding a dagger in his hand behind him.
The dagger was black, and it was obviously painted with poison. I immediately shouted, “He has a knife in his hand!”
Li Chang was stupefied, but Shen Kui was about to stab him. I didn’t know where the strength came from. I jumped up and clung to Shen Kui’s legs. He was staggered by me and stabbed me with his backhand.
Sharp blade into the body, unexpectedly not much pain, I only felt a hot face, but Li Chang flew to, a sword cut Shen Kui’s throat. The
blood is splashed and bubbling, like the heavy snow all over the sky. He held me tightly in his arms, but tried to call me gently, saying, “Ah Wu, don’t sleep. Look at me!”
“I won’t sleep. Don’t be afraid.” The deadly poison on Shen Kui’s blade broke out very quickly. I just felt a surge of blood, as if the next moment I was going to vomit all the blood in my heart. But I forced a smile and asked him in a low voice, “How are you these days?”? Did he embarrass you?
“No, not only did he not give me a hard time, but he treated me like a guest and treated me well.” With a contemptuous look, he forced a smile and said, “Because he knows that you love me the most, and if you hurt me, you will hate him.”. Elder Martial Sister, I owe you my blessing. I really don’t know what I would have done without you.
So.. So.. He gritted his teeth and said hoarsely, “So you must stay with me for a long time, year after year, and never leave me secretly!”
I know he’s lying to me. He’s lost so much weight. How can he be good?
But as soon as I opened my mouth, only the blood gushed out.
The blood was warm and soft, and coughing it out was like a spring azalea. With trembling hands, Li Chang carefully wiped the blood from my lips, but he cried even more painfully, almost wailing, “Ah Wu, I beg you!”
I felt his sadness, like a cloud that could not be dispelled forever. In front of everyone, he lost his temper for me. At this moment, he was not a prince, or an emperor who would be in charge of the world in the future. He was just an ordinary person who would lose his lover. The etiquette and reserve engraved in his bones disappeared in the face of despair.
My sister.. My Li Chang.
The heart is soft as an amber, hiding thousands of words that have not been said in time. With all my strength, I said to him, “Don’t..” Don’t cry.. Elder Martial Sister can’t protect you in the future. You have to be strong..
He looked at me in despair, “Elder Martial Sister, didn’t you promise me that you wouldn’t be angry with me or ignore me?”? And why should I be left alone?
If you can, if it’s not too late.
It’s just that the lovesickness of this life is doomed to break at this moment.
I suddenly remembered something irrelevant: “The other day..” Why did you have to kiss Shen Kuei? “Because I want you to be jealous,”
he said softly. Then
he asked, “You are really jealous, aren’t you?”? Will you eat Shen Kuei’s or mine? What
he cares about is such a thing.
I couldn’t help laughing, and when I laughed, I vomited blood again. People are really troublesome before they die, not only involuntarily, but also involving the loved ones so sad.
The last trace of strength was about to leave me. My voice was getting smaller and smaller. He lowered his head in a panic, put his ear to my lips, and heard me say, “Of course..” I’m jealous of you. You kissed him, but you didn’t kiss me. I.. I’m really going to be angry.
“Li Chang!” I said my first and last request. “Give me a kiss.”
He gazed at me, his eyes twinkling, like tears, like the first moment of sight, peach blossoms stretching to the boundless distance, he looked up, his face like stars, his eyes like the sea.
It was the beginning of my life and the end of my life.
I heard him say yes, and then a kiss, precious and heavy, fell on my lips.
This kiss, heavier than wind, lighter than snow, will be a cavity of sincere love, with a hopeless dream poured into it.
I turned up the corners of my lips and closed my eyes slowly.
Wind, snow, the world is quiet.
I just hate that the spring breeze is too late. If there is an afterlife, we should meet earlier and live up to the time.
(End)
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