When I
entered the palace, when I was only fourteen years old, the emperor said, “Don’t climb my dragon bed, go and sleep on the floor!”
So I went to sleep on the ground with the pillow in my arms.
This floor has been used for two years. On my
fifteenth birthday, I was crowned queen.
The queen mother smiled brightly and said that I was gentle and quiet, knowledgeable and courteous, and that it was more appropriate to set an example for the six palaces.
I am gentle? I know how to be polite? I am obviously a fool. Even my mother said that I was the most stupid child she gave birth to. I want to eat without eating, and I want ink without ink.
Because of my strong background, the queen mother always lies with her eyes closed. At the
grand ceremony, I had a headache because of the heavy crown of the nine phoenixes facing the sun. I wanted to reach out to help them, but I quietly drew my hand back into my sleeve under another look from the emperor.
The emperor doesn’t like me.
The emperor took my hand, his face full of joy, to show the courtiers below, to show my father standing in the front row.
My hand was pinched by him, and the sleeves of my dress were so wide that no one saw it.
He’s warning me.
I showed a gentle and dignified smile to match him.
I dare not tell my father that the emperor lets me sleep every time. I was afraid that my father would rebel, and I was even more afraid that he would slap the emperor on the head and knock the little emperor, who had not yet reached the weak crown, dizzy.
The emperor is seventeen years old this year, and he is the most bad-tempered man I have ever seen.
The first time we met, he pointed at me and let me sleep on the ground without giving me a good look.
My father said that if someone in the palace dared to bully me, let me tell him, and he would clean up for me. My father said that I was the treasure he held in the palm of his hand. No one could let me be wronged, even the emperor. If the emperor bullied me, he would beat me up.
My father is fierce, I think my father did not boast, but I still dare not tell my father the truth, because I think this young emperor is very powerful, my father is no match for him.
The little emperor has a murderous look in his eyes. Especially when I look at my father and some ministers.
The little emperor hid the ferocity in his eyes very well and did not reveal it easily. A pair of peach blossom eyes always look gentle and pure.
The little emperor spent every day in the Imperial Study, reading memorials to the throne and books, and was very diligent.
My two uncles said that the little emperor was still very young and needed to be honed for a few more years. My father said that the little emperor did not inherit the decisive killing of the late emperor.
Wrong! A big mistake!
The little emperor is more like a young wolf in sheep’s clothing. He knows how to hide his edge. He is very smart. He knows that he is still young and his appeal is not enough. So he gathers his claws, recuperates and waits for an opportunity to move. He was more resourceful than late emperor, and he knew more about the art of emperors. He just pretended to be a pig and ate a tiger, and he deceived everyone.
He didn’t like my father, so he didn’t like me, and when he was alone with me, he didn’t even bother to do it.
He said that I looked like a straw bag, but in fact I was very clever. He said that I could bend and stretch, and I was wise as a fool. I was much better than my elders who stirred up the court. So he was not afraid that I would speak out, so he bullied me more brazenly and snubbed me.
He is right, I will not say, if I tell my father the truth now, then I think the whole prime minister mansion will certainly end the comfortable life early. He is not afraid of my father, he has long wanted to deal with some of the ministers he does not like, but the lack of a reason.
Seeing his eyes too much, I often feel a chill down my spine. If he grows up a few more years, he will definitely pull out some thorns and weeds around him. It was the queen mother who brought
me into the palace.
The queen mother felt that only when there was containment could there be peace, and only when there was peace could the courtiers be of one mind with the emperor.
But the emperor does not think so, the emperor has his own ideas, he does not like others to make decisions for him, more hate someone to threaten him, pinch him.
Which emperor is not three palaces, six courtyards and seventy-two imperial concubines?
But now I am the only woman in the harem.
Counting the days, I have been in the palace for two years, and I have been sleeping on the floor for two years.
One day, the queen mother kindly took my hand and talked with me for half a day.
The queen mother said euphemistically, but there was only one meaning in her words: “She wants to have grandchildren, let me fight for it.”. Big
head! It’s not that I don’t live up to expectations, but that your son of the emperor is too black-hearted and not human. Let me sleep every time! I can’t say what I
have suffered.
In fact, a long time ago, the ministers had proposed that the emperor should choose a show girl, saying that it was time to consider the heir, but the emperor went in one ear and out the other.
The emperor only devoted himself to political affairs, and he was a career maniac.
The queen mother also privately advised several times, but the emperor said that he succeeded to the throne soon, should put more thought on the court, the matter of the draft in a few years.
The queen mother had no choice but to look for me again, but I didn’t give it to her. The courtiers advised the emperor to give the pressure to the queen mother again. The queen mother was more anxious, and when she was in a hurry, she came to urge her again.
But this time, instead of looking for me alone, he called me and the emperor together to persuade me.
The emperor is still the same, and I still hesitate.
The queen mother looked at us, and she realized!
She doesn’t think I can!
That night, a big bowl of medicinal soup for the body was sent over by Mammy. Mammy thoughtfully told me to drink it all, and then let me and the emperor rest early.
I stared at the decoction dumbfounded.
The emperor giggled.
I gave the emperor a hard look.
I was wronged!
Queen mother, why don’t you doubt your son? Only doubt me!
“What about this medicine?” I frowned.
“Throw it away, of course. Do you want to drink it?”
Er..
Dead Emperor, why are you so comfortable?!
I laid the mattress, turned my head and looked at the emperor who was lying on the dragon bed. “Your Majesty,” I said, “would you please look through my sign less? I want to have a good sleep. It’s winter now. Please do me a favor.”
The emperor turned slowly sideways and propped up his head. “But you’re the only woman in the harem.”
“Then you have a talent show.”
“I don’t want to.”
I soothe my chest.
“If nothing else happens, from tomorrow on, you’ll have to sleep on the floor every day, and you’ll have to drink medicine every day.” The emperor leisurely way.
???！ I’m so
angry! Together, I am the only one who can be a big victim, but I still want to be a victim to the end?
The dog emperor drags his feet and refuses to allow me to get close to him. It’s my fault that I can’t give birth to a child. I want to drink tonic soup until I give birth to a child.
Who has a folk prescription that can give birth to a child without a man! What kind of luck is it for
me to come to the palace not to enjoy a happy life but to suffer?
The dog emperor tortures me so much!
No matter how strong my body is, I can’t bear the cold in winter.
Finally, on a snowy night, I was so cold that I got up from the ground and wanted to find another woman to warm my feet, but I didn’t pay attention to my feet. I tripped over something and hit my head unconscious on the corner of the table. When I opened my eyes
again, I saw the cold face of the emperor. You scared me.
I looked around, and what lay under me was not the floor, nor the bed in my own palace, but the dragon bed of the emperor!
I hurriedly propped up to get out of bed, the emperor stretched out his hand to push gently, I did not live up to expectations and fell down. With a black face and a sneer,
the emperor said, “You did it on purpose.”
Ah? What did I do on purpose?
It turned out that I fell too much last night, which not only disturbed the emperor’s dream, but also shocked the queen mother.
The doctor said that my body was very weak, and I had to take good care of myself for a long time because of the cold every day. After
listening to the doctor’s words, the queen mother frowned and took another look at the bedding I had not had time to hide on the ground. Suddenly, she looked at the emperor with a stern look between her eyebrows. It was finally known that
I slept on the floor.
But I didn’t do it on purpose, I swear.
But the dog emperor obviously doesn’t believe me.
I am depressed, the emperor is the biggest, he said I was intentional, I play hard to get, then I am.
I am lying on the emperor’s dragon bed at the moment. If there is no accident, in the future, I may have to sleep on the dragon bed with the emperor before the draft.
Because the queen mother sent someone to watch every day, when sleeping to check whether we have slept together, in the middle of the night, but also secretly to watch again to rest assured.
“It’s just for show.” I pretended to grimace.
The emperor snorted coldly and warned me that I had better be honest and not play any tricks.
My God! Please don’t worry about the emperor’s adult, I don’t play mind, in the face of your smelly face, in fact, I can’t go to the mouth.
There was a sound of footsteps, and the Empress Dowager sent people to steal from the window again.
I had no choice but to whisper to the emperor, “Come on, pretend.”
The emperor pressed me with one hand, and the force almost made me vomit. With a stiff hand, I put my hand on the back of the emperor.
I heard the emperor clench his teeth in a muffled voice and say, “Come here a little. Why are you so far away from me?”
Oh, oh. I’ll move closer to the emperor. The
warm breath brushed my cheek, and I closed my eyes uncomfortably. For the first time in
two years, I was so close to this man that I was a little nervous. The people peeking
outside seemed satisfied, and the footsteps were finally far away.
I took a deep breath.
I waited for the emperor to take his hand away. I waited for a long time, but the hand was still on me.
Huh? Why don’t you move?
Are you asleep?
I open my eyes.
The emperor closed his eyes, his face was calm, and his breathing was well-proportioned.
I really fell asleep! My head is full of black lines.
But the distance was too close, and the hand also pressed me very uncomfortable, so I slowly wanted to move the emperor’s hand slowly without making a sound.
I was in a cold sweat, ah, finally moved away, I took a breath, ready to move my body and pillow away, a look up, my God, I was scared to death!
The emperor’s eyes were staring at me without blinking, frowning slightly, and his expression was like looking at a fool.
Uh. When did you open your eyes?
My eyes met, and I was a little embarrassed.
That.. The man has gone. I speak.
The emperor is still staring at me.
Uh. He’s the emperor. He can stare at whoever he wants. I’d better be sensible. In the eyes of the emperor,
I moved the pillow by myself, then slowly turned around and lay down, facing the wall.
This should be to his liking.
But I always feel cold behind me.
The Empress Dowager looked at me, sighed, sighed again, then took my hand, stroked it again and again, and said that the emperor was really not a thing, and that I had been wronged in the palace.
Well, that’s right. The emperor is really not a thing.
I smiled gently and said I was not wronged.
The queen mother said in all earnestness that the emperor was still young and high-spirited, and that it was she who arranged the marriage, and that the emperor was dissatisfied with the interference of others in his feelings. Let me understand.
Well, the emperor is still young, the emperor is still in the rebellious period, I understand.
The queen mother looked at me and sighed heavily. The queen mother said, “I don’t look very smart.”.
The queen mother finally told the truth.
The queen mother said that I had no sense of crisis. He said that while there were no other concubines in the palace, I had to seize the opportunity to learn how to please men. The queen mother reminded me that the more favored I am, the more stable my position will be.
I know, but that doesn’t seem to work with the emperor.
The emperor didn’t like my father and snubbed me for two years. He always warned me not to be careful. If I went to please the emperor, I would hit the muzzle of the gun.
This emperor’s mind is too deep, I just want to live in peace, looking forward to his draft one day, then I can suffer less. As for pleasing the emperor, I don’t like him, and I’m not interested in pleasing him. If I don’t do anything wrong and don’t touch him, that’s self-preservation.
The queen mother comforted me that the time is still long, I grow well, always gentle soft language and the emperor act like a spoiled child, the emperor will certainly like me.
I nodded shyly.
Act like a spoiled child?
I can’t do it.
After that, the queen mother mysteriously stuffed me with a bag of spices-late jade incense.
Aphrodisiac?
My hands are shaking.
The queen mother took my hand and motioned me not to be afraid with her eyes, saying that she only needed to sprinkle a little into the incense burner every night.
She also said that she would send someone to supervise and let me relax and be bold.
Uh.
What a good mother of the emperor!
With the help of the queen mother, I had to act.
Mammy delivered the decoction, silently glanced at the smoking incense burner, gave me another encouraging look, closed the door and retreated.
I couldn’t catch my chopsticks and a carrot fell to the ground.
The emperor looked at me. “What’s the matter with you?”
That.. My hand suddenly cramped up. I’m shy.
The emperor frowned. “Cramp?”
“Ah.. Yes, yes, when I was a kid, I used to catch fish in the winter, and I felt the cold water for too long, and then this hand would always twitch from time to time. I tried to speak naturally.
The emperor raised his lips and smiled. “I didn’t realize that the well-fed daughter of the prime minister’s mansion was so naughty when she was a child.”
I steeled myself and smiled, trying to make the emperor believe me more, so I added, “When I was a child, I dug out a bird’s nest and caught a snake.”
“Oh? So powerful?” The emperor seemed to be attracted by my words and became interested. He put down his chopsticks and looked at me with interest. I was a little uncomfortable talking to the emperor
all of a sudden, saying so much.
In fact, what I said is true, when I was a child, I did the wicked thing of digging out bird nests, not less, just catching snakes. Well, actually, I didn’t take the initiative to catch it. I was also afraid of snakes. It was just that I accidentally caught a snake from the bird’s nest. I was so scared that I didn’t dare to let go. I was afraid that the snake would bite me back. After that, my father bragged everywhere that I was very powerful and dared to catch snakes with my bare hands. After bragging too much, I felt proud and accepted that I could catch snakes with my bare hands. Hey hey, in fact, it’s okay to say it, and no one knows.
“My queen seems very interesting.” Said the emperor.
Uh. I’m not funny. I’m not funny.
I smiled and continued to grab chopsticks to eat.
The emperor picked up his glass and continued to drink.
I looked up at the emperor with anxiety in my heart.
Is that incense working? I saw the emperor shake his head, his eyes gradually blurred, and he pressed his head again.
My heart thundered, and I tried to open my mouth: “Your Majesty, what’s wrong with you?”
The emperor did not open his mouth.
“Your Majesty?”
The emperor continued to shake his head. Is it time to get up
next and go to the emperor?
I am more and more perturbed, the words of the queen mother emerged in my mind: must be pregnant with a child, the heir can only rely on you now.
Should I listen to the queen mother and be close to the emperor? Or should I listen to the emperor and not pay attention to him?
I gritted my teeth and listened to the queen mother. The queen mother urged me every day. The queen mother said that if the emperor found out, she would say that she ordered people to put the aphrodisiac incense.
I moved slowly up to the emperor and put my shaking hand on his shoulder. “Your Majesty?” I said softly.
The emperor put down his hand on his head and slowly looked up at me.
“Your Majesty, what’s wrong with you?” I was so nervous.
The emperor shook his head in confusion.
That.. Then let me help you to rest.
The emperor seemed to nod his head.
I came closer and put my hand on the emperor’s arm. The emperor stood up with the help of his strength, his feet were a little unstable, and he bumped into me. My
heart was in my throat and I was ready to continue to help him walk.
The emperor suddenly raised his head and looked at me.
The emperor’s eyes twinkled. “Why are you so fragrant?”
Ah? I thought I didn’t put on the aphrodisiac fragrance on my body, and I didn’t put on anything else specially. Why can’t I smell it? Without waiting for my answer,
the emperor shook his head and walked on. I hurried to help him. When I got to
the dragon bed, I helped the emperor sit down, lifted the quilt with one hand, helped the emperor lie down, covered him with the quilt, and thought about what to do next. What did
the queen say? Oh, the queen mother said that women should take the initiative and act like a spoiled child.
I was thinking, suddenly, something grabbed my collar, and the next second, I fell on the emperor.
My eyes met, and I choked again.
I was ready to get up with trembling hands when the emperor suddenly turned over and pressed me under his body. I was so nervous that I couldn’t breathe any more.
The emperor raised his hand to touch my face, then rubbed the corners of my lips, and suddenly smiled.
“Did you put medicine in the wine?”
I shivered.
No.. No. I looked into those eyes and trembled. The emperor is not a vegetarian. This method is really finished.
The emperor smiled again with a charming smile. He looked me in the eye and said, “You are not very clever.”
Huh? What do you mean, I drugged him? Well, that’s not very clever. I already know that.
The emperor looked at me for a moment, grinned, and then turned over and lay down.
I blushed and trembled, afraid to speak. I’m screwed. Don’t use this stupid method
next time. The emperor can know.
The emperor was really disgusted with me, and the aphrodisiac incense didn’t seem to work for him. He didn’t touch me after all. I was
depressed about how to explain to the queen mother if I couldn’t get pregnant again, and how to face the emperor tomorrow. How can I endure
this day!
Six
months later, the belly is still flat. The queen mother said that I was so useless that I couldn’t conceive a child, and I couldn’t even please the emperor. It was really stupid.
I hung my head again.
The queen mother sighed heavily and said, “In any case, I can’t follow him any more. It’s time for the draft.”
Or the queen mother domineering, half a month later, finally despite the opposition of the emperor, the strong selection of a group of Xiu female into the palace to enrich the harem.
The Emperor was not present, but was chosen by me and the Empress Dowager.
These beautiful girls are all clever and clever, and some of them are beautiful. I really want to keep all the signs at once. I really want to see the way the emperor is fascinated. But the queen mother said, can not choose too much at a time, can only choose ten at most.
Oh, that’s a bit of a shame. The charming and pure beauty is the most beautiful one in my opinion. Unfortunately, she was abandoned by the queen mother because her family background was too poor.
I sigh, the queen mother chose these ten beauties, the highest family background is the daughter of the Marquis of Pingyang, and the lowest family background is also the daughter of the minister of Dali Temple.
The queen mother really valued the background most.
The beauty lived in the harem, and now the emperor was busy. I was so happy that I rolled up my things and prepared to step out of the threshold.
Unexpectedly, as soon as he stepped out, he bumped into the emperor.
The emperor looked at me with a cold face, and I saluted hurriedly and continued to walk.
“Is the queen so happy?” Behind him came a cool voice.
Finally, the draft, I do not have to suffer here in you, do not have to be urged by the queen mother, I can not be happy? I simply want to be happy to the explosion.
My bedroom is warm, big and the air is good, living in the blood circulation is fast, ah really comfortable.
Xiu Nu enters the palace, the emperor should turn over the sign tonight, well, which little beauty will be so lucky to be favored by the first one?
I leaned on the couch and bit the lychee, thinking curiously. The concubines in
the harem should be very happy, but there are also headaches for me. I
used to be able to sleep until I woke up naturally, and sometimes I was still sleeping at three o’clock in the morning, but since the concubines came, they got up early every day and came to me to pay their respects, which really made me feel distressed. My dark circles under my eyes are a little obvious recently.
No, as an example of the harem, I have to take action. I should set up a set of rules first, so that I can convince the public.
Well, make the rules, make the rules. The first rule
I made was to cancel the daily 8:00 call. After
the concubines were shocked, their faces showed joy one after another, and their eyes looked at me a little more kindly.
“You know it, I know it, only we know it. Don’t spread it to the emperor and the queen mother.”
“Mm-hmm.”
The concubines nodded in unison.
“Don’t worry, Empress. We’re all very tight-lipped.” Only after a good
rest can blood circulate quickly, only after a good rest can spirit be shaken, and only after a good rest can body become healthier and healthier!
Uh! I think the rules I made are very reasonable. It is absolutely no problem for the concubines to live to eighty years old. The second rule
I made is to hold more activities in the harem. In my spare time, I can get together to play leaf cards, write poems, play football, tell jokes and so on to relieve my boredom.
Wu Zhaoyi was the first to clap her hands, saying that what she was best at was telling jokes, and that she had never laughed since she came to the palace.
Look, it’s suffocating!
Wen Cairen said that she had not displayed her talent for a long time, and her wisdom was deteriorating. Later, she would forget all the poems she had recited before.
This harem almost killed a genius!
Yi Pin is the most exaggerated. As soon as she heard me say that she was playing the leaf card, she immediately rushed over and took my hand after her eyes were shining. Yi Pin was a little excited, saying that she had not won money for a long time, and she wanted to have a good time.
Look, what a little miser.
…… It is too stuffy to stay in the palace
every day. Getting together is not only conducive to enhancing feelings, but also conducive to preventing the occurrence of depression. The sisters will be more radiant if they smile more. Yeah!
With these beauties, I was much more leisurely, and I was no longer turned over by the emperor. The concubines went to bed at night and gathered together during the day.
They all praised me as a good queen, saying that under my instigation, the atmosphere in the harem became much more cheerful. I was so
happy that I couldn’t sit still and gathered my sisters together to chat.
red melon seeds snacks, tea and wine, very uncomfortable.
Wu Zhaoyi had a careless temper and danced with joy when she spoke. She told us about her great story of killing chickens with a knife in her grandfather’s house when she was a child, which amused us from ear to ear.
I have never seen such a happy Wu Zhaoyi. Wu Zhaoyi’s name is Wu Ningyue. His father is now a minister of Dali Temple. Wu Zhaoyi is the fourth child in his family. He is a concubine. His mother died early. He grew up in his grandfather’s home in the countryside. He was taken to Beijing by his father when the emperor was in the draft. She has experienced many interesting things that we can’t understand.
Wu Zhaoyi said more and more excited, raised his hand and suddenly raised half of his buttocks from the seat.
“What’s the matter?” We quickly supported her.
“Hemorrhoids again.” Wu Zhaoyi covered her buttocks and looked like she was going to cry.
“Huh?”? How can a good woman get hemorrhoids? “Yi Pin spits out the skin of a melon seed and comes over.”.
Wu Zhao-yi sighed, “Oh, I’ve been working on the floor for a long time, and the weather is warmer. I’ve been doing it a lot lately.”
“Did the emperor let you sleep on the floor, too?” Wen asked in surprise.
“Ah, so I’m not the only one!” An Guiren is a little happy.
“Coincidentally, I also sleep on the floor every time, but I don’t have hemorrhoids. It’s just that my kneecaps hurt when it rains.” The concubine spits out the dregs in her mouth, and her expression is light.
Ah?
With a shocked look on his face, An Guiren patiently explained to me: “I’ve been in the palace for five months, and every time I go to bed, the emperor lets people sleep on the floor.”
Then he sighed and said, “Oh, you don’t know what we’re going through. It’s all right in summer, but in winter, you let people sleep on the ground. The emperor has gone too far. If you don’t like it, don’t turn over the sign. If you turn over it, you’ll bully people like this.”
My God, what is the emperor doing here? Why do you let these girls sleep on the floor? I thought the emperor hated me and didn’t want to sleep with me, but he must be happy to sleep with other people, but I didn’t think.. Uh
.. Well, actually, so am I. I’ll show my hand too.
“What!”
They all looked at me in unison, their eyes full of shock.
I realized from their eyes that they must think so: I am the queen, the background is big, the father is fierce, the earliest to enter the palace, the emperor dare not neglect me no matter how to say.
It’s not. I’m just as miserable. I smiled bitterly.
“Why do you say the emperor?” Wen frowned.
“Ah, could it be the emperor..” An Guiren was so mysterious that he dared not say any more in the middle.
It’s just that everyone gradually seems to understand something after such a little bit of her.
We looked at each other for a moment, then nodded tacitly, and finally came to a unanimous conclusion:
the emperor! He! I don’t think so!
I never thought that the emperor would have a hidden disease, according to the description of the concubines, now think again, well, that really does not need to think about it, a big man, vigorous, so many beauties, and all of them are not decent. Can emperor sit still?
Can he do such a wicked thing as driving the beauty to sleep? You say, if the emperor didn’t know he couldn’t do it, he would never do it. Turn over a brand
every time, but do not spoil again, still do not let a person say to the outside, what is this not to cover up?
Real hammer!
Alas, what a pity! What a pity! How can these charming beauties live in the future. As
I drank my tea and sighed, I looked up and saw a touch of bright yellow lifting the curtain and stepping in. The
tea choked me.
The next second, the emperor grabbed me by the collar and lifted me up. The look in his eyes made me
feel like a knife. He said coldly, “There are rumors everywhere in the palace that I have a hidden disease. Did you spread it?”
? No. No.
I was wronged!
Which fool spread it out.
The surrounding temperature felt much lower, and the emperor was a little scary at the moment.
Which emperor wants people to know that he can’t? He’s cranky now, and he wants to catch me to vent his anger. My life is really bitter.
“I have a hidden disease. Today I will show you whether I can do it or not.”
The emperor grabbed my wrist, threw me on the bed, and then pushed me up. Wrong
guess, very wrong. Holding my waist, I got up from the bed. The dog emperor had no hidden disease at all.
The emperor is abstinent. He just wants to make a career. He can do it. He just doesn’t like to touch women.
No, to be precise, he just didn’t like to touch the woman queen chose for him. Think about it carefully, I, the newly elected ten show girls, are the queen mother named to stay, so the emperor does not like.
Because at the Empress Dowager’s birthday banquet, he and a little maid of honor looked at each other and fell in love at first sight.
The little maid of honor is beautiful and pure, like a frightened little fox, which makes people love her.
The emperor favored her that night and sealed her the next day.
The little maid of honor had no father, no mother, and no family background. Once she flew to the branches, her face was full of glory, and her heart was full of joy. She smiled shyly when she saw me.
Hui Guiren became the emperor’s favorite, and the emperor stayed with her every time. Many concubines in the harem were dissatisfied and came to me to complain.
I am helpless, they have not realized that the emperor is not fascinated by the beauty, but do not like the family dignitaries. Which woman in the harem is not beautiful? But the emperor has his own ideas.
I went into the Palace of Heavenly Purity. As soon as I looked up, I saw the emperor and the beautiful woman in his bosom. The beautiful woman beat the emperor’s chest shyly, and the emperor spoiled him with a smile.
Seeing me come in, the beauty immediately stood up and saluted me with a red face.
The emperor was upset and coughed and looked at me discontentedly. “What’s the matter with the queen?”
Damn it, it’s really not a good time. How should I open my mouth next?
The beauty was swept away by my eyes and immediately retreated sensibly. The emperor and I are the only ones left in the hall.
“The younger sisters in the harem have been complaining a lot lately. The emperor should share the rain and dew.”
The emperor laughed and looked up at me. “I don’t think I’ve favored you, so I’m not happy?”
They’re not happy, not me. I just had to send a message.
The emperor stood up and walked up to me. He raised his hand and pinched my chin. “I know what the empress is thinking.”
Well, what do you know? You know everything, you narcissist.
I pulled my chin out of his hand and said, “Your Majesty, that’s what the Empress Dowager meant. It’s all right to favor the beauty, but you can’t always snub the other concubines in the harem. The emperor should think about the overall situation.”
The beauty is charming, but the queen mother does not like, a woman without family background, even if she can have children for the emperor, it is not enough, in the eyes of the queen mother, the harem and the court are one, the concubines are favored, their parents can be more loyal to the court.
“The queen mother said so.” The emperor gnashed his teeth. “Then how about I sleep in the queen’s palace tonight?”
I was so scared, “No …” No, no. The emperor should go to the other concubines. I blushed when I was told.
“The queen is playing hard to get, and she’s getting better at it.” The emperor said coldly.
I was speechless.
The dog emperor turned over my sign at night.
How I miss the days when I slept on the floor! It’s nice to sleep separately.
The emperor stopped and looked at me coldly. “Don’t you blame me for spoiling one?”? Now that I’ve come to spoil you, who are you showing your reluctance to do so?
I really regret entering the palace. If I had not entered the palace, I would have been someone else’s wife at such an age. My husband would have loved me and would not have ridiculed me. My life would have been happy and happy. If I had entered the palace, I would have been buried here all my life. The person in front of me is not my sweetheart, even if he is the emperor, disobedient, but I will still resist his touch uncontrollably.
My heart is sour, and a tear falls unconsciously from the corner of my eye. The emperor was stupefied and looked at me at a loss. After a while, he turned over and lay down. “Do you hate me?” The emperor asked. I
don’t know where the courage came from, but I said, “Yeah.” Now the
emperor was silent. I guess he has a black face. No woman dares to say that she hates the emperor. This is a heresy.
With the pressure of the Empress Dowager, the emperor had no choice but to stop favoring only one noble, and the brands of other concubines would also be turned over. Just after the
summer heat, Yi Pin became pregnant.
The Empress Dowager was overjoyed and gave the emperor the position of Jin Yi’s concubine. Yi Pin was promoted to Yi Fei. After
10 months of pregnancy, the imperial concubine gave birth to the prince safely. The queen mother held the child’s happy eyes flashing tears, the emperor’s expression was flat, can not see the joy.
The Empress Dowager said to the concubines, “You should also work hard to give birth to princes and princesses for the emperor as soon as possible.”
“Hum, that’s easy to say. Some people get favors every day, but they don’t see any movement. The concubine is lucky. The emperor only turned over the sign once, and then she got pregnant. We don’t know when this luck will fall on us.” Rong Pin said in a long tone.
Look at this strange Yin and Yang, after hearing this, Hui Guiren lowered his head and secretly grabbed his sleeve.
The little prince was named Cheng Xuan, with red lips and white teeth. He was lovely and lively, but unfortunately his life was not good. On the day of the three-year-old New Year’s banquet, after eating a bowl of cheese, he foamed at the mouth, and finally the Imperial Physician failed to save him. Who had the courage to
poison the princes? The emperor was so angry that he sent people to investigate them one by one in the palace. A package of poison consistent
with the poison in Xiao Chengxuan was finally found in my palace.
Yi Fei jumped on me like a madman and wanted to fight with me. The emperor took the imperial concubine down.
“Did you poison him?” Said the emperor.
“I don’t have one.”
Everything happened so suddenly that I haven’t recovered yet. When
I had finished, Huigui knelt down trembling, “back to the emperor, I, I was passing through Imperial Garden this morning, and I happened to see the little prince’s nurse holding something in her hand. It was also wrapped in white paper. I don’t know if it was something that was going to harm the little prince.” As soon as
he finished, the emperor ordered the little prince’s nurse to be brought up.
The nurse trembled and finally pointed her finger at me and said that the medicine was given by me.
I laughed angrily, I have not been in contact with this nurse, and how to give this medicine? Who
the hell is trying to hurt me.
“Your Majesty, I have never been in contact with this nurse, and I have never wanted to harm the little prince. Please investigate.” I lifted my clothes and knelt down.
The emperor threw his sleeves away. I was fined a month for a year and confined for two months. The queen mother interceded for me so that I wouldn’t be deposed by the emperor.
I had no enmity with anyone. Who on earth wanted to harm me?
The body of the nurse was salvaged from the dry well in the palace half a month later. The corpse was no longer presentable, and could only be identified by the clothes he wore and the bracelets on his wrists as the nurse of the little prince.
The nurse was holding a jade hairpin in her hand, in the shape of a suet jade crabapple flower.
This is the hairpin that the emperor gave to Hui Guiren. The little maid beside the
nurse said that one evening the nurse was in a hurry to go out, saying that the noble had asked her to go over for questioning. The nurse never came back after she went there.
The emperor was furious, broke off the hairpin in his hand, and put the noble into the cold palace.
I went to the cold palace to see Hui Guiren and asked her why she framed me. Hui Guiren laughed miserably. She said that although she was favored, she had a poor life. She could not conceive a child, nor could she compare with other concubines in the palace. When
she finished, she looked at me again. She asked me if I knew why she hated me so much?
I don’t know.
Hui Guiren said that when the emperor was with her, he called the queen.
I was shocked.
Hui Guiren smiled and shed tears. She said that the emperor used to love her alone, and his eyes were all on her, but I don’t know when she found that the emperor’s eyes were always looking at me.
She said that her only dependence was the emperor, and she could not allow the emperor to treat her as someone else, nor could she bear the emperor’s eyes always on other women.
She said that the emperor was so cruel, and then she hit her head against the wall and died.
Emperor, how can you not be cruel? A cold heart. Never like the emperor.
I’m ungrounded. The emperor came to see me. There was an expression of guilt on
his face, and I didn’t expect the emperor to apologize to me. I noticed that he looked at me with a softer look than he had ever had before.
I’m a little confused.
The Empress Dowager’s birthday was coming, and the emperor came to ask me if I had any special gifts to give.
I couldn’t believe it. The emperor had never asked me these questions before. Why did he suddenly ask me?
Without waiting for me to answer, the emperor said again, “I remember you said you dug out the bird’s nest?”
I nodded.
“Then you must be able to play with a slingshot, too?”
I continued to nod.
“If you can play with a slingshot, what about archery?” The emperor continued to ask.
Hmm? It’s strange that the emperor is different from before. What does he want to ask?
“Back to the emperor, I can shoot arrows, and I can also play with swords, spears, and swords. When I was a child, I learned some from my uncle.”
I saw the emperor’s eyes light up, and then a word almost choked me.
He said, “How about the empress performing a sword dance with me on my mother’s birthday?”
Seeing that I was stunned, the emperor quickly added, “My mother complained that the birthday ceremony was like that every year, and it was boring. This year it was all special, and it made my mother happy.”
I nodded.
I saw the emperor smile.
The emperor seems to have changed recently.
The emperors and empresses performed the sword dance, and as expected, there was a burst of cheers. The queen mother smiled brightly and took our hands with relief, saying that this was the happiest birthday she had ever had. On the
queen mother’s birthday, the emperor drank a lot of wine. I was peeling lychees in the
evening when the emperor opened the curtain and came in.
This is too drunk!
I put down the lychees and poured the emperor sobering tea. As soon as
the emperor picked me up, I was so frightened that I was put on the bed by the emperor, and the emperor pressed on me.
My heart is pounding. The emperor’s eyes sparkled with peach blossoms. “Don’t hate me, okay?”
“Your Majesty, you’re drunk.” I pushed him with my palm.
“I’m not drunk.” The emperor grabbed my hand. “It was my fault before.”
“I snubbed you.” “Not anymore.”
I had never seen the emperor look like this before, and I froze.
The emperor’s hand touched my cheek. “I have never seen such a stupid woman as you.”
Hmm? I looked at him in puzzlement. The
queen mother said, You are hopelessly stupid. No matter how she teaches me, she can’t teach me. She uses all the aphrodisiacs, but you still can’t take me down. A smile appeared on the
emperor’s face. “That’s not very clever.”
Uh? How can this sentence be so familiar?
Ah, I remember that the queen mother asked me to seduce the emperor with aphrodisiac incense that night, and finally failed. The emperor stared at me and said, “That’s not very clever.”
My cheeks are burning.
“You are the most special woman I have ever seen.”
“Eh?”
“You’re not as delicate as other women. You can perform the sword and dig out birds’ nests. You’ve been in the palace for such a long time. Other women are all scheming to please me. You’re the only one who doesn’t care about me. No matter how hard you learn to please people, you won’t be able to do it. Even if you do, you won’t bother to use it on me. What are you
nervous about? I won’t eat you. The emperor smiled, kissed me between the eyebrows, turned over and lay down, and held me in his arms.
Your Majesty, he doesn’t seem to hate me anymore. In the eighth year
of Yongkang, I gave birth to a son named Chengyan, who was given the title of Crown Prince. In the eleventh year
of Yongkang, my banquet was pushed off the high platform by An Pin. On the day
An Pin was executed, the emperor held me all night, but my body could not warm up.
He hugged me from behind and asked in a low voice, “Is it cold?”
I nodded dully and then shook my head.
He reached out in the dark and took my cold hand, his hot heart pressed against my back. It began to rain
outside, and the emperor whispered something in my ear that I didn’t hear clearly.
Perhaps seeing that I had not spoken for a long time, he slanted his head and pressed his cheek against mine. He whispered in my ear, “Qing Qing, we will have children again.” A tight string in
my heart suddenly broke, and I opened my mouth in a hurry, “I..” After
just one word, I seemed to suddenly forget what I was going to say. I stopped here in a daze, listening to the sound of the rain. Then I said, “Will we really have children?”. There was a long silence
behind me, but the emperor did not speak again. He just hugged me more tightly. When I thought he was going to fall asleep, I heard his voice behind me. “There will be.”
The voice was weak, but it was like a sharp sword piercing my heart. I tightly encircled the jade pendant in my palm, as if it could block all the wind and frost in the world for its owner.
If my child were still alive. After
a long time, the emperor’s heavy breathing came behind me, and I carefully got up and hid the letters that I had no time to pack up beside my pillow.
Then I stepped out of his arms. At this moment, I missed the time when I slept on the floor. The concubines of the
imperial harem often came to see me, and Wu Zhaoyi told me jokes in various ways.
Every time I was amused by her to laugh out loud, but Wu Zhaoyi did not tell me when she laughed too much. When
I begged her to tell me a few new jokes, Wu Zhao-yi was spitting out the skin of a melon seed and sighing, “Queen, don’t grow up.”
I rubbed the warm jade pendant in my palm and said with a smile, “But I’m already a mother.”
But I used to be a mother. Thirteen years
after Yongkang, I was pregnant again.
The Empress Dowager specially invited a Taoist priest to pray for this hard-won child.
The divinatory symbol says that my child is a girl.
The emperor was very happy and named his unborn daughter Pingle early.
Peace and joy.
However, I didn’t keep my second child.
I accidentally fell down and lost the baby.
The emperor was furious and ordered a thorough investigation.
But how to check it? I fell down carelessly.
I was sick on my bed, and the emperor was holding me in his arms. I saw him crying, and he said, “It’s all right, Qing Qing. Don’t be too sad. It will be all right.”
I opened my dry lips several times, but I couldn’t make a sound.
The emperor touched my hair, wiped my tears with his thumb, and comforted me over and over again in a low voice, “It will be all right, it will be all right..”
From then on, the emperor slept in my palace every night. At night, he would wake up suddenly, look at me in a daze, and then embrace me in his arms, murmuring as if in his sleep, “Qing Qing, don’t leave me.”
Despite the best efforts of the emperor and the imperial physician, my health went from bad to worse after losing my son twice, and eventually the medicine stone was difficult to cure.
The weather was fine, and I begged the emperor to accompany me to enjoy the flowers. The emperor was afraid that I would get cold again, so he wrapped me up three layers inside and three layers outside. I couldn’t help but complain in a low voice, “I know I’m afraid of the cold, but the emperor used to let me sleep on the floor.” When
the emperor heard this, he not only did not reflect on himself, but also smiled. “Who made you stupid? If you ask me to give you half of the dragon bed, I will naturally agree with you.”
All of a sudden, with his words, the time of that year flashed in my mind one by one, as if it were a lifetime ago.
The emperor retired from the palace and hugged me in his arms. “When you are ready, I will accompany you to play leaf cards, play football, and take red melon seeds.” He also lived a comfortable life in the harem.
A gust of wind blew, and the fallen leaves returned to the dust. Holding back the bitterness in my heart, I clasped the emperor’s hand and said, “Your Majesty, promise me not to hurt my family.”
The words came suddenly, but the emperor did not hesitate at all. Instead, he took my hand, nodded, and then buried his head in the side of my neck. His suppressed sobs came from his ears.
I raised my hand and wanted to pat him on the back, just like my mother comforted me when I was young.
But eventually, the raised hand fell again. In
a trance, I thought I saw my two children running among the flowers. I waved to them, braced myself, and said, “Come, mother, I’ll take you to dig out the bird’s nest.” As soon as
the words fell, the emperor hugged me even more tightly. “I’m sorry, Qing Qing. Don’t leave me, will you?”
In the past, I was afraid of the emperor, and I didn’t dare to disobey anything he said. But this time I couldn’t promise him a word of “good,” nor could I easily say a word of forgiveness.
Out of breath, I managed to move the corners of my mouth. “Children..” I won’t forgive you and I won’t forgive me.
Sweating all over, I grasped his sleeve, trying to hold on to the last trace of spirit.
And then I’m dead.
Take the secret that tortures me so much that I can’t sleep at night and go to another world together.
I don’t know if my children would like to take my cruel mother to dig out the bird’s nest.
I was dead, my soul was floating in the air, and I watched the emperor holding my body and sobbing.
However, I don’t know how much truth there is in the cry of the emperor.
After all, he is a man who is willing to kill even his own flesh and blood. It is said in the
play that emperors are fickle. Originally, I thought it was all false. It was not until I was in the play that I realized that emperors are not fickle, but ruthless. Before
Ann died, I received a farewell letter from her, revealing the emperor’s plot to use her to kill Cheng Yan. It is impossible for
the emperor to let my child grow up safely and finally succeed to the throne. He does not allow our Shen family to dominate the court and become more and more powerful.
My father, my uncle, my uncle, he is still thinking about how to get rid of all of them, how can we leave the prince to promote the authority of the Shen family.
Therefore, as the eldest son of the emperor, Chengyan must die.
It’s my fault that I didn’t see the undercurrent in the palace earlier. My parents deserved to say that I was a fool.
The emperor keeps saying that he likes me, but at the same time, how many calculations are involved?
Emperors are fickle. How can they be wholehearted. After the death
of Chengyan, I secretly took Bizi Tang.
Pingle’s arrival was an accident.
The Imperial Physician said that my heart was depressed, and it was difficult to save the fetus in my abdomen.
The fall, as if it was an accident, as if it had been premeditated, was that I, the mother, did not give her a healthy life.
He said we would have children, but I killed my second child in the womb. I don’t want him to come to this world happily and be pushed into hell by his relatives before he enjoys the prosperity. How painful
that would be.
I did this myself, I killed my own children, and I killed myself.
I want to gamble, with his guilt for me, the guilt of the child, in exchange for my father, my uncle, my uncle a life.
I entered the palace at the age of 14. What’s the purpose? It is to protect the honor of my family.
It’s a pity that I can’t let the family shine and go to glory. In this undercurrent of the palace, in addition to self-protection, the last thing to do is to save the lives of family members.
I hope the fickle emperor can keep his promise for the last time. At the age of
seventeen, my mother conferred the title of empress on me.
Her mother said that she was gentle and quiet, knowledgeable and courteous, and that it was more appropriate to set an example for the six palaces. At the
ceremony, I took her hand and smelled the fragrance of sweet osmanthus cake from the sleeve of her dress. I couldn’t help pinching her palm. What time is it? She just wants to eat. She is really a straw bag. Eat
all day long. I can’t hold her anymore. She deserves to sleep on the floor every day.
She entered the palace for two years, and her mother urged us to give birth to a child, and she actually moved the idea of letting me draft. It’s enough for me to have her in
the harem, and I don’t want a lot of women.
I turned a deaf ear to my mother and asked her to put the draft on hold for a while.
She’s not happy.
I’ll be happy.
It’s just that she drinks decoction every day, and her little face is wrinkled, which is a little bit pitiful.
I secretly asked the doctor to change the medicine into nourishing medicine, drink it well! Before I could put her to bed
that day, she knocked herself down. The matter of
her sleeping on the floor was known to everyone.
Mother sent someone to watch us every day, and every time she would shrink in my arms. It was not the first time in two years that I was so close to her, but it was the first time that my heart beat so fast.
But she is also so reluctant to be close to me. Yes, she only has osmanthus cake in her heart.
I just didn’t expect that she would listen to her mother’s words and move some small thoughts that she shouldn’t have.
I just remember that night, she was very fragrant.
She is really stupid, even the dose of medicine is not good, smell her body fragrance, at that moment I really hope that she is willing to become my queen, my wife.
Later, a lot of people came to the harem, but I still let the queen come to sleep on the floor all day long.
Mother said, I want to share the rain and dew.
All right, let’s make a bed on the floor.
However, my queen started a rumor that I couldn’t do it?
I was so angry that I made her have a long memory.
She spread rumors about me in the harem, and her father provoked me in the former court, but I am an emperor after all.
I shouldn’t be led by the nose by anyone. At the birthday banquet of the
queen mother, I saw a maid who looked like her, but the difference was that the maid did not have the father of the prime minister.
That night, I let the little maid of honor sleep in my bedroom and sleep on the floor.
The second day, the third day..
The queen doesn’t care about me.
When the empress came to me, it was only for the favor of other concubines, and she never cared about me.
Later, Yi Fei’s child died. I knew her all these years, but I couldn’t help taking my anger out on her.
The child is dead, the situation in the court is treacherous. The limp queen became my natural punching bag. She had a good time when she was
grounded. I often peeked at her and occasionally worried that she would hate me.
So after I lifted her grounding, I tried my best to please her, take her to perform a sword dance, and help my mother celebrate her birthday.
I thought we could go on like this, but she’s pregnant. Unfortunately,
our child was born in the imperial family.
Or maybe she shouldn’t have come to the palace in the first place. After the death
of Chengyan, she was sad for a while and soon regained her spirit.
Losing her close relatives, she began to learn to rely on me and learn how to be a good queen, but I felt as if she was getting farther and farther away from me.
I often dream that she left me, and when I wake up again and again, I make sure that she is really with me.
But she left me. They won’t forgive me,
she said.
I will never forgive myself.
I often wake up at night, touch the cold pillow, and realize again and again that my queen has really left me this time.
Qing Qing, after a hundred years, can I still have a family reunion?
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Author: Tianya Youguiyi
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