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He grinned at me, showing his dirty yellow teeth. Before I
was thrown into the brothel, I was waiting for Xiao Changyi to marry me. I didn’t know I was the stupidest person in Chang’an
until the emperor married him and Princess Qionghua.
Princess Qionghua was unruly and regarded me as an eyesore and a thorn in the flesh when she was young.
My things, as big as rare antiques, as small as jade hairpin beads, she saw, there is no one not to rob.
She urged Xiao Changyi to raid my house, and my younger brother, who was born 20 days ago, fell to his death on the bluestone slab.
I was buried in the official costume.
And I’m not strong.
My father was the majestic Marquis of Dingbei. When he was in the limelight, he served as regent. I
am the only daughter of my father, and I hold it like a treasure in the palm of my hand. I have six brothers above me, all of whom are brave and good at fighting, young heroes.
My father was born in the army, and he admires scholars the most. All these years, what he has been talking about has always been the sentence: “Everything is inferior, only reading is superior.”.
He invited the most erudite master to teach me poetry, books, etiquette and Yi, and the most virtuous female official to teach me how to deal with people and things.
I was going to be the queen of the palace, but my father looked down on the emperor and thought he was weak. When
my father was alive, he always clapped his chest and said that he had laid down half of the big ginger, and he could give me power and glory.
“My daughter, as long as she is happy, she will not engage in marriage.”.
My father said he would choose the best son in the world for me.
But I disobeyed him.
I still remember my wedding that attracted a lot of attention. Ten miles of
red makeup, guests gathered.
As a bride, I have a full head of pearls and jade, and I have a clever smile. The bridegroom is tall and handsome.
That is my father for me to pick the good man-Linan Hou Childe Cen Shuzheng.
An elegant scholar. At the
wedding ceremony, my father’s follower Xiao Changyi, a white body, broke in alone, grabbed my arm, and asked me to go with him.
I have always had a gentle disposition, and that day I did not know where the courage came from. I pulled out the gold hairpin between my hair and held it against my throat. In front of all the guests, I begged my father to let us go.
I said I liked Xiao Changyi, and I would not marry him in my life.
My father drew his sword to kill me.
My mother interceded for me with tears. After a long
confrontation, my father finally gave up his sword and said with a deep sigh, “He’s not a good man!”
I said I believe in him, and I believe in him all my life.
Now look, after all, we lost.
I ran away with Changyi, which made Hou Fu lose face. My father wrote off my name in the genealogy and drove me out of the house.
Dad said that since you had made such a humiliating decision, you should not enter the door again. From now on, we will not interfere with each other. We don’t care about your splendor, and don’t come back to cry even if you are poor.
I said in a fit of pique that I would not come back, even if I starved to death, even if I jumped the Chang’an Gate Tower, I would never come back.
It was my mother who gave me a lot of gold and silver jewelry in private. After all, it was the flesh that fell off my body. She felt sorry for me. Where is
my mother now?
I haven’t seen it in a long time.
I don’t know if I went to a brothel or acted as a military prostitute.
I think so. It’s gone.
She has a strong temper, unlike me.
Prostitutes for people to make fun of the boat line on the water, huge oars rocking, the shadow flow blue. When the oil
seller took a mouthful of wine, pinched my mouth and forced the wine into my mouth, I saw Xiao Changyi standing not far away with his sword in his arms.
The waning moon hung on his shoulder, and the wind blew over the willows.
I instinctively wanted to ask him for help. As soon as
the idea came up, I felt so cheap. The heads of
my father and brothers were hanging on the gate tower, their eyes were taken away by vultures, and flies were circling, buzzing, buzzing, buzzing. The wedding banquet of
Xiao Changyi and Princess Qionghua was held from the palace to the outside of Chang’an City for nine days.
My father’s work was highly impressive. Xiao Changyi approached me, seduced me, and falsely accused my father of rebellion, just to make a name for himself to the emperor.
It is said that people’s hearts are made of meat. In this life, I have done my best to treat him. When I go to the King of Hell, I have a clear conscience.
He said he wanted to marry me.
He said, “I have spent half my life in this narrow boudoir, learning to be a needlework woman all day long, and I don’t know all the changes in the world.”.
He said he would clasp his fingers with me, cut the spring day, watch the drizzle on the eaves, and in the hot summer, listen to the wind over the water. He also said that he would take me to see the leaves like fire in the deep mountains and the snow like sand in the desert.
“They don’t count.” When I came to this brothel, the madam leaned against the door and shook the little handkerchief. “Woman, that’s what I can’t get over. You have to ask why in everything. But in the world, there are always only results, and since he has made a choice, he still asks why.
She said that it was Hsiao Chang-yi who told someone to throw me into a brothel and told her to arrange for someone to “entertain” me. I was very sad when I
heard it.
I was dragged by the man selling oil, and I felt that his whole body was wet and slippery, and every pore could ooze oil.
I hate my cowardice. You can’t make yourself
sick or scared.
I struggled to ask Hsiao Chang-yi for help: “Chang-yi, redeem me!”! Chang Yi, redeem me! With a calm face,
he drew a knife and killed the oil seller. Will you
still come to save me?
Xiao Changyi. How much heartache is left
for me?
Xiao Changyi. The body of the
oil seller lay across the bow of the boat, dripping with red blood.
I remember when the house was ransacked, the rain was just like that. The
courtyard was full of scattered corpses, and the huge Hou Mansion could not hear a dog barking.
I saw Xiao Changyi carrying his sword and leading his troops, kicking open the front door and walking inside. On the silver armor, the rain rushed down the blood stains.
I wanted to ask for help, but I flinched.
Nowadays, life and death are common, and I am a little numb.
“I’ve lost weight.” Hsiao Chang-yi reached out and touched my face. “Why are you so thin?”
He clasped my chin? Don’t want to talk to me? Uh He pressed his
thumb on my lips, very hard, and pressed a piece of fat into my mouth, which tasted bitter.
It’s kind of funny.
When I was like this, he was moved.
Xiao Changyi intentionally or unintentionally played with a brocade box and asked me questions one by one, and I answered them in a regular way.
Maybe he felt bored. He got up to go. I stood up to see him off. He looked at me, opened his mouth, and said nothing.
Xiao Changyi lifted the bead curtain and went out, and a woman’s screams came from outside the house.
Like a frightened wild duck, she covered her face and rushed in. I was in a hurry to apply medicine to her, but I found that the deep wound was from the left temple to the right corner of the mouth, and the blood could not be stopped.
Xiao Changyi made it. That’s the kind of guy
he is.
Ruthless and arrogant, wanton and cruel, vindictive and unscrupulous. There was a brocade box left by Xiao Changyi on the
table. I opened it and found that it was a pair of shark beads.
Blue fish pattern, clear texture. It
‘s all good stuff.
That year I was driven out of the house and drifted with him to the south of the Yangtze River. In the bustling city, I saw a pair of pearl earrings. They were beautiful, but they cost two taels of silver.
Two taels of silver, top I weave some cloth, go to the capital to catch up with the examination, Xiao Changyi also needs money, or more carefully.
But I couldn’t help looking back at the pair of pearl earrings. It
‘s hard for him to remember.
I lowered my eyes and brought this today. I think I know what he means.
Sure enough, Hsiao Chang-yi lifted the beaded curtain and said, “Yunhu, come and have a drink with me.”
My capacity for liquor is about zero. When
my father was alive, he often scolded girls. What kind of wine do scholars eat? Vulgar. Don’t like your husband in the future.
I won’t drink any more.
Once upon a time, when I was playing with Changyi, someone brought home-brewed rice wine, which I heard was very sweet. Everyone scrambled to drink it. I asked for a sip and was about to sip it secretly. When Changyi came over, I pretended not to be interested and put it down.
Chang Yi took a big bowl and sucked a big mouthful in front of me. “It’s sweet,” he said, holding the bowl to my mouth. “You can taste it, too.”
I looked up at him, and he was smiling at me, and he held out his hand and said, “Taste it?”
I think my father lied to me. You see, Changyi obviously doesn’t care.
So, like a deer, he took a small sip on the edge of the bowl. His hand was so close to me that it was almost next to me. I devilishly licked his finger a little. He gave a little “hissing” and immediately put his hand on my chest. Like a cat whose tail had been trampled,
I pushed him and ran away.
Behind them came their unbridled laughter.
Later, I learned that it was Changyi who made a bet on whether he could cheat me into drinking the wine in his bowl.
He won.
He always wins.
Now, Xiao Changyi asked me to accompany him to drink, put my hand to my mouth, I licked the back of his hand, I have no courage and reason not to lick.
But I don’t want to drink anymore.
I was awakened by a heat in my chest and a mountain of weight on my body. When I
opened my eyes, I was in a daze. My head hurt.
I drank too much.
Xiao Changyi’s face broke into my field of vision, and my whole body was like being run over by a wheel, and my lower body was torn apart.
He Hey.
I was unable to hammer him, tears accumulated little by little into my eyes, and finally turned my head sideways and stopped looking at him.
He seemed a little startled. He leaned over and pecked my lips. “No?” He said in a dumb voice.
I’m a coward. I know what I’m doing.
I covered my eyes with one arm and hurriedly said, “My son-in-law, I do, I do.”.
He froze.
He pulled away, sat on the bed, and looked out of the window at the scattered stars.
I still have one arm to cover my eyes.
But uncontrollably, tears on the bed, wet, wet a large area.
After a while, I felt him lift the bed. I knew what he was looking at. He couldn’t see what he wanted to see. There was no falling red, not at all.
He’s frozen again.
He stayed for a long time and left.
I stood by the door in my clothes, watching him go crazy, catching people up and down the brothel and interrogating them, asking who had touched me and who had.
No one can answer it.
Only the disfigured madam stood up and howled, “I’ve got a face like this, and I don’t want this rotten life!”! You might as well kill us with a knife if you change your orders like this! As you said before, Su Yunyu is your enemy and asked me to find some of the dirtiest and worst people to “entertain” her. Now you have been bewitched and want her. On the contrary, if you take out your anger on us, even if you go to the Lord Long Live, there is absolutely no reason to do so!
Hsiao Chang-yi stepped back and threw the knife in his hand.
He suddenly looked back at me and saw me standing in a blue gown in the moonlight, staring straight at him. At the moment when he turned back, he suddenly burst into tears.
He was out of his mind.
Raise your hand and beckon me to come in. “Not me, you know, I’m not like that,” he said, his
mouth open with a pale undertone.
Changyi is very awkward. He
has always tormented me and himself.
He can’t say well to me either. Give me a sweet date with a stick.
Push me into the abyss and send me to heaven. After
he bet me to drink, I was a little scared and avoided him for a long time.
He came to me again, but did not speak, but hung his head and kicked the pebbles under his feet.
I was sitting in the Qingxin Pavilion reading a book instead of looking at him.
He handed me a wooden doll carved by himself. The carving was not good. If it wasn’t for the hair accessories, I couldn’t see that it was me.
I giggled, put down the book and told him not to make me so ugly again.
He came to hug me.
I was too weak for him, and I was quickly held down.
He was always bold and arrogant. He held my face and kissed me, which frightened me. I hammered him and shouted, “Dengtuzi!”! Dengtuzi! How can I get married in the future!
He hugged me breathlessly and said, “Who else do you want to marry?”?
At that time, I thought he liked me.
Now that I think about it, I have been with him for so many years, but he has never said that he likes me, not a word.
Not long after he celebrated his birthday, I went to Longquan specially to find a famous person to make a sword, named “Chuxin.” When I gave it to him, I heard him playing with a group of people, speaking contemptuously, and telling people that my body was very soft. I was very sad when I
heard it.
Turned around and left.
Changyi saw me, the smile on his face congealed in the corners of his mouth, he came to chase me, saw me crying, the whole person did not know what to do in situ, let me pass by him.
He’s always like this. Always like this.
He hated me so much that he wanted to trample me into the mud and never turn over.
But when he really stepped on me, he couldn’t bear it.
I think, maybe for a moment, he really liked me.
About me and Changyi, the sisters agreed that I was too soft and clever, the first half of my life was too boring, suddenly met Changyi this kind of ruffian ruffian, naturally like seeing bright colors, can not hold.
That’s not love. The
sisters all shook their heads and said that it was not love. That’s
not what happened. I’m
cute, but I’m not stupid.
I like Changyi earlier than he thinks.
I was a little kid, and so was he. My family
and I went to Lushan Mountain to spend the summer, with a huge motorcade of more than two thousand people.
Chang Yi and several of his companions sat on a big stone beside the road, carrying a broken bowl, hanging their heads and gnawing dry steamed bun.
Like a refugee.
He was very thin at that time, and his face was not good.
It was the first time in my life that I saw a child other than son of an aristocratic family.
It’s very novel.
He lifted the curtain of the sedan chair and looked into the distance.
Changyi’s eyes chased our motorcade, some dark, some eager, and some unclear, unclear meaning.
I happened to meet his black and white eyes. Palpitation
in an instant.
He is so beautiful, with sharp edges and corners, peach blossom eyes, silkworm eyebrows, and a lachrymal mole in the corner of his eyes.
His ragged clothes could not stop his comely appearance.
I do not know what kind of string touched my heart, I inexplicably sad, suddenly want to bring him home to play with me ah.
All these years, I stayed alone in the boudoir, and the other dudes I met were all in tune, so boring.
I stopped the sedan chair, went over, and dropped a jujube cake into his broken bowl.
I like to eat jujube cake best, but my father won’t let me eat more, saying that I have a toothache if I eat too much. It’s not easy to save a few pieces, but I don’t give them to most people.
Who would have expected to look me up and down.
The look makes me uncomfortable.
Later, I learned that there was a naked desire in the eyes.
He turned over the bottom of the bowl and threw the jujube cake on the ground. “I’m not a beggar.” He raised his eyelids, lifted his chin lightly, and laughed lazily. “My young lady, don’t show your superior sympathy. You’re just a good birth. It’s no big deal.” I was
in the same place, neither advancing nor retreating, and I was very embarrassed. I am the only daughter of
my father, and I am very precious, and naturally I am spoiled.
I’m not happy.
I pointed to Cen Shuzheng, who was accompanying me (my ex-fiance who had broken his marriage). At that time, this elder brother was always following me: “Brother Cen, that’s him!”! He stole my money bag with the little money you gave me! Hurry up and help me hit him!
Cen Shuzheng reined in his horse and whipped him in the face. He grabbed the whip in one hand and pulled Cen Shuzheng down immediately with only one whip.
I was surprised that his thin body could hide such explosive power. I was so frightened that I backed away, fearing that he would also hit me. I cried, crying for my father.
My father’s lieutenant came over and picked him up with one hand and put him on the ground.
Hum! Deserve it!
Who told him to bully me!
I was angry with him all day, and when I had dinner with my father and mother in the evening, I was still angry, and I stopped eating after a few chopsticks.
Ah Niang touched my head and said, “What’s the matter, Xiao Yun?”? Who’s been bullying my little cloud?
I threw my chopsticks on the ground in a fit of pique. “Why did he throw my jujube cake?”! I don’t want to eat it myself.
Father asked someone to find out what was going on, and the lieutenant said it was a trivial matter. Some untouchables had robbed Hou Fu and had been executed. At that time,
I was silly, crying to push the lieutenant, to cut off his head, asked how you can kill people, how can you kill people?
The lieutenant has nothing to say.
My mother was also annoyed with me. She punished me to kneel for a long time and hit me in the palm of my hand with a ruler. I still remember my mother’s words.
A Niang said that the superior should be responsible for speaking and doing things, and how much power he has, how much responsibility he has to shoulder. People should have a heart full of goodwill, which is close to the people and is related to the people. If the king, then you have no jokes, words follow the law.
I was ashamed to hear it.
I’m actually afraid of owing others.
What’s more, I owe Changyi a life.
It’s a nightmare I’ll never get rid of in my life.
It makes me toss and turn, and I can’t sleep.
Dreams are full of Changyi’s eyes, black and white, extreme pride, extreme humility, and some naked hatred and desire.
I swear this is the only bad thing I’ve ever done in my life.
Later, when I was free, I went to the place where the common people were suffering. I lived a frugal life. On my birthday, I received so many treasures, gold and silver. I took them all and charged them for military expenses.
Goodbye Changyi, or I never thought I could see Changyi again. Or in
addition to me, no one can recognize, long meaning is once the roadside, the dark young man.
He looks very different from the past.
He was already my father’s follower, and the lieutenant had died in an accident.
My father had so many followers that I recognized his eyes and his obvious lachrymal mole from the crowd at a glance. For
a moment, I felt that heaven had eyes to make up for my mistakes when I was young.
As a result, I always fawned on Chang Yi, and often gave him a jujube cake when no one was there. He stared at the cake for a long time and said lightly, “Young lady, my subordinates can’t eat sweets.”.
Later, Changyi seized the opportunity to tease me, molest me, send me to heaven, and step on me to hell.
I don’t care about him either.
I owe him so much.
I think he likes me, or the mood of liking me has the upper hand.
I remember that in those years, when he went to war with my father, he brought me small gifts every time. He brought me flowers from the south of the Yangtze River, jade from the north of the desert, and once, he brought me the golden sword of Prince Xirong, which he captured. When I was in
his study, I saw the beautiful little portrait of me that he had painted.
I think he likes me.
People’s hearts are always made of meat. I treat him so well, so well.
I think, after the boat selling oil, Xiao Changyi will not come to me again.
He’s supposed to be dirty.
In fact, no one has touched me.
I did it all myself.
One finger, it’s not difficult.
I only hope that I will never see him again.
He was very angry about my “loss of virginity” that day, so why bother? After all these years
together, I know him.
I knew that after he threw me into the brothel, he might not be able to bear it, and he might come back to me.
Just like he teased and teased me when he was young.
Hit a stick, give a sweet date.
But I don’t want to.
I’m tired of this game.
I am docile. My elder brothers always dislike me and say that I am soft. They often poke my waist with the hilt of a sword and say, “Don’t be so muddy that you can’t stick to the wall.”.
They are brave, fighting north and south, dead and wounded. Now even Hou Fu is gone, dead, all dead, and I am still alive. Live
like this.
You can’t control your memory.
I think the same is true for Xiao Changyi.
Many years ago, it was also such a cool moonlight that he and I lost in the shallow wind of apricot blossoms in the south of the Yangtze River.
It was the Shangyuan Lantern Festival, which was crowded and bustling. Under
the lanterns, there are all shouts, sugar sellers, jugglers, and fire-breathing monkeys who drill rings of fire.
I wanted to eat a sugar man, so I told him to walk down the street and buy me a sugar man.
I saw a lot of people putting river lanterns beside the river to make a wish, so I went there too. I crouched down and put a small yellow river lantern on which I wrote the names of Xiao Changyi and me one stroke at a time. I clasped my hands together and prayed: Fate decides three lives, and the white head never leaves. I lost my way when I
came back. I was scared out of my mind when I
met a few bastards who wanted to do something wrong. Fortunately, Changyi found me and beat them up and almost killed them.
I hugged him and cried loudly, saying that he touched me! He touched me! Do you know that I almost died just now? This is to kill me, this is really to kill me!
Yes, a woman who has lost her chastity deserves to die. My lips were
blue and trembling, and I asked him, how could people be so bad?
Changyi touched my head and said, “There are many bad people in this world. If it weren’t for the law of the king, I wouldn’t have had anything to do with it. He would have helped me kill those people.”.
Now, he didn’t kill for me, and I didn’t die.
Changyi is not a good person. I know
that. When
my father was alive, he was very critical of him.
Long intention to do things, good sword to deviate from the front.
One day I heard my father tell Ah Niang that he had been caught up in a bitter battle in Mobei and had a narrow escape from death. He had planned to die for his country and offered advice to fight against the enemy.
But after the flood, a small village of thousands of people will be submerged, and it will be too late for them to evacuate in advance.
This is tantamount to killing our own people.
And Changyi did it.
My father told my mother that maybe in the end, he would also make the decision to break the water, but Changyi, he did such a thing, firmly, and without guilt.
My father said that Chang Yi was a person with no bottom line. Over the years, he managed the court relations, associated with eunuchs, flattered his superiors, slaughtered loyal and good people, concocted unjust imprisonment, and did everything as long as it was profitable.
My father said that Chang Yi was a very sharp knife, but he didn’t have a handle, and he was not on the same road with us after all.
My mother sneered and said that there was no dog in the world that bit its master and deserved to live.
Niang’s words made me gnash my teeth.
At that time, I lifted the beaded curtain and said to her with red eyes, “Don’t say that about Changyi!”
I think I know Changyi.
He is not an ungrateful man.
Over the years, I have treated him well, and he will not be unaware.
I was driven out of my house and went with him from south to north and from east to west. When I was digging wild vegetables, I
would see small flowers and pick them back for him, and I would catch fish for him to roast in the river.
Hahaha, I will steal the salt from the villagers.
I can weave cloth for him to read, and the sound of the shuttle is as soft as a ballad.
I would sleep on his lap, with a lamp as big as a bean, and listen to him talk about what he saw and heard all over the country.
I don’t know why he is so knowledgeable and thoughtful. At
this time, he would bow his head and kiss me.
He would hold me on his lap, and I could feel the hardness and heat on his body.
Then he would hold me on the couch, encircle me with his arms, panting, and say over and over again, “Su Yun, my eldest lady.”. I won’t let you carry the infamy of “lewd running” behind your back. Your father likes scholars. When I am the champion in high school, I will go to the Hou Mansion to propose marriage. Three books and six ceremonies, the Ming matchmaker is marrying.
He hasn’t touched me. He hasn’t touched me all these years.
At that time I always blame myself, blame myself too stupid, in many things can not help him, originally my father can give help, now.
I can only try my best not to drag him down.
I always think that he should have some affection for me.
I bet he’ll live up to me.
Later, Changyi won the first prize in high school.
The spring breeze is proud of the horse’s hoof disease, and I can see all the flowers of Chang’an in one day. Downstairs at
the city gate, the pomegranate was red like fire, Princess Qionghua’s red makeup was ten miles, her wedding dress was like blood, and her eyebrows and eyes were like pictures.
I knelt downstairs at the city gate and looked up at my father’s head.
The sun is so big that I can’t see the sun or him clearly.
A drop of blood dripped in my eyes and slowly flowed down.
I kowtowed heavily under the gate tower. My body was very low. I dared not look at my father.
I can’t look at him.
Su Fu was beheaded, all the men were killed, not even a dog was left, and all the women were buried in the official prostitutes.
I am not a member of the Su family. A long time ago, my father erased my name from the family tree because of my “lewdness.”.
I don’t deserve to be a member of the Su family. There was a time when
I hated my father, but now it seems that my daughter is unfilial.
Dad, I was wrong. I want to go home.
Later, I heard people say that Changyi’s life experience was very rough. When he was young, he offended a big man (I think it was me), and all the teenagers who played with him were killed. I don’t know what means Changyi used to escape, but because of this, their family had a hard time in the village. The villager who
lost his child asked Changyi’s father and mother to hand over Changyi for his life. In order to protect him, his father was stoned to death by the villagers. His mother committed herself to a village head as an outer room for him. Later, she was sold by his wife. The two of them had a very bad life.
In the end, all because of me. I knew
then that he hated me. Grind one’s teeth with
hatred.
That kind of hatred, no matter how well I treat him in the future, can never be erased.
Just like I did to him today.
But I am different from him after all. After so many years of careful upbringing
in Hou Fu, my heart is very bad, and my body is not very good.
Changyi has the ability, but I don’t.
I can only draw eyebrows and embroider flowers.
Also, eat fast and pray to the Buddha, and give porridge to the suffering place of the people.
In the past, Changyi always laughed at me, saying that my kindness in the greenhouse was not interesting.
Now, through the withered window lattice, I look at the garden full of spring, look up and the sunlight is a little dim, I think my life is not interesting.
But in this world, there are so many people coming and going. How many people are there on the road who work from dawn to dusk to sell steamed buns, who transport goods in a rush, and who guard the door for people? It’s interesting to be alive?
I’m nothing special.
I naturally hate, naturally unwilling, but what can I do.
To this day, I only hope that this life will be safe and that I will never see him again.
As I expected, Xiao Changyi never came again.
Because of the time I spent with Hsiao Chang-yi, she only thought that I was the outer room where he raised her, and treated me very well.
Life is always passable. I was very ill
that winter because of the cold.
It snowed.
Thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, a piece of plain.
I saved some coppers and started to buy jujube cakes at the end of the alley. I have loved to eat jujube cake since I
was a child, and I have never changed it for many years.
A noble motorcade passed by, and evasive signs were erected all over the street. I crowded in the crowd and knelt down numbly and confusedly. The
cold wind made me shiver. I accidentally raised my eyes and saw Princess Qionghua and Xiao Changyi riding side by side on a tall horse in front of me. They whispered, talked and laughed.
I don’t know why, it was a sea of people, but Princess Qionghua saw me. The horse
came over and whipped me in the face. Xiao Changyi wanted to say something. Princess Qionghua glared at him, and he flinched.
My face is very painful, and it hurts my heart and lungs.
I didn’t look up again, not once. After the
noble motorcade passed by, I saw the jujube cakes I bought. I don’t know when they fell on the ground and were trampled by people and horses. They were black and stuck on the road.
To be fair, Princess Qionghua is better than me in everything.
I have nothing to be convinced of. When she was
young, she didn’t do useless needlework. She was familiar with military strategy and the art of war, and she was highly skilled in martial arts.
She is the same person as my young and heroic brothers.
Unfortunately, her father, the emperor, lost his power and was my father’s puppet. In the
past few years, she was a noble princess. Because of my father’s relationship, she never raised her head in front of me.
She fought with me for everything.
But I always thought she was a wayward little sister, and I never thought of robbing her.
Later, I heard that Princess Qionghua was brave and resourceful, and recovered the Mobei Yan City occupied by Xirong many years ago for Dajiang, which was remembered by the world.
And I have never seen a snow in Mobei.
Still later, after marrying Hsiao Chang-yi, Princess Chiung-hua said to me, “When I was six years old, the Nanzhao Kingdom paid tribute to my father with a jade bracelet. I liked it very much.”. I asked him for a long time, but he didn’t give it to me, saying that I was a child and I didn’t look good in it. I guess he wanted to give it to his favorite An Guifei. But that day, you took one more look, and he gave it to you. Why do you say? You were only seven years old at that time, and you were also a child. You played with the bracelet for three days, and as soon as the freshness passed, you forgot it, and in a muddle, you gave it to a servant who helped you when you went for an outing. Why do you say that?
“Then I understood one thing.” Princess Chiung-hua’s eyes glanced out of the window and she smiled. “Power can give me everything, including the spring scenery in this garden.”
By the way, I have to tell you something. Then I killed the servant and smashed the bracelet. And after all these years, you are still the little cutie, waiting for everyone to hold good things in front of you, as long as you are kind, just be kind. How easy it is to be kind. Who wouldn’t be. You are too well protected. I think it’s time to tell you that there is only a thin line between a phoenix and a lost dog. Although
I am resentful, but think carefully, Princess Qionghua is not wrong, I did take something I can not hold, and now this is the end, it should be so.
Over the years, I have been a painting, an antique, a famous sword and a singing canary that my father treasured in his house.
Beautiful, gentle and virtuous, waiting for the husband to receive.
But never a living person. When the nest is
ruined, there are no eggs. I’m not the only one
through the ages.
However, if there is an afterlife, I must not live like this.
Those leaves like fire in the deep mountains and snow like sand in the desert, I will go by myself if I want to see them, and I won’t wait for others to bring them.
When Cen Shuzheng came to the brothel to look for me, I was really embarrassed and felt sorry for him.
I have in such a determined way to destroy his wedding, let him in Changan in front of the big family can’t lift his head, now I fall to this, also hurt the head, in the end let him see a joke.
But Cen brother’s cultivation is really good, he just came to catch up, from beginning to end did not mention my situation, nor did he ask about the scars on my face.
That day he drank some wine and talked a lot. He kept talking about our youth in the tone of memory: going to school together, digging out the bird’s nest together, and teasing the master together.
Those yellowing memories make people laugh.
Brother Cen sighed with emotion and said, “I remember when you were a child, you had a wild temper and were omnipotent in the mountains and seas.”. I didn’t expect to grow up to be so obedient.
My eyes drifted to the west: “Most women in the world regard obedience as beauty.”
Brother Cen nodded. “That’s right.”
Before going out, Brother Cen lifted the beaded curtain and turned around again. His eyes were stained with a deep sense of apology. With a wry smile, he said, My sin! I didn’t find you until today.
He felt a little disappointed, a little expectant, and a little helpless: Marquis Su is full of loyalty. He was framed by a conscientious person. I think you know who I’m talking about. I want to take him down. I want to get some information from you. If you think like me, come back with me. Everything has me. Nod your head if you like, and I’ll send someone to pick you up.
I looked at him, eyes down, suddenly burst into tears.
I nodded my head gently. When
brother Cen called someone to pick me up, I packed a few small packages, and the luggage was simple. Someone outside
the house came to urge me, and when I went out, I saw the brocade box left by Xiao Changyi that day.
Shark beads are priceless, I think, I don’t want it.
Xiao Changyi
is too clean and too kind.
Even a little naive and lovely. When
I first entered her mansion as a follower, I saw her release a pot of fish I had caught.
Some of the injured fish, she actually raised up, but also on the gold sore medicine.
Yuyu is so cute. How can you eat Yuyu.
She thinks so, doesn’t she?
But she just didn’t eat it when she saw it being killed, and when she couldn’t see it, steamed braised vinegar. She ate like a thief. Should
I say she is kind or hypocritical.
Later, I felt that I was vicious. She was only 16 years old, and she was pampered when she was young. How could she have such a mind. During the
famine, thousands of people in my village starved to death. My mother got a handful of rice, and when someone came over, she was afraid that people would miss her, so she stuffed a handful into her chest.
Fish?
Joke.
I have a sister, born beautiful, sold to a man at the price of a fish, the bride price is a fish. I was sick
at that time, and I almost lost it. In
a muddle, I ate all the fish.
My sister and her people treated her badly. Seeing her beauty, she threw the brothel to his family to make money.
Then I went to redeem her, and she died of venereal disease for three years. She was 15 when she
died. At the age of
15, what is Su Yunyi doing?
Learning family etiquette, hairpin flowers and ink, full of joy, looking forward to marrying a good husband?
Come on, how can there be so many good men in the world?
Her father took a fancy to Cen Shuzheng, who followed her when she was young. He was obedient to her. She was arrogant and self-willed. She directed him to do this and that. She thought he liked her? It’s
a little cute after all.
I’m playing with Cen Shu. I don’t know what he looks like?
If her father was not the regent, she thought Cen Shuzheng would look at her? Old Marquis
Su is an honest man, but he is old, tough and stubborn. And for those Confucian scholars, there is a kind of. What can I say? An indescribable obsession.
In this world, there are “all things are inferior, but only reading is superior,” and there are also “those who are loyal to justice, those who slaughter dogs, and those who are ungrateful are scholars.”.
Cen Shuzheng. I feel a little twisted. Gentle, courteous, frugal and yielding
in front of others, is an elegant and elegant son of the world, gentle as jade, behind his back.
Let me just say this thing. There are a lot of beauties in
his house, such as the ring fat swallow thin.
He invites friends and likes to invite people to his house to drink, and then the beauty is beside him.
He is toasting, and if others don’t drink, he will cut off a pair of beautiful hands. I’m a
good drinker, and I don’t drink too much.
But some people are not good at drinking. When they are drunk, they stagger and talk nonsense, which makes people laugh. And
he’s always catching these people. He laughed heartily at the entanglement of
people who loved the beauty and did not want to give people a joke. Seeing others suffer is the greatest pleasure of his life.
It’s kind of sick.
Yunyi.. I kind of like it. Who doesn’t like
a girl who is carved out by nobles, who is not familiar with the world, and who is made up of powder and jade?
Cen Shuzheng has been pursuing her, but she just followed me.
Frankly, I don’t care.
The girl has changed. Her appearance is much different from when she was a child, and her temperament is also different. When she was a child, she
was a little wild and spoiled, but now she has been brought up to behave herself and refuse to walk a step more or say a word more.
In fact, I can’t blame her for the things we met when we were young. Looking back
now, it was also because I didn’t know the depth of heaven and earth. As soon as my brain was out, I molested her. I didn’t think about my identity. She probably didn’t realize what flirting was at that time, but I really wanted to flirt with her.
At that time, I had never seen such a delicate porcelain doll, and I didn’t know there was such a wonderful person. I was so vicious that I wanted to break her and put her together. Why
, some people can be high above, do not know the sufferings of the world, and we have to rot in the mud. I did think so
at that time, and I even thought so for many years. Later, through a lot of things, see heaven and earth, see oneself, see all living beings, that kind of unwilling slowly also faded. In fact, the killing of
my partners has nothing to do with the cloud.
Big ginger still has the law, I collided with the noble, as for beheading, but also have to be implicated, big ginger people have been killed.
It’s the lieutenant who detained us. He has a crush on me.
……
That’s how outrageous it is.
Maybe when I was a child, my skin was fair and my edges and corners were not so clear. I was a bit like a woman.
Ridiculous! In the
chase, I grabbed the sword and cut off his lower body.
I escaped from the doghouse, and he killed so many of my friends to vent his anger.
It’s as simple as that.
Now that I think about it, I am sorry for my partners, but I will do it again.
Every man for himself and the devil take the hindmost.
It is bitter for my father and mother.
But in this world, they live to suffer. Later,
of course, I assassinated the adjutant and came to Hou Fu as a follower.
Why?
Naturally, it is the best place to go for the power of the Marquis of Dingbei.
Of course I want to make contributions, and I want to climb very high.
I can’t go back to the past. I’m tired of running around like an animal, and I don’t want to endure the days when I can’t eat the next meal. All my life, I have remembered the tragedy of my loved ones around me, and the powerlessness in the face of my sister’s death, which was burned into the bone and could not be picked out.
I admit that I am not as kind as the cloud.
The cloud was so kind that she always thought that she was spoiled in her childhood and hurt me. When she saw me, she was submissive, blushed, and dared not raise her eyes. When she met something delicious and interesting, she brought it to me like a child.
The other followers all said, “Yunyi, she likes me.”.
This is not a joke.
I think she just felt sorry for me and wanted to make up for it.
Maybe if I take it, it’ll make her feel better.
So they made a bet with me. They said that the young lady didn’t drink at all, but if I let her drink, she would drink.
I don’t think so.
That’s the bet.
That day she took a small sip from the edge of my bowl, like a shy deer, still small, licked it lightly on the back of my hand, raised her eyelids and looked at me longingly, as if to ask me if I was satisfied.
I know it in my heart.
This guy really likes me.
I’m quite happy. What’s more exciting than a lady breaking the ban.
I just grabbed her chest, and it scared her so much, she was like a scared rabbit.
That look is really lovely.
Later, I always teased her. Why would
I do that? I didn’t think about it. I just did it. It’s probably exciting.
Who told her to be submissive and not to resist? If she had scolded me once, she would not have done so.
Still later, the old Marquis decided to marry her to Cen Shuzheng.
I knew that this guy, she is meekly agreed, for sure, she has this temper. What kind of person is
that Cen Shu? If you marry him, you probably won’t live long.
The old Marquis was also a shrewd man, but he was too straightforward. He was deceived by Cen Shuzheng’s disguise as a “scholar.” He always thought he was a good man, but I was not right.
……
After all, it’s just about the flood.
I really don’t think there is anything.
It’s just killing people.
The old Marquis has been fighting all his life and killing people every day.
It’s not a real knife or a real gun. Only when a red knife goes in and a white knife goes out can it be called killing people. It’s also killing people to crave for greatness and success, to show off their power, to squander military expenditure, and to force the common people to sell their children. Exorbitant taxes and levies, the rich and powerful acting recklessly, emphasizing agriculture and restraining commerce, changing policies from day to day, abusing people’s power for their own selfish desires.. That’s murder, too. There is more than one way
to do evil, and more than one way to do good.
Some are hidden, some are obvious, and some evil will be packaged into good.
For me, it is right and good to exchange small sacrifices for great benefits. When
the old Marquis was alive, a sword had blocked millions of troops. If he died in the hands of the enemy for the sake of thousands of villagers, that would be evil. That’s how
I see it.
The old man doesn’t recognize it.
I am naturally not very interested in the cloud, in terms of appearance, she is not the most brilliant one, in terms of temperament. When I was a teenager, I didn’t see any women, and I thought it was amazing, but now.. Most of the daughters of aristocratic families have this temperament, which is really a little weak.
But sometimes people just can’t control the impulse. At the wedding of Yunyi and Cen Shuzheng that day, I saw Yunyi passing by me in a bright red robe. She was covered with a red veil. I couldn’t see her face. She just stood in front of me stubbornly. The servant girl pushed her three times and didn’t leave.
I saw the red carpet under my feet, and drops of water fell on it drop by drop, like rain.
My heart was suddenly pulled, as if it had been burned by the hot iron juice, and a hole was burned out.
This woman likes me.
I know this woman likes me. Suddenly,
my brain was burning, and my whole body seemed to be on fire. I grabbed her arm and asked her if she would like to go with me. I didn’t think about anything
at that moment.
And so it was done.
I didn’t even think about her answer, and I didn’t expect her answer to be so firm.
Don’t be a lady, don’t want money, don’t want everything, just want me.
This surprised me and moved me.
To tell you the truth, I feel that I am a very mean person, but the cloud is so kind and beautiful.
I thought a girl from a big family like her would not be able to bear any hardship, but unexpectedly, no.
My view of the cloud is two words: peace.
She has always been so quiet, like water, no matter what kind of circumstances, poor or rich, cheap or expensive, the days can flow smoothly. Being
with her always makes people feel at ease.
I feel that the years are quiet, and that’s it. In fact,
everyone has a kind of obsession, the lack of things in childhood, how many years want to make up for themselves. Mr.
Su is, and so am I. Mr.
Su likes scholars, and I always think that Mr. Su likes scholars and looks down on me.
After all, no fame, no power, no power, luring Hou’s daughter to run away, it’s not nice to say, and it’s bad for her reputation.
So he did his best and won the first prize. I had a premonition of the fall of
the Su family, but I didn’t expect it to come so soon. Mr.
Su is a good man. He fought north and south and was full of heroes. He is a worthy hero of Jiang.
It is a pity that his temper is too domineering and flamboyant. Although he treats people sincerely, he has a kind of arrogant tone. It’s okay to be
arrogant. It’s not a good thing to be arrogant. Old Marquis
Su liked to drink, and when he was drunk, he got carried away and talked nonsense, saying that he had laid down half of Dajiang’s country, and that the world belonged to his Su family.
In front of the emperor, he also said so. He
even put his arm around the emperor’s shoulder, shaking left and right, and pointed out how the emperor should behave.
The emperor did not say anything, sometimes followed by a compliment, but said that the emperor had no idea in his heart, not only I do not believe, but also the civil and military of the Manchu Dynasty do not believe. I have intentionally or unintentionally mentioned this matter to the old man before, he simply did not listen, so old people, many ideas have been fixed, want to change is not so easy.
The Su family had a lot of political enemies, and the first one to stand out was Cen Shuzheng’s Linan Hou Cen family. His family held a grudge, and for many years they had been thinking about the fact that the cloud had broken off their marriage, which made his family lose face. There are many reasons for the collapse of the
Su family, which is almost the result of joint efforts. At that time,
I had been in exile for many years, and when I first entered the court, I was quite surprised for a moment, and I was somewhat constrained in doing things. After all, the daughter of the Su family followed me.
Originally also some lucky, thought that the cloud should not be the Su family, because from the genealogy ticked off the name, did not expect her to be imprisoned. At that time, the court was in a mess, and I had to find a side to stand in line.
At that time, there were two most powerful factions, one was the royal family represented by Princess Qionghua, and the other was the Cen family of the Marquis of Linan. Obviously, I couldn’t go to the Cen family. In fact, I had no choice at all.
Princess Qionghua wants to marry me, but she doesn’t like me.
She is a very strong woman, in the eyes should not be too much love between men and women, she is very different from the general lady, to tell the truth, I quite appreciate.
I married Princess Qionghua-to be exact, I should be a member of the royal family. Of course
I know that the cloud will be sad, I care about her sadness, but I also want eternal benefits.
Deal with the matter of the court, I was originally fished out of prison, house arrest at home, the cloud disappeared.
I asked someone to toss and turn for many days, and I heard that I found it in a prostitute. After hearing this,
my heart was blocked, so I went to the brothel to look for her without stopping.
I felt guilty, so I brought her priceless beads. I remember that in those years, she wanted them, but I had no money to buy them for her.
Goodbye Yunyi, I feel that she has lost a lot of weight, the whole person is out of shape, and her complexion is very bad.
It’s no wonder that such a big thing happened at home. When the house was raided
that day, she somehow got mixed up inside. I was so anxious that I went to the Su Mansion to look for her. I saw her younger brother, who was less than 20 days old, was thrown to death on the bluestone slab, bleeding all over the floor. I was so sad that I wanted to pull her away and get rid of the relationship with the Su family. But I didn’t find her, and she was arrested and imprisoned. When I met again
in the brothel, I wanted to say something to her. I opened my mouth for a long time. Suddenly, I felt as if there was something invisible between us. I suddenly became a stranger. I didn’t know how to open my mouth for a moment.
She was also very polite to me, probably for the sake of Princess Qionghua.
I admit that I am a vulgar person. I care about the chastity of the cloud. When I met the cloud, she was pulling with the oil seller, which forced me to kill someone. In addition, I drank a little wine, and then I wanted her. When I
woke up, I saw her crying. Tears gathered in her eyes and she didn’t look at me again.
What, no? I
feel like I’ve been pricked by a needle. What is
she not willing to do? She was mine.
I was a little unhappy, so I asked.
She was a little embarrassed, twisting her clothes and mumbling, “My son-in-law, no, I am willing, I am willing.”.
By saying “son-in-law,” I probably knew what was going on.
But I have nothing to say. It’s normal for a
man to have three wives and four concubines. To be fair, the cloud is not as good as Princess Qionghua.
I know the cloud loves me, but love alone is not enough in this world. Does my mother not love my father, or do I not love my sister?
Up to now, I am not, alone, full of desolation? Ten thousand steps
back, Mr. Su doesn’t love Yun and her brothers? Don’t want to give future generations a comprehensive?
But the end is the end.
The winner is the loser. De
feat Xiu Yungui, family death don’t talk about relatives.
The cloud is a pearl in the palm of the hand, naturally do not understand these. When I
opened the bed and saw that there was no falling red, I suddenly felt as sick as eating a fly.
I want to know who did it. How dare he. Like crazy,
I interrogated a group of madams, but none of them could tell me why. The madam said that I had asked her to do it before, saying that I had asked her to go to the brothel.
Nonsense!
Am I the kind of person who would let someone touch my woman?
I looked back and saw the cloud standing in the doorway wrapped in a blue dress, looking straight at me, and then wept.
I waved her in. I was newly married
to Princess Qionghua, so I couldn’t take her back brazenly, so I told her to take good care of her. If she didn’t listen, she could be careful.
Later also has been very busy, did not have time to take care of her, that day back to the city, see her and so many people kneeling in the crowd.
She was dressed so simply that I wouldn’t have noticed if Princess Qionghua hadn’t seen her with sharp eyes.
Princess Qionghua gave her a whip and saw the blood. She lowered her head and didn’t look at me.
I felt angry and wanted to dismount Princess Qionghua, but in public, the royal dignity, I had to stop. After
returning to the mansion, I was very angry with Princess Qionghua. She always knew about me and Yunyi, and I never hid it from her. I wondered why Qionghua was so jealous because she didn’t like me either.
Princess Qionghua cried and said that she did not know that it was the cloud, but when she saw so many people, the cloud suddenly looked up, looked contemptuous and provocative, and could not help but whip it. If she knew it was a cloud, she would surely invite her back to her house and call her sister.
I think so.
Princess Qionghua should not lie, the cloud does not like her, provocation she can understand.
I have to tell Yunyi not to mess with Qionghua if she has nothing to do. She has a bad temper and is not easy to mess with.
So I went to the brothel to find the cloud, and by the way, I also discussed our future. After entering the door, only to see the son scared straight shivering, caught over a question, only to know that the cloud was taken away.
And this person turned out to be, I hate most, Linan Hou Childe Cen Shuzheng.
I was so angry that I went to Linan Hou Mansion. They took a tough attitude and refused to let me see the cloud anyway, saying that the cloud did not want to see me either.
Nonsense!
She likes me so much. I had a fight with Cen Shuzheng
that day, and he was still the same embroidered pillow, like a waste. I hit him because this guy’s mouth is cheap. He said in front of me that the cloud is very tasty. It’s a pity to follow me.
Bah!
Son of a bitch!
Do not hand over the cloud, also OK.
This Linan Hou Mansion, in my opinion, is a grasshopper after autumn, which can not jump for a few days. The struggle in
the court is turbulent and treacherous. Princess Qionghua and the emperor will not let go of the Linan Hou family, nor will I.
When the time comes, the cloud will be taken out.
She followed me anyway.
I think this is the most unwise decision I have ever made in my life.
Since then, I haven’t seen much of Yunyi. Once when I was playing polo, Cen Shu was taking Yunyi with her. Yunyi was watching from the stands. I wanted to talk to her and ask her what was going on. She shrank back when she saw me coming, as if I would eat her.
Cen Shu is coming, she is busy like a bird to meet up, hide behind him not to look at me, I called her name a few times, she is sideways, did not look up.
It’s really annoying.
As if back to the day we first met, I threw her jujube cake, walked forward a few steps, she cried back, looking for Cen Shuzheng, milk voice milk called Cen brother, Cen brother.
And surnamed Cen, is clearly a waste.
And now this loser is looking at me, his eyes full of pride and defiance. I
can’t catch him off the horse and throw him to eat shit like I did when I was a child. I played polo
that day and lost three games in a row. After that,
I went to look for her again. At that time, she was sitting sideways in the garden to feed the fish, smiling gently in the sunshine, but eventually she was a little bleak inside. Still not very happy,
I leaned against the pavilion and said to her, “Su Yun-chien, have you climbed up the high branch?”
She turned around and walked away. I jumped on her and grabbed her arm. She was so scared that she cried out.
Still pushing me hard, I hugged her and said ferociously, “Su Yun, what is the Linan Hou Mansion?”? What the hell are you? The Su family is gone. What are you? You will be mine sooner or later.
I said, Su Yun, you are a woman without a soul. To put it crudely, you are a dog, and you will follow whoever stutters.
The cloud sat down on the ground, hung his head, said nothing, and never looked up at me again.
Her whole body was shaking uncontrollably, as if I were a thief who robbed a civilian woman.
I didn’t know what to do but let her go.
Who knows, it was the last time we saw each other in this life.
Later, Linan Hou Fu collapsed.
Geomantic omen turns, the rise and fall of the family is just so so, see him feast guests, see his building collapsed.
I took someone to break into the mansion of the Marquis of Lin’an to look for her, and I saw that she was dressed in plain white, without makeup, and without a hairpin ring.
She was hanging on the beam, with a fallen stool at her feet, and her legs were empty, shaking and shaking. With a
buzz in my head, I turned and walked out of the house.
Just die for that Cen Shuzheng, right?
Ha.
An ungrateful fool.
Let her be.
Ten years later, ten years later.
I am old, and Princess Qionghua died of illness.
I went down to the south of the Yangtze River again and saw an old woman with two shark beads on her ears.
My heart missed a beat.
The shark beads look very familiar, like the pair I gave to Yunyi.
And it seems that I haven’t thought of the cloud for a long time.
I asked someone to stop the old woman, but she was very scared. I saw some faint scars on her face. When I asked her, I knew that she was from the brothel in those days. She said that the pearl was picked up by her in the room of the cloud house in those days. It was something she didn’t want. It was definitely not stolen by herself.
It turned out that she didn’t want it at that time.
I had a moment.
She is old now, her face is full of wrinkles, and it seems that she will not live long. Knowing that she had only a few days left, she was not afraid of me, so she choked her neck and shouted, “Hsiao Chang-yi!”! What the hell are you! I’ve been running a brothel all my life, and I see men and women every day. I’ve seen heartless, perverted, unfeeling. I just didn’t see you so cool. Su Yun has been with you for so many years, to be fair, what is she sorry for you? In order to climb the high branch and please Princess Qionghua, you asked people to throw her into the brothel and destroy the whole house. People finally with Linan Hou Childe, is already a very good home, you still do not let go, even the husband’s family will be destroyed, and finally want to let people with you. In your life, do you want to harm her alone? If someone else had died, who would have waited for you for so long? Killing people is just like nodding your head!
I think this is a little funny. “Who said that to you?”
I asked with some disdain and amusement.
Princess Qionghua! Can princess’s words be false?
I stood there in a daze, as if I had been hit by a thunderbolt, and for a moment my hands were shaking. Did
Princess Qionghua know the cloud?
That, the matter of the brothel, the cloud also thinks so?
No wonder.
I bowed my head and smiled. No wonder.
Am I angry? Must be angry.
But what can I do.
Princess Qionghua has been dead for so many years, so many years have passed in a muddle, and I am old.
Those who have been engraved into the marrow, slowly, also become very light.
Time is really scary. What does the
cloud look like? When I closed my eyes, I felt so vague that I could hardly remember. When I was
with her, I had a lot of things to do, and they were all so vague that they were out of shape.
I can’t remember.
Vaguely remember that she is like all the ladies in the world, submissive, submissive, indifferent, not interesting. As
time went by, I suddenly remembered that she and Cen Shuzheng were married that day. She stood in front of me, covered with a red handkerchief, unable to move, and tears crackled on the red carpet in front of her.
That day I just grabbed her arm, and she pointed at her throat with a gold hairpin, saying that she wanted to go with me, begging the old man to let her go with me.
She was so weak and so brave.
I closed my eyes and found that I didn’t know when I was holding an apricot cake.
I suddenly remembered that I had eaten a lot of apricot cakes over the years.
Before I knew it, I had eaten so many apricot cakes.
Looking up, it is another year of apricot blossom and light rain in the south of the Yangtze River.
Flowers fade and bloom, clouds close and clouds live.
The fleur-de-lis is flying, the grass is long, the clouds are open and the water is wide.
I do not know where the song came from, but when I listened carefully, it turned out that someone was singing: “This feeling can be expected to become a memory, but at that time it was already frustrated.”.
I swallowed the apricot flower cake, and suddenly I was choked and coughed up blood.
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