21. Summer failure
Summer failure.
Love rises with the wind: with your twilight and four seasons
Seven years later, I met my ex at the auto shop.
I sat in Masalatiri and said, “Didn’t you say that dating delayed you from reaching Qinghua?” I’m sorry.
He only said two words.
“Who are you?”
One.
I was just… I was really…
I thought I’d have a scoffed hostess, and I didn’t think that because of this little two words, I’d interrupt all the thinking that I was pretending to be 13.
These two words are not insulting, but they are so damaging!
I didn’t even slow down.
All you think about is who you are? Who you are? Who you are?
The hand of the car mechanic was shaking in front of my eyes: “Don’t look, we had a girlfriend, the car was fixed.” I’m sorry.
I took a deep breath and took off my hat, my mask and my sunglasses, and dumped the big wave of seaweed.
“How much? I’m sorry.
The only thing I saw was that my brother opened his mouth and then screamed, “Ah!” You’re the one, the star Shen Hak! I’m sorry.
“Hmm-hmm. I’ll take off my gloves: “Do you want to sign?” I’m sorry.
“Yes! We play your songs every day at the store. I’m sorry.
I smiled and pointed at the moment: “But he just said he did not know me. I’m sorry.
“That’s a great disguise for you. I’m a fan. I didn’t recognize it. I’m sorry.
My wounded little heart finally stopped coming over.
We’re just saying, I’m so famous that no one knows me.
However, when the names were signed for everyone, only the old dog was still standing still.
I looked at him with my chin.
He was dressed in black and covered with oil stains, but he leaned on the pillars, and the cold five were alienated from the whole environment by a sense of alienation.
He took off a glove and a cigarette with a white finger.
The red light shined, he looked in his eyes and threw out a smoke ring.
There’s a big difference between the boy I remember.
I walked towards him, and I suffocated, “Do you know who I am now?” I’m sorry.
“I don’t listen to saliva. I’m sorry.
I:
Shit! Seven years without seeing him, he can still piss me off!
“Hey! Aren’t you just a car mechanic? I’m sorry.
He smoked a cigarette.
“First, I’m not calling hello. Second, pay for the repairs, even if we knew each other. I’m sorry.
I waved and dispersed the smoke.
“The garbage that makes people smoke secondhand! I’m sorry.
He whispered, and bowed his head: “Who brought you up?” I’m sorry.
“Record!” I yelled.
After paying the bills, I turned around and suddenly remembered something.
So I turned back and said, “I’m a star now, so don’t tell anyone about us. I didn’t want anyone to know that I was in love with a car repairer.” Understand?”
“No one would have known, and those present now know.” I’m sorry.
I:
The crowds say, “We heard nothing! When you’re young, your ears don’t work.
It’s not working. One more time, I’ll do better.
For the next few days, I’m in a state of regret about the fight.
That’s how it used to be in school.
Not once can you fight him!
Remember when we were at the same table in sophomore year, I asked him a math question, and he said a few formulas, and then he said to put it in.
I:
He seems to have said everything, and he doesn’t seem to have said anything.
I went on to say, “How do we do this?” I’m sorry.
He looked at me with a confused face and took it very seriously, saying, “Did you have a brain torn out? I’m sorry.
Listen! Listen! That’s what people say!
Our beams are closed.
I drew a line on the table, so he wasn’t allowed to cross.
But he said, “If you’re so busy, why don’t you go find a place to dry up?” At your line level, you should do well. I’m sorry.
Since then, I have spared no effort to find out.
When he did it, I was in English, abandon, abandon, abandon…
When he recited English, I said it was difficult, difficult, difficult for the heavens…
One time, I had a mosquito bite on my arm, and then I kept scratching and crying, and I finally bothered him.
“Can you stop and bite it without dying? I’m sorry.
“But I itch!” I didn’t bite you. Of course you didn’t. “It tickles and hurts.” I’m sorry.
He pulled a gel out of the hole and threw it.
I threw it back, “Who wants to use your shit?” I’m sorry.
It’s a bad look.
And I went on to say, “You stay away from me. You always smell like shit. Don’t you bathe every day in the summer?” I’m sorry.
I did it on purpose, because I knew he went to high school late self-study and occasionally went on a part-time job and came back soon after school.
Sometimes I can judge what he’s doing on a part-time basis based on the smell of his body.
It’s sweet and it’s a milk fragrance.
He’s got a smoke on him, he works at the Internet cafe, he plays well, and occasionally takes on some sidework.
I hate him working at the Internet cafe.
That day, I heard that smell again.
And it turned out to be a little upset.
He stood up and moved the table to the end of the classroom.
“Missy, are you satisfied now? I’m sorry.
Two.
“Shen Hak! I got you a specialty. I’m sorry.
The broker called.
“This is your first class. I’m sorry.
“I’m not going. I’m sorry.
I ended up gone without him, giving too much.
On the show, the losers are punished.
I didn’t think anything was going on, but I got a penalty for calling my first love.
“Sorry, I don’t have my first love number. I’m sorry.
“Sun Hak, can you not play?” I’m sorry.
I immediately took out the phone.
I’ll regret it when the phone calls.
Impulsive.
What if I say something that won’t bring me down?
Just as I couldn’t help it, the phone was on.
A clear female voice came: “Hello, my brother is in the shower. Can I ask what’s wrong?” I’m sorry.
I have conceived countless scenarios, but only one.
Yeah, he’s got a girlfriend. What am I doing?
“Sorry, wrong number. I’m sorry.
“Wait a minute…”
And when I hung up the phone, I said, “Let’s cut that part of it, and I will draw a new punishment.” I’m sorry.
And when the clouds were laughing, they whispered in my ear, “Do you think that you have left for seven years and that you will wait for you?” I’m sorry.
That’s right. I met Ling Yun.
She was in my high school, and she was in my senior year.
It wasn’t a secret that I was in love with her.
Liang Yun used to have a crush on the past.
Love letters are still my tore.
And I looked at her, laughing, “You don’t know, I said I broke up.” I’m sorry.
She’s got a flat face.
“You can only pick up what I don’t want. Oh, no, I don’t want it. You can’t find it. I’m sorry.
The ensemble ends with two of us.
On the way back from the ensemble, the agent whispered in my ear: “Shen Hak, can you calm down?” What can you say? It’s a second-line flower. You’re keeping her off the stage. Her fan can drown you. I’m sorry.
“She tead me first. I’m sorry.
“You two have no need to tear your faces apart without the benefit of your resources, and you will have to take it easy. I’m sorry.
“It’s been a long time since she tried to dig my foot in the wall. I still hate me now. You think it’s a coincidence I took that punishment? I don’t believe it. I’m sorry.
“What? Does she know three? The manager is more excited than I am: “This stinker! Don’t say it, it’s time to give this thousand-year-old green tea a look! If she tries to hack you online, I’ll blow her up! Does anyone else know about this? I’ll get some evidence. I’m sorry.
“Does your predecessor know how to count?”
When I heard that, the agent would have forgotten to teach me a lesson as if it were a guacamole.
“What is this? Tell me. Is that why you broke up with your ex? I’m sorry.
I shook my head.
I was in a senior year.
I was 18, he was 19.
He’s a year older than all of us because he’s a senior.
The same year, his father was said to have hit and run, and he was forced not to go to school, after which he sold his mother’s house, and to have paid off part of his work and wrote a note of debt before returning to school.
We were secretly in love, but the sour smell of love was captured.
When the classroom teacher asked me to answer the questions with his time, he made a noise, making his husband’s monk unconscious.
The teacher didn’t think about it early because we had a bad relationship.
On one occasion, the incident reached the point of being criticized by the entire school.
Because the times are too popular, even in the senior year, and love letters are very rare.
And one time, I was unhappy, and I said, “Men don’t love themselves, like rotten cabbage. I’m sorry.
“What do I love? I’m sorry.
I took out a love letter from his desk and hole: “This is proof that you don’t love yourself.” Flies don’t sting their eggs! Why don’t they write love letters for you? I’m sorry.
“My hands are on someone else’s hands, and I can still handle them.” I’m sorry.
I’m even less happy.
The Cold War was unilaterally launched.
I’m in a state of uncertainty, and I’ve got this jealous mind to learn.
At that time, we agreed to go to college in the same city.
The difficulty factor in going to the same university is too high.
The manager couldn’t stop saying, “So what does this have to do with Ling Yun?” I’m sorry.
“Yeah. “Don’t interrupt my thoughts, remember, I’m putting things on the line. I’m sorry.
“But it’s too long for you, and I always think you’re feeding dog food. Or you can just talk about orgasm. Such expired sugar is not necessary. I’m sorry.
I:
“Okay. Because I had a cold war with me, I had a rumor that we broke up. I’m sorry.
3
Ling Yun grew up beautifully and studied well, so he moved on and wrote a love letter to him, but the heartphone girl didn’t leave a name and wrote something strange, and the handwriting was like mine.
And the time has come to think that it is my prayer and my faith.
He went to the playground at night.
I don’t know who filed a complaint with the headmaster that night.
So the headmaster went to the playground to catch the couple.
They both got caught.
Then, the time and time of love spread.
However, since they both performed well in their studies, the headmaster only gave an oral education without even a parent.
Although time had explained that he was not in love with Ling Yun, no one believed him.
The teacher even thought he was covering up the clouds.
Then I came to me to explain that I was so angry that I just broke up.
There are clouds today, there are clouds of Zhao tomorrow, and I am not Shen Ha.
“Twilight, you go to college with whoever you like. I don’t care. I’m sorry.
I was going to leave when I said so, but I was thrown straight into the top floor.
He looked at me with his teeth, and he looked at me, “Shen Hak, you dare to break up again.” I’m sorry.
Break up! Break up! Break up! I said it three times.
I kept crying and staring at him.
The eyes are sour and they won’t blink.
It’s like I blinked and I lost.
And then the warm and dry hands covered my eyes.
A very light kiss fell down.
My whole fight beat was interrupted by the dreary moves.
I was standing there, holding his shirt unwittingly.
“Twilight, you’re a gangster. I’m sorry.
“I know, but you said you were gonna cry when you broke up. I’m sorry.
I don’t understand.
“What does this have to do with you kissing me? I’m sorry.
“I don’t know what to do with you. I’m sorry.
Bad.
That’s why I was so young, and I was so dazzled.
“Well, neither can you.” And my voice grew smaller: “This is mine.”
The last two words cannot be said because they are too shy.
Shen Hak. I’m sorry.
Time to call my name.
Say it out of his mouth, so moving.
“Don’t be angry about breaking up anymore.” I’m sorry.
I sneeze and don’t talk.
He pecked my lips and bit me gently.
It was as if I had touched electricity, and all my limbs had softened, and fell in his arms, strangling his waist, and buried his face in his chest.
Don’t want him to see my red face.
“Who said I smell bad?” Doesn’t it smell bad now?
I punched him with a little punch and tried to get up.
He put me in his arms again.
“You’ve been ignoring me for days. I’m sorry.
“You deserve it. I’m sorry.
“Yes, I deserve it. I don’t love myself. I’m like a rotten leaf. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t bear to laugh.
“Twilight, I don’t like the smell of smoke. Don’t go to Internet cafes and work part-time. I’m sorry.
“No more. I’m not working part-time anymore. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
I can’t help but smell the soap from him.
It’s like holding all summer.
So loud that every summer I can remember the smell of twilight.
So close and so far away.
After that, he explained to me.
“I didn’t read a love letter, and I gave it back to each other. I just thought that was someone else’s kindness, and if you throw it away, you don’t respect people. If you’re not happy, I’ll throw it away. I’m sorry.
“That’s not necessary, but you read the love letter. I’m sorry.
“She just folded a piece of paper on my desk, and I really didn’t know it was a love letter, and I thought you put it on me. I’m sorry.
“Do you still have that paper?”
“Well, it’s still there.
Then I tore her love letters in front of the clouds.
“Imitation of my notes? I had a fight with him and asked him out to the playground. Oh, you’re really good at it. Ling Yun, you’re so smart to do something bad. Don’t make this inconvenient, not yours, not yours. I’m sorry.
Even if I hadn’t promoted it, my classmates had the same brain.
Because Ling Yun has a record, he’s been hammered for his second year of life.
All I can say is the dog can’t fix it.
After that, the agent is stupid.
“This isn’t Su Eun-ai? You’re trying to get the dog in here and kill him with your face! I’m sorry.
I didn’t, I didn’t. Don’t be ridiculous.
“Then why did you break up? I’m sorry.
Had to say, the broker asked for blood.
4
“Because I was so bad at learning, he said he didn’t want to fall in love after taking the exam and probably thought I wasn’t worthy of him, so he kicked me. I’m sorry.
“Fuck! “So let’s just say women still have to do business.” How about a concert? Show the dog man that you’re better off than him. I’m sorry.
“Do you think he’ll come to my concert? I’m sorry.
Broker: …
Wake up! It’s been seven years! You can’t let go! Human cells are dying and reborn. Why are you still thinking about your ex? Besides, he had a girlfriend. It’ll be a thunder strike! I’m sorry.
“I know, I don’t want to turn back. I just think it’s time to put a stop to this emotion. I’m sorry.
After all, when we split up, we didn’t say a word.
I’ve made a deal with Twilight since the cloud broke up, and whoever breaks up later will be poor forever.
Maybe we didn’t want to spend the rest of our lives, so we didn’t break up.
The agent doesn’t understand: “A joke can be taken seriously, it’s a child’s affection.” I’m sorry.
I want to counter it, but I have not.
We may be too young to be together, but our feelings are pure and sincere.
In summer, I’m always hungry. I can’t eat without a spicy meal.
“So, you don’t mind if I set the date at the hotpot, do you? I’m sorry.
“No, I don’t mind.” I’m sorry.
Then he ordered a pot.
Actually, I didn’t want to have a date, but my dad said it’s just this time, and it won’t bother me for a year, so I said yes.
“You haven’t changed a bit. I’m sorry.
I’m freaking out.
“We met before?”
He noded his head: “We were in high school. I’m sorry.
I:
The world isn’t so small.
After my careful memories, I still don’t remember.
After all, it’s been a while. It’s hard for the rest of us to get back into my eyes.
“Siichikawa. I’m sorry.
After his reminder, I remember.
Sergeant? I’m sorry.
He was smiling and noding.
I was shocked.
As far as I’m concerned, Captain Jiangchuan is a very nice little fat guy, usually with thick glasses.
“We lost a fat in college. I’m sorry.
“You’re like a face change! “It is true that fat people are all potential shares.” I’m sorry.
He laughed, “It’s a nice shop. Actually, you didn’t choose this place, and I was going to. When you were in high school, in the summer, you were bored, and Uncle Shen always sent you to pack up the veggies and the hot pot. I’m sorry.
I was embarrassed to laugh.
My father has never lost in love.
But time is not too bad.
Once I had lunch, I had a lack of interest in three foods, one grain of rice.
I can’t watch anymore. Feed me a spoon.
I cry and eat.
“It’s too hot to eat and I’m sick. I’m sorry.
My protest was ignored, rice was wrapped in food and a spoon was shoved into my mouth.
“Twilight, you don’t like me at all. I cried and complained.
It’s so sad, it’s like, “I beg your pardon. I’m sorry.
“I said, I can eat another half bowl. I’m sorry.
How dare you!
I know it’s not like me, he knows I have a bad stomach and it hurts every time I eat hot, so he doesn’t let me eat too hot.
Now, nobody cares about me.
I was eating, and suddenly my eyes were red.
“What’s wrong? @Sijikawa asks:
“It’s all right. It’s just too hot. I’m sorry.
Something’s wrong. This soup doesn’t look so hot.
I thought I was eating spicy up.
Jiangchuan drew a tissue and tried to wipe my tears.
I suddenly fled in a very abrupt way.
“Sorry, I just got scared. I’m sorry.
Jiangchuan stunned and laughed, “It’s me. I’m sorry.
It’s not embarrassing to eat this meal under the deliberate guidance of Jiangchuan.
We talked a lot about school fun.
Inevitably, the time has come to talk.
I pretended to ask, “Did he not take Qinghua?” I’m sorry.
“Huh? He didn’t take Qinghua. He didn’t take the high school exam. Don’t you know? I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
“I left the country and never heard from him. I’m sorry.
“I don’t know much about it. But he had a more serious accident, shortly before his high school exams, and said it was about the same time you left the country, so he couldn’t take the high school exams, and then he left here, a couple of reunions, and he didn’t take part in…”
After hearing this, my heart has been restless for too long.
Something happened to him before he went to college?
What a coincidence.
5
“Is it serious?”
“I’m not sure. I’m sorry.
When we came out of the hotpot after dinner, Jiangchuan suddenly said, “In fact, I fell in love with you in high school. I’m here because of you. I’m sorry.
I can’t get this straight ball.
“It’s okay, you don’t have to stress. I just feel like I’m gonna be sorry if I don’t. Now that I’ve said it, it’s easier for me. If you want to hear from him, I can help you. I’m sorry.
We all know who he is.
“Thank you. As for the twilight thing, no. I’m sorry.
“I can’t come here for nothing. I’m sorry.
Jiangchuan pulled out a paper and a pen.
“Sign me my little nephew likes you. I’m sorry.
“How much? “Do you like it better than listening to The Lonely? I’m sorry.
Jiangchuan was honest: “That is not true either. I’m sorry.
He offered to take me home and I refused.
Because I saw a familiar figure.
Under a dark street light, he used to stand by the garbage can to smoke.
“What are you doing here? I thought you weren’t coming tonight. I’m sorry.
“Smoking. We can’t let customers smoke secondhand. I’m sorry.
“Oh, you smoke it, I’ll go first. I’m sorry.
It’s time for Big Bang to nod.
I couldn’t bear to flip a white eye.
They’re all working. You’ve got a sense of superiority.
When I got to the moment, I said, “I’m having a concert in July. Are you coming? I’m sorry.
When the smoke of the time went down, he said, “What are you going to do, be your bodyguard?”
Huh?
His answer opened my new mind.
“If you need money, you can be my bodyguard. I’m proud of my three fingers: “If it was you, I could give you a back door.” I’m sorry.
“Thank you, but I don’t like to go back door. I’m sorry.
I:
I don’t know.
“What’s wrong with you?” He leaned on me.
“What? You own this shop? Why am I standing here? I’m in your way, you can go!” I’m straight.
“All right! “It’s a nod and a cigarette.”
“Can you stop smoking? “I couldn’t stand to talk.
Even my dad wouldn’t smoke in front of me.
“What? Is this your street? Why am I smoking here? I’m in your way. You can go!”
I’m fucking…
“Just walk away!”
If I don’t love him, he will kill me!
I’m getting better and I’m turning back and I’m looking right in his eyes.
And in the night We saw him staring at me like he only saw me.
“The concert. Are you coming or not? My tickets are good. I’m sorry.
“No way. I’m sorry.
When he said both words, my tears became unbearable.
I don’t know why I feel so sorry.
It’s like these two words are a sort of judgment.
I turned around and kept going so he wouldn’t see my tears.
But I don’t like it. I don’t like it.
Seven years, I’m still here. Why would he leave so soon?
I ran to him again against the popular road.
“Twilight, you owe me a break-up. If you say break up, I’ll never see you again. I’m sorry.
Shen Hak, is it fun?
And I took away my tears and said with my cry, “Now that you are afraid of being poor for the rest of your life, I say, “Twilight, we break up.” I’m sorry.
“Cough, cough…”
It’s like it’s been choked by smoke, with red eyes and red eyes.
I finally couldn’t bear to ask the untimely question, “Twilight, who was the woman who answered the phone?” I’m sorry.
I’m dead biting my lips.
Time-deaf, please. Don’t say it’s your girlfriend.
If you say no, I’ll believe you.
Time, please.
Don’t say, don’t say.
I don’t know if my tears blocked my prayer, so he didn’t receive my request.
“My girlfriend. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t bear to slap him in the second he said it.
“Twilight! I yelled his name like a madman.
“You ran away seven years ago and now you dare not face me or you! I forgive you. Why can’t you forgive yourself? I’m sorry.
My tears can’t help it any longer.
I started talking nonsense: “You knew I was waiting for you! You know, how can you…”
You can’t say no without me.
Shen Hak, stop it. I’m sorry.
Six.
Shen Hak, stop it.
Shen Hak, stop it.
Shen Hak, stop it.
It’s like a spell that keeps me awake.
Yeah, what am I doing?
Time is no longer mine.
He’s someone’s boyfriend now.
I lost him seven years ago.
“Sorry. I started to apologize to him.
I just want to get out of this place.
The stinging brakes were ringing.
Shen Ha!
I heard the sound of hissing.
The owner stepped on the brake in time, but I got scared and fell down.
I’m looking at time.
And he stood there, and he did not come to me one step at a time, as if he had taken two steps forward, and saw that I was fine and stopped.
I’d like to tell Timo, I’m scared.
I wanted to tell Twilight that my legs hurt and my hands hurt.
But I just got up on my own.
I look at the flashlights and there’s something going on in my head.
That day, my relationship was hot.
A picture of me eating hot pot with Jiangchuan was posted online.
I apologized to Jiangchuan and, although he did not mind, I sent a clarification statement.
All of a sudden, there’s a lot of blacks under my microblogging.
Many people say I’m tired of being poor and rich, and I’ve lost my poor ex and two generations.
I know that the Jiangchuan family has money, and my dad won’t let me marry the poor.
Maybe he was particularly against finding a poor man because of the money.
Like the old times.
It’s getting worse, and there’s obviously a rhythm.
A lot of the black stuff, it looks like the knower blew it up, and it’s all true and false.
The agent called me, “Is it Ling Yun? I’m sorry.
“Maybe she was afraid I’d tell her what she was, so she wanted to do it first, just to throw dirty water on me with my new love note. I’m sorry.
“Don’t worry, I’ll put her in the dark. I’m sorry.
After I hung up on the phone, I called my dad, but before I opened my mouth, he asked, “Have you seen him again?” I’m sorry.
“I didn’t. It was just an accident. I’m sorry.
“Nacchan, don’t forget what he did to you. I’m sorry.
“Can you stop talking about the past? I breathed: “Help me, delete all the news, all of it.” Don’t let anyone disturb Jiangchuan’s life. I’m sorry.
“Daddy’s already in contact. He’ll be deleted soon. But you have to promise Dad that you won’t go to him again, okay? His father, who had been hit and run, had killed him, and he had no responsibility, just like his father. People like that don’t deserve you with him. I’m sorry.
“No, it’s not! Time’s different! He’s not like his father! He’s been paying off! He never escaped! I’m sorry.
“Why did he run when something happened to you? I’m sorry.
I was dumb and I ended up saying, “Don’t worry, he has a girlfriend, and I won’t see him again.” I’m sorry.
He’s in every song I sing.
I’ve been waiting for seven years for someone.
But what is lost will not happen.
Even if I had a car accident, he wouldn’t have come any further.
The cloud’s black material will soon rise.
If we’re going to cover a scandal, we need a bigger scandal.
I couldn’t sleep all night.
Those nightmares are tormenting me.
Early in the morning, I threw up and down, and I had an acute gastrointestinal fever.
I called an ambulance.
Three o’clock, I hit a drop in the emergency room, and the whole person was in a blur.
I fear pain the most. Let the doctor take the painkillers first.
I feel like I’ve seen time.
I reached out to pull his horn.
I want to tell him I hurt.
And I miss you.
I’d like to ask him, how have you been these seven years?
I’m not doing well.
Very bad.
But I can’t say.
Because it’s not mine anymore.
And when they open their eyes in the morning, they see those who come and go, and there is no twilight.
I’m laughing. It hurts.
The next day, the black elements of the cloud were still in hot search.
Maybe it’s the end of the road. She’s making a killer.
When Weibo received her personal letter, I was all lost and drove straight to her company.
What does that mean? I’m sorry.
She stayed up all night with a thick black eye.
“Shen Hak, I know I can’t beat you. Who let you live, have a good father. But people do, God watch. You know what you did! I’m sorry.
“You have to explain it to me! I’m sorry.
She took out her cell phone: “Look for yourself. I’m sorry.
I’m shaking and turning on the video.
It’s a timeless graduation.
He came to the stage limping.
It’s like my heart’s been squeezed and it hurts so much.
“What happened to his leg? I’m sorry.
I’m shaking and asking.
7
“Sun Sha, not only did you hurt him, but you abandoned him, and told me proudly that you broke up with him. I’m sorry.
“Why do you like people like you? You make me sick! I’m sorry.
I just feel like I’m going to explode.
“What’s wrong with the timeless legs? “I yelled at the clouds.
“If it wasn’t for you, you wouldn’t have limped. You went abroad to study! He was wounded and couldn’t even take the C.O.C., and he was rescued after he lay down in cu for a month. I’m sorry.
I was looking at the fog, and I couldn’t breathe, and I fell down.
Shen Ha! What’s wrong with you? Don’t pretend! Get up!
I remember.
I remember everything.
After that, I felt like I had lost an important memory.
But because I didn’t want to remember that night, I chose to lose it.
The rain was particularly heavy that day.
At the end of the evening, I walked out of the school with Moo Yu.
We’re holding on to an umbrella and we can’t stop talking.
But suddenly, a few punks appeared.
They dragged me into the alley.
Then there was the sound of tearing clothes.
And…
There’s still time!
He didn’t run!
He didn’t escape!
He tried so hard to save me.
Tsai Yu was seriously injured to save me.
I ran away!
I kicked him under my foot while he was distracted, and my head was gone!
I tried to save my life, but when I ran out of the alley, I got hit by a car.
So in the end, only I was saved.
Nobody knows. There’s another man in the alley.
How long have you been lying there?
So lame that he saved a month in the ICU.
And my dad told me that the night I was in trouble, it was a bad time.
After that night, I had ptsd and depression because I missed a high school exam, and then I went to a music college abroad to study.
Ever since the hospital woke up, I feel like I’ve had a breakdown.
When I saw my dad, I couldn’t help it anymore, and I yelled at him.
“It’s not time to run away, it’s me!”
“Summer, take it easy. Dad gave him the money, a million dollars. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t cry for myself, and I couldn’t say a single word.
A million dollars?
A million!
A million dollars to buy a teenager’s life? Buy him freedom to run?
How could he say such cruel words?
My father, the man who loves me the most, how can he be so cruel!
“It’s none of your fault! It’s not until you study with him. He almost ruined you. Besides, one person may never make that money. I’m sorry.
No! No!
It’s not!
“You! It wasn’t him who ruined me. It was you all along! And I covered my chest with a suffocation, and cried in a string of tears: “I saw the little punk, and I saw him when he was kneeling down at you under our company. I’m sorry.
At that moment, he lost all blood on his face.
“In order for me not to hate you, you put all these things on the table, and you gave him a million dollars in the spirit of the Savior! I’m sorry.
“I don’t talk about it because I’m afraid you’ll blame yourself, or you’ll be sad, but what have you done? Do you think you’re ruining someone?” I’ve been so sorry for seven years, you know? Have you ever listened to me seriously? I’m sorry.
“I like time tusks, I like time turks!” I love him! When will you stop hurting him? I’m sorry.
“Do you have any idea how painful I am? He’s a parent too! How dare you hurt someone’s child! I’m sorry.
“Now, as you wish, I will never lose someone I love, and he will never love me again. Are you satisfied? I’m sorry.
People may experience many, many summers in their lives, but there is only one summer to remember.
8
In the past seven years, it’s impossible to say that I didn’t complain about my father.
Because of this, my life was completely disrupted, and I was separated for seven years.
But he’s been very nice to me since he was a kid.
So I can’t blame someone so good to me.
I keep this secret day after day, and I hide it in my heart.
I think I don’t know who started this whole thing.
I even listened to his lies and thought that it was time to abandon me.
So, for seven years, I didn’t think of him again.
Those seven years, I said I was fine.
And I’m going to be depressed.
My social accounts are kept up to date just to show him.
Not just to tell him I’m fine, but also to tell him.
I forgive him.
Now it’s funny.
I have no right to say that he never did anything wrong to me.
And I’ll see you later. I’ve always been a high-profile gesture in front of him.
I feel sorry for my man is him.
Whenever I turn back, he must stand there and wait for me.
I’m so ridiculous.
For seven years, I’ve been actively treating him, thinking I can finally stand in front of him.
But now, nothing makes sense.
I have no future with time.
I even lost the power to cry.
I lay on a sick bed and looked out at the tree, as if I would never hear any more.
Every day I take antidepressants, and my brain gets dizzy.
I started to spend a lot of time sleeping.
The other day, my dad stood in front of me and choked and said, “Can Dad help you get him back?” Dad can do anything if you’re okay. I’m sorry.
“Don’t bother him. Leave him alone. I’m sorry.
A month later, I was discharged.
The manager was worried, “Do you really want to continue the concert? I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
“I promised to give him a concert when I went to school. Promise him he’ll do it or he’ll get mad and ignore me. I’m sorry.
Actually, I promised him I’d introduce him to the world at the concert.
Shen Hak. The manager suddenly cried.
“Don’t cry, I’m fine, I’m a star, I make so much money, I’m on such a big stage, so many people like me, I have everything, I have nothing to cry about. I’ve lived so well that I have no right to cry. I’m sorry.
The week before the concert, I went to see Twilight, and he was standing next to a girl in her backpack.
She’ll help him when he fixes his car.
I wouldn’t touch those oily and dirty wrench if it were me.
She’s nothing like me.
I look like I’m limping and I have no courage to stay.
The day of the concert, the stars.
After the last song, it’s the first song I’ve ever written, Summers.
When this song was released, many people were wondering who the teenagers were.
I thought, one day, if he came to see my concert, I’d tell the world.
Time is the youth I want.
It’s my favorite teenager.
But now I don’t have that chance anymore.
I announced to my fans that I would leave the entertainment business indefinitely.
“Thank you for coming to my concert. This is my first and last concert, and I’ll never see it again. I’m sorry.
The fans were loud, but I couldn’t hear them.
I’m standing on stage, and the whole thing is haunted.
It would be nice if I could lose a leg.
That was the only thought in my head.
If I could lose a leg, wouldn’t I lose him?
The microphone fell out of my hand and I slowly went to the edge of the stage.
Shen Ha!
I feel like I’m calling when I hear it.
I’m going back.
Seeing the time is running towards me.
Just like him when he was 18.
I thought I had it all summer.
It’s finally winter.
You know why I believed my dad?
Do you know why I lost my memory?
Because I’ve never been able to forgive myself for running away.
I know it’s the right thing to do.
Even if I don’t run, I can’t help.
But if I could have found someone in time, if I hadn’t had an accident, your leg might have been saved.
Time, I ran to you again and again to land on your heart.
After that, I’ll get away from you once and for all your bad luck.
As soon as I closed my eyes and fell back, my hands were held.
Not hallucinating.
It’s real touch.
I can’t believe it.
He said, “Sun Ha, I’ve come to see your concert. I’m sorry.
9 Plus: A Timeless Perspective
In the year of second year, classes organized a graduation event to climb the mountain.
Me and Shen Hak got a team.
That moment I knew I was in trouble again.
Seriously, I’ve been alive for 18 years and I’ve never seen anyone more delicate than her.
Because every two steps she goes, she’s gonna take a break, and soon we’ll be behind the big army.
I couldn’t wait to see her: “Sun Hak, can you hurry up?” I’m sorry.
Her white face is red in the sun, her mouth is groaning, her face is like, “Then go ahead, I didn’t ask you to wait for me.” I’m sorry.
I smiled and turned and left, used to her.
Soon after, I stood there and didn’t wait for her.
She’s really slower than a turtle.
I took a breath and walked down the hill to find her.
She was found standing in the shade and looking at her ankle without crying.
I yelled at her.
“Why aren’t you gone? I’m sorry.
When she looked up at me, two tears came out of her eyes, and she said, “Don’t mind! Why come back?” I’m sorry.
I don’t know why, I feel like I’ve been stabbed.
I went to her, “What happened?” I’m sorry.
Don’t worry about it!
It might be more convincing if she could stop crying.
Shen Hak, stop it. I’m sorry.
I don’t know if I’m being mean. She’s crying more.
“I can’t really walk! I crawled and threw up! You don’t give a shit about me. I’m sorry.
Watching her cry getting sad.
I couldn’t bear to lift my hand and wipe her tears.
She was a natural, and she lifted her chin.
I was really beaten by her.
“The mosquitoes on the mountain are so big, they bite and they swollen my arm. I’m sorry.
She said to lift her sleeve.
It’s a big red bag. Her skin is white.
I took out the pre-prepared gel, and I was afraid that she would become a sexual object, and I said, “It’ll be easier to use it first.” I’m sorry.
She didn’t say no.
I squeezed out the gel and started rubbing her.
After I put on the gel, I looked at her feet again.
It’s not bad. It’s not swollen.
So I suggested, “You take two steps to try it.” I’m sorry.
“I can’t walk anymore.” I’m thirsty. Do you have any water? My water just used to wash the mouth. I’m sorry.
I took out half a bottle of mineral water that I wanted to pour her.
And she took it straight over and took it out.
I stopped.
The biggest problem in Shen Hak, apart from being a pet, is the habit of purity.
She’s not allowed to touch anything.
After that, she seemed to realize that it was not right and her face got redder.
I didn’t poke her, even for the first time, Shen Hak was kind of cute.
I crouched down: “Come up, teachers and classmates are waiting for us in the mountains. When you get to the mountain, you can take a cab. I’m sorry.
“Don’t call me heavy.” I’m sorry.
I said, “It’s not heavy at all. I’m sorry.
Her arms were around my neck and there was a faint smell of fruit.
I’m scared she’ll say I smell bad.
But she didn’t say anything and put her face on my shoulder.
“Twilight, I’m really tired. I didn’t mean to slow you down. I’m sorry.
Listen to her soft and tender voice.
My heart beats like never before.
In order to cover up this panic, I looked over her, “Sun Hak, you’re really sweet.” I’m sorry.
She didn’t have half of the blame, but she nodded her head: “Yeah. I’m sorry.
Then I was with Shen Hak.
I don’t know how this happened.
We got another class in senior year, back and forth.
One day at noon, she cried over the table because she failed in math and did not eat.
I told her, “Stop crying, I can talk to you later. I’m sorry.
“But I don’t understand you. You’re just saying I’m stupid! She complained red-eyed.
“Then I promise to be more detailed than the teacher, okay? I’m sorry.
She noded her head: “And don’t hurt me.” I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
She smiled sweetly and showed two beautiful pear vortex, and I squeezed her face with my hands.
And then we both lost.
I took my hand and I couldn’t get away with it.
“Do you like me?
“Not really. I’m sorry.
“Oh, I’ll ask again tomorrow until you say yes. I’m sorry.
She’s really annoying.
I know she’s rich, but I’m confident she can get the future she wants.
So we’re together now.
But the accident came so suddenly.
We suddenly have no future.
That rainy night, it was all my fault.
It was late till 10:00. I told her to finish the mistake and leave. It was 11:00.
When we left school, the road was wandering over.
That’s when the hoodlums showed up.
The first man dragged Shen Hak into the alley, and when I heard her crying, the whole person went crazy.
I don’t want to kill these people.
They were scared of me when my little girl escaped so smart that I finally let go.
They took all the anger out of me.
The rain was particularly heavy that night.
I do not ask anything but peace and security.
When I opened my eyes again, I saw Shen Ha’s father.
The man was handsome and tall and strong.
That’s the first time I’ve seen a legend.
He also gave me a million-dollar check to say thank you for saving her daughter.
I refused.
And he said, “This is for you, and your leg is broken, and it will not be better.” Besides, you’ve been lying down for a month, missing the senior exam. You can take the money and read it again. I’m sorry.
At that moment, my world turned around.
I know, I’m no longer worthy of Shen Hak.
So I sent a message to the guy who wrote the bag: I want to go to Qinghua and not fall in love.
She did not reply.
I was wondering if Shen Hak was crying.
I went back to other cities after I missed my exams, and I went to a good university the following year, though I didn’t go to Qinghua.
After college, I started my own business and made some software.
Later, several more shops were opened, covering all walks of life.
I’ve been waiting. One day, she’ll come in.
Until that day, she showed up at the car shop, and I was scared.
She became a shining star, I always knew.
For seven years, she’s been fine.
I’m finally relieved to see what she’s doing.
Fortunately, that night didn’t cast a shadow on her.
I actually listen to every song she sings.
But she shouldn’t have been thinking about someone who doesn’t deserve her.
So I said a lot of horrible things.
And the one who lied to her was her girlfriend.
She’s actually just a cousin interested in mechanics.
Everyone knows I have a girlfriend. That girl is 18, Shen Hak.
It’s always Shen Hak.
He asked me how I’d been for seven years and I wanted to tell her.
Shen Hak, I’m not doing well without you.
I missed you.
So I came to your concert.
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Author: Shen Star Pill
Record number: YX01KzXYYKvwNg70y
Love rises with the wind: with your twilight and four seasons
Sweet duck. Wait.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
