Sweet coax
secret love silent: I just like you
. When I was in college, my old and strong parents gave me a younger brother.
Looks just like me.
My brother went back to the bottom of his grades. He didn’t dare to call my parents and called me to school directly.
“Mom, this is my homeroom teacher.”
My brother pulled the corner of my clothes honestly. But
I felt that the eyes of the man opposite were cold.
I steeled myself and said, “Hi, what a coincidence.”
“It’s not a coincidence at all. I didn’t know you had such a big son three years after we broke up.” When
I was in college, my parents gave me a gift to go to school.
A freshly baked brother. I
watched my mother hide shyly in my father’s arms.
I gave a thumbs up in admiration.
Dad, you are so awesome!
The most important thing is that my brother looks so much like me.
Turn out my previous photos and compare them with him. It’s just a copy!
My mother hugged my brother with a proud face.
“We have such excellent genes in our family. If we don’t create two more, it’s a waste. Look at this little face. How many girls will go out to win their hearts in the future!”
I really don’t want to hurt my mother.
But as my mother’s tuba.
I’ve only had one relationship at my age.
Are you sure this trumpet can be trained to be an arsonist?
In a word, after I graduated from university and worked for three years, my brother successfully entered the second grade of primary school.
My brother is a challenge from heaven. I have done a lot of things to
climb trees and dig out birds’ eggs since I was a child. After
going to school, I went back to the countdown of the grade, and I didn’t dare to tell my parents.
Every time I can only let my resentful sister go to the office to be scolded by the teacher.
It is said that my brother has a new head teacher this semester.
Seeing the mid-term exam results coming down, I was invited to tea again. In the
office, my brother honestly pulled my clothes and greeted the man in front of him.
“Teacher Kang, my mother is here.”
“Mom, this is my homeroom teacher, Teacher Jiang.”
I was just about to say hello when the words came to my lips and were swallowed.
On the man cool thin line of sight, I crustily skin of head, the words turned a corner.
“Hey, what a coincidence.”
“It’s not a coincidence at all. I didn’t know you had such a big son three years after we broke up.”
My brother looked up and stared at me in shock, and now we both shouted a word in our hearts. It’s
over.
Half an hour later, my mother came, looked at my brother with a sneer, and went into the office to talk.
That night, my brother received the husband and wife mixed doubles.
I got a friend verification request.
From my ex-boyfriend of three years, Jiang Siyan.
Since I went to college, I have noticed this flower of Kaolin.
So after a year of hard pursuit, I am still on the list of licking dogs in school.
But in the end, I really took down the flower of Kaolin.
And he has been in love for three years.
It’s just that everyone thought Jiang Siyan was going to propose to me after graduation.
I broke up with him and dumped him.
As a result, Jiang Siyan was sad and went to study in the United States.
I have since become a campus legend.
“You left your glass in the office.”
Jiang Siyan sent me a picture.
I suddenly remembered that when my brother was chased and beaten by my mother today, he hid behind me.
I was too busy trying to break up a fight and left my water glass in his office.
“Please help me give it to my brother tomorrow and let him bring it back to me.”
That second back.
“No, come and get it yourself. Anyway, I gave it to you in the first place.”
This cup was sent by Jiang Siyan and has been treasured by me for a long time.
Finished, the image of the scum woman left behind when we broke up has been shattered at the moment. When I came to school
the next day, Jiang Siyan was sitting in the office. Wearing a simple white shirt,
he sat in front of the window, holding a pen in his long fingers and seemed to be correcting his homework. When he
first saw Jiang Siyan, he also sat quietly on one side, but attracted everyone’s attention.
“Sister, what are you standing here for?” When
I was absorbed in watching, there was a sudden noise behind me.
Jiang Siyan raised his head when he heard the sound. My brother was surrounded by several girls and looked at me curiously.
“Did Teacher Chiang ask you to come over and scold me again?”
It seems that my brother knows a lot about his mischievous nature.
Jiang Siyan had just come out, and before I could speak, several little girls had already surrounded him.
“Teacher Chiang, Sung Hsing-yang, he’s a hooligan!”
I stared at my brother, who was only seven years old. Is he
really a heart arsonist?
Song Xingyang was so anxious that he jumped.
“No, I’m not. I’m just saying.”
It happened that a few little girls insisted.
“He’s just a hooligan. He says he’ll marry us in the future!”
Several girls stood aggrieved, and I felt that I had to say something to show that I was not a sister who did not distinguish between right and wrong.
Sung Hsing-yang, how could you do that! You are a student now, and your main task is to study! Don’t focus on things like love!
Jiang Siyan stood behind him and chuckled. I suddenly woke up and remembered that someone had said this to me.
“Sung Hsing-yueh, you’re a student, so you should concentrate on your studies and not always think about falling in love.”
“But it’s college now. It would be a pity not to fall in love.”
Gan!
Unexpectedly, in front of Jiang Siyan, he told my brother what he had said to me!
“You really are two brothers and sisters!”
Jiang Siyan made a comment, comforted the little girl, and sent several people away. My brother and
I stood aside, the same quail.
Jiang Siyan walked into the office, handed me the cup, and took his briefcase.
“Come on, I’ll treat you to dinner and catch up.” My brother and I would jump three feet
if we heard the word “eat.”.
But in the face of Jiang Siyan, my brother and I are as quiet as chickens. My brother,
in particular, only dares to pick up the food in front of him with chopsticks.
Maybe it’s because I broke up at the beginning, and it’s said that someone saw Jiang Siyan go into a jewelry store and buy a ring to propose to me.
And I dumped him.
So now looking at Jiang Siyan, my heart is full of guilt.
So, you.. How are you doing in America?
“It’s not bad. I’m busy studying every day. After all, no one pesters me to fall in love.”
I buried my head in the bowl and dared not speak at all.
Fortunately, Jiang Siyan did not talk about his own affairs, but talked about Song Xingyang’s learning situation.
My brother cried and looked at me with an aggrieved face.
I’m sorry, brother. I can only wronged you in order not to embarrass my sister.
……
After dinner, I refused Jiang Siyan’s request to send us home.
Determined to take the subway back.
My brother dragged me to run faster than a rabbit. After
getting on the subway, my brother and sister grabbed the handrail and gasped for breath.
“Sister, is Teacher Jiang really your ex-boyfriend?”
I nodded.
“So Teacher Chiang likes you very much. Did he listen to you before?” I thought about it
carefully, and I should have liked it before.
As for listening to me, it seems so.
Seeing me nod, my brother was even more excited.
“That’s great. Why don’t you get back together with Teacher Jiang?”
I stared at my brother and couldn’t imagine how a seven-year-old could say such a thing. All the people
around me cast strange eyes, and I instantly felt that I had taken the wrong subway today.
“Really, if Teacher Jiang treats me badly in the future, I can come to you to complain.”
“What’s wrong with him?”
“He always calls me up to answer questions, and he checks my homework very carefully.”
I was silent for a long time, and then I explained to him all the way that this was the teacher’s concern for him.
“No. Are you going to help me or not? Am I not your brother?”
“No, you are my grievance.” After much thought,
I gave him a brief account of my love affair with Jiang Siyan.
After Song Xingyang did not speak, until out of the subway he suddenly shouted.
“So it’s because you dumped Teacher Jiang that Teacher Jiang doesn’t like me!”
Come on, it’s useless.
The child is out of his mind. When
I got home, my brother’s eyes were red. He threw down his schoolbag and rushed into his room and began to sob.
“What’s the matter? Aren’t you happy when your sister picks you up?”
My mother walked into the room with a puzzled look on her face, and soon I heard a loud cry inside.
“Mother, now I know what it means to implicate nine clans.”
Fortunately, his sad mood lasted only three days.
Three days later, he came home with a thumbs-up exercise book and happily showed off today’s reward.
“Teacher Chiang said that I had done a good job on my homework recently, and he drew it for me.”
My brother took it to show off, but I looked at the thumb on it in a trance. I taught Jiang Siyan to draw
this simple stick figure.
At that time, we sat together in the library to study, but I couldn’t keep up with the thinking of the university tyrant, and I began to feel sleepy after reading for a while.
In order not to drool on the book, I can only divert my attention.
So I drew a stick figure of praise on his draft book.
“Don’t scribble on my exercise book.” When I received the
warning, I gave him a disapproving look.
“I’m teaching you. In the future, when you teach, you can reward the children in this way.”
Jiang Siyan chuckled and let me draw thumbs all over his notebook.
So he has learned it.
I returned the book to my brother, who looked at me curiously with his eyes open.
“Sister, why don’t you stay with Miss Jiang? You don’t have a boyfriend anyway. Many female teachers in our school like Miss Jiang.”
“How do you know that?”
“Everyone knows that the English teacher blushes every time he talks about Mr. Chiang.”
My brother has a proud face.
“But I still hope Teacher Chiang can be with you. When people ask, Teacher Chiang is my future brother-in-law. How proud I am!”. Because of
his vanity, I covered his mouth and urged him to do his homework.
After that, my brother didn’t mention it again, and I thought he had forgotten about it.
Unexpectedly, a week later, I suddenly received the news of Jiang Siyan.
“Sung Hsing-yang says you haven’t been in love because you’ve been waiting for me all these years.”
It is really a rumor that one opens one’s mouth and breaks one’s legs to refute the rumor. When I
got home, I immediately beat my brother, and he covered the back of his head and shouted.
“That’s the way it is. You haven’t been in a relationship. Aren’t you just waiting for Teacher Chiang?”
I suddenly choked. If
I deny it, won’t it expose the tragic situation that no one has been chasing me all these years?
“Sister, just follow Teacher Jiang. Teacher Jiang is very happy to know that you are not in love.”
“How do you know he’s so happy? Are you a worm in his stomach?”
He snorted coldly and turned his head to one side.
“I just know that he showed us a movie this afternoon, and he doesn’t usually show it.”
“Is it about protecting your teeth?”
“How do you know?”
I was so angry that I took several deep breaths to maintain my image.
“Because today is World Teeth-loving Day!”
I’m really convinced by this head.
But my brother is still sticking to his own opinion and talking about it all the time. In the
evening, I was lying in bed, and the interface of my mobile phone was still on the message sent by Jiang Siyan. After much
thought, I replied,
“No, although there are several people chasing me, I haven’t found the right one yet.” After
sending it successfully, I threw the phone aside and received the message three seconds later.
“Haven’t you met someone more suitable than me?” It’s
over. Sure enough, the environment in the United States changes people. The flower of Kaolin
in those days can play straight ball now.
“I thought you were waiting for me. After all, it was you who said you would love me forever.”
I looked at the news of Jiang Siyan with mixed feelings.
“It’s been a few years. Just think of me as drawing a big cake.”
“I’m serious.”
……
Very good, four words, let me lose sleep for a night.
The next day, I went to work directly with dark circles under my eyes, and my colleagues who passed by my workstation were shocked.
“I haven’t had any projects lately. Why are you staying up so late? It’s not for a man, is it?”
I managed a smile.
My colleague patted me on the shoulder with an expression that I understood.
“When it comes to relationships, you have to choose carefully. Listen to your sister’s advice and choose someone who loves you more than you do. For example, Oda, who has been chasing you for a few days.”
I suspect that my colleague may have received money from the matchmaker.
So much so that she tried to set me up with a colleague in the technical department. As soon as
I declined, the colleague from the technical department came up.
“Xingyue, are you busy today? Can we have dinner together after work later?”
It is said that this colleague is still a returnee. Although he is from the technical department, he can’t find the shadow of a programmer.
He usually wears a suit and gold-rimmed glasses, revealing a refined temperament.
“The last time I saw your circle of friends saying that you wanted to eat barbecue, there was a new one around.”
I was ready to say no, but the moment I heard the barbecue, I hesitated.
“It’s just a meal. I really want to punch in, too. Let’s just go with the meal, okay?”.
At this point, it seems impossible not to go.
So after work, I went to the restaurant with him.
The kebab shop was burning with smoke, and I ate without any image.
“Xingyue, I’ve always wanted to ask you what kind of person you like.” Jiang Siyan’s face suddenly appeared in
my mind.
Just like the moonlight on the horizon, it is an unattainable, gentle and cold person. The first thing you
see will be exciting.
“Actually, I have someone I like.”
Although I don’t want to admit it, Jiang Siyan is really the white moonlight in my heart.
My colleague was silent for a long time, and finally showed a wry smile and beckoned me to eat meat. It was almost dark
after dinner, and my colleague offered to send me home.
Just as I was about to refuse, someone called my name.
I turned around and looked.
My brother took Jiang Siyan’s hand, and both of them had the same gloomy face.
“Didn’t you say you would pick me up today?”
Gan!
Forgot! After
returning home, my brother threw his schoolbag directly and went back to his room.
“Why are your brothers and sisters always in a cold war recently?”
I scratched my head in embarrassment.
It’s really my fault. I said I would pick him up at school today, but I forgot.
My brother followed Jiang Siyan to wait for two hours at school.
Finally decided to send him home, just across the street, I saw me coming out of the barbecue shop.
It was not easy to coax my brother, so I remembered to send a message to Jiang Siyan.
“Thank you for today. I was too busy to remember.”
“Busy eating with other men.”
Jiang Siyan’s reply can hardly remind me of his expression just now. He had
a sullen face and his eyes wanted to make a hole in his colleague’s body. It was not
until my brother shouted that Jiang Siyan pinched his hand that he suddenly reacted.
“It’s a colleague. I want to ask him for help in some work matters.”
I don’t know why I have to give Jiang Siyan a superfluous explanation. There is
always a feeling of gilding the Lily. After
washing and lying in bed, I received the news of Jiang Siyan.
“Whatever. That’s your business, not mine.”
Yeah, now that we’re broken up, he doesn’t care who I have dinner with.
But the success of this sentence made me lose sleep all night. In the days
that followed, Jiang Siyan never contacted me again, and my colleagues turned to pursue other girls, and my life returned to calm.
It was not until a month later that my brother came home with the latest monthly exam paper.
The above results made my mother smile and rewarded my brother with two big chicken legs in the evening.
But without a smile on his face, he sighed and put the drumstick into my bowl. My brother quietly pushed open my door before
going to bed.
“Sister, can you fall in love with Teacher Jiang? I really can’t.”
My brother almost cried on my bed.
“Teacher Jiang checks my homework every day, and I’m pulled out of every class to answer questions. I’m really tired.”
“It’s not enough for the teacher to pay attention to you.”
I was about to enlighten my brother when I found that he was so tired that he fell asleep. Is it
really that hard? In the
next half month, I watched my brother get more and more tired day by day, and even fell asleep when eating.
I finally realized the seriousness of the matter and decided to send a message to Jiang Siyan.
“Teacher Chiang, Sung Hsing-yang got good grades this time. Thank you for teaching him. But recently he complained that he was too tired. Can you let him relax?”
The official was polite and could not fault it.
I was secretly proud of myself. I received a reply from Jiang Siyan in the
afternoon.
“He has great potential and should concentrate on his studies.” I was a little angry when I
saw the news.
Now Song Xingyang does not watch TV, go home and get into the room to do homework, is not enough focus?
I recalled it carefully. Is it because he saw me having dinner with my colleagues last time.
“Do you pay too much attention to other students, or are you unhappy because of what happened before?”
“Are you questioning my teaching professionalism?”
“No, I’m just talking about the matter!”
I said silently in my heart that now Jiang Siyan is getting more and more stingy.
After that, Jiang Siyan didn’t reply, but when he came home from school in the evening, my brother had a bitter face.
“Teacher Jiang criticized me today.”
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“Why?”
Jiang Siyan won’t wear small shoes for my brother. What about the teaching ethics
he learned? It
‘s not all in the United States.
I took out my cell phone and was about to ask for punishment when I saw the message popping up on my cell phone.
“It’s true that he’s been studying harder lately, but only in class. The rest of the time he’s playing card games. I’ve asked him, and he’s avoiding you at night. He’s already to the point of forgetting to eat and sleep.” Startled,
I rushed into my brother’s room and found a whole set of Ultraman cards under his mattress.
I guess I spent all my money to buy cards.
My brother hid aside to play quail.
Jiang Siyan sent a message again.
“I’ve already told him that playing cards now has affected his rest, and the family has stopped it a little bit. In addition, the class is random roll call, and there is no phenomenon of too much attention.”
I looked at the news and felt ashamed.
“I didn’t expect that I would be such a person in your heart now.” I was so angry
that I called my brother over and beat him up and confiscated all the Ultraman cards.
Later, I realized that Jiang Siyan might be angry.
Because I sent him an apology message, but he didn’t reply. He
used to like not to reply to messages when he was angry.
Perhaps because of Jiang Siyan’s noble morality, he was questioned about teachers’ morality and style, so he felt uncomfortable.
Seeing that I didn’t reply to several messages I sent, I decided to apologize in person.
While I was picking up my brother, I came to the office.
Jiang Siyan is still wearing a simple white shirt to correct homework.
But the temperament kills everyone. On the way
to school, I also heard several little girls talking about the handsome teacher Jiang in Class 3, Grade 2.
Sure enough, aesthetics is cultivated from childhood these days.
This feeling makes me dream straight back to college. I
also happened to hear that there was a student who was very handsome when I joined the club.
After a glimpse, I was immediately moved.
“What are you doing?” I didn’t panic at all when I was
caught peeking.
“I’m sorry. I was worried about what happened before. I didn’t understand it clearly. I came to apologize to you.”
“Well, I accept.”
So simple?
I’ve been typing for half an hour, and now I’ve just said the beginning.
“I’ll treat you to dinner and apologize to you.”
“No, I have something to do later.”
I gritted my teeth and was about to speak when there was a knock on the door behind me.
“Teacher Kang, it’s time for a meeting.”
She is a very beautiful teacher, and her eyes are very smart.
Jiang Siyan followed her away.
Gan!
…… My brother took my hand on the way
back.
“Do you see that? That’s our English teacher, Miss Chang.”
“Well, she is very beautiful.”
“Not only is Miss Chang very beautiful, but she also likes Miss Chiang. If you want to win Miss Chiang, you have to seize the opportunity!”.
I thought for a moment or crouched down and looked at my brother.
“I did have a relationship with Mr. Chiang before, but it’s over. It’s impossible for us. Don’t talk like that in the future. It’s not good to be heard.”
My brother nodded vaguely.
“But why? Teacher Jiang likes you very much. Don’t you like Teacher Jiang?”
“Where on earth did you see that?” I was so
upset that I stood up and took his hand and walked home quickly.
My brother trotted all the way and kept talking.
“Usually when we go to the office to see Mr. Chiang, if we don’t talk about studying, he will let us play by ourselves. But that day when I talked about you in the office, he listened for a long time and finally asked about you. He didn’t let me go back until class.” Does
Jiang Siyan still like me?
This idea has been around me for a long time.
I remember that the day we broke up was a particularly rainy day.
It was even heavier than rain on the day when February Red asked for medicine.
Jiang Siyan sat opposite me, and I looked at his fingers, which he had been rubbing because of nervousness.
I said goodbye, and his face was full of disbelief. It was
followed by repeated inquiries, then turned into a quarrel, and finally parted ways. As
he left, I noticed the bulging little box in his pocket.
I cried for a long time in the restaurant until the rain stopped and someone came to give me a bunch of flowers.
“It was ordered by Mr. Chiang. It was ordered half a month ago. It was supposed to be delivered at noon, but it really couldn’t get through the rainstorm. I’m sorry.”
A bunch of delicate and beautiful red roses, with a card on them, with only three simple words in the card.
“Marry me.”
Combined with that small box, I instantly wondered why Jiang Siyan had made an appointment to eat in this restaurant half a month ago.
A good proposal turned into a breakup, and I didn’t even have a chance to see what the ring looked like.
Then I heard that Jiang Siyan went abroad.
I sat at the airport for a day, watching the planes take off and land, and told myself repeatedly.
Jiang Siyan finally went abroad, which should be his life.
I thought he would stay in the United States, but I met him again three years later.
After that, I never went to school to pick up my brother. After thinking for a long time, I deleted Jiang Siyan’s contact information. I’m always upset when I
see it. It’s better not to contact.
My mother arranged a blind date for me, and my brother looked at me and finally did not mention the name again.
For some reason, the peach blossoms have been blooming vigorously recently.
Every blind date expressed interest in me.
But they are all rotten peach blossoms, and I am not interested in any of them.
My mother broke down and asked me what I wanted.
But the thought of being with these people may lead to cold violence, domestic violence and derailment in the future.
I was so scared that I shivered, and my mother only scolded me for worrying too much.
“When you were in love, didn’t you ever think about whether he would abuse you?”
It seems that I really didn’t. At that time, I just looked at my face.
I don’t care about that.
…… It
will be December in a twinkling of an eye. When
my brother came home that day, he pulled me aside.
“Do you really not like Teacher Kang?”
I haven’t heard him mention it for a long time.
“Today I saw Miss Chang buy a big bunch of flowers, and I heard she was going to send them to Miss Chiang’s home.”
The beautiful female teacher? She is a good match for him.
I didn’t speak, and I couldn’t sleep that night.
The next day, he had a high fever and asked the leader for leave to sleep at home for a day. When I was sleeping comfortably in the
evening, I heard the noise from the next door.
Although this is not the time to rest, but at least respect the neighbors!
I opened the door in my pajamas, and as soon as the words came to my lips, I saw the person in front of me swallow them again.
The opposite door was wide open, and Jiang Siyan was standing in the stairwell, directing several uncles to move the sofa inside.
“Hello, neighbor.”
Jiang Siyan unexpectedly moved to my next door!
That night, he came to my house and borrowed a bottle of soy sauce. The biggest reaction to
this is my brother.
After dinner, he knelt directly in front of me with a sliding shovel.
“Sister, I’m begging you. You can stay with Teacher Jiang. Otherwise, if he lives next door to me, won’t he stare at me every day?”
I shrugged and told him there was nothing I could do.
Jiang Siyan will borrow some soy sauce today and a screwdriver tomorrow.
Finally, even my mother began to murmur.
“Teacher Chiang usually looks meticulous and meticulous, but how can he be so forgetful in life?”
I had a vague feeling that something was wrong, but it happened that Jiang Siyan usually kept a strict social distance and just nodded when he met.
Only my brother has a bitter face every day and never dares to go downstairs to play with other children.
Seeing that the weather is getting colder and colder, it is almost Christmas, and the surroundings are beginning to dress up. Although
my brother’s school does not celebrate Christmas, it is said that the teachers have a dinner party that day, so the remedial classes are cancelled.
In the afternoon, he sent me a message and asked me to go home early to eat hot pot.
Near the end of the day, the company suddenly had a luxury and sent a flower to each of us.
It’s not too embarrassing for us to go home empty-handed and look at other couples.
I took the flowers and hummed a song to go home. As soon as I got downstairs, I saw Jiang Siyan throwing garbage. Isn’t
he having a dinner party?
I said hello to go upstairs, and he grabbed my hand.
“You went to Christmas?”
I was so confused by this question that I could only nod.
“Big and small is a festival. Join in the fun. We’re going to eat hot pot later.”
Jiang Siyan let go of my hand and his face was very pale.
This person is still the same as before, wearing clothes without temperature but with grace.
I just want to remind two, the mobile phone has been ringing, it is obvious that my brother began to urge.
Forget it. Why do you care about this when you break up.
I picked up the phone and went upstairs.
On Christmas Day, our family happily gathered together to eat hot pot, only to find that there was no oyster sauce in the middle of the meal. As a
senior oyster sauce lover, I couldn’t stand it at all, so I immediately put on my shoes and went out to buy oyster sauce. There was red everywhere
outside, and there was a lot of happiness.
I walked home with oyster sauce and hummed a song. I looked up at Jiang Siyan’s house. It was dark.
You should be out of the house.
I went upstairs with a sigh, just out of the elevator, I had not touched the key, suddenly a big hand around my waist pulled me to the stairwell. The man
behind me was so strong that before I knew it, I was dragged into the dark stairwell.
As soon as I lifted the oyster sauce bottle, the other one grabbed me.
“It’s me.”
I heard a familiar voice and then I reacted.
“Jiang Si Yan, what are you doing?” You
scared the hell out of me! It was dark
all around. Jiang Siyan dragged me to change my position. I was forced into a corner by him. There was a faint smell of alcohol in the
air.
“Have you been drinking?”
“Merry Christmas.”
He spoke out of tune and stroked his face with one hand. There was a chill in the
cold fingers.
“Didn’t you go for Christmas? Why did you come back?”
“Let go, I can’t live with my family!”
Jiang Siyan was so strong that I couldn’t move half a minute.
“Why delete my WeChat?”
This person just found out.
I rolled my eyes.
“If you don’t reply to my messages, I’ll delete you. Anyway, if Sung Hsing-yang has something to do, you can contact my mother.”
“Then why did you delete my WeChat three years ago? I sent so many messages, but you didn’t reply to any of them and finally deleted them!”
I immediately became silent.
“It’s all a long time ago, so why do you propose to do it?”
“So you can forget everything, forget the promises you made to me before, forget the things we did together!”
Jiang Siyan suddenly reached out and grabbed my chin, forcing me to look up at him.
How do you manage to be so passionate when you like someone, and throw it aside without hesitation when you don’t? Sung Hsing-yueh, sometimes I really wonder if you really like me, and what our three years are? Do you really like me, or am I just a catch for your college life?
I’ve never heard Jiang Siyan speak with a crying voice.
Arrogant as he is, usually with a cool temperament, just standing there makes people feel unable to approach.
“Say something, can’t you say a word to me now?”
He reached out and took me in his arms, the familiar embrace and smell. My
mind went blank and I subconsciously put my hand around his waist.
“Xingyue, why did you do this to me? For three years, I’ve been thinking every day. What did I do wrong to make you sentence me to death without saying a word?” In the
dark and deserted stairwell, his voice was empty and sad.
“I have gone to church countless times to pray before God, hoping that you will forgive me for my mistakes. I have thought that if only there were a devil in the world, I could make a deal with him. I could exchange everything, just to be with you again.”
Three years is neither long nor short, listening to Jiang Siyan’s words, I burst into tears.
I don’t feel suffering.
“Can you tell me? Tell me what I’ve done wrong. I’m willing to change. I can’t accept you being with someone else.”
He held me tightly and a tear fell on my face.
“Sorry.”
Silence for a long time, I only hold out these three words.
“I don’t want to listen. I’m sorry. I just want us to start over.”
Jiang Siyan bent down and buried his head in my neck. I felt his body trembling and raised my hand to pat him on the back.
“Yes.”
In a word, I suddenly felt relieved that the big stone in my heart had finally fallen to the ground.
Jiang Siyan suddenly raised his head and was stunned for a long time.
Really? You won’t leave me again this time, will you?
“No.” My eyes
were red and I looked at the man in front of me.
“Ever since you came back, I’ve wanted to be with you.”
But I was afraid that he would not forgive me, that I would be rejected.
Just like the way I turned him down.
……
By the time I got home with the gas, my brother’s stomach was already bulging.
“Sister, why did you come back so late? Hurry up, I left you some shrimps.”
I was sitting at the table eating, and my brother suddenly stared at me.
“Sister, why is your mouth swollen?”
I was so scared that I was so excited in the stairwell just now that I stopped kissing.
“It’s nothing. The bottom of the pot is a little spicy.”
I hastened to be perfunctory.
When I went to bed at night, my brother suddenly rushed into my room.
“Sister, you’re with Teacher Jiang!”
I was so frightened that I sat up in bed and asked him how he knew.
“I saw him just now when I went down to play with Xiaogang. He even bought me food and said that I could call him brother everywhere outside the school.”
I didn’t see that Jiang Siyan had such a big mouth.
I managed to send my brother to bed, but the whole family knew the next day.
My mother stared at me at breakfast.
“Are you in love with Mr. Jiang?”
“Poof.” The milk came out of
my mouth.
“How do you know?”
“Your brother said that. I knew you had a story with Teacher Chiang!”
My mother raised her eyebrows at me.
“Teacher Jiang doesn’t seem to be short of money. Why do you live in our old neighborhood and come to bother you from time to time? It must be for you.”
I buried my head in the bowl and dared not speak.
My mother is the only one who is still happy. I went to pick up my brother
in the evening, and Jiang Siyan said he would come back with me.
So the three of us were hit by my mother when we went upstairs.
“I’m back. Little Jiang will come home for dinner later.”
Worthy of my mother, just one day, the name has changed!
“Yes, Auntie.”
Jiang Siyan looked clever and immediately agreed to come down. At the dinner table
that night, my brother looked miserable.
“If I had known, I wouldn’t have set you up. It’s so hard to have dinner with the teacher.”
Unexpectedly, this happened to be heard by Jiang Siyan, who had just finished washing the dishes.
Looking at his half-smile, I knew my brother was finished.
Under the spur of Jiang Siyan, my brother got a good result in the final exam, but he was sad before he was happy for two days.
Jiang Siyan comes to me every other day.
As my brother who didn’t do his homework until the last day, he finally felt the oppression. As soon as the
New Year is over, they begin to roll around.
“Sister, you can move out. Don’t let Teacher Jiang come again. I can’t, I really can’t!”
Unfortunately, it’s too late.
Not surprisingly, in the next four years of primary school, he will be under the suppression of Jiang Siyan.
…… As soon as
the weather began to heat up, I ran home with my newly bought ice cream, but I saw a familiar woman at the gate of the community.
The woman took off her sunglasses and chuckled at me.
“Do you have time? Have a chat.”
This woman is Jiang Siyan’s mother.
I heard that he was the chairman of a listed company.
The last time we met, before I graduated, she came to my school to find me.
“You’re not suitable for Chiang Ssu-yan, because he doesn’t want to go abroad to graduate school. If you really love him, let him go. Don’t hold him up.”
I thought I was the hero and heroine of the story with Jens, and we were together after overcoming all difficulties.
But the reality is that he could have had a better life, but he stopped because of me.
I am afraid that twenty years later, we will be ruined by daily necessities, and finally he will resent me for tying him up.
So we broke up. After
making up, I knew I would see this person again eventually.
…… Ms.
Jiang took me to a cafe and handed me a check directly.
“You know what I mean.”
I accepted the check with a smile.
“Thank you, Auntie, for the gift. You can rest assured that I will be with Ah Yan.”
Her face changed slightly.
“I wanted you to be separated. You and Ah Yan are not suitable. Don’t keep him.”
“You said that three years ago. We broke up, but he came back to me three years later. Doesn’t that explain everything?”
“That’s because you seduced my son!” Ms.
Jiang clenched her fist, and I pushed the check back unhurriedly.
“If you could do the ideological work for Chiang Ssu-yan, you certainly wouldn’t come to me. I don’t care if you don’t accept me. Anyway, he’s the one who’s stuck in the middle, not me.”
“You’re a different person than you were three years ago.” When I heard
her words, I thought so. After three years of hard work
in society, there must be some changes.
“Three years ago, I was surprised that you didn’t mention me to Ah Yan, so I told him that three years ago, I broke you up, and he was so angry for the first time.” Ms.
Jiang sighed lightly and pushed the check in front of me.
“You’ve won. Our relationship with mother and son is not good. It can’t get any worse. Keep the gift. Goodbye.”
She dropped this sentence and left in a hurry. When I was about to leave, Jiang Siyan called.
“Where are you?”
“Cafe.”
“Did my mother come to see you?”
I don’t like coffee, so Jiang Siyan guessed it in an instant.
“Yes, but this time, she is willing to bless us.” There was a long silence on the other end of the
phone, and I could only hear a slight breathing.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“It doesn’t matter. Now we can see the moon when the clouds are open.”
I sat in the cafe for a while, and Jiang Siyan came.
He panted and looked worried.
“I can’t run.”
I chuckled and hugged him.
“I said I wouldn’t leave you this time.”
He nodded and said nothing.
It seemed that I had to take the initiative. I turned out a small box directly from Jiang Siyan’s car and threw it in front of him.
“Get down on your knees.”
Jiang Siyan was slightly stupefied and asked me if I had really thought about it.
Just give you three seconds. I won’t marry you until you kneel down.
One! Two!
Jiang Siyan immediately knelt down on one knee and opened the small box to reveal a delicate sapphire ring. The
sunshine outside was just right, and many people came out for a walk and saw the men kneeling on one knee at the door of the cafe stopping one after another.
Before I knew it, I was surrounded by people. The ring is exquisitely
made and inlaid with sapphires representing loyalty and perseverance.
“When did you buy the ring?”
He chuckled and looked at me with warmth in his eyes.
“Three years ago..”
Jiang Siyan:
March 16 is a day that I remember deeply.
Because I think I may have fallen in love with Song Xingyue, from the time she rushed up to add WeChat, she broke into my line of sight.
I always follow her eyes unconsciously, and when she approaches, I pretend to be careless.
She is always alive, and there is no shortage of laughter where she is.
She said I was too quiet, and she was perfect for me.
In that case, we should be together.
March 16.
Our first day together.
She leaned on my shoulder and said that I was good-looking and that she liked me as long as I stood there.
She’s funny, but she knows how to behave.
I had never felt my heart beating so obviously, as if my emotions were pulled by her every move. My parents have divorced
since I was a child. In my opinion, the high spiritual pursuit of love is destined to be rare. It’s
also low demand. What if you
don’t fall in love.
Until Song Xingyue completely broke my idea.
It should be said that she broke too many things of mine.
My bottom line has fallen because of her.
But every time I was angry, she would act like a spoiled child behind me.
“I just want to add some fireworks to you. Are you tired of being a fairy every day?”
She’s fine. With her, I feel like I’m alive.
All over college, we’re all together.
I think our relationship should be further.
For example, get married, defend our love with the law, protect each other forever, and never separate.
I began to prepare, choose the diamond ring and set the venue.
Although busy, but full of happiness.
I counted the days longingly.
May 28.
A day I will never forget. 1137 days of
our love. There was a rainstorm
today, which was not suitable for proposing, but everything was ready.
I took her to the restaurant, and she was a little silent, which gave me a bad feeling.
The florist said that the flowers could not be delivered for the time being. I was a little angry and planned to wait.
Fortunately, I prepared a joke to amuse her.
But she was not happy at all. Instead, she broke up with me.
It turns out that the power of a joke is so great that it can easily break my love.
I can’t accept this reality.
I asked her why and sent her messages crazily.
Until the last red exclamation mark, finally let me understand.
It’s all over. For a
long time, I was thinking about what I had done wrong.
I’ve never done such a difficult problem. I don’t even know what’s wrong with me.
In the end, I went abroad.
All kinds of enthusiastic girls. Someone once handed me a card.
She said she would let me experience the true love.
But I’ve already experienced it, the kind of ice and fire.
I was fascinated by prayer because we had worshipped the old moon.
But he didn’t protect me.
I was in church, and the priest told me that if I was sincere enough, I could wash away my sins. Great
. I just need it.
But God didn’t hear me, and I felt abandoned,
since she abandoned me.
Song Xingyue, a big liar!
The professor wants me to stay here to study, but I want to go back and have a look.
I want to enjoy the sunshine at the same time with her.
Maybe when the wind blows, it will bring her a kiss. There is a child named Song Xingyang in the
class.
Also surnamed Song, what a coincidence.
Every time I see something, I think of her, even if it doesn’t matter.
The child is very naughty, but her eyebrows and eyes are similar to hers.
I never thought I’d see her again.
I tried to suppress myself and not go crazy in front of her. I learned a lot in
three years, such as the stick figure she taught me.
Like the same duplicity as her.
I want to go crazy, but I have to pretend that I don’t like it.
Just like her, obviously do not like, but also pretend to be deeply in love. In
three years, I’ve learned. There was nothing wrong with
our relationship, but it simply disappeared at the end.
She just doesn’t want me anymore.
But I can’t accept that she has someone else. It makes me jealous.
I was jealous of the people she had dinner with and hated the people who approached me.
I don’t know where Mr. Zhang knew my address, and he had to sit in my house.
Because of my colleagues, I just called the police to solve it.
And then choose to move. The house
opposite was bought by me at a high price. When I watched her open the door, my mood became clear in an instant.
December twenty fifth.
An equally memorable day.
I have experienced a lot of ups and downs.
I was afraid I didn’t have a chance. Fortunately, she didn’t give up on me.
April 16. The day of the
proposal.
November thirtieth. The
wedding day.
I drew a circle on the calendar, and there was laughter beside me.
“Chiang Ssu-yan, you’re so rustic. Who still remembers calendars these days? You can’t remember them with your brain.”
Of course not. What if some people don’t admit it.
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