23. Qingmei does not look back
Qing Mei won’t look back
♪ Love you as one ♪
From kindergarten to senior year, I like cold years.
I never thought I’d love him one day.
But the truth is that I can’t do anything about it, and I can’t even see myself, or maybe I’m cool.
“I’m busy at night, go to the movies alone, I’ll buy the tickets. I’m sorry.
I looked at the news of the cold, and my mouth was cold, and there was no emotion.
If I had been like a gossip reporter, I’d have been tired of sending him a text message asking him where he was and who he was with. Why can’t I go with him? When will you be back?
And sometimes I go to him to prove that his words are true.
Making himself nervous, making his life, even all of it, around him, as if without him the earth would be destroyed.
But now I find that I don’t even have a swirling heart.
Out of his interface, I lit up the top of his head, and I shot down the two tickets.
Almost a second back over there.
“I’ll be right there. I’m sorry.
Just after I saw the movie, I got the cold news.
“I’m going to play ball with Riko. Don’t call me when I’m done, okay? I’m sorry.
I’m staring at the cold of the season by my side, the ironic smile.
It’s hard for me to remember the moment I finished watching the movie.
Looks like I’ve learned to report and avoid trouble before, either in or out of his mind.
“Where are we going now?”
The season took me to my neck, and I was lying on my shoulder and scrambling the bright screen, and I asked.
I put my phone in front of his eyes.
“Guess who he’s with now? I’m sorry.
The season is cold.
I couldn’t help but laugh.
“You’re such a loser. You can’t even admit it. I’m sorry.
And suddenly he lets me go and pulls a distance, and the height of a metre is extremely oppressive.
I can’t see the emotions in my eyes.
“Sorry. I’m sorry.
I was touched by him who was somewhat uncomfortable, and I went around him.
Zhou Nam is such a baby.
I can’t help but look at the dark night.
She’s a cold girlfriend and a cold moon. She’s loved by Big A, with a good family, good looks, good grades, and she can’t find a flaw.
I spent 18 years with the cold, and none of the whispers came to me, and I gave him up.
Zhou Nan has just used one sentence to kill me.
Last weekend, it was Zhou Nan’s birthday.
She invited me.
I was so strange that I didn’t know her well, that almost all of our interactions were around the cold or the cold, and every time I met, there was an enemy mentality that wanted to kill each other.
But if she doesn’t invite me, I’ll die.
Before me, where the cold was, where I could be seen.
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
In a noisy bar, cold looking at my frown.
“For Zhou Nam’s birthday. I’m sorry.
I’m unconsciously ignoring the impatience in his eyes and pretending to say nothing about Zhou Nan’s invitation.
He looked in the eye, he looked cold, he didn’t look at me again, and turned towards the third floor of the bag.
“Ahhh…”
I just reached out and tried to hold his arm in vain.
Looking at the cold, cold backs, I slapping my cheeks, sorting out my emotions, and smiling, I went up there, and his arms were dead.
For his struggle, I pretend not to feel it.
Not long ago, I pulled him over, and I couldn’t help it.
I can’t stop laughing at his warm skin with a thin sleeve.
It has been almost three months since he promised to be with me, and the closest act between us was the day he agreed to my confession, when I took his hand.
The fine, nuanced, seemingly groaning from the heel to the silk, which I now remember very well.
It’s really kind of like electricity.
And suddenly he pushed me away.
We would have fallen back before it was too late. If the season had not caught me, perhaps the head would have fallen on the ground.
Come back to me and I’ll look at it.
He didn’t notice me, and he was all nervous and he was watching Zhou Nam, who was standing at the door of the booth, explaining it in vain.
“I… she, we’re nothing. I’m sorry.
At that moment, my heart was like a cold water, a cold bone.
And when We stood firm, We made the season cold for me, and he held still dead, and his eyes alighted.
I smiled and dumped him.
What are we doing together?
“Wing, why don’t you go inside? I’m sorry.
I went to look at him in the cold, and cut off his sight from that of Zhou Nam.
And his eyes cooled, without seeing the tenderness of Zhounan’s eyes, and passed towards me.
“Happy birthday. I’m sorry.
I heard him say Zhou Nanju.
“Thank you. It’s good that you’re here. I’m sorry.
Thought it was cold that gave her a gift.
I can’t help but think of him on my birthday, and I warned him that he ordered cake online so I could pick it up and eat it myself.
The rest of the care is gone, only the official four words on the birthday cake.
“Happy birthday. I’m sorry.
It’s also written by the little sister of the cake shop, which is so cool and cold, that I can’t feel any warmth.
I can’t even get a happy birthday, let alone a present.
“Don’t you want to go in together? I’m sorry.
Zhou Nansu asked me, “Sweet voice, my thoughts have come back from the past.”
“Don’t worry about her, it’s your birthday, you’re the most important. I’m sorry.
It’s like talking about strangers. I laugh, my heart hurts, but I don’t show.
Sometimes I ask myself, “What’s good about cold?” Why can’t I just put him down? Aren’t you tired every day?
But every time I tried to give up, I was upset.
Thinking of the cold and the promise to be with me, try harder and be nice to him, will he find me good, accept me completely, forget Zhou Nam.
The two people behind them are moving away.
The cold threw me out again.
“You see, I didn’t want you to go. Are you in pain now? I’m sorry.
The man of the scene sounded, and I looked up.
Quarterlight arms leaning on the walls of the bar, looking at me like a good show.
He was standing in a spot where Zhou Nam could not see him, nor could he see Zhou Nam and whether he had deliberately done so to avoid being embarrassed.
“You’re the leaf, your whole family is the leaf. I’m sorry.
I don’t like it when he calls me that, like I’m no-man’s-wanted mustard. It’s everywhere. It’s invisible.
“Assured, my fault.”
It’s like I’m making a scene.
And We choked back with him in my neck, and suddenly he came and grabbed my wrist and pulled me into it.
He’s got his big palm on my skin and he’s hot.
“Just walk away. Don’t move. I have a boyfriend. I’m sorry.
And We threw him away, and We whispered a warning.
He didn’t care, stomped his fingertips, walked back two steps and stood on my left, like he was afraid I’d find something.
And I raised my toes and looked back across his shoulder.
One of his slaps took me down and he stuck me around my neck to the middle of the room, and he brought me a slice of cake.
I’ll be here in the afternoon. I haven’t eaten. I’m hungry.
And when he has taken it without a single thing, he puts it in his mouth, and the mouth is full of it, and it is insufferable.
She sat next to me for less than two minutes and left with her phone.
I think he’s scared by the way I eat.
I’ve always been elegant in front of the cold, but I don’t care how comfortable I come.
Half-eating, remembering the guacamole that just came in.
I put the cake down and headed to the left of the door.
In addition to the normal drinking and singing room, there are two rooms on each side and two rooms on the right.
On the left…
I just walked over there and I heard a little gasp coming out of a never-closed door.
“Sweet…no…”
I couldn’t believe it.
This soft voice, obviously Zhou Nam.
“Nam, I’m sorry, I can’t help it. I’m so jealous to watch you laugh every day. I’m sorry.
The sound of cold, which has always been low-magnetic, has come out of it, and at this point there are still a few more dark points.
I can no longer deceive myself of those who are not cold, but of those who share his name.
“What about the leaf? I thought you were with her now. I’m sorry.
Zhou Nam’s voice is weak and seems to be sobbing.
“She’s nothing, Nam. If you hadn’t rejected me that night, I wouldn’t have said yes. I was wrong. I’m sorry.
It’s like a thorn in my heart.
Turns out he promised to be with me, not for 18 years of persistence that touched him, but for fun when he was sad.
I’m shaking out my hand, and when I hold the metal door, it’s as if my soul was cold.
It’s not you, is it? He just sounds a little like you.
I lied to myself before I saw it.
And I saw the two who were kissing inside.
# Creaking #
The noise struck the people inside, and they looked at each other.
“Go. I’m sorry.
I was whispering, and I was dragged into the other room next door.
And when I came back, I was colded out behind the door.
“Who was that? The cold, we can’t be found! I’m sorry.
The sound of Zhou Nan’s panic came from outside the door.
“Don’t be afraid, I’ll be responsible for you, I’ll find out, I’ll admit, it’s no big deal, and then you push everything on me, and I won’t let you get hurt in any way. I’m sorry.
I can’t help but hear the sound of cold letters.
From the beginning to the end, he didn’t think about what kind of harm I would get as his girlfriend, or he never cared about me.
“The girl’s tears are pearls, and she can’t just shed them. I’m sorry.
“For that scum, it’s not worth it. I’m sorry.
And the winter lifted up my jaw and a little of the tears of my face from my fingertips.
“Why did you stop me? You don’t get mad in a green hat. Don’t get in my way. I’m sorry.
I turned his hands, red-eyed questions.
“Why am I not angry?”
The seasons are staring at me, the dark eyes are amazingly cool.
“If you don’t appreciate it, it’s a disgrace to be out there in the middle of nowhere! I’m sorry.
He’s a roommate, and I haven’t known him for too long. It’s the first time I’ve heard him say something rude, and I’m really angry.
But that means he really loves Zhou Nam.
No love, no hatred.
I’m so much less angry with him, and I’m not as cold as I was.
“Let go of me, I’m going out. I’m sorry.
I pushed the season cold.
“You want to take revenge for the cold, he makes you feel so miserable, don’t you want to see him confess? I’m sorry.
He held my wrist and he locked me in black.
I was held hostage by his words.
Even when he called me a leaf, I forgot to contradict it and looked at him.
“How do you retaliate?”
And he smiled, and the tear marks of his eyes were as though they were alive, and I watched his lips dazzling, stronger than that of a woman, with temptation in his wicked voice.
“with me. I’m sorry.
The wind blows, and I don’t feel like a chill.
“Come out with me and pretend to be a beautiful frozen man. I’m sorry.
The season came from behind me, and he started nagging, saying nothing, like my mother.
“I am…”
I just wanted to counter the fact that I was wearing a coat that I didn’t want to come out with him today, and I turned around and covered my face with a light smell of disinfectant water.
When I pulled my clothes off and put them on, the gust came to my front.
I can’t help but wonder why I promised him that day.
Now it’s half-baked, it’s over. I feel a little guilty every time I see a cold.
I can blame him for being completely cold, and now I’m like the thief in front of him.
The feeling of revenge was not only non-existent but also short.
I feel a little sorry for the season.
“Shuss — what are you doing? I’m sorry.
I was hit hard on my forehead, I was snorting for a few breaths, and the condition of reflection began to be sour, and I watched him angryly in the middle of the season.
“Are you stupid? Red light. I’m sorry.
It’s so cold back to me.
I looked up and I realized we were at the entrance to the cinema.
It’s a nice place, lots of people and cars.
“Let’s go. I’m sorry.
The red light quickly turned green and the season took my hand across the road.
I didn’t get used to it.
“Don’t move. They even kissed their mouths. You’ve been with me for almost a week. I’m sorry.
It’s cold on my back and it’s Rory again.
After the road, I’ll shake his hand.
This cinema is so close to A. It’s easy to meet a classmate.
“What do you mean? Still like cold? Afraid he’ll see?”
Perhaps it was clear to me that my eyes had avoided it, that the season had sank, and he moved forward, and trapped me between the white and green lampposts.
I looked at the question in his eyes and wondered why he thought I still liked the cold.
Eighteen years of thought was lost when he and Zhou Nam heard his words last week, and I followed them with shame.
“Why don’t you say something? I’m sorry.
The season catchs my jaw, and the tone is hidden.
“Do I have anything to do with you? I’m sorry.
The jaw was strangled in pain, and I didn’t sound very well. I slapped his hand, his knee bended and leaned around under his arm.
I was with him for revenge. Why does he care?
Throw back his shoulder clothes and I didn’t turn my head.
There’s always a hot look behind me like I’m gonna burn my back.
I couldn’t stand to look at the door of the school.
And he stood there and looked at me as if I had left him behind.
I shook my head, dumped my head and walked into the school door.
It’s not about me.
Once he liked Zhou Nam, I liked cold.
Now we come together for the betrayal of our lovers and take revenge in this way, that’s all.
It’s just that there’s something that’s really messed up when I don’t know.
The next day, it’s the weekend.
I slept until almost noon in the morning without classes.
Get up and wash, and look at those two big black eyes in the mirror, and start to draw around the season in my heart.
When I came back last night, I couldn’t sleep when I used to sleep.
It’s full of white shadows under the red and green light.
After a lot of thinking, I think there’s something that’s broken.
Whether it’s cold or cold.
Such a day is not a human being, even though I’ve been colded by him so many times before, I’ve never been so tired.
“Sweet, someone’s waiting for you downstairs. I’m sorry.
The roommate came back from the outside, brought me a message, and he’s got some tarts in his eyes.
“Who is it?”
Looking at her eyes, I’m a little confused that the instincts are not cold, that he never comes to me, that he sends me a message and let me look for him.
“You’ll know when you get down there. I’m sorry.
Roommate’s mysterious, and the smile on his face is getting more vague.
I don’t get it. I’m not trying to think about it.
I was surprised when I saw the cold standing in front of the girls’ dorm with the flowers.
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
Look at me in the frown, the sound of cold.
“You didn’t make me…”
By the way, half of the time I stopped, he wasn’t waiting for me, probably when his roommate saw him, and I didn’t explain it. “What’s wrong?”
The cold seems to have scared me and the cold look on my face is a little chilly.
Of course, I’ve always said soft words in front of him. I’ve never even spoken loud, let alone cold-faced.
After his birthday last week, he avoided me for a variety of reasons, which was the first time we met since that day.
I thought I’d be angry, angry, sad.
It’s weird, nothing.
“I missed last night. Sorry. I’m sorry.
He gave me the roses, the low voice.
I watched him hand over the flowers and didn’t pick them up.
I used to be angry, and he came to me with a thing, sometimes even with his useless pen core, and I looked like a treasure, and I hid it carefully.
But now, these things are nothing to me.
“Didn’t I say hello to you earlier yesterday? What are you doing?”
Look at me in the cold, and all my eyes seem to say I don’t know anything.
Zhou-nam’s voice was so soft that it came out of the water that I barely had it written in my face.
“Take it, it’s over. Don’t make me angry. I’m sorry.
He suddenly came over, grabbed my hand and put flowers in my hand.
I struggled.
The flower in his hand was twisted by me. A card fell out of it and fell on the ground.
“Nam, the internship went well. I’m sorry.
The two fingers of the bone length pick up the cards from the ground, and the lazy sound has some funny readings.
I looked up and looked out of nowhere and my girlfriend was so dedicated and I didn’t know how he laughed.
It seemed to me that the season had caught my eyes and picked my eyebrow.
I turned my eyes away in panic.
I have a broken mind, and I don’t want to get involved with him anymore.
He was caught in the middle of the scene, and he was a bit embarrassed.
“How can a flower be delivered if it’s owned? I’m sorry.
When the season came to me, the left hand routinely clogged my neck, and the right hand pushed the flower in front of me, and took me three steps away from the cold, clearly.
I don’t know if it’s cold or if it’s hot.
The roses fell on the ground, dyed the dust.
“You’re looking for Zhou Nam, not me. I’m sorry.
I look down at the petals, and I talk down.
I didn’t know where it came from. I looked at him and questioned him.
“Isn’t it the only thing I deserve last week? She doesn’t want you. You choose me? I’ll always be your second-hand spare. I’m sorry.
I know very well that I’m not asking these questions because I like cold.
I want an answer. I want an answer that’s something to be liked.
After all these years of cold, I’m going to be so bad that after all I’ve done, he’s still looking at me.
“How do you know? I’m sorry.
He looked up at me with a chill and he looked away, and suddenly he thought something, and he asked.
“The guy outside the bar room last week, was that you? I’m sorry.
I laughed.
Now that it’s broken, I’m not going to leave it alone.
“I like Zhou Nam, go after her! What’s been hanging me. I’m sorry.
“If you promise to be with me, why don’t you be nice to me, don’t mess with me, don’t give me hope, and I’ll leave if I’m disappointed. I’m sorry.
“You’ve been chasing you for 18 years, giving you raincoats, giving you breakfast, taking you a seat in the library… ..someone else’s boyfriend did what she did for your girlfriend. I’m sorry.
I hate to say that there’s a lot of relief in the heart.
At this moment, I find I still have a grudge against the cold.
I didn’t blame him because he ignored what I had given, but I did it of my own free will, and I deserved it for the pain and suffering.
I am outraged by his unfaithfulness and indifference to me.
He trampled on my heart.
“Sorry. I’m sorry.
The cold lips look at me, and the whole person looks a lot sad.
“Let’s break up. I’m sorry.
I closed my eyes and didn’t want to look at him again.
Having said that, I realized that my heart was relaxed and that I had been doing it myself all along.
“What did you say?”
I can’t believe what I heard.
I laughed.
How dare you break up with her?
Through time.
As if I had seen the heat of the leaves of the past, no matter what scorn it may be, no matter what danger it may face, standing in the face of the cold without fear, covering his face from the wind, and stinging in his heart.
What a fool.
She gives all her love to the cold, forgets herself, and forgets those she truly deserves.
“The cold, you don’t deserve my liking. I’m sorry.
I looked at him, and I said it with one word.
“I don’t agree, Yip. Stop it. I’ll stay with you later. I’m sorry.
He seems to think I’m still making a fool out of it, coming over here trying to hold me.
The season took me away, and he grabbed him.
The cold stares at the hands of my shoulder during the season, and the sights are running out between us.
The face is getting blue.
“You guys…”
“We’re together, you green me and I green you. I’m sorry.
I didn’t push the season cold, but I tied his arms tighter.
For the first time in my heart, I felt the pleasure of revenge when I looked cold and fainted.
The more people gather around, the more I’m not in the mood for this.
Turn your head out.
Yip, if you leave, I won’t take you anymore! I’m sorry.
He still has a slight certainty that I’m not leaving, and I don’t know where he comes from.
I haven’t returned my head either.
The lake.
“Lips, you really impress me. I’m sorry.
The season leans on the rails and snuggles at me.
“Sorry. I’m sorry.
I’m bored to say, not very emotional.
He bends over and looks up from the side.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
Maybe it’s my mood that’s not right. He’s got a little bit of a softer meaning.
“Do you like Zhou Nam? I’m sorry.
I was a little surprised when I asked that question. I didn’t mean to show up so quickly.
Maybe he’s got the courage to talk now.
“What did you find? I’m sorry.
Stand up straight, take a look at me from top to bottom, and look at this strange light and don’t even look up.
“What? I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help looking at him.
“What do you mean you just asked me that question? I’m sorry.
Don’t let me run from it.
“I’ve just taken advantage of you, and I’m afraid you still like Zhou Nam, causing you trouble. I’m sorry.
He smiled, raised his hand and left me a mess with my full hair.
“You think I’m afraid of revenge? I’m sorry.
“You don’t have to pretend in front of me, I know how much you like Zhou Nam, and you’re sad that she did something wrong, but you still love her. I’m sorry.
I took care of him.
As far as I’m concerned, he is one of the few friends I can talk to, and I don’t want to lose him.
“What are you trying to say? I’m sorry.
It was a little scary when he dropped his hands and looked down at me.
“I’ve broken up with Chien Chiu, and it’s time to end this relationship. It’s a bad start. I’m sorry.
I was suffocated by what he looked at.
But at least it’s over.
“When I’m done, I want to be dumped. I’m sorry.
I haven’t heard from his cold voice yet, and I’ve got a little warmer on my lips.
For a moment, my brain was blank.
Pop! I’m sorry.
Look at the red palms of the season, I’m a few steps away.
He stares at me.
The air seems frozen.
“You’re a gangster first. I’m sorry.
I had the courage to look at him and try not to look too harsh.
The season is coming at me step by step.
I keep moving.
And then, lo! the back of his feet, and what was set on him, and I did not respond, so I fell back.
“Look out! I’m sorry.
It’s too late for the season.
I felt the fall of my body in my eyes and waited for the pain.
Boom! I’m sorry.
I feel like I’m on a hard-on.
Strange, not as painful as I thought.
Hold behind me. I just wanted to stand up and I heard a sound of breath.
“Don’t touch it. I’m sorry.
I bowed and found myself in the cold, with my hands on his thighs…
“Aah!”
I jumped up with a hot cheek.
“Ancestor, slow down. It’s me we just did. I’m sorry.
The gust seems to be hurting and frowning on the ground, but the tone is still as bad as ever.
Thinking of the moment, he jumped on the ground and put me on the back.
I’m sorry to leave him alone and reach out to him.
“Get up. I’m sorry.
“You can’t get up. You have to kiss to get up. I’m sorry.
He smiled at me.
I knew he wasn’t hurt enough.
Who knows when he just turned around and started squealing again.
“Are you going or not? Do you want me to go? I’m sorry.
“It hurts. I’m sorry.
He looked at me with his eyes and his long eyelashes were thin and pathetic.
“Where does it hurt?”
Look at him. I didn’t mean it.
“Face, blow. I’m sorry.
He pointed to the red mark on his cheek, all over my eyes.
I shouldn’t have asked.
“Are you a kid? Still blowing. I’m sorry.
I bend down, and I poked him in the face, and I felt better than my skin.
I don’t know how he kept it.
I thought of God. I did nothing.
Hiss…
He grabbed my hand and kept me moving.
“That was my first kiss, you know? I’m sorry.
I didn’t mean to say that.
“You’re in touch with the cold no wonder that you were shy that day holding hands. I’m sorry.
His eyes were bright.
“You’re shy. You’ve got a great experience. I’m sorry.
I’m going to stand up and walk away, and I’m afraid I’m not stupid enough to talk to him here.
“I was also the first kiss. I’m sorry.
The season drags me, stands up from the ground, and looks at me.
First kiss, first kiss. What’s a proud look?
Did I just show off with you?
“I don’t care about that, I’ll just take that kiss back, and I’ll just take advantage of you, and then I’ll go back to school with you, and I’ll go back and I’ll see you. I’m sorry.
“That’s not good. I’m sorry.
The season is still cold.
“How did you get through that? I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help it.
I knew it was so much trouble, I wouldn’t use him to stimulate the cold for the first time.
And suddenly a shadow was cast over my head, and I did not consciously recede, but my waist was confined to my hands, and the sound of good and good guidance came to my ears.
“Be my girlfriend. I’m sorry.
“No way. I’m sorry.
And We closed our eyes, and We cut off from the veil of beauty, and We pushed him away.
“Don’t worry, Zhou Nam and I have split up, now I’m clean and clean. I’m sorry.
“What did you say?”
I thought I heard it wrong.
The season is repeated.
I raised my hand as a brain bomb on his head.
“You won’t tell me if you’re early?”
He’s better off thinking that I can’t sleep every day because I’ve been tormented by this ignominy of revenge.
“Tell you, will you agree to be with me? I’m sorry.
He’s just trying to talk to me.
If I’d known he and Zhou Nam had broken up, I wouldn’t have given up on it.
Think of what I’m looking at after him.
“You, on purpose?”
He nodded his head and looked at me as if a flame was burning.
I don’t know how I got back to my dorm.
Never thought the season would like me.
He always looked at me like he was looking at my brother and often looked at me without a beard.
I’ve always wrapped myself up in the cold.
I’ve only had seven cents to eat.
Even though I’m having a hard time myself, isn’t that what it’s like to be careful?
The cell phone struck twice and took me out of my mind.
“Lips, I’ll bring you what you want for breakfast. I’m sorry.
“But it’s 12 o’clock, lunch’s due, or I’ll take you out. I’m sorry.
Look at his news, I just stomped.
I’m afraid it’s crazy to have dinner with him at this time.
The phone kept shaking, and I picked up the pillow next to it and covered my head.
“The leaves are warm. I’m sorry.
The roommate who lay down kicked me on the bedboard.
I grabbed my phone and crossed it.
“I told you, I’m not going to eat, don’t beat me, please, I beg you, will you let me sleep?” I’m sorry.
I’ve had a lot of headaches in my head, and I’ve been speaking from the beginning hard to the back.
It’s been a long time since I heard voices across the street.
I looked at it strangely, and when I saw the call, I stopped.
At the same time, the chilly-to-extreme sound came from the microphone.
“I’m not a season cold. I’m sorry.
Café near school.
I look at the cold sitting across from me and it’s magical.
Two hours ago, we broke up, and now we’re sitting together in peace.
“Why did you call me here? I’m sorry.
He never talks. I’m the one who talks.
But at this point I want to end this unnecessary conversation as soon as possible, not to waste any more time.
“My mom just called me to take you home for dinner tomorrow. I’m sorry.
It seems that taking me back is a difficult thing for him.
I laughed.
“Didn’t they all break up? Back home? Or are you worried about what I said to Auntie? Will that affect your position in Auntie’s heart? I’m sorry.
My mom and the cold mother are best friends, and we’re the two upstairs neighbors.
My parents do their own small business, they’re busy, they come home early and late, they have more time to travel, and I was placed in a cold home most of my childhood.
The cold mother almost treated me as her own daughter, and I was particularly close to her.
I used to think I was the happiest man in the world.
There’s a young girl who’s a husband and doesn’t have to worry about her.
I don’t think I’m the chosen girl with the big lady’s script. I’m just an ash-a-gun girl who doesn’t like the star.
“This has nothing to do with Nam. I’m sorry.
I’m not here to feel sorry for him.
“I’ll see her when I can. Don’t look for me again. I won’t come out. I’m sorry.
I’ll pick up my bag and walk to the door.
Suddenly, my wrist was pulled and I looked back to the cold.
“I want to say it once and for all. I’m sorry.
“It’s not a good season. He’s not for you. If it’s for revenge, it’s not worth it. I’m sorry.
Listen to what he said about my brother. I looked at him ironically.
“He’s not right. Are you right? I’m sorry.
It’s cold.
I dumped my hand, didn’t break it, he was holding it tight.
“If you want to get back together with me, and you promise to forget Zhou Nam and come directly to me after graduation, I won’t stay with the season.” I’m sorry.
He dumped me like a hot potato.
I sprained my wrist and looked at him.
No one knows him better than I have.
He runs faster than anyone, and it’s ridiculous to think that one day I’m going to use it to get out.
I turned and was about to go, and I felt a sight in the shadows and looked at me, and I looked on my side.
It’s season cold.
His smileless eyes have not looked at me at this time, and the whole body has turned away a thousand miles away.
On the way back to school, I was scared.
He stood by me in the middle of the season, without saying a word to me on the way, saying that he had never been quiet when we were alone, and that he could have told me all the little things that had happened to him that day.
But now he’s not saying a word. He’s obviously angry.
I guess I guess there’s something about it, but I didn’t say anything.
I’m really scared of feelings.
Soon I arrived downstairs in the dorm, and I tried to act like I wasn’t laughing at the season.
“I’m going up first. I’m sorry.
Wave your hand, I’ll turn the floor.
“Father, do you have a heart?”
The sound of the season is ringing behind me, and the voice is different from the brightness of the past and very weak.
I’m standing there, my hands are tight.
“The season is cold, you deserve better. Don’t like me anymore. I’m sorry.
I mean it.
I spent so much effort on the cold that I had no strength to fall in love.
I can’t believe that someone likes me when I don’t do anything. He’s probably just delusional about me.
His relationship with Zhou Nam is also a dramatic part of A.
Before it was decided that the cold and the cold would come together in revenge, there was not much interaction between us, and all I knew about him was that he was a cold roommate.
Just a week, to be honest, I don’t believe how much he likes me.
I can feel his eyes locking me before I go upstairs.
In two months, college life will be over.
I’ll get a new city to work for a new start.
I just got out of the library and I got slapped.
“Are you crazy?”
I pushed Zhou Nam away and looked at her incredibly.
In the last week, I spent almost every day in the library preparing my dissertation, and almost everything that bothers me is behind my head.
I didn’t know it was a couple of days before I started looking for it.
The roommate kept me out of the way.
“Don’t pretend, Yip, you’ve got nothing better to do with the season. I haven’t had it since I was a kid. I won’t let you go! I’m sorry.
Zhou Nanna’s sharp red fingernails pointed at me, and the sound of hysteria in his eyes was like tearing me apart.
“What have you and the cold done behind my back? Do not think that I do not know. I do not deal with them except in their own way. I’m sorry.
“You’re responsible for breaking up with the season, and we’d all be happy now, if it weren’t for your betrayal and the cold. I’m sorry.
I don’t hesitate to say that.
When she agreed to stay with the season, she was impulsive to take revenge for the cold, and did not think of the consequences, and it was not my intention to hurt Zhou Nam, but she was wrong to separate her from the cold.
I gave it back to her.
I won’t feel anything short about her.
“You must be very proud now, Yip. The season is not for me, but for you. I’m sorry.
Zhou Nan smiled at me and was no longer as excited as the first.
“What do you mean? I’m sorry.
I watched her for no reason.
She’s staring at me.
A long time later, I laughed in contempt and looked at me as if I was looking at a poor man.
“I don’t know whether you are sad or envious of the season. I’m sorry.
Zhou Nam left behind these unknowns.
I’m not thinking until I get back to my dorm.
“Sweet, I know why Zhou Nan is so angry, look. I’m sorry.
The roommate passed me her phone.
It was not known who had posted a video on the campus, in which Zhou Nan spoke of how many boyfriends she had at the same time and focused on the cold and the cold.
Especially the cold, she made nothing of him.
There are also a lot of tweets under this post, which can be described as real hammers.
“It is alleged that Zhou Nam’s urn-class urn seeker came to trouble you in order to defend her search for the issuer’s IP and find out about the gust of the dormitories. I’m sorry.
The roommate flips to top of the hottest rating.
Season cold.
I was really looking at the name on the screen.
It’s like he hasn’t been here since I turned him down.
I woke up the next day at noon.
I turned around, I picked up my phone, and I watched a long time last night on the screen, and I slowly deleted one by one.
Now that it has been decided, there is still no need to say anything.
Slap your face, wake up.
I took the computer and went to the library.
It’s hot in the summer.
I followed the side of the road and picked the shade.
At this point, most people are either eating or looking for a place to stay in the summer, and there are no people on the road. I put the computer over my head, covering the sun, walking without a destination.
I’m out of my mind.
Bang! I’m sorry.
I had no idea what had hit my head, and I broke my head for a second, and I touched it with my hand, and I had a bag swollen.
I covered my head and looked at it, and there was a basketball bouncing, and I walked over and stepped on it.
When I looked around, I found out that at the previous intersection I had forgotten to go to the library, but instead of going to the library, the bad day came to the basketball court.
“A fool, throw the ball over here. I’m sorry.
The fence at the basketball court came over and laughter, and I looked back and found out it was familiar.
That’s Zhou Nam’s fanatical pursuit of Liu Kai.
When Zhounan went, he followed him, and I saw him often when I was in the cold.
He looked at me at the moment with obvious provocation, and apparently he threw the ball on purpose.
It’s ridiculous to think that I used to think that this man and I were the same sick and pathetic people who loved each other.
“Apologize. I’m sorry.
I stepped on the ball and watched him cold.
“Turn it over or the workers will let you…”
Before he finished talking, he got hit in the head.
I looked down at the ball before I could react, and surprisedly looked at the people next to me.
Cold?
Why is he here?
Since he was a kid, he’s a classic nerd schoolboy, never attends sports or anything and spends his days in the classroom.
Sometimes I want to take him out to sports and let me talk about him or not.
“Cool, do you like Nan? She and Zhizu have done that to Nan, and you defend her? I’m sorry.
Liu Kai was wearing a sweaty vest with a cold in his eyes.
“You mind your own business before I see you bully your classmates, I’ll tell the teacher. I’m sorry.
It’s colder than it used to be when I was talking to.
I was worried about the end of the farce, and I was relieved to hear him say that.
He is not only a good learner, but also the president of the student union, who always speaks with a mentor.
You think I’m afraid of you? I’m sorry.
Liu Kai pointed to the cold.
But he’s a little weak.
Last week, he had been on the school notice board because of too many hangings, and this time, if anything happened, he would probably be close to being persuaded to leave school.
He didn’t get up and left with the advice of his fellow students.
“All right?”
Suddenly, the low sound of the ears was filled with faint, undetectable concerns.
I took a few steps back and escaped the cold and tried to draw my hand off Liu Hai.
“All right. I’m sorry.
I sound cold.
At this point, I’m a little distracted by my own heart, and I’ve decided to put him down, but the habit that I’ve developed for more than a decade is still unwitting.
I can see any slight change in his words very quickly.
Like, he really cares about me at this point, but I don’t need it anymore.
“Be careful later, if you get hurt, my mother will blame me for not taking care of you. I’m sorry.
He didn’t say anything, turned around and left.
I stood there, watching his back.
For the first time, he felt the fall and defeat of his glorious son.
I think he loves Zhou Nam.
Two weeks later, my dissertation was successfully completed.
“Sisters, bye-bye. I’m sorry.
I packed my suitcase and said goodbye to my roommates.
My mother sent me a message yesterday that she had just made a big deal, that she was taking me and my dad on a trip, and that was my graduation trip.
It’s nothing at school. Just come and join us at the end of June.
I’m just packing some of the necessary routines and getting ready to go home and meet my mom.
When I pulled my luggage out of the dormitory, I noticed a cold sight.
I don’t know what happened recently, but I’ve met him in school restaurants or libraries, and the chances of encountering him are just as high as I’ve ever had an affair with him before.
I’m going down in the direction of the school bus, pretending I didn’t see it.
Where are you going?
I can’t pretend I don’t know.
The cold came to me, and there was some panting in front of me.
“It’s okay at school, my mom said take me out. I’m sorry.
I looked up at him and laughed.
Through his eyes, I saw in my eyes that there was no more worship and admiration, and I knew that I was really relieved and that I was really leaving.
All his subsequent moves can no longer provoke me.
He looked at me, and he didn’t talk.
“Cool, bye. I’m sorry.
I looked him in the eyes and said, “Goodbye to him, and farewell to me for 18 years.”
Hold the suitcase tight and I turn around and keep going.
“I was wrong to warm up, will you forgive me?” I’m sorry.
The cold holding my arm, the sound of which I have never heard before is fragile and broken.
We pushed him away.
“I don’t blame you anymore. I’m sorry.
“You know that’s not what I’m talking about, warm. I regretted it the other day when you said you were breaking up with me. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I just realized my heart too late. I’m sorry.
His voice was eager, as if it was eager to explain to me.
I do not understand his transformation, nor do I ever think about going back, and I hear myself say it with a very cold voice.
“Cool, we’re over. I’m sorry.
He looked at me.
I’m gonna get out of my face and grab my suitcase and walk.
He didn’t come back. I was relieved.
Soon the tram came, and I sat in front of the school.
When I got out of the car and took the suitcase, a long hand was taken from me to the ground.
My heart is squeezing when my nose smells of dim disinfectant water.
“Lips, you forget me when you’re gone? I’m sorry.
I shake hands and look up at the cold.
He smiled at me like the sun of the past, as if we had returned to a time when nothing had been made clear.
“Where have you been lately? I’m sorry.
I went to get the suitcase in his hand and asked without a heart.
“Hospital Internship. I’m sorry.
He avoided my hand and pushed forward.
I had to follow him.
He walked slowly, with me, and I walked with him very quickly.
We’ve gone without a word.
There’s a lot of taxis waiting at the door. I told you about one.
The car stopped at the entrance of the school very quickly, and the driver came down to help me put my suitcase in the box, holding it in the cold all the time, and I couldn’t understand it.
“Will you come back?
He suddenly asked.
I’m stuck for a while.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
“I’ll wait for you. I’m sorry.
He didn’t hesitate to say anything.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I smiled and answered.
“I’ll play, I’ll fight, I won’t finish my job. Watch your skin. I’m sorry.
My mother sat in the driver’s seat and threatened me with a mirror.
“Don’t worry, I don’t want to think about who my brain is. I’m sorry.
I blinked at her.
My mom laughed at me and threw me out of the car.
It’s not that she’s afraid I’m not going to be able to defend myself. My mother wanted me back a week ago, but I’m stuck with her until now.
Tomorrow’s the time for a reply, and I’ll probably never finish my job if I’m not ready.
When I got out of the car, I waved at my mom and took my suitcase and walked in the direction of the bus.
I didn’t think I’d come around the corner and see someone.
“What a coincidence. I’m sorry.
I’ll walk and stand in front of the season.
He’s staring at me, he’s not saying a word, he’s blind.
“The sun is gone?”
I held out my hand in front of him.
He grabbed my hand, “I thought you weren’t coming back. I’m sorry.
“How?” I smiled at him and said, “A big diploma is still valuable.” I’m sorry.
He looked at me, and suddenly he looked down and whispered, “No conscience.” I’m sorry.
“Who do you say has no conscience? I brought you a present. I won’t give it to you unless I take it back. I’m sorry.
“Okay, I’ll take it. You have the most conscience. I’m sorry.
What’s wrong with that?
He picked up the suitcase in my hand and put it in the back seat of the late school bus, and I followed him and sat on it.
We’ll be downstairs soon.
Just got out of the car and a team of boys in jerseys came in our direction.
“All right, it’s cold. I’ll see you at last. I’m sorry.
The lead intuitive boy looked back and forth between me and the winter.
“What’s a wife stone?”
I watched him with doubt.
“You don’t know yet? This past month, as long as we don’t go to school, we’ll wait in front of the school. As for who’s waiting, think about it. I’m afraid to say it. I’m sorry.
When he finished talking, he ran off with his friends.
“Let’s go. You should have had a rash in a little bit. I’m sorry.
Put your hands out for me in the sun.
I looked back and grabbed the suitcase in his hand and went in a panic towards the girls’ dormitory.
My skin is sensitive, and UVs are allergic.
Even my roommate didn’t know about it, but he did.
The last time I left the school, when he sent me, I realized that I did not know how to face him until the day before the reply.
“Father, let’s talk. I’m sorry.
The girls’ dorm downstairs, he grabbed me.
I looked back at him with little seriousness and noded and had the courage to ask my questions.
“You always liked Zhou Nam. Why suddenly do you like me? I’m sorry.
“It’s you I’ve always liked. I’m sorry.
He put my suitcase in the bedroom aunt, took me to the school canteen not far away, sat down in the corner and told me a story.
When I heard it, I understood why he was a bad guy and Zhou Nam said he was a bad guy.
Like I’ve been chasing the cold for a long time, the cold has been watching me for a long time.
The first time I liked me, according to him, was as if I had taken a heavy rain and threw my porridge in the trash when he felt that such a good girl, with all her heart, could not see it at once.
The initial heart attack may have been just heartache or attention to a silly girl.
And then it became unknowing.
He approached Zhou Nam simply because he liked her, thinking that if Zhou Nam was with him, and let him be jealous and do irrational things, so that I could see the cold, and then he would tempt me and I would be with him in revenge.
In reality, it is, indeed, a step-by-step development along his lines, and I feel a little creepy all over.
I really don’t think he should choose medicine, he should go to the police academy to study forensics, and it seems like the season is completely different from the one I met.
“I’ve been afraid to tell you that you think I’m dark, afraid of me, and don’t choose to be with me. I’m sorry.
“What do you say now? I’m sorry.
I stare at the cold eyes of the season and don’t let him hide.
“Because I want you to be with me, I don’t want to say that you can’t go through with me, that you can’t choose me, that you can’t fight. I’m sorry.
He’s too honest to tell the whole story, and I don’t know what to do.
“Will you be with me like this? I’m sorry.
He looked at me with his hands on the table and waited for my answer.
“I am…”
I didn’t give him the answer.
I’m going to reply tomorrow, and I’ve spent a lot of time in the evening throwing these whole emotional problems out of my head and getting ready.
The next day, when I actually went into the classroom, it went a lot better than I thought.
There may not be any good graduates, but it’s not enough to graduate.
After the reply, you did not leave immediately, waiting for your diploma and taking a photo.
It took about a week. I thought the season would come to me immediately after the reply. No, he seemed to have left me time to think about, without putting too much pressure on me.
But he didn’t look for me, but he looked for my roommate.
In a matter of days, he also had no idea how he had managed to get my three roommates to the point where he said good things to me every day.
He saw me once in a while and ran away.
It’s like I’m the one between us who scares.
Instead of being afraid to see him uncomfortable, his careless behaviour has created a sense of expectation of seeing him every day.
Soon, on the day of graduation.
I’ve seen the cold of a long time.
He came over in his maester’s uniform and asked if I could take a graduation photo with him and want to stay in memory.
After that, he looked at me, “We can still…”
“Look who’s here.”
The roommates got up and suddenly pushed the season cold in front of me.
How dare you come to me?
I looked at him with my arms.
“What are you afraid of?” * He held out his hand around my neck, like before. *
“You’ve been replaced? I’m sorry.
I held myself tight, two steps back and looked at him surprised.
“No, I’ve thought it through, I’ve designed something without you, but I’ve always been the real me before you. I’m sorry.
“I don’t want to hide anymore. I want to chase you. It doesn’t matter if you refuse me one time or twice. I’ll wait until you agree. I’m sorry.
Most of his eyes were covered by the hair of his forehead, but not by the light of his eyes.
The season I know is back.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I looked into his eyes and said,
“What? He looked at me for no reason.
“Let’s try it. It’s bad. It’s bad. I’m sorry.
I’m not comfortable with my eyes.
Suddenly, my body was empty.
I held him in the cold neck and shot him.
He held me up without a word and almost scared my heart out.
I’m so happy. I’m sorry.
He held me around, and the joyful laugh was floating in the heavens and the earth.
And I look at the blue sky clouds above my head, and I’m happy, too. I’m sorry.
I filmed it before he passed out, so he let me go.
I looked around and the cold was gone.
I put my hand in my heart, I felt the beating of my heart, and at that moment I clearly felt that there was no cold in my heart, and it was completely different.
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Published in 2022-04-22 16:12 Prohibition of reproduction
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