Miaomiao Chenglan
‘s first love, old love, and new love
, President Nie’s and the popular floret pulled pictures, and the whole network was maxed out.
Nie’s official micro-blog directly Aite me: I took a look at the real president’s wife
, and also forwarded the micro-blog:
no contact, no love, always respect teacher Nie.
I met Nie Jinglan again at a drinking party.
He sat, the stars holding the moon, and I stood, silent.
This scene often appeared many years ago, but the position was completely reversed.
At this time, Nie Jinglan’s resentment against me is not entirely without reason.
But who will easily admit that they are wrong, especially love a person, even if only in self-touching.
I laughed at myself, and my agent, Sister Huang, pushed me aside and excitedly urged me to toast Nie Jinglan.
She recently helped me talk about a beauty endorsement, which is owned by Nie’s Group, and Nie Jinglan is the helmsman of Nie’s today. His body
was full of luxury and shining, and he was different from the silent young man in faded jeans.
After all, I had to face it. I laughed and paced gracefully with a glass of wine. In the middle of the
walk, he saw a man pushed past him in the position next to him.
He is a young actor named Sun Xiruo. He made his debut three years later than me. He was discovered by a talent scout when he was in college. Xiaobai was deceived into a small entertainment company with low income from resource abuse. Before that, he played my servant girl in the costume drama where I played the female number two.
People are simple and introverted, and they have a soft personality. They are polite and humble to everyone, and they don’t speak loudly. She was forced to Nie Jinglan’s side by her
agent, so stiff that she didn’t even know how to put her hands and feet, but she still had to hold out a smiling face. I have long known the dirtiness in the
circle, and even experienced it myself, but it is different from seeing it with my own eyes. The
thin young girl, cramped and panicked, was surrounded by malice, isolated and helpless, like I used to be. Walking
quickly, I blocked the wine glasses that Nie Jinglan and Sun Xiruo touched.
“Nie Zong, let me accompany you to drink.” Although
Huang Jie was surprised at my recklessness, she could only introduce me to Nie Jinglan with a smiling face, and there were many words of praise in her words.
But Nie Jinglan did not listen at all, he just stared at me, his eyes wandering carefully, as if he did not want to let go at all.
I was in a panic for no reason, but I still pulled Sun Xiruo up behind me and smiled at Nie Jinglan: “General Manager Nie, do me a favor?” Then,
without waiting for his response, he turned sideways and asked Sister Huang to pour me a glass of wine, looking into his eyes and drinking it down.
He didn’t say anything, so I went on. After three drinks, he finally reached out and took my glass. His face darkened slightly. “That’s all right.”
I thanked him sensibly and turned around to salute the others, but he grabbed me and said, “That was your amount just now. Don’t drink any more.”
“My drinking capacity has long been worn out, otherwise how can I mix in this circle?” I gently shook off his hand and smiled in a charming way: “No one is immutable. Doesn’t General Manager Nie know best?”
My eyes swept him from head to foot, and the meaning was self-evident.
Nie Jinglan had a moment of absence, and soon grabbed me again, and I struggled to slap him in the face.
The surroundings quieted down in an instant, and I even clearly heard the sound of Sister Huang gasping.
Nie Jinglan did not have much reaction, at least the last time I hit him, he was so angry that his eyes were red.
Yes, now he no longer needs the emotion of anger or humiliation.
He has a hundred ways to make me pay for my offense.
The next morning, I received a phone call from Sister Huang, saying that Nie’s Group had suspended its endorsement cooperation with me.
Sister Huang scolded me and told me to get out of bed immediately, clean myself up, and then go to the door to make amends to Nie Jinglan.
I looked at the empty bottle on my nightstand and thought my hangover last night was a joke, and I seemed to be the only one who suffered from it from beginning to end.
How to compensate.. Do you sell laughter? Even if
you sell yourself, you have to get this endorsement back for me! The rising flower is younger than you and more willing to go out than you. If you lose this endorsement, the second-tier position will not be stable, and you will soon be trampled underfoot. Although the
words are ugly, they are true. When I first
entered the circle, I just wanted to make money and pay off my debts. I didn’t have much ambition for development. After four or five years, I was still tepid.
Recently, with the popularity of the ancient puppet drama in the summer season, Huang Jie spent a lot of money to buy a wave of marketing, trying to push me into the position of a second-tier actress. It took the team a long time to
get Nie’s endorsement, but it was gone after I slapped him lightly.
Sell your body? I’m afraid I’m willing, Nie Jinglan won’t be willing.
…… After all, it’s not like I haven’t tried before. With a sneer, I took a fruit knife from the kitchen and put it in my pocket, put on my hat and went out. Nie’s Group,
as the leader of the beauty brand, has a magnificent main building with the top floor soaring into the sky.
In the past, Lao Nie always devised strategies to successfully operate Nie’s listing with abundant assets.
After Nie Jinglan took over, he dared to think and act, set foot in the real estate and film and television industry, and his strength rose to a higher level.
I stood at the door of Nie’s building, looking up at the bright French windows, full of sighs like a lifetime ago.
In the past, the gloomy and self-abased bastard finally stood at the top of the city overlooking all living beings with his own ability.
Even his own father, who had always looked down on him, had to marvel at him and even fear him secretly.
Nie Jinglan long in the dark, far more ruthless than ordinary people, once the power in hand, Nie family those people also have to see his face.
Fate doesn’t make any sense.
Like me and Nie Jinglan, obviously the fate has been done, but it happened to be entangled.
I sighed and walked quickly to the front desk. I took off my mask and said, “I’m looking for General Manager Nie. Do you need an appointment?” The girl at the
front desk recognized me and said, “No, General Manager Nie has already told me.”. Please turn left and go up to the 36th floor. General Manager Nie’s secretary will receive you.
I nodded and smiled, turned around and changed his face. Nie Jinglan had expected me to come. He knew I couldn’t refuse.
On the 36th floor, the secretary came up and said, “General Manager Nie is having a meeting. Please go to his office and wait.”
“Aren’t you afraid I’ll peek at your trade secrets?”
The secretary’s face did not change: “Nie always lets you go in, and naturally you are not afraid.”
The speaker had no intention and the listener had a heart. I frowned lightly and did not say much. After I went in, I found that I was really worrying too much.
Nie Jinglan’s office is as mean as he himself, with no extra bits and pieces except for basic office furnishings and reception sofas.
I walked back and forth twice, and finally sat on Nie Jinglan’s chair and turned around, accidentally knocking down the pen holder on the table.
A black frosted pen, the metal shell of the head and tail has been worn, obviously old, and often rubbed in the hands of people.
I looked at it for a long time, picked it up and put it in my pocket, just as Nie Jinglan pushed the door and came in, and saw me sitting behind my desk without saying anything.
He just came over and pressed the internal telephone and told his assistant, “Come in with a cup of coffee, three pieces of sugar, a cup of milk, and half a teaspoon of salt.”
“No, I don’t like that anymore.”
Nie Jinglan was stunned and did not hang up the phone: “What flavor do you like?”
“I’m not here for coffee. I’m here to make amends.”
“I’ve never seen anyone make amends with such an attitude.”
“Sorry, I didn’t admit my fault to the scum of the hidden rules. I’m not very skilled.” The atmosphere was tense for a moment because
of cynicism.
Finally he spoke first: “I didn’t want you to admit your mistake, I just …” I want to see you.
“Oh, well, since General Manager Nie is so magnanimous, I’ll go first.”
Automatically ignoring the last sentence, I was pressed on the chair by him as soon as I got up, and his broad palm touched my waist. “Nie Jinglan, what are you doing?”
I exclaimed.
His fingertips moved slightly. “Here, there’s a scar. I owe you.” When she
was in college, Nie Jinglan was trapped in the alley by a group of people because she refused to help the boys in her class cheat. In order to protect him,
I was stabbed in the side of the waist and sewed twelve stitches.
After many years, the wound has long been painless, at the moment he was pressed in the palm, but inexplicably gave birth to some numbness.
I moved uncomfortably, took out a fruit knife and threw it on the table. “Why, do you want to give it back to me?”? Then do it yourself.
Nie Jinglan was stunned. “Why did you come to see me with a knife?”
I avoided his eyes, unable to say plainly that my purpose was to remind him of the scar when necessary. He
really owes me, and I have to take this to get back some benefits, such as the endorsement that belongs to me.
This is the fate of the world and the cruel reality taught me scheming, I am ashamed and proud, but can not abandon.
Nie Ching-lan, on the other hand, didn’t seem to see it at all. She just stared at me and said, “yuan Miao, come back to me.”
“Is General Manager Nie trying to keep me?” I stood up and gathered my hair together. I grasped my trembling fingertips and said, “Dream on!”
This is what Nie Jinglan once said to me, and now I have returned it intact.
Seeing his white face for a moment, I couldn’t help wondering whether I was as painful as he was at the beginning? The story of Nie Jinglan and
I is like a vulgar romance novel.
At first, I noticed him, but it was because my roommates often mentioned him. He was handsome and had a bad temper. He was famous for being a tough nut to crack. Even the flowers in our department were defeated by him.
It happened that I was defeated by two votes in last year’s department flower selection, and I always took it to heart, so I planned to win Nie Jinglan to prove myself.
First of all, I tried my best to be around him, but his life was really monotonous and boring, and he ignored me all the time, so it didn’t take long for me to lose patience. Instead of throwing
money, all kinds of books, snacks, gifts and even game equipment were thrown out without mercy.
I felt humiliated and ran to ask him why he was cruel to hurt a person who liked him.
But Nie Jinglan seemed to have heard a joke: “Like it?”? Pay someone to occupy the seat next to me, choose books that are not my major, and even don’t know that I don’t play games at all.. yuan Miao, I’ve never seen anyone like this.
A few words hit me like a loud slap in the face, and for the first time I felt ashamed. I
grew up in a well-off family and was the only daughter. I was spoiled by my father. In my limited knowledge, there was nothing that I could not spend money on.
Such as a limited edition Barbie doll, an out-of-print collection of famous paintings, or the last piece of chocolate cake bought by others. The
arbitrary sense of superiority made me ignore that Nie Jinglan was a living person, and also made me hit a big nail.
But I’m not going to give up. If I had a purpose at first, then I really wanted to get to know him.
Nie Jinglan has no friends, does not like to laugh, is very thrifty, and is always the last person to leave the study room.
Many people complain about his false aloofness and unsociability behind his back, and some people maliciously dig out his family situation, single parent, poor, no background.. As a result, there is another reason to ridicule him, and it is even more unscrupulous.
On one occasion, he made it public in the canteen that the food he ate was not as good as his dog’s. I was so angry that I picked up the plate and buckled it on the other’s head.
Nie Ching-lan, however, was not angry, and even made a cross at me: “What’s not to like? When you insult me with money, what’s the difference between you and them?”
I wanted to explain, but I didn’t know how to say it. My eyes were red. Finally, I could only apologize and couldn’t say anything else.
Perhaps it takes the same down-and-out experience as him to empathize with one tenth of his past. With
this in mind, I decided to work part-time in the restaurant where he worked.
Nie Jinglan was a little surprised to see me, more impatient, probably thinking that I was on the spur of the moment or to put on a show.
I held my breath and didn’t say much to him. I just worked so hard that I couldn’t straighten up after a few days. I called my father in the alley at the
back door. Naturally, I didn’t dare to say that I was chasing a man. I just said it was to exercise myself.
My father repeatedly called me baby with heartache, but finally encouraged me to stand on my own feet, and his tone could not hide his worries and gratification.
If I had been careful enough, I would have noticed my father’s abnormality at that time. He never wanted me to be wronged.
But Nie Jinglan came and threw me a box of plasters when he passed by me after dumping the garbage.
Very cheap packaging, but the smell is very strong, as I have occasionally smelled on him.
“This is no place for you to come. Go back!”
My chest, which was only half full of joy, was immediately blocked by a stone. “Where did you say I shouldn’t go, here or beside you?”
He did not speak, but lifted his feet and walked back. I shouted behind him, “You wait and see, I will hold on to both places!” It’s easy to
talk big, but it’s really hard to do it, whether it’s the work of the restaurant or catching up with Nie Jinglan.
A few nights later, I ran into some trouble. The guest in the
restaurant took advantage of the drunken madness to touch me, but I couldn’t resist, so I took the bottle and opened it for him.
It’s just losing money. I have it. Besides, it’s not my fault. The restaurant is also monitored.
So when Nie Jinglan warned me to go quickly and never come to the restaurant again, I didn’t care. As a result, I was blocked by several strong men after work. They said ferociously that they would give me a good look. I was so
frightened that I retreated again and again. Suddenly, I poured a basin of hot water from the second floor, which made those people cry and howl. Nie Jinglan jumped down and pulled me and ran away.
His palms were hot, the night wind was cool, I was covered by his bulging shirt, and love grew crazily in the dark.
Later, I had guessed countless times whether Nie Jinglan had ever been interested in me.
If not, the way he looked back at me when he was running should not be so gentle; if not, how could he have the heart to be so determined to me. There was no answer to
the question until I saw the pen. I used it to take notes when I was working
in a restaurant. After I ran away that night, we both lost our jobs. I don’t know when he went back. With a deep sigh,
I lay on my side in the back seat of the car, and my cell phone rang suddenly. It was a strange number.
Nie Jinglan’s eager voice came out: “Did you take my pen?”? Give it back.
“The pen was mine. I just took it back.”
The opposite side was silent for a long time, hung up the phone, and the black screen of the mobile phone reflected my sobbing face. After
returning to the company, Sister Huang hugged me excitedly and praised me for being so powerful that even General Manager Nie could handle it.
Nie Shi has informed her to continue the cooperation and start shooting the advertisement tomorrow.
No one expected that Nie Jinglan would come to the set in person.
After all, it is only a small advertisement, which is not worth mentioning for the president of Nie’s.
But he came, not only came, but also arrived earlier than me, sitting there drinking coffee with a straight face, which made the people around him silent.
When the boss is not the same, the spectrum is really big!
I secretly complained, but on the surface I still wanted to be polite. I nodded to him and went to make up. When I
came out, I found that Nie Jinglan actually sat beside the director and looked straight at me across the camera, which made me very uncomfortable, and the posture was not right.
But he was still pointing fingers, saying that my collar was too big, and then he wouldn’t let me raise my hand and say that my waist was exposed. Seeing
the staff begin to whisper, I quickly called a halt and went over to “invite” him to the lounge with a smile.
“You’ve got nothing to do with me. Hurry up and go!”
“Are you saying that to admit that you will be influenced by me?”
“Nonsense! Even if a dog is stared at by your two big eyes, it’s easy to get nervous!”
“I can go, but you have to give me back my pen.”
With what? It’s not yours. As soon
as Nie Jinglan crossed her long legs, she came to me in an instant, and her eyes were hot and painful.
“Just because I’ve been thinking about its owner for five years.”
Selfish guess was confirmed, I have a moment of palpitation, can not help but step back two steps, he grabbed the wrist pulled into the front.
yuan Miao.. Have you ever thought about me? Have you
thought about it?
Thought about it.
When my father died suddenly, he was heavily in debt, his villa was seized and auctioned, and I was alone with my luggage, hiding Xizang and sleeping in the open air, I really thought about it.
Think about whether his life was like this before, think about where he is now and whether his life is better.
When he lost his job in the restaurant because of me, he didn’t go out to look for a part-time job, probably because he was afraid that I would follow him again.
But he had to live, so he began to write papers and homework for his classmates for a fee, but he would never help them cheat in exams, for fear that they would not graduate in case.
It was also because of this that he was blocked in the alley and beaten. Originally, he was afraid of being punished and did not dare to fight back. When he saw me injured, he went crazy and pressed the person who hurt me on the ground and got a concussion.
Later, when I was hospitalized, my father lost his temper, but he still took Nie Jinglan out of the matter according to my request. I
was afraid that he would feel guilty, so I just said that I had repaid the kindness he had saved me outside the restaurant last time.
Nie Jinglan was noncommittal, suddenly bent over and hugged me and left quickly, and never came to see me again. It wasn
‘t until I got out of the hospital and went back to school that I heard people say that he had been crazy about making money recently, doing everything, and even venturing to be a gunman.
I ran over to him to question him, but he just kept silent. Finally he said, “yuan Miao, actually I’m a bastard.”
I was amazed and swore I would never tell anyone, and it was only after a long time that I realized that he just knew the gap between us better than I did.
But I do not understand his self-esteem, distressed him in order to make money tired to eat and sleep, then secretly spend money to hire people to buy homework and papers from him, spend three times the price.
Nie Jinglan soon found out. This time he was much angrier than before. He threw all the money at my feet: “yuan Miao, are you trying to keep me? Dream on!”
After outsmarting ourselves, our relationship, which had made some progress, fell back to the freezing point.
My roommates advised me to give up, saying that people like him are sensitive and self-abased, even if they are together, they will be very tired. I’m
not willing to give up and I’m going to try it for the last time.
With the money I earned from my handicraft, I went to the shop to make a pair of mugs by hand, and found him on my birthday to make a formal confession.
On that day, he was so depressed that his whole body was full of hostility, and he had to leave before I finished.
When I tried to stop him, he waved impatiently and knocked the gift box I was holding to the ground, breaking one of the cups.
Along with my broken heart. The sharp pain in my
chest made me tremble all over, and the humiliation and unwillingness made me breathless. I raised my hand and slapped him in the face, only to find that my hand was shaking and I couldn’t use it at all.
Nie Jinglan was red-eyed, looked at me sideways, and never looked back. I was
so shocked that I asked for leave from school and went home. It was at that time that I found that there was a big problem in my family’s business.
Father lost a lot of weight, the spirit is also on the verge of collapse, every day there are debt collectors come to make trouble, my father urged me to hide back to school.
Then the next night, he jumped to his death. When I
received a call from the Public Security Bureau, I was taking medicine in the infirmary. It turned out that I had a chest pain all morning, but there was an early omen. When
the sky suddenly fell, I was as confused as my soul. I didn’t even know how to cry. I just numbly arranged for my father to be buried.
That night, I sat in the empty house, only to feel the pain and cry in the dark. Father’s breath in the
house has not yet dissipated, but people have become ashes, the people who love me most in the world have left, and I am alone from now on.
But the sadness didn’t last long. I still had a house full of debts to face.
I didn’t want my father to be in debt when he died, so I dropped out of school and entered the entertainment industry at the suggestion of my cousin.
Changing my name, I started as a model. Later, Sister Huang took a fancy to me. Step by step, she took me from a bit player to a senior.
The hardships are needless to say, and the results are barely satisfactory. The
debt is basically paid off, but I am poor. I have no house or car under my name. I only have five years left in the contract of sale signed with the company. I still need to be a cow and a horse.
Everything is fate, I do not complain, but also has nothing to do with Nie Jinglan, he was already sent by the school to study abroad.
It’s just that when he asks now, I can’t help thinking of the most painful days, and I can’t help venting my anger on him.
“No, not once.”
Nie Jinglan’s hand tightened slightly, then loosened, as if he did not care about my answer, still holding on to the pen.
I was so annoyed that I had to compromise: “I left the pen at home, and I will send someone to bring it to you tomorrow.”
“No, I don’t believe you. I’ll go with you to get it myself after work.”
Bah, it’s a fake to take the pen. I think this guy clearly wants to go to my house!
Nie Jinglan got what she wanted and finally stopped “torturing” me on the set. The rest of the shooting went smoothly. When the makeup was removed after the
end, Sun Xiruo came to visit the class with milk tea, saying that she happened to be shooting an advertisement in the next shed. I didn’t have a deep friendship with her
before, at least not to such an extent, presumably because I was grateful for her rescue that day.
Seeing her looking around as if she were looking for someone, she smiled and said, “All right, don’t be afraid. General Manager Nie has gone.”
Sun Xiruo’s face stiffened, then bowed his head and stirred his fingers, vaguely speaking, in fact, he was afraid of being suppressed after offending Nie Jinglan.
I felt that she was really worrying too much, but I comforted her by saying, “It’s all a misunderstanding. General Manager Nie is not the one who holds a grudge. Don’t you think this is still a commercial for me?”
She stopped worrying and left after chatting for a few minutes.
I asked Sister Huang to leave first, and then I sneaked into Nie Jinglan’s Lamborghini. I was used to sitting in a saloon car, and the car was suffocating to death.
Next time, can you change it to a bigger one? A low-key car?
Nie Ching-lan smiled and said, “Next time, I will obey!” Only then did
I realize that my words were ambiguous, but I was too lazy to explain. After telling him the address of his home, I put on sunglasses and pretended to sleep. When
he got home, he took a pen and threw it to him: “Walk slowly and don’t see him off!” Not reluctantly,
he waved away and took my garbage with him.
I went to the window and looked at his back, and when he turned and looked up, he jerked back behind the curtain, his heart beating like thunder.
That night, as expected, I lost sleep, and the ups and downs of the past carried my floating heart. I have
been in the circle these years, and I have suffered a lot. I have already smoothed the edges and corners, but I can’t suppress my anger to Nie Jinglan.
Obviously, he is still the most special one. Frustrated by
this knowledge, I tossed and turned all night and got up early to go out for a run. When
I came back, I met Nie Jinglan at the gate of the community. This time, I changed to Kurinan, carrying a hot breakfast in my hand and frowning at me.
“Why don’t you wear kneepads when running?” I had a knee injury in my
junior year, and he remembered it!
“What kind of kneepad do you wear in summer? Are you stupid?”
“You’ll know when your leg hurts.”
I no longer pay attention to him, went home, washed out, Nie Jinglan has set the breakfast.
Steamed buns, soybean milk, and butter bread, as before, salty and sweet, belong to my weird hobby.
Nie Jinglan told me, “Come here quickly. It will be cold soon.”
I deliberately blew my hair and changed my clothes first, and when I came out again, he had already heated the meal again in the microwave oven.
Looking at the “I knew it” look on his face, he felt childish and like a fool.
I went and sat down and pushed the bread away. “I don’t eat bread anymore.”
What’s the matter? Isn’t that your favorite flavor?
In fact, I thought the butter was too high in calories, but the words changed: “The taste will change.”
Nie Ching-lan took the bread in her hand and said.. What about people? Do people who used to like them turn out to dislike them?
I swallowed the soya milk in my mouth and said as seriously as I could, “There is a time for many things in this world. Once you miss it, you will never get another chance.”
Nie Jinglan also did not reply, calm face to eat bread, cream in the corners of the mouth white also did not wipe.
I had obsessive-compulsive disorder. I took a piece of paper and handed it over. He didn’t take it, so I pressed it directly on his mouth.
“Nie Jinglan, if you want us to be friends, you don’t want me to be in your light.” Hum.. Before I
had finished speaking, the piece of paper was pressed back to my mouth!
Nie Jinglan stood up and stared at me coldly: “yuan Miao, I only give you this chance to refuse. There will be no next time.”
I was almost amused by him: “Are you playing the overbearing president with me?”? Don’t forget I’m the actor. I’ve done more tricks than you’ve ever seen! I’m not interested in
other people’s tricks, but I can understand yours. He didn’t eat because he was afraid of being fat, and he talked to me about something. If you talk nonsense in the future, you won’t be putting paper in your mouth!
With what, with money? You are an upstart!
Nie Ching-lan hurried over to me, and his burning breath hit me in the face. “Use your mouth.”
I threw my neck back and the chair almost overturned.
Good guy, I call good guy!
Someone has been cultivated by Nie Shi for several years, not only has he changed his appearance into a business wizard, but also his provocative skills have improved by leaps and bounds?
If so, I can hardly guarantee that I will not fall!
Nie Jinglan walked away with a cold face. I thought I could at least stop today.
As a result, when I arrived at the location shooting site, I saw him sitting alone under the umbrella from a distance, and his eyes did not give me one. That
‘s what I want.
Twenty minutes later, everything is ready to start shooting.
In the sunny seaside, girls with skirts run and jump, and the morning breeze raises their long hair, which is too beautiful to eat human fireworks. If the
lens is good, I will suffer.
Because of the problems of light and wind direction, the director shot more than 20 pieces repeatedly, and the short and repeated amount of exercise made my knees a little overloaded. After
shooting, Nie Jinglan strode over and made a gesture to carry me, scaring me to hide two meters away.
Please, I don’t want to have any contact with him in full view of the public!
He understood my concern and only followed me. “You can’t avoid me anyway. People will know sooner or later.”. Besides, can’t rich people have a serious date? You are full of dirty thoughts!
I turned to stare at him. “How dare you say you didn’t mean that at first?”
“Never.” Nie Jinglan stopped and said, “I can’t afford that money, because to me, you are priceless.”
“How much am I worth that you so easily abandoned?”
I asked the export also regret, obviously has decided not to pursue, can see he is so sure suddenly want a confession.
Why does Nie Jinglan do whatever he wants and say, and I have to suffer the grievance alone?
I don’t want to admit that I’m vindictive, but I do want to hurt him. The
endless silence spread. For a long time, Nie Jinglan said softly, “I’m sorry.” If you
hurt others, you must hurt yourself first. I suddenly understood this sentence.
Because my chest at the moment when he lost his head, at the same time, there was a fine and long pain.
This was the last thing Nie Jinglan said. After that day, he disappeared.
I’m not too surprised. The pride in his bones will never allow him to do that kind of thing.
So, apologizing and refusing is the best ending for me and him.
Life was still going on, and he was just like a gust of evening wind in a certain evening, coming and going in a hurry without leaving any trace.
Well, it’s actually left, in my heart.
It’s just that I’m no longer the young girl who used to worry about love. I have more important things to do. A few days
ago, Huang Jie said that a production team of an urban idol drama offered to invite me to play the female number one. The
team is very good, the director and screenwriter all have awards on them, the investor is Nie’s film company, and the distribution is very secure.
Sister Huang sighed excitedly that I was lucky, but I understood that this was probably Nie Jinglan’s compensation.
He just said that I was priceless here, and he turned around and sent me away with only one resource.
man!
I don’t want to accept it, but I can’t refuse it. The company wants to make money, which is why he avoided me to contact the company directly.
A month later, the new drama held a launch conference. At the banquet in the evening, Nie Jinglan lived in the main seat and looked at me like a stranger.
So in the end.
I was led by the director to toast him, followed by Sun Xiruo, whose new employer won her the female number two of the play.
Probably was told before coming, this time she was brave a lot, to Nie Jinglan can also talk and laugh, Nie Jinglan is also very face, smiling and she touched a cup.
Eyes swept to me, a moment of silence down, just a faint nod, did not drink wine.
Such an obvious distinction made me feel like I was stabbed in the back, and I felt very uncomfortable in my heart. I just dealt with a few words and hid in the bathroom. I
could still hear the laughter and laughter outside, which made my affectation more pitiful and unreasonable.
I touched up my makeup and went out when I was almost drunk outside. Everyone was ready to leave shoulder to shoulder.
Looking around, he did not see Nie Jinglan.
“Where is General Manager Nie?”
‘Oh.. Nie always drank too much, and just now I saw that it was Xi Ruo who helped him walk with him. The tight string in
my brain suddenly jumped, and my feet had followed out uncontrollably. In the
parking lot, Sun Xiruo helped Nie Jinglan into the car and was bending down to sit in.
I called out, and she turned stiffly, revealing Nie Jinglan, who was leaning against the seat, and was trying to stretch her neck to look out.
“Miaomiao..” He called to me and held out his hand to me slowly: “Come here..”
Sun Hsi-juo winked: “Is Miao-miao my sister’s real name?”
I shook my head and smiled, and she also smiled, saying that the broker was still waiting for her to leave first, and never looked at Nie Jinglan again from beginning to end. It was not
until I got on the bus and sat beside Nie Jinglan that I found that his blush was not quite normal and his breathing was rapid and heavy. I asked him two sentences, saying that I finally drank the wine offered by Sun Xiruo’s broker.
This is obviously added material ah, combined with Sun Xiruo these two acts, I just reacted to come over to do a big complaint!
What hidden rules, what rescue, I clearly is a bad thing for others to climb the bed!
Fortunately, Nie Jinglan just meant to take a sip, otherwise.
I gave him a hard pat on the back, and he fell into my arms with a snort, and my hanging heart fell to the ground.
Nie Jinglan held my hand, so I had to follow him home, bury my head and take him back to the bedroom with the driver.
The driver said that Nie Jinglan did not like outsiders at home, so the nannies and aunts were staggered with him. Now they are off work early, and he dare not stay much longer, so he can only trouble me to take care of Nie Jinglan.
I pointed to myself: … Am I not a stranger?
“Of course you don’t count.”
The driver said and ran for his life. I had to roll up my sleeves and take off Nie Jinglan’s clothes and shoes. Then I went to the bathroom and took a towel to wipe his face and hands. After
doing all this, I suddenly found that I couldn’t go back! His villa was too far away, and the driver ran away again.
I sat on the sofa in frustration and looked up with a shock in my heart. On the wall of the
living room hung a huge portrait of a man in a white dress with a bright smile, which was the poster of my first advertisement. There is also a whole photo wall
next to it, full of my various roles and advertisements, as well as portraits and life photos, each of which is marked with the time in the lower right corner.
It turned out that in the time I did not know, Nie Jinglan had silently accompanied me through all the roads I had come. With a strong sour feeling in my
chest, I closed my eyes, tears rolled down, and I didn’t know when I fell asleep on the sofa. When he woke up
again, the sky was bright, the sound of washing came from the bathroom, and soon Nie Jinglan opened the bedroom door and came out.
With my eyes swollen into walnuts, I was stunned. I burped and ran away.
This ugly look is absolutely not good, and the contrast with the beautiful photos in the room is too obvious, I will really die!
Nie Jinglan took a few steps to catch up with me and held me in his arms from behind: “Do you still want to run away after discovering my secret?”? You are responsible for me!
I covered my face and bowed my head, and he gently rubbed the side of my face with his chin and called me lingeringly.
“Miaomiao, I’ve finally caught you. I’ll never let you go again!” The
whole body of the cold gradually receded, I turned into the arms of Nie Jinglan, do not want to tangle any meaningless things, can only grasp the warmth within reach.
At that time, I never thought that the courage of putting all my eggs in one basket would eventually be let down.
Nie Jinglan has changed a lot compared with the past, after all, wealth and status are people’s confidence.
He is a gentleman, deep, wise and gentle, and can no longer find half of the original gloom and inferiority.
Especially when facing me, he is always very gentle.
Will take time to accompany me, will not expose our relationship according to my wishes, almost no temper, everything is according to my wishes.
I know he may want to make it up to me, or he is afraid that I will go back on my word.
But I think this is not a healthy relationship, but also know that a person’s nature will not be easily changed, so I have been hanging my heart for this.
I even deliberately made trouble out of nothing and tried to quarrel with him, but he retreated again and again, even if he was so angry that he just kept silent.
Until I got a movie offer.
The big screen has always been my goal, and it is also the only way for me to advance. Naturally, I am eager to try.
Nie Jinglan has clearly expressed his opposition, but also specially arranged for me a new assistant Xiao Mo, in fact, staring at my every move.
I refused, but it didn’t work, and I didn’t dare to be known by Sister Huang, so I could only endure it, and then I started a cold war with him unilaterally.
I thought he would accommodate me, but he unexpectedly insisted, and even began to put pressure on the company through Nie.
Sister Huang didn’t know why. She was angry that the company had turned down such a good resource for me and had to find a high-level theory, but I stopped her. Only
then did I know that Nie Jinglan’s desire to control me was only deliberately hidden under his consideration, and once triggered, it was difficult to resist.
I was depressed and not in the state of filming. I was scolded by the director for a day. At the end of the day, Sun Xiruo asked me to have a drink. After the
opening banquet, she should know that I have seen through her attempt to Nie Jinglan, simply abandoned the disguise of the small white flower, two people tacitly, but get along with a lot of calm. There must be something to say
at the moment, but I didn’t ask much and followed her.
It is a high-end club with good privacy, and many colleagues in the circle will choose to talk or entertain here.
Sun Xiruo ordered two glasses of wine at random and pushed me one. I lifted it up and didn’t drink it.
She didn’t care. She just pointed to a box in front of us on the right. “You don’t have to guard me. I’m here to help you today.”
I was puzzled when I saw the door of the box being opened from the inside. Nie Jinglan and a young woman dressed in luxurious clothes came out side by side and talked happily.
That is the daughter of Chen’s media and the real fiancee of Nie Ching-lan. “Oh, he was so well-intentioned that he managed to hide it from you.” There is no constancy in
this circle, only profit. I’m just telling you this because I don’t want you to be kept in the dark. But if you want to, you’ll have a bright future with him. It’s better than if we don’t have a chance.
Sun Xiruo’s voice was sarcastic, with sophistication that did not match her age, and she did not care about my reaction, so she left.
I sat in the corner, watching Nie Jinglan gradually away from the back, not even the courage to catch up with the questioning.
Suddenly some understanding of his previous feelings-afraid that the love is a joke, but also afraid that each other’s identity will never be equal.
Just like now, Chen’s daughter is a well-known marriage partner, and I am just a small actor holding Nie Jinglan’s thigh in the eyes of others. After years of
separation, everything between us has been turned upside down, but I still naively think that we can find each other, self-deceiving and indulging in his love.
Such a beautiful dream, it’s time to wake up after all.
I stood up with a deep sigh, and in the middle of it, I suddenly fell back to the same place. My heart throbbed violently, and all my strength was squeezed into my eyes, and tears fell down. I
don’t know how long I cried and my eyes were sore. I went home in a muddle. I sent a text message to Nie Jinglan to break up. I turned off my cell phone and slept in the dark. It was nearly noon the next day when she was awakened
by a knock on the door. Sister Huang rushed in and said, “Why did you turn off your phone? Oh, my God, do you know what happened?”
First, a reporter posted a video of Nie Jinglan and Chen’s daughter both entering and leaving the club on social media, which first broke the news that they were close to a good thing.
An hour later, someone uploaded a series of photos of me and Nie Jinglan, including me going in and out of Nie’s, getting in his car and going back to the community with him when shooting advertisements, and the time he was drunk and sent him home overnight before leaving in the morning.
This is obviously someone has a purpose to follow, hide until now to expose is to take advantage of Nie and Chen’s marriage news, I will be nailed to a third party or be kept on the pillar of shame, this is beyond redemption.
I haven’t offended anyone, and I’ve only thought about Sun Xiruo, and she happens to have appeared in every scene I’ve been filmed.
As for the initiative to tell me about Nie Jinglan’s marriage, it should be to make me fall out with Nie Jinglan in a rage and lose my last backer.
What a meticulous and vicious heart! I don’t know when I made her so jealous!
Faced with Huang Jie’s questioning, I can’t answer what kind of relationship I have with Nie Jinglan.
Turn on the mobile phone, and there is no word from him. When
the doorbell rang suddenly, my heart suddenly trembled into my throat, and I fell heavily to the ground at the moment when Sister Huang opened the door.
Not Nie Jinglan.
I closed my eyes fiercely, not wanting to admit that I had just had expectations, but also because of disappointment and pain in my heart.
Xiao Mo hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing, but handed me a pen.
The pen that Nie Jinglan wanted to go back, my pen, he returned.
I took it and understood what he meant.
I’ll let Xiao Mo go back.
Now that Nie Jinglan and I have broken up, it is not good to use her again. Besides, I recently declared that I was surrounded by reporters and could not go out to work. The shooting of the
crew also stopped, the director spoke a little ugly, probably because he felt that there was no need to look at Nie Jinglan’s face any more.
I do not know whether to laugh or cry. Obviously, I have come all these years on my own, but suddenly it seems that I have lost everything without him.
Xiao Mo refused to leave anyway, and even revealed her hidden identity for the first time-the national Sanda runner-up.
I thought she was making a big deal out of it, but something happened a few days later that proved how stupid I was!
Sister Huang called me and said that the company had arranged for me to attend a dinner party, which might be my only chance to turn over.
It’s not clear, but I’m at the end of the road, and I have to try.
After disguising, he took Xiao Mo out of the door and unexpectedly found that all the reporters squatting on guard had withdrawn, as if they were being manipulated by someone.
This is too weird, my back is hairy, reminding Xiao Mo to be more careful. After
the dinner party, I was really sure that it was a Hongmen banquet.
In addition to the gloating Sun Xiruo, there is a face that I hate and fear, Zhao Hengchun. When I first entered the circle,
he had bad intentions for me. After I rejected him, he put on small shoes for me for a while. Later, I slowly came out, thinking that he had forgotten me.
At this time look at his sad face, suddenly remembered that he is also Nie’s high-level, no wonder Sun Xiruo recently smooth sailing, the original is to climb him.
Although I was ready to be humiliated, I couldn’t help biting my lower lip when I was called by Zhao Hengchun to toast.
Sun Xiruo gave me a hard push, looking like I threw myself into Zhao Hengchun’s arms.
“Do you know how much I hate the way you pretend to be aloof and kind? You’re all struggling in the mire, but you always make me feel dirtier!”
I gritted my teeth and stood up. Zhou Hengchun’s hand had already touched my waist. I was so tight in an instant that my chest almost exploded.
Good intentions are misunderstood, it is wrong to keep the original intention, and it is still impossible to go ashore with all one’s strength. This damn life is like smashing a wine glass on that ugly face.
On second thought, the door of the room was pushed open, and Nie Jinglan strode in and pulled me behind him.
“Uncle Chao has time to spend here. Why don’t you go and see how your partner is doing?”
Zhao Hengchun suddenly changed his face, and then answered the phone, his face was completely pale, and he clenched his teeth.
“Well, Nie Ching-lan, your father’s body is not yet cold, and you can’t help but get rid of us old things!”
Nie Ching-lan sneered, with a chill in his eyes: “Even if he’s alive, he can’t protect you. After all, I’m in charge of Nie now. Besides, Chen and I have already talked about cooperation. You can’t hold me back any longer.”
Zhao Hengchun’s eyes were about to crack, and his eyes wandered back and forth between me and Nie Jinglan, suddenly remembering something.
“Is this the student your father pinched when he forced you to submit?”
“Oh..” You’re a tough guy. You once vowed never to set foot in the Nie family, but you came back from scratch for her, and now you’re doing this to me!
You’re an infatuated one, just like your stupid and short-lived mother. You deserve it. Hum, hum, hum..
Zhao Hengchun was dragged out by the people brought by Nie Jinglan. Sun Xiruo and others slipped away in a panic. Nie Jinglan and I were the only two people left in the room.
I was still immersed in the impact of Zhao Hengchun’s words, and for a moment I seemed to understand a lot of things, but I felt that it was not enough.
Nie Jinglan has come to the present suffering, the pain in his heart, and his yearning for suffering alone, I all want to know. But
he turned around and hugged me, as if tired and relieved. “Miaomiao, I’m sorry. How about not breaking up?”
When Nie Jinglan’s father was seriously ill and his eldest son died in a car accident, he remembered the illegitimate son who had never been raised outside for a day.
Sent someone to find it, but Nie Jinglan refused to go back because of his mother’s hatred.
His father threatened me, saying that he would attack my family’s business and make me unable to graduate.
Nie Jinglan was well aware of his father’s means, so he could only refuse my confession and walk away after drawing a clear line with me.
Speaking of these, he was still unwilling and regretful, but did not mention anything about the difficulties after he returned to Nie’s home.
I asked him, but he just held me in his arms and shook his head gently. “I worked so hard to get to where I am today so that you don’t have to know about the suffering anymore.”
“I’ve been watching you all the time. When your father had an accident, I was afraid it was really that man who did it. I secretly investigated for a long time and only after I was sure it was all right did I dare to continue thinking about you.”
“Later, when you entered the entertainment industry, I forced myself to get stronger quickly to protect you, but unfortunately it was still too late.”
Chao Heng-chun has colluded with one of Chen’s vice presidents in an attempt to sidestep me. The movie you were invited to take part in was created by the two of them in an attempt to blackmail me with you. I played my cards close to my chest and found Chen’s daughter to work with me to clean up my own house.
“And that Sun Hsi-juo, I won’t let her go either. I’ll get you back for all the wrongs you’ve suffered.”
Nie Ching-lan’s voice trailed off, and finally she buried her face in my shoulder: “Miaomiao, I didn’t want to say this. The last thing I want is for you to see all that dirt, to see my scheming and ruthlessness. I’m afraid you’ll think I’m terrible.”
But that’s nothing compared to making you misunderstand and losing you. If you think there’s something wrong with me, I can change it, as long as you’re willing to be by my side.
I put my hand over his mouth, my fingertips trembling, and I choked, “You did it on purpose, didn’t you?”? Do a lot of things on purpose, just to make me feel sorry for you.
“Does that hurt you?”
“It’s not just heartache, Nie Ching-lan. I love you.”
His body trembled slightly, hugged me fiercely, suddenly got up and ran into the bedroom, and came back with a cardboard box in his arms a moment later. There were two identical cups
inside, the one on the left had a crack on its body, as if it had been broken and glued back together, and the one on the right was brand new.
“I broke the cup you made with your own hands. I hid behind the tree and watched you leave. Then I picked it up and glued it piece by piece.”
“You didn’t want to accept me before, so I went to the place where you used to learn how to make a cup, and I learned to make the same cup with the boss, and your name was engraved on the bottom.”
“Miaomiao, we have a good life!”
I nodded heavily, and the tears slowly seeped into the gap of the cup, as if my heart was filled inch by inch.
Just because of having this person, even life becomes full and fresh again.
But.. When did you fall in love with me?
“It should be the time when you were hurt to protect me. I suddenly found that it was more painful than my own injury.”
I raised my head to kiss his lips and swallowed his lingering love into my heart. It was as hot as fire. No more words. I knew it.
Outside the window, the bright moon is in the sky, and the people who love each other hold the stars in their hands, through the years of estrangement, and finally embrace each other.
Fortunately, you still love me as before.
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