A man climbed my bed. A man climbed my bed.
I know who this man is, but just in case I lighted the candles to make sure that, um, Bae.
He’s been drinking a lot. He’s been drinking a lot.
If he hadn’t, he wouldn’t have been brought to this room easily.
The son of Pei can bear such praise.
Even though he was so drunk, it was still in my eyes and it could be in my lover’s eyes.
01
I love Pei Xi, but Pei Yi doesn’t know.
We’ve been married for three years and we haven’t been in yet.
Because I did not allow him to sleep with me, nor did I allow him to sleep in my bed, so he thought that I hated him, but he couldn’t understand.
When Bae tried to communicate with me at the time of the marriage, I refused to negotiate a gesture that angered him, because we were blessed with marriage and could not be separated. Bae decided to move his things to my study and to leave me completely.
Pei was so drunk that I looked at his face and watched him sleep by my side in peace and was so content.
But it is illusory to be silent, and when he wakes up, all the warmth will cease, and I will not be able to sleep.
Actually, the reason I’m confused is simple.
I am in a marriage with Bae-Chi, and we have loved each other since the previous generations, and by chance my memory has been preserved, and, according to the fairy man, Pei-Chi will finally remember everything.
But the end of our previous lives is not a good one, or even a terrible one, and I regret it when I come to that point, and I want to wait for Pei’s memory to be restored and for him to forgive me.
02
Everyone said that after being reborn, he became someone else, but now Pei is still my favorite.
His dementia, his habit and his usual nature, seemed to be reborn and, for him, merely a more handsome appearance.
And I looked at his lips, and I groaned, and the kiss fell on his eyebrow.
In my last life, Pei Lin was killed in front of me.
Bae, look at me. He was killed.
He did not ask for help from me, nor did I save him.
Bae Qiang suffered a great sin before he died. Soon after he died, I avenged him, but I could not save Pei Qian, nor could I allow time to turn back, so that Pei Qian would at least die in peace.
That scene caused me nightmares so many times that I even thought it would be better if I had killed Pei Xi myself.
Pei Lin will forgive me.
That’s why I dared to marry the emperor in my life, and he would never hate me as long as he was him.
But I can’t fool him until I’m forgiven. That’s so mean, even if I regret it. If I can do it again, I can’t help it, I just want Pei to be with me.
03
Bae’s breath was so fast and he seemed to be asleep.
I untie his hair, put my fingers into his hair, and comforted him as I would before we split. He’ll come back to life just as I did.
He’s still him.
It is dawn, and I cannot hold him hostage for too long, at least until he regains his memory, so that he shall not see that I am with him without any hindrance.
Today, at 15, I have to go to the monastery and not miss my time.
I gave Pei a blanket and asked my handmaidens to come and dress me, and then left the house with their followers to the monastery.
Bae Yi opened her eyes when I stepped out the door.
I guess I might have had a good eye, but maybe not.
If I don’t have eyes… the moment I remember Pei Lin can be described as the coldness of his memory.
I don’t know if it’s the same as before.
I worship Buddha’s idols, and thank God for the opportunity to make amends.
04
I’m sure Bae Yi has recovered her memory.
He’s lost, and he’s very different from the way the jade trees are windy, and it’s no wonder those who are drunk and mistook the door, must be the unpleasant memories.
We met on the porch and had no communication with each other as usual, but in the past, he had been cold and had never looked good before me because of my rude behaviour, and the whole man was sharp as ice.
And now he is cold, like no water, no altruism, and he is no longer strong, as if even he was stinging to me.
The day has finally come.
I thought that I was well prepared and that it was only at last that I realized how difficult it was to wait for a decision. How many times in my previous life has Pei Qian been through this feeling and I can’t even count.
I still couldn’t wait for the rest of the day.
I have some regret that I should not have driven him to the study in order to keep his distance before he was awake, or that he would not have been able to capture him.
And I pressed my heart and my heart said that it was time for him to digest it, to digest it, to digest it, to relive it, and to think about how to face me, without waiting, is a good result.
05
But I didn’t think Bae would have reacted to me for half a month.
Our patterns of living together are identical to those of the previous three years.
Fortunately, in three days’ time, as is customary, we will attend the reception of the mayor of Chang Lo, and I have calculated that on such occasions the husband and the wife will certainly be in the carriage and believe that our relationship will turn that day.
06
The county master’s wedding was a great one, a phoenix, a ten-mile red makeup.
I didn’t think much of it, and I wasn’t there, because there was nothing to say about Pei until I got back.
I’m almost wondering if he’s lost his mind, and he’s not really getting his memory back, but it’s just a flash. It’s impossible.
I am a man of great self-esteem, as Pei Qi said in the life before me, especially with him, and I can easily control his joy and sorrow, and I can see his feelings.
I think Bae’s memory is back. He must be back.
And on the way back, behold, We have blessed the soul, and there is no doubt that something is about to happen.
I just pulled up the side of the curtain to find out, and I heard an arrow embedded in the back of the carriage, whether it was thick enough or the archer was incompetent, and the arrow did not pierce it.
The women of good families should have been frightened, so I also responded in a timely manner.
Bae seems to be in a state of emergency, but rather hastily, but instead of frightfully, he adds a little bit to the high-twilight spirit of the moon.
I leaned by him, and he was so good at reminiscing his memory that he was so good at it.
Are you going to save her?
07
I think he’s trying to save the hero.
We returned unharmed and without any harm to anyone on this trip, except for the blood marks on my wrist that were cut with a knife.
Bae-chul brought me a bottle of good wounds.
I had a well-known intention to put on a wound, to be cold, to be pulled by Bae’s arm, to be cold and light on his face, and to be a man’s rare gesture.
“Why are you protecting me? I’m sorry.
I looked at him, I didn’t say anything.
Bae’il’s fingertips were burning, and as soon as my skin touched, I tried to draw out my hand, but his eyes were set in place.
I’m feeling the care of Pei, like a moment in my throat.
Is that enough?
With only this shallow cut on my arm, he will be able to shed his misery, and he will be able to do whatever I can to do.
It’s as if my heart was held tight by one hand, but it was so sore that Pei Zhi was always so.
There are no good-tempered robbers who are willing to bargain with the kidnapped, and his trick seems to be to listen to me in danger, so that I can do it.
“You don’t hate me, Qin Qin Qin, what have you been up to in three years? I’m sorry.
He called me the present.
I looked up to him and his eyes were so deep.
You’re trying to tell me that nothing happened.
I wonder if I should be so confused.
08
There was only a crack of candles burning in the house, and Pei’s face was dazzled and dark.
Suddenly my eyes were spinning.
Bae Zheng took me up to my bed and pulled the tape from the bed, and then turned it over.
The breath of Bae-il, who was alone, covered my body with kisses, and the power and desire that were shown, were not among those who had been married for three years but had little to share with me, a moment that overlapped with me in the past.
Convergence between the two.
I closed my eyes and Pei was confused.
09
The candle was lit all night long until I woke up.
It’s bright out there.
I’m the only one in the house. I can’t believe Pei Xi is not with me.
I want to go out and see what’s going on, and get up and get back to bed. And when We recognized that there were no footsteps outside the door, We lifted up our thin garments and looked at them, and fell back on our backs, some helplessly.
Bae Lin came in with breakfast.
10
It’s a lot of color in the dish, but when he put it on the case, I lost my appetite for food.
It’s nothing but greasy porridge and a few more sweet appetizers.
I’m tired and hungry, and I’m a little restless, and I’m going to go back to Pei’s and roll over the covers and try to get back to sleep.
Who knows, just close their eyes, the images that I almost forgot, and Pei’s stubbornness, which is not good or bad, but I’m upset that no one can be persuaded by what he thinks.
For example, he thinks I should eat porridge, but every day I have a headache, or some place to break my mouth, or even bring me a bowl of porridge.
My taste is heavy with salt and my preference for spicyness, and I am so angry that I am not satisfied with it, and I wonder whether he hides his anger at me in the morning, while I am not comfortable.
I finally had enough of this tedious meal and fell on the plate, and he just put a few pieces of meat in the next porridge, and these annoying memories were hidden in my memory.
I’ve been separated for years, and I’ve been beautiful.
Calm down and take a hard look and find out that Pei Xi is nothing more than a face, a talent, a talent, and then… They love me, but they’ve got a lot of problems.
Hmph, it’s not surprising.
Eleven.
I have no need to be conceited, to live in the past, and to live in the same state as the past.
It is easy for me to understand, just as I was unable to leave him, and he was unable to resist me, and his incomprehensible fault was that I could bear it, so of course, only I could have it.
I’ve got a lot of air in my heart.
Bae was silently pulling me out of the box and moving me to the chair before the case.
It’s a quiet and strange harmony that we haven’t been together for too long, and that’s why I frown and finish what he brought.
And then we sat with our eyes open.
“I have an appointment this afternoon with Mrs Shen to the riverside. I’m sorry.
Pei Lin noded.
When I came back, I discovered that the house had changed so much, that my stuff was in place, and it was just… I looked around the house, there were lots of boardboards on the bed, there was a post on the short cabinet, there were half-old books on the shelf, and there was a bed full of big red-lided embroidery.
I opened my closet, and there were many men’s clothes.
I lost my laugh, and it was only two hours before I went to the riverside, and the man came back from the study with his covers while I was away.
12
Pei Xi came back with a frost, which unprovokedly matched him to the high moon outside the house.
I sat at the table staring at him, and said, “This is the first time in my life that I have seen him change his clothes, take advantage of his long body, move as he pleases, and look beyond words.”
Driven by a soft heart, I no longer restrained my many years of thoughts, moved slowly forward, held his waist from behind, leaned my head on his shoulder, and I was relieved by my long-lost peace of mind.
Bae-chul seemed to be in a state of shock, and then held my folded hand, with his abdomen rubbing my wrist. I’ve received a response that I’ve ironed, raised my toes with my cheeks on my neck.
The night is the most emotional one.
The dark candlelight came out of the bed, and the murmurs filled the gap of the years and the moon, and emptied the life of the day.
13
I was in a state of waking up when he left the house.
I heard Bae-il changing his clothes by the bedside, trying to put a word, and suddenly, in the confusion, he was branded soft and soft, and he was ashamed to open his eyes and fell asleep.
It’s a three-strength of the day.
In October, when little warmness came into the house, all the family members in the house were loathing, and I wanted to go out and wait for the housekeeper in the yard with a smile and say something.
“Gob’s been happy lately? I don’t ask, but it’s not very nice.
He said he was glad to see me and Pei Qian, and he came to ask me what I thought of coming home next month.
Two months ago, Pei Liu was confirmed to be transferred back to Kyoto to fill the vacant post, and his busy time was also due to his service.
I didn’t take charge of my affairs in the back, so I gave the decision to Gob.
14
Pei had to live in Pei’s capital, with a single population, and Lui’s family had to go to his mother-in-law, except for his two brothers, whom I only saw on the day of his marriage, and immediately followed Pei’s home to Gangnam.
It took weeks for me to present myself to the housekeeper, but I didn’t know what my family wanted and I asked him when I was alone with Pei.
Pei Lin heard my question, and the chess player gave me a little bit of silence before he said he could hand this job over to Gober.
And somehow, he became so sharp that he took my chess piece to clean it in just a few steps. He didn’t look at it well, but I didn’t know it, and then he got bored because of his attitude.
And after he had set himself up without any reason, I felt that my heart was not happy, and that he would not be able to speak to him in any way.
I have the implicit feeling that Bae Yi was thinking of something that happened in the past, that there was nothing in his heart that he could not find, but that, since we all agreed to turn it over, there was no reason to be emotional about it.
The lack of a response from Bae-Chai has made a cup of tea of his own, as if there was nothing to be done about my opposition.
I thought this day would be the first time that I’ve been able to make peace, and I’m still thinking about whether I should sleep alone in the study and leave him here to reflect.
People who drink tea suddenly stand up.
This man’s old and he’s got a long face, and it’s possible that the speed with which we’re growing up on these two days gave Pei Xi any illusion that he would find an excellent way to understand the contradictions.
I’m totally out of my mind.
I just feel ridiculous.
I didn’t know he was so greedy.
15
It’s cold in the north, it’s well prepared in Goeb, the curtains are strong enough for the wind and everyone’s clothes are thick enough to suffer nothing from the weather.
But people in the cars, and the wagons, I just feel like I’ve been driven away.
I’ve been ripping off Pei’s neck all day, trying to find a comfortable position to ease my discomfort, and finally I can’t, I can’t sleep on his lap and I can’t sleep.
I’ll have to deal with the rest of Pei Jinzhou’s car. When I thought I wasn’t the only one who didn’t feel comfortable, I felt a bit relieved. Think about it, what evil thoughts it is.
On the fifth day of the journey, Bae Qiang woke me up, and in his eyes he said with great joy that he would take me on a horse today.
The team was able to find only one horse for us, and we had a long argument over who was before and finally Pei Xi took me to him with force.
And Gob told him that we would meet at the gate of the city tomorrow, and that we would leave on horses, and it would seem to the people who were with us that there was something going on.
The winter wind is so cold, but it’s a relief. The streets and the Gangnam are more depressed than they are.
There’s a big, busy business around the corner, and we’ve got a lot of fun, and we’ve been prowling through our throats with juice, and we’ve been warming from the inside, as if we’ve been exhausted for a few days, and we’ve been all over it.
It was very dark, and only a few shops opened the door, and the store in the carving business seemed the best, the boss had excellent crafts, and Chen listed very well, but we couldn’t afford to buy the big ones, and we took them with us.
When I returned to the inn to rest, I realized it was the first time in our lives that we went shopping in haste and thought about it without regret.
16
The father-in-law is a very nice person, and life in Pei is better than living alone in Gangnam, where the cooks are all capable, and I even ate fat.
The only imperfection is that Pei Xi has been more busy since he came back to Kyoto, and I have little time to see him except to rest, and I’ve been entertaining my handmaidens every day at dusk in front of the yard.
The great-grandfather of Pei, but the throne is inherited, there are signs of his being left behind, and his family has limited access to the public arena, and Pei has to work hard.
And every time I came back to him, I was waiting for him at the door of the garden, and he used to crush my heart, and his mouth used to say that I was not allowed to come out of it, and every time I saw him, it was as if I had something that made him tired.
Instead of waiting for Pei’s return today, his entourage came back to deliver me a message that his master had something of great importance to do tonight.
I went back to my house in a bad mood, suddenly envious of him, and who is willing to spend his years in the back? But the way of this world is so restrictive for women that I cannot find anything other than account keeping.
If you can find something to do, let Pei Lin taste the same.
There’s only one of Pei’s squares. It’s so shallow.
The vertical is thought.
Oh, what a prodigal son of a bitch!
17
The days are the most untimely, the years passed without knowledge and six days before New Year’s Eve. La Luon 24 is my life too.
Bae Lin hasn’t returned for two days, he’s not sure about it, I’m not looking forward to it, nothing’s going on in the capital, thinking that the market is going to be a big one, and he took her to the streets.
I don’t like the feeling of being empty-handed, but I bought a bunch of sugar for each of the servants I followed.
I was eating the second mountain when Bae called. And the moment when my eyes touched, it became clear to me that he was dazzling and then turned on and down.
I was thinking of expressing my dissatisfaction, but I saw Pei Xi come to me and took the bamboo and ate the last of the glucose hills, and he took me to a few blocks and found a small shop that looked pristine.
It’s a carving shop.
The carvings were carved into a side-by-side pose, which looked like life, as if they were the faces of Pei and I.
And yet I was so excited at the birth of my own soul that I did not wish to fall before Pei, that I set my face and asked him to give me my next birthday at night.
18
This is my happiest birthday.
To be precise, every day with Pei Lin is the happiest time for me, and everything I do with Pei Xi is my favorite thing, and as long as he’s here, I can easily get unparalleled surprises and satisfaction.
Maybe what he does is not different from what other husbands do, but I’ll be angry with his heart, even if it tastes a little weird, and I can taste Pei’s unique cooking talent.
Love almost spills over my heart, and at this moment I am surprised to find that my love for Pei Xi is perhaps not less than her love for me.
Yeah, it’s a surprise.
I do not allow Pei Xi to be wronged, even if it is from me, and a man like him must be loved without reservation.
I’m glad that I can finally afford it.
I have finally been able and qualified to respond to his love in equal measure, having been loved, embraced and even sacrificed by his predecessors, and having experienced my guilt, missed and held hostage in my life.
No need for him to move.
And he won’t be pursued again.
19
It’s already 15th of the month.
Since New Year’s Eve, Pei Lin has been resting at home, similar to the success of the little one, and we’ve spent half a month with her.
Now Pei Xi is a weak crown, and I am one year younger than him.
The day after I was born, I said I wanted to learn wood sculptures. I just wanted to learn some fun trade time.
I went back from the house to see Pei Qiang read his book with great attention, so I took my feet lightly, and thought not of disturbing him.
Two people are laughing at each other. And I don’t know what’s been going on recently, but the atmosphere between us is becoming more and more evident.
Bae-chul laid down his book and brought me out of the ground with his arms, so I held him tight and he took me to the table.
There were two bowls of soup on the table, and the bowls were suffocated with dishes and then fed each other unconsciously to the bottom of each other’s table, before they felt that they were doing timid acts that had previously been outrageous.
It’s our first last month. We have to get through it.
The festival in the capital is more festive and festive than in Gangnam. People who play in the streets have real skills and attract a crowd of people to come together.
And among the people of the mountains, We and Pei Qi saw several couples as ordinary and happy as us, walking in the streets.
We’ve come to the outskirts of the city, which is quiet and spacious.
Bae Qiang turned on the recently purchased luminous light and took out the candles and lit the wax from the bottom of the light, which we had in the past, but for some reason did not rise, and today is the day to make up for that.
20
It’s called a wish lamp.
I think about the past, and I wrote four words in the light wall.
– Long life.
Bae Qian, covering his face, refused to show me until the light rose and turned around in the air, and his wish was revealed.
– It’s been a long time.
It’s the four words that I want to write, and I’m afraid God hates my greed.
With the successful rise of the skylight and the transformation of the sky into an orange light, our aspirations will certainly come true.
Long lives, long days.
There is nothing more to look forward to than having a lover.
21
It is the pyrotechnics that bloom in the city, all of which are illusory, which I rely on in Pei’s arms, that I sincerely hope that this moment will be set forever.
The atmosphere was incredible, and I went over my head, and Pei was so eccentric, and I kissed him for the first time.
I love you.
And We left his lips and looked at his eyes and said this.
Bae seems to be stunned by this reaction, and I’m thinking about how fucked-up I was, and I haven’t got a clue, and I’ve lost my initiative.
This kiss was so intense that I even felt Pei Siu shivering, that I lifted up my hand on Pei’s cheek and tried to respond to him.
The silence.
The fireworks were scattered long ago, there was no sound around, and I leaned down on Pei’s chest with some shame. Listening to the sound of a powerful beating in his chest, the more I feel insolent and soft.
Bae Qiang’s spirit lets me down on my head for the next kiss, and then I turned around and went back.
His back was wide and strong, and he walked behind my back for a long time, and I suddenly got a bad heart, and I pecked in his ear, and he slapped me in the face, and I beat him in the face, and I hated him.
So there was no limit to sweetness, and I could give him more than I thought, and I held his neck, so soft.
He fought for me once and for me again and again, and I did not reveal myself to him.
I thought it was my nature, love and love, but it was not until today that I realized that it was only because I did not love him that much, and when love was full, I couldn’t take it.
And I made my decision not to let Pei Qi wait and wander away in the last life, nor to suppress his rebellion with a proud love.
We have decades to live and forever to live.
Now that I know my feelings, I know my heart, and I’ll make Pei Lin the second best man in the world, and I’ll give him a chance to make her the best man in the world.
I’m going to have a day with Bae-il, a day of age.
22
When I returned to Pei’s capital, I found out that my father-in-law had prepared for us an evening.
Bae-chul took a few drinks with his father and his brothers. The wine was delicious, and we went back to the yard.
He’s really happy today, when two people with the power to drink a little bit, and Pei Zheng caressed my face, and he has a smile in his eyes, and he shows the light he hasn’t seen before.
Next thing you know, it’s in the canal.
Half-dreaming I heard Bae Yi whisper, “Shh…we have another child.” I’m sorry.
Too tired to answer, and I turned my back on him, and I had a slight shock in my heart because of this proposal… to have a child.
Me, with Bae Yi, kid.
That must be a nice, sweet little pink pack.
23
The attention that Pei has received here has decreased dramatically since he learned the carvings, and he should have felt the difference between me and myself, with a sense of being in my presence while he was leisurely, without saying anything.
I’m not going to call her boring, but I’m going to write a flair while he’s asleep.
The pen can’t stop, the note becomes a big piece of paper, and if you want to stick it in his pocket, you can only take out the money in it.
A day later, I was fixing the wood sculptor’s line, and suddenly there was a tremor on the forehead, and then there was a very familiar bag.
“To be angry with me?” “The sound of Pei Qi is on top of my head.
This population speaks with gas, but with its mouth shut, it is proud.
“Today in the East Watch Building, I was supposed to be in the East. “Pe Li sits in front of me and picks up my half-finished.
Naturally, it doesn’t have to be said that he must look good when he comes to pay.
“Who eventually invited the guests?”
Zhang is outside. I’m sorry.
“The old fox did a good job. I smiled, “How’s it going, Pei Spoon? I’m sorry.
“No more. “Pe is laughing at my face.
I’m a little confused, but I spoiled him. How dare you be proud of me.
24
“You’re fatter again. See? The blogger says:
I heard running to the mirror, and I looked around to make sure that the face was really big… and the waist was like… nothing changed.
I don’t think I’m fat. I’m sorry.
I can’t believe it, “You go and get a doctor, and I actually feel something’s wrong with me. I’m sorry.
I really don’t feel so good, but I didn’t care about it, I’m tired of sleeping, and I feel like I’ve been poisoned.
Bae didn’t think I was poisoned, but he got a doctor, who listened to my feelings and gave me a strong look.
And then he said… that I was happy for two months.
Pei Lin and I were at the same time held back, and I was more afraid than excited when I wasn’t ready.
Pei was truly exulting, and he put me back on the bed, as if I was about to fall in love.
The doctor lamented his attention over and over and over and over again, and I am sure that he looked happy and worried.
What’s the worry of the future with such a person?
Besides, we’re not really 20 years old.
Had it not been for the bad luck of the past, we would have had several children, and there was no need to think that the little one had come too soon.
Bae-chul sent him away, and then I came in and I found out that his whole body seemed to be in a little bit of a state of love, and I was surprised that he could feel it.
Bae Yi took my hand and lightened my belly.
For the first time, because of the weakness of someone other than Pei, and before he was born, I had created a strong desire for protection, and I couldn’t wait to give in full love.
Is it natural for a woman to have a mother’s love? I went back to Pei’s arms, and I thought he was a father.
A hundred years old, and the earth long and beautiful, and full of children and grandchildren.
Our every wish is within reach.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
