When
you finish class and you grow up
, I see the girl I have been secretly in love with for ten years and the girl who once bullied me together.
I turned around in a panic, only to find that there was an extra person behind me.
He gently covered my eyes, and a pleasant voice came to my ear:
“Don’t look, I’ll take you away.”
The boy pulled me away, and the street lamp of the school hit him, which made him look like an angel sent by God to save me.
Just the complex emotions disappeared in an instant, looking at his back, I unexpectedly blushed and heartbeat.
We walked all the way to the teaching downstairs and met love around the corner. The head of the
grade was staring at us with shining eyes, and after seeing the boy’s face, he coughed twice:
“Yanchuan, go home early after school, and don’t pull and pull with the girls.”
Yan Chuan? Xie Yanchuan? Only then
did Hsieh Yen-chuan take my hand and turn around to wink at me. Then he responded,
“I know, Director Pan. Oh yes, I just saw two people sneaking around in the stairwell on the third floor. I don’t know if they are thieves. You..”
What? Thief!
Without waiting for Xie Yanchuan to finish, Director Pan had already turned around and went upstairs. When I passed by, I took a step back subconsciously. My eyes dodged, but I still saw the aunt smile on Director Pan’s face.
I scratched my ears. According to the character of Director Pan before, I found that he would definitely report criticism when I held hands with him. I didn’t expect him to pretend not to see it this time.
I looked up and looked at Xie Yanchuan carefully. He smiled gracefully, which was obviously different from me who was shrinking with his head down.
I bit my lip. Is this the preference of the first grade.
“Let’s go, Jiang.”
I was surprised that he actually knew who I was?
Xie Yanchuan said that he strode forward, and I trotted to keep up with him until he left the school gate.
I looked at the already empty fork in the road, hesitated for a long time and finally called out his name:
“That, thank you?”? Yan Chuan..
He looked back at me. “What’s wrong?”
Your home is here, too, um.. East?
I pointed out the way home in a panic, regardless of my left and right.
“Hiss, probably.”
Probably? What do you mean by “probably”? Can way home be roughly? Xie Yanchuan and
I still walked one after the other, but this time his pace slowed down and he asked me some questions from time to time. “Will you be home for supper later?”
He asked.
And I said, “Eat.” “Did Mom make it?”
He asked. “Yes,”
I replied. “Do you still eat noodles?”
He asked.
Me: Well.. Uh? How do you know?
He stopped and smiled at me.
I looked up at his beautiful eyes.
“I’m home, Jiang.”
I looked at the sign on the side of the road, and it really came to my door.
As soon as I turned my head, Xie Yanchuan was already some distance away from me.
“Remember to get up early tomorrow, Mr. Chiang.”
I froze in the same place, and my heart suddenly twitched.
Xie Yanchuan.
I recited his name in my heart.
What a strange man.
The next morning, before I stepped into the door, I heard the whispers around me.
“Did you hear that Jing Hao and Luo Ningning of Class Three had a puppy love affair and were caught by the teaching director?”
Right, right, right, I heard that I had a date in the stairwell on the third floor last night! He was caught red-handed.
I go, so hot? Has anyone seen it?
I slowed down and listened as I walked.
Suddenly a man patted me on the shoulder and I was startled.
“Hey, Jiang, you’re familiar with Jing Hao. Have you seen it?” I shook my head
after seeing that the person filming me was a classmate, Rocko.
“Tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk. It’s a pity that only the teaching director can see such an exciting picture. Ha ha ha.” As
I chatted, I walked to the door of the class. As soon as I put down my schoolbag, I heard the noise outside.
“Kyung-ho’s mother is here!” After taking out yesterday’s homework
from his schoolbag, there was another restlessness outside the door.
“Luo Ningning’s mother is here too!” I
don’t know if I’m bad, but I’m gloating. There are few people left in the
classroom, and my mind is full of what Hsieh Yen-chuan said to me yesterday:
“Remember to get up early tomorrow.”
“Student Jiang Tiao.” What kind of experience is it when the person in your
mind suddenly appears in front of you.
I looked at Xie Yanchuan, who appeared behind me carrying the table, and his face turned red behind his ears.
I turned my head and calmed my restless heart.
“How did you..”
Xie Yanchuan should be in the key class.
“Oh, the key class is too depressing. After I told Director Pan yesterday, he let me come to your class.”
He was still tidying up his desk, and changing classes seemed to him as if I had eaten steamed buns this morning.
“Won’t you help me?”
He looked at me pitifully, and then I reacted and helped him pick up the disorganized books beside him.
After tidying up, the students who watched the scene of bustle were also thrown back by the teacher, and everyone’s face was not very happy, perhaps because they did not see what they wanted to see.
But when they returned to the class and saw Xie Yanchuan in the back row, everyone exploded.
“What’s going on?”
“God of learning!”! Why is he in our class?
“Did he drop out of the top 1,000 in his grade?” When
the bell rings at the wrong time, the teacher always enters the classroom before the bell. After
hearing the noise of the discussion, the teacher patted the platform and said,
“Hey, hey, hey, it’s time for class. What are you doing? Isn’t there just one more classmate?”?
“Let me introduce you. This is Hsieh Yen-chuan from Class One. He’s been in class with us since today.” As the
words fell, the quiet class became noisy again. The teacher patted the platform again and said,
“Tut, what are you so excited about? You can recite two more English words with this time.”.
“Well, Jiang, you go to the office.”
I was caught off guard by the roll call, and my body left my seat one step faster than my brain:
“Good.” When I
got out of the classroom, I realized that I was so nervous that I didn’t even put my pen down.
I shuffled to the door of the office.
Through the window, I saw Jing Hao’s mother, who was arguing with the woman beside her.
And Jing Hao and Luo Ningning are staring, a look that would rather die than surrender.
I was a little embarrassed, and I had already guessed the person who asked me to come. After a moment’s
hesitation, I finally pushed open the door of the office.
When Jinghao’s mother saw me, she seemed to see a savior. She immediately grabbed my hand and said,
“Oh, come and persuade Haohao. He has listened to you most since he was a child. Talk to him and let him admit his mistake quickly.”
Sure enough.
I was dragged to Jing Hao’s side by Jing Hao’s mother. When he saw me, he lowered his head and looked a little evasive.
“Haohao, I’ve come to persuade you. Hurry up and break up with this girl and admit your mistake to the teacher!”
I looked up, and Luo Ningning was staring at me.
Her eyes were full of indescribable pride, and she gently shook Jing Hao’s hand twice, as if to show off:
“Teacher, we don’t break up, we are half adults, we love each other so much, how can you have the heart to separate us?”
Luo Ningning’s words were surprising. I turned my head in disgust. Jing Hao’s mother was so anxious that she stamped her feet:
“Do you love each other?”? Is it useful to fall in love? Even if you have been in love for ten or twenty years, our daughter-in-law can only be a wife. I was
shot again, and I was so embarrassed that I wanted to find a crack in the ground.
I said I wanted to be a daughter-in-law for Jinghao’s mother, but it was just a joke.
And when I saw him with Luo Ningning yesterday, I wasn’t even too sad, I just felt sick.
After quarreling for a long time, they finally separated Luo Ningning and Jing Hao, and I was relieved.
As soon as he had just taken two steps, the voice of Luo Ningning came from behind him:
“Jiang, have you seen it?”? Jinghao likes me, but you will never be liked by him. Before
I could turn around, a figure stood in front of me:
“She doesn’t need it.”
Xie Yanchuan stood in front of me, and I had confidence in an instant.
When Luo Ningning saw Xie Yanchuan, he immediately turned into a pure little white rabbit.
“What are you doing here, classmate Xie?”
Hsieh Yen-chuan ignored him and turned to look at me.
“Jiang, the teacher asked me to take you back to class.”
I nodded and followed Xie Yanchuan to leave, and Luo Ningning stood awkwardly in place.
I was walking side by side with Hsieh Yen-chuan when he suddenly said,
“In the future, stay away from people you don’t like. Do you understand?”
I nodded in a daze, and when I reached the stairwell, I saw Jinghao’s mother who was scolding Jinghao. When she
saw me, she stopped scolding Jing Hao and took my hand.
She glanced at Hsieh Yen-chuan, who was standing next to me, and pulled me to Jing Hao’s side
. “Oh, I’m sorry. I made you laugh today.”
I shook my head, trying to pull away from her hand, after all, she had been pulling me to Jinghao.
The college entrance examination is coming, and you have to study hard with him. What kind of love do you have? Ah
I looked at Hsieh Yen-chuan, who understood what I meant and pulled me back from Ching-hao’s mother’s side:
“Auntie, I’ll take Jiang back to class and go first.”
I also nodded, Jing Hao, who had been lowering his head, looked up at me. He looked at Xie Yanchuan from the top, and finally his eyes fell on our hands.
“What is your relationship?”
Jing Hao opened his mouth, and I realized that my hand was being pulled by Xie Yanchuan.
My ears were red and I tried to break away from his hand, but Xie Yanchuan held it harder.
“Classmate relationship.”
He looked at Jing Hao’s eyes with a playful smile on his lips, holding my hand and gently shaking it twice.
Jing Hao frowned and opened his mouth to say something, but I had already been pulled away by Xie Yanchuan.
He took me two floors and let go when I was about to get to the classroom. Xie Yanchuan and
I entered the classroom one after the other. The head teacher was answering the phone. When he saw us, he waved us in. As soon as
I got back to my seat, the head teacher came in.
He coughed twice and took a sip of water:
“Well, two days after the opening ceremony of the sports meet, because Luo Ningning was criticized in a circular, she won’t be able to perform in the opening dance of the opening ceremony. Who was it that decided before?” When
the head teacher finished, my name rang in the classroom.
“Ginger, right? Is it all right for you to prepare again?”
I blinked and nodded.
I like dancing very much, and I like to press my legs habitually when I have time.
My feud with Luo Ningning also started from dancing. Luo Ningning and
I are in the same dance class, but I learned dancing one year later than Luo Ningning.
I remember when I first came to the dance class, I was only ten years old. I watched Luo Ningning, who was about the same age as me, dancing in everyone’s eyes. I couldn’t hide my envious eyes. I vowed to become as powerful as her.
We were about the same age and quickly became good friends, and she enthusiastically took me dancing with her and coached me on my inadequacies.
From then on, we became good friends. From then on, we were inseparable and stuck together every day.
These days lasted for two years, from the moment we were promoted to junior high school.
I remember in the first month of junior high school, the opening ceremony of the school sports meeting needed a girl to dance the opening dance. Luo Ningning and I both signed up, but finally the school decided on me.
Also from that day on, Luo Ningning gradually alienated me, and later, she began to bully me.
She would put fake snakes in my schoolbag and tear up my homework and throw it away.
I still remember one month before the senior high school entrance examination, Luo Ningning put my foot on the ground and stepped on it. I cried and asked her,
“Ningning, why on earth are you doing this? Aren’t we good friends?”
Luo Ningning snorted coldly and scattered the books in my schoolbag all over the floor:
“Who is your good friend? We can’t be friends any more from the moment you took away my things.” We were in the same school in
high school, and she bullied me more and more boldly, but there was one more person around me. Jing Hao, who grew up
with me.
Luo Ningning gradually converged a lot, but Jing Hao began to deliberately stay away from me. I didn’t care
at first, until I saw them together and learned that my program had been replaced by Luo Ningning, I didn’t know how disgusting Luo Ningning’s means were. When
my thoughts were interrupted, Hsieh Yen-chuan poked me in the back with the cap of his pen:
“Look forward to your performance, classmate Jiang.”
I smiled back at him and whispered thank you. When I got home in the
evening, I told my mother the news. She sat at the dinner table and listened quietly. When I finished, she looked up and touched my head:
“Oh, it’s my mother who is sorry that she can’t let you continue to learn to dance.”
I looked at my mother’s red eyes and found that she was much older.
My tears fell down uncontrollably.
I gently took my mother’s hand and said, “It’s all right, mom. I can learn by myself. Your daughter is so smart that she doesn’t need to spend money on that boring dance class.” After
my mother fell asleep, I dug out the old picture from the drawer of her bedside table. There are two people in the
picture, one is the mother and the other is the father.
I took the picture to my room and looked at it carefully under the lamp, trying to find the shadow of the man in the picture from my memory.
I watched for a long time until the clock outside the door rang twelve.
I sighed lightly, but I still couldn’t remember.
I put the picture back secretly, and the moment I closed the drawer, my mother turned over.
I was startled and turned into a dull wooden man, who dared to leave after confirming that my mother had only turned over.
The sports meeting will be held a week later. I often rehearse with the school dance team. Sometimes I miss some important notes.
But every time after class, I can receive Xie Yanchuan’s notebook, which is densely filled with the knowledge points of the whole class.
When I thanked him, he put his hand on his chin and looked at me with a smile
. “Ask me if you can’t.”
A week later, the school sports meeting was held as scheduled.
I was wearing a skirt in the back of the stage, and I had a sharp pain in my stomach. I looked at the time. There were still twenty minutes left. After I told the leader, she told me to go quickly and come in ten minutes.
I nodded yes and ran quickly. After finishing everything, I began to run back, but I saw a Luo Ningning at the corner, and there was a person standing next to her.
They were arguing, and Luo Ningning’s face was twisted into a ball, and she had something in her hand.
I took a closer look at what she was holding in her hand, and the black and white picture on it was my father.
I walked over quickly and finally saw that the person next to her was Xie Yanchuan.
Xie Yanchuan saw me, a little flustered, pulled me to go, but I dodged him and took the stack of paper from Luo Ningning’s hand. Seeing this,
Xie Yanchuan stretched out his hand to grab it. I quickly ran to one side and saw the contents of the paper.
“Ginger, daughter of a murderer, get out of No.16 Middle School.” The black and white photo on the
paper is my impression of my father, who is wearing a zebra suit with tears in his eyes.
For a moment, all my memories were spliced together like fragments.
I feel so uncomfortable that I can’t breathe.
The next second, I collapsed on the ground, and Xie Yanchuan’s anxious cry came from my ears. At the moment when my
consciousness was blurred, I saw my past.
I had a dream. There were many people in the dream. I had seen them, but I couldn’t name them.
I saw myself being bullied in junior high school, and I saw Luo Ningning stepping on my feet viciously.
They threw water-soaked paper balls at me, pushed my head into the toilet, and found a group of boys to take off my clothes.
I looked at myself lying on the ground crying, and I wanted to reach out and pull myself, but I couldn’t touch anything.
The next second, I saw my father, he found me, he picked me up from the ground.
The group of boys ran away, and my father sat on the ground with me in his arms and cried.
I reached out to wipe his tears, but I couldn’t. I cried,
too. I sat on the ground and cried.
I heard someone calling my name. I woke up and opened my eyes. My mother and Xie Yanchuan accompanied me left and right.
“I remember now.” I
remember. I remember everything.
I have a father, but in order to protect me, he took a knife to kill all the people who bullied me, including Luo Ningning.
I remember the day he was taken away by the police. He was covered with blood and his eyes were scarlet. I was shocked.
I tore my heart out and called him, but I was held by the police and couldn’t move forward. I watched him get into the police car with my own eyes.
I looked at him through the window of the police car. He smiled and opened his mouth to say a few words, but I couldn’t understand him or hear what he said.
Dad was sentenced to death, no one to understand the cause and effect of this matter, everyone called him scum.
I explained to him on the Internet countless times, but when those people knew I was a father’s daughter, they began to attack me crazily.
I couldn’t accept it, so my brain automatically blocked everything.
I was sick, but I survived because of this illness.
The girl who is with Jing Hao is called Cheng Wan.
She is Jing Hao’s girlfriend, she did not take away my things, I took away her. She was the one who was supposed to perform the opening dance at the
opening ceremony, and I took her place.
I imagined her as Luo Ningning.
I sat on the hospital bed with tears falling down.
My mother sat up and hugged me tightly.
“Oh, it’s all right. Don’t cry.”
I apologized to Cheng Wan. She was a little reluctant, but she also said “sorry” to me.
She said she didn’t mean to print these, but just wanted to get back at me for taking her place.
I gave a wry smile. It doesn’t matter.
I received treatment at the hospital, and my mother advised me to go back to school after I was cured. I shook my head and said to her,
“I want to take the college entrance examination.” I couldn’t hide my
illness. The school didn’t agree with me to go back to class. No matter how I promised, they didn’t agree. Just
when I thought I had no chance to take the college entrance examination, Xie Yanchuan came.
He asked the school to keep my qualification for the college entrance examination, and then took me away.
I gritted my teeth and asked him,
“Will you fail the exam like this?”
He rubbed my head and his eyes lit up.
“Do you believe me?”
I was a little confused, but I nodded. “Hmm.”
He chuckled, “How about taking you to Chingbei?”
I was amused by him and said, “Good.”
I really didn’t expect that Xie Yanchuan was not joking. He was really going to take me to Qingbei.
He called me out of the house the next morning, and I was a little dazed because of the medicine.
Hsieh Yen-chuan gave me two steamed stuffed buns and pinched my face:
“Jiang Tien, wake up and get up to study.”
I rubbed my eyes, saw the bicycle behind Xie Yanchuan, yawned, then changed my clothes in a daze and went out with my schoolbag.
By the time I reacted, I had been taken to a bookstore by Xie Yanchuan.
I rubbed my eyes again and saw the decoration of the bookstore.
Not very tidy, there are books and chalk everywhere on the floor.
The boss is an elderly man, and Hsieh Yen-chuan greets him with a smile:
“Grandpa Chou.”
I followed Hsieh Yen-chuan and called out,
“Hello, Grandpa Chou.” Grand
pa Chou smiled and nodded, and Hsieh Yen-chuan pointed to the room
. “We’re going.” Grand
pa Zhou was OK, and Xie Yanchuan took me there. The moment I
opened the door, I was shocked.
“Isn’t it better to have classes here than in the classroom?”
I stood outside the door and looked at everything in the room.
It turned out to be a glass sunshine room, and there were several pots of flowers around the room that could not be named.
Today, the sunshine is just right, and the sun shines into the house, which is very comfortable.
I murmured, “I didn’t think there was such a place in Yuncheng.”
Xie Yanchuan pulled open a bench and pulled out a small blackboard from the corner.
He coughed twice because of the dust, scattered the dust with his hand, and then looked at me.
“Sit down, Jiang. From today on, I will be your teacher.”
I sat on the bench he had just pulled up.
“Is this really okay?” As he was cleaning the blackboard,
he said to me, “If you want to believe me, Qingbei is still all right.”
I took out my textbook from my schoolbag. I knew Xie Yanchuan’s grades. He dominated the list every year. He has been the first since I was in the first year of high school.
He can even beat the second place by more than ten points in the Mathematical Olympiad, and I have no reason not to believe him.
“I’ll go out and get a box of chalk. Wait for me.” When
Xie Yanchuan went out, I woke up.
He came to give me lessons. What about him? I can’t teach him with my grades. With
this question in mind, the moment Hsieh Yen-chuan returned to his room, I asked him,
“If you take me to class, what will you do?”
He didn’t understand and turned his head with some doubts.
I sorted out the language and asked again,
“I mean, aren’t you going back to class?”
He put down the chalk in his hand and said softly,
“Are you worried that I won’t do well in the exam?” That’s
almost what it means. In such an important period of senior three, he said that if he didn’t attend class, he wouldn’t attend class. Although I really want someone to study with me, I can’t delay him.
I nodded, but he didn’t care
at all. “Ginger.”
He called my name and I looked at him.
“Didn’t anyone tell you I walked?”
He put one hand on his waist and tilted his head to look at me. Only then did
I realize that my worries were unnecessary.
Hsieh Yen-chuan opened the textbook in front of me and said, “Let’s start with physics.”
Xie Yanchuan’s lecture is very detailed. He doesn’t look like a student at all in class. His chalk writing is even better than teacher’s.
I followed his progress, and the learning progress was directly improved by one degree.
He even made a special study plan for me. Everything was so beautiful that I felt that everything was unrealistic now.
Half a month later, Xie Yanchuan gave me a test paper, which was copied by hand.
He said he would take me to simulate the college entrance examination. When I got the test paper, I was in a trance. Out of the blue,
I said,
“Why are you so nice to me?” The moment he
heard my words, he was stunned for a moment. Then he laughed and said,
“Because I like it.”
This time it was my turn to freeze.
“Is this a confession?”
He looked down and took out a watch.
“No, I’m kidding. Let’s start the exam.”
I bit my lip and began to write the paper in front of me. The questions in the
test paper are very classic, and the multiple choice questions and the fill-in-the-blank questions do not take too much time. I really experienced a college entrance examination
these two days.
After finishing the last set of papers given to me by Xie Yanchuan, I received a phone call from my mother.
She asked me to take Xie Yanchuan home and invite him to dinner.
This is not the first time my mother has offered to invite him to dinner, and he has refused before.
“Would you like to come to dinner? It will be the eighth time you refuse me.”
I helped him pack his things and waited for his reply.
“Good.”
He said yes. After
I brought Xie Yanchuan home, my mother was obviously surprised.
She greeted Xie Yanchuan warmly and even opened a bottle of red wine.
I whispered, “Mom, we’re still teenagers. We can’t drink.”
My mother knocked her head. “I forgot. Let’s put it away.”
But Hsieh Yen-chuan stopped my mother and said, “Auntie, you can have some.”
My mother was stunned and immediately put down the wine in her hand.
After dinner, my mother went to wash the dishes, threw me out of the house and asked me to send Xie Yanchuan home.
Xie Yanchuan drank a little wine and his cheeks were slightly red. As
we walked side by side, I felt a little embarrassed and began to talk to him, just like when he first met me.
He just responded softly, as if he didn’t want to say a word more.
I saw that he didn’t want to talk to me, so I said no more. After
walking for a long time, he suddenly said,
“Ginger.”
I wondered why my name was suddenly called.
“Hmm?”
“Will you be happy later?”
He stopped, as if something was twinkling in his eyes.
I nodded. “Yes!”
He smiled, rubbed my head, and then strode off.
“It’s good to be happy. I’ll go first. There’s no need to see you off. It’s dark ahead.”
I stretched out my hand to pull him, but he had slowly disappeared from my sight and walked into the darkness.
My heart has a dull pain, in fact, I only said half of the words, there is a sentence I hid in the bottom of my heart.
I sighed and walked in the opposite direction of him.
Forget it. There’s plenty of time. It’s not too late to talk about it later.
Time is fleeting and the college entrance examination is coming as scheduled. When I got to
the school gate, I began to look around. My mother checked what I had to bring. She looked up and saw me looking around. She patted me on the shoulder.
“Oh, what are you looking at? Hurry up and take the exam.”
I did not give up and looked twice, Xie Yanchuan said last night that he would come to see me off today, but now he has not seen his people.
I bulged my mouth, silently scolded him as a little liar, and then picked up my pencil bag and went to school.
Just as I was about to walk to the school, I heard a familiar voice:
“Ginger.”
I turned my head and saw Xie Yanchuan running in a hurry.
“The college entrance examination went smoothly.”
He stood still and smiled at me.
I waved at him and nodded vigorously. After three days of
college entrance examination, I didn’t see Xie Yanchuan for three days.
The last test was English. When I finished the last word of my composition, I stopped writing and looked at the time, closed the test paper and the answer sheet, leaned against the left wall, and looked at the playground out of the corner of my eye.
The next second, the sound of rolling echoed throughout the teaching building, followed by earth-shaking cheers.
It’s all over.
I handed in my paper and followed the crowd out of the classroom.
My former classmates saw me and wanted to take me out to play, but I refused with a smile.
When I got home, my mother had cooked the meal.
My tense mood was also relieved at this moment. After dinner, I fell asleep.
The next morning, I woke up and was taken to the hospital by my mother.
I scratched my head. I wanted to find Xie Yanchuan today, but when I saw my mother was so anxious, I didn’t refuse.
I think I can go to see him in the afternoon.
When I got to the hospital, the doctor examined me.
My mood is much more stable than before, except when I take medicine, I feel sleepy easily, and the rest of the time is normal.
The doctor patted me on the head and said that I was in good condition recently. After giving me some medicine, he told me a few words. When I
got home, I saw Xie Yanchuan at the door.
My mother wisely took the medicine from my hand and pushed me forward.
I turned to look at my mother. She just winked at me and then turned away.
Xie Yanchuan turned around and just saw me.
“How was the exam?”
I nodded. “It should be good.”
I walked side by side with him without any purpose. None of
us was talking, and the world seemed to have been pressed the mute button at this moment, only my pounding heartbeat echoed in my ears.
I hesitated for a long time and peeked in the direction of Xie Yanchuan many times. I wanted to have the courage to tell him how beautiful the moonlight was yesterday and how much I liked him.
But I dare not, the words of confession stuck in the throat, want to spit out, swallow can not swallow down.
“Hua.”
Xie Yanchuan suddenly opened his mouth and startled me.
“Hmm?”
I was a little excited. It was the first time he called me by my nickname. The moment I
turned to look at him, I even thought about how to promise him later.
“I may be away for a while.”
He spoke slowly, and I swallowed the three words “I do.”.
“Huh?”? Where to go
He rubbed my head. “Don’t ask.”
I bit my lip. “When will you be back?”
He lowered his head and did not answer for a long time.
“Won’t you come back?”
Seeing him like this, I was a little anxious and asked again in a hurry.
He laughed. “Come back.” I finally put down my
hanging heart. Hsieh Yen-chuan and
I sat in a nearby park for a long time. I couldn’t say “I like you” until he saw me to my door. After saying goodbye to
each other, I looked at his back and comforted myself.
It doesn’t matter. It’s not too late to say later.
But I didn’t know it was too late.
No one would have thought that this would be the last time I met Xie Yanchuan. On the day of the results of the
college entrance examination, I stayed in front of the computer.
Six hundred points, this is the result that I have never passed before.
The next second, I picked up my coat and ran out of the house. My mother, who
was cooking, saw that I was going out and asked,
“Where are you going?”
I suddenly froze. What am I going to do?
“I seem to..”
I stood there, looking at the shoes I had put on, and realized that I seemed to have forgotten something.
I patted my head and tried to remember, but it was no use. My mind was still blank. The
sudden loss of memory made me a little angry. I told my mother that I wanted to go out for a walk and hurried downstairs. The
empty streets left me in a trance.
I walked straight ahead and came to a small park nearby. The street lamp in front of the
park was broken, and a figure suddenly appeared in the darkness.
I was afraid and turned to trot away. When I
got home, I washed my face, saw myself in the mirror, and murmured,
“My memory is getting worse these days.” After the
college entrance examination, my life is like driving at double speed.
Time flies, and I will graduate from college in a twinkling of an eye. Back in Yuncheng
again, I came to help my mother move. Four years of
college, I earned a small sum of money, has settled down in the city, also fell in love, he is very good to me, we are ready to get married at the end of the year.
When I put the last piece of furniture in the car, I saw Jing Hao. I haven’t seen him for
four years, and he has matured a lot. After a few pleasantries, I teased him when he was going to marry Cheng Wan. There was a trace of sadness in
Jing Hao’s eyes:
“We broke up two months ago.” Only then did
I realize that I had said something wrong and laughed twice.
Embarrassing old problem again, Jing Hao changed the subject one step before me.
Don’t talk about me. How are you and Hsieh Yen-chuan? Are you together? He didn’t even go to the college entrance examination for you at that time.
I scratched my ear.
Hsieh Yen-chuan? Who is Hsieh Yen-chuan? This is not the first time
I have heard this name.
I have seen this name countless times in my diary, and my mother has mentioned it more than once.
I tried to search my memory of the past, but I couldn’t remember this person.
My mother used to think that I had an old problem again, so she took me to check many times, but each time the results showed normal.
“You don’t remember?”
Jing Hao frowned, apparently in disbelief.
I wanted to ask more about the name, but Jing Hao answered the phone and left in a hurry.
I lowered my dangling hand, and the mover told me that everything was packed.
I answered and trotted into the passenger seat.
The truck moved slowly and I sighed.
Forget it, it should not be a very important person, forget it.
Xie Yanchuan
is my wife. On the day we met, she was sitting on the roof of my house, preparing to commit suicide. After confirming that the person sitting by the eaves was really a person,
I immediately dropped the clothes in my hand and ran to the girl.
She was saved by me, but she didn’t seem so happy. She squatted on the ground and cried loudly, asking me why I saved her.
I was angry and amused. What happened to the little girl? She was not happy that I saved her. I couldn’t see her clearly because of the
faint moonlight on the ground.
I want to go, but I’m afraid she’ll do something stupid again.
She was still crying, which made me feel a little distressed. I squatted down slowly and patted her on the back.
I am not very good at comforting people, girls will not, I can only do silently watching her, do not let her continue to jump down.
Then the girl was tired of crying and stood up from the ground. When she walked into the light, I was stunned. With tears in her eyes,
she bit her lip and stared at me. There is such a lovely little girl in the
world.
She sniffed and thanked me. With a wave of my hand,
I turned my head and pretended to be indifferent. “It’s all right. I can’t take things too hard next time.” Uh In the future, if you have anything to do, you can talk to me, and I’ll give you some advice.
She nodded, bowed and turned away.
I touched my burning face and swore a dirty word secretly. When I got home
that night, I was a little upset, and I was a little absent-minded in class the next day.
I never saw her again until two years later, when I went out for a drive after dinner with my friends, and she appeared in my world again. When we
passed the Peace Bridge, we saw a girl getting ready to jump.
I quickly got out of the car and brought her back. When I reacted, I was shocked.
“Why is it you again? What on earth are you trying to get over? You always want to commit suicide.”
The girl also froze, blinked her eyes twice, and finally did not speak.
This time I learned to be smart, not only asked her name, but also her contact information.
From that day on, I talked to her frequently. When my
friend asked me if I liked her, I thumped him and told him sternly, “I’m saving the flowers of my country.”
Actually is deceives my friend, what saves the motherland the flower, the motherland so many flowers, how can I save.
I just want her to be a good flower.
Later, I got my way.
This four-year love affair has finally come to an end, and we are together. We got married in the second year after we were
together.
She never thought of suicide again, but she had a heart disease that could not be cured.
I always thought that as long as I was around her, it was not a matter of time before she recovered from her illness.
I always thought so, but as fate would have it, in the second year of our marriage, I was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer. The moment I
got the report, I gave a wry smile.
Once upon a time, Jiang Lao said what should I do if she died. Now, it’s my turn to ask.
In fact, I was prepared before, after all, my family also died of stomach cancer, which is hereditary.
But when I think about it, my parents died in their forties, so I should be able to live to be forty.
Who would have thought that I would be ahead of schedule.
I’ve never smoked or drunk in my life, but that night, I drank two bottles of white wine and smoked a whole carton of cigarettes.
I fell on the roof in a daze and tears flowed all over the floor. It doesn’t matter if
I die, but my ginger can’t die.
Later, when I was brushing Tieba, I accidentally learned about a shop where I could exchange anything. Doubtful,
I found the shop. The owner was a boy about my age. He asked me what to change.
I smiled and said, “My wife will have a happy life.”
The man frowned. Let me be specific.
I didn’t care to start talking about what happened before, and he listened carefully and wrote something down in his notebook from time to time. After
telling our story, I got up to leave, but the man stopped me, “Aren’t you going to change things?”
I laughed and thought he was really funny.
“Then change it. Can you send me back to my wife’s high school?”
The man nodded. “Then what will you give me?” I
laughed. I really thought he was funny. “What about my life?”
He nodded again, and the next second, the world was spinning.
I saw some tender ginger.
She was looking at something, and I followed her gaze and saw Jing Hao and Luo Ningning in the stairwell.
Everything is so real.
I stretched out my hand and covered Jiang’s eyes.
I can actually touch it. I
had no time to lament the adventure of life, so I whispered in her ear,
“Don’t look, I’ll take you away.”
I have been with Jiang for two months, and I should have disappeared after the college entrance examination.
But the owner of the pawnshop relented and gave me half a day more.
That afternoon, I saw the bright smile on Jiang’s face, and I couldn’t stop being happy. When
we parted, the wind blew gently through my hair. I turned my head secretly to look at her. She had already disappeared.
I wiped the tears from my eyes and breathed a sigh of relief. It’s hard to have a good ending to
our story.
It doesn’t matter. You can’t be greedy and want two people to be perfect.
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Waiting for you to finish class, waiting for you to grow
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