First love, old love, new love
I was locked up in the basement for three months by a prisoner I had arrested.
He had one hand on my neck and the other on my face. Do
you know? The first time I saw you, I wanted you to smell like me.
I sneered. He didn’t know I was pregnant at that time. In my first year in the
police department, I cracked a family massacre.
The murderer, Xu Jianian, did not look like a vicious man at all.
He was gentle and polite, and when he was caught, he kept a decent smile and looked at me without blinking.
I was frozen by his eyes and asked my colleagues to handcuff him and leave.
But this man didn’t play by the rules, and I had to arrest him myself and handcuff him. My colleague
and I looked at each other and compromised.
I escorted him into the car and sat in the back with him.
He glanced at my name tag and looked at me with a half-smile. “Su Yan?” What
I hate most is these sanctimonious scum. I glanced at him impatiently. “Be honest and don’t talk nonsense!”
He chuckled and did not speak again, but I could vaguely feel his eyes falling on me. Not far from the
police car, the brakes suddenly failed and hit the roadside railing, and I was thrown into his arms with great force.
I heard his heart beating violently and looked up at him. There was a lot of noise outside the
car, and I was about to get off to check, and I felt my neck numb.
I turned my head slowly, not knowing when Xu Jianian’s handcuffs had been untied.
He slowly withdrew the syringe, the corners of his mouth turned up slightly, and his eyes looked at me coldly.
“You..” I fain
Ted when I saw him talking to my colleague. My
mouth opened and closed, and I couldn’t hear what was said.
……
When I woke up again, I was in a place where the light was dim. Chains were put on my
limbs and neck, and I struggled a few times, and there was a clatter. I’m weak
at the moment. I think the anesthetic hasn’t worn off yet. Take
a look around. There was only an iron door
in front of him, surrounded by white walls, and there was not even a window.
The room has only a big bed and a simple table and chair, but nothing else. The light bulb flashed
overhead, and I heard footsteps coming down the stairs.
After a while, Xu Jianian appeared in front of me in a suit and leather shoes, with a cold smile on his face. How does Officer
Su feel now? Feel better
I sat down on the ground and looked at him viciously.
“Hsu Chia-nien, hurry up and let me go. You’re breaking the law!”
Hsu Chia-nien seems to have heard a joke. “You’ve forgotten that I’ve killed people. What is this level now?”
I was stunned.
I am mad to reason with this scoundrel here!
Xu Jianian opened the iron gate, came in, squatted in front of me, and touched my head like a dog.
“I actually like you, as long as you’re good, huh?”
I turned away in disgust.
“What do you want to do?”
Xu Jianian did not mind my behavior at all and calmly withdrew his hand.
He stood up and said to me in a commanding manner, “I want you to love me, and I want you to love me with all your heart.”
Bah! You’re dreaming!
It’s disgusting that a murderer wants to be loved by me.
Hsu Chia-nien kicked the iron chain at his feet, his face contemptuous. “If I don’t try, how will I know if I’m dreaming?”
He leaned down and grabbed my chin with one hand, and I stared at him viciously.
“Su Yan..” “I will make you love me, by hook or by crook,” he whispered fiendishly in my ear. At the end of the
kiss, he patted his ass and left. I felt so sick
that I wanted to hit the wall and commit suicide.
But I can’t, because I want to go back alive. In the evening, Xu Jianian came down to bring me a meal.
“This is the steak I fried. It’s very delicious. Try it.”
He gently raised the fork to my mouth.
Looking at his hypocritical appearance, I really want to spit on him.
But I have to endure, I must personally arrest him, let him suffer!
I endured the humiliation in my heart and opened my mouth to eat.
“Is it good?”
I nodded hesitantly.
He was as happy as a child in an instant, feeding me one mouthful after another, and soon the plate bottomed out. After
eating and drinking, I began to look at him.
Just like my first impression of him, he really doesn’t look like a murderer.
Handsome appearance, decent work should attract a lot of girls love, why such a person would be desperate to kill?
He noticed that I was looking at him. He tilted his head and raised his eyebrows. “Did Officer Su fall in love with me so quickly?”
“I’m a cop, you’re a murderer. We’ll never be able to.”
Hsu Chia-nien’s eyes dimmed. “Is it never possible?”
He suddenly pulled me up and threw me on the bed, and I was so scared that my heart stopped. My
hands were bound by chains, and I couldn’t struggle at all. I could only look at him in panic. His
eyes were dark, and he said in a cold voice, “Officer Su, it’s better not to mess with me, or I can’t guarantee what I’ll do.”
My whole body froze.
Just as he was about to go further, I suddenly woke up.
“Didn’t you say let me fall in love with you?”
His hand stopped.
I tried to say quietly, “Try it, if you can.” How good it would have been
to have come to this realization!. Do you know? I was caught by you on purpose, because the first time I saw you, I wanted you to smell like me.
Suddenly he raised his head and pulled my hair. I was forced to lean back slightly. “But I don’t have the patience for that long, so Officer Su has to fall in love with me quickly.”
Xu Jianian likes to sleep with me in his arms, especially around my waist, with his face close to the back of my neck. When I
fell asleep, my shallow breath hit my neck, and I was pulled back uncomfortably away from him, and I couldn’t sleep all night.
Xu Jianian did not bring his mobile phone, but he carried an electronic watch with him, which would beep every hour.
So I knew it was about seven o’clock in the morning. Xu Jianian moved, and I quickly closed my eyes. I
felt the person behind me turn me gently and look at me face to face.
I felt his cold fingers sliding across my face, bringing a chill and sighing with satisfaction like looking at a commodity.
Finally he got up and got out of bed, listening to his footsteps and leaving here.
I opened my eyes, raised my arm, looked at the keyhole of the chain, and found that it was a special lock, which could only be opened with a key.
But Xu Jianian was very defensive, and the possibility of stealing the key from him was very small.
…… When
Xu Jianian is in a good mood, he is almost responsive to me, and when it comes to giving me freedom, he will be extra cautious. On my third day
here, I asked him if I could take a shower.
“There’s nothing here but a bed and a table. I’m all smelly.”
I frowned unbearably.
When Hsu Chia-nien sniffed it, he said, “It doesn’t stink. It still smells good.”
My eyebrows danced faintly, looking at my eyes that wanted to kill, and he gave in.
He looked at me playfully. “Don’t play tricks on me. You know what happens when you make me angry.” I looked at him as
sincerely as I could and nodded. Not long after
he went out, he came down with a needle in his hand and came to me step by step.
The basement was dimly lit and I couldn’t see his expression. “When I think about it, I’m still a little worried. Just be good, and I’ll be fine.”
I took a step back, but I was still given a strong dose.
Soon the drug took effect, and I felt weak and my consciousness was a little blurred.
I heard the sound of chains falling to the ground. Xu Jianian put me in the bedroom and turned to the bathroom to put hot water. As the
initial dizziness receded, I regained a little strength and went to the window to survey the vicinity before he came out.
Surrounded by a large area of dense forest, I am now in such a weak state, the possibility of successful escape is zero.
I turned to look at the bedroom and locked my eyes on the landline phone in the living room outside.
When Xu Jianian came out of the bathroom, I lowered my eyes and pressed down these thoughts.
He strode over and carried me into the bathroom.
4
“Can I help you?” In the narrow bathroom, Xu Jianian stood there like a wall, looking at me with a half-smile.
“No, I still have the strength to take off my clothes.”
He stood still and told me that he didn’t want to leave. He and
I looked at each other as if we were confronting each other, and there was an undercurrent in the air. I lost in the
end, and it’s no good for me to piss him off now.
I took off my clothes and soaked myself in the water. After soaking in the
hot water, I felt that my strength had recovered a little.
Xu Jianian squatted down, rolled up his sleeves slowly, and his fingers crossed the water, rippling layer by layer.
I could feel his burning gaze on me, and his eyes deepened.
Seeing that his hand was about to stick up, I couldn’t resist opening it, but it was like a kitten scratching.
I stepped back and glared at him. “Hsu Chia-nien, don’t act so foolishly!”
Seeing my frightened expression, he seemed satisfied and hooked his lips.
“Wash up and come out. I’ll wait for you outside.”
Then he turned and walked away. When
I went out, he was standing by the window listening to the phone, perhaps because he was concerned about my presence and hung up without saying a word.
He looked me up and down with a smile in his eyes. “I told you this dress would fit you.”
My face turned black in an instant because I was wearing a maid’s outfit.
Xu Jianian put away his cell phone and prepared to take me back to the basement.
I looked at him in distress. “Can I stay a little longer? The basement is cold and boring.”
He turned his head, and his eyes seemed to see through my thoughts. “Are you bored?” He asked.
Without waiting for me to reply, he bowed his head and got very close. “Then we can also be here..”
“No, let’s go back now.”
……
Back in the basement, my hands and feet were re-chained.
Since I was trapped here, everything on my body, including my mobile phone, was taken away by Xu Jianian for the first time, and I lost the chance to contact the outside world.
But if I could get out of the basement, things might be different.
So in the next few days, no matter what Xu Jianian does, I can bite my teeth and cooperate with him.
Sometimes I can feel him looking at me with suspicion, and I just give him a pure smile.
“What do you want?” He finally showed his hand.
I shook the chain in my hand, and the intention was obvious.
Xu Jianian gave a cold sigh and turned away.
In order to get rid of the shackled life as soon as possible, I made persistent efforts. Instead,
Xu Jianian did not take it.
He said, “Well, bear me a child, and I will set you free.”
At that moment, the disgust in my eyes did not have time to hide, and he saw it.
His face sank, his long, slender eyes fixed on me like a poisonous snake, and his body was cold to the bone.
“Officer Su, since you are destined to be mine, you can exercise my rights in advance.” The smell of
danger came to my face, and I felt a chill in my back.
But I almost forgot that the man in front of me was not an ordinary kidnapper, but a heinous murderer. The corners
of Hsu Chia-nien’s mouth curved sarcastically. “Those who behave badly will be punished.”
Bound hands and feet, I am like a lamb to be slaughtered, powerless to fight back.
He pulled open his collar irritably. The
light on the top of my head, flickering, stung my eyes.
I slept for two days and two nights in a muddle, dreaming on and off.
Sometimes I dream of my father cooking my favorite sweet and sour fish at home, sometimes I dream of my life in the police Academy, and more often I dream of a handsome face, wearing a proud police uniform, looking back and smiling like a beam of light shining into my world.
“Lu Chou, if I were captured by the bad guys, would you come and save me?”
“Yes, I will save you. Until then, you must try to live.”
“Good.”
…… When
I opened my eyes, I saw the white ceiling, the cold and damp wooden boards in the basement, and the faint fragrance of porridge floating in the air. The
body moved, a little weak, and the bondage on the hands and feet disappeared. There was a chill in
my eyes.
Xu Jianian carried the meal and soon appeared in front of me.
“Eat when you wake up.”
I wanted to bite the bullet and refuse, but my stomach began to rebel. With a smile in his eyes
, Hsu Chia-nien blew on my lips and said, “Be good, eh?”
My fingernails were stuck in the palm of my hand under the quilt, and he had died eight hundred times in my heart.
After dinner, “Where are you taking me?”
He looked down at me. “Aren’t you bored?”? I’ll take you to watch TV for a while.
I’m relieved.
The TV is broadcasting the news that he is wanted all over the city, but he seems to be all right.
“Do you think you can escape?” “After
a while, when everything is ready, I will take you away to a place where no one knows us.”
My heart is cold. Is he going to abscond abroad?
“What makes you think I’ll run with you, the murderer?”
His eyes darkened. “Don’t let me hear that again. You’re mine, and you can’t escape.” As soon as the
TV picture turned, the man in police uniform came into my eyes. “I will definitely catch him. Please trust me and trust the police!”
The man’s eyes were obviously black and blue, and it seemed that he had not had a good rest for a long time.
My heart suddenly hurts.
Xu Jianian seemed to notice my absence, lifted his eyelids and glanced at the picture, with a sarcastic arc at the corners of his mouth.
“Lu Zhou?”
I frowned, and his disdainful tone made me dissatisfied.
“Do you think he can catch me?”
I looked up at him with a serious look on my face. “Yes, he can.”
Because Lu Zhou is the best cadet in the police Academy and the person I trust most, he will find me.
As if thinking of something, his face darkened.
“You like him?”
“Well, I like it very much.”
His eyes were getting darker and darker, as if he was going to suck people in and hang them, and I could feel the surge in his heart. The angrier
he gets, the happier I am.
As long as he goes to trouble with Lu Zhou, he may reveal a flaw.
6
I asked him, “Why did you kidnap me the other day when you were running away alone?”
“I don’t know. Maybe it’s because I like it.”
I silently sneer, like the word from his mouth is a kind of blasphemy.
Like a mad beast asking me who he was.
I clenched my teeth and did not speak.
Sure enough, Xu Jianian didn’t give me any good look the next day, and his face was as heavy as the King of Hell who came to kill me.
He gently stroked my hair and smiled with a chill. “Do you think if I kill Lu Chou, you will only belong to me?”
Then I saw him make a phone call, lock me in the bedroom and go out.
It was not until the evening that he came back with a sniper rifle in his hand.
I had a bad feeling. “How is Lu Chou?”
He smiled devilishly and picked up the gun. “Dead, one shot!”
My eyes turned red. “Impossible!”! Lu Chou couldn’t have died that easily.
He leaned close to my ear, like a poisonous snake spitting its core. “That’s because I used your information to lead him to an abandoned factory. It was a good position for sniping. Tsk, tsk, tsk. I’m sorry I couldn’t show you the video.”
I stumbled to the living room and turned on the TV with the remote control.
“According to informed sources, at 3 pm today, a police officer who was shot by a gunman was taken to the hospital for emergency treatment. The injured place was near the heart. Now his life is unknown..”
My mind went blank for a moment. “You’re wrong,”
Xu Jianian said grimly. “He has no chance to catch me.”
I turned sideways and slapped him hard. “You deserve to die!”
He was silent and his eyes were as cold as ice.
The next second I was carried on Xu Jianian’s shoulder and thrown back on the bed.
I took something from the head of the bed and threw it at his head.
The air was as still as death. The blood from his head dripped into my eyes. I stared at the scene.
His expression was frighteningly dark, and there was a sense of aggression in his eyes that frightened me.
“If you are not good, you will be punished.”
In the middle of the night, I was awakened by thirst. When I opened my eyes, Xu Jianian turned sideways and stared at me quietly in the dark.
I was taken aback. Most of the wound on
his head had healed, leaving only a long scar.
Noticing my gaze, he sneered, “a little harder, maybe you’ll be free.”
Why didn’t I kill you? I lowered my head and didn’t answer.
He got out of bed and handed me a glass of water and watched me finish it.
“Just wait. I’ll be able to take you away soon.”
Recently, Xu Jianian went out frequently, leaving early and returning late.
I have a hunch that it is getting closer and closer to the day when he absconds abroad.
That day he came back with a bunch of flowers.
“The first time I saw you, I thought this red rose matched you. Do you like it?”
He hugged me with a happy face, and I felt like I was in a cold cellar.
If he does manage to escape, trying to arrest him will be like looking for a needle in a haystack.
At this critical moment, the reversal of things suddenly came.
That day, Xu Jianian said he would go to get a visa and leave here soon.
I sat on the bed, my heart was extremely restless, as if something big was going to happen.
Just as I was fidgeting, a shot rang out outside the door.
Someone broke in-
I stood up and stared at the man who came in, dressed in a police uniform, holding a gun in both hands, his face was a little pale, and the blood in his eyes was clearly visible.
“Lu Chou, you’re not dead..”
At that time, I was so excited that I fainted directly.
When I woke up, I was already in the hospital, surrounded by relatives and colleagues.
I couldn’t help but burst into tears. I didn’t believe I was really saved
until now.
My line of sight in the crowd collected a circle, did not see the person they want to see, the heart suddenly some lost. After my
colleague left, my father stood there with red eyes. “I shouldn’t have let you become a policeman. Look how dangerous it is!”
“Dad..”
My father couldn’t help sniffing and stopped talking.
“Yanyan, Dad, you’re the only one left.”
He held my hand, and I felt sad to see a few more white hairs on his temples.
But remembering my own humiliation, I said firmly to him, “Dad, I must catch him with my own hands.”
My father knew my temper and didn’t persuade me any more. He just hugged me hard.
My father cooked chicken soup for me, but I didn’t drink two mouthfuls, and I suddenly felt sick. When I came out
of the bathroom, my father’s eyes were red and he was reluctant to speak.
I smiled and said, “Dad, I’m fine.”
My father wiped his eyes at random and came over to help me. “Come on, eat more. Why have you lost so much weight?” After a
while, Lu Zhou also came.
My dad winked and left the two of us.
Lu Chou’s face was a little pale, and his starry eyes seemed to have a thousand words to say. Finally he just said apologetically, “I’m sorry, I’m late.”
In a word, my mood completely collapsed. It wasn’t supposed to be like this between
us.
If there is no accident, I will express my love to Lu Zhou on his birthday. If
all goes well, we will have a date together, drink a cup of double-tube milk tea, and have a sweet kiss when we part.
But now everything is in a bubble.
I hugged him and cried out of breath.
His ears were a little red. “You did well. I’m glad you came back alive.”
Later, Lu Zhou told me that Xu Jianian did shoot him at that time. Fortunately, he was wearing a bulletproof vest and had a long range, so the injury was not very serious. The false report on the
news is just to let Xu Jianian relax his vigilance and facilitate him to track Xu Jianian’s location. After
listening, the guilt in my heart has been weakened.
But it didn’t end so easily.
Xu Jianian ran away again, and I began to feel uneasy.
Two days later, there was a murder in the People’s Park in the city center.
The victim, a young woman, was killed with a knife and a blood note was left at the scene.
“I will bring you back to me!”
I heard the CCTV news in the ward, shook my mind, and my hand was bleeding from a fruit knife.
What a lunatic!
My father was in a hurry to help me call the nurse to bandage.
Obviously, this woman’s death was a warning from Xu Jianian.
As long as I don’t come back to him one day, he won’t stop killing, and more people will die because of me.
Lu Zhou applied for victim protection for me. There was a policeman in civilian clothes staring at the door of the ward. He dared not act rashly and could only force me to show myself. After the
nurse dressed my wound, my dad turned off the TV with a black face. What else
I wanted to say was stopped by my father’s sharp eyes.
But I steeled myself and said, “Dad, get out of here. I’m going back to the police station.” What
are you going back for? You are carrying a child, and you are the target of the murderer. You are in danger. With a big wave of his hand, he said angrily, “I won’t let you go back anyway!”
My father has a warm temper. I have never seen him lose his temper with anyone in his life, but this time I was so angry that I blushed.
“Dad, if I don’t bring him back, more innocent people will die in vain.”
“That’s none of my business. All I know is that I can’t let my daughter get hurt any more!”
“Dad, someone died because of me. It’s too heavy a sin for me to bear.” I don’t know if my
dad listened. Anyway, he didn’t say a word to me for three days except to let me eat. On the day
I was discharged from the hospital, my father hung the amulet he had worn for half his life around my neck. It was said that the light could keep me safe.
Back at the police station, Lu Zhou was in a meeting. I quietly went in through the back door. He paused and continued the meeting.
After that, Lu Zhou handed me a glass of water.
“Why don’t you take more time off?”
“If I don’t catch him for a day, I won’t sleep well.”
Lu Zhou looked at me thoughtfully, and I looked away.
…… When I got home
at night, my mobile phone vibrated.
When I clicked on it, the contents sent shivers down my back.
“I miss you. Do you miss me?”
“Did you go back to the police station today to arrest me again?”
“I went to the hospital and heard from the nurse that you were pregnant. I’m so happy. This is our baby..”
……
I’ll call Lu Zhou right away. The
phone was quickly connected, but the opposite side was very noisy, like on the roadside.
“Lu Chou, where are you?”
I.. I just got out of the station. What’s going on?
“Hsu Chia-nien contacted me.”
What? Don’t be afraid, I’ll be right there! Within
a minute, there was a knock at the door.
I looked through the cat’s eye, and it was Lu Zhou.
I was a little surprised that he came so quickly.
He looked at me and explained, “Oh, I was just passing downstairs on my way home.”
He did not know that his ears had revealed his mind.
I have mixed feelings.
He took my phone and frowned. “Is he spying on you?”
I shook my head. “I don’t know, but he obviously knows where I am.”
Lu Chou called Xiao Liu of the technical department and turned to me and said, “It’s not safe here. If you don’t mind, go to my house first. I can still protect you.”
Looking at his sincere eyes, I said yes.
Xu Jianian’s hiding place was very hidden, and the technical team could not track his specific location for a while. When
I came out to breathe, Lu Zhou was smoking in the corridor. I seldom saw him like this. There was a sudden drizzle
outside, and I don’t know what he was thinking.
I went over and patted him on the shoulder. “What are you thinking?”
He stubbed out his cigarette and turned around. “Nothing.”
I looked out of the window, and he suddenly turned my shoulder very seriously and asked me, “I will help you catch him, do you believe it?” My
heart beat faster and I gave the same answer as before: “I believe it.”
He rubbed my hair and raised the corners of his mouth slightly. “Don’t worry, I’ll protect you this time!”
A few days later I received another message from Hsu Chia-nien: “Are you staying with Lu Chou?”
Two minutes later, another message came: “Su Yan, you can’t run away. Even if you run to the ends of the earth, I’ll find you!”
“But that Lu Chou is really an eyesore.”
I saw the ferocity of his words and called him back, but I didn’t expect the opposite side to pick it up.
“Hsu Chia-nien, don’t act rashly!”
“Su Yan, I wish you had children.”
I frowned in disgust. “You’d better hide in the mountains, or I’ll catch you sooner or later!”
Hsu Chia-nien smiled. “I’m waiting for you..”
“Also,” I subconsciously touched my stomach and felt a chill in my eyes. “Hsu Chia-nien, if you dare to hurt an innocent person again, I’ll abort this baby in my stomach!”
Hsu Chia-nien’s voice was low, and I could feel his depression across the screen. “If you dare, if you dare to abort my child, I will destroy the person you cherish most!”.
I hung up the phone angrily, with a little more fear in my heart.
Xu Jianian was so elusive that he failed to locate the place every time.
The whole police station was covered by dark clouds and fell into depression. At my wits’ end
, I came up with an idea.
I went to the hospital to abort the child, and if he cared about the child, he would come out and stop me, and we would have a chance to arrest him.
The plan was approved by the Bureau.
In the next few days, Lu Zhouzao made a close deployment near the hospital, only waiting for Xu Jianian to appear. Before the
action, I hid the signal locator in the safety amulet and put on the headset to facilitate the contact with the team members. It’s almost time for
surgery. The doctor walks in.
I looked at him warily. It was a strange face.
As soon as I relaxed, I heard a familiar voice.
“Officer Su, you let me down.”
I looked up suddenly, and just as I was about to make a sound, I was stunned by the strong ether, and I could only hear the call of Lu Zhou in the earphone.
Xu Jianian took me to an abandoned factory, beside which he threw human skin masks.
He looked at me sullenly. “You are really cruel.” Tied to a chair,
I gave him a look of disgust. “Not as good as you, murderous bastard!”
His veins bulged. “Don’t look at me like that!”
He suppressed his anger. “We’ll be out of here in the afternoon, so you stay put.”
“Hsu Chia-nien, don’t run away. You’ve killed so many people that you can’t run away!”
As soon as he finished, a siren sounded outside.
He looked at me in shock. “How did they get here so fast?”
I said, “Look, I told you you couldn’t get away.”
“You shut up!” I rubbed my
hands hard behind my back, felt my wrists break, and finally broke free from the rope.
New hatred and old hatred, I gave him a hard blow to sober him up.
My hands were sore and numb, but when I saw his mouth bleeding, my mood was much better.
Xu Jianian was so enraged by me that he reached out and grabbed my neck and pushed me down to the ground.
“Why don’t we die together?” He murmured. “Then you’ll still be mine!”
That.. What about the baby in the belly?
The words gave him a flicker of hesitation.
Just then, I grabbed his arm and rolled over to get out of the shackles.
Hsu Chia-nien came to his senses, picked up the knife next to him, and stabbed me with a fierce face. “The child is with us, and there is a companion on the way to the afterlife.”
At this time, Lu Zhou broke into the door with a gun and shot Xu Jianian in the abdomen. I finally breathed a sigh of relief. With a worried look on his face,
Lu Chou picked me up. “Are you all right?”
I shook my head with a white face.
Xu Jianian covered his bleeding abdomen and stretched his hand forward.
I walked over, put my foot on his hand, and looked down at him. “Die alone, scum!”
“Oh, yes.” I touched my stomach and looked at him with a smile. “And this child will accompany you to the afterlife.”
Side story:
The day before the operation, Lu Zhou came to see me.
He looked at my stomach with a complicated expression and pursed his lips. “Su Yan, have you thought about it?”? The mission is over. You can stay with this child if you want.
I was a little surprised and looked up at him.
His eyes were full of tenderness and he looked at me with pity.
“I care about your body more than I care about its existence.”
“Lu Chou, are you feeling sorry for me?”
“No, I feel sorry for you.”
His eyes were burning, and I clenched my clothes uncontrollably.
After a while, as if I had been given enough courage, I said softly, “Actually, I’m afraid of death, and I don’t like being a policeman. The reason why I insist on being a policeman is that I just want to stand beside you.”
Lu Zhou was stunned.
I continued, “I was supposed to confess to you on your birthday..”
Lu Chou’s eyes moved slightly as he took hold of my hand. “Actually, that’s exactly what I was thinking.”
“I used to think that you would always be with me, but this accident has taught me to cherish the people in front of me..”
“So Su Yan, would you like to be with me?”
For a moment, I couldn’t tell whether I was happy or sad. He liked me too in those years.
I broke away from his hand and hesitated. “But I’m not the same person I used to be. I’m with Hsu Chia-nien..”
Lu Chou put his index finger against my lips. “Don’t think like that, Su Yan. In my eyes, you are the best.”
“I really like you. I like the way you clumsily follow me. I like the tenderness in your eyes when you look at me and the blatant preference.”
“When I learned that you had been kidnapped, I was really mad. I blamed myself for not being able to protect you. So give me a chance to take care of you, okay?”
I can’t refuse, because he is Lu Zhou, the light I have been following. With hot
eyes, I threw myself into his arms and absorbed the warmth of his body.
But the baby was gone in the end.
Because its existence will only remind me of those terrible days.
My father and Lu Zhou respect my decision. After the
operation, my father cooked chicken soup and stewed pig’s feet for me every day, and I felt five or six pounds fat in just a few days.
“Dad, that’s enough!” I finally couldn’t help but stop.
My father blew his beard and stared, “Now you need to supplement your nutrition. How can this be enough?” As they bicker
with him, Lu Chou comes in with a bunch of flowers in his arms. “Uncle is right. Now you need to eat more nutritious food to nourish your body.”
My father seemed to have found an ally in an instant. “That’s right, even after what Little Lu said, you’re still not obedient.”
I had no choice but to drink another bowl of chicken soup in their sight.
Then my dad left with his lunch box. “
I went back to the team today, and I heard you resigned.”
I raised my face and smiled at him. “Well, a lot has happened recently. I want to have a good rest for a while.”. Besides, my father was very frightened this time, and I wanted to spend more time with him.
“That’s all right. I’m very happy to see you in such good spirits now.” I don’t think there is a better ending than faint fragrance of the flowers beside the
hospital bed. After I
was discharged from the hospital, I sometimes woke up with nightmares and hallucinations at the worst.
Lu Zhou accompanied me to see a psychologist, and I actively cooperated with the treatment.
In addition, I also signed up for a lot of interest classes, and I was very busy every day.
A year later, I have achieved a little success in the comic industry and gained a group of lovely fans.
I seldom think of the past, and everything is going in a good direction.
Today is my birthday. Lu Zhou took me to eat the Japanese food that I coveted for a long time. After that, we walked hand in hand on the way home.
I looked at him sideways again and again, with a look of hesitating to speak.
Lu Zhou stopped and looked at me in a funny way. “Yan Yan, do you have something to say?”
I stood in front of him and held out my hand. “Where’s my engagement ring?” Two days ago,
I learned from my former colleagues that Lu Zhou had asked for a half-day leave, saying that he was going to buy a wedding ring.
If the guess is right, today is a good time to propose, but he did not do it, or I have to rely on myself. “Look for yourself,” said
Lu Chou, encircling my waist. I fumbled around
on him, but I couldn’t find him.
I turned around in a fit of pique. “If I can’t find it, I’m not the one who’s worried.”
Lu Chou took my hand and put it close to my ear. “I gave you the ring a long time ago, fool.”
His long fingers hooked the necklace on my neck, which was a diamond ring. I
opened my eyes wide. “When did you..”
Lu Chou’s ears turned red and he hugged me. “That’s not important. What’s important is Yan Yan. Will you marry me?”
I thought I would say yes with a smile, but now I’m in tears.
Because Xu Jianian stood not far away and looked at me with an expressionless face.
And I’m already used to it.
I stood on tiptoe, touched Lu Chou’s face, and gently kissed him. “I do.”
One day, the haze will disperse, and I will welcome a new life and grow old with my lover.
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Xi Mo Ruyin
First love, old love, new love
Rong Ange, etc
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