32 May I be like a moon.

I finally became his queen.

She became the most honorable woman in the world.

“Fly on a branch” “Shaw to a phoenix” is what many people say about me.

It was a long time ago that I was born in a small town in the city. I can’t even think about it.

I thought I’d be a good girl and a good girl and marry a decent family, have a couple of children and live like many girls all over the world.

Or better, or worse, without much surprise or regret.

I just didn’t expect it to end like this.

So I always told the new man at the palace:

“Don’t think about the way forward. It’s lucky to live now. Because there is no road ahead, no man can change, no guess. I’m sorry.

01

A family that is sanctified and sanctified.

The general is a civil servant, and there are great talent and beauty.

The general wins the battle, and the civil servant is an honest and honest man.

It’s just that there’s no one but this beauty, who has a heart.

And I’m telling you — if you send me to the palace, I’m going to scram! Send a dead man!

Of course, it is not possible to speak in public in this way.

I can hear you because I am kneeling in front of this beautiful house.

What a beautiful house, even the stone-grained mountains in front of the house, with a white parrot under it, repeating, “Death! Dead! Dead! Dead!”

I’m afraid to look, to stand down, to hold my fist tight, and to expect them to give me money to cure my dream.

Not long after the door opened, a young girl in a cherry pink dress, taken away by a middle-aged man, who seemed reluctant, full-faced, dressed in clothes I could not afford to buy.

“It’s true that Dad didn’t lie to you this time, she’ll go to the palace for you. It’s not bad for the first son of Lee.

The young girls were squeezing the arms of a man, and immediately laughed.

This is the man I never met, but I set the course for my life when I first met.

My… father was infected with Kaifu and my sister.

Yeah, who made my mother just a drunk maid?

It would not have been impossible for a mother to die if it had not been for this man.

“Do you understand? “The man turned to me, and his voice was down, and he was not angry.

“Yes. I bow down, not like a daughter, like a slave.

I don’t have a choice.

I took a small bag of “sell money” and I went to the doctor’s office, and I took a doctor with a beard and a white man, and I went back to the hut outside the city.

“You, you girl hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo.” Doctor bends over. On the slant door frame, half of the breath is empty of the old pixie bones.

“Doctor, look at my sister. I have money, I need the best medicine! I’m sorry.

The doctor rubbed his sweat, went to the bed, raised a thin and stainful blanket, and the word “champ” went deeper in his eyebrow.

How about that?

“How did you two girls get so hurt? I’m sorry.

I looked under my little dream-breaked dress, and I saw a massive wound, rotting flesh with bones and a stench of stench.

I swallowed my saliva and shivered my shoulder and said, “Come to my relatives, meet the bandits on the way, roll down the hillside when I ran away, and my sister protected me…”

“Ah…” The doctor made an old sigh.

Although older, it seemed that he was working hard, and the doctor quickly brought out medicine and knives to start dealing with rotting meat.

My sister in a coma, with her eyebrow locked, sweatballs, big, big, falling.

I picked up the white cloth and wiped the little dream.

Our grandmother’s house was not as good as ours, and I was not to be seen at home after she had been forced into the village for that.

The mother then had a bad dream and left, and the cripples did not see the girl and sent her sister back.

I was with her when I was six. Without special food for the dolls, I’ll make my rations soft and soft and then feed her.

Sometimes dreams ask me, “How could you take care of a child when you were six? I’m sorry.

“Maybe… we were sisters in our last life, and the first time I hugged you, I thought, “This little doll is really nice.”

The cold was pouring into the house, and I blocked the door with a broken bench, which would fall out of nowhere at any given time, with all my clothes covered in my dreams.

Dream, you’re the only one. Don’t leave your sister.

02

“I can go, but you have to take care of my dreams! “This is the second time I’ve seen Kaifu and the first time I’ve spoken so hard.

“Who is she to you?”

I turned my eyes away from her and watched as I watched the beam sculptor with envious little dreams.

I was brought to my house at night, like a cheap commodity, and died by a horseman’s driver and two bodyguards who didn’t know and had never heard of it, so Kaifu did not know about the mother’s remarriage.

It must be hard for a man like him to accept her “remarry” even as a girl.

“Customs, the family’s gone. I answer.

I don’t know.

“Where is my sister going? “The dream looked at the decorated house, and it was a panic.

“Don’t be afraid, I’m going to have a good life, I’ll come back and see you. I’m sorry.

“Happiness? Where? I don’t like that man. His eyes are terrible! Sister, let’s go. I’m not afraid to get beaten up by my grandmother! Dreams are so smart, they seem to notice something.

“There are things that you can’t do without doing, Dream, you believe sister, everything will be fine…”

“Yes! Dreams look into my eyes and place their heads up.

I’ll be a princess as soon as I enter the palace, for the sake of my family.

I was also declared a virgin from the outside but was sent to rest as a minor.

No one doubts it, because my eyebrow is so much like Kaifu when he was young.

The English five don’t have a woman’s tenderness, and they don’t look so good when they don’t laugh.

Your Highness, please don’t wait. The Emperor may be busy with business…

“It’s a busy country and it’s a meal to eat… but I’m hungry if I don’t come.”

Your Highness, you cannot call yourself “I”!

I threw up my tongue and said, “The Emperor is not coming. You sent for questions. I’m sorry.

“What, that’s what Princess is waiting for me? The sound of freshness was pushed away and passed in.

– Very white.

That’s my first thought.

Maybe the Emperor’s job is too much for you.

Because it’s too white, red on its lips, it’s like it’s got a lip, but it’s not a woman at all, it’s so deep, it’s deep, it’s deep, it’s like an animal in its eyes, it’s not like it’s a teenager.

Very pretty!

Yeah, it’s pretty!

It’s too beautiful!

Until then, it was hard for me to imagine a man who could look so right in every eyebrow.

If he was beautiful, the other beautiful women would have been pretty.

“Your concubine is here with the Emperor. I don’t know how much the emperor heard at the door, but I’m more concerned with my life — I think it’s nothing, or else he should have been angry.

A long time later.

And when I think about that candle that should have happened to me and Yoon at night, we’ll actually feel like we’ve been playing chess all night.

03

The palace’s days are fast and slow.

Sometimes, when you eat, drink, take a nap, it comes to night.

Sometimes I feel like it’s less than a hour between a bunch of women.

Of course, most of the time is good.

No one dares fuck with me.

To be precise, no one dares to mess with home.

It’s good. I never thought I’d be able to do it again in my life.

I had to find a woman to learn to read, and Nagayong asked me, “I’m not well when I was a child, I can’t do anything like this, but I’ve always liked it.”

What I didn’t realize was that Yoon had sent me a sideword the next day.

It’s a two-edged little poem on snowscapes.

In the words of the chief of the company, “the slave has been with the Emperor for 30 years, and this is the first time that the Emperor has given his letter to the Queen himself!” I’m sorry.

But I don’t feel much, but I don’t see a way to break down, but I can see that the words of the evening are excellent and very difficult.

I pretended to be happy and turned around and threw people into the storeroom.

Another day, it seemed like a free night, and then half a month later I walked around.

I remember it was snowing.

It’s snowing, and it’s falling.

I told the people below not to clean up, so the yard was thick.

The young eunuchs, who delivered the food in the lunch room, stepped on the tracks and, at times, were recovered.

I was very happy to command the snowmen of the palace, and most of the manners I was taught by my house were in matters such as seals, names, and manners, which were too late and too late for me, and I followed my heart.

No one dares to mess with me, and I’m relieved to come to the palace, and there’s no such thing as a “home” in the palace.

However, it is a good thing that the Queen Mother is still in control of the harem. Otherwise, someone will have to monitor me.

I’ve had enough fun that day. I’ll go home and bake.

I was just thinking, when I got here at night, would it be better if I baked some potatoes with this good silver cortex?

Dreams should love it.

“It seems that the Princess is free in the day. I’m sorry.

He went inside without waiting for me. I had to get up and down and read the words and the past.

“There’s nothing else to do in the snow. I am right.

“Oh? The night is set on the couch, and the elbows are on the short table, and the eyes of the beast are as though they were laughing. “Looks to me that my writing is ready for the Princess.” I’m sorry.

“Uh…” I didn’t know how to answer.

I can’t tell you. I thought about it, remember you did send a word?

I want to live a few more years!

“Hmm? “I stood before him like a student who had been reprimanded by his husband, and he looked up to me, lazyly, and waited for me to answer.

“The Emperor’s words are not a day’s work… and it is my concubine who must continue to study…”

“Then let me see how she’s doing. Say it and don’t give me a chance to rebut it.

– Good boy, is the emperor so free? How do you think to torture a weak woman like me?

I followed with great reluctance.

I’m gonna die and write.

Put your head down, hand your hands over, wait for the curse.

Suddenly, the eyebrow was lightened.

I had my forehead covered and my mouth was wide open.

“The woman you’ve been looking for is the best of words, not the best of words. I’m sorry.

“The Emperor feels ugly. I’m sorry.

“Oh? “Night Yon seems interested.”

“The first word you gave to a woman in the palace, and it’s the most indistinguishable thing you’ve ever seen…”

“You, you’re smart. “The night promised to put down the paper and walk behind me, with my arms around my arms, with my head down, my chin lying down on my shoulder, and the sound in my ear, “What’s going on?” If you know I can’t write, why don’t you practice while I’m here? I’m sorry.

“Ah?” This is the first time that a man is so close to me, I’m blinded.

“Ah…” And his groaning was full of laughs, “Take the pen.” I’m sorry.

“Aah… oh…”

“Don’t look at me, read the words!”

My face was a little hot and I turned around.

And the heart said, “This Emperor looks so good near.”

But why would he be nice to me?

Pretty sudden!

Ghost!

There must be ghosts!

But it’s okay.

I’ve never been afraid of ghosts since I was a kid!

04

After that day, he came to my palace often.

Sometimes I’m busy, but I have to try to see if I’m working today.

But they never stay. Everyone in the palace is wondering what the Emperor wants.

And We sent him away with dignity, and turned their heads and sent away all of them, lying down in their beds.

I thought, “The Emperor’s woman can’t be anything else.”

I’m tired!

But I can only get a short break.

For when she did not know she recognized me, and she came after each night.

I know she’s trying to keep people out. I don’t know if we’re in league.

That’s not what I said.

“The Emperor has gone. I opened the door and then I closed the door.

Willful?

It’s okay, I’m reading. I’m family, of course I’m free.

Deok-hyun was so angry at the door that I went to the house with a drum.

In fact, Deok-hyun was much earlier than I was in the palace, but there was nothing wrong with her.

However, she looks like a woman in the palace.

– It’s like living for a man’s love.

Sleeping, I woke up late.

It is a particularly snowy year and a particularly long winter.

But it’s the first time I’ve had such a warm winter.

As soon as I came out of the screen, I saw the night bells lying on the bed of the bridesmaid in a cherry-coloured coat, with one hand on his head, and one hand with a fold.

“Wake up. “He didn’t lift his head, spit out two words.

“Well, I’ve just woken up a little low, “Why didn’t the Emperor say anything? I’m sorry.

“Look how you sleep. “He sits on his feet and twists his neck, and sleeps so much at night?” I’m sorry.

I poured myself a glass of water, a little sip, and I said, “All right, my concubine’s got a lot!” I’m sorry.

It doesn’t count, but when I was a kid, I couldn’t get up late, I couldn’t sleep if I wanted to.

“Twilight Spring’s election. You’re the princess. Keep an eye on her. I’m sorry.

“Yes, my concubine. I’m sorry.

“Do you have any doubts?” I don’t know why.

“My concubine would like to know a question. I’m sorry.

Say it. I’m sorry.

“What does the Emperor like? I’m sorry.

After the silence, the night will laugh.

“What? “This guy, crazy thinking about women?

That’s enough. He looked me in the eye and moved away quickly. “Oh, you! I’m sorry.

Oh, right!

You can’t speculate about the King!

I was scared on my knees, too fast and loud.

At night, he turned his back, his hands behind his back, and turned his thumb on his thumb.

After a while, he suddenly threw his cuffs away and left only one tender emperor behind.

I stood up on my knees and waited outside the door for red bamboo to rush in. I’m sorry.

“It’s all right.

I didn’t finish my speech, and he came in, and he rubbed the sweat on his forehead. I’m sorry.

I’m “…”

“…””

The emperor’s heart, it’s so unpredictable.

05

She’s pregnant.

Until then, I didn’t even remember the face of the lady.

I’m pretty quick to recognize people, which means — the lady is really not alive.

“Ah, this lady is good too. Five times a month, she can get sick three times, she can get pregnant with a dragon? I’m sorry.

The posh face of Deok-fook is filled with indignity, and … . . . . . . . . . . . . .

That’s a good point…

“Yes, Your Highness, the princess who took the Emperor from his concubine ten days ago! Today she will stop her wife tomorrow and the day after! “It’s true.”

Dude!

It’s for me!

I feel like I’m sorry for not being with her.

What did you say?

It’s a smart one, too. It looks big. The lady wants to drag her down and stares at the latter, whose heart is lying low.

“The concubine suddenly remembered that he had not prayed for his country for a long time, intended to fast for three months, and asked for her permission. “The Princess lifted his right hand and touched the luxurious gold.”

She’s smart, three months away from being the most vulnerable during her pregnancy. After all, she didn’t want to be framed.

I haven’t heard from you yet. “What do you want from your daughter?” I’m sorry.

I can see clearly that, at the moment when the voice of the night arrives, everyone stands up even more straightly, and a lot of people feel their hair and feel their hair, fearing of anything.

But unlike other people’s tensions, Deok-hye is happy.

I thought if it wasn’t for so many people, she’d be able to go up and eat!

I can’t help but laugh about it.

And the night would lift me up and ask, “What is it? So happy? I’m sorry.

“It’s nothing. It’s just for the princess and for the Emperor. I’m sorry.

Of course no one can believe this shit. What am I happy about having kids? But there’s nothing wrong with it.

“Your Highness is weak, not easy to work, and you have to help with the election. I’m sorry.

“The concubines obey. “The beauty of the eyes of Deok-hyun is as if the night was to look at an ordinary lover, more shy than the fear of God, rather than the sight of who she could never see.

We were moved by the sight of the woman, but he did not look at the night, nor did he look at it, as usual: “Then step aside. I have something to say with the Princess.” I’m sorry.

“Yes. When Deok-hyun left, she looked at me.

Everyone went out with her hand on the arm of her handmaiden, and looked at me side by side, wearing a purple gold garb that looked so old, that it was so fine on her.

And she looked at me laughing at the night, and she looked at the night and looked at my back.

And finally, there’s a smile in the mouth.

I didn’t respond until she left.

Why would she laugh like that?

I’ve never seen anything like it. After my mother died, I looked after my sister, and Grandma Liu, who sold eggs, said that the mother would come back, that she had only gone a long way, that I feared that the mother would return lost, and that she would often sit with her sister on a rock at the side of the road into the city, and that was how I was seen by those who travelled.

Just like Tokuhei.

“Read? I’m sorry.

“Read? I’m sorry.

“Huh? What do you call me? I’m sorry.

“Don’t you like me calling you that? I’m sorry.

How dare you! “No, it’s just… no one’s called me that for a long time…”

I said that with a very small voice, but I suddenly remembered that I was a maid and that I should not be so sad.

I’m reading, not reading.

I was scared, and I made myself sit down and try to change the subject.

By the way, would the Emperor like to see your wife’s words today? Your concubine thinks it’s going well! I’m sorry.

“Well, I have heard that you often sleep three times a day. * He reached for my eyebrow. *

I ate and covered my forehead with my mouth, and I looked at him with my eyes round.

“What’s wrong? I didn’t do it so hard…” He touched his head.

I’m going to laugh.

How dare you lie to me! “The night’s message was harsh, but the smile was on his face, and he reached for me.

Of course I can’t wait for him to catch me and run.

The shoes are flat on the bottom, some heights, they’re inconvenient to run, and I’m always two or three steps away from me.

I’m laughing.

I’m not unhappy, but I’m not.

I’m only laughing because I’ve been looking at people since I was a child, and I’ve been seeing them for months, and I’ve been experimenting with them, and I understand that the night likes to be lively, not to be sarcastic, mundane, to be disciplined.

Yes, the Emperor’s work is so boring that I like what makes me happy.

At the same time, I was relieved that he didn’t bother with the question, and asked what my family called me… If it’s not like Kaifu said, it’s bad.

When I was walking away, I almost got caught, and I fell on my head and tripped over a blanket by the bedside.

“Look out! I’m sorry.

I closed my eyes and the next moment fell into a warm embrace.

Then the sound of the night.

“Alas, you can open your eyes. I’m sorry.

When I saw myself being pulled back, I accidentally pushed him over the ground and woke up!

“The concubine didn’t mean it! I didn’t mean it! I’m sorry.

“So, can you get up first? I’m sorry.

“Oh…”

It’s too close. I can see even the little hair on her face.

Get up with your hands and feet.

“Hmm” and a hum and a little red.

I looked in his eyes — my hand was in a very awkward place…

I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I’m sorry!

“Ah, get up first…” I heard the strong talk of the night.

I was so restless until after dinner!

He even wants to talk!

However, the night will remain calm, as usual.

Yes, he’s the Emperor.

It’s like I’m in love.

Didn’t I know before I came to this rich prison?

It’s only a matter of time before a woman becomes an emperor.

Whether the Emperor is young or old, handsome or ugly, enlightened or brutal…

I promised, I came in, and I chose this fateful outcome.

It’s all right. It’s a nice day.

If you sleep with him…

Boo!

Think of something!

You didn’t count!

I don’t like you!

At least, look shouldn’t like it.

It’s only because I have eyes and eyes, and I’m not very good at a character costume, and I don’t feel oppressive.

“Read? I’m sorry.

A book swung in front of me.

“The concubine is here. I’m sorry.

“What’s wrong? Your face is so red. I’m sorry.

I touched my face, it was a little hot… dry coughing twice, “Nothing, probably too hot.”

For some reason, the night will be filled with a smile, and the long eyes will shine.

I couldn’t stand the way he looked at me like I saw everything, so I looked down and drank tea.

“I’ve been dragging candles all night with my princess. I’m sorry.

“Well, well, well, well, well, well, well, well, well, well, well, well, well, well, well, well, well, well.

“Huh, “the night will lean forward and slowly slap me in the back. ” I’m sorry.

Which one of my hairs shows that I’m happy?

Huh?

“Well, happy…”

And the next moment my jaw was lifted up.

I don’t understand.

“Read, I like to watch you laugh. I’m sorry.

Nightingale has always been a strange person.

I thought he was sick again.

After all, they’re more or less eccentric.

So, I started to smile gently.

Night Yun laughed too.

06

The night promised me the day before the election.

He was drunk, but did not seem to be particularly drunk, at least without the need for help.

He swayed into the house, and his face was redter than that of a woman, and he smiled at me.

There are no towns of the past, and there is no silence.

He smiled with his hand on the screen, with his back bending and his black cloud embroidered with a live and flexible golden dragon.

He whispered to me, “Remember, come. I’m sorry.

I was not used to other people’s service, but I slept naked most of the time before I could take care of half of the court clothes, and I had to help.

And suddenly I was held in my arms by a mighty big hand.

The two were close.

The lips are blocked.

I don’t know how long it took him to let me go, and I always felt that he wasn’t very skilled.

When I let go, I feel like my lips are swelling.

He lays in my ear like the devil, who leads to corruption in a place of hell, and his voice is silent: “I am distressed by the remembrance. I’m sorry.

“Your Majesty!” I cried at the moment when my coat was about to be taken off.

He did stop.

He was breathing in my ear, and he put his hands on my shoulder and looked down at me.

“Want to read? I’m sorry.

He still calls me “Read” and he speaks softly.

But in those eyes, they were not drunk.

I know — I can’t refuse, I have no position, I have no reason to refuse.

Unless I turn into a corpse.

I do not know why he suddenly did this, but in any case this scene cannot be avoided.

I’m dealing with the owner of this world.

No one can refuse his orders…

I don’t speak, just kiss my feet.

The moment the lips touch, the time is still.

Nighton’s lips are cold!

I fell on the bed before I was fully adapted.

So enjoy it, because you can’t avoid it.

It’s better than grumbling, crying, making people angry.

Besides, he was nice to me.

I didn’t get up the next day.

My back hurts so bad!

I spat my teeth and finally greeted the maid.

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It’s been a long night. Nobody’s seen it in the morning!

I know he’s going to the morning, but forget it! He’s the Emperor.

“Did the Princess not rest last night? “It’s like hearing her pregnant day, and she’s so envious.

“Yeah! “I don’t like to be crushed in my bones, but I can’t change it when I was a kid.

Because I’m not just defending my remaining dignity, but I’m also acting like a dream. I hope that when I grow up, I will not be a wimp, a coward, and I hope that she will be a beautiful and self-sufficient woman.

And Deok-hoon, he’s always very clever enough to inspire me to win.

“The Emperor had a great fight last night, and the palace couldn’t do it…” I pretended to be helpless, but the eyebrow was happy.

“Well, that’s really congratulations! “Duke is a bit impulsive and unsure, but she has reason to say it, and she probably doesn’t think I’m talking like this, with red cheeks.

I’ve been in peace for a while.

After a few strokes, Deok-hyun can’t sit down again. You can’t even see how much you’ve received at the Queen’s birthday party. I’m sorry.

“What do you think this palace chooses? I’m sorry.

“This… my concubine dares not cross.” I’m sorry.

“No problem, this palace has given you the pleasure. I’m sorry.

“In my concubine’s opinion, it is natural to be a good family, a good courteous and a generous man, and it would be even better if we were to know the first half. I’m sorry.

I smiled with my pappy in my mouth, and some of my pride said, “Do you think that you fit in with what you said? I’m sorry.

“It’s…” She’s stuck and she’s sitting back.

Yeah, she matches, most of the women in this backyard.

But the Emperor doesn’t like it, so what’s the name of a woman is white and the name of any national beauty is useless.

I lift my hand, “Go ahead. I’m sorry.

It was only after three more people that I set up the first girl this year, Li Sang-sook’s mistress, in Suya, Pinky, who can only count as average, but who laughs, from the door to the door, and the smile never disappears, and the eyes are happy.

“The Queen chooses the person…” But the eyes never focus, like memories, “It’s true. I’m sorry.

I was just going to ask her what she meant.

I didn’t mean to cause trouble, so I jumped over the subject and went on.

It’s been till evening.

It wasn’t until the girls had finished reading it that Yoon came in a tan of tan.

It’s like he’s coming from the light.

“Why is the Emperor here?” I’ll go down and greet him.

The night promised to walk straight through Deok-hye and lift me up who was about to salute, the way of moderation: “Today is a difficult day for the Princess.” I’m sorry.

“The election is over today and my concubine is not well. “Deok-hyun’s head down, he can’t see the mood.

And the night when he was interrupted, there was some displeasure, and I spoke first: “Today it is hard for her sister, go back.” I’m sorry.

“Thank you, Your Majesty… I’m sorry.

She seemed to have had expectations, but never waited for a piece of the night’s message, and she looked at me with that look.

And I looked, and suddenly I was rounded up, and I was scared and caught.

“Shuss…”

And look at my hand — and while he’s in his shirt, he’s got a hair.

“The concubine… the concubine didn’t mean it.”

“You silly girl…” The night will shake your head like a child who sees no good.

You’re stupid! “The Emperor will release his concubine. I’m sorry.

“Why not?”

I’d like to say that if I could!

“Ha, ha, ha… how can my concubine feel too heavy to burden the Emperor…”

He hugged me, he took care of it, “Well, he could eat more. I’m sorry.

Even men tend to control body parts, and women are warned to lose weight when they are young! Skinny is good!

When I hear the night when I hear it, I am in my heart… something strange.

If you’re fat, it’s not good! Of course I am not afraid to eat fat, either because of my mother’s physical condition or because I have not eaten well, but I still have to say this.

My grandmother’s house used to leave me alone. I used to wash dishes, pick vegetables, feed cows and donkeys in a restaurant.

In my opinion, that’s what men and women do…

Whether he wants to fight, or if he knows.

“Happy? “I’m going to feed myself at night.” I’m sorry.

“…the men always say one thing, do one thing. I’m sorry.

“Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha! * He’s happy every time I try to tell my heart.*

It may be that he was held by others in the plains, who thought he was tall, so occasionally they wished that he should be treated like an ordinary man and husband.

“It is! When my concubine is fat, the Emperor will not say so! I’m sorry.

“Shall we try?”

“No, my concubine must always be beautiful! How else can the Emperor always like it? I’m sorry.

And he held me in his arms, and his hands hardened, and his eyes smiled, but there was more than just a moment ago, and he laughed, and said: I too look forward. I’m sorry.

What do you expect?

Always like me?

07

After the general election, the Ministry was instructed to draw up a seal, and I was asked to pick out some good ones to send to Night Service, and then to set up a place for the newcomers and to meet and talk about manners.

One thing, it’s not much, but it’s trivial.

It’s a good thing it’s not about them, so it’s faster than I thought.

I was hoping I’d finally finished, and I had a call from Nightoon, got a break and went home to see my little dream.

When the carriage arrived, everyone at home was at the door and even the driver was bending over.

I took the hand of my handmaiden off the wagon, “Father, no offense. I’m sorry.

“Thank you, Mother. I’m sorry.

It’s a “sweetness” scene.

Unfortunately, leaving the people outside the palace changed as soon as he entered the house.

“I hear you’re flattered at the harem. Don’t forget where you are today! I’m sorry.

How did you get here?

Isn’t it for your good daughter?

But I’m gonna have to stay calm. After all, it’s been a long time.

“It is only natural that, as long as you don’t lose your dream, I will stay in there and no one will ever know the truth. I’m sorry.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

“Well, you’re very fond of this cousin. I’m sorry.

“…with little company as a child. I’m not sure.

He didn’t like me, and he didn’t like me.

After all, it’s also the day his daughter returns to the province.

I went alone to the backyard, by the garden, and met with the infection.

She seems to be waiting for me.

I wanted to go around, I didn’t want people to step over, and I stopped in the aisle between the two flowers.

“Is Miss Yu looking for me?”

“I can’t afford that. I’m sorry.

You’re still in the way?

“Well, I heard you were very flattered in the palace. I’m sorry.

“…it’s because of the family that the Emperor has to pay attention. I’m sorry.

Seems to think I’m too soft and boring to rub my foot down and throw my sleeve.

Actually, I don’t understand her.

She’s not like me. She’s taken care of too well. She’s got feelings on her face.

I can’t believe I’m flattered when I borrow her light!

She’s probably forgotten that she was crying and hanging from the palace.

Man, it’s like this, you’re better off than anyone else, you don’t want it, you don’t want it.

I don’t know.

When I went to the backyard looking for a little dream, she was lying on the stone table outside the house, with her face on her side, and she was looking.

“Oh, what’s wrong with our little dream?” I’m sorry.

Sleepy stood up and saw me coming right at me. Sister, you finally came to see me! I thought you forgot about me.

“How can I leave a dream so good? Be good…”

I’ll wipe my tears and bring out a package.

“Open it, the best embroidery in the palace. We must look good in our little dreams! I’m sorry.

“Well, it’s beautiful! The dream sits on a rock stool, and the clothes are on his knees, trying to touch the canary with his hands, but it’s not right.

But I smiled and looked at me with my eyes turned around. I’m sorry.

“Try it if it’s good. It’s only two of them this year. I’m sorry.

“But the little dream is full of hope, but he hesitates, “What if it breaks?”

I stood up and touched the head of my little dream, and I said, “Dream, we don’t have to be like before, okay? Sister said we’d have a good life. I’m sorry.

“…well!”

08

I found that Night Yon likes the flowers.

When the first flower rose, he dragged me to see it.

He held me around my back, with my hand wrapped around my shoulder, and his chin sewn through my fingers in the sunset, in front of me, in front of a buccaneer pond, with a breeze blowing and a green wave.

I had a moment of jogging.

“Do you like it?”

“Well, beautiful.”

The night promised me a painting.

And I sat by the bars, and behind me was green and green, and my fingers were wrapped around my hands, and I leaned on the bars, and the pink robes and the horns were floating.

He said, ‘Remember, this is the first time that I have painted a female. I’m sorry.

I was just about to get up, and I didn’t think I’d sit on my side long enough, and my legs were numb, and I heard that again, and I almost fell.

He took me in his arms, and he took my breath, and he took my nose, and he said, “Remember, without me, what are you going to do?”

I thought we were lovers.

Actually, I’m fine without him, maybe a little hard, but with Dreams, it’s really good.

But just a moment ago, I suddenly had a very good illusion.

“I’ve got my arms around his neck, and I’m trying to be low, “Yes, without His Majesty, what would I do with my concubine…”

09

Night Yon’s going to Gangnam for a visit.

Since I was born in a small town in the north, I’ve watched the four-season turn and this is the first chance to go south.

I was happy, but…

And a few accompanying concubines.

After all, I’m a good princess.

“Happiness and your daughter follow, and Ka-chan. “It’s no wonder that the world has risen to the top, because it’s so popular when it comes to the name that I also feel a sense of “control.”

Power is poison, and everyone’s addictive.

Turn her head and look at her. She’s covered in her tummy, and the smoke blue palace is fitted with a very pink lip, so young she can choke out the water. It’s a pity she’s trying, but she doesn’t have the right words.

So I made it up with kindness: “A lady who is pregnant and leaves a leaf for the Crown is a gift…”

Everybody look at me.

The most exciting in the eyes of a lady.

And We paused for a little while, and then We laughed, and said, “Don’t go, and take care of your child.” I’m sorry.

The other people were relieved that the so-called so-called so-called so-called so-called so-called so-called so-called laughter fell off their faces.

It’s like, “It’s childish, but I like it.”

And I don’t pretend, after all, that we’re “stealing each other” and I can see her, and she can see me.

She knew I wouldn’t be easy to punish.

I had lunch. I didn’t wait for the night.

He’s been busy lately.

I made my own rice cake to see him.

This rice cake is the dream’s favorite, and it’s simple, with water, milling, frost.

I used to borrow some raw material from the restaurant where I worked because I was working very hard and the boss was happy.

It’s just this time I thought that I brought someone to pick the lotus and put some of it in.

“What do you say? When I asked, there was something I didn’t even think of.

But night time is night time and food is so elegant.

“Sang Kei, it’s just that I don’t eat sweets. How do I get the kitchen to do this? * He put it down, held me in his arms and pulled me into his arms *

I know that I can’t see the compromise without giving my consent. Of course, I can’t read much of it, but I didn’t even look at it, and I was in his arms.

The black eye is turning around, and the Lotus thing is still not said, or else there’s always something to say.

“This is not a small kitchen, it was made by my concubine, but the Emperor only said `Sang Ke’. “I’m poking.

“Oh,” he smiled and started my chin. “Did you make it yourself?” I’m sorry.

“Hum…” I shuddered his hand and turned my head towards one side.

“How can you touch these when you’re young? I’m sorry.

“…” I’ve been thinking about it.

Aren’t you too relaxed lately?

Or is it that the night won’t relax me too much?

It’s not a big deal, but I’m not close to people except for my little dream, so let go of my guard.

“My concubines love to eat and are interested in it, and the Emperor feels bad. I’m sorry.

“I didn’t say that. I’m still sulking at night, I’m suffocating, I’m snorting, I’ve eaten two pieces in a row. I’m sorry.

I’m relieved that he’s been distracted, “Will the Emperor eat after that? I’m sorry.

He shook his head a little bit, with his hands tied to my back, “How about a lifetime?” I’m sorry.

“..” but I still look like that. “Well, that depends on the concubine’s mood! I’m sorry.

“All right, I’ll do whatever you want, but…”

“But what?”

“Now I want something sweeter! I’m sorry.

“What? I’m sorry.

And the next moment, without waiting for me to react, they’ll be hugged.

Now I know what he means, but I’m still a little scared about this…

He sensed that I was stiff and whispered, “I will be gentle.” I’m sorry.

10

The lead time before the South Patrol was not much, and the assassins at the Palace of Time had been sent to protect me at night. I was afraid that I would return to the house to see the nightmares would raise his doubts. I had to send a letter to the house to give her a dream, and I could not see her again until I left the south.

This is my first time on a boat.

Standing on board and hearing the water being pulled.

At night when I wanted to, I ordered the boat to slow down, stand on the board with me, stand behind me and hold me, “Yes? I’m sorry.

“It’s all right, as long as you’re with the Emperor. I’m sorry.

He took my nostrils, “How can I reward you for being so sweet?” I’m sorry.

“Well then, when we get to Gangnam, will the Emperor accompany his wife to the fair?” I’m sorry.

And the night won’t hesitate at all: “There will be a while, and when you play, some people will get tired.” I’m sorry.

“No way! I held his hand in front of me, staring at the water, “How can I be tired with the Emperor?” I’m sorry.

He was in a state of health and then he held my hand tight, leaning his chin on my shoulder and looking together towards the surface of the water, which was gleaming by the white sun.

I have noticed the Deok-hyun who has been around the corner for a long time. What was she thinking? Hate me or regret entering the palace?

I heard that she could not enter the palace because of the death of her mother and the kindness of her family at night, she had to be excused from her family’s place for the show.

I don’t know if there’s a source, maybe, or maybe she just wants glory, just happens to fall in love with the gods.

But what does that have to do with me?

In this palace, no, there’s only one in this world.

So, the best part is that I’m not her or anyone else.

There can only be one.

Eleven.

“This is for me at home. I don’t need it! “It’s not natural to throw things gently on the table, to turn your head down and do the handband.”

I smiled so hard, I covered my stomach, and the other hand took the bag, “Thank you very much. I’m sorry.

The day before yesterday, you helped me get the Emperor up to me. Thank you. When she said it, it seemed like she hadn’t said “thank you” in years.

But I am truly ashamed of this “thank you.” This time, the sunflower was so painful, it was so small that I brought up the matter of Deok-hyun’s hymn, and the night came to her.

I leaned on the bed, and my hands were sore, and my stomach was sore, and my mouth was still sore, “Don’t think, it’s the palace, and you’re looking good.” I’m sorry.

“Oh, I can’t help but hear the tone of my voice. “Well, the concubine has more princesses…”

“Then you’re a little bit more serious, but I don’t want to say a word about it.”

“So much pain? “It’s like she’s in pain, gawking and wooing.

But I’ve only recently found out that Deok-hyun, although a few years older than me, has a strange look like a little dream.

It’s weird too.

Her eyes were like a little dream, full of inspiration, and it looked like it.

Smart but not mean.

Think it’s a kind of commonality.

But she seemed so proud in the day, no one dared mess with her.

“Whoo, if you can, I’d like to be knocked out! “I’ve slowly put down my guard and changed my name.

She looked at me and seemed to be making sure that I would not take up the shelf of the Princess, and I didn’t mean it, so she turned her back, and said, “Well, I’ll do it.” I’m sorry.

“What do you want? “Night Yung walks in.”

“See Your Majesty. I’m sorry.

“Well, get up.”

As many times before, Deok-hyun looked at the shadow of the night’s promise and revealed the sadness that did not correspond to her enchanted face. I’m sorry.

Nightingale swings his hand, “Go ahead, work hard. I’m sorry.

“Yes. “What’s going on?”

I can send her at night when I’m uncomfortable, but that doesn’t mean I can share him with other women at any time.

Although he never belonged to me.

But at least, for a moment and a half, I think he’s all mine.

Like a normal couple.

I’m not a saint after all.

“Doesn’t it hurt?” I was reminded of it.

“Well, it’s probably the first time south of the country. * I can’t afford to waste this opportunity and fall in his arms. *

He caressed my long hair, and said, “Then I will read to you. You do not always say that my voice hypnotizes and listens and falls asleep.” I heard that you like reading poetry. How about Li? I’m sorry.

“Will it be against the rules? I’m trying to be sexual.

But he kept moving, covered me up, cut my nostrils, and said, “I am the rule.” I’m sorry.

I didn’t think he’d let me down for a moment and become the “good-hearted” person, “so hard for the Emperor! I’m sorry.

So We lay down, and held by the edge of the covers, and he sat by the bed, and drew from the pile of books on the side a poem from Li-sin.

Night Yon’s voice is wonderful.

I have heard the sound of him speaking to the minister in the study, and the voice of his gentleness and concern when he spoke to the Queen Mother, and the voice of his humility when he asked to be a senior minister.

He spoke to me with many voices, sometimes with joy, sometimes with decency, sometimes with seriousness.

But I love the sound of him when he puts me to sleep, and when I can’t sleep, he always tells me something.

The sound of the plume is like a cool valley in the heat of the summer, with the wind passing, and the warm water flowing softly.

Listen, listen, I fell asleep…

When I woke up, my stomach was still in pain, but it was better.

I wanted to turn over, but I found a hand in the waist.

I tried to be a little smaller, but I didn’t get past it. I’ll have the medicine brought in. I’m sorry.

And I was not moved when he gave me the rare jewels, and when he gave me the favor of the six palaces, I was not moved when he said that I was beautiful, and even when he told me, I was not moved.

But at that point, just as he kept me up one afternoon, asleep, and at the very first moment I woke up, I was going to send people to take the medicine — my heart was as if I had been in the same place and desperately wanted to breathe elsewhere.

Boom!

Boom!

Boom!

It’s a good thing he called behind my back and didn’t notice me.

– Actually, I don’t want him to find out.

Because I don’t think he likes me enough.

It’s a luxury, but, man, it’s greed, it’s greed.

I still hope he likes it a little more.

12

Gangnam’s night is beautiful.

It’s like a house of light and a street full of sparkling silver.

Man’s voice is boiling and heated.

The voices of men are filled with dialects that I cannot understand, and strange, as gentle as this country.

We wear regular clothes, like ordinary merchants.

“To hang out? Or should I rest before tomorrow? “The night will carry my shoulder for questioning.

“Let’s go for a walk and not be tired…” I was looking at Deok-hye, and I was going to say, “Whether we should all be together.” After all, some of the women in the palace will never come out again, perhaps for the last time.

This is not the time for “honoring”.

But instead of waiting for me to talk, Deok-hyun’s face was cold, he was polite, “The concubine is not well, he is not with the master and wife. I’m sorry.

“Well, go back to bed. I’m sorry.

The other two had hesitated to see Deok-hyun and had left.

I’m wondering, this time, it’s different than before.

What’s the difference?

I went to the city with Nightyone, and I thought.

– Ah, the eyes are different.

– No hope, no light.

Why?

I’ve been thinking about it for a few minutes.

After a few days of infirmity, Deok-hyun threw up for days, went once at night and sent a doctor and never again.

They’re going to be delivered in batches. They’re good medicine.

But… the best medicine can’t heal the heart.

I’ve been in the palace for over seven years.

I know that good, bad, hot, cold do not happen in an instant.

In the past, seven years of disappointment have accumulated.

But I don’t even know where I’m going, and I don’t have the right to analyze, or feel sorry for anyone else.

After all, who knows what’s going to happen?

I’ve been carrying it very clearly.

Except I didn’t think she could figure it out so fast.

And it’s a rare thing in the palace.

I think if one day he’s not interested in me, maybe I’m just living right now.

“I want to eat! “I pointed to the chicken stand by the road and swallowed my spit.

“…”The night laughter.

“What, does the Master think he’s eating too much? “I’m strangling my waist and pretending to be angry.

“I’m sorry, I’m afraid my husband will suffer too much at night…”

I touched my tummy and said, “A little too much…”

I ate some on the boat, and I got off the boat.

And suddenly the night came and leaned in my ear, “Madam is lovely. I’m sorry.

My face is so red.

I tried to push it against his chest, but he held it against me.

“Is Madame shy? I’m sorry.

He’s out of the palace!

“Well, there are so many people… * I’m not seeing it in my eyes *

“What did Madame call me? I’m sorry.

I’d like to get my hand back, but he’s holding it even tighter, and it’s like he won’t let go if I don’t tell him what he wants.

“…”

“Hmm.”

“Father…” I have a very low voice, and when I open my mouth I drown in the noise.

“Oh, I’m happy to read, I’m really happy. I’m sorry.

If I don’t react, he’ll rush me to the crowd.

He looked at me in front, smiled, looked too white on his face, warmed the yellow light in the street lanterns, and put on his body a fairy.

Those who pass around, men, women and children alike, look at her.

He took me to buy clothes.

The garments in the Gangnam region are slightly different from those in Kyoto, with more women showing necks, more skirts to the ankles, and more colorful than the four seasons.

I loved it. I bought a couple of little ones for my dream while he was picking out my clothes.

I bought a few more when the girl grew up.

“Hmm? So many choices, do you like them so much? “At night, I was given a red dress, a dress on my ankle, embroidered like a lotus flower.

He’s always like Lotus.

“Well, don’t smell like clothes here. I’m sorry.

“That’s where we come every day. I’m sorry.

“Yes! I’m sorry.

We laughed at each other by the oil lamp.

He smiled better than the stars tonight.

13

“How’s your body?”

“That’s it, you. I heard the Emperor has been with you for days. I’m sorry.

“No, I went to Kaguang yesterday because her father was doing well in the Gangnam area, and the Emperor has a tendency to be useful. I’m sorry.

Deok-hyun’s boringly flipping through the speech book.

“Does the book look better than Kyoto?” * I’m lazy and stripping the *

“It’s the same everywhere, with the heart fighting, or with a good talent. I’m sorry.

Ever since that day, she’s always been so restless, but I always thought what she was thinking.

“I went out yesterday and heard that there’s a hospital that’s famous and bought you some medicine, but it’s more like you’re going to see it yourself. “I stripped a small pile, removed the hard core, and started sending it through my mouth.

“…” and “Thank you.” I’m sorry.

“Did you ever think that if we were ordinary people, not princesses, we could be good friends? I’m sorry.

“You’re so flattered that you’d think that if you were ordinary people. I’m sorry.

“What happened to you?

“Worried and weary.” She was exhausted in her speech, and We looked at her, and her face was as usual, except that she had not made up today, and was pale.

“Whether it’s tired or disappointed” I’ve learned a few days about Deok Fu’s past.

Te Fong, the second daughter of the family, although the family is a courtesan, the last five generations of the family are well-respected in the court, although in recent years they have gone downhill. She was flattered when she first entered the palace, but a generation of new people changed to old ones and the scenes of the city were depraved.

Without the emperor’s inexplicable preference, only the family’s pride will gain the emperor’s “love”.

More stable than simple, but less simple…

The other day, Deok-hyun didn’t give me the answer, he just closed up the book, went to the dresser, and put on the broom, “You know what my name is? I’m sorry.

“Thank you. I’m sorry.

“Yeah, they call me Zhui Ha… for seven years, even my father has called me Zi Hu…”

“In fact, my name is just a word for a hyena, and my mother always called me a hyena. I’m sorry.

“The day I got sick on the boat, I dreamed of my mother. I’m sorry.

“She said she couldn’t see me through this. Five years ago, the Emperor faded out of my life, I waited for five years and fought for five years, and my mother said in her dream that she should be happy, like when she was a child. She says she’s been through too much.”

I didn’t know what to say.

I don’t have that experience.

Mother got married a long time ago. Grandma said she wouldn’t bother me. Because my mother liked to be a woman on a rock in the back door, I often went to see her secretly.

I don’t know what it’s like to live with a mother and a father.

But I know that without real experience, it is impossible to understand what really feels.

So I can’t say anything.

“Why did you change your name?” I changed the subject.

She turns around, looks at me, looks like tears, “You know, the Emperor likes the flowers. I’m sorry.

She said to me, “You are not like me, Your Majesty loves you…”

14

Nightingale buys me a dress every day.

Red is mostly.

I looked at that red dress and I thought about it with my chin, and I pulled one out of it, compared it in front of me and turned around.

“He loves you…”

I can’t come back if I don’t love you. What am I afraid of?

True, love and love, it’s frightful.

“Do you want to wear this today?”

When I turned back, I was leaning towards the door and wearing a red coat with a tan on my waist, which spreads white vines, with two tatters falling in front of my forehead, even though it was the upper hand, but many more loosed, like a noble man who had wandered over the river for years, and whose luxuries and fragrances were so well integrated with him.

“Does it look good?” I ask the wrong question.

“Read in red. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

For months, my knowledge of Gangnam was only fur.

There are too many foods and sights here to give me the illusion of living here for the rest of my life.

Having a big, black cat, buying a yard by the lake, lying in a rocking chair when it’s all right, holding a cat, looking at clouds and lake water, looking for good food with a nightingale and a little dream.

There’s always a good place to miss.

But I can’t, because I’m the princess, he’s the Emperor, the dream the dream can never stand in the sun and say she’s my sister

It seems to realize my mood swings, and the night comes behind me, facing a tall glass, holding me, “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.

“It’s nothing. Think about what you’ll eat later.

“Almost every morning. Still not tired? “The night is full of tears and laughs.

Then I touched his face against my shoulder, and looked at him in the mirror, and he looked into my eyes, both of them in red, as if they were newlyweds. I stomped on his cheek, and said, “How can it be annoying to be with a husband?” I’m sorry.

15

Gangnam is beautiful.

Tastes, fun, nice…

But in the end, they have to go back.

But that’s okay. There’ll be a chance.

Nighton said he brought me after.

Deok-hyun sent me three scripts, and I ate the walnuts that I was promised at night and read them.

It’s just when I’m unconscious and I’m eating, I realize, um? Why is it gone?

I looked up at him.

Evening will look at me, with a little glimpse of his mouth, and his eyes shine, “Is this better than a husband?” I’m sorry.

“Alas,” he’s like a child!

“No way…”

“I think so! “He holds his arms around him like he’s gambling.

I walked behind him, and I grabbed him in the neck, “Are you angry? Let’s blow on deck, shall we? I’m sorry.

“…”

“Do you want to write? Shall I study ink for your husband? I’m sorry.

“…”

I turned my eyes and put them in his ear, and when I spoke, the heat spread between us. I’m sorry.

It’s like a sea demon in a speech book.

“Don’t you think I won’t get angry!” I’m sorry.

“Huh! What should I do? * I’m just about to leave and I’m being pulled in his arms. *

He carried my chin and looked at me, “Remember, I’ll never really be mad at you.” I’m sorry.

“Well, what if he’s really angry? I’m sorry.

“Well, read many times. I’m sorry.

“How?”

He laughed and held me to his bed, “Like this!” I’m sorry.

16

I’m used to it.

At the end of the night, he was allowed to wash me and lie in his arms without falling asleep as before.

“What? And there’s energy, and it looks like a husband.

And We reached out to him on his lips before he said anything more. “The concubine wants to go home. I’m sorry.

He hasn’t said a word for long.

I look up, he’s looking at me.

The ink in my eyes is the ink that I can’t understand. He never hesitated to come home before.

“Does the Emperor not even accept this?” I’m sorry.

“Do you miss home?”

“Hmm! I’m sorry.

“So, yes.”

Thank you, Your Majesty!

“Oh, thank you?”

Not waiting for me to make excuses and get pushed under my head, and then something went wrong when it wasn’t much, and it disappeared along with the night.

I don’t know.

On the way back to Kyoto, the cloths, clothes and some little things were brought from Gangnam.

I bought almond souffles on the way.

The last dream said in the letter it liked that smell.

And next to the apricot shop, I thought, the guy went to buy a pen ink.

Dream followed me in a lecture with Mr. Pippi, but I couldn’t even compare it, so I couldn’t write a lot of words in the letter, so I had to tell Kaifu to ask him to take a look at her homework.

It’s just like before.

I didn’t say hello. I had to go to the backyard.

“Right. “and suddenly Kaifu remembered what and suddenly he called me.

“What? I’m sorry.

“Your cousin died a while ago. “It’s like he’s downplaying it as if it’s a nice day.”

I don’t know.

Sitting on the wagon, hearing the market noise.

I seem to have an ear ringing, and all the sounds are gone.

If I don’t react, I’ll hear the pickle.

“Mother, here we are.

In addition to the gods and the queens and queens, the rest of the people entered the palace at most and were about to walk.

I don’t know where I am.

I didn’t get up at once, so I held my arm up.

“What’s wrong? Quickie asks me carefully.

The Quechua is my chosen majestic woman, who works carefully, is human, looks and is loyal.

I did not reply, but I looked up and looked away, and was so wide and so wide as to come out of the palace, and there were a few birds on the fine roofs of the house, lined up in the cold winters and in the coloured sky.

Silent.

The tears suddenly fell silently.

“Mother…” is a bit of a panic.

The moment before the coma passed, I seemed to see the dream coming towards me.

And he wears a tan coat with fresh spring flowers in his hand, and his eyes are full of spring colours, and he smiles better than spring.

I don’t know.

The Quechutte said that I had been diagnosed, that I was depressed, shabby and old.

Tsai-ho said that the night was gone and last night I was guarding.

Tsai Ha said, “Don’t worry, your sister’s pregnant, she’ll have fun yesterday! I heard you’ve set up several porridges!”

“I sister sister sister?” I’m sorry.

“Yes, Miss Yu is. I’m sorry.

Sister…

It’s…

My eyes are getting worse.

I’m not saying I’ve never been on a horse before.

A slight “failed foot” and I’m out?

Even if it’s really a cousin, can it be that easy?

Didn’t they all say they were loyal, clean, just?

But so far.

The leader will never look down on the Lebanese people.

Standing high, looking down at the people, and forgetting to love the people.

I’m scared of my eyes.

“How long before the Emperor descends?” My voice was never low.

“Not long before she woke up, the Emperor had just left. I’m sorry.

I raised my hand, and I looked at the pink curtain, and I said, “Let’s comb this house.” I’m sorry.

And when I stood up, I said, “It’s better.” I’m sorry.

“Yes. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I was the only one in the house when the night came in, and Zeha closed the door outside as ordered.

And We rose from the couches of the Princess, and We swayed down with their waists.

“Are you feeling better? Why are you so beautiful? Have you taken your pills? “I’ve asked three questions at night.

I didn’t rush to answer, standing around him, looking at him, and then kneeling slowly.

“Read…”

“Please forgive the Emperor…”

Next, I told Yoon Night what happened to me.

He must be there, and I kneel before him, with my back straight, and I saw his hand in front of him pull the trigger.

I was surprised not by his silence, but by my own calm.

I am not afraid of any consequences that might provoke me to the night, and I may feel a bit in my heart that he will not punish me too severely, but I will say it even if it is a crime against the king.

And when I was thinking about it, he lamented and spoke.

“Read. I’m sorry.

“Have you thought about me?”

I raised my head.

His eyes were filled with disappointment and his eyes were clear: “Read, if this is heard, I will what should be good?” I’m sorry.

“It does not matter to me whether I read or read in white. I’m sorry.

I was moved and then I realized something was wrong — white I didn’t mention my name white!

“Your Majesty…”

“I knew it. “He didn’t intend to hide it from me, and raised me gently.

I was held up by him and looked at him.

“Ahhh. “He took me to the bed of the bride, laughing, and he sat me down on my shoulder, and he looked at me, and he said, “When Kaifu was wise and confused, no wonder he said that he was a slave to his daughter. In a way, he didn’t make it clear.

I’ve been combing my mind for a long time, and I finally say the first question, “Well, why don’t you tell me? I’m sorry.

He leaned in front of my forehead, and his thin lips picked up, and he said, “I wanted to see what Kaifu was up to.”

“I’m happy with you, I’m thinking.” I’m sorry.

And lo! the heart of a state of panic was set, and lo! it was as if it had wandered a half-life, and it had taken root.

“Don’t leave me, read. I’m sorry.

And I was not able to react, and I was overridden on the couch.

As if he were sanctifying, squeezing his voice on my cheek, and said, “If you do not answer, I will not rise up.” I’m sorry.

I hesitated for a moment, and finally raised my hand and shot him on the back, “The Emperor is like a child. I’m sorry.

The chin was slowly pressed on his shoulder, and my eyes were emptied in the direction of the fragrance oven, and my ears were filled with the sound of “Ayon.” I’m sorry.

I rarely called him so, even in Gangnam; I was too much in mind and too sober, and I rarely became obsessed with anything, so I thought he was the Emperor, not an ordinary husband.

But today everything seems to have changed.

“I’m here. I’m sorry.

“I want revenge. I’m sorry.

17

On the day Kaifu was forced to return home, I went to the gate with the largest makeup.

Autumn dyes the whole world.

Four or five old trees are falling in leaves at the gates of the city.

And I stood in the middle of the day, in a red coat, and the golden steps swayed in the wind.

“It is you,” he looked at me like a dying wolf and could not swallow a prey near to a foot, but he was obstinate.

I ignored him and took a few steps to the side, standing under the tree, reaching out to catch a falling leaf.

Once upon a time, Aunt Surrey had twirls… and dreams were particularly fond of collecting these leaves…

In a sense, there are two kinds of people in this world. I’m sorry.

“One is to think about itself after making a mistake. I’m sorry.

“And the other is to choose to attribute all faults to others. I’m sorry.

“In Kaifu, today all this…”

I put the leaves in my hands and the thin blades in my palms, crushing them to pieces, passing over and slanting at him, and saying, “Did you not blame yourself for this?” I’m sorry.

“You… you…” He shivered his hand so hard, pointed at me, “You bad girl! I’m sorry.

“No good daughter? “When did you think I was your daughter?” I’m sorry.

“Today, this is the first time you’ve looked at me. I’m sorry.

“Before I came to Kyoto, I didn’t expect anything. I’m sorry.

“You ruined that hope and my last warmth in this world. I’m sorry.

“You can’t blame anyone else. It’s you who will suffer the consequences.” I’m sorry.

“You . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

I’m tired of taking a step back.

Turn your back to him.

“My Lord, have a safe journey. I’m sorry.

I passed through their carriages, I caught the husband who had been implicated in her, I was pulling the curtains of the carriage and looking out in the face.

I can seem to hear the sound of gnawing.

Why do you have to do this?

Take the dream to the horse…

The horse hasn’t been tamed yet.

I can imagine the horror of a little dream and the despair of her fall…

Dream’s body was found in a mass grave and buried in a pitiful manner. Half the earth on the body was washed out by the rain, and bare meat was covered with flies.

I’ve got an autopsy.

He said that the predators that were inserted in the chest were deep, but did not die… It was the broken bones of two feet, which could not be moved and the loss of too much blood…

That is to say, my dream was lying in the middle of a desolate suburbs, in that creepy, secret forest, a little bit dead.

I was in Gangnam.

I’m buying her clothes, jewelry, little things that little girls like.

“You’re not going to get away with this! “I can’t stand it.”

They say that married women know more about manners, but it seems fortunate that they are flattered by Kaifu and loved by their husbands when they marry them, otherwise they will not be the same.

Only those who are favoured will be so.

Not as quiet as my little dream.

I regret that I didn’t pick up my little dream for fear of being discovered by the night guard.

But who can think of that?

I’m not coming to the capital for a year.

“It’s hard for you to speak out and get infected. Perhaps you should listen to your husband. “I was laughing at her husband in the window and pulling her hand.”

“And now, do you really think it’s just because you sent me to the palace? I’m sorry.

“It is not as good as it was before, but it is still plunging on the Chinese and new people everywhere, and each has its own. I’m sorry.

“This is the night, not the night. I’m sorry.

“If your heart is not full of snakes, then if you are good, your father will always be warned to be a good man in the next life.” I’m sorry.

She wanted to say something else, but I didn’t get into her anymore. I walked over and got on the wagon with grace.

It’s okay. It’s not because I forgive them.

Instead, there’s no need to get involved with dead people.

I sent the killer out of town, but I didn’t deliberately avoid the night.

He was a decisive emperor, so he wouldn’t allow a man like Kaifu to exist.

He also said that he had thought of waiting for the right time for the sins of Kaifu.

It is reasonable to “go back to old age” when you urge the construction of the canals.

I watched their wagons go further and further away, scrambling my eyes and falling the curtain.

There will be no more princesses.

Nightyon says next year when spring comes, when peach blossoms bloom, make me queen.

The public said it was South Patrol.

There’s no home, there’s no one else.

It’s all good.

It’s just…

My little dream will never be seen again.

18

Even when I get my revenge, I’m always depressed, watching my little dream day by day.

I remember when she was 10 years old, and every time there was a carpenter in the street on the back door of her house, there was no selling, and she was wearing a toad, and it was a day.

Dream went to court people to learn to be a wood rabbit for me.

It didn’t work out, it just turned into a rough tatter.

Until now, only four years.

It’s like a lifetime ago.

I don’t know.

Evening will find interesting little things from all over the country and bring in the chefs and the croupiers.

I know he loves me, but I can’t really laugh.

I can’t even pretend.

No crying, no laughing, like no soul.

Deok-hyun has been here a number of times, and has sent himself a copy of the scripture. And she was not of the kind, nor of the flattering words, but she delivered a cup of tea, and said, “The dead are in the heavens, so go to the temple and worship.” I’m sorry.

That’s the first time I’ve ever seen a family out of the yard.

It’s another half month that came out of the shadow of this.

On that day, the evening promised to bring in the charisma-singing troupe that was unique to her, which was a scrumptious show, and she sang for a lot of girls.

It was “The Wind Ring.”

It was a ghost-colored play about a woman named Liu Feng who had replaced his wounded brother Liu Feng in military service, whose bravery touched the gods and gained a bell that could change sex.

Liu Feng has great military talent, and few years have passed by and won. Every time she fights, she rings a bell, echoes in the desert…

This is Dream’s favorite play.

I took her by the door, and she raised her innocent little face and laughed, “I’m going to war!” To protect your sister! I’m sorry.

I started crying.

Crying is getting wilder.

The night will set aside and hold me in my arms, and slap me, “I’m here, I’m here.”

19

After the show, life went back to normal.

She always came to me, sometimes playing chess, sometimes playing birds, sometimes coming to me, taking over my bed and reading the script.

However, she did not wait for the night and avoided him on purpose every time.

I don’t know why she used to like nightingale, but now she doesn’t.

Hearts are dead, not rekindled.

I also have a new hobby — cooking.

It’s not everything. It’s just the moon cake.

This is a specific snack for the Day of Beggar, with a drug called “White Head”, in which the old man says that a woman makes a moon cake for her husband, so that two people can “white”.

Evening Yun likes to eat and Deok-hyun likes. I’ll do it twice every time.

Not long ago, winter came, and the first snow fell this year.

In the snowy city, there was less authority and more calm.

The palace is preparing for a big event — the dusting of a man.

Nor is it in Antananarivo.

Since a hundred years ago, the north-west region began to expand its territory and develop agricultural and commercial activities, with a growing strength of the State, which in recent years has fallen far short of the Night State.

It is common for the nomadic peoples to be active and the borders to be volatile.

Fortunately, the warmth is still in the air, and in recent years the razing has stopped.

In order to protect the north, Wen has not returned for three or four years. It’s hard for you to appreciate such a success!

A cold-named military teacher was also heard to have returned, who was dressed as a man and the wife of Master Wen. It’s curious.

I don’t know.

The palace feast came silently, and I sat beside him on an exceptional basis, even though I was not a queen.

Everything was going on.

Until…

“It’s bad health, I drink for her” I’m sorry.

“But not so long ago, the war got hurt? “Night stood up like a steady king, like a new and fresh prince.

I waved my hands for the night, and the drink spilled a table.

But the night Yun stood up with excitement, and I didn’t notice, and I took out my handkerchief and wiped it.

I’m holding on to my spine.

“It’s just a cold. Thank you, Your Majesty. I’m sorry.

“Thank His Majesty for his concern. “The cold-skinned military master, like her name, White Frost, is calm, cold, and warmer than a fire in her red, a little darker skin than a normal woman, but rather adds to her rare wildness in the world, just sitting there, which makes her invisible.

They called her: “Read…”

I was in the garden just before I showed up, listening to a bunch of ladies saying, “The Cold Army is so red, red and beautiful!”

“Your Majesty. “I screamed and passed the wine.

At that point, it was like he was just thinking about me, with his hands shuddered, his eyes just looked at me, and he sat down directly after the wine.

What did he see?

I think it’s my undisguised doubt.

I sat there and saw the rest of the light under the table, and he seemed to hold my hand, but it was in the middle of the day and he put it back.

I look down at the little troupe with the cold white cream, and the cold on his face fades away, and a little girl is acting like a god.

It turns out that the emperor has no choice…

I laughed in my heart.

I’ve always looked at it more than anyone else, and I’ve thought about it, but I’ve still had a little bit of luck.

I’d like to drink, but under my wide sleeve, I feel the tummy.

Three days ago, when the palace feast was held, it was dizziness that announced that the doctor knew she was pregnant.

I wanted to be happy and tell him after the party…

“Bring me a warm water. I’m telling you.

“How…” I’d like to talk at night, but it’s not over, and it’s a mess.

More than a dozen men in black clothes, along with a number of palace men who were carrying water with tea, were torn to the palace’s garments and revealed the clothes in which they had dark red raisins.

It’s a dark red sign.

There was chaos in the house.

I’m unconscious to pull the nightong.

But I didn’t think of it, but I didn’t.

He didn’t look back, headed straight for the frost…

And suddenly I found myself in a state of discomfort, and I didn’t return until the gushing began pulling me. As he was running behind the screen, he saw a woman wearing a palace dress with a dart-like dark device aiming at the night.

Silver-made dark instruments flash the light under the light of the house as day.

Action preceded thinking, and I pushed the past.

The moment I fell, I looked at the clouds on the night of the dragon robe.

“Your Highness! I’m sorry.

He seems to have turned around and he doesn’t seem to have.

Much of human behaviour is unconscious and manifests itself before thought.

For example, I’m in the dark for him.

For example, he’s running towards frost.

I don’t know.

I thought I was dead, but when I woke up, the pain of the wound reminded me: No, I’m alive.

And then I suddenly had the most amazing feeling, my child… gone.

I don’t believe in ghosts, and it’s only two months for a child. It’s definitely no adult form, but maybe that’s the mother. There’s a connection between life and life that can’t be said.

Deok-hoon comforted me, and perhaps the dream would be my daughter.

The master of the Temple of the Kingdom also said that the heart was sincere.

I didn’t believe in ghosts, but I couldn’t help but think about it when I knew I was pregnant.

“Well” just sit up and I’m already sweating.

Your Highness, you’re awake! Zing Zhengqing and Qinghu came in.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

A nice glass of water.

I drank at the bottom of my heart, and there was a bit of panic, and I said, “My son…”

The Zephyr and Zephyr look away and hold their heads.

“The killer… who is it?”

“It’s the North Blasters, the palaces they ambushed five years ago, and the Gentleman Wen was poisoned in the North, which was almost solved, but could not have been considered as a depravity.

Master Wen is gone.

I know that warmth is bigger than Night Yun in the North, and that’s why he’s been using a net for five years.

A generation will fall.

And I leaned straight to the head of the bed, and it seemed as though the tears had not come to pass, and the room was silent for as long as I could not see, and I began to choke.

The body was shaking so hard, the head was buried in the knee and the hands were pulled to the hair.

“My son…”

“Dreams…”

But not for too long, I suddenly realized what was going on and running out of bed like a head down.

Bare feet stepped on the cold ground and the wound on the back appeared to see blood again.

Qing and Qinghu shouted at me, but did not resist.

It was the closest palace to the palace, but it was like I’d been running away forever.

The hair was uncool and it ran away.

Scattered on the cherry-coloured coat, and my whole body went crazy.

The eunuch at the door reached out, but he didn’t dare. I broke in.

A few steps behind the screen.

He’s carrying a bowl of jade for the frost.

Instead, it was the latter who turned his head to one side, with impatience and impatience.

I was there, like I couldn’t even breathe, and the blood got cold.

I don’t know how long it took the frost to see me first.

I went back crazy and yelled, “Dream! Give it back to me!”

Even though it’s sudden, it’s still pulling me.

The moment I was pushed to the ground, I looked at him with regret, but I ended up standing next to the frost.

I looked up and laughed.

It’s almost over the top.

“The princess has gone crazy, come, send her back! “The night was filled with silence.

A couple of eunuchs standing next to me, somehow.

“Do it now!” I’m sorry.

I stopped laughing and stood up like I’d been drained, and my feet were floating. I’m sorry.

“No, my concubine is normal. I’m sorry.

“The sick is the Emperor. I’m sorry.

“How did the Emperor turn his face so fast? I’m sorry.

“My child is gone! I’m sorry.

“My child…” I opened my hand and said, “What did he do wrong? I’m sorry.

Your Majesty, aren’t you sad?

“Is this not our child…”

I took a step forward, and he immediately stood in front of the frost, and I thought the cold heart was cold again, laughing at the frost, saying, “My concubine should not blame Mr. Cold.” I’m sorry.

“How powerful Mr. Leng is to plan a national war for a woman.

“But who knows your concubine? “I’ve been able to lift up my voice, and I’ve hit my chest hard, and I’ve dropped a big tearball, and I’ve known things since I was a child, so I deserve to suffer. I’m sorry.

“I deserve it…”

“I don’t deserve it! I’m sorry.

“So dream is dead, I can’t show it, my child is gone, I can’t show it anymore… I’m sorry.

“What did I do wrong? I’m sorry.

“Is it wrong to enter the palace to save your life? Or is it for the Emperor to block the darkness? Or is it wrong to fall in love with you, who is above all else and who can never love only one person? I’m sorry.

I cried back two steps back, bending a bad smile, and I said, “It’s a mistake to fall in love with the Emperor…”

I couldn’t see him.

“But don’t worry the Emperor, the concubine will take revenge.” I laughed, “Will you show mercy and give death to the concubine?” I’m sorry.

He’s frowning.

The beautiful faces are filled with anger, and the colours of the eyes become cold.

“Someone! Your Highness is in a bad position. I’m sorry.

“Come on, it’s too light for you to beat your concubine into a cold palace, so that the concubine can do something beyond his control… * When I talk, I look at the horns of the frost and look back to my face. *

He looked at me like that.

He seems to be struggling.

But the emperor’s authority cannot be provoked … At least I cannot.

He looked at me, “Well, now that the princess asks me,” and he held his right hand behind his back, “Yon!” I’m sorry.

20

How long has it been?

I don’t know.

Time seems to be static in the cold palace.

He came here once, in a hurry, thought he was sneaking around.

He is not much larger than the night, but he is on the king’s side as a small companion, and he is a man who knows the night when there is no brother.

But he is more stable than a man of his age, and his voice is not as sharp as the usual eunuchs. He likes to read books, but even if he is the chief, he is the chief officer.

And, according to the precedent of the previous dynasty, you can’t learn anything other than court rules, let alone read books.

I can see that, so he used to come to me with a message, and I kept him for a while, so he looked around on the bookshelve.

It’s a good thing.

I can’t compare food to that of Yenkun, but it’s okay.

But I’m the only one here, after all, before me, the princess of Nightong was at best grounded, and no one had this “special privilege” — it’s been empty for years.

There’s a small, dying cinnamon tree in the yard.

It should not be artificially planted.

So nobody cares.

I don’t have anything now. I have no more time. Sorbs are wrapped up in the trunk.

Maybe I won’t survive this winter.

I hope it can.

21

Deok-fu used to sneak up on me.

She bought patrol escorts and delivered things to me in the back wall dog hole.

I’ve had a lot of food and drinks, and I’ve got a lot of text books.

I want to think that she was in a fancy palace dress, and she was walking in a nice way, and there was no one in the corner, and she was sneaking around with a bunch of things, and she was acting funny.

She talked to me on previous occasions and gave me a soft hand.

The King’s most tender, I know that.

Deok-hyun now has nothing more to do than to be routinely turned over and keep her rich.

She wants to talk me out of it.

She’s good to me.

I understand.

But I can’t.

Maybe if I stayed at this palace for 1 or 20 years, like her, I could break it. But I’m only here for a very short period of time, so short that it’s too strong to let go.

Later, she stopped advising me.

One day, after snowing, unlike before, she went over the wall.

Sitting by the bed, she told me, “The Emperor will seal it, and the frost will be queen.” I’m sorry.

She kept talking and seemed to tell me something.

“The year I first saw the Emperor, the year I was born. I’m sorry.

“It was not long before he came to power and laughed on his face, and I remember that he was wearing an ink-blue robe and had come back from a race, and his cuffs were still tied and able, his skin was whiter than an ordinary woman, and his lips were red but not soft. I’m sorry.

“I never thought that someone would look better in this world than it says. I’m sorry.

“That day, I was having tea with many of your ladies in the Ho-chun Building, and you know, the night was never so much about men and women, so there were some of the ladies’ brothers. I’m sorry.

“It’s also the first time I’ve seen frost and temperature. I’m sorry.

“He said that the frost was the daughter of a warm and simulatory father, who grew up together, and that the frost was a warm and simulatory schoolboy, a student taught by his husband, who was a young boy. I’m sorry.

“Women read. I envy her. I looked at her more that day. I’m sorry.

“That day the tea will not start, and I heard that the frost is protected by the gentle master, and she’s very bold, and she’s impatient to say, “Is he coming or not? I’m hungry. Look, isn’t she bold? “Then the Emperor came in…”

I didn’t hear you in the back.

I remember the scene of the first time I saw the night.

Is there a link between the two? Or did I borrow the ice cream?

And I remember that at the beginning I was still trying his sex, and when I did, he was so tolerant, and when I was gentle, he was not pleased.

“Major Wen was known for his intimacy, but he was best friends with the Emperor. I’m sorry.

“Then they broke up because of the frost, or else it would have been a good word from the wise masters of the past. I’m sorry.

“The bouquet of Queen’s Palace has been planted by His Majesty for her. I’m sorry.

“Not our Emperor loves Lotus, but frost.” I’m sorry.

“You went to the palace late, I don’t think you heard. There was a time when everyone thought that the emperor, Ellen, was so angry, you know, and that was a rare opportunity. So they all embroidered a lotus on their garments, and there was tea in the palace with lots of flowers to boil, and yellow in their foreheads was a lot of lotus.

“It’s just me.” “The only reason I know is that Deok-hyun’s smile is so sad.” I’m sorry.

“But knowing what it’s like to have moths on fire.” Changed name, entered the palace, came to him. He was young, and he knew everything. I thought the world was easy. I was afraid of people. I’m sorry.

“It took me seven years to understand that there was nothing wrong in the world but the right person. I’m sorry.

“And I am not the king. So I couldn’t get near him for seven or seven years. I’m sorry.

“I felt sorry for you at first, as a double, as a shadow in this book, and then I felt that the Emperor had taken a true love for you and that you were lucky…”

. .

I was surprised, too, that I didn’t crash after Deok-ho left.

It’s not noisy, it’s just sitting at the door every day, opening the door and watching the view outside.

It seems to be waiting and looking for a reason to allow itself to be disappointed.

The guard passed through the sarcasm, and he didn’t bother me, except that every time he saw me at the door, he sat at the door and he was wondering.

I don’t talk, just change a red dress every day.

One day.

He bought it for me in Gangnam.

Buy one a day.

That was a good time.

I still have some fantasies.

While he was carrying my hand across the river, when we were walking across the street and the streets and the city, when he was matching me with a red bean bean…

I’ve thought more than once about “life” and how I want to spend my life with him.

People tend to think of things that they forget when they calm down.

In the past, for example, a man and two women had a grudge, a man who loved Qingmei and then fell in love with someone like her.

Men say he likes it and he doesn’t know who he loves more.

I don’t think it’s too complicated to listen. Ask Deok-hyun what the end is.

I remember De Phoebe wearing a book, walking to the window, with a nicer and more calm eye, and watching as she almost reached the green branch of the plum in the house, saying, “It’s not finished, it’s a crippled book. I’m sorry.

Maybe she was reminding me then.

But I really thought it was just a play.

In fact, I’m realistic, and I’ve thought about the emperor’s tenderness, but I don’t think about life as a play.

Now, sitting in the yard day after day, sometimes I think, come on, remember.

I know he used me as a double from the start.

Perhaps, if I hadn’t said the word “rebellious” in the first place, and had it not been similar to the frost, there might not have been any more.

Without it, of course, there is no such joy.

But that’s my guess.

I remember a lot of things, such as playing chess with me once, suddenly saying that I was very similar to the emperor’s style of playing chess … With that, my thoughts drifted to our wedding day.

I wore a dress, and he took a night of chess, and he didn’t say anything, but he said that I played chess very well. I even remembered that the warm yellow candles were on the red candle, and the light was shaking, and I looked at him in an atmosphere of uncertainty. Then I remembered now.

I don’t know.

But wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

I still love him. I can’t deny it.

That’s how people do things, you know you shouldn’t like them, you know you can’t go back, you know everything, but they don’t say nothing.

I love him, but I don’t want to wait.

But wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

22

Another spring year.

The cinnamon tree in the yard began to sprout.

The frost ran away, Deok-fook told me.

By failing to order a search, and by declaring that the Queen’s memory had been overkilled, Nagayong moved me to become a Queen and came to this remote cold palace.

Perhaps, as Deok-hyun said, “Our emperor is too good to be able to get his hands on it. He always thinks he has everything in his hands. He always thinks he can get away with it every time. I’m sorry.

“You, you made him regret it for the first time. I’m sorry.

“Maybe the Emperor himself didn’t think of it. I’m sorry.

“I didn’t think of anything…” I laughed and shook my head.

“I didn’t expect to fall in love with you.” I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

And when he came, I was giving the grass and the pine soil in the courtyard, and though it was early spring, I was sweating.

He called me by my name.

I stunned and dropped the shovel and turned to bow.

“You and I don’t have to…”

“The King’s courtesies must not be abolished, and the Emperor should not have stayed in this ominous place. I interrupted him.

“Read, I miss you. I’m sorry.

“I was wrong, read, I said you were the queen…”

I can’t accept the emperor’s apology.

And I interrupted him: “Your Majesty, the concubine has one flaw: the concubine’s heart is too small, so small that she can’t go down to the harem, and she can’t be the queen of the mother, and she is too tired. I’m sorry.

“The Emperor remembers that year when he took his wife to Gangnam, and we lived in Kim Mau for a while. I turned to the guacamole.

“Get up early for breakfast at the bridge, the Emperor teaches the courtesan, and when she doesn’t like to eat, you say, “If she doesn’t eat, she won’t play at night.” I looked at the red wall outside the door, smiling, with memories.

He walks up and stands behind me and holds my hand.

I didn’t throw it away, and I said, “Let’s go all the way to the lake at night, and we’re just about to have the lotus bloom, and the fireflies are in it, and the Emperor is standing at the top of the boat watching his concubine go to the fire, and I remember looking back at you. I’m sorry.

“You smile and say, “Beware, if you fall, your husband will suffer.”

“My concubine remembers that the stars looked so good that night. I’m sorry.

“There is a woman who hymns in a flower, so that I may be like a starling moon, and the night and the night shall be bright.” I’m sorry.

“How nice…”

“But later, later on, the concubine didn’t know, did you like the concubine or Mr. Cold? You paint for your concubine, give her a pool of red Lotus, and say that she wears red and looks good, and goes to bed with her.

“Are you saying it for your concubines or are you looking through them? I’m sorry.

“The concubine does not understand. I’m sorry.

It is not hard to imagine from the story of Deok-hoon that I and the old white frost should be very similar, as casual as they were, but as undecided as they were, and as smart as they were.

I thought the night would love me, but I was not afraid of him.

But I didn’t want to. There was one man who wasn’t afraid of him and who was years before me.

“In fact, I tried to understand. I suddenly changed my name, because the next words were what a wife said to her husband, not to the Emperor.

“I think if I like a man, but he doesn’t like me and happens to be in power, maybe I wouldn’t think it would be a big mistake to find someone like him after all, I give him glory, give him wealth, if only he enjoyed…”

“I know everything, understand it.”

“But unfortunately, I have no such experience. I’m sorry.

“So I can only tell myself, once and for all, to understand my husband. After all, it was too late for me to know him, and after all, it was not easy for me to meet someone I liked, willing to give him a child, to give him a heart and a heart… Not everyone is so lucky. I’m sorry.

“But, no. I’m sorry.

“Yon, I can’t. I’m sorry.

“I can’t convince myself that my husband loves another woman more than I do and that my child was indirectly killed because of that woman. I’m sorry.

“and completely shattered my dream…”

“But it’s okay.” I’m suffocating.

“The concubine also has the advantage of knowing his nature. I’m sorry.

“How can a man who is too small, who can’t prepare his own heart so well, and who can love his people as his son and his people?” I’m sorry.

“So, my concubine doesn’t want to be this queen. I’m sorry.

“Too tired. I’m sorry.

“Yon, I’m too tired to do it. I’m sorry.

“Every day, every time I think of you, I think of a dead dream in a graveyard and the cold girl who loves her life. I’m sorry.

“Thinking of you saving her, I lost my child. I’m sorry.

“I really wanted to spend my life with you, and I even thought that it would be the worst thing to look old and have no mercy, but it would be nice to see you. You said I was your queen, and I was in peace with you. I’m sorry.

“I really thought about it…”

At night, my hand slipped slowly, with a straight back on his back, and his eyes were blinded.

“Read…”

But nothing at all.

He knows I’m too stubborn.

I can’t stop loving him.

But actually, I’m kind of glad that he doesn’t know much about the frost, but he knows me. I don’t know.

23

On the day I left the palace, I deliberately didn’t let the driver take a quiet road, but I walked through the city.

I lifted the curtains and looked at the crowd. If there were no accident, I would never have come back and died, and I would have prayed for my country.

Evening will or the will to make me queen.

But without a book, he knew I wouldn’t go.

The slab road is flat and the wagon is moving forward.

I suddenly remembered the first day I came here, and I put my little dream in a crappy temple outside town, and I came in alone to find Kaifu. They’re talking in Kyoto, in shining clothes, and I’m standing under the sun like a reptile in a dark corner…

Actually, less than two years.

I’m not really a bold man, all my courage comes from my mother and my dreams.

It was recalled that a few days before her mother ‘ s death, I couldn ‘ t wait for her at the back of her mother-in-law ‘ s house and heard rumours that I went in from a dog hole to find a mother.

She’s very sick and can’t even sit down. She’s got half of her body on the side of her bed and she’s skinny, like she’s 20 years old. The tummy of the pregnant month of October is not so big, it is not much visible from the thin.

On that day, the mother said she was leaving and would soon go to heaven for good, so that I could protect my dreams later.

She said she always dreamed of me before giving birth, and she called the second child “dream,” and she said I had a connection with the dream.

She was very suffocated, and she coughed a great deal of blood at a very limited time, and I was six years old, and I looked at the blood stains on her clothes and wondered how to react.

She told me to turn around and walk.

She said: ‘Remember, go forward, and do not turn back. And follow with such determination afterward. The mother’s thoughts are the bravest. I’m sorry.

So I learned to be brave.

Learn to pretend not to be afraid, even if you are afraid.

I never thought I’d have a day like this.

Tens of thousands of queens, rich and proud, have lived almost their lives at the age of 21.

I don’t know.

After a small stand, I stopped the car and walked alone.

It’s cinnamon.

Buy a pot of wine and give a flower.

“Girl, buy a pot for your husband? Women can drink! “Every swirl in the face of a alcoholic laughs.

“This guacamole is sweet? I’m sorry.

I don’t remember what the bartender said that day, but after the question came out, the voice of the night came out of my ear: “No, I don’t want it, my wife loves it.” I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

To buy guacamole with wine, it’s not like that.

Note

“The Moon is dead. I’m sorry.

“Moon-sweet… how much like Mr. Leng? Isn’t that sweet?”

“I’m not the one who’s here. Karen, remember?”

“Remember, when I kissed her in the south, I thought she was honest, and she didn’t talk much, and she was polite. I’m sorry.

“His father is Governor-General of Lake Guang, and she has done a great job in the past few days in the middle of the day. It’s a pity that the Moon is so handsome, he bumps on the head. They say it’s a boy. Garrett’s been misdiagnosed a few days ago. I’m sorry.

“Anger, so kill”?

“I’m not sure if I can’t handle it, I’m afraid I’m going to do it when I’m going to punish you. The Emperor doesn’t care, it’s just a little nobleman. The most important thing in this palace is a woman. I’m sorry.

“But the next one looks alike, it’s hard to find…”

“That makes you talk. I’m sorry.

“What? I’m sorry.

“I see, that moon is more like you than Mr. Cold. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

How did you react?

She can’t remember.

It’s been too long since everyone who’s been through those things left. She’s the only one left.

She hasn’t read the book for a long time. It’s been a farce. She’s seen enough.

Now she likes to sit in the bamboo woods in the mountains.

Or one person plays chess with two sides, and occasionally remembers the day of the day.

When she was young, she loved her dark hair, because the Emperor had always said it when she entered the palace, and now it’s all white and soft, but still looks good.

But she doesn’t care anymore.

She’s been naked for years, and the whole person’s clean.

This is the quietest place in the Temple. She always comes here.

She wanted to live a life of passion, love, wealth, love for one man. … and it was not boring for her to drink tea and chat and sit down with her when she was in the cold palace, or when she was looking for her at the temple after the Emperor’s death.

Now it’s quiet and sad and bitter.

The previous days had been a day, but today the voices of others had been heard, as if two girls had lost their way with them.

“Alen, did you say that Qingtei and his queen, like the book says, never saw each other again? * Sounds small, 13- or 4-year-old girl, sweet voice. *

“Let’s go out and talk about this!” “The girl named Lian is anxious to hear how old she is.

“Oh, well, that’s the way it is. I didn’t hear anything at home. I’m sorry.

“Well, what do we ordinary people know? But there’s a brother in my house who works in the palace, and he says the palace’s paperwork on the Queen of Queen Qingchong has burned! I didn’t even give a name.”

“I don’t like it, but I don’t understand. Besides, I heard the Qing Dynasty brought people back from here to see the queen! I’m sorry.

“If you don’t like it, my brother says he saw it on patrol. It’s better than the queen’s bedroom! It’s not a cold palace. It’s just a place to live. I’m sorry.

“But I have heard from the book that there are only two lines in which the queen is recorded: Qianqing, who entered the palace in 13 years and was crowned as a concubine; Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Queen Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu If you like it, why leave it behind? I heard that he was beautiful, but he didn’t even leave a picture…”

“Well, who knows? Why don’t you listen to the story? There seems to be a trail there…”

The beads in his hand stopped when she closed her eyes.

– Like it.

– Only, one too stubborn, one too sharp, one too sober, one too arrogant.

She also recalled that Baek Yi had just entered the Cold Palace and that the night had crossed several walls, so she had to intercede.

She didn’t want to go. However, the results are not different.

That day, the Emperor drank badly in her palace.

That was the closest time of her life to him — because she saw him cry.

The man who was born to control the lives and deaths of thousands of people cried.

She remembers that when she first entered the palace, the Emperor himself marched south to fight the Vietnamese and put a crossbow in her ribs with a hook.

But that day, his depressing cry, she still remembers it.

He asked her, “Why does she have to stick to the past?” She’s all I have now.”

“I don’t want white cream, I want to read…”

“I’ve thought about it all, I’ll have a baby later. She likes Gangnam, and I’ll take her there every year.”

“She said make me moon cake for life…”

“And now I want her to be whiteheaded, why does she not want me?”

He’s drunk and he’s crying all over the place.

She remembers that time when she asked her evening condolence: “Your Majesty’s name is the Queen’s Mother. I’m sorry.

“Read. I’m sorry.

“Well, where’s Cold Master?”

He said, “Remember…”

Maybe that’s when he knew perfectly well that two people would never come back and that there was no chance, so let her come here and pray for the kingdom.

They were separated from each other by a wall called “cool white frost” and were lying there, blinding their eyes and afraid to come any closer.

Which one does he like?

Maybe both.

Whether he was alone or not, he couldn’t come back anyway. He is an emperor, a minor, who sees the weakest part of the human heart, and repents and weeps. He knows and cannot return.

Perhaps love is the most far-fetched of all, and that is the human spirit. It’s just that some people are lucky enough to taste the joy of the “lost” again, and some people who have not been given a chance to do it again in heaven, and have to spend the rest of their lives restless.

I don’t know.

One time, two people were together. She asked about Shizuku. Is that impossible?

She remembers that the hands of a white-eyed fan had a little bit of a change in the look of the face, but looked a little bit empty below the mountain, and she said, “Why should it be so easy, as it was at first too difficult?”

Yeah, why? Some things just don’t come back.

But she never asked whether she was still in love, not that she was clear about everything, but that there were so many things at that time that she was no longer concerned or attached to the truth.

In this temple, it’s been a long time and it’s clean.

It is only that she is often reminded of the first days of her entry into the palace, and that she and she do not deal with it and sit together and talk.

Later on, they had a good relationship, and there was someone to talk to in the backyard where they couldn’t see the way ahead.

She remembers that the white-haired child died and woke up naked and went to the emperor. No one knew what was going on in the house that day, but the mind that ran into it and came out dead.

The Emperor didn’t think he’d regret it.

Then he’ll seal the frost to the queen.

She went over the wall to see her.

The white twitching on the feet of the bed, the chin on the knees, the man who always comes up with a ghost’s idea, the eyes are scattered and there is no light, but he seems to be smiling and crying.

“Dream…dream…”

And that day, she knew that it wasn’t really about reading, it was about reading.

She said, “My name is Blanc.” I’m sorry.

“Blank, white, white. I’m sorry.

“I come from a small town in the far north called Angu Suli. I’m sorry.

“I have a sister called White Dream. I’m sorry.

“Die before she was fourteen years old…”

“And then I loved a man who I had never longed for love before, and I thought God looked after me…”

“Thank you, I am one of those who are good and have a heart. Thank you. I didn’t do anything wrong. Why did you do this to me?

“It’s true. There is no reason in this world but I am naive.”

I don’t know.

Yeah, why?

Why love such a man?

If you have to ask why – no one can refuse a night of 20s.

How could anyone refuse a young emperor who should have looked up and down and looked up and down, and turned his back on you and looked at you with his eyes, which were so glamorous and tender?

She thinks she’s one of them.

It was only later that when a young man became a wise king, then those women only thought he was tall. There may also be one who cannot control his heart, but is more afraid.

Perhaps 20-year-olds should stay at 20, quiet and undisturbed. Instead of being remembered and waiting for years.

Actually, I don’t know who pitys who.

They’re all poor people in this city.

The same.

There are women who have been fighting their whole lives, who have cried their whole lives, who have waited their whole lives, who have hated their whole lives, who have repented their whole lives…

There is only one person who smiles, rejoices, rejoices in his life, is proud of his life…

She’s not asking for anything right now, just hoping to be lucky for the woman who goes into that rich cage later.

At least, more fortunate than they are.

Don’t love, don’t hate.

Just wait and get old.

White Cloud Dog, forever, really fast too fast.

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I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.