The
school bully’s break-up routine
waits for you to finish class, and when you grow up
, you are forced to dump the school bully five times.
I had to bite the bullet and jump back and forth between breaking up and getting back together. For
the fifth time, the school bully broke down completely.
His eyes were red and choked, and his eyes were cold.
Looking for another reason to get rid of me? I’ll die for you! After
dumping Shen Ci twice, I had the cheek to ask for a reunion. In the
dark and noisy box, Shen Cishu leaned lazily on the sofa, holding a cigarette in his hand.
The scarlet light flickered on and off.
The smoke blurred his unruly eyes.
Seeing me come in, Shen Ci’s face suddenly turned black.
He stubbed out his cigarette and said coldly, “What are you doing here with people who don’t have anything to do with you?”
The atmosphere was awkward for a moment.
We all know who we’re talking about.
“Hello, Brother Ci.”
I smiled sweetly at him as if I hadn’t heard.
Shen Ci’s face is more smelly.
“Brother Ci, we’re all alumni. Let’s play together.”
Roommate Yu Ying’s boyfriend Meng Kun has a close relationship with Shen Ci.
He came out to ease the embarrassment and greeted me and Yu Ying to sit down with a cheeky smile.
I took the opportunity to sit next to Shen Ci.
Next to him, she asked quietly, “Have you missed me this month since we broke up?”
Shen Ci did not speak with a sullen face.
If you don’t talk, you just want to.
I was overjoyed and took the opportunity to say, “Let’s get back together.”
Looking at my shameless face, Shen Ci could not bear it. The tip of
his tongue touched his cheek and squeezed a word out of his teeth.
“Get out.” He has a bad
temper.
I closed my mouth resentfully. The
box was basically full of people who looked familiar, and the atmosphere soon warmed up.
Yu Ying knew the purpose of my visit and agreed to help me.
She suggested playing truth or dare. With the help of God
tonight, Shen Ci was caught by Yu Ying in the first round.
“To tell you the truth, if your ex-girlfriend came to you to get back together, would you agree?” Yu Ying asked him. Everyone looked at me and Shen Ci
together, with subtle eyes.
“I don’t agree. I’m not that cheap.” Without even thinking about it, Shen Ci sneered.
Difficult.
I knew it.
I sighed, my face full of frustration.
Yu Ying gave me a soothing look.
She still has a way out.
“Big adventure, you and Li Shu, rock, paper, scissors, the loser and the winner fall in love.”
You are indeed a master of love.
Absolutely. As soon as
the words came out, everyone blinked and smiled ambiguously. I’m sure that Shen Ci
and I will be reunited soon.
I think so, too.
As a result, the sullen Shen Ci and I stretched out the scissors at the same time.
I 6。
I withdrew my hand and did not want to speak.
Shen Ci could not resist bending his lips, and the coldness all over his body dispersed a little.
Played a few more board games.
Playing very late, everyone enjoyed themselves and got up to go back to school.
I dawdled to the end, looking at the sharp side of Shen Ci’s face.
Shen ci still ignored me, long legs a stride, quickly walked away.
I had to stand on the side of the road and take a taxi back.
I don’t know what happened. I waited for ten minutes, but there was no master to take the order. The night wind in
summer is a little cool.
I encircled my arms, thinking that I should have known to go back with Yu Ying.
The next moment, a huge roar from far to near.
Shen Ci rode his luxurious black motorcycle and stopped in front of me.
The helmet covered his sharp and delicate features, revealing only a pair of beautiful eyes.
“Put on your helmet and get in the car.” His voice was muffled.
Shen Ci relented.
Sitting in the back seat, I encircled his thin waist and felt very happy.
He took the initiative to talk to me.
Looks like we’re getting back together tonight.
I made a draft in my mind, thinking about how to grind hard bubbles for a while.
Unexpectedly, just arrived at the school gate, Yu Ying called.
This weekend, the teacher in the department made a surprise attack and checked the people who came back late at the dormitory gate.
She told me never to go back.
I hung up the phone, and Meng Kun happened to call Shen Ci again. The teachers in
their department are also checking the late return. There was silence for
a moment.
We are going to stay in a hotel near the school for one night.
We were supposed to have two rooms, but the lady at the front desk was very sorry to tell us. There are many people
on the weekend, and they are almost full. There
is only one queen room left.
Shen Ci lifted his eyelids and looked at me. “Will you stay?”
I gritted my teeth and said, “Stop.” Share a room
with Shen Ci.
I didn’t know where to put my hands and feet. He pinched his
fingers nervously and dared not look at him.
When he finally mustered up his courage and raised his head, he saw Shen Ci grabbing the collar of his T-shirt and bowing his body.
The next moment, the thin and cold white waist and abdomen were exposed in front of my eyes.
“What are you doing?”
I stammered and my face was hot. When we are in
love, we stop at kissing.
I’m not ready for this.
“You’re sweating. Take off your clothes and take a shower. What do you think you’re doing?” He raised his eyebrows with a half-smile.
With an innocent ruffian. The
messy hair is on the slightly bulging eyebrow bone, which is very beautiful.
“Take it off in the bathroom!” I said angrily. But
his face turned a little red.
Shen Ci took a bath and came out wrapped in a bath towel. I had already got into bed.
The body clung to one side of the bed.
“Don’t worry, ex-girlfriend. I’m not interested in you.”
Looking at my evasive appearance, Shen Ci sneered.
He unscrewed the mineral water and raised his head to his throat. I
drank too fast and the water overflowed.
Along his chin, Adam’s apple, neck, collarbone.. All
the way down.
The picture is particularly provocative.
I swallowed my saliva and suddenly felt that meat was OK. After
drinking the water, Shen Ci pulled out the quilt and lay down in it.
Turn off the light and the room is silent.
Breathing, it’s all the smell of citrus shower gel on Shen Ci’s body.
I struggled for a long time, turned over and whispered.
“Shen Ci, let’s get back together.” Sporadic neon lights
outside the window shone in, sprinkling a thin layer of light.
Shen Ci closed his eyes and did not speak.
Asleep.
I lay back in disappointment.
After a while, when I was about to fall asleep, Shen Ci’s voice suddenly sounded.
“How dare you talk about getting back together after dumping me twice?”
With a cold tone, I was so frightened that I lost all sleep.
I immediately turned over to him and spoke sincerely.
“I didn’t think clearly before. I broke up with you impulsively. I was wrong.” I broke up with him
twice because I didn’t know whether I wanted to be with him or not.
Shen Ciwei opened his eyes and fixed his dark eyes on me. “Are you thinking clearly now?”
“Mmm.” I nodded hurriedly and took his hand ingratiatingly.
Shen Ci closed his eyes and ignored me again.
I leaned over to hum and kiss the corners of his mouth. After
kissing for a long time, he still ignored me.
“Forget it. Forget I said anything.”
He was such a proud playboy that I hurt him to pieces.
There’s no reason to hang from a tree with a crooked neck. Dejected,
I clung back to one side of the bed.
Suddenly, Shen Ci’s long arm suddenly embraced my waist and pulled me back. Before
I knew it, he pressed me, pinched my chin and kissed me down.
“Li Shu, I’m in your ***ing hands.”
Shen Ci gnashed his teeth and kissed fiercely, and the heat swept through him like a wave.
Want to eat me into the stomach.
The breath was hot, the kiss was urgent and heavy, and the stubble on my chin made my skin tingle. The
bitter and faint smell of tobacco permeated the lips and teeth. The hand
on my waist was not honest. It went in through the hem of my clothes and pressed the hot palm on my waist.
I felt numb and put my hands on his chest, panting and pushing him away.
“Are you agreeing to get back together?” I asked him with a red face and a soft voice.
Shen Ci was so dry that he got up to drink water to cool down. He drank most of the bottle in one breath and hummed the word “um” from his nasal cavity.
“Don’t ever break up casually again.”
He lifted the quilt and encircled me in his arms in a serious tone.
I leaned back in the arms of Shen Ci, looking at his line of sight, and nodded like a chicken pecking rice. But
my heart is weak.
Three more times. With a smile rippling on his eyebrows,
Shen Ci leaned over and pecked and kissed me on the lips. “That’s good.”
The temperature gradually climbed, and I hooked his neck, still struggling with whether to eat meat or not.
A sound that made people blush and heartbeat came into my ears through the walls that were not well insulated. I
understand everything.
This time I went straight from blushing to the root of my neck.
Awkward.
Shen Ci didn’t feel embarrassed.
Holding the back of my head, he gently nibbled my lips and said, “Concentrate.”
But the noise next door became louder and louder, and finally the wall was knocked down.
Shen Ci’s body stiffened slightly, his face darkened, and he said, “You’re having a good time.”
He sat up, twirled his long fingers and tapped the wall. “Keep it down. It’s almost enough. Tomorrow’s not eight o’clock.”
Next door was quiet for a moment.
I couldn’t hold back and laughed out loud at the beginning. There was a lot of
noise, and there was no charming atmosphere just now.
I buried myself in his arms and yawned.
Shen Ci hugged me and pinched my cheek. “Good night, my lost and found girlfriend.” Shen Ci and
I got back together again. Back to school
the next day, Yu Ying caught me in the classroom and smiled ambiguously. How about the assists of Meng Kun
and me? Is Shen Ci in good shape? It is false to
check the late return.
Reacting, I blushed slightly and hammered her with my bulging cheeks.
“It’s tempting,” he said honestly.
Broad shoulders, narrow waist, cold white skin.
Anyone who sees it will be confused.
Yu Ying dragged a long voice and looked at me with deep meaning.
It made me feel uncomfortable. “What are you thinking about?” I replied with an embarrassed expression. “There’s no meat!”
In order to catch up with the morning class, Shen Ci and I didn’t have time to have breakfast.
Just after class, Shen Ci bought milk and bread for me.
He leaned lazily by the window, clutching his pockets, his dark eyes full of warmth, watching me eat bread.
Meng Kun came with him and stood by Yu Ying’s seat and winked at him. Brother
Ci, didn’t you say you weren’t that cheap last night? Why are you running here again?
Shen Ci raised his eyebrows and kicked Meng Kun with his leg. “I’m happy,” he scolded. “Get out of here.”
I sat in my seat and laughed too, but soon I couldn’t laugh.
The body seemed to be hit by electricity, and suddenly there was a moment of stiffness. The countdown in
my mind is working again.
I lost my appetite in an instant and put down the bread.
“Are you full?” Shen Ci asked me.
“Mmm.” I nodded sullenly. I’m going to dump Shen Ci
again.
But he and I just got back together.
“What do you want to eat? I’ll take you there for lunch.”
Shen thought I didn’t like bread, so he bent down and held my face in his warm voice.
I gathered the sadness in my eyes and managed to raise a smiling face. “Malatang.”
Soon, I broke up with Shen Ci for the third time. I had no class
that day, so I didn’t send a message to Shen Ci.
He sneaked into the teaching building of the Department of Computing to give him a surprise.
However, he ran into Shen Ci hugging a girl with short hair on the promenade, acting ambiguously. “What are you doing?”
I said in disbelief.
Hearing my voice, Shen Ci’s body stiffened slightly, and he immediately withdrew his hand. The girl
with short hair stumbled.
“Li Shu, just now-”
“Don’t say it, I don’t want to hear it! Let’s break up!
I looked broken and inconsolable, and turned to run.
Shen ci ran after me and pulled my arm not to let me go, his tone was urgent.
“I really don’t have anything to do with her. Just now she –”
Pow. Before
he had finished speaking, I slapped the rest of the words back into my throat. The
white handsome face soon emerged with clear thin red palm prints.
“Break up!”
I lowered my eyes and ran back to the bedroom quickly.
10
No, it’s only been a few days, and you’re breaking up again? What’s wrong
Yu Ying hummed a song to make up, and her cell phone kept ringing.
She picked up her cell phone and glanced at the news, then stared in astonishment.
“Well, break up.”
“I saw him hugging another girl.” The
contact information was blacklisted, and I shrank in bed, watching the strange phone numbers coming and hanging up. It’s not like you can’t feel how much
Shen Ci likes you. What if it’s a misunderstanding? You listen to his explanation first.
Yu Ying pulled me out of bed and put her cell phone in front of me.
Shen Ci borrowed Meng Kun’s WeChat and kept sending Yu Ying messages:
“I am Shen Ci.”
“Let Li Shu release me from the blacklist.”
“I can explain. That was a misunderstanding.”
“The woman came up to me and said she had a hypoglycemic attack and suddenly fell on me.”
“Before I knew it, I was about to push her away when Li Shu saw it.”
“I’m ***ing wrong.”
“Li Shu, pick up the phone and don’t break up, okay?”
“It’s all my fault. In the future, everyone will be three meters away except you.”
“Even a female mosquito can’t get close to me.”
“Don’t be angry, okay?”
“Take care of me.”
……
“It’s probably just a misunderstanding. Just make it clear. Shen Ci talked to you three times, and every time it was with you. You ate him to death. How can you have time to cheat on him?”
Yu Ying took the mobile phone to comfort me.
I didn’t say anything.
The heart is very clear, not probably, that is a misunderstanding.
I planned it myself. I paid for the girl with
short hair, and I also knew about it when she fell on Shen Ci. I
even slapped him to show my anger at being betrayed.
But I can’t help it.
In order to break up with him, this is the only way.
I sighed and my nose turned sour. Early
the next morning, Shen Ci, who had not slept all night, blocked me downstairs in the dormitory.
“Li Shu, you believe me.” He grabbed my wrist and begged.
His expression was slightly tired and his eyes were full of red blood. With a sullen face,
I pulled back my hand coldly.
Holding back his guilt, he rubbed his shoulders and lifted his feet away.
I just walked a few steps, and suddenly my body was stiff for a moment. The
familiar feeling tells me that I can get back together with Shen Ci. Overjoyed,
I quickly stuffed the book into Yu Ying’s arms and turned to run towards Shen Ci.
I believe in you! Make up!
Shen ci stood in place did not go, I went straight into his arms, close to his heart, the tone of joy.
“I promise it won’t happen again.”
Shen Ci was thrown by me, reacted to come over, raised his hands around me to tighten.
He was happy and guilty, and he was in a trance. He hugged me
hard, like he was trying to rub me into his bones and blood. The third breakup
with Shen Ci passed like this.
I was relieved.
Shen Ci has become more clingy.
Except for the class, all the time was spent on me.
Meng Kun said that Shen Ci did not sleep that night and reflected on himself all night.
He said that there must be something he didn’t do well enough, so I didn’t have the confidence to believe him.
He changed.
I was very uncomfortable to listen to, and the deep guilt was about to drown me like a flood.
I can only repeat to myself that there are two more times. After
two times, you’re free.
The plot will not stop because of my resistance, a month later, I ushered in the fourth countdown.
It was Saturday, and Shen Ci took me to the amusement park. After a
good time, he took me by the hand and wandered around the amusement park.
The night breeze was warm and cool, and as I strolled around, I saw a small stall selling headbands.
I rushed over excitedly and chose a velvet rabbit headband to stand on tiptoe for Shen Ci to wear.
Shen Ci hooked his lips with a smile and bent over to cooperate.
As soon as I put it on, before I could appreciate my bad taste carefully, I suddenly heard a burst of exclamations coming from the side.
It turned out that someone was proposing.
“Wow, that’s nice.” I looked not far away and couldn’t help sighing.
The candle was placed in the shape of a heart, and the boy excitedly took out a large bunch of roses and handed them to the girl. Kneeling on
one knee, he took out the ring from his pocket and asked the girl if she would marry him.
“It’s all out of date.” Shen Ci raised his chin slightly to comment, undisciplined and unruly.
「……」
I pulled him away a little for fear of being heard by the client and ruining the atmosphere.
“When I propose to you in the future, I will never be so old-fashioned.” Shen Ci’s eyebrows and eyes are serious, and her beautiful eyes are bright. The handsome face, which
was originally unrestrained, became cute for no reason because it was wearing a soft and cute doll headband. After a pause,
he added, “The diamond in the ring would not be so small.” Very
arrogant.
I bit my lip and turned my head away from him, feeling sweet in my heart. The
amusement park was about to close, and Shen Ci was afraid that I would be thirsty, so he went to buy me strawberry juice before the businesses in the park closed. After inserting
the straw, he held the strawberry juice to my mouth.
“Do you like it? If you don’t like it, I’ll buy another one.”
I lowered my eyes, stared at his cold, white, thin wrist, and took a sip from the straw. The
sweet and sour taste spreads in the mouth.
Just like my mood at the moment.
Sweet because of Shen Ci.
Sour because
-just now, the countdown to the fourth breakup began.
13
“Shen Ci, let’s break up.” In the
dormitory, I sat on the edge of the bed, holding a tissue in one hand to block the nosebleed, and typing out the words in the dialog box in the other hand. I finished
typing, but I couldn’t press the send button.
“Why are you having a nosebleed again?”
Yu Ying just finished washing her face and was startled to see a pile of blood-soaked paper towels in the trash can.
“It’s all right, I’m inflamed.” I said vaguely.
“Then you’re too angry. Would you like to go to the hospital for a check-up?” She is not at ease.
“It’s all right.” I replied to her.
“I remember the last time you had so many nosebleeds, you just talked to Shen Ci. Your boyfriend is handsome and has a good figure, so you can’t make your blood flow.” Smiling,
Yu Ying rummaged through boxes and cabinets and found two bags of tea bags for me to drink.
After using half a pack of tissues again, I sighed and looked at Shen Ci’s latest message:
“Baby, why are you ignoring me?”
I slowly pressed the send button.
Within three seconds, Shen Ci replied,
“Baby, don’t joke anymore.”
The nosebleed stopped. When
Shen Ci called, I went to the balcony to answer it.
“Baby, are you in a bad mood today?” The tone was heavy and a little flustered.
I was silent for two seconds and spoke with difficulty: “Break up.” The breath on the other end of the
phone choked a few breaths.
“Don’t be ridiculous.” Shen Ci said in a suppressed voice.
“I’m serious. I’m breaking up with you.” The mist in my eyes gathered, I blinked, and tears fell down in a string.
“Why?” He asked me.
Because.. Because suddenly I don’t think it’s interesting to be with you, and I don’t want to talk about it.
I wiped my tears with the back of my hand, trying to make my voice sound cold and heartless.
“Are you bored at school? Shall I take you to the next city on the weekend?”
“It’s still something I haven’t done well. I can change it.”
“If you say so, I will change it.”
Shen Ci’s voice trembled and his tone begged.
“No, I just don’t want to talk about it.” I whispered. After a long
silence, the phone was hung up by the other end.
14
broke up again and again.
Yu Ying could not help wailing: “Li Shu, if you don’t do it, you will die!” My eyes were
red and swollen, and I nodded earnestly to her: “I will die.”
She gave me a white look and was completely speechless.
“I really don’t understand you. Some time ago you went to an amusement park happily, and suddenly you broke up. You dumped someone and you cried so miserably. Shen Ci met you, and he was unlucky.”
Yeah, he’s out of luck. My
lips turned white, and I smiled a smile that was worse than crying.
I came into this world. There is no such person as me in
the original world. Before I
met Shen Ci, I didn’t know my identity. It was not until I was chased by
Shen Ci and fell in love with him that my consciousness was awakened.
It turns out that I am just a tool man.
I need to leave the plot and dump Shen Ci five times. He was so
hurt that he locked up his love and became a cold-faced president in the future. Don’t worry about the future of the
plot, I just need to finish every breakup and reunion on time. When
it’s all over, I can stay in this world, out of control. If it
is not completed on time, the vitality of the body will be pulled away little by little until it declines and dies.
At first, I didn’t believe it. I had a good talk
with Shen Ci. Why did you break up for no reason?
I don’t want it.
The result is the beginning of nosebleeds, tinnitus and dizziness, as if the internal organs were squeezed like a dull pain. I
went to the hospital to check, but I couldn’t find anything wrong.
I’m scared. I don’t want to die.
I can only carry this unspeakable secret and jump repeatedly between breaking up and getting back together. I waited for Shen Ci
before I could wait for the instructions of the compound.
“Li Shu.”
Shen Ci, dressed in the darkness that was about to melt into the night, came out of the darkness.
I stopped.
“I’ve been thinking about it for a few days, but I still can’t resist coming to ask you if you really don’t want me.”
Shen Ci spoke in a hoarse voice. The corner of
his clothes was swayed back and forth by the evening breeze, and the smell of smoke all over his body was carried to my nose.
I lowered my eyes and opened my mouth, unable to speak.
Silence spread out under the yellow street lamp.
He looked at me for a long time, and the last bit of hope in his eyes completely dissipated.
“I know. I’m a ***ing bitch.”
“Be a bitch for the last time.”
Shen Ci smiled sadly and turned away without looking back.
Shen Ci moved back to his apartment off campus. The day after he came to see me
that night, he simply moved back. I applied for accommodation
before so that I could accompany me in school.
Now that it’s broken up, it’s not necessary. I
waited for a long time, but I still didn’t get the instructions to compound. During
this period, I met Shen Ci twice.
Once, Yu Ying and Meng Kun secretly discussed and tricked me and Shen Ci into singing karaoke.
I’m late. The music in the
box drowned out the sound of me pushing the door.
I stood in the doorway, looking at Shen Ci sitting on the sofa.
He smoked a lot, one after another.
Someone asked him, “What kind of girl does Brother Ci like?” The man
next to him answered with a smile, “I know. I like people with long hair. I like people with pure hair.”
“Brother Ci fell in love with his ex-girlfriend at first sight, and he chased her so hard.”
Shen Ci sat there without speaking and let them laugh.
I turned around and left quietly.
The other time was in the teaching building.
That building is used for public classes for students from different departments.
Just after class, Yu Ying and I slowly poured out of the crowd with book clips in our arms. There were so many
people that the corridor, which used to be spacious, was now very narrow. The boy
next to me is going to stick to me.
I turned my head and complained to Yu Ying in a low voice. Next time, I must wait for someone to leave before leaving the classroom. Turning his head
again, he suddenly smelled a familiar bitter smell of smoke. There’s a new man at
his side.
I looked up.
It’s Shen Ci.
His face was sharp and beautiful, and his lips were coldly pursed.
Shen Ci did not look at me, his expression was indifferent, as if he had been pushed to my side by the crowd.
I lowered my eyes and quietly put my arm to his.
“Hello, can you add a contact?” The
girl in the back called out to him and asked him for contact information with a red face.
My heart suddenly choked and I looked at Shen Ci subconsciously.
“Yes.”
Shen ci eyes lightly pick, with a cool thin smile.
He took the girl’s notebook, took out the pen in his pocket, and wrote his WeChat.
The heart seemed to be cut open by a blunt knife, and pain mixed with sadness flowed out of the wound.
I held the book in my hand, fighting back tears, and my fingertips were white.
Endless grievances came like a flood, and I turned around in confusion and pushed back against the crowd.
“Li Shu, where are you going?” Yu Ying catches up.
“I left something in the classroom. Go back first.”
I lied and apologetically pushed past one person and went back to the classroom alone.
The classroom was empty, and I cried hard on my seat. A
few days later, the momentary sense of stagnation came late.
I can find Shen ci to get back together.
But I’m not happy.
During the long holiday, I stayed in the dormitory for two days and had nosebleeds off and on for two days.
The internal organs also began to ache.
Yu Ying went home and made a video call to me at night when she was bored.
Seeing my pale face like a female ghost, I was shocked again. Anger
again? Shall I find you a man to come down?
I waved my hand feebly and refused. “It’s all right.”
“Are you looking for Shen Ci to get back together again?” Yu Ying looked at the way I lowered my eyebrows and looked at my eyes, and said in disgust.
I rolled clean tissues into my nose and replied,
“It’s no use thinking about it. You saw the other day that he added contact information with another girl. I’d better not ask for trouble.”
Yu Yingwei’s mouth was open and her eyes were strange. “You must not have looked at the wall of confessions.”
A few minutes later, she sent me a picture.
It’s a screenshot of the girl’s contribution to the confession wall.
The girl wrote in the caption:
“It’s a little sad, but the money has soothed me. If there are such good things in the future, please contact me!!!”
The picture below is the chat record between her and Shen Ci.
Time shows that after Shen Ci approved the friend application, he immediately sent three sentences:
“I’m sorry, I gave you contact information to annoy a person.”
“This behavior is very inappropriate. I apologize again.”
“Be sure to accept it.”
Followed by the transfer of five eights.
The girl got it and wanted to say a word back to Shen Ci, and the message sent out showed a red exclamation mark directly.
“I’m going to find him!”
Depression and depression are swept away.
I scrambled out of bed, my heart pounding.
“Meng Kun is still at school. I’ll ask him to give you the key to Shen Ci’s apartment right away. If Shen Ci doesn’t open the door for you, you can break in.” As soon
as Yu Ying patted her thigh, all aspects were taken into account for me. After
getting the key, I took a taxi in a hurry and went straight to Shen Ci’s apartment. When I got to
the door, I rang the doorbell for a long time, but there was no movement.
Not here?
I stood in the doorway for a long time, but I opened the door with the key. The
dark living room was filled with the strong smell of smoke and alcohol. It took
me a long time to feel the switch on the wall.
Turning on the light, I saw Shen Ci lying on the sofa with his eyes closed.
He frowned, and his long eyelashes cast a faint shadow on his eyes. There was a pile of cigarette butts and ashes
on the ground, and a few empty wine bottles.
17
“Shen Ci, Shen Ci..” I stood in front of the sofa and called him.
Shen Ci leisurely woke up, opened his eyelids and looked at me, his eyes in a trance. I gasped at the sight of
his bloodshot eyes. “I’m going to buy some antialcoholic medicine.”
“No, I’m not drunk.” Shen Ci sat up in a cold voice and rubbed his eyebrows uncomfortably. T
ough mouth.
I didn’t pierce it either. I turned my toes and went to the kitchen.
“Then I’ll get you a glass of water.”
“Don’t worry about it. What are you doing here?” He stood up and stretched out his long arm and grabbed my wrist.
「……」 The word “compound” swirled in my throat, and I couldn’t say it after several rounds.
Seeing my silence, Shen Ci let go of me and sneered, “Since there’s nothing to do, you can go.” I
stood where I was.
“If you don’t leave, I’ll call security.” His voice grew colder.
“I’m leaving.” I answered in a low voice and walked out with a stuffy head.
As soon as I touched the door handle, Shen Ci ran after me, pulled me over and pressed me on the door.
“Are you really leaving?”
“Make up with me so you can’t say it?”
His eyes were full of hazy drunkenness, and his eyes were fierce.
I stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the lips, smiling ingratiatingly.
Shen Ci closed his eyes and gnashed his teeth.
“I’m a ***ing bitch. I deserve to be dumped by you.”
He picked me up sideways, went to the bedroom, threw me on the bed, and then his body came up.
In the middle of the night, I fell asleep. In the
dim light, I heard a low and helpless murmur.
“What am I going to do with you..”
A few drops of cold liquid slipped into my wet neck. I woke up at noon
the next day.
Heavy, ornate curtains shut out most of the light.
Shen Ci put on a pair of pajama pants and sat on the edge of the bed, holding an unlit cigarette in his hand and turning it back and forth between his fingers. Can’t
see the emotion.
Seeing me sitting up with the quilt in my arms, he looked up and said, “Are you awake?”
“Mmm.” I gathered my long messy hair and my nasal voice was thick.
Relatively silent, silent for a moment.
When I got up and got dressed, he just sat there and looked at me.
“Li Shu-”
I walked out of the bedroom, he suddenly stopped me, hesitated to speak: “The last time? You won’t leave me, will you? Then
he added, “Forget it, just pretend I didn’t ask.”
He got up and smiled at me, as he had done so many times before.
“Come on, I’ll take you to breakfast.” The
last time we broke up, it was already winter.
I promised early to spend New Year’s Day with Shen Ci.
On New Year’s Eve, Shen and I left the Pedestrian Street Square and looked up at the countdown on the big screen in the crowd.
「8,7,6……」
He wrapped the cashmere scarf around me carefully, held my hand and read the number intently. After
counting 1, the heavy bell rang. The
new year is here.
I climbed on Shen Ci’s shoulder and kissed him under the sky full of fireworks. Meditate
in my heart, there is only one time left. When the
school was on winter vacation, I packed my bags to go home and broke up.
“Shen ci, let’s –”
Before he had finished, he was interrupted by Shen ci. “Stop, don’t say anything.”
His dark eyes stared straight at me as if he had expected it.
“Looking for another reason to break up?”
Shen Ci clenched his teeth and trembled, and his eyes lit up with a thin red light.
Five times! You dumped me five times! Do you believe I’ll die for you?!
He broke down, his eyes red and choked, his eyes cold.
I know how scared he is that I will dump him again.
“Let’s break up.” I’ll finish the second half of the sentence.
Sorry, this is the last time.
Shen Ci let go of my hand feebly, tired all over.
“I forgot. How could you care about my life? You’re killing me.”
He laughed at himself and said, “That’s all right.”
Shen resigned from abroad. After the
winter vacation, Meng Kun asked Yu Ying to tell me the news.
I was stunned for a moment, nodded silently, and couldn’t help crying in the quilt in the middle of the night.
At first, I thought naively.
Five times, in exchange for a life, you can be with him forever.
Cost-effective.
But I ignored that every time I thought I broke up temporarily, it was a hard loss for Shen Ci.
He became anxious about gains and losses.
He didn’t know if I would come to him again and when I would come to him. If
he chases too long, he will be tired.
On and off, I hurt him too much.
Separation is the best choice.
Like the last thing he said to me.
This is good.
It’s all over.
But at this time I do not know, I and Shen Ci’s story has not yet ended. Another
New Year’s Eve, I came to the Pedestrian Street Square alone to celebrate the New Year. It’s bustling with
people, and it’s no different from last year.
I watched the countdown on the big screen seriously. Five minutes
to go.
I rubbed my hands excitedly, the tip of my nose red with cold.
Just then, a hand behind me patted me on the shoulder.
I turned around subconsciously.
Seeing the familiar wanton eyebrows and eyes, the whole person froze.
Shen Ci wore a black down jacket and a smoky gray cashmere scarf. I haven’t seen him for
half a year, and he hasn’t changed at all.
Precious and untamed.
“I’m just a bitch, and I’m coming for you again.”
Shen Ci’s eyes were gentle and soft, and he calmly looked at my unbelievable line of sight.
“Li Shu, you know, I like to smoke. I smoke a lot.”
“In my first month in England, I started trying to quit smoking. It’s said on the Internet that a relationship that I’ve worked so hard to remember is like smoking a cigarette that can’t be forgotten.”
“I don’t. I think if I can quit smoking, I can forget about you.”
He raised his chin slightly and hooked his lips.
The unruly ruffian spirit rose to the tip of his eyebrows again.
“It’s not easy to quit smoking. Every time I can’t help picking it up and want to smoke, I tell myself I can’t. I want to forget you.”
“After six months of hard work, I managed to quit.”
“But I also found that even if I quit smoking, I couldn’t quit you. Even as time went by, I missed you so much that I almost went crazy.”
“So I came back obediently.”
“The rest of your life is at your disposal.”
He took off his gloves and put them on me, wiping away my tears with his hot fingers.
The countdown to the last ten seconds.
The crowd shouted, “10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1!” The
midnight bell rang slowly and forcefully, and fireworks exploded in the night sky.
Shen Ci knelt on one knee and took out a ring box and opened it.
I shed tears and felt that all the noisy voices around me were silent at this moment. The
bright fireworks burst into full bloom, which could not cover my roaring heartbeat.
“It’s not old-fashioned, is it? The drill is pretty big, too.”
“Next year you will be legally marriageable. Will you marry me?”
He raised his eyebrows and smiled softly.
“Yes.”
I held out my hand with a sob and watched as he slipped the ring onto my finger. Under the
fireworks, Shen Ci held my cheek and kissed my lips piously.
Fingertips through his hair, I returned to him more eager to warm.
I know.
Even if there are thousands of times.
He was also willing to die for my love.
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