34. A big dream.
A big dream.
Love rises with the wind: with your twilight and four seasons
The day I found out, I cried to find Lin Chia and begged him to drive to the hospital to pick me up.
The answer was his moonlight.
Qingqing, Tai can’t make it. I’m sorry.
“I’m so sorry I had to pick me up today. I’m sorry.
“You know how to use software for a cab? I’m sorry.
One.
I heard this, I stopped.
The woman’s voice is soft, as I remember, with a dark sense of superiority.
White feather, she was my husband’s onions, and he loved the white moon.
Wait for my reaction, she hung up.
I was just holding my phone and looking at the medical forms on my hands.
The doctor had a glass of water and a sip of water, and the sound came out from behind: “Miss Chen, have you talked to your family?” It’s not good. You have to make a decision. I’m sorry.
I’m so confused, I’m so distracted.
The doctor is angry to see me like this.
He pointed to the other patients waiting in the corridor and said, “You cannot keep this child, not because we want to force you, but because of you.” I’m sorry.
The doctor has a big voice.
And there are a lot of waiting patients in the hallways of the clinic.
When the doctors said so, they looked at me like that.
The patients were white and yellow, and many were wearing hats because of chemo and their hairs fell out and their hats were beautiful.
I looked at them like I saw myself after.
I look like I’m in a state of shock, and the doctors don’t have to talk.
Even if he’s used to life and death, he’s very sympathetic at the moment.
After all, I just came to the hospital for a maternity check, and I found out.
He said to me, “Miss Jiang, the bed in the hospital is tense, and I suggest you come home early and pack up some of the hospital’s contents and bring your relatives to the hospital to do the proper procedure.” I’m sorry.
I opened my mouth and didn’t say anything.
Tears fell first.
“Doctor, this is too much.”
I’ve never felt as weak as I am now, and I want to go back and talk to my family. I’m sorry.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
“Remember that your condition cannot be delayed.” I’m sorry.
“Something needs to be prepared. Where’s your husband? You let him come, I’ll tell him. I’m sorry.
It’s better not to mention it, but when I say it, I feel like my blood is evaporating and my head is dizzy.
Yeah.
Where’s my husband?
At this point, he was taking his first lover home at an airport 50 kilometres away.
02
The forest is not coming.
I know that well in my heart.
Since the call was made by white feathers, I knew he’d never come back tonight.
After all, it’s not overnight.
But, never.
As long as the white feathers appear, none else will be seen in the eyes of the forest, nor will anything be found in it.
Including me.
If white feathers are the eternal moon in the heart of the forest, she shall shine the forest forever.
I’ll just be a lantern hanging in his house, dim, silent.
When the moon shines, who needs a light?
A few years ago, white feather left the country, went to study and married the English.
At that time, Lin Tsai was severely injured, having been drinking for three months, and having been in a bad state, as if life had been lost.
I was there on his side.
When he survived the darkest three months of his life, he offered me a marriage.
I know that this may not be a very happy marriage.
But it’s been very satisfying for me.
So I agreed without hesitation.
For the forest loves white feathers, and so do We.
I’m as helpless as he is.
We are equally desperate, profound and uncompromising.
03
When I got home, there was no one at home.
I sat on the couch with the diagnosis.
Nobody’s either, and I don’t know how to tell Lin-tae this in peace.
But I know I have a lot of time to think about this.
In any event, from the afternoon to the night, from the night to the turn of the bell, the door was never pushed by another person.
White Yu is back and Lin Tsing is not back.
I’m laughing at what’s in my heart, thinking that I’m a man and a wife in the legal sense, and maybe they’ll give me a little attention.
Maybe people shouldn’t be lucky.
I know everything.
Now I’ve been married to Lynch for three years, but we’ve known each other a lot longer.
I know exactly what he’s like.
We know better than he what he is devoted to white feathers.
Even though we fought together for so long, I was not worthy of him.
For him, white feathers are like moonlight in the sky, and I barely spend a long night with oil lamps.
Of course, I don’t deny that he may have had a moment of heart for me.
But when the white feather appeared, he forgot it all.
04
And when she returned to her family, she saw me sitting on the couch in her house, crying and laughing.
At this point, the wall clock has been pointed at 3 a.m.
“Why don’t you sleep?” I’m sorry.
“I said before, if it’s too late, you don’t have to wait for me. I’m sorry.
When he came over, he saw the diagnosis on the table, and thought it was a pregnancy test, so he had to pick it up. I’m sorry.
“Yeah, I’ve ordered you a private maternity check-up, so don’t go to a public hospital again. I’m sorry.
I suddenly took this paper from him until he finished talking.
Short contact, let him find me cold.
At that moment, his eyebrow wrinkled even harder, and the blanket on the side covered me.
And the word has hardened: “You are not one man, you are two men, so take care of yourself!” I’m sorry.
“Go take a shower and go to sleep. I’m sorry.
And I sat on the couch, holding this paper in my hand, so hard, my back soared and my fingers white.
“Lin Dynasty. I’m sorry.
“Let us divorce.” I’m sorry.
05
Apparently, Lynge thinks I’m out of my mind.
I went out this morning for a pregnancy test.
At that time, I was smiling about wearing a loose waist dress and shoes with heels.
Or did he severely stop me?
Lin Qi said that I was pregnant, that I was not stable, that I was running and jumping every day, and that if I didn’t wear flat-shoes, I could slip on my feet in a hospital, and I fell.
Under his supervision, I was reluctant to change my sneakers.
At that point, I complained that he was macho and that his house was wide open.
And as soon as he came back, he saw me sitting on the couch, without the light on, and he was getting divorced.
He reached straight to my forehead and found that I was really high-temperature — low-burning.
“What are you talking about?”
“Let’s see what happened today.” I’m sorry.
I tried so hard to hide the report from him.
We said: “What is the matter with you that you were not with her?” I’m sorry.
Because I’m pregnant, Lin-tae is so unwilling to see me, and he can’t take it by force.
Now hear me mention this. He’s cold.
“What’s her business? Show me. I’m sorry.
He said, “Don’t be angry! I’m sorry.
When I saw his reaction, I was prepared, but I couldn’t help feeling bitter.
Lin Qai is a man of great joy, and only when he encounters the white plume.
06
White feathers have not lived well abroad for years.
The man she married was a descendant of a prominent local family of hope, and the woman, like White Jade, was too ostracized to recognize her.
A few years ago, the man was willing to fight for love for white feathers.
However, the economic situation in the past few years had been poor, and the man-owned company had collapsed and had to rely on family resources.
White feathers and him often argue.
In a moment, the wife turned from a rich wife to a bad wife, and white feather became a goddess for a long time.
I heard the men beat her up and took her to divorce.
White feathers left the country as the goddess of glory in the hustling, and came back with the wounds of a violent family.
After learning about this six months ago, it became clear that Lin was cold to me.
And before that, we had a wedding dinner, and we were happy every day.
The forest was agitated, and its hand was stretched into its pocket to pull out a cigarette box, but it endured and did not ignite.
“What are you thinking? I’m sorry.
And suddenly he said to me: ‘I remember that you two had a good relationship. Why is she so unhappy that you mention her?’ I’m sorry.
I looked at him with red eyes.
“Why didn’t I mention her? Don’t you know? I’m sorry.
It is rare for me to take such an attitude, even to be aggressive, and to lose my sense of reason: “Who is it that matters?” I’m sorry.
“You picked her up today. Don’t you know what you’re doing? I’m sorry.
“Lin Dynasty! You have nothing to do with her.
When I said so, the man’s face went straight down.
“Gang and White. I’m sorry.
He called my full name, saying he was really angry: “Listen to what you are saying!” I’m sorry.
“You’re my wife, you’re pregnant, I’ll pick her up. What can I do with her? I’m sorry.
Yeah.
I was knocked out of my head by a violent emotion and I stood up and shouted, “I am not your wife!” I don’t want any more kids. I’ll make it happen. I’m sorry.
The forest was inflamed by my words, and he could not bear it any longer. He fell on his back and fell away.
“Calm down yourself. I’m sorry.
He dropped it before he went out, from a hard-on: “I see you’ve lost your mind!” I’m sorry.
Hear him say that.
I was crying out.
07
Who’s crazy?
It’s not that I’m paranoid and crazy, it’s because I’ve seen her go crazy about white feathers.
Anyone who’s ever seen that look, young and anxious, will be as alert as I am.
I first met him in college.
At that time, I was as ignorant as any other girl, as I was, and I had to comb my ponytails so tight, and I didn’t know how to dress, and I had no fun.
Plus military training, I get sunburned.
Even more so, in the sea.
At that time, white feather was the school goddess.
It’s beautiful and white.
Even in our military uniforms, we’re all dusty, but she’s a beautiful woman.
Don’t say that all the boys at the college are crazy about her, even if the girls are like us, they’ll still look away.
Although many girls treated her badly at that time, and there was talk, everyone wanted to be a day goose and nobody wanted to be an ugly duck.
She’s used to heterosexual love, same-sex jealousy.
She’s used to standing under the spotlight everywhere.
You just have to smile softly and capture the hearts of many people.
One of them is the forest.
They were young and young, two little guesses.
Hayashi gave up the scholarship to the provincial university for White Jade and came to our school.
That’s enough to witness his deep love.
But the plume was only to say what it had never said, if it had left.
We always felt that one day he would leave this woman who played with his feelings, squandered his time and gave.
But he didn’t.
He’s all right.
And I like Lyndian, and it’s well known.
Speaking of which, tacky.
At that time, I was tricked by a boy.
He tricked me into picking him up at the bar in the middle of the night, and when I did, a large group of men laughed at me and said, “I am a disgraceful man.”
I was so sorry.
I look down and I can’t wait to get a stitch in.
Finally, it was the drunk forest, and he grabbed my shoulder.
“She came to me. I’m sorry.
Thus the forest taunted the people.
He held me in his shoulder and my face was red and hot.
The boys didn’t think it was going on like this, and they were dumb.
08
Lynge took me out.
He went to the pharmacy next door. Buyed a bottle of iodine volts and bandages.
It was not until then that I found out that he had the blood on my shoulder.
“All right. I’m sorry.
He was drunk, blindfolded, and handed me the twig, saying, “Strike me a wound, my friend. I’m sorry.
After that he fell asleep in a chair in front of the convenience store.
I’m the only one left to shake and help him clean up.
It was then that I found out that I did not know what he had done, that his hands were bleeding and that there were many broken glass.
I can only use my cell phone to light him up a little bit.
It was a cumbersome and long job, and when I finally finished, I was sweating.
That’s when I found out that Lynch was awake.
He sat quietly in his chair, leaving me to draw the wounds, leaning on his head and looking at the dark sky, a little sad and a little mocking.
He didn’t say anything.
I didn’t ask anything.
I didn’t know until then that White Yu and one of the school leaders were in good hands.
That leader has a wife and a son and a career.
His wife came to the house and blocked the leaders and white feathers at the hotel outside the school.
White feathers fled into the bathroom and she was panicking and naked, and in a hurry, she could only call Lynge for help.
Lynge’s gone.
And face the anger of the leader’s wife.
The leader’s wife was delirious and had a glass of red wine smashed on the table and had to cut the face of the white plum.
The forest caught a sharp, broken bottle of red by hand.
This behavior scares everyone.
He didn’t say anything, just went to the bar and got drunk, and then he ran into me.
I know Lin Yu likes white feathers.
From that moment on, I know, I like him too.
I’m too low on white feathers.
So I had to put these feelings in my heart, and I didn’t say anything.
But that day, like when we went back to school together in silence, the sun came out.
And when I see the silent face of the forest, and think of what the white feather did, I see a light.
Maybe when he’s completely disappointed.
We also have some hope.
This is ridiculous and ridiculous.
He’s chasing the moon he can’t get, and I’m not chasing the one who won’t come back.
It was only in the old days that I was strong and strong, and I was able even to stand up to my acids and pretend not to know that the white feathers of the forest were passing across the sea to the opposite end of the night.
But now I don’t have the strength to support it.
3rd year of marriage, white feather returned home, and I’m sick.
What do you think? There will be lovers.
To see white feathers let down by rich and bastard husbands, and to see the forest will free me from his unloved wife.
It turns out to be a perfect ending.
Just that I’m not the heroine.
09
I sat on the couch crying for a while and fell asleep.
It won’t be long before the door rings again.
And I struggled and looked, and my eyes were blinded, and I found the forest to return.
He’s got a bag of pills in his hand to burn hot water.
“Don’t sleep, you have a fever. I’m sorry.
He said, “I went to the pharmacy and asked the pregnant woman that she could not take her medication, and I bought alcohol for you to rub it down and see if the temperature could come down in the morning, and if the fever continued in the morning, we would go to the hospital. I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, my nose is sore.
“You didn’t come to pick me up today. I couldn’t stop saying, “I told you, I have something to discuss with you. I’m sorry.
Lynge took the pot’s hand for a while.
“I didn’t get your call. I’m sorry.
He said that.
And he was patient in the face of me who was sick: “What is it that you have to say, now, too?” I’m sorry.
When I questioned him, I was angry.
Now that’s what I’m talking about, I’m like a mouth-saw slug.
“Nothing,” I said, “Let’s divorce.” Tomorrow I’ll have my lawyer issue the divorce papers. I’m sorry.
“You have to share me a little more. I’m sorry.
So maybe I can fix it.
Speaking of which, it’s falling again.
“What’s wrong with you? I’m sorry.
He sat on the sofa and grabbed my shoulder, so I couldn’t escape, and I had to face him.
“There’s something you have to tell me. What happened?”
My tears went right down.
“The white feather returned,” I said, “I gave her a seat.” I’m sorry.
That’s a direct irritation of Lin Ting.
I’ve never seen him so angry.
“Are you crazy?”
He was whispering and he was so angry that he stood up: “That’s a good one!” I’m sorry.
“The parents asked me to pick her up. Her parents helped me a lot. I can’t say no. White Yu comes home and I won’t care about her anymore! I’m sorry.
“What the hell are you thinking? I’m sorry.
I’m excited to hear him say that.
I threw the pillow on the couch straight on him: “What do you think of me? Why don’t you ask yourself?” I’m sorry.
“Who was chasing the back of white feathers all day?” I’m sorry.
“You’re like her dog! I’m sorry.
He couldn’t bear to hear me say that again, and went straight to the door.
I left me crying in the open house.
10
I mean it.
He said he was getting a divorce, and the second day he really packed up and moved out.
When the forest’s down and back. It was empty.
I took everything.
He’s mad.
But Hayashi doesn’t worry.
He knows where I’m going because I’m actually a coward and a weak man and I’m not going far.
They either stayed at my friend’s house or went back to their parents’ house.
But it was only when he asked my friends again, and called my parents and found no trace of me that something unusual happened.
He’s not gonna find out where I’m going.
Because I packed up and went to the hospital.
Last time he saw me in the hospital with a big bag. “What about your family?”
I didn’t even think, “I’m divorced. The parents are old, not told. I’m sorry.
That just kept the doctor quiet.
When he looked at me again, his eyes changed.
Pity and anger.
“You said you’d call your family and talk to her. He opened his mouth as if he couldn’t accept it, because of your situation he was leaving you? I’m sorry.
“It’s me who leaves him. I’m sorry.
This doctor looks more angry than I am.
I think it’s funny: “What’s wrong? You want to introduce me to a lawyer? I’m sorry.
The doctor was angry: “What kind of man are you looking for, you son of a bitch?” I’m sorry.
I was having fun with him.
“You stay in the hospital. I’ll have the nurse take you to the hospital later. He’s pretty angry, “Remember to tell the nurse what happened to a man, and they’ll send you back in a minute without waiting for his family. I’m sorry.
“The operation is gill. I’m sorry.
It doesn’t hurt. I’m sorry.
That’s how he comforts me.
I nod my head. Squeeze a smile.
And when the doctor came out, I suddenly called him out, “Doc, the child can’t.”
The doctor heard me say that, but he was not as angry as he was the last time.
He was silent, and said to me, “Beware that you will not be able to cure yourself.” I’m sorry.
“Although leukemia is getting worse, But there is death. I’m sorry.
“especially when you have poor resistance during pregnancy and a heavy burden. I’m sorry.
“The child…” he lamented, “You should think about how to save your life. I’m sorry.
I sit low in the bed.
Nothing.
Eleven.
When the nurse came to take me, my phone rang.
It’s Lynge calling me 32nd.
I didn’t answer.
The nurse was surprised to see me like this.
“Say to him.” She was angry, and she said, “You have suffered a great sin.” I’m sorry.
I thought about nothing.
However, a copy of the consent to the termination of pregnancy was taken and sent to Linta.
The other one reacted quickly, and there were five more calls.
The phone’s ringing. I still can’t stand it. Put it on.
On the phone, Lin Tsing’s voice was like a depression: “What is wrong with you?” I told you, nothing happened between me and White Yu! I’m sorry.
“You lost the baby? I’m sorry.
“Gang and White. He said, “Are you doing this to me? I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything.
“Get back here!”
“Or we’ll get a real divorce! I’m sorry.
I’ll just hang up.
Close your eyes, tears fall from your eyes.
Right.
That’s what I want.
In the end, the eyes were opened and the light was visible on the head and the well-equipped medical staff nearby.
Be strong, Jiang and White.
I said to myself.
That’s my life. How can I keep him from looking for better people?
12
By the time I got out of the hospital, it was five days later.
As soon as I got out of the hospital, I was slapped in the face.
It’s all over me.
I’m covering my face and I’m looking at people.
It’s white feather and forest morning mom.
“How can you do this? What did my son do to you? I’m sorry.
“Why do you run away?” Give me back my grandson!”
I’m still weak and I’m sitting on the floor when she pushes me up.
And the plums conciliate, and the mother of Lin, “Aunt, it’s more straight.” This time, Tsing too. He should have made things clear. I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong with you?” I’m sorry.
I’m going to have a heart attack.
She pointed at me and her fingers were shaking and she was in pain: “What are we doing to you? I’m sorry.
“Why are you doing this to us? I’m sorry.
I want to stand up and make things clear.
But white feathers start by saying, “Blank, aunty’s getting emotional now, don’t be angry with her. I’m sorry.
“Don’t worry about it,” she said to me, “Chi has agreed to divorce you.” I’m sorry.
“You will be free soon. I’m sorry.
She whispered to me like this, and she smiled softly.
And it’s like a snake scorpion whisper.
People can’t hear the blade and the machine.
I’m the only one standing there with cold hands and feet.
She didn’t give me any chance to explain, or anything. Just quickly leave here with a mom with her.
“It’s okay. Don’t worry. I’ll take care of Qing for you. I’m sorry.
Before she left, she whispered in my ear.
Knocked out all my psychological defenses.
Makes me nervous. Nothing can be said.
13
And white feathers do move fast.
By the end of the afternoon, White Yu came to me with a written divorce agreement.
She made me sign.
In the face of such provocations as white plume, I chew my teeth and my throat smells like blood.
But for the sake of dignity and dignity, I still insist that I not fall.
I smiled and said to her, “Why is it so soon that a legal document has been drawn up? I’m sorry.
Hear me say, white feather smiles on his face.
When she left the country, Lin Thai was just a poor kid who didn’t even want to look at it.
But now Lin-tae is doing something.
She will be able to live the life of her wife again, thanks to the love of their children.
A woman like her was born for it.
And how can I be worthy of the forest?
As white feathers struggled to convince me to sign this divorce.
I picked up a pen and signed it.
I said, “I know you can do this.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t look at her and left.
White feather looked at me with surprise.
However, her aim had been achieved and nothing had been said, and she took the documents and left.
14
The forest is burning.
I really broke her heart. She had a heart attack.
Before she was hospitalized, she held her son ‘ s hand and made him have to evict my snake-scorpion woman.
Hayashi didn’t expect this to happen.
But he’s mad at me, too, and he thinks I’m just running the kids out of a little bit of tension.
Something like this, we can have a big fight, I can hit him.
But I chose a very extreme and intense approach.
That makes him unacceptable.
So when the divorce papers were before him, he was very angry and extremely disappointed.
Under emotional control, he took the pen and signed it.
And the white feathers said, “Do not blame her.” It’s not like that either. I’m sorry.
She falsely said, “It’s also white. I don’t know why, but it’s really sad.” It’s not right for you guys. I’m sorry.
After that, she saw Lin-tae never write again.
A last name was written at the signature.
White feathers are amazing.
She just wanted to be kind and gentle.
I didn’t think I’d wake up.
Lynge dropped the pen and put the file away.
“You’re right, she’s not like that. “There must be something we don’t know.” I’m sorry.
White feather-eyed.
She didn’t expect that.
But Lin-tae did it when he said he was dry and got up and took his coat out of the door.
15
I was eating lamb pot when the forest was blocked.
I read literature when I read, but when leukemia came to trial, I didn’t understand what was happening to me.
I’m even very low-IQ. Is my blood white?
Not really.
It’s my body machine that can crash.
It’s my epidemiological line is weakening.
I’m not a healthy man anymore, or one day I’ll just lose this life.
Think here.
I feel like I’m alive. I need to eat something good.
Plus I need to regenerate, I’ll come out and eat a lamb-fired pot.
We met the doctor at the lamb pot and we just sat at the table.
The doctor is young, but he’s acting like a teenager and not stable.
This may be due to the simple nature of the living environment, which may differ significantly from the forest.
He sympathizes with me.
Because of all his patients, I’m the only one who’s seen it on my own, face to face.
When he ate, he put lamb in my bowl.
When Lin Tsing came along with my cell phone consumption, he saw the scene that made my eyes tick.
He didn’t even think about it.
If I hadn’t stopped in time, he would have put the doctor’s head inside.
“What happened to you? I’m sorry.
“Who is he?” I’m sorry.
I held the doctor, and I lost my temper: “Can I explain it to you?” We’re divorced! I’m sorry.
“We’re not divorced! I’m sorry.
The forest has dragged me away like a madman, and I have never seen him so angry and anxious, as if he was going to lose the most precious thing.
“Why did you divorce me? I’m sorry.
“Is it because of him? If you don’t like it, I’ll send her back to his house tomorrow! I’m sorry.
“Who is this man?” I’m sorry.
I married him for three years, and the first time I saw him completely insane.
In the meantime, I was shocked.
And wait for me to answer, and the doctor took away the glasses, and said: I am her doctor. I’m sorry.
In his heart, Lin Thai is a scum.
So the doctor said with all due respect, “Why don’t you stay with your wife when she’s having an abortion? I’m sorry.
“Your wife found leukemia, you know? I’m sorry.
“She’s in front of my office, she’s calling to ask if you’re coming to pick him up, to discuss the treatment. Where the hell have you been? I’m sorry.
“What the fuck are you? I’m sorry.
Lynge stood there and stopped.
In fact, he’s smart, he started his own business in college, and now he’s got a good career with a flexible brain.
But today, the doctor in front of him said every word that he could not understand.
Lynge even took a step back.
It’s rocking.
“You, what did you say?”
His face was like he heard something ridiculous, nothing but, “You, me, what happened to her?” I’m sorry.
“I said your wife is leukemia. I’m sorry.
The doctor’s voice is so loud, he can’t understand himself. “You didn’t come when your wife was in the hospital, you didn’t come when you had an abortion, and now you’re out for a meal! I’m sorry.
“I said what are you?” I’m sorry.
I can’t believe Lin-tae’s face is stunned.
It’s like the first time he’s suddenly tearing the fog out of his eyes and seeing a miserable life.
I stood by and said nothing.
16
The doctor did not know that he had said these words, which I had been trying to hide.
As long as I don’t care, as long as I pretend to be paralyzed, as long as I ignore them, I can continue to live as if nothing had happened.
But how can we really do nothing?
The morning I found leukemia.
I called my husband crying and asking for help, and then I called another woman.
She laughed and said my husband couldn’t make it.
And when I endured the pain of illness and the low fever, I went to the hospital to sign a termination of pregnancy consent and begin treatment.
I lay on the operating table and lost my baby.
At that point, my heart seemed dead.
I didn’t feel any pain when White Yu asked me to sign it.
I can only feel deep fatigue and not worth it.
Because it’s not worth it.
The beginning of this marriage, actually, I’ve been sorely beaten and Lin-tae hasn’t touched me.
After the white feather, I became his second habit.
He was used to accompanying white feathers, and We were with him around him, and waited for him without hope.
He saw him chasing white feathers on me.
He couldn’t bear it. He finally decided to be me.
I ended up with this farce.
I paid for my meal and paid for the broken bowl of chopsticks and sent the doctor away to stand in peace in front of the forest.
Until then I could laugh at him and say, “It’s okay. I’m sorry.
“It’s okay,” I smiled, and I said, “It’s very peaceful, “When you sign, send me the contract.” I’m sorry.
“I’m going back to the hospital. I’m sorry.
The forest is standing before me, and the face is so sad.
I saw him like this the first time.
Even when he went to the hotel to help White Jade face the wife who caught him. It’s not like that.
And I said, “Do not have any pressure in your heart, I do not want to tell you.” I’m sorry.
“It’s good that white feathers are back. I’m sorry.
“Show the right man, you can always be together. I’m sorry.
When I said that, he woke up in a big dream.
It’s like the two words white plum touched his nerves.
He came up and grabbed my shoulder, and he was so strong.
“When I was at the airport, White Yu asked me if I’d marry her. I’m sorry.
“I said me and my wife were very happy. I’m sorry.
“What do you think? I’m sorry.
“Why do you think that? I’m sorry.
“Why didn’t you tell me? I’m sorry.
‘Cause it’s okay!
And I said to him with the same loud voice: “Because I don’t believe you, if you really think so, you should tell her the first time I contact you.” I’m sorry.
“When I haven’t been diagnosed with leukemia, you should have said so. I’m sorry.
“At that time, maybe we could still get along and be happy. I’m sorry.
I cried and cried: “What good is this now?” I’m sorry.
“You were so happy when she came to you! I’m sorry.
Lynge was staring at me, and he had red eyes.
He cannot deny every word I say.
Because it’s all true.
Six months ago, he was contacted at the first moment of his marriage, when he was so happy that he could not contain his joy.
But then he wasn’t so happy.
Because I found out I was pregnant.
There were already only two members of the family, and there were few constraints on each other.
Even if he leaves, he can easily make up for me with money.
But with this child, things have changed.
He can’t owe me that. He won’t let him.
So he struggled, turned his back on me in the middle of the night, and stopped talking.
We fight, anger, strife.
Until now, today.
When he ran into white feathers at the airport. There was no urge to talk about old times.
He was thinking that today I went to a maternity check-up and that the public hospital had been in line for a long time.
And that was when he finally realized his heart.
Tomorrow is already the old moon.
But the lamp in his house was always for him.
So he made it clear to White Yu.
He also reconciled with himself and ended his life.
But he didn’t think.
These past days. The lamp in my heart is gone.
Even without this leukemia.
I’ll divorce him too.
I can’t stand these days.
Over the past six months, I have seen him suffer from time to time, which is also a mental torture to me.
Who can bear a husband groaning for another woman?
Maybe it was a big dream.
It’s time to wake up.
Eventually I pushed him away.
“Don’t look for me. I said, “We’re done. It doesn’t matter if you divorce. I’m sorry.
The forest looked at me red-eyed, and the first time I said, “Don’t do this.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t do this. I’m sorry.
I’m also staring at his eyes, very calm.
There’s no mood.
“Go back early, she’s waiting for you. I’m sorry.
17
I’m not well.
I went back to the hospital after having eaten that night and had a cold wind, and my nose was bleeding.
That evening, the hospital called my parents and Lynge to sign a consent letter for the treatment.
Lin Tsai followed me all the way to the hospital, where people were waiting.
He went up on the phone.
Until he could see that I was in a fever, lying on a bed, bleeding red with pillows and clothes.
It’s like all the strength is drawn from this man.
He kneeled at my bed.
He held my hand tight.
For so many years, Lin Tai has been in business and no one has ever seen him look so scared.
He looks worse than me.
It was extreme fear and fear that destroyed him.
And when He knew that I was in a coma, he said unto me, ‘I know that I was wrong.’ I’m sorry.
“Don’t do this to me. Get up and hit me. I was wrong. I’m sorry.
No response.
Until the doctors and nurses pulled him off. Put me in the rescue room.
She stood in the corridors of the hospital in silence and despair, and her heart stinged.
What made him miss so much?
And he pursued the moon for a long time blindly, until he fell in love with this lamp, which he returned to his family, without knowledge.
But to this day he stands there and knows, in utter despair, that this lamp will not shine for him in the later days.
Whatever the situation, the outcome.
I won’t stay with him anymore.
End
In terms of the situation, I was very unfortunate that leukemia was detected during my pregnancy.
But I’m lucky again.
My uncle paired my blood marrow.
My uncle loved me when I was a kid and flew all night, lying in the bone marrow transplant.
Whatever it takes, he’ll save my life.
All things went strangely well.
This is the day when the profit will be lost, and when the forest will be sold, it will be lost.
He signed a divorce agreement with me, and he chose to go out of the house, leave me all his property, give me enough money to take care of it.
The doctor joked, “I can’t spend another cancer on this family.
When he said that, Lin Qing had a hand with apples.
Lynge seems to want to stick this little fruit knife directly to the doctor’s leg.
And at one point, I shaved off all my hair, wearing a little velvet hat, white.
“What are you going to do? I’m sorry.
The doctor said, “That’s it. I’m sorry.
For the first time, Lin Tsai looked at the doctor and felt that he had said something.
And I just looked down and said, “Do it.” I’m sorry.
The rest of my life will be long.
I don’t want to waste any more time on people who don’t deserve it.
The light in the eyes of the forest fell out again.
That’s what they say.
He said, “Hey, what’s going on? I’m sorry.
I don’t care about them, I just twist my head, I see everybody, I look out the window.
It’s clear out there. There’s no sky.
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My brain is eaten.
Case number: YXX1b6roy5mtjkwnGuagez
A lifetime.
Love rises with the wind: with your twilight and four seasons
Rice, wait.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
