Spring is late
and beauty has passed away: I still remember that I was a law-abiding concubine in Ningyuan Hou Mansion when
I was in love with Thrushcross.
But on the eve of my marriage, I personally killed my husband and sister.
My little mother often said that if people want to live well, it is nothing more than one life, two luck and three things.
But her life was not good, and she was born charming and gorgeous, which made me look at her as the father of Pingning Hou, but because she was born in a merchant family and was despised by dignitaries, she had to commit herself to be a concubine.
Her luck was not good, and when Hou Fu relented and asked her to marry in, her mother and daughter were already in pairs, and she was in charge of the middle of the house, and her position was as stable as Mount Tai. All
she has left is her ability.
Can see how the daughter of a short and flat merchant can compete with the legitimate mother who has been painstakingly cultivated by the family.
But little Niang said too much, so she couldn’t hear or see.
After all, she had long been fascinated by her father’s promise.
Even if, this promise I do not know how many girls, aunt listen.
I vaguely remember that the day she died was a perfect day.
Her smile is as gentle as her hometown Jiangnan.
She touched my head and asked me, “Do you want Daddy to come to see Hsi-erh every day?” Of course
I want to, after all, I am envious of seeing my father holding my elder sister and teasing her with my mother.
They are all daughters. I also want my father to hug me more and look at me.
But not long after Xiao Niang finished, her face became frightened, and she was dragged away in a mess in the noise of the courtyard.
No one cared about me and let me blow the cold wind in the courtyard until it was dark.
Finally, I saw Xiao Niang, who was covered with blood.
Mammy told me that she had poisoned her mother, and that her crime was unforgivable. She had been punished for thirty years, and only one breath was left to hang. Her mother’s benevolence told us to meet again.
“Hsi-erh!” Her hands trembled violently, and even the tears on her face trembled. “Niang is wrong! Niang is very wrong!”
I want to say that of course she is wrong, a concubine, how dare to call my mother. He
said he would love me and take care of me. I’m his only wife. He lied to me. He lied to me. I am a humble merchant, how dare I think, how dare I want. I should have stayed safely in the south of the Yangtze River.
Her eyes were full of loneliness and regret, and then I tried to hold my hand and became firm.
I looked up at her. Blood gushed from the corners of
her mouth. “Promise Niang, don’t think about things that don’t belong to you.”. The mud under your feet never deserves to touch the moon on the horizon, nor can it touch it! Do your part! Don’t fight for it! Otherwise, mother is your fate! Do you remember?
With that, she died, but her eyes were wide open.
I looked at her for a moment and then went up and closed her eyes.
“Okay, I remember.” The year I
promised her, I was nine years old, and my little mother bought a lesson for me with her life. Aft that death of
my little mother, time did not become hard.
On the contrary, my mother raised me to her knees. A mean concubine,
she said, is something done by a mean person who has no taste.
She often looked at me with pity in her eyes.
My mother said, “You don’t have to be afraid, Xi’er. I’m your serious mother. Naturally, I won’t treat you harshly.”. As for your little mother, I don’t hate her. After all, she’s just a poor person. By the time
she said this to me, I had already understood the meaning of the words.
I think she said less, and my little mother is not only pitiful, but also ridiculous.
He placed everything on a man who took love as the icing on the cake and listened to his words and dreamed of becoming his wife all his life.
Ignoring my father’s nature of seeing one and loving one, I have long forgotten the fact of her.
I even forgot my identity and duty.
Moth to the flame tried to challenge the position of the mother with her unfashionable tricks, and finally ended up with a tragic death.
Thinking, my eyes were dim, but the hand that pinched my mother’s shoulder worked harder.
“That was the mother’s generosity, and Hsi-erh can’t thank her enough for her kindness in raising her.”
My mother nodded and was about to clap my hand when the door was suddenly pushed open.
“Ah Niang!” The intrusion of the beautiful figure seems to bathe everything in the house in the spring breeze.
“My son!” The first mother got up and greeted her warmly.
Bai had just returned from hunting with several princes, and his robes were a little dirty.
But my mother, who had always been clean, wiped her clean bit by bit with a veil, and the words of complaint and intimacy in her mouth were the things I had never heard anyone say to me since my mother died.
I hide my envy. He
warned himself that he could not think of anything else and that he should be a dutiful concubine.
But just then, Bai Ning tugged at my sleeve and whispered, “Good sister, come out. I have something to tell you.”
In fact, the little mother did not warn me, I also feel that there is no need to argue.
After all, some things are born to be contested.
Just like Bai Ning and me, the difference between clouds and mud.
She was the eldest daughter of the Marquis of Ningyuan, the beautiful sister held in the palm of the whole family, and the shining pearl of all the emperors.
And what am I, what is there? A concubine who died
in Ningyuan Hou Mansion, the only thing that stood out was that she had a face that was said to be foxy. How can
I fight, and how can I fight?
So I don’t envy Bai Ning when he is surrounded by princes and nobles, and I don’t envy when he is praised by aristocrats.
I just want to find a scholar with some prospects in peace and security.
The legitimate mother is a shameless person, and the dowry will not be less. Even if he can’t pass the exam, he can’t be an official. I can also give him money to open an Academy. A harmonious and beautiful family is
always good.
But now, Bai Ning threw me a great temptation.
A choice that can make me a thousand times more miserable than my little mother.
Bai Ning said, “Sister, are you interested in Qi Chengan?”
My heart moved a little, but my face didn’t show anything. “Sister, what does this mean?”? Heard that the three princes preferred the elder sister, and the father also intended to marry the three princes. Is the elder sister worried that her younger sister has a bad intention? This is really a blow to my sister.
“Of course not!” Bai Ning was in a hurry and pulled my arm a little harder.
She sighed, her beautiful eyebrows and eyes tangled into a ball, and she hemmed and hawed, “I’m going hunting today, and Qi Chengan told me..” Heartfelt.
“That’s a good thing. Why doesn’t Sister like it?”
“I..” Her face was in trouble, and she unconsciously lowered her head. “But I don’t like him!”! I like the seven princes, and I took a fancy to them at a glance!
4
Qi Chengyu?!
Almost the moment these three words came to mind, my body could not help but shiver.
Unlike Qi Chengan, who is as gentle as jade, Qi Chengyu has a face that is more gorgeous than mine, but the fox eyes that hook people do not have ten thousand kinds of amorous feelings, only an endless coldness, like a poisonous snake hiding in the dark.
But speaking of us, we are quite similar, the same good-looking, the same not. Mother.
But he is a man and a prince, so I can’t compare with him.
“But elder sister,” I also began to hesitate, after all, I do not want to provoke her “Seven princes born … Birth.. One of
my daughters had no face to say the word “humble,” so she had no choice but to turn around and say, “His birth mother was Hu Ji, and she left early. He had no consorts to help him and was not favored by Your Majesty. He really couldn’t bear to be a good match for Ah Jie. Moreover, my father prefers the third prince.
“What are you afraid of if you don’t have a good family background? I’ve never seen anything like this!” Bai Ning raised his eyebrows and added some pride.
I smiled bitterly.
Yes! Does Bai Ning, the legitimate daughter of Ningyuan Hou Fu, need to consider these?
Food and clothing have always been the consideration of those of us who are struggling to survive, and the favored son of heaven like Bai Ning just needs to do what he wants to do carefree.
There is someone to bear for her.
“It’s just my father,” said Pai Ning, his eyes drooping. “I’m worried about my father, too. That’s why I came to see your sister.”
“Does my sister mean that she wants me?”
“Good sister, I know I wronged you.” Bai Ning shook my hand and said, “But someone has to marry Qi Chengan. Besides, he’s not bad, sister. Even if you climb up, I’m afraid you can’t be a big lady from a noble family. But if you marry Chi Cheng-an, even for the sake of your father’s help, you’ll be treated well. Maybe you’ll become a princess!
I admit I was impressed.
But not because of her dog-faced words.
But if she really wants to choose Qi Chengyu, even if the father does not agree, it will be all her mind in the end. When the time comes, I will still be married.
Besides.
I pursed my lips, and there was a ripple in my calm eyes.
I do have a bad heart. I have always hidden Qi Chengan in my
heart. I saw
Qi Chengan and Qi Chengyu together.
It was a perfect afternoon for a nap.
I leaned against the tree and shook the fan one by one.
Seeing someone coming in the distance, I thought it was nothing more than looking for Bai Ning’s playboy. I didn’t even lift my eyelids. I just covered my face with a fan and said lightly,
“Sir, stop. You must be looking for my elder sister.”. She’s in the front hall with her mother. If you’d be so kind as to go out and turn right, I’ll have a servant to lead the way.
He was stunned, apparently not expecting that Ningyuan Hou Fu would have such a courteous sister.
After all, Bai Ning is away from home, not to mention the curtain hat, even the frame is not riding. The princes and nobles who appeared directly in public and befriended her rode in the streets and alleys.
“I was rude.”
“That’s all right.” Anyway, I haven’t been bumped into like this once or twice, but today’s attitude is much better than those before. I kindly reminded him, “The third prince has come to deliver something for Xu Xianfei today, and now Li Ying is in the front hall, so you can walk slowly.”
“Oh?” The voice was somewhat pondering: “Well, since you know there are clothes and jewelry in the front hall for you to choose, why don’t you go?”
“I don’t like it.” The left and right sides are all left over, so why bother to make up that face? For no reason, my mother thought I had other thoughts.
Funny, it’s the first time I’ve seen a girl who doesn’t like this. Then tell me what you like?
I was tired of answering and looked at him with some displeasure.
The next moment, my pupils shrank.
I used to listen to people gossiping, saying that my little mother and I were the reincarnation of a fox spirit, born with a demon’s face to seduce people’s souls. But now in this life, I am afraid they chew the root of the tongue, but also scold it!
I couldn’t help stroking my face, and for the first time I felt ashamed of my appearance. When
he saw my little action, he smiled, and his amber eyes were full of banter.
I looked at his bearded eyes and tightened my fingers, and I couldn’t help thinking that Bai Ning had told me about the beauty who followed the three princes.
I got up in a panic and said, “My daughter has paid her respects to the seven princes.”
“Ha!” His shoes shone brighter and brighter, as if he had seen something new.
Something tells me he’s dangerous.
I couldn’t help stepping back, but I aroused his interest even more.
Chi Cheng-yu raised his chin and walked up to me. “He’s smarter than that fool Bai Ning, but what do you really like?”
My daughter.. Minister’s daughter.. I was forced by him to have no way out, and I hated him very much. It’s not like Bai Ning can ignore the defense of men and women. Why does he bother to embarrass me.
“Cheng Yu.” A gentle but stern breath stopped him.
Qi Chengyu shyly wanted to take back the hand that pulled out my palace fan.
“Brother Huang.”
Brother?! The third prince is here?!
I opened my eyes with some uneasiness, and I didn’t think my mother would come too!
If you see this scene, you won’t give me to Qi Chengyu as a concubine!
But in my small courtyard, there is only one Qi Chengan who looks like a spring breeze.
Looking at his smile, I was in a trance.
This smile is as gentle as a little girl.
6
“Humph.”
Qi Chengyu looked at me in a trance and couldn’t help laughing. The faint cold light from the fox’s eyes woke me up in an instant.
“Your Royal Highness, the Third Prince, my daughter.”
“Don’t be too polite. Just call me cousin like you do.” He stepped forward and stood between Qi Chengyu and me. With
that, he rebuked Qi Chengyu discontentedly: “Call you to shout..”
He stopped and looked at me with some embarrassment.
“My daughter, the single word is Xi.”
Chi Cheng-an accepted good advice and said, “It’s all right if I call you Sister Xi. Look how scared she is!”
I looked at Qi Chengyu, who was trained to be a grandson, and felt a little pitiful.
Bai Ning said that when his mother Hu Ji gave birth to him, she had a difficult birth and went there on the spot. Your Majesty lost his beloved concubine and threw him to Xu Xianfei because he was an eyesore.
I think his situation in the palace is not much better than mine.
But Chi Cheng-yu was not dissatisfied. He only said apologetically, “It’s all the younger brother’s fault. Brother Huang, don’t blame Miss Xi.”
Chi Cheng-an nodded with satisfaction, and I said, “It doesn’t matter.” Then
I asked, “I wonder what your Highness is doing here?”
“Of course I have something to do.”
I have seen many people’s smiles, but only Qi Chengan and my little mother’s smiles are the most gentle, which makes me unable to move my eyes.
He waved his hand. Several servants came into the
courtyard, some carrying silks and satins on their shoulders and some carrying jewelry in their hands.
I wanted to ask Cheng Yu to call you, but you didn’t arrive. I saw that I had been staying for quite a while, so I thought I’d bring you something, and I left with Cheng Yu.
I asked my aunt, and she said you liked to be plain, so she had a few bolts of pale satin and a few pieces of jewelry that were not so complicated and fancy. Do you still like it? I
did not say that I would ignore it, but my eyes were dim when I stroked the satin.
In fact, I don’t like plain color at all. The so-called plain color is just my mother’s intention to prevent my appearance from overwhelming my sister.
“Thank you, Your Highness.” I stared at him, wondering why he had come to care about a little concubine. Shouldn
‘t princes and nobles revolve around their first sisters?
After all, to marry her is to have the power of the Bai and Xu families. Seeing the scruples and doubts in my eyes,
Qi Chengan said with a smile, “I wanted to have more younger sisters, but my mother hurt her body when she gave birth to me, and it was difficult for her to rest.”. Later, when my aunt had a son, she often went to the palace to accompany me. When I came to the house today, I heard there was another one of you, and now that I’ve seen him born, he’s so lovable. How can I not love you?
I was slightly stunned. There was someone in
the Hou mansion who said a foxy word to my face instead of contemptuously.
Besides, they’re all cousins. How can they be treated differently. If you have, I can’t be partial and not give it to you.
I just feel that my heart is touched by something.
Looking at his gentle smile, I wanted to get close for a moment.
But at that time, I only dared to press this throb in the bottom of my heart.
After all, Ah Niang’s fate was there, and she dared not argue with Bai Ning, nor could she.
But today Bai Ning said, some things will be broken, moved the heart.
In her expectant eyes, I said slowly,
“My sister should relieve my elder sister’s worries.”
Bai Ning is indeed the legitimate daughter who has been favored since childhood, and she is fearless.
After getting my approval, she ran directly to her father to state her mind.
My father, who has eyes in the sky and wants to be the future father-in-law, is not willing to do so.
But in the end is not worth Bai Ning soft and hard not to eat, plus the mother and love her daughter.
On the third day of Bai Ning’s false hunger strike, he finally relented.
Bai Ning happily used the food carefully prepared by his mother, and I was called to the side room by my father.
I know what he’s going to say.
So when he ordered me not to have any other thoughts, I had to marry the third prince. Without the slightest hesitation,
I bowed down directly.
He was very satisfied, but there was still some regret on his face, and he could not stop sighing.
Dad is sighing about Bai Ning’s marriage. Although
Qi Chengyu is Qi Chengan’s faction, he will not stand in another camp if he marries him. But carefully cultivated legitimate daughter, married to an empty name of the prince, after all, he still felt a loss. The third day of
next month is a good day. You were raised by the big lady, and you have a deep friendship. Then put it in her name and make her a legitimate daughter.
“Hsi-erh thanks your father for the compliment.” I calculated that he didn’t talk to me more than three times a year, and he should be tired of exceeding so much today.
Sure enough, after saying this, the father left.
But looking at his back, I don’t know why I saw Ah Niang’s tearful face in front of me.
I covered my nervous heart.
This is what she doesn’t want, and it’s not beyond her duty.
But a little concubine clings to the prince and even the future son of heaven, really does not count? On the day when she
became a legitimate daughter, her legitimate mother made a little arrangement. The sisters and sisters in
each room were very late.
Although I was tired, I didn’t dare to go back to my room to rest.
I have to thank my mother very much. If they flatter me like this, I’m afraid I’ll feel resentful and disrespectful if I’m not grateful.
I came to serve every day, so the maidservants saw that I had not communicated.
But as soon as she reached the door, she heard Mother Sung, who was waiting by her mother’s side, say, “Look at that little bitch laughing. She looks more and more like her dead mother!”
My footsteps stopped.
Her mother’s voice was not as contemptuous as Mother Soong’s. Instead, she took a leisurely and relaxed tone: “Humph!”! Like so what, her mother was a cheap concubine when she was alive, and she had a thin face! Even if her daughter were to be praised, it would not be a success.
“I raised Bai Xi to gain a good reputation, and you know her appearance.” The man is probably lustful, she is afraid that she can’t hold her husband’s heart. Keeping Bai Xi is to make her a dowry and concubine for her son in the future. What a pity!
“She has lost her head, and she has fallen in love with Qi Chengyu!”
“It’s a waste of money to take advantage of that girl Bai Xi!”
I feel a little cold.
I knew she was good to me out of face, but I didn’t expect her to think so deeply.
“Miss..” Qiaoer’s face was also a little ugly. When
I closed my eyes and raised them again, I said only one word: “Smile.” People like
me are only qualified to smile to please the superior.
With Hou Fu’s help, I began to meet Qi Chengan by chance.
Accompanied him to see countless times after Bai Ning ran after Qi Chengyu-
in a rainy day suitable for lyric, he was drunk, hugged me and asked me why Bai Ning did not love him.
I don’t know why Bai Ning doesn’t love him.
Maybe, he has it, she has it. So it’s not rare.
I held him tight.
My hands are shaking, and some words have been repeated in my heart for countless times.
But to say these words, I need to abandon all my duties and be cautious.
Qi.. Qi Chengan, don’t like her and love me, OK? She can do what I can do. I love you, but she doesn’t. Wife or concubine, I will always abide by my duties and stay with you.
“Love me.”
I gritted my teeth and closed my eyes, not daring to see Qi Chengan’s reaction.
He did not speak, but the hand that smoothed my eyebrows and eyes represented his answer.
But for me, that’s enough.
Commitment is never as valuable as attitude.
Closing the door, Qi Chengyu was leaning aside.
I didn’t want to have anything to do with my future brother-in-law, so I saluted and wanted to leave.
He lolled at me with the words, “Should I congratulate Miss Xi on getting what she wanted?”
“I’m being rude. I should first congratulate the eight princes on the approaching good things.”
“Me?” Qi Chengyu smiled, as if the lotus had suddenly opened.
He took a few steps forward and backed me into a corner twice.
“Unbridled!” I snapped in a low voice.
He chuckled and exhaled, sending a crimson ripple across my face.
Bai Xi, why do you think that’s what I want. Me.. His eyes were so dazzling and bright, but when I saw them, I felt as if I had fallen into the abyss, and I was frightened.
“The purpose is not here.”
Bai Xi, don’t avoid me like a snake or a scorpion. I think you will come to me one day.
“How dare you..”
Qi Chengyu did not listen to my politeness and left with a wave of his hand. When
I understood Qi Chengyu’s sentence, I had already married Qi Chengyu.
Qi Chengyu’s ambition is really not here.
So he turned down Bai Ning. The day
Bai Ning came back, the courtyard was brightly lit, and everyone went to comfort her.
On the second day, Qi Chengan came. After the
engagement, whenever he visited Ningyuan Hou Fu, he would come to see me first.
But this time, he went straight to his father’s yard.
I fiddled with my jade bracelet left by my little mother and felt nervous.
I don’t know why, obviously the dust has settled, Bai Ning’s matter has nothing to do with me and him.
Just like the day I waited for my little mother, I waited until it was dark.
But it was not only him who came, but also his father and his mother.
“Xi’er, we are going to write a petition tomorrow asking you to be the official concubine and to demote you to be the side concubine.” My father didn’t even say such polite words as what I thought.
It was as simple as snatching a thing from my hand and giving it to Bai Ning.
I suddenly remembered the white cat I had a long time ago.
It was collected by Bai Chen to give Bai Ning a birthday gift, but Bai Ning didn’t like it very much.
My mother thought it was a pity to abandon it, so she gave it to me.
I treated the white cat very well and gave him all the good things in my hands.
But one day, Bai Ning saw it snuggling between my legs and regretted it.
She couldn’t help taking it away.
That was the first time I said, “No.”
But what came was a severe reprimand from his father.
He said that it was my elder sister’s, and she wanted to give it to her now.
But I don’t understand, this is clearly what she doesn’t want!
Can everything be left in place for her to turn back?!
Fortunately, my cat didn’t wait for her.
It recognizes the Lord, and it’s okay for others to touch it a few times on weekdays, but if you really leave me for a long time, you will be restless.
That night, it scratched Bai Ning and was killed by the servants.
Bai Ning nestled in his mother’s arms and said discontentedly, “a beast is a beast. What’s wrong with me?”! Wanting to go back! And you’re tickling me for no good reason!
I stood in the crowd and looked at Bai Ning coldly. There’s nothing wrong with
her, but her goodness can’t be built on me. I was
, and I still am.
I lowered my eyes and did not reply. Instead, I asked Chi Cheng-an, who was also sitting high in the hall, “Is that what you’re going to do?”
Qi Chengan paused slightly, but with an apology, he said something more cruel than his father.
She knew she was wrong. She was deceived by Cheng Yu’s sweet words. You and I are her family, and we can’t abandon her. Besides, after all, she’s your legitimate elder sister, and you’re.. He pursed his lips. “It’s never easy to get past her.”. But don’t worry, I’ll treat you the same.
I opened my mouth, but the words in my mouth were blocked by the way he asked me to be the imperial concubine.
At that time, Qi Chengan held my hand with deep affection on his face and told me that he would like me to know and stay together, live and die in the same coffin.
But looking at him now, I can’t help sneering.
Look, I love so many years, pay a heart husband, unexpectedly not as good as a cat ah!
My father can’t tolerate me as a concubine. He
got up and slapped me hard. I fell to the ground and broke my bracelet, puncturing my wrist.
The pain woke me up and I looked at their ugly faces in the hall.
Suddenly, I got up and saluted them, saying
, “Xi’er, it depends on the arrangement of my father and mother.”. Only wish.. I bit my lip and said, “Don’t be wronged, Sister!” Knock
your head and cover the fireworks in my eyes.
This is the end of overstepping one’s duty. I really don’t have this fate, nor do I have this luck.
But I still have the means!
I don’t care whether to be a concubine or not, I just don’t want to be a stepping stone for my sister to go back again and again!
I won’t back down again! I won’t repeat the tragedy of Xiaoniang! Those who
let me down and make me feel bad, then no one should feel better!
I went to see Qi Chengyu.
Unlike his flamboyant appearance, his mansion is elegantly furnished and has the strength of character of a clean family.
And he sat high in the hall, dressed in purple, and even more like a dragon and a phoenix.
Seeing me coming, he lowered his eyes and smiled. “I knew you would come.”
I lifted the gauze on the curtain hat, and my face was like a pool of stagnant water without sorrow or joy, only the fire of revenge was burning in my eyes.
“Your Highness is really a deus ex machina.”
“Of course.” He got up and came to me. “I knew it from the first time I saw you.”
“You are very different from what you appear to be.”
“It’s a pity that your people are so blind that they can’t see it. Compared to Bai Ning, you are really a good candidate to be a lady and a queen.”
“Your Highness has made a mistake.” I watched him play with my hair, but I didn’t hide.
“No,” Qi Chengyu’s smile deepened. “Don’t pretend that you can’t see yourself clearly. You seem to be cautious, but in fact you are ambitious and resourceful, but because of your status, you can only abide by your duties. But if there is a fire that ignites you, you can ignore it.
“Speaking of which, you have to thank me.”
He raised his chin and grinned, “If I hadn’t turned down Bai Ning, Miss Xi, I’m afraid you’d be following in your little mother’s footsteps.”
“You’re investigating me?” I’m slightly surprised.
It was your good elder sister who told me! She said, your little mother doesn’t know the depth of heaven and earth, and she is a stupid bastard born in heaven. A concubine of a merchant’s voice, but your father coaxed her a few words when he was happy. She took it seriously and tried to take over the position of mistress.
“And she said..” Qi Chengyu’s eyes lingered on me. With a sneer,
I said, “I’m just as foxy as my little mother, a stepping stone to pick up things she doesn’t want.”
Qi Chengyu smiled and did not speak.
“So, your Highness knows so much, and he should know what I’m doing here today.”
“Mmm!” Qi Chengyu rubbed his chin with his other hand and laughed.
“You want me to marry you?” My
hair was pulled away by me mercilessly.
Qi Chengyu looked at his empty right hand and laughed out loud: “Are you in a hurry?”
“Your Highness, I have come to talk to you.”
“Oh,” he nodded and carelessly went back to his chair, tapping his fingers on the table. “Then what are you going to talk to me about?” “The throne,”
I said with a straight face.
The knocking stopped.
I looked up and bumped into his deep fox eyes.
He said, “Bai Xi, I was right about you.”
“Didn’t your Highness endure for the sake of this position?” I looked straight at him, and I knew that the fire in my eyes had long kindled his long-suppressed desire.
“What do you want me to do?”
“I’m going to kill Chi Cheng-an and Pai Nin, and abandon me.” My eyes, which had always been low, finally showed signs of hostility. “Don’t stay.”. I need your Highness to spread rumors, to keep them busy. Even if I set fire to kill them, there is a reason to say that they could not resist the rumors that they both died for love! I have chosen the
day of the fire, on the eve of my marriage to him. Qi Chengan is ashamed of me, and I will certainly not take more precautions if I invite him. And so is my elder sister. She always looks down on me. It’s just that there are still some trash fish that need your Highness’s help.
“Right!” I finally know why Qi Chengyu is interested in me, because in the final analysis, we are the same kind of people. “I still need your Highness to help me with one thing.”
I want your Highness to tie up my father. I will let him see everything with his own eyes. The concubine who
saw him rise from a tall building but was despised by him was destroyed with her own hands.
“Oh!”! Then your father can’t hate us to death, but also help me sit on the throne of God? Bai Xi, even if Qi Chengan is dead, I still have brothers.
“Is Your Highness asking knowingly?” I think both of our expressions should be similar, and we are gradually going crazy because of the fire in our hearts. “It’s true that my father loves his daughter, and it’s also true that he has high hopes for Chi Cheng-an.”. But he loves himself more, loves the power in his hands more! As long as Bai Ning and Qi Chengan are dead, I am the only one left for him, and I am the only one he can rely on. As for your brothers, they have been calculated by my father and Qi Chengan to die almost. Except for you, those who are alive and sick, those who are small, cannot become a climate! The only
choice left is you and me. For the sake of continuing the glory of the Hou family, he has to help even if he doesn’t! After hearing this,
Qi Chengyu applauded and laughed. In the
empty hall, his laughter was so eerie and inspiring.
For a long time, he asked, “Bai Xi, what do you want?”? Killing them is our mutual benefit. I have no competitors and you are not happy. Then what do you want to help me ascend the throne?
My eyes sparkled. “Then please promise me one thing, one thing that will never go beyond your duty to me.” The moment
he nodded, there was a cold light in my eyes.
Revenge has begun! It’s not easy for
me to go home.
Bai Ning is a restless temperament, outside the rumor spread, she is naturally able to listen. At first,
she knew she was in the wrong and didn’t say much.
But when she heard more, she took it out on me. She threw a cup of hot tea on me
in the morning when she said hello to my mother as usual.
“It’s all you!”
Her mother pretended to dissuade her and let her vent.
Bai Ning gave me a slap in the face. “Bai Xi, you are as cheap as you are!”! A concubine like you should be a slave! Why should you share a husband with me? It’s crazy
out there! One or two, it’s my fault! Cousin is supposed to be my husband, he likes me! Besides, I’m a legitimate son of a woman, so I should be the first lady!
I listened to her scolding one by one.
But she didn’t mention it at all. It was she who made me love Qi Chengan. She
also abandoned Qi Chengan to me.
Yes, it’s just an unidentified abuse of me for not doing my duty.
But I looked at the shaking figure in the doorway and did not speak.
Finally, before the second slap fell, a familiar hand caught Bai Ning’s wrist.
“Cousin?”
Qi Chengan did not pay attention to it, but looked at me kneeling on the ground with a distressed face.
Many years ago, he really practiced that sentence to the end.
Indeed, they are all cousins. How can they be treated differently?
So he loves both of them, and he has feelings for Bai Ning and is interested in me.
“Auntie, it’s not for all of us to treat our concubines harshly.” He dropped this sentence and carried me back to my yard.
I listened to Bai Ning’s unwilling shouting and abuse in the back, and a smile flashed in my eyes.
That’s a good excuse!
Qi Chengan carried me back to the yard and took the medicine carefully.
Xier, don’t be angry with her. She’s used to being spoiled. The word on the outside is really not pleasant to hear, and she thinks she has some anger in her heart. I
had an understanding look on my face. “It doesn’t matter. Xi’er has long known that there is a difference between high and low.”. The elder sister’s wife should be the imperial concubine, and it has nothing to do with coming first. That is, how much is the elder sister holding on to? Cousin is doing this today, and I’m afraid he’s going to be angry.
Hearing this, Qi Chengan’s heart of pity disappeared in an instant, and his face was filled with difficulties.
“Cousin,” I held back my nausea and smoothed his eyebrows. “How about this? Choose a date before we get married, and I’ll be the host to make amends to Ah Jie. I was the only one she was annoyed with, and when her anger subsided, she would say one or two more. I’m sure you and Sister will be as good as before.
Qi Chengan held my hand with relief and said similar words to my father.
He said, “You have been wronged. I knew Xi’er was considerate. Relax and I will certainly not let you down.”
I leaned against him like a bird and laughed slyly. Of course
he won’t fail me again.
Because he lost his life.
But I still miscalculated one step.
I forgot the legitimate mother who had a far-reaching plan for her children. One night
while she was waiting, she asked some of the brawny mammas to drag me into her yard.
The courtyard is deep, but the ground is full of moonlight.
Such a good scene, in normal times, I should be able to give a few words of praise.
But now I only deserve to kneel on the ground and wait for my mother to deal with it.
The moonlight is like water, which makes the silver on her temples more dazzling and illuminates her hypocritical and fierce face.
“Bai Xi, I didn’t want to do this to you.”
“But for the sake of my son, I can only prevent trouble before it happens.” They
are all smart people, so naturally I can understand what she means. Although
the mother is a resourceful and scheming person, she is too indulgent and spoils her children. Raised a son and a daughter, one is not civil and military, the other is domineering and unsophisticated.
She’s scared. I
am afraid that I will win the heart of Qi Chengan in the palace, and I am afraid that I will be the eldest son of Mr. Bai Ning. Bai Ning’s position as a princess is not right. If I have children, Bai Ning will lose Qi Chengan’s heart when they are gone. I’m afraid it’s really my turn to sit in the position that my little mother didn’t sit in!
The first mother finished and waved.
A bowl of red flowers touched my mouth.
I know it’s useless to struggle, but I’m still a little moved.
I want to have a child.
So I’m not alone.
My hand could not help holding the wrist of Mammy, and then, as expected, it was thrown away.
Bowl after bowl of red flowers were poured down.
Accompanied by pain, my eyes are more and more clear and resolute.
This is the last day and the last time for me to be a fish!
It was not until I turned blue after drinking that my mother mercifully waved to let me go.
I was already trembling with pain, but I still held my body like a dog kneeling in front of my mother.
Mother.. The mother thinks thoroughly, Xi son thanks the mother to help! Mother rest assured, there is a little Niang in front, Xi son will abide by their duties. If you serve your elder sister and the third prince well, you will never have any other thoughts. With
that, I kowtowed heavily, but I no longer had the strength to raise my head.
I am like the white cat that collapsed and died in her mother’s yard, which made her feel unlucky.
I don’t know how I got back, but when I woke up, there was only Qi Chengyu in front of me.
I don’t know why, looking at him, I suddenly shed tears.
I said, “Qi Chengyu, I can’t have children anymore.”
His good-looking face showed heartache for a concubine like me who everyone could step on.
Qi Chengyu held me in his arms.
His bosom was so warm, his voice was so gentle, and even the smell of the spices in his robe was so reassuring.
I just feel like I was blind. I met him
first, and he was the one who talked to me first, but I indulged in the smile that everyone could get from Qi Chengan.
It turns out that apart from my family background, I can’t even compare with Bai Ning! It
doesn’t matter. Isn’t it just a child? When I am emperor and you are queen, all the people in the world will be your children and mine.
“Qi Chengyu..” Listening to his words, my eyes became more bitter and my tears became more fierce.
“Xier, it’s all right. It’s really all right.”
He patted me on the back, just as I was bullied by Bai Ning when I was young, and my little mother held me in her arms to comfort me.
“It’s okay..”
“Everything will pass, and it will be a good day in the future.” As he
spoke, he began to hum an unknown ballad.
His voice was originally with his mother, Hu Ji, who was good at singing and dancing, and now it was even more pleasant to sing.
As his hand fell again and again, I fell asleep again.
This sleep is the best and most peaceful sleep since the little mother left.
When I woke up again, Qi Chengyu had gone.
Hearing a noise in the room, Qiaoer came in with tea.
I took the tea and asked, “How did Qi Chengyu come?”
This opened her chatterbox, and Qiaoer’s eyes lit up and she chattered, “It’s all the big lady’s goddamn!”! After she gave you the medicine, she just asked someone to drag you back, and you were dead or alive. The maidservant saw that you were not awake all the time, and her face was so ugly that she had to go to the street to find a doctor.
“So you met Qi Chengyu while you were looking for him?”
She clapped her hands and said excitedly, “Young lady, you are really a deus ex machina!”! He recognized me first, and I asked why I came out. I think the young lady and him. So, I told him about the situation. The seven princes were so anxious at that time that they carried the doctor straight into the mansion of the Marquis and left the maidservants out of sight.
I listened to her words, and there were some waves in my dim eyes.
Then his words rang in his ears again.
He said, he is the emperor and I am the queen.
So, is this a gesture to me..
I couldn’t help biting my lip.
But can I still trust him? Father, Qi Chengan, they would also make such a promise, but they would turn around and repeat it to another woman with a smile like a flower.
Besides.
I know. Don’t bother him in the future. If you let others know about it, they will talk again.
Qiaoer made me lose interest and nodded shyly.
“By the way, have you done what I told you?”
“It’s done!” Qiaoer’s eyes tightened. “The maidservant told them that the noble people were very happy and quiet, and told them not to leave anyone to wait on them after they cleaned the yard.”
“That’s all right.” I nodded and got up to ask Qiaoer to dress me.
As she waited on me, she said sadly, “There are still a few days to go before the young lady gives a letter to the Prince of Zhao. Why do you bother to invite the eldest young lady now?”
My face was pale. “She thinks she’s a legitimate woman, and she looks down on me for everything.”. I’m sure I won’t be able to go there once. I’ll have to call her several times and tell her to put on enough airs.
“It’s really hard for the young lady.”
“It doesn’t matter.” I opened my eyes and looked out at the bright sky. “Only things can be done.”
“No matter how much effort it takes, it’s all worth it.”
Bai Ning is even better than I expected. Although
she had lost face that day, she was afraid of losing the heart of her future husband. So it only took one or two prevarications to answer.
And now, we’re sitting in the house, drinking and eating, and we’re in threes. The land
I chose was very good, and it was my mother’s favorite Chuang Tzu. To bury her daughter and son-in-law here is my reward for her upbringing!
In fact, she has long known my actions, but she will not think of a small concubine, or the concubine she poured red flowers has the courage to kill and set fire. As soon as she heard that this was to talk about Bai Ning and Qi Chengan, she was more eager than I was. Directly let the people in Chuang Tzu prepare the food and wine and then all leave.
After all, although is the future husband, but also belongs to the private meeting outside the man, spreads out may not be pleasant to hear.
She’s going to have a plan for her son!
Thinking, my eyes are sarcastic, but the smile on my face is even worse, and the hands of cloth vegetables are more diligent.
After three rounds of drinking, I stared at Mingyang’s wine and said,
“Today I’m going to make amends to Ah Jie and Your Highness..”
Bai Ning raised her chin slightly, waiting for me to bow my head and admit my mistake, so that she could prove her innocence.
Sister’s noble status is the best match for Your Highness, and it is already a grace to allow me to take the position of a concubine. I hope that Sister and Your Highness will get along well for a hundred years, and that there will not be another rift because of me. I am not worthy of such a humble person.
“Good sister.” As soon as she grasped my hand, “It’s all right. Sister knew you were sensible.”. Cousin, a few days ago, it was also my fault. After listening to the gossip of those untouchables, I lost my temper with my sister. Unfortunately, you ran into such an indecent manner. Don’t be angry with me. My sister and I have always been good friends, and we won’t be like before. Seeing that Pai Ning had lowered his posture to ask him for peace,
Chi Cheng-an went down the slope. “I was too anxious that day, and I didn’t ask the reason. I wronged my son and my aunt, and I will go to ask for an apology one day.”
“Cousin..” I
looked at them with their own tenderness, and I was sick.
He raised his glass and said, “Your Highness, Elder Sister, I have a gift to congratulate you on your success with Elder Sister.”
“Hsi-erh is really sensible and makes me so happy.”
I pushed Qi Chengan’s hand away, got up and stepped back, with a subtle smile on my face.
“Then call Xi’er and send you to your death!”
Tell you to be the right fugitive Mandarin duck! It’s not in vain to congratulate you today!
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“White..” Before they could react, Qi Chengyu’s men had fallen from the roof and tied them up.
“Somebody!” Qi Chengan shouted.
But no one, the prince’s struggle, he boasted that the crown prince’s position was as stable as Mount Tai, and no one could harm him any more, so he scattered most of the guards long ago. In addition, it was a private meeting tonight, so I only brought my own servants.
Now, it is estimated that Qi Chengyu has already died there.
As for Bai Ning, her maid was as brainless as she was, but she had a temper. Soon after she entered Chuang Tzu, she was coaxed by Qiao to a place where she was strangled.
I looked at him and grinned.
“Bai Xi, what is this little hoof going to do?” Bai Ning scolded.
“Sister is really stupid. My sister said,” Kill you! ” With these words, I pushed the door open.
In the courtyard, my good father was tied to a chair like them, and his eyes were about to crack. As I
listened to their questions, I just felt noisy.
He knocked over the candlestick and poured kerosene on them to answer with action.
“Xi’er..” There was an obvious panic in Chi Cheng-an’s eyes. “Don’t be stupid. Let me go.”. Don’t you just want to be a princess? Here! I’ll give it!
“Cousin!” Bai Ning at this time still care about these empty, dissatisfied with blame.
Shut up! It is you who shamelessly want to marry me and ruin my relationship with Xi’er! Let me go, let me go, and we’ll go back and get married!
“Qi Chengan.” It was the first time I called his name and it was the last time. “You’d better save your strength and go underground to say more love words to your cousin.” I didn’t love you
from the day you wanted to be blessed. What you have done is not as sincere as a beast I once raised!
“Xi’er, it’s all expediency. I..”
I don’t want to hurt my ears any more and throw the candle directly on them. In a flash
, screams burst out.
Bai Xi cried out in pain and scolded more and more harshly: “Bai Xi, this little bitch, why don’t you let me go?”! Or I’ll tell my mother to kill you! Did
you hear that! Let go of me!
I bent my lips and walked out disdainfully.
You want to kill me? Next life.
I never knew a little wooden door could block so much.
Only the moment it closed, it isolated the abusive voice and pleading voice of the husband and the elder sister in the house.
And the fire that devours everything.
That’s your husband and your elder sister! Bai Xi, you. You. It’s crazy! My father, who was tied to a chair outside the house and saw everything, was so angry that he trembled.
I chuckled.
Then he slowly walked up to him and bent over him like a lost dog.
“Yes, that’s Mingming’s husband and elder sister.” I lowered my eyes and looked as humble as when I was a concubine in Hou Fu.
But the slap on my hand fell impartially on my father’s good skin, which he had relied on for half his life.
“Bai Xi!” Dad glared at me.
“Father!”! You also know that one is my husband and the other is my elder sister! Then why did you write to me to retire as a concubine in order to fulfill my elder sister’s wish! He also shamelessly congratulated my husband with him and them to enjoy the happiness of the people of Qi! Obviously I am your daughter too! Even if
you were a concubine, you would be flattered! How dare you! If the eyes can kill people, I think I have been cut to pieces by my father. How dare
I.. Hee! I suddenly laughed out loud, but this smile reveals endless sadness under the gloom.
“I didn’t dare.”
“I don’t want to argue with her about anything. I just want to live my life in peace!”.
“It was she who encouraged me to love Chi Cheng-an for her own selfish reasons!”
“But then I went back on my word just as I was getting close to doing good things with Chi Cheng-an!” Why should I give it to her if
she wants it! She’s the one you don’t want! She’s the one who did it wrong! Why are both of you accusing me! All come to force me!
With these words, I grabbed his hair and forced him to look at the fire that had burned out of the house.
Sparks scurrying, igniting the madness in my eyes.
I clung to my father’s ear and whispered, “Father, is your heart hurting, too?”? Yes, I am also stupid. One is the daughter of my father, and the other is the prince of my father. All of a sudden all dead, father how not pain! But the pain — “I threw him and his chair to the ground,” was not as good as one in ten thousand of what you gave me! ”
“Bastard!” Dad hated it so much that his back teeth were almost broken.
“Dad,” my smile deepened, and I raised my eyebrows to look at him. “Don’t look at me like that. I’m the only daughter you can rely on from now on!”
“Dad,” I squatted down and patted him on the face. “Smile. What right do you have to be in pain? It’s obvious that all the mistakes started with you!”
It was your goddaughter’s unkindness that made her act recklessly, and it was you too! To trick my little mother first.
When I mentioned my little mother, he was stunned at first.
I think he was thinking about the woman who was rejected under his left and right arms.
Fortunately, my little mother’s transgressive behavior in those years had some shadow in him.
He spat fiercely.
Sure enough, it crawled out of her stomach. It’s all the same. It’s all ungrateful bitches! If I had known this, I would have dealt with you all together!
“You tricked my little mother first!”
That’s because she’s stupid. If she has half a brain, she should know how she deserves to be my wife! Even if the eldest wife dies, there will only be a new noble daughter to replace her!
“Then why are you angry?” I asked, looking at his face, which had no guilt and could be called righteous.
But I didn’t intend to listen to his distorted answer. I just looked at him with the same apricot eyes as my little mother and continued, “It’s because you’re stupid that you’ve come to this day!”! Stupid people don’t treat people as human beings! Stupid enough to think that concubines can go away at the drop of a hat and go away at the call!
“When you stand at the peak of power, you feel that everything under your feet can be trampled at will.”
“But is not all that you have been given by men and things that you despise?”
“Bai Xi!” Dad finally broke the rope, but the slap he had threatened countless times did not dare to fall on my face.
I looked at him and laughed so hard that the flowers trembled.
Dad, you really love yourself the most. Come on, laugh! Didn’t you see Chi Cheng-yu come in?
“Is that your choice?”
“This is clearly my father’s choice, and the only choice.” I looked at Qi Chengyu who came in and ordered people to deal with the scene and said with a smile.
“I’ve seen the Marquis of Ningyuan.” Qi Chengyu no longer has the usual style of fooling around.
Dad stopped.
His clenched fists expressed his anger and unwillingness to be manipulated.
But he had no choice.
Finally, he raised his head, showed a smiling face, and exchanged greetings with Qi Chengyu.
And I looked at the pile of scorched bones that had been trampled into dregs in the distance, and the more I looked at them, the more I felt that they matched Dad’s smile.
The sky is dim and mingled with the night.
Chaotic like Ningyuan Hou Fu. When I
stepped into the house, I whispered to my father, who had been smiling all the way,
“Father, let’s just live in such an unclear way!”
Ever since she learned that Bai Ning and Qi Chengan had died for love, her mother had been crying every day.
She wanted to investigate, but in order to preserve the glory of Ningyuan Hou Fu, her father could not tolerate her. She was
immediately put under house arrest, leaving no one to serve her in the house.
Compared with her, Xu Xianfei, who lost her beloved son, was very responsible.
He immediately sent Qi Chengyu to the throne with the strength of the Xu family.
My father is in front of the saddle.
After all, we are all grasshoppers on the same rope.
Although only the Xu family thinks so. On the day
Qi Chengyu was granted the title of crown prince, he directly exposed the evidence of the Xu family’s crimes one by one. Although the old emperor was incompetent, he was afraid that his consorts would interfere in politics in the future, so he took advantage of the east wind to put the Xu family to death. On the day the
Xu family was executed, I went to see my mother.
She could not speak any more, but could only utter broken syllables. “Do you still want to ask Bai Ning why he died?”
I laughed.
“My wife’s mother is so shrewd that she should have known it was me.”
For. What?
No reason, because I am unhappy! Mother, in fact, I had no intention of fighting for Qi Chengan. She pushed me there with her own hands. According to reason, I picked up what she didn’t want and it was mine. But why should she give it back if she wants it! There is no such reason in the world!
I know I am humble! They dare not fight, they dare not rob, so they can only destroy it!
Yes, my father knew about it. He saw Bai Ning die in the fire with his own eyes. I thought he would be distressed enough to give me a slap. Who knows, he only dares to laugh! By the way, there is one thing I haven’t told you. The 106 members of the Xu family have all been executed today. Your father has done a great deal for this.
You.. You!
Mother, you are about to be reunited with her. You might as well send a message to her that in your next life you’ll have more brains, and don’t always think about being greedy!
“White..” My mother was so angry that she died without even calling out my name.
Out of the door, my father, who was tired of me in the past, was waiting at the door
to “get ready for the funeral.”
The Hsu family has already been convicted, and Hsu Hsien-fei has also been given death. Although she married into the Pai family, after all, she is the daughter of the Hsu family, the daughter of a guilty minister, and she deserves to be in the ancestral grave of my Pai family.
My eyes moved slightly. “So?”
“Your mother always wanted to be my wife, and so did I.”
“That won’t be necessary.” I interrupted him. It’s not enough to be buried with such a person.
“Dad, have you ever really loved someone in your life?” He was confused by a
light sentence.
I looked at him blankly and left with a light smile.
Since there is no sincerity, then the next should not be sad!
Just when my father was expecting to become the ruler of the country, I went to Qi Chengyu’s mansion for the second time.
He’s so careful.
Obviously all want to be the emperor, not happy to be able to pull down all the heads of the people who kick the ball, but also clean up so simple and low-key.
Why can Qi Chengan still see it underground?
As soon as I pushed the door, several memorials hit me.
You.. There you are.
I picked up the memorials on the ground for him one by one. I raised my eyes and bent my lips. “Why, I didn’t count this time?”
He was slightly stupefied, then pursed his lips and his earlobes were slightly red.
I couldn’t help laughing. He really looks like a handsome young man, isn’t he! He is.
“You finally stopped smirking at me.” He murmured.
“Hmm?”
“I say you look good when you smile.”
“How beautiful?”
“Like my future queen.” He laughed playfully, but his eyes were full of tension.
I put the memorial on his desk and said slowly, “But I don’t think so. Qi Chengyu, I came to you to ask for that promise, and I also came to say goodbye.”
I didn’t dare to look up at him, because I didn’t know the depth of my reluctance.
He didn’t answer either.
For a long time, he sighed, “I thought you were coming..” When the
words came to his lips, he could not say them as before, but asked the answer we all knew.
“Why?”
Because of duty, because of fate. I fought once, and I was black and blue. I don’t want to do it again.
“But I’m not like him.”
But the courtiers will not allow an infertile concubine to be empress! You, too.. I watched him grab my hand.
“No need.”
And sooner or later you’re going to eradicate the Bai family, and the work of the dragon never lasts long. Otherwise consorts grow in you is a disaster. Daughter of a guilty minister, unable to bear children. You and I are not meant to be together!
“Is this fate..”
I tried to shake the hand on my wrist, and the next moment he held me in his arms. There was moisture in his
neck, and my tears also moistened his robe.
But I don’t want to, I really don’t want to.. Xier, I finally met you. If you leave me, I will really be the only one in this cold palace, and no one will understand me, and no one will love me.
“Qi Chengyu.” I closed my eyes and said with all my strength,
“Let go.”
“Xi’er!”
I pulled my hand out and put it on his forehead
with tears and a smile. “Qi Chengyu, don’t cry.”
We have suffered so much, and in the future … Even if you and I are not around to accompany each other, there will always be someone to warm us.
Do you remember what you told me? You tell me it’s going to be a good day from now on!
“Um..” In the first year
of Jianing, Bai Xi, the second daughter of the Marquis of Yongning, died.
His Majesty was deeply grieved and was given the posthumous title of Empress Yide. In the seventh year
of Jianing, Yongning Hou Fu was confiscated for corruption and bribery, the men were exiled, and the women became official prostitutes.
Since then, there is no imperial capital Yongning Hou Fu Bai Jia.
And I listened to the news quietly in the south of the Yangtze River. After
leaving the imperial capital, I went to the south of the Yangtze River in Ah Niang’s mouth.
Lucid waters and lush mountains are indeed more nourishing than imperial capital.
I opened a teahouse here, and I really fulfilled my wish when I was young. I found a scholar to be my husband.
He’s well-behaved, not like..
So after a few decades, one day when I opened the door, I saw Liu Sheng who was waiting beside Qi Chengyu.
He recognized me for a long time.
It is also true that the skin of a beautiful woman who used to be so delicate and beautiful has now become the skin of a crane.
White.. Bai Er.. Liu Sheng doesn’t know what to call me.
“Just call me Bai Xi.”
He did not dare, so he deliberately avoided these. “Your Majesty is dying,” he thought. “See you again.”
I was a little dizzy, and I just felt like a dream. How did
I go from being a girl to showing him the way to watching him pass away.
“There you are.”
“I’m coming!” I sat on the couch, laughing and crying. “Qi Chengyu, why are you so old and ugly?”. If I had known, I wouldn’t have come to see you.
“Bai Xi,” his hand took mine. “I’m dying. Can’t you say a good word to coax me?”
“After being an emperor for so long, haven’t you heard enough good things?”
“I want to hear from you, and I only want to hear from you.” Qi Chengyu’s eyes are full of loneliness, and the regret of the past year once again cuts our hearts like a knife.
I looked at the little anticipation in his eyes and felt choked and unable to speak.
For a long time I said, “Next life, I will wait for you.”
“Next life..” His eyes slowly closed, but the strength of his hands grew stronger and stronger. Meet
early. I won’t be the son of Heaven, and you won’t be the daughter of Hou Fu.
“Just hold your hand for the rest of my life.” When
he finished, there was a howl of tears behind him, and the word “death” could be discerned in the chaos of voices and expressions.
I looked at him and bent over. I
was afraid he wouldn’t be able to hear clearly, so I whispered in my ear,
“You must come and marry me as soon as possible in your next life, Qi Chengyu.”
We must be together in the next life, the next life, life after life!
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