35. A lifetime.

35. A lifetime.

A lifetime.

Love rises with the wind: with your twilight and four seasons

I had to break up.

I worked so hard to make money and try to catch up with him.

He was married.

That’s how we loved each other.

One.

My eyes fell on Janele’s wedding ring.

He’s married, and the person who loves me most is finally someone else’s husband, and Mrs. Jane is not me.

Once again, I thought I would hysteria and cry and say to him that I had been waiting for him, but in fact, since the month I met, I have calmly talked to him about cooperation projects and we are now signing cooperation documents.

All the sides of the square table in the big office were filled with people. The assistant handed over the papers I had signed to Janele, who was writing and suddenly the door to the conference room was pushed away. I’m sorry.

The sound is three-and-a-half-bitty, but who dares talk to Janelle like that?

I couldn’t help but look over my shoulder and see a girl standing at the door of the conference room with a good face, looking down, and wearing a wedding ring with Janele on her finger.

“Susu, what are you doing here? “The voice of Janele is a little spoiled.

So the mirror went to the side of Janele, and she took the document with her hands, and she frowned on it, flipped it all over the page, and tore it in half. And she made a scene.

I am all the more surprised that such a move is said to be insolent and that all the high-levels on both sides are here, and that she dares to do so, and I cannot help but look to Janele.

He’s not angry, but he’s a little helpless. I’m sorry.

“I will not allow you to cooperate with her.” I’m sorry.

At that moment, the eyes of everyone turned to me, which meant nothing, except that I couldn’t admit that Janel and I had been lovers, that many of the same companies were bidding on this project, but I took it down.

As the people whispered, my close friend and partner sitting next to me would have held my hand softly on the table, and I did not look at the peace, but looked at Jane, and only looked to me.

“Mrs. Jane, our company is very strong, and I wonder if you have any misunderstandings with my department. I’d rather talk to each other and untie me.

The sunglasses don’t speak.

Janele laughed: “Sorry, Sue is used to signing this cooperation, and I’m too busy to have time to be with her, so that’s it. I’m sorry.

And when he had said it, the people were groaning, and I sat there almost as I could see.

“Sorry, Sue knows you were my girlfriend, so as to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings, or don’t start this cooperation. “And when the people are scattered, and our big offices are left behind, Janele explained to me.

I can understand that, after all, I’m already a irrelevant person, and I just didn’t think that he could do that even with cooperation.

And I went out of that building with a great calm.

The sky was dark and snowy, and I put my coat together and asked the driver to take me back to the company.

At 8:00 p.m., the dark nightlight was cut by the city’s light, the snow was heavy, there was a large swarm of warmer heat in the room, and I wore only one almond wool dress, standing in front of the window of the office, with a little touch of the glass on my finger, like to touch the snow that fell in the air.

The assistant came in with a glass of hot milk for me, and put it on the desk, and came to me and comforted me, “Mrs. Kang, it’s just a cooperation. Don’t be too upset. That Jane-san is being unreasonable. I’m sorry.

I’ve been standing here since I got back, and it’s only when my assistant said this that I’ve been looking over my head, looking at my assistant for years and asking me, “What do you think of me as a woman?” I’m sorry.

“Easy, mighty, beautiful I can think of all the good adjectives to describe you. The assistant almost looked at me with the eyes of worship.

I smiled and looked at the snow from the night outside the window like I remember a long time ago. “That is because you did not see me many years ago, when I came to this city to study, sensitive and humble, and not to speak to people.” I’m sorry.

“How is that possible? “The assistant’s face is unbelievable.

“How is that impossible? I’m sorry.

I got a low-headed feeling that was a long time ago.

I remember when I first came to the city on a train, when the sun was so bright and I was so sweaty, I was on the road by myself with a big, cheap suitcase, because I couldn’t take the subway and stood on the subway and looked at the line for a long time, and asked several people in red to come to school.

This city, the world that I have never been in contact with, is where I see the beauty that I have never seen, let alone the fact that, after more than a decade, I am able to stand on the writing floor of the city ‘ s most luxurious area, looking over and over and over.

And I did all these efforts for that man, whose starting point was too high and I liked him so much, and I just wanted to be worthy of him.

Two.

The first time I saw Janele, at a freshman class, the counselor asked everyone to come up and introduce themselves.

Janele was wearing a white shirt, tall, like a coat hanger, while the eyebrows were a little off, smiling uninspiringly on the podium, and many of her classmates looked at him with red eyes.

At that time, everyone didn’t think I’d get involved with Janelle one day.

All of this began with the rainy weather, when, five minutes before class, the sky suddenly gathered heavy clouds, blacked out in a single moment, like a sudden nightfall, and rained down.

When the rain was small, my classmate ran out of the classroom, and I stayed in the classroom for a while before walking down the stairs. The school building was empty, and I was about to go to the canteen and leave the light on the side of Janele, who had no umbrella, but looked at the rain, as if the rain had stopped.

I have two umbrellas in my bag, the old one, so I bought one this morning.

In fact, we were not close to each other for a year, and we didn’t even talk to each other, but I hesitated for a while, so I gave him the new umbrella, “I brought you two umbrellas. This is for you first.” I’m sorry.

Nor did he know what he was thinking, but Janel’s eyes were paused on my face for a moment, as if he had hesitated, and he laughed at me and said, “Thank you.” I’m sorry.

Once again, half a month later.

My schoolteachers lived in the development area, where I was too late to see a bus, and I was in a hurry. It was a long way from school, the dorms were closed on time every day, and auntie was famous for being tough, but it was difficult to get a cab.

At this point, the sound of the engine came from behind and appeared to be clear in the quiet streets.

The light came, and I consciously turned my head over, and one of them, like a group of flying fish, crossed the surface, and the car just drove over, but it didn’t realize that the first car was slowing down and driving backwards, while the others were parked in place.

It was not far from me. It was a black running car, and the window came down, and the man looked his head out, and he said, “It was you. What are you doing here at night?” I’m sorry.

Wait for the car. I’m telling you the truth.

Janle told me to get in the car. I’m a little hesitant and I’m a little embarrassed, but it’s hard to wait here.

“I didn’t thank you very much for borrowing my umbrella last time. “Jenler told me again, when he said so, I said thank you and finally got in the car.

When we got in the car, we had nothing to say, I was never very good at this kind of human interaction, and I had a little bit of restraint, and I just turned my head and looked out the window at the back street lights.

“Have you eaten?” I’m sorry.

I turned to him and opened my mouth, “I ate. “I left this afternoon in a hurry, I didn’t have time for dinner, and it was not long before my stomach was so loud and loud, but Janeler was able to hear it.

I’m thin, I’m embarrassed. Janele is looking at me, and he’s never seen a girl with such a thin, squeaky face, and he’s like, “We’re hungry, and we’ve been on the highway for a long time, so why don’t you come and eat with us and then take you home. He’s a soft voice, but he can’t say no.

When I got out of the car, I realized that all the people who came down from the car were flying teenagers, and they saw me, and they got up, “Janele, your classmates are so beautiful, honestly, you like people, why else would you be so kind? I’m sorry.

And Jeller stood in front of me, watching over me and laughing at his friends, saying: “I am one of my classmates, my skin is thin, so leave her alone.” But it is not a denial of what they say, and suddenly my heart is pounding.

3

I’m starting to meet Janele a lot.

First of all, Janle will sit next to me every time, after class, he will follow me to the library, and even Janle will sit at my milk and tea shop in the afternoon, and his eyes will always fall on me.

I reacted that Janele, after chasing me, only felt like he was going to be crushed, but that was clear, and I couldn’t ignore it, but my first reaction was to flee because I knew that we were not in the same world.

I began to hide from Janle, and I asked my roommate to take my seat, and I would step into the classroom, but even then Janele would switch seats with my classmates who were sitting behind me.

The class began to tell that Janele liked me, that someone even joked about me in person, that I wanted to avoid it, but that Janele was not as good as I wanted, that the more I avoided it, that Janele was the toughest, but that he could not say anything to me if I refused, after all.

Until one time in class, a boy in his class made a joke about me in front of his class: “King fell in love with you, when did you agree to your pursuit?” I’m sorry.

And when he said that, he kept quiet in his class, and everyone’s eyes were on me until a girl opened her mouth: “You don’t look too good, or you like to talk nonsense! I’m sorry.

Almost everyone is undeclared. When he was born, his grandfather opened an account for him in a Swiss bank. The money he had deposited was beyond the reach of many people in his life, and Janle was not a dude. And I, completely different from Janle, say that Janle looks at me, a lot of people don’t believe it, and they take it as a joke.

And the atmosphere was so steep that Janele stood up, and in the eyes of everyone, he came to me, and he looked at me, and looked at me with that seriousness: “Ginger down, they all know I like you. Do you? I’m sorry.

His voice came down, the classroom was silent for a moment, and the girl screamed the boy whistled like a tide, and he smiled at me and looked softly in the sound of the mountain. But We fled in such a wave.

I hid from Janle for three days, and the door was closed, and the phone was not answered, and finally I had the courage to ask him out to make things clear.

I looked into his eyes and finally had the courage, “Jane, we’re not right. I’m sorry.

“Where isn’t appropriate? He asked me back.

And suddenly I went down, and he didn’t know what kind of family I was, nor could I. My father was serving a prison sentence for theft, and my mother was a cleaner and could not feed us both with a small salary, so I tried to do all kinds of part-time work, and to support my own household.

“I don’t like you. * And I said with my eyes * * And I swallowed the sour in my heart.*

But Jeller laughed, saying, “Then I will pursue you until you like me.” I’m sorry.

4

I thought he was just playing games, and maybe in a while, my coldness could have extinguished Janele’s passion, but I didn’t think that Janele would have been after me for more than a year, and he had taken care of me for a year.

Janele knows I have to go to tutoring every night, and my place of tutoring is more partial, and he is unsure that he will wait downstairs every night in the spring, summer and winter, until I finish.

How can I not be moved? But when I thought about the gap between us, I was afraid to accept it, but Janele’s love was like the sea, and I couldn’t resist it, and once I almost compromised.

It was in the winter that I came down from upstairs and I saw Janele standing on the corner.

In his black coat, he stood there like a model on the cover of a magazine, with a light on a car passing by the side of the road, splitting his eyelids, and when he saw me come out, Janele came towards me, handing me his red ginger tea: “Just bought, warm hands, too cold.” I’m sorry.

And I did not take it, but looked at him in that way, and I rejected his good intentions again and again, and Janele had been used to it, and could even cheat.

“Sama Kang, I waited for you all night, waiting here like a fool, afraid to leave in the middle of the road, you’ll pity me if you get sick. After that, Janele looked at me with a light smile.

Before I noticed, Janle held one of my hands, my hand was cold, his eyebrow was wrinkled, and I tried to get rid of him, but he let go of his ginger tea.

His hands were not warm, the weather was really cold today, and he waited as long as I did, and I noticed that his nostrils and cheeks were a little red, and I was groaning, and my voice was almost murmured: “Jeller, do not do this.” He’ll wait for me every night of the year, and I’ll be so soft.

Perhaps the look on my face is too tender for Janele to see my heart soft, and his lips bend silently, and his eyes shine with bright light, and he says, “I am using a guile, and your soft heart may have promised to be my girlfriend.” I’m sorry.

The man, Janle, who was so strong that I didn’t speak, smiled, and said, “Ginger, I am cold, can you warm your hand with your ginger tea?” And I’m not waiting for my answer, and he reached out and he held his hand next to my hand and held it at the bottom of the cup.

The light from the far-off tower splattered, the two of us standing here with a cup of ginger tea to keep warm, and the careful wing like Janele, as if it were the only fire in the dark night.

I didn’t turn him down this time, Janle laughed, and the sound fell into the night, as if it were more gentle: “Ginger is down, I’m happy. I’m sorry.

He really likes me so much that in more than a year, even when I’m so cold, he’s happy to be like this, and I accidentally slip a little bit of goodwill between my fingers.

My nose is sour, he’s good to me, and I look in my eyes, and the more I appear, the more cold I am, the more my heart is full of waves, and the more he is rejected, the more he is weak and humble.

But if you miss Janele because of these emotions, is it worth it? I asked myself, the answer must be no, I looked up at Janelle, and for the first time I had an idea, and I wanted to tell him I wanted to.

“What’s wrong?” Janele looked at me.

I bit my lips so hard, my fingernails strangled my hands, and the weight of those words was as heavy as my life’s promise, and I seemed to have exhausted all my strength: “Jenle, I…”

And then my phone rings, and all I want to say is my lips.

I pulled out my cell phone, and my mom called, and this phone called everything back to its original form and all my courage was broken.

5

I wanted to let Janle go, so I found a match.

And it’s just a coincidence that I met Ning.

It was at the library, when I was tired of reading, I walked out of the library, without the elevator, and went down the stairs, down the stairs, down to the four floors, hearing the voice of a girl who was crying, and the sound was empty, so I heard it very clearly.

“Why don’t you try to accept me? The girl cried in her face.

“Sorry, I’m not going to fall in love in college, so please leave me alone. “Looking at him from my point of view, I can only see the boy’s side face, he can’t see the face, but his voice is unheeded, there’s no temperature, and it’s not hard to guess the look on his face at this moment.

The girl finally collapsed and ran out of the stairwell after scolding an “asshole” and I stood in a bit of an awkward position, and I didn’t mean to look back, but I didn’t think I’d look up to her.

It’s a face that shines to extremes, and he’s got stubborn tears in his eyes, his eyes are beautiful, his eyes are a little wide, but not deep, his eyes are tiny, and he’s a typical peach eye. I waited, didn’t think I’d see his tiny red eyes.

The tears in his eyes were as if it were only my fault. He was cold and seemed to be the kind of person who could hardly reach him, but he knew me and called my name: “Ginger fell down.” I’m sorry.

I was a little surprised to walk down the stairs, and when I stood in front of Yong-hoon, I found him tall, almost as tall as Janele, but rather thin and he seemed thin.

It seems as if I see the doubt in my eyes, and I prefer to say, “I’m in the same college as you, and we all received a national scholarship last year, when I filed an application with you. I’m sorry.

It was only then that I realized that I had a slight blind face, and I had not recognized it at all, and that a man who had just thought that he would be a red eye for another man, that he had no feelings for him.

“Why do you reject her when you like her? “Maybe I think of myself, and there seems to be an infinity in my voice.

But instead, he asked me: “Why do you turn him down, even though you like him?” The whole college knows that Janle likes me, he’s after me hard, and even the girl who started to say that Janele really liked me.

I was surprised that he would ask me that, after all, everyone thought I didn’t like Janelle, even my best friend, but in fact how could I not? He was so good that he made himself more humbled that he only wanted to hide carefully and was not expecting to be broken today.

“We’re actually the same kind of people, and I’ve seen your family profile when I’ve done my job for my teacher. I’m sorry.

And he said, “You’re right, I like that girl, but what’s the point, she’s got a very good family, and I can’t even get her a cup of her favorite brand coffee, and I can’t afford it. Everyone thinks I’m hard to get near it, and I’m just ashamed and careful to disguise myself. I’m sorry.

This feeling, I understand, is that we are all people who live in this city with care, like two snails, with heavy shells on their backs, and who dare to reach out and touch the world with their hands, and hide in disguise as soon as there is anything to blow.

That afternoon, Ning and I talked for a long time, and then we became good friends.

Six.

On Janle’s birthday, his friends were going to celebrate his birthday, so Janele had an in-house party in his name’s villa, and Janele was naturally going to invite me, and I would certainly refuse it if it was normal, but I did something else, and I agreed to Janle very quickly.

I know it might be a little too much, but there’s no other way. In the afternoon, Janle tried to pick me up in person, but I refused.

The villa is on the side of the river, in this rich city, and this is almost a price, and I came here a little late, but Party hasn’t started, apparently Janel was waiting for me.

The housekeeper took me to the living room, where the tiring crystal chandelier fell. In the middle of the day, every crystal reflects the light, and in the living room there’s a big glass wall, looking out of here, that can take the city’s view to the bottom, which is his world, which is so distinct from my world.

“This is the girl we were eating with, I knew there was a reason for your kindness.” I’m sorry.

Jeller was only laughing, standing up at me, and there was a bright light between his eyes, and he feared that I might be in a state of constraint, and he explained to me, “My friends are fine. I will introduce them to you.” I’m sorry.

And I stood there and handed him a gift that I had prepared long ago, and that might not be worth mentioning in comparison to the other gifts he had received, but it was all in my heart.

“Happy birthday, Janle.” I said.

“Thank you. ‘He dazzled his eyelids a little, and Janele was so happy that he took the gift from me as if it were the most precious.’

“Sorry, Janle, I gotta go. Someone’s waiting for me. I’ll go on.

Janel stopped and doubted that he had heard it wrong and asked again: “What did you say? I’m sorry.

“I have to go now. Someone’s waiting for me down there. I repeat:

Janele was acutely aware of the difference between what I said, the man who was cold and his face was so dark: “Who is that man?” I’m sorry.

“My boyfriend.” I’m sorry.

The whole room was incongruous silence, and Janele’s friends heard it, turned their eyes around, looked at me, and they knew that Janele was chasing me, but I just said that I had a boyfriend, and he laughed at it: “Yeah, I would love to meet him. I’m sorry.

Janele followed me down to the gate of the villa, where he would have waited for me to reach out to each other, and I would have put my hand in the hand of each other, with ten fingers.

“You came here today to tell me that you have a boyfriend. Don’t let me bother you again. “Janler smiled over his head, like he laughed at himself, but the next second, he punched him in the face with speed and surprise.

I was like, “Jane, what are you doing? I’m sorry.

The next second, two men swung in a row, acting in a violent manner, seemed to put each other to death, quickly, rather than Janele, who acted in a violent manner.

I was in a hurry, and I was in a hurry, and the whole body jumped up and grabbed Janele’s waist, hugged him, and shouted, “Janele, please! I’m sorry.

I know that Janele just wanted me to let him go, but he pushed me to the ground without thinking about his strength.

I fell to the tail vertebrae, and the pain didn’t slow down, and the two men finally stopped fighting and got down and tried to help me up.

I look at Janele with red eyes: “Jenler, you’re a pain in the ass, I really hate you! I’m sorry.

7

Soon after, I began to go in pairs with Ning.

After what happened last time, Janele seemed to have finally given up, and I told him in front of all his friends that I had a boyfriend that broke Janele’s self-esteem, and I don’t think he’ll ever forgive me for the rest of his life.

For days, Janle did not appear at school, nor did she appear at the place where I worked part-time, much less go back to school with me at the end of my teaching night.

Life seemed to be about to calm down, but my heart was filled with Jane’s twirling, and I spent a lot of time in classes and even crying for no reason.

But life goes on, and my mother’s body is getting worse, and I’m taking another part-time job, almost too busy to follow, but it’s only in that busy time that I can forget Janele and the stress of life.

This evening, I walked out of the home-schooling neighborhood, which was more biased, and I clearly felt someone was following me, but looking back, there was nothing, and when I walked out of the alley, the footsteps came up.

Now I can’t even look back. I ran away with my bag.

When I was as close as I could hear the breath of the man behind me, I fell into the arms of a man whose arms smelled of a light man’s perfume, and my heart went down, and my eyes began to heat up, and it was Janele.

The footsteps behind me stopped, and it sounded like it was going in the other direction, so I got to put my head up and Janele plagued my head, and then pushed me off a little bit, as if I wanted to go after the guy who just followed me.

I grabbed Janele’s wrist: “No, I caught him and I couldn’t take him, because we had no proof.” I’m sorry.

Janele looked at my hand and hesitated, as if he had noded in the light of the fact that I had not suffered any harm.

We walked side by side in the alley without a word, and Janele opened his mouth: “Why did he not come to you when it was better?” I’m sorry.

I didn’t know how to say it, and I’d rather just play a play with me, but in Janele’s eyes, my silence was just an excuse.

“Does he know how many part-time jobs you do, does he know what time your tutoring ends at night? Does he worry about you as much as I do? He’ll be like a fool to me. His voice fell in the wind of night, and the wind of winter was so cool and so red that we were awake.

“I love you so much, why didn’t I choose me as your boyfriend, and I’ll do better than him.” The sound of Janele sobbing.

“You can’t care about me, I’ll be fine by myself, but you’re gonna mess up my life. I don’t like you. I hate you. “I can’t stop crying in my face.

I asked him, “Why did you suddenly appear here when you gave up? “Why are you messing with my heart?”

“You think I want it! I know you have a boyfriend, but I’m worried about you. Don’t think I don’t know. You’re scared every night when I go back to an alley like this. When I think of this, I come back and I’ve never responded. The voice of Janle is even more dumb.

And when the bright snowflake fell on my back, it snowed, and I laid down my hand, and all the depressed love finally fell, and I looked at him with tears: “Do you think that love will not hurt you?” You have no idea how weak I am, and I have convinced myself time and time again to summon courage and obey my heart, but I am afraid, and I fear that others will know that I like you. I’m sorry.

The next second, his lips were blocked by Jane, who was so hard, it seemed as to burn his whole love, his arms were so tight around my waist that I could not resist.

I pushed him first, but he was too strong, and I could not shake him half, but I could only passively bear his kiss, and then I came to compromise, to obey his heart, and reached out to his neck.

We’ve been kissing in the alley for a long time, and the snow is floating on the earth.

8

“And then, so hard together, so in love. “The little assistant has become obsessed with listening to this story.

I shook my head at my assistant: “It was in love, but then, in the end, the more I understood that I could not go with him.” I’m sorry.

There are too many Cinderella stories in the world, as if in the storybook the story was a happy ending as long as the prince proposed on his knees, but not in life.

It was a real pleasure to start with Janle, who liked to take me to race, to sit in the top of the race, to experience the speed of hot blood boiling, or to burn the fireplace on a cold night, to put music on Janler and to step on the carpet with my bare feet and patiently teach me to dance.

But after the period of love, there was an endless fight, and Janele couldn’t understand why I had to sacrifice their time in love to do so many part-time jobs, and I was never able to tell him about my predicament.

Janele even said, “You’re my girlfriend. I can give you anything. You don’t have to be so tired. I’m sorry.

I know Janele meant well, but I can’t ask him for money because there’s a fight between two people over this.

I have never been able to fit into his circle, where people do not see us well, where we are too far apart, where they are destined to disagree in many ways, and even more so in many ways, and when I am together, I know better about the differences between them, so I don’t even look at this feeling, and I don’t think this humble and cowardly person is worthy of him.

We finally made it to the fourth year of our lives, and we had our differences at this fork in our lives. I wanted to work, but Janel was going abroad to study, and he set me up in my future, and he made everything clear.

“We’ll go to school together, you don’t have to worry about anything, just come with me and we’ll get married when we graduate. “Jenler was so happy to plan for him and my future, and he took everything into account, except that I didn’t want to go to school with him.

My mother was getting worse, and I couldn’t go abroad at this time, and I couldn’t look into his eyes, but I said, “I don’t want to go abroad, I just want a job right now. I’m sorry.

Janele cannot understand my choice: “If it’s a matter of cost, you don’t have to worry at all, I’ll take care of it for you.” I’m sorry.

In fact, I was trying to tell you the truth about my family, but it turned out, “I don’t want to owe you anything.” I’m sorry.

“What’s a debt? You’re my girlfriend, you’ll be my wife. Do you have to share this? Or are you planning your future without me? I’m sorry.

I am speechless, because I do not think of my life for the time being, and I think I should put Janelle in a position where the future is too far away.

“Ginger is down. Do you love me or not? “The way Janele looks at me, it’s as if the feelings of these years are all his own.

We started the Cold War, I went to the firm to train, and Janel started to prepare for study abroad, and we were all waiting for compromise, but we didn’t end up compromise, and Janele ended up abroad, and I went to a good company as I wished.

We didn’t even break up, so we split up.

9

“And then I went back to a company and met Yong-seong, and a couple of years later we started a business together, and you know the rest. “We started the company and I became the general manager of the company.”

I’ve always thought that if I had just been a little bit better at the time of my family, I would have been a little more open to love, and that would not have been the end between me and Janelle.

“How could this be? The assistant is already a little red-eyed, “It’s true that the clouds are so thin that nothing lasts.” I’m sorry.

And that was the end of my joy at that time, and I retreated in the shadows, but I did not think that the circle would be as narrow, and that there would be an opportunity for cooperation between me and him. I bid hard to work with his company, and finally, as I had hoped, but the words of the mirror would simply let it end, and Janele should love her.

And those years he and I were in love, and that ended in silence.

The Assistant also wanted to say that the door of the office had been knocked down a few times and then pushed away, and that he had come to another company after the morning meeting to talk about cooperation.

He’s not the stubborn young man who’s become a grown-up handsome man who would rather ask me, “Have you eaten?” I’m sorry.

I shook my head and told him, “We’re not in the mood. I’m sorry.

“You have to eat too. You have a bad stomach. ”He went to get my coat hanging on the rack, and put it on my shoulder, and then gently slapped me on my shoulder.

I laughed at Ning, knowing that it would not work, and then came down with Ning, ready to eat and talk to him about work.

I don’t know if I’d rather have the umbrella all over me than the night.

10

He’s right. I’d rather be forced to stay in the hospital.

The company still has a lot to deal with, and I feel sick, and I’m ready to call my assistant to send me the company’s files, but after taking the medicine, I’m all asleep and I fall asleep on my pillow.

By the time he woke up again, the sky had faded, and when I woke up, it was better to turn on the lights in the ward, and he asked, “What do you want to eat?” I’m sorry.

We were friends for many years, and I am not surprised that he suddenly appeared here, just sitting on his bed and shaking his head towards the peace: “No appetite.” I’m sorry.

When I heard this, I wrinkled my frown and my face was full of disapproves, and I said, “Why do I have words that don’t have an appetite?” I’m sorry.

I don’t want to say no, but I’d rather call my favorite porridge, and I’d like to order two of my favorites, and then I’d ask, “Did you not have dinner?” I’m sorry.

But he did not measure his food, but in the sight of my eyes he laughed: “It is for you, even if you cannot eat it, each tastes better.” I’m sorry.

And when the porridge came, the nurse came to give me the infusion, and I really didn’t have an appetite, but I’d rather be here, and I’d have to taste it.

In addition to stomach disease, I have a cold, and the whole person is unconscious, and when I eat porridge, I accidentally pull it into the right hand of the fluid, and I say, “Hush.”

I don’t know if the needle has been ripped or not, but instead of looking at my back in the form of stereotypes, the good-looking eyebrow is wrinkled to make sure my hands are not swollen, and he wonders, “Do you need a nurse to fix the needle again?” I’m sorry.

I shook my head at him, waiting for my hand to be pumped back, but the rest of the light went to Jeller, who had no idea when he would be standing at the door of the ward, and I had no choice but to look at him with my eyes and see Jeller.

And Janel’s eyes were in our hands, but he turned his eyes away and looked at me: “I heard your assistant say you were sick, so I came to see you.” I’m sorry.

He’s here all of a sudden, and I’d rather be surprised.

Obviously, Janele was aware of this, and, even less so, he seemed to have come at a bad time, so he explained, “I’m sorry about the contract, and I’ll let another company talk to you. I’m sorry.

After that, Janele turned and left.

I looked at Janele’s back, and I couldn’t say anything, but I was greedy to paint his back, and his hair was thick and black, and his black shoulder was overstretched, and it just disappeared in my sight.

If Janeleken looked back at this moment, he would certainly see my tiny red eyes and tears in my eyes.

But he took note of it, and he lamented it gently: “Did you not plan to speak to him after all these years? I’m sorry.

I shook my head: “It doesn’t make any sense. He’s married to someone else.” I’m sorry.

Eleven.

I’d rather stay in the hospital to get me some rest, but I’d better take care of business in the VIP ward.

I’m also a college friend, Jong-joon, on a business trip to the city. When Jong-joon found out, he came to the hospital to see me, so I dropped off my job.

I was still looking at the documents, and I was glad to see them, and instead I went to take away the documents that I had, laughing, “Tomorrow I’ll get you out of the hospital, then I’ll go with Jong-jun.” I’m sorry.

When things are settled, it’s best to get together and get out.

How many years have you not seen Zhong? Ever since I graduated, my friends have been scattered across the board, saying they’re familiar, but it’s hard to get back together again, and I’ve been talking to Janele somehow.

And I paused, and the bell groaned unheard of: “We thought that you would end up in the end, even if you had a very different background. After all, that was how Janel liked you. I’m sorry.

Yeah, the one who used to like me, even I thought it would be a lifetime, when Jane was so stupid, and so many people liked him, but he preferred me who washed my clothes.

12

“I love him so much. I’m sorry.

How can I not like him when I weep with the bell? He is the only light in my dark world.

I’m living hard, sending money to my family while I’m going to school, and my mother’s body isn’t so bad, so I’m just trying to try harder to keep this miserable life breathing.

Most of the girls of the same age started to study cosmetics, but I was still a face-to-face and a face-to-face, but at this darkest time I met the brightest Janele.

“The first time I went to the riverside level, I couldn’t even use his smart trash can, and I stood there with my hands tied and my face covered in red, and he was able to play the piano, horsework, skiing… In summer, he’ll go to Sea Island and I’ll be nothing but a book. I’m sorry.

Every time he meets a friend, he will take me with him, and I will never be able to get into the circle of his friends, who talk about nouns, even though I have never heard them, so they will remain silent, and when he sees them, they will think that I am simply unfriendly, and then take better care of me.

So I sometimes wonder why he likes himself. What do I deserve? He’s so unattainable.

So after years of separation, when I worked so hard and started a company in partnership with someone like myself, in a few years, I gained something I could never reach.

I tried to learn to ski, and I was a little afraid of heights and even took a jump pass, and I came a little closer to Janele and tried to close the gap between us.

“I just want to raise my feet enough for him, but when I think I deserve him, he belongs to another woman. I laughed at myself.

Last year, I was told by Zhong Zhong that he would also attend, that I was almost exhilarating, that I almost pushed the door in the box with care, but I saw the wedding ring on Jane Zheng’s no-name.

Over the years, I almost thought that Janel would be as stubborn as I was, waiting for each other, after all, not without love, but he was married.

I kept a decent smile on my face, and I pretended to have something torn apart, so I snuck over the phone to Ning-jin to pick me up.

When I got in the car, I cried, and the silence was quiet, and the silence of the night was moving forward, and finally parked under my apartment.

I didn’t ask until I packed my emotions and said, “Will you regret that you refused to be young?” I’m sorry.

He likes to be green, but, again, for the sake of his modest self-esteem, he pushs his beloved far away.

And the night came upon the window, and his face was in the shadows, and I could not see him, but I heard his harsh voice: I would reject her again. I’m sorry.

So pride is the most valuable thing, and we’re the same, so we all know.

It was not fair for any of you to leave yourself alone and to give an account of the years you loved. I’m sorry.

I was silent.

Zhong Zheng spent two days in this city, and as soon as she left, I appeared in her office, and I looked at me almost in tears: “Why don’t you rest for a few days? I’m sorry.

I laughed at him: “I don’t know what to do at home, I’d rather come to the company.” I’m sorry.

All these years, when I was a real workaholic, I couldn’t stop when I took over the job, and when I had the assistant go back to work, the assistant had plans to work overtime, and then turned around and put a glass of hot milk on me.

When the twilight came a little bit, I stopped working and looked at the height of the tower just like the tip of the window, and suddenly I was tired.

He came in the middle of me, and he came up side by side with me, looking out of the window, and he turned his back and said, “What do you think?” I’m sorry.

I shook my head at him, but I took my coat on my rack and put it on my shoulder, saying, “Take you to dinner.” I’m sorry.

If I refuse, I want to open my mouth, but when I see the look that I prefer to disagree, I swallow it.

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I didn’t have an appetite, so I put down chopsticks on every dish, just tasted it, and he said, “Be careful and stomach ache.” I’m sorry.

But I’ve just had a little bit of it, so I’m like, “If I go home hungry, I’ll have my aunt cook for me.” I’m sorry.

And he laid down his chopsticks and looked at me with certainty: “You have been in trouble all this time, I know it was because of Jane.” I’m sorry.

I hear that name, and my heart is strained, and I don’t understand why he suddenly mentioned Janele.

“The last mess was not finished, he called me yesterday, he wanted us to talk to him tomorrow about follow-up, and you know that our company’s previous efforts could not be wasted, and I accept his offer to pay for it, and we’ll talk about it tomorrow. I’m sorry.

“I didn’t want to tell you, but I didn’t want you to go on like this. You can’t hide from me forever. Will you come with me?” I’m sorry.

In the end, rather than handing over decision-making to me, he may be cruel, but after the wounds have sprung, he heals faster.

I ended up at that club, and I was in the private room, and if I had nothing to do with the company, it was as if Janel and I had never met.

I am satisfied with the outcome of the negotiations, and the compensation paid by Janelle is very generous, as well as providing us with a bridge with another company.

And I’m about to get up and get out of the table, and I’m going to stretch my hand over my shoulder, and I’m going down my whole body, and I’m going to look at Janele with my eyes, and I’m going to say, “Well, business is over, and your personal business is over. I’m sorry.

We didn’t think we’d come out like this, and we’d go on and say, “You’re so small, you’ll have to meet at other places, someone will know your past, and I’m afraid the circle won’t help the reputation of Kang. I’m sorry.

Slapting on my shoulder before I’d rather go, indicating that I’d talk, that I’d rather talk, and I know that Janele and I were alone.

The lights in the room were bright, and it was clear that every hair of Janelle had changed very little over the years, and I remember every line of his face for the first time since I met him.

And Janele is calm, his eyes are free, my silence is too long, and I am thinking of leaving, or Janele is crying out to me, “Ginger, don’t get hurt.” I’m sorry.

This sentence almost made me cry, and I put up with it and laughed at him very reluctantly: “Congratulations have not been made to you.” I’m sorry.

When he heard that, he said, “Don’t you get close to the Ning?” I’m sorry.

I’m a little shaky, and he’s been mistaken about me and Ning, and I still remember when we had a fight before.

In college, when Janele saw me working on various part-time jobs, he introduced me to one of his acquaintances, and it was not long before I resigned from there on the grounds that I needed a favor from the teacher, and shortly afterwards he found me working part-time with Ning.

“In fact, I’ve been wondering, was it at that time that you’d been so excited about him? “Jenler was thinking about the past, so he went on to say,

When Janle was so angry that he asked me why I did it, Kang said I didn’t like the job, and Janle was so aggressive that he said, “Don’t like the job, I can introduce you other things. Do you have to be with Ning?” I’m sorry.

It was hard for me to say that I was working with Janele’s friend, who was very kind to me, who almost didn’t set me up, while other employees started whispering, and eventually even started to crowd me out.

However, I was unable to tell him then that I could almost guess what he had done, and he would take it for granted that his friends did what they had done and that those who spoke of my colleagues would be dismissed.

But now, I can finally say my past, with words: “I know you mean well, but you asked me to help out at your friend’s store, to pay an extraordinary wage, which makes me feel like charity. I’m sorry.

14

Janele had an accident, and I know he never thought of it, but I’m right. If I told him that, he would.

“I didn’t know you had this misunderstanding, but Ning and I were never together, we were just partners. But now it’s no good, and I don’t want to go on like this: “It’s true, Mrs. Jane, I hope she doesn’t get the wrong idea again.” I’m sorry.

But Janele’s face was a shock, and he leaned all over, strangling my hand across most of the tables, asking, “You and Ning have never been together.” Have you never touched him?”

He’s married, why do I have to do this? I have no reason to hate him and stare into his eyes and say, “Janele, is this important to you? I’m sorry.

“It’s important. I’m sorry.

Janele almost said, “I sometimes really hate the way you look. Do you know how much I hate you? I thought of everything for you, but you didn’t come with me. You never thought about our future! I’m sorry.

When he graduated, Janle asked me to go abroad with him. He knew that my family was in bad shape, that he would be fully responsible for the cost of the study, that he would propose to me when he graduated from university, that he had planned his future, that he had calculated everything but never thought that I had never intended to study.

In the end, just one more sentence: Jane, I don’t want to owe you.

I remember the past, and I finally couldn’t help but look at it, and I wasn’t honest enough, so I ended up like this.

“But what am I going to tell you, I need money, I just want to work early, my family is not just poor, my father is in prison, my mother is a cleaner.

After the exam, I found a part-time part-time meal at the diner, left at 10:00 p.m. and went straight home, went to the other street, looking for plastic bottles and waste paper in the trash can with his mother’s face. I still remember that a pound of plastic bottles was recycled, and that’s what Mom and I spent on the first year of college.

I’m different from you!”

I’ve never talked about this before with Janle.

It may have been the beginning of this, or it may have been too long, and I have not spoken of my heart, nor have I said at this hour, “I thought you would forgive me, and I have fantasies about you, but in those years you never contacted me, and it was hard to wait for you to return, but you were married.” I’m sorry.

That moment, I think, was probably my punishment.

“Do you know that I wasn’t married at that time, and I had that wedding ring in my hand that I wanted to propose to you! I’m sorry.

Now it’s my turn to stare.

“We’ve been together so long, I’ve been compromise, but I’m tired. Why can’t you contact me one time? I waited so long, but I waited, but someone told me you were with him! @Janelle #Jelder

“What kind of party did I go to? I want to make sure it’s true that I’ve been wearing this wedding ring since I was a student and that day, but I don’t want you to have that misunderstanding. I’m sorry.

“At the end of the day, we can all say the last word and come and pick you up, and there’s nothing more to ask. I just find it ridiculous. Soon after, my parents asked me to go to a blind date, and then you knew. I’m sorry.

Janele slowly let go of my hand, “Ginger down, you’ve always been like this. I guess everything. I’m sorry.

“How did this happen? I’ve been waiting for you. “I muffled, tears slipped through my mouth.

“You see, I don’t know what you’re thinking, even if I’m not married, you’re always like this. I’m sorry.

After saying that, Janle stood up slowly, as if she never wanted to see me again and came out of the box disappointed.

My vision has become blurred, his shadow has been shattered into countless pieces, and his remorse has sprung up, and finally, I don’t know how I got out of that club, but I feel numb.

And We drove to the house where they had shared the rent together in that year, and the tree below it was a shade of the sky, almost enough for the level where we lived.

Although it’s a short time, it has to be admitted that this is the happiest time of our lives, a housework, when his hands were scratched in my face, and I looked at him with anger, and when I washed his hair, he stood on my side and gave me a soft shower…

After we broke up, I returned to this place several times, and the first floor of the house was replaced by another, one by a young couple who, in the evening, relied on the suntops to look at them, while I looked envious to them.

This building is much older than it was a few years ago, and I went step by step to the stairs and went to the floor without the courage of the past, and I sat all over the stairs, with my chin on my knees, and I surrounded myself.

15

I don’t know how long it took my cell phone to shake, and I pulled it out, and it was a call I’d called.

“Are you all clear? “It’s not like it’s a phone call.

And I whispered, softly, that Ning could not hear my emotions, and he asked, “Where are you now? Do you want me to pick you up?” I’m sorry.

I told him the address, I heard his discomfort, and I said, “I want to be alone. I will return to the company later. I’m sorry.

The light in the hall is dark, I hold myself, like a small swarm, and I look at the tip of my shoe, and when it hurts the most, I can’t help but cry.

I finally held myself in this old building, and in the middle of the night when no one cried, and I didn’t know how long it was, and suddenly there was a footsteps, and my cry stopped, and the man stopped before me.

I looked up and saw the man in front of me wearing black Chelsea boots, with a pair of pants over his legs, and then a nice coat, and finally a handsome face.

“Ginger’s down, is it sad?” Janel looked at me and said, “That’s how I felt. I’m sorry.

And I looked upon him, and I did not know why he would be here, and his eye was red, and he cast a shadow over me, and he continued to ask, “Whatever happens when we are together, we have been apart for several years, and we have had different experiences, and you will always be such a coward, lest in the end nothing but a repetition.” I’m sorry.

I shook my head at him, and I wouldn’t. If I had that chance, I would have taken Janelle’s hand and never let go again, but it would have been impossible.

Janele mocked himself, and said, “I can’t bear to see you sad because I’m disappointed in you and I’m determined to forget you, but I can’t bear it. Our most intense love cuts across the sea, separates long lives from each other, looking forward to each other and never responding. I’m sorry.

And Jeller fell down and told me before his kiss fell: “Ginger fell down, and I was not married. I’m sorry.

And he kissed me as it was in the streets at the end of that year, and suddenly he appeared in my sight, laughing, and said, “Ginger fell down, and I came back. I’m sorry.

It was the first spring we had together, I had a New Year’s Eve, and Janele had to deal with the family meeting, and that day I wrapped up a bunch of dumplings for the year’s dinner, and I told him the name of a dish and lied to him for a good meal.

With the New Year’s Light Show, the rental room was too lonely, so I went out with my scarf on it, and the light show was beautiful, and I took a few pictures and sent it to Jan.

I didn’t want to, soon after, Janle appeared in my sight and smiled at me in the high streets, and I almost lost my voice and screamed, while Janelle passed through a crowd of people, carrying me in his arms and gently kissing me in the streets of people.

When he finally lets go, I asked Janle: “Didn’t you come back tomorrow?” I’m sorry.

Of course, Janele came home sneaking back, without eating dinner, driving for hours, hungry while I brought him back, looking at the clean kitchen and laughing, saying, “What about your food?” I’m sorry.

And We did not speak, but We wrapped him up with the dumplings in peace, and Jeller held me tenderly behind him.

The “I’m not married” phrase just now in Janelle left me long before I looked at him for a kiss, and I looked at him, and when reason came back, I asked, “Who was the woman who broke into the conference room that day? I’m sorry.

After that, I looked down at the wedding ring on his finger, and Janele raised his finger, removed the ring, handed it to me, and I took it, only to the inside of the ring and carved my initials.

“It’s always been this ring. The blogger says:

Janele whispered, “King is down, I want to compromise, but I can’t forget you.” I’m sorry.

He said that he had even thought of trying to take me away from him by whatever means, and then agreed to cooperate with my company in a mood of self-absorption, and that until the time of signing the contract, his cousin had suddenly broken into the conference room and prevented us from doing so.

When my cousin wakes up, Jane wakes up. What’s he doing? He then stopped working with his cousin, who did not want to put himself in the mud.

“Why did your sister stop us from working together? I think it’s strange because I never met his family when they were together, but his cousin was clearly hostile to me.

“They looked into your origins, disapprove of us being together, and then we split up, and they were happy to see it, but they didn’t expect us to get involved again, and my sister came to stop it. I’m sorry.

I looked at Janele, and he knew my family well from the beginning, so my hiding was particularly ridiculous, and he didn’t mind at all.

“Ging is down, even now, my family still can’t accept you, and there’s still a lot of obstacles to us being together. Do you want to be with me? Janelle asked me.

I’ve missed him once, and I certainly won’t miss him again, but I gently held his hand and said, “I do.” I’m sorry.

Anyway, this time, I will never let him go again, and I will not let him give so much without responding.

When I’m sure of my intentions, Janelle takes me back to the company, and I need to sign an emergency document. When the car arrives downstairs, I want Janelle to wait for me in the car and I’ll be right down.

He would have known that I would return to the company and come to me in the first place, and he saw my eyes swollen, but his lips were laughing, so he asked, “How’s it going?” I’m sorry.

“He’s not married. “Thank you, I know now that I am still so afraid that I will not let him work so hard.” I’m sorry.

I’m thinking of Janele, so I’m not paying attention to the unsettled loss of love.

“You’ve been waiting for a few years to get married? I noticed his emotions, and I asked.

“Not all of us are you and Janele.” I’m sorry.

He’s already put down a few youths.

I couldn’t wait to leave after I signed.

I guess I’m the only fool in the world like Janele, and I’m really gonna step right in.

When I came downstairs, Janle was waiting for me by the car. It was like a summer of many years, and so he waited for me. I didn’t know he was going around and he came back to me.

Janele senses my sight and looks at me, and we look at each other, and we smile unacknowledgedly, and this time I will not miss him again.

We met once in a lifetime.

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Author: Zhou Fu

Case number: YXX1 MakvewmsoMXk19U69y0

An ex-boyfriend who appeared in the air.

Love rises with the wind: with your twilight and four seasons

Rice, wait.

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I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.