In the spring of
the twenty-ninth year of Qinghui, Ning Zhao inexplicably crossed to a place that was the Central Plains but not the Central Plains. She kept looking for a way to get back, but in vain. She also wanted to try to die, perhaps it is also a way to go back, but if she really died can go back, then the original person’s life and how? In this regard, she had to bear the fate of the joke, living in this place she was completely unfamiliar with, but unwilling.
She also carries the original life of this body, so that she should think carefully before making every decision. If one day she returns to the standard, she can’t let other people’s life deviate too much from the track.
Soon, the novelty and interest at the beginning were replaced by boundless loneliness and yearning. She missed her parents, her friends, and even a pot of cactus she once raised. She could bear the inconvenience of life, but the mental torture had just begun. She couldn’t go back, and she didn’t dare to think about how her parents were living now. Had she died in modern times? She began to think about these problems every night, and after thinking for a long time, she began to cry, and then fell asleep when she was tired of crying.
Until she met Cho Seung-taek.
It was the third year she lived alone in this time and space. She has slowly accepted all this and got used to it. She had always had an optimistic nature and a tough temperament, and she had lived a happy life in the past three years. Her obsession with going back has been slowly put down, and she has decided to live here seriously and spend the rest of her life. When
she met Zhao Chengze, she didn’t know he was a prince, and if she knew she wouldn’t be close to him. She just wanted to be a salted fish as she used to be when she was a clerk, and she didn’t want to get involved in the whirlpool of power.
She thought that Zhao Chengze was the second generation of a rich family, who was born well, and settled many things for her, two people contact more, she slowly moved.
Zhao Chengze treats her really well, so good that she decides to stay here and start a family with him. His family is well off, two people do not worry about food and drink, she also made a lot of novel things or games, Zhao Chengze was fascinated by her clever and small temper on the face of the nose.
Good time, of course, thousands of good, until she knew that Zhao Chengze is a prince, and was named crown prince, and is about to marry the crown princess, together with a princess and marriage. Of course
she quit. Only a fool would. She’s not stupid. Does she have to be a side concubine for him? What’s more, she has seen the palace drama, and with her ordinary IQ, she can’t survive three episodes. Besides, the man lied to her, and she couldn’t forgive him.
Ning Zhao decided to fly away from this scum man, she has always been a pragmatic person, before leaving also went to take Zhao Chengze a large sum of money before deciding to run away. Results mixed in the crowd ready to go out of the city gate, was found by Zhao Chengze’s men, she was seized in front of Zhao Chengze, Zhao Chengze was busy with the wedding, she was locked up in the inn, happened to be married Yuexi princess also temporarily live in the inn.
Ning Zhao has been trying to escape, but during the day the guards watched, at night Zhao Chengze himself in the room, there is no chance.
He begged her and swore that she was the only one in his heart. He also advised her, but he did not understand that this is clearly a matter of both sides, why Ning Zhao can not be wronged? Of course he loved her. He even promised to give everything to Ning Zhao when he ascended the throne. In his heart, she was his only wife. However, in Ning Zhao’s opinion, he cheated her and betrayed her, but he also vowed that he would never fail her.
She may believe in the promise of an emperor, but she can’t believe in the love of an emperor.
Ning Zhao’s heart is not sad is false, she can not give up these feelings, the heart is wandering. It’s just that she’s always been rational, and she can’t accept that he’s been lying to her for so long. If he had told her all this at first, she might have compromised for him, but that was her own choice, and the two were fundamentally different in nature. She told herself that she must not turn back for a moment and promise to do what she had done.
Zhao Chengze saw Ning Zhao so determined, the whole person also became more and more gloomy. When Ning Zhao saw him like this, he became more and more afraid and kept looking for an opportunity to escape. She overheard the conversation between Princess Yuexi and her subordinates. Although it was extremely obscure, she still understood that Princess Heqin had come to be a spy. She held the handle to negotiate with Yuexi and asked to help her escape.
Yue Xi later agreed, she said ferociously, she only traded this time, if later she dared to block her way, she sent someone to kill her. Ning Zhao understands Zhao Chengze, she is his pillow person, has been cheated by him for so long, Zhao Chengze is not a straw bag. She told Yue Xi that the Central Plains had a vast population and a large number of talented people, and the emperor was a dragon and phoenix among people, so it was not easy to seek a great cause. Yuexi said nothing, but repeated that if she blocked her way in the future, she would still kill her.
While Yuexi was still planning the arrangement, the killer arrived. Ning Zhao took advantage of the chaos to escape, but the killer still chased her all the way. It was Yue Xi’s people who protected her, but she ran too fast and rolled down the slope carelessly and fainted.
When she woke up, a face exactly like her male God appeared in front of her eyes, and he saved her. What’s
the saying? Life is ups and downs. Ning Zhao felt that he could do it again, simply too well. If you
meet a scum man, you will be lovelorn. In the 21st century, this is a big thing. Go to a bar and jump for two days, cry a few times, and you will turn the page.
If you are lovelorn, when you are sad, when your male God appears in front of you, saves you, takes care of you, will you still be sad?
Hey, isn’t that what crazy men and women do? Isn’t that what life is all about? How long did she like Cho Seung-taek? She has admired her male God for ten years!
Ning Zhao felt that he had changed his luck and laughed out loud when he thought about such a good thing. Male gods hunt for a living. What does it matter? There is no distinction between high and low occupations. What does it matter if the male God doesn’t know a few words? She can teach him, and she can feel a series of relationships.
So when Ning Zhao passed the legendary period of lovelorn, the whole period of time was OK. This is equivalent to your lovelorn, but you and the male star in your mind, two people participated in a variety show to experience life together, and live with idols, only in dreams.
The male God surnamed Lin, Ning Zhao cheekily thought, is really predestined, I also surnamed Ning. Is this her previous life? Maybe she spent her life with her idol in this way in her previous life. Fortunately, the male God was not called Lin Ergou, a name that made Ning Zhao sweat. The male God was called Lin Yan, who was given by a scholar in the village.
For a pragmatic person like Ning Zhao, everything is forward-looking. The prince of Laoshizi cheated her, and when she tripped and fell, she stood up and patted the earth, howled a few voices, and the road continued to go down, not to mention that there was a peerless handsome man waiting for her ahead.
Ning Zhao and Lin Yan together, she still spent a lot of thought. Lin Yan has always felt that he can not take advantage of the danger of others, although he saved her, but there is no reason for others to promise each other, not to mention that he is only a warrior. He saved her only out of morality, and later he liked her in his heart, but he told himself in his heart that it was his own business and he could not force it. Although
Ning Zhao’s eyes were shining from the time he saw him, he was very excited, but this excitement was the impulse to see his idol at the beginning. Although his appearance was the same, he was still a stranger and needed time to get along with him. Moreover, the excitement and excitement at the beginning faded, and she herself had to admit that she still had Zhao Chengze in her heart, which was not something that she could erase immediately after sleeping and eating something delicious.
She chose to let time heal everything, let her completely put down, she can devote herself to the next relationship, this is the respect for love, respect for Lin Yan, but also respect for Zhao Chengze. This is also her own pride. Of course, love is devoted to love, but people should be able to take up and put down, not to take up and put down, nor to take up and put down.
After Ning Zhao completely laid down Zhao Chengze, he began to launch an offensive against Lin Yan. Women chasing men is not such a thing, not to mention two people with evil intentions to get along for more than half a year, what happens naturally. Ning Zhao came through and thanked her for two things, one was to give her a much more beautiful and bright face than before, and the other was that she met Lin Yan. Although
Lin Yan was only a hunter, he had a funny disposition. He hunted some animal furs and sold them to big families to make fur coats, earning a lot of money. Ning Zhao is a chatterbox, two people always have endless words together. Ning Zhao felt like a child with many toys, showing off the splendor of another world to Lin Yan every day.
For a long time, she was sometimes in a trance, thinking that her modern life might be just a dream she had had. Every time she wavered, Lin Yan said to her very seriously, Ah Zhao, you have to believe in yourself. So every time she told herself rationally and clearly that although it sounded incredible, she had really crossed over. She was afraid that she would shake and disturb her mind again, so she decided to get up every morning and sing the song of the motherland, so that she would never doubt herself again.
They had Lin Chu in the second year after their wedding. Ning Zhao is very afraid of giving birth to a child, the first is the pain, the second is in this underdeveloped ancient times, she is afraid that she will die. She was afraid that she would come here for no reason and go to other places for no reason. Like a dandelion blown away by the wind, it takes root wherever it goes, involuntarily.
She made it through.
The child’s name was chosen by her, and I hope she will be lovely in the future. Lin Yan gave her a nickname, Zhuzhu, the apple of his eye. Ning Zhao finally realized the feelings of parents, she thought of her parents, she thought she would live well anyway, although many things can do nothing, but no matter where she is, she will be good, she is the continuation of her parents. She thought that although she had come to this world involuntarily, she now had Lin Yan and Zhu Zhu, she was no longer lonely, she had her own relatives in this indescribable world. But she did not think that Lin Yan would die.
It was when Ah Chu was three years old. The winter of that year was surprisingly cold. Ning Zhao was always afraid of the cold, which made her cough all the time. The herbalist prescribed medicine and told her to keep warm. Lin Yan took a bow and arrow to hunt a fox. He took it to the town and asked someone to make a fox fur coat to keep warm. Ning Zhaoben was a little worried, but there were other men in the village together, and she told her to come back as soon as possible, but she didn’t come back until dark. She became more and more restless until the villagers carried him back together and she thought he was dead. He was still alive at that time, but he was attacked by wild things, and his body was torn open. He comforted her that it didn’t matter, it was just a skin injury, and he had a high fever at night. Ning Zhao previously thought it was just a high fever caused by wound infection, but she looked at Lin Yan’s symptoms a little different. Although she had no medical knowledge, for the sake of safety, she pulled the white cloth at home to make a simple mask for herself and Ah Chu, and disinfected them with white wine one by one. Neighbors who wanted to visit them all refused one by one.
She took care of him carefully, praying in her heart that she wanted nothing but the safety of her family. The next day Lin Yan still had a high fever and vomited all the medicine he drank. Perhaps Lin Yan was infected with bacteria and viruses on the wild body, or perhaps his wound was inflamed. There were no antibiotics here, and Ning Zhao could not judge anything else. Finally, she could only beg him in Lin Yan’s ear over and over again, begging him not to leave her and Ah Chu. On the evening of the third day, Lin Yan woke up with a gray look, but his eyes were black and bright, and he still looked at her affectionately.
Zhao, I’m sorry.. You have to live well. Don’t you cry..
“Ah Chao, from now on..” Don’t suffer yourself in the future. He wanted to struggle to get up, but he had no strength after all. Ning Zhao lifted him up and leaned against the head of the bed. He pulled Ah Chu’s little hand. Ah Chu didn’t understand anything. He called his father in a milky voice. He stroked Ning Zhao’s face and smiled.
A Zhao.. In my life, I met you. I am very happy to meet you. In the third year
of Ruizhen, Lin Yan died in this cold winter.
Ning Zhao spent the three days of the funeral in a muddle. She did not know whether she was in a dream or in reality, nor did she know whether all this was real or illusory. From childhood to adulthood,
she studied hard, loved life, treated people politely and was willing to help others. After graduating from university, she obeyed the arrangement of her family and entered a company as a clerk. She lived a stable life. She did not harm anyone, not even the idea of harming people. She did not get a unique gift. Her appearance was plain, her aptitude was plain and her family was plain. She was an ordinary person who was thrown into the crowd and could no longer be seen. Why did fate choose her alone?
Parents? Her parents were separated from her at all. Husband? Her husband now said goodbye to her.
She came to this world the most lonely time did not complain, but now she extremely hate God, in the end what she did wrong, to treat her so harshly! The resentment in her heart was magnified infinitely. She didn’t believe in ghosts and gods, but after experiencing it, she was a little awed. But at the moment, she was extremely resentful. If it was really my Buddha’s mercy, why not give her a ride?
When Ning Zhao thought things could not get worse, she was keenly aware that Ah Chu could not speak or laugh. At first she thought she was too sad, and Ah Chu was scared to cry several times, and then she recovered in a few days. But she slowly found that Ah Chu became silent, and this silence made her tremble with fear. She was afraid of Ah Chu’s psychological problems, so she accompanied her all day, talked to her and made her laugh, but Ah Chu, who had previously loved to laugh, never laughed or spoke.
Also accompanied by the neighborhood of Yin and Yang strange, to the effect that Lin Yan has not died, she will get a white cloth to wear, and do not allow other people to approach, who knows how Lin Yan died? She was born beautiful, already restless, all day long to hook who, Lin Yan family on this one seedling, did not keep after the death, are her grams.
She can guess who started to pass these words, Lin Yan did not save her before she was going to say kiss, a girl took a fancy to Lin Yan, but not yet started, was cut off by Ning Zhao Hu, behind the natural nothing for her. All these years, the girl looked down on no one, so she never married, and it was hard to avoid being criticized behind her back. At first Ning Zhao did not know these twists and turns, she once happened to meet, the girl asked her if she was very proud of getting married, she was a little confused and replied that a woman’s marriage had nothing to do with sooner or later, mainly to her own mind. That’s how the quarrel ended.
She did not pay attention to these, just want to take good Chu wholeheartedly, did not expect that day she actually came to the door, accused everything is because of Ning Zhao, otherwise Lin Yan will not die. As they spoke, they started to fight. Ah Chu wanted to come forward to help his mother, but he tripped and fell. His chin was on a small stone, and he was bleeding profusely. Onlookers have, but no one to lend a helping hand, perhaps in everyone’s eyes, Ning Zhao is really a freak and alien, Lin Yan in the past, he spoiled her, others dare not gossip, now he is dead, others naturally dare to bully her.
Or perhaps, their orphans and widows are easy to bully, Ning Zhaosheng is beautiful, this isolation and indifference, naturally some people are also mixed with other intentions, the house she lives in is renovated by Lin Yan, she and Lin Yan have some savings, most people naturally have nothing to do with themselves, but it is difficult to guarantee that no one will have a crooked mind, she does not know anyone here. She had no relatives, she was a woman, and Ah Chu was still very young, not because she wanted to think badly of people, but because it was human nature.
Ning Zhao thought that if she was the only one, she might follow Lin Yan like this, but now she still has Ah Chu, even for Ah Chu, she also wants to live, and to live well. There was a small scar on
Ah Chu’s chin. When she fell down that day, although she still did not speak, she began to cry. Ning Zhao was relieved that there was nothing wrong with her vocal cords. She made up her mind to leave the place that was suddenly full of malice.
She didn’t say goodbye to anyone. She packed everything up at dawn. She didn’t take anything from Lin Yan. She ordered herself to give it all up, forcing herself not to indulge in sadness any more. She wanted to get through the long winter and start all over again, for Ah Chu, for the apple of his eye.
She made up her mind that she would never come back to this sweet and sad place again. She would bury all this and never mention it. She will not suffer herself, nor will she suffer Ah Chu. Before she
locked the door, she took a last nostalgic look at the room, the place where she had spent several years with Lin Yan, and then ruthlessly locked the door. She only brought a piece of jade pendant, Lin Yan’s heirloom, to Ah Chu, which was her idea of leaving a father for Ah Chu.
In this way, they left the village at dawn, hired a carriage, and rushed all the way to the capital. Ning Zhao thought that perhaps there was a better doctor in the capital who could see Ah Chu’s illness.
Her savings are not much, barely enough for her to live in the capital for a month. After running all over the hospitals, Ah Chu’s illness did not improve at all. She came to the capital, only to find that Zhao Chengze was still looking for her, her portrait hanging on the wall, perhaps some years, the paper is yellow. But now that she was dressed as a woman and had a child, she deliberately dressed herself differently every day, sometimes in men’s clothes and sometimes in women’s clothes. The people below were probably tired, and every day was just a routine errand, and she had never been discovered.
As time went by, there was little silver left on her. This made her start to worry about her livelihood, and she couldn’t do anything at all with Ah Chu. Growing up in modern times, she had no ability to make a living. She could only make wontons, so she set up a small stall with her last savings, hoping to survive first. The
business of the stall was ordinary, but she was so busy that she kept spinning like a top. Not only to do her small business, but also to accompany Ah Chu to talk, fortunately Ning Zhao is a chatterbox, she knows that although Ah Chu does not speak, but she can understand. Her heart gradually gave birth to hope, she comforted herself every day, Ah Chu will be all right, everything will be all right. Tired
all day, Ning Zhao finally fell ill, sick in this spring morning, she knew it was just a cold, but the cold was so fierce that every inch of her joints were crying out for pain, and at the same time she had a high fever, she was too sick to get up, sometimes woke up and sometimes fell asleep, she was anxious that no one would take care of Ah Chu. But I can’t wake up like a nightmare. It was not
until her fever subsided and she woke up that she was told by the waiter that Ah Chu had opened the door to look for him. Although she could not say clearly, she kept dragging the waiter into the room. When the waiter saw it, he understood and went to call the doctor. Ning Zhao couldn’t believe that Ah Chu was so good, so he asked Ah Chu to call her.
Although Ah Chu’s pronunciation and tone of voice are not in tune, Ning Zhao holds Ah Chu in his arms and almost weeps happily. Her Ah Chu was well and finally spoke.
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Ning Zhao didn’t want to go out again. She was fed up with the wind and rain. She set up a stall for more than half a year. She got sick and lost all her savings. She thought of a risky way, although it was immoral, but she thought she would borrow it and she would pay it back. When
Zhao Chengze was with Ning Zhao in the past, he was afraid that she would lose money, so he went to the bank to build a special account and saved silver. Ning Zhao can withdraw money with the private seal of the bank. She took it from there when she ran away before. At that time, she felt that the scum man cheated her and took a lot of money, leaving only a silver ticket, but later she was kidnapped to the inn and did not bring out a penny when she ran for her life. She thought it was lucky that she had been kind at that time and left a life-saving one. It’s just that she’s really desperate at the moment, so she’ll just borrow it and return it when she makes money. She knew that Zhao Chengze had been looking for her, and if the bank had news, it would inform him immediately, so she had to think of a way to get the money, and she had to make good use of the time difference between exposing her and arresting her to escape.
Fortunately, she also left Zhao Chengze’s sister Princess Changping to give her a small object, although the object is small, but can imply that the other party is a palace person, palace people do things, never need to explain anything, this is enough.
She dressed herself up as a little girl when she was with Zhao Chengze and went to the bank to withdraw money. Sure enough, someone at the bank immediately winked at the two men at the door. She stopped them and lit up the object, falsely claiming that she had come out of the palace to do the job and did not have to report it. Unexpectedly, Zhao Chengze saved money inside again, and Ning Zhao took five hundred taels and rushed to the inn quickly. He changed himself into men’s clothes and hired a carriage to run to the south of the Yangtze River immediately.
The two people don’t care at first, just for a long time, hard to avoid in the heart to murmur, or to report, Zhao Chengze heart overjoyed, after listening to the report, carefully asked the appearance to wear, immediately determined is rather Zhao, ordered to lockdown of a city, but at the moment rather Zhao has been out of the city gate, all the way to the south. The year
Zhao Chengze succeeded to the throne was the third year of his separation from Ning Zhao, but he did not know that Ning Zhao, whom he had been looking for for so long, had become a mother in this year and had already walked out of his life thoroughly.
He loved her more than anyone else. When
he first met Ning Zhao, it was really a funny scene. There is a pair of swindler father and daughter in the street, who are performing the drama of selling themselves to bury their father. Ning Zhao, dressed in men’s clothes, gave the woman some money to bury her father out of kindness. Somehow, the girl took a fancy to Ning Zhao, so she refused to accept the silver. She had to promise her body. At first, Ning Zhao only shirked that she already had a family, but the girl was sure. She insisted that she didn’t care about these things and was only willing to serve the childe for a lifetime. Onlookers are heckling, Ning Zhao was so entangled that he had to say that he was a daughter, but he helped each other when he saw injustice on the road. He was really powerless to marry a man and a woman.
Perhaps Ning Zhao was so well disguised that she blackened herself to a degree, put on her beard in a fake way, wore a high-necked dress to cover herself without an Adam’s apple, and deliberately lowered her voice. She was not short, and specially added thick insoles to her shoes. Everyone just thought it was a handsome young man who slipped out. Onlookers don’t care about the truth, they just want to see the excitement.
Zhao Chengze’s carriage was blocked by the crowd when it passed here. He had ordered the carriage to keep a low profile, but he lifted the curtain and found that Ning Zhao was indeed a woman. He became interested in it for a while and watched the excitement in the carriage.
Ning Zhao was so entangled that he borrowed a basin of water from the roadside stall, washed away the layer of powder, revealed his original white skin, and neatly tore off his beard stuck with glue. After tearing, she hissed twice in her mouth. She was afraid that others would not believe her, thinking of the classic scene in the TV series where her hair was put down, she put herself in this era without rubber bands. It took a lot of effort to tie her hair down, which made people believe her.
Zhao Chengze would think of their meeting for many years later, and he thought it was the most beautiful scenery he had ever seen in his life. She was dressed in dark blue men’s clothes, her hair was loose and irregular, and her face was still covered with wet water stains. She was surrounded by people for so long, but she was not annoyed. Her eyes were very smart, and it was a good time for spring, when the breeze was warm and the sun was shining.
Zhao Chengze thought it was interesting for a moment, so he decided to send Ning Zhao back in a carriage. When he arrived at her residence, he found that Ning Zhao was not rich. In his opinion, that was poverty. Ning Zhao was not embarrassed at all and said goodbye gracefully. When
Zhao Chengze planned to look for her again the next day, he was stumped by the matter. As for the matter, it was naturally planned for him to seize the reserve. The second time he met Ning Zhao was in the evening half a month later. She was still dressed in men’s clothes, selling women’s Rouge and gouache in spring. He went over and said that there were many maids in his house, so he bought all her things and gave her an ingot of silver. He thought Ning Zhao would refuse, just like the kindness he had seen her for the first time. As a result, Ning Zhao’s eyes were shining, and he was afraid that he would go back on his word. He almost gave him the stall.
Had it not been for the way Ning Zhao looked at him, he would not have cared about this. It’s just that her eyes are sly and smart, and Zhao Chengze feels that this girl is a master of watching people’s dishes.
The palace struggle is too dark and bloody, from small to big Zhao Chengze live in the struggle of life and death, he has no friends, no confidant, there is only endless suspicion and trap. Sometimes he felt tired, tired, but every time he thought, as long as he stood in the highest place one day, then all the rules were up to him.
He later learned that Ning Zhao was not rich and went to save the girl who sold herself to bury her father, but she did not know that they were liars, so she thought she could save them. As for the obvious slaughter of him, because he looked like a rich playboy, an ingot of silver was nothing to him, but rather a bit of robbing the rich to help the poor.
Zhao Chengze thought, that the highest position, indeed should have an interesting and smart woman, with him to see the blooming rivers and mountains.
She does not need to understand these tricks, nor does she need to be displaced, she just needs to be as smart and charming as she is, to be the rising sun, to shine on him, to wash away his darkness and fatigue. She is like this warm spring in April, bright and innocent, clever and cunning.
He has been hiding from her, hiding his identity as a prince, hiding his plot. He thought that soon, he would get the crown prince, and when he succeeded to the throne, everything would be for the two of them.
He was really good to her, loved her, respected her wishes and took care of her. He is a prince, a lot of things, but everything about Ning Zhao is personally asked, one by one. It’s just that he’s busy every day and has a lot of free time. Every time he made an appointment with Ning Zhao, sometimes it was too late, and sometimes he couldn’t get there. Every time Ning Zhao was very angry, he would coax him for a long time when he met him next time. He knew that Ning Zhao sometimes pretended to be angry, but if he did not coax her, she would really be angry, like a child who loves to change her face. Every time he saw Ning Zhao, he would bring her some gadgets. He never paid attention to what makeup and powder were popular in the palace, but Chang Ping would talk to him a few words, and he would bring them to her one by one. The girl’s family still loves these things. He told Changping to take her to meet Ning Zhao. Sometimes he couldn’t catch up with her and asked Changping to accompany her. He himself gave her a jade hairpin, copied a collection of poems for her, and drew a portrait of her with his own hands. Ning Zhao’s handwriting was not good, so when he was free, he taught her to write with his own hands. He specially bought a house for Ning Zhao to live in, and added a guard servant girl to serve her, which made Ning Zhao murmur in his mouth. The
second generation is the second generation, and falling in love is like keeping. But the most important thing in life is to be pragmatic. Don’t mess with money if you mess with anyone. Ah Sometimes
he couldn’t understand what Ning Zhao was muttering, but he looked at Ning Zhao with a happy expression and her eyes were shining. At this time, she would shout at him with her eyes shining: “Zhao Chengze, you have realized one of my life beliefs again, that is, to get as much capitalist wool as possible!”. He had often heard her say
this, and another was, “Do everything you can to keep your wool!”
When he asked her what she meant by these two sentences, she blinked and blinked and said with a smile, “It’s just doing business. You have to know how to increase income and reduce expenditure before you can get things done!”
She always called him by name, and after a long time together, he found that Ning Zhao was still a man in the nest, and the more he gave a good face, the more he kicked his nose on his face. It was not until that time that she secretly ran to the brothel with him on her back, which was euphemistically called gaining insight. As a result, she was seen through and directly detained. When he received the news, he rushed over in a hurry, and it was not convenient for him to show his identity. It took him a lot of effort to rescue her. He was angry, and on the way back, his face sank and he did not speak all the way. It was only then that he realized that she was a bully. He looked at her pitifully acting there, and wanted to expose her, but looked at her eyes wrapped in a bag of tears, to shed tears, although he knew she loved acting, after all, he was softhearted. From then on, he knew that he really loved her.
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she still knew. She didn’t want to, and he didn’t understand why. Yes, he lied to her, he will marry another woman, in order to get the support of the Chen family, in order to get the throne. It’s just that she’s the only one in his heart, and they’re already close and integrated. He didn’t understand why she wanted him to choose one thing that could be both?
He had no choice at all. After so many years of plotting, he would not and could not give up the crown prince. Even if he does give up, others will not let him go. He had begged her, yes, begged her, and he had never been so humble, but she was still unmoved. He thought that perhaps he was born to be an emperor, with the rebellion of changing his destiny in his bones. What does it matter if she is not moved? He locks her up. As long as she is still with him, everything is sooner or later. He could see the struggle and entanglement in her unmoved mind.
Later everything, Zhao Chengze himself did not think of. Ning Zhao is just a folk woman, every time he met with her to do a perfect measure, he thought no one would know her existence. Until the disaster came, Ning Zhao took advantage of the chaos to escape, he completely lost her news. At that time,
he was still a prince and had just got married, so it was not convenient for him to search for him in a big way. He only sent his confidant to hide in the market and asked around, but there was no clue. After a long time, he learned from the beginning that Ning Zhao’s happiness turned into anger. After his anger, he began to feel guilty again. After feeling guilty, he gradually gave birth to other thoughts. He didn’t want anything, just asked him to find her. But looking for a needle in a haystack, he never heard from her again. His heart has almost begun to slowly despair, whenever he wants to give up, and go to the house where Ning Zhao lives, looking at the same thing he sent, from the bottom of his heart, he will persuade himself not to give up. Although those objects were dead, they were like a seed planted in his heart. Although they were extremely small, they supported him for many years. When
he learned that Ning Zhao had gone to get the silver, on the one hand, he was glad that she finally had news, on the other hand, he was worried that she had encountered difficulties and had taken so much at one time. He did not understand why Ning Zhao still did not want to come to him when he encountered difficulties. Was he really so unforgivable?
But he clearly thought that they had the world together, why couldn’t she trust him once, he would protect her. After
this brief news, Zhao Chengze once again lost the news of Ning Zhao. Then in this long search process, he had many concubines, had children, more than one, and made a crown prince. He did not give up looking for Ning Zhao, nor did he fall in love with any more concubines, but Zhao Chengze knew in his heart that he had stayed at the highest place for a long time, and that the young man himself had been changed by power after all. Young people just yearned for power, but now they were really driven by power, but weighed the pros and cons, and used his whole life to play this chess game well. He often feels lonely
in high places. When a man comes of age, he can see through many things. He knew that the road was his own, and he could not blame anyone. It was lonely at the top. Emperors are not always satisfied with everything, and they often can’t help themselves. He can finally understand Ning Zhao and he said that life is like a play, all depends on the true meaning of acting. He wanted to act with the minister, with the empress, and with Xian Fei. He sang one play after another. In ordinary tricks, he changed his face for a while. No one could see his true heart. In fact, no one cared about his true heart. It’s just that all the hustle and bustle in the world is for profit.
He missed Ning Zhao very much, but they had been separated for so long that he could hardly remember what Ning Zhao looked like. Of course,
he knew that the concubines in the harem used all kinds of means to compete for favor, and he also knew the truth of everything, but he was too lazy to care about it, and he was too lazy to be reasonable. He was just a singer and actor, and sometimes he added two fires to knock on the people he needed to warn. The only thing he wanted to meddle in was two things, one was Xian Fei, he knew her ambition and plan, and the other was the queen, he knew that she sent someone to the inn to assassinate Ning Zhao.
He wanted to use the Chen family behind the queen to deal with Xian Fei, but also to take this move to destroy Xiyue. Then he wanted to bring down the Chen family and abolish the queen, so that he could keep the world peaceful and solve his hatred.
It’s just that man is not as good as God. Even after years of planning, things may not go as you wish. After arriving in the south of the Yangtze River,
Ning Zhao lived in an inn with Ah Chu. She had been thinking hard about how to make a living.
If everyone has their own strengths and areas that they are not good at, then perhaps what she is not good at is making money. Her ability to earn money is not very good in modern times. Her friends and classmates, some of whom are engaged in planning, some of whom are engaged in construction, and some of whom are engaged in selling houses and insurance, can easily earn more than 10,000 yuan a month, but she doesn’t seem to be able to do so. She has also changed many jobs, and has wanted to break out of the world, but she is always embarrassed when she runs business, and has completely lost her original cheerful and interesting social skills. She has no professional achievements, she did not choose to study, learning is not top-notch. Finally, she listened to her parents’ advice, worked hard, entered a state-owned enterprise, and became her clerk with peace of mind.
She just lives her own life in peace. There was a time when she was deeply anxious, fearing that she would be abandoned by the times and lag behind others too much. But she asked herself countless times, is her life unhappy? No, it’s not. Her parents are healthy and her family is well-off. Her job may be boring, but it compensates for her lack of earning power. She loves life, and her good friends are in the same city with her, so they can get together from time to time. She is not lonely or tired. Her life is very comfortable and good.
She slowly comforted herself, perhaps she was really ordinary, perhaps she could not bear hardships, or perhaps she was lazy by nature, or perhaps she lacked the courage to face, she began to be willing to ordinary and stable. Of course there is God’s favored son in this world, just not her.
But she didn’t know that one day, she would be forced to survive. It was no problem for her to make a living by herself, but Ah Chu was still young, and she could not let Ah Chu suffer with her. Ning Zhao shook the silver note and said to himself, “Zhao Chengze, I’m married and have children. It’s really unreasonable to take your silver. It’s just..” It’s just that I really have no way out. I’ll take it as a loan, and I’ll pay you back with interest.
Ning Zhao thought for several days and finally came up with some ideas. She likes painting very much, and naturally she has studied a lot of beautiful things. She is very fond of ancient costume modeling in modern times, and has studied many exquisite models in the play. Now that she is in ancient times, although she can’t make clothes, she can draw them for people to make. Modern improved clothes and shapes should be loved by the public. The clothes
ordered to be made were made, and they were very exquisite. Even the owner of the shop came out to greet him personally, hoping that Ning Zhao could sell him some new styles so that the business of the shop could flourish. Ning Zhao and the boss hit it off, Jiangnan is a rich area, dignitaries, rich businessmen everywhere. Ning Zhao thought of the modern luxury strategy, so he focused on the customization of special funds. Her alias hidden in this big city in the south of the Yangtze River, only in the back to do the style of clothes, everything else by the boss, although she will get a little less than her own shop, but much safer.
Did not expect to teach in the workshop also find the door, let the ready-to-wear shop to her there girl also do some clothes, Ning Zhao homeopathic request shares, every year can get dividends. So Ning Zhao finally had a fixed source of income, and Ah Chu grew up day by day. When Ah Chu was
six years old, he caught a cold and coughed all the time. He took a lot of medicine, but he didn’t get better. There was a lot of news from the people in the teaching workshop. They said that there was a doctor in the capital who specialized in curing cough diseases. The son of yuanwai’s family also coughed for a long time and went to the capital to cure it. It happened that Jiaofang planned to go to the capital to open another branch, but Ning Zhao decided to go to the capital. She thought that now that three years had passed, Zhao Chengze would not be looking for her again. The emperor was busy with government affairs, and everyone said that the emperor was a wise king today, and the Western Vietnam no longer disturbed the frontier. She thought, Zhao Chengze is neither an incompetent rat, nor a person addicted to beauty, there is no reason to hold on to her after so many years. In the three years since she
came to Jiangnan, she has earned six hundred taels. To be on the safe side, she gave the note to Mammy before departure and told her to deposit the money in the bank when she arrived in the capital. If there was no movement, she would settle in the capital for a long time. Ah Chu was six years old, and she wanted to ask a good teacher to teach her. Whether in the past or now, of course, the bigger the city, all aspects are better than small town. After
Ning Zhao returned to the capital, he received dividends from two stores every year, and his debts were paid off. Ning Zhao was relaxed and felt that he could have a good rest, and his tense nerves were relaxed. She lived on the street at first, and when she was free, she thought about how to educate Ah Chu. Of course, she could not use the ancient way of education, but they lived in ancient times, in which the degree should be properly grasped.
But she didn’t think that Ah Chu didn’t like learning. Over the years, because there was no Lin Yan, Ning Zhao spoiled Ah Chu, and even indulged him in the eyes of others. Ning Zhao originally thought that there was no need to restrain Ah Chu. If she liked to play, let her play. If she liked to play with knives and guns, let her play with knives and guns. She was an individual and did not have to carry her expectations, the expectations of the world. But now Ah Chu is already six years old, it is time to have their own ideas, the school does not accept female students, Ning Zhao asked the teacher to come to teach in person. Unexpectedly, Ah Chu was too young to fool around. “Why should I learn this? I don’t like it.”. Mother, haven’t you learned too?
Ning Zhao held his forehead feebly, how to say that sentence, the small tree does not repair straight slip!
Chu is only six years old, and it is useless to talk to her about any reason, she simply does not understand, is to understand, she has no personal experience, it is difficult to remember. For this reason, Ning Zhao set up her wonton stall again. On the first day, she took Ah Chu with her and forbade her to go away. She had to help. Not for a long time out of the stall, Ning Zhao himself busy enough to choke, a Chu Khan Jinjin’s face with a puzzled. In the evening, Ning Zhao was so tired that he didn’t want to talk any more. “Are you tired today?” He insisted.
Chu nodded his head.
Lin Chu, listen. People do different things at different ages. Mother is now so big that she needs to earn money to support her family, so she has to go out every day. Although it is very hard, this is what she has to do. What you have to do now is to learn, because you have to grow up and learn to read and write. This is what we should do, so we have to do it well, do you understand?
Mother, does everyone have to be like this? But I don’t want to learn this.. When Ah Chu saw that his mother had called her by her name, there was still some fear in his heart, but there was still a little struggle.
Yes, everyone does. You are just beginning to learn, and you don’t understand it yet. After a long time, maybe you’ll like it.
So every day Ning Zhao would set up a stall to enlighten Ah Chu and the teacher. After all, Ning Zhao was a little worried, so he asked a woman to teach Ah Chu martial arts and lived in Ning Zhao’s home all the time. When Ah Chu saw that her mother was like this, she also got serious, but what she didn’t know was that every day Ning Zhao put the stall there, turned around and went to Mingyue Square, pushed the stall back at night, and did not forget to run a few steps, panting every day.
Gradually, there was a rumor in the neighborhood that Ning Zhao was a woman, and it was very unusual to set up a stall every day. It was just that a wonton stall could afford to hire a teacher, and there were two of them, which could not be done in any case. Ning Zhao didn’t care about this at all, but she was tired of talking too much, so she went to the suburbs to buy a piece of land and built a house according to her own ideas. The suburbs were not as dense as the urban areas. Ning Zhao didn’t want to make trouble with people. She didn’t feel lonely. She had come through the storm, and there was only a long stream of days left. It was serious for her and Ah Chu to live happily.
In this way, Ah Chu grew up to sixteen years old. Over
the years, Ning Zhao and Ah Chu have traveled all over the surrounding towns and seen many beautiful mountains and rivers. Ning Zhao sometimes think of modern times, modern parents are under great pressure, but also very anxious, children have to enter all kinds of interest classes, specialty classes, everyone seems to be very tired, everything is running at high speed. She has lived here for a long time, so long that she has forgotten her original life, also put down her parents, put down Lin Yan. Since the fate is ill-fated, then enjoy the present. She did not ask Ah Chu to make any great achievements in this era of male superiority and female inferiority. She only asked Ah Chu to live in peace and happiness. For this reason, she only taught Ah Chu two things, one is to let oneself live at all times, only living is the most important; one is to take everything in life seriously, not to let oneself regret.
People should live seriously, so it is worthwhile to come to this world, experience the ups and downs, and taste the taste of the world. If we really take it seriously, then we will naturally be able to take it up and put it down, because we are worthy of others and ourselves. It’s just that people are greedy, often ask for too much, or refuse to put it down when they pick it up, which is the root of people’s suffering.
Sometimes, letting go is a relief. It’s just that everyone has an obsession in their hearts, not that they can’t let it go, but that the world refuses to let it go. When
Ah Chu was sixteen years old, Zhao Chengze found Ning Zhao. When he first saw Ah Chu, he really thought it was their child. Chu is tall. He went swimming in the mountain forest in summer and got tanned. He looks a little older than his actual age. Ning Zhao never thought that she would see Zhao Chengze again one day.
Ning Zhao began to resent Zhao Chengze, resenting that he had cheated her and brought her death. Only after meeting Lin Yan, this resentment will be slowly obliterated with the smoky life, she had no way out to take Zhao Chengze’s silver, the heart is somewhat grateful, for Zhao Chengze, this is nothing, for her, it is to save their mother and daughter.
When Zhao Chengze knew that Ah Chu was not his child, he was not annoyed. If he had been young, he would have been so angry that he would have smoked. Now he is also married and has children, they do not owe anyone, they have been separated for too long, he thought he would feel strange to see Ning Zhao, but really met, he felt that the nineteen years of separation as if nineteen days in general, they are still the same familiar, her eyes are still so clear and smart, more calm and firm, she is still so interesting to speak. The coda will still be the same with the sound of Ai. When I was young, I looked charming, but now I am more charming.
Zhao Chengze did not think too much, he saw his Zhao Zhao too happy, he took time to see her every day, although her attitude has always been cold, he felt as if he had returned to the time when he was a prince. He was not in a hurry to bring Ning Zhao into the palace. He thought that Ning Zhao had a knot in his heart, and he wanted to resolve it.
He stands at the top of power, but often feels lonely, and his daily calculations and acting make him feel tired. He began to miss Ning Zhao very much, only when no one was around, he dared to let his thoughts drift away and let himself think of her.
At the beginning, he also hated her, hated why she was so cruel to make a clean break and let him taste the bone-eating and heart-swallowing yearning alone. He also made up his mind to forget her, he is the son of heaven, there are three palaces and six courtyards, she is just a folk woman, what is worth his nostalgia, since she made up her mind to avoid him, what did he do to let go? But the longer the time, he is more and more unable to let go, to the end he admitted defeat, he is too conceited, that Ning Zhao will not leave him.
But Ning Zhao was so straightforward that she left him without looking back.
He got himself into it.
He finally understood that she was different from him. Young love, there is no identity power between them, there is no interest entanglement, love is love, they love each other, they have been in love with each other, he is too conceited, disturbed everything.
Zhao Chengze is still the same as before, when he falls in love, he is keeping love. Ning Zhao heart Tucao he is easy to change nature, Zhao Chengze is about to please her, the good things in the palace should be brought, Ning Zhao heart is another idea. Not to mention whether the person who wanted to kill her was still there, even if not, she did not want to be close to the power of the emperor. She knew in her heart that in the face of rivers and mountains and power, she could not be compared with them.
Besides, she has Ah Chu now. She just wants Ah Chu to be free for a lifetime. She didn’t want to find out who had come to assassinate her. She just wanted to stay away from everything in the palace and live a comfortable life with Ah Chu.
She still has a cold attitude towards Zhao Chengze, but in private she is already thinking about how to escape without being noticed. For some time, she was always uneasy and always felt that something would happen. She began to fear that she would involuntarily leave here and return to the world before. She was of the same flesh and blood as Ah Chu. She wanted to go back before, but now she doesn’t want to. Although there were her parents in that world, she had already experienced the separation of life and death, and she did not want to go through this again with Ah Chu. Besides, Ah Chu was so young that she couldn’t leave her alone here.
Although she began to plan, her heart became more and more uneasy, and she seemed to write a letter hastily to comfort herself, which she thought would be useless.
Fate could no longer joke with her like this.
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