The beauty of
Jing Ming’s envy
passed away: I still remember that he called me sister when
he was in love with thrush, but on the day I got married, he broke through the city gate and trapped me beside him. When I was
ten years old, I met a very good-looking beggar.
He called me sister, and I felt pity for him. He took him to the carriage of Xie Fu and begged his father to recognize him as his adopted son.
So that he can call me sister openly. It
was not until the day the city was destroyed that I realized that he was not a beggar, but a prince from a foreign country.
“Sister, help me.” A tiny voice came from outside the window. I lifted the curtain. It was a very beautiful little beggar.
Seeing his pitiful appearance, I lost my mind for a moment. He
asked his parents about his life and learned that he was an orphan, so he took him with him. After
returning to Xie Fu, he begged his father to recognize him as his adopted son. He said he didn’t have a name. I called him Jing Ming, which means he has a bright future from now on.
Jing Ming is as thin as a kitten, which may be the reason why he is hungry all the year round.
I want to make up for him, and I ask the kitchen to make supplements for him every day.
I like him very much. I liked him at the first sight.
Maybe. I almost had a brother, too.
My brother took my mother away, and I had only my father since I was a child.
It’s just that there are only two of us in Xie Fu, and it’s really deserted. Now with Jing Ming, it’s much more lively.
Jing Ming doesn’t like to talk, but as soon as he opens his mouth, he will amuse me and my father from ear to ear. Now that I think about it, it was my happiest years. If I do it again, I won’t get off the carriage again, because Jing Ming is a little liar. Although
Dad is a military general, he is also the foundation of some literati.
Dad invited a private school teacher to teach me knowledge, and a fist and foot teacher to teach me the art of self-defense. Jing Ming
and I have spent almost all our time together since we were ten years old, except sleeping in different places.
Dad is usually very busy, so I spend more time seeing Jingming than Dad.
Gradually, Jing Ming began to stick to me and follow me wherever he went, especially when Xiao Xianzhi was there.
Xiao Xianzhi is my fiance. When I was fourteen years old, the two families decided it in person.
But Jing Ming didn’t seem to like it, so he always came to complain to me, saying that Xiao had bullied him.
“Sister, my brother is bullying me again.” I don’t know how many times this has happened, but Jing Ming hid behind me and complained in a low voice.
I wanted to touch his head and found that he was so much taller than me that I couldn’t reach the top of his head.
It’s like he’s the brother and I’m the sister.
“All right, be good. My sister will take it out on you.” I pulled it and slapped it on his buttocks. Envy is not annoyed, let me hit him, he just blushed and smiled.
When I realized that I was hitting his ass, I really blushed and spurted blood.
My image in front of my future husband. Who will save me.
When I was a child, I played Jingming smoothly, so that.
Looking at us both blushing and not speaking, Jing Ming was even more unhappy.
He continued to shake my arm. “Sister, I’m not feeling well. Let’s go home first.” And he leaned over to me.
Jing Ming’s body has been weak since childhood, although he will be raised these years. But still often sick, father said, our Jingming is a sick beauty.
I looked back and smiled apologetically at Envy, who was not unhappy and wanted to come and help.
“Don’t bother with my brother. My sister has taken care of me since I was a child. She knows what to do.” Jing Ming opened his mouth and interrupted the envious kindness.
Envy of the outstretched hand, stopped in midair.
I looked back at Jing Ming and said, “Thank you for your trouble. Please help me get him into the carriage.” On the way home from saying goodbye to
envy, I began to scold Jingming, who pouted and looked unconvinced.
“Sister, can you not be so close to your brother?”
“But that’s your future brother-in-law. I’m going to marry him after all.” Remembering what had just happened, I lowered my head and touched the bracelet that I had been given.
“Does the elder sister like the elder brother?” Jing Ming asked me tentatively.
I don’t know if I like Envy.
Should? If you like it, you don’t hate it anyway.
When Jing Ming heard this, he did not speak all the way. His head, which used to lean on my lap, leaned against the window this time.
He looks like a little steamed stuffed bun. It
looks very easy to bully, and I really want to go up and pinch the bulging face.
I hold back, because I am a big child now, and when the wedding ceremony is over next year, I will marry the envy.
Xianzhi’s father was a grand master in the court, and the two families tied the knot, which was a much-told story in the capital. Civil officials
can look down on military officers, because in recent years, the frontier Yunshi has risen year by year, eyeing the Qi frontier and even the court covetously.
Your majesty had to put the military officer in an important position and ordered the civil and military marriage.
Only then did I have an engagement with Envy. Thinking of Jing Ming asking me if I liked Envy, I also had the same question. Did Envy like me? Half a month after
that incident, Xianzhi asked me out again, saying that he found a beautiful place, which was a sea of flowers. There is a lake in front of the
sea of flowers, and the water is very clear. Such a beautiful place, I’m afraid it won’t be long before people discover it. It’s not our secret base
anymore.
Such a beautiful place, of course, will not only envy me and two people, Jingming that follower is also there. Before I
came, I warned him again and again, “Don’t fool around in front of me and make people laugh, do you know?”
“I won’t embarrass my sister. I’ll give in to my brother.” Alas, the helplessness of holding the forehead.
Envy on the lake, I do not know where to get a boat. The three of
us were in a small boat. I rowed with envy in front of us. Jing Ming sat alone in the back, staring straight at us talking and laughing in front of us.
He suddenly got up and came to us. He told me to sit down and have a rest, and he rowed for me for a while.
I sat in the back and watched two of my favorite people rowing in front of me. I looked up at the sky. If only time would stop at that moment.
I closed my eyes and enjoyed the soft feeling of the breeze on my cheeks. The next moment, Xianzhi and Jingming both fell into the lake.
I lay on the edge of the boat and looked anxiously at the two men flopping in the water. I
don’t know who to save first. “Sister, help me.” Jing Ming called me for help.
“… …” Envy of the head sank to the surface of the water, I did not care, jumped into the water toward the envy of the past.
After I saved the envy, I couldn’t find Jingming.
I was so anxious that I kept looking for Jingming underwater, but to no avail.
“Ching-ming, my sister is wrong. Come back quickly!” I shouted at the lake, and I thought Jing Ming was angry with me.
Envy advised me to go ashore first and go back to find more people to search and rescue.
Envy, you go back to find someone first, and I’ll wait for him here. Perhaps Ching-ming will come up in a few minutes. Envy listened to my words and turned to get on the horse and left.
I waited and waited, but no little brain came out. Jing Ming’s voice for help echoed in his ears, which was the same as what he said when he first saw me when he was a child.
“Sister, help me.”
I was so obsessed that when I saw the envy sinking, I went to save him. I thought, I thought Jing Ming could hold on a little longer. It was a long time
before Xianzhi came back. I saw that he brought a lot of people with him. “Xianzhi, you finally came. Let them go and look for you.” I pounced on the envy and looked very anxious. When
I touched his arm, he frowned and hissed.
“Are you hurt?” I quickly lifted his sleeve, a large bruise, I looked up at him. With
a wave of his hand, he said, “It’s all right.”
He turned around and took the cloak in the hand of the little fellow Mu Dong and put it on me, and his movements were very gentle. Behind
him, Mu Dong stepped forward and said, “Miss, you always hold a scroll. You can’t ride a horse.”. This time I was in a hurry to get here, so I fell off my horse and hurt my leg!
“Mu Dong!”
Envy to Mu Dong harsh voice, let it can not say much.
“I’m sorry. I hurt you.” I looked down and saw his ripped skirt.
“It doesn’t matter, as long as we can find Ching-ming.” I nodded with tears in my eyes, and then I reached out and stroked my head and took me into my arms.
“Envy that you’re still hurt. Why don’t you go back first? I’ll find Jingming.”
“I’ll wait with you.” He looked at me firmly.
“Well, then you rest here, and I’ll go and look for it with them.” With that, I turned and walked to the lake.
But it was getting dark. Did not find the figure of Jing Ming, from the beginning of the luck to the final despair.
I am afraid that I will lose Jingming from now on.
A good swimmer came to me and said that the lake here is not deep, they have gone down to see, the bottom of the lake. No one.
No one? How can there be no one?
My mind is blank. Where can Jingming be? Where am I supposed to find him?
I looked back at Xiang Xianzhi, but I was dizzy and couldn’t even see him clearly. The next moment, his eyes were black and unconscious. When I woke up
again, I was lying in the boudoir of Xie Fu, surrounded by my father and envy. Where is
Jing Ming? Has Ching-ming found it yet? When I woke up, my mind was full of the words I heard before I fainted.
“You have a very high fever. Lie down first. Father has sent his capable soldiers to look for you. They will surely find Jingming.” Dad helped me lie down, and there was blood in his eyes. He loved Jingming for so many years.
I loved him too, but I lost him.
I slept in a daze, and my dreams were full of things that happened with Jingming from childhood to adulthood. In the
dream, Jing Ming, who had just come to Xie Fu, was very timid and did not dare to get close to people. He was very attractive, and the servants in the house liked to play tricks on him.
At that time, the border war was tight, and Dad never went home.
I only have Jingming, and Jingming only has me.
Later, Jing Ming was very clingy to me, and I liked to play with him everywhere.
For example, go up the tree to dig out birds’ eggs and fish in the water. Jing Ming never dared to go into the water and looked at me on the side.
Yes, my sister is so incompetent. I forgot that Jing Ming was afraid of water. I didn’t save him first.
I don’t know how many days it burned, but when I opened my eyes again, there was no one in the house. I got out of bed and wanted to call the servant girl in.
Walking to the door, I heard someone chatting outside.
“Have you heard? The young master may not come back.”
Hmm? What do you say?
“I left the house yesterday, and I heard that there were water monsters in the lake where the young master fell in. I’m afraid the young master is..”
Without waiting for her to finish, I rushed out. What did you say? What water monster?
I stared at the servant girl who had just spoken.
The servant girl had never seen me so excited, and for a moment she knelt on the ground and was too frightened to speak.
I stumbled and ran to my father, who just sighed.
At that moment, I knew that I would never find my Jingming again. For the
next two years, as soon as I opened my eyes. I will find a lot of things to do for myself, and I dare not go to the lake again.
Until half a month before I got married, I would sit by the lake for half a day every day to chat with my Jingming. For the
last time, I got up and was about to go home when the familiar voice said, “Sister, help me.” Ring again.
I looked back suddenly, and there was no one behind me. I couldn’t help it any longer. I burst into tears and called Jing Ming with sobs.
“Jing Ming, will you come back? My sister is wrong.” For the first time in
two years, I couldn’t control my emotions.
Ever since I learned that Jing Ming could not come back, I had a serious illness and almost lost my life. My father went to the palace and invited the director of the Imperial Hospital.
yuan Zheng shook his head and said, “This is a heart disease. Medicine can’t cure it.”
However, when I woke up one day and saw that my father in front of the bed was much older, I couldn’t bear to come back to life.
Can live every day, even breathing is painful.
Seeing that I had changed my former liveliness, he once said to me in private, “If you still can’t let go of Jing Ming, you can postpone the wedding date. I’ll wait for the day when you really come back to life.”
I did not speak, the day I really came back to life may be the day Jing Ming can come back to life again. I
agreed to marry him because he was not wrong, and my father also wanted to see me get married.
I have been sorry Jing Ming, can not let other people who love me sad.
I forgot how I walked back to the house that day, and when I got back to the house, I fell ill again.
Only this time, Jing Ming came to see me in my dream. He hasn’t been here in two years, and I think he blames me. In the
dream, he was a little different from two years ago. He had grown up a lot and his facial features were more handsome. He just looked at me with a cold air and melancholy eyes.
Calling me “sister,” I stretched out my hand to pull him, but he pushed me away mercilessly, and he turned away.
I quickly got out of bed to chase him, my feet were empty, and I suddenly woke up. There was a group of people
around the head of the bed, and I was used to this kind of scene. He closed his eyes somewhat dejectedly.
I heard the sound of “sister” in my dream.
I suddenly looked back, and this time, I really saw Jing Ming.
This is not a dream, I throw away the quilt, jump out of bed, but this time I dare not reach out to touch him, I am afraid I reach out, the dream will wake up.
He just stood there, smiling at me, as if he were Jingming who had been chased and beaten by me in the yard before.
Jing Ming, is that you? Did you come back to see me? Between words, my tears have been uncontrollable.
Jing Ming suddenly stepped forward and said, “It’s me. I’m back.” Reach out to hold me, this time it’s warm Jingming.
It’s not a dream. It’s really Jing Ming. When
my father saw the cheerful look of Ching-ming, his eyes sparkled and his eyes were slightly wet. “Just come back, just come back.”
Jing Ming said that when he woke up in a farm, he fell on his head and did not remember anything.
This time, because of an accident, he remembered the past and found it all the way back. When Jing Ming and I were alone in the
room, Jing Ming asked me a question: “Sister, can you give up your marriage with Xiao Xianzhi and not marry him?”
Why? Over the years, I’ve done everything I can. What’s the reason for me to break off my marriage? Originally immersed in the joy of Jing Ming’s return, this sentence is like a blow to the head.
Because he pushed me into the water, and I almost died in that lake. Is that reason enough? In the end, Jing Ming’s black eyes were full of repressed anger.
Hear Jing Ming say, it is envy to push him into the water. As if struck by lightning, I looked at Jing Ming in shock.
But there are some doubts. In the past, Ching-ming always liked to “put the blame on” and admired it. But Jing Ming won’t jump into the water by himself.
Thinking of this, he happened to look at the cloudy eyes. He smiled indifferently and turned his head away. “You still don’t believe me. I know what you’re thinking.”
You must think that when I was a kid, I used to make up lies about Hsiao Hsien-chih bullying me, and this time it’s the same. Am I right? Elder sister
“No, my sister just..” He saw what he was thinking and denied it, but Jing Ming interrupted me.
“Yes, I made it up again.” “I just wanted to test it,”
he sighed. “I didn’t realize that Hsiao Hsien-chih was so much more important than me in my sister’s heart.” In the end, Jing Ming bent down and whispered in my ear.
Seeing that I was a little pale, he helped me to lie down on the bed and covered me with the quilt. Leaning his head on my bedside and looking at me
as he did when he was a child, I caught the fleeting disappointment in his eyes.
“My sister is still ill. Have a good rest.” Then he turned around and left.
I took his hand and said, “I’m not tired. I want to hear what you’ve been through all these years away from you.”
Ching-ming turned to me with a gentle smile, and there was a little warmth in his eyes: “The future is long, and the most important thing is for my sister to take good care of herself.”
This conversation is the first time I have known him for so long that I feel cold.
Jing Ming walked to the door and paused, but never looked back.
I didn’t ask him to stay and watched him go out.
Jing Ming is not the same as before, I do not know if there is any grievance outside, the whole person exudes an imperceptible hostility.
I brought up my brother, and I am very sensitive to his changes. After I recovered from my
illness, the wedding date of Xianzhi and I was held as promised. For Xie Fu, this was a good thing with double happiness.
I was about to get married, and the Hsieh family’s longtime worry, Jing Ming, had already returned home.
At that time, the people I love are all around me, and I feel that happiness is very close to me.
Because the marriage was arranged by the emperor himself, he would come to the house to marry us.
As courtiers, Xiao Xie two is the first one in the capital.
Seeing that the wedding day had come and it was still dark, I was called to dress up.
Sitting in front of the mirror, Mammy, who combed my hair, praised me for being blessed with beauty.
I touched the bracelet on my hand, which was given by him when I was engaged to envy.
Over the years, he has accompanied me to enlighten me and take care of me, and I really want to grow old with him.
But since that day, there has been a doubt in my heart, if Jingming is not joking, it is really him. What should I do.
I don’t dare to think about it, and I don’t want to think about it. I always feel that a person who is so gentle as jade will not, will not.
When the time came, Jing Ming led me out of the house. He whispered to me, “Sister, wait for me.”
I don’t understand what the phrase “wait for me” means, but I think Jing Ming is very different today. The crowd was noisy, and I was surrounded by a group of people to the main hall, and I didn’t think much about that sentence.
Xianzhi waited for me in the main hall. We said goodbye to my father together. He led me to the bridal sedan chair.
When I arrived at the Hsiao Mansion, I was sent to the wedding room with the sound of “husband and wife worship.”.
Marriage is really very tired, the servant girl brought up a cup of tea for me, said let me quench my thirst. After
drinking tea, I was so sleepy that I fell asleep unconsciously. When I woke up
again, it was dark. There was silence
outside, and I was not in the wedding room, but in the palace.
I lay on a luxurious bed with a dragon pattern carved on it.
My wedding dress had already been changed, and I got out of bed. I
‘m weak. I’ve been drugged. There is something wrong with the cup of tea brought by the
servant girl.
When I looked at the room, I found that the furnishings of the room were facing south, and there was only the emperor in the world.
I had a bad feeling in my heart.
The door was suddenly opened, Jing Ming was dressed in a wedding dress, and behind him was the envy of being beaten all over with blood. When
Jing Ming looked at me, the love in his eyes was undisguised and so hot. The look in his eyes
made me feel strange, and I couldn’t help retreating. “What did you do? Why did you hurt Envy like this?”
“Sister, tonight is a big day for you and me. I don’t want to hear anyone else’s name.” He came to me and pulled me into his arms.
I resisted, I struggled, I was ashamed, but to no avail, and he held me tightly in his arms.
I don’t understand why Ching-ming is suddenly like this: “Let go!”! I am your sister! I struggled to break away from him, but he rolled over and pressed me under him.
Forced to face his blazing eyes, I raised my hand in shame and slapped him in the face.
He was beaten away from his head, pulled the corners of his mouth, and his eyes suddenly became crazy. He grabbed
me with both hands on his head and whispered in my ear in a low and dumb voice, “Since my sister is so excited, how about letting Xiao Xianzhi watch our bridal chamber?” When I heard
that, I thought he was crazy. No, I’m going crazy.
Hsieh Ching-ming, how dare you! Get out of my way before I hit you. But I couldn’t escape his control with all my strength.
He buried his head in my neck. “Sister, you can only be mine.”
I couldn’t believe what I saw. How could that lovely brother become so crazy. It wasn’t
until he got close to me and kissed my neck with his lips that I was sure it was true. I saw that my brother actually thought. Be my husband! The
warm breath hit my neck, but it made me shiver. I began to fear all this, and my body began to tremble.
I know. I’m sick again.
I cried uncontrollably, and my body was shaking like a sieve. Only then did Jing Ming discover that something was wrong and hurriedly called someone to call the Imperial Physician.
Later, Jing Ming did not embarrass me again. He is always careful and well-behaved in front of me. I don’t look like the same person who forced me
that day.
He is now the emperor, but on the day of my wedding with envy, he took Yun Shi to break through the city gate, using the big Qibu defense map hidden in my father’s study.
He broke into the city, did not slaughter the people, but only killed the emperor.
He said that the former Yongdi was extravagant and dissipated, damn it!
He also killed the courtiers who opposed him, while our Xie family was charged with raising Prince Yun and collaborating with the enemy.
Although no one dares to say on the surface, it is the object of discussion before tea after dinner.
He was a tyrannical emperor in the mouth of the people, but he served lightly after he ascended the throne and helped the people a lot.
In this respect, he is a good emperor, but he is not a good man, which makes me miserable.
He did not move the former Xiao Taishi, but treated them kindly, but Xiao Taishi’s daughter-in-law who had not passed the door was robbed by him.
Jing Ming sent his father to the south of the Yangtze River to retire, which was also far away from the court of intrigue.
“Sister, if you stay with me, I will keep them safe forever.” He talks tough, but acts against it.
I had no choice but to compromise on the surface, but in my heart I was thinking about how to escape. I was trapped in this temple every day, and I was afraid I was really going crazy.
Besides, Jing Ming sleeps next to me every night. I’m his sister. Although I’m not his own, I’m still very twisted.
Especially when his bracelet was on my waist, I felt uncomfortable and moved forward, and he pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly.
“Sister, don’t leave me. You are all I have.” It’s his raving. He’s not awake.
I patted him on the back with my backhand, and he fell asleep again. After a few nights of
insomnia, I couldn’t hold up my sleepiness and fell asleep.
Because of my good behavior, Jing Ming was finally willing to let me out of the temple, and the maid of honor took me to wander around the Imperial Garden.
Trapped in the temple for a month, I was angry at the beginning and compromised at the end.
I should hate him, but I don’t know why I can’t hate him. The more I think about it, the more confused I am.
Suddenly, a little maid of honor rushed out of the corner, holding a tea tray directly to my dress button, but the skirt sprinkled some water, but she knelt on the ground in fear and begged me to forgive, I gently picked her up. The moment I
helped her, I had a note in my hand, and the little maid of honor gave me a look and retreated gratefully.
I don’t know if the maid behind me saw the scene just now, but I just want to go back and see what was written on the note in my hand.
I hurried back to the hall and let all the palace people go down. I unfolded the note, which was sent in by Envy.
“The day after tomorrow I will go back to the Hsieh Mansion to leave the capital, and I have already sent someone to welcome Uncle Hsieh out.”
Envy, this is to take me and dad away. If
I really leave, if I am caught by my crazy brother, I will have no good fruit to eat.
But if I don’t leave, I’ll go crazy.
Because I recently had a perverted idea in my mind. After
reading the letter, I took it to the candle and burned it. Thinking about
how to get out of the palace first. When Jing Ming came
in the evening, I chatted with him in a flattering way, and he was very happy.
“I have something to ask you.”
“Good.” He promised, but the corners of his mouth fell.
“When you were a child, you came to me to save you, and you planned it.”
“Yes.” He didn’t shy away. He was a good, honest kid.
To confirm this idea, my guilt of wanting to run away was also weakened.
“When I fell into the water, was it a plan?”
“No.”
“Okay, I believe you.” Do
you remember when you were a child you carved a wooden hairpin for me? I want to go back to the Hsieh Mansion to get it. That’s very important to me, because Ching-ming himself made it for me, and I like it very much. In order to gain his trust, I pretended to care about him.
He was very happy, promised me, also said to accompany me to go back, I put his national affairs first, let him wait for me in the palace.
“What, are you still afraid I’ll run away?”
“Sister, don’t you want to escape from me?” He immediately moved closer to me with a serious look, and I couldn’t help laughing out loud.
“Of course not. I’ll be with you.” I touched his head and made him believe me.
“Don’t lie to me, sister, or..” His dark eyes narrowed slightly.
He did not say any more, but the cold air on his handsome face made people shudder.
This little swindler, he is only allowed to cheat me, but I am not allowed to cheat him. When is he so overbearing. It happened to be a cloudy day when I
left the palace.
“Come back soon, sister. I have good news for you.” His face was red, but his eyes were shining, and he was looking forward to my response.
I said yes.
I figured it out, although Jing Ming lied to me first. But he didn’t hurt my family, or even the people of Qi.
Moreover, although the Yun family was of a different race, their ancestors did belong to the royal family of the former Dynasty.
Besides, I can’t tell Jing Ming directly. He won’t let me go to see him. Let’s do it secretly.
I left the palace today to make it clear to envy that I would like to be trapped in the palace where there is no freedom.
After all, I am sorry for him, and I hope he can meet a lover again.
Back to Xie Fu, it was already an empty house. Although no one lived there, it was no different from before he left, as if someone was cleaning every day.
I told the palace men who had followed me to wait at the door, and I went into my father’s study alone. Envy was waiting for me
inside. When he saw me coming, he walked quickly to me.
“Oh, I’m all set. I’ll send someone to pick up Uncle Hsieh, and then your father and daughter will be reunited.”
“I don’t want to be a noble son in the capital. You take me with you, and I’ll follow you everywhere. No matter what happens, you’ll always be my wife, Hsiao Hsien-chih.”
Envy, after all, I’m sorry for you, I.. Don’t want to go.
Ching-ming lost his mother when he was young, and now he’s all alone. In this world, I am the only one who knows his past, his suffering, and his happiness.
Envy looked at me, the light in his eyes darkened little by little, and he looked lost.
“Before I came, I had the answer in my mind. But I want to try again. Will you choose me this time?”
Silence for a moment, but also respect my choice.
When I heard him say that, I felt guilty in my heart.
For so many years, despite the engagement, he never crossed the line, and I hugged him apologetically.
Suddenly there was a dull thunder in the sky, and I was frightened by the door that was kicked open. I don’t know whether I was frightened by the thunder or by the people standing at the door.
A group of Jia Wei followed him, came forward to take down the envy, and retreated to the back.
Jing Ming was carrying a sword, his eyes were scarlet, and his face was gloomy, which matched the weather outside the door. Those who did not know thought that he had come to catch adultery.
“Sister, you lied to me again. You said you were coming back for the wooden hairpin I carved, but in fact you wanted to elope with him.”
He rushed at me like crazy, pinching my shoulder hand with strength, and the pain made my tears almost come out.
I told you, don’t lie to me.. Why aren’t you obedient? There was a strong resentment under
his scarlet eyes, as if he was going to eat me. It was as if he had turned back into the frightening Jing Ming.
“You listen to my explanation. I’m innocent with you. I’m really not leaving. I’ll stay in the palace with you. What you saw just now is not what you think.” I was so busy explaining to him that I almost cried for fear that he would not believe me.
“I’m not out of line with you. I want to take her away, but she wants to stay with you.” Envy also helped to explain.
But Jing Ming now where to listen, he pulled the corners of his mouth, scarlet eyes full of paranoid desire. He picked me up and carried me to the bed. I panicked and tried to resist.
When I was a child, my father taught us together. He was not as good as me. Why can’t I beat him now.
Then I was thrown heavily on the bed, some pain, did not wait for me to come to my senses, his hands were tightly bound, and sure enough, the disparity in strength between men and women, I simply can not move.
Things seem to be heading in the wrong direction.
“You can’t do that to her. She’s your sister!” With a roar of envy, he wanted to come and save me, so he was taken out by Jia Wei and closed the door.
I was so frightened that I bit him on the shoulder, because now only my mouth was free. He snorted and then kissed me. The kiss was very overbearing. For a moment I felt that I was going to be suffocated to death.
I was finally able to catch my breath, but he gasped harder. Whispering
in my ear, “” Does it hurt
? My heart is more painful than your repeated desertions.
“But it doesn’t matter. Right here, right now, I’m in charge.”
“I want you to never see him again.” As
he spoke, he bit me on the shoulder, and the pain made me shrink into a ball.
…… When I woke up
again, it had cleared up. There are birds chirping outside from time to time. They were free, but I was back in captivity. After
that day, Jing Ming never came to the door again. As if it were just a dream.
I was trapped in this hall every day, and the palace people who served me changed again, and no one dared to talk to me.
I completely cut off contact with the outside world, I do not know how the envy, Jing Ming will not kill him.
If I really involved him, I will not forgive myself, nor will I forgive Jing Ming. The more
I thought about it, the more scared I became. I had to know what was out there.
I went on a hunger strike, and the palace people did not dare to force me to feed. On the first day of the
hunger strike, Jing Ming came. He didn’t say anything, but looked at me quietly.
“It’s not wrong to envy him. It’s not wrong from beginning to end. Don’t hurt him..” That was the first thing I said when I woke up.
Jing Ming’s gentle eyes were now full of anger, and I subconsciously gathered my clothes and moved back to look at him warily.
“Sister, do you know what good news I will tell you on the day I leave the palace?”
He looked at me tenderly.
I want to marry you to be my queen, not to be forced. But again and again you chose Hsiao Hsien-chih and abandoned me. Just now, the eyes of the paranoid haze made me feel frightened, and now all he has is tenderness.
“But you didn’t trust me either.”
“I’ll give you one more chance to choose. Would you like to..” I knew what he was going to say
from his cautious eyes.
“I don’t want to. I just want the emperor to let it go.” He seemed to breathe sigh of relief, but he frowned sadly.
“Very well.” He left a word, turned to leave, watching him leave the back, since when, every time I am watching him go.
Later, I heard people in the palace say that he was partying every night.
He was presented with many beauties.
He seems to have completely forgotten me.
9
Not long after.
He let me out of the palace, and I became the princess of Leping, and all the servants in the mansion came back.
It’s just that I’m the only one in the big Xie Mansion now. Every time I look at the familiar place, I will think of the happy time at that time.
A month later, the news of the emperor’s concubine came from the palace.
It was Princess Wu, who was made an imperial concubine. I felt terrible when I
heard the news. It’s funny when I think about it. In what capacity do I feel uncomfortable, as his sister? Or with him.
But I thought back and forth, but I couldn’t think of a reason.
It was not until I got the news that he was locked up in the dungeon by Jingming that he was sent to the frontier.
The frontier.
Jing Ming, this is the life he wants to envy!
Arrogant as envy, even if there is no accident on the way to distribution, I’m afraid he also.
He is the favored son of heaven. When we were engaged, many noble girls in the capital bit their silver teeth behind their backs, satirizing me that the daughter of a warrior could marry a gentle genius. This marriage really doesn’t match.
I also felt quite mismatched. My upbringing, Mammy, had said that I was not disciplined, and that I was not like the etiquette of other ladies. But my temperament of daring to love and hate is rare.
So when I am in the same place with envy, I am always out of place. I was very active, and he looked at me quietly.
Recently, I can’t sleep well.
Thinking about it, I want to go to the palace to see Jing Ming.
But Jing Ming sent me away. “The emperor doesn’t want to see the princess,” said the palace man who
came to speak. “The emperor said that since he had issued an edict, he couldn’t change it from time to time. He was kind enough to leave the man alive.”
Mercy? I’m afraid
he doesn’t want his hands to be stained with blood, and he just wants to let Envy cut himself.
I wanted to see him off and talk to him, but he stopped me.
Those days. When the meal was
served, I carried it almost intact, and I had no appetite.
Until one day, I couldn’t hold back and spit out all the food I had eaten.
Beautyberry hurried to call the doctor. Beautyberry was the one I met in the street on the day I returned home. She also asked me for help like Jing Ming when she was young, so I brought her back. After feeling my pulse,
the doctor raised his hand to congratulate me. “Congratulations, princess, you are already one month pregnant.”
Hearing the news, I was surprised and happy. I reached out and touched it. I had a child with Jingming. In
fact, there is a moment of joy in my heart, this lonely years will finally have someone to accompany me.
I gave the doctor a lot of money to keep the matter secret. I didn’t even tell my father, and every time I wrote to him, it was trivial. Every day
after that, I slept soundly.
Seeing my belly getting bigger day by day, Jing Ming should not know it, I hide it tightly.
One night, I slept in a daze. I always felt that someone put his arms around me from behind and touched my stomach.
It feels like a dream, but I can actually feel someone whispering in my ear.
I blurted out the word “Jing Ming,” and I was startled to wake up by my own words.
Turning over, there was no one behind him, and the mattress behind him was flat and cool, not like the traces of someone sleeping.
I understand that my feelings for him are not pure, but I understand too late. Without the marriage of the former deposed emperor, what would it be like now.
A mess, the whole dish is wrong. The New Year’s banquet is
coming soon, and I have to go to the palace at that time. I haven’t seen Jingming for half a year.
I looked down at my belly, and the big clothes could not hide the high belly.
I’m going to pass a medical letter to the top to avoid this meeting. Did not wait to finish writing, the palace issued a decree to cancel this year’s palace banquet, all princes and ministers do not have to enter the palace to attend the palace banquet.
This New Year’s Eve dinner, Xie Fu people gathered in the main hall. We all sat together for dinner, regardless of the master or servant.
I looked up at the full moon in the sky. Wherever the moon went, there were people I loved. They were all safe. That was enough.
“All right, the dumplings are cooked. Let’s eat quickly.” I greeted in the main seat.
I raise my glass to the palace, “Peace be with you and me.” After
dinner, Zizhu and I dressed up and went to the street. The street was busy and crowded. Zizhu protected me tightly and looked at the crowd warily.
Looking at the fireworks blooming in the sky, Jingming and I liked to watch fireworks when we were young, but at that time we went to the overpass to see, where we stood high and saw far.
I looked at the direction of the palace, the palace is also setting off fireworks, I think the spring banquet must be accompanied by the imperial concubine.
I held my waist and took two steps forward without paying attention to my feet. When I was about to fall back, the beautyberry, with quick eyes and quick hands, flew to hold me steady.
I looked at beautyberry suspiciously. She was very skillful. How could she be chased and beaten at that time.
Beautyberry only lowered her head, did not look at me and did not speak. Recalling what had happened before, I vaguely guessed something, and I did not speak.
After the shock just now, a little sleepy, beautyberry helped me back to the house
. My stomach was much bigger than ordinary people when I was seven or eight months old. I thought there was something wrong and sent for a doctor.
The doctor said that I was pregnant with twins. I was so happy that I had two babies at once.
But after the spring, the palace faintly spread the news that the emperor was seriously ill, and he had been weak since childhood.
But if there is a doctor in the palace, he will be all right. I couldn’t sleep well for a
few days, but the two babies were very good and didn’t kick me.
“My dear children, you are worried about your father, and so is your mother, but she can’t go to see him.” I touched my stomach and chatted with them.
But then one day, the imperial concubine in the palace suddenly died. But the emperor issued a decree to attack the Wu family and destroy the whole Wu family. It took only two months for the
army to return to the court. On the day of his return, Jing Ming personally went out to meet him.
Heard that the coach is an experienced veteran, I can not help but listen to a smile, Dad, the first general of Qi is going to be kicked out. On the second day of the
army’s return, Jing Ming vomited blood in the palace. People in the palace were in a state of panic.
The supervisor suddenly came to the door and begged me to go into the palace to see Jing Ming. As soon as he came in, he knelt down in front of me and said, “Madam, please come to the palace and see the emperor. The emperor is very ill.”
The overseer was not surprised to see my belly, and I followed him into the palace.
Sure enough, Jing Ming on the bed, pale and weak, I gently stroked his face, a little cold.
The heart can not help but ache.
I fell asleep beside his bed and opened my eyes to his loving eyes.
“You’re awake. How do you feel?” I asked him eagerly.
He looked down at my stomach and withdrew his outstretched hand.
I pulled it over and attached it to my stomach. His hand was cold.
“These are your children. You must get better, or I’ll find them a stepfather.”
Jing Ming smiled, but I cried and buried my head in his hand.
Do not leave me, please. You get better, or I won’t forgive you in my next life, in my next life.
He reached out and wiped away my tears. “Good.”.
He rested in bed for a few days, and the doctor said he had recovered.
But Jing Ming is still light, as if I let go, he will fly away. On the day he was
healed, he asked me if I would be his queen and wife.
I nodded. “That phoenix robe has to be made bigger. Look.” I raised my nine-month baby bump.
Jing Ming squatted down and put his ear on my stomach, saying that the child was talking to him.
At that time, I felt that I was the happiest existence of Daqi.
The phoenix robe was delivered to me the next day, but the size was just right. How can it be made in one day? It will take at least a month. At the
grand ceremony, when I received the worship of the officials, I saw my father and envy, who stood at the head of civil and military respectively.
I looked at Jing Ming in surprise. He smiled and took my hand, facing Baiguan.
It turned out that Dad was the victorious general. When did he come back? Wasn’t he sent to the frontier? But now where he stands should be the prime minister’s position.
These days, I even dare not go out of the door, as expected is a melon can not get. At the
grand ceremony, Jing Ming took me to offer sacrifices to heaven and earth and told the world that I, Xie Shijing, would be his wife from then on. After the
ceremony, Jing Ming fell down. Only then did
the Imperial Physician confide the truth to me that Jing Ming had been deeply poisoned in the past two days.
Hearing this, my eyes were black and I almost fell down. I pushed the crowd away and rushed to Jingming’s bedside. I hugged him and burst into tears.
I don’t believe it. I can’t. I’ve missed him for so long. He can’t leave me.
“At first, I just wanted you to spend your life in your own way. Later, I was not greedy enough. I wanted you and the children to be around me.”
“I don’t have a mother or a concubine. When I was in the Yun family, I never felt love.”
“I knew you were outside the window. I always knew I would love you when you got better.” I was already sobbing.
I was wrong, and it’s time to pay for my mistake. Don’t be afraid. Dad and Xiao Xianzhi will help you in the future.
Even if you remarry, you absolutely cannot marry Hsiao Hsien-chih. Finally, Jing Ming insisted on talking and laughing with me. Just then
, my stomach began to ache, thinking that the children wanted to come out and see their father quickly. The
palace people hurriedly moved me to the side hall. I was in pain for a day and a night, and finally they were born.
The doctor girl showed me that her son looked like Jing Ming and her daughter looked like me. Immersed in my imagination, I thought about the happy life of our family of four in the future.
Suddenly, there was a cry in the next room. I raised myself with difficulty and asked the others, “How is the emperor?” The
palace people all knelt on the ground, and no one dared to reply. Suddenly,
I couldn’t hold it any longer. I fell back heavily. My body was in severe pain. I felt the blood in my body was running out.
The woman doctor hurried up to examine her and shouted, “It’s no good. The empress is bleeding!”
In front of her eyes was the anxious expression of the female doctor and the cry accompanied by the noise.
“Jingming is waiting for me. I’m with you.”
I’m going to find my Jing Ming. He won’t be lonely. I’ll be with him. I won’t leave him alone this time. History of
the Great Qi Dynasty: In the second year of the reign of Emperor Jingming, Emperor Yunlie of the yuan Dynasty died, and Empress Xie died and was buried in the imperial mausoleum. Youzhu succeeded to the throne, assisted by Xiao Xiang.
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6 Jinfengyun
The passing away of beauty: Remembering the time when
the love is thick and the thrush is thick, the cat is waiting for
the cat
