Always give you a hug
, silent love: just like you
near the final exam, I am a medical student.
Really do not understand the disease, I went to the Internet to register a number, pretending to be a patient to set the answer.
As a result, he saw through my trick and wanted to refund my money.
I could only provoke him into saying, “Doctor, don’t you know how to do that?”
The opposite side was silent for a long time and sent me a string of answers.
I’m so happy that I copy it down quickly. The
next day, when I handed in my homework, the teacher laughed for a long time and patted the handsome man next to me: “That stupid student who had more than 20 kinds of diseases yesterday can’t be found.”
(1)
Persuade people to study medicine. The sky strikes me with thunder. Honesty does not deceive me.
Back then, I fantasized about putting on a white coat and seriously saving the lives of patients.
It wasn’t until I studied medicine that I felt I had to save my life first.
The final exam is really too difficult!
I dreamed that I was failing the exam. I couldn’t understand the questions when I
did my homework, so I had a brainwave to learn the online set and registered with my best friend’s medical card in our hospital, thinking about getting the answers.
The doctor is very patient, I ask from the expression of intracranial pressure heighten the reason of menstruation maladjusted. At
first he answered my questions very strictly, reassuring me from time to time not to worry, but when I finally asked such a stupid question as the location of ectopic pregnancy, he finally kept silent.
After a long time, he asked, “Which teacher’s student are you?”
I panicked for a moment and immediately returned to normal. I did it with my best friend’s card. How could he know who I was.
So he continued, “I’m a patient, Doctor. What are you talking about?”
The other side was speechless for a long time, and then replied, “From the first sentence you asked me, you have suffered from more than 20 diseases, including concussion, high blood pressure, and frontotemporal dementia.”
“Now, it includes abortion.”
I continued typing shamelessly: “I’m not well.”
The other side has been displaying the input, and finally sent a sentence: “Give you a refund.”
I panicked. I still had one last big homework question to ask, so I quickly sent it over. After thinking about it, I learned to match it with the sentence on the Internet: “Doctor, don’t you know?”
Silence, silence is Cambridge tonight.
There was silence for at least five minutes.
Until I felt that he must think that I was a somebody and would not be affected by this kind of provocation, he sent a message.
It’s a string of seemingly standard answers.
I was so happy that I didn’t think twice before I replied, “Thanks to the doctor, I’ve been cured.”
The other side did not reply at all, and seemed to be extremely speechless to me.
But I don’t care. You don’t know me.
Thanks to this great doctor, who saved me from fire and water, I eagerly copied his standard answers and pressed the submit button accurately.
My homework, under my shameless strategy, is finally finished.
(2)
Just when I thought I had nothing to worry about, the homework was approved so quickly. The last big question was all wrong, and not a word was right.
Gan!!!
That doctor lied to me!
I thought he had been goaded into giving me the right answers that he had learned all his life.
I didn’t think of it. I didn’t think of it. He cheated people without blinking.
I also gave him a five-star review.
I’m such a loser.
Sure enough, needless to say, the information in the group had already been released, and I was called to the teacher’s office.
As soon as I entered the door, the teacher sat seriously on the sofa, beside which I did not know when there was an extra workstation, sitting on a handsome man. It’s not that
I haven’t seen a handsome guy in medical school, but there are so few handsome guys with hair that I can’t help looking at him more.
Seemingly aware of my gaze, he looked up at me from behind the computer.
His eyes were gentle amber, and the light and shadow outside the window perfectly hit the bridge of his nose, which became a beautiful scenery.
I suddenly feel that my trip is really worth it. If I am scolded, I will be scolded. If I see a handsome man with hair, I will have no regrets in my life.
I dawdled to the teacher’s side, and my head was as low as a quail.
The teacher took a sip of tea, looked at my report, looked at me, looked at the handsome guy next to me, repeated several times and suddenly laughed.
Then he patted the handsome man next to him on the shoulder and said, “Xiaogu, the stupid student you said yesterday who has more than 20 kinds of diseases can’t be found.”
The teacher pointed at me and laughed angrily: “Hsu Nan-nan, you are really my good student.”
I’m completely confused.
How to describe it, it’s like robbing a grave to dig up his ancestral grave and being seen by his father.
“You’re really good. You can still provoke people and ask them if Dr. Ku doesn’t know this problem.”
“You play a lot of tricks.”
My head is lower.
“If you dare to copy such an obvious wrong answer, it will be found out.”
I looked up in shock, just in time to meet Dr. Gu’s eyes again. His eyes were more helpless and smiling, and his slender hands kept turning the ballpoint pen.
It turned out that he found out that I was a student of this school and deliberately gave me a very symbolic title to find me.
Whoo, he’s really, I’m crying to death! Tired of scolding, the
teacher took a sip of tea, pointed to Dr. Ku, and said, “Go and apologize.”
I said yes again and again. I went up to him and gave him a big bow. “I’m sorry!”! Dr Koo!
He pushed his chair half a step back, looked at me for a long time, and said earnestly, “If I feel sorry, I’ll study hard and stop wasting medical resources.”
I feel more ashamed, even if I am stupid, I also take up medical resources, I really should die ah! I was
about to say I was sorry, and when he finally let me go, our teacher spoke again.
Xiaogu, it’s almost the end of the term. You see, I’m going out to communicate right away. I can’t help picking up such a rebellious son. Otherwise, you can find time to make up lessons for her.
“If she fails the exam, I won’t be able to keep my old face down.”
Make up lessons??
I asked him to make up lessons? This is not the society dead its mother to the society dead open the door, the society dead to the home?! Subconsciously,
I asked, “Why?” “Because I am your father!” The
teacher said to Dr. Ku, whose amiable face turned black in an instant! If I can’t manage you, let someone else manage you, so I won’t be humiliated later. Dr.
Ku was obviously stunned, and was about to open his mouth when my teacher, my father, interrupted him: “Nannan is a child whose brain doesn’t work well when she’s young.”
I
Dad, you are my real father. I beg you not to say it.
“Surely you don’t have the heart to refuse me, your old schoolmate?” After
my father said this sentence, Dr. Gu did not know whether to laugh or cry. He held his forehead for a long time and could only promise.
Under the gaze of my father’s eyes, I could only take out my mobile phone and add Dr. Gu’s WeChat. When I
scanned the code, because I was very close, I saw a ferocious scar spreading on his palm and back of his hand, which was incompatible with his slender white hand.
At first glance, it was a blunt force cut, and there was no trace of timely treatment.
I realized that I couldn’t keep my eyes for long, so I had to look up.
As a result, when I looked up, I found that there was something like an earphone on his ear. Even if I pulled my hip again, I knew it was a hearing aid.
Not only does he have a scar, but he can’t hear?
Perhaps my eyes were too shocked. His scarred hand touched his ear. He smiled and said, “Don’t you recognize this?”
Knowing is knowing, but I can’t believe it.
Seeing that I was still in a daze, he took back his cell phone and joked, “It seems that I have a long way to go.”
The sound is light, but inexplicably magnetic, like the sound of a cello across the eardrum.
Unexpectedly, I blushed.
Then he hurriedly said, “Goodbye, teachers,” and quickly fled the office.
(3)
On the way back to the dormitory, my mind was full of hearing AIDS hanging on his delicate ears and his beautiful gentle face like Nuwa.
My heart is beating fast.
Help! This is my dad’s alumnus!
I’m sober!!!!
I tried to put the weird images in my mind, and when I entered the dormitory door to rest, my roommate pulled me like crazy and shouted.
ah! Nannan, I have a new male God! The new doctor in our medical department is very handsome!
What the hell?
“Isn’t your male God Lin Sui-hsing from the Institute of Mathematics and Physics?”
Lin Suixing is a member of the Academy of Mathematics and Physics. I’ve seen real people. He’s really handsome, but I don’t think he’s as handsome as Dr. Gu today.
Gan! Why am I thinking about Dr. Gu again? Stop it.
“Oh, he already has a girlfriend. I would have changed long ago.”
My roommate came over and showed me the resume on the tablet: “Look at my new male God, a mature man!”! This face won’t be able to beat many stars.
“The key is that it looks very gentle.”
“It’s a pity he’s not our teacher. He’s just a sitting doctor.”
……
Xu Nannan! Why are you in a daze? Did you hear what I said?
Heard, not only heard, but also saw the familiar face. Isn’t
this picture on my roommate’s tablet just teasing my teacher Gu?!
Gu Huaiqing, his name. As his
name suggests, he is as clean and gentle as his people.
“How do you know him?”
I asked tentatively.
Roommates began to dance in the dormitory: “Sister, look at the group. It’s all going crazy. Even he’s single.”
“He’s single?”
Seconds later, I knew something was wrong, and sure enough, my roommate caught my mood with instant precision, squinting his eyes in a strange way: “Yo, there’s something going on, Nannan.”
I waved my hand repeatedly.
My roommate suddenly leaned in close, looked me straight in the eye, and said in a cheap way, “Ever since you saw his photo with dilated pupils, something’s been wrong. Now you’re still concerned about whether someone has a partner or not. If you confess, you’ll be lenient!” As
I laughed and scolded her to get out, I explained that I really didn’t.
My roommate looked at it suspiciously for a long time before he continued to give me Gu Huaiqing’s resume.
“It was said that he had just returned from abroad, and that he had participated in the international rescue before. He was very powerful, and I don’t know why he suddenly returned home.”
My heart missed a beat. It
suddenly occurred to him that he had just seen such a ferocious scar on his hand and a hearing aid on his ear. Does
his return have anything to do with this?
Although he had seen one side, but Gu Huaiqing’s eyes, soft to soft, no aggression, but with a touch of sadness. There are so many secrets in
this man.
“Send me yours. I want to see it, too.”
My roommate quickly sent me Gu Huaiqing’s personal information, not forgetting to satirize me: “Tut, say not interested, not yet..” The
voice stopped abruptly.
Because on the tablet I just took out, Gu Huaiqing’s friend passed the notice.
His wechat name is his real name, and I didn’t notice it when I scanned the code.
My tablet, well, the screen is huge enough for my roommate’s 24-gram titanium dog eye to see. Smiling,
I looked her in the eye, looking at her eyes, which had narrowed into a slit, examining and eating melons. I explained, “I went to the office today and helped him organize his papers, so I added WeChat.”
The roommate obviously didn’t believe it, and his sensitive nose smelled the melon: “Really?” I stood with my
fingers together and swore to God. Before I could say the word “yes,” the news of Ku Huai-ching continued to pop up.
“Come to my house tomorrow afternoon.”
“The address is 26 Lake Court.”
……
Roommate:!!!?
(4)
I’m numb.. Gu Huaiqing and I both knew what
this WeChat meant, but my roommate didn’t know, so things went in the wrong direction.
I almost knelt down to my roommate and begged for mercy about my coquettish operation a few days ago. When she
heard this, she almost went crazy with laughter. Out of breath, she said, “You are really a talented person. You can’t catch a sheep with more than 20 kinds of diseases. At least you can find someone else.”
I cried my eyes out. You think I don’t want to.
His registration fee is expensive, and it is true that poverty makes me stupid. After
explaining, I fell into anxiety and would go to Gu Huaiqing’s home to make up lessons tomorrow.
This makes me very worried, mainly because it is too embarrassing.
My roommate comforted me by saying that Dr. Gu would not mind, and told me that if the situation permitted, I would secretly take some handsome pictures of Dr. Gu for him.
I turned it down right away. It’s an extra price.
But my roommate promised to keep it secret. I had no choice but to take the arduous task to make up lessons.
And this garden in the middle of the lake was so remote that there was no human habitation. When I found the place after a long time, I was already shivering at his door. When I still didn’t dare to knock, the door opened by itself, and the warm wind suddenly came to me.
Gu Huaiqing wears home clothes, the whole person looks more gentle.
I was about to say something when he said, “Come in first, it’s cold outside.”
I followed him into the door with hindsight. The decoration style of
his home is totally incompatible with Gu Huaiqing. I always think that people like him should use very warm colors. I didn’t expect that the decoration is black, white and grey, which makes me feel that his home is colder than outside.
“So afraid of me?”
He suddenly asked out loud, and I turned back slowly, “Ah,” to express my doubts.
He smiled and gave me a cup of hot water. “It’s so cold that I’d rather be cold than knock at the door.” The temperature of the
hot water spread from my fingertips to my whole body, and I felt myself warming up. “It’s not time,” I said awkwardly. “Sorry to bother you.”
Gu Huaiqing’s lips were slightly raised: “When I came to see a doctor on the Internet, well, I was quite embarrassed.”
Help!
The man died the day before yesterday, and the ashes were raised today.
I put my hands together above my head and said sincerely, “Dr. Ku, give me a break.”
He chuckled at my action, but after laughing for a while, he suddenly turned his back and began to cough.
The sound is not loud, but it feels like a depressing cough.
I quickly handed him the water on his desk.
Gu Huaiqing waved his hand to me, and he calmed down for a long time. When he recovered, his face was covered with a blush.
I didn’t want to drink water, but I was afraid that I would be embarrassed. I took the water from my hand and drank it, saying “thank you.”. When
the fingertips crossed my hand, it was a very cold touch. He was so cold in such a warm room.
I think of his ears and scars again for no reason.
“Let’s begin. Shall we go to the study?”
I quickly agreed and subconsciously went to help him.
Just touching his arm, he raised his eyebrows doubtfully and stared at my hand holding the sleeve of his sweater. When I
reacted, I wanted to beat myself to death. I subconsciously felt that Gu Huaiqing was very weak, but in fact he was an adult male who could punch me several times.
My hands are starting to burn. Not if I let them go, not if I don’t. I
was struggling, Gu Huaiqing did not say anything, let me help him into the study.
(5)
In the course of the lecture, nothing special happened. I always thought that the lecture would be more interesting for a person like him who looked more interesting, but I didn’t think it would be more boring than my father’s lecture.
And Gu Huaiqing’s lecture voice did not rise and fall, like water, people especially want to sleep, his handsome face can not support my increasingly heavy eyelids.
When I was sleepy for the umpteenth time he told me.
Gu Huaiqing knocked on the table.
“Hsu, you fell asleep again.”
I woke up in a daze, slapped myself in the face a few times, and found that I was still very sleepy, so I handed him my arm:
“Doctor Ku, please pinch me. It doesn’t hurt me to pinch myself. When it hurts, I don’t want to sleep.”
He looked down at my arm, which was pinched by himself and covered with marks, and sighed,
“Change the way.”
My eyelids felt like I was still fighting, and I couldn’t think twice before saying, “Why don’t you tell me a story?”
He seemed stunned. “What do you want to hear?” He asked. When
he asked, I suddenly woke up.
I want to hear your story, why your eyes are full of sadness, and why your physical condition is so bad.
Although I didn’t intend to say it, he kept my eyes on the ferocious scar on his hand.
“Want to hear this?”
He raised his right hand and pointed to the scar on the back of his hand.
I nodded.
Ku Huai-ching smiled with some success: “I’ll tell you after I’ve digested today’s content.”
I
Good for you.
No way, in order to listen to the story, I forced myself not to sleep, it was not easy to recite everything, my eyes were bright, when I was going to let him tell me the story.
The alarm clock is ringing.
Two and a half hours. Why so fast?!
Perhaps my expression was too dull, and this time he could not restrain himself from laughing out loud: “Classmate Hsu, it seems that you have to recite faster next time.”
I wanted to cut him with my eyes, but I didn’t dare.
So, for his story, every time I go to class, I recite it without stopping, but very coincidentally, every time I finish reciting it, the class is just over. The faster
I recite, the more he talks, and I always recite just the right time.
Every time I asked him, he would act shamelessly, showing a little mood of casual mischief, which was very vivid.
I have a reasonable suspicion that he endorsed me in the CPU.
But I was reluctant to criticize him, and even began to look forward to the arrival of remedial classes every day.
(6)
Now I know Gu Huaiqing well enough to understand his temper, and I will never stand at his door as before, but when I rang the doorbell this time, he did not open it.
I looked at the time, and it was time. After
testing the doorbell several times, I began to worry.
I always feel that an unworldly person like Gu Huaiqing will be broken at any time. The wind kept blowing
outside, and I was shivering with cold, but I kept knocking on the door, thinking about all kinds of accidents that had happened to him. It was not
until the cold wind froze my hands that I went to call him, only to find that no one answered. I was so
anxious that when I was going to call my dad, my fingers were so cold that my phone fell off without holding it steady.
His home is a single-family structure, the mobile phone began to slide down the stairs, and when I picked it up, it was completely unable to turn on.
Coincidentally, perhaps frozen for too long, at this time rhinitis began to make.
I sneezed so hard that I couldn’t open my eyes, and I had to knock on the door while trying to turn on my cell phone. When I went to blow my nose
again, I found there was no paper in my pocket.
***!
I kicked the wall and didn’t know what to do with myself.
No cell phone, no people, no paper, I can only find some small shops around the wind to see if I can borrow a cell phone, but this place is too remote, the subway station is far away from it.
After looking around, he found no one and went back to his house.
I huddled myself in a corner, trying to warm myself up a little, not forgetting to comfort myself that he must be all right, maybe he just forgot to make up lessons. I
don’t know how long I squatted, but I felt like I was going to lose consciousness. The door finally opened, and the warm light shone on me from the crack of the door.
“Nannan?”
Someone anxiously called me, I squinted my eyes for a long time, and finally determined that it was Gu Huaiqing.
Seeing him standing in front of me in his familiar home clothes, my eyes suddenly turned red.
Without much thought, I knelt on the ground and put my arms around him. Finally I couldn’t help crying, “You scared me to death. You really scared me to death.”.
“Terrible! I thought something had happened to you.”
……
Today’s bad luck welled up in my heart and turned into a feeling of grievance, which surged on Gu Huaiqing. Without logic,
I kept repeating, “I’m glad you’re okay.”
He never spoke, but slowly hugged me back and squatted outside with me in the cold, letting me vent.
When I was tired of crying, he did not feel dirty and wiped away my tears with his own clothes. His eyes were full of pain and heartache that I could not understand.
“I’m sorry, Nannan, I..”
I stopped crying, but when he spoke, I wanted to cry again, so I interrupted him and sobbed, “It’s all right, it’s all right.”.
You can forget about me, forget about the time to make up lessons today.
“As long as you’re okay, it’s great that you’re okay.”
After I finished, Gu Huaiqing’s explanation was swallowed, completely silent, deep eyes looked at me for a long time, and then pulled me into his arms.
(7)
I entered the room for a long time, still shaking, in fact, I want to restrain, but the physiological reaction is like this, I kept shivering.
Gu Huaiqing pushed the warm wind to the maximum, but I was still cold.
He was very sorry and poured me another cup of hot water, but I was the first to joke with him: “You see, my hands are finally colder than yours.” Stunned,
he gave a wry smile and looked up again, already very serious: “What happened today was my fault.” At a loss,
I explained indifferently, “It’s all right, it’s all right. I’m willing to wait.” But
Ku Huai-ching pointed to the hearing aid in his own ear and interrupted my consolation: “It’s broken.” We all understand
this sentence.
His hearing aid was broken. He was busy and often did not look at the time. The alarm clock, my knock on the door and the ringing of the telephone were all isolated by the broken hearing aid.
“Next time you’re in a situation like this, you can just go.”
“Next time I’ll wait.”
He frowned, and I quickly went on, “I had to make sure you were okay before I left.”
Then we looked at each other and were silent for a long time. It wasn’t
until I started sneezing that he came to his senses and touched my forehead. “Don’t you have a cold?”
We were so close together that I swallowed, glanced unnaturally away, and stammered, “You, you’re still a doctor, and you can’t even see such obvious rhinitis.”
He bowed his head and laughed helplessly, which I caught accurately.
I suddenly asked, “Are you afraid when you can’t hear?” After
asking, I regretted it, because I had only known him for more than a month, and this kind of thing should not have been asked by me.
Ku Huai-ching sat on the floor, leaning back on the sofa and looking up at me. After thinking for a long time, he replied, “I’m afraid.”
I was shocked. I thought he would at least say something like not afraid in front of a kid like me. Is
it so incredible? People are always afraid of the unknown.
He was so honest that I couldn’t catch the words and could only nod.
“Haven’t you always wanted to hear stories?”
I nodded again.
He stood up and went to fetch me a glass of water. “I’m on strike today. I’ll tell you a story.”
(8)
Gu Huaiqing’s story, in fact, I can guess.
It’s just the injuries left by the international rescue, but I didn’t think the rescue process would be so frightening.
“So if you don’t have a hearing problem, will you continue to participate in rescue activities?”
Ku Huai-ching nodded, his eyes blazing: “Yes, with my strength, I can save more lives. This is my value as a doctor.”
I can’t say anything. I can’t help but feel sad when I
think that his current physical condition can’t support his ideal.
I specially looked for Gu Huaiqing’s photos in my father’s study, and found a postcard, which was taken abroad. Behind
Gu Huaiqing are dilapidated houses, gravel flying, but Gu Huaiqing is not a little sick now, smiling brightly.
The picture was so powerful that I remembered it for a long time.
“What are you thinking?”
I sighed and restrained all my feelings of being unwilling to accept him: “I thought that when I asked you a question on the Internet, I couldn’t tell the difference between internal medicine and gynecology. Compared with you, I was so bad.”
He thought for a moment, then suddenly laughed, and then he couldn’t stop. “What are you laughing at?”
I asked curiously.
Ku Huai-ching’s eyes curved with laughter: “I made a bet with your father that this student would not copy the answers I gave him.”
What?!
It turned out that he was silent for so long not because he was speechless to me, but because he was betting with my father.
“What are you betting on?”
Ku Huai-ching laughed again: “I bet that such a stupid student would copy everything, and I would catch him.”
I handed him my hand and groaned, “Thank you for catching me.”
(9)
Because we chatted for so long that we forgot the time. When we went to see the time again, it was almost midnight.
The dormitory must be closed. My parents went to exchange and study again. There is a place nearby where birds don’t shit.
We looked at each other tacitly.
“Stay. I’ll tell your father.”
I am very calm on the surface, but in fact, my heart is already happy.
I don’t know why, but I always feel comfortable with Gu Huaiqing, and I especially want to protect him.
But that’s another problem. I don’t have any spare clothes. I should take a shower.
Apparently noticing this, he looked at me in silence for a long time and cleared his throat. “Well, my clothes, or..”
“Yes!”
I answered quickly, and when I reacted, I quickly looked down at my toes. A chuckle came from the
top of his head. “Go and wash your clothes. I’ll put them outside right away.”
As the saying goes, the bathroom and bedroom are the most private places for a person. After
I entered the bathroom, I touched here and there, picked up his bath lotion, I smelled it, and sure enough, it was the clean smell of his body, much like Shufujia soap?
I picked up my mobile phone to take pictures and go back to buy the same one, only to find that my poor mobile phone has been completely necrotic since I forgot it.
It’s over. I won’t go back to the dormitory for one night, and my roommate won’t go crazy. It’s
over, it’s over, it’s over. I will not gossip to death if I know it tomorrow.
Thinking of this, I took a quick shower, and before I had time to blow my hair, I ran to the study and hurriedly asked, “Dr. Ku, can I borrow my cell phone? My cell phone broke today.”
He looked at me and handed me my cell phone, wondering, “So urgent?” “Of course,” I murmured as
I dialed the number, “I can make up 200,000 words of fiction without hitting my roommate.” After
I dialed, my roommate said hello like a dog. I coughed and said, “It’s me.”
The roommate immediately screamed, “What a big boy!”! You’ve been worried sick about your father, you know!
I know, not only do I know, but now Dr. Gu knows that his mobile phone is loud in order to take care of his hearing.
Out of the corner of my eye, I have caught a glimpse of Gu Huaiqing’s irrepressible mouth.
I soothingly explained to her my situation today, and was about to tell her to pay attention to what she said when my roommate’s voice rose in an instant: “Our Nannan is promising, give me a hard knock on him!”! Our fertile water does not flow into the fields of outsiders.
My face was as red as a monkey’s ass, and I could only smile and make up for it: “You drank too much again today, ha-ha-ha. If you drink too much, go to bed.”
Roommate sighs: “Still shy? Who is the one in the dormitory who boasts that Ku Huai-ching is even more handsome than courtyard grass?”
Can’t listen any more, I said the signal is not good, hang up immediately, dare not look back at Gu Huaiqing.
This scene should be very embarrassing for both sides.
Or did Ku Huai-ching cough on purpose and say calmly, “Is this the 200,000-word novel you said you were going to fill in your brain?”
(10)
It’s impossible. The 200,000-word novel she filled in her brain can’t be broadcast. Embarrassed,
I lowered my head and handed him the phone. “She’s drunk. I can’t believe it.”
Gu Huaiqing nodded and played with his cell phone in his hand: “Do you occasionally talk about me in the dormitory?”
That’s more than occasional.
That’s quite a lot. That’s a good guy. The sound of gongs and drums, the sound of firecrackers, and the discussion of the sea of people.
I laughed. “No, we never gossip. We’re not interested in gossip.”
Gu Huaiqing obviously did not believe it and looked at me cunningly.
I surrendered, bowed my head and clasped my hands in resignation. “I was wrong. I discussed it.”
“What did you say?”
Of course, you are handsome. Discuss whether you are single or not, and whether there is gossip.
I cleared my throat and said, “Of course I am praising you for your excellent medical skills.”
Gu Huaiqing said, “Oh,” then nodded clearly and began to operate on his cell phone. It took him a long time to find something to stop.
Then he cleared his throat and began to read, “This doctor is reliable, and he is a miraculous cure!”! He has cured me of more than twenty diseases.
Tamad, I forgot to delete the good comment.
That was a good review for him at that time!!! After
reading it, he put his cell phone aside and leaned close to me and asked, “Is it so exquisite?”
I covered my face and gave a muffled “hmm”.
And then there was his hearty laugh.
Such an embarrassing scene was dealt with by him with such a prank.
(11)
We didn’t talk for a long time, and we almost had a rest.
Maybe today’s experience is too tiring. I just lay down in bed and went to sleep.
In the middle of the night, I suddenly heard something like a sob.
I woke up in an instant, thinking that I was in Gu Huaiqing’s home, a little relieved, and then carefully identified, found that it came from Gu Huaiqing’s bedroom. After
repeated confirmation, Gu Huaiqing was sobbing.
I opened the door gently, my mobile phone was broken and there was no flashlight, so I could only rely on the street lamp to illuminate and slowly touch the door of his room.
Gu Huaiqing slept and did not close the door, I carefully identified for a long time, found that he did not wake up, just in a nightmare.
I wanted to go in, but suddenly I didn’t dare to move forward.
My relationship with Gu Huaiqing could not support me to go to his bedroom in the middle of the night to comfort him with nightmares.
What’s more, although I am very distressed and want to comfort him, I don’t want him to show such a fragile side in front of me.
This is respect for him.
I walked back quietly, but after a few steps, I heard a cold rebuke from inside: “Who?”
It’s over. Didn’t he just have a nightmare? Why did you wake up so soon? Although it’s not painful to wake up, can you wait for me to go in and wake up.
He had just woken up, with a thick nasal voice and a tone of unprecedented coldness. I was so
embarrassed that I didn’t know what to say. Run to the door in
the middle of the night.
How do you explain it? I heard you cry and I wanted to make sure? Or I came to spy on you.
No matter what you think, the second one is more convincing.
He must think I’m a pervert.
The lights were suddenly turned on, and the sound of footsteps sounded behind me. I turned my head in resignation and blinked my eyes. “I’m sleepwalking. I’m sorry, Dr. Ku.”
In fact, I can tell the truth directly, but I just don’t want to hurt his self-esteem and force him to admit his vulnerability.
Ku Huai-ching’s hair was a mess, and his eyes were really clear. He looked at me for a long time before he said, “Go back.”
I ran to the guest room with relief, and when I was about to push the door in, there was a sigh behind me.
“Don’t come out when you hear the noise. It’s easy to catch cold.”
He knows. He
still saw it.
I kept the posture of opening the door, and suddenly my heart crossed. All the moral standards before were abandoned by me. I rushed to him and hugged him tightly.
“My mother said that if you give me a hug, I won’t have nightmares.”
He was startled by my sudden action. I waited for a long time. He didn’t hug me back, but he didn’t push me away.
I buried myself in his arms and said sullenly, “You are safe without all that blood.”
I know that international rescue is not easy, although he has brought me his experience in a few words before, but I know that there are more or less things that can not be broken through psychologically that can leave so many injuries.
Ku Huai-ching was so tense that I held him in my arms for a long time before he finally hugged me back. He said with a smile, “In my dream just now, there was smoke of gunpowder, but in a twinkling of an eye, the sun actually hugged me.”
(12)
After returning to the room again, an idea slowly began to take root in my heart. I suddenly understood Gu Huaiqing’s awe of life. I seemed to have found my own direction.
Thinking about it, I fell asleep.
When I woke up again, I was tempted by the fragrance.
I scratched my head, got up and went to the living room, and found that Gu Huaiqing had already cooked the meal.
“You are too virtuous.”
I’m not so big or small, and he’s not an outsider. Instead, he jokes with me: “I’ve been alone for a long time, and if I’m not virtuous, I’ll starve to death.”
“Wash and eat.”
I gave him an OK pose, washed it quickly, and couldn’t wait to taste the breakfast he made for me.
The taste is really good.
“Is it so delicious?” “It’s now or never,”
I mumbled. “It’s your first time cooking for me.”
Gu Huaiqing sipped a spoonful of porridge and casually said, “You can come whenever you want.”
“Really!”
I got another promise from him, and I was so happy that I flew. After
eating, Ku Huai-ching glanced at the time and said, “Let’s go. Isn’t it time for you to go to class?”
I actually have no classes today, but I really have no reason to stay at his house, so I can only nod. Instead of driving,
Gu Huaiqing called a taxi to take us to school together. He was supposed to go to the clinic. When
we were separated, suddenly there was a feeling of reluctance in it.
Suddenly I’m looking forward to seeing you next time.
(13)
After that night, Gu Huaiqing and I became more and more familiar with each other and often went to his house to eat. At the end of the
last class, I suddenly asked him, “Dr. Ku, I want to transfer to clinical psychology.”
He frowned and asked in puzzlement, “So suddenly?”
I said with a straight face, “As you said, Dr. Ku, you feel that saving lives is paramount.”
“Me, too. I think it’s important to save people who have been psychologically hurt.”
Unexpectedly, he was just curious. Then he nodded calmly and said with the same straight face, “Your way is not for anyone. You need to like it.”
This person is really, speak so roundabout, he thinks I want to learn for him. Well
, I did let him guess, but I did go with the idea of saving the pain of those people.
If they can’t be saved, let them suffer as little psychological torture as possible.
“I did it for myself.” After
hearing his satisfactory answer, he held out his hand to me: “I am very much looking forward to seeing you become an excellent psychologist, brave student Xu Nannan.” Holding his still cold hand,
I suddenly felt very powerful and eager to transmit my light to him.
Summoning up all my courage, I took his hand again and took several deep breaths. “I want to be braver, like now.”
“I don’t want to let go of your hand.”
He reacted for a long time before he knew what I meant, so he kept this posture and looked at me heavily.
After a long time, he pulled out his hand. “I’m sorry.”
I knew he would turn me down.
“It’s all right. I’ll wait until you agree.”
I pretended to be all right, but my hands were shaking and my eyes were red.
“I’m seven years older than you. You’re still young. When you grow up, you’ll meet someone better.”
No, I won’t meet anyone better than you.
I still gave him a smile and asked him, “If I still like you when I grow up, can you consider me?”
He was silent again.
I couldn’t bear to see him embarrassed. I pretended to be relaxed and said, “Oh, it’s all right. I’ll make you feel my determination.”
(14)
After the exam, I put my resolution on the agenda.
Although there is no class, I still run to his house from time to time. His ears are not good, and sometimes he can’t hear my knock.
He told me several times that I could go first, but after I didn’t listen, he made a key for me helplessly.
I was so happy with the key that I went to his house to find him.
The body has been so pulled hip, busy will forget to eat and drink water.
No way, I have to force him to rest every time.
At first, he would resist a little.
Later, as soon as I stood at the door of the study, he knew what I meant and resigned himself to get up and move his body. When
he had a nightmare, I would not go in to comfort him, but I would squat at the door with him. When he woke up, I would give him a hug and coax him to say, “Welcome to a beautiful day.” As the Spring Festival
approached, I began to help him buy some decorations and make the house a little more lively. He was puzzled and asked, “I’m spending the Spring Festival alone. Why are you doing so well?”
I looked down from the ladder and shook my head at him. “No, I’ll stay with you. Two people can have a good time.”
Besides, the ladder was suddenly a little unstable, and I lost my center of gravity a little, but he held me by his waist.
I went to see it secretly and found that Gu Huaiqing’s ears were unusually red.
To change the subject, he deliberately pointed to the food I brought here yesterday and asked, “What kind of plant is this that grows so tall?”?
“Is there a moral here?”
I came down from the ladder, thought about it, and answered honestly, “The fortune tree means to get rich.”
Gu Huaiqing was a little speechless at what I said. After a while, he exclaimed, “What a simple wish.”
I set the tree in my hand and let him stand next to it. “Well, when the tree grows as tall as you, stay with me.”
Gu Huaiqing didn’t expect me to wait for him here. He choked and said, “This wish is suddenly not so simple.”
I know that his worries about not being with me are nothing more than that he can’t hear, his body is not as healthy as that of ordinary people, and he is much older than me, so he is destined to go before me.
But I don’t agree. If I can live happily for 30 years, I don’t mind the pain in the end. Besides, I don’t think it will be painful. I
don’t know how many times I’ve been rejected. It will be uncomfortable at first, but it will be numb later.
I’m not sure if Gu Huaiqing will like me, but I’m sure he doesn’t hate me.
And I found that this person has a hard mouth and a soft heart. He has no way to do a lot of things.
For example, I take two movie tickets to invite him to see a movie, but he will find a perfect excuse not to hurt me, but can refuse me.
At this time, I began to touch my nose. As soon as I had a sensitive rhinitis, tears gushed into my eyes. Looking at me like this, he would definitely let go and go with me.
However, every time I watch a movie, I can’t keep up with the whole process, and I will fall asleep in the middle of it.
Ku Huai-ching really didn’t understand why I had to drag him to the movies when I obviously didn’t like them. He asked me, “Is the bed uncomfortable at home?”? Why do you have to sleep in the cinema?
I have become more and more shameless. I would have blushed with embarrassment
before, but now I would turn around and tease him: “Sleeping in bed is not as comfortable as leaning on your shoulder.”
He was choked by me and was speechless for a long time. Then he said to himself in a confused way, “Why did you go astray when you were teaching? Which step was wrong?”
(15)
I was chasing Gu Huaiqing step by step, but the result was that the change came so fast.
At the end of the year, I made an appointment with Gu Huaiqing to go to the pedestrian street to buy New Year painting, and I talked to him all the way, saying that he was not very old, but he was more Buddhist than my father.
As soon as I told him that I was on the opposite side, suddenly a strong force pulled me back. I exclaimed and fell to the ground with my mobile phone. The car in front of me roared past.
A tall figure enveloped me, then crouched down, frowning, and said, “Watch where you’re going, classmate.”
Damn it
Isn’t this the Cao Lin Suixing of the Academy of Mathematics?
I immediately stood up and thanked him repeatedly. He nodded slightly, separated from me for some distance, without a trace of emotion. He was indeed the legendary cold-faced handsome man.
Then I saw the cold-faced handsome man’s eyes lit up in an instant when he saw a girl, and he ran to her in a childish way.
This dog food is full.
When I picked up the phone in a hurry, sure enough, the phone experienced what it could not experience, and the screen was black again.
Was about to disturb the two to borrow a cell phone to call Gu Huaiqing, the wrist was grabbed, and then severely rubbed in the arms.
Familiar smell into the tip of my nose, Gu Huaiqing the whole person is trembling, I have never seen him so gaffe.
“Xu Nannan.”
After holding me for a long time, he called my name very softly, and then waited for a long time.
“I’m glad you’re okay.”
His chest heaved rapidly, as if he had been struggling for a long time before he sighed and said, “You did it.”
What?
I wanted to look up to see his expression. He held me in his arms. A deep voice came from the top of my head: “Let’s be together.”
(16)
He told me afterwards that I was talking to him when suddenly there was no sound, accompanied by the whistle of the car roaring past.
Gu Huaiqing’s first reaction was to check his hearing aid.
Then he ran quickly to the intersection I told him.
All the way, he was afraid. Sitting on the sofa with Ku Huai-ching,
I asked him, “Are you so afraid?”
He nodded earnestly. “At that moment I felt that I was having a nightmare and that the sun would not hug me anymore.”
I felt a little distressed and gave him a big hug.
“I’ll always hold you.”
He smiled and put his chin on my head. “I didn’t expect that one day I would fall in love.”
I was keenly aware of the message: “You have no love history?!”
He knocked on my forehead. “So happy?”
Oh, I must be grinning right now.
I used to think that love was just a dopamine prank, and it was very empty.
“But now I’ve changed my mind.”
I looked at him and asked, “How did it change?”
“I suddenly realized that it would be nice if the prank could last a lifetime.”
(17)
Not long after I was with Gu Huaiqing, it was the Spring Festival. I
had no choice but to say goodbye to him reluctantly on the day of the Lunar New Year’s Eve. I stood on tiptoe and kissed him: “I will come to accompany you in the third year of junior high school!”.
He is still very uncomfortable to do very intimate actions with me, and every time I do this, he will blush, showing a rare sense of dullness.
Gu Huaiqing rubbed my head and said, “Don’t worry, I’m waiting for you with Fortune.”
Oh, getting rich is the name of our sacred tree. After we were together, Gu Huaiqing deliberately placed a lot of things under the pot of the tree, and then placed it exactly the same height as him.
Perfect proof of what I said before: “The tree is as tall as you are, let’s be together.”
I originally thought that Gu Huaiqing and I would not meet until at least the third day of the Lunar New Year, but on the first day of the Lunar New Year, I got up in a daze and planned to eat.
The living room is very lively. As soon as
I went downstairs, I saw Gu Huaiqing sitting on the sofa, chatting with my father.
“Shit?”
I haven’t washed my hair for two days, and I’m in a mess.
I immediately covered my face, but I still saw Gu Huaiqing laughing secretly.
“Nannan, hurry up and wash up. Let’s eat. We’re all waiting for you.”
Thanks to my dad for saving my dog’s life, I immediately flashed to the bathroom and came out after a long time.
As soon as I sat down, my father said, “I saw Xiaogu at home alone for the Spring Festival, so I called him over.”.
“I was going to call you, but Xiaogu told me to let you sleep a little longer.” As
he spoke, he poured them both a cup of tea and said to himself, “Xiaogu, although he has the biggest age difference with me, he is the most congenial to me among my alumni. He is better than a brother.”
I almost spit out a mouthful of water, my dad. You
can’t say that. You two can’t be brothers!
You know, I want him to be your son-in-law!
Or will you two talk about it separately in the future?
Obviously, Gu Huaiqing also laughed awkwardly and took the cup of tea and drank it down.
“At Xiaogu’s age, is it time to find a girlfriend?” The heart
I just put down is now up again. Why does
my mother start to be so nosy.
Ku Huai-ching thought for a moment, then said honestly, “I have a lover.” As soon as
the words came out, the three of us were confused.
My parents immediately got excited, especially my dad, who was extremely gossipy and said, “Yo, which girl is so talented that she can get you?”
Hehehehe, your daughter is so capable. “No,”
Ku Huai-ching said sincerely, “being with her is a blessing I have sought.”
And looked at me tenderly.
“Tut!” Incredibly,
my father touched a glass with him and sighed, “It’s really not easy for you to suffer so much. Now that you have a lover, don’t spoil yourself any more.”
He nodded, still looking at me, and promised, “I will live well in order to stay with her longer.”
(18)
The meal made me feel like a lump in my throat. When I finally waited until the third day of junior high school, I picked a time when my father was not there and slipped out quickly. I didn’t tell him I was coming as
a surprise.
I opened the door and rushed over to give him a big hug. I stood on tiptoe and kissed him. “I missed you so much. My dad wasn’t home today, so I ran out.”
Gu Huaiqing was held a little stiff by me, and his eyes kept looking behind me.
I was going to ask him why he was standing still. A familiar voice suddenly sounded
behind him, extremely dignified: “Hsu Nan-nan!”
What the fuck
I immediately jumped up and looked back stiffly.
My father is not at home. He is at Gu Huaiqing’s home!
This is really, the thief does not fight three years to confess, I this is to throw myself into the trap?
I was about to explain when my father took a deep look at Ku and scolded me: “Sit here and don’t move. I’ll deal with you when I get home.”
Then he said to Ku Huai-ching, “Come in with me and we’ll talk.”
Gu Huaiqing patted me soothingly on the back of my hand, and my father’s face darkened when he saw it, urging him to hurry up.
I walked anxiously up and down the living room, leaning over the door of the study to listen, but I couldn’t hear at all. The sound insulation of this
door is too good.
I don’t know how long it took before the door of the study opened and Gu Huaiqing came out first.
I ran over quickly and asked him if he was all right with my eyes.
My dad came out and gave me a dirty look. “Can I still eat him?” He
dropped such a sentence and left without looking back.
Right here? Is it
gone?
I have prepared a lot of excuses to convince him.
“Is my father saying yes?”
Gu Huaiqing felt relieved and pulled me into his arms. “Yes, you sold me to your family.”
“How did you do that?”
My dad should be very angry.
But Gu Huaiqing did not intend to tell me what they had talked about, just hugged me, I looked up, only to find that they were silly.
I asked him what he was laughing at.
Gu Huaiqing’s cheerful voice came to my ears: “Laughing, the sun can finally rise for me forever.”
I asked my dad why he let go so quickly. “Your father is not an old fuddy-duddy,”
my father said as he read the paper.
“You’re only six years younger than I am, not much older than your mother.”
Oh, I forgot they are also an old husband and a young wife.
My father sighed, “Little Ku is really one of the best alumni I’ve ever met. I really want to recognize him.”
I looked at him eerily. “Or you two will talk about each other later.”
My father made a gesture to frighten me: “The rebellious son!”
I immediately begged for mercy and comforted him, “What good is a brother? A son-in-law is half a son. How fragrant it is!”
But when I asked him what Gu Huaiqing had said to him, my father kept his mouth shut.
He only said, “It was not easy to grow flowers, and I only kept them there for a while, but I didn’t expect that they would be transplanted to his house.” After I
transferred to psychology, I often discussed some interesting psychological problems with him.
But I’m not good at learning, and sometimes I lie with my eyes open.
I took off his hearing aid and said in all seriousness, “Psychology says that when you can’t hear, what you feel is what you think.”
He obediently closed his eyes and spread out his hands. “I’m very sorry. I don’t feel anything now.” As soon as
he had finished speaking, I kissed him on the cheek with precision, and succeeded in deliberately bullying him out of hearing. I whispered in his ear, “So I was thinking about this?”
But he seemed to understand what I was talking about and laughed shamelessly at me. He narrowed his eyes
dangerously, clasped the back of my head, and kissed me rudely. He kissed me on the lips without any mistake, and even hurt me a little: “This is what I want.”
“Do you understand?”
Then I lay on his back and laughed in a low voice, and the weather slowly warmed up, and the sunshine outside illuminated the whole living room.
Our future is also very bright.
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