Unrequited love for silence: I just like you
. When my mother gave birth to me, she had a difficult birth, leaving me alone to suffer in a home with a stepmother.
But she has a rich woman’s best friend, and I heard that she is as rich as a country.
When the motorcade came to pick me up, I was picking up junk with a bag.
A gorgeously dressed woman hugged me and said, “My treasure, Auntie finally found you.”
She pointed to the handsome guy next to her. “That’s my son, isn’t he handsome?”? Marry him! Auntie can be your mother.
My name is Song Shi, and it is my mother’s surname.
Everyone’s childhood may have different colors, but mine is not. My childhood is terribly dark.
My mother had a difficult birth when she gave birth to me, so God gave her the chance to choose.
But she gritted her teeth and chose a life for a life.
I lived, but my mother closed her eyes before she could see me. My father was very sad after
she left, so he didn’t like me at all, and he didn’t even want to see me.
Every time he got drunk, he would ask me in disgust, “Why didn’t you die?”
I thought he loved my mother so much that he would treat me like this.
But it wasn’t until my stepmother came in that I overturned all my previous ideas.
That day, when I was 6 years old, I was cooking on the stove with a small bench. My father pushed the door open and he brought a pregnant woman into the house.
It was a rare moment when he smiled at me, “Song Shi, this is your new mother.”
My hand was scalded with a big blister, but I didn’t dare to say it hurt, and I said hello to them cleverly.
The woman also held a girl about my age in her hand, who was my stepmother’s daughter, five months younger than me.
The first time I saw her, I saw from the new sister’s eyes that she didn’t like me. She changed her surname to my father’s surname, Cheng Yue. Not long after
my stepmother came in, she gave birth to a younger brother, and from then on, my gloomy childhood officially began.
My dad wouldn’t let me come to the table to eat with them, saying that everyone would be in a bad mood when they saw me, even though every meal they ate was cooked by me, who was still young.
My new sister, Cheng Yue, is very good at pleasing my father. They are more like father and daughter than me. If there is any delicious food
at home, she must be the first one to get it, followed by my brother, and finally my stepmother, without my share.
But I am very good, I do not cry, I hope to get more fatherly love.
But he never looked at me twice.
My stepmother told me to pick up a bag full of plastic bottles after school before I could go home to cook, and my father acquiesced in this family rule, which was only for me.
I have a soft temper and can’t be scolded, so everyone in my family can step on my foot. There is no place for me in
this family, but they live in the house my mother bought before she died, and I shouldn’t be the one who wants to leave.
I want to be loved by my father, but I can’t seem to. At the age of 17, I was more and more silent, but that was what I pretended. Cheng Yue and
I went to the same school. I couldn’t study any more. I knelt at the door of my father’s room all night. At the moment before dawn, my father came out with his clothes on and looked at me with complicated eyes.
“You used to be very sensible, but now the family is in a very difficult situation. Your brother still needs money for his weekend cram school. Now that you’re older, your aunt wants you to go out and earn some money to lighten the burden on the family.”
The sky is white, the sun is shining on every corner, and you can see the road ahead without street lights.
I knelt on the ground and looked at my dad for the first time with a question in my eyes: “I’m only five months older than Cheng Yue. It’s not fair.”. Cheng Yue can read, so can I. I don’t need you to pay my tuition. I earn it myself.
My father was silent for a long time before he finally nodded, and my stepmother gave me a look for several days.
Cheng Yue knew that I was going to go on to the same high school with her, so she lost her temper at the dinner table: “I don’t want to go to the same high school with Song Shi. It’s too humiliating!”! Everyone knows that I have a sister who picks up bottles left over from other people’s drinks. What will people think of me?
The stepmother gave Cheng Yue a chicken leg and said, “Yueyue, don’t lose your temper. You’re such an adult. Why do you still have a child’s temper?”? Just pretend you don’t know her at school.
Cheng Yue pushed the bowl aside and looked at me unhappily. “I don’t care. I just don’t want to go to the same school as her, or I won’t go!”
Stepmother listens, that still gets, coax a person at once: “What talk nonsense?”? You’re so young, what can you do if you don’t study? Then
he glared at me again. “Some people are the same. They have to go to the same school as Yueyue.”. She was really jealous, and she wanted to have what others had. Freeloading and not knowing how to be grateful.
At that time, I was putting steamed bun in my bag and wanted to go to the square to pick up plastic bottles while it was dark.
At this time, the old people just came out to dance in the square.
My father looked at my silence and frowned, “Song Shi, why do you have to go to the same school with your sister?”? Can’t you change it?
I took the bag and looked straight at him. “Maybe you can find out about my grades. I was recommended by the school and my tuition was free.”. And Cheng Yue was sent in after you spent tens of thousands of yuan on school selection fees. With
that, I took the bag and went straight out, with the sound of throwing bowls behind me. The wind was a little strong
at night, but my clothes were thin and old, and the buttons of my shirt were neatly buttoned to my neck, but the wind still hurt me.
I looked at the stars in the sky, and it was very beautiful.
But God, do you want to see what kind of life I live?
My mother was really blind at that time, and she broke up with her friends for a man like my father.
Don’t cry. I don’t cry. If I cry, I’m a bastard. If I cry, I lose.
Just as I was fighting back my tears, a tiger-headed little brother tugged at my clothes. “Sister, mom asked me to ask you if you want this bottle.”
I stared at him for two seconds and cried out “wow”. I
‘m sorry, I’m really touched, very broken defense!
My little brother was startled by me, his mouth deflated, and he gave me the empty bottle in his hand with tears, and then ran away crying.
And I continued to cry and pick up junk, and even my little brother was better than my father.
The crying is over, and the rags are full. I went home with a big bag, and when I got to the door, a motorcade drove into the dilapidated alley.
I counted more than a dozen luxury cars.
The headlights dazzled my eyes, and I subconsciously raised my hand to block my view.
The motorcade was so noisy that all the neighbors poked their heads out.
My father and stepmother also put on their clothes and straightened their heads.
I turned sideways for fear of blocking the way of the motorcade, but as soon as the lights went out, the leading luxury car stopped in front of me. Out of
the car came a beautiful woman with big hot waves and a fur coat, who was middle-aged but beautiful. When
her high-heeled shoes hit the ground, she took off her sunglasses and rushed over to hug me with a distressed look on her face: “Bao, Auntie finally found you!”! I’m your mother’s best friend. I didn’t agree with your mother to be with that stupid man. I’ve been angry with her for so long. I was still waiting for her to bow her head, but I didn’t expect her to die! It’s all my fault that my aunt didn’t investigate clearly and let you suffer for so long!
The woman took my hand and rubbed it. Her eyes were filled with anguish. “Why are my hands so cold?” She asked. “Why don’t you warm them up?” I was caught off guard by the
sudden attention, but it was the attention I had never received before, so I looked her in the eye and nodded carefully.
The woman warmed my hand and pointed to a man next to me. “Darling, that’s my aunt’s son. Isn’t he handsome?”? Marry him, and your aunt will be your mother. Then
my eyes moved to the rear, and it was a tall boy.
He leaned casually against the limousine, with one hand in his pocket, a buzz cut, a white T, and a handsome ruffian.
I was stunned by the black eyes of the boy.
Isn’t this Xie Jing that no one dares to mess with in A?
“My dear, he is my aunt’s son.” The woman looked at me lovingly. “I don’t believe it,”
I said in a daze, with a bag of junk in my hand.
The boy leaned against the car door and chuckled, the corners of his mouth hooked up, as if he were very happy.
He walked up to me and took the big bag of junk I was carrying in his big, bony hand.
Despite my surprise, the boy’s beautiful eyes looked straight at me, and I saw the smile in his eyes. “We meet again, classmate,” said the voice, which was
low and somewhat lazy.
I met Xie Jing, just half a month ago, on a very ordinary afternoon.
That day I got off work from the milk tea shop, wearing small white shoes that were not white, and as usual, I wanted to pick up the plastic bottle with the nylon bag I carried with me.
Nearby is the sports field, many people will play basketball here, so there are many plastic bottles.
Maybe I was too focused on picking up plastic bottles, and I didn’t find a shadow on my head. When I
got up, my head was slightly dizzy, and I stumbled.
A large, bony hand grasped my wrist.
“Can you stand firm?” Very nice male voice.
I looked up, and a handsome face magnified before my eyes.
I stared at him in a daze. Mom, this is the most beautiful boy I have ever seen. He should have just played basketball. His hair was slightly wet at the front. He wore a wristband on his hand. I could feel his tight muscles through his Jersey. Without warning,
my heart began to beat wildly. I quickly broke away from the hand he was holding. “Yes, thank you.”
The boy paused, his eyes fell on my face, and unconsciously rubbed the fingers that had just held my wrist.
The bottles were scattered on the ground. The boy threw the ball in his hand to the people next to him. He crouched down to help me pick up all the bottles under the shock of everyone’s face. When he
got up, he moved his step to shield me from the sun. “We have a lot of bottles with water. Do you want them?”
I stared at him and nodded. “Can I have it?” That’s a nice guy.
The boy looked at me and laughed, “Yes, I can.” Then he kicked a man next to him. “What are you looking at?”? Go and pick up all the bottles on the field, and tell them to drink on the spot if they haven’t finished.
The man was so shocked that his eyes widened. “Brother Jing, are you today?”
The boy looked at him lightly and said, “What’s wrong with me today?”
The man swallowed and said, “It’s nothing. I’m going to ask my friends to drink water.”
So, in less than five minutes, the man came back panting, and my nylon bag, the size of pig feed, was full. When I
left, the boy raised his hand to help me carry it, but I quickly refused: “I, I will do it myself, classmate, thank you.”
The boy raised his eyebrows and bent down to tie the bag for me. “OK, walk slowly. Don’t fall down. Look at the road.”
I nodded, picked up the bag and walked away.
After a few steps, the boy stopped me again.
I looked back at her and saw that the boy had one hand in his pocket and raised his hand to scratch the back of his head. With an uncomfortable look on his face, he said, “You can still come here tomorrow. We have it here every day.”
I laughed and said, “I know, classmate!”
I walked slowly home with my bag. When I passed a corner, several women blocked me, including Cheng Yue. The
girl at the head is very pretty, wearing a particularly beautiful dress, but her face is ferocious: “You’re very good at pretending, and you even talked to Hsieh Ching–do you deserve it?”
She kicked open my bottle bag, and plastic bottles scattered everywhere from the bag.
“Sister Qian, I’ll keep an eye on her for you. If she dares to seduce Xie Jing again, I’ll know what to do with her.”
I looked at Cheng Yue hate my eyes, gently smiled, I know how I can be so lucky, can show her. It was
also from that moment that I knew that the boy was the famous Xie Jing.
I have heard of Xie Jing. He is very famous in Miancheng. He is one grade higher than me, and he is a sophomore in high school.
A is a rich, powerful and powerful school, Xie Jing’s grades are very good, I heard that he is the first grade in A.
But he does not look like a good student, buzz cut and sharp appearance, especially fierce, when smiling always gives people the feeling of wild and ruffian.
Xie Jing has never been soft-handed in fighting, and I heard that his temper is not very good. There are many rumors about him, and almost no high school in Miancheng does not know about him.
A school bully that no one can afford to mess with, let alone people like us who are at the end of the school.
So, I haven’t been there to pick up a water bottle since.
Thinking back, under the shocked eyes of my neighbors, I got into a luxury car with a blindfolded face and lived in a big villa like a castle. Aunt
Jiang was my mother’s best friend when she was young, and she led me to go.
The stepmother’s eyes flashed and she put on the appearance of an elder: “This lady, we have raised Song Shi for so long.”. Even if you are Song Shi’s mother’s best friend, you can’t take it away if you want to! The kindness of raising children was not repaid in the Song Dynasty? Auntie
Chiang’s tone was faint, and she didn’t pay much attention. “Come on, how much?”
The stepmother’s face was full of greed: “Two hundred thousand.” With a sneer, Aunt
Jiang told the others, “Give it to her. Don’t appear in front of Song Shi again, or I’m afraid I won’t be able to keep my knife.”. Do you understand?
Stepmother’s eyes were fixed on the bank card, nodding repeatedly, with a sense of ingratiation, not as cocky as usual.
Understand, understand, understand! Since you are the best friend of Song Shi’s mother, we will give Song Shi to you. As you can see, our family is really in trouble, and it’s really hard to raise three children.
My father hesitated to speak, but he seemed to be afraid of Aunt Jiang. He didn’t even dare to speak with only one look.
Two hundred thousand, my father doesn’t want my daughter, so what did I expect from childhood?
Cheng Yue was still in her pajamas, and when she left, her jealous eyes seemed to make a hole in me.
I came back with the big bag of rags I had picked up, which Xie Jing held safely.
His strength seems to be so great that I can’t carry it with any effort. He can pick it up easily with one hand. The moment I
arrived at Xie’s villa, I was very cramped. It happened so suddenly that I didn’t even have time to pack my luggage and came here alone.
Suddenly, a broad hand gently pinched my neck, and the cold touch made me feel excited.
I looked up into Hsieh’s dark eyes and said nervously, “What’s the matter?” “Don’t be nervous. My mother bought you a whole room full of skirts a week ago. You can’t wear them all.
” Hsieh Ching carried the rags I had picked up.
My eyes widened, a whole room full of skirts! No, how does he know what I’m worried about?
I’ve never been able to hide things, and my mind is all on my face.
Hsieh did not miss the change in my expression. He chuckled and nudged me on the back. “Welcome home, Song Shi.” The first thing I did when
I came to Xie’s house was to take a bath. After
picking up the junk all night, my face was a little red by the wind. Aunt
Jiang told me to take a hot bath quickly with a distressed face.
Sitting in the bathtub, I still feel like a dream, and I can’t imagine anything here. The water in
this bath is cleaner than water I usually drink. Outside the
bathroom was the cloakroom, and I stood in a daze in front of these beautiful clothes. Aunt
Jiang really bought me a roomful of skirts. I took a picture of my face. God, isn’t this really a dream?
I wiped the water from my hands, carefully changed into a soft nightdress, and slowly turned around in front of the mirror. The clothes
I wore before were very old, and they were left over by Cheng Yue. Because of years of malnutrition, I am only 156 tall, and I often pick up clothes that Cheng Yue doesn’t want to wear, otherwise no one will buy them for me. After the
change, I did not lose them, I am afraid that one day my dream will wake up. During the
meal, Aunt Chiang gave Hsieh Ching a crab, but she looked at me with spoiled eyes and said, “Peel it quickly. We want to eat it when we are young.” Auntie
Chiang touched my face, and her eyes were filled with emotion: “You really look like your mother.”. You don’t know how well I played with your mother. Your grandparents left early, and I was the only relative of your mother. Your mother doesn’t let people worry, and she has to marry the smelly man of your father. The first time I saw your father, I knew he wasn’t a good bird.
Who would have thought that after trying to break up so many times, your mother would invite me to dinner! Go to my ass, how can I have the face? Nine out of ten sentences are all about scolding your father.
So I was so angry with your mother that I went abroad and never got in touch. I scolded her for having no conscience. She didn’t bow her head for so many years. The result was that she was gone. How could she bow her head. It’s all my aunt’s fault. I don’t know how to investigate. You have suffered for so many years. Don’t be afraid. This will be your home from now on.
Xie Jing put the peeled crab meat in my bowl. I held the bowl in both hands. It was peeled by Xie Jing himself. I was promising. An imperceptible smile appeared at the corners
of Hsieh’s mouth. He propped up his chin and looked at me. “If you want to eat it, I’ll peel it for you.” Aunt
Chiang filled me with a bowl of soup: “Darling, your mother and I agreed when we were young that if we had a boy and a girl, we would be in-laws. Do you remember that?”
“Cough, cough, cough..” The crab meat that I ate got stuck in my throat because of Aunt Jiang’s words. Hsieh Jing unconsciously put his hand to my mouth and said, “Choked?”
I shook my head and pushed his hand away. Hsieh Ching laughed and raised his hand for me. “Don’t you like me?”? Thank you, brother. I don’t serve people easily. Before she
had finished speaking, Aunt Jiang slapped Xie Jing on the back of the head: “Who are you talking about Lao Tzu in front of?”? It’s remarkable for you! Is it all right to leave a good impression on Song Shi? You don’t deserve her, and if you don’t try to make a good impression, I’m your mother and I can’t help you. As
he spoke, he coaxed me like a child: “Darling, it’s all my aunt’s fault. Did I scare you?”? Yeah, there was no such person as your father at that time. How could you remember this! I’m not surprised. You and Hsieh Ching are getting married, giving your aunt a chance to be your mother.
I drank the hot soup that Aunt Jiang gave me, and my eyes were a little moist. I didn’t know whether it was choking or because of something. In the
past, I didn’t even have a chance to serve at home, and I could only eat meat once on holidays. Take my stepmother’s words, I am a rice eater, and it is good to give me something to eat. How could anyone make such a fuss because I was choking? I didn’t dare to think about it before.
Mom, your best friend is really good. This is heaven.
I have been living in Xie’s home for almost half a month, and the life here makes me dream every day. Auntie
Jiang helped me quit my job at the milk tea shop. She pinned my hairpin and told me, “What kind of job do you do?”? A child of your age should be spoiled by the family.
“But I should finish the rest of the month for my boss.” Aunt
Chiang put her hands on my shoulders and said, “Don’t worry. I won’t let your boss suffer. I’ve already made up for it. You can just be a beautiful little princess in my aunt’s house.” On the day when Uncle
Xie came home, I stood at the gate of the courtyard and said hello.
I was embarrassed, but he smiled, narrowed his eyes, and gave me a large red envelope: “This is little Song Shi. She’s really beautiful. Uncle’s greatest wish in his life is to have a soft daughter. This is my wish.”
I was flattered to receive the red envelope. It was my first time to receive a red envelope. When I was a child, all the relatives from my stepmother came to my home for the Spring Festival. They would only give Cheng Yue and Cheng Tao red envelopes, never to me.
I carefully looked at the red envelope again and again: “Thank you, uncle.”
Uncle Hsieh touched my head and said, “You’re welcome. Sung Shih is really sensible.”
Xie Jing is also very different from the rumors, it should be said that it is not like at all.
Rumor has it that Xie Jing has a bad temper and has no patience with anyone.
But what I saw was a man who would coax me for a long time in order to let me eat a few more mouthfuls of rice. He was so careful that every time I forgot to blow my hair, he would lazily lean against my door and put the hair dryer in my hand and say, “Why don’t you blow your hair again?” The people.
“I forgot. I don’t like to blow dry my hair.”
Hsieh Ching’s voice is slouched, and the light on his side of the face is too beautiful to be true: “Little kids really have a lot of problems. I’ll watch you blow your hair.”
Every time, I have never been impatient.
Rumor has it that Xie Jing in A is used to deviating from the classics, and it is extremely difficult to make him bow his head.
I always knew that Xie Jing smoked because he often took out his lighter unconsciously.
But because of my appearance, Xie Jing never smoked again. Instead, he replaced it with a lollipop, but the posture of holding the lollipop may not be known to himself, which is the same as the posture of holding a cigarette.
One day I looked at him holding a lollipop and asked him with a smile, “Hsieh Ching.”
Hsieh Ching-kuo replied to me, “What for?”
“Do you want to smoke?”
Hsieh Ching-hsieh snorted, “Why, do you want to control me?”
A joke made my heart itch, and I held my clothes nervously.
The sun was a little strong, and Xie Jing naturally pressed the brim of my hat.
“Hsieh Ching, you’re nothing like what I’ve heard.” “Don’t listen to the rumors outside,
” Hsieh said, his lips curled. “They’re all rumors.”
I looked up at him and said, “Hsieh Ching, have we met before?”
Why else would you be so nice to me?
Xie Jing’s eyes darkened a little. He seemed to smile softly and bent close to me. I thought he was going to answer me, so I leaned forward and listened with bated breath.
As a result, he gave me a brain fracture.
A laughing voice dropped from the top of my head: “Think for yourself.” In
just half a month, I have changed a lot. Aunt
Jiang’s daily pleasure is to dress me up and eat meat every day, which makes my thin face a little round. He
did not go out to pick up junk again, and his skin became white.
I looked at myself in the mirror. Mom, I am really beautiful. Everyone
here seems to be being nice to me unconditionally. At that age when I was not loved, I did not know what it was like to be loved, and no one taught me how to accept these sincere and passionate love.
So I was frightened and uneasy, and I didn’t know that I could get these things.
But when a child finally has candy, he always thinks about what will happen if he loses it.
God, maybe I can really be accepted, right? Aunt
Jiang signed me up for A, and I passed the exam. On the first
day of school, Xie Jing rode a motorcycle and waited for me at the gate. As soon
as he saw me coming out, he lifted his chin and motioned for me to get into the car: “Don’t be nervous at the beginning of school today. I’m in the second year of high school. If someone bullies you, come to me.”
Hsieh, wearing a helmet, spoke in a muffled voice: “Did you hear that?”
“I hear you.”
I didn’t get on the bus with my schoolbag belt in both hands.
Hsieh Ching was like a peacock spreading its tail, with an excited look on his face: “What are you waiting for?”? Come on. Don’t be afraid. I’ll drive slowly.
I looked at the cool red color of the motorcycle and smiled reluctantly: “How cool!”
Hsieh raised an eyebrow. “Speak human language.” “I don’t want to sit down,”
I complained in a low voice. “I want to show off.”
Hsieh Ch’ing laughs angrily: “Sung, you have a lot of problems.”
Having said that, he stepped out of the car with long legs, threw the key to the housekeeper beside him, bent down and hooked my schoolbag on his shoulder naturally. On the first day of
school, my picture went viral on the school post bar. There is only one
reason, Xie Jing wore a school uniform into the school. Only
then did I know that Xie Jing never wore school uniforms when he was studying. When
the teacher asked him why, he said, “Because I don’t like it. How stupid!”
He is the first in the grade, his grades are good, and his family background is even more untouchable. The teacher loves and fears him, and no one can control him.
But today, Xie Jing this big brother wears the school uniform, wears in a well-behaved way, wears the ordinary school uniform to be a ruffian.
Why am I red?
Because Xie Jing, who could not be provoked by anyone on weekdays, carried two schoolbags on his shoulders, one of which was pink, while I did not carry a schoolbag next to him.
When I was photographed, I was concentrating on eating breakfast, and Xie Jing was afraid that I would not look at the road, so he reached out and hooked my neck, and his face, which had always been expressionless, was so soft that it was a mess.
So I became famous, and all the girls in the school were guessing my identity.
Of course, trouble came to me. During
the break, a girl blocked me, with a familiar face and a familiar posture.
It was the beautiful girl who kicked over my plastic bottle with Cheng Yue that day.
She stood at the top of the stairs and looked at me proudly. “Did I warn you to stay away from Xie Jing?”? Are you turning a deaf ear?
I frowned. “I didn’t know you went to this school.”
I.. You. Even if I don’t go to this school, you can’t go near Hsieh Ching!
With these words, the girl seemed to be still angry and knocked the cup in my hand to the ground.
“Clang.” With the sound of the thermos cup falling to the ground, all the water in the cup was spilled.
I was stunned for a moment, a little sad, this is what Aunt Jiang gave me.
I looked at the girl’s proud eyes and then looked at the cup lying on the ground.
First, I didn’t mess with her. Second, I didn’t mess with her. Aunt
Jiang said that if she was bullied, she must fight back.
So I looked at the girl’s face and said, “I’m going to hit you.”
The girl shook her head even more proudly. “I don’t believe it.”
I raised my hand and gently touched her face.
The girl froze in place, and we both looked at each other in disbelief.
I tentatively raised my hand and patted her face again. The
girl reacted. She pointed at me and said, “You are finished. How dare you hit me? Do you know who I am?”? No one dares to hit me! How dare you, a rag-picker, hit me! I want to invite the parents.
“I didn’t push, I didn’t push.”
The girl didn’t listen to me and ran away with her face covered.
She sued the teacher. I can’t afford to play. She sued the teacher when she was in high school. I’m going to be asked to be a parent.
Heard that the identity of the girl is particularly not simple, before Aunt Jiang did not come, my heart fell to the bottom.
It’s over. I got into trouble on the first day of school. Will Aunt Jiang abandon me? Do you think I’m so troublesome to send me back?
If it were my dad, maybe he would ask me to apologize to him on my knees.
Just as I was thinking about it, an angry female voice rang out, saying, “Who bullied my little Song Shi?”? Who? I’ll kill them!
It’s Aunt Jiang!
I stood there in a daze. Auntie Jiang seemed to be coming out of the light. She checked me up and down: “Don’t be afraid, darling. Auntie is coming. Auntie is coming to support you.”
It turns out that people who really love me won’t think I’m troublesome.
The girl’s parents are the bosses of a company, and just now they stood up with great trepidation: “Hsieh, Mrs. Hsieh, little things, little things, it’s just a fight between children.”
They took the girl to bow and scrape to apologize, no way, they did not think that the person who came was the wife of the Xie family. With a cold look in her eyes, Aunt
Chiang said, Small things? I don’t think it’s a small thing! The school must give me an explanation for this matter, otherwise these buildings will be donated in vain. Wiping a cold sweat, the
school leader quickly nodded: “We will certainly give you a satisfactory explanation.”
So the next day, the girl transferred to another school, and there was another rumor in A, that is, I can’t be provoked like Xie Jing. I go home with Xie Jing after school
every afternoon.
I put it before him, and he asked me to wait for him.
So I can be seen at the door of his classroom every day. At this time, Xie Jing’s mouth will rise undisguisedly, as if he is in a very good mood.
But one day, he went to a math competition, so I went home alone that day.
When I passed the alley, I was blocked by Cheng Yue and Cheng Tao, whom I hadn’t seen for a long time.
They had several people with them.
Looking at the way they have a plan, I know they have stepped on the spot.
Cheng Yue looked at me jealously. “Oh, is the young lady out of school?”
“When I see it, I ask.”
Cheng Yue looked at me with hatred. “Why should I go to that stupid school when you can go to A?”? Do you think you are proud of living in Xie’s house now? Do you deserve it?
I asked them calmly, “So what do you want to do today?”
“Teach you a lesson.” Cheng Tao looked at me disdainfully, with a lot of cruel words in his mouth.
I interrupted him directly: “Then you can kill me, come on.”
Cheng Tao choked and said, “You..” Give you face! Then he
grabbed my wrist, pulled off my schoolbag, and turned my hand red.
He really wanted to hit me, but Cheng Yue still had her reason. She grabbed him and said, “We’re just teaching her a lesson, not killing her.”. She’s still at Hsieh’s. If she kills us, we’ll all be finished.
Cheng Tao was furious: “Sister, listen to what she said. The little bitch hasn’t been so arrogant for a few days.”
Cheng Yue was also trembling with anger, but it seemed that she really couldn’t do anything to me.
I didn’t even want to look at them. I bent down to pick up my schoolbag and patted the dust on it. “If you don’t have the ability, don’t block me and waste my time. I have to go home and do my homework.”
Cheng Tao was even angrier and roared, “Sister, look at that little bitch!”! It’s so irritating!
Cheng Yue looked at me angrily. “We’re going to stay with you. You’d better be careful.” I came home late
because of this episode.
Xie Jing came back and leaned against the door to wait for me.
His eyes looked over, and I subconsciously put my hands behind my back.
Hsieh’s eyes darkened a little, and he asked me in a low voice, “Why are you late?”
I stammered and explained, “Because, because of the cleaning.”
Hsieh Ching said, “Um,” and reached out to take my schoolbag. “Next time you clean up, call me, and I’ll do it for you. That’s not your job.
My eyes lit up. “Good.”
But the next day, Xie Jing suddenly told me that he had something to do temporarily and asked me not to wait for him, but to go first.
I didn’t doubt him and agreed directly, but because the paper was left behind, I went back to get it, so I left late. When I
passed the alley yesterday, I saw Cheng Yue and Cheng Tao again.
Only this time they are really bullying their classmates.
Cheng Yue sat aside, painting his nails with great interest, as if the leader of bullying his classmates was not his brother.
Cheng Tao stepped on the face of a boy wearing glasses and said, “Do you still want to like my sister like this?”? You ***ing deserve it? Don’t take a piss and look at your own virtue? The girl on
one side was supposed to be the boy’s younger sister. She cried and begged Cheng Tao, “I’m sorry. My brother won’t write love letters to Cheng Yue anymore. You can let him go!”! Don’t hit him!
Cheng Yueh spoke impatiently: “I’m bored to death. It’s so noisy. Put a gag on her!” The person
next to me really wanted to stop the girl’s mouth. I took a deep breath. I couldn’t let it go any more. At most, I was beaten. It was not that I hadn’t been beaten before.
I took out my cell phone and walked into the alley as I called the police. A
familiar voice rang out: “Are you very capable?” He took back the steps he
had just taken and silently put away his mobile phone.
Xie Jing had one hand in his pocket, one hand playing with a metal lighter, and a lighted cigarette in his mouth, looking very lazy.
When Cheng Yue saw that it was Hsieh Ching, she immediately stood up and straightened her hair. With a happy look on her face, she said, “Classmate Hsieh, what are you doing here?”? What about Song Shi? She’s too ignorant. Why isn’t she with you?
Hsieh Ching looked her up and down and said softly, “Do you like me?”
Cheng Yue blushed and said, “How do you know me?”
Hsieh Ching approached and looked at her with a half-smile. He raised his hand and patted her on the face. “Get out of here, I’m not good at this.”. Also, you don’t deserve to mention the word “Song Shi”. Don’t mention it next time. You should know that I have a bad temper.
Then Cheng Yue looked straight at Cheng Tao and said, “Song Shi’s hand turned red yesterday. Did you do that?”
Hsieh Ching shook out his cigarette ash and exhaled a smoke ring. He threw the cigarette on the ground and stamped it out with his foot. He said with interest, “Cheng Tao, right?”? Let’s play.
As a result, I witnessed with my own eyes that Xie Jing killed everyone with one stroke, but none of the many people could beat Xie Jing.
Xie Jing’s expression has always been light, as if he was doing a very relaxed thing, but the strength of his hands has not been reduced at all.
At this moment, I seem to really realize Xie Jing, who lives in the rumors.
Is this the real him?
Cheng Tao was almost knocked unconscious, Cheng Yue in the side also frightened, she also realized how terrible Xie Jing in the end.
Cheng Tao cried, “Sister, sister, sister, help me!”! Sister, help me!
Cheng Yue came to her senses and climbed over to beg Xie Jing to stop. Xie Jing did not stop at all as if he had not heard.
Xie Jing’s hand has been stained with blood, finally, in Cheng Tao to coma before the moment, Xie Jing stopped.
Xie Jing looked at the hand stained with blood, did not care much, all Cheng Tao that guy.
“Transfer to another school. Don’t study in this area. You’ll be in a bad mood when you see you in the Song Dynasty.” Hsieh Ching-hsieh smiled leisurely. “Do you know?” As she wept,
Cheng Yue nodded wildly: “No, I won’t appear in front of Song Shi again.”
Xie Jing crouched down and straightened Cheng Tao’s collar. “And don’t bully your classmates again, or I’ll beat you to death.”
Cheng Tao cried and said yes.
Xie Jing turned around, and when he saw me who had not had time to hide, the rising corners of his mouth froze in an instant. Chagrin flashed across
his face, and his hands hid behind him, scratching the back of his head, not daring to look me in the eye.
Hsieh Jing asked me carefully, “Have you seen it all?”
I nodded in a daze. “I saw it.”
“I was just playing with them. Don’t take it seriously.”
My eyes fell on his blood-stained hand, and Hsieh explained, “My blood, my blood, this is my own blood.”
Then he moved his feet carefully, trying to block my view of looking back.
I gave a dry laugh and said, “Ha, ha, no, it’s all right. I was going to destroy my family for the sake of righteousness.” I had a far-fetched smile on my
face, but my calf was fighting uncontrollably.
Mom, he’s really a little fierce.
So, from that day on, there was a very delicate atmosphere between Xie Jing and me, which was not clear.
Time passes quickly. I am a senior in high school. After this, I will become an adult as I thought before. I didn’t want to attend the reunion of my classmates in
junior high school, because there were many people who looked down on me.
But then I thought about it, I was lucky in junior high school, there were a few girls in the class who played well, and they were the few goodwill I got. I can’t stop seeing them because of some bad people. I really don’t see them when I say goodbye after graduation. I want to see them. On the day of the
party, I wore a ball haircut, which was my favorite hairstyle in junior high school. The moment he
pushed open the door of the box, Ben’s laughing voice stopped. All
eyes are focused on me, and everyone’s eyes are full of surprise.
They were amazed at my change. My face became white and my hair became smooth. I used to wear clothes that others didn’t want. Today, I wear a goose-yellow dress and a pendant that Aunt Jiang bought for me around my neck. It’s shiny.
My eyes were no longer as self-abased and silent as before. I greeted them with a smile and my eyes curved into a crescent moon. The little sister who played well
with me was the first to react. She took my hand with a happy look on her face and said, “Song Song, you have changed!”! You are so beautiful now! It’s like kneading you! Even a woman of mine is moved!
I was embarrassed by Xiaolan, and my cheeks turned red.
“Oh, how can some people go the wrong way in high school?”? Of course, there’s been a big change in the brand names all over your body. You’re not being kept by someone, are you? The class beauty of
junior high school looked at me sarcastically, and her tone was indescribably strange.
Xiao Lan pounded the table angrily. “Who are you talking about in a strange way?”
The class beauty looked at me in disgust, but when she touched my skirt, her eyes flashed with envy: “Everyone knows who I’m talking about!”! Song Shi, who used to pick up junk at school, can now afford to wear famous brands? Can you afford a gem? Who believes it! The necklace around her neck, it’s a gem for auction, millions of yuan! She could afford it in Song Dynasty? It’s either stolen or kept. Did the money man buy it?
The other students nodded in agreement, and everyone looked at me as if they were waiting to see my joke.
Xiao Lan blushed with anger. There was a knock on the door of
the box, and all the people gathered at the door. Someone exclaimed, “Xie Jing!”! That’s Hsieh Ching! Why is
he here? Is there anyone here who knows Hsieh Ching?
“Who, who knows Hsieh Ching?”
Hsieh Jing carelessly stroked his wristwatch. He leaned against the door, looking straight at me with a smile in his eyes. “Why didn’t you wait for me?” He asked. “What are you doing here?”
I asked him.
Hsieh said softly, “I’m here to support you.”
The box was quiet again, but this time everyone dared not speak any more, although Xie Jing’s expression was light, there was nothing wrong with it. But everyone just felt a sense of oppression, and they all knew that this man could not be provoked. The
atmosphere suddenly became delicate, but Hsieh Ching led me to the main seat and sat down: “Do you want anything to eat?”? Go home early when you are full.
I nodded cleverly and pointed to the shrimp.
Then, the box is quiet, everybody dare not disturb Xie Jing to peel shrimp.
The reunion was very successful, of course, I think so. I drank a little wine
in the meantime, and I was dizzy when I left. With one hand in his pocket and the other holding my wrist
, Hsieh Ching was still telling me like an old father, “Slow down, don’t fall.”. Do you want to recite it?
I looked up at my head with a good smile and said, “No.”
Xie Jing looked at me, raised his hand to cover my eyes, and looked away uncomfortably. “Don’t look at me like that.”
I tilted my head and looked around his hand. “Why not?”
Hsieh’s voice suddenly became hoarse for no reason: “Because you’re too good. I can’t stand your brother Hsieh.”
I belched. “I’m a good boy,” said Aunt Chiang.
Hsieh Jing pinched my cheek and sighed helplessly, “You have no conscience. You’ve been avoiding me these days. Don’t think I don’t know.”
Then he bent down close to me and said, “Don’t give me the silent treatment, will you?”
I don’t know whether Xie Jing’s voice was too charming or because I was really drunk. Looking at the face close at hand, I reached out and touched it, and then kissed it.
Xie Jing froze, eyes I do not understand the emotions, as if trying to suppress something.
His voice was hoarse, and his big hand clasped the back of my head. “Song Shi, do you know what you’re doing?”
I obediently replied, “Yes!”
Hsieh Ching’s gaze fell on my lips, his eyes dimmed: “Will you recognize me when I sober up tomorrow?”
“I recognize it.”
“All right, don’t lie to me.”
So I had a dream, and when I woke up the next day, my mouth was swollen. On
my 18th birthday, a person I hadn’t seen for a long time came to the Xie family. My stepmother came to see me alone with a gift.
She looked at the big villa of the Xie family, with greed and calculation in her eyes, and made no secret of it.
When she looked at me, she smiled awkwardly, her face covered with wrinkles: “Sung Shih, it’s Mom!”! Today is your birthday, mom finally took time to see you, how do not know to welcome? Originally, your mother wanted to bring your younger brother and sister, but somehow, as soon as they heard that they were coming to the Hsieh family, they trembled with fear. I guess they had a nightmare yesterday.
The stepmother put the cheap gift on the table and sat down on the sofa. The second
her buttocks touched the sofa, Aunt Jiang pulled her up and patted the sofa: “Pooh, Pooh, Pooh, that’s bad luck, that’s bad luck!”
The stepmother could hardly keep her expression on her face: “Sister Jiang, what are you doing?”? I’m not dirty. Without even looking at her, Aunt
Chiang picked at her fingernails and said, “You’re just not welcome.”
Uncle Hsieh smiled and patted Auntie Hsiao-chiang on the forehead. “Don’t make a scene.”
The stepmother did not expect Aunt Jiang to be so direct that she did not give her any face, and her face became ugly.
Sung Shih, besides celebrating your birthday, there is one more important thing for your mother to do this time. You see, you have a good life now. You live in such a big house and have servants to take care of you. But your father and we are still living in the old rotten house, isn’t it?
My stepmother looked at me expectantly. I looked at her and said in a soft, serious voice, “It’s none of my business.”
Stepmother’s face turned purple in an instant: “You..” You, how do you talk? I gave you face, didn’t I? Why are you so selfish? You live in a good house, but we have to live such a hard life! Get us some rooms. Your father and I are going to move in! Do you hear me?
My expression didn’t change: “I don’t.”
The stepmother was so angry that she patted herself on the chest and said, “You..” I don’t care. If you don’t arrange a place for us to live, tomorrow I’ll go back and ruin your reputation everywhere and tell everyone you’re an ingrate! In
the past, I may have been really frightened by her, but now I don’t care about these, someone supports me, I am not the poor little person who can step on a foot before.
Now nothing she says can make any waves here. I even sit down and slowly spit out three words: “I don’t believe it.” What the hell are
you talking about! Song Shi, where did you learn this? If you keep talking like that, I’ll tear your mouth off!
“I don’t believe it.”
You.. Little bitch..
“I don’t believe it.”
The stepmother was so angry that she didn’t know what to do for a while, and her face turned blue for a while. She rolled up her sleeve and tried to hit me.
The door was suddenly opened.
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Enough! Have you had enough of this? It was
followed by crisp applause.
I didn’t think my father would come, and I didn’t think he would hit my stepmother. After all, according to previous experience, he would scold me first.
But he seemed to be very haggard, and he was much older, and he looked at me with regret in his eyes.
“I’m sorry, Sung Sung. Dad didn’t take care of her, and you’ve been wronged again.”
I was stunned for a moment, so he was playing my role because I wasn’t at home, and he woke up after what I had experienced?
Also, how can a person like my stepmother help take care of the family? I used to be in the family, and they all bullied me. Now that I’m gone, it’s finally my dad’s turn. It should be very hard
to make money and take care of everything at home, right?
But for more than ten years, I have been like this.
My stepmother was beaten to the side of her face. She looked at my father incredulously and said, “How dare you hit me?”? Are you promising? Did I give you a son? Do you know who did it for you when you were not divorced? It’s me! It’s me..
My father covered her mouth, and my stepmother realized what she had said.
My father looked at me carefully, his face full of shame: “Song Shi, Dad doesn’t know she came here to look for you. Dad is taking her away. Don’t be angry.”
I didn’t reply to her, and there was no change in my face. I just looked at him quietly, but my hand clenched tightly into a fist, as if to embed my nails into my palm.
Mom, you really married the wrong man. You married a very bad man. I’m actually kind of glad that you don’t have to face this kind of situation.
Otherwise, you will be sad, right?
Suddenly a big hand was attached to my hand, and Hsieh Jing carefully spread out my clenched hand. He squeezed my palm and said in a hoarse voice, “I know you feel bad, but don’t hurt yourself. Pinch me later. Do you understand?”.
Hsieh didn’t even want to look at my father and stepmother. He just looked at my hands intently: “If you come to hurt Soong Shi again in the future, the Hsieh family won’t let you have a place to stay in Miancheng.”
Xie Jing spoke carelessly, but with obvious coldness and threat in his tone. Auntie
Chiang was also very excited: “Yes!”! Tomorrow we’ll call an excavator to dig up where they live, and we’ll build a toilet there!
My father immediately bowed and said, “I’ll take her away. I’ll take her away.”
I looked at the back of them as they left. I don’t know why, but I called out three words in a crisp voice: “Shen Cuihua!”
My stepmother’s full name.
She looked back angrily. “How dare you call me by my full name, little bitch!”
I smiled. “There’s something I’ve always wanted to say.”
My stepmother looked at me sadly and said impatiently, “What nonsense?”
I spoke softly and said, “You are really ugly.”
This was my first thought when I saw her when I was 6 years old, and I held it for 18 years.
The stepmother almost didn’t come back, and her face turned red with anger. “You’re going to die!”! Where did you learn to say such irritating things? You’re talking nonsense! You’re talking nonsense!
My father pulled her away, and her shrill voice could be heard far away.
I think my father’s life should be very difficult, but they have lived for so many years, from the moment he chose her, they should be a perfect match. On my
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birthday, the Xie family held a grand engagement banquet for me and Xie Jing. At the end of the
banquet, all the guests left, and a familiar figure waited silently at the gate of the Xie family.
It was my dad, standing awkwardly in his old but neat suit, holding something in his hand. When
he saw me walking past, there was caution in his eyes.
“Sung, I heard you were getting engaged today. This is your big day. Dad was afraid you’d be nervous, so he took the liberty of coming to see you.” I was stunned for a while when I
heard this.
Suddenly, my hand was wrapped in a warm big hand, Xie Jing pinched my palm and let me come to my senses.
I said softly, “Thanks, but I’m not nervous.”
My father hesitated for a long time and carefully handed me the card he was holding in his hand. “Sung Shih, Dad is useless. There’s nothing I can give you.”. There’s not much money in this card, but it’s a little token of my father’s appreciation. Can you use it as a dowry?
Hope in the eyes, the tone of concern, these are true. But now I don’t need it anymore.
I handed the card back to him in a polite and distant manner: “Thank you, but my surname is Song, not Cheng.”. I’ll earn the dowry myself, so you don’t have to bother. It’s going to rain. Take an umbrella and go. The light in
my father’s eyes gradually dimmed, and his voice began to choke: “Sung Sung, will you never forgive your father?”
I smiled. “You have never been in my life. How can I forgive you?” When
my father left, he was down and out and bent. Maybe he really realized his mistake.
But for the 17 years I yearned for my father’s love, this confession came too late.
He has been officially erased from my story, and the name of my father has never appeared from the beginning to the end. I will also regret
not sitting on my father’s shoulders and looking at the world.
But I should love this world, because this is my mother’s bet on my life, and I can’t let her lose.
She tried her best to give me a life, and I had to live a wonderful life. There was an open diary on the
table, the paper was old and yellow, which recorded my anxiety and uneasiness when I was 10 years old.
December 29, the first sunny day of winter.
Topic: Sad Birthday.
It’s my birthday, but no one remembers. Today,
I was still wearing a thin lined jacket to pick up rags in this cold winter, and my father didn’t stop me when I went out.
My hands were red with cold, and there were cracks. The
stray dog, Xiao Huang, followed me. I held the bag with rags in one hand and gave the stray dog Xiao Huang the only big steamed bun in my pocket with the other hand.
Little Huang called me a few times, and I asked him, “Little Huang, do you want to say that if I pick up a whole bag of plastic bottles today, my father will love me more?”
Little Huang was about to scream when I sighed again, “Oh, forget it. I don’t believe it.” It was very cold that
winter. I hugged Xiao Huang tightly and said, “Xiao Huang, do you think there will be someone who loves me after that?”? Love me unconditionally no matter what I have done wrong. Before
Xiao Huang could scream, I shook my head and sighed, “I don’t believe it.”
Today is really a sad day. When I
looked at my childhood diary, I couldn’t help laughing out loud, revealing my naivety between the lines. At the age of
10, I wasn’t sure what the future would hold, so I asked the stray dog, “Will someone love me in the future?”
But the stray dog can’t speak, and it has been walking alone in this abandoned world for many years.
Now I think about it and write a sentence at the end of my diary-yes, but please love yourself first in your prime. On the next page of the
diary, there is a sentence written by Xie Jing, 21, whose handwriting is not yet dry.
It was written for Song Shi, who was ten years old. Yes, in the days to come, Xie Jing loved Song Shi.
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After two more years, Xie Jing, who had never posted on his WeChat Moments, suddenly posted two photos of a red notebook on his WeChat Moments, with the caption: “I got what I wanted.”
Everyone was joking: “Is Brother King getting married young?”
So the next day, all the classmates went viral, and Xie Jing, who used to drag himself to the sky, finally married the girl on the tip of his heart. The summer
when cicadas chirp, the warm sun after the wind and snow, and the sincere love letters all tell the story of love and being loved.
You see, everyone’s life has cracks, but after years, ah, will eventually wait for their own light.
May you always be sincere and kind. End of
text.
A little egg:
“Brother Jing, do you know that the milk tea shop recently recruited a new waiter?”? It is said that it is very pure, and it has been spread all over the surrounding schools. It’s just that his clothes are a bit rustic, and he looks like a well-behaved student. “Oh, I’m not interested,
” Hsieh said faintly, with a cigarette in his hand.
The younger brother nods: “That’s right. Brother Jing, how can you be good at this? I’ve never seen you interested in any woman. Besides, this kind of well-behaved student is boring and troublesome, and you can’t like it.”
Xie Jing shook the ash with one hand and didn’t care much.
“There’s a new product in the store today. If you like it, you can come and have a try.”
It’s not sweet or soft, but it sounds very comfortable.
Xie Jing’s line of sight inadvertently looked past, the girl in overalls was standing at the door of the shop to attract customers.
The girl tied a ball head, revealing a delicate white neck.
The face is full of smiles, the tip of the nose has fine sweat, the ear is soft broken hair, clever appearance makes people involuntarily look at a few more eyes.
Xie Jing’s eyes darkened, his fingers pinched out the smoke, and his footsteps changed direction. A
colleague asked him doubtfully, “Brother Jing, what are you doing?”? Where to?
Hsieh Jing looked at the girls in the shop and put his hands in his pockets. “Let’s go. I’ll treat you to milk tea.”
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