Love Brain Diary
Secret Love Silent: I just like you
because of excessive love brain, I went to see a psychologist.
The psychiatrist looked at my file carefully and adjusted his gold-rimmed glasses. “You seem to fall in love with others very easily.”
Me: “What do you say, baby?”
My junior high school likes to hoodlum, high school likes the sports lives, the university military training likes the drillmaster, plays the game to fall in love with to play, the haircut falls in love with Tony teacher.
All in all, three hundred and sixty lines, every line has my bridegroom.
What’s more, I’m a love brain.
Every time I fall in love, I cry my heart out, like the end of the world.
Fortunately, this situation will not last long, because soon, I will meet my next groom. As a
result, my love cycle is extremely short.
Although I have countless love experiences, the longest record of love is only three months.
It’s like a curse. I’ll break up after three months of love. When I
finally realized something was wrong with me, I went to see a psychiatrist.
But once inside, I froze.
Black high-set suit, tall and straight figure, gold-rimmed glasses, fair skin, high nose, slender fingers.
All of them are crazy output on my love radar.
He nodded politely. “Sit down.”
“Good.” My eyes were full of peach blossoms, and I propped up my chin to watch him look through the materials.
What should I do? The more I look, the more handsome I am.
I held up a finger and drew a circle on the table. “Brother, what’s your name?”
He frowned imperceptibly. “Jiang Yu.”
“Oh,” I nodded. “That’s nice.”
In the future, our children can inherit half of his genes.
“My name is Song Wen-hua.” I offered to introduce myself.
“I know.” He didn’t look up.
“Brother, do you have a girlfriend?”
He looked up. “No.” I looked
at each other for two seconds, and my heart beat faster.
He’s hitting on me.
But before I could say anything, he had withdrawn his eyes and continued to look at the information.
Five minutes later, he adjusted his gold-rimmed glasses. “You look like you fall in love easily.”
I blurted out, “What do you say, baby?”
He choked visibly. “How long?”
I looked at his handsome face in a trance. “I’ve been single for about a month.”
「……」
“You’re really easy to fall for.” He stared at me quietly. “I mean, how long has this been going on?” “Don’t forget,”
he added in a serious tone, “you’re here to see a psychiatrist.”
“Oh.” I adjusted my sitting posture. “When I was in elementary school, that gangster boy in my class used to pull my hair and bully me.”
……
An hour later, I was holding a pack of paper in my arms, from a gangster in elementary school to a sports student in high school, from a playmate in games to Tony in hairdressing, sobbing.
“Oh, brother Jiang Yu, don’t you think I don’t deserve to be happy?”
「……」 Once again, the
familiar expression of helplessness appeared on his face. He took a deep breath. “Your father..”
“Alive.” I rush to answer.
“I mean, how was your relationship with your father?”
“Not well.”
“Unripe?”
‘Yes. He’s in business, and he flies all over the country all the year round. I’ve seen our downstairs security guard more often than I’ve seen him.
Then your task this week is to talk to him. It’s okay to meet, it’s okay to have a video chat, and it’s best to make sure you can talk for an hour every two days.
“This is it?” My eyes widened. “Won’t you prescribe some medicine?”
“It’s no use taking medicine in your case.” He stood up and looked at his watch. “That’s all. It’s nothing. I’ll see you next week.”
I stood up sensibly and said, “Brother, please leave me a personal phone number. I usually contact you if I have any problems.”
He didn’t even look at me. “You can just call the office.”
……
He’s so cool. I like him even more.
Leave the villa and go back to school.
As soon as I entered the dormitory, several people were already waiting for me.
“How about this psychiatrist?” Does counseling
work? Listening to him enlighten you, do you have that feeling of being enlightened?
I paused, “Just..” Pretty handsome.
「……」
I raised my head and looked straight at me with a few pairs of eyes that hated iron but not steel.
“You’re not in love again, are you?”
“Hey, hey.” I smiled awkwardly. “Don’t you see? He’s really too handsome. The kind of handsome that people and gods are angry about.”
“It’s hopeless.”
“I told you, you can’t get her a psychiatrist under 50.”
“With Soong’s warm appetite, even a 50-year-old man is hanging on.”
“When Jiao Jiao comes back, you will be scolded.”
I swallowed. “It’s okay. She won’t be back until Monday.”
Jiaojiao is my best friend and also the head of the dormitory.
The psychologist was introduced by her and gave me free counseling on psychological problems.
If Jiaojiao knew, I would not only fail to solve my psychological problems, but also attempt to attack my psychologist.
I can already see her freaking out.
Monday, lunch break.
Jiaojiao had something to do at noon, so I had to go to dinner alone.
As soon as I took two steps, I heard someone calling me,
“Nuannuan.”
As a last resort, I stopped in the corridor where people were coming and going.
“Baby, why are you walking so fast?” The tall boy stood in front of me.
Nonsense, am I afraid of being caught and scolded by Jiaojiao?
“What is it?” I made no secret of my boredom.
“Nuannuan, I’ve thought about it. Let’s make up.” “I would like to accompany you to break the curse of three months.”
「……」 I couldn’t help thinking about his face.
This boy is my ex-boyfriend.
A month ago, I joined the guitar club, and he was the president.
I fell in love at first sight, pursued crazily, and got it done in two days. When
my roommate saw his picture, his eyebrows were almost knotted.
I had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, “He’s just not photogenic. In fact, he’s quite good-looking.” Just be
tall. Looks don’t matter.
Later, my roommate helped me find out the news, and he had several girlfriends. After I
went to question them, I told them with a serious look on my face,
“That was all in the past. It’s more complicated.”. He said that I was special and that I would be his last girlfriend.
Two weeks later, I caught him making out with another girl in the woods at school.
I slapped him in the face and said, “Can you have some ability? I will look up to you whenever you go to open a small hotel in front of the school.”
The roommates clapped their hands at that time.
But I was only promising for one day, and that night I called him in tears in the dead of night.
It means that if we make up, I can let bygones be bygones.
But maybe he was stunned by my slap, or he had a new girlfriend and didn’t agree.
I didn’t dare to let my roommate know, so I hid in bed and cried for two days.
A week later, I was suddenly blessed and recovered.
In the future, the sight of his ugly face will make me sick.
I am always like this, the moment when I fall in love, I seem to be bewitched, and my heart and eyes are full of the advantages of each other. As soon as the
love brain disappeared, I felt like I was in love with a pig.
Now, for some reason, the pig has come back to me.
“Nuannuan, don’t do this. I’ve thought about it seriously. Although your temper is uncertain, you must be the most suitable person for me.”
I waved my hand and said, “No, I am not suitable for you.”
“Nuannuan, look, I bought you a gift.” As he spoke, he handed me a small gift box. There is a necklace in the
gift box.
The necklace was two hundred yuan when we were shopping.
I liked it and was about to buy it when he stopped me and said,
“It’s good to have a meal for two hundred yuan. Don’t spend too much money.”
So instead of buying a necklace, I invited him to have a hot pot.
I stared at his slightly obsequious ugly face, and the more I thought about it, the more angry I became. What the hell was
I thinking? I believed that shit.
I want to give him a punch.
“I don’t want it.” I turned my head angrily and caught a glimpse of a familiar figure, which flashed by not far away.
“Brother Jiangyu.”
I left the scum man who stayed where he was, pushing through the crowd with agility and grasping his clothes accurately.
“Brother Jiang Yu, why don’t you answer my phone?” I looked at him with some grievance.
He was at a loss for a moment. “I haven’t been home these days.”
“What does your absence have to do with the office phone? Do you already have a girlfriend in just two days?”
“What does it matter to you if he has a girlfriend?”
A female voice sounded. Only then did
I see a petite girl standing beside Jiangyu.
She took a few steps in front of Jiang Yu, with round eyes.
“Ha ha ha, Jiao Jiao, I thought you had asked for leave today.”
It’s over. I got caught in the act.
Jiaojiao clasped her arms around her chest and looked at me shaking her head. “You’re really good. Even my cousin won’t let me go.”
I breathed a sigh of relief. I was scared to death. I thought it was your boyfriend. Cousin is good, cousin is good, internal digestion.
“No.” I suddenly came to my senses. “Cousin?”
“Yes, two years ago he was abroad, and this year he came back.”
…… In my vague impression, Jiaojiao’s cousin is a little fat and not too tall.
So I didn’t even remember his name at that time. How could I go abroad? He was tall and handsome.
“Digesting a fart.” Jiaojiao glared at me, “I’m going to let you see a psychologist to solve your psychological problems, not to make a match for you and let you fall in love.” My mouth was
flat and I didn’t dare to speak. Jiang Yu, who stood watching the play from the
beginning to the end, finally said a good word for me for the first time:
“You can’t blame her. Nuan-nuan really has a psychological problem. She doesn’t know how to get along with men normally. Take your time.” In
a simple sentence, I instantly felt peach blossoms in my heart.
He called me Nuannuan, so sweet.
“Anyway, before you have the ability and mind to manage a good relationship, I won’t allow you to harm my cousin, even if you are my good friend.”
“Oh.” I’m lost again.
If I am like this forever, I will die alone.
Jiang Yu glanced past me and looked behind me. “I also advise you not to fall in love for the time being.”
“Nuannuan, who is this person? Why should I advise you?” The voice of the
scum man sounded from behind me.
“I’m her psychiatrist.” Jiang Yu is somewhat unhappy.
“Why are you seeing a psychiatrist? I’ll be fine.” The scum man came over and tried to put his arm around my shoulder.
I frowned away.
He sighed, “Nuannuan, I know you lack love. You don’t need a psychiatrist.”. Believe me, I will give you enough sense of security in the future.
I looked at him in disgust and said, “I’m not a recycling station. Don’t come to me again.” What else did
the scum man want to say? Jiaojiao took my hand and said, “Nuannuan, would you like to go to dinner together?”
“Good.” I followed them.
Walking away for a while, Jiaojiao said silently, “You really like looking for your boyfriend in the trash can.”
Jiang Yu looked down at me and said, “It’s nice to realize that.”
“It’s just that now she can realize that when she has an intermittent love attack, if you let her dig wild vegetables like Wang Baochuan, she will go.”
I want to retort, but I have no confidence.
After lunch, Jiang Yu went home.
I couldn’t wait to ask Jiaojiao, “Didn’t you say a psychiatrist?”
“My cousin is a psychology major, and it just so happens that he’s studying a related subject, and you need help from a psychologist, so I recommend you.”
「？」
Jiaojiao shrugged. “Why are you looking at me like that? You have nothing to lose.”
“Yes, too.” I nodded. “Your cousin is so handsome now. He should digest it internally.”
Jiaojiao suddenly stood still.
She looked at me seriously, “Although your name is Song Wennuan, I still don’t want you to go around giving warmth to scum men.”. You’re good. You deserve a healthy relationship. Just this once, can you control yourself and solve your psychological problems?
“I see.”
I promised her silently and turned to go upstairs by myself.
I know she loves me, but I don’t know how to respond.
I obviously look good, but every boyfriend is basically average, family and education are not very good.
They watched me being belittled by scum men to no confidence, watched me being cheated by scum men, watched scum men cheat me out of my monthly living expenses. What is
more terrible is that I am willing. Just like my name,
I am willing to give warmth to the scum.
Fortunately, I still have a bottom line.
My friends also thought that I was not incurable, so they recommended me to see a psychologist.
I really should control myself and cooperate with the treatment.
Thinking of this, I took out my cell phone and sent a voice call to my dad.
“Beep..” Beep. Beep..
I was ready to hang up before the voice was connected.
“Are you short of money? I’ll transfer the money to you later.”
“Not..”
I hemmed and hawed for a long time, and I didn’t know what to say. My relationship
with my dad is very delicate.
He is supposed to be my dearest person, but I am a stranger to him.
Since my kindergarten, he has traveled all over the world, and he will be busier on holidays, and the time to go home is very random.
Over time, I got used to it.
“Something happened at home?” He asked suddenly.
“No.” Afraid he was worried, I quickly denied it, and then struggled to find a topic: “Dad, are you busy right now?”
I was hoping that he would say he was busy and give me a reason to end the awkward voice call.
“I’m not busy. Tell me quickly.” He was a little impatient.
“I just wanted to ask you how you’re doing.”
“Oh.” The other end of the phone was quiet for a while.
Presumably, he was also at a loss for my sudden concern.
“It’s been good lately. I’ve been busy with meetings here. The new company has just been set up, and there are a lot of things to worry about. I may not be able to go back in a short time.”
“So..” I drawled and continued to rack my brains to think of a topic.
“What about you? Have you started your internship yet?” He took the initiative to ask.
“Not yet.” I briefly reported my current daily life to him. At the end of the
first voice call, we talked for three minutes. I
didn’t say anything, but my mood was relaxed for a long time. It
‘s really the advice given by the psychologist, and it’s really useful.
But by the end of the week, that was the only call I made.
On the weekend, I went to the villa again as promised to meet Jiangyu. This time,
he wore a gray sportswear, which set off his perfect figure. The sun shone on his face, and his dark brown pupils were as clear as water.
I just looked at it, and my heart was full of deer.
As a last resort, I chose not to look at him.
He sat on the sofa, somewhat casually. “Did you do what I told you?”
I held out my index finger. “Only one phone call. We don’t talk on the phone many times a year. Once a week is my limit.”
He chuckled. “That’s okay. We can take our time.”
“Well, isn’t it time for a quiz this week?” I asked honestly.
“No exercises, let’s chat.” He took out a pen.
“Talk about what?” I quickly sat up straight.
“Don’t be nervous. Let’s talk about your last few relationships.”
“Didn’t you say that last time?”
He shook his head gently. “Not detailed enough.”
“Oh.” I began to remember. During my
college years, I had three relationships.
The first love is to play with a game in the same city.
At first, my purpose was very simple, that is, to win the game and score points.
But he has a good voice, first-class technology, and more importantly, because of his professional habits, he is very good at making me happy.
I like playing games with him more and more, and I can’t accept that other girls have the same treatment as me in his place.
Aware of my change, I simply expressed my love generously and directly. The answer
he gave me was, “I like you too, but I have to make money.”
So I began to throw my pocket money on him every month.
I bought him game skins, ordered takeout, and gave him gifts.
After two months, he finally agreed to be with me and meet me. On the
first date, I was actually disappointed.
Because he is a little fat.
But thanks to his tall stature and his patience and consideration for me, I soon overlooked his shortcomings.
He told me that his family was not well off, so his education was not high, and he needed to earn money to support his family.
So, on the first date, I took the initiative to pay.
But after we were really together, he didn’t stop taking orders.
I can often see double-row records on his account, as well as ambiguous chat records such as “baby” and “kiss”. All the reasons
he gave me were “work needs.”.
I had to continue to scrimp and save to prevent him from going to work.
But it doesn’t change anything.
Realizing this, I accidentally saw the record of Meituan takeout in his mobile phone and found that he had been ordering takeout for a girl for years.
I found the cell phone number and called the girl.
Only then did he learn that the other party was his girlfriend who had been in love for two years. I,
on the other hand, may not even be a mistress. I’m just a sucker. It’s also a lie that his
family is poor. He’s just lazy. He doesn’t want to work and wants to find someone to support him. After
knowing the truth, I hid in the quilt and cried for two days, and then spent a little money to permanently ban his game account.
Later, his girlfriend, who had been in love for two years, broke up with him completely.
Until now, he still calls me tearfully from time to time and begs me to make up.
7
“This is my first love in college.” I looked down at my toes, embarrassed at my stupidity.
Jiang Yu listened to me quietly and asked, “What do you like about him?”
“Probably because he was able to keep me company and make me feel valued.”
Jiang Yu nodded. “Go on.”
I said faintly, “I’m ashamed to say that my second boyfriend in college was Tony from a high-end barber shop.”
Tony, as the boss, always serves me personally.
He was about twenty-six or twenty-seven years old, and he was fairly white.
He speaks humorously, always makes me laugh, and is very “special” to me.
Maybe because I don’t have much contact with boys, every time I have an occasional physical contact, my heart beats faster.
Apparently, he also felt it and began to talk to me on his own initiative WeChat.
From frequent chatting to being together, it only took about seven days. After we
were together, he took good care of me and was gentle and considerate.
Every weekend, he would drive me to all kinds of places to play, eat all kinds of delicious food, and see all kinds of beautiful scenery.
But later, it slowly changed. During the
date, he began to use a joking tone, criticizing my dress and even my personality.
“Your waist is a little thick. Don’t wear loose clothes in the future.”
“Why don’t you put on makeup today? You look so tired.”
“How can you get angry just by saying a few words? With your character, I’m the only one who will tolerate you.”
Moreover, he is very controlling, and if I continue to go my own way, he will give me a cold war or compare others with me.
Slowly, I began to listen to him, throw away many clothes he didn’t like, and began to wear makeup every time I went out.
If I don’t have time to make up, I will wear a hat and a mask to cover myself up.
Because I began to subconsciously identify with his words that
I was ugly when I didn’t wear makeup.
I also began to suppress my temper forcibly, because he told me that only docile women deserve to be liked.
But that doesn’t seem to be enough for him.
He started asking me to delete all the members of the opposite sex around me, became jealous frequently, and kept arguing and shouting with me. In order not to quarrel,
I will try my best to do what he asks.
Eventually, the fuse that led to our breakup was that I walked side by side with a male classmate and was accidentally seen by him.
It was obviously a trivial matter, but he smashed things crazily in public that day, and even spoke ill of me in the street.
He called me shameless, framed me for cheating, and made a big farce.
I was frightened by his extreme and broke up with him in a hurry.
I touched my nose. “Until now, I had to take a detour when I passed the barber shop.”
Jiang Yu frowned at me for a moment and said coldly,
“It’s all right, and I know how to save my life.”
「……」 I dare not speak for a moment.
“So you like him because he gives you company?”
I thought about it. “Something like that.”
“Go on.”
“Gone.” I shrugged. “You’ve seen the last paragraph, and Jiao Jiao has told you about it.”
Jiang Yu stared at me, and the pen between his fingers turned leisurely.
So you only like them because they temporarily provide you with emotional value. Or you find something shining in them and give them a good quality that doesn’t exist.
In fact, you don’t know much about their character and personality. You should know that this is not the standard for finding a boyfriend, and it is not love.
I nodded. “Yeah, I know.”
You don’t have a sense of boundaries with men, and you subconsciously seek their attention and desire their company. All this has a lot to do with the lack of male companionship in your childhood.
“I hope you continue to work hard, and it’s better to have a healthy relationship with your father.”
He wrote down a few numbers on a blank sheet of paper and handed it to me: “That’s all for now. This is my cell phone number. If you can’t solve something, you can call me.”
I suddenly lost my temper and said, “It’s not just a landline call.”
He took it back. “Then the landline.”
“Mobile phones are more convenient.”
I took the piece of paper quickly and ran away.
In the following period of time, it is said that Jiang Yu took over his father’s branch office completely and was very busy.
I only see him once in a while to report on his progress and follow his steps for some psychotherapy. The frequency of chatting
with my dad has been maintained at once a week, but the call time is getting longer and longer.
Knowing that I had not found an internship unit, he arranged an internship for me in a friend’s company. As soon as
I announced in the dormitory group that I would go to this company for an internship, Jiaojiao replied with three big exclamation marks.
That’s my cousin’s company! Sung Wen-hsuan, I thought you’d taken heart, but I didn’t think you wouldn’t give up.
Now it’s my turn to put a question mark.
「？？？」
“My father arranged it. I didn’t know it was such a coincidence.”
“No, I have to inform my cousin to be on your guard.”
「……」 I’m speechless.
Five minutes later, Jiaojiao sent a screenshot of the chat record in the group.
Jiaojiao: “Brother, Nuannuan is going to your company for an internship.”
Jiang Yu: “I haven’t seen her for a long time.”
Jiao Jiao: “You don’t miss her, do you? She really took care of it?”
Jiang Yu: “Never mind.” The
group was immediately flooded with a series of question marks.
I was directly confused.
I was trying very hard to control my feelings.
Jiang Yu’s words are not clear and white.
But before my roommates and I could discuss the meaning behind Jiangyu’s words, I received an unexpected phone call.
“Nuan Nuan, long time no see.”
I recognized in a second that the voice was actually that teacher Tony.
At that time, in order to get rid of his relationship, I even changed my mobile phone number.
I don’t know how he got my new phone number.
“Hello, what’s up?” I tried to be as distant as possible.
“I miss you.”
He spoke very seriously, but I heard a hint of alcohol. After
two months together, he never lowered his head.
I must have drunk too much today.
“I want to see you.” He went on.
“It’s late now, and we’ve broken up.”
I didn’t agree to break up. You suddenly deleted my contact information and disappeared without giving me any reason. We can part, but I want a proper goodbye.
I replied coldly, “I can’t get out.”
“Then tomorrow, let’s make things clear. If you still want to break up, then I respect your choice and won’t pester you.”
“No need.”
I hung up the phone.
Also did not continue to discuss the mood, hastily went to sleep. The first day of
internship.
I arrived at the company early and wanted to make a good impression on everyone.
Jiangyu is stuck in the point to reach the company.
He glanced at me and began morning meeting. I didn’t listen at all to what the
meeting was about.
Because wearing a meticulous suit, wearing gold-rimmed glasses, serious work of Jiangyu, it is too handsome.
I stared at his bony hand, thinking of the day I first went to his villa, and the screenshot Jiaojiao sent yesterday.
Little did I know that I thought too much, and the corners of my mouth were already overflowing with smiles.
“Song is warm and warm.”
I hurriedly came to my senses. “Huh?”
“Do you think too much on the first day?” I don’t know when Jiang Yu, who was already standing in front of me, tapped me on the head and said, “Follow me.” Only then did
I realize that the crowd in the conference room had already dispersed and hurried to follow him honestly.
Jiang Yu took me straight to his office.
“I’m just short of a secretary, so you go first.” “You’re still my psychiatrist,”
I said submissively. “It’s not appropriate.”
It’s not that I don’t want to, but I can’t resist the temptation.
He glanced up at me. “What’s the matter?”
“I.” I pointed to myself, “It’s my destiny to go to the doctor and fall in love with the doctor, to go to work and fall in love with the boss.”. You’re my psychiatrist, and you’re my boss 24 hours a day. It’s testing me.
Jiang Yu chuckled and looked at me with arched eyebrows. “Then I’ll quit my job and not be your psychiatrist.”
“What about my psychological problems?”
“You hardly need me now.” He looked me in the eye. “You haven’t had a crush on anyone in the past few months, have you?”
This inexplicable and thought-provoking look made my heart beat faster.
“I don’t think so.” Except for you.
“That’s all right. You’re usually responsible for making travel arrangements, as well as daily trifles. It’s all within your ability.”
“All right, General Manager Jiang.” I’ll say yes. You can enjoy handsome men at work
every day, and the work content is simple.
It’s my dream lover. I was very happy when I
worked until the afternoon.
Until the arrival of an uninvited guest, Chen Qingxue.
She was wearing a short, close-fitting, fiery red dress, with sky-high feet and gorgeous makeup, and her face looked surprised: “Is Song warm?” Jiaojiao and
I, as best friends, are in the same school from junior high school, high school and university.
I always knew Jiaojiao had a cousin, but I wasn’t impressed.
But Chen Qingxue is in the same year as us. She once mentioned to me that she was pursuing her cousin Jiaojiao and was about to get it. After graduating from
high school, she went to a college, and we had less contact.
I didn’t deliberately care about the follow-up of her story with Jiang Yu.
Unexpectedly, they are still in touch with each other.
“What a coincidence, Chen Ching-hsueh.” I pressed down the inexplicable bitterness in my heart and squeezed out a smile.
She raised an eyebrow. “Are you working here now?”
“No, I’m here for an internship.”
“Oh, Jiang Yu is really good. He told me the company was full, but he got you in.” She glanced at me with displeasure. “Where is he? I want to see him.”
“Actually, it’s my dad who knows Uncle Chiang. He..” I tried to explain.
“Say no more. I want to see Jiang Yu.”
“Oh.” I called Jiang Yu silently.
Two minutes later, I looked at Chen Ching-hsueh and said, “He can’t come back for the time being.”
“Then I’ll wait.” She sat down on the sofa in high heels.
I wanted to catch up with her, but ever since she heard that I was working here, she looked unhappy and didn’t want to talk to me at all.
I don’t care. You can sit if you like. Jiang Yu didn’t come back
until he got off work.
I didn’t care about the aggressive Chen Qingxue, and I took care of myself to get off work. I am not active
after work, and there is something wrong with my brain. I
was just about to get a ride when a BMW pulled up in front of me.
The window rolled down to reveal Shen Si’s face.
Seth is my ex-boyfriend Tony.
He looked at me. “Nuannuan, let’s talk.”
I got goose bumps for no reason. How did he know I worked here.
“Who told you that? Do you know that you are so scary?” I didn’t know until I
contacted your classmates. No, I just want to make it clear to you that I have a reservation at the Western restaurant you like.
I stared at him for a long time. “Then I’ll take a taxi, and you wait for me there.”
The western restaurant is a public place. I’ll go and make it clear to him. It shouldn’t be a big problem.
“All right, I’ll wait for you.” He didn’t bother and drove away.
I took a taxi to the western restaurant alone. Just in case, I also sent a message to Jiaojiao, explaining the situation and telling her the address of the Western restaurant, asking her to keep in touch with me. When I
got off the bus, Shen Si was already waiting for me.
I reluctantly went in with him. The light of this
western restaurant is dim and the candlelight is flickering. Gentleman Shen Si thoughtfully helped me pull out the chair and order according to my taste.
But now I have nothing but disgust and fear for him.
After all, I had never come into contact with anyone so emotionally unstable.
“Nuannuan, I apologize to you for my radical words and deeds that day.” He took my hand. “But that’s because I love you so much.”
I pulled my hand back. Not only because of that day, but also because of our daily relationship, I felt like I couldn’t breathe. You’re always undermining my confidence. I don’t think a healthy relationship should be like this. We’re not suitable. Jiang Yu gave me an analysis of
these words.
But I’m jealous because I care about you. I’m too afraid that someone will take you away. To give you advice is also to make you better. During
this time, I also tried to date some excellent women. They are very nice, but I still prefer the feeling of growing up with you.
Oh, this is trying to brainwash me.
I curled my lips. “I don’t like you. You should find someone who likes to be controlled by you instead of trying to change me here.”
Shen Si did not speak and stared at me with an expressionless face, which made me panic.
After a while, he nodded: “OK, I respect your choice. Then this will be our farewell dinner.” As soon as
the voice fell, I saw Jiang Yu and Chen Qingxue, who came in one after the other and took their seats not far from us.
Jiang Yu’s eyes crossed the crowd and fell on me.
I was at a loss as to what to do, so I had to nod to him.
Chen Qingxue turned to look at me and said something excitedly to Jiang Yu.
Shen Si followed my gaze and turned to look back. “Is that your psychiatrist?”
“How do you know I have a psychiatrist?”
Shen Si sneered, “Your ex-boyfriend told me.”
“And you contacted him?”
“If you fall in love with someone else, I’ll have to look at it and help you check it.” His face was calm. “Forget it,” he said. “Let’s not talk about it. Eat well.”
I glared at him angrily. “I’m going to the bathroom.”
I’m so angry. I need peace and quiet.
I used to go to the bathroom before I took out my cell phone and looked at the news. When I was dating
Shen Si, if I looked at my phone, he would have a big fight with me.
So I made it a habit to eat with my friends and never look at my mobile phone.
Even I didn’t realize that this habit has been kept until now.
There are several unread messages, all of which are Jiao Jiao.
“Come on, big brother, you dare to contact him again. Your heart is really big.”
“I sent it to my cousin, and he said he’d be right there.”
“Has he arrived yet?”
I hastily replied, “Here we are. He’s with Chen Ching-hsueh.”
Chen Ching-hsueh? Why does she haunt you?
“I’ll talk to you when I get back.” I darkened the screen.
Walking out of the bathroom, there is a dimly lit corridor.
A tall body in front of me, Jiangyu eyes, eyes faint.
Are you waiting for Chen Ching-hsueh? I asked.
“No, she’s gone.” He tapped me on the head with his knuckles and leaned down closer to me. “Song Wen-hsuan, would you like to stay with me?”
“Hmm??” I was a little confused by the sudden invitation. “Is it because you were jealous when you saw me with my ex-boyfriend, and then you finally found out that you liked me?”
“No.” He shook his head slightly. “Because you are so stupid.”
「？」
“Did you know that the next second after you left, your ex-boyfriend put drugs in the wine?”
“Shit.” In some panic, I took out my cell phone and prepared to call the police.
Jiang Yu grabbed my hand and said, “I’ve reported it.” What should
I do now? Steady him? I received too much information, and my mind was a little confused.
“Just wait here and don’t go anywhere.” He patted me on the head and turned away.
In a few seconds, the woman’s screams, Shen Si’s curses, and the sound of punches, kicks, and the collision of tables and chairs suddenly rang out, and the restaurant was in a mess.
Not long after, the police arrived.
I was taken to make a statement together with Jiang Yu and Shen Si.
It turned out that after I broke up with Shen Si, he found several girlfriends, but none of them were as “good” as I was.
In addition, he accidentally glimpsed me shopping with my ex-boyfriend, and his mind was unbalanced, so he pretended to have no intention of approaching my ex-boyfriend to understand my recent situation.
My ex-boyfriend said that I was dumped by him, and I was heartbroken, so I went to see a psychiatrist.
He was going to take advantage of the situation, but he didn’t expect me to ignore him.
So he thought of a way that I couldn’t refuse.
Fortunately, Jiang Yu is by my side. It was early in the morning when I came out
of the police station.
Autumn night, with a bit of coolness.
Jiang Yu drove me home.
Moonlight sprinkled on Jiang Yu’s face, showing his fair skin and black eyes.
I tried to say, “You just..” Did you confess your love to me?
He looked sideways at me. “Yes, I wanted to wait for you to fall in love with me, but after what happened just now, I didn’t want to wait a minute.”
「？」 I couldn’t make head or tail of it. “Didn’t I already like you?”
Do you like that? That’s what you think when you see the color.
「…… Why can’t it be love at first sight? I have a hard mouth.
“We went to high school together, and I’m Jiao Jiao’s cousin. We’ve met countless times, but you still ask me what my name is.”
No way.. You’ve changed so much, and we’ve only met a few times. I’m not impressed with you.
“Maybe you can’t see me because I’m always behind you.” His eyes fell in the distance. “In junior high school, you liked to be a hoodlum, but I studied hard in the front row.”. In high school, you liked sports, and I went to work out day and night. It
‘s not easy to build abdominal muscles, but you like to play games with them. When I finish practicing the game and you fall in love with Tony, I can’t learn to cut hair. So I went abroad. After I
returned home, I finally caught up with you. You like a shrink, so I’m your shrink. If you like the boss, I’ll take over the company.
At the green light, Jiang Yu stopped, put his arm on my side, and leaned close to me.
Song Warmth, I have been invisible in your world for so many years, chasing for so long. Will you stop for me this time?
His face slowly enlarged in front of me, the familiar fragrance of plants and trees came to his nostrils, and his thin lips felt warm and soft.
I seem to be drunk and my mind is blank. It was not
until the trumpet sounded behind me that I came to my senses.
In fact, he could have readily agreed to it when I first saw it.
But he didn’t. I
watched for a long time as the night scene quickly disappeared out of the window, and I called him softly, “Jiang Yu.”
“Hmm?”
“Let’s take our time, shall we?”
He chuckled. “Good.”
Take your time is the greatest sincerity I can give you. When I
got home, holding my bear doll, I was still a little complacent.
“Did you get home safely?” The news
of Jiaojiao and Jiangyu came at the same time.
“Already home.” I replied one by one, and then held the bear in a daze.
Those memories of the details of the picture, gradually clear.
In junior high school, I like the gangsters who sit in the back row of the class.
In order to get in touch with him for a while, every time he was punished to stand, I would always find a chance to stand with him in the corridor.
Next to the classroom, the first row, there is always a white, meaty boy, peeking at me from time to time.
In high school, I like sports students.
Every day after school, I hold a bottle of water and run to the basketball court to watch them play basketball.
Behind him, there is always a figure running round and round.
College, I like to play games.
When Jiaojiao and I were playing games all night together, she inadvertently complained to me:
“Wow, my cousin is still playing games at three o’clock in the morning.”. If you look at his record, it’s too bad.
Originally, when I was blindly pursuing short-term love and companionship, there was always a figure behind me, trying to approach me.
“I’ll pick you up tomorrow. Go to bed early. Good night.” The message from Jiangyu was sent in time to break my tears.
“Good night.” I felt the sweetness overflowing from my heart and walked happily back to the bedroom.
I was about to go to bed when I heard the sound of the door handle twisting.
At this time, my mother should have gone to bed.
I quickly ran out barefoot to check, but I saw my father who had come back travel-stained.
“Why don’t you wear slippers at home? What if you catch a cold?” My dad frowned. This
is the first time my dad has said that. My father
used to tell my mother, and my mother relayed it to me.
“Forget it, forget it.” I hurried back to put on my slippers. “Dad, why are you back in the middle of the night?”
“The company had a holiday during the Mid-Autumn Festival, so I hurried back.”
Later, my mother told me that it was because I always called my father recently, and he thought I missed him, so he made time to come back.
From an early age, I knew that my father was very busy and should not disturb him.
But during this period of time, even if he is busy, he can spare time to listen to me about some trivial things in life.
It turns out that even if he is busy, I will be the concern in his heart.
The image of my father, which had always been illusory to me, finally became more and more concrete.
For the next few days, I was in a particularly good mood.
Maybe it’s because my dad came back, or maybe it’s because of Jiangyu.
The only fly in the ointment is that Chen Qingxue came back to look for Jiangyu.
Even if he said he had no time to see me every time, I felt very uncomfortable.
I tried to pretend to be generous and refrain from saying anything.
From autumn to winter. When we went on a date
in the evening, it snowed heavily outside the huge glass window.
“It’s snowing.” Jiang Yu motioned me to look out of the window. ***ing snow
again.
“What exactly is your relationship with Chen Ching-hsueh? Why did she come to you?” I blurted out.
Jiang Yu was stunned for two seconds and laughed out loud.
“How long have you been holding this question in your mind?”
“It’s been a long time. Tell me quickly.” I don’t care about losing face.
“When I was in high school, Chen Ching-hsueh noticed that I liked you, so she came to me and said she could pass me a love letter.”
Love letters? I didn’t receive it?
I remembered that once, Chen Qingxue specifically asked me if I knew Jiaojiao’s cousin.
Presumably, Chen Qingxue likes Jiangyu.
I didn’t know until later that she didn’t give it to you at all. But she refused to admit it and insisted that you had rejected me. She came to me several times and asked me to arrange a job for her brother for the sake of her passing me love letters, but I refused.
“Chen Ching-hsueh did have a younger brother, and I remember she couldn’t go to college because of her brother.”
Jiang Yu shrugged. “Yeah, that’s why I didn’t help her. I hope she’ll wake up soon.”
“Then why did you take her to the Western restaurant?” Let me turn the topic back.
Jiaojiao told me that when you went out with your ex-boyfriend, I just got back to the company and she saw me. She followed me all the time, and I left her alone in order not to waste time.
I finally felt better. “That’s more like it.”
“Nuan Nuan.” He touched my hand with his fingertips.
“Hmm?”
In the future, if you have any questions, ask them directly. Don’t keep them in your heart. Only then can you understand me better.
“Good.” I put my hand gently into his palm and interlocked my fingers.
Time is long, the sun and the moon are long.
I still have a lifetime to get to know you.
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