The white moonlight alone
beautiful secret love is silent: Unluckily likes you
, I had a dream, in the dream I am in Mary Su Wen’s female match.
It’s a cliche story. After the
man and the ordinary white moonlight woman were separated by their parents, the man found a person who was very similar to the white moonlight. On the one hand,
he tortured the woman, thinking that she had a face that she didn’t deserve, and on the other hand, he disliked the integrity of the woman.
Finally, he was moved by the simple and kind-hearted woman and turned a blind eye to the returning white moonlight.
I am the white moonlight.
Three hours ago, I just got off the plane and took a taxi to Shen Yan’s villa to find him.
I knocked on the door and came in. I
saw my friend who looked surprised and avoided the line of sight, and I saw Shen Yan who looked guilty, and I saw her who looked very much like me, with a face of disbelief and heartbreak.
At that moment, I felt that something inside was collapsing.
I said, “Ah Yan, let me introduce you.”
Hearing me call out “Ah Yan,” the girl’s face was even more sad, and I caught the intolerance on Shen Yan’s face.
In fact, I do not want to declare sovereignty or anything, simply from the beginning of understanding, I call him so, naturally.
To my surprise, Shen Yan lied to me and said, “This is the company’s newly signed Ho Jiao, and today is her birthday..”
He explained, “He Jiao has no family. I just felt sorry for her, so I called everyone over to get together.”
He introduced me to He Jiao again.
“Ho Chiao, this is Su Nien-ching.”
I looked at He Jiao, who was a little shaky, with a haughty look.
“Oh, happy birthday.”
I looked at Shen Yan again and said, “In that case, I’ll go first.”
Shen Yan was stunned for a moment. “I’ll see you off,” he said. Before he could say
“no,” Ho Chiao carefully and urgently tugged at Shen Yan’s sleeve.
“Shen Zong, today is my birthday, agreed to accompany me for one day.”
I did not speak, good time to look at Shen Yan, footsteps stopped there, waiting to see what Shen Yan said.
Shen Yan hesitated for a moment, gently but firmly pushing away He Jiao’s hand.
“Knock it off.”
Shen Yan took the suitcase in my hand and opened the co-driver’s door for me in the complicated eyes of the crowd.
I heard a very low voice.
“a stand-in is just a stand-in.”
Shen Yan fastened his seat belt.
I said, “Take me to the foot of the mountain. I’ll take a taxi myself.”
I felt a little uncomfortable with Shen Yan.
“Let me take you home. It’s not safe for a girl to take a taxi.”
I thought to myself, I am a girl who has been abroad for eight years, and I haven’t seen anything unsafe.
I made up a name. It was the name of the hotel where I stayed the night before I was kicked out of the country eight years ago.
He didn’t know where it was. Checked the navigation.
On the way, he asked me, “How have you been all these years?”
I pretended to look out of the window, but I didn’t want to look at him. Your mother did give me money every year to support my studies at Harvard.
“You are excellent. Would you like to work for my company?”
I sneered in my heart and shook my head to refuse.
“I have found a job.”
He said no more.
I was sent to that hotel. Master Shen probably had never stayed in such a small hotel. If I hadn’t reminded him, his big G would have passed.
He found a place to park and looked at me with a complicated expression.
“You..”
I interrupted him and took the suitcase in his hand.
“See you later.”
I walked into the hotel, but at the moment I entered the door, I looked back and saw Shen Yan answering the phone.
Not knowing what was said on the phone, he looked embarrassed and spoiled, took the phone and got into the car and drove away. The
lady in the lobby asked me, “Miss, would you like a room?”
I came to my senses and shook my head.
Before Shen Yan will wait for me to go in before leaving, no matter how important it is. When I was
in college, Shen Yan and I were model lovers. At that time,
I worked and studied in the school canteen, and Shen Yan ate at my window every day, relying on my professional classes.
His offensive is fierce, but the routine seems a little clumsy, a sincere, even teachers and counselors know such a person. In
a physical education class, we were testing 1200 meters. The boys playing football in the playground did not control their strength well, and the ball came straight to me.
I didn’t stop, so I was startled and fell to the ground. The moment the
body fell down, the brain did not respond, I did not even have time to protect my face, the whole person fell to the ground.
At first, I was a little confused. The PE teacher asked me if I could move, and I could stagger and turn over.
Then a tall figure pushed aside the onlookers, and the target stood firmly in front of me, with his back to the light, blocking the dazzling sun, and he bent down to pick me up in a whisper of exclamation.
I struggled a little and was frightened by his cold eyes.
Funny!
He has always been as good as a grandson in front of me. When I say go east, he will go east even if he has no way to climb over the wall.
That was the first time he stared at me.
The first time I saw him angry, I stopped moving and let him take me to the infirmary.
He put me on a chair in the infirmary, crouched in front of me, and frowned at the slightly bleeding wound in my knee. It
‘s not serious. It’s not a big deal in my eyes, but he didn’t say a word.
Living is like a big thing.
This man obviously has a fierce face, but his movements are very careful and gentle, for fear of hurting me.
“Shen Yan.” I called him.
“Humph.”
He responded to me by holding the cotton swab in his hand and venting his anger.
I think it’s funny.
“Do you like me?”
He lost his toughness and buried his head deeper. I only saw his red ears. I waited for a long time before I heard him reply softly.
“Yes.”
Then he looked up into my eyes as if he had made up his mind. “Yes, I like you, only you.”
I got the answer and said to him, “Be my boyfriend.”
I like Shen Yan.
He’s fine.
It’s really good. It’s
my first time to fall in love, and my reaction is always a little slow. I don’t know how other people fall in love.
He will be angry that I don’t depend on him for anything, and at the same time, he will feel sorry for my precocity and understanding.
He will hold a seat for me in the library and deliver food for me.
He likes to be gentle and delicate, occasionally childish and immature.
Since I was busy working part-time, we rarely got a chance to go out together. On Halloween, I promised to go out with him.
He checked the strategy and prepared the date for a long time, and wrote it down carefully in the notebook.
When I found out, he scratched his head shyly.
“It’s so silly, isn’t it? I don’t know. I can recite it with my eyes closed, but I can’t help it. I’m afraid I’ll forget..”
His caution made me feel more guilty. What a common thing between
lovers, so important to him.
I know that Shen Yan is a child who is spoiled by his family. He is simple and fervent.
Such a nice person should like me. It was on this day that
we kissed for the first time.
Shen Yan looks fearless, in fact, when things happen. I felt his excitement when I was
watching the movie. I looked at him several times. He blushed and turned away from me.
I guessed something, but I teased him on purpose.
Until he sent me to the dormitory downstairs, he was still talking about something. I was told three times about
a roommate who fell out of bed, and I thought it was the first time I heard it.
“Then I’ll go up.” I want to push him.
Shen Yan looked at me, stunned, and nodded.
“Be careful on the way.”
“Okay, I’ll call you when I get there.”
I nodded. The
pace was much slower than usual, and when he turned back at the top of the stairs, he stood looking at me.
I was so angry that I thought the man was so stupid that he could not be saved.
We played very late. When I got to the dormitory, I took a shower. As soon as I was lying in bed, he called me.
I got it.
“Are you asleep?”
I answered, “Just finished washing.”
I heard the sound of his sniffing.
“Go to bed early.”
I frowned, thought of something, leaned over the bed, and lifted a corner of the curtain.
Then I couldn’t help it and ran all the way downstairs. There was a faint anger in
his heart, but he said, “Soak your feet at night and then go to sleep.”
I stepped out of the dormitory building.
The boy was tall, wearing a black down jacket and a white knitted hat, standing under the street lamp. The yellow light hit him. He held the phone, his eyes drooping slightly, and his gentleness was incredible.
He looked up casually, saw me, and was dull for a moment.
I hung up the phone in anger.
He looked at me and giggled. The boy’s nose was red with cold and his eyes were bright.
Every time he sees me angry, he laughs like this.
Stupid, stupid, stupid. Is it sick to stand under the building in
winter?!
I walked over to him, and he thought I was angry and a little shy of being caught. He hugged me and coaxed me, “I wanted to hear your voice, so I left.” When I
didn’t speak, I suddenly stood on tiptoe and kissed him. Neither of
us closed our eyes. I saw
each other’s love clean, and my heart beat faster.
6
“Ah Yen.” I called him.
He said “ah”.
“Good night.”
Shen Yan hasn’t come to his senses yet: “Late..” Good night. In
my second year abroad, I wrote a book about my story with Shen Yan, and this time I came back for this book in addition to my work.
Shen Yan opened an entertainment company, bought my film and television copyright, and asked me to be a screenwriter.
Although I knew that this was not necessarily Shen Yan’s instruction, and he did not necessarily know about it, I sold the copyright to him without hesitation. It’s so
straightforward that the other side is a little incredible.
I didn’t expect to see the heroine as soon as I returned home.
It’s He Jiao.
She probably didn’t expect me to be the writer.
Sue.. Miss Su.
I looked at her, unable to say what mood I was in, and nodded slightly at her.
Her face was a little ugly, and she was absent-minded when she read around.
Later, I had a dinner with the director and producer, and the producer said to me in a cryptic way, “General Manager Shen is a little special to that Miss Ho.”
He reminded me to pay attention not to make He Jiao unhappy.
I nodded, raised my glass to him, and swallowed the bitterness in my heart.
I knew he meant well to remind a new screenwriter who had just returned to China.
After returning to China for a month, I didn’t contact Shen Yan except the night I just came back.
That day he came to visit the class as an investor.
I saw the side of his face through the crowd.
He was very tall and wore a black overcoat with a meticulous suit underneath, which was very striking.
I saw his delicate and handsome side face and the corners of his mouth pursed.
The director said, “Xiao He still has one more scene. It will be over soon. General Manager Shen will wait a moment.”
Everyone acquiesced that Shen Yan was looking for He Jiao.
I unconsciously clenched my fists and heard Shen Yan’s cold and indisputable voice: “I’ll go and have a look.”
In this scene, the heroine and the hero break up and sit alone on the roof of the school.
It is to shoot the atmosphere of youth and melancholy, to show the beauty of the heroine, which is nothing special.
Shen Yan stood with the director and looked at the poor and fragile He Jiao in a white dress in the camera.
The wind blew her hair, revealing her empty and helpless eyes stained with tears.
I caught a trace of heartache in Shen Yan’s calm and traceless eyes.
The heart is like a knife.
I turned my eyes away from it. That’s when the
accident happened.
He Jiao stood up, suddenly slipped and nearly fell from the edge of the tall building. I looked back in the screams and saw the black figure scurrying out at a speed that ordinary people could not imagine, pulling the girl into his arms.
A burst of chaos, two people were helped up, Shen Yan will also hold He Jiao tightly in his arms. The serious heartache in
Shen Yan’s eyes reminds me of that year in the infirmary, he squatted on the ground, holding a cotton swab carefully and heartache.
It’s just that teenagers grow up to be men, and the people who love each other are replaced by others. Shen Yan and
I looked at each other, and he finally noticed me.
Seeing my red eyes, his eyes were guilty and evasive.
He Jiao was pushed away by him.
I saw his mouth.
Read it.
He Jiao looked at Shen Yan in disbelief: “General Manager Shen..”
Shen Yan didn’t look at her and walked towards me.
I guess he wanted to explain, but he didn’t open his mouth. People
around us look at us in a complicated way.
Especially he Jiao and I are very similar in appearance.
But he Jiao is delicate, and I look like a cold and heartless person.
He Jiao is more likable than me.
Since that day, the crew has guessed that there is a prototype for the original work. The un
recognized heroine is me.
The affectionate and gentle leading actor is Shen Yan.
It’s just that Shen Yan already has someone else in his heart.
The producer avoided me, and when I occasionally went to discuss roles with He Jiao, I would be dismissed by the director.
On the surface, he Jiao is stupid, but in fact, he is afraid that I will take advantage of my position to take revenge.
Even the actors on the set came up to me and warned me viciously.
“No matter who you are or who you write about, don’t try to bully Ho Chiao, or I’ll kill you!”
The producer also told me that He Jiao is a hard-working, kind and progressive actress.
But I can’t see that it’s difficult for He Jiao to get into the play every day, which delays the progress of the whole crew, but everyone is willing to tolerate her and protect her.
Except for me.
I’m the vicious ex.
Just like in the dream, no matter what I really thought, they killed me and I was a villain. I was having lunch with the director
at noon, and the crew had a uniform box lunch. The popular actor who
played the leading role, the actor who warned me that day, suddenly rushed in and spilled rice on me.
My beige knit dress was instantly covered with stains.
It happened suddenly, and no one reacted. One of the girls who made up the
crew handed me a piece of paper and asked me to wipe it.
I thanked him and took it.
You bitch, did you ask General Manager Shen to replace the woman? The heart of a snake and a scorpion..
I was so stupid that I didn’t listen to what he said later.
Change actors?
It’s half shot, and all of a sudden it changes?
Shen Yan changed it?
Why?
No one told me..
I looked up, and the girl who had just handed me the paper was standing far away, and I was holding the paper in my hand. After
a while, the fingers loosened, and the snow-white clean paper fell to the ground, stained with scattered food.
Dirty. In the face of the vicious words of the popular flow,
I grabbed the box lunch beside me and poured a whole box lunch on his precious head, which was said to have a hairstyle of tens of thousands. I received a phone call from Shen Yan on the evening of
November 11
.
“I’m sorry, Ho Chiao said she didn’t want to shoot.”
I lay on the sofa and forgave him very leniently.
“Shen Yan, your man told me that I asked you to change the person with a heart of snakes and scorpions.” There’s a hold on the
phone.
“Nian Nian, I didn’t know it would be like this, but Ho Chiao made trouble with her, and I..”
I interrupted: “Mr. Shen, this is your company’s project. It’s none of my business who you want to play. But please keep your mouth shut, or I’ll have my lawyer contact you.”
Then I hung up the phone and threw myself on the toilet with tears in my eyes.
Nausea
Disgusting..
The next day, I returned to the set.
The brain-damaged pop star was probably warned that he stood in front of me with a stiff face to apologize when he saw that I was very unhappy.
“Can you still be an actor at your level?” I raised my eyebrows. As soon as
he was stunned, he was about to lose his temper.
He Jiaojiao’s delicate voice came.
“Don’t blame him, it’s my fault.”
I looked over.
He Jiao frowned slightly, looked at the actor, let him go first, she wanted to say a few words to me alone.
The popular flow looked at me, and his eyes were full of vigilance.
“Call me if something happens, and I’ll be outside.”
Ho Chiao smiled at him and said, “It’s all right. Su is not that kind of person.”
When the red flow turns back three times in one step.
When she was completely gone, I looked at He Jiao and wondered what she would say. The
white close-fitting sweater outlined her beautiful figure.
She looked at me with some embarrassment.
“If you have anything to say, just say it.”
Ho Chiao said, “I’m sorry, writer Su, I..” I like Mr. Shen, and I used to like this novel, but. But as soon as I think of the past of you and General Manager Shen, I. I can’t do it. I’m sorry.
I looked at her.
Her face was full of apologies and she didn’t seem to be faking it. The atmosphere was here. If I didn’t do something, I would be too sorry for the people outside who were guarding me.
I took the glass and looked at He Jiao with a surprised face. The cup broke on the ground with a
snap.
The door was pushed open, Shen Yan came in with a nervous face, and his flustered appearance made me feel funny.
Thank you, Shen Yan, I don’t love you anymore.
If I had been stubborn before, I would not have admitted that I was just a white moonlight woman in my dream to bring the male and female protagonists closer, and that the eight years I had persisted in were just an insignificant part of the book.
Now I give up.
Shen Yan’s suspicion was like a loud slap in my face. It’s
burning hot.
When the red flow followed closely, the whole crew was surrounded outside. He looked
like he was afraid that something would happen to He Jiao.
But how disappointed they will be if nothing happens in this.
I looked at their stunned faces.
From the moment they were outside, they didn’t trust me.
From the beginning to prevent me from approaching He Jiao, I was sure that I would embarrass He Jiao.
But it’s my job to discuss the role with the heroine, and it’s her job and obligation to empathize with the role.
Shen Yan looked at a room full of people, some blush.
I look at them.
Had it not been for my personal experience, I would have thought that I was jealous and deliberately created difficulties for He Jiao.
Eight years can really change a lot.
Even if I still hope, I have to admit it. Shen Yan, who
once told me that he only liked me, changed his mind. What needs to leave
here is not the grumpy heroine, but me, who is addicted to the past. There is no place for me to go back to the place
I want to go back to. Why should
I humiliate myself? Why should I insist on it alone. The embarrassment of the
ex. The embarrassment of the
past.
Shen Yan, if one day, I become a dispensable existence in your heart, then you are here, there is no need to exist.
My fingertips trembled a little. I didn’t expect them to tremble.
Shen Yan’s knife hanging in my heart was pushed into my chest by myself, and the bloody tragedy made me realize the reality.
“Shen Yan, you don’t deserve to shoot my novel.”
I’m not the ex who sets off your love.
I left the set, blacklisted everyone, and refused to answer all incoming calls.
They won’t find me.
Eight years ago, even if Shen Yan cried and begged, he could only watch his mother separate us, and even had no chance to see me off at the airport.
I spent a night alone in that hotel, boarded a plane to the other side of the world, and was forced to cut off everyone.
Alone, in a foreign land.
Eight years later, I am Su Nianqing, a rising star in the financial circle who can no longer decide where to go at will.
I’m still me, but I’m not me.
Ji Xiangchen sleepily threw the folder on my desk.
“Finished?”
My typing hand was almost imperceptible.
“No more filming.”
Ji Xiangchen didn’t speak. I heard him fiddling with the coffee machine.
I thought the evil capitalist had finally become the second person, but I thought I thought too highly of him.
Ji Xiangchen made himself a cup of coffee with my cup.
I stared at him.
The man stood in the backlight and took off his coat, which was a white shirt with a thin waist wrapped around the hem and tied into black suit pants.
My line of sight stops there, Ji Xiangchen suddenly looks back at me, raises the eyebrow to look.
“Want to drink?” He raised the coffee cup in his hand.
I shook my head and withdrew my sight.
Ji Xiangchen did not speak. I heard him playing with the coffee machine again. A cup of steaming coffee was put in front of me by a good-looking hand.
“You deserve better.” Ji Xiangchen said.
I pondered.
Within three seconds, the ruthless bourgeois bosses began to exploit me, the poor working people.
“The plan is a little poor. Do it again.”
I have known Ji Xiangchen for almost seven years.
I am now wearing a famous brand and have a lot of savings. In this building, I am envied by many people, and I am their goal.
But seven years ago, I was so embarrassed, although only a few people had seen it, but it was really my worst past.
Ji Xiangchen is the unfortunate witness.
He is a senior whom I respect very much. The first security
I sold, he bought it.
At that time, a little dollar from Ji Xiangchen’s fingers was enough to cover my living expenses for a month. When I was about to give up,
he asked me, “We need a handyman in the finance department. Will you come?”
Later, I found out.
In the United States, many people in Ji Xiangchen’s company were picked up by him in this way.
I’m one of them.
It’s good that my junk can be put into the capitalist’s trash can. Hearing this, the
little assistant smiled and said, “Sister Su is escorted by General Ji. Even in a foreign country, she is absolutely a rainmaker.”
I sneered that the assistant had a deep filter for me and Ji Xiangchen.
I did not speak, nor did I retort, but looked down at my hands.
As a result, he missed the corners of Ji Xiangchen’s mouth, which converged in vain, and gradually darkened his eyes.
No, she’s not doing well. Not good
at all.
In fact, as long as I don’t want to, Shen Yan can’t find me.
I know. Everything
I had abroad was erased by the Shen family. I was not in the circle. The novel was just an accident. When I quit, Shen Yan knew nothing except that I had returned to China.
Not to mention him, I guess even Mrs. Shen doesn’t know where I am now.
I am hidden in the sea of people.
Shen Yan’s every move, but make everyone know.
I heard that the new film invested by his company stopped shooting without warning in the middle of shooting.
I heard that the official blog of Shen Yan’s company issued a statement.
Just three words.
I’m sorry. The
complicated and confusing trend has stimulated a group of people who eat melons on the Internet.
He Jiao and Shen Yan have a close relationship, which is well known, and everyone is guessing what happened.
I seldom surf the Internet. Ji Xiangchen told me all these things.
He pinched the bridge of his nose and gnashed his teeth. “Your ex-boyfriend has a lot of drama.”
Shen Yan spent a lot of effort and money to find me, Ji Xiangchen to hide me, but also to pay the corresponding price.
Embarrass the mercenary capitalist.
“Tomorrow is my grandmother’s birthday. Come with me.” Ji Xiangchen suddenly said.
I raised half an eyebrow. The status of the
Ji family is not something that a small rich and powerful family like the Shen family can touch at will.
Grandma’s birthday is not in my scope of work. “There will be a lot of tycoons there,” says
Chi Hsiang-chen. “Let you go so you can keep your eyes open.”
“Yes!”
I got it.
He is a vengeful son who returns from rebirth and waits for an opportunity to lurk. On the surface, he is a clever and kind young master in the rich circle. In fact, he places his confidant in Vanity Fair and secretly takes away the family resources.
I am the confidant. It is a great
responsibility and a long way to go. Most people can’t get into the old house of the
Ji family. It was Ji Xiangchen who drove to pick me up.
I wore a black off-the-shoulder fishtail dress and was shivering when I got on the bus.
He looked at me with a black line on his face. “Are you going to perform?”
I
He is a capitalist, and he is RMB.
I stressed to myself again and again in my heart and squeezed out a good-looking smile.
“Shouldn’t this birthday party be a little more formal?” And a lot of business tycoons.
Ji Xiangchen looked at me with deep eyes.
“No, just wear it normally.”
I know, since the capitalists say so, what am I hypocritical.
I went upstairs and changed my clothes quickly.
Knitted dress with a red coat. Ji Xiangchen didn’t speak
all the way. When I
got to the place, I knew that I was the most abnormal person in the audience.
Looking at a woman in her thirties wearing a strapless high set, holding a glass of wine toward Ji Xiangchen.
“Xiao Chen, here we are.”
Chi Hsiang-chen: “Well, sister-in-law.”
My mind is a Rin, this person is Ji Xiangchen’s sister-in-law, the real daughter of a socialite.
Gao Shuhua.
She looked at me naturally and gently, without any discomfort of being looked at.
Mrs. Ji was on the third floor, and Ji Xiangchen took me upstairs through the crowd.
Ji Xiangchen is very popular. I always knew he was rich. At first, I thought he was the youngest son who was exiled because of the failure of fighting for family property.
But until this moment, I found that the top family like the Ji family, the more superior people, the more modest and gentle.
Not all capitalists are like the Shen family. Old Mrs.
Ji left me behind and drove Ji Xiangchen away.
“Go to the study. Your eldest brother has something to ask you.”
I was stunned, a little nervous, and Ji Xiangchen looked at each other, Ji Xiangchen is also a face of surprise.
I unconsciously clenched the palm of my hand, which was an unexpected cold sweat. “No, Grandma,” said
Chi Hsiang-chen.
Kao Shu-hua scolded him, “If you want to go, you can go. I’m here.”
Ji Xiangchen glanced at her, gave me a look I couldn’t understand, and turned away.
“Then I’ll come back early to accompany my grandmother.”
I heard the sound of Mrs. Ji’s sneer.
Eight
years ago, Mrs. Shen took me by the hand and led me to sit on the leather sofa. With a graceful smile,
she said to Shen Yan, “Go and get a glass of milk for Nian Qing.” At that time,
I was still indulging in the shock that my boyfriend was the heir of the Shen family. My brain was much slower than usual. Shen Yan was a good baby. When I heard this, I laughed and went to help me get hot milk.
When she left, Mrs. Shen looked at me meaningfully.
“You must have known about Shen Yan in our family for a long time, but about you,” she chuckled, mixed with sarcasm that I had ignored. “I just learned about him talking about friends. Can you tell my aunt what’s going on in your family? Shen Yan didn’t want to tell me. Mrs.
Shen’s hands are tender and smooth, even though she is more than twenty years older than me, but these hands can never see this. The hand
she was holding was cold, which made me feel uncomfortable.
I told her that my father died early and my mother took care of me alone. “If a single mother wants to raise a child, she has to pay a lot,” Mrs.
Shen muses.
I nodded. “So I’ve been working part-time in the school cafeteria since my freshman year.”
My mother really paid a lot to bring me up in order to support me to go to school. Mrs.
Shen suddenly covered her lips and smiled.
With a look of surprise on my face, she explained, “Nian Qing, do you know?”? The conversation with you just now was the same as what the poor students in our poverty alleviation said. I was in a trance for a moment. “But I didn’t expect that my son would fall into the way of such a person,”
she said faintly.
I feel like falling into an ice cave.
At that moment, it was like being splashed with a bucket of ice water from head to foot.
It’s like I’m a clown in people’s eyes. Expose yourself in front of people for them to laugh at.
My sufferings are the laughing stock in her eyes.
Our efforts are just a little charity flowing out of their fingers.
Shen Yan laughed and complained to me, “My aunt at home was so hot that it was the expired milk mixed in the high-quality milk, which made me wait so long.”
He was explaining to me.
I looked at him. “Ah Yan.”
“Hmm?”
Do you think the Shen family, your family, may have expired milk?
And why was this cup hot when I came? “Why didn’t you tell Auntie about my family?”
I asked.
He was stunned.
I continued to ask, “My mother and I made money by our ability, and we didn’t beg for mercy in the most difficult times. What can’t my family do?”
Why are you laughing?
He went up to me and tried to hold my hand. “What’s the matter, Nian Nian?” He asked.
I stepped back to avoid it.
“I’m going abroad.”
Shen Yan pupil wide open, I looked at the young face of a stupefied appearance, some can not bear.
“I will come back, I will try, I will try to reach you, so that you can introduce me to your mother.”
I didn’t take Mrs. Shen’s money.
Shen Yan always thought that his mother supported me, and that I was one of the poor students in their poverty alleviation. In
my first year at Harvard, my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer and spent all the family savings.
Originally, in order to support my studies, we sold the house at home, and then I took the money out to treat my mother.
I am working and studying abroad.
I don’t need anybody’s charity.
Therefore, no matter 8 years ago or now, I face the Shen family, face Shen Yan, there is no sense of guilt.
Even if there is a lot of hubbub on the Internet because of Shen Yan’s micro-blog, I have a clear conscience.
At this moment, Mrs. Shen looked at me, and the smile she used to have was gone, and her eyes were full of disbelief and anger. But
I have no feelings. I don’t care what
she thinks anymore. Whether it’s good
or not, I don’t care. At Mrs.
Ji’s birthday banquet, all the prominent people in the city came.
Just the Shen family, how dare you be absent. Like a junior,
I held Mrs. Ji’s arm, and she took me to meet many of her old friends, many common people in financial magazines and military magazines.
Someone asked me who I was. Mrs.
Chi says, “It’s not easy for a little girl to bring back a pearl from abroad, and she works very hard. You’ll see her often on the news in the future.” I
don’t know how I feel.
Holding Mrs. Ji in her seat, the table was full of elders, and I stood behind Mrs. Ji.
They chatted happily, and it was all about light topics.
Mrs. Ji also talked about the embarrassing thing that Ji Xiangchen hugged her and cried last month.
I think it’s funny.
Although he could not get a word in, there was no embarrassment or discomfort.
Ji Xiangchen came down from the stairs. With a smile on my face, I seemed to feel something. I raised my eyes and looked at him. Ji Xiangchen took back his sight.
He has tidied up well today, coupled with years of fitness, there is a capitalist wolf all over his body.
Kao Shu-hua teased, “Are you still afraid that we will bully Xiao Nian?”? In such a hurry. Ji Xiangchen and
I looked at each other, only one eye, he withdrew his line of sight.
Chi Hsiang-chen didn’t say anything, but asked me, “What are you talking about, laughing so happily?”
He was so capable that he picked a soft persimmon that could be pinched.
I answered him with a straight face, “I’m talking about you crying with Grandma Ji in your arms.”
Ji Xiangchen looked at me, dark eyes turned over the unknown, I avoided.
“Grandma, if you don’t do this, you’ll make me lose face in front of my subordinates.” He complained coquettishly.
The audience laughed again.
I lost my smile.
I just crossed over, and the relaxed atmosphere nurtured my courage.
I actually teased the boss!
Fortunately, Ji Xiangchen did not care, but also round over. At the end of the
dinner, Chi Hsiang-chen greeted me, “Let’s go.”
Gao Shuhua personally sent us out.
On the way, she asked us about our work.
Not sensitive, I answered one by one.
Someone drove Ji Xiangchen’s car out. I got in the car and saw Gao Shuhua talking to Ji Xiangchen through the window.
I don’t know what Gao Shuhua said.
Ji Xiangchen’s eyebrows were slightly raised, his eyes were bright and black, and he was full of ambition.
Gao Shuhua left and Ji Xiangchen got on the bus.
On the way, the capitalist said, “All the people who have met at the meeting will find out tonight, especially not to let the competitors go.”
I quietly turned over my cell phone, which flashed a faint light.
20：01。
It’s not that I don’t report it. It’s not the time yet.
The next day I got a call from the company’s front desk.
Shen Yan came to the company to find me. I
know I can’t hide it. The moment I saw Mrs. Shen yesterday, I had expected it.
I went downstairs and took Shen Yan out of the company to the cafe downstairs.
I saw the dark circles under Shen Yan’s eyes and the fatigue of his whole body.
“Nian Nian, I’m sorry.”
“You don’t have to apologize about the movie. You’re the boss. It’s up to you.”
Shen Yan shook his head, looking a little pained. “No, it’s He Jiao, Nian Nian..” I’m sorry.
I spread out my hands and said magnanimously, “It’s okay. I forgive you.”
Shen Yan is stupefied, then smiles bitterly: “Don’t joke, okay?”
I looked at Shen Yan seriously, and I never thought that the teenager would become like this one day.
Shen Yan, have you decided to come to me today? Do you want to terminate your contract with Ho Chiao?
Shen Yan’s expression was dull for a moment.
He didn’t think about it.
He just hovered between me and He Jiao, who wanted to have, who did not want to lose.
My existence makes He Jiao look like a stand-in. He feels sorry for He Jiao because of his grievance.
My determination made Shen Yan wake up from a dream. He didn’t love me anymore. He just forced himself to love me.
Shen Yan’s eyes were slightly red, and he looked at me with some pity: “Read, give me some time to think about it, OK? My mind is a little confused now.” When I returned to China
this time, I was thinking a lot. Is this man
in front of me the man I’ve been fighting to see for 8 years.
Even when I tell myself I’m not.
But when protecting two different women, the expression of heartache is the same.
Just as he is sad and sad now, it is the same as holding me and crying when I said I would go abroad eight years ago.
I laughed and stood up.
“Shen Yan, you don’t have to think about it.”
I looked at him, and in his dull eyes, I showed my pity.
“I don’t want to be with you anymore.”
I said the most sincere thoughts in my heart.
“Now you make me sick.”
Shen Yan couldn’t believe it. Stop me. What do
you mean? Nian, you.. Don’t you love me?
I think it’s time to officially say goodbye to the past.
Shen Yan, I used to love you very much. These 8 years are very bitter, I have encountered many things, many times I want to return home, you are the only motivation to support me for so many years.
I can hold out for you for 8 years because I love you.
“You ask me if I don’t love you.”
I told him softly and firmly.
Yes, I don’t love you anymore. I have
loved you all these years with a clear conscience, and I will never look back if I don’t love you.
“Shen Yan, I will never be one of your two choices.”
I calmly came out of the cafe and went into the elevator. My mind was blank
all the way, and finally I walked up the stairs to the roof.
I didn’t expect to see Ji Xiangchen on the top floor. “What’s the matter?”
He asked.
I did not speak, but suddenly felt warm eyes, eyes blurred, covered with mist. I
thought I was no longer uncomfortable, but I couldn’t control my tears, and the unspeakable grievance gushed up.
Eight years of persistence, in exchange for Shen Yan’s change of heart. Everything I
do, I can’t compare with the woman in my dream.
I squatted on the ground.
“He asked me where I lived..” Where
do I live..
I am not a local. My hometown is a small city. I took the college entrance examination here. I only know Shen Yan
here.
Shen Yan asked me where I lived? What do
I say.
That I came to you as soon as I got off the plane and saw you celebrating another woman’s birthday?
Let the last bit of self-respect I carefully maintained be shattered in front of him?
To gain his sympathy and guilt?
How can he ask me where I live? How could it be like this!
I saw this coming.
I have known for a long time that Shen Yan doesn’t love me.
Not because of a script that was already written. The moment
I met Shen Yan again in the villa, when he left me and drove away.
I knew I was the extra one.
It’s just that I’ve been lying to myself.
I am a clown, I am a vicious woman, I have an awkward personality, and I am sensitive.
I am not so cute. Birds will act like a spoiled child. I am not so cute and likable.
I know that.
But I thought Shen Yan loved me.
He said he loved me, and I believed him.
I Why do I believe it.
But I think he should know.
Anyway.
Even if I keep making excuses for him in my heart.
But how can it come back?
If you don’t love, you don’t love. Ji Xiangchen was happy to
learn that I had completely broken up with Shen Yan.
Yeah, after all, I don’t have to worry about being poached by a great man like me.
“Not to mention his small company, even if the Shen family invites you over, you still have to think about how you can’t tolerate this big Buddha.”
I smiled and took a sip of coffee.
I am really not the Su Nianqing of that year. Although
Ji Xiangchen is somewhat exaggerated, he is right in saying one thing.
The Shen family can’t carry my ambition.
I’m not a love brain.
Even if there is no new person around Shen Yan, I will not go to his company. The
company is not listed yet, and we have been bidding with others recently.
Ji Xiangchen is not a boss who is easy to talk to, not to mention lovelorn, even if the couple is divorced, in front of him also dare not engage in the sad spring and autumn. There were many
competitors, and I, the vice president, was not very familiar with the domestic situation, so I got stuck everywhere, but I caught the flu when I was dying, and I had a fever of 38 degrees. I didn’t even dare to go to the hospital.
The little assistant has lost his mind recently. He has knocked the couple of the proletariat and capitalism. As long as he sees me talking to Ji Xiangchen, his eyes will shine.
He also told me that Ji Xiangchen always looked at me in a daze during the recent meeting.
……
Whenever she has eyes, she looks down a little. You
will find that Ji Xiangchen’s exploitation of me has reached the point where people and gods are indignant. Ji Xiangchen was successfully attracted by the
assistant’s blindness and his acting skills, which were not suitable for this place.
Ji Xiangchen sent employee benefits the next day.
Everyone has an envelope of fifty cents.
The assistant was so excited that he ordered a luxury pig brain set meal to reward himself that night.
You are indeed a capitalist.
Mention points are invisible.
I patted the assistant on the shoulder meaningfully.
“Eat more.”
My office was stuffed with a bag of medicine and a small note. -No leave is allowed
.
Ruthless! Brutal!
But I had to go to the hospital.
My mother had a car accident.
She rode an electric bicycle to go out to buy vegetables and rubbed against the car. Although it was only a slight concussion, it also scared me.
I am a very enterprising woman, not to mention sick fever, even if the missing arms and legs, I can stick to the post without moving, my mother is my only exception.
She will always be my number one. When I
received the call from the driver who caused the accident, I was confused, asked which hospital, told the assistant and left.
I’m usually afraid of Ji Xiangchen. When
facing him, he never dares to say that he is bitter and tired. He will be nervous and afraid of regret because his heart has opened a joke on him. When facing him, he will always be full of energy. It was an accident that I cried bitterly
on the rooftop. Normally, I would stare when I yawned and shed physical tears in front of him.
In the past, I didn’t dare to be absent from work when the whole company was working overtime to prepare for the war.
But at the moment of my mother’s accident, I put everything behind me, and the mobile phone that was out of power and turned off made me miss Ji Xiangchen’s call.
I booked the earliest high-speed rail to go back. There is no airport in a small city. My mother dislikes the high prices here and doesn’t want to live with me. When
I arrived at the hospital, my mother had moved to the general ward.
People are already sober.
Although my mother is old now, she is still very strong and stubborn.
“Why did you come back as a child?” She sat up in bed.
“No more work?” She questioned.
I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and the tight heartstrings loosened.
And this kung fu is probably all right.
I lied to her: “The most difficult part has been solved. My boss saw my hard preparation and gave me a month off. I had planned to go on a trip, but I had bought everything, and now I can only come back.”
My mother looked at me suspiciously.
But I haven’t seen her for eight years, and I’m almost 30 years old, and I can tell her that she’s in her fifties, and I’m really in vain.
I knew my mother was old from a very early age.
Because she worked all the year round, she aged faster than others.
But seeing her this time, I still feel like a lifetime ago.
My grandmother is almost 80 years old, and she is only 58 years old.
I charged my cell phone and saw Ji Xiangchen’s call that I didn’t receive.
My heart missed a beat, and I called him back with a guilty conscience.
It’s turned off..
Even weirder.
Ji Xiangchen’s mobile phone is never turned off.
In the evening, I received a strange phone call. My mother had a headache and went to bed early.
I just bought a rollaway bed, and it hasn’t been open for long.
The mobile phone rings loudly for fear of waking her up.
I hastened to answer it.
“Who is it?”
There was a moment of silence.
I heard someone urging, “Speak quickly!”! The phone bill is free? You put your ventriloquism here.
I frowned, a little confused.
At this time, Ji Xiangchen’s slightly awkward voice climbed up his ears along the phone.
“I’m at the train station. Please come and pick me up now,” he said after a pause. “Bring some money by the way.”
I
Capitalist, what’s wrong with you?
My mother turned over.
My mother whispered, “If you have a job, hurry back. What are you doing here with me?” I
didn’t speak. I took my coat and bag and brought them to the door gently.
27
Ji Xiangchen lost his mobile phone and wallet. For some reason,
he followed me to this small city on the 18th line with inconvenient traffic.
Ji Xiangchen is also capable.
Obviously no money, just rely on the mouth, can eat and drink at the railway station. There are wine, peanuts, hot pot and all kinds of meat on the
table, which is a luxurious treatment.
There was a man holding a mobile phone with a broken screen in front of him, which was today’s stock market report.
“You can’t do that. Hurry up and sell it. It’s a sunset industry.”
He was eating beef, his eyebrows and eyes were bright, his forehead was slightly sweaty, and his thin lips were ruddy. A red-faced old man
next to him squinted at his cell phone and looked puzzled: “It’s impossible. I bought a good stock here.” Someone
nearby waved his hand and said, “Teacher Chi has already said it’s no good, so you should sell it quickly.”
Ji, Mr. Ji. As soon as
I stepped into the small restaurant, Ji Xiangchen drank up the soup in the bowl and stood up.
His expression is a little strange, and I don’t know how to face him.
I was going to pay for him, but the boss didn’t want to accept it, saying that they volunteered to invite it, and took a lot of beef for us to take away.
Others asked me if I was his wife who went home for the Spring Festival. People come and go in the
small city, and we are too much like outsiders.
I’m even more embarrassed. When
facing Ji Xiangchen, especially.
I can’t even look back at him.
I still don’t know how to face these “students” of Ji Xiangchen, who are so drunk that they blush and their necks are thick. Their wrists are pulled up, and Ji Xiangchen pulls me out.
Men have big hands and great strength.
I don’t know what happened along the way. His coat was a little wrinkled, but he still couldn’t hide his noble spirit.
The sky is floating and snow is falling.
He walked forward against the wind, and I followed him out of some reason.
The cold wind blows on the face, and there is nothing more.
28
“What brings you here?” Only then did
I realize that he didn’t bring any luggage.
At this time, the mall is closed, and there is no place to sell mobile phones.
Anyway, let’s talk about it tomorrow. We have to find a place for Ji Xiangchen to live first.
Small city hotel is not clean and not big, not as good as the one Shen Yan sent me to that day.
Ji Xiangchen did not say anything, nor was he picky. He took me to the 24-hour self-service shop to buy something and went up.
I sent him in.
A man and a woman entered the hotel, in fact, it was not without before.
It’s just like today, it’s unprecedented.
Awkward, hasty, even a little ridiculous.
Ji Xiangchen’s family status was out of place when he came to this small city, not to mention that he was still carrying a plastic bag in his hand.
I looked at the bag, and I couldn’t bear to look at it. Ji Xiangchen opened the door with the sound of
“Ding Ling.”. “I’ll come back at seven tomorrow,”
I whispered like a fly.
He didn’t speak.
We were just standing there.
Until the corridor lights were turned off.
He didn’t plug in the room card, and it was dark.
Only the green words “Safe Passage” in the corner glowed stubbornly.
“Drink?”
I’m surprised.
“Huh?”
Ji Xiangchen looks back, his side face is very good-looking.
The lines are smooth and firm, and the eyes are full of stars and dust.
His left hand was sticking out of his coat pocket. He
also had a bottle of Erguotou that could be bought for 20 yuan.
I thought the wine that capitalists drank was Lafite in 1982.
Capitalism with Erguotou.
Stylish.
I took Ji Xiangchen to enjoy the luxurious wonton for 8 yuan, the beautiful scenery in the open air, the high-grade gray and yellow snow under my feet, and the chorus of unpolished tourists beside me. The only one
, the only one here. The
bowl was steaming, and the knuckles of the man opposite were red as he held the spoon.
“Is Auntie all right?”
I quickly swallowed the hot ravioli and said, “It’s all right. I can go back this afternoon at the latest.”
My tongue was burning and my eyes were blurred.
Three seconds.. Tears bloomed and ran down my cheeks.
I was surprised at the black eyes of Shangji Xiangchen.
He lowered his eyelids and put a few wontons in my bowl with a spoon.
“I’ll give it all to you. There’s no hurry.”
He blew the soup with his mouth, and I could no longer see his expression. I took Ji Xiangchen to buy a mobile phone
in the morning, and then went to the bank to report the loss of Ji Xiangchen’s card.
Ji Xiangchen himself made a phone call to his assistant.
He bought a tonic and said he wanted to visit my mother.
I
My mother’s mouth is much meaner than mine. I’m afraid I’ve never seen a real aunt.
My mother knew that Ji Xiangchen was my boss. I don’t know whether it was intentional or not, but she ate half a bowl more rice than yesterday. After
a meal, Ji Xiangchen was also able to go out. It
really doesn’t look like an inhuman big capitalist, but it really has the meaning of the younger generation.
My mother is kind, too.
Two people who were very close to each other were both taken away in front of my eyes. Even though I was well-informed and intelligent, I was still a little shocked. After
I went to the lobby to pay the fee, I could not help but upgrade my mother to a better ward and invite a nurse to come. There are so many
people here that they snore at night, and my mother can’t sleep.
Seeing my insistence, my mother didn’t say much.
I took my mobile phone and began to book tickets.
Chi Hsiang-chen then said, “It’s already booked. It’s time to go.”
I am stupefied, on the mobile phone or the page of the ticket, I subconsciously looked at my mother. There was a flash of helplessness on the face
of the overbearing old woman, like a child.
But she didn’t say anything. I
withdrew my gaze.
“Good.”
We took the high-speed rail to the airport in the next city, but the plane was delayed because of the heavy snow. By the time we got back on the high-speed rail, it was almost a day later than we expected.
Along the way, I held my mobile phone in my left hand and knocked on my notebook in my right hand.
I frowned and scolded my subordinates for being stupid.
Suddenly, Ji Xiangchen on the left reached out, pressed down my notebook, took my cell phone and hung up.
“If it’s too late, it’s too late. Be obedient and stop wasting your energy. It’s better to have a good rest now than to be so anxious that you can’t get anything done. There aren’t many opportunities like this.”
I was stunned and took the phone and put it in my pocket.
Ji Xiangchen, wearing a blindfold, leaned back in his chair.
It’s been a long time.
We went through one tunnel after another, and the sun shone on Ji Xiangchen’s face again and again. I looked sideways, and the tiny hairs on his nose were clearly visible.
I sat back and stared at the nothingness in front of me.
“The high-speed rail I took that day was already the last bullet train. You took the train with a hard seat. What on earth made you so anxious?”
The high-speed rail whirred into the darkness. I thought he was asleep and might not get an answer. The
man’s muffled voice is particularly clear on the high-speed rail.
“I’m better than that Shen family boy.”
He took off his blindfold. Out of the haze
in the high-speed rail, ushered in the moment of dawn.
“Like you think, I like you.”
Ji Xiangchen drove me back to an upscale apartment. The
company assigned it.
It was given by Ji Xiangchen. I
didn’t dare to look at him, so I pushed open the car door and left. When I left, I heard the man’s slight laugh, which made my ears burn with shame.
I buried myself in the bathtub and my cell phone rang.
A WeChat from Ji Xiangchen.
There’s no need to avoid suspicion. I always keep a clear distinction between public and private affairs.
I looked at the cold words and curled my lips. Of course
I know. If you
are lovelorn, you have to make up the planning book that satisfies you overnight. Grandma’s birthday is a big happy event that makes a group of people busy until the early morning!
I sneered and threw the phone aside.
The Ji family is much taller than Shen family.
Shen Yan’s mother is not willing to accept me, try to drive me away, even if Ji Xiangchen is only the youngest son of the Ji family, his sister-in-law is Gao Shuhua!
Let me be a sister-in-law with Gao Shuhua?
I’m not going to look down on myself.
But you won’t know that it’s impossible for me and Ji Xiangchen.
Ji Xiangchen likes me, just want to talk about an underground love, or find a partner.
I don’t really care.
He is a man who knows how to measure. He will not force me, nor will he wear small shoes for me.
Gentle, restrained and distant.
That’s him. Being confessed by my
boss, I was just beginning to get excited and perturbed. Ji Xiangchen and
I are not young, as he said, public and private, I did not rely on the boss’s mind to be lazy, he did not give me preferential treatment because he liked me.
At first I felt a little uncomfortable, but I saw that Ji Xiangchen was no different from usual, just like that day when he lost his temper and followed him by train, his coat was wrinkled, and the embarrassed person whose belongings were stolen was not Ji Xiangchen. The Chinese New Year
is coming, and things are almost done. It’s a rare leisure after winning the bid.
Ji Xiangchen came to my office with a bag.
“It’s been hard recently.” He put the bag in front of me.
Through the bag, I smelled the sweet smell of the small cake.
I looked as usual and opened the bag, which contained several small snacks of different shapes.
Small and beautiful.
“My sister-in-law made it herself. Let me get some for you.”
I was startled, and the smile at the corners of my mouth converged, looking at Ji Xiangchen’s stiff and rigid expression.
“What’s the matter?”
He was frightened by me and looked at me.
My expression is a little strange.
You.. What did you tell her?
I asked strangely, and Ji Xiangchen reacted for a few seconds before laughing out loud.
“She wants to ask you for help with a project.”
I breathed a sigh of relief and then felt a little embarrassed. Maybe
they just want to play with you, but I am so arrogant that I think they have introduced me to their family.
Gao Shuhua’s identity, brother-in-law’s girlfriend outside, for her, does not need to care at all, not to mention that I am not, nor can I be Ji Xiangchen’s girlfriend. Fortunately,
a phone call eased my embarrassment.
I got a call from the police.
According to the surveillance, not only did Mr. Shen run the red light, but he also squatted in the middle of the road because of stomach trouble. The road was slippery on a snowy day, and he almost had an accident.
I stood in the hospital with a strange look on my face.
Ji Xiangchen leaned against the wall a few meters away from me.
The policeman looked at me, then at Ji Xiangchen, and asked me, “Are you Mr. Shen’s wife?”
I shook my head. “No.”
The policeman was somewhat embarrassed: “I’m sorry, Mr. Shen’s cell phone was broken. We found out that you were his emergency contact, so we called you. I didn’t expect to make a mistake.”
Ji Xiangchen went to pay the medical fee, bought a cup of American style and handed it to me.
“Do you want to go inside?” He asked.
I glanced in the direction of the ward and shook my head. “No.”
I have contacted He Jiao.
Shen Yan has nothing to do with me.
Ji Xiangchen nodded, and we stood between the floors waiting for the elevator. With a
“ding,” I came face to face with Ho Chiao, whose face was full of anxiety.
Her expression was dull for a moment, mixed with bitterness and unwillingness.
He Jiao and I do have some similarities, in addition to temperament, just look at the face and body shape, it is really easy to see.
I’m a little embarrassed. Because of selfishness, although
I mentioned to Ji Xiangchen about me and Shen Yan, I haven’t said that it was because of He Jiao. I was a little embarrassed when I met him.
Chi Hsiang-chen went in first: “I’ll wait for you down there.”
He Jiao also came to her senses, stood in front of me, opened her lips and smiled, looked at my eyes a clear and bright, she smiled a little relieved.
“Let’s talk.”
Shen Zong is very excellent. I was too young to sign into the company. If it weren’t for Shen Zong, I don’t know what I would suffer. I have today because of Shen Zong. I know he is special to me. I like him, but I don’t know that I am just a stand-in and occupy your position.
I thought it was strange that there were so many beautiful women in the entertainment circle, but why did they take a fancy to me.
“Today President Shen took me to see his mother. I wasn’t ready yet. I heard that eight years ago today was the day you went abroad, so I understood. When I was at his home, he took care of me very much. He was firm and gentle, and never left me.”
She pauses and scoffs, “So thoughtful that I realize that I’m just someone who enjoys the shade.”
“Do you know how much I envy you?”
She laughed and shook her head: It’s not because Shen couldn’t forget you, but I think that if I had been you, I wouldn’t have been able to leave my hometown for Shen and be alone for eight years, walking freely and letting go more freely. But I can’t do it. Even if Shen doesn’t tell me, I know he admires you.
She smiled and raised her hand to wipe the tears from her eyes.
“I can’t do it.”
“I heard that you didn’t rely on Auntie Shen’s financial support to complete your studies at Harvard on your own. It’s amazing, really.” There was a cry in
her words.
“It’s not that I’m not willing to lose to you, but that I’m not willing to be inferior to you.”
I didn’t know what I was going to say, so I told the truth.
“In my first year at Harvard, I was expelled because I couldn’t afford the tuition.”
I looked calm. “May you be happy.”
I picked up the bag on the table and nodded slightly to her. When I
met Ji Xiangchen, I had been expelled from Harvard for some time.
At that time, I sold securities to him, and the performance of the sale was not counted on my head. At that time, the boss looked down on the Chinese, and I was driven away without getting my share. When
Ji Xiangchen asked me if I wanted to go to his place to do odd jobs, I was already wandering on the street. I only had enough money to buy a roast sausage on the roadside. I didn’t even have enough money for a plane ticket back. I slept in church for one night and went to Ji Xiangchen’s small office the next day.
Because I had no money, I suffered a lot and almost couldn’t come back. Fortunately, I met a capitalist who was willing to teach me.
I am stubborn and stubborn.
There’s nothing to envy.
As for the eight years abroad, I was angry at the beginning and wanted to prove something to Shen Yan’s mother.
But walking, Shen Yan is not all of me, my future in addition to Shen Yan, but also more ideals and ambitions.
A capitalist took me to see all the stars, rivers, mountains and rivers, and my vision was no longer a narrow window. If it wasn’t for Ji Xiangchen,
my eight years would have been a mess.
I walked to the parking lot.
Ji Xiangchen honked the horn of Phaeton loudly. Shen Yan’s sobbing voice is in
my ear.
“Nian Nian, I’m sorry.”
I hung up the phone, looked at Ji Xiangchen in the car, closed the door and fastened the seat belt. Shen Yan and
I are completely out of the question.
A girl has no money abroad, Shen Yan is not a fool, he knows how much it will cost.
Now that I know, even if he is no longer reconciled, he does not have the face to appear in front of me again.
I will never live according to the route planned by others.
Without Shen Yan, I am still me.
I am not the white moonlight predecessor that Shen Yan can’t forget. I am Su Nianqing.
Gao Shuhua has a good project that has taken shape and doesn’t need my help at all. I guess she has something to say to me.
“Speaking of which, you and I are alumni.”
Gao Shuhua holds a double doctorate in finance and psychology from Harvard.
“Actually, I was only at Harvard for one semester.” My smile is a little weak.
I now have an embarrassing degree, not to mention not graduated, even if graduated, for Gao Shuhua this kind of real high knowledge, it is not worth mentioning.
“You have something I don’t. I admire you for getting to where you are today. My brother-in-law has a cold temper and an arrogant temper. Now he looks much milder, and the unruly in his bones is still there. I’m not surprised that he likes you.”
Gao Shuhua had a teasing smile on his lips.
“I hope you don’t dislike him.”
I
Why are you looking at me like that? Don’t believe it? Grandma likes you very much. If Xiangchen can be accompanied by you, it is a blessing for the Ji family. The Shen family is blind, but you can’t be blinded.
Family background and money are not the only criteria to measure a person. When your mother had the courage to sell a house for you to study, she was already better than many parents.
“You can give money to your mother for medical treatment, which has long won the respect of all of us.” I
couldn’t speak. I just looked at her.
“Of course, what will happen in the future will depend on the ability of my brother in law who doesn’t live up to his reputation. Read clearly, you are excellent.” Gao Shuhua had something to leave
in the evening and asked Ji Xiangchen to send me back. Ji Xiangchen and
I walked side by side by the river. There were snowflakes in the
sky, and we were all wearing thin clothes. He asked me if I wanted to go back to the car.
I took out a bottle of wine from my bag.
Erguotou .
He looked at the words and laughed, and I laughed too.
“Drink it today.”
“Good.”
I’m not a good drinker, and I’m a little dizzy after a few drinks.
I think of the entertainment gossip that has been making a lot of noise on the Internet these days.
“I heard that a male star was arrested for taking drugs in the theater.” Before
Chi Hsiang-chen could speak, I said to myself, “That movie is off, too.”
Do you believe in fate?
“Don’t believe.”
He said with certainty.
I took one look at him and said meaningfully, “Do you think it’s possible that our end is already doomed? Maybe I’m going to die soon. When I die, millions of people will applaud, and no one will care about me.”
Ji Xiangchen raised his hand and touched me lightly on the head. “No, I’m here.”
He held out his hand to me. “Snow.”
The man’s palm is clean and there is no water stain.
I looked and said, “Let’s go.”
Ji Xiangchen’s own company has been listed, and he has dinner parties everywhere during this period of time. I am happy to be free, and it is rare to have time to be free.
I took advantage of this space, looked through the mailbox I had used, and received an email from Shen Yan.
He’s getting engaged.
And He Jiao.
He Jiao is a good person.
Simple and lovely, not affected by wind and frost.
Shen Yan paved a broad road for her and protected her very well.
She is the flower bud of the greenhouse, and she is spoiled by thousands of people.
I laughed and closed the mailbox, but I wasn’t ready to go.
Who knows that afternoon, Ji Xiangchen tidied himself up and stood in front of me like a dog.
Meticulous hair, custom-made black suit, valuable wristwatch, straight back, dignified and calm.
“If you don’t give up completely, you won’t have time to look me in the eye.”
I laughed at him and said, “You’ve always looked down on him, but you still haggle with him.”
“In the depths of love, I can’t help myself.”
Ji Xiangchen helped me up the stairs in front of the hotel gate, with a smile on his lips and soft eyebrows, which made people strange and moved. A man who is
nearly 1.9 meters tall has raised his head for half a lifetime. He has been sitting high in the clouds for a long time. Suddenly, he bends over to remind you to look at the road.
I hung my head and covered the corners of my mouth.
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Shen Yan is dressed in a white suit, mature and steady, and He Jiao is wearing a fishtail skirt, beautiful and charming.
When he saw me and Ji Xiangchen, he came to me with a glass of wine.
Nian Nian, when we get married, I will give you a grand wedding and spoil you like a princess.
I want to be your prince charming.
“I will give you happiness and not let you suffer any grievance.”
……
Ji Xiangchen suddenly stretched out his hand and gently held my waist. I looked back at him. He handed me a glass of wine with his other hand.
“The degree is not high, don’t worry.”
I said thank you and took it.
Shen Yan walked a few steps in front of me.
“Read..” Miss Su, “his lips moved, and the corners of his pretty eyes were slightly red.” You’re here. ”
I nodded and smiled. “Happy engagement.”
He looked at me and didn’t speak.
Chi Hsiang-chen proposed a toast: “Congratulations to President Shen for finally finding a beautiful woman.”
“General Manager Ji is here, too.”
I felt Ji Xiangchen looked at me.
“I came with Nien Ching.”
“Then help yourself.”
“All right, Mr. Shen, take care.”
Shen Yan looked at him and finally looked at me: “Miss Su, I have something to say to you alone.” Before I could
speak, I felt Ji Xiangchen’s hand on my waist tighten slightly.
I looked at him sideways.
Chi Hsiang-chen smiles the same way: “It’s quiet upstairs. I’m going to sober up.” Shen Yan and
I stood in the doorway, where there was a large crowd, but also far away from the crowd.
It’s just convenient for me to talk to Shen Yan.
“Now that Mr. Shen is about to get married, we need to pay attention to some important contact information in the future.”
Shen Yan smiled bitterly: “Don’t worry, I already know your mind. What happened last time won’t happen again.”
I don’t have the face to ask for your forgiveness anymore, but Niannian, Ji Xiangchen is the favorite of Mrs. Ji. Ji Xiangchen’s sister-in-law is Gao Shuhua, a lady from a famous family. The Shen family doesn’t have the ability to marry the Ji family. You.. I don’t want you to go through that and meet someone who is not human.
I think it’s funny.
“Shen Yan, you really haven’t changed a bit over the years.”
“It’s not that I don’t deserve it, it’s that you don’t think I do.”
He frowned as if trying to explain something.
Not far away, there was a sudden burst of screams and the sound of broken cups and plates.
An emaciated man was waving a knife around.
I frowned and recognized him as the flow Xiaosheng who had come to warn me.
I heard that he was caught taking drugs, but I didn’t expect to go to Shen Yan and He Jiao’s engagement banquet.
I looked him in the eye and he came towards me. “Run!”
He Jiao shouted. I felt
a shock in my heart, but my legs were stiff and I couldn’t move.
I took two steps back, caught my foot in my skirt, and fell to the ground.
It’s really a necessary plot for a novel, and you will fall down as soon as you are in danger.
It’s just that the woman has a man, and the end of the vicious woman is death.
I looked at the knife that was getting closer and closer to me, and my heart was empty.
Is this my destiny?
Shen Yan came over quickly and stood in front of me. I can’t
give birth to a trace of relaxation in my heart. The sharp point of the
knife was about to stab Shen Yan.
He Jiao covered his eyes and dared not look, surrounded by screams.
Su Nien-ching! I’ll kill you! I
opened my eyes to the absurdity.
Suddenly, a figure leaped down from the second floor.
No turning back, no scruples. There was
a more violent scream.
Ji Xiangchen raised the bottle and smashed it on the man’s head. The glass was broken all over the floor. His hands were stained with blood, and his eyebrows and eyes were cold.
He came over and lifted me up with his strong arms.
“I’m not afraid, I’m here.”
He took off his coat and put it on me and held me in his arms with his uninjured hand.
“Chi Hsiang-chen, do you believe in fate?” After a pause,
he said, “No.”
I hugged him back and said, “I don’t believe that either.” Ji Xiangchen
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My elder brother said that I have been different from others since I was a child. I have a stubborn temper and a cold temper. I look down on him and can’t get into his heart.
I am tired of the same scenery and people around me, and feel that they live in a simple and hasty way.
The first time I saw Su Nianqing, she was no different. Worry between
the eyebrows, eager for quick success and instant benefit. The securities
she sells are ordinary, and her eloquence is ordinary, no different from others.
Only that pair of desperate also want to break away from the fate of the eyes, let me move a trace of compassion, I bought her shit securities.
But she was young, did not understand too many things, was calculated by the boss, fell short of success.
Not only can they not continue their studies, but they also sleep on the streets. After sitting all afternoon,
I finally relented and decided to give her another way.
I watched her walk more and more steadily, see farther and farther, frown less and less, smile more and more, I put more and more eyes on her.
I took her to see the mountains and rivers, took her to see the dangers of people’s hearts, let her encounter the fickleness of the world, I let her see and suffer.
I wish she would look further. Just
a Shen Yan.
Just the Shen family, where is worth her so deep obsession.
She’s no different from anyone else I’ve met, except in the way I treat her.
She asked me for leave, saying she wanted to deal with some personal matters.
I am a little annoyed, children can not be taught!
I didn’t care about her, and I didn’t approve her leave note, but she was able to book her own ticket and ran back.
I followed her back to China, but I didn’t dare to call her. I drank and didn’t bother to think about where she went, who she met and what she did. I got drunk and was finally brought back to Ji’s house by my eldest brother.
When I woke up, I heard my sister-in-law say that I cried yesterday and asked me what kind of girl I was.
I’m scared.
My sister-in-law laughed at my dullness.
“You have such deep feelings for other girls. Why don’t you know that?”
I didn’t say anything.
The eldest brother laughed at my cowardice and taught me tricks. I was too lazy to listen to his nagging. I was eaten to death by my sister-in-law. How could I be confident.
Later, when she came back, there was a sad look on her face, but it was much wider.
I know she put it down.
But I feel a little uneasy in my heart.
Just like I bought her securities before, it didn’t help her, but made her worse. I was a little worried and kept an eye on her.
I took her to see my grandmother, and my sister-in-law used the excuse that my eldest brother sent me away. I was afraid of an accident, so I said flattering words against my will to get away from my eldest brother.
“I know you have other things on your mind. Our family doesn’t care about family status. Just one thing. Don’t regret your choice. Don’t let me look down on you.” When I
went out, I heard my eldest brother say.
I was thinking about something and went downstairs in a hurry. The light was on her. She didn’t know what she heard. She laughed heartily. The hair hanging in front of her forehead was shaking. My heart was sour and swollen. I don’t care what
others say. I just want to talk to her.
I asked her what she talked about.
She was talking about the embarrassing thing that I hugged my grandmother and cried last month. With a sly smirk on his
lips.
I raised my eyebrows.
If I tell her the reason, I don’t know if she will laugh.
Sister-in-law is a talkative, I am afraid she wants to say something more, hurriedly to go.
Sister-in-law is very happy.
“It’s rare to see you like this. It really opened my eyes.”
I stood outside the car and Su Nianqing sat in the car.
“Sister-in-law, please don’t scare people away.”
“You used to be so stubborn that your brother was so angry. Even if I was willing to let you go, your brother wouldn’t.”
“But this girl is good, and I think your brother is satisfied. When you bring her back, I’ll have a companion.”
I smiled, thinking of Su Nianqing’s ambition.
“She goes her own way. I don’t make arrangements for her.”
“She’s not a princess, she’s a queen.” Now that
I have made up my mind to pursue her, I will not hesitate.
Her assistant is a smart one. She was the first to see it.
I got the bonus with a big hand.
Who knows how often, did not wait for Su Nianqing’s assistant to help me say good words in front of her, heard that her family had an accident. I didn’t panic
until she came home. For the first time in my
life, I acted recklessly and recklessly. I was afraid that no one would be around when she was in trouble, and I didn’t care about anything else.
At that time, the idea was not to chase her, but to hope that when she wanted to talk, I could listen.
It turned out that there were standing tickets on the train. I had my mobile phone wallet stolen, so I didn’t plan to call her.
But I don’t remember anyone’s phone number except her.
Being teased as a couple, my uncontrolled heartbeat frightened me, but it soon reassured me. What I
want, I always want.
Shen Yan that boy is restless, he borrows the police’s hand to want to let Su Nianqing be soft-hearted. Although
I am not afraid of Su Nianqing’s change of heart, I don’t want him to jump out from time to time.
The Shen family has been on the decline these years. Shen Yan is addicted to love and grows too slowly. It will probably be better if he gets married. I am also good for him.
“The project in the south of the city is my wedding gift to President Shen.”
Shen Yan’s eyes were red with laughter, and I saw hatred in those eyes: “What does General Ji mean?”
This is all what she has suffered. It’s just that she confiscated Mrs. Shen’s money. She can give up everything for you. What about Mr. Shen? Since they still want to renew their relationship, can Shen always put down the Shen family for her?
“Shen always knows what to say and what not to say, otherwise I wouldn’t mind taking more care of the Shen family.”
I guess Shen Yan will not settle down, simply completely cut off his thoughts.
I followed Su Nianqing to his engagement banquet.
He wanted to talk to Su Nianqing alone, which was really beyond his ability.
He can not see through, will only say more and more wrong, so that Su Nianqing more bored.
I gave him a chance.
The eldest brother is right. I am a little arrogant.
I thought I had a plan, but I didn’t want to have a change.
A has-been star tried to hurt Su Nianqing with a knife.
She fell to the ground, I see Shen Yan block in front of her, her eyes are clear, not afraid, do not want to cry, like a fatalistic, hopeless wood.
Heart pain, against the crowd, away from the fleeing sea of people, I took the red wine bottle in my hand, ran to the railings of the escalator, turned over and jumped down.
“Ah!” The screams of the
crowd stopped him, and the moment I turned around, I grabbed the bottle and hit him on the head.
Su Nianqing, don’t believe in fate!
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