Difficult to choose
first love, old love, new love
to express to the object of secret love that night, I drank too much, he did not come.
I threw myself on Professor Shen and cried, “Don’t go, honey, let me be responsible for you!”
The next morning, the object of his secret love brought breakfast to Professor Shen.
Just in time for me to destroy evidence. In the seventh year of my
secret love for Gu Ji, I decided to express my love to him.
In view of the fact that I had been a coward 78 times before, I decided to take a bottle of wine with me this time.
I sent a message to Gu Ji: “Tonight at seven o’clock, the same place, you know.” The wind
at night is a little cool.
I picked up the bottle, ton ton ton.
Hiccup ~
a little dizzy.
Drunk eyes dim, the mobile phone rang.
Gu Ji replied to me, “It’s not convenient today. How about tomorrow at noon?”? By the way, I’ll treat you to dinner.
I wanted to say, “OK,”
but my head was dizzy, and my cell phone turned into three.
I staggered to identify three mobile phones in the air.
Gu Ji supported me from behind.
Today his voice is a little hoarse, a little deeper than he remembered.
He asked me, “How do you get drunk?”
I turned around and threw myself into his arms. “I love you,” I said.
“I like you too.”
“Really?” I groped my hands behind my back. Are
his shoulders so wide?
Hey, hey, hey.
Man ~
a quality man with an inverted triangle body ~
Gu Ji pinched my chin and met my eyes: “You see clearly first, who am I?”
Memory fragments.
When I woke up again, I saw a very familiar bedroom.
And the angular face of Professor Shen Zhao.
I held the quilt back and almost rolled directly to the ground.
Shen Zhao pulled me in time.
He said, What are you hiding from? Didn’t you say you would be responsible for me?
His upper body was so close that my eyes dodged and I didn’t know where to look. Trembling,
I pulled my hand back. “Professor Shen..” What happened yesterday.. Just pretend it didn’t happen?
He did not speak again, holding my waist and pulling me back to the middle of the bed, handing me the mobile phone.
This is a video of me watching him last night. In the
video, I rode on him heroically, crying and pulling off his clothes: “Whoo, husband, don’t go, let me be responsible for you!” The
video is over.
I steeled myself and asked him, … Then what
“Then you hold me down and don’t describe it.”
My face was so hot that I could bake sweet potatoes. I’m sorry. But you are so big, how do I treat you. Indescribable?
Shen Zhao thought seriously for a moment: “Maybe he was particularly brave when he was drunk and crazy.”. What’s the matter? Don’t want to be responsible?
I am speechless.
He took out his cell phone and showed it to me, and he still had the video! The
video seems to have reached the after-the-fact link.
I shamelessly hung it around his neck and rubbed my face against his Adam’s apple. “Husband, I love you. We will never be separated.”
“Is that enough?” Shen Chao asks, “Do we still need to look at the specific process?”
There’s a specific process!
I screamed and grabbed the phone from his hand, and when I went to the photo album interface, I deleted it.
Boy, he scared me.
There is no specific process.
I was relieved when a message popped up on Shen Zhao’s mobile phone.
[Gu Ji: Breakfast is ready. I’m coming up.]
Wait.
Gu Ji.
Isn’t this my crush? Why did
he buy breakfast for Shen Zhao!
Shen Zhao is the youngest professor in the College of Science.
And the most ferocious. In the four years of
university, I failed three subjects in his hands, especially advanced mathematics, and made up the exam every year.
Had it not been for taking care of myself to help me prepare for the exam, I would probably have been delayed because of advanced mathematics.
However, now. The day after
graduation.
I put him.. Uh. There was a
knock on the door, and it was Gu Ji.
He shouted outside the door, “Brother!”
I hold the quilt:?
The door opened.
I can’t believe it’s unlocked.
Gu Ji looked at the messy bed, messy.
Shen Zhao calmly introduced to him: “Chen Chiao-chiao, your sister-in-law.”
Gu Ji’s face was overcast, and I buried myself in the quilt.
Through the quilt, I vaguely felt the swords in the bedroom.
Shen Chao’s deep voice seemed to smile: “What’s the matter?”? Do you know each other?
ah.. It wouldn’t happen to be that Chen Chiao-chiao you have a crush on, would it?
“Sorry, take care of yourself.”
“I beat you to it again.”
I’m going to be stuffy in the quilt. What
I like is taking care of myself.
Why didn’t he come on the day of his confession? I was drunk and took Shen Zhao as my own. And slept with him!
I saw the video, and I took the initiative.
Shen Zhao is at most a little reluctant to refuse.
“Shen Zhao, is that why you asked me to bring up the breakfast?”? Is that what you want me to see?
“Yes.” Shen Zhao is righteous.
I couldn’t help but push him with the quilt wrapped around me. “You bastard!”
Shen Zhao bent his lips at me.
Gu Ji put the breakfast aside, and his voice was obviously strong enough to suppress his anger: “Jiao Jiao, put on your clothes, and I’ll wait for you in the living room.”
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Gu Ji went out.
Shen Zhao grabbed the quilt I had wrapped around me and pressed his hand slightly. “Am I going out, too?”
I quickly tugged at the quilt and said, “No!”
“Well, OK, I’m not leaving.”
“I said don’t pull my quilt!”
Shen Zhao looked at me with interest: “What about me?”? Are you going out?
“Yes!” As soon as
my voice fell, his hand pulled my quilt hard.
！
I tried my best not to be seen by him.
He looked at me nervously and raised his hand to rub my head happily.
What’s going on? Children. I look like I’m doing whatever I want. It was you who bullied me last night.
I was so ashamed and ashamed that I wanted to bury myself in the quilt. In fact, I did say, “I’m sorry!”
He held me tightly in his arms through the quilt.
Chen Chiao-chiao, give him up. What kind of man is it to keep you waiting for seven years? He strangled me until
I couldn’t breathe. “It hurts!” Then
he released me and said, “You said yourself last night that you were responsible for me.”
His footsteps drifted away, and then I heard the sound of the door closing.
I poked my head out of the quilt.
I’m finally relieved.
Wrapped in the quilt, I began to look for clothes everywhere.
No.
Damn Professor Shen usually looks like a dog. He doesn’t have any shady hobbies, does he?
But I can’t go out naked.
I had to go through his clothes in his closet.
As I remember, most of his clothes were black, white, grey or cool colors with low saturation, just like his usual appearance in class, elegant, rigorous and impersonal.
My pink and white coat hung limply on the far left of the wardrobe, plush, like a rabbit lost in reinforced concrete.
So where’s my underwear..
I can’t play in a vacuum, can I?
But a vacuum is better than a mosaic.
I steeled myself to loosen the quilt and found myself wearing the white skirt carefully selected yesterday.
Emmmmm,
this morning is so exciting.
I didn’t know I was getting dressed.
So, since I am well dressed, Shen Zhao’s appearance that he may pull off the quilt at any time and do whatever he wants to me is for whom to see?
I suddenly realized that there was no discomfort in my body.
I rushed to the bed. The sheets were as white as snow.
…… Shen Zhao lied to me? He
and I are basically.. Not sleeping?
I sent a message to Shen Zhao at a loss.
Turn on the phone but don’t know how to ask.
[You didn’t sleep with me?]
It feels strange.
[I didn’t sleep with you?]
It seems even weirder.
Just when I wrote and deleted, I didn’t know how to say the first sentence to him, Shen Zhao sent the message first.
Yesterday, when you were drunk, you took off my clothes, but you didn’t take off your own.
[I really want to dig back, but unfortunately my education does not allow me to take advantage of others’ danger]
[So, I can only reluctantly wait for you to agree to dig back]
I: “..”
No wonder I’m responsible for him.
It turned out that he was the one who sacrificed the most.
I put on my coat and pushed the door open carefully. On the sofa in the
living room, Gu Ji and Shen Zhao, one left and one right, sat at the two ends of the sofa respectively.
Seeing me, Gu Ji’s Adam’s apple moved with difficulty:.. Jiaojiao, how are you? Is there anywhere.. Uncomfortable.
Speaking of the last three words, his voice went down helplessly, his white fingers with clear joints clenched tightly into fists, and his joints were slightly blue because of exertion.
Shen Zhao stared at me with his eyes burning.
His eyes burned me so that I didn’t dare to respond. I quickly lowered my head and whispered to Gu Ji, “I’m fine.”
His eyelashes quivered slightly: “Shen Chao told me all about yesterday.”
I am a little confused, since Shen Zhao has told him, why did he ask me if I am not feeling well?
Gu Ji continued to say sadly,
“Jiaojiao, I guess you want to express your love to me.”. I’ll know when you go to pick out the dress.
I just think.. Girls shouldn’t be allowed to do such things as confessing.
I was going to do this at noon.. I confess my love to you.
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“No, wait a minute.” I interrupted, “What did Professor Shen tell you?”
Gu Ji did not seem to want to recall the painful past, his face slightly white, did not speak.
Instead, Shen Zhao said with a smile, “I told him that you wanted to express your love to him yesterday, but he didn’t go, so you got drunk and did something to me that you were ashamed to say.”. Is there a problem?
“No.”
“Then you go on.”
I turned to look at Gu Ji.
Take care of one’s own face of grief and indignation.
I had a vague feeling that something was wrong with the conversation just now, but I couldn’t say exactly what was wrong. What
Shen Zhao said is true.
But why does it feel like something’s wrong? Just
then, my cell phone rang.
It was my best friend Jin Yan who sent me a message.
[Jiao Jiao! Look! Gu Ji ordered a big bouquet of flowers!
The picture shows a large bunch of roses, pink and white, with silver ribbons sprinkled on them. Who
do you think he is going to confess to?
I replied: “No need to guess.”. I’m with Gu Ji.]
[Clam? At this time? Together?]
I looked at the time. Seven
in the morning.
Jin Yan said,
“Rumor has it that you didn’t go back to the dormitory last night.”. And now you’re with Gu Ji?
[Boy, Gu Xueba looks like a dog. I can’t believe he is such a person.]
[Don’t worry, he will be responsible for you! Dare not responsible, I will blow his head off!
I think Jin Yan must have misunderstood.
But I didn’t realize the misunderstanding wasn’t over. As soon as
Jin Yan sent the message, I received a message from Gu Ji’s roommate Di Bin.
Di Bin said:
[***, I said why Gu Ji didn’t come back last night]
[It turned out that he went to make up for the regret of his youth]
[I gave him a car when we got married]
[I wish you two a hundred years of good union and an early birth of a son!]
I looked up blankly and asked, “Where did you go last night?”
Gu Ji raised a helpless arc in the corner of his lips: “Three meals, the top floor..” Set up the venue for the confession at noon today.
So.
Last night. When
I pressed Shen Zhao on the bed to do whatever I wanted, I was alone and hard, staying up late to arrange the venue for confession.
Tut.
I am a peerless scum.
I looked at Shen Zhao.
He nestled lazily in the sofa, his upper body still bare, the mermaid line extending all the way into the pajama pants hanging loosely around his waist. With his legs folded and his lips curled playfully,
he looked as if he didn’t care about yesterday. Embarrassed and ingratiating,
I said, “Professor Shen, I’m really sorry about last night.” Smiling,
he asked me, “If an apology is useful, why do we need the Civil Affairs Bureau?”
Uh
I asked, “How can I be forgiven by you?”
He didn’t answer me.
Instead, he turned his head and asked, “What do you think?”? If last night Jiao Jiao had been riding on her, calling her husband and saying that you were the one who would be responsible, what would she have done to allow her to choose me?
“Shen Zhao, the person she likes is me!”
“Yeah, I know.” I don’t know if it was an illusion, but I actually saw a touch of loneliness in Shen Zhao’s eyes: “But the person she threw down was me.”. I like her more than you. Do you understand?
I was confused by Shen Zhao’s unexplained confession.
What do you mean, he likes me more than he likes me? What does
he like about me?
Like me stupid? Like I don’t understand? Do you like me to fail in advanced mathematics every year?
Gu Ji was obviously stabbed by Shen Zhao’s words.
He rushed in front of Shen Zhao. Shen Zhao had no clothes on, and he had no collar to pull. He could only squeeze Shen Zhao’s shoulder so hard: “Please, get out of here!” Sitting on the sofa,
Shen Zhao calmly looked up and confronted him: “This is my house.”. There is one thing that you may have forgotten. He straightened his spine, turned his shoulder joints, and freed himself from the shackles of self-concern: “Whether you can get your degree certificate or not depends on my mood.”
Gu Ji’s face is white. “Now, please get out of here,”
Shen Zhao said with his professor’s good-natured smile.
I quickly pulled Gu Ji.
If we don’t have a degree certificate, our four years of university will be almost in vain.
I rubbed my stomach pitifully and said, “Take care of yourself, let’s go.”. I am hungry
Gu Ji’s livid face slowed down.
He was silent for a long time before he managed to bend his lips toward me and said, “Good.”
Shen Zhao looked at me brightly. “Jiao Jiao, are you going to abandon me?”
My face turned red with embarrassment. “Don’t talk nonsense,” I said. “What kind of confusion ends up being abandoned? Do we have a beginning?”
Shen Zhao was very obviously stunned for a moment.
And then he didn’t speak.
Gu Ji took me by the hand and glared at Shen Zhao: “Scholar!”
Shen Zhao didn’t answer back.
He just looked at me steadily, his dark pupils wet, like an abandoned wolf dog.
I dragged Gu Ji away from here like running away.
I said to him, “Jin Yan and Di Bin seem to have misunderstood. They thought that last night we..”
“Then make a mistake.” Gu Ji quickly interrupted me in a low voice, and then, as if he had made up his mind, he said, “Jiao Jiao, I can pretend that what happened between you and Shen Zhao didn’t happen.”
“But is there a possibility that we didn’t sleep at all?”
“So he took off his clothes just to chat with you under the quilt?”
Actually, I didn’t chat. Probably just, uh, sleep separately. Pure sleep.
Gu Ji laughed angrily at me and said, “Chen Chiao-chiao, would you believe me?”? If you had put me in Jin Yan’s bed this morning, and she was naked, and I told you that I had nothing with her, would you believe it?
I don’t believe it.
However.
Gu Ji sighed, “When I was three years old, I never told such a bad lie as’My mother beat me, and I told my mother that you mistook me for someone else. ‘”
He rubbed my hair helplessly and said, “Don’t try to cover it up any more.”. I love you more than you think, Jiao Jiao. The kind of love you can accept
even if you’ve slept with someone else?
I was really touched.
But Shen Zhao and I didn’t sleep at all!
I suddenly realized, I was Shen Zhao routine, I jumped into the Yellow River can not wash, it is impossible to believe me!
Unless I sleep with him, I’ll prove it to him! As soon as
the idea came out, it scared me silly.
I’m worried that Gu Ji has the same idea.
But he seems to have few desires, and he doesn’t mean that at all.
Gu Ji took me to breakfast and specially ordered my favorite milk oatmeal.
I decided to make one last effort.
“Take care of yourself.”
“Professor Shen and I are really innocent.”
Gu Ji rubbed my hair with a complicated smile and said, “Jiao Jiao, I want to express my love to you at noon according to the original plan.” I didn’t know until I
got to the top floor that Gu Ji had already packed the place.
The canteen aunt even helped us to lock it until Gu Ji came over.
All kinds of ribbons and balloons were piled up in disorder on the ground. It was very difficult to find a clean chair in the mess and handed it to me to sit on.
“It’s not finished yet. It’s a bit of a mess.”
I said I would help him, and he smiled helplessly.
How can you set up a place for yourself to express your love? Jiaojiao, just sit here with me. My head hurts a little
because of the hangover.
I stood up again. “I want to go downstairs to buy water. What are you drinking?”
Gu Ji’s action of arranging the scenery froze.
His Adam’s apple rolled with difficulty for a long time before he asked in a very low voice, “Jiaojiao, will you come back?”
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“Of course, I just bought some water.”
“Jiao Jiao, I like you.”
I blushed and pulled out my hand with all my might. “What were you thinking?”? Let me wait for so many years.
He grabbed my hand again. “I’m sorry, I’m too afraid of being rejected by you.”. What about you, Jiaojiao? Do you like me
I thought about it carefully: “If I agree now, will this set be made in vain?”
He shook his head crazily: “No!”! Even if you say yes now, the sense of ritual will supply you. Jiao Jiao..
I interrupted, “I like you too!” A bright smile immediately appeared on
his face: “Go and come back quickly.”. I’ll wait for you here.
As soon as I went downstairs, I saw Shen Zhao eating in the canteen. Several girls were chattering around him. One of them seemed to be the flower of our department.
I sighed subconsciously.
I don’t understand why all the school beauties and department beauties in the world don’t seem to have brains. When they meet a tall, rich and handsome man, they go all out to stick it up?
What’s more, they are often defeated by some very ordinary girls, and therefore they turn into vicious women.
Obviously, there are already so many dogs licking dogs. Is it not good
to be a little princess with many stars holding the moon? The more
I thought about it, the more I felt that it was not worth it, and I couldn’t help sighing more heavily.
The sigh successfully attracted Shen Zhao’s attention.
He lifted his eyelids, glanced at me faintly, then lowered his eyelids as if he had seen a handful of bean sprouts in the vegetable market, and continued to settle the breakfast on his plate gracefully and quickly.
This is Professor Shen in my memory.
Cold, elegant, informal.
For a moment I was in a trance: was it really him who robbed me with Gu Ji this morning? Just then
, the department flower sitting next to Shen Zhao saw me.
She twisted her eyebrows a little irritably, then elbowed her good sister.
The girl immediately stood up and walked up to me.
“What’s the matter, Chen Chiao-chiao?”
“Is it not enough to cling to yourself?”
“Do you deserve a man like Professor Shen?”
I don’t know if it’s an illusion.
It seems that all good-looking and rich girls will be accompanied by a sidekick who likes to bully ordinary people.
I said to her, “Oh, yes, what’s wrong?”? We’re all licking dogs, so why should you be able to do it but not me?
She was shocked by my answer that heaven and earth live together.
Then Shen Zhao stood up with his dinner plate. The flower followed him gallantly, and as if he hadn’t seen it, he put the plate in the recycling place.
Then he walked up to me and asked me bluntly, “When are you going to confess your love?”
Tie Hua was stunned.
Her little sidekick opened his mouth wide in surprise and was able to fit a Salted Duck Egg.
Shen Zhao leaned slightly over me and whispered, “If he confesses his love, are you still going to be responsible for me?”
My face turned red with a rub.
“Professor Shen..”
“That’s not what you called it last night.”
Department of flowers and her sidekick, the expression becomes very distorted.
Shen Zhao raised his hand and rubbed my head at random, saying lightly, “It’s hard to help me tell him.”. If he dares to express his love to you, whether you agree or not, he won’t get his degree certificate.
“Eh, not..”
I’m cracked. Why is
this professor like a bandit? He is very unreasonable. With long legs,
he walked out gracefully and quickly.
I was chasing like a rotund hamster because of my short legs.
“Professor Shen!”
“Wait a minute!”
“Slow down!”
He was unmoved and walked faster and faster. I ran out of breath, and my anger went up to my forehead.
“Shen Zhao!”
He finally stopped.
I took the opportunity to catch up with him and held him back. “Why are you so unreasonable?”? I was the one who laid hands on you. Why are you so angry with yourself? I held on to him with
one hand and propped myself up on his leg with the other. I gasped for breath for quite a while before I could even out the asthma. Professor Shen, there are wrongs and debtors. If you want to kill or cut me up, you’re coming at me. Come on, what do you want?
“I want to take out my anger on myself.”
Absolutely!
I grabbed Shen Zhao’s hand and fell over the shoulder.
Shen Zhaoan stood firmly on the ground and hugged me from behind. I smelled a faint smell of tobacco on his body.
He said, “Jiao Jiao, do you really not remember me?”
“Professor Shen, please, send more SCI and watch less Mary Sue romantic dramas.” “I hate math, Jiao Jiao,”
he said, rubbing me into his arms in defiance of other people’s gaze.
I followed his words and said, “Well, well, which one do you like to watch, The Overbearing President Loves Me or Dragon and Phoenix Running with the Ball?”? I have a lot on my plate. Leave me alone, and I will give them all to you.
He pressed his chin on my shoulder and said with a wry smile, “Naughty.”
I looked at the students who were far away from me, and social phobia began to break out. Professor
Shen.. Everyone is watching. What are you
afraid of? I won’t be irresponsible. Do you want me to be responsible for you?
I was trying to explain to him that it was not a question of whether he could be responsible or not, when a self-conscious voice sounded behind me.
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“Jiao Jiao..” Gu Ji’s voice was a little choked.
I hurriedly tried to break away from Shen Zhao’s embrace.
But he hugged me so tightly that I couldn’t let go.
“Gu Ji, you’re late again this time.” “Let her go,” said
Gu Ji with a sullen face as he walked in front of us.
Shen Zhao not only refused to let go, but hugged him even tighter: “Oh.”
Faint a word, taunt pull full.
Gu Ji’s anger rose sharply, and his diploma and degree certificate were farther and farther away from him. I shouted to him
like I was desperate: “I like you!”! I’ve loved you for seven years! Professor Shen and I are all accidents! Don’t be impulsive! Graduation is important! I really only like you!
Shen Zhao’s hand holding me suddenly froze.
Then he rubbed me into his arms like crazy, and I was so strangled that I could hardly breathe, and then he suddenly let go completely. The air pressure
around me dropped significantly, and I dared not turn back. The faint smell of tobacco on Shen Zhao’s body made me breathless.
I don’t know how long it took him to hold me in his arms again, and his hot breath sprayed through my earlobe.
He asked me, “Don’t you give me a chance?”
“I liked you first.”
Gu Ji looked at him with red eyes, like a wolf about to go hunting. I have
liked him for seven years, and I have never seen such a fierce background of grief and indignation in his eyes.
I struggled to break away from Shen Zhao. “Professor Shen, respect yourself. Don’t ruin your reputation.” It’s different from
before.
This time, I broke away easily.
Shen Zhao gave a shallow sneer, which made his voice tremble slightly. “I don’t like being a professor, Jiaojiao. Why do I need this reputation?”
“Are you very touched that he helped you with your tuition?”
“Gentle, caring, humble.”
“You like this kind of man.”
“I can’t.”
“Then why didn’t you tell me earlier?”
Why do you like straight A students? You don’t like straight A students at all.
“You just like him and like to take care of yourself.”
There are some memories that are far away growing crazily in my mind.
Shen Zhao stood behind me, holding my face in his hands, gnashing his teeth and pressing the top of my head with his chin: “Don’t you just grab a candy?”? As for doing this to me? Your seven years are seven years; what are my ten years?
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straight A students.
Decade.
Sugar.
Scattered clues point with difficulty to a memory that has long been ignored.
Too long.
No matter how hard I try, I can’t remember.
I just vaguely remember that ten years ago, I didn’t know Gu Ji. Professor
Shen’s precious mask was broken into powder in an instant, and the gangster spirit he could not hide overflowed, echoing someone in my memory.
But I can’t remember.
It can only go so far.
Gu Ji grabbed my wrist and pulled me out of Shen Zhao’s arms.
“She likes me, can’t you hear?” Gu Ji’s earlobe was slightly red, not knowing whether it was because of anger or shyness.
He held me behind him, looking up at the man in front of him, as timidly and firmly as he had done when we first met seven years ago. “Stop teasing her!” The tide of
memory breaks through the dam of time, and the vague face of memory begins to become clear.
I poked my head out from behind Gu Ji, and Shen Zhao’s deep facial features coincided with the person in my memory.
But I don’t understand. Doesn’t
that person have bad grades?
If they are really the same person,
why did he become our professor when he read the same book?
“Gu Chao?” The name finally broke away from the tomb of memory.
Shen Zhao raised his lips at me. “Don’t you remember me?”
My three views collapsed in an instant: “I don’t understand. How many years are you older than him?”? Didn’t you fail a grade? You..
“Jiao Jiao.” Gu Ji interrupted me with some depression: “Save some face for Professor Shen.”. After all, he’s still my brother.
My confession to Gu Ji was completely disturbed.
The scenery that was not ready in time was like my unprepared love affair with Gu Ji, which was scribbled into the trash can.
Shen Zhao silently quit his job, which caused a great disturbance in the College of Science.
According to Jin Yan, he wrote only one sentence in his resignation:
“Lovelorn.”. Go home and drink.] The leaders of the
school are crazy.
Thirty years old professor, what does that mean?
It means that he is either extremely outstanding in his own ability, or the relationship behind him is killing indiscriminately, if both, that is, the Jade Emperor’s own son came down to earth.
But in the hearts of the school leaders, the son of the Jade Emperor, who had come down to earth, was now in a small mood.
He was crossed in love.
I’m going to quit my job and go home to drink.
So they formed an exaggerated long line in front of Shen Zhao’s door, but Shen Zhao never appeared again, and even his resignation was delivered by China Post Express. When
Jin Yan relayed this, Gu Ji was sitting at the other end of the table.
He stared at me nervously, and I took his hand gently to reassure him.
Jin Yan sighed unceasingly: “I can’t see that Professor Shen is still a love brain.”. I heard that he was in the junior class by the Olympic Games, and he began to publish the top magazine when he was a sophomore. It is said that when he was a child, he was very mixed up. Later, as if he had been taken away, he suddenly became absorbed in mathematics.
“How cruel! Learn math.”
“I can’t even understand the examples in the textbook.”
I asked her, “Where did you hear that?”
Jin Yan sighed with emotion: “After your incident, he was even exposed for his mother’s indiscretions in her private life.”
“There are also people in the anonymous version of our school who say that being cheap is hereditary. His mother likes to destroy other people’s feelings, and so does he. He doesn’t even spare his own brother.”
“Jiao Jiao, you don’t know anything about that, do you?” Of course
I can’t not know. When I was very young, I knew the bad things about
Gu’s old sesame seeds and rotten millet.
That’s why I think it’s special to take care of myself.
His father plays so much in the entertainment circle, his mother and ex-wife fight every day, and his brother is a troubled teenager who makes trouble everywhere. In
such a harsh environment, how can he raise such a warm and clear young man like water hibiscus?
Jin Yan bent over the table and stretched her body. “I’m really curious. Why did Professor Shen suddenly fall in love with mathematics?”
A very complex emotion seized my heart.
If I remember correctly.. When I was young, he should have expressed his love to me.
At that time, I said, “Your grades are too poor.”. I like straight A students.
At that time, the immortal chivalrous prose of master-apprentice love was popular in the school.
Perhaps this is how he changed from Gu Chao to Professor Shen step by step.
Gu Ji suddenly interrupted Jin Yan’s gossip softly.
He said, “Jiaojiao, can you go back and get my headphones?”
Jin Yan’s expression was a little embarrassed: “No, let Jiaojiao go back?”? Is it not good for us to be alone?
Gu Ji frowned slightly and glanced at her shallowly.
It was a rare look of severity on his face.
Jin Yan froze for a moment, with panic and sadness in her eyes.
I said, “It doesn’t matter. I trust you. You’re my best friend.”
Jin Yan waved her hand again and again and said, “No, no, no. I’ll go and get it.”. Our earphones are of the same style, so it’s okay to mix them.
Why is it the same style?
I dare not delve into it.
I went back to the dormitory and found the earphone that Gu Ji had put here. After
much hesitation, I finally pointed out Shen Zhao’s dialog box in the WeChat.
Our chat records are still stuck in that morning.
He said,
“Yesterday, when you were drunk, you took off my clothes, but you didn’t take off your own.”
[I really want to come back, but unfortunately my education does not allow me to take advantage of the danger of others]
[So, I can only reluctantly wait for you to agree to come back]
I have not come back.
The main thing is that I don’t know how to reply.
I clicked on his circle of friends and sent nothing, as if nothing had happened, and as if the account had been abandoned.
I hesitated and finally wrote four words:
“Are you all right?” Before I
sent it, I had a firm and sad look in my mind.
“Jiao Jiao, I can pretend that what happened between you and Shen Zhao didn’t happen.”
“I love you more than you think.”
I left those four words in the chat box and hesitated for a long time without sending them. When
I went back with headphones, Jin Yan was crying with her face covered. With his back to me,
Gu Ji said firmly in his usual gentle tone, “I know you like me.”. But you know very well that I like Jiao Jiao very much.
Jin Yan sobbed and rubbed her eyes: “I know, so I’ve been holding on. But that night, someone saw Professor Shen holding her back. She held Professor Shen’s neck and kept calling her husband..” What about
me? Pursue it? Is it useful to investigate? Gu Ji sighed softly, “Jin Yan, I know you have been waiting for me for many years.”. The answer this time is the same: I’m sorry to let you down. Don’t be silly again. You won’t wait for me.
I brought up Shen Zhao’s dialog box again and began to delete “Are you all right?”. When I
deleted the last word, a strong smell of alcohol came to me.
I’m not okay. Are you distressed?
As soon as I looked back, I saw Shen Zhao standing beside me against the light.
He bent slightly and looked down at me, his green stubble growing out, and he was tired and down and out.
I stepped back unconsciously and stood by the wall. He stretched out a hand on the wall and wrapped me in the smoke and alcohol of his body.
That’s him. He is completely different
from the bookish spirit of taking care of himself.
I subconsciously put my hand against his chest.
Through his clothes, the temperature of my fingertips brought me back to that drunken night.
Shen Zhao asked me in a deep voice, “I’m with Gu Ji.”. Are you happy?
Seeing that I didn’t answer immediately, he twirled a strand of my hair with his fingertips and said, “Why are you so close to me?”? You slept in my arms. Sleep soundly. Actually, I’m not as unreliable as you think, am I?
I struggled to free myself from his shackles. “You’re drunk.”
“Mmm.”
Unexpectedly, he admitted it.
I looked at him in astonishment, and he looked up at me with a shallow hook on his lower lip.
At that moment, I found that they were really like brothers.
He also has a little shadow of the clear breeze and bright moon.
“Goodbye, Jiao Jiao.” Shen Zhao’s voice was hoarse and he looked shaky.
I subconsciously reached out to help him. “When we meet again, I’ll get you back,”
he said with a sly smile between his eyes.
My hand was taken back like an electric shock.
He smiled happily at me and strode away without looking back.
Gu Ji heard the sound and ran over, and Shen Zhao had already walked away wearing a mask. I looked back at Jin Yan, and she gave me a bright smile, as if the tears in her eyes did not exist.
“What did he say to you?” Gu Ji wrapped my hand in the palm of his hand. “He came to say goodbye to me,”
I said at random. What about you? What did you talk to Jin Yan about?
He lied in a very open way: “Some daily life without nourishment.”
Jin Yan smiled at me with some confusion: “Jiao Jiao, I’ll go back and clean up the dormitory first.”
I pretended not to know anything: “Are your cosmetic contact lenses uncomfortable?”? His eyes are red.
is it? Then I’ll just hurry back and get another one.
Jin Yan ran away at a high speed.
Gu Ji took out his cell phone and grabbed my hand to record the fingerprint inside: “I will put my cell phone in your place in the future.”. I don’t believe that no girl in the world can get out of her boyfriend’s cell phone alive.
Just then, his WeChat went off.
The sender is Shen Zhao.
He said to Gu Ji:
[Jiaojiao seems to really like you]
[I seriously thought about it, if I really can’t monopolize her favor, it’s not impossible to live together reluctantly.]
What do you think?
My good brother?
(End of full text)
Author: Don’t Scratch My Screen
Record No.: YXX1yvBYMr1U2arGK4Srpw
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