5. Not unique
Not the only one.
I can’t help it. We’re in love.
Zhou died on the ninth anniversary of our marriage.
The police said he had a ring for me when he was in the car accident.
At the funeral, a woman appeared, she was pale and thin, her abdomen rose up and staring in my eyes filled with hate.
She said, “I was with Zhou for six years, and he had proposed to me without you. I’m sorry.
“Now, my child has no father. I’m sorry.
After the last word, she jumped over and pushed me out of the window.
When I opened my eyes, I went back six years ago on my 25th birthday.
– And the day Zhou met her.
One.
Open your eyes, the sun outside the window is bright, warm and soft.
I don’t know how long I haven’t seen the sun.
“Why don’t you sleep a little longer? I’m sorry.
The sound in your ear is familiar. It’s clearer.
It’s six years younger.
I looked at him and looked in an inch over familiar and strange eyes until I lost focus:
“I think I had a nightmare. I’m sorry.
“Nightmare? I’m sorry.
“I dreamt you were dead. It was a car accident. The police called, and when I went to the hospital to claim the body, your limbs were broken and sewn again.
Zhou’s hand has covered my mouth, “Well, think, don’t be so scary, it’s just a dream.” I’m sorry.
Yeah.
Is it just a dream?
I’m still sitting on my bed, and I don’t feel very well.
“If you’re sleepy, sleep a little longer. I’ll make you breakfast. The birthday boy has noodles in the morning. I’m sorry.
Zhou soon prepared a bowl of long noodles and put two eggs in it.
It’s our habit to grow up.
It’s just that he used to be poor, and he gave me a bag of eggs, and he didn’t have to eat.
Today, in view of his achievements in having a small company at a young age, there is no need for this.
But Zhou is so clear: “We’ve been caring for each other since 20 years ago. I’m used to it. I’m sorry.
He’s really good to me, really good.
Moreover, it has been so long since we had become part of each other’s lives that we had no other idea.
Can you imagine your heart suddenly betraying you and beating for someone else’s sake?
I slowly ate the noodles and passed God.
And then he said to himself, “That’s probably just a dream.”
Zhou’s driving me to work and back to his own company.
And pick me up in time after work, go to the reservation restaurant for dinner, and there’s a bunch of white roses on the co-pilot.
As usual.
Until.
In the parking lot outside the restaurant, when he turned back, a red Mercedes in the slopes came out, and the headlights were sprang out.
A tall, curly-haired girl comes out of the car, knocks on the window and fights with Chow:
“Do you know how to drive without eyes? I’m sorry.
And I looked at her, and it was as though her young and beautiful face had become more and more obscurous, six years later.
For a moment, I fell like an ice hole.
Two.
I actually knew her a long time ago.
Her name was Joshua, and she went to Zhou’s company.
I never doubted that they were having an affair because Zhou Xianxian barely mentioned her in front of me.
On a few occasions, she was frowned and was upset about her young age and carelessness, and many programmes were missing details and needed to be supplemented.
And I comforted him, “That’s all the girls have just graduated.” Didn’t I make mistakes when I first started working? You were the one who opened me up. I’m sorry.
Zhou laughed: “How can she be like my wife? I’m sorry.
I didn’t realize at that time that if he really was an unqualified employee, he would have done so decisively.
Instead of complaining, she was promoted to the position of project manager while she remained in the company she had set up.
Zhou has always been calm and steady.
I’m not too good with him.
When I was a child living in the same town, I was always hungry, standing in a well, watching my brother eat in front of me with chicken legs.
Zhou’s gonna come in and drag me away in front of my parents and my brother and take me to his house for dinner.
He had no face on his face, but the hand holding me was warm.
My parents yelled in the back: “Why don’t you let her be your daughter-in-law?” I’m sorry.
I bite my lips, I overwhelm my head, and I look carefully at the look on my face.
Then he stopped and turned and laughed: “That is better than staying in your house and dying of hunger.” I’m sorry.
Zhou’s parents died in an accident shortly after his birth, and he lived with his grandmother as a child.
Maybe that’s why he’s old enough to judge everything with a sense of reason.
Nothing can shake his orderly life.
After Grandma’s death, he left me with a small amount of warmth and tolerance.
But that’s supposed to be before Joe came along.
3
Back then, Zhou Xianxian had pushed the door off and argued with Joe.
“Have you ever applied for a driver’s license? I’m sorry.
He couldn’t wait to say, “Come on, I’m in a hurry. I’m sorry.
It’s the same as the dream… no, the memory of the past.
As it turns out, Joe’s more angry.
She looked around, her hand came in through the window, pulled the white roses from my arms, hit the floor hard and stepped on both feet.
And in the colder eyes of the week, several pieces of paper were taken and thrown in his face, saying:
“Tell me how much it costs. I’m in a hurry. I’m sorry.
At that time, Jomu had just graduated from college and was in a home-buying Mercedes with an arrogant and brilliant character.
I looked up at the ground, and put in the water, and I thought of myself in the past.
I drove to the hospital after hearing about Zhou’s death.
As if I had suddenly stopped walking, I fell many times from the parking lot to the gate a short distance.
Fall, rise, fall.
The mud spreads, and cold rain fills me.
I don’t feel anything anymore.
For the first half of my life this long, I’ve been only around.
Now he’s gone, and I’m like I’ve been pulled all over my bones and I can’t stand.
But.
But.
At a time when I was already sad and numb, someone stood before me and told me clearly and gruesomely: Zhou is not alone. I’m sorry.
“He also belongs to me. I’m sorry.
“I even had a child with him. I’m sorry.
I had a chill, and I had to pull it out of my memory, and I realized that Zhou had come back angry.
“Joe where’s the girl? I’m sorry.
“What a girl, that’s a bitch. I’m sorry.
After he said it, it was like he realized how tough he was, how hard he was and how slow he was.
“She’s driven away and probably knows she’s sorry — I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m dirty, and I’ll buy you another one before dinner. I’m sorry.
I was silent for a long time and whispered, “No, no, no. I’m sorry.
After college, Zhou and I began to fall in love, and when he confessed, he gave me flowers, white roses.
Just one.
It was too poor, and we both had to work and study, and it was hard to buy the only one.
We graduated, Zhou began to start a business, went through a few breaks, and started to do it at a little bit.
And the bouquets which he has given me are growing, white roses, without exception, as some kind of compensation for our youth.
But this moment I remember.
It seemed like the second year of Valentine’s Day after Joe, and Zhou’s flowers suddenly changed into colorful Ecuadorian roses.
I once asked him why he suddenly changed.
And then he was changing the way Joe turned on, and it took him seconds to answer me: “It’s been so long, it’s good to change. I’m sorry.
4
The days after Zhou died, I felt like I had lost five feelings, only my head was broken and even my head was in shock.
In my hallucination, Zhou didn’t die, and he was still sitting under the lamp in the study, dealing with unfinished work.
I warmed a glass of milk in front of him, and he put his glasses on him, and he looked up:
“You’ve had a hard day’s work, so rest. I’m sorry.
But it’s just an illusion.
And now.
He was so real in front of me.
After I learned his secret.
But before everything happened.
“What’s wrong with your mind? I’m sorry.
I’m looking back and I’m looking at the way I’m sitting across the street.
It’s like a tsunami in a place no one can see.
I held on to the chopstick and whispered, “Can you promise me a birthday wish?” I’m sorry.
And he laughed, without permission: “Don’t say that, even if it was not for a birthday, I will give you whatever you wish.” I’m sorry.
“Thus, you’ve been working hard for a long time.” I’m sorry.
I bite my lips, my tears go down:
“If the girl we met today went to your office for an interview, would you not hire her? I’m sorry.
Zhou was in shock for a second and then he cried:
“What’s this wish? That bitch, I don’t think we’ll ever have a relationship with her again. I’m sorry.
That’s what he said about Joe in the last life.
Then six years later, Joe had his baby.
I suddenly remembered the ring in my hand when I died in a car accident.
Is that an anniversary present for me or is it a wedding proposal for Joe?
Nothing is known until now.
I was just looking across the street, looking at his young face, and now I can’t stop crying at my eyes.
This meal isn’t finished.
I guess I cried so badly that Zhou had to pay off and took me home.
And he lamented, “How can he cry when it’s his birthday?” I’m sorry.
“We met that woman for the first time. Zhou Xianxian’s tone suddenly got serious: “Is that bitch today about your dream? You said I had an accident. Did she? I’m sorry.
Zhou Xianxian is really too smart.
So he can bring me out of that poor and backward town, and he can tell me why I am different.
But I had to shake my head silently and say nothing.
After my birthday, the company arranged for me to travel.
Before I left, Zhou helped me pack my bags: “Thing, the season has changed, the climate is unstable, and take your asthma. I’m sorry.
I was staring at his serious side, and I lost it.
I remember every detail about me very clearly.
How can you not know that he knows me so well that my most intolerable is betrayal?
I was just staring at him. I didn’t react. Zhou was disappointed.
“That dream has affected you for too long. Sissy, if you keep doing this, we’ll go see a shrink when you get back, okay? I’m sorry.
I’ve been silent for a long time, and I’ve finally responded softly.
The mission was scheduled for five days, resulting in some unforeseen delays that were extended beyond half a month.
I came back in the afternoon and returned the information to the company early enough to find him.
The elevator door was open, the lights were shaking, and I heard a sound familiar:
Zhao, don’t you have to give Zhou a drink? I’m sorry.
“No, Chow never drinks sweet. I’m sorry.
The young face of Joaquin appeared before me, and for a moment, my brain was blank, as if all the blood had stopped.
“Hey, the boss lady is here. I’m sorry.
Zhao Qing saw me and came up, “The Zhou and R & D are in a meeting, you can sit with me for a second – Little Joe, just to give the extra tea to the boss’s wife. I’m sorry.
Joe came up with that milk tea and looked me up and down.
A moment later, she smiled without any indication: “Mrs. Boss?” I’m sorry.
5
“I have a bad throat. I can’t drink ice. I’m sorry.
It was with my best efforts that I put down my emotions and took a quiet look across my face.
Technically, this is my first positive.
Joe, who had just graduated from university, had a very high-profile face with white skin and bright eyes, standing there alone, carrying a sharp attack.
She looked down at me, and a moment later she smiled, and she said, “Sorry, I broke your flower last time. I’m sorry.
Even so, her eyes were not at all sorry.
As in the past, when she found me at the funeral of Zeithu, she was so angry that she became as if I were the third person to be inserted between them.
When I think of this, I take a deep breath and I turn my head and ask Zhao Qing, “Why bring in such a person?” I’m sorry.
I’m surprised.
The Zhao Qing looked at me, and said later: “…is authorized by General Zhou.” I’m sorry.
General Chow’s permission.
It’s like a sharp sword that pierces my heart.
I almost looked away at everything before me, at Zhao Qing’s incomprehensibleness and joy, and at the door of the conference room not far away.
And Zhou came out and saw me and Joe stand face to face and walk.
“Thinking.” I’m sorry.
I turned my head and left, but I didn’t make it.
“Don’t go, if you mind the flowers so much, I’ll pay you.” Zhou and I have made peace, and you’re not the main cause of that conflict. I’m sorry.
“Well, go back to work. I’m sorry.
Zhou finally came up and he frowned and said, “Bring me into his office and then he wanted to shake my hand.”
I shrunk to the rear and avoided him.
His face gets colder.
“Sith, don’t be ridiculous, okay? “You’re 25 years old, playing with little girls in front of so many people. I’m sorry.
I was just looking at him.
Even after two years in college, where we lived in a particularly poor way, Zhou Xianxian survived a little bit of the monthly wage and took me to the playground.
“When I was a kid in that old park in town, the carousel was rusty, and your parents sat with your brother, and you had to help them get their bags and stand by. I’ve been thinking since then, Sissy, I’m going to take you to the best playground in the world. I’m sorry.
I didn’t go to any of the other play items all afternoon, and I just sat on the carousel over and over again.
Then a little girl pointed at me and asked her mother, “Why do you sit on a child’s toy? I’m sorry.
Zhou fell down and laughed softly at her: “Because my sister is also my brother’s little girl.” I’m sorry.
Zhou can’t be more than three months older than me, but he’s been calling himself a protector before me.
He did well.
I never thought that one day, someone who said I’d always be happy would turn the gun at me.
“You lied. I’m sorry.
The severe headaches of the past life seem to have re-emerged for many days, and I tried hard to crush the tremor in my voice, “About six months ago you promised me you wouldn’t recruit her into your company. I told you I wouldn’t have anything to do with her. But now she works for your company and tells me you’ve made peace. I’m sorry.
“Chou, can you keep your promise for only half a month? I’m sorry.
“Lin Siam! I’m sorry.
And he said to me with his name and name, and then suddenly the pain in my mind was swift and severe.
The next second, I was black and fainted.
Six.
Wake up in the hospital.
Snout around the smell of disinfectant water, Zhou was sitting by the bed, and I woke up and held my hand the first time:
“Sss, the doctor says you’ve been nervous lately, and maybe you’ve been under too much stress to pass out — don’t think about it, it’s just a dream. Joau also explained to me that she was in a bad mood that day because she broke up, and that she was usually a nice little girl. I’m sorry.
“And I recruited her because there was a lot of bright, imperfect, but much of what we needed — thought, you know, our company was in the development phase, and so much needed innovative people. I’m sorry.
He said a lot. I didn’t react.
Zhou’s tone suddenly got restless: “Think, what am I supposed to do to be happy?” I’m sorry.
We whispered, “Let her go. I’m sorry.
He looked at me, and he was disappointed: “When did Lin become such a irrational man? I’m sorry.
The heart hurts so hard.
But I didn’t say anything, but I closed my eyes and said again: “Leave her or I’ll move out of your house.” I’m sorry.
“Your house?”
Zhou seems to be pissed off by that word, and he rises up, bends down and stares at me.
“Lin Ling, we’ve been married for three years, and the renovation is in your best interest. Now you call the house “Your Home”? I’m sorry.
Two seconds of pause, and his deformity subsided: “Don’t be angry, think, and leave your home.” I’m sorry.
Zhou’s telling the truth.
My personality has always been introverted, and I’ve been busy working and I’ve barely made any friends in college.
A small number of girls of good interest, also because they stayed in the old city, and I changed my job, and then came to Shanghai to start a business and had to contact them online.
Here, there’s only him in my life.
Now I can’t even find a place to borrow.
So when I got out of the hospital, I followed Zhou home.
I just didn’t say a word to him from the beginning to the end.
Zhou Gyu and I just started the cold war.
He appears to have been completely unaffected and has, as in the past, been able to go to work, travel, talk about contracts and even communicate with Joe alone.
And the reason I know that is because Joe came to add my tweets.
She apologized under the banner, but after I had been added, she sent out a number of circles of friends about Zhou cross.
One of them, in Zhou’s office, he leaned down on his desktop and took things seriously to her on the screen.
And she took a picture of him with her phone to his side of the cheek: “The handsome boss online directs Little Joe to work.” I’m sorry.
In the comment section, she added: “Thank you, but it’s unfortunate that the boss was married early in the year.” I’m sorry.
I’ll take that circle down and show it to Zhou.
He stunned, his cell phone slipped twice, and he raised his head without a choice:
“She deleted it. I guess I know I’m not right, little girl. I’m sorry.
I was silent for a moment, crushing the pain of my heart: “Chou Ning, look, you’ve found her reason. I’m sorry.
7
I didn’t realize I was so weak.
Love is entirely subjective, and I can’t stop Ziqi’s heart from coming closer to Joe.
When winter comes, Zhou’s birthday comes.
Even in the cold war, I prepared him a gift.
Because we’ve been doing this since we were kids.
On my way to Zhou’s company with gifts, I’ve been thinking a lot about the past.
When Grandma Zhou was dead, he did not shed any tears, but stood up red-eyed in front of the tombstone, staring at the black and white photograph.
I held his cold hand behind my back and whispered, “I will always be with you, you and me.” I’m sorry.
He said the same thing to me when my parents kicked me out of the house.
We’ve all been alone.
Thinking about it, it drove downstairs.
Get out of the elevator and a beaver cat comes over.
I took a step back.
Zhao Qing came all the way to pick it up:
“I’m sorry, Mrs. Boss, it’s Joe’s cat. He says he’s a poor guy downstairs. I’m sorry.
It’s Joshua again.
I know Zhou has always liked cats, but I’m afraid to keep them because I’m allergic.
And Joshua likes cats too.
There’s so many places between them, so if it wasn’t nice to meet him for the first time, would he be attracted to her?
I was carrying a gift bag and walking to the office door.
A few steps away from work, Joe sits on his back to me.
“Drink the cold medicine and continue to work on it. I’m sorry.
And Joe looked up to his head and laughed, and said, “This is not to be done as soon as possible, so that you may not be late for your birthday after work.” I’m sorry.
It’s like a family word.
Zhou raised his hand on her forehead and turned around and said, “It’s still a little hot, I’ll help you…”
He did not finish his speech, but he saw me standing at the door, and stood still.
When the anomaly was detected, Jomo turned around and looked at me and drew a provocative smile on his lips.
Maybe it’s because of love, her beautiful face now looks even more beautiful, and she’s like two women at a previous funeral.
The rest of the people in the office have not moved, but the eyes that I have seen are filled with a little of compassion and compassion.
I suddenly realized why so many times in the past, when I went to the company to look for Zhou Xianxian, his employees were acting weird to me.
Even when I went to the tea room to make coffee, a girl came and said:
“Mrs. Boss, you have time to hang out with the company. Everyone loves you. I’m sorry.
I was only laughing softly: “I’m busy at work, and the next time you build a group you can call me more and more.” I’m sorry.
She looked at me in a complicated way, and she was groaning.
The whole world knew about him and Jomo.
Just me, no.
8
I took that gift box and drove home.
Almost just opened the door, and the weeks behind him came up.
And he said, “Sweet, please. I’m sorry.
“What?”
I take a deep breath and I shake and say, “You want to divorce me, right? I’m sorry.
“I don’t think so!”
Zhou’s reaction was great. He took a step forward and put me against the wall.
“Nothing happened between me and Joe except she had a cold for working late at night, and I cared for her. I’m sorry.
“Isn’t that enough? I’m sorry.
I looked at him face to face, surprised that my tone was so cold and sharp.
“Do you want her to stand before me with your children and say that without me, you would have been married, so what happened? I’m sorry.
“Lin Siam! I’m sorry.
He whispered, “You are too mean to speak now.” I’m sorry.
The familiar and strange face is at a distance, and my grief and despair are like rising tides that will never end when the world has heard of him.
I think of that ring in his hand until he dies, of every detail of the past long life, of which I almost killed with the pain of the mountains and the sea.
And when We prayed to a god who could not see in the void, and asked him to live and to see him again.
But at this point, I would rather he died in that time, while I knew nothing.
That’s fine.
That’s fine.
9
The next day, I applied for a dormitory and moved out while Zhou was away from work.
It wasn’t long before I moved out.
This time, the cold pain of the abdomen continued for almost 10 days, and I noticed something wrong and went to the hospital.
According to the doctor, I was pregnant because of a premonitional abortion combined with an abnormal development of the foetus, or because it was recommended to be removed.
I sat in the clinic, and suddenly I remembered.
That’s when I was pregnant.
As is now the case, the fetus is not well developed and doctors recommend that it be eliminated.
Because I had a job the next day, I had an appointment on the spot and then called Zhou Xiang.
Many. He never answered.
Until I finished the surgery and came home on the fourth day, Zhou finally came back.
He said that he had gone on a business trip and had not received a telephone call and had been at home for two weeks in order to appease me and even throw away the back job.
And then I just thought he really loved me.
Just because that abortion hurt my body, I can no longer become pregnant.
And in this world, I finally understand what he’s going to do.
I was sitting at the door of the human operating room, looking at the tweets, and Joe had a circle of friends sent out an hour ago.
It’s called a business trip, a double trip with the boss! I’m sorry.
What business.
I held on to my cell phone and smiled with cynicism, and I felt only my eyes were sour and it seemed that the tears would fall in the second.
And suddenly, there was a rush to step from far and near, and it stopped before me.
“Thinking.” I’m sorry.
I’m frozen.
Zhou is standing in front of me, breathing, and saying, “Why don’t you call me when you’re in surgery? I’m sorry.
I don’t know. It’s not my feeling that this moment, it’s been a strange change in him.
It’s like this one eye is different.
I looked at him and didn’t talk, and it happened that the nurse came out and called me by my name.
So I stood up and walked two steps.
And then suddenly he stopped.
I haven’t called him in my entire life.
How did he know I was in surgery?
A thought flashed through the brain, and then it was as if a hurricane was blowing in all directions, and the blood stopped.
Numerous emotions have sprung up from the heart, lost, enormous, bitter, desperate… . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
I turned around slowly, just a little bit, and I looked a few steps away and made a laugh worse than crying:
“When did you get back, Zhou Tyu?”
The air is dead.
The week before me was looking at me, and the mood in the eyes was like a laced thread and a mess.
The nurse at the back shouted, “Lin is talking.” I’m sorry.
He’s like he’s waking up in a dream two steps forward, reaching out and trying to grab me.
And I’m just backing back and avoiding his hand: “Don’t touch me, you’re dirty. I’m sorry.
“Come on, Sissy. He almost looked at me in a plea, and he was shaking in his voice, “I didn’t come last time, let me stay with you this time, okay? I’m sorry.
As if he had been reawakened, and I looked at him as far as I could see, but I found him strange.
And I looked down and laughed with a laugh: “It was not the last time that you were not here, but rather that you were busy with Joe, and were not able to take care of me.” I’m sorry.
“In addition to this, you’ve missed your appointment many times, and you can’t get in touch. I was stupid in the past, I don’t know why, now I know it’s all because of Jomo. Every night I can’t reach you, you’re with her. I’m sorry.
After that, I turned to the operating room despite Zhou’s opening.
The same surgery, it’s not like it’s a second time, and it’s good.
Besides, my heart is full of tsunamis and countless emotions are raging, but there is no way to let go.
And all of this, when the anesthesia passed, and when I saw standing in front of my bed, I finally found an exit.
“Do you want me to forgive you, Zhou Tzu?”
I opened my mouth to find my voice so dry.
“Tell me, when did you and her begin the last life? When did you come back? I’m sorry.
He closed his eyes in pain: “Don’t ask, think, please. I’m sorry.
“Why can’t I ask you if you’ve done everything you’ve done?” Because this is too low a week you don’t want to face, too different from the one you think you’re like? I’m sorry.
This statement seems to reveal the fact that he least wishes to face.
“I never thought I’d marry her … I broke up when she brought it up again. A few days before the ninth anniversary, you’ve been telling me about your anniversary plan, and I feel guilty, so I went to book a bigger ring and wanted to end with her, and everything started over again. But when the car went halfway, something went wrong, it was on its way to the airport today. I’m sorry.
He said it seemed like he had the courage to hold my hand on the side of the bed.
“In this world, nothing happened between me and her. Shall we start over? I’m sorry.
As if I had heard some ridiculous joke and looked at him and laughed: “Is that not enough? I’m sorry.
“Is this not enough now, Zhou Gyu?”
“You won’t stop her from coming to her, even in such an unpleasant first sight, even if you’re going to spend your birthday with her — is that not happening? She even conceived your child in the last life, after I could no longer be pregnant.”
Speaking of which, I suddenly coughed.
Get me a glass of water over the weekend and feed me carefully.
I stopped coughing and tiredly lifted my eyes. I’m sorry.
10
Zhou Xianxian did not agree to divorce in any case.
I turned a blind eye to the pain of his regret and called a lawyer the first time I got out: “If he doesn’t agree, sue for divorce. I’m sorry.
However, as a result of this world, where he and Joe are in obscurantism, I cannot find any material evidence of deviance, but only a lengthy process of litigation.
That afternoon, I went home to pick up something and followed me quietly.
He ran into Joshua downstairs.
She was still driving that arrogant red Mercedes, getting out of the car at the first sight of us, and coming over:
“Chairman Zhou, I didn’t make any mistakes. Why did I have to be fired? I’m sorry.
Saying, ‘What is it that you want to eat this vinegar?’ I’m sorry.
Knowingly ask.
I looked at her with no face, and I had to walk through her.
“Don’t go, let’s be clear.” Why would you let Zhou dismiss me for thinking so much? I’m sorry.
She called Zhou Gyu.
I’m tired of pulling back my hand and looking straight into her eyes:
“Don’t you get it? It was always a decision of one person, an independent individual, and I had no right to interfere in his choice. I’m sorry.
So, when he is attracted to Joe, he may turn his back on her in disregard of my request and my heart.
And now he comes back from the last life, regrets it and does not hesitate to cut her off.
Joe had a moment, unconsciously looked behind me.
And Zhou ignored her, just came to me, begging,
“Sith, I won’t have any contact with her anymore. Let’s talk, okay? I’m sorry.
All the way to the door.
Zhou finally grabbed my hand when I went through the box.
“Chou Gwan! I’m sorry.
This sound carries a tearing, chord of love, and it is like a tight string.
I’ve had a twilight, and I’ve looked back at her.
It’s like blood, a little bit of it.
The touch of a little hotness fell, and my temple jumped, and the long-suffering headaches rolled over again.
Jomu stood not far away, surrounded by the evening twilight, and a little bit of the grotesque and grotesque look of his face.
She looked at Ziqi and smiled: “I told you all my secrets in return for what you did to me. I’m sorry.
“Where is it so easy to get rid of me?” I’m sorry.
And by the eyes of them, as if they were poisonous, behold! Our hearts were suddenly desolate.
But after that, Joe stopped looking at me, turned around and drove away.
When I got home, Zhou was following me.
He said many things about how he had been attracted to Joe in the previous life, and that he did not know what was going on, and that she had been compromised over and over and over again, despite the fact that she was the one who hated her.
The more he said it, the more he ended up with a little cry in his voice:
“I don’t know what’s going on, Sissy. We’ve been together for so many years and I’m sure I love you because it’s been too long.”
I threw my jewelry box to the ground.
A bang.
Too long?
I watched him mock, “Is my time not long?” Haven’t I met anyone like Jomo all these years? But because I’m sure I love you, the only thing that comes to mind about the future is you. I’m sorry.
“But you? Isn’t that what I love and trust you for? I’m sorry.
“Yeah, before the ninth anniversary, I’ve been working on it — that’s because I noticed that you were in a bad mood and thought it was a critical period before the company went on the market, and you were under a lot of stress, so I wanted to give you the greatest support. I think I am the only person in the world who loves you unconditionally and forever. I’m sorry.
“But I’m not the only one. I’m sorry.
It’s all over the place.
It’s probably because he really changed his soul in the shell, and at this point he didn’t look the same as he did before he died.
And I’m not as heartbroken and confused as I was in the past. I’m just happy.
I took the wedding ring off my finger, I looked at him, and I made up my last words with bitterness:
“Why did you come back? Zhou Gwan, I’d rather you died in that car accident in the past. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
Living in the company’s dormitories was not a long-term solution, and soon after the division of property and the divorce was completed, I found a house and moved in.
Since that day, Zhou has gone crazy.
Every day I come home from work and I can see him standing downstairs from the sunset to the moon.
He smoked a lot.
And I remember Zhou never smoked.
If it rains, he’ll be back in the car for a while.
The light on the front of the car was lit, and it was clear and clear about the thinly drifting rain, along with the look of the car, which was clouded and depressed.
It’s probably because the floor isn’t high, and I can see it all.
After a few weeks, the company suddenly started spreading rumors about me.
Saying that I was too jealous to force people to fire a girl from her husband ‘ s company for no reason.
Girls, on the other hand, are poor, and life is made more difficult by losing their jobs.
Family poverty?
I thought about Joe’s red Mercedes and lost his word.
It is only her mean but effective means, and the rumours are passing in secret, and I cannot clarify it.
But this time, Zhou Xianxian showed up.
First, he asked the whole office to drink coffee and milk and took the opportunity to give the company ‘ s instructions on the cut-off of the employees of Jomo, which explained in detail and clearly that she had been dismissed solely because of lack of capacity to work, numerous errors in the programmes and offers made and delays in returning to work.
The previous generation, Joe, made the same mistake, but then Zhou felt “innocent” and took her to the bottom.
And now he stands at the door of our company, smiling and saying:
“Thinking about her inner tenderness, she will not refute some nonsense. We’ve always had a good relationship.”
I opened my mouth and interrupted his words:
“Now that you’re divorced, take care of the new man you choose, and don’t let her disturb my work and my life. I’m sorry.
I can’t believe it. The light in my eyes fades.
I pulled him away without an expression and walked back to my place.
Since that day, the rumors about me have completely subsided.
Instead, a few older sisters invited me to dinner, and the chair ebbed me:
“Man, it’s all the same, you chase whoever feels fresh. Once you leave him, he thinks you’re fresh again, and then he comes back low. Don’t be soft. I’m sorry.
I held the cup and laughed, “No. I’m sorry.
They blinked at me and said, “You’re young now that you’re divorced and you can think of someone else. I’m sorry.
I’ve pulled the lip and thanked them for their kindness.
Two days later, after work, when I left the company, it was a green light, but a black car came out of nowhere from the right and rushed towards me.
The moment of a thousand strokes, with a hand around my shoulder and pulling back.
I took a few steps, and I couldn’t help but stand up and look at the car.
It’s already far away, and the people in the driver’s seat are wearing masks and hats that don’t make any sense.
Was it an accident?
“Sith, be careful. I’m sorry.
I turned my head and saw a young face that was familiar.
I remember.
A year ago, after my interview, I insisted on bringing in a student called Xiezhou to do research and development in the same department.
When I looked at him, the ears of the ship were red, and I turned my head over:
“I heard earlier that the company wasn’t going to send me a offer because you insisted on hiring me, and the pay was great. I want to buy you dinner as a thank you, okay?”
They’re adults. I don’t know what he means.
And I was silent for a long time, and I whispered, “Eat will not be necessary.” I want you to do me a favor, okay?”
12
When I came home, Zhou was waiting downstairs.
When he saw the turret in my arms, he was all frozen in the ground, and his eyes were like the only light, and there was only the last darkness.
I took the boat, I walked over and stood in front of him:
“How many times do you get tired of this self-momentation disgusting thing? I’m sorry.
He looked at me red-eyed: “Sith, don’t do this to me, you can’t do this to me. I’m sorry.
I smiled, “I have more moral ground than you, even after a divorce.” Zhou, you cheated on our marriage for six years and gave birth to your child. I’m sorry.
I humiliated him with the worst words in front of this “new joy”.
This is no less a matter of delay for those who have always been proud of themselves.
So he finally drove away.
I saw that car disappear in sight, and I pulled my hand out of the canoe, and I seriously thanked him:
“Thank you, it was a personal matter that made you laugh. I’m sorry.
“I know what you’re saying, but I’ve just been divorced, and I’m not thinking about new feelings in the near future, and I don’t have to waste time on me. I’m sorry.
After saying so many things, the boat is just staring at me, “Sister Sith.” I’m sorry.
A wet touch fell on the back of his hand and I saw my face filled with tears in the reflection of his clear pupils.
My tone remains calm: “Sorry, I have to go home first. I’m sorry.
He then turned, went upstairs and confirmed that the door had been closed, and he slid around the corner with his knee and cried without a sound.
It’s like letting out all the pain and despair of the past to the present, and I never thought that my crying could tear my heart to this point.
All these years.
I’ve been with him for years.
When I first went to junior high school in County, I was blocked by a bunch of gangsters for money and flirting.
When Zhou became aware, he went to the door to fight.
He was alone in front of a few korma-sized boys, who were outnumbered, but who were beaten in the face with blood and punching and completely frightened the other.
And since then, no one has dared to bully me.
I just graduated, I didn’t have a very high salary, he started a business, the company was in the start-up phase, and we had a hard time.
The doctor said that a bad living environment could cause asthma, and then Zhou had bought a second-hand electric bottled car and then had to go out late at night after work, just to give me a better home.
He’s so good to me, so good.
So even once again, before everything happened, I had a little hope that I would try to reverse the situation and keep the story on track that I expected.
But it was nothing but vain.
What I said to Shek can be right, even if I have been divorced, and I am well aware that I can no longer start a new feeling.
As far as I’m concerned, Zhou Xianxian is more than just love.
From five to thirty-one years old, twenty-six years old, he’s been a part of my body, laced in my life, and now he’s been stripped from life, paying the price of pain and blood.
Even now that I am standing before him with someone, does he feel the pain of being told by Joe in my last six years?
I used to love him that much.
So I can never forgive him again.
13
Since that day, Zhou has not appeared for a long time.
Once again, I heard from him because the police called and said that Zhou had been in a car accident.
The scenes are almost identical to those of previous generations, but they are too early.
“Mr. Chow’s not very optimistic. He doesn’t have family friends. We can only contact you. I’m sorry.
The police said, ” In addition, the perpetrator, Ms. Joe, was caught on the spot and she said she wanted to see you. I’m sorry.
For a moment, I stayed where I was.
It is as if there was a loud sound in the brain, and everything was noisy, and a moment of silence.
That second, I think I figured out a lot.
When the car arrived at the hospital, Zhou Xianxian had been launched.
Unlike his predecessors, he survived this time only because his left leg was too badly injured and had to be amputated.
It’s probably really painful to close your eyes and wrinkle your eyes as you lie in your bed.
He lost a long line of weight, was cut off from his leg, was scarred with gauze and was left alone on his right leg.
I looked in silence for a moment, took out my phone and called his assistant.
“Chou’s in a car accident and needs you to hire a nurse to look after him at the hospital. I’m sorry.
She’s over there, she’s saying, “What’s the matter with you?” I’m sorry.
“Don’t call me that. Zhou and I are divorced. I’m sorry.
I said calmly, “Come here as soon as possible, so that when Zhou wakes up, no one will take care of it.” I’m sorry.
“Old Miss Lin, won’t you wait a moment? We were founded, Zhou was drunk, and he’s been calling your name, and he’s been thinking about you, and he loves you very much. I’m sorry.
That’s no use.
That’s no use.
I want to laugh, I can rub my hands through my eyes or I can cry.
Finally, I left the hospital and went to the police station to see Joshua.
She’s staring at me, and her calm eyes are chilling: “Lin Ling, you’re so lucky, you’ve been helped to get your life back. I’m sorry.
I took a deep breath: “That’s why the black car was you that day. I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
“You’re the one who killed Zhou Gyu in the past, aren’t you? I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
“When did you come back? I’m sorry.
And she smiled, “That afternoon, Zhou fired me for no reason. I can’t believe how suddenly everything changed, even though our feelings were turning dark and sweet.” I thought you were the one who set it up and came back to you. I’m sorry.
“Also in the former generations. I’m sorry.
“I told Zhou Gwan about the baby, and he told me that he was going to break up with me and return to his family, and he loved you. I asked him, “What am I, what are these six years?” He couldn’t answer, just that I’m not like you. I’m sorry.
“What difference does it make because I’m late?” But I shared the greatest secret of my life with him, and the best one for him was me. I’m sorry.
She said, “It’s okay now.” We can’t live together. Let’s go to hell. I’m sorry.
I looked at her.
And what is hidden beneath these two calm eyes is an extreme madness, like a vortex beneath the sea.
I figured it out.
A few days before the funeral in Zhou Chong Chou, the police called and said that there had been some eye contact with information about the perpetrators who had run Zhou over the cliff.
In the next two days, Joe broke into the funeral and pushed me out of the window.
The six years of confusion were hidden in the shadows, and all of her patience was taken to hell in a near self-destructive manner.
Somehow I thought that when Zhou came back, and faced with what I said about the nightmare and the rejection of Joe, his first reaction was: “Did you say that I was in a car crash? Did she crash?” I’m sorry.
I can’t believe it.
Thinking of it, I stood up and looked down at her.
“You can’t change the fact that you and Zhou are making mistakes, even if you find a million reasons. I don’t have anything to say to you, and you should do it to Zhou, because he didn’t divorce me, and he did it to you. I’m sorry.
She raised her head slightly, looked at me, and suddenly she held her hand over her eyes and cried.
‘Cause I envy you, I envy you, even if his heart moves at once, and it comes back to you. I’m sorry.
I didn’t pay attention to her. Turn around and leave.
When I walked out of the police station, there were few moon stars outside.
I walked in the cold wind of the night and remembered for a long time.
We were 12 years old, and the walnut trees in the back of town matured.
Knowing that I like to eat walnuts, Zhou was specializing in hiking the trees to help me pick them up, and fell from the trees, and my legs looked pale.
I held his hand and cried, and he laughed and said:
“Lin Ling, if my leg is broken, will you marry me? I’m sorry.
“All right, all right. It’s really nothing. I can walk. I’m sorry.
In order to appease me, he stood up and walked a few steps, which were later taken to the county hospital, where the doctor said it had been a slight bone error because the injuries had increased and the cast had to be cast.
When I was at the hospital bed, I couldn’t bear to blame myself, I cried so hard, that the more I was sick, the more I comforted me, “How can you cry so much, Lin? I’m sorry.
“Don’t cry, I’ll take care of myself. I’m sorry.
“Lin, I will never let you cry again. I’m sorry.
It was normal.
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I can’t help it. We’re in love.
Chocolate A-hwasyan.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
