5. Seven Days of Love
Seven days of love.
Non-human love
My son wants Zhong Xue Go, I can’t afford it.
When he got into school, I bought two of them on the side of the road.
Cayenne parked at the entrance to the school slowly dropped off the window.
My ex-husband looked at me with a complex look: “How dare you abuse my son?”
“and eat alone.” I’m sorry.
Oh, my God.
Who would have thought of it, and then he would cry hysterically with my urn?
One.
“Mom wants to eat this.” I’m sorry.
I look.
Dude, it’s the ice cream assassin.
“68” prices.
The dog stabbed me in the eye before he could.
And We brought to his son a bottle of the constant water: “Then think.” I’m sorry.
His son was sarcastic and ran into school.
He turned his head at me when he couldn’t see it.
I went back to the commissary with calmness, handing money to the owner: “Two bells, Zhiquor.” I’m sorry.
The boss put a thumb on me:
“No sweetness, no sweetness, no bitterness. I’m sorry.
I nodded my head to praise:
“The poor have sons, the poor have daughters, the rich have their own bodies. I’m sorry.
Then in the eyes of his son, desperate.
I have a velvet cocoa on my left hand and a sea salt coconut on my right hand.
It’s hot, ice cream’s melted.
Thick milk flowed to my back, and I leaned on the side of the road and licked my back.
I’m looking at the car.
Two.
In the backseat, sitting my long-lost ex-husband.
Lin.
He had long hair, black Liu Haiquilla in the forehead.
The eyebrows still seem to be a little gruesome.
He’s wearing a silver and gray sarcastic suit that’s making him look like a dog.
Heart beats like hell.
I can’t believe I have the feeling that Wong Po will dig wild vegetables.
Only I know.
Young man’s gin, keep his head, silver earring.
It’s hard to forget how much I look on the playground wall.
When he licked his lips, he said, “You looked at the eyes of the man next door today.
“Look again. Do I kiss you in front of him? I’m sorry.
Hegemonic second-rate.
Then We touched six abs on his waist, and his heart was absent: “Then dig my eyes, I cannot control myself.” I’m sorry.
And his arm just lifted up my waist and put me on the table.
With me looking.
The young, dark-eyed eyes of moonlight and stars, and my face.
And a little softened the seven and eight parts.
And he kissed me, and groaned, “I can’t help it.” I’m sorry.
3
– Not seven years. Long time no see.
There is no tenderness in the eyes of this moment, but only for me.
He looked at me with complicated eyes.
I’m sorry.
“Lin Lin, you dare to abuse my son. I’m sorry.
He may feel like he’s not playing well.
“and eats solo. I’m sorry.
His last words were not enough.
And I, boom, stand up.
Turn your head and run.
I’m holding two of my Zhong Zhuo Gaos.
It went straight to the wheel.
I didn’t dare to look back until I got to the front of the block and see if I had followed him.
OKAY,NO.
4
Back home.
Zhong Xue Gao’s hand has melted.
I threw it in the trash and washed my hands.
My ghost look in the washroom scared me.
Spoiled hair, dark face, black eyes.
In the center of his eyebrow, he also grew a big pox in a high-profile area.
I knew I’d run into Lin. I’d put on a dirty, dirty make-up.
How can you run away on high heels?
It’s not as dirty as it was.
But it’s like I don’t like my makeup.
His eighteenth birthday.
And the day we first went to college, he and his friends were singing and drinking in the booth.
I was pushed in by my roommates.
A shirt on the shoulder, a short skirt and a shiny lips.
I can’t believe you didn’t pay attention to me.
5
Until I went to the bathroom and someone knocked.
I’m gonna put on a dress and open the door and I’m gonna go straight to the bathroom.
Keep your head down and hold my face and chew on my neck.
He’s frowning and he’s agitated. I’m sorry.
He rubbed my lipstick on my mouth with a tissue, and that’s when he kissed me.
It’s only half a twilight, and the lips are loosed: “It’s much better.” I’m sorry.
It’s childish.
And now I see my own horns in the mirror, too.
No bones.
I rubped my cheeks, sighs.
There was a rush to knock.
And at this moment, I want to hear and fear the most.
“Lin-Li-Li-Li-Li-Li!”
“Seize me?”
The sound of the sarcasm seems to have come from a word in the teeth.
Six.
Oh, my God.
Why not hide?
He said that himself.
He said he’d never see you again.
When I was divorced.
We stayed up all night smoking in the living room.
I remember the day I got out of the car with the horns of the rink.
“Don’t leave, okay?”
It’s a silent bite of smoke.
In the end, he broke my hand, pulled a finger down, and his eyes were red.
“Lin Qi, do you think you can still go back? I’m sorry.
7
I thought about it, right.
Rin pulled me in the arm, pulled me into the Civil Administration.
Why do divorce papers become red when it’s so sad?
Ribbon holds my hand in the staff’s amazing eyes.
We, the former couple who had just obtained their divorce papers, almost helped each other out of the Civil Administration.
Liang and I were standing in front of the Civil Administration car.
He hasn’t shaved for days, he’s got a bad look, he’s not as bright as before.
He last looked at me, put the keys, the bank card, all over me.
“Your name is always on the property certificate.
“Here you go. I’m sorry.
He bends, he leans down, he comes up on his forehead.
Against my forehead, the forehead is hot, the nose is cold.
“Lin Yu, don’t see me again.
“Behave yourself.” I’m sorry.
He gave me everything. He walked alone in the opposite direction.
I reached out and caught nothing.
Sitting on a flower table crying like a dog.
He really doesn’t want me.
8
The sound of knocking outside the door, it’s okay.
There’s no light in the house.
He’ll be gone soon.
“Linquent. I’m sorry.
“What’s the big deal?” You’re not telling me all this? I’m sorry.
I don’t know why.
What?
He even had a few moles on my ass hook.
It’s been hard lately, forgetting.
I’ve been crouching down the door all day.
Look where you can see it.
Oh, my son’s little duck canteen forgot again.
Ah, remember.
I gave birth to a child without telling him.
9
“Linquent. “The sound of the rain is coming down.”
He seems to be speaking by the door as well.
“Let’s talk, okay?”
He softened his tune and I thought he would never talk to me with it again.
I wrinkled my nose and my eyes were a little sour.
I wanted to talk.
The sound of Grandma Lee next door came: “You’re looking for Kobayashi?”
“She’s not here anymore. I’m sorry.
Grandma Li is too old to see.
When I’m a kid, I bring one for Grandma and sometimes help with cleaning.
Her son will pay me.
She didn’t really like people, she didn’t even like sons.
A wrinkled face, mixed eyes, looks pretty rough.
But the shit wasn’t afraid of her.
Every day the “grandmother” and “grandmother” scream short, and the day is long, and the hard rocks will be warm.
Sometimes she goes to her home to bring food, and she knocks with a cane on a wooden stool that she doesn’t know where to come from, and says, “Skinny, come sit down and eat.”
Leave your mother alone. I’m sorry.
Granny Li has a long time to go. It’s gonna get cold.
He coughed twice and his voice was old and his voice was dumb: “Come on, man is not here. I’m sorry.
10
A lot of money was owed two years ago.
Get your shit in the old neighborhood.
I told Grandma Li that if a stranger came, I’d move.
Looks like she remembers.
“Do you know where she lives now?” I’m sorry.
Grandma Lee’s crutches are ringing and he doesn’t seem to be ready to talk to him.
I heard the shadows beneath the door were silent outside for a long time.
I wonder how long it’s been.
Liang left.
Scum is his son.
But I’m not gonna give him the shit.
Eleven.
I’ll pick him up.
The sun was so big, I couldn’t stand it, I went to the freezer to get an ice cream and eat it in the shade.
Take the little pudding this time.
Or this for my appetite.
Just one bite, and that carte blanche came up again.
And shit, has appeared at the entrance to school.
I squeezed at him and gave him a hand gesture.
When the ginseng smokes the seventh cigarette against the door.
I’ve been sitting in the Kentucky restaurant with the shit.
I’m eating spicy chicken wings, biting fries, cheeking drums, like I’m upset.
I threw up a bone: “What? A bad face. I’m sorry.
“Mom, how are the chicken wings? I’m sorry.
I chewed, and I said, “It’s a little spicy.
“Remember don’t eat this later. I’m sorry.
“Is the ice cream good during the day?” I’m sorry.
I shake my head with my cheeks on it: “It’s good, but it’s sticky, it’s all sticky.”
“Bitch, remember, the more beautiful the ice cream is, the more deceptive it is. I’m sorry.
It’s like you don’t know where to head.
On the way back, we held hands in the alley.
“Mom, why don’t I have a dad?” I’m sorry.
I crouched down, touched my face, and said, “Your father.
“Gee. I’m sorry.
The sound of a man biting his teeth from behind:
“Lynn, so you’re telling people I’m dead? I’m sorry.
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I was shaking.
Turning around, with his hair on his back, like he’s just running.
I said, “Hey, what a coincidence. I’m sorry.
He’s full of shit.
“Unfortunately.
“I’ve been with you for three days. I’m sorry.
I’m surprised, and then I’m like, “My son.” I’m sorry.
Although, they’re like 10 percent of the ground, they look like a cute version of mini-coins.
But I’m still going to open my eyes.
“Oh, too bad.
“Although I wish my son was rich, he was not your son. I’m sorry.
The carousel turned aside, bending under one knee, moving a little bit hard to touch the piece of face.
“What’s your name?”
Dirt: Dude. I’m sorry.
It’s “…”
13
Ten minutes later, I was sitting on that carnival with my butt in it.
Indoor air conditioning is low.
The weather in August was very different from the temperature outside the car.
“Where are you taking us?” I’m sorry.
He looked at me in the mirror.
I don’t know if it’s my fault or something.
His voice seemed soft: “Go home.” I’m sorry.
Home?
I live in a house with shit, an old neighborhood that didn’t rent a thousand bucks that month.
No elevators, no gas.
I cried in the stairwell when the first gas tank went up the fifth floor.
I didn’t even carry my bag when I was with Lin.
I even pulled out my cell phone and was going to call Lin.
But his cell phone didn’t work.
He’s already hacked me.
Today, the five official lines of face are still clear, and the eye is as bright as ever.
He’s tight when he’s upset.
And now, it seems like you’re in a good mood?
I coughed, “No, you’re getting married.
“The child’s father is waiting for me at home. I’m sorry.
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The car stopped at the side of the road.
I saw the knob’s hand on the steering wheel, the back of his hand swollen.
He looked at me and looked at me and said, “Are you going to die without lying?” I’m sorry.
I’m in pain.
I’m gonna pull the door out of the car.
The door’s locked.
The sanctuaries fall down, the lips are silent.
On the cheek muscles.
It’s like there’s a fire burning under the skin.
I’m afraid to squeak.
He looked at me like he was even more angry.
It’s too long. I slept with the shit.
I don’t know how long it took me to feel like I was in a shadow.
Even come straight to me.
I woke up after two steps.
I was trapped in the sun, and he looked down at me and said, “Let’s sleep again.” I’m sorry.
I shook my head, “Let me down. I’m sorry.
I sensed his finger was tight and loose.
I asked him, “Where is the piece of shit?” I’m sorry.
He raised his chin to the side: “Sleep.” I’m sorry.
I see one of his assistants follows the back with a piece of shit.
15
That’s cute.
I remember when I first had a piece of shit, and I took my hair off and couldn’t sleep, and I had to get up and nurse for less than two or three hours.
When the night was quiet, I felt it was the quietest moment of my life and the closest to soul.
But in the mind, it’s irritating and exasperating.
Serious sleep deficiency.
When a child wakes up, the heart’s frenzy and discomfort fills the body.
I feel like I’m going crazy.
On one occasion, after being woken up again, I couldn’t bear the fire and threw my shit on the bed.
It’s a sad cry and a wrinkled little face.
But I cried, too.
I held him in my arms again with guilt and sorrow.
The shit fell asleep soon.
In the sixth month, all of a sudden, the shit stopped eating night milk.
Sleep till dawn.
It’s like, he’s growing up all the time, trying to share the pressure.
Just making me sleep a little longer, just like the angel baby on the Internet said.
It’s moving. Looks like it’s waking up.
I went there: “Give me the baby. He used to hug me. I’m sorry.
It’s six years old. It’s actually a little edgy.
When I got in the elevator, I was in a hurry.
“I’ll do it.” I’m sorry.
He was in his arms, and he slept in peace, and he looked down, and softly slapped the back of the piece.
There’s a gentle look on your face.
This house.
It’s the house I sold after I gave it to.
At the age of one, he had a major illness.
16
I mortgaged the man’s house to collect money for the treatment, and eventually the money and the house were taken away.
I was one of many victims of that scam.
The con man fled abroad with a huge amount of money and was never caught.
I’m not the most special, there’s more difficult family than me.
When I went to the court with my piece of junk on my back, the old man who was dying and who had been pushed by a car in front of the door, his son’s hair was white and his leg was missing.
The bar was closed long ago.
A small salary doesn’t support the cost of medicine. I have to borrow money with my kids.
Almost all the relatives I knew were borrowed.
I turned from the old young, grumpy tree to the old one.
I had to move around and hide, and then find a little bit of work to pay off.
Everything in the house is the same.
These past few years, like just having a dream.
At night, the shit fell asleep in the children’s room.
I wasn’t going to have a baby.
We don’t like kids.
I got a glass of hot water, and I got it.
“Talk. I’m sorry.
17
He called my name when.
There’s not much left.
The passions that have just started retreating.
It’s like we’re just business rivals to be negotiated, without half a personal relationship.
I’ll start by saying, “There’s no way a child can give it to you.
“Absolutely, impossible.”
“Why did you lie when you were pregnant? I’m sorry.
I laughed, and my lips were dry: “Because I did sleep with Shen. I’m sorry.
Liang looked at me silently.
He used to talk when he was so angry.
Just like the other day when he ran into the bar room and caught me in bed with someone else.
His eyes are red.
It’s like the wolf’s eyes are bleeding out.
Although I don’t know what’s going on, I consciously ran over and held him.
Then call him out.
If he doesn’t go, he’s in the house today.
Dead.
When he left, it was like he had been taken away and I was sitting on the floor shaking.
Because last night, I couldn’t remember anything.
And the hand of the lullaby softly over my head: “Limbly, go away.” I’m sorry.
I shake my head.
His voice was so chilly, “No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I’m sorry.
18
It became clear.
My wine was changed.
Shen Xin likes me long enough, and he’s lost his mind to desire.
So everything was just so perfect, he took me to the second floor.
After the divorce, Shen prayed to propose.
When I tortured myself almost to death, I told him, “We will never be able to do this. Do you know why?”
‘Cause seeing you, I feel dirty. I’m sorry.
One day Shen Xin saw me buy sleeping pills.
He kneeled down and told me.
We didn’t actually happen that night. He didn’t touch me.
He just doesn’t think it’s enough for me to break us up.
I took this news and went back to find Lin.
He saw a woman in his apartment who opened the door for delivery.
The woman was barefooted, her hair was so messy, she was wearing a white T-shirt, she had two long legs.
It’s Rachel.
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In fact, that’s the way he looks, but he has the highest level of ability to study.
He graduated from university and, without financial support from his family, opened a studio with his friends.
At the end of the first year of life.
And I’m like, the road’s turning.
Finally opened a small bar and turned upside down.
It’s as if it’s a fate card.
It’s busy, but because it’s a studio with friends, it’s growing into a company.
His friend’s sister, Le Chiu, in the name of his assistant, was always behind them day and night.
20
Autumn is like a little green tea that’s ready to pry.
I’m tired of seeing her is a big white eye.
I didn’t hide anything against her.
I purposely let Kinan go nowhere for the celebration of the day when the company expanded.
The company moved a new site.
Old office space used to squeak and fan-creaking.
He put me on the wall.
“Lynn, I’m fucking with you.
“I came here to see your new socks? I’m sorry.
I’m humming.
His arm was micro-activated.
With a slight tear, the socks are broken.
21
Fuck.
“My $3,000 fragrance socks! “My heart is stinging like a knife, holding his little arm and leaving several teeth on his head.
“Take it again. He kisses my hair, “Only wear it at home.” I’m sorry.
I’m humming.
Last but not least, he covered me with his coat and went down to the elevator to the parking lot.
Good to have nobody on the road.
I slept till midnight, I woke up, and I felt nobody.
He left a text message: “Sleep first, the company has to go. I’m sorry.
He’ll be back at dawn.
22
We’re busy, but different.
It’s really busy, and I’m just trying to make a living, and they were in a ditch, and we just pretended to ignore it.
But I know one day.
It will drag me down the abyss.
There’s all kinds of people in the bar. They have to change their faces.
I’m wearing my favorite clothes, and I’m wearing makeup, and I’m looking for comfort.
Liang rarely comes to the store now.
He said he was pissed when he saw those guys staring at me.
He told me to close the bar more than once.
And We told him, ‘I am nothing, I am nothing.
“The only achievement of my life is to have you.
“If I can’t even open this bar, then I’ll have less strength to stand next to you. I’m sorry.
He wants to stop.
I know, bars are worthless.
But the poor, too.
My conflict with Lin was finally set on fire one day.
23
That night, there was a fight in my store and the bottle flew.
The fragments cut their legs and sewd 12 stitches.
I’m not really stingy in the day, but I don’t know why I wanted to be.
Want to see him protect me.
The new singer is Shen Zhou, but he’s not so much of a talker. He calls the police and bends his back to hug me. I’m sorry.
I told him not to talk, and I’m calling Lin.
At 3:00 a.m., the phone’s on.
In the fall of the day, he said, “I was drunk and threw up yesterday, and my clothes went to the dry cleaners.
“He sleeps in the next room. Don’t get me wrong…”
24
“Go knock on his door and put him on the phone. “I don’t know if there’s a lot of blood going on.
I have a bit of a tremor in my teeth.
It’s cold.
Shen Xin took his coat off on me, and he got down on his knees, and said, “Stop it.
“Can we go to the hospital first? I’m sorry.
There did seem to be footsteps in the autumn, followed by knocks.
Knocked for a long time.
No one should.
I hung up on the phone, I was limping, and I couldn’t stand the pain.
When you move to the front of the store, Shen prays to step forward and hold me up despite my resistance.
When I got to the hospital, I sewd up to half my insinuation.
Half of it’s unsutured. We need to get another anesthetic.
I bit my teeth so the doctor could sew.
After the last stitch, I’m like the water, sweaty.
Shen prays and whispers, “It’s okay that you cry. I’m sorry.
I look at him, and I’m talking to him, and I’m like a girl.
Shen Xin:
25
By the time I woke up, he was in the store.
There’s my lounge on the second floor of the bar, and sometimes it’s too late or too drunk to go home.
Because sometimes they go home.
Nor is it.
He’s not at the company, he’s on his way.
The lounge bed is small, single.
The morning sun leaked from behind the curtains.
When I woke up, it felt like someone was pushing my waist in his arms.
Liang’s voice is dumb and tired.
“Sorry. I’m sorry.
The next day, Lin didn’t go to the company.
Instead, he stayed with me all day in the bar, and his friends came to the store at night with the social youth who smashed something yesterday.
I’m going to finish my medicine and put down the sleeves on my elbow.
Reach out and grab a bottle, smash it.
Then hand it to the man.
The sound is calm but unquestioned:
“Does it leave a record or a bottle?”
“Select yourself. I’m sorry.
26
In the end, the man shivered a similar wound on his leg.
Liang agreed to leave.
We said, “So do you restrain people, and do not fear him for causing trouble.” I’m sorry.
Lin put me in my arms, kissed me on the top of my hair, gently rubped my legs in my palm.
“He dared not.”
“We still have the surveillance that hurt you yesterday, if that’s true.
“I’ll send him in to find someone to teach him. I’m sorry.
Liang is not joking.
He’s home, with a deep background.
Parents trade.
Brothers and sisters are each at sea, at school, doctor, lawyer.
There’s a big difference between our families, and even our marriage is a secret.
He hasn’t contacted his parents in almost a year.
I’m anxious, of course I don’t think I deserve him.
More time.
I’m even skeptical that Lin has chosen the wrong person.
27
And I have that dirty family.
Even me, I’m an ordinary man.
He was with me for days and at night he sat with me at the corner bar.
See Shen.
And he put the cigarette in the ashtray, and said, “He stood by the door of your lounge until morning.”
“Does it like you? I’m sorry.
My leg is swollen and it tickles my cheeks.
“What, I can’t have a suitor? I’m sorry.
The more I talk, the more I shake my body, the more I want to rise out of his arms, the more his hands hold my belly, and he won’t let me move.
“Linqué, want to hook up with another man?
“Dreaming. I’m sorry.
28
And then that shit happened.
I saw Le Chiu pick up the delivery and return to the house.
And until it was dark, the door of the house had been opened, except for the takeout.
No one ever came out.
We’ve only been divorced for a month, and he’s just accepting someone.
I can’t describe how I feel.
Just feeling dizzy and disgusting.
In the next two or three months, I’m sick and vomiting, and when I see food, it’s sour.
In the third month, my friend Zhang Mei told me that I was surrounded and went to the hospital to find out.
I’m actually pregnant with someone.
29
I haven’t slept well for days.
B. The little bean on the Super List.
A child?
Zhang Mei asked me, “Did Shen pray?” I’m sorry.
I’m not squeaking, I’m immersed in a human being.
She doesn’t know anything, and she’s scolding her mother: “Damn, this son of a bitch hasn’t seen anyone for so long. I’m sorry.
And We said, “It is not his fault; I turned him away.” I’m sorry.
Zhang Mei advised me, “You can’t raise a child alone if you don’t plan to stay with Shen. I’m sorry.
I had a hard headache, and I turned over and buried myself in a blanket.
“Let’s talk about it. I’m sorry.
Zhang Mei: OK, it’s cool enough to leave you the money and the house.
“I can’t help but remember to find my wife for a month. I’m sorry.
I coughed, “Don’t tell Lin about this.
“I want a face. I’m sorry.
Zhang honey shakes his head and sighs, go.
I’m touching that little bump in the belly that’s almost invisible.
I didn’t like kids.
Why didn’t you try to get rid of him?
It’s really horrible.
30
Not a single day before pregnancy was a full meal.
I even threw up.
Chang Mei came to visit me, saw my face thin and yelled at my stomach, “You son of a bitch, can you stop? I’m sorry.
The magic thing is, the next day, it’s a lot easier.
Like I really get it.
The day the water broke.
I changed to adult diapers, put on a handbag and stopped a car to the hospital.
I’m still in the mood to joke about the driver.
Driver: “Look at the tummy as a son, girl, and your family.” I’m sorry.
I laughed, “No family. I’m sorry.
He sighs.
“It’s hard to take a child alone…”
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Chang Mei came after.
I made a face at her in the waiting room.
In less than five minutes, I screamed the whole waiting room.
I can’t do it for a few minutes.
It hurts too much.
I’m in pain, my teeth are shaking, my bed’s fence is tightened, and I can break the bars with my bare hands in a second.
The voice of the other mother’s husband is soft:
“Baby’s hard work. Want some chocolate to keep your strength? I’m sorry.
I remember I didn’t have time to eat at night, and I had two chocolates in my bag.
I’ll stretch out my hand to get chocolate.
The nurse came to check on the finger. Open the chocolate for me.
I bit it.
Tears wake up.
“Why don’t you let your friends in?” I’m sorry.
I shake my head: “No … no. I’m sorry.
I’m afraid I’m scared of her.
Jamie just got married this year and was planning on having a baby.
The pain is coming up in waves.
I unwittingly shouted phone calls at a time when there was no chance to breathe and when the pain was so fast and unconscious.
Give it to Lin.
“The user you dialed is on the phone…”
He took me for a long time.
32
Pieces grow fast.
Soon a wrinkled baby boy began to learn to walk.
And suddenly one day, the shit got sick.
Hepatic cirrhosis.
I don’t know how I got through that time, but I lost my money.
Night’s Pediatric Hospital.
I’m walking around in the hallway like a ghost.
I’m sleepy.
I wanted to jump from the window and get a full, sweet, long sleep.
She raised some money from other friends and I borrowed some Internet loans.
At least the money for the operation.
Zhang Mei: Zhang Yi, find Zing.
“He will certainly lend you money. I’m sorry.
He’s got a new girlfriend. I’m looking for him.
Besides, he’d think it was someone else’s kid. How could he lend it to me?
33
A part of my liver was successfully transplanted to shit.
He survived.
He’s like a tenacious weed, growing up every day.
Like in my dark life, the only light other than the lantern.
During that period of depression, I would be angry at him, yelling at him, and even beating him.
But I love him so much.
His first voice, “Mommy,” made me want to show it to everyone.
There’s a circle.
No one can be found.
She’s out of the country.
I don’t even have many friends left.
A friend of mine took me black that day, and she called me a disgrace to modern women.
Says kids don’t have a dad, why have kids.
To date, there is not even a stable home.
She says I don’t think you’re doing this for the kids.
I said I was wrong, but I don’t regret it.
If it wasn’t for that, I wouldn’t have been fooled.
I’m supposed to be living well with the trash.
But not as much as that.
I had bad luck.
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And now, I’m taking the shit back to the old house.
Me and Lin sat on the couch till midnight.
He drank a little wine.
But his voice was calm and full of sighs: “How did you survive alone?” I’m sorry.
I put my hands together and pretended to be okay.
“That’s it. The kids are fine.
“You don’t have to worry about that, because you’re not qualified. I’m sorry.
I provoked him on purpose.
Put the glass down.
“Do you want money?”
I’ll give you the price. I’m sorry.
I looked into his eyes.
Filled with disappointment.
So in his eyes, I was a woman who fell in the eye of money, except for having sex with someone else.
I smiled.
“Hmm.
“Just, half of your body. I’m sorry.
In less than half an hour, the Secretary sent a new contract.
He then signed his own name on the property gift contract.
I took the contract and laughed with satisfaction.
And then look at Lin.
“But sorry, my son can’t give it to you. I’m sorry.
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I’ve succeeded in irritating the Gang.
He looked at me with the same disappointment before he left the house: “How did you end up like this? I’m sorry.
Yeah, why am I like this?
Because…
Because I have a baby.
When you were young, you were spoiled by the sky.
Leave him and I’ll have a baby.
I learned to grow up fast, to protect him and to take care of his meals and his life.
I don’t know why this happened.
I’m learning to hold a piece of shit, and I’m able to cut prices in the market with those merchants.
I can learn to eat a meal or a bowl of hot noodles in five minutes.
I wouldn’t have woken up in my sleep. I’d have turned around a little bit.
Wake up unconsciously and cover him up.
I’m no longer the one who doesn’t care what happens.
I’m a mother who doesn’t even eat ice cream or ice cream.
In the room, the shit coughed.
It’s a new season, and it’s an old bronchial, plus diarrhea these days.
I walked in with my hands and feet and the covers were a little thick.
He’s sweaty. I untied him. He turned over.
Sleeping again.
I got up, I got numb, I barely stood up.
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The next day.
I haven’t slept all night, and I’ve been scared of the shit.
I know he was surprised, but he didn’t say anything.
He turned his head and looked at the window, and the curtains were not stretched and there was a narrow gap.
There’s a little sun in the crack.
Just to my face.
I’m feeling a lot of sunburn, and I’m sideways.
The shit jumped out of the bed and ran to the curtains.
I asked him, “Do you want Daddy to go to the playground with you?” I’m sorry.
The piece of shit thought about it.
“I want my parents to go to the playground with me. I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
“Mom, why don’t you want to see Dad? I’m sorry.
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Why didn’t I want to see him, because a month ago her mother came to see me.
She said she was taking the shit.
I was going to agree. That’s where the shit’s gonna be rich.
What a wonderful thing!
But Mother Lin said, “You were married without any evidence.”
“I didn’t like you, so you got divorced.
“Ling’s engaged next month and the kids are coming to stay at my house.
“I’ll tell Ling when the engagement is over. I’m sorry.
I heard here, I stood up and pointed at the door and told her to get out.
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I’m stupid. Give me the shit.
What about other women hitting my baby?
What if you’re so busy in the day, and you’re missing your shit?
He’s been so busy. He’s been so busy he’s forgotten my birthday.
On his birthday, he had a meeting with the company.
Even the food I made at night was cold, so he came home drunk.
Le Chiu sent him back with his friends.
He fell asleep, and I put up with the fire.
Wake up the next day.
He apologized and bought gifts.
And tell me that the present is actually ready.
It was a busy day yesterday, when I was drunk before I could make it back.
I pushed his gift aside and said, “I can do nothing, but can you not let Rachel come to me again?” I’m sorry.
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“The autumn is just a friend.”
“Lin, why is she a reason for us to fight? I’m sorry.
I’m not talking anymore.
Jealousy and incapacitating.
At night he took a drink at the bar and met him in the fall.
She saw me come over and toast me.
I just looked at her and I didn’t answer or drink.
Le Chiu smiled and put the glass down.
And then she put it down and she whispered, “Do you know where you don’t deserve it?”
“From home, from talent to education, you don’t deserve it. I’m sorry.
I said, “So what?
“It’s my husband. I’m sorry.
“It’s hard to be with you.”
“You know what?
“I just finished shopping with my mother, and she gave me a new horse bag.
“Lin Zhou, the princess of the fairy tale is long, and sooner or later she’ll face reality.
“The truth is, you have a dad who’s in gambling debt and a bad-name mom. I’m sorry.
She saw through my face the weakest place in my soul.
“If you don’t admit it, you’ll never get rid of them. I’m sorry.
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Lin Yu left after.
All the dirty and dark memories that are hidden in the depths of the memory have emerged.
My mom takes different men home every day.
Later, my stepfather always looked down on me…
I grabbed all the wine she left behind.
And then it hit.
In the cup of Le Chiu, there was something that would make you intoxicated.
Before losing consciousness.
I went down to the stage and I was still on the stage.
That’s me, the only one who can be trusted.
The next day I woke up, this guy I trusted.
Lie with me.
One that wasn’t my fault was pressed on my head.
I don’t even have a chance to explain.
Because Lin is with the others.
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And that man, I couldn’t accept it anyway.
For a long time, I hated myself, and I hated Lin.
What I didn’t think of was the words of Rachel.
That’s the word.
“Mom, I’m a little hungry. “The sound of the smugness suddenly pulled me out of my painful memory, and he covered my tears with fat fingers.
“Mom, don’t cry.
“The teacher said that crying is bad. I’m sorry.
He held me around the neck and gently hit me in the back.
“I don’t want my mother to break up. I’m sorry.
And he pulled his finger at me with his mouth.
I used to make him laugh.
I smiled.
“Can Mom and Dad go out with you today?” I’m sorry.
He looked at the sky outside his eyes and wondered, “Is it true?” I’m sorry.
I pinched his face, “Of course I can.” I’m sorry.
I was just about to call Lin.
I heard the man behind me:
“Get dressed.
“Get out. I’m sorry.
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The children’s seat is ready.
Looks like you’re really going to live with that shit.
Liang didn’t speak much, with lips on his lips.
I know he’s mad at me.
When I waited for the red light, I stomped on his back: “I thought about yesterday.
“It’s not impossible.
“But it must take time to grind, and I’ll be with him these days. I’m sorry.
He’s uh-huh.
“Yes.
How long?
Seven days? “Oh, no, less today, three more days. I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
I almost laughed, “Yes, and I will not delay you in getting engaged.” I’m sorry.
He looked at me and didn’t talk.
I’m angry again.
Blah, blah, blah.
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Get off when I’m chuteting.
“I’m afraid of the sun.”
“Fearing to stay in the car. I’m sorry.
I shook my head, “No, I’m fine. I’m sorry.
He thought strange was normal.
After all, today is the day.
And I played a few projects with the piece of shit, and I felt so tired, and I directed the ingenuity to him.
“I’m going to play with such childish things.” I’m sorry.
I pushed him, “You’re not childish, you’re handsome. I’m sorry.
That’s all I’m saying.
Far away, I saw his lips hook up.
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I’ve had a good time with that piece of shit.
No, even more than ever.
It’s kind of full of fun.
Dad brought it to him.
The breeze came through my face and the birds sounded in my ears.
This moment, as if time were still, never again.
I look at them.
Suddenly I felt a lot better.
All right, stay with Dad.
As long as it’s good for him, don’t let Rachel bully him.
Yeah, yeah.
I hid while they were having fun.
Not long ago, I saw shit and looked around looking for me.
He couldn’t find it, and his face immediately became pale.
The mouth was open, the little mouth was dirty and cried out.
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He’s looking around and he’s got his cell phone.
He cried so badly, he was going to take him back to the car.
It’s not like you’re crying.
“Mom Mom, Mom, Dad I want Mom…”
Snotlout tears a face.
I couldn’t help it.
The piece of shit saw my flashes and earned a hand.
Like a flock of small sheep that fell straight into my arms.
“What’s wrong with the little guy crying like this?” I’m sorry.
I’ve got a big face in my arms, and I’ve got tears on my face.
I lift my marshmallows in my hand: “Do it!” Look what Mom bought you! I’m sorry.
It’s just a little bit too much to look at the marshmallows, though it’s still sobbing, but it’s a little distracted.
He also stood up, and he threw up.
I laughed at him, “What’s up? It’s hard to carry kids, isn’t it?”
He nodded his head.
He sprained his neck, moved on his wrist, and asked me, “Lin Zhi.”
“Where were you? I’m sorry.
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I pretended to know nothing: “Didn’t I go to buy him marshmallows?” I’m sorry.
The secretary took the shit to the toilet.
Liang and I sat in the bench and he took water for me and handed me the lid.
We had a moment.
When we were together, he always had the lid to drink.
He screwed the lid. He took the bag.
It spoiled me, so I didn’t get used to it for a long time.
How did we get here?
I started saying, “Remember later.
“Don’t give him ice when it’s full of bronchial inflammation, and make some mountain water when his stomach is bad.”
“And don’t give him sweets, brush his teeth every day…”
“This is what family doctors know. He looks at his watch and doesn’t want to waste time on me, “I’ll find him the best family doctors, teachers and aunts.” I’m sorry.
“But that’s no substitute for your concern. I said, “You’ve got nothing to do with taking care of your shit, you’ve got to bow down. I’m sorry.
He looked at me and said, “It’s not like he won’t let you see shit.”
“What do you say so much for?” I’m sorry.
I said, “And take him for a medical examination every six months.
“He changed his liver. I’m sorry.
The stunned god just came out of his eyes, and the piece came back.
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When we go back, we’re not together.
He has an emergency meeting.
The secretary sent me back with the junk.
The secretary drove well, and I couldn’t help but talk to him.
Maybe it’s too focused or too cold.
Or do other people know that I’m an annoying woman.
He didn’t really talk to me.
The shit pulled me.
Quietly said, “Not this uncle, he’s rude. I’m sorry.
I’m laughing at shit.
“You remember later, don’t pick.
“Get up in the morning and learn to dress and undress.
“Go home after school. Don’t follow anyone you don’t know. I’m sorry.
Put your little head aside and get down on the window.
The sound is small and boring: “I know.
“It’s been 800 times. I’m sorry.
He looked at the scenery and suddenly turned around.
“Mom, I’d like to have your tomato egg noodles. I’m sorry.
Then I waited and laughed, “Okay. I’m sorry.
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When the secretary sent us upstairs, he had a weird look.
After sending us up, he left in a hurry.
– Open the door.
The mother smiled.
She bends over and makes a mess of it:
“Baby, I’m Grandma. Can you call Grandma? I’m sorry.
The shit went back. I got down.
“Don’t be afraid, it’s Grandma. I’m sorry.
My mother was happy when she saw the shit coming.
She just didn’t look at me the whole time.
In her eyes, I’m always the air, the background panel.
She was with him for a while.
The kitchen doesn’t really need my help. Two aunts, exaggeratingly, there’s a nutritionist.
I took a break in the bedroom.
All of a sudden, I heard a full-blown cry.
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Heart’s hanging up, I just stood up.
The junk has run in first.
Then the door was locked.
He cried in my arms.
“Mom, I don’t like Grandma. I hate her! I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong?” I’m sorry.
“Grandma says she wants to report me for English classes.” He said he’d change my school!
I don’t like English! I’m not changing schools! I’m sorry.
I’m laughing.
I handed him the paper, “I’ll wipe my nose.” I’m sorry.
The trash is still angry.
I said, “You don’t want to learn much, you don’t want to do much.”
“But you have to know, these are the processes of life.
“especially for Grandma, we can’t talk like that anymore. I’m sorry.
He looked at me with his fucking mouth open.
It’s like everything used to be with a mother with his nose and suddenly nothing helped him.
“Now, immediately, go out and apologize to Grandma. I’m sorry.
He won’t, I slap him in the ass.
It’s even worse.
I’m also sitting on the other side of the bed, not looking at him.
When he cried enough, he went alone to open the door.
Get out quietly.
I heard him apologize to her.
Then I cried.
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What’s wrong with Mom?
She just thinks I don’t deserve her son.
But I’m relieved by the way she’s been teaching.
My mom likes shit.
I heard them laughing all night.
It’s reassuring again.
I couldn’t even get my hands on it when it was in the shower.
Two aunts were busy before.
And he looked at me and said, “I can wash myself. Thank you, aunts. Wait for me outside.” I’m sorry.
Two aunts compliment him while waiting.
Wait till they get out.
The piece of shit “wow” stood up from the water and threw the water in my face.
I put a piece of water on it: “Good, you stink, and I’m not going to kill you with that dazzling light…”
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After sleeping at night.
In the middle of the night I felt someone touching my face.
I open my eyes, it’s Lin.
In the dark, it’s warm, I can’t help it.
He seems to be aware of something.
Get your hands back.
And I asked him, “No, I’ll give you a bowl of noodles.” I’m sorry.
I was afraid he would not accept it, and I added: “I happen to be hungry, too. I’m sorry.
He nodded his head.
When I was in the kitchen, he looked at me with his arms at the door.
There is no turning back, but the heat of the sight can be felt.
The water in the pot is hot, the temperature is so hot, I heard the footsteps coming closer.
In a panic, I started talking nonsense:
“The shit followed you, and I could relax.
“I’ll move to the beach with my new boyfriend. I’m sorry.
It’s over.
“Well, good.” I’m sorry.
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Tomatoes roll in the pot, and a fragrance blows.
I pretended to ask, “When were you with Rachel?” I’m sorry.
He’s quiet and calm to cruelty.
“A month after our divorce. I’m sorry.
His hand touched the edge of the pot, and he burned a big bubble.
I blinked, kept putting eggs and cooking noodles.
“I’m smoking a cigarette.” I’m sorry.
He turned around, his footsteps were far away.
My eyelids shivered, and a large line of tears fell down and fell into the open water and disappeared in an instant.
I’m with Lin.
It’s really strange.
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Day six.
The garbage needs to go to school.
The new school, the new environment, was probably a little out of tune, and he came back at night to play with toys and didn’t talk.
Liang has a videoconference in another room.
I asked him:
“What about the new school? I’m sorry.
He wrote the painting under his head: “It’s okay.
“Mom, I want to go back to school. I’m sorry.
I held him, “Well, Mom wants to go back to her home.” I’m sorry.
“Let’s go back together.”
“I’d like some rice cake from my grandfather downstairs.
“I miss Grandma Lee. I’m sorry.
We said, “All right, let’s go back and look. I’m sorry.
I looked at the closed door, and I was still in a meeting, and I walked out with my hands and my feet.
Just opened the door.
The sound of Lin is coming over.
“Where to?”
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I’ve made a big mistake with the trash.
“Where are you taking your son? I’m sorry.
I thought, “Eat a snack.” I’m sorry.
He looked up, he had a small eyebrow.
I thought he was gonna yell at me again. I didn’t think he grabbed his jacket.
“Let’s go.
“Come back and rest early. I’m sorry.
I cheered with the trash.
When we got in the car, Lin started the car, and it went through the street.
The night was cold, and I opened the window to blow.
The cell phone is ringing.
He looked at it, he said nothing.
“Is this Rachel? I thought, “Don’t think I’m making a fuss. I’m sorry.
Don’t let her bully my son. I’m sorry.
Liang looked ahead and softly hit the wheel, and there was nothing.
“She’s not that kind of person. I’m sorry.
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“What about me?”
I suddenly kind of wanted to ask.
“What kind of man am I?”
“Linquent is fast.
“It doesn’t make any sense anymore. I’m sorry.
Yeah, no point anymore.
So I can say good-bye today.
Here we go.
The rice cake stand isn’t out yet.
The snack stand is still there.
When we sat down, the boss came by to wipe the table very quickly, “Oh, shit, is this your dad?” I’m sorry.
It’s a bit of a proud look.
“Yes, my father is handsome?”
“What can I eat?” I’m sorry.
Liang looked at me.
And I said, “I’m so sorry. I’m sorry.
“Four bowls of guacamole, no onions for children. I’m sorry.
I’ve spent the last few days trying to spend time with us, and most of the time is still busy.
But it’s true that you’ve got a big hobby.
I said, “I think you’re going to be a good dad.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know if it’s because the lights are soft, but he’s got a soft look on his face.
“What am I not qualified for? I’m sorry.
The atmosphere is stagnating.
A few minutes later, I whispered to myself, “It’s not very good to be married for a while.”
“But it’s not the pot.
“I have forgiven you. I’m sorry.
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He’s talking to shit.
After that.
Liang was not going to eat.
He picked up chopsticks.
When you’re done with the tungsten, the shit starts to yawn.
Liang’s cell phone has been ringing.
And I said, “It’s late, you go home with your shit.”
“If Rachel wants to find you, you let her come home to you.
“Don’t leave a piece of shit at home. He’s afraid of the dark. He’ll wake up. I’m sorry.
He looked at me like he had a lot to ask.
“You’re not coming back with us? I’m sorry.
I smiled, “Well.
After all, it’s not my home. I’m sorry.
He wants to stop.
Scratched in the back seat, and I leaned over, gently and carefully kissed him on the forehead.
“Afterward, I’ll have a father to love you for me. I’m sorry.
His eyelids were shaking and he turned in.
Close the door.
I heard a very light wept when it wasn’t enough.
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The cell phone is shaking again.
He looked at it and was about to turn it off. I’m sorry.
I turned my back towards him, and I covered my eyes with tears: “No, no.
“Go back to him. The baby’s still in the car.
“I’m in such a hurry to find you in the autumn. I’m sorry.
It’s been a long time.
“When are you having an engagement party? * I’m going to take it easy.
“Next month.” I’m sorry.
I feel like my feet are too light. I’ll hold the stairwell.
“Well, well, good luck with your wedding. I’m sorry.
“Well, go ahead. I’m sorry.
When the phone calls again.
He turned to the phone.
I watched him step by step in the car and I didn’t see him in the night.
I’ve been standing for a long time, like I’m going to carve his last shadow into my head.
I remember, in college, I was sent back to my bedroom.
At the end, he always turns back.
And now he finally learns not to look back.
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A dark shadow in a cloak appeared next to me.
His voice was cold as a winter wind in nine cold days.
Bones, dead silence.
“Seven days, let’s go.”
I followed him, step by step, up the stairs.
My body, my limbs, my whole body.
Gradually, it disappeared.
Goodbye, my brief and bitter life.
Oh, it’s just…
What do you want?
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I’m a piece of wood. My mom’s dead.
She died when.
It’s on the way back from the supermarket. That’s a lot of time.
She was hit by a car.
But she also remembered to come back to make dinner for me, and she said the day before yesterday that she had learned a new dish and was coming back today to show me.
The first day she didn’t know she was dead.
But I’m a little scared. Mom’s neck has been deformed.
There’s a bloody hole in the head.
Just like the dog I raised got killed.
Fortunately, the next day, she looked like she was alive.
And besides me, some people can see her.
She’s a ghost.
My mom used to be funny.
It’s funny when you die.
I had a bronchial inflammation, but I wanted to eat Zhong Xue Go.
She bought two more bells after I went to school to stimulate me.
Eating and coughing crazyly around my neck scares me.
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I finally have a dad.
Two days later, my mother seemed to find herself a ghost.
Every day I float around in my room and tell me all those love stories about my dad and her.
I asked her, “Why did you break up? I’m sorry.
She’s hanging in half the air.
“Yeah.
“You’re a little boy, you don’t know anything about grown-ups. I’m sorry.
I said, “I understand when you say it.” I’m sorry.
She flipped a white eye and covered.
“It was my bad luck.”
“And your dad has a new object.
“If you don’t like her, ignore her. I’m sorry.
She thought about it and added, “If she dares to bully you,
“You just punch it back, okay?
“Limbitch, if you can’t win, tell Dad. I’m sorry.
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I don’t understand.
Why can’t Mom and Dad live together?
I woke up in the bathroom in the middle of the night and saw Mom’s bedroom door open.
And Dad, sit on the bed and watch her.
Sometimes, gently, gently touch her face.
My mom’s dead asleep.
She used to sleep very thinly, and sometimes I flipped over and she woke up and reached out and covered my covers.
I don’t know if it’s because the ghosts are too weak recently.
She fell asleep sometimes the other night.
The fourth day she told me.
She’ll be gone in two days, go to heaven, and leave her voice-message if she misses.
I feel bad, I want to cry.
But she said a long time ago that the boys cried and were not handsome.
She doesn’t like boys crying.
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Day seven.
She’s leaving.
She used to piss Dad off.
I couldn’t tell him the truth.
I got in the car early after I had eaten the tummy. I couldn’t even look at her.
I’m afraid she just disappeared in front of me.
She just went back to her old home and I thought she’d be in that house.
I was lying in the back of the car.
She drove the door in.
I’m gonna cry before I talk.
I’m dying to close my eyes and pretend to sleep.
I felt her soft kiss, like a puppy’s nose gently touching my face, and the nose was cold and the breath seemed warm.
She said, “Be good.”
“I’ll have a father who loves you for you. I’m sorry.
Close the door.
I couldn’t help crying.
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After a while, the door opened again.
It’s Dad.
He heard a voice and came over, “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
I cried so hard, I breathed, I pointed to the house.
“Mommy, Mommy’s gone…”
He patted me in the head, “Well, I’ll bring you to her sometime.” I’m sorry.
I said, “I can’t see you.”
I was careful in my pocket to pull out a piece of paper seven days ago.
“See, I can’t see.
“She… she’s gone…”
He saw the news.
I’ve never seen an adult so fast.
He even fell hard at the corner of the stairs.
Poor and pathetic.
I jumped out of the car and followed up.
I saw my tough CEO’s cold dad.
Sitting on a floor full of dust and crying with Mom’s clothes.
He cried so badly that it became increasingly impervious to cry so loudly.
Finally, they even shocked the neighbors downstairs.
Someone called the police.
The police went to help him, and I saw my dad’s eyes showing as much despair as death.
When asked for registration at the police station, he held his mother ‘ s old clothes, and his shoulder fell down, and his feelings were gone.
He was a teenager.
The police asked him, “What is your relationship with the owner? I’m sorry.
He’s got a mouth and tears.
“Matrimonial husband and wife…
“She . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I’m sorry.
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My name’s Lynch.
My dad’s in the car.
It’s been a little crazy lately, but people around me say my dad’s not feeling well.
My grandmother also got him a lot of shrinks.
But the doctor said he was normal.
I’m the only one who knows he’s not normal.
He dug out my mom’s urn.
Put it in his bedroom, by the pillow.
He’s normal during the day, and he’s a pretty good business man.
In the company, it’s hard to raise, cold-faced.
But at night, he kept himself locked up in his room talking to my mother’s urn.
All night long.
I told him everything about Mom and Shen.
He locked himself up for a few days.
And when it came out, it was half white.
He’s not even 30 yet.
Sometimes I ask him, “Didn’t you get engaged to Aunt Leung?” Aren’t you guys together? I’m sorry.
He wipes the urn like a rare treasure.
“You’re lying to your mother. That woman deserves it?
“I want to be angry with your mother, and I think I’m really mad at her. I’m sorry.
His voice was so dumb, he was like a teenager: “Scum.”
“Daddy knows it’s wrong.
“Why is she so mean? How could she leave us? I’m sorry.
When the sun was good, he took the urn to the garden to tan.
He’ll look at the urn with a low and sweet look on his face.
“I was wrong.
“Can I see you in your dreams?
“Even once”
65
One time, that guy came in the door.
My dad doesn’t even want to see her again.
She came into the house and kneeled at the door of the bedroom, and my father watched her so badly.
“If you ever show up before me again,
“I can’t promise what I’ll do. I’m sorry.
My dad pointed to the urn in the house, whispering:
“I don’t want to see you, neither do I. I’m sorry.
He said, “If only he could have driven you away earlier.”
“She wouldn’t be mad at me anymore.
“I still don’t want to see me in my dreams…”
Le Chiu cried.
I don’t know if she feels guilty.
But that doesn’t matter anymore.
Because my mom can’t come back.
66
And then, grow up.
I followed Dad to the beach city.
There’s the sea.
There’s mom’s favorite sunset, White Wave Beach.
He takes the urn out every night.
Sometimes they hold the urn under the moonlight.
Like crazy.
Dance.
And my mother’s favorite song:
“If there’s time
You’ll come and see me.
See how the snow ages.
How do my eyes melt?
If you see me.
Turn around and be surprised.
The dust will be sealed.
I’ve never seen a village in aura.
I’ve never seen anyone put fireworks in the middle of the night.
Evening stars are like your eyes killing people and setting them on fire.
You didn’t say anything about the wild wind bothering me…”
— The Austropolis
Like the moonlight.
I think I saw a young mom.
In a red dress, happy in Daddy’s arms.
I’ve never seen her smile in my life.
Best view.
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174.
Non-human love
Boiled fish.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
