From the stars to find my
first love, old love, new love
diagnosed with leukemia, I decided to let go of myself.
Because I am an 18-line actor, I decided to criticize all the directors and actors who had bullied me before.
Of course, there is another big thing.
That’s the president of the top entertainment company I’ve had a crush on for a long time. Before I
die, I have to take him down.
Weibo hot search exploded-because of me.
The reason is that the drama I broadcasted some time ago, which cost 200 million yuan on the Internet, turned out to be a pile of shit.
Together with me, the female number three, I was scolded on the hot search.
However, the most explosive is not this, but a micro-blog of mine. A
very short sentence: “I haven’t even seen a hair for two hundred million yuan, and I can’t even use two million yuan for the whole journey, so where is the 198000000?”
As a result, the hot search of “where is the money” has successfully squeezed into the top ranking of Weibo.
All of a sudden, the stars who followed each other with me unfollowed me one after another.
And the comments below the hot search are all shocking.
“Crazy! Crazy! Chao Chiao-chiao is crazy!”
“How dare you say that? Doesn’t she want to be in the entertainment industry?”
“666, it’s the first time I’ve seen an actor who dares to say so. I’m a fan!”
I looked at the comments on this side and couldn’t help laughing.
The agent called me and cursed me, asked me if I still wanted to mix, and screamed to hide me.
Laugh to death. Without hesitation,
I retorted: “If you have the ability, you can ban me. If you don’t have the ability, don’t talk about me. My mouth is long on me. I can say whatever I want!”
Then, with a snap, I hung up.
Cool!! I’ve
lived for 25 years, and I’ve never been as happy as I am today.
Maybe it’s because time is running out, and I’m not afraid of anything.
Before long, my micro-blog completely fell, and countless water army and black fans poured over, commenting and abusing under my micro-blog.
2A
: [What kind of crap acting can you watch this?]
Me: [This aspect is really not as good as your love beans, pregnant not good confinement, but also come out to shoot it!]
B: [Are you shameless? Do you also use this kind of heat?]
Me: [Oh, your wall was caught whoring yesterday, oh, quickly find a way to save him out!]
C: [No, do you really dare to say?]
Me: [Doesn’t matter, I’ll do it.]
And so on.
Soon, I rushed to the hot search again: [dare to say anything about Zhao Qiaoqiao].
Everyone agreed that I was crazy.
The entertainment circle is a circle that contains too many secrets. When I do this, everyone is in deep water in an instant.
But I’m not afraid.
I’m dying, and I’m an orphan, fatherless and motherless, and I’m naturally alone and fearless.
I want to fight the pickle in the entertainment circle to the end!
But I have one more big thing to do.
That is.. … Sleep with Gu Jie.
Gu Jie, how many women’s dreams, I am no exception. The president of
Gu’s Group, which has a Kyushu Entertainment that can be ranked in the top three of the entertainment industry, is a proper male protagonist in the novel. He is handsome
, tall and straight, and even has a noble spirit in every move.
I’ve had a crush on him for a long time, so I asked someone about it. He will attend a party tonight.
And this party, I just squeezed into the invitation list because of the hot search.
Very good.
I looked at myself in the mirror, dressed in a tall red dress, bright and moving.
Who can not be moved?
Tonight, we must win! At the
party, the lights were bright. The moment
I walked in, the scene was obviously silent.
Everyone looked at me in amazement, probably because I didn’t think I would dare to come out at the risk of being killed.
“Oh, why did it stop?” I smiled. “Keep playing and keep dancing.”
Everyone looked at each other and tacitly ignored me. I
didn’t want to talk to them, so I just found a corner to show off. Now you don
‘t have to keep fit. You can eat whatever you want, and you won’t be able to eat one day.
Before long, the door of the banquet was suddenly opened and a young man in a black suit came in.
The scene was quiet for a moment.
It’s Gu Jie.
Unlike when I came in, there was no consternation in everyone’s eyes, only envy and respect.
He wore a Patek Philippe on his wrist, Armani on his body, Casno on his feet, and the broken hair on his forehead hung down a little, which made him look very cold and attractive.
Yes, seductive.
It makes my mouth water.
Take it, you must take it, or you will lose your life.
“Welcome, General Manager Gu!” The host of the
banquet, a well-known director, saw Gu Jie coming and immediately walked over obsequiously.
Gu Jie just nodded lightly, and then sat aside casually.
The scene resumed its liveliness again, and everyone continued to exchange greetings.
My eyes stared at Gu Jie, probably aware of my hot eyes, he turned to look at me, frowning. If there
is no accident, it should be rejected.
About half an hour later, the party reached its climax, and everyone pulled their partners up to dance.
I also put down my glass and walked towards Gu Jie.
His long white fingers tugged at his tie, and I stood in front of him and held out a hand.
“May I have a dance with you?”
The scene was silent for a moment.
Everyone looked at me with stunned, shocked, incomprehensible eyes.
So far, no one has dared to invite Gu Jie to dance.
In fact, I’m ready to be rejected, but it’s not a big problem. I have to win whatever I say tonight.
It is said that he is not interested in women, although he is not interested in men.
But I don’t believe in this evil. I don’t believe that a man can refuse an invitation from a beautiful woman.
Gu Jie looked at me twice, then suddenly stretched his eyebrows and raised them lightly. “Good.” With
that, he stood up, adjusted his suit, and took my hand.
I was stunned, and the people around me were more confused than I was. Obviously, I didn’t expect him to agree.
Gu Jie’s hand was so hot that it almost burned me.
He took my hand and walked to the middle of the dance floor in the surprise of all the people.
I danced with him in a daze, and to be honest, even though I was ready to take him down in my heart, I never really thought I could be so close to him.
He had a fresh mint smell that made me dizzy and a little awake at the same time. At the end of the
dance, Gu Jie held my waist and laughed softly. I can feel the heat on my face
without looking in the mirror.
I took out the room card I had prepared and put it into his hand. “Can I see you tonight?”
He was stunned for a moment and then stuffed the room card into his pocket. He
leaned over my ear, and his warm breath hit the side of my neck.
“My pleasure, Miss Chao.”
Things are going more smoothly than I expected.
I sat on the big bed in the hotel, and it still felt a little unreal.
No, isn’t it said that Gu Jie is cold, and men and women are not close to each other?
I’m not looking for the wrong person, am I? It’s out of line. There was a sparse sound of water in the
bathroom, and the glass door was so misty that nothing could be seen clearly.
After a while, the sound of water stopped. The door of the
bathroom was opened, and the heat and steam came to my face. I narrowed my eyes and saw Gu Jie coming out with a bath towel.
His body is very strong and his muscle lines are obvious, but he is not the kind of person who exercises too much.
The skin is fair, and the steam slides down his abdominal muscles, which makes me swallow saliva.
“Stunned?”
Gu Jie stretched out his sharp fingers and shook them in front of my eyes. The
fresh scent of peppermint seeped into my nose. I blushed and coughed softly, “So, then shall we begin?”
“Poof.” Not being able to hold back,
Ku Chieh gave a light laugh, with a sneer on his face. “How dare you come to me when you’re not ready?”
Help! When the
car reached the front of the mountain, I found that I was still confused. Not prepared
at all! What’s
next? My mind went blank.
Just then, my cell phone rang suddenly. I picked it up and saw that it was the broker. With an apologetic look,
I put it through. From the other end of the
phone came the voice of the broker shouting loudly: “Chao Chiao-chiao, you’ve really grown up. How dare you pull Ku Chieh to dance?”
“Do you know that the hot search on Weibo is exploding now? I think you really don’t want to mix!” Before
I could reply, Gu Jie suddenly reached out and took my cell phone.
“I am Gu Jie. She is with me now.” After
saying this, the broker said, and then the phone was hung up.
I looked at Gu Jie in a dull way.
He smiled and asked, “Would you like some red wine?”
“Yes.”
We sat by the bed and drank more and more.
Gradually, I am a little floating, dizzy to look at Gu Jie’s face, can not help but drool.
“Oh, handsome boy, he looks really good!” As he
spoke, I sat down beside him, put my arms around his neck, and leaned close to his ear. “Come on, stay with me for one night, and I’ll get all the minimum living allowance for you.” … Hiccup!
As I spoke, I gave a loud burp.
Gu Jie raised his eyebrows. “Are you sure?”
Of course. …」 Before
I had finished speaking, I was suddenly overwhelmed by Gu Jie, whose dark pupils stared at me tightly, his eyes burning like flames, as if to burn me out.
“Who am I?”
He stared at me fervently, and I blinked, “Gu Jie …” …」
The words did not fall, he suddenly blocked my lips. The cool, fresh, minty smell of
his body irritated my brain and nerves, and at this moment, my mind went blank.
And then I fell asleep.
I just remember.. … In the dim light, his face was full of love.
The next day, I opened my eyes and saw Gu Jie’s face facing me.
He’s not awake yet.
I looked at his handsome face, which was only two centimeters away in front of me, and I couldn’t help but feel entangled in my heart.
Shit, why are you asleep!
This wave of blood loss!
Forget it, I really don’t have the face to do it again.
Just run away!
I got out of bed to get dressed, looked back at him again, saw that he was still awake, put on my clothes and left the hotel. It’s
sunny outside.
Somehow, I suddenly felt a surge of regret in my heart.
Maybe it’s because I didn’t sleep.
But more than that, it seems that everything comes too late, too late. Not long after I
got home, I took a good bath and lay down on the big bed to catch up on my sleep.
And I just fell asleep.
The cell phone rang like a reminder.
Pick it up and see, well, it’s the broker again. Bored,
I heard the excited voice of the broker at the other end: “Chao Chiao-chiao, I was really wrong about you. I thought you were going to be so tepid all your life. Who knew that you had quietly hooked up with President Ku?”. I was stunned by
her voice.
“What do you mean?”
The agent laughed and said, “What else do you mean? It’s all over the entertainment circle this morning. President Gu opened a room with a small man on the 18th line, and he gave you the script of Fengyun!”
I was surprised.
“Wind and Cloud” is the most popular costume drama now, and the director is also famous. Which one of the actors invited by
this play is not the most famous, but I was chosen at once.
Gu Jie’s face is really not small.
I was a little excited. “Is it a female number one? I’ve never played a female number one in my life!”
“What are you thinking? You don’t match the female number one at all. You’re the female number two.” The agent could not help but taunt me.
Well, the female number two is also OK.
I have been in the entertainment industry for so long, and the best role I have ever played is the female number four.
It seems that this wave is not a loss, although it did not succeed in winning, but it earned a female number two.
You are indeed President Gu. If I didn’t have leukemia, I would have to follow him! After
hanging up the phone, I opened Weibo, and sure enough.
“Wind and Cloud” production team has issued a statement, the female number two Pei Zhu played by Zhao Qiaoqiao, but Weibo below is a scolding. What kind of thing is
Zhao Qiaoqiao that also robs the resources of our moon like treasure? It’s
really shameless, and she doesn’t want to see if she deserves it!
[Substitution, or one star!]
I looked at the comments below and narrowed my eyes. The moon in
their mouth is like a treasure. I know that the contemporary flow of small flowers is like a white moon.
But this person, wants the character not to have the character, wants the acting skill … … That is not as good as character, but such a person stands on a big gold owner, the thief will pack. The character setting of the
innocent little white flower stands firm in the entertainment circle.
Relying on someone behind me, I made a lot of demons, ordering this and that, and even I used to be ordered by her to run errands.
Unexpectedly, I also have the day to turn over to be the master!
Just when I was ready to put away my mobile phone, I suddenly found that Weibo was in turmoil.
Bai Yueru sent a micro-blog.
You don’t have to complain about me. It’s just a role. If Miss Zhao likes it, you can give it to her.
Yo huh?
Seeing this micro-blog, I can’t hold my breath. Aite
immediately replied to her. What kind of onion are
you? You can give it up if you say so. Someone really pays for your acting skills? Also is, the company packs well, behind the big gold owner adds fuel to the flames wonderful, I give you four words here: I *** your mother. After
sending the micro-blog, I feel comfortable all over.
Less than two minutes, the small white flower can not hold back: [Miss Zhao, how can you be so no quality?
Ah, that makes sense.
After thinking about it, I changed it. [Sorry, I am abrupt, then I change it: I *** your mother.]
The opposite side no longer replies. It was
obviously stimulated by my frankness.
All of a sudden, the situation on the micro-blog changed, and countless black fans poured into my micro-blog, shouting and cursing.
What I didn’t expect was that I had a lot more fans.
Many people are optimistic about my character and have expressed their desire to become fans.
Wonderful, I concentrate on acting and no one watches. Once I curse, the world knows.
However, the most shocking thing is yet to come.
One person gave me a like. The one I
ordered is the one I scolded Bai Yueru. The one who
gave me a thumb-up was Gu Jie, and it was also his certified tuba.
On the spot, everyone exploded, and when everyone guessed whether Gu Jie had made a mistake, he came to a wave of forwarding.
You deserve to be President Gu.
This time, I said that she was kept by the gold owner, which is basically equivalent to the real hammer.
Weibo was completely paralyzed, and even my iPhone 14 was stuck.
I quit Weibo and smiled with satisfaction.
That’s good. Then let them tear it up. I want to sleep my beauty sleep.
I’ve been in bed for less than two minutes.
But do not know how to return a responsibility, lying on the bed, I looked at the empty ceiling, eyes suddenly uncontrollably some sour.
Warm tears wet the pillow.
Damn, I am very happy, very happy, how can I cry.
My heart is as cold as the snow in the desert, but I can’t control it!
Just when I was tossing and turning and couldn’t sleep.
The gate was banged on.
I rolled out of bed, went to the bathroom to wash my face, and then went to the living room and opened the door.
Who disturbs people’s sleep … …」
The words have not finished, I was stunned in place, just washed the face of the eye socket is still a little astringent.
Gu Jie stood outside the door looking at me with a smile on his lips.
“What, you don’t want to see me?”
I looked at Gu Jie’s handsome face and swallowed saliva.
He bent slightly and approached me, looking at me so closely with a trace of tenderness in his expression.
For a moment, my heart beat like a thunder drum.
Gu Jie’s appearance is so excellent that when he looks at a person like this, it’s hard not to be moved.
“Why don’t you speak?” Gu Jie opened his thin lips and asked me with a smile.
I swallowed a mouthful of saliva and stepped back. “Seeing President Gu, it’s really a bit …” … Fear.
He stood up straight, took my wrist gently and came in, closing the door by the way.
I almost thought this was his house.
Gu Jie pulled me, sat on the single sofa in my living room, and then reached out and pulled me into his arms.
“Seeing me scared now?” Ku Chieh put his mouth close to my ear. “You had a lot of courage last night.”
His words made my cheeks flush.
Yesterday. … Ahem, didn’t you drink yesterday?
At this time, lonely men and women, how can I have the courage ah! Courage is enough to use once in one’s
life. … If you use it again, you have to wait for Liang Jingru to lend it to me.
Perhaps seeing that I didn’t speak, Ku Chieh chuckled, then straightened up and looked at me with a half-smile. “Zhao Qiaoqiao, when you provoked me, you had a lot of courage.”
“Um..” … What can I do for you? I stepped back and touched my hot face.
Ku Chieh smiled. “Why, I’m looking for my girlfriend. Do I have to do something?”
“Girlfriend?” Confused,
I quickly sat up on the sofa and said, “How did I become your girlfriend?”
You know, I’m going to die soon, how can I be dating at this time?
Isn’t that delaying others. I
just want to have a good time before I die. Why should I put myself in it?
“Don’t you want to?” Gu Jie doubts.
Gu Jie’s face is so beautiful.
He was so close that his dark eyes stared at me tightly, which made my mind confused for a moment.
It was not until Gu Jie left that I came to my senses. Why did
I promise him?!
Thinking of me nodding in a muddle just now, I wish I could give myself a slap at this time. How many times have I said that beauty is misleading!
However, Gu Jie is really too exciting. I sighed at the
thought. The moment I
lowered my head, the nosebleed came out. I climbed into the bedroom trembling and took out the medicine in the drawer. I didn’t
even have time to drink the water. I swallowed it all. It made my throat hurt. There is a feeling of being dismantled
all over the body.
It turns out that leukemia is so uncomfortable. As I
lay in bed, I couldn’t help crying. Damn, why am I so unlucky.
Forget it.
Find a chance to break up with Gu Jie. … After all, you can’t delay others.
While there is no feeling, when the break is good.
Three days later, I came to the cast of The Stormriders to shoot. Liu Haitao,
a famous director, Ye Nancheng, a top actor, and … … Dang Hong Xiaohua Yu Xue. Speaking
of Yu Xue, I hate her very much.
In the past, when we were filming together, I was a bit player and she was the leading lady. I
don’t know what was wrong with her, but she looked at me contemptuously as she sat in the sun in the awning.
“Who is that? Go and buy me a cup of coffee.”
She didn’t even remember my name, of course, because I was not qualified to be remembered by her.
But there was nothing strange in arousing me.
And I didn’t hesitate to go for the chance.
This time, I missed my part of the play and was directly eliminated from the crew.
The director pointed at my nose and scolded me, “Did you go out to buy coffee while filming?”? I’m telling you, you don’t want this role. There are plenty of people who want it, so get out of here! The
culprit, Yu Xue, leaned back smartly in his chair and looked at me sarcastically. It was useless for
me to explain. Later, I learned that a girl who was very good at talking went to hold Yu Xue and got my seat.
But at that time, I had no resources and no connections, so I could only endure it.
Had it not been for a director who was willing to give me a chance, I would have quit the circle.
As for now, it’s different.
I disdained to give her a white look, simply too lazy to hide, if you do not provoke me, dare to provoke me, I am not afraid of her. There is nothing I dare not provoke
now.
Yu Xue was stared at by me, and her face was suddenly livid, but she still tried to maintain her public persona and did not speak.
She looked at the director and said in a strange way, “Now this successful person is different. Let the whole crew wait for her. If she becomes popular in the future, I don’t know what to do.” …」 As soon as
the words came out, people’s eyes were subconsciously focused on me.
Good. Messing with me, huh?
“That makes a lot of sense.” I raised my wrist and looked at my watch. “It’s more than ten minutes before the appointed time. I don’t know who I’m talking about. I’ve been late several times and become a hot search.”
“You!”
Yu Xue’s face was dark and he stared at me for a long time, but he didn’t say why.
I raised an eyebrow. “Why are you looking at your father?”
“You, how come you have no quality? Do you accept everyone on the show now?” Yu Xue said, but I turned to look at the director.
The director spread out his hands and said, “This drama was invested by General Manager Ku.”
In a word, let Yu Xue break the defense.
She sat flat in her seat and stopped looking at me.
The director gave her a sympathetic look and pulled her aside. “Why do you say you’re provoking her? It’s been crazy these days, and now there’s a Gu Jie standing behind you. Aren’t you looking for a quarrel?”
Yu Xue was resentful and silent. The eyes of the people
around him drifted away and did not dare to pick up the stubble.
Before long, “Wind and Cloud” announced the start of the makeup, the makeup artist sighed, “Your skin is really white.
I smiled. “Maybe it’s the cold white skin.”
At first, it went smoothly, because I, Pei Zhu, was set to be the childhood sweetheart of the male protagonist, the daughter of a young lady, who dared to love and hate, and finally died for the love of the male and female protagonists.
In the early stage, I always played opposite the movie king Ye Nancheng, so I didn’t play against Yu Xue.
Until the fourth scene, because of Pei Zhu’s mistake, the man was injured, and the woman slapped me emotionally.
Looking at Yu Xue’s face with a sneer, I felt that she didn’t hold her fart.
Sure enough. After I
came on the stage, before I could read my lines, she slapped me fiercely.
Pow!
My face, suddenly burning pain up. She used almost 78% of her strength in
this slap.
“Yu Xue, what are you doing?” Stunned, the director immediately asked aloud, “Where are your lines? If you don’t say your lines, will you play them?!”
Yu Hsueh looked at the director pitifully. “I’m sorry, director. I, I forgot.”
I pushed my tongue against my burning face, which almost made half of my face numb.
“Can we do it again?” The director looked at me hesitantly.
Liu Haitao is very famous. He is a director who attaches great importance to content. Even if he forces me in, it is estimated that he will not have a good attitude towards me.
I smiled a little. “Of course.”
“Go!” As soon as the
director gave the order, Yu Xue turned to look at him again and opened his mouth. “Pei Zhu, if it weren’t for you this time, Brother Xiao wouldn’t have had an accident at all. You …” …」
Pow!
I almost exhausted all my strength and slapped Yu Xue in the face.
She screamed, and I slapped her to the ground, staring at me in disbelief with her big eyes. “You, you dare to hit me?” The director on
one side did not expect me to be so strong, and forgot to call a pause for a moment.
I wiped my hands, gradually walked up to Yu Xue, and slowly spit out the lines according to my thinking.
“Chang An-an, isn’t he taking himself too seriously?”
“If Brother Hsiao has an accident, it’s my problem. Naturally I’ll go to him. What kind of status do you have that you dare to accuse me of?”
The photographer whispered to the director to remind him whether it was stuck or not, but the director stared and interrupted him irritably.
The play goes on.
Yu Xue could only clench her teeth and continue, “Pei Zhu, if you dare to hit me, Brother Xiao will certainly not let you go.” …」
“Cut the crap!”
I stood up and looked at her disdainfully. “I’ll talk about it later. Now, don’t mess with me again. Do you understand?”
Perhaps my eyes were so terrible that Yu Xue was frightened to tremble by me.
I, I know … …」
“Ka Ka Ka!”
The director interrupted us angrily, then hurried over and glared at Yu Xue. “What are you doing? You are the heroine. How can you be frightened by the heroine?!”
Yu Xue seemed to react at this time, stood up from the ground and looked at me with a resentful look.
“That’s not right at all. I should have hit you!”
I took my time looking at the director and said, “Director Liu, I just thought for a moment that since Pei Chu himself is an image who dares to love and hate, he shouldn’t be pinched by the heroine at this time.”
The director listened to me and was silent for a moment.
Then Yuxue nodded slowly in her incredible eyes.
“Director Liu, you can’t be so partial to Zhao Qiaoqiao just because she brought money into the group, can you?!” As soon as
the words came out, the director’s face immediately sank.
Tut-tut.
I stood aside to watch the show. Liu Haitao was famous for his violent temper and impersonal feelings. At that time, he used an unknown little star to refuse the people who were brought in by the management, which led to a disastrous decline in his status.
But it happened that his vision of people was so accurate that the film caught fire directly and made him famous.
Now, Yu Xue openly said that the director was partial to me. How could he be happy.
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Sure enough.
The director looked at Yu Xue angrily and threw his thermos cup on the ground.
Yu Hsueh, you love acting, but if you don’t, go away! There are plenty of people who want this role. If you hadn’t seen how well you played White Lotus in the last film, would you have thought it was your turn?
Yu Xue’s face turned pale in an instant.
Now this situation, offended Liu Haitao, then it is estimated that there is no good drama.
Yes, I’m sorry, director.. …」 Yu Xue apologized with an ugly face.
The director was just about to say something when suddenly I felt dizzy and two lines of warm liquid flowed out of my nasal cavity.
“Oh, you’re bleeding!”
The assistant exclaimed.
I subconsciously lowered my head and touched it, and before I could open my mouth, my eyes darkened and I fell to the ground.
In a trance, I seem to see Gu Jie. I
saw the first time we met.
In fact, Gu Jie and I are in the same school. He is two years older than me. When I first entered school, he made a speech on the stage.
At that time, the light almost covered him alone.
My heart beats like a drum.
He is good-looking and excellent, such a person, no one can not be tempted.
Before long, during the military training, I fell on the playground with low blood sugar. He walked past me, hugged me and sent me to the infirmary. He bought me two bottles of ice water
in the hot summer. The
young man’s chest rose and fell slightly. At that time, he was not so indifferent, but more youthful and vigorous.
“Classmate, your knee is swollen. Put some ice on it.” When I
took the ice water, I felt his beating pulse and blushed in an instant.
During the whole process, I didn’t say a word, including thanks. I was
afraid that if I opened my mouth, I would reveal my trembling voice.
Later, I secretly added him as a friend, but I didn’t dare to send him a message. He
just peeped into his life humbly through his circle of friends.
Today, I rescued a girl who fell down. I am really Lei Feng!
Today’s class is too boring. … I don’t want to live at the thought of going to class.]
[Hey, I have my favorite pot wrapped meat in the canteen today, and I feel I can hold out for another two days.]
He looks a little cool, but the circle of friends is very lively, almost several a day, which adds a lot of fun to my quiet life.
But at the same time, I feel like a mean clown.
It’s like an illegitimate meal. After
he graduated, I took one last look at his WeChat and hit blacklist.
If he knew, he would be very upset. After
that, we broke off this unilateral contact with me, and there was no intersection any more.
Later, he became the president of Kyushu Entertainment, and I also became a small coffee on the 18th line, looking forward to standing beside him one day.
Unfortunately, I guess it’s over.
It hurts.
That hurts. The bones all over
his body seemed to be cracked.
I trembled with pain, and the strong smell of disinfectant irritated my nasal cavity, prompting me to open my eyes.
White ceiling, before I came to my senses, my wrist was suddenly held by a pair of hot hands, I turned my head sideways and saw Gu Jie sitting beside me. There was a faint worry and sadness in
his eyes.
This moment is a bit like the past.
Like the first time we met.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” “I’m your boyfriend, why didn’t you tell me you were sick?”
I pulled the corners of my mouth and felt that my body was too painful to move.
It hurts. …」
As soon as I opened my mouth, my voice was hoarse.
Gu Jie stood up in an instant and rang the bell at the head of the bed. Soon, doctors and nurses came in hurriedly to check my body.
The doctor shook his head.
“We can only do chemotherapy now. There is no other way. It’s too late.”
Gu Jie held my hand tightly. I
didn’t feel anything. I looked at the doctor and said, “Can I have more painkillers? I’m in terrible pain.”
I still recommend chemo, maybe another year … …」 The doctor said hesitantly.
Gu Jie looked at me. “Chemotherapy.”
“Don’t.”
I smiled, “I’m in pain. Can you give me some medicine?”
He looked at me steadily for a moment, then turned to the doctor and nodded, “Give me the medicine.” As
I expected, his desperate need for chemotherapy didn’t happen.
After the doctor left, I asked, “Shouldn’t you have asked me firmly for chemotherapy? Why did you agree?”
This is not the same as the idol drama.
Sure enough, TV plays are all lies.
“I don’t want you to be hurt.”
Gu Jie’s eyes suddenly turned red. He pursed his lips and held the handle of the chair tightly with his other hand. He said, “Since you can’t be with me all the time, why?” … Come to provoke me!
“You, if you die, you stay quietly and don’t let me know!”
You have come, why do you want to leave … … You’re a scumbag. You.. …」 As he spoke
, he burst into tears.
I was caught off guard and couldn’t help asking, “No, you don’t have a crush on me, do you? Although I am very good-looking, but …” …」
“What are you talking about?”
Gu Jie gritted his teeth and looked at me with red eyes. “You think, you think why the director helped you, you think why I gave you a like, you think you offended so many people, how can you still mix in this circle, that’s all me!”
“If I hadn’t been watching you, you would have been torn apart long ago!”
“Do you think the entertainment industry is so easy to get along with? You’ve been out for so long, does anyone dare to think about you?”
It’s not easy. … I finally waited for you to come. Why did you leave me like this?
His questioning made me feel a little ashamed.
It seems to be like this, because my brain was hot at that time, and I wanted not to leave regrets in my life.
But I really didn’t expect him to like me. That’s not what
I meant.
I wanted to be a passer-by in his life, but he secretly loved me for a long time.
“Sorry.”
Gu Jie took a deep breath and calmed down. He looked at me with deep sadness in his eyes. “I don’t want to be angry with you. Don’t be angry with me, okay?”
His words made me want to cry.
I turned my head away, not wanting to look at him, but I couldn’t help roaring in my heart.
God damn it, look what you’ve done!
It turns out that Gu Jie has a crush on me.
I am so happy and sad.
Why didn’t you let me know earlier? I didn’t know this until I was dying.
What a pity.
Because I did not want chemotherapy, Gu Jie chose to listen to me and took me to his home.
You deserve to be President Gu. Your family is really big.
He watched me take out a pile of medicine from the suitcase, and his eyes were red again.
I laughed. “I can’t tell. You’re so sentimental.”
“Don’t say too much.”
Gu Jie may also feel that the atmosphere is a little low, looked at me, and then silently helped me pack.
In the evening, I urgently need to fulfill my last wish.
But think about it, after I died, Gu Jie’s feelings, I can only give up.
Forget it. Forget it. Gu Jie and
I lay on the same bed, and he hugged me tightly.
It’s like I’m afraid I’ll disappear as soon as I turn around.
“Take it easy. I really can’t breathe.” I struggled, after all, too close, can only see can not eat the feeling is a bit stimulating me.
I’m going to emo.
“Don’t move.” After Gu Jie got up and turned off the light, he turned around and turned his back to me, and soon there was an even breath.
This guy, he sleeps pretty fast.
I opened my eyes helplessly, and soon I fell asleep in a daze.
It should be after midnight that my body began to ache again. When I woke up
from my sleep, I wanted to find some painkillers to eat, but I suddenly felt a tremor coming from my side.
I leaned over my head and saw Gu Jie, like a wounded beast, with his back to me and his whole body curled up together by the pale moonlight projected from the window.
He’s crying. In the
quiet night, I heard his sobs clearly. The
sadness was boundless in the dark night and quickly began to spread.
I thought about it for a while, and finally I didn’t get out of bed to look for medicine.
It’s true. Why are you
crying.
I haven’t cried yet.
And the world is really enough, always so make people mentality.
Why was it that when I was about to leave, I found that I was in love with Gu Jie.
It seems that there are many lovers who can’t be together. My
mind is so confused that I want to scold the whole world. If I had
known earlier, I would have checked my body more often.
Forget it.
It’s too late.
Gu Jie took me back to the university.
We walked hand in hand on the path behind the school.
“Hey, hey.” I couldn’t help laughing out loud.
Gu Jie looked at me helplessly. “What are you laughing at?”
“As soon as I think of the awesome President Ku’s secret crush on me, I think I’m really awesome.” I said rudely, “You are too discerning. It’s a pity that you didn’t say it earlier.”
Gu Jie held my hand, his eyes showing a trace of injury.
I want to express my love to you when I graduate … … Who knew you had blacklisted me?
I was stunned. “Oh, did you know I had your WeChat?”
“Nonsense!”
Ku Chieh gave me an angry look. “Otherwise, who has nothing to do but post 800 messages a day? If I have that time, I might as well read two more books.”
Originally, the circle of friends was sent to me.
I couldn’t help laughing out loud.
Gu Jie seemed to understand me very well, holding my hand and taking me through the school road over and over again.
Until night, in the night sky, the stars twinkle.
As we leaned against a bench at the back of the school, Gu Jie asked me, “Do you have any unfinished wishes?”
“Yes!” When I heard
this, I immediately looked up. “Of course, you will help me realize it, right?”
“What?”
Gu Jie lowered his head and asked me. His eyes were shining like a sea of stars.
“Haven’t slept with you yet.” I blurted out sincerely that since I was talking about this topic, I would not be sleepy.
Gu Jie’s face is black.
“Get out.”
“Oh..” …」
We were speechless for a moment. Well, it seems that I understand silence.
After a while, I looked at him. “Do you know that they say people turn into stars after they die? Will I turn into a star?”
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“Yes.”
Gu Jie nodded. What else did
I want to say? A cold wind blew, and I shivered unconsciously.
He took my hand and was ready to take me back. No parking is allowed at the
school gate, so we parked across the road. When I
crossed the street, I was still thinking about how to find a way to sleep with him.
Suddenly, there was a flash of white light, and a truck rushed straight over.
Gu Jie opened his eyes wide and reached out to push me away.
But he’s not as fast as me.
I got one step ahead of him, pushed him away and watched him fall on the edge of the road.
The next moment, I was hit so hard.. … There was a harsh bright red in front of him. I can’t seem to
feel the pain.
I struggled to open my eyes and watched Gu Jie rush towards me, hugging me desperately and muttering something in his mouth.
Too bad I can’t hear you.
Heh heh. …」 I smiled and stretched out my hand with difficulty to touch his face, but I had no strength and couldn’t lift it. “It doesn’t hurt.” …」
Gu Jie cried.
He held me in one hand and took out his cell phone with the other hand, trying to dial 120. But I saw his trembling hand pressing the wrong number several times.
It was the first time to see Gu Jie so flustered, and it was quite funny.
I smiled, and as soon as I opened my mouth, blood gushed from my mouth. The stars in the
sky are very bright.
Twinkle, twinkle.
I have never seen such a beautiful night sky.
Gu Jie. …」 I trembled voice, called him, Gu Jie looked at me, eyes scarlet is all my reflection.
In this way, I seem to be a little ugly now.
Forget it. It doesn’t matter so much.
For a moment, I had a lot of thoughts in my mind, and finally I only said one sentence.
“Heads up..” … Find me. The moment I
closed my eyes, I saw Gu Jie collapse and his consciousness fell into darkness.
Be sure to remember.
Look up and find me from the sea of stars … …
[End]
[Side Story. Parallel World]
Later, he became the president of Kyushu Entertainment, and I became a little fool on the 18th line, looking forward to standing beside him one day.
Unfortunately, I guess it’s over.
After all, I have leukemia. When I opened my eyes
again, Gu Jie sat beside me.
I’m a little confused, and I feel that my body has no strength.
“How come you haven’t made any progress over the years?” Ku Chieh smiled, stretched out his hand, and touched my face. “And he fainted because of hypoglycemia?”
I couldn’t come to my senses for a moment.
Hypoglycemia?
What do you mean? What are you
looking at? Why don’t you take care of yourself? … Forget it “I’ll take care of you. Don’t be afraid of me in the future. Do you hear me?”
No.. …」 As soon as
I opened my mouth, my voice was a little hoarse. “Is it hypoglycemia? Why do I have nosebleeds? There is no other problem.” … Like cancer?
“Hmm?”
Gu Jie was stupefied for a moment. He looked me up and down and frowned. “What are you thinking about? I just gave you an examination. It’s inflamed and hypoglycemic.” “
And cancer …” … Why do you still want to give me a farewell? At
this point, Gu Jie’s eyes were teased.
I’m confused.
Completely confused.
“No, I was definitely diagnosed with leukemia, and the doctor said I only had a month to live at most.” When
Gu Jie heard this, his eyes twitched. “Are you all right?”
Use your brain to think, whose leukemia is in the terminal stage, and who can be as vigorous as you in the remaining month? I saw the slap you gave Yu Hsueh, and she was stunned. The
big surprise went to my head.
So I’m all right?
I’m all right!
I looked at Gu Jie’s face, immediately a sour eye, completely can not help crying out.
Gu Jie coaxed me for a long time in a panic.
Ask me what’s going on.
I was sobbing, “The worst thing in the world is not dying …” … It was a ***ing misdiagnosis, and I ended up offending everyone!
It’s over. I really can’t go on in the entertainment circle.
Gu Jie was silent.
“Aaah, goddamn quack, quack!!!”
“I hate it!”
But I didn’t quit the entertainment industry in the end.
Originally, I became fearless because of leukemia, but now, there is Gu Jie standing behind me.
We officially announced.
Alas, the original invincible life is so lonely.
Tut-tut.
Eighteen lines of little coffee, I was transformed into a young grandmother in the entertainment circle.
Life is full of ups and downs.
Such a fact made my anti-fans almost angry to death.
One after another said that I was so lucky that I was able to get close to President Gu who was hanging like this. General
Manager Gu was very angry and sent a micro-blog overnight: [I’m the lucky one, OK?]
Thus, a group with more fans than me and Gu Jie was born, CP fans. I never thought
in my life that I could have so many CP fans one day.
“Don’t look.”
Gu Jie reached out his hand to hold down my cell phone and looked at me with slight dissatisfaction. “Why, I’m such a big living person in front of you, and I’m not as important as a cell phone?”
“All right.”
I took his hand and leaned with him on the bench behind the university, looking at the stars.
The night sky is especially beautiful. I can’t help flirting with him
when I think that he has been secretly in love with me for so long and has been secretly showing me his moments.
“I didn’t expect you to be sultry when you were at school.” I sighed. With a black face,
Gu Jie pulled me out of the school and said that he would make me look good when he went home.
Are you kidding me? Have I ever been afraid?
I rubbed my sore waist. … Well, it seems a little bit.
Good. He managed to threaten me. When
crossing the road, a truck sped up, and Gu Jie grabbed me quickly and held me tightly in his arms.
“It’s all right, it’s all right. I got you this time.” When he
said this, he and I were stunned for a moment.
After a while, Gu Jie frowned and said doubtfully, “I don’t know what’s going on, but I just said it unconsciously.”
We didn’t take it seriously.
Until late at night.
Gu Jie suddenly sat up from the bed and hugged me. I was so tired of
him that I pushed and shoved him angrily. “Why? Why don’t you let people sleep?”
The bridge, the wife.. …」 Gu Jie’s voice unexpectedly with a little cry. When
I turned on the light, I saw him looking at me with red eyes. This scene made my heart throb.
“What’s the matter?” I patted him soothingly on the back.
Gu Jie buried his head in my neck, I felt a burst of moisture, and then his trembling voice sounded.
I had a dream that you had leukemia and died in a car accident to save me … …」 His arms almost made me gasp for breath. “Qiaoqiao, shall we go to check now? Let’s go to the hospital to check!”
I am helpless: “Just a dream, go again in the daytime …” …」
“No!” Together
for so long, this is the first time Gu Jie refused me, he seriously pulled me up, “Please wife, that dream is too real, too terrible …” … Shall we go now?
“Okay, okay.”
So I had to get dressed and arrived at the First People’s Hospital in the city center in the middle of the night.
Blood tests, a series of tests down, my body is healthy, there is nothing wrong.
However.
But check out the other one.
I’m pregnant.
Two and a half weeks.
Gu Jie cried with joy and held me in his arms for several rounds in the corridor of the hospital.
This kid. … He is really a talent.
Later, we had a wedding. On
the wedding night, Gu Jie took my hand with joy in his eyes.
Wife, fortunately you are all right … … From now on, we’ll go and check it every month.
“Stay with me all the time and don’t leave me again.”
I was used to his inexplicable words and hugged him tightly.
“Don’t worry, I’ll never leave you.”
[End]
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