It is the trouble
that firework causes, secret love is silent: Like you
to please male God unluckily, I set off firework secretly in the downtown area, was caught.
As a result, the policeman who arrested me was his father.
The future father-in-law laughed and shivered while taking notes, and teased the male God who helped me pay the fine.
“You’ve already sent in three this month. How can you help your father increase his performance?”
Sitting on the cold stool of the police station, I hung my head and wished I could shrink into the cracks in the ground.
“Don’t you know you can’t set off fireworks in the city?” “I know..” I
said weakly.
“Then why did you do it knowingly?” He
raised his head, glanced carefully at the familiar policeman uncle, and lowered his head even lower.
I am blinded by Seli.. I was wrong..
“All right.” The man who was taking notes laughed. “You’re a first-time offender, so you don’t need any other punishment. You can just pay a fine and go.”
I lowered my head and did not speak, but felt that life was gloomy.
In order to catch up with the male God, Zhou Yannan, the flower of Kaolin in our courtyard, I specially inquired about this special day to set off fireworks to confess to him.
We have banned fireworks and firecrackers in the community for a few years, and if we catch them, we will be fined or squat for two days.
But I had thought that after the patrol time in the evening, I would only put a few, and I didn’t change my plan with luck.
…… But people are unlucky to drink water and stuff it between their teeth.
Just as the sky was filled with fireworks, I took out roses to tell my heart to the male God, a police car suddenly appeared in front of me, and two policemen got out of the car.
At the same time, the male God called out to one of them, “Dad.”
I wilted like a frosted cabbage in the field. After the
training, the male God’s father changed his serious face, took a cigarette in his mouth, and patted me on the shoulder with a smile.
“It’s my son’s fault, too. If he hadn’t used that face to hook people, you wouldn’t be like this.”
I subconsciously retorted, “No!”! It’s my fault. I lost my head. How can
a male God be wrong! The male God is doing the right thing! When the father of the
male God heard this, he laughed even more happily and trembled. Other police officers who had
joined in the fun also laughed: “Your son, the suitor, is really protecting his shortcomings.”
I blushed with embarrassment, and Nuonuo could not speak for a long time. The movement of
a group of people was not small, and Zhou Yannan, who had been waiting not far away, seemed to have noticed the end of the lecture and got up and walked over.
The male God’s calm dark eyes did not look like he had done something wrong with me and was brought to the police car, but was invited by the Bureau to help solve the case.
Generally speaking, it’s not like people who are in the same world with me. The temperature on my
face suddenly rose even higher, and I remembered the words I had just heard about the fireworks. I was so embarrassed that I just wanted to change the subject: “I’m going to pay the fine..” How much is it
“Five hundred.” The police sister responded to me.
Let me feel my pocket. It’s empty. Look at the mobile phone
again, the balance is three hundred. There are still a few days left in
this month, and it’s not the time for me to live.
In order to be more romantic, I bought expensive varieties and emptied my wallet directly.
I suddenly froze. The
elder sister of the police handed over the collection QR Code with an understanding face: “Alipay is OK WeChat, you young people are sure not to carry cash now, right?”
I
But the father of the male God saw something and pulled Chou Yen-nan over: “You help the little girl to pay the fine first and send her back to the dormitory first. It’s so late. We’ll talk about it tomorrow if there’s anything.”
Zhou Yannan glanced at me, said nothing, took out his cell phone cleanly and scanned the code. After promising
again and again that I would not set off fireworks in the future, I was finally released from the police station and stuffed into the car of his father. The uncle, who had not drooped
from the corners of his mouth just now, threw the car key into Zhou Yannan’s hand and patted the window of the cab.
“This is the third girl sent in this month. Even if you want to increase your father’s performance, it’s not the way to increase it.”
Chou Yen-nan calmly raised the window and started the car: “You should go back to work.”
“Son of a bitch, your father cares about you.” The uncle laughed and scolded, then turned to me and motioned, “Don’t think too much, little girl. He just came in with you.”
If I had heard this before, I would have jumped with excitement.
But now in the face of other people’s teasing, I can only laugh twice, an uncle goodbye just said half, the car on the accelerator, left the police station door.
Without the voice of the third person, the small car suddenly quieted down, stuffy and sad.
I swallowed saliva carefully and looked at Zhou Yannan driving out of the corner of my eye.
“What does it mean to come in alone with me..” The face of the young man behind the
wheel did not change: “Literally.”
I had nothing to say at once.
This person has always been like this, and it is easy to be misunderstood. The
first time we met, I fumbled the experiment and failed several times. When
Zhou Yannan saw it, he replaced the girl who was in the same group with me and helped me through the experiment.
After every practice class, he came to team up with me, which made my heart jump, thinking that after I entered the university, my charm increased sharply and attracted the male God to fall in love at first sight.
Not only that, he was always on my team to protect me when I played volleyball in PE class. Even my roommates winked at me every time they saw him.
So after half a semester, I tried to lead him to confess, but only got the answer that petrified me.
“I’ve never seen anyone so bad at doing experiments. I teamed up with you because I was afraid you’d blow up the lab.”
The volleyball bounced off Chou Yen-nan’s forearm and smacked me in the face: “Volleyball, too. I just don’t understand why you’re so bad at it.”
His help and attention all the time was probably just a genius’s study of ordinary people, but I fell into it foolishly. After
knowing the fact, I was depressed for a period of time, and soon rose up under the comfort of my roommates. There are many people
like me, but Zhou Yannan chose to help me! This is fate! What if you don’t like me
now? It doesn’t mean you don’t like me in the future! Isn’t it chasing people? I have nothing but patience! That being said
, when Zhou Yannan said this kind of words that would make people misunderstand, I still can’t control my self-affection.
Originally, I had a lot of courage to confess today. Unfortunately, I was taught a lesson by Zhou Yannan’s father. The most important thing was that I didn’t even have enough money to pay the fine, and the object of my confession paid for me and sent me back.
A series of blows made my psychological defense line almost collapse. At the thought of losing such a big face, I bit my lower lip, tears unconsciously filled my eyes and rolled down one by one.
「…… Why are you crying?
As soon as I dropped two drops, Zhou Yannan noticed that I was wrong.
He pulled the car to the side of the road and pulled my body with a strange face, trying to force me to look at him.
But I don’t know where the strength comes from, but I don’t want to raise my face. In the tinnitus of
crying, I seemed to hear him sigh very softly.
Zhou Yannan’s patience has never been very good, the most annoying others do not listen to words. Another classmate who had done the experiment together
before had a deadlock with him. He directly and ruthlessly complained about the other side’s wrong method without a dirty word, and directly let the classmate slam the door and leave.
Because I know his temper clearly, I will have a limit every time I misbehave, and I will never touch his bad luck.
But now I don’t care about anything except that I can’t let him see me crying in a mess.
After crying for a while, Zhou Yannan suddenly loosened his hand on my shoulder and did not ask me the reason for my sudden crying, as if he had to give up the current stalemate. I
couldn’t help but jump in my heart.
Curiosity and worry made the tears shrink back subconsciously. I covered my face and whined twice. I didn’t hear anything, so I couldn’t help looking up. As
soon as I loosened a little, a small pile of paper that had been pulled out was pasted on my face.
Zhou Yan looked out of the window. Although there was no expression on Nuwa’s carefully carved face, I didn’t see any impatience. The
awkward mood was interrupted, and soon there was no such uncomfortable feeling. I sniffed. “Why aren’t you driving?” I
asked.
He didn’t look at me. He just held his chin and looked out of the window. “It will be a long time before the dormitory closes,” he said casually.
I tilted my head in puzzlement.
“Song Huan-yu, would you like something to eat?” He asked.
In order to make a grand confession, I also deliberately ate a few mouthfuls of rice and chose clothes that showed my figure. After such a trip
from the police station, I cried again, and the little food left in my stomach had already been digested. My stomach, which
had been forgotten for a long time, howled. I touched my upper abdomen, thinking that this was a rare invitation from Chou Yen-nan, and nodded very spinelessly: “Eat.”
I followed Zhou Yannan like a daughter-in-law and saw him take me into a barbecue stand. Although the
environment is not dirty and messy, it is not clean, which is the place that Zhou Yannan does not like in my impression.
「…… Do you want to eat barbecue?
Chou Yen-nan frowned and ordered the slightly greasy menu, motioning for the boss to add more dishes: “Aren’t you hungry?”
I Did
he get dressed by someone today?
When I saw the barbecue served by the boss, I had more question marks on my head.
Previously, when I mistakenly thought Zhou Yannan liked me, in order to create a little more intersection between the two people after class, I often used him to help me, and I returned the gift as an excuse to eat with him, watch exhibitions and movies. He would refuse
the last item most of the time, but he would basically accept the meal.
Outside the classroom, when it is not necessary, Zhou Yannan’s words are pitifully few. At the beginning, I went out to eat several times. Basically, I was looking for a topic by myself. After chatting, I went back to my dormitory. Although
Zhou Yannan’s patience is not good, he holds an indifferent attitude towards most things. Because of this, the boys in the courtyard often say that he pretends to be very good and always looks detached from the secular world.
But after several meals, I felt that he was not indifferent, but did not seem to like to express his opinions, and did not like to keep his mouth shut as long as he was not asked by others. In fact,
he likes clean, like the taste of some light restaurants, do not like to eat spicy, do not drink, especially like sweet and sour things. Adhering to the spirit of talking to the dogs in the village,
I devoted myself to leading him to speak his mind before he was patient to the end.
At that time, I thought well. Anyway, Zhou Yannan liked me, and I also had a good impression on him. We both had to fall in love sooner or later. Now we have adjusted earlier, and it will be easier to fall in love in the future. I didn’t stop getting along with him
until I knew that he didn’t mean what I thought.
It can be said that half of my understanding of Zhou Yannan is my own guess, and the other half is what he told me personally.
But of all that I know, there’s only one thing I’m not sure about. How does
Zhou Yannan feel about me?
Because of a long time of self-affection, coupled with Zhou Yannan’s impatience or gentlemanly demeanor, I really can not say for sure what he thinks.
Today he is particularly different, I do not know whether it is because the fireworks really touched him, or I met his father when I entered the Bureau, which made him have other ideas. In a word, Zhou Yannan is very strange now.
The landlady brought the last dish of lamb kebabs to the table and put down a dozen beers. “Your dishes are ready.”
I looked at the table full of my favorite flavors of barbecue, looked at the beer, and said with difficulty, “Did you order beer?”
The proprietress drew a line at the menu and said casually, “I gave you the beer. It’s okay for a young couple to quarrel, but don’t make the girl cry.”
She patted Chou Yen-nan on the shoulder and said, “Be a good coax.” Not
a couple has not been exported, the proprietress said immediately turned around, leaving only a slightly fat figure.
So I looked at Zhou Yannan, then at the barbecue, then at Zhou Yannan, then at the barbecue.
I expect him to say something or refute or admit, just to break my fantasy or let me know that I’m not self-sentimental again.
But the young man just moved his eyes from behind the boss’s back and asked me, “Don’t you want to eat?”
I
Me: “Eat.”
A string of skewers, very much to my taste, went into my mouth and swallowed.
From beginning to end, Zhou Yannan did not touch a bunch of barbecue, but sat quietly next to me and looked at me silently. It’s not a good feeling to
be stared at, even if it’s someone I like. I managed to
eat enough kebabs to fill my stomach, and I tried to move out of the corner of my eye, trying to find a topic.
Just now Uncle Chou said that you sent three girls in this month. What is it?
Chou Yen-nan frowned and thought for a moment: “One sent me a threatening doll to threaten me to fall in love, and the other sneaked into my home and tried to steal my personal belongings.”
…… Boy.
I laughed twice. “You are so popular.”
Zhou Yannan did not say anything, but his eyes were almost bright with his dislike for the two of them.
Remembering that I was also classified by Uncle Zhou, I was so depressed that I bit off lamb kebabs and was choked with tears by chili powder.
A glass of cold liquid was handed to me at the right time, and Chou Yen-nan’s voice was puzzled: “Why are you crying again?”
I finished in one mouthful, which calmed the discomfort in my throat and wiped my face.
“I’m not crying, I’m choking.” When I
put down my glass and looked down to see the remaining pale yellow liquid, I suddenly felt stiff all over: “Did you give me a drink?” I am super sensitive
to alcohol. If I drink a little, I will get fragments on my head. After I found it at home, I dare not touch it.
This side of the mess, I have never shown in front of Zhou Yannan, he did not know, so just when the throat was choked, I did not pay attention, he did not know, a glass of wine so down the stomach.
“The closest thing to me is wine.” The
pleasant voice was far and near, and Zhou Yannan’s face soon became a mosaic of high paste in front of my eyes. When I woke up in the dormitory
the next day, I remembered what happened after I got drunk last night, and I gave myself a slap on the thigh.
“Song Huanyu.” When the roommate heard the noise, he poked his head out from behind the bed curtain and said, “What’s the matter? I got Chou Yen-nan, so I started slapping myself excitedly.”
I said sadly, “No, I feel that I am not qualified to pursue.”
Why don’t some people remember what happened after drinking?! Why can’t you give me the same ability!
Remembering yesterday when I held him in my arms and cried with a handful of snot and tears and said that I would pay him back next month, my eyes darkened and I felt that the image of being caught had fallen to a low ebb. In
my memory, Zhou Yannan said several times that he didn’t need to pay back the money. Later, he was so impatient that the veins in his neck burst out. After being drunk and ignorant, I still stayed on the ground and interrupted him repeatedly, saying that I would pay back the money.
I suspect that if the owner of the barbecue restaurant hadn’t stared at Zhou Yannan like a heartbreaker, he would probably have chosen to call someone else to solve my accommodation problem.
Thinking of this, I wailed, “I feel like I’m crossed in love.”
“Why all of a sudden?” The roommate leaned over and said, “Yesterday he used your cell phone to call me and asked me to go down to the dormitory to pick you up. Tut, that’s careful.”
“That’s because you don’t know how ugly I was yesterday.” Lying in bed with no love in my life, “Chou Yen-nan’s fault tolerance has always been very low.” I feel that with yesterday’s performance, I don’t need to confess, and I should have been excluded from the scope of choosing a spouse by him.
My roommate’s understanding of Chou Yen-nan is also limited to the public’s impression. Hearing what I said, I was a little suspicious: “But yesterday I felt that he was very concerned about you.”? But it’s up to you to decide your own feelings. If you don’t want to spend your mind on him, you should take it easy as soon as possible, so as not to hurt him more deeply later.
I nodded my head.
Turning on my mobile phone, I first sent a message to the senior who taught me to set off fireworks yesterday, and then clicked on the large group of 99 + in the department. The
people inside are discussing the matter that I was caught setting off fireworks yesterday.
Although it was not explicitly pointed out that it was me, people familiar with Zhou Yannan could probably guess my identity.
I flipped through it, and most of them were good-natured smiles, and there were people who made this into a sketch to play around.
Finger paused, I did not look up again, but opened Zhou Yannan’s contact information.
Good. Empty as ever. Not a greeting, let alone a word of comfort. I
was so wronged that I collapsed into a piece of human skin and collapsed on the bed.
Think about why Zhou Yannan is familiar with me, a person who can’t help watching me make mistakes in experiments, did not correct me yesterday, but watched me fool around.
Apart from thinking I’m right (which can be basically ruled out), I don’t think it’s necessary to correct me.
I looked at his contact information for a long time, gritted my teeth and blacklisted all his contact information in one breath.
Stop licking, tired, now think of him, I feel that those pictures of social death echo in my mind.
After blacklisting Zhou Yannan, I tried to stay away from him on various occasions. In the
cooperative experimental class, he chose the farthest position from him as far as possible, dragging his roommates as partners, and in the team volleyball class, he hid in the corner and practiced silently against the wall. As soon as the
bell rang, I rubbed oil on the soles of my feet and slipped away quickly, never giving him any chance to complain about my operation. For
half a month, I was not caught by him once by virtue of my agile movement and observation ability.
It was my roommates who were made miserable by my running around.
She collapsed on the bed like a salted fish, with tears streaming down her face: “I heard that Chou Yen-nan has been in a very bad mood recently. It must be that you have made him angry by avoiding him.”
This is just short of saying directly that I should go back to find someone.
I hesitated for a moment and shook my head. “I don’t think so.”
Zhou Yannan’s face looks like the flower of Kaolin, but in fact he holds a grudge. He remembers clearly how many times I hit him in the first volleyball class, and he can repeat it to me as it is.
Discarding the “self-sentimental” thought in my mind, I said firmly, “I guess it’s just that I haven’t been able to get rid of my anger before.”
The roommate opened his mouth to persuade him, thought about it, sighed, and finally said nothing. There are four people in the
dormitory, and only this roommate is the most supportive one for my previous pursuit.
She always teases me that Zhou Yannan and I are just like yuan Xiangqin and Jiang Naoki in the kiss of mischief. Even if there is no kiss, the cool male God will surely achieve positive results against the stupid and upright girl.
For this description, I don’t watch TV series very much, but I also made up a whole series, which was full of fantasy.
…… But now think about it, I may, perhaps, really not as strong as yuan Xiangqin’s ability to resist attacks, can firmly catch up with the people you want.
No matter how hard you try to hide from Zhou Yannan, there are only so many experimental buildings in the college. Half a month is a fluke, and you will meet them after a long time.
Without my name as a fixed partner, which is actually the obstacle of ordinary human observation objects, there are many more girls around Zhou Yannan in this half month.
I tried not to pay attention to his movements, so I didn’t pay attention to those people all the time.
But today, as soon as I came out of the laboratory, I climbed two steps with the data in my arms, and a lot of men and women were passing by. Words like
“gossip, Chou Yen-nan, hooking up” come to my ears.
My footsteps, hesitated for a while, or did not restrain their heart of gossip, to keep up with the figure of that person.
Zhou Yannan, as the teacher’s favorite student, has only a lot of other experiments after class. In order to avoid him, I haven’t set foot on this floor where he often does experiments for a long time. Squeezed behind the crowd
with mixed feelings, I fixed my eyes on the senior sister who had kindly told me that Zhou Yannan liked fireworks was crying like a cat, with her collar slightly open, ashamed and angry. The door of
the laboratory was wide open, and Zhou Yannan stood at the door, his clothes somewhat messy.
He stared down at his senior sister on the ground, his eyes cold as if he was going to kill someone.
I had seen him angry before, but I had never seen him so angry. He pursed his lips and frowned between his eyebrows, as if he had been wrapped in an exploding fire in a perennial iceberg, which could explode at any time.
Senior sister screamed on the ground and cried, “You could have chosen a better and better one, but I’m fighting for you!”
“I don’t need it.” He said coldly, “You used her trust to deceive her and broadcast the news in a large group to make everyone laugh at her.”. When I exposed it, I was so angry that I said it was for my sake, so I didn’t have to.
I don’t think I’m old enough to need someone to speak for me and interpret my thoughts. You say she’s not good enough for me? Then I tell you that I can’t leave her.
A dialogue comparable to an idol drama shocked the crowd of onlookers, including me. The senior sister
on the ground shouted and made a lot of noise for a long time, and was comforted and taken away by some friends who came late, while Zhou Yannan looked up at the crowd subconsciously at the moment he was taken away. As soon as
my back was cold, I quickly hid behind a tall boy. The sound of closing the door sounded
heavily, and when I looked again, the figure with a cold face had disappeared, and I should not have found my existence. It took only one day for the news that
Zhou Yannan’s Kaolin flower had been picked to spread throughout the college.
I looked at the computer document with an expressionless face, looking like I was meditating, but in fact I had already roared ten thousand times in my heart.
Just half a month, half a month! Does Zhou Yannan have someone in his heart so soon?
Looking back on the half semester of self-affection before and the half semester of pursuit after, I simply beat my chest and stamped my feet. If I had
known that I would be snatched away in half a month, I would not have given up!
My heart was like a sponge, swollen by my tears of regret, and it was sore and painful to pinch.
I am a person who does things for three minutes, but I am really interested in something, and I will continue to be enthusiastic after I am cold. The strict study before the
university let me be in a state of seeing flowers through the fog all the time. I knew there was such a thing, but I had no time to think about it.
In Zhou Yannan’s body, I tasted the ups and downs related to love for the first time.
I’ve never wanted to make someone happy so much.
As long as he frowns, I want to hold what I think is the best in front of him to make him laugh.
I hung my head and banged on the table.
But now he has someone in his heart before I burn up my enthusiasm for the second time. When the
roommate heard the noise, he turned his head sideways and said, “Don’t you think Chou Yen-nan was talking about you?”
I was so depressed: “I think you look more in love than I am now.”
“Go, go, go! What kind of love brain? You didn’t refuse to listen to advice, and you didn’t do anything out of the ordinary to hurt yourself or others. You were just bravely pursuing love. How can you be called a love brain?” My roommate slapped me on the back. “I’m telling you the truth. You didn’t listen to what I said before, saying that Chou Yen-nan disliked you for losing face. What about this time?”? Is the senior sister the one who gives you advice? At the same time, if you have something to do with her and Chou Yen-nan, why don’t you put yourself in?
I was silent for a moment.
In fact, when I heard these words, I really felt that two people were talking about me.
But after I came back, I carefully read all the chat records with my senior sister, and I never felt that she was giving me a trick. Obviously, she looked so amiable, how could she do one thing before and another after?
And Zhou Yannan. This kind of words are similar to confessions. If the object you want to say is really me, why don’t you say it in front of me?
“Because you not only blacklisted him, but also took me to play dodgeball every day.” Roommates complain.
I pounded the table angrily and said, “I don’t care. I think he has someone he likes. The fuel has run out and he doesn’t want to burn it!”
My roommate looked at me faintly. Alright
The expression clearly showed that I didn’t believe I would give up so easily.
I looked away with a guilty conscience, picked up my coat and put it on. “I went out for a walk and came back after dinner.”
A hair dryer is always the best way to drown one’s sorrows. I
took the cold dishes and milk tea I had just bought, and before I reached the riverside, a familiar police car stopped beside me.
The left eyelid jumped, and my heart ran through ten thousand words.
Uncle Zhou, wearing the police uniform that caught me going to the Bureau that day, poked his head out of the car with a smile.
“Little Song!”! What a coincidence! Are you going to dinner?
As soon as I saw the car, the tension of confessing and the social death of being caught when the fireworks were set off that day poured into my body uncontrollably. My
smile froze for a moment, and I said subconsciously, “I didn’t make any mistakes this time!” The two policemen in the
car looked at each other and burst out laughing.
“I know, I know. Don’t be so nervous.” Uncle Chou coughed twice and stopped laughing. “I got off work early today. I called my boy home for dinner. I was just about to cook for him.” My scalp tingles
when I hear the name.
I gave a dry laugh and said, “That’s good. Uncle, you can eat and drink well.”
As soon as I was ready to lift my legs, Uncle Zhou nailed me in place again.
“Would you like to come and be a guest?”
……
I always feel that God is playing with me.
As soon as he said he wanted to give up Zhou Yannan, he turned around and heard the news that his heart belonged to him. As soon as he was ready to give up, his father invited me to have dinner with him.
Tempted to sway, I looked at another policeman in the passenger seat of the car, and the vegetables and meat in the back seat: “Forget it, uncle, you still have colleagues here, I..”
Without waiting for me to finish, Uncle Zhou immediately turned to his colleague and said something. The middle-aged man of
the co-pilot laughed knowingly twice, hit Uncle Zhou hard on the shoulder twice, and quickly opened the door of the co-pilot and walked down.
The man patted me on the shoulder and said, “It’s all right. You eat well. I won’t bother you.”
With that, he took the key in his hand, hummed a song, and walked across the street.
So I looked at the open passenger door, and Uncle Zhou looked at me.
“I really have something to say to you, little girl.” Seeing my hesitation, he continued to add, “About my son.”
12
“My wife left early, and I brought him up as a father and a mother.”
Sitting in a familiar police car, Uncle Zhou said to me with a smile as he drove.
He has been sensible since he was a child, and anyone who sees him will say that he is clever. My colleagues and relatives, who do not say that Yan Nan is good, that he does not give me trouble. I used to think so, but when I grew up, I felt a little wrong.
“He lives in the shadow of my thoughts. He’s as silent as a pool of stagnant water. I’m half in a coffin, and I don’t care if there are no waves in my life. But he’s different. He’s still young. He’s not me. He’s a different person.”
I couldn’t help but hold on to my seat belt. “You told me this was..” I’m just a suitor for your son, but I’m not a girlfriend.
Even if I know Zhou Yannan’s past, what can I do? Does Uncle Zhou still think I can have an influence on Zhou Yannan?
If I had changed before, I would have flattered myself, but now. I’m afraid I think too much, and then I get Zhou Yannan’s venomous complaints. Uncle
Zhou was silent for a moment.
In fact, the day you entered the Bureau was the anniversary of my wife’s death, and during the day I went with him to sweep the grave.
“My wife loved to take Chou Yen-nan to see the fireworks. After she left, I was afraid of being touched by the scenery. In addition, the city began to control it, so not only did I not see it again, but I didn’t let Yen-nan see it again.” The
car stopped under the residential building and put out the fire. Uncle Zhou said slowly.
Death anniversary?
I remembered what my senior sister had told me about the so-called “good days” and fireworks, and I finally got through.
I didn’t know it was my aunt’s that day. I’m sorry..
For me, it’s just an ordinary day, but for Zhou Yannan, it’s a painful repetition for more than 20 years.
I remembered the way he looked up when he lit the fireworks that day.
I thought it was because I was surprised to see something I liked, but I didn’t think it was the sadness of touching the scenery.
I even want to confess to him at such a time.
Even if I made such a decision because I was cheated, I felt that I deserved to be scolded.
“I’m sorry..”
I repeated it in silence.
However, what awaits me is not blame, but another smile and a big hand on my head.
“I’m not saying this to blame you. Be happy.” Uncle Sung laughed and said, “Is that all right to call you?”? You are really the same as your name, and you are a happy girl.
“All of us thought he would be sad about my wife’s death, but when I saw him that day, I realized it wasn’t like that.”
The middle-aged man took a cigarette in his mouth, but did not light it. “You didn’t notice it because you saw the police car, but I saw it when I got out of the car.”.
“He is standing beside you, looking at the sky full of fireworks and you under the fireworks, laughing.”
When Zhou Yannan got home, I had been sitting in his restaurant for a while. While preparing the dishes,
Uncle Zhou cheerfully told me about Zhou Yannan’s childhood. I was unable to resist, so I had to prick up my ears and pour into them the news that few outsiders knew.
The door was closed to avoid suspicion, and the situation in the living room could be seen outside. He pushed the door open, first looked around the house and called Dad, then looked at me and opened his mouth.
“What are you doing here?” There were beads of sweat on
his forehead that had not been wiped off, and his chest heaved so much that it looked as if he had run back.
I waved my paw as a greeting, and when he saw it, I immediately hung my head and continued to be a hamster.
“Last time someone went to the police station to set off fireworks for you, I made amends and invited the little girl to dinner. What happened?”
Uncle Chou put the prepared food on his plate and wiped his hands. “You’ve come back just in time. The food is almost ready. Treat the guests well. It’s all right to walk around. I’ll go to cook.” The sliding door of the
kitchen snapped shut, leaving only two people breathing in the room.
Zhou Yannan has not come over, still standing in the doorway staring at me like a torch.
The silence was so awkward that I choked for a moment. Just as I was about to give full play to my super warm-up ability, Chou Yen-nan began to speak in a hoarse voice:
“Let’s go out for a walk.” What can
I say, sit here and continue to be embarrassed?
“Good.”
So I silently put on my coat and followed him out.
The weather was cold and it got dark early. When I came with Uncle Zhou, there was still the sun. When I came out again, there was no light on the horizon.
Zhou Yannan’s home is not too far away from the University City. It is the staff dormitory assigned by the former factory. Several buildings form a courtyard, which is a department.
Now is the meal time, every family is cooking, even the children who are fond of playing are taken home by their parents to wait for the meal. There was no fourth living thing in the
empty yard except a dog and me.
Even the dog looked at me and Zhou Yannan, shook his tail and left lazily.
Okay, now there are only two panting people in the yard.
I rubbed my hands and said, “Uncle Chou met me on the way and insisted on bringing me to dinner.”
Chou Yen-nan lifted his eyelids and said, “I thought you were going to come over and pay me back five hundred yuan.”
This look of business, fortunately, I did not fluctuate because of Uncle Zhou’s special words that hinted at me! Otherwise, you flatter yourself again!
Remembering the last time I cried with Chou Yen-nan’s thigh in my arms after getting drunk, I choked: “Just think I’m here to pay back the money..”
Heartache in his bosom, he pulled out two red notes and stuffed them into his arms: “I’ll give you the rest of the WeChat.” In the
dim lamplight, the young man raised his eyebrows and reached out to hold two thin banknotes. “Then you have to pull me out of the blacklist first.”
Look, there is this revenge! When the blacklist was
removed and the remaining 500 yuan was transferred, I put the screen in front of his eyes and said, “Look, it’s gone.”
Zhou Yannan blinked, and instead of taking out his mobile phone to collect money as quickly as I thought, he kept silent and stuffed two hundred yuan back into my hand.
「…… As I said last time, you don’t have to pay me back.
For a long time, Chou Yen-nan sighed: “You were in the lab two days ago.” I
turned my head. “What lab? I don’t know.”
“Song Huanyu, look at me.” As soon as
the voice fell, after a burst of gunpowder, the fireworks, which were exactly the same as those I set off that day, but several sizes smaller, exploded behind Zhou Yannan.
I subconsciously turned my head to look, and clusters of sparks rose behind him, bloomed, and then annihilated in the night.
I’m sorry, when we first met, we really approached you because you were bad at doing experiments, and we teamed up with you because volleyball was bad. I did do a lot of things that you misunderstood at first, and I made you sad for so long. The man in
front of me was saying something that I thought was the most romantic thing he could say.
Knowing that he is this character, I am a little angry, but still can not help but hold my breath, want to listen to his next words.
Fireworks continued to bloom, the surrounding residential buildings also poked out a lot of heads to watch the fun, to see the two of us, with good-natured laughter urged.
Is it a confession! Kiss one, kiss one!
“No more ink, Chou Yen-nan. If you continue to write, you’ll be single forever!” Amid
the noise, he carried the fireworks on his back and stared down at me.
He was looking into my eyes, or maybe he was looking at the fireworks in my eyes.
But you gave me so much back, it was like slapping me in a bad relationship. I just found that I can not leave you, I am mean, I know I have a bad temper, will not speak, but I still want to keep you. I have found the source of the things
you have been laughed at, and I have warned you one by one. As for being caught.. If I give you a firework, everyone will say me, not you.
“I really like you, Song Huanyu.”
I looked up at him and asked earnestly, “Do you know the kiss of mischief?”
Chou Yen-nan: “I haven’t seen it, but I know the general plot.”
He thought for a moment, “But I think I’m better than Naoki. If you like him..”
The last firework exploded, the world was quiet, and I kissed it.
“No, it’s good that you can express yourself now. Don’t go backwards again.”
I grabbed him by the collar and said, “I didn’t flatter myself this time, did I? Do you know how much you hurt me before?”
Chou Yen-nan stared at me and smiled, “I’m sorry. Actually, you’ve never flattered yourself. It’s all my fault.”.
“I think I liked you the first time I saw you. Otherwise, there are so many people who do things badly. Why would I want to help you?”
I
Me: “I’d better think about whether to go out with you or not.”
It’s embarrassing for him to come to the crematorium to chase his wife.
Zhou Yannan opened his mouth to explain something, the door of the unit behind him opened, and Uncle Zhou came out.
“Is the confession over?” Holding a spatula in his left hand,
he patted his son heavily on the shoulder with his right hand. First he smiled at me, and then he said seriously, “Fireworks and firecrackers are not allowed in the city. You know, even small ones are not allowed.”. After dinner, come with me to the station and pay the fine.
15-Fanwai (Zhou Yannan’s perspective)
Song Huanyu, as her name suggests, is a girl who makes people look happy. When she
first approached her, Zhou Yannan did not regard her desire as a feeling between men and women, but thought that the teacher always complained about the lack of funds in the laboratory, thinking not to let her increase the extra burden. When
the little girl saw him, her eyes were as round as a cat’s, and she stuck out her tongue: “Please give me some advice.”
「…… Please give me more advice. The
smile was full and soft, which made people feel a subtle itch in their hearts, so fast that they could hardly catch sight.
Because of his mother’s early death, he was very restrained from feeling what he wanted to have from an early age.
Such a heart is strange and fast, he did not understand, nor did he delve into it.
Then get along more and more, Song Huanyu in his laissez-faire situation gradually into his life. Everyone
thought that he should be calm, should have no desire, should be an experimental machine, high above the masses.
If he doesn’t say, no one will ask.
But Song Huanyu is committed to making him an ordinary person.
She coaxed him to laugh, made him say something about what had happened in a roundabout way, and asked him to put all the repressed thoughts he did not want to show in front of him.
“Tell me no if you don’t like it.” Song Huanyu said. If you
want it, buy it. It’s not like you can’t have it, so why put up with it? There is nothing illegal about it.
As if the film that used to feel between people was so easily punctured by her, Song Huanyu smiled, it was not enough to come in, but also to pull him happy outside.
Almost everyone felt that his mother was a minefield for him, and his father was never careful to mention it.
Although it was an accident, Song Huanyu’s fireworks really made his heart beat violently, and it was on that day that Zhou Yannan finally reacted slowly.
Ah, so he likes Song Huanyu.
He wanted her to laugh, too, for him.
Discovering this, Zhou Yannan wanted to express his love immediately, but before he could say it, they were caught by Zhou’s father. They went to the police station and didn’t say anything. After they came out, the girl was crying and emotional.
Very easy to take people to eat a barbecue to coax, drink wine, Song Huanyu cried again in a mess, while crying while holding him not to let go. The
vigorous young man, who had just understood his mind, did not know where to put his hands and feet.
Trying to control his reaction, he sent the girl back to the dormitory. He took a cold shower and lay down on the bed to stop the invasion of those charming ideas. Talk to Song Huanyu
tomorrow.
He was so confused that he soon fell asleep.
…… After waking up
the next day, Zhou Yannan was silent about all the contact information he had been blacklisted.
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