Summer should kiss the star
waiting for you to finish class, waiting for you to grow up
, I am the dormitory manager of the male dormitory of the Department of Physical Education of a University.
One night when there was a blackout, the sports students were so hot that they took off their shirts and shouted at the window.
I took the opportunity to count my abdominal muscles with a flashlight, but suddenly I received WeChat tips.
“Sister, Hei Hei, I’m afraid.”
“Light, light, broken, repair.”
Later, I found that there were several tags on the person’s profile:
# 185 # Sports Student # Sister Control # Only Like Situ Mian Mian #
Me:?
Isn’t that my name?
I stared at the student’s head for a moment.
I really can’t remember when I added such a student.
I knocked on the dormitory door of 707.
The door was opened, and the dormitory was dark and invisible.
I took a flashlight the size of Gatling and shone it into the house. The student in the
room was bare-chested and chiseled, wearing only a pair of gray trousers, and was waiting for me on the windowsill. It was hard not to get my attention on
those eight-pack ABS, and I peeked at them several times.
But on the surface, I have to be serious. “There’s a problem with the electrical circuit in the dormitory. It’s not the light. It’s almost fixed.”
He did not speak, but came over to me, put his hands on his knees and stared at me.
“It turned out to be a beautiful sister.” He raised his eyebrows. Before
I could react, he said, “Sister, I’m really afraid of the dark. Stay with me.”
He spread out his hands in front of me, and his palms were sweaty.
I looked at his forehead again, and there was really a thick sweat.
“What’s your major? What’s your name?”
“Swimming Class 2301, Xu Xingqi.”
The name was very special, and I suddenly remembered the instructions of the head of the dormitory department.
The general meaning is that there is a student with a mysterious background living in the male dormitory of Block B. He is the focus of attention specially ordered by the school leaders. His name is Xu Xingqi.
“Well, I’ll keep you company.”
Adhering to the attitude of doing one line and loving one line, I decided to stay.
707 is a very special dormitory, larger than other multi-person dormitories and more luxurious than other dormitories.
Xu Xingqi took a chair and sat on it, next to me.
“Sister..”
“My name is Situ Mianmian. You can call me Teacher Situ.” I interrupted him.
His eyes curved slightly. “Yes, sister.”
I
The atmosphere quieted down for no reason, and I found a topic at random.
“You’re so afraid of the dark, what do you usually do when you sleep?”
Hsu Hsing-chi patiently answers: “I live in a single room without electricity, and I usually light a small lamp when I sleep.”
“Have you ever heard of darkness phobia?”
I was stunned and shook my head.
I am a phobia of the dark. Being alone
in the dark is like drowning in the deep sea.
“But if you have someone to accompany you, you feel like you’re holding onto a piece of driftwood and coming out of the water, and you can catch your breath.” I understand what
Xu Xingqi said. He is praising me.
It’s a metaphor that I don’t like very much, saying that I look like wood.
“Sister, you saved my life. I have to thank you.”
He seemed to think of something and chuckled, “Why don’t I show you my ABS again?”
I
I sat down and stopped it severely.
Hsu Hsing-chi, after all, I’m a dormitory teacher, and you’re a student. What kind of person do you think I am when you say that?
Xu Xingqi has an innocent face.
“The man who saved my life.”
He laughed again. I
don’t know why I feel like I’m being made fun of.
But.. After you entered the room just now, you obviously peeked at it several times. After
that day, to thank me, Xu Xingqi brought me a week’s breakfast.
Every morning, he and a large group of friends ran past the door of the dormitory in the morning, and more than ten people called their sisters together, and then Xu Xingqi threw breakfast to me in the eyes of the crowd.
It’s like a male star signing autographs for his fans. I’m sorry
, but I think he might have wanted to do something to thank me.
When he repays this gratitude, maybe it won’t happen again.
But I didn’t expect that Xu Xingqi not only didn’t stop, but also invited me to watch his swimming competition.
Today’s game is the annual friendly match between a University and P University next door. The swimming majors at
both schools are top-notch, and although on the surface it is a “friendly competition,” in fact it has long been an arena for students on both sides to secretly compete.
“There are a lot of people who want to come to see us play, but my ticket is only for you.”
Xu Xingqi leaned against the window of my duty room, unrelenting.
The phrase “just for you” sounded profound, but I didn’t think much of it.
Seeing that I had the intention of refusing, Xu Xingqi was a little unhappy.
He took my hand and thrust the ticket at me forcefully.
“If you come, I’ll show you the ABS of the entire swim team.”
I In the
school swimming pool, young boys and girls are boiling with blood in the audience. The moment
Xu Xingqi and his teammates came on the stage together, the atmosphere in the field reached its peak.
The teenager’s body is straight, his side face is as beautiful as a knife, and he stands beside the swimming pool, adjusting his swimming goggles in a cool and handsome manner. The girls next to
me shouted Xu Xingqi’s name crazily and hoarsely.
After all, this is the time to compete for the honor of A.
Xu Xingqi looked up at the audience and looked through the students who shouted his name and through the support cards with his name written on them.
Finally, he looked at me.
At that moment, Xu Xingqi smiled from his eyes, raised his hand and waved in my direction. I
felt as if I had been burned by those eyes, and my heart missed a beat.
“Come on!”
I am an export type to him.
Xu Xingqi smiled more deeply. He clenched his fist and thumped it on his shoulder. He looked at me in high spirits.
A shot rang out and the game began.
Xu Xingqi broke through the water with vigorous posture. Only then did
I realize that anyone’s refueling was just icing on the cake.
The speed and strength clearly told everyone that he was the most valiant warrior in the water.
The swimming pool is Xu Xingqi’s home court. In
the 50m freestyle, Xu Xingqi won the championship very easily with almost perfect explosive power.
Xu Xingqi was in a good mood. On the way back, he showed off to me.
“Well, am I handsome today?”
I rolled my eyes at his childish behavior.
“Good, good, handsome, handsome.”
“Sister, I broke the record today, 20.89 seconds.”
“Well, congratulations.”
I continue to be perfunctory.
“The record holder of 20.89 seconds is a senior student in our major. I heard that he is a very powerful person.”
“If I could, I’d really like to compete with him.”
I suddenly stopped. When he
said this, Xu Xingqi was standing under the tree in summer.
Summer trees always have luxuriant branches and leaves, with cicadas chirping, as if in summer, everything is full of vitality.
But at this time, Xu Xingqi’s words fell into my ears word by word, like cold water poured on my face.
I pulled out a smile.
“You won’t get another chance to play against Zhou Yu.”
Xu Xingqi was stunned.
“Why?”
“He died in the water in the summer of 2021.” Xu Xingqi was silent,
probably because my face was too ugly.
“I’m sorry.”
He scratched his head.
I don’t know why I’m sorry, but the look on your face right now really.. Very sad. The senior mentioned by
Xu Xingqi is called Zhou Yu.
And my ex-boyfriend.
Zhou Yu is the most talented swimmer I have ever seen. Like Xu Xingqi,
he only needed to look at it and understand that they were born to be companions with water.
But my Zhou Yu slept at the bottom of the water forever.
Even though I felt uncomfortable, I still smiled at Xu Xingqi.
It doesn’t matter, I’m just a little sad.. Heaven envies talent.
“Genius, it seems, is reasonably short-lived. That’s how it’s played in TV dramas, isn’t it?”
I grinned, not knowing whether to say this to Xu Xingqi or to myself.
Xu Xingqi said, “Oh.”.
“Did you just look like you were worried about me?” Without waiting for me to speak, he said again.
“Although I am also a genius, my physical quality is not bad. I will swim until the day I become a world champion.” When
talking about dreams, Xu Xingqi’s whole person is shining.
All right, then I wish you a bright future. Swim into the Olympics first, then swim into the World Championships.
“I also wish you to stay away from pain and be safe all the time, Hsu Hsing-chi.”
This kind of future can be expected to look familiar.
I am a little moved, and the blessing is also from the heart.
Xu Xingqi smiled in his eyes.
“Sister, what is your dream?”
Xu Xingqi looked very serious, and for a moment, I was asked.
“I’m useless. I don’t have a dream.”
I answered with a smile.
“Do you think a person with a dream will find a job like this after graduation?”
People will die sooner or later. There is no point in working hard. As for my life, I can just make do with it.
My rotten outlook on life completely shocked Xu Xingqi.
Just because people die, everything loses its meaning? Why do you think that?
Whatever he says, I still look like a fool.
“Why don’t I think of a goal for you?”
He suddenly approached me with a bad smile.
I frowned, stepped back and pulled away.
“You don’t want to fall in love with me, do you?”
“Fall in love with me.”
We both said it almost at the same time.
Xu Xingqi ignored my words and smiled brightly.
“Swim with me to the Olympics, then swim with me to the World Championships, and all my gold medals will belong to you.”
“Sister, I like you very much. Would you consider staying with me?”
I raised my hand and gave him a chestnut.
“No, don’t think about it.”
Who wants to fall in love with a kid they’ve known for ten days? The little milk dog who
had known me for ten days said he would chase me and wait for me if I didn’t agree.
I’ll tell my best friend about it.
Is that reasonable? What does he want from me?
My best friend thought for a while and answered, “I want you to be old, and I want you not to take a bath.”. It’s true that I am
old, but I still take a bath.
Sitting in the duty room, I counted on my fingers that I was five years younger than Xu Xingqi.
“Teacher, if you don’t let me in today, I won’t leave!”
Suddenly a girl rushed over, and her face was covered with snot and tears.
“Who are you looking for?”
Seeing how emotional she was, I couldn’t help asking her.
“I’m looking for Xu Xingqi from 707. He dumped me.”
I was surprised and angry, and it was that boy. It is the first time to
eat melons on acquaintances.
Son of a bitch, are you playing fish farming with me here? He expressed his love to me yesterday, but I’m afraid it’s not a seamless connection.
Thinking of this, I sneer.
Come in and sit and wait for him! He can’t run away today!
Left and right, it was finally time for Xu Xingqi to finish class.
Far away, I saw him, carrying his schoolbag, walking straight towards me in the duty room.
Xu Xingqi was wearing a Jersey, as if he had just come back from playing.
“Sister!”
Then the girl beside me rushed out.
“Hsu Hsing-chi, you’re back at last!”
“Why don’t you answer my WeChat?” I
feel like I’m sitting in a melon field, and I’m a little excited.
Xu Xingqi stepped back and pulled away from the girl.
“Who are you?”
He twisted his eyebrows, and there was some impatience in his tone.
“I told you last winter, but you turned me down, saying you didn’t want to think about falling in love.”
“Now that I’m almost a sophomore, you should give me an answer, right?” The
girl’s eyes were full of tears, which made me feel a little distressed.
Xu Xingqi’s face was expressionless.
“I really can’t remember who you are. I really didn’t want to fall in love when I turned you down.”
“And now?”
Girls are in hot pursuit.
Xu Xingqi seems to be very speechless. I want to fall in love
recently, but not with you. Are you the one who
has been spreading rumors about falling in love with me? Steal my ball and ask my classmates to take pictures of me. Are you finished. If you harass me
again, I will really call the police.
“Now that I’m talking to you politely, quit while you’re ahead. Don’t kick your nose in the face.”
In the end, Xu Xingqi’s patience was exhausted and his tone gradually became irritable.
“Then tell me who you like, and I’ll see how good she is!”
The girl blushed and fought back tears.
Hearing her question, I began to worry, afraid that Xu Xingqi would come to the scene to identify.
I buried my head on the table and panicked. The words from
Xu Xingqi’s mouth are like the cold winter months.
“Do you deserve to know who she is?”
Look, how much damage. When
I lifted my head from the table, only Xu Xingqi was left in the room.
He looked at me with a smile and did not speak. Am
I clear enough to understand? If you don’t understand, I’ll say it again. After a
long time, I thought the sea king’s seamless connection was the girl’s wishful thinking.
“You have such a bad temper. How come so many girls still like you?” I was a little surprised by
Xu Xingqi’s fierce appearance just now.
“Good temper is enough for those who like it.”
“If you don’t like someone, you have to make it clear earlier. Don’t drag her. If I drag her, that’s really ***ed up.” Although
Xu Xingqi is not very old, he is emotionally clear. As soon as
I raised my thumb, I wanted to praise him, but he said, “I’m used to playing straight ball, and I can’t hide when I like a person, such as confessing my love to you.”. When you rejected me
yesterday, you said I was a little kid, and I was no younger than you except for my age.
“I don’t accept your reasons for rejecting me.”
Xu Xingqi asked me earnestly, “Situ Mianmian, did you refuse me because of Zhou Yu?”
After such a long time, my name is associated with that person again.
I suddenly felt that the smile on my face was a little unnatural.
“I didn’t know he was so famous until I asked other seniors who Chou Yu was today.”
“Not only did I hear that he broke the school swimming record and became a new myth, but I also heard his touching love story.” When he
said this, Xu Xingqi smiled, his hands leaning on his chin, and his eyebrows and eyes looked light.
And my happy mood disappeared in an instant.
So the look on your face that day wasn’t because you were worried about me.
One is a genius in the swimming department, and the other is a beauty in the journalism department. It sounds really right.
“When I was sitting there listening to my upperclassman today, I was really jealous.” The word
“journalism” seems to have hit a nerve with me.
“What you hear is true, not hearsay.”
“But there’s still a second half to the story, and no one should have told you about it.”
I looked Xu Xingqi in the eye and told him the cruel ending.
The swimming genius died in a summer teaching program organized by the school. There is also the so-called “journalism department flower,” who left school long ago.
My eyes were swollen and hot, but my tone was frighteningly cold.
“Now that you’ve heard the story, Hsu Hsing-chi, please go out.”
Xu Xingqi was driven out by me. After
he left, I turned on my cell phone. The people on
the screensaver are smiling and smiling, with tenderness between their eyebrows and eyes.
I held out my hand gently, but it stopped in midair. The distance between
Zhou Yu and me is more than this screen. The rumors that
Xu Xingqi heard are true. When I was
in high school, the school organized an autumn picnic.
High school and junior high school are mixed together, there are so many people, and the whole scene is very chaotic. After the
picnic, as a member of the organizing committee, I stayed to clean up the mess.
Because of hypoglycemia, in the middle of cleaning, I rushed straight into the water like an upside down turnip. I
am a landlubber, and I have been afraid of water since I was a child. For more than ten seconds in the water, I thought I was dead.
Then, it seemed that someone jumped into the water and swam towards me.
I struggled to open my eyes in the water, only to see the man’s blue school uniform and his face getting closer and closer.
It was Zhou Yu who carried me ashore.
Even though I was carried away on a stretcher later, my hand still clenched the corner of Zhou Yu’s clothes.
Since then, Zhou Yu and I have become familiar with each other.
Zhou Yu is a sports student who has trained swimming for many years, and I, a liberal arts student, want to be admitted to the journalism department of a University and be a journalist who speaks with a pen. After I
went to college, I expressed my love to Zhou Yu.
Zhou Yu accepted my confession. He also said that he had been waiting for me to say this for a long time. In the
university, Zhou Yu’s figure always appears in all kinds of places to win glory for the school, and where he is, I will follow him with an interview microphone.
Over time, we became a model couple in the eyes of the people around us.
Until. That thing happened. In the summer vacation of
2021, the school held three teaching activities in the countryside. It sounds like a wonderful thing to bring knowledge from
books to children in small mountain villages. Zhou Yu and
I both filled out the application form.
In the beginning, things were going well.
Until one day, the torrential rain suddenly came, followed by mountain torrents. At the critical moment when the
villagers moved their homes, some people found that their playful children were still by the river and had not returned.
The villagers knew that Zhou Yu was good at swimming and begged him to take several classmates to look for him.
Zhou Yu was wearing a raincoat and straw sandals, and his trousers were already half wet with mud.
I was restless and wanted to go with him.
But Zhou Yu’s attitude is very firm, it’s very dangerous outside, and I can’t swim, so I can only make him more uneasy.
Under Zhou Yu’s persuasion, I stayed where I was.
But I did not think that this stay is the distance between life and death.
Three classmates came back, two of them, and the children were all found, unharmed.
But the only thing missing is my Zhou Yu.
Zhou Yu said that he had been letting his classmates and children grab the board, but he finally let go of his hand because he had exhausted his strength to save people. After
Zhou Yu died, I shut myself up in my room without eating or drinking, and cried until my eyes were almost blind.
I found that I could no longer write any sports reports. As soon as I picked up the pen, all I could think about was everything about him in the pool.
My life has been completely turned upside down.
So I didn’t lie to Xu Xingqi. The first half of those rumors is a fairy tale, and the second half is cruel.
I had a high fever, so I took two days off and fell asleep. It was not
until the evening of the next day that I stepped out of the door to throw garbage on my flip-flops. I’m
wearing a nightdress and I’m fluttering like a ghost.
Just as I was walking to the garbage station, a dark shadow suddenly appeared in front of me.
I subconsciously tried to block it, but someone grabbed my arm.
It’s Xu Xingqi.
“What are you doing here?”
I was shocked by the sudden appearance of Xu Xingqi.
“You don’t return WeChat, and you don’t go to work. Are you angry with me?”
He has two big black eyes and seems to be a little aggrieved.
“Why do you look so ugly?” Is
this sick? Did you take the medicine? Have you had an injection? Does it hurt?
Without waiting for me to speak, Xu Xingqi frowned and pressed the back of his hand against my forehead.
He took my hand again and checked it for pinpricks.
“Hello, Hsu Hsing-chi.” I don’t know whether to laugh or cry in the
face of his bombing concern.
“I took the medicine yesterday and slept for a long time. I’m all right now.”
Xu Xingqi curled his lips. I don’t know why.
“Last night, whenever I closed my eyes, all I could think about was you staring at me with red eyes. I couldn’t sleep at all.”
“Why didn’t you just tell me the other day when you were so upset by what I said?”
The summer wind blew Xu Xingqi’s face, and at this moment he was very serious.
“I didn’t.”
I subconsciously denied it.
You are a strange man. I want to admit that I always deny it, but when I get angry, I hide and cry. It’s obvious that you’re thinking about someone, but on the surface you pretend you don’t care.
I froze in the same place, and my heart was stuffy.
He taught me with a straight face.
It doesn’t look like a cheeky kid at all. Why don’t you scold me when you are angry with
me? Laughing is laughing, crying is crying, suppressing one’s true emotions, and forcing oneself to live like a normal person all day long. Is this what you understand as maturity?
In the end, Xu Xingqi even seemed to be somewhat sarcastic.
Xu Xingqi! That’s enough, stop it!
I took a deep breath, still holding my temper.
Szeto Mian Mian, aren’t you tired of living? If that’s the best you can do, I’ll think less of you.
He looked at me with slight contempt.
The eyes like a fire, instantly ignited all my camouflage.
I strode forward and tried to give him a slap, but he caught it easily. Now
I was so angry that I beat him like crazy and kicked him.
This time Xu Xingqi did not hide, but stood silently in place, bearing all this.
You’re right, I don’t want to live. Zhou Yu is dead. Who am I laughing at? Who am I crying for? I admit what
you said, I like to escape, I am very weak! Hsu Hsing-chi, are you satisfied?
I yelled at him like a rabid beast. With this anger,
I said a lot of words until tears blurred my vision. The collapse of
emotions is a rainstorm that has been accumulated for too long.
Xu Xingqi gently encircled me without any excessive action.
I cried until I was exhausted in Xu Xingqi’s arms.
Thinking of what he had just said, I simply poured all my tears on him.
At the same time, I spoke ferociously.
“Hsu Hsing-chi, I hate you!”
Xu Xingqi didn’t dislike it either.
“All right, all right, I know you hate me.” Instead,
he lowered his head, carefully wiped the tears from my eyes, and gently coaxed me.
“Sorry, Mian Mian.”
“I made you cry again.”
I should have been angry, but after crying that day, I felt much more comfortable.
I know that Xu Xingqi did it on purpose.
Zhou Yu’s death seemed to take away all my emotions.
It’s not that I haven’t had counseling, and it’s not that I haven’t been comforted.
But only Xu Xingqi told me bluntly that he wanted to break my shell and drag me to the outside world.
I relented.
Xu Xingqi is not bad to me, but I am not very good to him.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt that I owed Xu Xingqi a big favor. I was on duty
on Saturday and swept around, but I didn’t see Xu Xingqi. I happened to listen to some of the students who went back to the dormitory discussing the competition during the day.
“In my opinion, Hsu Hsing-chi can only compete with the trash from Big P. This time, the amateur from Beijing easily won the championship.”
“Oh, I haven’t seen him lose so badly today for a long time.” So what
if you swim past Big P? It’s still a loss. Damn, it’s suffocating!
They were swearing, but I understood.
Xu Xingqi. Lost the game?
He’s been on a roll in the pool, being carried around. Will it affect him if he
suddenly loses the game?
I’m a little worried about his condition.
I locked the door of the duty room and went straight to the swimming pool.
The audience has long dispersed, and the swimming pool is quiet.
This kid is not really emo, is he?
I searched for a long time and finally found Xu Xingqi by the pool.
He did not know where to find a huge lifeboat, the whole person lying on the top, eyes closed, people can not distinguish emotions. He opened his eyes
at the sound of my footsteps.
“What are you doing here?” When
he saw that it was me, his eyes lit up and he jumped out of the lifeboat.
I crouched down and thought about how to speak.
I’ve heard all about it. The result of this competition doesn’t seem to be very satisfactory. You. Don’t take it personally.
“No matter what others say, just be yourself.”
Hsu Hsing-chi chuckled.
“I’ve lost a lot of games. If I cared so much about the results, I wouldn’t be able to swim anymore.”
“Who told you what?”
He looked up at me with a smile on his lips.
“The stupidest thing to be questioned by an idle person is to prove your innocence.”
“When I swim, I don’t raise my head very high, but I never stare at other people’s feet.”
Xu Xingqi only compares with himself.
Not only is he emotionally clear, even winning or losing this kind of thing, Xu Xingqi can also adjust the state very well.
Originally, Xu Xingqi was far less fragile than I thought.
I couldn’t help breathing a sigh of relief.
“The reason why I lost today is also very simple. I didn’t sleep well and I was tired.”
“Why didn’t you sleep well?”
Xu Xingqi’s smile deepened.
“You seem to care about me.”
He reached out his arm and hooked my ankle. Without paying attention,
I sat on the edge of the pool and soaked my legs in the water.
Xu Xingqi’s arm was holding my waist, and our distance was very close.
He could not hide his smile, as if he had picked up a big bargain.
“What are you laughing at?”
I didn’t deny his words.
I like that you care about me and I like to meet you. I like to see you sitting in the duty room frowning and writing booklets, and I like you to show me your true emotions.
The gesture was too ambiguous, and he spoke in a deep voice in my ear.
I was half held in his arms, my cheeks burning, and I became uncomfortable.
“Szeto Mianmian, even if you refuse me a hundred times, I will confess my love to you a hundred times.”
This is Xu Xingqi’s magnanimous and sincere love, without any concealment.
My heart was pounding like a deer.
I was dragged to the celebration banquet by Xu Xingqi.
Xu Xingqi said that every time after his competition, no matter what the result is, his friends will hold a celebration party for him at home. The “friends”
he was talking about were none other than his high school buddies.
At the moment of seeing me, Xu Xingqi’s friends collectively fried the pot. In the small courtyard of the villa on a
summer night, five or six young men stood in a row, clearing the way for me and shouting, “Hello, sister.”.
I stood next to Xu Xingqi and greeted them.
“Szeto Mian Mian, I told you.”
Xu Xingqi’s friends exchanged glances with each other and then said “Oh” in a long voice. The atmosphere in the whole
Bureau was very relaxed, and Xu Xingqi’s friends were very humorous and easy to get along with. In the process of chatting
with them, I was surprised to find that they and I were both from the city, or my junior.
It’s just that when I was in high school, they were still in junior high school.
While Xu Xingqi and several boys were cleaning up the dishes, one of his friends joked.
“Before you came, we all knew about you. Hsu Hsing-chi liked you so much that he talked about you all the time, which annoyed us.”
“We’re not bugging you, we’re bugging him. He’s slimy and not cool.”
“Look at the label on his WeChat. Boy, it’s so sour. He only likes Situ Mian Mian.”
I was a little embarrassed and waved my hand quickly. Another friend of
his approached me and asked me, “Did Brother Qi lose the game today?”
I looked at Xu Xingqi’s busy back and nodded quietly.
He sighed.
I comforted him: “You don’t have to worry too much about him. Hsu Hsing-chi is in good shape.”
I wanted to express that Xu Xingqi’s state of mind was not bad, but his friend was stunned. Is that what
he told you? His eye problem was just fine a
while ago, but he had old injuries to his shoulder and knee joints, and he had been in the hospital before. Brother
Qi is different from those of us who have been practicing sports since childhood. He is a halfway monk. So, he paid a lot more than we did.
“All in all, these years have not been easy for him.” I have never heard of
this from Xu Xingqi.
Xu Xingqi told me that he was in good health, but he did not mention anything about his pain and his hard training before.
“Brother Chi is very smart. He’s doing well in his academic courses. Even if he doesn’t practice sports, he can go to a very good double first-class initiative, but he still chose swimming.” I don’t seem to understand
this kind of Xu Xingqi.
“Then why did he choose to swim?”
This question bothers me.
Xu Xingqi’s good friend could not give the answer.
He looked at me meaningfully.
“There are some things that Brother Qi won’t say to us. You have to ask him this question yourself.”
I didn’t ask Xu Xingqi why he learned to swim, but Xu Xingqi and I seemed to become close.
He asked me out more and more often, and occasionally I was willing to open up and talk to him about what happened. I first met Zhou Yu when I was
in high school, and I expressed my love to him in college.
Xu Xingqi seems to be very dissatisfied with many of Zhou Yu’s practices.
He thought the reason why I liked Zhou Yu was ridiculous. Maybe Zhou Yu came to save me when he heard someone shouting.
Also, if Zhou Yu really likes me, he will never let me express his love first.
To sum up
, Zhou Yu is good, but he is better.
Summer vacation is coming in the expectation of everyone.
Xu Xingqi and I agreed to teach me how to swim. At
first, I refused, but later, under the soft grinding and hard bubble of Xu Xingqi, I was finally willing to try to go into the water.
Hsu Hsing-chi was very patient with me, saying “Mian Mian is really smart” and “Mian Mian is so awesome.” He was never annoyed.
Although I was always angry and laughing, he took me to learn the most basic breathing movements with difficulty.
This is already a great progress for me.
I have to say that Xu Xingqi is a great teacher.
In exchange, Xu Xingqi asked me to teach him to write.
Xu Xingqi often consults me with some sports news.
He imitated the news and wrote a lot of articles, and then showed them to me seriously and asked me to find fault with him.
Xu Xingqi said that now the school newspaper reporters do not pay attention to swimming, holding long guns and short cannons around those long-distance runners every day, which makes him very uncomfortable.
He’s going to give the swimming team a big boost. The handsome men with an average height of 183 in the
swimming team are the most powerful!
However, his writing was so bad that I wanted to rewrite it myself.
“Hsu Hsing-chi, this is the most basic parallelism mistake. If you put it in a press release, people will laugh their heads off.”
Xu Xingqi looked at me with a cheeky smile and did not care what I said.
“Well, I’ll take it home and rewrite it for you.”
Facing his smiling face, I suddenly lost my temper.
Because I realized that in the process of us being teachers to each other, I seemed to be the one who was more impatient. Smile
at Xu Xingqi or get angry with him.
In my relationship with Xu Xingqi, I seem to. Something has changed. When I got home
in the evening, I changed Xu Xingqi’s press release and sent out a soul torture to my best friend.
My best friend took a deep breath and then flew into a rage.
Situ Mian Mian, did you just realize this problem?!
You used to laugh like a ghost every day, and I was upset when I saw you.
“Now that you have Hsu Hsing-chi, you finally look like a living person.” It dawned on
me, as if I knew what was different about me.
I seem to have become braver, and I will not subconsciously choose to escape when facing problems.
But before I could speak, a new round of bombing came.
You don’t really think Hsu Hsing-chi wants to support the swimming team, do you? He is pulling you back to the feeling of writing news!
He taught you to swim, but you kept saying you wanted to learn. When
Zhou Yu was here, he never taught you how to swim. He wanted to protect you. Xu Xingqi is willing to accompany you to explore new and unknown things. Damn, I can’t stand it. How can he be so good at it.
“Hurry up and get out of here and fall in love with Hsu Hsing-chi, and talk a lot, or don’t come to see me. Get out of here!”
My best friend hung up the phone.
I silently locked the screen of my mobile phone, still digesting the words of my best friend, but accidentally knocked the book that Xu Xingqi used to write the press release off the ground. It seems that a piece of paper has fallen out of
it.
I picked up the paper doubtfully.
But the words on that piece of paper, like a big hand, crumpled my heart.
It’s 1:30 in the morning. I sent a message to Xu Xingqi and asked him if he wanted to meet.
Xu Xingqi replied to my message and asked me if I missed him.
But I’m not in the mood to argue.
I just want to get that piece of paper straight.
I asked Xu Xingqi to meet me in Central Park. Xu Xingqi was afraid that I was not safe on the road, so he insisted on driving to my house downstairs to meet me.
When he came panting, I did not speak with a cold face.
I handed the paper to Xu Xingqi and waited for his explanation.
“You put it in the book, and I knocked it on the ground.”
“You give me an explanation.”
The paper is separated by a horizontal line. There are a few big words written
on it.
“Several reasons why Hsu Hsing-chi wants to leave school.”
The first one is that recently his shoulder has been hurting a lot, and he will palpitation in the middle of the night. His physical problems seem to be a bit serious.
Second, I learn swimming because I have talent, not because I really like it. There are many
such reasons, and I have written most of them.
Below, there is another heading that has been separated. There is only one sentence on
“Hsu Hsing-chi’s reason
for not wanting to drop out of school.”.
I like Situ Mianmian.
The bottom of the signature time, calculated down, is clearly his first day of school.
Seeing my expression, Xu Xingqi panicked. You wrote
this the first day you came to a University. We didn’t know each other at that time, did we? I
don’t want to go to school. What do you mean by writing this?
“Hsu Hsing-chi, a tanking life isn’t fun. Not everyone has a chance to start over. Do you want to be like me?”
I threw out my doubts one after another.
The teenager shining in the pool is the one who wants to pull me out of the darkness. How can
I allow him to be like me?
Xu Xingqi suddenly smiled.
“Yes, not everyone has a chance to start all over again.”
“So when I called Zhou Yu to save you, it was the decision I regretted most in my life!”
I was shocked.
“What did you say?” Under the
street lamp, Xu Xingqi’s beautiful eyes stopped smiling.
His face was expressionless.
“Szeto Mianmian, it’s obvious that I met you first, and I liked you first. It’s never been a weekly encounter.”
You told me to start over? Isn’t it cruel?
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“Yeah, you probably don’t remember me.”
Who will remember a child for so many years? But I have remembered you for so long.
Xu Xingqi’s eyes were filled with crushed starlight. When
you were in your first year of high school, there was always a kid on the way home with you after school. Do you remember?
Eh?
I seem to remember something.
“You’re not that little Chubby, are you?”
Xu Xingqi’s face seems to be greener.
“Not anymore. Forget about the little fat guy. I’m a handsome guy now.” In the first
year of high school, my parents were very busy, so I went home by myself. On my way
home from school, I always meet a little fat man on my way.
The little fat man has thick eyebrows and big eyes, and his facial features are all right. He looks very cute. After a
long time, we became a little familiar with each other, and I knew that he was a junior in the middle school.
However, the junior seems to have a lot of trouble.
The junior said that he could not make friends. He also said that his classmates did not like to play with him, probably because he was fat and his palms were always sweating.
In order to enlighten my junior, I naively signed a friend agreement with him. I
said I would be a secret friend with him for a year, and if I signed a contract with him, I would return him ten friends after a year.
The junior believed it.
I passed on to him my “unique secret of making friends.”.
The junior is becoming more and more cheerful, and he is often accompanied by others on his way home. At the end of
one year, he has a lot of friends.
Although I have more friends, I still wait for me with a lot of delicious food on my way home from school every day.
Then our family moved away, and I stopped going with him, and there was no follow-up from then on.
I had an epiphany.
Original The junior is Xu Xingqi.
Xu Xingqi stepped forward and continued to explain to me. After I found you
in college, I never thought about dropping out.
Also, although swimming is hard, the things I choose will always be the same.
I lied to you about my health, but everything else is true.
Szeto Mianmian, it took me a lot of effort to finally stand in front of you again.
“I like what you said. I wanted to say it a long time ago.”
Xu Xingqi is a little eager, obviously and I have expressed several times, only this time he is the most nervous. There is a kind of clumsy loveliness in
his cramped appearance.
I looked at Xu Xingqi’s eyes, and my heart seemed to melt quietly.
This man, he’s here for me.
I squinted slightly and asked him, “What would you do if I kissed you now?”
Xu Xingqi was stunned, but he still didn’t quite understand what I meant.
“I can’t sleep for nights, wondering if you like me.”
“Yes.”
I leaned forward, encircled Xu Xingqi’s waist, stood on tiptoe, and kissed him with my eyes closed.
“Go home and stop guessing. Wash up and go to bed.”
“Hsu Hsing-chi, I like you too.”
The evening breeze is very sweet, and someone is finally willing to love the world again in the sunrise and sunset.
Today is the first day for Situ Mianmian to resume classes.
She sent a message to tell Xu Xingqi that she would not come over at noon and have dinner with her new friends.
Baby, wait for me! Let’s have a date in the evening! And, happy one hundred day anniversary! Love you more every day! -3- “
Seeing the message she sent, Xu Xingqi couldn’t help smiling at the corners of his mouth.”.
“Look, look, it must be Szeto who has sent another message.”
“Look at this hen-pecked husband..”
Around the students tease, a look of hate iron does not become steel.
Originally, he was worried that she would have social pressure when she came back to school after such a long time. It seemed that he was worrying too much.
Come to think of it, this is the Situ Mianmian he knows.
Xu Xingqi suddenly remembered his childhood.
Because of taking medicine for many years, Xu Xingqi became fat and sweaty. Why are
you so fat! You must be very greedy. “
” Wow, look at Hsu Hsing-chi’s palms are all sweaty! ” The unconscious talk between
classmates is a little harsh in the ears of little children.
Originally, I didn’t think there was anything to be fat, but in the jokes of my classmates, intentionally or unintentionally, it seemed to be a very important thing.
Xu Xingqi became more and more silent, did not want to associate with anyone, and felt that he could not integrate into normal junior high school life.
At that time, he was too young, but social interaction became his biggest obstacle, and his inability to make friends became a big worry.
Xu Xingqi remembered that when she first met Situ Mianmian, she was a little taller than herself. They always run into each other on their way home
because of the close school hours. Szeto Mianmian
always took the initiative to greet him, so occasionally, Xu Xingqi would timidly wave to Szeto Mianmian.
Until the day I cried. It rained heavily
that day, and Xu Xingqi didn’t bring an umbrella.
He wanted to go home with his classmates, but he was rejected by another boy.
“You are too fat. If I go with you, I will get wet.”
He walked for a long time in the rain, cold and hungry, and came home without his key.
Twelve-year-old Xu Xingqi sat on the side of the road and cried loudly. As a result, he met 17-year-old Situ Mianmian.
Later, it was Situ Mianmian who sent him home.
After Szeto Mianmian understood why he was depressed, he laughed instead.
“I have a secret book for making friends. Do you want to learn it?”
The so-called secret book is actually just one move.
That is to treat people sincerely and never say anything against one’s will.
“If you like this person, tell him I like you and I want to make friends with you.”
“If you feel that something has hurt you, tell him that you are angry and don’t say it again.” It was
also at that time that Xu Xingqi realized that what people expressed was never what they wanted to say, but the emotion they were eager to understand.
Slowly, he began to have his own friends.
He will make new friends with his sister, and her sister will listen carefully.
Sister is the most gentle person in Xu Xingqi’s heart.
Suddenly one day, he could no longer meet the sister who looked good when she smiled.
Xu Xingqi is very sad.
Because he knows that his love for his sister is different from his love for his friends.
He was just sorry that he hadn’t had time to tell her his name.
Xu Xingqi began to pretend to be casual to the high school.
He saw that Situ Mian Mian’s name appeared in the top few of the school’s big list. Her literary talent was good, and her name always appeared in the school newspaper.
It turns out that my sister is such an excellent person.
Until that autumn outing. The stationing point of
their class was very close, and she had always stayed in his field of vision.
So when Szeto fell into the water, Xu Xingqi rushed to the water’s edge for help at the first time and jumped in without hesitation. When he
jumped down, Xu Xingqi remembered that he could not swim at all.
Situ Mianmian only knew that she met the hero of the world that day, but she did not know that a landlubber named Xu Xingqi almost drowned himself for her.
From then on, Xu Xingqi began to learn swimming, and it was a very difficult process to become a monk halfway.
Fortunately, he has talent in this matter, and he has made enough efforts to lose weight.
With excellent sports achievements, Xu Xingqi was successfully admitted to a University.
But Xu Xingqi searched the list of senior students in the whole school and did not find Szeto Mianmian.
Until one day, in the duty room of the dormitory teacher, the sleepy girl made him almost think that he had hallucinations.
Fate began to favor Xu Xingqi again from the night of the blackout.
He told a lie and used his dark phobia as a cover to finally get a chance to be alone with her.
But she didn’t recognize him.
But never mind, the sky is filled with new opportunities and twinkling stars. The story
of Situ Mianmian and Xu Xingqi can start again at any time.
[End]
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