Who says the emperor’s heart is unpredictable
? 01
“Forget it, I’ll marry!”
My voice was very small, but it made the hall silent for a moment. Five princ
esses kneeling on the ground crying bitterly, Fu Jingyi beside them with a distressed face, and the father who frowned. Everyone looked at me in unison.
I closed my eyes and felt very tired. My
name is Mu Congyun. I am fifteen years old. I am the seventh princess of Daliang. My mother was born in a humble family. She died of dystocia when she gave birth to me.
I was raised under the name of Liu Fei. Liu Fei is a weak beauty, do not fight not to rob, also not the emperor’s favor. The emperor could not come to her palace twice a
year. From childhood to adulthood, I could count the number of times I saw him on ten fingers.
I have no feelings for him, and he has no impression on me.
Today I will say this sentence “I will marry”, but also from the barbarian emissary came to Beijing ten days ago.
Daliang and the barbarians lived next to each other, but Daliang valued culture and the barbarians were martial, so there was friction at the junction of the two countries.
Two years ago, the barbarians suddenly attacked on a large scale, and Daliang barely won. The barbarians surrendered and returned to their own territory to recuperate.
But a few days ago, the barbarians suddenly sent envoys to celebrate their father’s birthday, bringing their most precious gifts and exotic beauties.
The father was very happy to see the beauties and accepted them all into the harem.
But the birthday is over, the gift is over, but the envoy does not go.
The envoy said that for the sake of friendship between the two countries, their king wanted to marry the princess of Daliang as queen, and he would be the son-in-law of Daliang.
Tut, tut, listen, how humble and humble!
If I didn’t know that their king was ten years older than my father. There are only five princesses of the right age in the
palace. She is the daughter of the empress. She has golden branches and jade leaves. She grows up in a coquettish and domineering way. She is the treasure of her father and mother. How could
they marry her to the barbarians!
But there is no way, the father is the emperor of Daliang first, and then a father.
He gritted his teeth and made up his mind to marry the five princesses!
Then there was a scene in the hall, the queen did not agree, Fu Jingyi did not agree, the five princesses did not agree, everyone was annoyed with the father, but no one shared his worries.
And I, as an idler who was pulled by Jiudi to watch the fun, couldn’t help but open my mouth.
“Forget it, I’ll marry you.” It was too late
when Jiudi covered my mouth, and everyone heard it.
I walked slowly to the center of the hall, knelt down and kowtowed. “Father, I wish to marry into the barbarians on behalf of the five elder sisters.”
“But your status is not good, and your age is not suitable.” Although the father refused, his tone was somewhat loose.
I bowed my head and went on to say, “Father, I’ve been with you since the year of the cloud. If you go slowly from the capital to the barbarians, when I get there, I’ll be with you.”
Without waiting for the father to say more, the queen opened her mouth first, “You..” Have you decided?
I looked up at the beautiful woman, who was a qualified harem master and never treated us harshly because Liu Fei was not favored.
She just loves her daughter and doesn’t want her to go to a foreign country to marry an old man.
Wu Huangjie was also one of the few people in the palace who did not bully me. Although she never talked to me, she never made trouble for me.
I turned to look at Huang Jie, her side face is very beautiful, is the kind of publicity makes people yearn for the beauty.
No wonder Fu Jingyi likes her.
“I think I can marry a barbarian, but I have a request!”
“You say.”
“I want to marry as the daughter of an imperial concubine.” The
imperial concubine is the honor I earned for Liu Fei, and the last thing I can do for her in my life.
Thank her for her upbringing and her earnest teaching. When
I left the hall, Fu Jingyi came after me. He frowned and asked me why I wanted to marry a barbarian.
“Why can’t I marry?” I asked in reply.
“Princess,” his voice rose slightly. “The barbarian king is nearly seventy years old. You marry him..”
I interrupted him. “How about if I get married?”
I looked at the young man in front of me, who was dressed in official clothes, handsome and elegant, and gentle. I sighed slightly, “Lord Fu, if I don’t marry, will I let my elder sister marry?”
“Are you willing to give up?” Lord
Fu.. Do you know my heart?
He stared at me, speechless for a moment.
Hey, who in the capital doesn’t know that Lord Fu and the five princesses are in love with each other, a pair of beautiful people!
I still remember the Mid-Autumn Festival banquet two years ago, when the two of them, one playing the lute and the other playing the flute, played a song of Autumn Moon in the Han Palace for their father. Everyone is
praising this pair of wonderful people, but in my eyes, there is only Fu Jingyi, who is dressed in white and has no desire.
That is all my longing and yearning for the beginning of love. It’s
also a secret I can’t tell. Later,
I crossed paths with him because of Jiudi. I befriended Jiu Di, and he was Jiu Di’s Shaofu.
I often go to the study to look for nine younger brothers, in fact, because of selfishness, I want to see him. After a
long time, even the nine younger brothers saw my thoughts. I guess he knows, too. After all, he’s so smart.
But none of us broke it, because. He doesn’t like me.
Today, I marry for his beloved and go far away from home. Maybe I will never return to my native land again in this life.
I want to know.. Did he ever like me?
I stepped forward and raised my eyes to look at him, unconsciously with a little expectation in my eyes. “Lord Fu, have you ever been pleased with the clouds?”? Just a little bit.
My approach and questioning made him a little flustered. He stepped back and pulled away from me. He bowed and said, “Go back to the princess. Never.”
His answer was firm, without a trace of hesitation.
I know the answer, but I also have illusions.
So good, today he let me completely break the idea, from now on far apart, I am the queen of the alien race, he is the son-in-law of the big cool. Never again
!
“Lord Fu, I’m glad you’re thinking of me today.”
I lowered my eyebrows and smiled. This palace is the princess of Daliang. “I raised my eyes and looked straight at him.” This palace is also the daughter of my father. This palace has rich clothes and jade food since childhood. It is the people of Daliang who support this palace. What should this palace do for them? ”
I said a lot of words in one breath:
“The barbarians are warlike. If no princess is willing to marry today, will the barbarians attack?”
“Will the people at the border pass suffer?”
“Don’t say you’re seventy years old. Even if it’s a skeleton, I want to get married.” My
face was calm and I said sadly, “In the palace, I have nothing to worry about except my mother and concubine. As for you..”
“I don’t want to see you singing with someone else, but I don’t want to see you being separated from someone you love..”
“Seven princesses..” Fu Jingyi hesitated to speak and finally sighed and made a big gift to me.
“I thank the princess for her help, and I thank the princess for her righteousness on behalf of the people!”
Righteousness?
In fact, I’m just saying that, deep down, I’m also afraid.
Only wish the road ahead less bumpy, big cool and barbarians for a hundred years!
After the Mid-Autumn Festival, I took the wedding procession and dowry, and opened my way to get married. On the way to the
wedding, I heard a piece of good news, the king of the barbarians who was nearly seventy years old that year. Died!
My God, is my mouth open?! Are you really going to marry a skeleton?
However, this also means that I am young to become the queen mother, do not have to serve barbarian men!
I had a heavy heart, instantly cheerful up, the whole person is suffused with the pleasure of pleasure.
Of course, in front of the barbarian envoys, I still showed my great power’s demeanor, sadly let them mourn, and said that my heart was too heavy, this period of time will not summon them.
Actually. I am eating well, drinking well, looking at the script every day, humming a ditty, leisurely and carefree!
Happy time is always short. Years ago, I went to the capital of the barbarians and met the new king of the barbarians, Yunxi.
He is the youngest son of Lao Wang. He is strong and handsome. He has a pair of royal blue eyes. He does not have the elegance of a man from the Central Plains, but he has the unique charm of an alien race. What should
I call him? Son?
Tut, tut, he looks much older than me. I can’t say the word “son”. Before I could finish my
struggle, I heard Yun Xi open his mouth and say something to the servants around him. What
he said is rude, but I can understand it.
And he said, “Pack it up and send it to the solitary room.”
What do you mean?
I’ll just.. Remarried? Wearing a bright red wedding dress,
I sat on the bed and looked up at Yunxi not far away.
He walked up to me and looked down at me with such an overwhelming force that I couldn’t breathe.
I leaned back slightly to avoid him, but he followed my movements and pushed me down on the bed. He stared straight at me and said, “Afraid?”
“Don’t you understand?” He asked again.
I pretended to look at him helplessly, and as he frowned and tried to say something more, a tear slowly fell from my eye, just enough to control it.
“Why are you crying?” He spoke in surprise.
“Huh?”? Can king speak Chinese? I was quite shocked.
“a little bit.” He got up from me and helped me up.
“Your Majesty..” I looked at him pitifully.
“Say.”
I lowered my head, tugged at his cuff, and whispered, “Your Majesty, Cong Yun is still small.”
I gently shook his arm, his voice soft, his eyes flowing, a look of pity for me. I practiced
these movements and expressions in the mirror for a long time in the afternoon!
I have come to make peace. It is my mission to make peace between the two countries. I have no other choice.
Yun-hsi pinched my cheek and raised it. He stared at me for a long time. His voice was full of regret. “How could you send such a little girl?” Hello,
little girl! As you raise it, you become a big girl! I have a clever smile.
“Oh,” he sneered, staring at me with his royal blue eyes, as if he wanted to see through my heart and know what I really thought. Instead of ducking,
I stared back at him.
He didn’t see anything. I only had sincerity in my eyes.
After a while, he relented and said, “Loneliness will hurt you, but you have to be obedient.”
“Mmm!” I lowered my head shyly.
Barbarian women love to play with guns and sticks, rough and bold, straight, unlike the noble girls in Daliangjing, soft and lovely, acting like a spoiled child.
Even though I was prepared, I was afraid.
I didn’t dare to close my eyes, I didn’t dare to be distracted, I was afraid I would cry out. Behind
me is Daliang, I am here to marry, for the diplomatic relations between the two countries, for the expectations of the father. I can only bite the bullet and do it.
Yunxi said to me in a low, hoarse voice, “Close your eyes, and you will be a lonely woman tonight.”
I closed my eyes in obedience to his wishes and tried to empty my mind.
When I was finally released, it was already dawn. I curled up to find a comfortable position and fell asleep in an instant. When
I woke up in the afternoon, there was no one beside me, and I was the only one in the huge bedroom, deserted and empty.
I wanted to get up, but my waist was sore, and I wanted to open my mouth to call people, but my voice was too hoarse to speak.
Yun Xi, this savage, is really. It’s killing me!
I was moving to the bed bit by bit when the door of the bedroom opened and the man I cursed in my heart appeared.
“Water..” I said to him in a hoarse voice.
He stared at me for a long time, then turned around and poured me a glass of water.
“Hoo..” I seemed to be alive. I gently pressed my waist and ignored him.
Perhaps it was my indifference that frustrated him. He sat beside me and gently rubbed and pressed my waist. The strength was moderate, neither light nor heavy. It’s more comfortable than
my own. I’m in a better mood.
This time, I brought a rich dowry and advanced farming and breeding technology.
I know what my father meant. He hoped that the barbarians would be favored by Daliang, and that I would turn a deaf ear to them every day, so that the alliance between the two countries would be more solid. Only when
the border is stable can people of Daliang enjoy peace and prosperity.
He is a good king, and I agree with his strategy. I also actively cooperate with my father’s strategy.
I opened an Academy in the palace, starting from the royal family, every child should not only learn horse riding and archery, but also learn the Four Books and Five Classics, know etiquette and shame. At
first, he didn’t think much of it. He didn’t care about my trouble. Sometimes he even laughed at me for overreaching myself. Gradually,
however, he found that everyone had become well-behaved, modest and polite.
In the past, those children who only advocated force and played with knives and guns were also gentle, knowledgeable and courteous. Yun Xi looked at me and began to appreciate it.
I moved the Academy from the palace to the common people, and all the barbarian children began to read and read, and the adults learned to farm and breed.
On one occasion, when I was teaching women to weave cloth, I turned around and saw Yunxi standing not far away looking at me, with a pair of blue eyes full of smiles and warmth. My heart jumped and I looked away hurriedly. Where is love in the
imperial house? I laugh at myself for thinking too much.
That night, I went back to the bedroom after bathing. Yun Xi reclined on the bed, looking at something in his hands.
“What is the king looking at?” Perhaps he was too absorbed, suddenly heard my voice, his hand trembled, and suddenly closed the book.
I’m a little confused. Why are his ears still red? What book is it? To make him look so uncomfortable?
“What book?” I tried to bring the book over, but he dodged in a hurry, which made me more curious.
“Nothing, go to sleep!” He shoved the book under his pillow, reached out and hugged me, who was still trying to move, and clamped me with both legs to prevent me from making any more trouble.
In protest, I raised my head and bit his Adam’s apple and said vaguely, “What is the king hiding from Congyun?”? Didn’t we agree to be of one mind?!
He was not afraid of pain at all, and his expression was still a little painful. He closed his eyes and said, “I didn’t say I wanted to be of one heart and one mind with you!”! Besides, don’t you have anything to hide from me?
Uh? I opened my mouth, raised my eyes and looked at him. “What is Cong Yun hiding from the king?” I asked.
He pinched my cheek and said, “Fu, Jing, Yi!”
I stared at him, and I thought I should be flustered and confused at this time.
“The man you loved married your sister!”
I know-they got married on the way to my wedding.
I was trying to survive in a foreign land, and he and Huang Jie were in love in the capital.
Tears rolled in my eyes, and I tried to restrain myself from crying.
Yunxi didn’t expect me to have such a big reaction. He was a little flustered and coaxed me in a low, hoarse voice. “Don’t cry. I’m just saying it casually. I don’t mean to blame you.”
“How does the king know about him?”
“I..”
Yes, he investigated me!
No wonder he, big cool and barbarians, want to marry is the emperor elder sister, come is me. Naturally,
he wanted to know why it was not the five princesses who were famous all over the world, but me?
What’s the conspiracy here?
where is the conspiracy? It’s just a drama of love but not marriage on behalf of my elder sister!
However This cloud Xi is really fierce, I like Fu Jingyi’s thing to know too few people, even the emperor elder sister does not know.
But he can find out.
I gently sigh, the emperor is a powerful role ah! I have to be more careful with him.
“My Lord,” I said, gently encircling his neck, “I don’t like him anymore.”
“I am now married to the king, and I am the queen of the barbarians. The king does not want to mention the past.”
I hugged him and complained, “You and I are husband and wife. Why do you always mention other people?” He was pleased by
my coquettish anger and just the right amount of thin anger. His eyes sparkled and his smile was a little silly, like a little boy in love. “Well, I’m alone and wrong, and I won’t mention anyone else anymore!”! In the future, there will only be a cloud in my heart.
“Doesn’t the king wonder?”
Once upon a time strange.. But later, seeing you busy running for my people, I thought, even if you used to have a sweetheart, you are now the queen of loneliness, and it’s good to have loneliness in your heart and eyes..
I looked at his sapphire blue pupil, the heart suddenly came up with an idea: “Yun Xi he, will not like me?”?
No, no, no, I shook my head in my heart. It’s just the emperor’s mind. Whoever takes it seriously will lose.
Do I like him? Of course not. Fu Jingyi has married Huang Jie, and I don’t have anyone I like. The meaning of my life is to protect my people to enjoy peace.
I didn’t want to think about it any more, so I secretly put my hand under my pillow and pulled out the book that Yun Xi had hidden.
“Ah!” I only took one look, then hurriedly threw the book far away and covered my head with a quilt!
What is that! How can
he watch that?!
Dengtuzi! Shameless I shouted at Wu Yunxi.
“Mu Cong Yun!” I heard the sound of his teeth gnashing outside the quilt. “That’s in your dowry!”
“I only found it by looking through it at random!”! How dare you hide these things behind my back! Make
a counter-charge? I was about to quarrel with him, suddenly remembered, as if there is such a thing, to the barbarians when the nurse prepared for me, has been pressed at the bottom of the box, and then I forgot it!
Seeing that I was silent, Yunxi got into the quilt and said, “The queen told Gu, what tricks have you learned?”
05
Yunxi and I have no children, but life is also very stable, every day he handles official business, I do housework, in this way, three years have passed in a flash..
Over the past few years, the weather has cooperated, and the summer and autumn have passed without disaster, and winter has come in a twinkling of an eye.
Because of the technology I brought, make the barbarian people have a good harvest, with the big cool border trade more, the treasury is also abundant.
The two countries have frequent contacts, the border is stable, and the people live and work in peace and contentment. Everything’s fine.
Yun Xi would often hug me, put his chin on my shoulder, and say in a spoiled way, “You are really a lonely lucky star!”
“Can king take your lucky star out to play?”
“Where do you want to go?”
“Go to Daliang!” I looked at him expectantly and said excitedly, “I want to eat cold cakes, watch fireworks, and feel the atmosphere of the New Year.”
I’ve been for a long time.. I don’t hear Chinese anymore..
I think of this place as home, but I still miss my homeland.
“All right,” he said, gently stroking my back and speaking to me in Mandarin, “I’ll go with you in a couple of days.”
However, before I could go to Daliang, the capital sent someone over. It
‘s my brother-in-law, Fu Jingyi. What are you
looking at? Go in!
I looked at the steps in front of the hall slightly stupefied, until Yun Xi shook my hand, I came to my senses, followed him slowly up.
After this door, you can see him.
I hadn’t seen him for three years, and I was in a trance when I looked at the man in the hall, who was dressed in a white brocade robe and had a long body. At the time of
departure, I was still the seven princesses of Daliang, and he was the young master of Jiudi.
Now, I am the queen of the barbarians, and he is the son-in-law of Daliang.
We are old friends and strangers.
“The envoy of the Great Liang, Fu Ching-yi, pays his respects to the king, the queen!”
“Get up, Lord Fu!”
Maybe I was too absorbed in it. Yunxi held my hand and clenched it heavily. The pain made me come to my senses in an instant.
I looked at him, but he ignored me. He said something to Fu Jingyi with a smile on his face, but I knew he was unhappy.
Yes, I married him for three years, but now I am red-eyed to my old friend. He didn’t get angry on the spot, and he has already given me and Daliang face.
“Before I came to the barbarians, the imperial concubine specially asked me to bring something for the queen.”
I stood up slowly and walked step by step to Fu Jingyi.
Fu Jingyi took the thing from the servant and handed it to me respectfully with both hands.
I took it with red eyes and asked him in a trembling voice, “Mother and Concubine..” Is it all right?
“Back to the queen, the imperial concubine is all right, but I miss you very much.”
Fu Jingyi stepped back and answered respectfully. He advances and retreats appropriately, and his every move is full of the style of Daliang literati.
I asked in a low voice, “Lord Fu, how are my father and sister?”
He looked back at me with a faint smile in his eyes. “The princess is all right, too.” Referring to his beloved, he lowered his eyebrows and smiled. “She’s pregnant. I’ll probably give birth when I get back!”
At this moment, because of the smile on his face, I suddenly envied Huang Jie. The feeling of
being truly loved must be very happy. I envy her.
That night, at the end of the palace banquet to welcome the envoys of Daliang, I dragged my tired body back to the bedroom with Yunxi.
“Mu Cong Yun!” When I sat in front of the dressing table and took off the hair accessories on my head, I suddenly spoke coldly.
“Hmm?” I’m so tired that I really don’t want to talk.
“Have you nothing to say to you?” His tone was cold, even questioning.
I know he’s fighting because of my daytime gaffes, but I really don’t want to dwell on them any more.
In the face of my silence, he finally broke out and pulled me up.
“Do you still think of him?”
“Gu told you to let bygones be bygones, as long as you only see Gu in the future!” What about
now? His wife is by his side, and the baby is about to be born, but you still miss him?
Mu Congyun, alone with you.. Do you have a heart?!
In the face of his anger, I have no way to open my mouth, I know that I and Fu Jingyi are the past.
Walking on the road of marriage, I threw him out of my heart completely.
Unfortunately, Kui Yunxi never believed it. When
I saw Fu Jingyi’s red eyes today, I just thought of Daliang and the days when he lived with his mother and concubine in the palace.
Although it is not spoiled, it is a happy time of filial piety for mothers and daughters.
Now I can’t go back.
Today, even if it is a cool beggar, my eyes will be moist, because he represents his native land.
That’s where I was born and raised!
But who can I talk to about this?
I put my head against his heart, and a tear spilled from my eye and fell to the ground. I opened my mouth and murmured, “I miss my mother..” After listening to my words
, Yunxi slowly raised his hand and rubbed my long hair. “Later, I’ll take you back and take you to see your mother and concubine..”
I looked up at him in amazement, and the man who had been furious just now told me with heartache that he would take me home.
Yun Xi’s eyes remind me of the way Fu Jingyi looked at Huang Jie in the hall that day. The
same love, the same spoiling.
Your Majesty.. Love me? I looked at him uncertainly.
He turned away from my eyes, but his ears were a little red. After a long time, I thought he would not answer my question, but he suddenly hugged me tightly, his lips pressed against my ear, and the heat rushed into my ear canal. Love you. Cong Yun, do you love Gu?
“Love!” After a moment’s hesitation, I nodded forcefully.
I don’t love. But I can’t say I don’t. I don’t love anyone except my mother and the people of Daliang.
06
Fu Jingyi has left. The purpose of his visit is to promote friendly exchanges between the two countries. In the words of my father, he misses my daughter and wants to see how I am doing.
I know things will not be so simple, the father must have other plans, I can only wait and see what happens.
Spring is coming, and my birthday is coming.
Yun Xi asked me what gift I wanted, and I said give me a small word!
Daliang’s daughter would be given a word by her father when she was married, but I came to the barbarians before she was married. For many years, I didn’t have a small word.
That.. Let’s call her Yu An.
“Give me peace of mind..”
“Good!”
That night, before Yunxi and I went to bed to rest, I sat in front of the dressing table and took off my hair ornaments one by one.
“I’ll do it.” He gently brushed my hand away and untied my hair himself.
“Your Majesty,” I said with a smile as I hid. “Don’t make a scene. Yu An can do it himself!”
He looked at me in the mirror and said, “Shy?”
I just laughed and didn’t speak. A woman is only shy in front of the man she likes. So I can’t answer that question.
He slowly came closer and tried to kiss me.
I knew I should close my eyes for the romantic moment, but I avoided it.
I dodged gently aside, “Hiss!” Just listen to the cloud Xi took a breath. I realized something was wrong, and as soon as I looked up, I saw that his jaw was scratched by a hairpin.
And bleeding.
“Sorry.” I apologize quickly. Yun Xi was tyrannical, and if someone else hurt his face, he would not hesitate to kill that person.
“It doesn’t hurt. Why are you nervous?” Yunxi pinched my face.
I’m speechless.
He is overbearing, but gentle to me. He is noble, but he coaxes me to cry. He accompanies me to sleep every night and warms my feet in cold weather.
I only have false feelings for him, but he is sincere to me and wants to spend his life with me.
But this love, I can’t respond.
“Your Majesty..” I gently wiped the blood from his wound and tried to say something, but no words could represent my guilt at the moment.
I closed my eyes, approached him slowly, and kissed him gently on the lips.
Just a kiss. I’m willing now.
Should come after all, the barbarians get the news, big cool with Daxia envoys are very close, I don’t know what to do.
Until. Daliang cut off the border trade with the barbarians.
At the same time, they deliberately provoked trouble at the border, provoked barbarian soldiers, and broke out two dozens of large-scale conflicts, causing casualties. Only then did
I understand what my father meant and Fu Jingyi’s intention to come to the barbarians before.
The barbarian royal family urgently discussed countermeasures, and the people had different opinions and panicked constantly.
Yun Xi didn’t want to embarrass me, so he specifically told me not to wander around during this period, and to stay in the palace at ease, believing that he could solve all the problems.
But this problem is getting bigger and bigger, in the face of big cool and summer’s two-sided attack, the barbarian royal family finally decided to assemble soldiers, go to war!
Yun Xi will go to the battlefield in person this time. He will personally lead his soldiers to defend the country and defeat the enemy.
And this enemy is my father. The night before we left
, as we lay in bed, he stroked my back and said softly, “Yu An, don’t be afraid.”
“When will the king return?” My voice was muffled and my mood was extremely depressed.
I should have taken sides, but I didn’t want to. Father’s ambition, Yun Xi’s sincerity, both make me embarrassed. It
‘s summer now, and by the time.. At the end of autumn, Gu will be back!
I don’t want to fight. There will be casualties when the two armies fight.
Even if Fu Jingyi came to the barbarians to find out the forces here? What
he saw was only what he wanted him to see. Did
he really think that the barbarians were now living in a corner, and that their strength was not as good as before?
He should not forget that the body of some nations is flowing with warlike blood, how can it be washed away in three or five years?
Now big cool want to unite summer attack barbarians, is a lose-lose, no chance to win.
Perhaps my emotions had affected him. Yun-hsi put his arms around my waist and put his head on my head. “When I’m not here, you have to think about me all the time. When I come back, I’ll give you whatever I want!”.
Listening to his coaxing tone, I couldn’t help laughing.
I looked up at him. “I want a hairpin!”
“Hairpin?”
“Yes, in Daliang, when a man gives a woman a hairpin, it means that the husband and wife love each other and grow old together.”
At this moment, I really want to grow old with him. I don’t love him, but I want him back safe. When he
heard what I said, he lowered his eyebrows and said with a smile, “Well, Gu and An will grow old together.”
The battle was extremely fierce, the barbarians won the final victory, and the royal family paid a heavy price for their naivety.
But Yunxi lied to me after all.
We didn’t go to the white head. On the
day Yunxi’s body was carried back, it was early winter, and thin flakes of snow drifted down from the sky, staining the ground with white.
I stood in front of the city gate of the royal capital, waiting for the soldiers to take him home.
I thought I wouldn’t cry. It was just a marriage between me and him. There was no true feeling.
But when I saw the cloud in the coffin, my heart was like a knife cutting and tearing pain, despair and desolation, like the tide coming to me, tears blurred my vision.
“Queen,” a lieutenant came up and handed me something. “This is from the king..”
It was a wooden hairpin. I took it with a trembling hand and wanted to smile, but tears dripped down.
Original He remembers..
I murmured in a low voice, “Yun Xi..” Didn’t you say you loved me? Why did you leave so early? Didn’t
you say you wanted to grow old with me?
Originally, the feeling of losing is so painful; originally, I really want to grow old hand in hand with him.
Once upon a time, I was blindfolded and did not see clearly, and the person in front of me was the one in my heart.
Now I know, but it’s too late.
But I don’t want to miss him again. Daliang, I can’t go back. He is gone, and there is no one who loves me in this world. In full view of the
crowd, I rolled over and lay in his coffin. I lay gently beside him, just as we usually did when we went to bed.
“Mmm!” When the hairpin was inserted into my heart, I smiled at him and said, “Your Majesty, I love you too. This time, I really mean it.” People were so surprised by the
scene that they exclaimed loudly that someone wanted to pull me out of the coffin.
“It’s so noisy..” The snow from the
sky fell down on our bodies, eyebrows and eyes, and hair.
Yun Xi, we.. It’s also.. A white head..
I had no strength, I slowly closed my eyes and followed his figure.
I don’t believe there are gods in this world, but I pray that I can grow old with you in the afterlife.
