Gu Murong
did not have a deep sorrow.
Lin Chu opened her eyes in a daze, and what came into her eyes was the mosquito net of Douqing. She struggled to sit up, but felt dizzy, and her eyelids seemed to be heavy, and she could not open them. There was someone outside the house, and when he heard the noise, he immediately came into the house.
“Girl, you’re awake.”
She wanted to answer, but she could not resist the sleepiness and fell asleep again.
She dreamed of her mother, the first time she had dreamed of her mother since she died.
She called out to her mother, who turned her head to look at her and smiled at her as before. Her mother stroked her face, which felt so real. She hugged her greedily, but she heard her mother say, “Ah Chu, you have a nosebleed. Hurry up and wipe it off.”
Chu was awakened by someone patting her face with a hand. She was a woman dressed as a woman. She eagerly woke her up: “Girl, you have a nosebleed. Sit up quickly. I’m afraid you’re choking.”
Chu sat up in a daze, getting up so hard that he felt dizzy.
“Girl, you finally woke up. I thought you would wake up yesterday, but you fell asleep again. You’ve been lying down for five days and nights.”
Lin Chu thought that he should have been lying down for too long, and he felt dizzy and wanted to vomit. She forced herself to suppress her nausea and asked where it was, only to realize that her voice was dry and hoarse. Didn’t
she take the medicine and die? Did someone save her? She clearly remembered that both the emperor and Zhao Ye were going to kill her. Without thinking too much,
her stomach began to churn and she vomited. The woman didn’t mind, but said happily, “The doctor says you’ll vomit when you wake up, and it’ll be all right.”. I’m still decocting the medicine outside, and if you drink another one, you’ll be all right.
Lin Chu drank the medicine and felt much better. The woman brought her another bowl of porridge and let her drink it while it was hot. Although she was full of questions, she had no desire to ask. She only sipped the hot porridge.
The woman was about the same age as her mother, and she went out to work again. Ah Chu was holding the bowl of porridge. In fact, it used to be the same, but her mother didn’t like to cook. Every morning, the steamed bun shop on the long street brought them food. They lay in bed and waited in boredom, and her mother would tell her a story vividly.
In the end, she finished the bowl of porridge while crying. She didn’t know why she was crying. She should be happy that she was still alive at least.
When the woman entered the room and saw that she was crying, she could not say anything. She only handed her a letter and said, “Girl, I was told to give it to you as soon as you wake up.”. And the man said to me, “When you wake up, I must go.” The woman paused, hesitated to speak, and opened her mouth several times.
Girl, when I first came here, you were cold all over, your clothes were covered with blood, and you were dirty. I don’t know what kind of trouble you’ve been through, but girl, now that you’ve come through, don’t let it go any further. She wiped Ah Chu’s face with her handkerchief. Her eyes were full of affection. “I’m a mother, too. I’ve been there. Girl, everything will pass. Be sure to take it easy.”
Lin Chuwen wanted to say a few words, even if it was to thank her. But in the end she did not say anything, she did not know how, sitting there, do not want to say a word. She nodded silently to the woman, and she left.
When Lin Chu opened the letter, he saw the words written on it:
“Sining:
I have no choice but to use this method to save you. I feel deeply guilty.”. In full view of the public, the emperor also has a helpless time. I have no regrets in this life, the only regret is to find your mother, so as to bring disaster, you are right, I am to blame.
The emperor’s heart is the most useless. Come to think of it, Ning Zhao saw through this that day and left me. I didn’t understand before, but now it’s too late to understand. Your mother is really the most intelligent woman in the world. I am lucky to meet her in my life.
Ning Zhao’s matter, Ye son did not participate in it, he just knew, did not stop. The stakes are complex, and he is not the only one who can control them.
I know that you probably don’t believe this. Just beautiful rivers and mountains, hope you put down the hatred, happy life.
My child, this is the house where your mother used to live. Although the capital is big, the world is wider. Don’t miss the capital any more.
I’m sorry to Ning Zhao, I’m sorry to you.
In the boundless years, I hope you will be free and unrestrained, peaceful and happy. It
turned out to be the place where her mother had lived. Lin Chu looked at the house, although not luxurious, but everywhere with neat and delicate, quite like her mother’s style. She walked out of the house. It was a small courtyard with her mother’s favorite flowers.
She walked around, but found it boring. She didn’t know what was wrong with her. She didn’t want to see anyone, didn’t want to talk, and didn’t want to move.
She went back to bed. It was getting dark, and she hid herself in the darkness.
Brother Chang is the waiter in the shop. He recently took a job, that is, to deliver meals to a small courtyard every day. He thought that such a small thing was really handy, and he could make more money, and his heart was full of joy. He hummed a song, packed the food in a box, and went to the house. He gasped when he saw the woman for the
first time. This woman was born Zhou Zheng, but the whole person was cold and alienated, which made him feel that this person was not easy to approach. Every time he put down the food box, he took it back. Sometimes the food moved a little, sometimes it did not move at all, and the number of times it was delivered, he saw the woman lose weight. He felt some sympathy in his heart, and though he looked beautiful, he was mute. When he went there every day, he only glanced at her every time. Sometimes she was in the house, sometimes in the yard, but her expression only reminded him of the four words that his heart was dead. He couldn’t think of a better word, but when he saw her eyes, he thought of the dead heart that the storytellers in the teahouse used to use.
He thought maybe he had experienced some ups and downs and some sad things. She doesn’t look like a young lady from an ordinary family. Alas, a big family and a noble family, whose family has nothing to do. He is a waiter in the dining hall, and he often listens to the secret anecdotes in the circle of relatives and nobles in the capital. Recently, I heard that the prince was assassinated and his left arm was not protected, so he was disabled. Heard that the prince in the invasion and the west made a great contribution, the west massacre, the central plains soldiers counterattack, also want to give him a taste of his own medicine, but the prince was stopped, said the massacre will only arouse the resentment and determination of the people to fight back in the end, inconvenient to rule here in the future, and the people are innocent and so on. The storyteller praised the prince for having an imperial mind, which was a great fortune for the country. He does not understand this interest, just want the prince to be a wise king in the future, is a wise king, they these ordinary people will have a better life. On the way,
he thought of the Chen family being brought down. Hearing that Chen Xiang was the queen’s mother, the queen seemed to be implicated and committed suicide by taking poison in the cold palace. Tut, tut, is the most ruthless imperial family, there.
He felt that sometimes he was really affected by these gossip. He was fourteen this year, and after a few more years of work, he could save enough money to go to Yunqiu’s house to propose marriage. What he cares about has nothing to do with his savings. When he went there
today, he saw the woman reading a book. He did not know what she was looking at, but felt that there was some warmth on her face, which made her much more vivid and beautiful. He could not help but look at a few more eyes before leaving, he did not mean anything else, but to see her seems to be happy, he also felt more comfortable. Otherwise, as in the previous days, she was as lifeless as the living dead.
Lin Chu in this courtyard day after day, for her, what time flies, time wasted has nothing to do with her. She would still think of Zhao Ye and the glass of wine he handed over that day.
In fact, she did not understand anything, she did not understand why her mother was killed by the queen, is it just because of jealousy? Zhao Ye is an insider, then he watched his mother kill innocent people also indifferent? Is this the way of the emperor? The medicine that the
dog emperor handed her was not poisonous, but she also drank the glass of wine that Zhao Ye handed over. Was it that both of them were non-toxic, or did the dog emperor know that Zhao Ye was going to kill her in advance?
She thought of that day, Zhao Ye used the whole person as a meat shield to block the sword for her. If she had been hit by that sword, she would have died. She did not understand, can people completely change their minds overnight? If you want her to live that day, you will not hesitate to save her with your own life. If you want her to die today, you can also hand over a cup of poisonous wine.
At least she didn’t do it. When she learned the truth that day, resentment and humiliation welled up in her heart. She felt that her chest was about to explode. Her first thought was to kill the queen. When
she thrust the sword into Zhao Ye, she was numb and trembled uncontrollably. But when he really fell to the ground, she could not deceive herself, watching him fall in a pool of blood, she did not imagine the pleasure, she only felt ironic and sad, her mind was not revenge, but only a voice kept saying, Ye Zhao, we are finished, we are finished.
She never wanted to look at him again until she thought she was going to die. She felt that one day she could be so bad. At that time, she was really not reconciled. Why should she die? She thought it would be better to say some sweet lies, let these lies take root and sprout in Zhao Ye’s heart, let him live in this kind of regret, let him escape the condemnation of conscience all his life.
She had thought about it, and she could pretend that she had never regretted meeting him and hoped that they would be together again in their next life. She thought Zhao Ye should have feelings for her, even if she was not sure how much, but let him bear the regret of killing his love, even if it was good to bear for a few days, he deserved it. She
just didn’t do it in the end. On the one hand is hate, hate so monstrous that she disdains to use such a move, if there is a choice she will personally kill him. On the other side, she saw Zhao Ye’s whole left hand hanging down, not moving at all. She looked at him for the last time, and she felt that she could no longer see the love there.
Just, just. Why
again. She is just a passing woman, willing to gamble and admit defeat, she did not revenge because she did not have the ability to die, why should she use herself to plant this seed? It’s just a false reputation. Isn’t it a joke if you can’t plant yourself? The pattern of
her Lin Chu has never been so indirect. If there is a next life, they will not meet again, and they will not see each other again.
But when it came, she was still not reconciled. Not willing to die here so quietly, not willing to bury her and her mother’s two lives in the hands of their father and son.
Lin Chu has never felt so tired.
Lying in her rocking chair in the courtyard, she felt like an old man.
Maybe people are like this, and they get old all of a sudden. There is no change on the
outside, but the inside has been turned upside down.
Until that day she saw a picture in the bookshelf. She wanted to take it out and look at it, but it fell down with several books.
She only glanced at it, and her heart thumped. It was her mother’s handwriting! She couldn’t wait to open it, and on the first page was written crookedly, “Diary of Time Travel.”. The first day of
crossing is sunny
. What a ***ing place! What the *** is this
place?! What the hell is
this place! It’s all false to
cross the second sunny
day.
This must be false.
This is indeed false!
Only Marx is real!!!
Max, I love you! Please let me wake up!
Through the third day of overcast
moon, dark and windy night, killing and setting fire..
I have to admit that I did come to this time and space, but also attached to this beautiful woman.
But!!
If you want to attach, why don’t you let me be a rich man! I have to make a living! There is no company here, how can I go to work?! The fourth day of
crossing is cloudy
. My name is Ning Zhao, and I come through.
My intelligence quotient is average, and my aptitude is average, so I can only record my life with a pen to prevent me from leaving one day for no reason. If there are colleagues through, if chance coincidence can see this, I hope you do not bother to find any way to go back quickly, because! Not at all!
Don’t ask me how I know, the lesson of blood and tears online teaching ~ ~
although maybe maybe maybe not necessarily, I wipe my neck back to the West, but it’s also possible to wear it back.. If
I really die, what about the original soul of this body?
So, make do with it.
Through the fifth day
! How can I be so beautiful!
The eyes, the face, the breasts.
Old Niang simply should be gorgeous pressure harem, world famous!!
Unfortunately, there is no entertainment here.
—
— It’s hard to
make money on the
Why don’t I have Goldfinger.. I don’t want to write on the
eighth day
. I just want to sleep.
—
Day
9 Mom! I can’t stand it!!!!
I want to eat crayfish, barbecue, hot pot, ice cream, milk tea, cake and so on. There are additives and seasoning bags!!! I’m willing to
poison me!
— the
tenth day
. I don’t know what Xiaohan is doing. She must have ordered two cups of milk tea to drink slowly by herself. I can’t
attend Xiaojie’s wedding, and the bridesmaids are not appropriate. I won’t die in modern times. I don’t know how my parents are. Even if I really die, you must be good.
It’s so ***ing sad.
In fact, the bald boss is also very good, at least his business ability is very strong, but he is a little wordy. The
last time I met that handsome guy in the subway, he was very handsome. Why don’t I go to ask for WeChat!
Thirteen
, there is no network. No TV. No cell phone. There’s no
***ing light. What kind of cave life
am I living..
Ten..
Forget it, love for a few days,
bored, destroy it.
It’s so boring.
I want to watch TV. It’s a
bad show, really.
Actually, it’s good to think about your ex now. At least you can use him as a toy when you are bored.
So why did you say he was dead everywhere after we broke up? He is the scum of cheating money and sex!
Forget it. He’s still dead.
I’ve been in a muddle for so long.. I shouldn’t have done this. You should live seriously
at any time.
What if I really can’t go back all my life? How long am I going to waste my time like this? If
I grow old and die here naturally, maybe I can go back. Do I have to be like this forever in the
middle of the time?
No, it’s her life. It’s my life.
Ningzhao, Ningzhao, just think of yourself as playing a copy of the game.
Fate plays tricks on you, but you can’t fool yourself about it.
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