9. Don’t have deep sorrow and deep hatred.

Don’t Have Sorrow, Secret Hatred

, and Resentment: The Rising Life

of the Abandoned White Moonlight, “Maidservant..” Qiushui in charge of the six palace for many years, for the palace rules, nature is more familiar than others, palace women can not charm the Lord is the rules of the Han Dynasty emperor after Guo, even though later after Guo was abolished, but this rule has become a fact.

She used to be a queen, and in order to set an example, she abided by the rules of the palace in every move.

Now into the palace as a maidservant, it should be observed.

Pulling his arm, he wanted to bow down and confess his guilt.

But the king obviously didn’t think so. He held her tightly and frowned coldly at Zhao Jieyu. His voice and expression were low and slightly cold. “I also want to ask, Jieyu has been in the palace for many years. Haven’t you ever heard Mammy say that Jieyu needs to salute me when she sees me?”

“Your Majesty!” Zhao Jieyu choked, unexpectedly he actually protected her here. Angrily,

she pointed to Qiushui and said, “Your Majesty has forgotten that Zhangsun Qiushui is no longer the queen of the palace. Your Majesty treats her ministers and concubines like this and disregards the laws of the ancestors. Have you ever thought about how the three dukes and nine ministers of the court will be loyal to her tomorrow?”

She is not now, but who knows what will happen in the future? Zhao Jieyu, you’re referring to the three dukes and nine ministers. I’d like to ask, what is the crime of a woman in the harem interfering in politics?

Liu Chang also moved anger.

“Don’t think I don’t know what you’ve done behind my back. I used to treat you well because I was concerned about the hardships you had when you left home and entered the palace, and that your family was doing their best for the court. But if you insist on having your own way and don’t repent, don’t blame me for being cold-blooded and heartless!”

“Your Majesty!” Zhao Jieyu stared, looking at his incredible face, once the favor, once he smiled at her, as if a passing cloud, no longer seen.

How did this happen? It

must be Zhangsun Qiushui who talked nonsense in front of the king, if not. Otherwise, how could he be so ruthless!

Zhao Jieyu clenched her lips, and the veil on her hand wished she could twist it into her flesh. She glared angrily at Qiushui. Holding back her reluctance, she bent her knees slightly and said, “My concubine is impolite. Since Your Majesty thinks so much about my concubine, my concubine has nothing to refute and nothing to say. My concubine will retire!”

“Send Jieyu back!”

Liu Chang coldly threw out a sound, Su Wen hurriedly beckoned the small yellow door to come over, so that they sent Zhao Jieyu back to the Huan Palace.

This master was born in a family of generals, and was used to being spoiled and domineering. After entering the palace, with her grandfather’s contribution, she had some face in front of Your Majesty. Sometimes even Qin Zhaoyi had to avoid her.

But the more so, the more she got carried away. How much affection did Qin Zhaoyi have with Your Majesty, and how much affection did Empress Zhangsun have with Your Majesty? She can let Qin Zhaoyi retreat, but can not bully the head of the eldest grandson queen.

Alas, can’t you learn from Chen Baolin? That’s the one who lives clearly.

Su Wen sighed and watched the king pull the autumn water into the inner hall. His expression changed and he laughed invisibly.

He knew that his Majesty could not let go of that one in his heart. See Zhao Jieyu

later. No, you don’t have to salute all the people in the Fourteen Palaces when you see this thing. If you ask, just say it’s my will!

Liu Chang was really angry with Zhao Jieyu this time.

He had let her be wronged, but wanted her to understand that he was her greatest dependence in this palace, if you want to live as a superior, you must have his favor, not to let her come back to be angry with others.

Qiushui knew that he was angry, but if he was angry again, it would be very inappropriate for him to say such a thing: “If Your Majesty really treats the maidservant like this, then you really want to put the maidservant on the charcoal fire.”

She is nameless, just a palace maid, how can see the palace empress and not salute? If she is not polite, then the six palaces follow suit, is it not all without rules?

By that time, not only did the concubines of the fourteen palaces hate her to death, but they were afraid that the spittle of the supervisor would drown half of the court.

“I..” Liu Chang opened her mouth and almost blurted out the words “reply to you”, but she was looked back by her quiet eyes.

“I won’t let you be so wronged all the time.”

He paused and finally couldn’t help saying. When

her elder brother Zhangsun Wugou was sent to the border, he had been appointed as a capable general by Xu Dabao because of his meritorious service. If he could pacify the border in one fell swoop in the future, that would be a great contribution. At that time.. If he mentioned the restoration of the queen, presumably no one should object.

But now he could not tell her clearly, as long as he waited for three months, three months after the great victory at the border, everything would be all right. Em

press Jieyu! Empress Jieyu, absolutely not! In

the Hehuan Palace, Zhao Jieyu smashed the celadon on the ground and wanted to lift the lamp on the table, which frightened all the maidservants in the palace. They knelt down in the palace and begged bitterly.

Zhao Jieyu could not listen to any words, and her mind was full of the hands of the king and the cheap maidservant clasped tightly together.

Qin Zhaoyi is right, she is careless to underestimate the enemy, from the moment Zhangsun Qiushui went to the king’s side, she should have expected that she would not endure.

Those who have been wronged in Nagato, eat the poison, bear the scars, she will come back bit by bit revenge.

If not, how could the king have said those words?

But even so, she did not regret, the only regret is that she could not be ruthless again, so that she disappeared in the court.

Fortunately. Fortunately, she was still a maid of honor, and even if she was favored again, she could not go over her head.

“I’m afraid my sister has underestimated her too much.”

Xu Ronghua and others listened to Zhao Jieyu’s words, only to know that such a big thing happened in the palace last night, the king privately took the maidservant to travel incognito, is simply a spectacle through the ages, unheard of.

It can be seen that she charmed your heart to such an extent that she could not say that she was going to restore the palace. When

Chao Chieh-yu heard this, she couldn’t help but sneer: “Do you still think she’s the former eldest grandson Chiu-shui?”

Once upon a time, their eldest grandson’s family had the empress Dowager inside and the prime minister outside, and it was reasonable for the eldest grandson Qiushui to be the empress.

But now, the queen mother died of illness, zaifu exile, she is just a maidservant, what qualifications to re-enter the palace?

“It is precisely because there is no Empress Dowager Zhangsun in the palace, and there is no Empress Dowager Zhangsun Zaifu, that she can be reinstated as queen.”

Qin Zhaoyi sighed, the king after the original waste is not not about the Zhangsun family clique, the tail is too big to drop, if this concern is no longer there, restore Zhangsun Qiushui and what fear?

“In that case, would Empress Zhaoyi be willing to watch her crush you again?” Zhao Jieyu turned her eyes and stared at Qin Zhaoyi.

Good old man when now, Qin Zhaoyi is not tired, she is tired for Qin Zhaoyi panic. How could

Qin Zhaoyi have peace in her heart? That time her father went to the palace to see her. He said that he was surprised to see Zhangsun Qiushui in the Xuanshi Palace of the Emperor. He said it was absurd. Is

not absurd, a waste after a long stay in the king’s side, what good will it be?

She could not sit back and wait for death, nor could she do it herself. There were so many concubines in the Fourteen Palaces, but there were many people who could not see Zhangsun Qiushui. She only needed to stir up the muddy water in it, and there would be unexpected gains.

So he said humbly as usual, “If Your Majesty really wants to make Elder Sister Zhangsun queen, we should respect her and talk about bullying or not.”. It’s just, there’s Nagato.. What happened

in Nagato? The people sitting in the palace knew very well. It was enough to frighten people to say who had taken the medicine and who had done it.

Sure enough, as soon as her voice fell, Xu Ronghua changed his face.

When the elder Sun Qiushui exclusively favored the Fengzao Palace, no one was jealous. At that time, the empress Dowager was her aunt, and the prime minister was her father. Both inside and outside, the empress Dowager held down one of their concubines. Even if she was suffering, she could not complain. Seeing that she was in trouble, how could she not add insult to injury?

She’s just talking, and there are plenty of people willing to vent their anger on her in Nagato.

But at that time, she would not have thought that Zhangsun Qiushui would return to the palace.

Originally thought it was just a court maid, come back is also a dead end, now the king is to treat her differently, if or really once the heart, restore her as queen, then she did those things she pinched, can she still have good fruit to eat?

No, she can’t wait to die. She can’t wait to kowtow and kneel to her on the day when she will die again.

The sky is dark, since the winter, the wind in the palace will be a burst of fierce, blowing on the face like a knife to cut the general pain.

Su Wen hurried through the door and saw that Qiu Shui was still in the room. “The people of the Autumn Palace are working hard,” he said with a smile. “I’m too late to come down.”

Qiu Shui-lien said it was all right. Seeing that his ears were red, he glanced at the sky outside and couldn’t help saying, “But it’s going to snow.”

Su Wen rubbed his hands a few times and warmed them a little. “It’s almost Laba,” he said. “It’s the end of the year. It looks like it’s going to snow.” In the

palace, in the third month of winter, it is said to be closed and hidden. If you lie early and get up late, you must wait for the sun. Although

Liu Chang was young, many of the ministers in the court were already old. In such a cold time, they were told to come to the morning court against the wind and snow, for fear that they would hurt themselves. So as soon as they entered the twelfth lunar month, they stopped the morning court and listened to the government every five days. If there was an urgent play in the court on weekdays, they could pass the fold, or they could pass the door to the palace to see the emperor.

Qiu Shuiyuan shouldn’t have been on duty yesterday, but when she heard that she had also been ill since winter, she felt sorry for this former elder Qiu, so she stayed on duty for him for a few nights. Seeing that he looked better today than he did yesterday, she told him carefully, “Ah Weng, even if he is safe, he can’t slack off. He still has to drink the medicine.”

“I thanked the people of the Autumn Palace, and they all remember it.” Smiling and nodding his head,

he saw her to the door. “Tomorrow is Laba,” he said, “so tonight the people of the Autumn Palace don’t have to be on duty for my subordinates. It’s better to go back and rest, so that we can have a good holiday.”

Laba to offer sacrifices to the gods, in previous years, the emperors and empresses with the governors and officials to offer sacrifices, Qiushui banished to Changmen that five years, no queen in the palace, the emperor did not allow others this favor, but he led the king of Jiangdu, the king of Huainan and other imperial clan children and civil and military officials to offer sacrifices to the gods.

Now Qiushui returned to the palace, although he was only a palace man, but the king’s meaning could be seen by anyone with a discerning eye, presumably she would accompany him tomorrow.

Counting the days, it has been half a year since Nagato left, and the years that I thought I could not endure are like a fleeting moment in the blink of an eye.

Qiushui nodded. “The maidservant knows. Ah Weng, let’s go.” Then he went back to Nuan Ge to rest by himself. Early

the next morning, the king got up and put on his crown suit. His black clothes were draped down to the ground, and he wore a golden sword at his waist, with a cloud tail of mink hair. He wore beads and jade on top of the big pendant. Su Wen was straightening it for him when he saw a jade pendant on it that he had never seen before. He was stunned: “This..?”

This white rabbit jade pendant was bought the last time I went out of the palace. It’s just a matter of playing with it. How can it be tied on the big pendant?

Liu Chang lowered his eyebrows for a moment and said lightly, “It doesn’t matter. Just wear it like that.”

“Promise.” Su Wen had no choice but to put the jade pendant in place, although the one who kept the rules would not let go, but the king met her without rules. Dressed up for a

moment, Liu Chang turned around and suddenly asked, “Why are you alone? Where is she?”

Su Wen had long expected that the king would ask about it. “The people of the Autumn Palace have gone to the entourage,” he said, bowing down. “They’re all waiting outside.”

“Mmm.” Liu Chang nodded his head slightly, and after a while he told him, “After worshipping the gods, I want to leave the King of Jiangdu to drink the Seven Treasures and Five Flavors porridge with them, and you can arrange it too.”

“Yes.”

Su Wen understood and went all the way with Qiu Shui. When the king and the princes outside had finished offering sacrifices to the king who had died first and offering sacrifices to the heavenly officials, he grabbed Qiu Shui and said, “People from the Autumn Palace, Your Majesty is going to entertain the King of Jiangdu in the palace. I’m afraid I can’t handle it alone, so I’ll ask the palace people to work hard and wait on him for one more night.” When

he opened his mouth, Qiushui could not refuse, so he agreed: “What Ah Weng said is just a slave’s duty. It’s not hard work.”

In the evening, she served tea and did not leave. After the king changed his clothes, the king of Jiangdu came to the palace.

Not with a princess, but with a maid.

She was surprised, but did not come to take a closer look, and served tea to the king of Jiangdu. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw that the maid who came with her was just staring at herself, looking very unruly, and she couldn’t help looking slightly sideways.

When he saw it clearly, he was startled to find that Zhangsun Qiuyan, dressed as a maidservant, had followed him into the palace.

Their sisters.. But it’s ridiculous!

But Zhangsun Qiuyan did not feel very absurd, looking at Qiushui finally willing to look at her, then squinted one eye and blinked, as cute as in the boudoir.

Qiushui was amused and helpless. After serving the tea and passing the meal, he dropped his hand and stood behind Liu Chang. If the king

of Jiangdu hadn’t thought about the wound on his face, he wanted to go to the palace two days ago to talk to his brother. Now, after drinking a glass of wine, he talked about his difficulties: “I said, brother, why did you do such a thing again?”? Out of the palace, out of the palace, send people to my house to get any money, you don’t know Qiuyan, she said you.. Before

he had finished, Qiushui coughed, and the King of Jiangdu swallowed all the disrespectful words his princess had said.

Liu Chang is not surprised that he took Princess Jiangdu to play smart into the palace again and again. Now Qiushui is under his eyes. Even if she tied her arms to the eldest grandson Qiuyan, she can’t take her sister to fly out.

So Zhangsun Qiuyan was willing to pretend to be a maidservant, so he took her as a maidservant and ignored her. He glanced at the King of Jiangdu and said, “What’s your silver? Isn’t your silver my reward?”? But if I take you thirty taels, I’ll come and settle accounts with you. When I go back later, I’ll give you another hundred taels!

“It’s not a matter of money!” The king

of Jiangdu smacked his mouth a few times, and when he thought of it, he was full of tears. If you said his brother took the silver, he would take the silver. At least ask him if he was in the house. If he was not in the house, at least tell his princess clearly.

He was fine. He didn’t know which palace man he had taken out to indulge in debauchery. When he was short of silver, he thought of his younger brother. The little fellow who came to take the silver didn’t make it clear. He said it was the king of Jiangdu who took the princess out without silver.

He is out, but his princess is staying in the house. Which princess did he take?

Husband and wife closed the door and quarreled for half a night, and his face was scratched. That’s all. When he remembered that maybe his brother had done a good deed and asked him to bear it, Zhangsun Qiuyan heard it and scratched him again. Who did

he provoke? Why did he suffer all the time?

“Brother Huang, at that time you spent a lot of money in Zhangtai in the name of your brother, and he didn’t say anything, but now that he’s married, you can’t let him take the burden for you any more, can you?” When the king

of Jiangdu drank too much wine, he became bold.

Zhangtai is the gathering place of Chang’an Street Song and Dance Workshop. You don’t have to think about what to do there.

Liu Chang-yuan still listened to his chatter with a smile. As soon as he heard Zhang Tai speak out, he didn’t dare to look back at Qiushui’s face. He immediately coughed twice and hurriedly said with a straight face, “Brother Wang, aren’t you drunk and confused? When I spend thousands of yuan in your name, it’s clear that you’re there yourself..”

I.. I When do I..? The King of Jiangdu was so frightened that his tongue was big. With

his queen standing beside him, he pulled him into the water.

But his princess was also there, and didn’t that encourage them to fight again when they went back?

Turning his head, he went to explain to Zhangsun Qiuyan, “Don’t listen to your brother’s nonsense. It was clearly him that day..”

Su Wen turned the corner, waved his tail in the air, and quickly interrupted the outspoken King of Jiangdu: “Tut, what day is it? Where did the insects come from?” As

he spoke, he pushed Qiushui and said, “The people of the Autumn Palace have been busy for quite a while, so we might as well..” Why don’t you take the girls from the palace to have a rest? There are old slaves here.

At least they sent their sisters out. As for the king and the king of Jiangdu, their brothers were not afraid of fighting.

Zhangsun Qiuyan didn’t want the King of Jiangdu to call her to come over and clarify the misunderstanding for himself, so he turned out the old story.

She was so angry that she was dragged all the way back to the Nuan Pavilion by the autumn water. “I told you that none of the children of the Liu family had any good things,” she said bitterly. “Sister, you heard that. The emperor once took the King of Jiangdu to visit Zhangtai. What kind of words did he say?”

You also said it was once. At that time, the King of Jiangdu hadn’t got married yet. What were you angry about? He hasn’t been there since the wedding, has he?

Qiushui smiled and pressed her to sit down, poured her a glass of water, and brought her a few fruits.

Qiu Yan snorted, “Your Majesty and your sister were always married at that time, weren’t they?”? Does my sister not know that he has gone to Zhangtai?

Qiushui’s face was reddish. When his majesty was newly enthroned, there were still some children in mind. Occasionally, she heard that he had falsely used the name of the King of Jiangdu to go out in disguise, saying that he had visited the people, but she did not know that he had gone to Zhangtai to visit.

In fact, is to know, I’m afraid she will also cover up for him, a king to Zhangtai, to the table, not only the supervisor can not bear to see, the historian will not bear to see! As soon

as Qiuyan looked at her sister’s expression, she knew what she was thinking. She really didn’t understand what kind of magic soup the king had poured into her sister. How could her sister not be angry when she did such a thing? If it were her, the skin of the King of Jiangdu would be stripped off several layers.

Qiushui didn’t want her to hold on to this. She covered her sleeves and smiled. Then she changed the subject and said, “You’re really fooling around. Why did you come in dressed like a maid?”? If someone sees it and spreads it, do you still want the face of the Princess of Jiangdu?

“If anyone dares to pass it on, pass it on. What’s the big deal?”

When Zhangsun Qiuyan looked at her sister, dressed as an imperial official, she couldn’t help saying, “When I went to the palace, I wanted to look for you. I heard that you had been assigned to the imperial palace to be his maid. Sister, he really knows how to humiliate people!”

After all, it was the queen who had been married by the Ming matchmaker. She put it down and turned her head to pick it up and put it in front of her eyes. What does it mean to see the sky and the earth?

Don’t you mean to embarrass her sister?

Qiushui did not agree. He whispered to his sister, “Your Majesty, he..” I didn’t mean that.

“What else can it mean if it doesn’t mean that? It can’t be your sister and him.” As soon as Zhangsun Qiuyan spoke, he was covered by Qiushui’s hand.

She stared at Qiushui with round eyes, angry and anxious, and buzzed in her palm: “Sister, how can you be so willing to degenerate?” It’s all right to

be reduced to a maidservant. If he still wants to sleep, he has no name. What kind of person does he take her for?

“I didn’t.” When Qiushui hurried to defend herself, he knew she was going to misunderstand him. “It’s just someone serving tea in front of the emperor,” he said.

“Oops.”

Zhangsun Qiuyan was covered by her mouth and said she was unhappy. She pulled her hand and struggled to come out. She said like a firecracker, “Sister, don’t be deceived by him again. He..” He didn’t put his heart at ease when he transferred you to the imperial court. This is not the past, and you are no longer his queen. There are so many concubines in his harem. If anyone knows about it, sister, have you ever thought about your fate?

“I know. I told you there was no such thing.” Qiushui was not as clever and clumsy as her sister, and she could not explain it clearly several times.

Qiuyan grasped her hand with a dignified look on her face. “Sister, do you know why the King of Huainan didn’t come tonight?”? It was because one of his favorite concubines was pregnant. I don’t know whose eyes were in the way. In less than three months, the fetus was gone. I heard that there was blood all over the floor, and almost no adult was saved. The King of Huainan was so distressed that he asked for leave with Your Majesty to go back to accompany his favorite concubine.

“This..” Qiushui was shocked. Unexpectedly, the storm in the palace of Huainan was so dangerous. Looking at the princess of Huainan and the two side concubines, they were all easy to talk to.

“You can’t judge a person by his appearance. Besides, the decent masters and empresses are not pregnant yet. When an unknown concubine is pregnant, where can you tell the masters and empresses to put their faces?” With a

cold look on her face, when she mentioned these sons of the imperial clan, she said angrily, “I told you a long time ago that the sons of the Liu family are all the same.”. Since the king of Huainan really loved the concubine, he should give her a status. Even if he didn’t give her a status, he should also order people to take good care of her. He hated that he said he loved her, but he didn’t pay for it, so he let others take advantage of it? In the final analysis, even if that beloved concubine dies because of this, how many people in the Huainan palace will take it seriously? It’s just a matter of getting a straw mat wrapped up and asking someone to bury it.

Ruthless emperors, these princes and generals are used to hugging each other, today’s red, tomorrow’s green, a few will hang on a tree!

She was afraid that her sister would be foolish and follow in the footsteps of the concubine of the king of Huainan.

Qiushui pursed her lips, and she naturally understood what her sister had said, but. Sometimes she didn’t say she could get away. Since she was caught by Zhao Jieyu when she went out incognito with the king, she knew there would be a storm in the future.

As for when the storm would come, it was totally out of her control, and she could only be careful day and night to prevent falling into the trap.

“Akimiya, Akimiya..” Outside the window, the small yellow door of the Xuanshi Hall called in a hurry.

Qiushui pushed open half of the window, showing a little face, and asked the little yellow door, “Little father-in-law, why are you looking for me?” “Su Chang’s servant has come to tell the people of the Autumn Palace that Your Majesty and the King of Jiangdu are drunk and quarrelling in the Xuanshi Hall,” said

Little Yellow Gate, bowing to her with his hands intertwined.

These two men.. How old, one has become a king, one has become a prince, but also as a child as nonsense!

Qiushui and Qiuyan took one look at each other, but they all got up and went to the Xuanshi Hall. Before he

had even entered the gate, he heard the King of Jiangdu scold his brother with a big tongue: “Next time I’ll cover up for you, I’ll be a bastard!”

“You’re a bastard, too. You’re not just a bastard, you’re a fool.”

Liu Chang is also drunk, who will not curse, he cursed in the court, Liu Xu also do not know where to sleep. Not to be outdone, the King

of Jiangdu said, “Then you are unlucky!”

If not unlucky, how can a good queen become a maidservant?

Su Wen-yuan was still inside trying to smooth things over between the two sides. The more their brothers talked, the more unreasonable they became. The king was just fine. The king of Jiangdu’s mouth was too unforgiving. If he really made the king angry, he would be too angry to punish him. He was afraid that he would have no time to cry. He quickly dragged him out to persuade him: “Wang Ye, Wang Ye, the princess has come to pick you up. Go home quickly.”

“She came to pick me up and I left. What kind of person am I?” The king of Jiangdu was so courageous that he shook his hand and refused to move. When

Qiu Yan heard this from outside, he gave a sneer and darted forward. He grabbed him by the ear and said, “I think you’re tired of living. I’ll see what I can do with you when I get back.” After that

, she had no time to say goodbye to her sister and left with the King of Jiangdu.

Qiushui looked at the chaos in the room and did not know whether to laugh or cry. He saw that the king of Jiangdu had gone and would not give up. He was about to chase him back to argue whether to win or lose. He hurried forward to help him: “Your Majesty, you have drunk too much. The maidservant helped you back to rest.”

The king blinked his eyes and recognized her. “Listen to me,” he explained with a lisp, “that was all Liu Xu’s nonsense. He came to talk nonsense to me, saying that there were women in Chang’an who were as beautiful as Shun Hua. I didn’t believe him, so I went with him to see them.”

“Yes, yes, yes. The maidservant knows that it’s all the fault of the King of Jiangdu.”

Qiushui laughed at him and managed to coax him to go to the inner temple to rest before he went to fetch water for him to wash, not to mention that his sleeves were dragged by him.

Looking back, his obsidian eyes were fixed on her: “Don’t go.”

She said helplessly, “The maidservant is not going to leave. The maidservant is going to fetch water for Your Majesty to wash his face.”

“Don’t go!”

Liu Chang paid no attention, but kept tugging at her. “Talk to me.”

Well, what can she say?

Qiushui could not leave his body, and seeing that he was very drunk, he had to sit sideways in front of the couch. “What does Your Majesty want to hear from the maidservant?”

Yeah, what does he want to hear? During the five years

in Nagato, he knew that she had a bad life, and after returning to the palace, he also knew that she had suffered a lot of grievances.

But she never said anything.

Now. And now he wants to know.

That year.. After drinking that bowl of medicine, didn’t you feel any pain? His long eyelashes trembled gently, like the unknown heartstrings in the depths. Unexpectedly

, Qiushui wanted to hear this. He was stunned for a moment before he came to his senses. His arm on his knee was slightly bent, and his fingers slowly curled up into a ball.

“Of course it hurts.” Her voice was almost inaudible.

It was her first child with him, the eldest son he had been looking forward to. How could it not hurt when she was cruel to remove him?

The pain went so deep into the bone marrow that it almost killed him.

Liu Chang’s hand, which was pulling her sleeve, could not help shrinking.

His ears were full of what the king of Jiangdu said when he was drunk. He said that the concubine of the king of Huainan had lost her child, bled, and lost half of her life.

He immediately thought of her, when she had no children, whether she was like the king of Huainan’s concubine, bleeding all over the ground?

In the past, he only hated her for being so cruel that even their children could be used to calculate, but at that moment, he felt frightened.

If. If she had gone with the child and never seen her again, would he still hate her? Will you abandon her in Nagato for five years?

He closed his eyes slightly, knowing that the answer could not be imagined, without her. Without her, who would he show this country to?

As soon as she thought about the past, she couldn’t avoid touching those old wounds. Qiushui could not bear the heartache. She quietly wiped away the tears from her eyes and stood up again. “Your Majesty, let the maidservant fetch water.”

“Don’t!”

Liu Chang didn’t want her to leave his eyes at this time. As soon as he saw her leave, he sat up and pulled her. Unexpectedly, he used too much strength and immediately pulled the emaciated Qiushui down on the couch.

He half raised his body and looked down at her face, which was in a panic. He stroked it gently and then asked cautiously, “Since it’s painful, why did you drink that bowl of medicine in those days?”? If you want to drink that bowl of medicine, why did you tell me you were pregnant?

If I hadn’t told him, maybe they wouldn’t have been separated for so many years.

Qiushui was stunned, and she didn’t want to. At the beginning of her pregnancy, she was as happy as he was. She thought the child would come with expectations, but what he brought was a bloody storm.

“Because I want you back safe and sound.” Her eyes were red and her hands trembled against his chest. “I was hiding the good news, but then …” Later, the emperor’s aunt seemed to know, she kept sending people to inquire, even the father’s side had a movement. I I’m afraid, I’m afraid they’re going to make an issue of this child. I’m afraid you’ll have an accident at the border. I really can’t help it.

An obedient puppet emperor is much easier to control than a growing wise king. The emperor’s aunt and father have already supported an emperor, and it is no problem to support a young emperor.

What’s more, this young emperor is about to come from her arms, from Zhangsun Yimai.

God knows how she spent the nights she made the decision, but the pain of losing a child was far greater than pain of losing him, even if she was willing to pay for it with her life.

Tears, like broken pearls, fell from her temples and fell straight into her hair.

She had no time to wipe, and suddenly tears fell into her eyes, not hers.

She opened her eyes and looked up at the king with tears streaming down his face. I used to feel the same pain as you!

She lost their baby, and he almost lost her.

Once resentment, unwilling, doubt, to this moment are eliminated, he looked at the woman he loved most, but also the woman who loved him most, can not help but bow his head, gently kiss her cold lips.

Her eyelashes brushed against her cheek, gentle and gentle, and she should push him away, because it was against the rules.

But. But she is too painful too sad, those years can not say to outsiders with the pain and tears, only he knows, only he will understand.

Perhaps Qiuyan was right. She was following in the footsteps of the king of Huainan’s concubine and digging her own grave.

“Somebody!”! Somebody!

It was just dawn, and after drinking so much wine last night, the king was not supposed to wake up at this time. Su Wen had just come over to change the autumn water, and before he could rest for a while, he was frightened by the king’s repeated shouts and rushed into the inner hall.

“Your Majesty, the old slave is here, the old slave is here.”

Liu Chang sat up from the couch, half unbuttoned, revealing a large chest, but his face was blank: “Are you here?”

Su Wen bowed and said, “Yes, the old slave has always been here.”

So, what about Qiushui?

Last night they.. He Holding his forehead,

he wondered if it was another nightmare, in which he was so close to her that her tears fell on his lips, but how could he disappear as soon as he opened his eyes?

“Last night she..” He hesitated, not knowing what to ask.

Su Wen understood and hurriedly said, “The people of the Autumn Palace have been on duty all night. The old slave has just replaced her and gone back to rest. Why is Your Majesty looking for the people of the Autumn Palace now?”

So I just went back.

So what happened last night wasn’t a dream? Holding his forehead,

Liu Chang shrank his hand and subconsciously covered his mouth and coughed, “Oh, it’s all right, I..” I’ll just ask.

“So the old slave doesn’t need to invite someone from the Autumn Palace?”

“Oh, no, just let her rest.” Liu Chang relaxed and lay down again. He turned over and suddenly said, “There’s nothing important today. I don’t need her to wait on me in front of the emperor. Call her..” Tell her to sleep well.

“Promise.” Su Wen nodded gently, intuiting that there was something between the king and Qiushui, and it seemed to be a good thing.

He closed the door and backed out, and really did not let anyone disturb Qiushui. When

Liu Chang got up at the end of his sleep, it was already bright outside. At that moment, someone from the palace came in to wait on him to change his clothes. He glanced at him without making a sound. By

noon, it was already time for dinner, but she hadn’t seen Qiushui yet. She was a little worried. She didn’t know what would happen after she went back. If she wanted to ask Su Wen, she was afraid that she would be ashamed to say it.

Very easy to have a meal, then excuse to walk, stroll out of the door, left and right around a circle, so tired that all the palace attendants are in the back of the circle.

Su Wen followed suit. Seeing that the king was out of his mind, he took two steps and looked up at the side hall. He immediately understood what he was thinking. He waved his hand back to the palace ladies and said to the king, “Your Majesty, the people of the Autumn Palace took the orchid grass back and planted it again. Why not..” Go and have a look?

“Is it?” Liu Chang was worried about how to get there. When he heard this, he was immediately delighted. “I said that the orchid grass could live, so..” Then go and see. After that

, without waiting for Su Wen to say more, the man hurried to the side hall.

Su Wen hurriedly followed up, looking at the maidservants in the side hall, hurriedly winked at them to step down, and only stood outside the side hall, holding a curtain for the king.

Liu Chang stepped into the door, listening to the silence inside, he involuntarily held his breath and walked softly to the warm pavilion. Seeing that Qiushui was sleeping soundly inside, he gathered his robe and sat down in front of her couch.

Warm breath touched his fingertips, and the eyebrows and eyes on the couch were light red, which was the trace of crying last night. He looked at it with heartache and guilt, blaming himself for drinking too much wine and hardly caring about her feelings. After what happened

last night, Qiushui was somewhat embarrassed. In the middle of the night, he put on his clothes in a hurry while he was asleep. Before dawn, he stayed outside and waited for Su Wen to come and change his value.

Back to the warm pavilion is also a good toss and turn, then in the end is very tired, really can not hold up to sleep in the past, do not want to sleep until noon. In the

dim light, she felt a pair of hands holding her. She struggled, but did not open it. When she woke up, she saw the king’s smiling face in front of her eyes. Startled,

she turned over and sat up, looked around, and saw that she was indeed in the warm pavilion, so. That’s him coming.

“Your Majesty, it shouldn’t be like this..” She thought about last night, and with shame and annoyance, she pulled back her hand. “Let people see it carefully.” If you

see it, you see it. There is nothing invisible between him and her.

Liu Chang felt the back of her hand, which was warm and cool. “It’s still a little cold here,” he said. “If I ask you to go to the Xuanshi Hall, you won’t want to. Go back and ask Su Wen to add more charcoal fire to the earth dragon.”

She was extremely afraid of the cold in winter, and no matter how good the warm pavilion was, it was not as good as her former Fengzao Palace.

Had it not been for the fact that the March period promised by Xu Dabao was coming soon, he really wanted to move her back to Fengzao Palace now.

Qiushui is very satisfied with the warm pavilion, not to mention closer to him, here is much better than Nagato, than Yeting, moreover, she can not be too greedy, can accompany him like this, she has been satisfied.

After the eighth day of the twelfth lunar month, on the first day of the first lunar month, there is a custom of holding a spring banquet in the palace. Early in the morning, the concubines of the palace will come to toast the king and ask for blessings. After that, they can have a big banquet with the king.

Originally, when Qiushui was the queen, the imperial concubines had to go to Fengzao Palace to pay their respects, and then she led them to Xuanshi Palace to pay their respects to the king.

Now that her queen was not there, the imperial concubines raised Qin Zhaoyi, who was the head of the imperial concubines, and gathered in the Zhaoyang Palace. Then they lined up in the Xuanshi Palace according to their rank.

Chen Baolin went out with several humble young envoys and Shunchang. Wei Shaoshi was new to the palace and had never seen what Qiushui looked like when she was the queen. It was only a rumor that there was such a person. He also heard that the king had made an exception for her repeatedly and even took her out of the palace. He was somewhat curious.

Knowing that Qiu Shui had once been a maid in Chen Pao-lin’s Yilin Hall, she took advantage of the distance between the first few imperial concubines and quietly moved to Chen Pao-lin’s side. “Is that person from the Autumn Palace still in the Xuanshi Hall?” She asked in a low voice.

Chen Pao-lin’s posture was straight, and his eyes did not squint. When he saw her coming over and leaning slightly to avoid her, he said lightly, “Why do you ask these questions?”? Whether the people of the Autumn Palace are there or not, we are all going to see Your Majesty’s blessing.

I.. I didn’t mean that.. Wei Shao twisted the handkerchief. “I heard that she was once in the middle of the palace, and now she’s been blessed. We’ve seen her..”

“We’re not going to see her, we’re going to see your majesty. Don’t let the empress do what she usually does, just do what she should do now.”

Chen Pao-lin stood his ground a little. Wei Shaoshi had a delicate life and a softer temper than Xu Ronghua and Zhang Shunchang, so she was willing to say a few more words to her. She was afraid that when she saw the king saying something she shouldn’t say or doing something she shouldn’t do, she would say something more: “As for the people of the Autumn Palace, they are the female officials in front of the emperor. How about the empress Shaoshi treating Su Changshi?” It is enough to do with her.

Do not be too humble, so as not to let Qin Zhaoyi, Zhao Jieyu they hold the handle, also can not be too harsh, so as not to let the king. Add to disgust.

This is their low position of the imperial concubine in the palace of the way of life, since want to be wise to protect oneself, then simply play dumb in the end.

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