Performing Lovers
Boldly Open the Mic: Love in the Entertainment Circle Will Be Turned Upside Down! In
my freshman year, I sneaked into the acting department to substitute for my best friend, but was called to the platform by the drama teacher and performed an impromptu kiss with my 18-year-old national brother Lingxiao.
I did not expect that the first time I entered the acting department classroom, I had the honor to give my first kiss. When I received a phone call from Lu Tangtang
in the morning, begging me to help her substitute, I agreed without thinking.
Fifty minutes later, looking at the swans with small heads, long legs and beautiful faces around me, I was silent like an ugly duckling.
He immediately opened the WeChat and said passionately,
“You said it was a drama class!!!”
“Get out of here, I’ll give the class away standing here, okay?”
Lu Tangtang did not return, so I had to erect the book in an attempt to cover my face.
At this very moment, I can’t wait to post
on Zhihu: “How to be invisible in an acting class with beautiful women like clouds?”? Wait online, it’s urgent! The teacher of the introduction of
drama performance is a little old man with gray hair but very capable eyes. He wears a white shirt and talks passionately about the theory of performance for 40 minutes.
I breathed a sigh of relief and thought the lesson was over.
The teacher picked up the thermos cup on the platform, took a sip of tea, and said slowly, “After talking for so long, according to the usual practice, I’ll ask two students to prepare for the next class and improvise.” When he
had finished, the little old man raised his finger and pointed straight at me: “The one who lowers his head to play with his mobile phone is you.”
I’m numb.
My mobile phone is hidden so tightly. Teacher, how did you find it!
“As a partner, just follow the student number.” The little old man adjusted his glasses, took out a piece of paper, and read, “Number 2 is..” Lingxiao.
Silence, dead silence, after the silence, the classroom burst into a small burst of excited screams.
“It’s actually Lingxiao.”
“This woman is so lucky to be in a group with Ling Hsiao.” My
whole body trembled and I looked up in the direction of the line of sight. Of course
I know Lingxiao, the national brother. He made his debut at the age of
seven and became famous for his role in a phenomenal TV series at the age of ten.
I was in the same year as him. On the day of the college entrance examination, Lingxiao was searched for three days because of a handsome photo of him leaving the examination room.
But that has nothing to do with me, because I am not a person who can be easily moved by beauty.
Therefore, after brushing the hot search, he just snorted “superficial,” and quickly crossed it out without even clicking on the picture.
Lingxiao, sitting in the second row in the upper left corner of the classroom, just turned around and glanced at me with an expressionless face.
Gan! I
take back what I said before. How can
he be so handsome in person! There are only fifteen minutes between
classes, but I need to arrange an impromptu performance segment with Lingxiao.
“The theme is couples who want to break up when they clearly don’t want to.” The little old man said with a smile, holding a thermos cup. The eyes in the
classroom brushed on my face, and the envy inside almost turned into substance.
I always blush.
What is the highlight moment? Here it is. Will you be able to write your resume in the
future? I had the honor to share my acting skills with Lingxiao, the younger brother of the nation.
The dream is not done, I have to stand on the platform to rehearse, I just feel cold in my heart.
Lingxiao. It’s too serious.
In just a few minutes, he had already written a performance outline quickly.
I frowned and stared at his beautiful words on the white paper. The point was not this word, but the sentence “The woman turned to go, and the man grabbed her and kissed her.”.
My voice was as small as a mosquito in an instant: “Ah, this … …” Not good, is it?
After all, he was the younger brother of the nation, and kissing him looked like I was indecent.
Lingxiao looked up at me with doubts in his eyes. As soon as
I thought, Lingxiao had been filming for so many years, and it was estimated that he was already familiar with the kissing scene, which was really nothing.
Still, I touched my face and asked, “How?”
Lingxiao said clearly, “Haven’t you ever kissed?”
Nod and feel lost! I immediately said, “No!”! It’s just that it’s been a long time..
“Then you just have to cooperate with me.” Lingxiao said, “Can you open your lips?”
I nodded.
“Don’t worry, I won’t stick out my tongue.” Lingxiao’s tone inexplicably brought a little smile.
I picked my nails nervously, imagined the picture, and wanted to cry in an instant.
This is really sad and indignant.
It’s just a substitute class. How can you be reduced to selling your body.
The more I think about it, the more sad I am.
I could only wipe the tears from the corners of my mouth and said magnanimously, “It’s all right. It’s not a big deal.” The
break between classes is fleeting. Lingxiao and
I stood on the platform.
Thanks to the rehearsal just now, I didn’t have to stutter my lines. When I
heard that familiar line, I was in high spirits, and the kiss scene came!
Lingxiao took my hand, the veins on the back of his hand bulged, and his eyes seemed to contain infinite feelings.
“You don’t believe anything I say. Do you want me to peel my heart off and show you?”
At that moment, I suddenly felt as if I was really his lover.
Lingxiao slowly moved closer and touched my face with his hand.
I tried to hold back the trembling in my heart, closed my eyes, and faced death unflinchingly. The
soft touch was fleeting, rubbing hard teeth against another hard thing.
“Hiss!” I heard Lingxiao’s muffled hum. The
classroom was eerily silent.
I couldn’t help opening my eyes. Why does this angle seem a little strange?
My teeth.. Why is it facing Lingxiao’s nose?
The little old man clapped his thermos cup on the platform and seemed unable to resist shouting, “Did you get in?”? How can a kiss look like a rock? Can you still bump into Lingxiao’s nose? As soon as the
voice fell, the laughter of the whole classroom could not be suppressed, and the whole classroom seemed to be shaking.
Lingxiao covered his nose and lowered his head without speaking.
I felt guilty and quickly apologized, “I’m sorry!”! Are you hurt?
Lingxiao waved his hand. When I was
concerned, I took his hand and pressed it on the platform behind me.
Lingxiao didn’t seem to think I was so strong, and his expression was somewhat discomfited: “Don’t..” It’s
too late. In full view of the
crowd, a red nosebleed slipped slowly from his high nose.
Goodbye, this planet.
I thought with vicissitudes of life, is it time for interstellar migration? After
class, I hurriedly packed up my books, covered my face, ran back to the dormitory, lay down on the bed, pulled the blackout curtain, and began to play dead.
It’s so noisy. Someone keeps laughing. Lu Tangtang of the
lower berth patted the bed board and said, “Ha ha ha, Yu porridge, look at this post in the group.”.
Chaohua broke the news that today the younger brother of the nation and a woman were given an impromptu performance by the teacher.
That woman is like a Koi in the world, and she’s actually playing a kiss scene with the younger brother of the nation.
But the scale was not as good as the performance, and it seemed that the younger brother of the nation had a bloody nose.
This is too strong. I regret that I didn’t go to the acting class today.
“Hey, Yu Zhou, do you know who that man is?” With a sneer,
I replied, “It’s Lu Tangtang.”
Lu Tangtang gave a “ha” in puzzlement.
“That koi was mine, and so was the one who kissed Lingxiao.” I said slowly and told her the truth cruelly.
“But baby, I’m using your name and student number.” With a
“splash,” Lu Tangtang fell out of bed like a wooden chicken.
Perhaps it is the flow support of the younger brother of the nation. After
the post was carried by the marketing number, it became popular with lightning speed and went all the way to the hot search.
Lu Tangtang’s name was revealed by a busybody, and she was so worried that she cried in the dormitory: I don’t want to go to class. Even if I’m scolded by his fans
on the Internet, I’m sure I’ll continue to be laughed at in class.
“Whoo, hum, you
I take a look at Weibo, and some radical fans have begun to be on the human flesh road. Who is Tangtang? Things may get worse and worse as they go on. I was the
culprit, so I had to say, “OK, I’ll try my best to solve this problem.”
I’m going to find Lingxiao.
This is the behavior of his fans, and of course the idol has to pay for it.
But I didn’t expect that before I could find him, he came to find Lu Tangtang himself.
Lu Tangtang went out of the door with a shy face.
I hid behind the balcony and looked furtively at the two people standing under the big green tree in front of the dormitory building.
Lingxiao was covered very tightly, his face was covered by a mask, and he could not see anything clearly.
Two people did not know what to say, only to see Lu Tangtang standing beside him, his face burst into a surprise smile, as if hit by a big golden cake falling from the sky.
Moments later, Lu Tangtang jumped and ran back.
“Yu Congee!” She said happily, “Ling Hsiao invited me to join his group and shoot a short film of the acting class together.”
“Oh.” I was still lying on the balcony, looking at Lingxiao standing under the street lamp.
As if he had a feeling, he suddenly turned around and looked straight at him.
“Lingxiao also said that he would solve other things so that I wouldn’t have to worry about anything.” Lu Tang-tang continued, “So I’d better take the class myself.”
“Is it?” I don’t know why, but my heart is a little relaxed and a little lost.
He knew that Lu Tangtang was someone else, so. Will he know the existence of Yu porridge?
“However,” said Lu Tang-tang, his eyes suddenly dodged a little. “Ling Hsiao has a request.”
“What?”
“Let you take part in a role in the short film.” Lu Tangtang stammered.
“Is he crazy?” I exclaimed, “Hasn’t he had enough of my death acting?”? I refuse. “Go, go, go!”
Lu Tang-tang hugged my arm.
“What did he give you?” I said in surprise, “I really can’t. I’m a photography major, and I can shoot well, but I really don’t know anything about acting.”
Lu Tangtang said pitifully, “But Lingxiao said that if you didn’t go, he would talk to Director Li Yi about your substitute teaching.” Director
Li Yi, the head of the Political and Educational Department of our university, is also a professor in the Department of Photography. The students in his hands are either 800 or 1000. My
legs were weak and I almost fell to my knees.
Not to mention my existence, I think Lingxiao even knows my weakness.
The phone rang suddenly, and I picked it up mechanically. “Hello,” I heard a clear and smiling male voice asking, “Yu Zhou, have you thought it over?”
I mouthed to Lu Tangtang: “Why does Lingxiao know my phone number?”
Lu Tangtang moved his head with a guilty conscience.
I ran downstairs with my cell phone in my hand and pretended to be stupid and answered, “What are you thinking about?”
“My video project.”
Lingxiao was standing under the tree. I slowed down my pace and tried to clap my hands to frighten him.
As soon as the hand was stretched out, Lingxiao happened to turn around.
I wanted to clap the palm of my hand on his back, but I didn’t have time to take it back, so I clapped it straight on his chest.
“Pow!” For
a moment, as if I had touched his chest on purpose. Wear thin clothes
in summer.
Caught off guard, I felt a thick layer of chest muscles under my palms.
Lingxiao was obviously stunned.
I was stunned, too.
“Hi..” In my panic, I steeled myself and said, “You’re pretty big.”
I meant to say pectoral muscles.
But after that, I realized that it was used in more conventional scenarios.
“I didn’t mean that..” I added in a hurry.
“Well, I didn’t mean small..”
The more he said, the more he had no lower limit, so he simply covered his mouth.
Act frivolously.
Words are frivolous.
Good. Double play.
In the atmosphere where the air seems to have run away from home and gone to Siberia, Ling Hsiao lowers his head and curls the corner of his eye: “Is it easy to touch?”
「…… Not bad I have a hard mouth.
Lingxiao then asked, “Not satisfied?”
“Oh, I don’t understand either.” I quickly shook my head.
Your pectoral muscles look thin, but they are actually very thick and powerful. It
‘s not the kind that’s particularly inflated, but I think it’s just right. The kind that’s practiced to wiredrawing, although it feels better, but the visual effect is too strong. The
edges and corners feel great. I’ve always been in the habit of working out, and I don’t have any baggage in my hand.
It’s a good thing you didn’t practice the middle seam. It’s perfect now.
“Hey..” Can you move? Shake like in the fitness video.
Lingxiao lowered his eyes and looked at me lightly.
I immediately kept silent.
Grass (a plant).
How did you expose it so quickly!
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in short.
Finally, I reached an agreement with Lingxiao.
I took part in the short film of his and Lu Tangtang’s group work, and he was going to be my model to help me complete a group of photos.
The short film is a script written by Lingxiao himself, which is his first attempt to write and direct.
Lu Tangtang is the heroine, and Bai Li, another member of the group, is the hero, who is also a freshman and Lingxiao’s roommate.
As for me, I play the role of the ghost after the death of the heroine.
Yes, female ghost.
I asked Lingxiao why she didn’t let the heroine play alone. He explained that after the heroine became a ghost, because of alienation, her size shrank, so she needed to arrange another actor.
Sitting in front of the mirror, I looked at the makeup artist in silence. “Does it have to be like this?”
“To present the most realistic effect.” She patted me on the face, smiled and said, “I promise, no one will be able to sleep while watching you.”
Fine。
Not to mention the audience’s perception, I want to vomit when I look at myself in the mirror.
No wonder he threatened me to do it.
On this bloody exterior, what hot girl in the acting department would want to try it.
I now suspect that Lingxiao is actually using the name of homework to retaliate against me and make him lose face. .
.
The national brother is so narrow-minded. Small-
minded Lingxiao saw me for the first time and almost spurted out the soybean milk in his mouth.
Next to Lu Tangtang, he picked up his breakfast directly and buried himself in eating rice noodles with his back to another table.
I quickly sat down in her vacant seat and smiled with a vivid female grimace. At the same time, I pinched my voice and shouted, “Brother Lingxiao.”
Lingxiao moved aside without any trace. I persevered and continued to stick to him.
Soon, a bench could not be moved. Lingxiao, who
could only stick to the wall, turned around and saw my face, and the corners of his mouth twitched.
I stood up, put my hands on the wall, and came to a female ghost wall.
“What do you want?” Lingxiao tone has a touch of helplessness.
I answered honestly, “I want to look good.”
Lingxiao said earnestly, “It’s very nice.”
“We definitely don’t have the same standards for looking good.” I sneer.
“No matter what the standard is, it looks good.” Lingxiao’s eyes began to smile again.
I looked into his eyes and my heart suddenly slowed down for a moment.
Lingxiao just acted in a youth film some time ago. Jun Xiaochu, the leading actor in the film, has black hair and a white shirt. He has a young face that every young girl has secretly loved in her youth. He is usually cold and silent. The only scene in which he smiles back at the leading actress in the sunshine makes him the white moonlight in the hearts of countless fans.
I made up the play overnight last night and quickly fell in love with “Jun Xiao Chu” in the play.
And now, Jun Xiaochu walked out of the screen and smiled at me.
I suddenly feel that as long as he has been smiling at me, let alone female ghosts, headless zombies can play.
Beauty harms people.
Ancient emperors did not deceive me.
However, although I quickly accepted my image as a female ghost, the other male protagonist, Bai Li, had a hard time.
He lay on top of me, as if he had been doing physical work for a long time. He suddenly lowered his head, turned over, and raised his hand weakly, asking, “Director, do I have to kiss?”.
“I really can’t say anything,” Bai Yi muttered. “That’s terrible.” “Or what?
” Lingxiao asked lightly.
“It’s just an assignment. Why are you so serious?” As an example, Bai says, “Why don’t you just do whatever you want?”
I glanced at him and thought that when the heroine was Lu Tangtang, you were very happy to kiss her.
But Lingxiao said, “She’s a female ghost now, but was she the woman you loved most in life, or did she become like this because of you? For example, if you were really in the play, you wouldn’t be able to ask such a question.” “Yes, you’re a big star,”
Bai said, turning pale. “Why don’t you play the leading actor yourself?”
Lingxiao stood in front of the monitor, his eyes slightly cold.
Oh, forget it.
There’s going to be a fight.
I lay on the ground and clapped in my heart.
Lingxiao got up from the monitor. I was a little overwhelmed when
he ducked in front of me.
Lingxiao was so close that I could not only feel the temperature of his body, but also see the light falling lightly from the root of his eyelashes.
He pushed my resisting hand back, and my body rolled back with it, and my chest inevitably pushed forward. Lingxiao turned his eyes away and asked in a low voice, “Is that all right?”
I realized that the hero didn’t have this line in the script.
Lingxiao is asking me.
I raised my head and looked at him steadily.
From the reflection of his eyes, I could see the image of myself now.
An evil spirit long dead. There was no longer any beautiful face on
his face, but it was as dry as an old bark.
So I laughed, too, and said lazily, “Yes.”
Once raw, twice ripe. Kissing with Lingxiao
again, I made a lot of progress this time, and my heart was very calm. I couldn’t even help feeling, “Sister, I’ve really seen the world,” and “This is just so so.”.
When Lingxiao lowered his head and raised his eyes again, I suddenly felt that Lingxiao had been taken away from him.
Of course, it’s still Lingxiao’s face-but it’s not Lingxiao, because the way he looks at me is so gentle, full of undisguised love and pain.
I suddenly remembered an article I had read about Lingxiao not long ago.
The article starts from the first play of Lingxiao Youth, commenting that his acting skills were amazing when he first came out, but he has been in the circle of TV dramas for so many years, playing some similar roles back and forth, which is really killing his spirit.
Lingxiao stretched out his hand, as if dissatisfied with my distraction, and reached out to touch my bark-like face, as if touching his own treasure, and then bent over without hesitation.
This kiss is not the same as the feeling in class.
The first feeling is that his lips are very cold.
But this coolness was soon dispelled by the warmth on his body.
The second feeling is that, up close, his face looks like a work of art.
Like a sleeping young God, it has both refined beauty and childish temperament.
I couldn’t help feeling a little distracted, and suddenly I felt a chill in my neck.
Lingxiao. Cried. As
he kissed, tears fell from his eyes, and the cold tears hit my face, which made me a little confused.
He wept with restraint and made no sound, except for his red eyes, which were covered with water, as if the tears were only rain falling from the sky.
But he kissed me crazily, and when his fingers held my chin, it was like a thousand pounds of strength, making it hard to break free.
In the script, this is the scene where the hero finally finds his long-lost lover and finds that she has become a fierce ghost.
Lingxiao not only entered the play in a second, but also made me in a trance, as if he had become his beloved lover. When
he finished kissing, I felt weak and could only lie down on the ground.
Thank you for the decoration on your face.
It disguises my blush and my frantically beating heart.
I think if I were a student majoring in acting, I would be desperate when facing Lingxiao.
So young, yet so horrible.
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The white example seems to have been hit.
Lingxiao demonstration, he obviously can not enter the state, looking at Lingxiao’s eyes faintly afraid, and then look at me, and turned into a retreat.
Halfway through the break, I stopped Lingxiao who had just come out of the bathroom, and he was obviously startled.
“Let’s borrow a seat.” I said, “I don’t want to do a kissing scene with Bai.”
I thought a perfectionist like Ling Hsiao would refuse, but unexpectedly he nodded: “Good.” When
I wondered if I had misheard, Lingxiao added,
“Next time, don’t suddenly come out of the dark.”.
“I almost thought I had seen a ghost.”
I
“Didn’t you dare kiss a ghost just now?” I can’t imagine that the younger brother of the nation is also afraid of it.
Lingxiao looked at me with an expressionless face, but I saw through his hidden unnaturalness. It
suddenly dawned on me, “Oh..” So you just threw up on the toilet?
“Don’t think about it.” Lingxiao stretched out his hand as if to knock me on the head, but half of it froze and pulled back, sniffling uncomfortably. “What’s the smell on your body?”
I blinked and looked at him innocently. “White example just vomited.”
Lingxiao was silent for a long time. I thought he would be angry, but he didn’t. Instead, he said to me, “I’m sorry.”
“What is there to apologize for?”
Lingxiao shook his head and said, “When it’s over, don’t go. Wait for me.” When he
had finished, he added, “You wait alone.”
I looked at his good-looking face, which turned red, but it was covered by special materials and could not be seen. What’s
he doing? I
don’t want to think too much, and the shooting begins again. After
borrowing, Bai Li was not so conflicted, and the rest of my shots passed smoothly, followed by Bai Li and Lu Tangtang’s shots, which could only be shot the next day. Bai Li and Lu Tangtang were
sent away, and only Lingxiao and I were left in the house.
I looked out of the window. It was almost dark. The evening breeze kept beating on the window. Take
another look inside the room, very good, the moon is dark and the wind is high, lonely men and widows. Under the
dim light, Lingxiao’s face, which was favored by the camera, looked particularly beautiful. It has been more than three hours
since Lingxiao said that.
So after three hours of careful thinking, I came to a very definite answer-
Lingxiao is asking me out. To be
more precise:
Lingxiao, he absolutely likes me. The first moment I
came to this fact, my heart was not wonderful, but a little heavy. What does
love mean? Give up the whole garden
for a flower.
Do not fall in love, not to mention the acting department good-looking brothers with their own characteristics, the male stars in the whole entertainment circle are my three palaces and six courtyards.
But —
“It might hurt a little.” Lingxiao bent down, with a cold and pleasant voice that was a little hoarse.
“I’ll be gentle, and you’ll cry out when it hurts.”
I blushed even more. Ah, did I miss something when I first thought about it?
Although I know Lingxiao likes me, although I also like his face and figure, but this progress is too fast, right?
I lowered my head and recalled the touch of Lingxiao’s chest and abdominal muscles. The refusal that was brewing in my
mouth suddenly disappeared, and I quickly said,
“I like it, too.”
Before I could say the word “you,” the next second, I felt a pain in my face, and a piece of fake skin was pulled off my face.
Lingxiao pinched the fake skin, fixed my chin in the next second, tore off the pores and dermatoglyphics on my face one by one, and his eyes were particularly focused.
“What are you doing?”
“This is hard to unload.” Lingxiao said, “It would be much better to have someone to help.”
Oh.
Right here?
My eyes were empty and I collapsed on the ground, while Lingxiao sat next to me and bent over to tear the special effects material on my face.
I felt like fish on the chopping block, and Lingxiao was like a surgeon with a precise operation, moving around my face.
In the silent sad mood, the special effect makeup on my face was removed. I just wanted to get up, but I saw a basin of water from Lingxiao.
“I have to wash my hair too. It’s too dirty.”
No matter how thick-skinned I was, I was too embarrassed to let him do it. “I’ll do it myself,” I quickly refused.
“Excuse me?”
I thought to myself, nonsense, I have been lying in the service of the national brother for more than half an hour, and if I continue to be lazy, people and gods will be angry.
So half an hour later, we changed positions.
I was bent over in the bathroom, and Lingxiao was standing behind me, holding the shower in one hand and washing my hair in the other. On the
tiles, the water flows to the sewer with white foam. The
warm water flowed down from the neck, and the vision was gradually hazy. Although
my eyes are out of water, my brain is still out of water.
This is really confusing.
Although I did not lie down again.
But this weird pose..
In the awkward atmosphere, my hair was finally washed, and Lingxiao wrapped my hair in a white towel. As soon as
I looked up, I saw Lingxiao’s wet coat.
Oh, and the wet hair on my face.
Even wet eyes. The
wet Lingxiao looked at me with a pair of wet eyes in the wet and foggy bathroom. I
do not know why, I feel his eyes are very sad, as if I had seen these eyes in my previous life.
Looking at the sadness inside, it makes people feel uncomfortable.
So, the next second I reached out my hand, blindfolded him, and stood on tiptoe-
17
in my life, because of the whim, I did a lot of jumping things. When I was
seven years old, I threw a mouse into the lunch box of the boy who always pulled my braid, which made the whole elementary school classroom cry. When I was
twelve years old, I slipped on the train alone to find my mother thousands of miles away. After four days of hunger, I was sent back to my father’s house by the police. When I was
16 years old, I changed the music accompaniment of the school radio station. When the high school leaders spoke, they played fast-paced dance music and brought the whole school to sing and dance together. Now,
for example, I like a boy, want to be close to him, want to kiss him.
Facts have proved that people should do what they can.
I forgot that I was naturally stronger than average, and that the steamy bathroom floor was more slippery than average. When
Qi Qi fell to the ground, I obviously heard a clear “click” sound. The
sound came from the bottom of my head.
I panicked. “I’m not going to get a concussion, am I?”
“No.” Lingxiao answered.
But I’m so dizzy.. If I fall like a fool, will you be responsible for me? I took the opportunity to push my luck.
Lingxiao looked at me, that look is inexplicable and strange, as if with some bad heart, and as if with a little helplessness, seems to have some smile.
Finally he nodded, “Yes.”
“But until then,” he breathed, his face turning pale, “get your head out of my hands.”
I was stunned and got up shyly.
I didn’t realize when his hand was protecting my head.
My head crushed Lingxiao’s left hand.
The doctor assessed that it was a mild fracture and needed plaster. He would rest for about a week and then see the situation.
“What’s the matter?” When Ling Hsiao finished applying the bandage, he asked me, “Such a heavy expression.”
“Thinking about how to compensate for your medical expenses and missed work time.” I said, “Is it all right to make a promise with your body?”
Before Lingxiao could answer, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open vigorously. A man in a black suit with a sullen face came in and asked me, “Did you push Lingxiao down?”? Do you know how much his hands are worth?
“Da Chuan.” “It has nothing to do with her,” cried Ling Hsiao. “This is my classmate.”
“This is Okawa, my agent.” The man
named Dachuan looked at me suspiciously for a moment and asked Lingxiao how he felt. “The doctor says it will be all right in a week,”
said Lingxiao.
“This week there’s an audition for director Chu Wen.” Da Chuan is obviously in a hurry. I know you want to concentrate on your studies these days, but that’s Zhu Wen’s movie.
“If you want to get rid of the status quo of being in a trashy TV show, how can you have an accident at this critical juncture when you just need such a stepping stone in the film industry?”
“His writing in this book is not very good.” Ling Hsiao continues, “Even if it’s a great director’s script, the role may not be suitable for me.” What’s the use of
being suitable? The last time you took Liu Yi-fu’s script, I objected. The script was obviously an experiment in his transformation. The plot was boring and not popular with the audience, and it was a small investment, so there wasn’t much money to publicize it. You see, now that it’s about to be released, besides your fans, how many people are discussing it?
I silently raised my hand and said, “Is it Spring City? Director Liu Yifu also has fans.”
Okawa glared at me. “Why don’t you go?”
I waved my hand and smiled at Ling Hsiao. “If you need any help, you can come to me.”
Lingxiao nodded. When I went out of the door, I heard Dachuan behind me muttering: “Women all say nice things. If you really want to help, you can’t do anything. I tell you Lingxiao, you can’t fall in love at this point. The company will never agree. And most of you are girlfriend fans now. If fans know, you will be finished.” They can tear you apart.
Behind him was Lingxiao’s low voice: “No..”
The voice gradually dropped, and I couldn’t hear any more words.
No. What? I think, is it a promise not to fall in love with me? After several days in
a row, I didn’t see Lingxiao again until I was on the test set directed by Zhu Wen.
He seemed to have lost some weight, the bandage on his hand was removed, and he was hanging on the water by the wire. He was dying, but there seemed to be a thousand words in his dark eyes. After
watching the performances of the first few people, I selfishly feel that Lingxiao is actually better than others in terms of appearance and experience of the role.
I just don’t know why, last time in the hospital, Lingxiao said that the role was not suitable for him. He is really duplicitous
when he says he is not suitable and works hard at the same time. The people
around me suddenly exclaimed, I looked intently, Lingxiao just should have grabbed the hand of the actor with him, but he not only did not catch, but also fell into the water.
This was a very obvious mistake. Director Chu Wen frowned in front of the monitor, slanting his head and asking the nervous-looking Da Chuan next to him, “Doesn’t Ling Hsiao have any experience in shooting martial arts?”
“Yes, yes.” Okawa nodded frantically. “I guess I just slipped. Give Lingxiao another chance.”
Lingxiao had climbed up from the water and asked the director if he could do it again.
Zhu Wen nodded in agreement.
I snuck up to Okawa and poked him on the back. He turned around and looked surprised. “What are you doing here?” After
looking around for a moment, he said angrily, “You didn’t follow Lingxiao here, did you?” Speechless,
I raised the genuine staff card on his chest: “Lingxiao’s hand is not all right, is it?”? If we go on like this, the injury will become more serious.
Okawa opened his eyes and said, “Don’t worry about it.”
I sighed, and I really didn’t understand where Okawa’s hostility to me came from.
Yang Yang, I motioned him to speak outside.
Out of the door, I stood in the stairwell. “You don’t have to force Ling Hsiao to get this role,” I said. “The director has already decided.”
“How do you know?” Okawa asked in reply.
I’m speechless. I can’t tell him that when I came to the set in the morning, I accidentally bumped into Zhu Wen at the corner of the stairs and called someone to discuss it, can I? So I cleared my throat and said in a low voice, “My friend told me that he had something to do with Zhu Wen.”
Okawa’s eyes suddenly changed when he looked at me. He stood there for a moment, his figure faintly bleak, but he still insisted, “I’m waiting for a message from director Chu Wen.”
I sighed and said, “You can try a play directed by another director, like Chu yuan.”
“You don’t understand.” Okawa interrupted me directly. Most of these directors in the film industry have a deep prejudice against actors in TV dramas.
“This audition is an opportunity we’ve been waiting for for so many years. If we miss it, Ling Hsiao, at his best age, can only play in TV dramas. I don’t want him to have such a future.” When I
returned to the meeting, it was already a mess.
I saw Lingxiao sitting on the ground, and a big brother next to him was putting a bandage on his forehead to stop bleeding.
“What’s the matter, Lingxiao?” Okawa hurried over and held his shoulder. Only after
asking did I know that during the second audition, the sword in the actor’s hand accidentally hit Lingxiao’s forehead.
Da Chuan’s face turned pale. “Forget Lingxiao. I won’t try. Let’s go to the hospital first.”
He leaned close to Lingxiao’s ear and spoke softly.
Lingxiao sat on the ground, clutching a white towel in his hand. He closed his eyes and shook his head. “The audition isn’t over yet,” he said
. Is it necessary to do things
without results?
I was really puzzled, but at the insistence of Lingxiao, the audition continued.
He was suspended by a wire, floating on the surface of the water, his fractured left hand hanging unnaturally, his forehead still covered with white bandages, his face was almost transparent, but his face was faintly cloudy, and his dark face seemed to be burning with fire, which was surprisingly bright in the cold waters. Ac
tors also seem to inspire a fighting spirit, two people back and forth, the entire set was brought into an inexplicable atmosphere, the final segment is over, director Zhu Wen has not said stop.
He sat in front of the monitor and seemed to be thinking about something.
I had to ask, “Director, is it over?”
He woke up with a start, nodded, and I quickly motioned to the eldest brother who hung Weiya to hang Lingxiao back.
Lingxiao’s eyes were already a little scattered, but he still seemed to see me, and a faint smile appeared on his face: “I felt I saw you in the water..”
I sighed, “I’m not as good as you.”
Lingxiao raised his eyelids in puzzlement and looked at me.
I’m just shameless. I didn’t expect you to die.
“We are a perfect match.”
I thought maybe I could help him do something. While
Ling Hsiao was lying in bed for an examination, I sent a message to Li Yi: “Uncle Li, I won’t go to Zhu Wen’s film set in the future. You can find another intern to do odd jobs.”
Then he ignored his reply, “Little bastard, who do you want to lose face by running away after a day’s internship?” He quickly stuffed his cell phone into his pocket and smiled at the contorted Lingxiao: “Does it hurt?”
Lingxiao shook his head, staring intently at the ceiling with a pair of black eyes, and kept turning a walnut in his hand.
Oh, it’s the nut gift box I brought, specially for Lingxiao’s brain tonic.
“Now you can only look forward to Spring City.” Okawa sat at the foot of the bed, his voice weak. “The odds are about the same as winning the lottery.” Indeed
, a month later, “Spring City” was released, and within three days, the film’s rating dropped below 5.
In fact, the fans had a high score.
It wasn’t until people who couldn’t understand it went to Weibo to ask director Liu Yifu about the plot that the tone was a little strong. After director Liu Yifu proudly said, “Don’t read it if you don’t understand it, it’s less BB,” the screenshot was submitted to the marketing account. After the hot discussion was on the hot search, he was taught to be a man by the righteous passers-by-a collective score.
Lingxiao’s fans are still trying to control the comments in the early stage, but because there are too many comments on the Internet that they can’t understand, the fans’excuses are simply unable to recover in the turbulent criticism. On the day of the
premiere, I took Lu Tangtang to watch the whole film in the cinema. To be fair, the new film is really too experimental. Many of the plots are fragmented and completely movie-like stream of consciousness. No wonder Okawa’s tone is so negative.
However, compared with Liu Yifu, most of the online comments focused on Lingxiao.
Originally, it was just a mutual attack between different fans, saying that Lingxiao couldn’t support the movie and could only hang out in the TV series. Then the fans responded with such words as “When my brother took the Emperor, your brother was still picking his feet in the crew.” At the end of the interpretation, there was also the company’s marketing, which published numerous articles about “Lingxiao is a box office poison.”.
Because of Lingxiao’s left hand fracture, the shooting of the operation has already stopped, in addition to WeChat, I can rarely contact Lingxiao.
Of course. The main thing is that I dare not. When I
opened the micro-blog, I went to the fan group of Chaohua. After the paparazzi squatted for a week, they took pictures of Lingxiao secretly.
He was playing pottery in a yard.
I laugh, the reporter is estimated to squat for such a long time have nothing, the tone is quite a bit gnashing of teeth, the text describes Lingxiao very down and out.
I touched his face across the screen, thinking that the beautiful young man was still elegant even if he held mud in his hand.
Lu Tang-tang still sighs with emotion: “After so many years of perfect image, it was not easy for the sunspots to find a black spot, but they still had to rush up like wolves smelling blood.”
I lay on the bed in the dormitory and subconsciously turned the mobile phone in my hand.
All this time, I’ve been waiting for a message.
And it wasn’t until ten days later that the message of special concern that I was thinking about
finally sounded.
This is a long overdue early autumn.
Early in the morning, I rented a pickup truck and ran towards the north in the ginkgo biloba. The scenery outside the
car window is very pleasant, especially after entering the plateau area, the whole world is as clean and clear as a fairyland.
But for me, the current wonderland is still in the car.
Because Lingxiao was sitting in the passenger seat, tilting his head to catch up on sleep.
A golden ray of sunlight crept in from the front of the car window and lay limply in his hair. It would be nice to get up
every morning with this view.
I think, even the most senior paparazzi, it is estimated that Lingxiao ran to the northern plateau overnight. It
all started in the wee hours of the morning when
I sent Lingxiao a WeChat: “Do you still count if you promise to take a photo of me?” Lingxiao, who
never stays up late, actually returned a “count” in seconds.
“Today is the day.” I’ll strike while the iron is hot. “You come out and look for the car with the license plate number 919.”
Lingxiao slowly made a question mark: “Now?”
Then he asked, “Where are you going?”
I shrugged my shoulders and said, “Sure, somewhere away from the hustle and bustle.” After
seeing the pickup truck, his usually calm face was also slightly moved.
“How’s it going?” I was very proud. “The station wagon has been rented and the route has been customized.”
Lingxiao does not seem to have reacted yet, and his expression can even be regarded as somewhat dull.
It wasn’t until the car was heading for the highway that he reacted and asked, “How do you know?”
The question was brainless, but I understood it, smiled proudly in my heart, and looked at him innocently on my face.
National brother Lingxiao’s wish is very simple, that is, to drive aimlessly with friends.
This kind of thing, which is very common, is very rare for a star like him who is famous as a teenager all the year round. For so many years, except for going to school, Lingxiao spent almost all his spare time running around.
This wish was said in an interview with a magazine five years ago when Lingxiao won the first award for leading actor in a TV drama.
I brushed every message on his micro-blog and found with great sympathy that his simple wish had not been realized for five years.
Our destination is a snowy mountain that is not famous in a certain province. It takes about 29 hours to drive at a high speed.
When I conceived the photo of Lingxiao, I thought about it and always felt that the most suitable environment for his temperament was the snow mountain. High altitude glaciers
far away from reality, pure snow tops, deep blue and endless sky, beautiful young people with awe-inspiring and pure temperament turn back in the flying snow. It’s breathtaking to think about it!
However, the reality is always very bleak.
First, I went the wrong way and missed a highway entrance, which led to a waste of three hours. Then I got carsick. I don’t know why I got carsick at this critical time when I had never been carsick for more than 20 years. The road behind was basically Lingxiao.
Finally arrived at the hotel booked in advance, and waited for more than hour before the owner came late and threw two room cards directly.
Boss.. I should have booked only one room. I spoke slowly, caught Ling Hsiao’s eyes, and then said, “It’s a double bed. It’s safer to live in one room.”
“No one will give you an extra room anyway.” The boss is very rich.
Although Lingxiao did not speak, I felt his eyes under the sunglasses smiling again.
Then I learned the sad news that there was only snow on the top of the mountain this season, and there was no need to count on snow.
Because I was too tired, I fell asleep in bed that night. According to Lingxiao the next day, he knocked on my door at night to deliver supper. Unfortunately, I slept to death and didn’t hear it. At six o’clock
the next morning, I got up according to the original plan, took photographic equipment and Lingxiao, and drove into the snow mountain. After searching
, I finally found the best angle to put the top of the snow into the country. What’s more, there is a huge lake in the shape of a moon, which is embedded in the valley like a tear.
As I expected, Lingxiao’s temperament matches the snow mountain very well. In some photos, he reveals some divinity compatible with heaven and earth, not like a star, but like the son of God growing freely in the snow mountain.
As a lens holder, I have never worked so comfortably.
“You are so expressive.” I sighed, “You can express ten points of the original seven points of meaning.”
“Because you are very different today.” Lingxiao laughs, “It’s very serious. I have to show all my skills.”
“Does it sound strange that I’m serious?” I pretended to be angry.
Lingxiao just laughs, which is strange to say, obviously watching interviews and videos, Lingxiao is never a person who loves to laugh.
Even at the age of a teenager, with the appearance of a teenager, he is the most mature and calm one among all the teenagers.
It was nine or ten o’clock in the morning, and the sun was shining through the gray mist in the distance, slanting in the mountains and forests, like a sharp sword, splitting the cold world into two sides, one cold and dark, the other warm and sunny.
And this side of the sun also stays on the tip of Lingxiao’s hair and the outline of his body, so that his whole person is shrouded in this side of the sun filter which is too beautiful to be true.
Time seemed to slow down, and I watched it stay on Lingxiao’s bright and clean face, collarbone, and drooping eyelashes.
At this moment, in the snow-capped mountains far away from the noise, in the sunshine at the junction of light and shade, the young man like the son of God showed me a defenseless smile like a child.
According to professional habits, I should quickly raise my camera and take a picture of this moment.
If it is placed in the micro-blog, it may be forwarded tens of thousands of times; if it is placed in the exhibition hall, it may make countless pedestrians stop and stay; if it is placed on the advertisement page, it may make many people click on the order subconsciously..
But at this moment, I didn’t raise my hand or even look at my camera.
As a photographer who once made a wish to record all the precious scenes in the world, I have my own selfishness at this time, and I only want all this to be for me.
After a while, I smiled at him and said softly, “Hey, Lingxiao, do you know that
I like you?”
Lingxiao was stunned, restrained his smile, turned his head in silence, and looked at the distant top of the snow.
To refuse is to refuse.
Suddenly, a gust of wind blew from far away. Gradually, the sun moved farther and farther away. The whole world fell into the shadow of the mountain top. Gradually, there was no sun. This is the end of the trip to the
snow mountain on a whim. After I
went back, I became a busy college student who rushed to classes and internships, and spent the remaining two years of college in uninterrupted part-time jobs. The feeling of
every day, in addition to busy, can not give birth to any other thoughts.
Thanks to Director Li Yi, after I graduated, I recommended it directly to a fashion magazine, so that I could avoid the rush of sending offers everywhere. Before
saying goodbye, his voice was filled with emotion: “I always thought you would be like your mother, going down the path of documentary photography, but I didn’t expect that in the last two years you would suddenly make a change. You’ve been taking all kinds of business orders these past few years. Why are you suddenly so short of money?”. When
I left the school, I took one last look at my campus and sighed softly in my heart, goodbye, my youth, and everything. After
entering the magazine, I was assigned to the editor-in-chief of LSIR magazine and became a photographer who ran around reporting. “LSIR” magazine is one of the three major magazines in China, “Wei Wei” under the sub-magazine, not “Wei Wei” so many lofty resources and activities, the stars are basically some of the network drama or talent show debut of the new.
Logically speaking, I shouldn’t have a chance to meet Lingxiao again.
Two years ago, although Lingxiao failed at the box office in Spring City, at the end of the year, he received the work of another famous director, Chu yuan.
Famous director, famous producer, excellent publicity, rich production company, and the leading actor who seemed to be tailor-made for him made Lingxiao win the Best Newcomer Award at the age of 20 in the winter of the year when the film was released, and also had his own place in the film industry.
Over the past few years, he has acted in more and more films, and the box office is also getting higher and higher. To put it simply
, “LSIR” is totally unworthy of Lingxiao’s current popularity.
But unexpectedly, Lingxiao received an interview with LSIR. Although it lasted only 30 minutes, it was already a very precious opportunity.
After all, it was during the selection of the Golden Elephant Awards, so many big-name magazines were waiting for him, but he seemed to have chosen one at random with his eyes closed.
The editor-in-chief interviewed him personally, and the main question was whether his new film could win the award. Wearing a fisherman’s hat, I stood behind the camera, most of the time like a silent rock on the seashore, only occasionally pressing the shutter.
I don’t know if Lingxiao still remembers me, but when I look at him through the camera, the familiar feeling of the past comes to my mind again.
It’s the same face that makes people at a loss for words. What is
more rare is that the beauty of this skin has not been eroded by the glitz of the entertainment circle, but the eyes are as clear as ever, just like the nameless lake that we met in the snow mountain that year.
He always has his own barrier, which can isolate all external erosion.
Oh, including mine. After the
interview, the editor-in-chief took me to a coffee shop not far away to deal with the manuscripts and pictures, and tried to send them out on the official account in the afternoon. As he
wrote, he began to praise my calmness, saying that the photographer who took me out last time had been pressing the shutter blindly, and the sound of the shutter covered up the sound of the interview, which made the star who was interviewed very angry. Then he
asked, “Isn’t it said that Lingxiao is the killer of all women? Why don’t you feel excited to see him?” Before
I could answer, he said to himself, “It seems that you are the type who doesn’t look at faces.”
The editor-in-chief probably didn’t expect to meet such a “simple” person as me in the fashion magazine, so he dragged me to the bar for a few drinks that night.
Perhaps it is rare to meet an old man, I always do not drink, I did not control their hands.
No matter who you are, there will always be times when you want to use alcohol to forget something.
Maybe I drank too much. I don’t remember exactly how I left the bar or how I got back to the hotel that night. Anyway, when I woke up again, I found a man in my bed.
He has a face that I think I’ve seen a ghost.
Lingxiao.
He lay on the other side of my pillow with his eyes closed, and half of his face sank into the soft pillow.
If this is a dream, the high-definition is too realistic.
At the same time, certain fragments flashed through my mind. After drinking too much
last night, I went back to the hotel and passed the music fountain. I fell into the pool in order to catch the water. The last picture in my mind was Lingxiao’s face. In
the next clip, I was lying on my bed, while Lingxiao sat beside me, soaked to the skin, struggling to pull down my hand that clenched his sleeve.
And then what? How
on earth did you make the transition to sleeping together?
What about the key parts that can be mosaic?
Damn, I can’t find any large-scale photos of the national brother on the Internet.
Just as I was regretting that I was sleeping too hard, Lingxiao’s eyelashes moved slightly.
He opened his eyes and seemed to look at me blankly.
I blinked nervously.
Lingxiao stayed for a moment, turned his eyes, and looked around, his eyes clear.
It seems that he can see what the scene is now.
I tried to cover up the embarrassing scene and heart with some words of high EQ.
He reached out his hand and patted Lingxiao on the shoulder.
“This kind of thing is normal. People go out and pretend that nothing happened.” As soon as
the voice fell, Lingxiao raised his eyes and looked at me. In his eyes, I felt that I had become a vicious heartbreaker.
He asked, “Aren’t you responsible for me?” I
felt like my brain was temporarily frozen and I had to wear my pants mechanically.
“You dragged me to bed last night.” The tone of Lingxiao’s voice was very clear about the facts. “It was you who took off my clothes.”
I was so sweaty that I had to bite the bullet and apologize: “I’m sorry..” I’ve had too much to drink and I’m not very conscious.
After three years of separation and meeting again, I felt that I was the one who could do such a thing to my old friend.
The only pity is that my brain is still in the chaos of hangover, and I can’t recall any pictures.
“You can say no.”
Lingxiao paused. “You’re very strong, not to mention..”
“What’s more?”
“I don’t want to push you away.”
I was stunned.
Lingxiao continued, “You said you liked me, and then you kissed and touched me.”
“Stop!” I quickly opened my mouth. “It was all without my consciousness.”
Lingxiao looked at me and said, “Now that you’re sober, do you still like me?”
I was silent for a moment and answered, “Yes.” The word
“Guo” was bitten very hard by me. After all, it was three years ago that I felt that way. I don’t regret
meeting Lingxiao and expressing my affection to him.
Over the past few years, every time I see him on the Internet, I feel that Lingxiao is like a tree with red roots. When I passed by this sapling
in my youth, I wanted to break off its new green branches out of itching, but when I looked at his earnest efforts to stretch the branches and grow upward, I finally chose to water him.
Even though the sapling may never like the person who waters him, so what? As long as he sees the sapling growing under the sunny sky, the watering person can feel happy.
Well, it’s just a case of mental victory by licking the dog.
“a lot of people like me, but they just like the way I look. If you cut my heart out, people will just leave without looking back.” Lingxiao whispered.
“Me, too.”
Lingxiao turned a deaf ear. He lowered his head and fixed his eyes on me. “Yu Porridge, stay with me.”
I was in a trance for a whole week.
The editor kept looking at me and said, “stop, Yuzhou, stop putting Nikon lenses on Leica bodies.”
I put down my water glass and asked, “Jason, do you think..” How much does it cost to raise a star?
“At least 80 million.” The editor-in-chief answered carelessly, “What kind of coffee do you like?”
like.. What about someone like Ling Hsiao? The copywriter
next to her was having a cup of coffee when she heard this and said, “Are you crazy?” “First look at the official girlfriend of Lingxiao, then look at yourself in the mirror,” says
editor in chief Nu Nu.
My heart jumped, and on the computer screen, Lingxiao, dressed in a black suit, stood side by side with a beautiful girl in a golden dress with a cold face.
The beautiful girl’s smile is very bright, the two people are static and dynamic, but there is a sense of contrast, both of them look directly at the camera, looking particularly dazzling.
“Isn’t this the little princess of the Ho family, the rich second generation?” The copywriter asked, “What are you doing?”? Oh, it’s a variety show. These two seem to have a lot of CP fans.
I was staring at the picture in a trance, and my mobile phone vibrated slightly for a moment.
Looking down, it was a message from Lingxiao asking me if I wanted to have dinner together tonight. The
already heavy mood is inexplicably more boring, knock on the screen back: do not eat!
Lingxiao:?
I turned off the screen and began to concentrate on my work.
At nine o’clock, I dragged my tired body off work.
Insert the key, open the door, and the room is as cold as the refrigerator.
I took off my coat, got into bed and buried my head under the pillow.
Perhaps because of the sudden drop in temperature, I was blown by the wind for more than hour on the way back, and even my brain was dazed.
This sleep is not peaceful, always feel the thick quilt with moisture, cold seep into the bone.
In the middle of the night, I faintly heard someone knocking at the door. I thought it was just an illusion, but I didn’t know why I was thinking about something, so I got up wrapped in the quilt.
Opening the door, in the dim light of the corridor, Lingxiao was dressed in black with rain, his eyebrows and eyelashes were cold fog, his face and lips were bloodless, whiter than plaster statues. So
he stood silently in the doorway, his astonishingly bright eyes looking at me in silence. The clear eyes inexplicably remind people of the dog stationed in front of the doorway every day, waiting for people to come home.
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“How do you know my home address?”
“Is it cold?”
“Hey, are you a wood that can’t talk?”
Lingxiao lowered his eyes and silently said, “You’re not going back to my WeChat.”
I was speechless for a moment. “I felt a little dizzy. I fell asleep when I came back.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“What is there to say?”
“Can’t I even know that you are sick with our present relationship?”
“What does it have to do with us?” As soon as he said
this, Lingxiao suddenly lowered his head and pried open my lips in silence and directly.
Obviously, his body is particularly cold, but my heart is inexplicably dry. It was only after
a long pause that Ling Hsiao began, looking at the other side and saying, “You know very well that I love you, too.”
“Bang!” I seemed to hear the crisp, cracking sound of a string in my brain called reason.
I know I’m not rational at this time, but I still don’t want to control myself.
Seeing his flushed face and ears, even his body was very stiff. After a pause,
I couldn’t help but ask incredulously, “Can you do it?”
Lingxiao’s eyes darkened and he tightened his arms to hold me in his arms. Before I could react, I felt the soles of my feet empty.
He actually picked me up and kissed me on the wall. The induction light
at the door was clearly extinguished, and in a moment of dizziness, I thought blankly. National brother, really grew up a lot.
Lingxiao doesn’t want to go anymore.
The reason is that since I am so tired at work every day that I don’t even have time to reply to his messages, I might as well let him move here to take care of me.
I would have scoffed at his excuses. With Lingxiao’s current status, he would only be busier than me. But the strange thing is that he has been very idle recently. When I go to work, he just stays in the living room and reads the script every day.
And I was surprised to find that after one more person, life seems to have a kind of magic. The floor of the
room is always shining.
The quilt is always fluffy and soft.
No matter how late I get off work, the food on the table is always warm.
Lingxiao would casually lean back on the sofa and concentrate on reading by the warm light of the floor lamp.
At this time, there is a little subtle guilt in my heart.
It’s like you raised a rare giant panda and should have built a bamboo base for him, but because of economic pressure, you can only keep it in a cage.
And I know better than anyone else that
pandas belong to the country.
Just like the tree belongs to the earth.
He will leave me sooner or later. After sleeping
together for more than two months, I came home from work and saw a familiar face in the living room.
Okawa.
He stared at me with the same repulsion in his eyes.
I had a headache after a day’s work, so I bypassed him and lay directly on the sofa and turned on the TV remotely.
Lingxiao brought out the hot pot and the ingredients and said, “Dachuan, go to the kitchen and wash the vegetables.”
When Tachuan finished washing, Lingxiao ordered him to clean up the table. After several rounds, Tachuan finally couldn’t help asking, “What is she doing?”
“She is tired at work.” Lingxiao said without changing color.
Da Chuan sneered, “Lingxiao, don’t tell me that you turn down all your work and cook for a woman every day?”?
You’re really wasting your talent.
“Remember what you said about your dream?”
They quarrel in the living room, or Dachuan unilaterally accuses Lingxiao of falling in love. Finally, Dachuan directly drops a sentence, “You will lose everything you have now,” and then slams the door and leaves.
That night, I received countless news reports about “Lingxiao Love” in my mobile phone push.
Lingxiao and a girl are walking slowly in the park hand in hand, both wearing casual clothes and masks, occasionally smiling at each other. It was
so atmospheric that, to be honest, I almost didn’t recognize it was me and Lingxiao. The comments
below are very fierce. Lingxiao has developed so fast these years that he has received many girlfriend fans. Fans who can’t stand his love have reacted fiercely. Some stations even claim that Lingxiao will close the station immediately if he really falls in love.
That night, I knew Lingxiao had not fallen asleep.
He sat in the living room all night watching silent movies with the light off, and the faint colored light reflected on his face like the tail fin of a goldfish swimming.
Okawa found me near the company. His expression was low, his eyes were dark, and his voice was weak. He seemed to have lost his original pride. He looked at me and spoke
slowly: You should understand that it is not easy to be a girlfriend of a star like him.
Even if you are an innocent person, his fans will chase him day after day with insults and curses.
“It’s not the scolding of one hundred or two hundred people, nor the scolding of one or two years. It’s that every day when you open Weibo, your mobile phone can be scolded to the point of automatic shutdown by all kinds of private messages.”
“You don’t understand the spontaneity of our young people.” I comforted him by saying, “When we are together, we are in a muddle. Maybe one day we will break up again in a muddle.”
Okawa was silent for a long time and said, “Lingxiao is different. He is not an ordinary person. He is a God created by fans. Once the idol collapses, most fans will leave without hesitation to create a new God.”.
Lingxiao doesn’t want to be a God, he just wants to be an actor.
“If an actor has no fans, any capital will abandon him.” Okawa smiled coldly. “And Lingxiao is only 21 years old this year. His career has just begun. Do you want his future to be a flash in the pan?” There was some kind of morbid frenzy in
his eyes. “You don’t understand how much potential he has …” As long as nothing goes wrong, I can guarantee that he will become one of the greatest actors in Taiwan in the future.
I sighed, “What on earth do you want to do when you talk to me so much?”
But Dachuan said, Yu Porridge, you expressed your love to Lingxiao three years ago. Do you know why Lingxiao refused you at that time?
You think he doesn’t like you, but I tell you, as long as you are there, his eyes never leave you.
But he knows very well that once he falls in love, the company and fans will have a strong reaction, and everything he has now is given by the company and fans.
I understand more than anyone Lingxiao’s determination to be an actor. Lingxiao has given up his childhood, his freedom, and all his time.
“Between you and his own career, what he chose at that time was to give up his relationship.”
“At that time, he was at a low ebb when his career transformation had failed. Wasn’t it normal for him to give up falling in love?”. I twisted my eyebrows and asked.
“The more people get to the top, the more difficult it is to give up everything they have.” Okawa said, “Between a failed career and you, he has given you up once. Between a successful career and you, do you think you will be chosen?”?
“And I have received the news from Lingxiao.” Okawa’s eyes took on an undisguised pity. “He told the company that it was a wrong decision with you, and he would end it as soon as possible.”
Back home, there is no food cooked by Lingxiao on the table today.
“We go out to eat.” Lingxiao said. He seemed a little flustered and quickly moved away from
my eyes.
I am stupefied, alas, why break up so ritualistic.
He took me to a private room facing the river beach, which could have blown the river wind, but considering the identity of Lingxiao, we did not open the window in the end.
Until eating, Lingxiao did not say anything, but took me to the square with the largest flow of people nearby.
I think maybe he needs to think about it again. There are a lot of people in
the square. There seems to be a fireworks event tonight. After eight o’clock, fireworks will be set off on both sides of the river, so there are especially many people.
We sat on a high deck chair and watched the crowd reveling below through the railing. The
crowd spontaneously sounded the countdown, and when the count went from “ten” to “one” in unison, in an instant, the deep blue sky was filled with countless brilliant fireworks, which were gorgeous to the extreme in an instant, and then melted into darkness in an instant. The cheers from the
crowd were deafening, and everyone looked up in a daze, their faces and eyes flowing with the same color as fireworks.
Except for us. The moment the
first cluster of fireworks exploded, I leaned over my face and subconsciously wanted to kiss Lingxiao.
Behind the back of the crowd and the world.
This is also the last goodbye kiss I want to leave.
Just like three years ago, when there was no successful kiss in the bathroom. Unfortunately, I still didn’t succeed in kissing him when I wanted to kiss him most.
Lingxiao suddenly turned his head and just avoided my approach.
Then, as if in disguise, he pointed to the sky and said, “Wow.”
Whoa.
What a cold reply, what a euphemistic refusal.
I realized that this was a public occasion, and Lingxiao had to keep a distance from me in every move. Sitting
in the same place, his mind flashed through the snow mountain confession, he turned his head and did not look at me.
I raised my head to hide the tears in my eyes, but as soon as I raised my head, I couldn’t help saying “wow.”.
At the same time, thousands of people below were saying “wow”
in unison. The brilliant fireworks dispersed, and hundreds of drones flew into the black night sky.
“It’s a drone.” My mind has been completely occupied by the scene in front of me, and countless shining drones are arranged in regular patterns in the sky with the sky as the canvas.
First, a boy kneeling on one knee gradually spreads out like sand, forming the English word “MARRY ME.” As the colors change, it slowly forms a golden diamond ring that keeps expanding.
At the same time, some people are preparing to separate, some people are preparing to get married, fate is really ridiculous.
“That’s nice.” I looked at the sky to hide the sadness in my heart. “A little bit of joy.”
“Wouldn’t it be better to propose such a private matter in private?” Lingxiao asked.
No, love is going to be announced to the whole world.
“And with so many drones, you can see the smell of burning money. It was me, and I immediately followed.”
At this moment, I am inexplicably envious of the girl who was proposed.
Lingxiao leaned over and looked at me for a while. Suddenly he sighed helplessly and rubbed his fingers against my face. “Really? Why are you crying?”
I didn’t want to look at him, still staring stubbornly at the sky overhead. The
golden diamond rings spread out lightly in the air, rearranged and combined, and finally formed a string of English words:
“Ling Xiao love Yu Zhou.”.
I subconsciously read it several times in my mouth. Still in shock, I turned my head and looked at Lingxiao. Incredibly, I said, “Someone has the same name as us.”
Lingxiao took out a square velvet box from his pocket. When the box was opened, the diamond ring shone brightly.
He didn’t laugh, and his hands were shaking a little.
“Yu congee.” Lingxiao’s voice was very soft, as if the wind would blow away, but inexplicably it was very firm. “Now that you’ve promised to marry me, you can’t go back on your words for the rest of your life.” The video of the
drone’s confession was recorded on the Internet, and many people found Lingxiao’s name and jokingly asked if he had contracted the whole beach.
It was supposed to be a joke, but at midnight, Ling Hsiao replied, “Yes.”.
It was like a stone stirred up a thousand waves, and the answer soon exploded on Weibo. The entry of
“Lingxiao Proposal” rushed to the top of all kinds of websites, but it did not stay long, and was soon removed by the backstage of the website.
But the amount of discussion is rising, there are people who doubt the truth, there are fans who cry with heartbreak.. Lingxiao Company responded quickly and immediately issued a statement saying that Lingxiao just slipped the wrong information. There are many people who
don’t buy it, but those who are willing to hide their ears and steal the bell immediately choose to believe it. In the
middle of the night, I woke up from a dream and heard a faint quarrel coming from the balcony.
Lingxiao is on the phone.
“The company is ready to recycle all your resources. We are all finished.”
“I will pay the penalty.”
“Give up everything you have for a woman, Lingxiao, and you will regret it.”
Okawa, you are not me. Since I started filming when I was six years old, I have acted in other people’s lives countless times. For so many years, I didn’t care about anyone or anything except acting. I just seemed to live for those roles until I met Yu Porridge. She opened my door and drove me to see the snow mountains thousands of miles away. This is the happiest moment of my life as Lingxiao, apart from being an actor.
“If you really want to fall in love with her, let’s each take a step back and talk about it in secret. Don’t let anyone know except you two and the company.”
“I don’t want to cheat my fans, and I don’t want to hurt my lover.”
Lingxiao, for the sake of my training you for so many years, listen to my advice. Three years ago, you also insisted on choosing “Spring City”, but in the end you failed and suffered a disastrous decline. Did you forget it so quickly! You want to go back three years for an ordinary woman? Have you been decapitated?
“Even though it was a moment like that, I’m coming out of it now.”
“That’s because director Chu yuan pulled you up at that time. Don’t you always have such luck?!”
The worst result is that you need to be a bit player again. The leading role is of course the most important, but supporting roles also need to be played by someone. Lingxiao’s tone is light. But there is only one porridge. She is the person I cherish most in the world. Three years ago, I didn’t have the ability to respond to her. I worked hard to make money in order to have the ability to promise her. Fame and fortune are not as attractive to me as a wonderful role or accompanying a lover. Everyone has his own people to cherish. Da Chuan, you don’t have to persuade me anymore.
This year, a sensational event took place in the entertainment circle. The younger brother Lingxiao, who became famous
at a young age, was sued and banned by the company Star.
This year, due to contract problems, Lingxiao’s career was completely suspended, unable to take any film.
Many fans have left, many fans have changed their walls, and countless people feel sorry for him. They always feel sorry for the fall of a supernova in the comments section of related movies or TV series.
And the public’s attention has shifted very quickly.
Countless fresh and handsome faces appear on the screen, various talent shows emerge in an endless stream, and new young and good-looking young girls breed countless topics and discussions. Only some die-hard fans are waiting for him to come back firmly and silently on the Internet. At the end of this
year, I chose to resign and re-plan my career.
In late autumn, I stepped on the yellow leaves and knocked on the red door of a white apartment in the outer suburbs. Grey-haired director
Chu yuan sat in front of the fire and looked at me with a slight smile: This is the second time in the six years since your mother died that you have come to see me on your own initiative. For
the first time, you made a special movie for Lingxiao. What do you want this time? It’s not for men again, is it? After
listening to my wish, he sighed, “For the first time, I only charged you one million yuan according to the price of my relatives.”. This time.. Even 50 million won’t be enough to buy you that wish.
I looked at him with an expressionless face, then I knelt down and kowtowed neatly with a “splash”: “Then please, Dad.”
After staying for half an hour and achieving my goal, I was ready to get up and say goodbye.
Chu yuan looked out of the window and seemed to casually mention, “Is that Lingxiao so good?”? At the beginning, because of our divorce, you chose the same photography as your mother, but now for this man, you have chosen to go back to the direction of directing. “Don’t be like your mother and end up with the wrong man,”
he said with a narrow smile.
I lowered my eyelashes and said lightly, “I’m not sure about a lifetime, but at least, deep in our hearts..” Each sees the other as the most cherished person in the world.
Chu yuan was silent for a long time. “Believe it or not, I didn’t betray your mother.” After a pause,
I replied, “You’d better tell your mother who is buried in the grave.” In the third year
from photographer to director, I almost handed over a feature film that Chu yuan was satisfied with, and then handed it over to Chu yuan for operation.
Lingxiao’s contract problem dragged on for three years, and as soon as he regained his freedom, director Liu Yifu immediately invited him to take part in his new film The City That Never Sleeps. This film is not only Liu Yifu’s disgusting work after three years of precipitation, but also the first film of Lingxiao’s return. It is also the second collaboration between the two after the failure of Spring City. When the
news was first released, many film critics were not optimistic, and even described it as a warm hug between two fools.
No one expected that a year later, it was this small-budget film that broke the record of the highest score of Chinese-language films. The score in the first week of its release was even as high as 9.9, and the box office broke through one billion yuan in less than a month.
Critics even claim that this is Liu Yifu’s best combination of commerciality and artistry, and Lingxiao’s acting skills can be recorded as a textbook classic demonstration.
Good things come in pairs. At the end of the month, I also received good news from Chu yuan. My first director’s Daylight entered the main competition section of the Berlin Film Festival, and Lingxiao was nominated for Best Actor.
But the more urgent thing at the moment is that
I’m pregnant.
Because the pregnancy was discovered very late, I did not restrain myself too much in the early stage, ate a lot of inappropriate things, and the morning sickness was serious in the later stage. So I didn’t attend the award ceremony of the Berlin Film Festival with the crew and Lingxiao. On the
screen, Lingxiao is delivering his acceptance speech as the best actor.
He quietly thanked the people who had helped him along the way, and he was very upright and steady all the way. Finally, I want to give my fans a piece of good news in my life, that is, I have become a father.
“Thank you for your company and strength along the way, which have accompanied me through many low moments.” At the end of the
sentence, he inexplicably smiles softly and looks straight into the camera:
“Finally, I would like to thank my most talented director, my most compatible classmate, and my most cherished wife. I will always be proud of you.” End-
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