96. Seven-year itch
Seven years itchy.
Red and Green: True love doesn’t end
Seven years of boyfriend and I broke up because of a boiled fish.
He said, ‘You are like this, I am tired of eating.’ I’m sorry.
The first day I broke up, I cried and begged him not to leave.
On the seventh day of the break-up, I hysterically called him a scum.
I broke up 15 days and I went to his wedding.
For 2,000 days, his wife cried and begged me to see him…
One.
I look at the pictures of the new guy at the wedding and laugh a little bit.
I’ve been talking about seven years of boyfriends.
I was in my bed six months ago and I married someone else today.
“Sandian”?
Wen Xin, the bride with whom the river is not toasting, noticed me. And her hands reassured her, and they passed through the people to Us.
The gorgeous wedding dress flashed under a huge crystal light.
She’s a real cheetah.
I didn’t say a word of sarcasm. I looked straight at the abdomen of Winhing.
“Get out. I’m sorry.
The river does not frown and does not intend to give an additional explanation.
Before I met Jiang, I thought of thousands of scenes and wondered if he would leave this behind and run away with me.
But what is most unacceptable is this.
He betrayed me long ago.
“It’s been more than four months. I’m sorry.
Time’s up.
It was almost then that Jiang did not buy a lot of mother-and-child books, looked at child-care maps, and changed his mobile phone screen to a soft baby picture.
I thought he was planning on getting married, planning to have kids.
I went to the hospital to ask the doctor. I went to the pharmacy to buy folic acid.
Turns out he’s gonna be a dad, but the guy who had the baby, not me.
Two.
Wen Xin said, “We are sorry, but he has no feelings for you.” I’m sorry.
“Sam, I can’t beat you at school, and I don’t want to compete with you, so don’t bother us, don’t interfere with our marriage. I sincerely thank you. I’m sorry.
He didn’t look at me from beginning to end, reaching out to hold his wife’s waist, fearing for her.
Many of the people at the wedding were from our common college, and they saw the noise and were whispering, curious and afraid to come.
I’m like a clown, knowing he’s on his way to a new life, and I want Babadi to come and stand here and be insulted.
I held my neck and stood firm enough not to shed tears.
“When did you start?” I’m sorry.
The river is not talking. It’s moving.
He always defends the one he loves unconditionally, and I was the one he used to protect, and now I stand against him.
“From this year or last year? It should be this year, you and her…”
“It’s my fault, don’t blame Wing Xin. I’m sorry.
“Why are you doing this to yourself? I’m sorry.
Do yourself…
I have to admit that the river is not so good that a few words make my stomach full, but I have no self-respect.
I bowed my head, my tears flooded my eyes, and I barely Noded: “You’re right. I’m sorry.
Shame on yourself for such a scum.
“Happy wedding. Happy birthday. I’m sorry.
Throwing the next sentence, I pushed the river out of the hotel and the cold wind into the winter blew cold.
It was only this month that before the river did not propose a separation, there was a long period of time in which fish were cooked in every meal.
I’m hot, I like to be heavy, but I can’t cook, I can’t cook.
Except for work outside, home is a boiled fish.
Both.
I didn’t say anything, and I said, “Look, the best food will get tired of it, not to mention all these years. I’m sorry.
“Sam, hearts change, let’s part.” I’m sorry.
The hearts change…
Many more years of emotion are no exception.
3
Go home and turn on the light.
The house is old and not big, two rooms in one room, but a school district.
Jiang did not pay the monthly mortgage, wrote the names of the two of us, and from his graduation until last month, he said to separate and moved out.
He called me two days ago to talk back.
I’m still angry, even though I have no words on my mouth, but I’m in a hurry to ask my colleagues to help me with the work at hand and to come back on leave.
The door was opened and the moving companies were busy out there.
“Wait for me.” I’m sorry.
Then hang up.
And I remember, on that day, his eyes were cooler, and there was no more smile.
“This house, sell it. He says:
That’s when I realized he was serious.
Really determined to break up.
Because it’s been a long time.
“No sell! You think moon supply is under pressure, then I’m out. I’m sorry.
I don’t have any qualifications at the firm, but I’m paid.
“It’s not practical, you’re always in a dream.” I’m sorry.
I’m on fire.
“Why did you break up for no reason? I’m sorry.
“Was it money or are you under stress at work?” My mom doesn’t care about the bride price, she doesn’t need your money to get married.
“What’s so hard for you to say, what can’t we face together? I’m sorry.
I’ve said too much, and I’ll change my temper.
And finally, I held him in my arms and cried so hard: “Don’t go, don’t go, don’t take me…”
I used to cry for a man who couldn’t do anything, and this time just let me hold him for an hour, and then I said, “Because I’m tired.”
I haven’t had time to pick him up, and Jiang hasn’t pressed the smoke from his hands in the chimney, turned his head and said sorry to the moving worker who finished the job, and broke my hand, saying:
“Well, I’m married. I’m sorry.
Then he pulled a red book out of his pocket.
Suddenly I couldn’t say a word.
A simple, simple move, but it burns my heart, and it rots.
Jean, that’s tough.
He simply blocked all the retreats and the only remaining hope became despair.
4
I’ve been thinking about the pictures on their marriage certificates, over and over again.
Forget when it started.
Jiang kept his cell phone on his feet, usually dropped it everywhere, and then he even took his cell phone in his shower, and he woke up in his sleep listening to it.
I’ve noticed, and I’ve had it with him.
“Who is it?”
I broke up when he talked to people in the hallway on the pretext of smoking.
“Win Hin Hin?”
I don’t need to pry the phone. I can hear it.
Win Xin, a female student in the University of Jiang, had once shamelessly confessed to him.
“What are you talking to her about, phone calls, information?” I’m sorry.
Jiang has already hung up the phone and has sent additional messages.
When I came to rob my cell phone, he lifted it with his height.
Then he stopped his waist and held me in my arms: “All of them were classmates, and I couldn’t refuse to ask for my help. I’m sorry.
“Well, understand. I’m sorry.
I trusted the river for many years, so I ended up having a fight in his arms, and heard him laughing over my head: “Look at you, there will be no need to be jealous in my family.” I’m sorry.
I was a little upset.
Women’s sixth senses are correct, and many things are omens.
Soon after, the river and Wen Xin became witnesses.
5
I didn’t come back to live with him after he left, and I was afraid of facing a house that was empty and afraid of thinking about him.
I stayed with my parents for a few days and told Mom and Dad we broke up.
The two former neighbours, Jiang Jia’s father, had left unexpectedly, and the Jiang had taken care of his mother while he was busy with his studies.
Dad’s mad to say he’s going to settle.
I don’t know what Jiang won’t say to him. Dad came back and looked at me and he was sulking.
“Come on, let’s find a better one later. I’m sorry.
Listen, I’m up all night.
On the way home from work the next day, I received a message from Jiang, the only time he had sent a message after the break-up.
[Sam] Forget me. _
I keep typing, and I keep deleting.
Finally, he was crouched on the floor and picked up a falling phone.
I don’t remember how I got home, but I had a fever that night and my mom took me sick.
“What’s with the fever? Wait for me, I’ll go home now…”
“You can buy whatever you want. I’m paying for you.”
“Well, I’d love to marry you earlier…”
The face of Jean-Marie, who resonates in his mind at all times, has been haunting me for more than three months: “You work overtime every day, I’m sick of you, we don’t work for capitalists.” I’m sorry.
“I’ll just go to work and my boss will fire you and I’ll raise you.” I’m sorry.
“Beautiful as a flower, fat and white…”
There’s nothing unacceptable about breaking up.
But there’s always a need for a leak in the post-break-up negative mood, but the fact that the river doesn’t turn around opens up a marriage, and it’s cruel enough not to give me a chance.
I wanted to call him and yell at him.
“Bitch! Son of a bitch!
I was sick for two weeks and suddenly one day, watching my parents busy in the kitchen, I finally sorted out the mood and didn’t get the message back.
[Good. _
After that, two weeks later, I rented an apartment near the office, trying to put life back on track.
Since then, I have kept news from the river.
Don’t ask questions, don’t spy, don’t think about him anymore.
Well, it’s hard, it’s like a deep-rooted habit, trying to quit. It’s too hard.
So I talked to Mom and Dad about how to get to work while I’m ready to go to war.
Six.
It’s been more than six months.
This afternoon, our colleagues distributed sugar and snacks, and the law firm’s lawyer, Jiang, became the father of the day.
When I walked in, everyone was quiet.
I heard it outside the door. I didn’t want to spoil the atmosphere. I picked a piece of sugar and stuffed it in my mouth.
This sugar, it’s bitter.
I sat in the booth with a gasket to make up, and my colleague asked me, “Do you have a date at night?” I’m sorry.
I was lazied on the table: “Yes, I am old and my family is fast, and I am in the company.” I’m sorry.
“You’re 26? Not too small. I’m sorry.
At night, I stepped to the hotel.
When I came in, someone waved at me.
I’m surprised to see a man’s face.
“I’m the one you’re seeing. ”Sitting across the street and dressed like a big boy who used to be good-looking on a basketball field, he has grown up and become attractive in his career.
I can’t believe Mom introduced him to God.
I don’t have much to do with Fu, but Fu and Jiang never used to be a basketball team buddy.
I said, “It’s a surprise that the world is so small, I’ll buy you this meal and then delete it. I’m sorry.
“Oh, my God! I’m sorry.
“Thank you. I’m sorry.
“No compliment. I’m sorry.
I looked across the street without words.
Fu said, “I’m happy with you, and I feel like we’re going to fit in. I’m sorry.
I don’t want to have anything to do with those who don’t have anything to do with it, and I refuse to say, “No.” I’m sorry.
‘Cause I know your ex? “That’s not the point, is it? The point is I’ve always been in love with you, Sam. I’m serious about dating you. I’m sorry.
For the first time, I heard someone confess so strongly.
And I refused to go to the end, and after eating and paying the bill, I took him black in front of the sky.
And the Lord was not angry with me, and he said, “Look at me, take you down.” I’m sorry.
After that day, Fook pursued me, after having taken care of my parents, and after receiving his second-year-old consent, he took the learning material he had to learn with me every day.
Last time it was so hard, it was a study.
I learned the question with me… it’s Jiang Yeun.
7
In the next year, I took the first test and took the doctorate at the University of Political Science and Law.
The day I got the news, Fong was more excited than he was on the test, and he held me around.
It was also on that day that we officially engaged.
Fu took me to the gold store and bought me a diamond ring, and he said, “Be engaged, or promise, and I will spend my life with you.” I’m sorry.
A lifetime?
Can you believe that?
I smiled, I smiled, I smiled, but I didn’t know why.
In order to study, I quit my firm, and on the day I left, I overheard colleagues saying that Mr. Jiang left the city early in the year and took his wife and children to the south.
Listen, I don’t know what it feels like, but I just feel like this city doesn’t have him anymore.
I’ve never contacted him.
So we became two parallel lines, one in the same world and never in the same world.
In early September, I went to the school, and Fu went to the school from time to time to see me, to date, to talk about things, and not to say that we really seemed right to get along.
It took me four years to finish my Ph.D., and I and Fu received a marriage certificate on the day of graduation.
The wedding was simple, and with the blessing of both parents and a small number of friends, we chose to travel, and the target Xisha Islands was disrupted by the arrival of one person.
This man is Win Xin.
Wing Hing begged me to see Jiang on the last side.
8
Five years later, hearing that name again, my heart was still suffocating like an invisible hand.
But I refused.
The past, the past.
It’s all gone long ago.
And when I was with him, I was well-deserved and divided, and I tried not to hate him, nor to haunt him, nor was he the only one who saw, and was relieved.
I can’t think of anything else.
“Remember what happened to you at the university? I’m sorry.
Winhing suddenly mentioned it, I stopped.
In the second year, a senior ran after me, and when I refused, he became angry and did not arrive in time for the violence.
To protect me, the head was badly injured.
This thing has been going on for years.
“Sang Qin! It’s the same time that Eno saved you… he can’t cure it, he’s dying.”
“But if you have a little conscience, don’t I beg you, you should meet him…”
I’m not too good at what Winky said.
Why would he die to save me?
I’m just trying to get out and get some air.
I didn’t have to calm down for a moment because of this, looking at the man who brought me a hot drink, and I smiled and lifted up his hand: “No ticket, I’m not going anywhere, I’m going on a honeymoon with you. I’m sorry.
The former represents the past, which cannot be pursued.
The present and the future are the most cherished.
9
The honeymoon traveled all over the Islands, and the landscape was as beautiful as heaven.
I have a month’s wedding leave with Fu, and this evening, when I was doing my game plan, he sat next to me and said he wanted to talk to me.
He asked me why I wasn’t happy.
Looks like he’s happy, but smiles like he’s not happy.
I don’t feel like he’s thinking too much.
But after all this time, he knew me. He knew I wasn’t telling the truth.
So Fu cancelled the journey behind me, and took me to the airport, where he held my hand and said, “Sam, I’m only taking this big.” I’m sorry.
When we landed, we met Win Hin.
She was glad to see me behind me, and when I put my phone in my hand, and she grabbed my collar, she was angry and asked, “Look at the video!” He misses you so much, you don’t want to see him. I’m sorry.
He fought for you in college! For your wounds.”
“You owe him your life! How can you not see him?”
10
I looked silently at Winhing’s phone.
There’s a lot of video in it.
One after another, the angle of the photograph is not very clear, but each word falls into the ear and can bleed.
“Oh, wherever it is, it’s too big…”
“I have to let her forget me, or this girl will die for me. I’m sorry.
“She’s sick and doesn’t know how much weight I’m a fucking asshole…”
“My stupid girl, I’m dying.”
I watched the man with his eyes pressed in the video, and for the first time since his father died, I saw the river without tears.
Just five years ago, he said he was tired of breaking up.
Win Xin asked me to think about the university. It was the first time that Jiang had fought against seven or eight people, and he had to protect me.
It is because of the serious posterior brain injury that the pitfalls were buried.
I remember that he was with so many people on the same day, when he confessed to me in public, and when I refused again, he was so angry, he grabbed me with his fists and his feet, and he was too scared to come forward.
After all, Jiang is a law learner, and he must have thought of the right man first, but when he ran into the crowd and held me on the ground, everything changed.
I will always remember the way he looked.
He kept me on the back, and he fought seven or eight seniors.
He could have pushed me out, let me hide, but he didn’t feel well.
Then he went to the hospital and he grabbed my hand and he wouldn’t let go, even though he was in the worst condition, and he rushed the doctor to show me first.
I thought he was my hero, and he’d never lose his life.
But I never thought…
This was the trigger he made me break up.
Eleven.
Wing Xin looked at me and said, “Do I really care about the river or not?”
If he was concerned, how could he not see that he was hurt and that he was suffering from frequent headaches and, if so, how could he be ignored for the paper and the internship.
“You know how he feels when he runs the hospital alone and listens back and forth? I’m sorry.
“He was seriously ill and carrying himself…”
“When he was a child, you took him for granted. Did you really care about him? I’m sorry.
When she met him at the hospital, she was deceived by the son of a bitch who conceived her child, saw that she had not confirmed her medical record and suddenly offered to marry him.
He gave her a name in her belly and she gave me a bad name for his acting.
“You know why he didn’t say a word to you? He doesn’t want to keep you! @Ambassah: #Jan25
“Do you love the river? You love him more than he loves you! I’m sorry.
Win Xin and Jiang are not playing a fake marriage.
Five full years.
I look at the warmth of tears and my head is blank and my hands are squeezed.
And it seemed to me that I pushed out of the hand of Wing, saying, “Let him die, I will not go.” I’m sorry.
Those words are cruel enough.
It’s the same as when Jiang left me.
“Please leave us alone, Miss Wen.” I’m sorry.
And We buried our heads in his gentle and warm arms, whispering, “Let’s go home, I don’t want to see anyone. I just want to be there soon.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t think Winhing would suddenly come up and grab my hand and choke and say, “You can’t be so heartless, he loves you so much, how can you…”
“You look at him, look at him, he’s dying.”
Win Xin cried and pulled out his phone.
I think I’ve got a crack in my brain.
Watching Win Xin set up a video, I took my phone and fell out and slapped her in the face.
Win Xin was stopped by me, crying, looking at me unbelievably, not even knowing what to do.
“Sandham!”
I can’t help but look at the people of the airport and say to her, “Win Xin, if you really want to do it for him, you shouldn’t have thought of a false marriage. If you’re really doing it for him, how many times in the years, you can come to me to tell the truth, because you’re in love with him, and you can’t let go of him, and when I’m going to forget him once again, you’re going to die for him, and you think you’ve fulfilled your wish for him. I’m sorry.
“But do you know that the man who is not so proud of Jiang doesn’t want to see me until he dies? I’m sorry.
“If you’re really good for him, you’ll keep the secret for him and let him go in peace. I’m sorry.
“Win Xin, you shouldn’t have come to me. You’ve done all the selfish things you can’t admit. I’m sorry.
I tore open the last veil of warmth, and I pierced her heart.
Listen to this, Winhing is not saying a word.
Her hands were covered in her face, and she cried so loudly, she was unable to get down on the ground.
I couldn’t care less about her and Fu and took my luggage and walked away.
I don’t want to go back to all the things and people I’ve had to deal with.
I fell asleep on the way home in a cab.
Dreamline won’t wave at me like a young man’s lips laugh: “Yeah, I’m leaving.” I’m sorry.
I couldn’t say a word to see him walk away, so I couldn’t catch up with everything I could, and I woke up crying in my dreams.
At this moment, I clearly sense…
The river has left the world alone.
12
Jiang did not suffer from a family genetic disease and later learned that his father had caused the disease by accident.
The disease, free from external irritation, is just like normal people, the most taboo of which is brain damage, causing brain aorexia damage when he fights for me, thus stimulating and exacerbating the condition, forgetting everything after the disease.
Win Xin testified with a video shot, and he forgot all but remembered only one person.
Mmm.
This name, which he called day after day over and over and over and over again over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and again, and that he was with him,
“The stomach is not good, there is less to eat, there is someone to eat her, there is a moo cat. I’m sorry.
“and he’s lazy, he talks nicely, he doesn’t have to be a lawyer. I’m sorry.
“Oh, my God, that’s brilliant, but she doesn’t deserve me in her life. I’m sorry.
“I knew I’d hide from her, and I’ll be a good mother.”
“I want to last a few more years and look at her children, and I’m such a pretty girl that I can’t have ugly children…”
“I have to admit, the boy in Heaven can’t let my suffering go on.”
A video recording of the day and night he was alone with.
Five years and five months and 22 days.
That’s 2,000 days.
He’s one year old and he’s 31 forever.
13
Jiang split his inheritance into two, leaving some to his mother and some to Win Xin. He gave my dad all his money ahead of time, and there’s not much left.
Wen Xin and he have nothing to lose, they’ve had children for years, and I know he doesn’t want to be indebted.
He convinced his mother to remarry and gave birth to two children early in the year.
I’ve heard this without an expression. I feel numb. I feel nothing.
Dad put a cup of hot tea in my hand and sat down and said to me, “Remember when you broke up and I went to see Jiang? I’m sorry.
“He gave me a card, which he saved, and he wouldn’t let me tell you and let me save it for you, and if your husband is good to you, it’s good to have it in hand, and if your husband is bad, it’s your way back. I’m sorry.
Dad didn’t think that he was lying about his condition, and that’s how the good living people were, and I couldn’t stop smoking: “I listened to this, and I thought he had you in his heart, and I told him to keep this card for him, and he’ll take care of me at any time…”
As a result, this is an indefinite period.
“Well, money is not saved, money is earned. I’m sorry.
When I first went to college, the Tianjiang didn’t lean on the balcony fence and pulled me while he was working on a computer: “Come, give me your share, this is the side business, let’s say, do you like money or do you like me?” I’m sorry.
When the sun shines, I put my hands over his eyes and my feet on his face: “Of course it’s money.” I’m sorry.
“The little heartless. I’m sorry.
“I was wrong, I repeat, I like you going to make money for me. I’m sorry.
“You have the potential to skin. “Come on, I’ll give you my name for life.” I’m sorry.
14
I didn’t go on the day the river was not cremated, and my past with him was over five years ago.
They say a good predecessor should be as quiet as dead.
Jiang didn’t do it.
I did it, too.
Win Xin sent me a long message, with guilt and apology in all the lines.
“I’m really jealous of you. He’s trying to die secretly and make you happy, but why? Why can you be happy in peace, and I have disobeyed his will to come to you, you say, will he forgive me below? I’m sorry.
“No, I won’t. I’m sorry.
I answered the text without an expression, and I didn’t want to say anything to her.
Win Xin is still talking to himself, and finally Win Xing is moving and leaving the city for a while.
Wing Xin left me a key before leaving, and she suggested that I go over there and hesitate for a long time, and finally I go.
For heaven’s sake, I went to the rental room in the river for years, and the room was clean and clean, just like him.
Wen Xin said I had everything to bring when he wouldn’t move in, and he burned everything.
He felt that he left a message just to keep hope, and he wanted me to forget him and go on.
Win Xin is jealous.
It was a fake marriage, but Win Xin really fell in love with him.
So Win Xin is against the will of the Gang and wants me to know everything.
There’s one panda doll left in the bed.
It’s a pair. My one was thrown to the junk aunt, and he’s always been there.
With that panda doll, I couldn’t bear it. I cried to my chest.
“If one day we break up, will you come to me? I’m sorry.
And remember only that I looked at the river and said, “I am a man of vengeance, for whatever reason, and if you let go first, I will take you away.” I’m sorry.
We’re not going to make it.
On the same day, I told Fook to go and see him, so I took a look and never went.
After many years, he was seen again in front of his grave.
He was so tall and strong that at this moment he was confined to a small gravestone, with a young and handsome picture, and I looked at him, with red eyes and no tears.
It rained again, and it did not wet the surroundings, and an umbrella was lifted over the head.
Yeah. I’m sorry.
The voices of deep memory collide with the voices of reality, and I have no courage to look back.
“We should go home. I’m sorry.
15
Life after marriage is no different from normal life, from one living alone to two.
I’m still not very good at cooking, and I’m taking the responsibility from the kitchen. This evening, he picked me up from work and said he wanted to be lazy and we’re working dinner at the hotel.
I watched the waiter bring up the fish, and I choked.
I tried to hide it, but it became clear to the heavens, and he held my hand by the table, and it was as soft as it was: “You love the spicy, I will order it, and you will have me later.” I’m sorry.
That’s what he said, makes me feel like my parents told him everything.
I laughed in his sweet and funny eyes, noding, I said yes.
“I hear you, honey. I’m sorry.
It’s a little softer when you smile.
After that day, on the weekend I was packing up a diary, unwittingly.
I used to write journals.
Turn it over. A lot of what happened back then jumped into the curtain.
14 February
Seventh Valentine’s Day, seven years.
Seven years itchy, me and him.
I don’t know.
He set a fireworks and thought he’d propose.
But you remember that I like fireworks.
22 February
I’m getting ready for an internship. It’s hard to be a lawyer.
He said the internship was very easy, and it seemed like a mockery of me to hear it.
I can’t. I have to work harder!
7 March
What’s up with Jiang? Who’d you call in the middle of the night?
10 March
You’re sneaking around, you’re not doing any good.
28 March
I hate paranoids, and my mom says that women are the saddest thing that ever happens.
I’m leaving if you’re not okay.
3 April
Something’s wrong with him. He’s got a headache. I’ll go with him to the hospital.
Are you sure?
6 June
He doesn’t have a headache, he doesn’t call, but should I explain?
I don’t care about all these years, and I don’t care about all the parenting books you bought.
8 June
She went to the hospital for a check-up.
I’m in good health. The doctor said to get pregnant early and have some folic acid.
I want a healthy baby.
I don’t know.
1 October
There is nothing wrong with the river.
I’ll wait for him to tell me we’ll work this out.
10 October
Jiang said he broke up yesterday and packed his bags earlier.
Jean, think this through. Let go of my hand and I’ll never come back.
25 October
You and Wein Happiness Days.
I’ll forget about you from today.
19 November
When I was sick, my mother told me a lot, and I told my mother that I didn’t want to suffer because of the river, but that I wanted to learn from this feeling.
9 June
I’m not old enough to be married.
12 June
What’s wrong with Mom?
I hate everything that is not about the river.
15 June
My mom and dad are still eating him.
Hey, I just want to work, not fall in love.
16 June
I think Cobb, Mom and Dad are behind me. I’m going to a doctorate, and I’m going to platinum with a degree.
14 July
Fu learned to cook and cook for me every day.
So what? I still don’t want to fall in love.
8 August
For heaven’s sake, why does he know so much?
28 January
It’s New Year’s Day. Don’t you have a home? Why do you spend the New Year at my house?
Well, with you with me, I’m glad.
14 February
Fook sent me a rose.
He said I didn’t promise him, not a formal girlfriend, but only one, and the rest to my mother.
1 March
Get ready for the exam. Come on!
30 March
First time I tried! I celebrate with Fu and Mom and Dad.
It’s getting like Mom’s right, I like him.
2 May
I got it!
For God’s sake, I’m happier than I am, and I promised him.
Today is the first day of official engagement, and he gave me a diamond ring, and he said he would honour his promise.
I don’t know.
21 May
I’ve been in love with Fu for 3 years and 19 days, and I’ve been certified today.
You said the rest of my life wouldn’t make me sad.
You said you’d live a long life without making me lonely.
You said you’d take care of yourself, you’d have to live a few days longer than me, you wouldn’t leave me alone, you wouldn’t worry about me, even if the man was our child.
You said I was your only priority even with a child.
For heaven’s sake, your love must be proven by action.
I hope by the time we die I don’t regret falling in love with you and marrying you.
23 August
I graduated, I got a new firm, I got a steady job. It’s time for a wedding.
7 September
Married tomorrow, honeymoon to the Xisha Islands.
9 September
I didn’t think I’d learned from Win Hin’s mouth about Jiang.
I’m not going to see him.
I’m selfish to see him, and I’m sorry for myself.
29 September
Eventually.
I’ll see him at the cemetery.
You’re a self-righteous coward.
Fu came to pick me up.
I think I’ve forgotten you. You’ve forgotten me too.
16 for the sky.
It’s a dark day, snowing out the window.
And he opened the curtains and came to the bed and he whispered, “Oh, the first snow of this year, get up and look.”
The man in the nest turned over.
It took me a long time to go to sleep and say, “Well, look for yourself.”
Well, she’ll get some sleep this weekend.
The only thing that’s ever happened to me is that I went out alone to take a picture of the snow and look at the snow, and the memories seemed to fade away.
“Why are you chasing me? I’m sorry.
After the blind date, Sang-hyun took no interest in Fu’s unsatisfied pursuit and took the opportunity to go in: “Don’t tell me that you love me the most unreliable, you’re in good condition, you’re not too old. Why do you want to see me? I’m sorry.
Sam was seriously asking.
He thought about it, but he laughed and didn’t talk.
Why did you chase her?
What’s he gonna say?
Those were the ones who loved her.
Those who heard her break up were so excited.
Those who have developed for her return.
Those who learned that she was going to have a blind date…
And when Sang-hyun looked at him, and he didn’t speak, he laughed, and said, “Do you think it’s funny that you’ve always liked to be compared to the river, and you’ve come after me, and you’ve been bragging about your achievements. I’m sorry.
Sang-hoon, it’s not hard to catch him. He doesn’t have a chance.
And Fulfilled by heaven, He stopped Sam, and laughed: Thou art speaking of others, not of me. I’m sorry.
“Sam, I like you, not for fun. I’m sorry.
How could Sang-hoon believe it?
Sam and Dad, while they love God’s son-in-law, do not want to go against their daughter’s wishes.
For God’s sakes, this hard bone can’t be compromised.
So he took a fallback strategy.
However, he did not interfere with it too much, but only on what was necessary.
For example, she was studying in Cobb, where he sent a review and then gave her a refuelling exercise, without him.
Until Sam found the right teacher, and he didn’t have any luck, he sent a message from a genius saying he could help.
Sam won’t take her education better.
Fu introduced her to her teacher and introduced two other professors.
Gradually, Sam’s studies were complicated by difficult questions, and when she could not understand them, he patiently explained them to her whenever she asked him.
So, day in and day out, the two were barely close.
Really put Sam down her guard, or weeks before the exam.
At that time, she was under stress, she was restless, she had no contact with anyone for days, and she had no contact with her parents, and she kept herself in a rented house, and her parents were worried and contacted him.
Fong knocked on the door, with a terrible face and restrained his temper.
“I’m sorry. I’m fine. My parents are bothering you. I’m really sorry.”
Listening to her, she’s making a good speech. She’s got her hands out of her mouth and in her arms.
“Why are you holding it alone? You don’t have to be so smart. I’m sorry.
“Cry if you want to cry, laugh if you want to laugh. What’s in your heart, what’s bad, what’s bad, what’s angry? I’m sorry.
That’s it. That’s it.
And when she has cried enough, he will wipe away her tears, and say, “My weeping and my crying nose are so good.” I’m sorry.
When she said she was tired, he made her a snack and made her tea, and said, “Supple your strength, then, I’m listening. I’m sorry.
On the wedding day, Win Xin came.
With regard to Jiang’s failure, to be honest, God doesn’t want Sam to know that love is selfish and no one can be completely grand.
His selfish desire to take the whole saloon without seeing her sad.
So he said, “Sang, I’m only going big this time.”
For heaven’s tenderness, it melts the ice at the bottom of the heart.
If it’s not her robbery, it’s her happiness.
And it was the Lord who delivered her, and with her in the morning and in the evening.
17 Jiang Nang Nang (1)
Jiang did not carry a medical certificate issued by the hospital and smoked two boxes of cigarettes one by one.
Brain damage is severe, the damage is irreversible and no cure can change the end result.
He didn’t want to forget Sam, she didn’t want to feel guilty, she didn’t want to be like her mother.
He didn’t see Dad have an illness, he didn’t know how painful the process was, but he saw every fucking day after…
He can’t let Sam experience that torture.
The inherited family illness, if he and Sang-hoon had had a child, the child was not a gift he had left to her, but rather a torment.
If he dies, he dies.
But what’s wrong with the girl he loves? Why use her best years to live the rest of her life in the shadow of a dead man?
He wants Sam to be happy and she wants to be happy every day.
Longer than short.
Well, I have to be mean.
Jiang met Win Xin before leaving the hospital without making a decision.
The two men accidentally crashed down, and the things that were not in the hands of the river and the warmth were scattered to the ground. He saw the pregnancy test of the warmth and the diagnosis of him.
Win Xin was terrified.
“It’s all right, I’m fine.” Yeah, don’t tell Sam. I’m sorry.
Wing Xin doesn’t understand: “Why?” Why didn’t you tell her you were sick? You’re worried she misunderstood me and you? Then I’ll explain to her.”
“Not a misunderstanding. I’m sorry.
The man who smiles at the doctor, comforts the mother, comforts the others, bites his teeth and carries everything on his body, is awakening when talking about sauna.
“I can’t keep her. I’m sorry.
He will not be spared this by the river.
Win Xin was so jealous that he proposed a fake marriage.
“I can’t give you anything but fame, are you sure?” I’m sorry.
Win Xin is sure that it’s worth a lifetime to marry the man he’s been into.
After that, Jiang didn’t come home like nothing happened.
When she left work, she made a phone call and watched her go in and hang up her cell phone.
In the shower with a cell phone, a nerve ringer opens when you sleep.
He went to the bookstore to buy a lot of mother and child books and put them on the table, in the bookshelves, and everything was just to create the illusion of a change of heart.
And when he thought he was ready, and when he noticed that the saloon’s secret medicine was folic acid, he cursed the heavens in anger and slapped himself.
Since then, the river has gone too far, looking at the child-raising map every day, turning a blind eye to pregnancy and avoiding any more sedition.
The time is ripe for the last step.
He chose the sauna to eat the fish, and on the first day, he watched her eat hot, fancied her mouth, and at the same time he ate very well.
The river won’t bow down and hide from her.
The next day he kept burning the fish.
Seng Qing smells spicy and goes into the kitchen: “Does the lady who buys fish in the kitchen say you’re handsome? I’m sorry.
Hot oil burns peppers, and the river doesn’t choke to cough, and it just happens to be impatient: “Get out of here. I’m sorry.
The sauna was not angry, but opened the window, and gave him a tissue towel: “Swipe your eyes, they’re all red.” I’m sorry.
Watching her walk out the back of the kitchen, he was shaking with his hand holding a tissue.
One day later, Sam had eaten fish for half a month in a row, and she did not like to complain, but would only raise his mouth at Chubaba, which was when the river did not wait.
He packed his stuff early, said he broke up, and he left.
He fell down the door and still heard her crying.
I’m sorry, woo.
18 The River does not go anywhere (2)
Jiang did not run away from the bank, asked the intermediary, sold the mortgage house and disposed of the stock in hand.
Money was the only thing he could count on in his perception, so he cashed it as much as he could, concentrating all the money on a Kari.
Not long ago, Sam’s dad came.
If you look at the crowd, you can’t persuade your colleagues, walk alone, talk or scream.
“Uncle? You should change your name to my dad! I’m sorry.
“My heart is all flesh, what is the matter with you?” Say it with your heart.”
“What’s the matter? I grew up watching you. Don’t try to fool me! I’m sorry.
The river did not hold its fist in secret, and the face of the disguise of the many exercises did not look like it was indifferent.
He took out the bank card and handed it over: “This is my savings. Don’t tell Sam to keep it for her.” I’m sorry.
What do you mean? Pay my daughter? I’m sorry.
“It’s compensation, it’s not much money, it’s better to make her sad about money if you need it, uncle. I’m sorry, I let you down. I’m sorry.
Father San was not disappointed, his anger turned to incomprehensible, and he said a lot without complaining.
“I’m getting married and I’m wasting my time.” I’m sorry.
It’s just that San’s dad saw Win Xin come looking for Jiang.
That moment, Papa San was really disappointed.
A lot of things were sorted out, and it was only after Jiang had been able to look at a large part of the phone’s hair, he smoked one night.
The following day, he and Win Xin received a marriage certificate, contacted the moving company and called Sam.
In the house where they lived, he stood on the balcony and saw her in a hurry to get a cab.
Thin again.
Idiot.
His shaking hands did not slip on the lighter many times.
How does it feel to be prepared to push a loved one out of the way?
Slicing knives alive is worse than dying.
19 Rivers are not allowed to leave (3)
On the day of the wedding, Jiang didn’t know Sam would be here.
She would have watched him marry someone else, and she was trying to make her go away.
That’s what Jiang doesn’t want.
But when she was looking at her pain and listening to her tears of blessing, he suffered worse than he died.
He would have liked her to have made a scene in which her feelings were released.
But his stupid girl, who didn’t want to tear his face apart in the end, would rather be left with a decent one.
Jiang won’t spend the rest of his days at Sam’s place, far away, looking at her for a while.
Watching her go to work, watching her go back to her apartment after work.
It’s not working.
He got lost before he was determined to stop.
The way we walk every day, suddenly we don’t know.
He was found by Win Xin.
“What time is it?” I’m going to take the test tomorrow and I’m going to cheer up the bike.”
It was a moment when the heart sank.
The rate of deterioration… too fast.
Jiang did not cooperate with the hospital ‘ s treatment, he wanted to stay alive and he did not want to forget her.
Wing Xin watched him take his medication every day, and insisted on repeating his thoughts, and the more he loved him, the more he felt.
She found a photograph in the photo album of Jiang, and she pointed it out to him, “Your sauna is already there, and this is it, your basketball team buddy, for God’s sake.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t think about her anymore. Can you think about me? I’m…
“She’s moved on. She’s not worth it! I’m sorry.
Listening to Win Xin, he never gets mad at a woman, and he says, “Shut up! I’m sorry.
Every day after that, he’s watching them.
Watching Fook go after Sam, watching Fook go with him…
Watching God be by his side, slowly replacing him.
That’s right.
Look forward, go forward.
My boo-boo, it’s worth the best.
In September of that year, Sang-hyun had to report to the university, and then graduated as a doctor, and the river was not sitting in a car and sent her far away to the campus, where the shadow was firmly branded in his mind.
Even if the conditions are to deteriorate, they will never be eliminated.
He resigned and, at the insistence of Winhing, took him to the south with his children.
They say it’s the end of the leaf, but he doesn’t want to die in a city with her.
You’ll live a long life and you’ll have children.
Too bad you can’t get to the end.
It’s my regret, not yours.
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Case number: YXX1Abb89xFdd1ayEtRlKX
Red and Green: True love doesn’t end
Fairies don’t bald. Wait.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
