What’s so sweet about this crazy novel? – What?
On the day of the man’s birthday, I was bold with wine and confessed.
He went to the wrong room, confessed to the brother of the man and was held together by his girlfriend.
He lost his girlfriend. I lost the man.
And then the male brother forced me to admit that I liked him.
I just kissed him.
“Kissed me and tried to deny it? I’m sorry.
I touched him.
That’s…
It’s over.
01
Turn on the light. “The sound of the forest name is different from the wind of the day, with some dumbness.
Oh, yeah, he looks sick.
“Don’t turn on the light. Let me finish. I’m sorry.
I’m afraid to see his face so nervous that I can’t talk, and I’m ashamed of my lace.
I stomped, and it took me five minutes to finish as I read.
He laughed, “Do you like me?” I’m sorry.
“Well…”
“I promise you. I’m sorry.
It’s a simple four words, it’s the fireworks in my head, it’s the joy of the moment.
He said, “Let’s turn the light on.” I’m sorry.
Turn on the lights?
If I’m like this, I’ll have to…
I tightened my thong, but I got the courage to put the headlight on.
The room was so bright, I looked up, I looked, I saw who was in bed and the world seemed to be quiet.
And it was only a matter of days before they found their voice: “Why are you here?”
“This is my room, don’t you think?”
When I was on the boat, I was laughing, and I thought, “Do you want to tell me what you’re wearing?” I’m sorry.
I’m stuck, my ears are red, my ears are red, I’m embarrassed, I’m not told Lin’s name by a well-prepared confession, and I’m dressed by his brother…
“Let’s just turn off the light. Do you want it? I’m sick, I don’t want to move…”
Lin Pei-kwan’s words saw my tears and stopped.
“Why are you crying? I’m sorry.
I don’t want to cry, but I’m sad, I’m so brave, I’m so ashamed to be the wrong person and I have to leave the door open.
“I’m sorry, I was actually looking for your brother…”
“Find my brother?” He smiled and saw the eyes that killed me.
I guess I don’t know what it says: “Yes, it was also said to your brother.” I’m sorry.
“So you’re dressed like this to see him? He was a little angry.
I’m about to rip off the poor fabric.
I’m really ashamed of him.
02
“I underestimated you. “Lin Pei-kwan’s sarcasm is like a knife on me.
I’m afraid of him.
He screamed and threatened to say, “Cry again, do you believe I took your clothes off? I’m sorry.
I was frightened by him and choked by my own mouth, and I gathered tears and looked at him with no confidence, and I was afraid to step back.
Rin Pei-kwan would do that, after all, and now I’m like a sheep.
Ooh, that’s… rude and light.
“You’re scared? You know what happens when you go into a guy’s room dressed like this? I’m sorry.
He didn’t get up from his bed to the closet and flipped out a T-shirt and threw it at me: “Get on, clean.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t want to talk to him like that for a moment.
But I was so nervous that I couldn’t find my sleeve and I was covered in a big T-shirt like a headless fly.
“It’s no wonder you’re in the wrong room. I’m sorry.
The sound of Lin Pei-kwan was ringing in my ears, and I panicked, and I took a step back, and the back of my head hit a soft object.
And I went out of my head in a rush, and I found Lin Pei’s face a foot away from me, and his undetectable smile.
He protected my back of the head, he held me on the side of my head, he bended half over, he trapped me in an inch, he was in a strange position.
There’s a flash of blanks in my head and my heart is beating.
At that point, there was a knock on the door.
Pei-kwan, are you asleep?
It’s a girl who sounds like Lin Peizhou’s girlfriend.
The door’s open.
Me and Rin Pei-kwan looked at each other for half a second, and he picked out his eyebrow as though he had said, “Do not know how to close it.”
God knows I forget when I’m nervous.
“You tell her to go. I want to push him. I can’t push. I’m in a hurry. I’m sorry.
“Pee, I’m in. I’m sorry.
I:!
Don’t come in here, I’m screaming in my heart, and as soon as she opens the door, she’ll see us and, more importantly, she’ll be surrounded by Lin Pei’s body.
But she came in.
When I came in, saw me with Lim Pei, she broke, I broke.
03
Rin Pei-chan took me in his arms, and covered me up, “Be quiet, or you will be found in my room…”
He doesn’t say I understand.
The voices of the girls are angry and broken.
“Get out. “Lin Pei-kwan’s tone is harsh.
My little heart is shaking.
“How can you do this to me?” I’m sorry.
Yeah, Lim Pei-kwan, how can you kill her if she comes up and rips me up?
“Don’t make me say it again. I’m sorry.
The girls come fast, they walk fast.
“You’re too hard on girls. “I couldn’t bear it.
“I can be gentle with them?” “Lin Pei Boat let me go and go back to bed.
“That’s your girlfriend. I’m sorry.
“Girlfriend?” He looked at me like he thought something was laughing. “You made her cry, you might break up, why don’t you pay me a girlfriend? I’m sorry.
“You’ll just have to trick her. I’m sorry.
“Do you think it’s okay for her to see us together? I’m sorry.
I was hanging around in the corner, thinking of a girl leaving sad, and I was a little upset and I hurt a girl.
I’ll explain it to her.
“Okay. “Lin Pei can’t wait on the bed.
He’s so calm, I can’t help but wonder if he’s…
“Did you want to change your girlfriend? “I was able to hide, but Lin Pei Quan held me, so I was seen.
“I’m not as bad as you think. I’m sorry.
I don’t care. I don’t care.
I hesitated to say, “Well, what… would you not tell your brother about this?” Just pretend I didn’t come to your room, okay?”
I stood up for half a day, and Lin Pei-kwan looked at me and said nothing.
“It’s a wild dragon. I’m sorry.
It’s not him I want to confess.
He asked, “When did you like my brother?” I’m sorry.
“In college…”
The three of us grew up together, and my lovers started late, and I was talking about the people I liked, and I was working on the question, and I went to college and found out that the people around me were in love, and the name of Lin was always good to me, so I didn’t know it.
If you want to tell him about Lin’s birthday, who thinks I’m nervous?
Rin Pei’s eyes are dark, so don’t open your face and groan: “It seems I’ve touched his light. I’m sorry.
I don’t understand what he means.
The room’s air pressure dropped sharply, and Lin Pei’s face was colded out. I’m sorry.
I’m not moving.
“Get out. I’m sorry.
I don’t understand what I’m doing to make him angry about, but it’s only possible that he’s not missing someone who’s after him.
“Pei-kwan, we have something to say. Let go of me!”
I was thrown out, and I knew that Lin Pei-kwan was not a good man.
04
I slept at 10:00 and went downstairs and saw them on a barbecue.
My girlfriend called me. I ran to pick up. She asked me if I woke up.
“Wake up early. I’m sorry.
“I thought you were at war till dawn. I’m sorry.
War what? I’m speechless and nobody’s seen.
I told my best friend what happened last night, and she was laughing all over the place.
“Did you wear your robe?”
My silence is making her laugh even worse.
“It’s OK, Chiang Pyle. I’m sorry.
I was so mad at you for thinking about last night’s picture, “It wasn’t your bad idea, or I would have to be ashamed.” I’m sorry.
She’s still laughing, and I’m gonna get mad and try to pull her out of the phone.
“You broke up with his girlfriend because of you.” I’m sorry.
“What shall we do? Should I go to his girlfriend and say, “You’re mistaken. I was the one who did nothing to her yesterday.
Who believes that? I’m not gonna get cut to death.
“If I don’t pay you back, I’ll pay you back. I’m sorry.
“That’s a watch! Wrong man!
“And besides, I don’t like him. He changes like a woman. I guess tomorrow I’ll be an ex. He’s got a bad temper, he’s got a heavy burden, and I’ll be pissed off in a minute.”
I said something like beans, and I found it bad to say bad things behind my back and shut up again.
“That’s just your opinion. I’m sorry.
“Well, we can’t. I’m sorry.
After I said that, something fell into the lake in front of me, and I was scared.
“What’s wrong? My best friend asked me.
“Nothing. A frog scared me. I hung up in a hurry.
By the time I got back, they had started barbeque.
Rin Pei can lie in a chair and keep his eyes closed.
The forest name was at the barbecue and he called me over.
Last night’s confession failed, and now I’m a little embarrassed to see Lin Nam, but I ran away with my ass.
“Did you sleep early last night? I’m sorry.
“Oh, I was so tired last night. “I’ll answer with a vague answer, and I’ll take a quick look at him.
Looks like I didn’t tell him about last night.
Lin Pei-kwan’s girlfriend sat across the street from me, didn’t she think she looked at me?
It’s on the back.
I was afraid to shrink, to minimize my sense of existence and to focus on the string before me.
Smells meat, my stomach squeals, my roasting wings roll over, Mars snaps, and I squeal.
Before seeing anything, his hand was grabbed by Lin, “Are you all right? I’m sorry.
He washed my back with water.
“All right. “I can’t help but draw my hands back.
“Get back. I’ll bake you anything you want. @Lihan: #Jan25
“Okay…”
A shadow was cast down, and Lin Pei-kwan delivered half of the corn to me without knowing when it would come to me, and he said, “I want to eat this.” I’m sorry.
I don’t care. I’m not his nanny.
And the name of the forest shall be known, and he shall laugh, saying: I will come. I’m sorry.
When his hand was about to hit, Lim Pei Zhang fled and took a look at me.
05
He wasn’t upset, his lips were ticking, and he said, “Last night…”
I almost jumped up last night or something.
I smiled: “Pei, go sit down and I’ll bake it for you.” I’m sorry.
You’re gonna burn me, you’re gonna threaten me.
When I baked a bunch of corn full of chili, I didn’t see Lin Peizhou.
“He went over there. “Someone pointed in one direction.
I didn’t think much of it. I went over there with the corn.
He didn’t know what to say to his girlfriend. The little girl cried so badly that she spent her makeup.
I can’t even see it.
Later, the girl ran to me in her face and I had nowhere to hide and watched her run from her side crying.
I’m holding a corn string and I can’t help it.
Rin Pei-kwan also came on foot and saw me wrinkled with pepper in my hand.
“You want to kill me?
“No, no, it looks delicious. “I’m sweating. Okay, I’m heavy.
“Forget it. * He seems in a bad mood. *
Did they fight about last night? If it is, then my sin is great.
“Shall I explain it to her? I’m sorry.
“And explain what? I’m sorry.
“I didn’t mean to, I didn’t know she was coming.”
I don’t mind saying, “It’s fine.” I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, the girl had returned to her place and she took her bag and went out.
“She seems to be leaving. “It seems that there is a lot of noise.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“You’re not going to send her?”
“Why should I give her away? @LinPei-kwan’s speech is impatient.
“She’s not your girlfriend? Even if she fights, she’ll give them away. The girl’s a good girl. Maybe she’ll wait for you.”
The more I say, the colder Lin Pei-kwan’s face, the more I get the sight of death.
“Who told you she was my girlfriend? I’m sorry.
“Huh? *I’m holding up, aren’t I?
The girl told us last night when we were having a chat.
I can’t help but wonder what happened: “You know how I got so many girlfriends? I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
“That’s it. I’m sorry.
“You believe what people say? Think about it. I’m sorry.
He’s done with the corn bar in my hand.
“Hey, didn’t you say no?”
“I’m looking for abuse, okay?”
Is he really eating?
In the back, Lim Pei-kwan gave the keys to a boy who went to the garage and drove out of the car.
06
On the morning of my return there was a rain, and when I woke up I heard from Lin, he said he would go back to the city to pick up someone.
Rin Pei-kwan woke up and called downstairs and said to me, “Now I can’t go back, the road down the hill is blocked by stones.” I’m sorry.
No way, so bad.
“When can we go back? I’m sorry.
“I can’t go back in a minute or so. Tomorrow, I think. I’m sorry.
He was going upstairs, walking a few steps and stopping: “Remember my clothes. I’m sorry.
“I know. I’m sorry.
It’s so sad, and Lin Pei’s canoe is trapped on the hill.
Go back to the room and I’ll take the laundry and knock.
Two knocks, door open.
Im Pei Zhou, when he takes over, throws his clothes on his shoulder, leans on the door, and he is lazy: “I remind you one thing, now we are alone and we are alone in a room. I’m sorry.
What the hell! I think about him?
He’s too confident, as if I wanted him.
I was pissed off: “I should warn you, I’m a girl. How can I do anything to you?” “I’m impressed by what you were wearing that night, in case you wore it again…”
He didn’t finish, but he made it clear, didn’t he?
“I like the name, not you. “I was staring at him.
“You like my brother, don’t tell me. It’s not that you think I’m my brother. I’m sorry.
I heard the irony of his words. I almost lost my breath.
“Don’t worry, I’ll lock the door and sleep early tonight. I’m sorry.
“Thank you for reminding me to lock the door. “Lin Pei-kwan smiled, closed the door, followed by the unlocked sound.
I:
He did it on purpose! I’m like a thief.
I went back to my room, and I stayed a while, and when I was calm, I was hungry.
I wanted to ask Rin Pei-kwan what he was going to eat, but remembering his attitude, it stopped me.
I’ll do it myself, though I won’t, at least there’s a tutorial on the Internet.
I found some food in the fridge and I’m ready for a big fight.
Thinking about how sick Lin Pei-kwan is when he talks to me, his cold seems to be a bit worse than yesterday, so do something light.
07
In the kitchen, I looked at the bottom of the vegetable porridge with a spoon and thought, and I cooked it up.
Forget it, it’s still edible.
I knocked on the door: “Lin Pei Boat, come down and eat.” I’m sorry.
In two seconds, Rin Pei can open the door and wonder, “Did you cook it?” I’m sorry.
“Yeah. I’m sorry.
But after Impei’s taste, I haven’t spoken for a long time…
He rubbed his lower lip with paper, saying, “Don’t cook it later I fear I will die.” I’m sorry.
Can a dog spit out ivory? There’s no exaggerating.
I’ve also tasted it. Five officials wrinkled, put down their spoons and don’t cook.
Rin Pei Quan went up to the kitchen and left a sentence: “Come in and hit me.” I’m sorry.
“Oh. I’m sorry.
He poured a pot of water and planned to cook noodles.
I remember a funny thing about college.
“You know what? I cooked noodles for my roommates in college. I didn’t know how much water I had to put on, and then they made them into a pile, and then they stopped letting me cook noodles. I’m sorry.
He listened to me and noded: “It’s right not to let you cook; after all they dare not eat pigs.” I’m sorry.
I:!
Can we talk now?
Rin Pei can put the vegetables in while directing me: “Here in the cupboard, bring them to me. I’m sorry.
I held my feet up in a locker above my head, and I didn’t touch anything, and I thought if I touched a cockroach, I felt a chill.
“Are you sure it’s here? I’m sorry.
I didn’t wait to answer, and the voice of Lin Pei-kwan sounded in my ear: “Oh, I forgot, your height is not enough.” I’m sorry.
Words spread like they’re laughing.
I’m so angry that I can’t get enough of it.
“You’re a great man.” I’m sorry.
I’ve just heard the sound, and my lips are so short of covering something, it’s like I’m stuck, and I’m looking at the boat.
He had one hand on the truncheon and the other over my head.
I used to be a little away from Lin Pei-kwan, and somehow came by, and now this position is too close to me, and I’m surrounded by a fluid between him.
And my lips are so close to his throat, so I just kissed — his throat?
I’m freaking out. I can’t think.
I… I kissed him there.
08
My body leans back, trying to stay away from him, and my eyes move up, and I look at him.
Rin Pei can bend his lips and hum from his nose.
He stood up and went to one side, slowly tearing up the bag and putting it in the boiled water.
I don’t know what that smile and “humming” means.
Leather numb.
The noodles will soon be ready, and Lin Pei can deliver the bowl to me: “Be content yourself.” I’m sorry.
My heart was like, “Oh” and my fingers were on his back when I picked up the bowl, and I looked back, and my hands came back.
And he didn’t plan to let me go: “What’s wrong with you?” I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
He stares at me and smiles in the face: “It’s a kiss and a touch, and if I didn’t know you liked my brother, I thought you had something to do with me.” I’m sorry.
And We denied: I did not.
“Where did you just kiss me?” He left the bowl on the stage and asked the questions.
I didn’t squeak. No wonder he didn’t respond.
“I don’t think it’s enough to take advantage of one. “I have to suspect that you pretended to like my brother’s bygone, close, close, me.” I’m sorry.
“The ghost is near you! I’m sorry.
I’m blushing, I don’t know if it’s gas or hot in the kitchen.
“Better, after all, people who like me come from here to my house. I’m sorry.
“I don’t like you! I’m sorry.
Rin Pei-kwan took his eyes back, and he looked lazy: “It is not certain, after all, that someone as handsome and attractive as I am, has been secretly loved, likes to say, I don’t care to guess. I’m sorry.
“Get some face! I’m sorry.
I sulked and dried up half his noodles so he didn’t have to eat.
I wasn’t going to talk to him all day.
At night, I want to sleep early, it’s raining, and I don’t care.
Ever since I was a kid, I’ve been particularly afraid of heavy rain at night, heavy soybeans hitting on windows, making a huge noise, and the whole building is just me and Lin Pei-kwan.
I tried to ask Lin Pei if he was asleep, but I went back to bed when I thought of what he said during the day.
Turn around and I finally opened the door.
By chance, the door across the street opened.
09
“I can’t sleep, talk?
I’d love to!
Rin Pei-kwan swayed in his pants and dragged him in.
It’s different now.
“Well, why can’t you sleep? I’m sorry.
I wanted to talk to him and let him go when he was sleepy.
“I’m not afraid of you… and I miss my beauty while it’s dark in the night.” Lin Pei Quanton, “I’m offended.” I’m sorry.
The tide! I wanted to hit him, and I almost got out of my mouth: Then you dare enter my room!
He stomped on the couch, and his hair was flat in front of his forehead, and his eyelids looked at me and closed and he was exhausted.
I put my chin on my knee, staring at him, thinking.
Rin Pei-kwan and his name are two distinct personalities, one indiscriminately and one in a gentle manner.
Nor does Lin Pei-kwan. The biggest face is a cold look, sometimes a bad one.
But sometimes he’s warm, like right now, knowing I’m scared and coming with me.
Rin Pei-kwan opened his eyes, and I looked at him, and he smiled, and he said, “Slopped, the eyes are on me. I’m sorry.
I’m a little hot, and I’m kind of dazzling him with my back.
And I was like, “I didn’t, I didn’t look at you, I looked at you the painting on the back wall!” I’m sorry.
Half an hour has passed and the rain is still raining, and I’m still trying to get some sleep, so Lin Pei can go, and he stands up: “I’m sleepy. I’m sorry.
“Don’t go. I grabbed his shirt, “I’ll fall asleep with you.” I’m sorry.
“Sleep with you?” I’m sorry.
What’s the matter with you?
I’m: … you go.
In less than five minutes, Rin Pei can come with the covers.
“What are you doing?”
“Sleep with me. * He’s not serious.
Can you stop talking like that?
“Lin Pei Boat, have you slept?” I looked at the chorus on the floor.
“Hmm. He answered me with his aura.
“I can’t sleep. I’m sorry.
“You can’t sleep, you can’t sleep all night, believe me? I’m sorry.
I’m quiet. Can you believe it? Lin Pei-kwan hates people arguing about him sleeping.
I’ve been back and forth for a long time, and my heart beats so fast, and I have this weird feeling that it’s probably the reason there’s more people in the room.
I slept late last night, and the next day I slept until noon.
After washing, I came out, and Lin Pei Boat was asleep, and the early risers were even later than me.
“Get up soon. I want to get back early. I’m sorry.
I used to shake him, and he was so hot.
Lin Pei’s face is so red that his eyes are closed and he breathes equally heavy.
“Is it hard for you? I’m sorry. My hand on his forehead, horrifying, “Lin Pei-kwan, you have a fever! I’m sorry.
The voice was right down, my hand was caught and pulled down, and my jaw was all over the crib of Lin Pei, and the whole man was on him.
I’m choking.
Im Pei’s boat hums, opens its eyes, and it’s dumb: “And you think of me as one and you are so impatient and impatient.” I’m still a patient. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t. You dragged me. I’m sorry.
He laughed twice.
I can feel his chest tremors and shame.
He played me.
“Big bastard. I’m sorry.
“Well, I’m a big asshole. Can a little asshole get off a big asshole? I’m sorry.
10
I cooked porridge, but he ate it all.
“What do you like about my brother?” he said. I’m sorry.
“Aah?”
“I see that you only worship and depend on my brother and that you don’t like him because my brother only thinks you’re his sister. I’m sorry.
“Lin Pei-kwan, will you shut up? “You think you’re in love more than I am, and you’re more experienced than I am?” I’m sorry.
“I just want to remind you that when you’re stupid, you don’t even know what you like, like when you’re a baby, you like Barbie, you play Superman with us, and then you argue about Barbie. Also, in junior high, you liked the captain of the next class and told him you didn’t like him the other day, and pushed me out.”
Rin Pei-kwan is never done: “Senior school, you say you like me, you turn around and give a love letter to your senior…”
“Stop it. I’m not like this.
“What do you like about him? I’m sorry.
I’ve asked myself why I like Lin names, don’t you think many girls like him, should I like him, or just because he’s good to me?
“The forest name is gentle and good for me.” I’m sorry.
That’s it?
What look? At least better than you. You scared the girls.
“What would you do if my brother had a girlfriend? Do you still like him? I’m sorry.
I frowned and felt something in his speech: “What do you want to say?” I’m sorry.
“None. I’m sorry.
Quiet for a few seconds, Lin Pei Zhou cried out to me, “Cyang Yu. I’m sorry.
What’s wrong with him?
“You cooked the porridge,” he said, “It’s really bad.” I’m sorry.
I want to blow his head off.
We had another day in the mountains because Lin Peizhou was sick.
The third day at noon we went back.
“I’ll take you home. I’m sorry.
“I want to go to your house. My parents aren’t home. I’m bored alone.
Rin Pei-kwan smiled, but I felt like he wasn’t feeling anything. I’m sorry.
I didn’t talk.
“Don’t cry later. I’m sorry.
He’s so weird.
When I got into his house, I knew what he meant by not crying.
In addition to his family name, he had an unknown girl.
“Hello. “The girls turned their eyes and laughed at me.
I’ve never seen this girl.
“Hello sister-in-law.” Lin Pei-kwan said.
Sister-in-law? My smile is frozen.
And the next thing I’m saying is that I’m like a thunderbolt.
“Sam, is this the sweet sister I told you to grow up with me?” And then Lin said, “Come here, this is Sam. You can call her Sam, my girlfriend.” I’m sorry.
He says I’m his sister and that this is his girlfriend…
Speaking of which, Lin’s a little embarrassed and smiled at Sam.
So that’s the way Lin-name likes a guy who stands up with San-san, like he’s a natural pair.
I was so sad to be standing there, as if something had broken up, and I was pulled by Lim Pei Quan to take me to sit on the couch, look at me and turn around.
Eleven.
I sat in front of them, buried my head low, locked up like I first came to Lin’s house.
Lin Pei-kwan came down soon and he changed clothes.
“I want to go back.” I’m sorry.
I shouldn’t have come.
I don’t know.
Rin Peizhou followed me without a word.
I asked, “Did you already know? I’m sorry.
“It was two days before you knew it. I’m sorry.
I don’t know how to describe the mood at this moment. It’s not that sad, it’s that boring.
I’m not happy. I’m sorry.
“Oh, then cry. I’m sorry.
I want him to comfort me, and I can’t cry from the look of him.
He sent me home: “Are you afraid of being alone?” If you’re afraid, go to my house. I’m sorry.
I feel weird thinking about Sam, “No. I’m sorry.
He looked at me for a few seconds, put his hand on my head, probably trying to comfort me, “Well, call me if anything happens. I’m sorry.
He didn’t laugh at me. It made me feel better.
In less than an hour, Lin Pei can show up at my door with milk tea.
“My brother bought the milk tea,” he added, “He bought it for his sister-in-law, and I asked him to take one of yours.” I’m sorry.
Oh, it’s just for me, I’ll get a copy of everything I used to buy, and now I want a reminder from Lin Pei-kwan.
So I’ll put him down too.
I’ve taken it quietly, I’ve lost my mind, I don’t know what to say, and I’m just looking at me.
“Do you drink?” I said, “Will you drink with me?” I’m sorry.
My best friend in the city, I don’t know who’s with me.
Rin Pei-kwan has a bad tone: “You’re a big man. Have you been drinking? I’m sorry.
I scratched my head, I don’t know. I feel like I’m having a little ceremonial loss, I can’t think of anything else.
And he turned his eyebrow a little, and he cried, “Okay, wait for me.” I’m sorry.
When Lim Pei Boat came back, he had two bottles of wine brought back from the estate.
After drinking, I was a little depressed, and I was talking to Lin Pei-kwan, and most of them I was saying, “He listens, and I’m bugging you.”
“Why don’t you drink?” Aren’t you drinking with me?”
He is the best of those who wander on the couch: “Be with you, not with you.” I’m sorry.
It’s not him who broke up.
I took a sip of it, and I put it in his eyes: “Do you know that Lin is fond of him? I’m sorry.
And when he was silent for three seconds, he was lazy and he said: “What do you think? You can see anything from your face, but a man who likes one hides himself in a strict way, even though no one knows who you like.” I’m sorry.
“Well, he doesn’t know, so we can be friends. I’m sorry.
I’m glad I went to the wrong room that night, or I wouldn’t have accepted Lin’s opinion even if he had treated me as usual.
Fortunately, only Lin Pei-kwan and her girlfriend knew about it.
I put down my cup, slowly swallowed it and crawled back to the couch in the corner.
12
I’ve had a lot of wine, and I’ve had a lot of it, and I’ve got a lot of it, and it’s like beans.
“For the first time I liked someone else, I had no experience, I couldn’t say it, and I made a mistake.
“They treat me like I’m their sister, and I always thought we could share anything with each other, and I told him a lot of things in my heart, except that he liked him, but he didn’t talk to me about having a girlfriend.
“Don’t ever learn to fall in love again. Say it out loud if you like.”
I fell down on the couch, and my tears fell and I cried.
I was turned over, and I looked at him, and I sucked my nose. I’m sorry.
He looked at me for a while, and he said, “Don’t like him, okay? I’m sorry.
He whispered to me: “I will introduce you to others, though it is not good for him, but he is fond of you.” I’m sorry.
“Is there anyone like that? “I looked at him intoxicated. Lin Pae-chul pulled his hair out of my forehead, looked down, and his voice was low: “I’m afraid you don’t like him.” I’m sorry.
Today’s Lim Pei can speak so nicely, drink with me, talk with me, be gentle.
“I like it,” I hold his face, “He’s as mean as you are?” I’m sorry.
“No offense, it’ll be good for you. “Lin Pei-kwan said so nicely.
Does he like me?
“like, like. He laughed.
“Why does he like me when he’s never seen me?” I’m sorry.
“Yes, I have. I’m sorry.
“Well, you introduce me, I reward you. “I was happy to kiss Lin Pei Wan in the face.
“You see who I am.” I’m sorry.
I’m a little confused.
He took a deep breath: “I know who I am and who dared to kiss me.” I’m sorry.
“This is a reward for you,” I whispered, and said, “Who, who lets you talk to me and misbehave you, I will kiss you, what’s wrong?” I’m sorry.
Rin Pei-kwan looked at me, and his throat slid, “Do you dare kiss me again?” I’m sorry.
“Whoever fears.”
“Kiss here. He pointed at his lips.
“I never kissed a boy…”
“I’ve never kissed a girl, for the first time… dare you try? His voice seems threatening, more like seduction.
“Don’t. I shake my head and say no, “You’ll curse me. I’m sorry.
“Don’t yell at you. “Lin Pei-kwan’s hands are on both sides of me. I’m sorry.
I can’t stand the look of his burning eyes, like a drum and a mosquito fly: I’m sorry.
“You want to kiss twice? Don’t be greedy, okay?”
I looked at him for a long time, and I finally had the courage to look up and kiss him with the red lips.
Just touched and left.
“I kissed the boy’s mouth.” I’m sorry.
Rin Pei-kwan grabbed my face and turned it towards him, “You call yourself a kiss? A mosquito bite feels better than that. I’m sorry.
“You’re killing me again. I’m just a little shy.
“I can’t help you. I’m sorry.
13
It was 6:00 p.m. when I woke up.
“Wake up? It’s cold above my head.
When I opened my eyes and found myself on the legs of Lin Pei’s boat, I woke up and jumped, “Why are you here?” I’m sorry.
“You forgot you wanted me to drink with you? Forget what you did to me? I’m sorry.
Remember … I was shocked because I remember.
Rin Pei’s Ark was with me for a long time, scoffing, saying, “Come on, run away.” I’m sorry.
“I didn’t…” I covered my face, I was guilty.
“No. Who said anything about kissing me? Is it irresponsible to kiss? I’m sorry.
“I’m drunk…”
He’s on his way: “You can do whatever you want if you’re drunk.” You can’t be innocent for no reason. I’m sorry.
“No, it’s not…” What about the convict? I’m not guilty. I’m just drunk. “What’s wrong with being innocent? I’m sorry.
“Record that you kissed me? I’m sorry.
Rin Pei’s hand dipped in my lips and laughed, “How long has the alcohol been on me?” I’m sorry.
The tide! I’m sick of you.
“Why didn’t you stop me? I’m sorry.
“I have to stop it. I’m sorry.
I can’t believe it.
I had to turn my head and talk to him, despite my shame: “Can we just put this aside for a second? I’m in a state of confusion. I’m sorry.
Rin Pei-kwan’s self-confident face and laughs very badly: “You have two hours to digest and try to find me.” I’m sorry.
Handle my ass. Once he’s gone, I’m carrying my luggage to my best friend all night.
“You really kissed Lin Pei-kwan? “I am shocked by my best friend’s fear of death.”
I’m scared to death now. Don’t look at Lin Pei-kwan acting any differently.
One second he said he liked his brother and the next he kissed him. I’m good.
“How’s your taste?”
I took a white look at my best friend: “What do you want to taste? I’m sorry.
“It’s so intense that life is dying.” I’m sorry.
What was she thinking?
Lin Pei-kwan’s phone came, and I didn’t dare to pick it up, and he called again, and this time the noise went off, followed by the bombing.
“Where are you?”
He probably didn’t think I’d run.
“I went to my grandmother’s house.” I’m sorry.
Liar.
“I miss my grandma. I’m sorry.
“I look like a liar, don’t I? I’m sorry.
I can think of how bad Lin Pei-kwan is in that head.
He asked, “When will you be back?” I’m sorry.
“In two days. I’m sorry.
I didn’t plan on staying long, waiting for him to get this over with.
I can’t believe he’s not here.
“Is Hing Shih here to confess? But he’s not like that. “My best friend says, “Do you think Lin Pei-kwan likes you? Why else would he come after you and kiss like that? I’m sorry.
I was shocked by her thoughts, and she denied it, “No way. I’m sorry.
“I’d like to say that you and Lin’s name are no longer possible. I think…”
I didn’t wait for her, and I interrupted her: “I wouldn’t like Rin Peizhou if someone liked me.” I’m sorry.
“My best friend, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. I’m sorry.
My reaction was a little strange, and I argued, “Is this not normal? That’s all the boys I know. I’m sorry.
“Don’t be nervous, I haven’t said anything yet. I’m sorry.
I don’t care about her.
I can’t sleep in my bed at night. I can’t sleep.
I don’t think I’m thinking about the name anymore, and now I don’t think I’m thinking about it.
Perhaps it’s true that, as Lim Pei-kwan said, my feelings for Lin-name are based on dependence and worship, not on love between men and women.
14
I’ve been at my best friend’s house for four days, and I haven’t been looking for me since I thought it was over.
On weekends, my best friend’s brother Shaw came to see her.
My best friend is trying to make a couple of me and her brother.
Her brother’s a freshman, and I don’t want to hurt the flesh.
That’s what I think, but that’s not what little meat is about. He wants to hurt me.
Sister, are you playing games? Take me. I’m sorry.
“I’m not very good at it. “I was recently taken to the pit by my best friend, still in practice.
“I’ll take you, too. I’m good. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Good boy, ten-time victory I’d like to be a teacher.
Two games in a row, takeout, and we’ll stop eating.
“Well, Pear, I’ll tell you something I’ve left my friend’s circle forbade Pei. “Let me see her circle of friends.
I didn’t mean to sound “oh” and then suck the last powder.
“He just asked me where my house is. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
“Maybe soon. I’m sorry.
In a thunderbolt, a big mouth was stuck to my throat and I sprayed it all on my girlfriend’s face.
I robbed her cell phone, and her friend’s profile, which she sent two hours ago, was her magnified face, in the context of my game with Shaw’s photo, and the important thing was that it was positioned…
It takes two hours to drive from n to s, so Lin Pei-kwan saw this friend coming?
“Pear, what are you shaking?”
I got chopstick hands shaking.
“I don’t have one. I’m tired. I’m sorry.
I don’t care about kissing him anymore.
The other hand with the chopstick, or the shake.
Man, what am I afraid of?
Who is it?
“No one.”
He doesn’t ask, “Does sister play games? Keep taking your points. I’m sorry.
I don’t feel like I’ve got a lot on my mind, and I’m worried about my hair.
But I didn’t think Rin Pei Boat was coming so fast when I was playing games with my best friend.
When Lim Pei-kwan’s body appeared at the door, I was terrified.
His eyes stood on my face for two seconds and looked aside.
It was in his eyes that I found myself close to my best friend’s brother, shoulder to shoulder, leg to leg.
“Get off. “He’s cold, and he says to Shaw, “It doesn’t sound good.
“Sister, I’m scared. “Shaw leaned towards me, and Lin Pei’s face stinked.
I was afraid that Lin Pei-kwan would do it, so he grabbed his hand, he looked at me and pulled me out.
I called out to my best friend, and she shook her head and said she couldn’t help it.
“Why are you here? I’m weak in asking.
He’s not stopping, he’s on his side: “Come see if you’ve been kidnapped, why, having so much fun with him, not even home? I’m sorry.
“None. I’m sorry.
“Did I not come to you, and you wouldn’t think of me until I sent you a message? I’m sorry.
“Not really. I’m sorry.
Is he still mad about that? It’s not like he hasn’t kissed anyone, is it? Or is it that I can’t compare to his girlfriends and think I’m sick of kissing him? That’s how you grew up?
It’s hard to think of it, and it’s sore in my throat.
“You hate me, don’t you? I hate it when I have to come. I’m sorry.
15
Rin Pei-kwan stopped, and the word was warm: “What makes you think I hate you? I came to you to worry about you. I’m sorry.
“You always hate me. I’m sorry.
“I was because,” he stopped for two seconds, “I was stupid.” I’m sorry.
And We said: I am not always stupid because of you. I’m sorry.
“So you say, are you stupid?”
I don’t want to argue with him. I don’t want to admit, “Have you had dinner? I’m sorry.
“Not eating. I’m sorry.
“I’ll go with you. I’m sorry.
We went into a little hotel.
I sat quietly across the board from Lim Pei can play with my cell phone, and he ordered a roasted fish meal, which smelled delicious, and looked like an appetite.
“Do you want to eat?” I’m sorry.
I’m a little out of breath. Get the new chopsticks.
He picked out the yolk, “Come here. I’m sorry.
I had to open my mouth, try not to touch his chopsticks, and I remember he was a blouse.
“I don’t like yolk. * I’m in a good mood *
“Are you still eating?”
Eat! I’m sorry.
When he recovered the chopsticks, the last of them grazed my lower lips, and I looked back.
Lin Pei-kwan just caught a groin of rice in his mouth and had a little red lips.
I was unconsciously licking the tip of my tongue where the licky, smooth chopsticks touched, and it got a little hot in my ear.
It feels so strange…
“What’s wrong? He noticed my anomaly.
“Nothing. I got two new chopsticks.
Most of the food I ate into my stomach, and I didn’t want to say, “I did eat.” I’m sorry.
“I know, Stomach King. “Lin Pei’s boat took a look at me, “Looks like you’ve had a good time here. I’m sorry.
“Really? “I squeezed my face, a little meat, and I cried.
“It’s cute,” he said, “I love it.” He thought of something. I’m sorry.
When my heart beats, I looked at him in the wrong eyes and wondered if I heard him wrong: “What? I’m sorry.
“Nothing. Have you eaten enough? I’ll take you home. I’m sorry.
The sky is dark, and there are only a few stars in the blue sky, and somehow I took Lin Pei’s canoe on purpose.
“Are you sure it’s this way? I remember it wasn’t that far, you little loony. I’m sorry.
“Perhaps. I’m sorry.
He smiled at me, and I was sweating.
When the evening was very windy, Lin Pei’s hair was blown up and smiled, and suddenly a cold hand pulled my hand, and I didn’t react and looked at him.
His mouth strangling, “What am I doing? Watch the way.” I’m sorry.
“Oh. * I looked down, I looked at him again *
It’s not like I haven’t been pulled by Lim Pei Quan before.
“Is he gone yet? I’m sorry.
“Aah? Oh. I’m not in my mind.
Rin Pei can stop and bend over and stare at my face: “You’re wrong. I’m sorry.
“No, I’m fine. “I have a message to ask if the photo is still there.” I’m sorry.
“I was just playing games with him, and I didn’t like being younger than me.” I’m sorry.
Why do I have to explain all of a sudden?
“Don’t like the ones younger than you? “It’s also strange that Lin Pei-kwan’s focus is on this.
“Yes, yeah. Is this wrong? I thought I was a few months younger than I was, even though he never called my sister.
I said, “No, it doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter. I’m sorry.
“Oh, how small is that?” I’m sorry.
I estimated the age of the photo, and I looked up and found Lin Pei-kwan laughing.
How small can I react? Can’t you? Something’s wrong with him.
“You’re back tonight?” I’m sorry.
“What the hell are you talking about? I’m sorry.
“I thought you were at the hotel. I’m sorry.
When I saw this, I wiped out the screen and asked Lin Peizhou: “Do you live in a hotel?” I’m sorry.
“You want to live with me?” It’s okay, but it’s just one bed and you can sleep with me. Say, squeeze my hand.
The tide! You shouldn’t ask.
16
Lin Pei-kwan took me to the door and left.
My best friend sat in the living room with a mask, and I went in the kitchen and poured a glass of water, and I came to her and sat down: “What do you think of Lin Pei? I’m sorry.
“Good, tall and handsome. I’m sorry.
“Well, what do you think of me with him? I’m sorry.
And the best friend turned his head, and a green face turned to me, and the green turned and the black and white eye seemed to see what I was thinking.
“Don’t worry, forget it. I didn’t wait for my best friend to talk, and I ran back to my room and closed the door, leaned against the door and held on to my heart.
What’s going on?
And Lin Pei-kwan too, came all of a sudden to see me and said nothing.
I looked down and held my hand, and it seemed to have the temperature of Lin Pei’s boat, and held my hand, squeezed my head, and threw out the whole mess.
At night, I had a dream.
In a dream, Pei-kwan was carrying a loud horn and shouting with a voice that the world could hear: “Cyan Pyi, you love me. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t. I woke up screaming.
I don’t know how to dream about it.
It’s 10 o’clock. I’ll be here in an hour.
Last night we agreed to go back today.
When I said goodbye to my best friend, I sat in the co-pilot, and Lin Pei Zhang put on my seatbelt, flipped the sunscreen, and I saw him again.
Not long after the car had gone, he found a place to park, left me in the car and got off himself.
Bring me milk and tea and puffs and benders when I get back.
“Fear you’ll be hungry. I’m sorry.
“Look at what?”
I looked away and stopped on the milk tea in my hand: “You are so handsome today. I’m sorry.
Rin Pei-kwan smiled, and rubbing on my head: “I bring you food, I will not exaggerate.” I’m sorry.
“That’s different. I’m sorry.
“It’s a little dangerous for you. I’m sorry.
“The danger of what? I’m sorry.
“You like me. I’m sorry.
No words, it’s all connected.
I’d bite the straw in silence this time.
Rin Pei-kwan focused on driving, not teasing me anymore.
I put the whole puff in my mouth, and the soft cream was spilling through my teeth, and I looked at Pei Poo and said, “Do you want to eat a puff?” I’m sorry.
“I’m tired, don’t. I’m sorry.
I came a little closer and asked, “What about Bandar? I’m sorry.
“Try one. I’m sorry.
He’s slightly migraine.
Because I was close, I could see the small fur on the face of Lin Pei, and I couldn’t get my heart beat faster.
He looked at me, “Come on.” I’m sorry.
“Oh. I’m sorry.
The spoon touched his red lips, and with a roll of tongue, he slipped into his mouth, and his throat fell.
I can see.
My swallowing sound is very clear in my ears.
When you look back, you sit back and your eyes don’t stand up to him.
Rin Pei can have a nice neck line, a thin skin, a light mole on the side of the neck, if a strawberry is planted…
When the idea came out, I was choked, and I was coughing, and I had a red face on the window, and I didn’t know whether it was cough or shame.
I had a bad idea about him.
The dream this morning…
Damn, I really miss him.
17
At night, I thought I’d go and decide to send a message to my best friend.
“I seem to be interested in Lin Pei-kwan. I’m sorry.
After sending, I was lying in bed waiting for a response, and she didn’t answer until a few minutes later.
“Then go ahead. I’m sorry.
“Trust me, he must like you, or what are you worth bringing him to my house? Don’t you have any legs or hands? No, he’s jealous. I’m sorry.
“Only as if he could eat my brother, I’m sure he was jealous. I’m sorry.
My best friend sent a couple of messages, and I was staring at the phrase “he must have liked you.”
According to her, it’s not impossible to combine what Lin Pei-kwan did.
I’ve decided to take a whirlwind and see if he really likes me.
I didn’t do anything, so my parents came back to work after two.
My mom thinks I’m too bad at home.
I’ve been looking for a company to go to work and Lin Pei-kwan has been busy lately.
The day I got off work, he called me and asked me where I was.
He’s at a high school reunion. He’s not far from me.
It’s not a good place to park. I’m going to find him and buy something.
I wish I’d let Lin Peizhou come to me so I wouldn’t see that.
In front of the hotel, he held a woman.
I remember her.
She was the only girl I ever admitted to, and the only girl who was brought to me and Lin Nam.
I still remember how happy I was when I stood before her and introduced her.
They broke up with each other shortly after, and the girls left the country.
So they’re rekindling now? Because of a reunion?
And my eyes were stinged by the scene before my eyes, and I turned away, choosing not to look, but my heart shrouded.
I can’t believe he likes me.
If I did, I would have loved me.
Maybe I’m a sister or a sister like Lin, and I’m lost in love, and out of kindness, they’re nothing more than a girl’s rhetoric. Those intimacy are nothing but the care of one another for many years.
And I took it seriously.
A few phone rings pulled me out of my head.
“Are you there?” I’m sorry.
I was silent for a few seconds before I returned to him: “Don’t wait for me, I have to go for a walk. I’m sorry.
“Where are you? I’ll find you.”
“Don’t… don’t come. I’m shopping with my colleagues. I’m sorry.
“Men and women”?
“A woman, I’ll take a cab with her later. You guys have fun, hang up. I’m sorry.
Actually, it’s nice to talk and get along.
Don’t cross that line of friends, I’m afraid.
If you don’t see Lin Pei-kwan, avoid him.
I’m glad I found it early, or I’ll end up sad.
It is likely that Lin Pei Quan saw that I was hiding from him and that every time he looked at my escape, he was silent, reducing the number of times he came to my house.
18
I sat in the living room listening to my dad and my mom and they talked about Lin names.
Speaking of Lin’s name, it seems I haven’t seen him in a long time, and I’m not concerned about him.
“The young man is engaged next month. I’m sorry.
What, Lin is getting engaged?
“It’s too soon. I’m sorry.
My mother heard me and yelled at me, “What’s the hurry? Eat, eat, eat. “The fiery has taken the chips in my hand.
It’s my mother’s fault. Or her menopause?
I went to the house of Lin, but I didn’t think that only Lin Pei-kwan was home.
“What’s his name?”
He was playing the game: “Be with his wife.” I’m sorry.
“Oh. I’m sorry.
I thought I’d go. It’s been two minutes. I had to go in the kitchen and find something to eat.
Come out with a fruit plate and I’ll finish the game and sit on the couch and look at me.
I was a little uncomfortable, so I started talking, “Is Lin’s name engaged? I’m sorry.
His eyes were on me, and his tone was cold: “Oh, still thinking about my brother? I’m sorry.
And then a moment of silence, and I didn’t care about him, and I ate it with grapes.
Lin Pei can come and take my fruit plate and reach out and push me on the couch.
And We crawled up and scolded him, “Are you sick?” I’m sorry.
“I’m sick or you’re sick, avoiding me all the time. It’s about my brother. I’m sorry.
My breath went out, and my voice came down: “Why should I hide from you? I’m sorry.
What’s he mad about?
I didn’t want to hide from him during this period, but I saw him in a mood that fluctuated and simply tried to regulate, and he had no reason to get angry if he did.
He said, “Oh, what company requires employees to work until 10:00 a day?” Or are you going to go home with other men? I’m sorry.
Why would he say that to me? Did I say anything? It’s a shame.
“I have my own life, it’s none of your business. I’m sorry.
“I can’t take care of it?” Lin Bae-chul closed his eyes and opened his eyes, pushed me down and possessed me, “What do you want to do?” I’m sorry.
“I don’t know what you’re doing.” I’m sorry.
And he smiled at his lips, and said, “Nothing has been done to bully you. “Looking down, somewhere, “You’re driving me crazy…”
I felt dangerous and pushed him with my hand, but he held him in one hand.
Let go. It’s a little shaking.
The harder he struggled, the harder he was.
I whispered to him, “Lin Pei Boat. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. He’s got a heavy eye and he’s got feelings I don’t know and don’t want to understand.
The quiet space, the inches, the breathings of each other, in a moment, I forgot what to do and looked at him.
There was a noise at the gates, and I returned to my eyes, and I struggled to push out of the boat and towards the door.
“Pear”?
I didn’t even look at Lin’s name, running home like I was.
The speed of going back to the room made my father wonder, and the sound of the door made my mother angry: “What are you running for?” I’m sorry.
Worse than seeing ghosts.
I feel strange, but I can’t think.
I don’t want to go through this anymore.
But the more I don’t want it, the more I think about it, the more I wonder why he’s angry and why he’s doing it to me.
Rin Pei-kwan greeted me as if nothing had happened.
Call me as long as I’m not home from work, and if I don’t pick up, let my mom bomb me, and I’ll pick me up when I get home later.
I tried to contain my emotions, fearing that I would be in his presence, but sometimes I couldn’t help myself to watch him.
19
The department took a big project and everyone decided to go out and celebrate without drinking.
I know I don’t drink well. I’m afraid I’m ashamed.
And when he came back, he was poured again, and he was drunk and fainted.
Pick up the phone and look, Lin Pei-kwan called me several times.
Call back.
“Where are you?”
“and eating with colleagues. I’m sorry.
“Drink”?
“I’ll pick you up, stay where you are, and nobody talks to you! I’m sorry.
He’s so arrogant…
When I hung up on the phone, I was paralyzed in my chair, not so drunk, just looking at things a little blurry, and everyone seemed to be in circles.
When Lin Pei Quan came, I was able to make a small run, and fell into his arms: “What took you so long that I wanted to go home? I’m sorry.
Everybody’s laughing at me.
Lin Pei-kwan held me in his arms, told them something and took me away.
It’s a little far from here. He’s holding me.
Halfway, I pushed out of Lin Pei’s boat, went down and threw up, didn’t spit anything, got drunk.
One hand on my back.
I laughed at him, “You look like him…”
“Who looks like?” he asked.
“His name is Lin, Pei, and the boat. “A girl’s face appears in my head, and I shake my head, “He has so many girlfriends, from here to here…”
“That’s fake. I’m sorry.
“How could it be fake? That’s what everyone says. I’m sorry.
“I am Lin Peizhou. He put his hand on my head and whispered.
“Are you also called Pei-kwan?” Why are there so many people called Pei Wan? I came close to him and told him, “Well, you’re called Pei Quan, then I’ll tell you a secret. I’m sorry.
“Lin Pei-kwan always said that I liked him, that I was trying to misbehave him and that I hate him.”
I slit my lips, and I felt a bit sad, “But I, like, really fell in love with him.”
He listens to me in silence, and he doesn’t put it down. Is that how funny I am?
I was angry at him, “You’re as annoying as he is, and he likes to laugh at me.” I’m sorry.
I can’t be mad at him. What if he tells Lin Pei-kwan?
“Don’t tell Lin Pei-kwan. Otherwise, he’ll laugh at me and we’ll never be friends. I’m sorry.
“How many drinks did you drink?” he laughed. I’m sorry.
“You promise me not to tell him! I’m sorry.
“He already knows. He rubbed my head, “You can’t be friends, you can be lovers.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t you know if he likes you? Kiss him, if he doesn’t push you, he likes you too, if he pushes away… it’s shy. I’m sorry.
I hesitated for two seconds: “Really? I’m sorry.
And he looked at his lips, and remembered the last time that he was in the forest, and shook his head: “No, he would scold me, and he would say that I took advantage of him. He preferred to kiss others and did not want me to kiss him. I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, I sucked my nose and felt sorry for myself, and people like me didn’t like me.
He laughed: “Whosoever says, he will be pleased to kiss you.” I’m sorry.
“Well, you said I looked like him. You kiss me, you kiss him, okay? I’m sorry.
I think he’s got a point, but there’s something wrong, and I don’t know what’s wrong.
“Okay. * I put my hand on his shoulder and he bends.*
20
And a pair of stars, full of light, came forth suddenly, and We were lost in it, and We took his neck for a kiss.
A warm, soft feeling.
I bit it gently, and it was good, and it didn’t seem enough.
I’m asking for more and I want to explore it further.
He held my shoulder, took a distance, and his voice was low: “What is it? It’s a crime. I’m sorry.
“Can’t I?” I’m tumbling on my head.
“Yes, but not now. It’s time to go home. I’m sorry.
I’m not doing it. I’m not going anywhere. You carry me. I’m sorry.
“Come on up, little bastard. I’m sorry.
And We lay low on his back, and our chin was on his shoulder, and he was soft.
His eyelids were piling up, and I was stuck.
“Lin Pei Boat.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t talk to my ear! I’m sorry.
“Well, what’s wrong with you? “I’m not happy, I don’t want to talk to him, I bury my head in his neck.”
Rin Pei-kwan’s body has been frozen for a few seconds. Keep moving.
He had a very light mole on his neck, which was prominent under a white skin liner.
Think about it.
I got close, light and light.
Im Pei can’t stand it.
Chiang Pear! “What are you doing?” I’m sorry.
“I’ll plant you strawberries! I’m sorry.
“Behave yourself!”
I don’t know.
“Sit down. “Lin Pei Boat put me on the co-pilot.
One seatbelt, I complain with displeasure: “I am not wearing seatbelts, I am strangling, I am suffering.” I’m sorry.
“Where is it? I’m sorry.
“Here,” I pointed to my chest, and I cried, and I said, “It’s small, it’s pressed, it’s almost gone. I’m sorry.
Rin Peizhou:
“Then stop drinking, or I’ll be the one to suffer.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
There are many ways to die in this world. I must regret it.
When I woke up with a hangover, I thought about what I did to Lin Pei Quan last night, and I wanted to hit him.
I thought he was someone else, said I liked him, and kissed him!
No, he made me kiss him, and I forgot what he said.
The only thing I can remember is what I said and how I did.
I couldn’t figure it out.
I brushed my teeth, and I ate breakfast, and I kept thinking until the doorbell went off…
21
“It must be the canoe. He’s come to you several times. My mom looked out of the kitchen, “Go open the canoe. I’m sorry.
And We said: I will not go, and thou art near, and drive. I’m sorry.
I’m sure this is about last night.
“Damn girl, you’re lazy. “My mother yells at me and opens the door.
I really have the idea of running away, but it’s not always the problem, so let’s get this straight.
As soon as Lin Pei can enter the door, the eyes lock me.
“Can you not say it here, go upstairs. “The content of the conversation must not be made known to my mother.
Close the door, and I apologize immediately for the error and take a good attitude: “I’m so sorry about last night, I didn’t mean it, and don’t take it seriously. I’m sorry.
Rin Pei Boat sat on the couch and he was lazy: “What did you say? I’m sorry.
Is he asking me to repeat it?
“I say I like you for being fake. I’m sorry.
“You want to plant me strawberries? I’m sorry.
I wanted to beat me up.
“…I’m talking nonsense. I’m sorry.
“And small breasts are fake? I’m sorry.
And his eyes glistened on my chest.
Eggs!
What’s wrong with my chest?
He smiled, “I love you as much as your small breasts are real.” I’m sorry.
The low sound burst into my head, and my whole body snapped, and his heart beat because his words accelerated, staring at his face to see if he was kidding me.
He said he liked me…
Rin Pei-kwan laughed: “I’ve done enough to make it clear to you.” “Aah?”
“Do you want one?”
“To what?”
“Come here. I’m sorry.
I slowly swallowed it.
Rin Pei Zhang dragged me to the front: “Come and kiss me.” I’m sorry.
“Was it a kiss?” He pinched my hand and said, “The kiss is going to be together.” I’m sorry.
I just feel hot and dizzy and I don’t say no or no.
And after he had watched, We held a long line: “I saw you holding her. I’m sorry.
Who? Who am I hugging?
“It’s the time of your classmates’ party,” I don’t want to remember, I don’t feel well, I’ve got a sound, I see you hugging your high school girlfriend at the hotel. I’m sorry.
Im Pei-kwan’s face was like, “You’ve been having an affair with me for a while. I’m sorry.
And he explained: “She has a heel, and she has a foot, and I am kind enough to help her, and one more thing, she does not like men.” I’m sorry.
I was shocked.
“Do you know why she became my girlfriend? I’m sorry.
I shake my head.
“You weren’t mad at me, remember high school, you said you liked me, and I waited for you to tell me that day, and I waited until you gave me a love letter for a senior.” I’m sorry.
I seriously recall that this is true, but it is not what he says.
“I swear, I didn’t fall in love, I didn’t write the love letter. She asked me to practice in the middle of the class. I’m sorry.
“Do I need to remember his name? “Lin Pei’s speech is arrogant.
No wonder he’s mistaken, because the name of the student is Zhang Peizhou.
“So you want to be angry with my girlfriend? I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“What about your girlfriends? I’m sorry.
“Where did I get those girlfriends? You don’t know how to ask me, do you? I’m so mad at Lin Pei Boat.
Yeah, Lim Pei-kwan and I are not college, and all I know about him is that his girlfriends listened to me, and he didn’t deny it, so I believed it.
He was a little impatient: “Is there anything else you want to ask?” I’m sorry.
“No more. I’m in a good mood.
“Waiting for a kiss is too much. After that, Lin Pei Zhou grabbed me and took me into his arms.
22
And We fell in his arms, without any protection, and were overwhelmed.
He and I looked at each other for a few seconds, and his throat was smooth, and his hands were on my head, and he pressed back and forced me to look up.
The kiss was so aggressive.
The temperature on my face is rising dramatically, and some of it is not breathing.
For a moment, Rin Pei can pull a little distance and reach out and touch my mouth: “Is it as if you were drunk and kissed me?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer him. It was like a line. It was blank.
He smiled and kissed my lips, and this time he was gentle.
After letting me go, he stares at me for a long time, pulls his collar down slowly and shows a clean skin.
“No neck, no neck, no here.” He pointed his fingerbone, his eyes were painted, and he looked at me.
I’m lost in my head and I’m in the middle of something. I’m sorry.
He whispered and laughed: “You little skank.” I’m sorry.
When I buried my head in Lim Pei’s neck, my mother broke in without warning.
“The canoe, aunty cut you some fruit. Come and have some fruit. I’m sorry.
When she saw us hugging together, she had a smiling face and looked at the boss.
I’m scared.
“It’s a bad time for Auntie to come. My mom and aunt laughed.
Boom, the door’s closed again.
“Are we going to continue?” Lin Pei-kwan smiled.
His collarbone is red and there’s my saliva on it.
I have no face.
Lin Pei can hold me around my waist with his hand on the soft meat in my waist.
I’m hot, I’m sober, I want to come down, just move.
He dragged me back, “Don’t move.” I’m sorry.
I opened my eyes and my breath stopped.
He’s really…
My mom wasn’t in the living room when she went downstairs.
I took Rin Peizhou to his door, and he asked for a kiss.
“This neighborhood’s a bad influence. Your parents might come out…”
“Then let them watch. I can’t help but say I’m being pulled over.
He kissed me in front of his house.
I don’t know.
My cheek turned red.
My mom’s big face is on a transparent window, and she’s twisted. Don’t be so scary.
Mom, don’t scare people even if you have to pee.
And when I came in, my mother said to me, “The canoe is a good boy. Don’t bully him.” I’m sorry.
I’m speechless.
From my mother’s point of view, she must have thought I was the one who bullied me.
23
What was the experience of dating Lim Pei-kwan?
It’s probably embarrassing to face his family, but after all, we grew up in their eyes and now we’re in love in their eyes.
No more secrets.
My mom’s fine. She’s just screaming.
Lin Pei-kwan didn’t feel anything. He used to kiss me in front of them.
Three months later, Lin’s wedding.
I watched the new people on the stage show envy: “Are they getting married?” I’m sorry.
“Fine. “Lin Pei-kwan’s mood is light, I don’t know what to think.
He wears a dress, wears a tie, wears a face, and is completely different in peace and has an abstinence.
Almost all the young women on the field were sneaking at him, making me feel so dangerous.
“Lin Pei Boat, you’re so handsome. I’m sorry.
“I don’t look good one day. I’m sorry.
“It’s a very handsome day. The whole man’s glowing. I’m sorry.
The ass I was kissing was very good for him, and he looked at himself, and thought, “You’re so kind. I’m sorry.
I:
“Well, I’ll wear it a lot later. How else can I seduce you? “He bowed his head, and then laughed, “It’s just not easy for you to eat meat. I’m sorry.
I said! Not so much!
After the bar, go back to Lin’s.
Lin Pei Quan threw his jacket at his hands, lazily leaned on the couch, unbuttoned the collar with one hand and showed red marks on his neck.
I never took my eyes off him.
He waved at me: “Come here. I’m sorry.
“You know what I was thinking at the wedding? I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
“I wonder when you’ve taken the evidence. I’m sorry.
“Is it too soon? We’ve been in love for less than four months.
Although I was touched today at the wedding, I was so nervous when I thought about getting married.
“Tomorrow? Tomorrow’s a good day. I’m sorry.
He doesn’t look like a joke.
“It’s a bit urgent. I’m sorry.
“It’s kind of a rush, I think… on the road, always holding on. He said in my ear.
I’m so hot, I don’t want to understand.
He kissed me, “You’re always thinking about me, and I’m not gonna let you do anything wrong.” I’m sorry.
Shit, who’s thinking about who?
The end–
## I’ll go home
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
