The day the water broke, I was taken to the hospital by an ambulance.
The male doctor who delivered me broke my legs. I’m sorry.
I saw Dr. Eyeman’s eyes exactly the same as my lover’s. I’m sorry.
“I don’t really want to be born, and I can endure it.” I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
One.
A few months ago, the Sunshine Bar.
“Hey, handsome, I lost a big adventure. Can I borrow your belt, please? I’m sorry.
I’m standing behind a man, staring at his face on the side, getting a little excited.
The man leaned on his head and then turned around.
You’re so handsome with a pair of gold glasses on your nose!
It’s just…
Shit! Gu Jin?
I’ve been in love with this face for seven years, and in a moment petrochemically in place.
When I came back, I was like, “Sorry, I got the wrong guy. I’m sorry.
After turning around and pulling his legs, he ran, and suddenly a metal button came out of his ear and was pressed.
“Wait…”
“I thought you wanted a belt?
The voice of Zhu Zhu was low and slimy, apparently drunk.
I’m going to go down to my feet, and I can’t believe I turned my head, pointing at the belt in his hand, and I’m saying, “To mine?” I’m sorry.
“Hmm. “He looked through my face like he was looking at a stranger.
“Remember me before you go. I’m sorry.
Two.
I’m sure he didn’t recognize me in view of the actions of the Quilun who helped me.
After four years in college, I harassed him for three years.
He gave him breakfast, milk and tea, and made himself an idea to draw him banners at the Games…
Then he was overwhelmed and leaned in front of the lab, wrinkled his eyebrow and put his tea back to me, “Call.”
“Forget it. Thank you for your kindness. Can we just not do it later? It’s really disturbing! I’m sorry.
He never walked back to the lab.
And I was standing there crying with milk tea.
I threw the tea in the trash that day in the sunset, and I never bothered him again!
Party’s over.
I got up and returned my belt to Gu Gu.
The wine he had in his hand was long gone, and when he looked at my open neck, he laughed, “That’s it? I’m sorry.
Or else?
I don’t understand what he means, but I’m asking, “That’s the pay? I’m sorry.
He laughed even more.
The eyes are so long and so handsome.
So, my little deer hit me hard again.
When I came back, I pulled out my cell phone and tried to transfer it to him, and a big hand came and held my back.
The fingertips are cold, and there’s a dim smell of disinfectant water.
“No payment. I’m sorry.
Gu’s eyes are full of starlight.
“All I want to know is, does this skin take you to make sure I’m not wearing it? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Maybe it’s on the booze, and I’m completely out of my mind like a dam.
I remember very much when we took each other out of the bar, and then we got into a cab, and he kissed me with his head down.
When I woke up again, I was lying in the hotel bed.
The man’s arms were between my waist, and the warm nose was breathing shallowly behind my neck.
The string in the head, one root, completely broken!
I was so scared that I got out of bed.
I forget how I ran away, but I know that one-night stand is one-night stand and I can’t possibly be liked.
When he wakes up, he shows me the same obnoxious look he did.
I’m so bitter.
Before I left, I sent him the last message.
That’s how I bribed my college with a bowl of sour powder. His roommate’s got it, and Gu’s never deleted me.
“It was an accident last night. I’m sorry, I’m getting married. I’m sorry.
The morning light fell through the window to the eye of the eye, still so moving.
And the next second, I turned him into a blacklist!
3
I couldn’t sleep for days after I had sex with Gu.
Even with menstruation has become disordered.
Until one day I had to hang up on my best friend Chen Chen’s digestion.
One set of tests down, and I’m staring at the “confirmation of pregnancy” word on B’s Super List.
Thunder slams into silence!
That night was too eccentric for us to take urgent measures.
Plus the fact that I’ve always had ovaries, I can’t get pregnant, and then I forget to take my medication.
But what is this?
I was surprised to have a child of a loved one, but he hated me so much.
The B in hand is being tightened.
I smiled at Chen’s face: “Chang, make an appointment for me. I’m sorry.
On the same day, Chen Zheng asked for leave to accompany me.
He’s a doctor at Kang Yee Hospital, just like Gu.
By the time I got there, he’d have done everything in advance.
“If I regret it, it’s still time. Chen Zheng shot me on the shoulder.
“I don’t regret it.” I’m sorry.
A child who is not blessed is born in this world.
The main door of the flow room was opened slowly, with the sound of a call: “Mica, get ready. I’m sorry.
I guess I’ve got nothing to do with Gu’s life.
I got up and went to the crowd room.
Suddenly, a warm body came over and held me.
Unsurprisingly, a little girl’s eyebrow looks like a guacamole and a big eye flashes at me.
“Mamma, you look like my mom. Mom bought me candy. Can you play with me? I’m sorry.
I snuffed my throat and the ghost touched her head:
“Uncle is in trouble. You sit on the stool and wait for your mother, okay? I’m sorry.
“Well, Auntie, why are you crying? I’m sorry.
The little girl was taken by her mother, and my face was already wet.
I didn’t do it because you were like my mother. I changed my mind and left him.
“What? Leave the baby? What if Gu doesn’t recognize you? My best friend asked me incredibly.
I’m touching the tummy that’s getting round.
“Don’t worry, I’m not going to tell Gu and I’m not going to get married. I’m sorry.
The phone’s silent.
A moment later, the holler of my girlfriend’s hatred of iron and steel:
“Michael, go and dig wild vegetables! I think you’re crazy because you’re crazy! I’m sorry.
4
I guess I’m really crazy.
My mother was a single mother when she was young and brought me up alone.
Since I was a kid, I’ve sworn to find a man who’s in love with each other.
I didn’t even dare to tell my mother I was pregnant before I got married.
So I was empty on the day the water broke.
I was rushed to the hospital by an ambulance, where the midwife was yang, and I broke my legs for her male doctor: “It’s come alone.” I’m sorry.
Sound familiar!
I looked down and saw the eye doctor’s eyes exactly the same as “Wait a minute!” I’m sorry.
“I don’t really want to be born, and I can endure it.” I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
The maternity ward is in a strange silence.
For a moment, I couldn’t hold my breath, and I was asking, “Why don’t we get another doctor?”
“I’m sorry, the majority of the doctors in Corey are dead and I’m alone today.” I’m sorry.
I want to say something else.
In the next second, a violent contraction engulfed my mind…
Twenty hours later, I was pushed into a single room.
The child lies silently on my side, and the eyebrows and the Queens are carved out.
I’ve been looking at my eyes, and I’ve been looking at my eyes, and I’ve been wrinkled. Didn’t you say you were getting married?”
I had a moment of silence, thinking of the micro-letter I sent him before Lacey, and I turned my head.
“Be gone. I’m sorry.
“Divorcing during pregnancy? I’m sorry.
He smiled, “Well, you don’t look good at men. I’m sorry.
Who’s that?
I’ve been holding a breath in my chest for some reason, remembering what happened just now when my child died in pain.
“It’s not good. His father is an asshole! I’m sorry.
I guess I didn’t think I’d answer so hard.
Gu’s looking at me, not saying anything, out of the room.
5
On the day of his discharge, Chen Zheng temporarily took an emergency surgery and failed to deliver me.
I waited for half a day at the hospital with my baby, trying to get a new platform for a new cab, and a black car stopped in front of me.
“Get in, it’s hard to get a cab. I’m sorry.
Gu Jin?
And I hesitated for a moment, and he smiled at me, and said, “Don’t worry, I don’t eat people. I’m sorry.
I remember the other night when he was in my ear, saying, “Be good, relax, I don’t eat people…”
But then, I was wiped clean.
Ear root is getting hot, and I don’t want to talk about that day.
And then I just pushed it open, and it came out of nowhere.
Owing to the rush to visit the hospital the previous few days, the table table meal had deteriorated and was stenching.
I’m embarrassed to think that Guo Yi University has a serious blouse: “It’s an accident, it’s not normal, it’s too urgent to leave.” I’m sorry.
“Hmm. * He smiles like he’s in a place where his fingers are piling up on the other side of the mountain. *
“Is that an accident?”
I’m:
Some people don’t die without talking!
Just after the tummy, the baby in her arms started crying.
I put him on the sofa and changed his diapers, but I just took off the old ones, and I found out I forgot to take the new ones, and even the wet tissues that wipe my ass were in my bag.
I can’t help but hug him.
But then the tears came up and I thought I’d be so alone for the rest of my life, that the tears would never stop.
“I’ll do it.”
The children in the arms were carried over.
It took less than a minute to change the diapers, and the baby was smiling at him.
I had to admit, that moment, I lost my mind.
He handed the child back to me and took a look around my house: “Where’s Moon?” I’m sorry.
“No, please. I’m sorry.
“Is that going to Tsukiko Center? I’m sorry.
“Not yet. “I’m a little bit confused.
Then, as soon as I had finished, I had a serious and aggressive look at the obstetrician, and I was still angry.
“Michael, you take care of yourself? I’m sorry.
I don’t understand why you’re angry. Tsukiko’s sitting for me. It has nothing to do with the job of the obstetrician.
But in the strangeness of my heart, I still have a twilight.
Isn’t that right? I don’t really hate you.
Or, he actually recognized me that night…
But the next second, a phone ring breaks all this fantasy.
After a glimpse of the screen, Guo Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu shrouded the microphone and walked to the balcony.
But in the rest of the light, I still glimpsed the two long-defunct big words in the caller’s display: Yu Xin.
Six.
Yu Xin…
That’s a charade of a girlfriend from Guangxi University.
Unlike the scum of mine, who have been crucified into the final-grading specialty of Jiangye University, Yu Xin and Guo have been associated with the National Scholarship for four years.
At the university, they were the golden girls of the school, and they were finally studying with the graduate students of the Faculty of Medicine at Jiangye University.
At a meeting last year, it was said that both parties had met their parents and were expected to marry at the end of the year.
My thoughts were blown away by the cold wind of reality, and I didn’t know when to stand before me and hid a few apologies.
“There’s an emergency at the hospital. I have to go back. I’m sorry.
I’m talking nonsense. I’m with my girlfriend.
“Then go ahead. I’m sorry.
“Can you do it alone? I’m sorry.
I bowed my head and bit my lips, and I didn’t say anything.
I finally lost this silent fight.
And Gu Zhu left but a light sentence: “Mica, pull me out of the black list.” I’m sorry.
And then I took my moldy delivery and delivery box.
I remember the first encounter with Yu Xin…
I was carrying breakfast for Gu, and I blew a cold wind for half an hour under his dorm.
Yu Xin came by to see me and smiled at my little cage bag:
“Sir, you’re here again to see Ko? I asked him to study. I’ll give it to him. I’m sorry.
She was wearing a long white dress that day, as if she were a winner.
I was embarrassed by the heat of my cheeks and only remember saying, “Thank you.”
Then Gu came down from the dorm upstairs, didn’t even give me a single look and left with Yu Xin.
Just like now, she just needs a phone, and she’ll be able to hold his emotions and make him do anything.
It rained a lot that night.
The kid’s making noise. I’m up all night.
The next day, the doorbell was ringing, and I went to open the door with my black eyelids.
“Back up, I’ve got a reservation for you. I’m sorry.
I was staring at that serious face, and I couldn’t hear it.
I’ll be surprised when I know I’m going to Tsukiko Centre.
Compassion? Compensation?
Or a one-night stand after-sales service?
I looked at the VIP suite at the center of the moon and suddenly felt guilty of kidnapping him.
“You don’t have to do this. We’re all adults. You wanted to do it that night. I’m sorry.
I murmured and looked up at the dazzling eyes, filled with complex and dark emotions.
And suddenly he laughed: “I thought you would not mention that night. I’m sorry.
“What, you think I’m guilty? I’m sorry.
I’m silent.
“Don’t mean to make up for it. Don’t think about it. I’m sorry.
So it’s not about making up…
And We sent forth out of our consciousness: “I will turn to you the money which the center of the Moon and Son has reserved. I’m sorry.
I don’t care if you look at me a little bit. I’m sorry.
After arranging for Tsukiko’s center, he pointed to the district opposite the window: “I’ll stay across the street and call me if anything happens. I’m sorry.
I knew that he had purposed to place me in the center of the moon near his house, and I was in a state of confusion: “No trouble, I am.”
“Don’t say no. I’m sorry.
He spoke with some frankness: “Mecca, I’m actually doing this with my own heart.” I’m sorry.
I said, “Huh?”
“Can I be a child’s father?”
I said, “What? I’m sorry.
7
I was shocked for a few seconds by the fact that I’ve never seen a guy like you.
Gu Zheng is going to be my child’s godfather. Isn’t that godmother?
“The child has a father.” I’m sorry.
“Ooh?” He picks out the frown.
“Where?”
I can’t believe him. I can’t believe this.
“My ex-husband, although we were divorced, he was the father of the child, and I’ll call him tomorrow. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
The next day, when Chen and Guo were standing by my bed staring at me, I felt that there was a killing atmosphere in the air.
I’ve pulled Chen’s sleeve and introduced it: “My ex-husband, Chen, is also a doctor at Jiangye Hospital. I’m sorry.
I don’t know, Chen Zheng looked at me with shock.
It’s no wonder, after all, I just talked to him on the phone yesterday.
But now I can read a couple of big words in his eyes: “Is this a fucking favor? I’m sorry.
In order to prevent it from coming out, I kicked him, and Chen turned his face and laughed.
“Yeah, yeah, I’m… I’m her ex-husband. I’m sorry.
Who knew when to say it, a shadow came.
When I reacted, Gu Quan had punched Chen in the face.
The skeletal skeletal stings and even the wooden frame with the clothes on it were thrown over the ground.
I was blindfolded, and I got up to help Chen: “What are you doing? I’m sorry.
Chen Zheng is probably blinded, sitting on the floor is not up.
“Sorry, I couldn’t bear it. I’m sorry.
He wrinkled his neck, and his forehead was full of fury.
I’ve never seen him like this, impulsive, angry, like someone stole his most important thing.
There’s no reason to be embarrassed by the floating air.
Gu looked down at the phone and passed me in black.
“I’ll see you tomorrow. I’m sorry.
The wind sets the door closed.
I don’t know why, because of a woman’s intuition, I went straight to the window and looked down at the main door of the Moon Center.
Gu’s car is parked across the street.
At that point, a girl in a white dress was standing next to the car.
Yu Xin is still the pretty face of her face, and she opened the door and sat in her co-pilot.
Before the vehicle left, she pressed the window and looked in the direction of my room.
Both eyes touched, and she smiled at me.
With victory and silent provocation…
8
Gu Zheng did come to see me again and brought a basket of fruit and a fragrance lily that girls like.
But I don’t think he’s one of the people who cares about these little manners, let alone buying flowers to make girls happy.
As I was sure, when he handed me the flowers, there was an elegant voice at the door.
“You like it, sister? I picked it for you. I’m sorry.
I can’t laugh when I’m standing around and smiling at you.
Quiet for a moment, and Quixin explained:
“There was a dinner in the yard last night. I was too drunk to drive in the morning. Yu Xin just dropped me off. I’m sorry.
I can’t drive. Yu Xin just dropped him off.
So they were together last night…
There’s a blunt pain in the heart.
I don’t know how to describe this paradox, but I didn’t want anything to do with Gu’s wife, and I knew he was getting married.
But I can’t help but be greedy about what he did to me.
I was blindly pressed by the side of the covers, and I laughed: “Sister-in-law broke the fee, I loved it. I’m sorry.
“Just like it, you’re welcome. “The rest of us came here and grabbed my hand and laughed like the moon.
“In college, who doesn’t know you like to look at her, but he doesn’t take it easy. I’m sorry.
“I told him that it wasn’t easy for you to be a lover or a friend. I’m sorry.
“Or else his stubborn ass wouldn’t even be able to trust your application, and that time…”
All of a sudden, Gu Qin drank her: “I am so sorry! I’m sorry.
It’s like I’m suddenly aware of something.
“I’m sorry, I’m so happy to see you, but you don’t blame me?”
I see! I see!
Remembering the night of success and Gu Xianwin, I showed up with my cell phone and my roommates, saying that Gu Xin passed me.
I looked at that micro-head and couldn’t sleep all night.
Just because a girl who likes to visit is like a girl who crosses the river, he never applies through his best friend.
But he passed me alone.
At that time I was convinced that I wasn’t the same for Gu.
Maybe he’s too cold, maybe he’s too hard to pursue.
But I didn’t think he passed me just because Yu Xin said one word.
The wind came out of the window into the room, and it blew my heart out.
When Gu Zheng and Yu Xin left, I cried out to him, “Thank you, Gu Zheng.” It’s just, can you stop seeing me? I’m sorry.
He asked, “Why?” I’m sorry.
“Because I’m going to remarry Chan…”
And the wind rolled up a curtain, and it blew my tears cold.
Gu’s last words have been in his ear for a long time.
“Well, good luck! I’m sorry.
9
Maybe fate likes to joke with me.
Since I was a kid, I rarely get favors.
My mom hates my dad, and sometimes I see this face like him, and I get angry.
I’m a little lonely, and few boys come after me.
If I had the bravest behavior in my life, I’d probably have liked to visit.
Because of him, I had armed an impenetrable armour and, in the eyes of others, I pursued him with great courage.
Now, this armor, it’s completely broken.
I haven’t seen Gu Zhu Qi until the day of the moon.
Forty-two days after delivery, I returned to the hospital to review.
I was sitting alone in the hallway waiting room, and an ambulance pushed down a pregnant woman, screaming and making a mess.
And among the crowds of Hee-hyeun, I saw that tall body, and Guo-hye saw me.
When I saw him with a short eye, it seemed as if he had blundered his eyebrow and pushed the pregnant woman into the delivery room.
There is no better way for us to get along with each other than seeing each other like strangers.
I went to the clinic with my medical records, and I was blinded when I saw the doctor.
As a result of the review, I’ve only made an appointment with a regular number, and I didn’t expect to get a male doctor.
Still young and bald.
So, the footsteps were stuck.
“What are you waiting for?” There’s a lot of people back there. I’m sorry.
He pointed to the bed, “Get on the bed.” I’m sorry.
The child was born in a state of incompetence, and I can’t care about a few male doctors, but now it’s a lie to say that there is no mental disorder.
But since the numbers are already dead, it’s a good thing not to go up.
I started taking off my shoes, and I was just going to lie there, and I got to know the sound.
“Li, Professor Zhang calls you, I’ll do this. I’m sorry.
“Hey, all right, Director Gu. I’m sorry.
As a result, Gu’s become my examiner again.
After an indescribable examination, Gudrun took off his gloves and let me down:
“There’s still a problem with bottom muscles. Let’s do a bottom muscle repair. I’m sorry.
“Oh, good…”
My voice is like a mosquito, and my face is already burning.
So I looked back and looked back, and I looked in the wind, and I laughed, “No! What are you shy of?”
“…”
I don’t know how he’s prepared to marry Yu Xin while he’s bragging at me.
But I could have been a little angry: “Don’t mention what happened that night, okay? I’m sorry.
“That night? “As he wrinkles his eyebrow, and reminds him, “Did you forget that I am your midwife?” I’m sorry.
Well, what does he mean, when he delivers?
I was embarrassed by 10 toes and I laughed twice, but by accident I had a serious look.
“You’re not remarried, are you?”
I was just trying to deny that a big, tall figure came down.
Gu doesn’t know when to come to me, and the dark pupils are all oppressive.
He buried his head on the side of my neck with only we can hear the volume:
“I asked someone to check Chen’s personnel records, and to be precise, you’re not even married, are you? I’m sorry.
The heart beats so loud, it’s like it’s hitting on blood.
I can’t see through my heart.
But I know that my armor is broken and I have no more courage to walk towards him.
So I could only push him away in anger: “Yes, there was no ex-husband, nor was I married.” I’m sorry.
“But what does this have to do with you? I’m sorry.
Dr. Gu, do you think I should always like you? Even if you already have a girlfriend, I’ll be a spare! I’m sorry.
I can’t stop crying and I’m falling down.
“I’ve done a lot of stupid things and you won’t talk to me. Let’s go back to the bridge now. I’m sorry.
“I am in your eyes, I am a fool who’s always chasing you. Why bother?”
Words have stopped and words have never been said again.
My lips were blocked by a warm air and a large hand covered with sight.
In the faint smell of disinfectant water, I can feel that the kiss was very careful, that it was not a little acute, that it was just a soft run, and it was more like pacing.
It’s been a long time since he let me go slowly and warmly on my forehead: “Are you calm? I’m sorry.
Scratching up and down my throat and I couldn’t help it.
His lips are ticking, “Can we talk now?” I’m sorry.
10
This should be my first official dinner with Gu Gu.
When the shrimp crayon came up, he took the chopsticks and picked them up and handed them to me.
“How do you know I don’t eat cilantro?” I’m sorry.
“Well, know. I’m sorry.
He didn’t want to make it clear, and I didn’t ask.
I can’t think of anything to talk to me about. Our relationship is simple, clear and hopeless.
Until he said, “I am not a man or a friend of mine. I’m sorry.
Years of cognitive subversion, my shrimp chopsticks were shaken, shrimp fell into the porridge and spilled soup.
The eyebrows of the eyes were wrinkled, and the paper towels came out of nowhere to clean my table.
“You’re all getting married. You should call your fiancée. “I’m taking a swoop to respond.
“Who told you I was getting married?” I’m sorry.
Huh? No? The gossip at the party?
Yu Xin and my family are friends, so we’ve known each other since childhood. When I was in college, I was harassed by some girls who knew I didn’t like it and offered to be a shield. I’m sorry.
“I had a simple idea, I didn’t plan on a college relationship, I just wanted to study, and she did. I’m sorry.
The faster the porridge gets in my hand, I feel like I’m trying to explain it.
But I dare not to blame this explanation for its liking.
I fear that once again the heat will be extinguished, and that despair when it comes to hope will only be more painful.
And the next second, I was stopped, and I looked up, and I looked up at my bones with clear fingers.
In the background light of the restaurant, the light under the eyes is soft and true.
“So I’m single now, you understand me? I’m sorry.
Eleven.
I don’t understand.
On the way home, I’ve been wondering.
I don’t understand why that cold-hearted look at me was so different now.
Because we slept once?
Or did he ever meet a girl like me again and get greedy about me?
But I had to admit, my heart still couldn’t beat for him, even though he didn’t like me much.
In that moment, I felt my best friend was right.
I should’ve dug a field.
Back home, the nanny handed me his son in a panic, pointing to the doorway of the neighbor.
Only a big piece of paper is on it, and it says, “I’m in the dark, the delivery is at the door.” _Other Organiser
I look at the kids in my eyes, and it’s hard.
It’s a disaster for a baby this small.
“Go to my place. I’m sorry.
Gu Zheng took the sun from my arms and gave me one reason I couldn’t refuse: “Now, the child is heavy.” I’m sorry.
That’s it, because I’m afraid the baby’s infected, and I’m staying in his house.
I sleep on the couch while I look at the private domain.
It’s a gray, cold-colored bottle of wine on the wine cabinet, more of a medical book.
I feel like I’m asleep. I’m covered in my knees and my back.
When I woke up, I lay on the bed of the Lord, and the sun was gone.
I went out to look for it, and when I pushed the guest bedroom door, I only saw the sun lying in the guest bed and sleeping right.
Gu Qin saw me come in and got up and made a stun gesture.
It was probably the night I slept the most, not the night I got up to breastfeed, much less the baby crying.
It’s just that in the morning, I felt something big in my arms.
When I opened my eyes, I stopped completely!
I blinked, and looked at my eyes with a smile.
One of my carp beats up from the bed: “You, you…”
You’re a half-day, I don’t know if I’m gonna pop a fart.
“I’m sorry that I got up last night to wash milk and feed the sun, and I went to the wrong room. I’m sorry.
That’s very sincere, but I can’t see how sorry he is.
But what can I say when he says it’s for Yingyang?
I looked at him, “Where’s the sun?” I’m sorry.
“Crowding.” I’m sorry.
Turning out to look for Yingyang, the doorbell rang.
Then I turned to the door, and set it straight.
I guess I didn’t think I’d show up here, and I’d be in the middle of something, and I couldn’t help but smile for it: “What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
Where’s Gu? Aunt Gu called me to bring something to him. I’m sorry.
12
I don’t know what it was, but at the moment I saw Yu Xin, I ran into a guest bedroom.
I tried not to think about what they were talking about in the living room, but to focus on the sun.
Until there was a noise in the living room.
I opened the door and looked out. It was the first time I’d seen anything bad.
Her eyes are red, like a princess who’s been pulled down by the clouds, losing everything.
She’s blackmailing you with her kids, right? I’m sorry.
“Don’t talk nonsense.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t lie to yourself. It’s easy for you to go back on the due date. I’m sorry.
“and last time I saw it in the lab, you took the kid’s hair for DNA testing. I’m sorry.
Yu Xin smoked his nose, and his eyes were so bright and broken, and he said,
“Do you really like her? You just knew the kid was yours, so it was good for her, right? I’m sorry.
The living room is in deep silence.
When I didn’t hear the answer, I shut the door.
Back against the cold wall, I slipped down the wall, desperately, to the ground, and my heart broke.
It turns out Gu has always known that Yang was his…
I think about his “child is heavy”.
Because of the importance of the child, even if he had never touched me, he still wanted to pretend he was interested in me.
I want to be the baby’s dad and beat Chen up for me
It’s all because he’s Yang-yang’s dad.
He wants kids.
And I want a lover…
13
The moon was bright that night and the ground was scattered through the trees.
There was a barking noise in the alley, with my left hand in the sun, and my right hand in the night streets with luggage.
Gu Zhu was on night shift tonight, and before he left, he suddenly took me by his arms: “Why don’t you give me a chance to chase you?” I’m sorry.
The hot nose sprouts behind my ears.
I can feel his heart beating when he says that, but not because I…
On his cell phone, Gu Zheng called more than a dozen people.
I suddenly remembered that he had a camera in his house, so he should have seen me leave.
Press off the button. I’ve got a hotel to stay in.
Sleeping in the middle of the night, I was woken up by a telephone call from the front of the hotel and rained on the window.
“Miss Mac, there’s a man from the front desk. Do you know him? I’m sorry.
My heart beats, and I lost my mind for a while, until the sound of the front desk came in the microphone, “Miss McMahon. I’m sorry.
“Well, yes, but not well. I’m sorry.
“What did you ask him for? I’m sorry.
And the sound of the phone disappeared for a few seconds, and then there was a slightly awkward sound from the front desk: “He said that something had landed with you.” I’m sorry.
Something?
“What is it?”
“He said his heart fell upon you. I’m sorry.
I’m:
14
His shirt was immersed in the rain when he met Gu.
His hair is so full of shit, it doesn’t look like him.
I pressed the door and didn’t let him in.
It’s just that when he was told to leave, he said, “Why didn’t you umbrella?” I’m sorry.
“When I went out looking for you, it didn’t rain.” I’m sorry.
“And…”
He was like, “You’ve been in the rain, I want to try what it feels like. I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry, but now I know the rain is really hard.” I’m sorry.
Some soft corner in the heart was knocked.
I remember the rain I had rained under his dorm.
I guess I got tired of him.
“I’m going to play, help me get back to my dorm. I’m sorry.
I’m happy to be here, to hold on to the book in my arms and walk him to the field.
Later, I waited under his dorm room until evening, when the rain rain started, and I stuffed the medical book into my clothes, so I waited until 9:00.
When Gu came back, he saw me wet, all stiff and fast towards me.
And We drew out from our arms a book which was not wet, and We gave it to him with a shaking hand: “Look, look, the book is not wet.” I’m sorry.
And We cried out two little tiger teeth, but he only looked at the book and fell it on the earth angry.
“Are you stupid or stupid? Can’t we just put the canal in there? I’m sorry.
I looked at that book that fell into the ground water pit and couldn’t stop looking red.
“Sorry, I thought…”
“Why? Go back! I’m sorry.
Thought you’d be happy because of my waiting, thought you’d listen to me, thought you’d at least be moved, and then accept me more easily.
But that’s what I thought.
Memories faded with me running away, blurring my eyes.
All of a sudden, it reached out and touched my cheek. It was cold, so cold it was not normal.
“Can I come in?”
And when I did nothing, he answered with a soft saying: “I will catch a cold.” I’m sorry.
15
And when the door closed, Gu Qiang pressed me behind it, and he went crazy and broke my teeth.
I know, I lost my heart.
Hot lips swam from their lips to their ears, neck, and then the collarbone…
Just as I thought there was going to be further action, he suddenly laughed at my neck.
“What are you laughing at? I pushed him away with shame.
“You heard me talking to Yu Xin, right? I’m sorry.
I’m silent.
The next second, a hand choked my face, and it hurt.
“Why don’t you listen? Who taught you to listen to only half the corner?”
And We broke out of that hand, and looked at him without knowing, “Do you hear any difference?” You did it for the kids anyway. I’m sorry.
“For the children? @Ghussing laughs and starts slowly taking off wet shirts.
I was unconsciously leaning behind the door and staring at him.
Then heard him laugh with his low throat: “I said to Yu Xin, I will have my own child with or without it.” I’m sorry.
He grabbed my hand and pressed his belt.
I got scared and he grabbed me.
“I really thought I didn’t recognize you that night? I’m sorry.
“Or do you think that, in my character, I would lend my belt to a strange woman? I’m sorry.
I can’t even answer that.
Yeah, how can you lend a belt to someone because of your college character?
It’s just that everything that happened that night was covered in a glass of alcohol, and my memory was confused, and I didn’t want to remember, let alone delve into details.
The belt buttons were unsealed.
After all, Gu Zheng put the sun on the couch: “Let’s go to bed and leave Mom to Daddy tonight, okay? I’m sorry.
The rain outside the window is still raining, but it’s just a few twitches of desire.
Deep down, it’s the endless silence of the ears: “I like you.” I’m sorry.
“Macca, from the beginning it was you…”
16
I think it’s the rain.
I looked at the temperature of my forehead and wanted to come downstairs and buy him medicine, but he grabbed him in the arm: “Don’t go.” I’m sorry.
“No, I’ll buy you a pill. I can’t help it.
“I’m fine, I’ll have breakfast with you later.” I’m sorry.
I’ve never seen him like this before, sick and blind with the light of prayer, and I’m indifferent.
“I found you last night after running away from dozens of hotels in the city. I’m afraid you’ll never return to Jiang Yi. “I’m not sure what I’m talking about.
“Michael… was I bad for you before? I’m sorry.
Before?
If I heard this before, I’d go up and hold him like a light in my life.
But now I’ve been burned, and I’ve been weak to embrace.
I started to smile and shake my head off his hand:
“It was my initiative to chase you. You rejected me as normal. Nothing good or bad. I’m sorry.
“But Mika, you’re looking at me differently now, you know that? I’m sorry.
He tried to get pinched on his chest, and it got sore.
I hugged him on the back of the sun, and there was an undetectable tingling of the sound:
“Chu, leave me alone. I admit I really liked you once, but I’m really tired now. I’m sorry.
“But don’t worry, you’re always a dad, and I won’t stop you if you want to see the kids. I’m sorry.
That day I left the hotel with the sun and went home.
Most of the people around us are already sunned, and I have to stay out of the house as little as possible to reduce the risk of infection.
After a few days, Gu Quan came every day.
The essentials of life, medicines and supplements were placed behind the door, and he always stood at the door long before leaving.
Sometimes an hour, sometimes two hours…
I looked at the fall in surveillance until he left to get something.
But I’m still alive.
It’s burning up, it’s sore.
I sent out a circle of friends with the symptoms of Little Yang, and then half an hour later, Guo Qiang showed up at my door.
“The child is not yet yang. It’s not for you to stay here. I’m sorry.
I held the door frame so weak I asked him to look after Yang.
The next second, I was picked up by him, straight into the bedroom.
The kid was crying in the baby’s bed on the side, tearing up a burn-back sticker on my forehead:
“I’ll find someone to look after, but now it’s you I’m looking after. I’m sorry.
17
It’s my third day in the sun.
High fever has turned to low fever, and Gu has taken leave of absence from the hospital and has been busy at home.
He gave me a glass of honey lemonade, which was so pale: “Drink some water, eat later and take your medicine.” I’m sorry.
You don’t have to do this. I’m sorry.
I stood up on the bed and didn’t pick up the honey water:
“Something’s past. Even if you do it, I may not like you as much as I did before. I really–“
“Don’t you like it! I’m sorry.
He interrupts my words, and the ink’s pupils shine in my face, focused and deep:
“I didn’t ask for anything to come back, and I never thought you’d like me, and I just wanted to take care of you. I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, Gu was suddenly looking at my cat’s pillow and laughing.
“Micca, you don’t have to take any more steps towards me because I can walk with the remaining 100 steps. I’m sorry.
He talks and laughs.
The world is broken in pieces: “Even if you will be someone else’s…”
18
Wake up and drink at night and Gu is lying on the couch.
When he heard my little move, he looked at me, and his voice was full of sand, “Why are you up? Are you sick?”
I shook my head silently.
With a big hand in the back of the neck, my forehead strangled a hot chest.
On top of his head is the sound of caution: “Mica, I want to get married, a ring has been bought for a long time, I wonder if you like it. I’m sorry.
It’s probably even more exciting at night, I close my eyes slowly and my hands don’t know how to ring his waist.
Ever since he said, “Even if you’re someone else’s,” I’ve been thinking, will I ever like someone else again?
Since the beginning of the university, seven years ago, I’ve only enjoyed one.
But I’m afraid he’ll become that cold-hearted enthusiast again, and the full courage will be thrown into cold water again.
But today, this warm embrace is so real that I want to gamble.
“If you let me down one day, I’ll die in your world forever!” I’m sorry.
You know, I feel like I’m all dead.
And then, I got excited kisses blocking my lips, and everything.
I heard two words: “Thank you…”
The next day, he went out with my identity card on the grounds of buying medicine.
When he returned, he had an extra property gift agreement in his hand.
And when I fell asleep and didn’t react, he put my hand on the mud and pressed it.
“What are you doing?” I’m sorry.
“I said I wouldn’t let you down, but there’s nothing I can think of the best way to give you what I have now. I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
“Not much. I’m living in the middle of town, and I’ve got the suburbs. I’m sorry.
Sleeping awakened by cold winds.
And I hesitated to ask, “Chu, we have not yet received a certificate. If you give it to me, this is all my prenuptial property, you know? I’m sorry.
“I know. He rubbed me in the head, “It’s for you.” I’m sorry.
Put a pen in his hand, hold my hand, and move the pen to the recipient.
It’s hot and hot.
“Good boy, sign it…”
19
A few days later, Gu and I received the red book in the Civil Administration.
When I left the Civil Administration, everything was in the past.
I moved into the house, and during that time I had a few moments of eccentricity, but I was runnin’ away.
Until one time I was bored and warned in front of her:
“Yo Xin, this is my home. Mika is Mrs. Gu, and I’ll call the police next time you harass her. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t believe it. I left crying with rain.
Never since.
When I got married a year, I once forgot my computer and took advantage of it.
I accidentally set up a memo on the computer.
It’s a diary that looks at the habit of using memos to keep a diary.
Out of respect for privacy, I just wanted to close but see the first.
2016.9.10
[A girl who’s been following me lately, looks clean, is my type, but I’m not thinking about college. _Other Organiser
2016.10.21
That girl’s been getting more and more aggressive lately, and I really don’t like this way. _Other Organiser
2016.10.22
Can’t you stop giving milk and tea like that every time someone’s around and that girl has nothing to do with herself? _Other Organiser
2016.11.1
[I don’t know where she got her phone call, bought breakfast downstairs and waited for me, but I had to go to the library this morning and I couldn’t eat, so I didn’t pick her up. But then I knew that Yu Xin had taken it for her, so I had to eat the cage outside the library, without water, and a little choked. _Other Organiser
2017.3.2
I think it’s a good idea to stop it, because I’m not worried about it. _Other Organiser
2017.4.1
[Seen her in the dining room today, very close to one of our medical students. I remember his name Chen Shuu. Only medical students? By the way, I found out she didn’t eat cigarettes and picked them out, like me. _Other Organiser
2017.4.8
[She added my tweets, a note for one, how come she didn’t even type her name in school, but I’m glad I recognized her head, like the one on her campus. Yu Xin happened to see that it was not easy for me to pass the application, and I did not intend to refuse it. _Other Organiser
I don’t know.
2018.5.10
[Today, it’s the Jiangyee Basketball Pre-election, and I saw her by the court, and I don’t know why I’m doing my best today. She came over with water, and I just wanted to pick it up, and she handed it to my brother Chen. _Other Organiser
2018.5.18
Tonight at the finals, she followed me to the stadium with a bottle of water. The last time I thought I was so angry, and I thought I’d show up tonight, I’d put a book in her and get it back to my dormitory. But she was really stupid, waiting for one night under the dorm, looking like an abandoned little cat, and I called her back angry, and she ran away crying and wondering if she had a cold. _Other Organiser
2018.9.10
[Seen her in the dining room at noon for a cup of milk tea for Chen Zheng. Or fish? She handed me another cup in the afternoon at the lab, just like Chen Chun’s. God knows if Chen doesn’t want it. I’m so angry that she won’t give it to her. She seems a little lost. _Other Organiser
2018.10
She hasn’t been looking for me lately. _Other Organiser
2018.12.11
[The results of the study came out, the coach asked me to go to another school district to do the project, and she saw her today, and she didn’t say hello to me, and suddenly she got a little weird. _Other Organiser
2018.12.20
[I heard she was going back to Jiang City and probably never went back to Jiang Huai. I saw a cat carrying a pillow outside the school and bought one for no reason. I handed her over to her roommate, who she should not know, wishing her happiness in the future. _Other Organiser
I don’t know.
2022.2.13
I saw her today at the bar! She didn’t return to the river, and I saw her walk into a writing building where she worked. _Other Organiser
2022.2.15
[She seems to like this bar, she’s been here with her colleagues for three days. But how to chase a girl… _Other Organiser
2022.2.18
I was with her, but she took me black because she was getting married…
2022.11.20
Today, 20 hours, she was born hard. But she’s divorced. How can she survive alone? If I were the father of the child, I’d be happy to notice that her due date would seem to coincide with that night. _Other Organiser
2022.12.2
I can’t believe it’s him. If I had liked her earlier, wouldn’t she have to now?
2022.12.20
DNA has been tested. The baby is mine! She’s not married! I want to take care of her all the time.
20
The sun and sun were splattered on the windowsill, and the sound of the door was coming from the door, and the door was open.
Still, the look on my face, just as I saw him that year.
“What’s wrong? * Seeing me standing still, * Gu * came to my forehead.
“No fever. Where is it? I’m sorry.
What a straight mind!
I laughed and held him.
Tears dipped in his shirts, groining my back like a cat, near to a foot, and I heard his heavy heartbeat.
Just this once, every sound seems to beat for me.
The sunset stretches our shadows to the surface of the living room.
And I remember the saying of the Book: “When you were young, you met someone who was too glamorous, and all that was behind you was nothing but an end.”
It’s a good thing that you’re the one who surprised my time, and the rest of your life…
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
