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The Princess’ secret of love.
Locked palace: The palace wall is a little deep, fortunate to have a lover to look for details.
I’ve been a princess for three years.
I spent the night of my wedding with Prince Zhao, who hasn’t touched me once in three years. He’s married to someone else.
At first, I was sad that I was not so stressed that I was married to the Crown Prince, and I had just married, not to say court manners, and that all the matters in the Prince’s house fell on me. But the Prince’s palace was not like the palace, but it was so full of matters that I once thought that Zhao was heartless, and that he had been angry for so long.
The Queen summoned me privately before she married the Prince.
She dragged me to her side, told me a lot of things, and her voice was soft and warm, and she said that she was a good girl. If she was bullied, she came to her mother, who was in charge of you.
I have no mother, nor have I ever understood the feeling of being cared for by my mother, and when I hear the sweet words of the Queen, I am moved, and I think it’s so sweet that my daughter-in-law will suffer a thousand times as much as my daughter-in-law.
So, one year after I married Zhao Zi Jin, I asked the Queen for pain on the grounds that the Crown Prince left me alone and wanted her to care about me. The Queen was so angry that he ordered the Crown Prince to come, and called for a house order. As soon as I heard it, I stopped her. “Mother, as a prince, will surely take the world to heart, and I will not understand him. I’m sorry.
The Queen heard it and got even more angry. If he’s so busy, why should he marry? I’m sorry.
It’s hard for me to say that I’m happy with Zhao, but since I’m married, I want to live my life. Who knows if he’s busy all day, or he’s busy, and I can’t remember my wife. And when I think of this, I am filled with tears and whispers: “How dare he disobey the parents’ orders? I’m sorry.
I wonder if I cried so uglyly, and the queen looked at my face for a moment, and I suddenly understood why Zhao didn’t like me, and that was how I cried all the way into the Prince’s house when I was married, until the Prince lifted my cover and my tears stopped, and now I remember the first thing he said to me: “I’m married to a little crybag.” I’m sorry.
He must think that I’m too ugly to be married to someone else’s pretty wife, but he’s got a crying and eating daughter-in-law, and he thinks he’s got a problem with me.
The more I think about it, the more I cry like a flood that broke the embankment, the more I can’t even hear the queen’s consolation. I don’t know how long it’s been since I heard a sound, and it’s clear, “Why are you crying? I’m sorry.
And if I had cried, then my first response was, “Did you not allow me to weep when I was humbled?”
I forget what he said later, but I remember him kneeling before the queen, standing straight on his back, leaving him with a long ruler, silent.
I finally realized that I had made a mistake, and I apologized to him and tried to take good care of him, but he refused and whispered to me, “I’ve just sat in the Prince’s seat with too much pressure to take care of you, and it’s my fault, but…”
He said, “Give me more time. I’m sorry.
It was the first time I thought he was nice and believed in him. But for a few months, it will be longer than a year, and it is not expected that this will be two years later.
Two.
I was able to come with Zhao Zi Jin because my father was the Great General of the Hand. He married me for what he could see.
The Emperor seems to be a bit paranoid, and I have read a lot of scripts in which the Emperor is particularly shy of the general, afraid that he will take over his throne when he will lead the rebellion.
I don’t know if that’s what Zhao Zi Jin’s father thinks. All I know is that my father is a loyal general who can’t be found in Song’s house, even if the Emperor is so suspicious of the Song’s house, but now I’m married to Zhao Zhu Qing’s family.
But the Zhao family is at peace, but my father was very upset that he told me again and again before he married me, “The royal family is full of rules and you’re so horny, you have to think about the consequences before you talk, you can’t lose your heart as before.” I’m sorry.
So I took two years to figure out how to live, how to live, why do you have to have a heart on him, eat, sleep?
If my father knew that, he’d probably spit blood again.
But in order to reassure him, I’ve really spent the last three years trying to change all the bad things that used to happen, and now I can describe them in four words — the quiet.
It’s a pity that the four words were so thin.
Two days ago, I was going to go out for a lap, and Zhao Zi Jin came back from the outside, with a little fat boy, four or five years old, walking around and wearing gold and jade.
As his wife, I should have had a big fight with him, or wept and hung myself to make him ask with whom he was born. But I didn’t think so, and I didn’t plan on being so excited.
I’ve been married to Zhao Zi Jin for three years, but I’ve been sleeping in separate rooms, and I’m empty and I can’t fit.
Although the Queen has often suggested that I should take the initiative to give birth to a child, so that I could give the family Zhao a warm welcome, and so do I, for three years, everything has faded. The point is that I hear that a woman’s having a child is half of her body in a coffin, and I don’t want to see the King early.
Zhao Zi Jin brought this child, and the Queen will answer. I don’t have to break my head every time I’ve tried to make a living.
But I have to ask who the girl is, whatever her status, and I’m willing to accept her, and my heart is wide on this.
But this little guy’s stuck with Zhao Zi Jin all day, and I never had a chance to ask.
Until yesterday, when he came back with the child, I saw the child fall asleep on his shoulder, and I walked in front of him with an arrow and asked him curiously, but instead of asking who the mystery girl was, I asked him who he really was.
Zhao Zhijin didn’t hide, so he went straight to the point, yes.
I’ve guessed it, but it’s hard to hear it from him. Naked green hat. It’s a good couple. Who can take it.
I looked at the kid’s face, and I looked at Zhao’s face, and I saw the problem. It doesn’t look like a father or a son.
And I came up with a rational explanation, and perhaps he was also greened, unsure, and foolishly raised a child. So I was in a state of discomfort.
I tried to cover up the embarrassment, and I made up my face, and I said, “Good son, so that the mother and father would not be able to give birth to us, and I saved my heart.” I’m sorry.
The more I think about it, the more I want to thank you for touching that meatball, the more I feel it.
Zhao Zhao Zi Jin is always aware that he’s not doing well, and then coughing and explaining, “It’s hard to sleep and wake up again.” I’m sorry.
And We turned our mouths, and We knew it, and We threw the beads on our heads and turned away, leaving him with a handsome shadow.
III
I love the octopus of the Drunken Fairy House, where every day people go out and buy one day.
Instead of this, the meatball was thrown at me by Zhao Zhu Chin, so I had to have a copy of it every day, but during this time when the locusts were raging in the south, and to feed the victims, the court spent a lot of money on the palaces, much less money, and now I have to feed a meatball, and I have to admit it.
I’ve only eaten half of it, and he’s eating the rest.
I couldn’t eat enough, and I wanted to send someone to buy it, and the kid just said, “Let’s eat less, Dad doesn’t like fat chicks. I’m sorry.
I was pissed off, not for the last part of it. I don’t care what Zhao Zi Jin likes, but the first part lets me go to the table and says, “Who the hell are you?” I’m sorry.
I’m probably talking too loud, and I’m getting a little grumpy, and I can’t help but notice that the little guy’s eyes are covered with a fog. I’m sorry.
Hey, that’s gonna work. The kid smiles right now, the eyes of the water spirit laugh straight into the moon teeth, and he’s gonna take my hand to testify.
“Mother will speak! I’m sorry.
“…”
Four.
“What’s your name? I’m sorry.
“My name is Zhao Kyung-ho, and my father named me. I’m sorry.
Zhao Kyung-soo, you can’t call me mother anymore. I’m sorry.
“Why?”
“Then why do you call me mother? I’m sorry.
“Daddy told me to yell. Don’t you like it? I’m sorry.
I can’t answer him because he’s acting like a poor guy again, and he’s poking up, and I’m soft, and I’m suffocating, and I’m saying, “Son, I’m not your mother. It’s okay if you call me that one day when your mother comes back, you can’t call me that, okay? I’m sorry.
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“Why are you crying? I’m sorry.
“I don’t have a mother. Zhao Jing Chong cried out with his little boob, and stopped, and looked at me with red eyes. I’m sorry.
All right, I’m saying he’s the only one who can do it. I can’t go with a hairy kid!
Five.
Zhao Gyeong-jin is getting attached to me now, and I can’t bear to talk to Zhao Jing.
But Zhao Zixin was always the last of the dragons, and it seemed like he was busy, and it took a lot of effort to catch him.
I finally caught him in the study, and I went straight in, grabbed his hand with a brush, hit him on the table and dumped a sleeve on the tip of the pen.
“Do what?” he asked.
“Your precious son is for me. What does that mean? I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zixin was upset that I was interfering with his work, wrinkled his eyebrow, took a pen, covered in ink and wrote, and said, “You can’t support him if he calls you a mother, right? I’m sorry.
“What kind of bullshit? I can’t breathe, and I’ll take his pen again. “The child calls my mother, I have to feed! I didn’t jump out of my stomach. Want me to raise him? I’m sorry.
“And besides, did you teach me to call me mother? I’m sorry.
I’m in such a mess, and Zhao Zhu Zixin is out of his mind, leaning back to his chair, looking at me, and saying, “So what do you mean, you want a kid that pops out of your belly? I’m sorry.
“…”
I suspect he’s been kicked in the head for a while. What do I mean?
And when the fire burned to the chest and then to the face, We cried out to him: fart! I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin smiled and his eyes turned around with his mouth, and I thought that smile was a naked scoff, and I said nothing but his anger.
“As for the Prince. I’m sorry.
Then there came a sound of surprise at the door, and I turned my head, and Li was standing there, one foot at the threshold, one foot outside the threshold, whether or not to enter.
It is clear that I was listening to that statement, and the tender image I’ve gained in my days has collapsed and collapsed.
I was so angry and upset that I took a good look at Zhao and put down my last bad sentence, “Who cares who cares about what I care about.” I’m sorry.
Six.
In fact, I say whether it’s angry or hard or expensive to raise a child, but sometimes it’s cute and fun.
Now, for example, Zhao Jing Chou said he wanted to empty the bird’s nest, so I took him to the backyard and picked out a tree that looked stronger and he climbed.
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And the little one was so miserable, he turned his head into tears and said to me, “Mama, I can’t climb up.” I’m sorry.
“No…it’s okay. “I almost said two words when I looked at him, and I stopped my mouth in time to blow a child’s self-confidence.
I lifted up my sleeve and decided to teach him, “Look how you climb and learn! I’m sorry.
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When I say dry, my hands and feet climb up the trunk, my left and right, I climb up the tree, I look around, I don’t see a bird’s nest, but I see a few small, unnamed green fruit.
They told me from the moment I married Zhao Zhong Zheng, that she was the one who should be.
So I took away the wildness of the past and pretended to be the hope of all, and then I jumped up and down like a child, as if I had returned to being Miss Song, when my father couldn’t help but think that I would have spent my life so naively, but didn’t think that one day I would have gone into the Orient Palace and been flattened.
And I looked up and saw the sky, and the thick leaves were folded, and through that green leaf, I saw a clear, clean and beautiful sky, as though I had not seen such a beautiful sky for a long time.
It’s not tall, I climb to the top, but it’s different in Zhao’s eyes. He sits on the floor, he’s happy, and he waves his hands up at me, and he doesn’t forget to compliment me.
I’m just a man who can’t be flattered. I’m a good person, and I’m a good person, so I turn my head and laugh at Zhao King. I’m sorry.
Zhao Jing Jing was standing up, with his hands wide open, and he said to me, “Mother, come down and Xiao Jing will follow you, and it will not hurt you.” I’m sorry.
That’s what I’m talking about. This kid’s got a conscience that hurts, my money doesn’t cost. I saw the height, and I thought I’d jump down and make Zhao Jing say a few more things, but it’s easy to climb up and jump down.
Think about it, I’m gonna climb back the way I was, just as I moved down very carefully, I got scared by the sound behind me.
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I slipped my foot and threw a dog into shit.
Mother! Zhao Zing Zing Zheng shouted and came running at me to see me in pain, hugged me and cried, “It won’t hurt if I blow you up.” I’m sorry.
I comforted him, and I had to wipe his nose and his tears, and I doubted that the boy was made of water, otherwise the tears would come.
Zhao Zhiqiang came to me slowly and slowly, and he was long, standing in front of me, blocking a light, and I looked at him, and I said, “Don’t let anyone tell me, and I fell like this.” I’m sorry.
In response to my laugh, I once wondered if I had heard him wrong, but when I looked at Zhao Zi Jin with a confused face, I found a faint smile hanging on his face, and I thought of what he said to him in his study that day, and it was red without control.
Then Zhao Zijin bowed down and raised me in his arms, and saw me as a thief, turning away from his eyes. I’m sorry.
“You’re blushing. Your whole family is blushing! I’m sorry.
VII
My ears were quite quiet during this time, because Zhao Zhu Zhu Zheng found a gentleman who said he was the first son of Yoo thai, and he was very well and well versed, and taught a good book.
As a result, Zhao Gyeong-chung started to sleep before me, went to Liu’s house in the daytime and was dragged to the study by Zhao Jing at night.
The waitress gave me a recipe to see what I wanted to eat tonight, and I just took a shot and ordered a few foods. To be honest, the cooks didn’t like me, they didn’t taste bad, they just didn’t feel like they smelled from outside.
Well, I’m going to eat some octopus again, and I’m going to throw my recipe and get somebody to buy it, and I’m going to bring back some sugar.
The little guy was with me for a while ago and he didn’t say yes because he got a tooth. I thought I’d go over there at night with a sugar pickle so I could give him a good time.
Just as I thought, a voice of special milk came from the outside and called me a bitch.
I didn’t hear that sound right, so I got up and walked outside, people didn’t see it, and a meatball just went right on my lap.
Mother…
I looked down, man, and I cried with a nose.
“What’s wrong? Who’s bullying you?” I crouched down and hugged him to see what he looked like.
Zhao Gyeong Jing, give me your hand I’m sorry.
I took a look at his hand, and his soft little hand was swollen, and he must have been beaten with a ruler.
I can’t believe I’m going to take him to Zhao Zixin to settle the score.
Prince!
I was struck by several high-profile greetings, and Zhao Jing was coming towards me with anger and, more precisely, towards Zhao Jing.
I saw a bad situation, and I was too busy putting down the little fat guy and keeping him behind, and I warned Zhao Ziqiang, “Don’t you dare touch him. I’m sorry.
But Zhao Zhao Zheng didn’t want to talk to me about me.
“Mom, save me.” Zhao Jing Jing was crying and his hands were prowling and wanted me to pull him.
My heart is soft, my hand is holding Zhao Zhao Zheng Zheng Zheng, and the two sides stand still, and I ask Zhao Zhong, “What are you doing with him?” What’s wrong with this? I’m sorry.
“He dropped out of school today and burned down the book he gave him. The book will never find a second one. Zhao Zhao, who hates iron and steel, says, “Though to eat and play, it won’t work.” I’m sorry.
“…”
I understand Zhao Kyung-ho, after all I wanted to eat and play at his age, but Zhao was right, there was no ink in my stomach, and there was no way to get back into politics.
In this case, I feel it’s necessary to join Zhao Zixin in the fight, or I’m the one who’s wrong.
“I see he’s spoiled for you. I’m sorry.
Why didn’t he say anything good?
What do you mean, now you blame me?
“I don’t know how to raise a child. I’m so mad at you, “If I can’t see people, I can’t hear them. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin, you have no conscience! I’m sorry.
When I was scolded, I felt humbled. I was a little bit sick. Once I was hurt, tears were running faster than words, I cried as rain, and I had no face in front of many servants, but Zhao Zheng was a little white, and nobody was better than me.
“I shouldn’t have married you. If I had run away long ago, I wouldn’t have been mad at you now. I’m sorry.
I cried and said that I could hardly see Zhao’s face and suddenly heard a rush to come in.
“The princess, the duck of the octopus, and the sugar. I’m sorry.
My Zhao Zi Jin’s fault was my life.
VIII
Finally, the day of the fight ended when I ran back to the house crying with sugar.
All my life, I’ve got a lot of talk, nothing in my head, no respect for Zhao Zhu Zixin. When I saw his face turn blue, I thought I won, but when the waiter came over with a full-blank mouth, Zhao laughed, and the blue face was gone.
Then he opened his mouth and said, “It seems that I am married to a woman who can speak and eat.” I’m sorry.
After he took a sip of sugar, he shoved it into my mouth, and put it close to my ears, and the breath of my breath caused me to tremor, listening to him, “It’s so sweet.” I’m sorry.
Do you think I can stop running? If I don’t run, I’ll get a pig’s liver and I’ll be laughed at again.
The more I want to get mad after that, the more you say I run? I’m supposed to throw his licked candy on the floor and tell him exactly what to do.
Who knows I can’t find a man for a couple of days, I can’t find him, I can’t see a picture, I can’t ask a few people, I can’t eat in my room. I’m not gonna eat you up!
But I’m just saying that after all, it’s not good for me to eat him.
Soon, without waiting for me, my quarrel with him was spread into the queen’s ear, so I was summoned to the palace to speak with the queen’s wife.
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“I heard you and Chin had a fight over that kid? I’m sorry.
I was afraid to look at her with my eyelids and didn’t answer her, but I told her the answer with practical action, and I blinked and tried to tear my tears and rub the chaipa slowly towards the eye.
The Queen’s Lady saw me like this. “It’s not right for Chin to do this, but it’s all incorruptible. Don’t take it too seriously. I’m sorry.
I said, “I know what the queen wants to hear, so I’m going to bite my teeth, and I’m wrong about my concubine, and I’m not able to raise the grandchild.” I’m sorry.
The Queen’s Lady has shown a smile, raised her hand to bring me to her, and took my hand with her, saying, “The mother knows you are a good child, and it’s the reconciliation between husband and wife.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t mean to do it.
“And those who have more than one sister, be thou of the princes, and be wise.” Queen looked at me, and there was something else in the eye.
I think I know what she’s saying.
After three years of silence in Orient House, I thought it would be nice to have more sisters, and when I was busy, there was a man who spoke.
And Zhao Zi Jin has to take care of himself.
Nine.
Go to the palace and make me feel better about Zhao Zixin.
So when he came to me with a basket of small mouths, I didn’t throw him out, but I enthusiastically brought him in, so naturally I took that set of apologys, “Oh, my God. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin was surprised, as if he could not believe that my attitude had changed, that his thin fingers had been attached directly to my forehead, and he was wondering, “Is everything all right? I’m sorry.
I shot his pig’s hoof in one shot, and he was a little bit more nice to him and he thought I was sick.
“You say you haven’t had a concubine for three years, and your mother and father are in a hurry…” And I don’t think you can say it anymore.
He moved two steps forward, and his eyes were locked in my face, and he said, “The concubine.” I’m sorry.
“Well, yes! “I don’t know why, when he came near me, he felt a little overspiring, and he went back a few steps, and who thought he was coming nearer?
I wonder, isn’t it hot in the afternoon? Do you have to talk so close? So I pushed him away and I said, “Speak nicely and close to who? I’m sorry.
“I ask you, was the concubine your idea or the mother’s? Zhao Zi Jin took it seriously and said, “If the Queen Mother lets you say it, I won’t. I’m sorry.
I’m in a hurry, even though the Queen only talks, but I think the concubine’s a good one, and then a group of women will be around him, and he’ll have no time for me.
Zhao Zixin is going to turn around, and I’m going to block his way and point to myself, “I mean, the concubine is what I mean, isn’t it? I’m sorry.
He stopped and looked me in the eyes of the night, and turned his face straight at me, laughing and saying, “Well, then! I’m sorry.
Zhao Jing’s head was taller than mine, and when he said it, he fell down even slightly, and his eyes were even closer. I did not dare look at him and turned my head, but I heard him in cold.
“Then there’s the princess. I’m sorry.
It doesn’t sound like a good word to me, but I have to laugh, “Don’t be polite. I’m sorry.
Ten.
Zhao Zhijin did something that shocked the whole harem.
He sent a girl to the Haru Palace. I think he’s got a problem. Why else would a normal person do that? If I really don’t want to have a concubine, I’m not being unreasonable.
I didn’t have to think about the consequences, so I was brought back to the palace.
When I set foot in the palace, the Queen sat in front of the case, with the beads in her hand and whispered the scriptures in her eyes. And when I was brought into the house, all the women of the house left with their hearts unacknowledged, and there was only me and the Queen in the palace, and no, but a woman who had kneeled before the crime.
She bowed, her forehead was on the ground, and her skinny shoulders were shaking. I guess that’s the girl from Zhao.
“Mother, who is this?” I pretended, “What’s wrong?” Why are you so scared?”
The Queen’s eyes were opened, and the sights were cold and cold, first on me, then on the woman on her knees, and she said, “Look up, let’s see the princess.” I’m sorry.
The woman heard the Queen’s mouth, and she was shaking, and then raised her head. She had eyes that were pure and clean like deer eyes, and after a few glances, I thought she was familiar, but I couldn’t remember where she was.
The Queen asked, “Do you recognize this man? I’m sorry.
I waved my head out to say I didn’t know him, but I could have seen him before, but I forgot, I was trying to ask her what her name was, and the Queen turned her back, and said to me, “As long as you don’t know, the Prince has done such a good thing, the Mother will have to mention you.” I’m sorry.
I turned my head, and I was prepared to listen, but the Queen suddenly stopped, and I didn’t even say a word, and I was so worried, I looked at her secretly, I saw her with her long, thin eyelashes, candles on her face, and she cut off most of her talent, and she was so upset, and she was a ghost. I’m sorry.
The Queen opened her mouth, and her voice was soft, and she said, “You don’t know, you don’t know. I’m sorry.
I don’t know what she means, but just shut up and listen to her.
And the Queen looked at me, and said, “I am not the mother of the prince, but I know how much she calls me, but I am the mother of a nation, and he will not be willing to accept it any more.” I’m sorry.
I hear things in the clouds, things, things, things, things, things, things.
I had no choice but to ask her why she had to say it, but suddenly the Queen rose up and said, “Remember that the child is the best of his own.” I’m sorry.
But a moment later, the Queen said, “There is no one in the heart who knows how good you are to that Zhao Jianjun, and if you had children, you would have made a big mistake.” I’m sorry.
“The most important thing in this palace is fighting. I’m sorry.
Listen, I want to be confused, but every word she says tells me: kinship matters more than anything.
Zhao Zixin was not born to the Queen, and he was brought up by the Queen after the death of his mother 13 years ago.
This is now also a secret, but when I first got married, I saw a picture of a woman in Zhao’s house, asking him who he was, saying it was his mother, who died, but there was no need to explain it.
I was thinking about the sad thing about him, so he didn’t want to talk to me much, and he didn’t ask much, but now he’s listening to the Queen. Zhao’s relationship with the Queen is not as friendly as it seems.
And when I walked out of the palace of spring, I was not able to return until I met someone.
“The Crown Princess forgives.”
I haven’t spoken yet. The man fell down on his knees and asked me for forgiveness.
I looked down at her, and she was sent by Zhao Zchin, and I raised her up, but she refused, saying she had made a big mistake. All of a sudden, I remember at the Long Spring Palace, and the Queen asked me if I knew her, and there must be something in it, and I made her look up again.
She did what she did, with her head up and her eyes running away, as if she was scared of me, but at this moment, my memories were coming out of my head.
She’s like the woman on the picture in Zhao’s house, Deok-hua.
The Queen has raised Zhao Zi Jin for 13 years, and it is time to get closer to each other. Even I can’t remember, but now, the girl who was sent to the Long Spring Palace actually gave the Queen a good head, telling her that Zhao’s blood will never be hers.
Eleven.
There’s always something you can’t say, and I didn’t ask or intend to ask about the Princess and the Queen.
It’s a lie to be curious, but 13 years have passed, and it’s true and true that if you believe in something that’s true and true, you have to keep your heart in your mouth.
It’s like now Zhao Zi Jin has me stuck in the house, saying I’m lazy, waiting for the original concubine to be killed, and one more step later, the good girls are afraid to marry someone else.
This threw my pap out of my hand and threw it at him, and swayed in his face, and slowly fell down, and there was a smileful face behind it.
“What are you laughing at? If you want to have a concubine, what did you pretend when I asked you? How long has it been since you gave me two faces? I’m sorry.
Zhao Ziqiun was so thick, and he was not angry at me, but he was a step closer to me, and I was unconscious, and who knew that he would push me back so that he would have no way to go back, and he bended down a little, and the smiling handsome face became instantaneous to me.
I opened my mouth to ask him what he was doing, but I said a word, and I heard him laugh, “Are you jealous?” I’m sorry.
I’m jealous? Huh? I didn’t say anything when he brought back a kid from outside.
“Think about it! I’m angry and I’m burning my face again, “You can’t be jealous if you pay me 100 concubines, not only, but you’re well organized.” I’m sorry.
The smile on Zhao’s face fell off and asked me, “Really? I’m sorry.
And I said, “We’ve been married for three years. I’m sorry.
It was supposed to be sarcasm about my relationship with him, but I didn’t feel so good when I said it, and the world had a strange couple who couldn’t get past us except for eating on a table, who could not say a few words, and who now became a little different because of Zhao’s Zhao.
With this in mind, I felt it was necessary to take this opportunity to talk to him, to say something nice, but it was as if there was no need, so I said, “Are you not close to a woman?” “or break…”
As soon as I got out, I saw Zhao Zhu Zheng’s face rubbing in red, and the cuffs were still missing. I’m sorry.
Then came another squawk, and I covered my ears with it, and he said, “It is my fault that I have left you alone for three years, but from now on I will never let you suffer again.” I’m sorry.
How can I believe that? Besides, I’m used to these days, and he’s trying to make it up to me now.
I returned to him with all due respect: “You better swallow it back, when I’m still a little girl.” I don’t believe it. I’m sorry.
Zhao closed his mouth and looked at me from head to toe, and smiled, and his mouth turned up, and his eyes bent, and he said, “Well, let’s try? I’m sorry.
“Try what? I pretended to be stupid, “Try to break your sleeve? I’m sorry.
He’s really pissed off by me, and he’s not coming back.
Hey, what’s so funny!
XII
Zhao Zi Jin himself said he wanted to have a concubine, and I am not obfuscated, and I am sure that he will be able to do so.
It’s easy to think about, but it’s hard to do, and I’m almost bald.
It’s been a few days since the news got out, and no daughter is on the list.
I find it strange that, although Zhao Zhu Zheng may have a strange temper, at least he’s a prince.
I think I’m going to go to the palace. Although the Queen and Zhao Zijin had a bad time the other day, the concubine was also brought up by the Queen, who, with or without results, had to know.
So I took the roster and went straight to the Long Spring Palace to tell the Queen that I didn’t want to do it, but that Zhao Zhu Zheng couldn’t do it and didn’t like the girls.
But as soon as I arrived at the House of Changchun, I found the Zhumen, which was always open, locked this day, and the two public servants who were at the door, who saw me at the door, were courteous, but when I came in, they stopped me.
“The Crown Princess, the Queen’s Lady, is absent today. I’m sorry.
“No visitors? Why?”
“The Queen’s body has been in a state of discomfort in recent days, and she has been ordered to rest and rest for a few days. I’m sorry.
You think I’m smart enough to believe that? Do I look like such a liar? I went to the palace a few days ago, and the Queen looked very red, very good, very sick? I’m afraid it’s rich.
But I didn’t pierce it, and after all, I had to frown and straddle, “What’s wrong with good people?” The concubine wanted to come to the queen and, in that case, he would not disturb her. I’m sorry.
I quickly stopped, and fearing that I might not be able to take it from myself, and then I was left alone with the men to comfort me, and to put the list in their hands, and to tell them, “It is still hard for him to deliver it to his mother.” I’m sorry.
The Prince looked at the book and said, “The Prince’s daughter is a filial woman and the slave will tell the Queen’s Lady. I’m sorry.
Well, I’m relieved to see the men so understanding.
I thought I’d go to the teahouse later and pick up some jewelry from the west counter.
And it was only at the turn of the corner that I heard the Zhu Gate, and We stopped the Zhuman, and went all the way down to the corner of the wall, looking to the Long Spring Palace.
I’m afraid I’ll never forget that.
I looked closely at what was hidden under it, and I didn’t see what it was, the next second, with one hand hanging under it, with a fingertip and even red blood. I knew what it was, and I screamed right at the scene, and fortunately was covered in my mouth at a critical time.
It’s my eyes, my warm palms, my eyes, my eyes, my eyes, I can’t even react.
“Don’t be afraid. Zhao Jing’s voice was right next to my ear, and his nose was spitting on my ear, and it was like a pint of heart, and my heart was flattened by his saying, “Let’s go home.” I’m sorry.
I can’t say anything, I can’t say it, I can’t wait to see it.
And when I returned to my house, my whole people passed over God a little, and after taking a deep breath, I faced Zhao Zchin and took it seriously for a moment.
“Thank you for today. I’m sorry.
But Zhao Jing laughed, and looked down at my eyes and said, “What’s the matter with you? I’m sorry.
“…”
I didn’t think about him, I turned around and went back to my house, but I found myself in the hands of Zhao and Zhao Zin, and I turned my back.
And I shook my head and threw my hand, and looked him up and warned him, and said, “I urge you to let go now.” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin turns his head like a child, lifts his hand up and looses his five fingers, turns his head at me and says, “Who won’t let go? I’m sorry.
And I ran away from it, and it was hard to calm the heart, and it was pounding again, even stronger than before.
“I ate his tofu. No, he ate my tofu. I’m sorry.
I touched my chest and told myself, “An accident, it was an accident. I’m sorry.
XIII
Since that day, Zhao Zi Jin has come to my house every day and brought Zhao Zhao Zing Zheng Zheng Zheng, saying that his son missed me and that he was coming to see me every day, and I thought that there was a real possibility.
I was paralyzed in my bed all day, and I closed my eyes and remembered the white shroud, and it was all over me, and it was all gone with my appetite. Even though Zhao Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zheng Zheng was carrying Zhu Po ducks into my bed, I was in a bad mood.
Mom, what’s wrong with you?
And We squealed his face, and said, “My mother is in distress when she encounters something bad.” I’m sorry.
And he said, “Ah!” and then he climbed up to my bed, and he whispered in my ear, “Did Dad hit you too?” I was upset when Dad hit me. I felt so bad. I’m sorry.
He made me laugh. “So scared of Dad? Are you afraid of Mom?”
He shook his little head and said, “Mother’s best.” I’m sorry.
And We held him in our arms, and We patted him on his back, and said, “Will the little one be with her today?” I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
The child sleeps very quickly, and soon he falls asleep and breathes softly, and suddenly I look at his face and think that it is a rare peace.
Zhao Zi Jin has been sitting at a tea table not far away, drinking a glass and a glass of sprouts, and he has not forgotten to read the French words of the soldiers, nor when they stopped. I looked at him and looked at him, deep and heavy.
He asked me, “Do you like kids?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t think he’d ask, but I thought about it, and then I went back to him: “How many can I have left for myself when I thought that the child was too much trouble?” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin didn’t speak, and I gently touched the little guy’s head and laughed, “Now I like this kid. People change. I’m sorry.
“You’ve really become different. You’ve been willing to talk to me since you got married. I’m sorry.
“What can I tell you? Why don’t I catch you and talk to you about how to govern? I’m sorry.
Zhao Jing laughed, dropped the book in his hand and said, “I’m in government, I’m in trouble, I’m listening to the princess and I can’t taste it. I’m sorry.
I took a look at him, and if I were to talk about the state, the Emperor would have known it.
Whether we woke him up or not, Zhao Zheng Zheng Zing wrinkled, and Zhao Zhu Zheng shuddered.
I suddenly remembered a thing, which has been bothering me for so long, so why don’t I just walk out of my bed and sit next to Zhao Zixin, staring at him, and ask very seriously: “Tell me the truth, Zhao is really your child? I’m sorry.
This is a question of the soul, and it’s a question of the soul, even my heart, and it’s a long time before I look at it, and he says, “It’s not my birth, but I’ll take it as my own.” I’m sorry.
“You lied to me! I can’t sit down. “I asked you, you said it yourself! I’m sorry.
I don’t know why I’m so excited or even relieved, but I can’t accept that he lied to me.
Zhao Zhu Ziqiin dragged me back to the chair, and his eyes made me light on the bed, explaining: “He was my son, who was not a prince, but who was assassinated, and who was in danger of being raped, and who saved his life, and today I am.”
He said that when he came to this house, he thought about the old things, and felt it in his heart, and then went on, “I promised him that he would take care of his wife and his son, who thought that his wife would go after him after he was born, and that the child was alone in the world, and I knew that there was no reward for saving his life without me, and that it was best for the two of them to raise them, and that he would be raised in the shadows, and that he would be cared for by his men. I’m sorry.
“I became a prince, even more so, but I could not say that I had to hide the child first, and that the person behind it was too complex to tell anyone until I was able to hold the prince. I’m sorry.
I frown not to believe his words, but to think that this little man once said that there was no mother, and that Zhao Zhu Zhu Qing had met something I could not even think of, and that it would be difficult to do so. For the sake of power, it was inevitable to fight in the dark, but I can’t think of anyone who could do such a bold act to murder the Crown.
“Then how dare you receive it now? I’m sorry.
And he took my hand with a little bit of his head, with a warm hand, and he looked at us in the arms, and he smiled, and he said, “Because now, there’s nothing to be afraid of, and whatever it is, I can hold on. I’m sorry.
I think his words mean something else, but I don’t think it’s different from thinking about it sometimes, and I just need to be happy right now.
XIV
And the concubine was set aside for a while, and the Queen never called me back to the palace, and I tried to forget that, and the man of Zhao Ziqim began a hard day.
It’s all back in the old days. It’s just like water.
Boss Chen sent a message saying there’s a lot of new stuff in the store.
Kill me by the way.
In fact, it’s impossible to compare what’s in Chen’s store to what’s in the jewels, but he’s got a lot of different things, and I’m happy to see what I’ve never seen, and it’s different to buy it or not.
I didn’t go in a palanquin, I took a couple of squires, and I left the Prince’s house.
But when I went on the street, I felt something wrong, and everyone looked at me with a little fear, as if I were a leopard, able to bite their bones.
I snuck around and asked the waiters why they looked at me like that, but they would just shake their heads and don’t know how to shut my mouth.
I can only regret not sitting in a palanquin while stepping up to Master Chan.
I’ve just arrived at the shop door and I see the eyes are bright.
He greeted me with a warm welcome into the door, and before I sat firmly, he brought me a box of four and four, with a smile from the devil, and said: “A princess, this is a baby.” I’m sorry.
I tried to tell him to open it, and he sold me a secret secret, saying, “This is the little man who went to Danyut to pick it up a few days ago.
I know what he means, and my heart whispers: “Do I seem to be in need of money? I’m sorry.
“That’s what it is!”
The box was opened slowly, and a piece of gold-coated black bead was lying on it, and I took it up, but it was not like Jade, it was dark, and the smooth surface was also covered with gold, fine work, and I looked to the right and thought it was a good thing.
“Don’t get dirty things from somewhere. I put it in the box as it is, and I pretended not to like it, and it was a way back.
“Oh, Princess!” He said, “Oh, no, it’s not.
He explained that for half a day he didn’t talk about the idea, that I was sick of hearing it, that I reached out and stopped him. I’m sorry.
He’s having fun, he’s reaching out with a finger, “A hundred taels. I’m sorry.
I turn around and walk away.
“80. I’m sorry.
I did not pay attention to him, and when I went to the door, he was in a state of panic: “Fifty, the Princess, can not be lower. I’m sorry.
All right, so I can barely talk about it, and I’ll go back and pick up the bead, and I’ll ask him, “Can I put it on a crumbling? I’m sorry.
He’s busy nodding, afraid I’ll run away again.
It’s not really useful to buy the beads, but it’s very rare to have black beads, and I thought of Zhao Zhu Qin as soon as I saw them.
I gave him a brief description of what he wanted and told him to get it to the house. I can’t rest until he remembers what I’m asking and gives me a check.
I was just about to go back to my house, and I thought about the look in the eyes of those who came out, and I said, “I’m here today, and why do I look weird?” I’m sorry.
Master Chen’s hand was full of action, he looked up at me, and there seemed to be something difficult to say. And We saw him know one or two of them, and We hastened, “Speak, I will not eat you.” I’m sorry.
That’s what he said: “Your Highness, you’re not very good lately. I’m sorry.
♪ ♪ I’ll tell you ♪
I wonder if I’ve done anything bad? How can I be a good princess? But I’m still patient with asking, “What do you mean?” I’m sorry.
“It’s been said that you have a bad temper, a bad temper, a bad one, a bad one.
Speaking of which, he saw me turn black and didn’t dare say it again.
I was so angry at the table, I was so restrained, that if I was seen in anger, I would have left a message to others that I would never wash.
I took a breath and asked him, “Where did this come from? I’m sorry.
And he whispered, and said, “The little man did not know, but it came out like this a few days ago, and many of the girls who wanted to enter into the house of the Crown were afraid to do so. I’m sorry.
Well, I’m pretty sure I’m responsible for this.
No, I remember having just raised the issue of concubine with Zhao Zhu Zheng, who made it clear that he did not say anything and agreed, and I felt strange, but I didn’t think much.
I’m sure Zhao Zhu Zheng’s got a bad reputation out there.
“No more, give me back the silver!”
“No, Princess, it’s a small matter. We’ll forget it in a few days. I’m sorry.
I smiled a few times, and at the table I yelled, “It’s a small matter.” I’ll break his leg when I get back! I’m sorry.
Fifteen.
I ran back to the house, ran to the back, picked out a seemingly solid wood in a bunch of amazing eyes, followed by a squire who saw me in such a position and was confused and asked, “Who would you deal with? Why do you have to do it yourself? I’m sorry.
I pick up wood and point straight to the man who asks, “I hit the Prince! You come!”
It scares him! Kneel down and kneel on the ground with a whole back-up cook. I’m sorry.
“Think twice? I’d have to beat him even if I could! I’m sorry.
I do not care what they say, but I go with firewood to Zhao Zchin’s study, and then I cook in a pot of porridge.
But when I came to the study and found the door closed, and the door was guarded by Li, he saw me come and stopped me without saying anything, and saw the wood in my hand, and asked, “What is the Crown Princess doing? I’m sorry.
I didn’t want to explain to him that if he told him I was going to beat up his master, Zhao Zhu Zixin would be gone.
“Get out of my way.”
If he doesn’t, then I’m gonna be strong, and I’m gonna take a deep breath, and I’m gonna rip my throat open, and I’m gonna say, “Ching, get out of here! I’m sorry.
The door opened in a little while, and as soon as I heard the opening, I lifted the wood.
“Your Highness!” Lee was terrified.
It’s too late, but it’s okay. I don’t hear a snort of pain, but there’s a familiar voice. “What is this? I’m sorry.
I stopped, and I saw my father standing at the door and holding my dogstick in my hand, and I raised my mouth and said, “Dad…”
The moment I saw my father, I couldn’t help but think of a small thing that could turn into a disaster. I couldn’t stop crying. I cried like that kid Zhao.
My father was embarrassed to see Zhao Zhu Zheng look at me and ask Zhao Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Ziu while I’m tearing my eyes I’m sorry.
Zhao’s face is full of questions, he’s gone, he comes to me, he grabs a wood in my hand, he asks, “Are you here to beat me?” I’m sorry.
And I looked at him for nothing, and I swiped, and said, “Do you not know what you have done?” I’m sorry.
But I didn’t think he had the face to say, “I don’t know.” I’m sorry.
My dad couldn’t stop me, and he didn’t hide, and he got hurt.
“You go outside and listen. What’s my reputation like? The more I say it, the more I say it, the more I say it. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin didn’t say anything, and I took him for granted, but he had a punch in his chest, and it was hard and my hand hurt a little.
I can’t beat him, I can’t cry, “What else can you say?” I’m sorry.
He didn’t want to give me an explanation, but first he sent my father away, and then I watched the two men at the corner in tears, and then, a moment later, my father looked at me, and he saw clearly what to convey to me, but I was blinded by tears because of the distance.
After my father left, Zhao Ziqiung came back and dragged me into the study, and threw the door on his foot, banging on it, and scared my little heart almost slipped out. I feel bad, wipe my tears, but Zhao Zhao Zheng is getting closer to me, and even a smug smile appears on my face, and my heart says, “What are you going to do?” I’m sorry.
“Don’t do anything. Zhao Zheng Yudo, who seems to be smiling, “I just didn’t think that Song Qi had such a tough time when he was married for three years, and I thought you were a white rabbit? I’m sorry.
I said, “That’s unfortunate. You’re a dog in my heart! I’m sorry.
He didn’t get mad, he scratched my nose with his hand, and he laughed, “Is that right? That’s a good match. I’m sorry.
Are you crazy? I’m scolding him. He can’t hear me?
I reached out to his forehead and repeatedly confirmed that he had no fever, but there was certainly something wrong with him to say it. So I didn’t mean to shoot him in the face, so I just snapped, and I swear, I was totally gentle and I didn’t do it.
“You’re dreaming? “I was so scared I stammered.
It’s a sudden slap, and Zhao’s eyes are wide and round, and I just want to run as far as possible.
As soon as Zhao Zi Jin reached out and grabbed my waist, I returned to his arms.
“I’ve never said anything about slandering you, but if you’re still mad at me, you’ll be relieved with that slap. I’m sorry.
He said that he was particularly serious, that he was soft at the moment when the dark eyes of the past were soft, and that the breath of vomit was sprayed in my face, itchy, even with my heart.
It’s kind of awkward, and I’d like to say something, but I can’t tell you what to say, thank you.
“You look like a rabbit with red eyes and lovely eyes. I’m sorry.
I’m sure this dog can piss me off.
“I love you!”
XVI
I didn’t mean to yell at him when he said I was cute, but I didn’t know how to feel.
In that moment, I could feel a bloodbath in my face, and I was drunk, and I didn’t want him to see it, and I yelled at him before he had a red faint, and then pushed him away and flew back to my room.
After that, I felt so stupid, I even started to worry that I was going to yell at him.
I’ve decided to say good-bye to him. I’m sorry.
There is still trust between husband and wife, and I believe in him when he says that what he says outside is not from him.
Then I went to Master Chen’s cupboard, and bought the bead, and ordered him to bring it to the house early. I was afraid I would not be able to deliver it later.
I’ve been looking at the recipes since today, and I’ve been looking at them, and I’ve been looking at them. Maybe I can cook them.
So I went to the back cook, but after what happened yesterday, when they saw me, they fell down on their knees, and thought I was going to hit the prince again. Qido: “No, Princess! I’m sorry.
“…”
“I’m here today for something else. “What’s so simple and delicious? I’m sorry.
Chef Liu put a sweat in his hand and swallowed a spit, and said, “Yes, I do not know what style the Crown Princess wants.” I’m sorry.
“What do you say first? I’m sorry.
I went to the food table behind the cook, and I picked out the groceries with their head full of guacamole, and the meat on the side was simply ignored by me. I had a few pounds of work that was clear.
Chef Liu and I are standing behind him, and I’m listening to him. I’m sorry.
He did not hesitate to say, “The princess, these are the simplest things, and some of them don’t have to go to the pot, so just mix them. I’m sorry.
Don’t do it! That’s a good one, saves you a few steps. I rejoiced and asked him, “This is what I want to mix.” I’m sorry.
When Chef Liu turns his face and says, “Hey,” he drinks up his apprentice. I’ll just stand there and watch them work.
“Stop, stop, stop! I shouted, “Leave your work down, I’m going to cook it myself.” I’m sorry.
After a while, the whole kitchen was quiet, and Chef Liu looked at me and changed his face, and asked, “Do you want to do it yourself?” I’m sorry.
I don’t think anyone thought I was going to cook one day, with a full face full of shock, and I didn’t care if I didn’t say anything.
Chef Liu, who saw me seriously, went straight to the details of the steps, and I listened very carefully and carefully.
When it was done, I was in a bad mood, and chef Liu handed me a pair of chopsticks, and I licked my lips and hesitated to pick it up.
When Chef Liu saw me like this, he encouraged me and said, “The Princess is so relaxed that the food will be delicious.” I’m sorry.
I tried to pick up a piece, wrinkled my eyebrow, and it was a bit of an accident, but it wasn’t too bad for Chef Lau.
I was so excited to bring the food to the dining room, and when I prepared some other wine and vegetables, I sat and waited for Zhao Zi Jin to return.
But I waited till it was dark, and I didn’t wait for him.
And I lay down on the table like a dejection, and there was nothing in my heart. The dog was a loathsome dog, and it was hard for me to give him a heart. And he made a hole in my heart.
“The next time I cook for him, I’m an idiot! “I yelled at a table of vegetables, but I was still scolded, and I picked up chopsticks and ate them all for a while, and I suddenly realized that the cucumbers didn’t taste so good.
“The Prince Princess!”
There was a noise coming out of the room, and I looked up to him, and he seemed particularly anxious, and he was not yet close.
“The Prince is drunk, he won’t let go at the door of the court! I’m sorry.
Zhao’s gone for a drink, and I’m waiting for him. I think he likes to fight me.
I can’t drink to death!
“You have to pick up before you leave!” I’m sorry.
“…”
XVII
I didn’t want to come here. I didn’t want to take care of Zhao’s death, but I couldn’t stand Li’s soft and hard bubbles, so I didn’t want to go to the court.
But when I saw the look of Zhao Zi Jin’s drunk, the darkness of my heart swept away and even thanked YI for coming.
I don’t know if Zhao Zi Jin will ever see him again.
Two stone lions, one and a half tall, sitting at the bottom, holding a lion’s leg, one to the left, one to the right, and Zhao Zheng Zing holding his left leg, made me almost laugh, and Princess Na Ho was there, and I was not too loud to laugh.
I crouched down on his side, and came with a thick puff of wine. I almost fainted. I squeezed my nose, and the sound was like, “How much is this? I’m sorry.
“Three bars of wine. “I’m angry with you and you’re always yelling at me! Do you know I’m suffering?”
The Princess can hear his face and his last foot, and he’s gone home.
Oh, good show! I didn’t come for nothing.
But I’ll take care of Zhao Zheng first.
The night was dark, Li was standing behind me with a light, and the light of light was on Zhao’s intoxicated face, strangling a bit of fatigue, and in recent days, he had a little bit of abrasion in his chin.
And he leaned on a stoned leg, and his mouth dazzled, and I looked at him with a single mouth, and suddenly the devil put his ears to him and said the truth after drinking, and I wondered what had happened to him, but as soon as he approached, he shut up, and I heard nothing.
I guess he fell asleep, but I couldn’t sleep in this place, so I called him and I pushed him.
He’s just humming, trying to raise his eyelids, shaking his head, and probably several of me in his eyes right now.
“Wake up? I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin leaned over and looked at my face for a long, long time, probably recognizing me as coming, laughing like a child for the next second, and screaming, “My baby!” I’m sorry.
Hiss… My fists are holding tight, and the obnoxious name makes me uncomfortable and even gives me the creeps.
He’s not ashamed, he’s a disgrace!
I’ve had a bad time too, and at this point I’m really trying to find a hole in it, but unfortunately I have to drag Zhao Zhu Zheng back to the house without losing another man.
I photographed him in the face, trying to wake him up, and he stood up to his face, holding his face, and said, “You hit me again.” I’m sorry.
I’m:
Is it contagious? Why did Makoto come over and this guy started?
I spoke softly of my sex: “Why don’t we go back instead of hitting you?” I’m sorry.
Who knows that Zhao Ziqi Jin answered me with hiccups, and that tasteed straight at my face, and I almost had to put my hands on him again, but when I saw the look in his eyes, I stopped thinking about it, and I said again, “Be good, I’ll cook for you later.” I’m sorry.
Let’s get him back to work. He won’t even think about cooking.
That is a good thing for me. He opened his eyes half-open, and took my hand, and put my hand in his warm abdomen, and said, “Do not do that for me, but hold me behind you, and don’t spread your hands.” I’m sorry.
My face is reded again by sudden love stories, and this time, I didn’t hide, but I was stuck to him like I did.
As if I had heard a heartbeat of the heart in the chest, and there was a moment when all around it was quiet, and all that was in the heavens and the earth was gone, and he was alone in my sight.
“I won’t. I’m sorry.
And I say this, and there’s a moment of confusion, but it seems as if I see Zhao Zhu Zhu Zjin’s eyes clear, and then glamorous, an undisguised color.
Zhao Zixin took me into his arms, and his chin was on my shoulder, and his nose turned between my neck, and after a long time he said, “Do you believe in Song Qin?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer.
And he said: I believe. I’m sorry.
Eighteen.
After the intoxication, my relationship with Zhao Jing became… unusual.
What can I say? I feel a little too intimate.
For example, one day at dinner, there were four or five dishes on the table, and he put everything in my bowl without saying, and he went and went and went and went and I didn’t eat much, and he just ate his food. I couldn’t stand it. I wanted to say something, but I didn’t say anything. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin’s hands were tied to the food, and he looked at me and looked at Zhao Zhou Zing Zheng Zheng, who tried to reach the chopsticks in my bowl and went straight into the little one’s bowl and said, “You’re too thin, we have to feed her to be fat and white. I’m sorry.
I was glad to hear that, and who knew that Zhao Jing Zheng turned his head and squeezed my arm and said to his father, “Father, she is not thin, and she is as flesh as a baby.” I’m sorry.
He put down his chopsticks, leaned over and hugged Zhao King in his arms, and looked at me and said, “It’s not too thin, Dad likes meat.” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zheng Zheng laughed, hugged Zhao Zhong’s neck, and said, “So did he!” I’m sorry.
And just a few days ago, I came back from the Intoxicated Fairy and I saw Zhao Zixin waiting for me in my house. He was lying in my favorite chair, with his hands folded and his eyes closed, and I would have thought he had fallen asleep had I not heard him hum his music.
When he heard the sound of my entering the door, he rose up and came to me with a smile, and took my hand and sat down softly, with his face swaying, and opened his mouth several times, without saying a word.
His appearance was an anomaly, especially the smile on his face, which made me think that Zhao Zhijin must have a ghost in his heart, and then stopped before he could say anything: “Don’t say anything, I fear I will curse you.” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zhu Ziqiang has been making a scene, licking his lips, turning his eyes and opening his mouth, “There’s something to discuss with you. I’m sorry.
“Good and bad? I’m sorry.
“Good things. Good things. Zhao Zhu Zheng hurry and move his ass a little closer to me. I’m sorry.
“What is it? I don’t understand. I’m sorry.
Zhao’s head was shaking, “No. I’m sorry.
I noticed that he was speaking more and more, and that he had to go around so many bends in one word to make things clear.
“Just say it. I’d like to have some octopus! “I looked at the ducks I had brought back from the Intoxicated Fairy House for a long time, and now I’m just smelling salivating, saying I’m going to break his hand and get enough of my heart’s octopus.
Zhao Zichin, who had just turned his wrists two times, was even tighter, and I couldn’t move, and I saw him laughing at him and getting hairy.
Say something! I’m sorry.
Zhao Ziqiin came to me with his face on my face and said, “My father asked me why your stomach hasn’t moved in three years. I’m sorry.
And when I hadn’t responded, he went, “Well? I’m sorry.
I stopped, and I looked at Zhao Zi Jin’s eyes, and it was good, and I had a red face again, something more red than a watermelon.
When I was naked, I realized that I was in my arms, and his hands were on my waist and even snuggled, and I couldn’t escape, but I couldn’t get away from it, and I couldn’t help but look away and staggered and said, “Question, what am I doing?” I’m sorry.
Then, when Zhao Zichin went so hard, I was with him, and I grazed his lips, and I shook my body. I was about to scold him, and he said, “Are you not curious about my sexual orientation?” Let’s not separate. Let’s try to sleep together. What do you think? I’m sorry.
I’m talking about you!
I’m afraid he’ll do anything at this point. Easy. I’ll clean this house up for you. You can move in anytime. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zhu Zheng’s eyes were full of light, and he asked, “Yes? I’m sorry.
I didn’t nod or shake my head, and I thought, “You move here, I move away,” but I assumed, “But give me some time.” I’m sorry.
“How long? Is a day enough?”
“I am…”
Scolding is in the mouth, and there’s a saviour outside the door.
Mother! Zhao Zhao Zheng Zheng Zheng Zing pushed me to the door, and when he saw Zhao Zhu Zheng, he said, “Dad? I’m sorry.
We didn’t do anything out of the ordinary, but there were a few words in my heart: “It’s not right for children!”
Zhao Zhao Zixin moved so quickly that he came to the door to pick up Zhao Zheng Zheng Zheng, explaining: “Your mother wants her father, he comes to stay with her.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t listen to him, I was one step ahead of my head, and this time I went straight to him and kicked him out without saying anything and closed the door. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zheng didn’t expect me to be locked out. Besides we’re husband and wife, it’s natural to sleep in the same bed! I’m sorry.
“You open the door, quick. I’m sorry.
Don’t open it!
You’ve been separated for three years and moved back here? Did you ask me if I wanted to?
In fact, I’m not unwilling, I’m too sudden. If you say I’m sleeping together, he sees me. Or maybe I had a nightmare at night and hit him.
Anyway, I’ll have to think about it.
XIX
I’ve been protecting Zhao Zi Jin from wolves these days, and I usually don’t open the door.
I was unable to sleep all night because of my sleeping, and I couldn’t stop thinking about Zhao Zijin’s face, and when I thought of sleeping with him in a bed, I couldn’t help but notice my heart beating, like the fragrance of Zi Zi Jin when he approached me, but he was able to hold my heart.
Sometimes I wonder if he’s done something to me.
The silence, the more sensitive the silence, the more I try to sleep, the more my eyes are closed, the noise of my feet outside the house, and then someone knocks on my door, and says, “The princess!” Princess! I’m sorry.
“What happened? In the middle of the night, something happened in such a hurry. I could hear it, so I put on my coat and opened the door.
“Your Highness, the palace is in a hurry! I’m sorry.
I’m surprised, I’m busy asking, “Is there any reason for this?” I’m sorry.
The waiter shook his head and said, “Only Master Li, who is next to the Emperor, came to fetch you and the Prince himself. I’m sorry.
It must have been a big thing, and I sent a man in to clean me up, and then I ran out in haste, and I saw Zhao Zhu Qin waiting for me in front of the carriage, and I didn’t know if it was night, and I saw his face with a weight that had never existed before, his eyebrows were locked and his eyes were dark.
Zhao Zi Jin!
He followed his reputation and, after seeing me, the tightness of his face abated.
I am deeply troubled, perhaps because of this late night, or because I saw Zhao’s face. So I walked to his side, and I took his hand, and covered his cold fingertips, and made peace with him: “No matter what, I am with you.” I’m sorry.
As soon as he turned his wrists, held my hand back, his eyebrow spread slightly, opened his mouth several times and failed to make a sound, I thought he might be in the heart of something and not speak, and I would not force him to pull him on the wagon.
And the horses’ feet straddled in the way of the palace, and I sat still, and looked at his face from time to time.
“Song Pil…”
I understand what he is trying to say, but I have said nothing, and at certain moments words are more weak than anything, and I have to close to him and hold his hand.
The carriage was going all the way to the Long Spring Palace.
The lanterns were burning, and as soon as I entered the house, I was scared, and the whole lush palace was full of people kneeling, or a doctor or a handman, or even a queen.
She turned her back to us, but I could still feel her power, and she stood up on her back. On their couches are the most noble man in the world, the Emperor.
I still can’t forget the body I saw in front of the Long Spring Palace, and now I’m afraid of the Queen, but I have to shout at her in the palace, “Mother!” I’m sorry.
The queen did not turn back, nor did she make a sound.
The face of Zhao Zixin was so heavy that I could not even look at him, but only heard him ask a doctor, and his words were incomprehensible grief.
“How is Father?”
“The Emperor’s heart is in flames and he faints, and if he can’t wake up again, I fear…”
“Waste! Zhao Zhao’s scolding and anger has taken over all his senses. “If anything happens tonight, I’ll kill you! I’m sorry.
In time, there was a lamentation in the House of the Spring, and all of them did their best to beg for forgiveness. I looked at Zhao Zheng, and suddenly I couldn’t stand it, so I wanted to hold him, in particular, to appease his unsolved emotions.
“If you want to blame me, blame me! “The queen probably cried, and the voice was so dumb, “If I hadn’t told him about Changan, maybe he wouldn’t…”
Her voice grew lighter until I heard nothing but sobbing, and there was a bang, and the back was bending.
Zhao’s anger calmed down as she cried, and I heard him whispering: “Jian-An…”
Chang An, Zhao Chang An is the only child the queen ever had.
This sentence has encouraged Zhao to rise to all anger and sit by the Emperor’s bed, shouting over and over and over again at his father, trying to awaken the sleeping Emperor.
The Queen’s emotions are no longer in a state of discomfort, crying out loud, and the whole person is detached. I’m afraid she’ll cry and ask someone to help her get some rest. The queen has no strength to struggle and has to be fooled.
I watched the queen go out, and I was relieved. Perhaps it’s a delusion, I think the Queen tonight is not like the Queen, and whatever he says or does, it’s like he’s doing it, but I don’t want me to be so sensitive and paranoid and just think about it.
But when I turned back, my mind seemed to have a basis.
Zhao Zi Jin is looking at the Queen’s way out, and I see that he’s got some other emotions in his eyes. Or something else, I’m not sure.
By the end of the night, the doctors had worked so hard, and finally, after the last bowl of soup, the Emperor woke up, and everyone at the Long Spring Palace had a good breath, and I stood by Zhao’s side and heard his sighs.
“It’s okay. I said:
He didn’t speak, but he dazzled and made a smile, and I was at ease.
Twenty.
Chang An did not survive 16 years. He was 15 years old when he died.
Changan drowned and was found by the night watchman, and the whole man was floating on the southern lake.
The doctor said that there was no cure for stone medicine, that the queen cried, that she could not hold, and that she was unconscious in the cold.
Zhao Zi Jin arrived with a black-pressed man kneeling in the dark, and the wave of weeping was stronger than it was. He risked not being able to stand up, even having had the courage to walk to Changan, who asked him yesterday what he wanted to hunt for him, so that he could bring him to Chang An himself in a few days of hunting.
Then Chang-Aan joked, saying, “If I wanted a white wolf, could you catch it?” I’m sorry.
And Zhao Ziqim was slapping on his chest, and certainly I answered, “How can the wolf escape from my arrow?” I’m sorry.
Changan smiled at him and changed his tongue, “I don’t want a white wolf, you just catch a rabbit.” I’m sorry.
But before we wait for the hunt, Chang-Ann will die.
Zhao Chang An’s lullaby is in the lush Palace, where the lavish and lavish palace is filled with white twilight at night, and the big words are hanging over the lullaby, and the eyes are pierced.
The Queen was in mourning dress, standing in front of the temple, weeping all over her body, and it was not after Zhao’s presence that she tried to calm her emotions and asked, in a tremor, “Where were you when Chang An was in trouble?”
Queen Mother… he choked, his throat rolled up and down, but he failed to say a second sentence.
“I never let him out of the palace in the cold of the night, but yesterday he insisted on seeing you. I didn’t agree. The Queen said this, the sound was getting weaker and the silent sobbing was ringing.
Zhao Zheng wondered how to explain it, but was silent and looking at the spirit.
The Queen was right, and Changan was determined to leave the palace because he would not have done so had she not said that she would have been meeting with Changan in the south of the city. The Zhao Zijin did not have to say that, although she was a girl who had never been revealed to anyone, her thoughts had already been counted in his eyes in a row.
Chang An has been suffering from heart problems since he was a child, and Yomo will not survive.
Zhao Zixin forgets where he heard it, but since he learned about it, he has tried his best for Chang An, what he likes, and Zhao Zixin has done everything he can to give him, if he can, the throne of the late Prince.
But finally, Chang An died in 16 years.
The Emperor ordered that whoever committed the crime should be executed without delay. Zhao Zixin kneeled in front of the Minghua Palace for an entire day before he came to investigate the decree of the case.
He did not close his eyes for a few nights and eventually solved the case before the funeral.
Murderer, first name Guan, single tiger, brother-in-law of Zhao Zhong.
Zhao Zi Jin never thought that it was his hand that killed Chang An, and that the moment he knew the truth, he even felt that he was covered in blood from head to foot, like a needle, that he could not speak and that he could not open his eyes.
Later, at Minghua Palace, when the Emperor personally questioned the murderer whether he had been ordered to do so by Zhao, Zhao Zijin made no argument, and Chang An ‘ s death would be tied to him forever, unsolved and undefeated.
Zhao Zixin asked why Guan Xuan had been killed and only one reason had been given to help him gain the throne.
Zhao Zixin, when he first heard about this reason, felt ridiculous. He had never been so special in his place, even if he wanted to.
He repeatedly asked why he could convince himself, but in the end, the Crown Prince seemed to have become a very important presence, sunk as a gold.
As Zhao Zixin tried to kneel down and beg for her death, the Queen broke in, fell in, described as dead, and she became angry, choked by the neck of the prisoner and scolded.
No one could stop her, and even if the Emperor had held her in his arms, she would not have calmed down, crying over and over again for her name.
Zhao Zijin fell on his knees, fell on his forehead, trembled, and said: “He is his son’s uncle and wishes for his father’s power…” What should he say about Zhao Zheng, who can’t say no more, he can’t do it, he can’t do it, he can’t even say it. What can he do?
The Queen’s cry stopped after hearing the words of Zhao Zhu Chin, and she looked at Zhao Zjin on her knees and couldn’t say a word.
The Emperor calmed her and tried to set aside Zhao’s relationship with Chang An’s death.
“What did your mother want more than anything else?” Do you remember how your mother died? Zhao Zi Jin, you can call her mother with conscience, but I can’t watch you hand everything over to someone…
He choked, and his eight-foot eyes were red, and suddenly he shouted: “It’s not Zhao Chang An who dies today, and it’s you who dies.
It was just that, before the end of the sentence, a sword had been inserted in the chest, and the Queen’s red eye was on the blade, and she moved so quickly that Zhao Zhisheng could not even react, that he fell straight on the ground and shed blood on her chest.
Uncle! “The cry of tearing my heart to pieces is loud and loud.
With the death of his sword and his death at the Minghua Palace, the death of Changan is over.
The Emperor found a reason for leaving Zhao Zhao Zheng behind, and had to calm down after being so pressed.
Only two of the Emperor’s sons, Changan and Zhao Zheng, have lost Chang An, and the other must never lose again.
Everyone understands the emperor’s intentions, not only for his own sake, but also for the sake of the heavens and the succession of the throne.
XXI
Although the Emperor has awakened, the Imperial Doctor has ordered that he must rest in peace, and many His Majestys have listened to the matter, so that the Crown Prince will rule the country in order to keep the peace.
Zhao Zixin has lived in the palace since the day of the Changchun Palace, where he was buried and left behind for days.
And I learned to work with chef Liu, and while I was on fire a few times, I also tripped over some fur.
When Zhao Zi Jin is not in the house, I think of him from time to time, when I wash him up early, when I think when I eat, when I think if he’s up again, and when I’m free, I think, what is he doing? It’s not like you’ve been reading all day!
I’m getting weirder and weirder, just like Zhao’s old love to stick to me.
“Mama, are you thinking about Dad and Dad? Zhao Jing Zing Zheng Qianjin raised his chin and asked me a small question.
I looked at his little face and shook his head without nodding, and I said, “Why do you think Mom is thinking about Dad?” I’m sorry.
Zhao Gyeong-ho’s head swung to his head, with a bit of shame, saying, “Because Xiao Jing would also like to think of Yoo Ta-Fu’s Shulan sister, like her mother, to stop eating and think about her. I’m sorry.
And I started to wonder, “Do you like her?” I’m sorry.
Zhao Jing is confused, and I’ll take a look at the table later, and I’ll take a look at the food, and I’ll take it seriously: “Mother loves Dad, she loves Shulan. I’m sorry.
I don’t know if Zhao Kyung-ho understands what it means to like, but I understand, and it’s also shaken by his words.
For the first time in nineteen years, I felt the same sense of awareness, as if I had been taken to the head, and the confused head finally woke up.
I held the little one in my arms and put my head down on his face and lamented: “Mother is not yet smart!” When you’re so big, you can’t understand it. I’m sorry.
“What a fucking baby! I’m sorry.
Jo Gyeong-ho laughed in my arms, hugged my neck, kissed me in the face.
I see! I like Zhao Chin so that I can’t think about him, so I’m facing his close-faced heart beats, so I’m freeing myself in front of him, so I’m acting strangely, and it’s nothing but a love for the word.
Twenty-two
The fighting began again in Indhonor, and the Danyus came to battle, and my father was ordered to bring his soldiers to the war to level the war with the thousands of soldiers stationed on the border for days.
On the day of the march, I told my father, like an old mother, that he had a lot of problems in his early years of war, and that he was too old to be like him, and that he must be careful of his body and, above all, return to Kyoto in peace.
Who knows my father can’t be afraid to die when he’s at war?
As soon as the ministers around me listened to my father’s words, they expressed their admiration. I was the only one who almost cried at the death in his mouth.
I was anxious, but I couldn’t say anything in the face of my father’s greatness. Zhao took my hand silently, and held my finger in hand, and held me tight.
General Song will be the winner! I’m sorry.
“Song Yi Liang will live up to expectations!” I’m sorry.
I stood at the top of the city, watching the sun shine on the rivers of the mountains, and then on the shadow of my father’s gone, my right eye began to jump, and there was a bad feeling in my heart.
And every day after that We recited the Book for the sake of my father’s safe return, and Zhao Ziqim began to grieve for famine in the southwest.
I’ve heard that the country is half an emperor, and I’m afraid he will not be able to take care of his body, as the princess of the wise and the wise.
So We followed the formula of the healer, and made it by hand, and brought it to him day and day, and told him that it was a refill, that it must be finished, and that no drop should be left.
Zhao Zi Jin was particularly touched by the first bowl I sent and drank it without thinking, even if it was a sad face.
He drank the second bowl too.
But by the third bowl, he hesitated to stare at the black soup, and he was still quiet for days, and it was at my urging that he poured his head over his belly.
And when I saw him drink clean, I laughed with great satisfaction, and took the empty bowl that he had sent, and said: I will bring you every day, and I will not fall a bowl. I’m sorry.
According to the doctor, the square is mild, it cannot work for half an hour and it needs to be taken for long periods to see the effects.
Zhao Zhao Zheng, who has suffered so hard that he hasn’t been able to get over it, took my hand and complained, “It’s very bitter. I’m sorry.
“It’s a good thing. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin: “I am afraid of suffering, you have to do something to make me taste sweet.” I’m sorry.
I found a honey bean in my pocket, and I pulled out a dried fruit, with white cream on it, from a new shop on East Street. I haven’t even tasted it yet.
And We picked up a fruit and put it into his mouth, and said, “I have not tasted it before this day, so I have advanced your mouth.” I’m sorry.
He was filled with honey, sweetened by fruit, and I watched his eyebrow bending, and his lips rose up, and a happy smile appeared.
People who say they love sweets are never less happy, and I guess Zhao Zi Jin feels it.
But I think it’s too sweet to eat too much, and then I’m going to put away the rest of the honey and I’m going to go home and eat my own.
And the fruit fell in his mouth for a while, and I asked him, “Is it sweet? Is it good?”
He said, “Sweet, but I think it’s not enough.” I’m sorry.
I think he’s a little greedy, but I’m not gonna eat much more, but I’m gonna turn the honey out and pick up the smallest one from the bottom and deliver it to Zhao’s eyes. Sweets still eat less, and be careful of their teeth. I’m sorry.
I didn’t think that Zhao Zi Jin was not only not picking up, but even shaking his head, holding my hand a little bit harder, and I fell in his arms without any protection, and the honeys in his arms were just like me, scared to the ground.
If anyone ever spoiled my favorite little mouth, I would have done it to him, but now it’s not the same. I can’t stop and I can’t beat my hands. I’ll just look at him, and I’ll fall on my face, and say, “Ew! I’m sorry.
“I’ll buy you as much as you want! I’m sorry.
Zhao Ziqiung smiled and looked at my eyes too hot, and I did not avoid them and laughed at him.
“Why are you so nice to me now?” he asked.
I was compelled by him again, and smelled of the fragrance of him, and the ghost sent back a message to him: “I am a man and a wife, and I am one and the same, and I want to give you the truth in return. I’m sorry.
When I said that, I didn’t consciously hold my breath, but I didn’t wait for his answer, and then something happened that made my breath harder.
Zhao Zhu Zi Jin was slightly oblivious, slowly approaching me, with nostrils on his nostrils, and my breath colliding. My body was one step faster than my head, and my eyes were closed when it had not yet been reciprocated, and he learned how he looked.
And when his soft lips were on my lips, I doubted that our hearts were in common, and that the heart was beating as if it were in my ear, and I could not tell who was beating, and then again, I heard my face red, and I was burning.
It was only after a long time that Zhao Zi Jin let me go and breathed in one another’s breath, and he would put his head on my forehead, and his eyes had not been removed from my face for a moment, whether or not he had been made to laugh by my ignorance, and he smiled, and said, “Not enough, not just honey.” I’m sorry.
And he said, “When you married me, I said, “You will not be wronged.” I’m sorry.
I went back and thought about it.
When he was married, he did say that, except when he was drunk, and fell down in a red bed once in his wedding room, and groaning a little bit, and then he sat up and lifted up my cover, tried to open his eyes, and laughed a few times after seeing my face, and said, “My daughter-in-law!” I’m sorry.
Then the whole body leaned over and waved right and left several times to hold my hand, drunk, and said, “You’ve become my wife, I will never take you back.” I’m sorry.
He couldn’t stand it anymore. He passed out.
I didn’t take his words seriously at the time, just as he was drunk talking nonsense. After all, we never met before the big marriage, and we said so at first sight.
It’s true that I believe it today.
I’ve never known him well for three years, but I’ve been so full of myself in my role as the princess, and I’ve been doing it for so long, and I’m afraid that I’m even a bit of a naughty person and I’m not afraid to avoid it.
XXIII
I went in and out of the palace more frequently, sometimes in the afternoon, when I didn’t do anything, I ate snacks and occasionally gave him an ink study, and other times, apart from being idle, looked at him.
Zhao Zhao Zheng, it’s easy to forget me once you’re serious. In this state of affairs, his face is so funny, so grumpy, so grumpy, so angry, so beautiful.
Just as I wanted to ask him what he saw, there was a cynic who came in in haste with a letter.
They shouted, “The border is breaking! I’m sorry.
It’s a seal. It’s covered in black and brown feathers, indicating an emergency. It’s about the edges, not my father my heart speaks of my voice.
Zhao Zijin received the letter, scrambled it, and rose up, and I came to him without the courage to read the letter, and asked him, “What happened? I’m sorry.
He took away his letter, and looked at me with a blind eye, and covered his lips, but he did not say a word.
“Wasn’t it my dad…” I figured out what it was, but I don’t believe it.
Zhao Zi Jin stopped me, he was strong, with his hands on my shoulder, and I couldn’t move half.
He called me first, probably to calm me down, and then he said, “I’ll never let anything happen to your father, believe me.” I’m sorry.
“Then tell me what happened to my father? I realized my voice was shaking and I tried to control my emotions, whispering, “Don’t lie to me. I’m sorry.
I don’t know what he was thinking at this moment, but I sensed a twitch and heard him say very slowly when I tried to break his grip: “General Song is in a coma and the military doctor is trying to heal him. I’m sorry.
For a moment, I felt like I was getting out of hand and with my hands on Zhao Jing’s arm, and I barely stood.
“General Song’s life will be over. I’m sorry.
He’s still trying to comfort me, but I can’t hear a word. My heart’s discomfort is full and my eyelids are pounding again.
This time, there was greater insecurity and fear, and I did not know what was going on and only knew that the war was terrible.
Twenty-four
The following day, Zhao Zheng asked the Emperor to lead the army.
And when We were kneeling before the sound of the Qur’an, worshiping and prostrating.
The news came to me from Li, who probably wanted me to stop Zhao, after all, everyone knew where the battlefield was, and how he could risk it.
Even my father, a war general, was seriously injured by this, and I can’t imagine the consequences if he goes.
I dragged him to the carriage, but I didn’t care. I had two words. Don’t go!
But when I arrived at the Minghua Palace, Zhao Zichin was gone, and only the Emperor stood on his bed, and there was no one to serve him around. I’m sorry.
I didn’t see the emperor many times, but every time he followed the rules, only this time was so reckless, unfathomable, and came straight in. I thought he would be angry, but I didn’t think the emperor was so, with a good look and a good word. I even wondered if he had waited for me to come.
“My father knows you’re here for Chin? The Emperor lamented, “He has come not only for heaven, but also for himself.” I’m sorry.
I’ve always been muted in the face of Big and Big.
“Do you know what’s harder than taking the throne?” I’m sorry.
“How to sit still, so that the people of the world can be honest. I’m sorry.
I looked at him and looked at the face of the emperor’s ageing face, especially his wrinkles, and asked him, “So he must fight, and die?”
I’m not worried about it, but the Emperor has risen from the Crown Prince, and he knows best how to take the throne of God, regardless of whether he or the Crown Prince is alive.
“He cannot die, and the battle must be won! “The Emperor has written the words, saying that my heart is shaking.
The Prince has no way out, he has only one choice.
“Father, I can’t be so understanding…” I choked and couldn’t last. How can I bear it if my heart is not big and my heart is full of people with ties?
The Emperor thought for a moment, “Son, you don’t have to do anything, just believe in Chin. I’m sorry.
I looked down on him, and I couldn’t look at him again.
“When Chin asked me to marry you, I did not agree at first. Song Yiyan held the hand of a soldier, and once he was married to a royal, he would surely rise up as a mountain. When the Emperor suddenly talks about it, he stops again and goes on, saying, “No one who is not afraid of the martial arts, if he is a master, let’s not blame me for being suspicious…”
Then he turned around and laughed, saying, “Chin has taken a lot of work to marry you, and has even threatened me. If I promise you to marry, he will remain in the throne for three years, and if I refuse to do so…”
When the emperor said it was stopped, my curiosity was cut off, and I looked up to him again, and I realized that the Emperor was tired and dazzled.
I’d like to ask you the following. The Emperor looks like this and doesn’t ask any more.
This battle is going to happen, and no matter what I say, it will not change. It took me a lot of effort to get up and give up to the emperor, and then to turn down a little bit, and to hear the emperor’s words.
He said, “If one day your mother does something impulsive, the father hopes that you and Chin will be able…”
I see him, the Emperor, with his head down and his eyes down on a string of beads in his hand, the moon-white jade, claustrophobic, and all words crucified into the last four words, “Be good to her!” I’m sorry.
Twenty-five
Three days after the election, the battle schedule is so tight that it cannot be delayed any longer, and it is now the fastest time for the entire army to wait three days.
Zhao Ziqi Jin spent days at the school practice hall, dressed in shambles, accompanied by several captains, where he conducted pre-war training of soldiers.
I am the Princess of the Crown, but the barracks are heavily military, and even if they are noble, they are not allowed in without the permission of the Emperor.
I didn’t go, and I didn’t dare. The school was often full of soldiers. I was afraid that if I saw the past, I wouldn’t be able to sleep, I would feel bad for them every day.
I’m leaving tomorrow, and I’m afraid that Zhao Zhu Zheng will not return to his home tonight, and I’ll see him tonight.
I sat in front of the dresser, rubbing my eyelids and even rubbing my lip, and I looked at myself, and I looked so beautifully, and for three years I had not dressed so hard except on the night of my wedding.
I just don’t know if he’ll like it.
I waited for Zhao Zi Jin to return, but I waited for him, but I waited for the Queen.
These days, she seems to have lost a lot of weight, probably to look after the Emperor’s body and wears it down, even if she smiles, and I sat down with her and asked with concern: “The mother has lost weight, and the father has never lost his body. I’m sorry.
The Queen took my hand, smiles and tweaks, and “seeing that the Queen is so understanding and she is not tired.” I’m sorry.
I laughed at her, too. “How did Mother get here today? I’m sorry.
The Queen brought in the outsiders, and said to me, “Tomorrow, tomorrow Chin will be leaving, and for some time, the mother will fear that you will be alone and will choose a girl to accompany you.” I’m sorry.
How can this be exactly the same as when Zhao Zixin sent people to Changchun Palace? I’m just trying to put an eye on the Prince’s house.
But the Zhao Zi Jin people are still here, and it’s something I didn’t think of, and it’s not far away when I’m guessing.
“See the Queen’s Lady and Princess! * The sound of the sound, the sound of the sound, and I guess it’s a beauty.*
I go with my reputation, with a slight bowing face, a smile, a beautiful face, a great quality, a money that men like.
“Who is this lady?” You’re so beautiful! “I’ve had my time, and the Queen’s people can’t be so bad.”
The Queen smiled softly, and I saw that she had just spoken to me, but the girl stole it.
“Returning to the Princess, my daughter is the daughter of His Majesty. She looked up and looked at me.
It’s good to have a daughter. I haven’t seen many, but it’s not that long.
“A girl? “Why have I never seen her?” I’m sorry.
She explained: “There is famine in the south, and the little girl has to flee to the capital, and she is dying, and it is fortunate that she has met the King to do good so that she will be brought up in the palace as a daughter.” I’m sorry.
It’s true that I didn’t ask, but I had to remember what the emperor said, that if the queen did something impulsive…
Instead of doubting the history of the person before you, think about the queen’s true intentions.
I went back to the Queen and laughed, saying, “How can you let her suffer in the Prince’s house? I’m sorry.
“If you send her to another house, she will suffer. And the Queen, as she used to be, soft-touched, soft-touched, soft-touched, soft-touching, “You can be your companions later.” I’m sorry.
A woman’s mind was always in common, and from the moment Liths walked into the door, I knew what she wanted, and the concubine was finally put on the agenda, and the queen chose it.
Just as I tried to find a reason to get rid of it, Zhao Zi Jin came back and his armor was still on the table, and it seemed to be in a hurry.
When he entered the house, he saw Liths, and his eyes were on him, and he laughed, “Isn’t this the county? I’m sorry.
Look, I’m right! Men like this, they just came back and their eyes got stuck, because I dressed him up today.
And I shall draw back my hand, even though I am in a state of indecency, and I shall be as gentle and gentle as I can. How can I be glorified for this little thing?
It’s like Zhao Zheng is in front of her. “The Queen’s Queen has come to think of herself as a sister to the Crown Princess. I’m sorry.
I twitched my funny face, the queen meant it, but she just said it so straight, it made me feel a little bit weird, shouldn’t I?
“Chin, the Queen Mother brought me the thought of bringing you and the Queen to see you first, and you’re going out tomorrow, and you’re going to stay alone in the Queen’s house, and you’re going to let Zim come and accompany her. “The Queen rises and walks between Zhao Zi Jin and Liths, and then brings their hands together, and folds them together, and says, “Sith is a good child, and goes back to the Prince’s house, and you can’t let her down.” I’m sorry.
In this scene, I feel like something is poking in my heart and it hurts so much that I’m damp.
I turned around and left, and even if the Queen was still there, I couldn’t be more polite.
“As she was a good mother, there she was. Zhao Zhao Zheng suddenly raised his voice as if he had said it to me on purpose.
I can no longer hear the second part of his sentence, but the first part alone is enough for me to run away.
Liar! Zhao Zi Jin is an asshole!
I said I’d give him a concubine. Now what? The Queen brought a girl, and he couldn’t move, and he took it. What happened the other day? You want to cut my heart out and see if it’s true? Zhao Zi Jin, why did you do this to me?
In emotional terms, I was a loser, and he made a soft move, and he broke his bones.
In the end, who can tell between right and wrong? He’s a prince, and I’ve known that since I married him. For three years I’ve been reminding myself that I don’t care.
But I don’t know, once I move, I can’t calm down.
Twenty-six
I fled back to the house and drove all the servants out and locked myself in the house.
It’s probably the back and back of my leg, and the panel behind me is banging, and the sound of Zhao Zhu Zhu Zheng starts. I’m sorry.
I was shaking, but it wasn’t worth it to think about him, so I tried to suppress my anger and opened the door with my cold face. I’m sorry.
I thought he’d apologized and try to trick me, but I didn’t think it was a smiley face that came before me, and I didn’t know what was wrong with him. My anger went further, and I turned my eyes on him.
Zhao Zhao Zi Jin has become so cheap again.
I’m right on my feet, “Fuck off!”
Zhao Zi Jin reacted quickly, my foot was just out, and he grabbed my ankle, probably in the military yard, and I could feel the heat of his palms even though it was a few layers of fabric.
I tried to draw back my legs, but I found Zhao Zi Jin strong. I couldn’t pull back my hand like a shackle. I said, “Let go of Zi Jin! I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong with my daughter-in-law’s feet? He’s a bitch again and he’s so hard to say, “No! I’m sorry.
I was so angry that I tried to beat him with my fist, I didn’t even wave my hand, I looked away and my face was ripe.
It’s a disgrace to be here with my eyes and Zhao’s eyes on him.
I’m in a hurry and I’m in Zhao’s hands and I can only stand in this weird position, and suddenly I’m moving.
“Get your mother in here! I’m sorry.
“Okay, get your husband in here now!”
“…”
How am I supposed to feel like this?
It was only then that Zhao Zi Jin let me go and went into the house, and the door was slammed, and the door was so tight.
I just turned around and tried to get away from him, and Zhao Zhu Zixin moved faster than me, and one of him bended, and I broke into his arms.
I was so scared that I couldn’t help but hold him by my neck and fear falling, but Zhao was laughing even more. I’m sorry.
I didn’t listen to him, and he kept saying, “A man who listens is a man who wants sugar! I’m sorry.
“I don’t have sugar. I’m sorry.
It’s his turn to stop talking, to lick my lower lip with his tongue, and to see that I haven’t responded a moment later, probably thinking I’m too stupid to take a breath, but I can’t help but say, “Well, I’ve got to teach you before I go. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t understand his words until he took me to the bed, and put me down, without giving me a chance to react, and put his hands in my ears, and looked at me with an eye of love.
At this moment, I finally noticed something wrong, and before Zhao Zhu Zheng moved, I was too busy putting my face aside to look away.
Because I know, but when I get close to him, I look at him, and I’m sure I’m done, and he’s got eyes and I’m always easy to hook.
The closer Zhao Zi Jin gets, I can feel his nose getting heavy, squirts in my neck, burning all over my body.
“Song Pil…”
He softly called me, I closed my eyes, and he said, “Well”?
And his lips were on my ears, and it tickled as soon as I spoke, and I strangled and tried to hide, so Zhao Zijin set aside a hand on my shoulder, and he fixed me.
“You really forgot about the honey? He asked.
That sentence just woke me up when the kiss was so strong that I couldn’t believe what happened these days.
But instead of admitting it, I tried to change the subject, and I asked him, “Do you want to eat honey?” I’ll buy it for you right away!”
He shakes his head and exposes me without mercy. “It seems he has forgotten. I’m sorry.
I fell down the curtains and tried to cover my heart up, but Zhao Zhu Zheng laughed softly and then let go of my shoulder, my long fingers strangled my jaw, and my abdomen swung in circles, and his tongue licked his lips.
This dog is hitting on me!
He was so dissatisfied that he was acting so badly, that he was so angry that he now felt so hot that he tried to pull over the blankets and suffocate himself.
“You won’t again…” I asked him carefully, but before I finished, I regretted it.
Zhao Zixin came back, and he put it up, to be precise, it was his lips that made my lips fit again.
I was all over the place, and although I expected him to do it, the moment of the kiss, I had a moment.
If Zhao Zi Jin wants to pry me, there’s always a way, and I can feel his way now, and I guess he’ll be talking about love later.
And then he stopped for a while, and looked at me, and his ink-eyed eyes started to move, and his throat rolled up and down, and he said, “You said you were with me, I believe, and I said you’re never gonna hurt me. I’m sorry.
Women in love are always insecure, and the words of Zhao Zixin in front of Liths give me great disquiet. I believe him, but the presence of Liths gives me no confidence.
“Less is not a simple thing, but you brought her after the hour. He began to explain to me what happened to Liths: “When I leave tomorrow, I will not be able to protect you from you, and you will not be able to protect her from her. I’m sorry.
I don’t understand what he said. I don’t know what to do with it.” “She” means Queen or Liths, but I know that once he goes north, my life will not be better.
“You’ll suffer later. He said here, the eyebrow wrinkled, full of pity.
I can’t see him like he did the other night, and he’s worried too, so to reassure him, I made fun of him, “Then tell me, how can I be compensated? I’m sorry.
He was worried about me the other day, and heard me say so, and laughed, and he was lying next to me and didn’t answer.
I pushed him, “I’m asking you!” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zixin went on his side, and put me in his arms, giving me a long breath, and a slow passage: “Let us have a child.” I’m sorry.
It’s very serious, it’s like a very careful decision, “If I don’t come back, you can have a child.” I’m sorry.
“What are you talking about? I sat up and yelled at him, “You only win and you don’t lose! I’m sorry.
He lay on his bed, looking at me, with an unspoken love in his eyes, and looked at my heart, and then I moved much faster than my head, and when I reacted, he fell on him and kissed him.
I’m holding up, and Zhao Zi Jin is holding up.
Then, as he turned around, he took the initiative again, and I closed my eyes and fell completely.
Twenty-seven.
The following day, Zhao Zhao Zhong Qin headed for the North.
Before I left, I pulled out of my arms a box for him. He was surprised and asked, “What is this?” A love item? I’m sorry.
I laughed at him, “Well, you must wear it anyway. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zheng smiled and opened the box, and there was an embellishment in it, the bead that had been bought from Chen, which had become more beautiful by the hands of Chen.
He took the beads and looked at them. “It’s really special. It’s beautiful. I’m sorry.
I did not tell him that I had taken the beads to the Temple of Qingxiheart for the light, but now it is blessed by God, and I believe that Zhao Zchin will always be in peace with him.
And Zhao Zichin put the beads back in my hand, and I looked at him for no reason, and he stung his mouth and laughed, “I’m not a good hand. I’m sorry.
I did not think that he would have a plentiful presence, but I saw before him a true record, and I knew nothing of it. I shook my head and set my head close to him, and put the beads on his jade belt with my head down.
I told him to eat and warm, and if he gets hurt, let him see it. Don’t push. You’re a prince. You’ll have to come back.
He said, “Well, I thought on the day your father went forth, would you mind if I went to war?” I’m sorry.
“That’s not bullshit. I said to myself, “I’m worried that he’ll think of something, and then I scratched his face and warned him, “You better come back in peace. I don’t want to be a widow.” I’m sorry.
And he laughed, and then I laughed, and it seemed as though the sorrow and the pain had faded.
Zhao Zi Jin had to go before he finally hugged me and whispered in my ear, “Be careful before I come back.” I’m sorry.
I can’t say a word, I can’t say a word but nod.
Zhao Ziqiin held me close and jumped and took a whip.
I stood on the wall long as I saw my father, looking at him in the direction he had gone, and there were many in my heart, but there was no one with me to comfort me.
Then the days were as they were, except for one man in the house.
I didn’t want to see Reese, but after a few days of contact, I found out that she was quite popular, but I just meant eating it.
And We made her a far place from me, so that I would not meet her day by day, but I would not be bothered.
But Lissy always came to me with all kinds of help, either with food or with drinks. She must’ve done a lot of work to my liking, or how could she always be right to my taste.
This day, Lisbeth came with a basket of food and called out to my sister sweetly as soon as he entered the door.
I didn’t even look at her. I looked at what was in her hands. I’m sorry.
Reess opened the food box, fluttered a fragrance, punched my nasal cavity, and almost ran out of water.
“It’s a fragrance chicken, Stifler made it for my sister. I’m sorry.
Yes, I almost forgot to say, “Less, not only is she beautiful, but she’s also a very good cook, she’s a good cook, and I think she’s better than chef Liu, so I’m kind of admired in cooking.”
I couldn’t wait to put a piece in my mouth. I’m sorry.
I’m embarrassed to laugh. “Sister loves to eat!” I’m sorry.
I wanted to ask her some secret recipes, and I wanted to do it for Zhao, but I was afraid that she wouldn’t want to. I had chopsticks in my mouth, and she looked at the chickens on the table, tried to open up a few times, and finally swallowed back.
“Is sister asking how this chicken works?” I’m sorry.
I nod my head and shake my head, “You’re so good, I can’t learn with my hands. I’m sorry.
“Oh, sister, it’s enough to cook with patience, it’s not about hearing or hearing. I’m sorry.
“…”
I think she’s calling me smart.
The next few days, she’ll have nothing to gain, even the chicken in my mouth.
I put down chopsticks quietly, and I never touched the chicken on the table again. She almost noticed that I was unhappy, but she kept her mouth shut, and her eyes covered my eyes, and then she turned up.
But before the Lithsians went out for a few steps, Li came in in haste and cried, “The Prince, the Prince has written!” I’m sorry.
This is when Lisbeth stays straight, comes back behind me like he’s been fixed.
When Zhao Zi Jin left, I told him to remember to send more letters.
I couldn’t wait to open the letter, but I didn’t see it, and I closed it and looked at Lee-soo and smiled and said, “Get some rest!” Run away from me every day. I’m sorry.
Usually people should understand what I’m talking about, but Liths is different, and she’s so stupid she can’t leave.
But I didn’t want to show her the letter he wrote to me, so I just tried to get the necessary means to get rid of her.
One of the things that Zhao Zixin always wanted to do in the long term was to leave Li to prevent me from making mistakes.
I reopened my letter, which is not very much, but in the words of peace, my father has woken up and his body has improved, and he can return to the sand. He himself had won the war the previous day and had sustained many injuries, but only a small one, which he had survived for days.
I saw this, and I finally put it down.
At the end of the letter, Zhao Zhu Zixin didn’t forget to make fun of me. Are you pregnant?
In four short words, I’m ashamed of being so scared that I can’t be seen by Liths anymore, that I can’t keep her, that I can get up and close the door again.
I leaned on the door frame, leaping with my heart, opening my letters again, and saying those four words with a voice like a mosquito.
Are you pregnant?
Twenty-eight.
Then, after I went to the doctor to see the tummy, something big happened.
Les is gone.
When the waiter in her house came to report, I was not convinced at first. How could a living man suddenly disappear?
But the waiter told me that there was something wrong with Lithsy last night, that he had been suffocated in the house since I had gone back, and that no one had let anyone in until this morning, when she was prepared to serve her with her bathing, and when she knocked on the door for half a day, no one had to come in and found that there was no sign of Leeth in the house.
I immediately led someone to turn the whole house around, nowhere but still nowhere.
That’s why I’m freaking out, and I can’t tell you what happened when I got out.
And I was like an ant in a hot pot, and when I was thinking of what to do, Li was suddenly talking and dazzling, and “The princess, there’s still a place in the house.” I’m sorry.
“Where?”
“Too valor pool. I’m sorry.
I didn’t know how ugly my face was at that moment, but I couldn’t imagine the consequences of looking for Taihua Qi, and I couldn’t imagine what would happen if I actually found him inside.
But I went to the Taihua pool with Li, which was not big, and the water was full of flowers full of flowers, and I could see a few swams on the surface. I drowned and lost my life when I was a kid, and now I’m scared and afraid to come near.
I’ve been married to the Crown Prince for three years, and this is the first time I’ve been near Taihua.
The water was calm, there was no twilight, and I looked at the undersea wall, and the tremor said, “Rive! I’m sorry.
Many of the waiters jumped into the pool, went into the bottom of the water, and I couldn’t breathe at the pool, and Li was so busy with me to rest, I couldn’t sit or leave, I looked at the water, and I made a decision at once, “Prepar the wagon, I’m going into the palace.” I’m sorry.
The fishing process was slow, and the waiters came out of the water one by one and told me that it had not been found.
I don’t know how to respond. Whether Liths is alive or dead, the Prince’s house is not clean now.
The search continued, with the lumber of the ponds in ruins, and even the white surface of the water in a state of disarray, which I have never seen before, rather than wait for the consequences of the Queen’s absence, I would rather go to the palace to see the Queen, and I will admit the consequences of any of the treatment.
I left him in the house to monitor the progress of Taihua Ji, while he took the whole house and prevented anyone from leaving it.
And before I left, I told him, “The matter of Liths cannot be disclosed until I return. I’m sorry.
It was only a small loss of concern in my heart when I saw Lee’s guard at the top of the earth, and it was too luxurious to find anything.
I turned and stepped out, but I didn’t walk a few steps, and I heard a murmur coming out of the water behind me, and I stopped and my heart spoke of my throat, and the most feared words were heard.
“The Crown Princess! I’m sorry.
And I went back to Taihua, and a swollen corpse lay by it, and it was watered up all night, and Lissy’s delicate face was swollen, and now he looks so big that he must suffer a great pain before he dies.
“She’s got a rock strapped to her feet. It’s no wonder the body doesn’t come up. “The waiter who pulled Liths up asked me.
I can’t stand such a scene, I can’t even answer this question without seeing her face.
The day before, she was called my sister, and who could think of only one night, she was a cold corpse lying in front of me. Even if I don’t like her, I can’t be calm when I’ve lived with me.
Suddenly, my head shattered, and there was a familiar scene, a scene that I almost forgot.
I have also seen a dead body before the Changchun Palace, with blood on his fingertips and white cloths, even if it was collected.
I didn’t want to end up like this, so I took the courage to look at him again and told him to buy a good coffin and bury her. I’m sorry.
Li didn’t answer, except for a few people who took Liths away, and I almost fell on the ground under my feet, and fortunately, the waiter’s eye was on me.
“I’m going into the palace!”
29
I didn’t see the Queen, but the Emperor.
In the carriage, I thought carefully that a man could be killed silently in the house and that the murderer must be particularly familiar with the Prince’s house in order to avoid the guards who patrol the night. But I can only think of one explanation why the killer chose to dump the body over the wild.
The murderer was not for the purpose of Liths, but for the Crown Prince.
I suddenly understood what the Emperor had said to me, and what was harder than sitting in the throne was to sit still.
In the face of these changes, perhaps the Emperor will respond to the death of Rees, the threat of the Crown Prince.
Before the carriage arrived, I jumped to Minghua Palace and was stopped by Master Li by the Emperor.
“The Crown Princess, the Emperor is negotiating the government, and is not allowed to enter. I’m sorry.
He smiled with a smile, and he didn’t understand how anxious I was. I looked inside, but I didn’t see it yet. I’m sorry.
How can this wait? I’m sorry.
After talking about my cat getting in there, he was too quick to react. Before he shouted to pull me out, I pulled my leg and ran in, completely ignoring the royal manner.
But when I walked in and saw who was kneeling before the Emperor, I regretted it.
It’s King Makoto, the godfather of Les.
I went back a few steps, but the emperor looked at me and called me.
I had to go up with my head on my knees and kneel behind my king, whispering, “Call upon my father.” I’m sorry.
It was only then that Makoto realized that I was there and looked over my head, but this obnoxious and sharp eye, like a knife in my eye, left me in battle.
I was afraid to look at him without my face, but I saw the emperor’s face in the dark, and I looked at him in the sight of the king, and I looked at him in the face, and I looked at him in the face.
The emperor seems particularly dissatisfied with my recklessness, “Is it so rude now?” I’m sorry.
We explained in a tremor: “My father, my son has an important report!” I’m sorry.
Say it! I’m sorry.
Les is dead.
I can’t say what I think.
The Emperor is staring at me, and I can’t say a word. I have important business with Makoto. I’m sorry.
Father! “I can’t wait any longer, I look closely at the back of the Emperor, and my lips are shaking, and I say, “Less is dead.” I’m sorry.
I thought that no one could remain indifferent to life or death, but I was shocked by the reaction of the King.
As if he had not heard, he was standing still on his knees and his wide back was still loose.
It was the emperor who was a little scared by it, but it quickly came back to me, asking me about the beginning of the matter, and I responded carefully, and I dared not miss a single piece of information.
I didn’t hear anything until I heard it. “Where is he?” I’m sorry.
I looked at him and watched him get up, “It’s still in the Prince’s house. I’m sorry.
It may have been long before he got up, but soon he stood still, staring at me, and saying, “I’ll send her back to the capital, so I won’t worry about her.” I’m sorry.
If Lissy was still alive, I would have been too happy to take her back, but in the face of such indifference, I would have been afraid to hand him Lissy, perhaps since the day she entered the palace, and the death of a Lissy would have been a cover, and their life or death would have been another third.
“Song Peng will be buried and if he doesn’t feel well, he can visit the Prince himself. I’m not as polite as he is.
The King smiled, and the tone became aggressive: “The Crown Prince’s house is in such a state that the Crown Princess is busy with his thoughts. I’m sorry.
We heard his voice, but he said, “No more good will come, but it will be difficult to protect himself.” I’m sorry.
And I laughed back at him and said, “Did you think Song killed Shizuku? I’m sorry.
The King is still smiling.
But I kept my temper to myself and said, “I’m a good man and a good man and a good man.” I’m sorry.
The emperor saw the atmosphere of tension between me and the Emperor and came out in due course to interrupt, but in one sentence, my expectations were completely broken.
“Sensei is the daughter of the true king, and it will be better for him to follow. I’m sorry.
But I didn’t want to ask the Emperor, and I tried to look at him, and the sight just turned on him, and I caught the smile in his eyes, and I swooped, and I even thought it was my own eyes, and then I blinked, and then I looked again, and there was no smile in the Emperor’s obnoxious eyes, except for the incomprehensible look.
“Father!” I cried.
“The Crown Princess was incompetent in the Prince’s house and was punished for six months. I’m sorry.
I never thought that would be the result of a visit to the palace, but I said, “No matter what happens, I’ll admit, I’ll deny it, I won’t admit it, I won’t admit it, I won’t admit it, or I won’t admit it.
But if I don’t admit it, an emperor’s injunction will shut me up.
After that, the six-month ban became a month, and even the news was blocked, and I was not allowed any contact with outsiders.
I’m confused. The emperor’s will is confusing me.
The death of Liths complicates everything, and perhaps the King is right, at a time when I can’t help myself.
Thirty.
When Reese was taken out by the men sent by the King, I stood not far away and watched him leave in the form I least wanted.
The white cloth, the black coffin, the end of the life.
And when they left, I went to Taihua, alone, because I had died, and no one had dared to come near the house, and I would have been 100 before, but now I look at the dazzling pool, without fear or guilt.
If I had left her in her house yesterday, maybe she wouldn’t have to die or lie cold and never see the bottom of the sky.
She’s so good at cooking, her hands are so good, I haven’t been able to exaggerate her cooking for just one night.
I remember when Reese came here and said that she had escaped because of famine, that she was grateful to the King for her charity, that she might think that she would be rich enough to wear the shell of the King, but that she did not know that under that false shell she had become a pawn in the battle for power, and that she would die in blood.
I can’t get rid of the death of Liths. I don’t know how to ease my emotions, I sit on the ground, I lose sight, and it’s the sound of a milk.
Mother! I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zheng Zheng was standing behind me silently, and when I saw him, I smiled and laughed, and I didn’t want to show up in front of a child.
I opened my arms and Zhao Zing Zheng Zing ran into my arms, and my little head was buried on my shoulder, and I was like, “Mama, why are so many people out there?” Why can’t they go to Yoo Tai Fu tomorrow? I’m sorry.
I didn’t tell him the truth, and for one reason, “Because Master Willow told her she was very good, she was rewarded for some time at home and went back to school. I’m sorry.
I let him go and asked him what happened.
Zhao Zhou Zheng Zheng Zing was squealing, crying and complaining to me. Yes, how could I forget that he had a lover, Miss Liu Shulan of Yoo Tai Qi’s house.
And I tried to make him do whatever he wanted, but it didn’t work, and then suddenly I felt like one person was the most precious and rare treasure in the world.
And I have a beloved who is far from the border, who knows not what he has suffered, nor what has happened to me, and how much I fear of him.
I put Zhao Kyung-ho in my arms, slapping his crying back, and I said, “Did you miss Shulan after all these days?” I’m sorry.
When Zhao Gyeong-chul started to cry, he couldn’t say a word. I’m sorry.
I smiled, but I saw a strange tear.
“Mother missed him too. I’m sorry.
I miss him holding my hand, the warm sense of security; the day he embraces me with his support; and the day he laughs with me to make this boring life taste good.
Zhao Zi Jin, I can’t take care of people around me, and maybe I can’t take care of myself.
I went back to the house with Zhao King, and I took a lot of effort to get him back. He wanted me to make a promise to him in the future. I didn’t do it in the first place. After all, I had to agree to the marriage. I’ll do what he says.
And then he said back to me, “Mother will do it.”
I don’t know where he gets his confidence, maybe he understands the beliefs that the unknown gave him, and I don’t want to destroy it, but I don’t want to accept this marriage so easily, so I’ll have to change it when you grow up and your daughter-in-law chooses.
Zhao Kyung-chul is just humming down, crawling to bed and smiling with his little head.
And I sat in front of the book, raised the pen ink, and left a heavy bill on the paper.
Husband, the concubine is well.
This is the first sentence, and I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I don’t know how to write it, or should I.
The emperor once said that he must win this war, and I don’t want him to be beaten up by the pushers behind Lithsy’s back, and I believe him. Can Zhao Zhao Zheng be easily defeated?
I’d like to go. I’ll say one last word.
Peace be upon you, and peace be upon you.
Thirty-one
Even if the death of Liths is left behind, the Emperor will not hold him responsible, and the Emperor will not hold him responsible. After all, only the Crown Prince will have to kill him.
I’ve got something in mind. After all, there’s only a few of them in the city. It’s easy to make a move, so I’ll just hold still and look in.
I’m grounded, but I’m happy.
As soon as he’s comfortable, he’s getting weight on the boat, and he’s so fast, I can’t stop him.
I didn’t realize I was fat.
One day, Zhao Zhou Zheng Zheng Zheng did his homework, and I sat and watched the book very carefully, and now I can’t even buy it from the market because I borrowed it from the little girl of the Zhao Zhang Secretary, and I have to hurry to read it.
Zhao Zhou Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zing’s “mother” was interrupted by the tears that came out.
I looked at him in tears, and only saw him turning his head and looking at me confused.
I thought he had a problem, so he dropped his book and went to him and asked him what happened.
Zhao’s eyes were staring at me, and his eyes were turning around, and I was confused. Why are you looking at her like that?”
Zhao Zhao Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng, who said that he was not mad at me, said, “Mother has become a little fatty.” I’m sorry.
“…”
I touched his face with my hand and I didn’t know how to react, and the tears fell first.
“A little like…” He seemed to think of the right metaphor to laugh, “like a porcelain doll, a big white doll. I’m sorry.
“…”
I know what he said about the porcelain doll, which I brought him from Chen’s cupboard, white and fat. He bought it because he was cute, like Zhao Zhao Zhou Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng, and now he’s using me as a metaphor.
I think about it very carefully, and it’s true that more than ever before, there’s nothing left to eat. I didn’t want to do that. I couldn’t get one foot out of the door. I ate too much to go up.
I’ve lost my mind to keep reading, and I’m feeling much less. And I sat in front of my combo glasses, and the luminous brass glasses showed me the beauty of my face, and I was not too thin, because I loved it, but my father told me that it was a blessing, and many were waiting for it.
I’d be happy if my dad was here, and I’d be flattered that I’d become blessed.
When I think of him, I think of the letter he sent the previous day and the last line of the letter.
Are you pregnant?
I should’ve gone to the doctor’s office, but I forgot everything about Reese, and now I think it’s impossible to get pregnant.
What’s a good appetite like a pregnant man? I’ve never been pregnant, but I’ve heard a lot about it. I’ve had to throw up in the first few months, and I can’t eat anything.
I bowed my head, pinched the meat on my stomach, and said to myself, “Throw?” Thank you for eating less! I’m sorry.
After that, I tried to keep my appetite to a minimum and I didn’t want to continue to expand.
The waiter who was waiting for me saw that my appetite had changed, thought that I was not feeling well, that I had not eaten much, that there had been some anxiety, and asked me if I needed to see a doctor, and I shook my head and feared that I would be seen.
Who knows Zhao Kyung-chung, who is just tearing the stage down and says, “Mom wants to eat well, Dad says he likes the fleshy ones.” I’m sorry.
I don’t even know where to put my hand with chopsticks, and everyone here knows I’m not eating to reduce weight and I’m being taught a lesson by my kids.
I ended up putting a large piece of meat in his bowl, trying to block his mouth, and he ate it, and the maid behind me laughed. “Why did the princess suddenly lose weight? I’m sorry.
I put the bowl in front of me and put down chopsticks, and I turned to her and said, “Don’t think I’ve been fat lately? And you’ve become so special? I’m sorry.
She smiled a few times, saying, “The princess is a beautiful woman who can’t be sidelined with fat words. I’m sorry.
I do not believe, nor do they dare to tell the truth, but they only choose to listen to me, and I do not blame them, and they will not be heard over and over again.
But then what she said, it gave me a hard time.
“If the Crown Princess really wants to reduce her weight, her servant has heard that there is a secret formula for the sissy in the palace. Why have you never seen a beautiful mother in the palace? Those willows were kept in the hands of the doctors. I’m sorry.
Listening to this, I believed in it and asked her: “Where did you hear this?” I’m sorry.
“A few days ago, when she went to the auditorium to borrow from you her books, she accidentally heard the ladies in the room, and that’s what they said.” I’m sorry.
And she said, “If the Crown Princess does not believe, call the doctor and ask him, she will know the truth and the truth.” I’m sorry.
She’s got a serious face, she’s had the same look, but I’m still in the end.
When Dr. Seo arrived, I was lying on my bed, touching my belly, looking at a book that had not been read, and just heard a rush from outside the door, I sat on my bones, organized and waited for Dr. Seo.
After his manners and manners, he asked me what was wrong.
I didn’t go around asking him about the secret recipe.
Dr. Tsui didn’t seem to have thought I knew about this, and he didn’t want to come back to me in a hurry, but he took a look at me and said, “The princess is so strong that he can’t easily use it. I’m sorry.
I looked at him, and I found him looking away, and I couldn’t look at me, and I had a count in my heart.
“Doctor Seo, you can give me a pulse. * I’m holding up a little cufflink * * in front of his eyes, and I’m laughing, * * Can’t you see it? I’m sorry.
The doctor was afraid to reply, and took a mattress out of the medicine box and put it under my wrist, and the waiter on the side took the pap and put it on the upper side, and then started to put the pulse.
I’m particularly confident in my own body. I can eat and sleep. I can’t think of anything worse.
And I’ve seen a smile on her face, and I’ve got a hundred more to worry about.
Too bad I haven’t even opened my mouth, and his word just blew my mind.
“Look at this smooth and powerful vein. It’s a hymn! Congratulations, Princess!
You’re begging for a square, and you’re getting this?
It’s more sudden than Zhao Zheng wanted to be with me.
When I passed the gods, I saw her sitting on the side of the box, and I couldn’t believe it. I’m sorry.
But even after Dr. Seo had given me a positive response, I was surprised, “How can I not have any reaction if I have a baby?” I’m sorry.
She laughed: “This pregnancy is different from that of men, and it must have been the bride of the prince in good health to be saved from it.” I’m sorry.
Once again, I was drowned in shock, and I was unable to speak for a long time.
Zhao Zixin, you love being a father!
Thirty-two.
The news of my joy will soon come into the palace.
The Emperor gave his will, and Master Li came to the visit with a message and a pile of gifts.
I’ve been staring at a bunch of things, and I’ve had a headache, and I’ve been getting these guards out of the door for half a month, and I’m afraid that I’m going to get sick, but the Emperor is not going to do it, but I’ve added a lot of guards to keep the Prince’s house under close supervision.
Master Li explained to me: “Take good care of the Crown Princess, this first baby will take care of you, and the Prince will look after you in his absence. I’m sorry.
I’m wondering, what kind of care is this?
That’s what I think, but how can I say it? “I thank my father for his love.” I’m sorry.
After Master Li left, my officers moved the gift to the house like a mountain and led Zhao to find something interesting.
In fact, there’s a box full of children’s stuff, and Zhao’s eyes are bright, and I’ve got half my body in it, and I’m having fun with him, dragging him out with his collar, and he’s like, “Fuck, you’re happier seeing toys than seeing Shulan’s sister.” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zhou Zheng Zheng Zheng is displeased with what I say, and then, while he breaks my ties, he stretches out his hand and pulls it out of the box and asks me, “Why does she have so many toys?” “Are these for Xiaoxiu?”
I heard something boring in his words, especially when the last one felt a little twirling. If I had seen it before, I would have gone crazy. So I crouched down and pulled him in front of me, and I said, “My mother says it’s yours. Why would she ask?” I’m sorry.
He looked at me with his eyes open, and he said, “Many people told her that there would be brothers and sisters soon…”
Speaking of which, he went down a little bit, looked at the doll in his eye, and when he looked at it, he saw the water.
“Will Mother leave me alone? I’m sorry.
I heard that, and I never thought about what I would do to him in the future if I had a child of my own, but he was only four years old, but his heart was extremely sensitive and how hard love could be given to others, and he was afraid that the child in my belly would take away the love that was his only.
I’ve always loved him since Zhao was born, and even without blood, I still see him as my child, but now I’m afraid I won’t be able to share the same love.
I swiped his eyes with tears, raised his face, and I said, “I won’t leave you…”
But I don’t know what kind of commitment I can make, except for this pale sentence.
After listening to me, Zhao Gyeong-chul finally showed a smile and pulled my hand to prove it.
I did as he did, watching his eyes sewn, but I couldn’t tell.
“The Queen is here!”
The palaces shouted, and the dumb tone passed into my ears along the bending hall.
When I got up, I was told to take care of Zhao Kyung-hyeong, and walk straight to the front. I’m not surprised at the Queen’s visit, but I didn’t expect Master Li’s first foot to come.
Because of the royal children in my womb, I’m now a fragrance, and if not for the ban, I’m afraid it’s not all human now.
When I arrived, the Queen was sitting in the hall with a bunch of beads in her hand, and a bunch of squires came out with big, small boxes. I look at all this and I wonder how much more exaggerating it can be when the children in my belly fall.
“My son is late, and I hope the mother is not surprised.” I bowed to her, and because of this body, the Queen stood up and protected me as soon as she saw me, and took my hand to the side, and said, “How can the Queen blame you? I’m sorry.
I nodded my head and smiled and said, “Thank you, Mother and Queen. I’m sorry.
A few days ago, the Queen looked so red, and finally his face was back, and I laughed, “I see that the Queen is getting more and more. I’m sorry.
And the Queen dazzled with her lips, and they measured me with a few points, as if they were trying to exaggerate from my face, but her eyes turned back and forth, but the Zhu’s lips could not say a word.
I know it’s a little hard for her to say that, after all, I’ve been eating myself into a big ton in a short time. In the palace, the brides competed in the harem, and the willow’s waists were the same. How could she have seen it?
I turned my back and laughed, pointing at the boxes, and said, “How can I be of use to my son if she sends so many things?” I’m sorry.
And the Queen took her eyes back and looked at it in the direction I was pointing, and she was worried: “The Queen, afraid that you could not sleep well, brought you some food, so that she could slow down her pregnancy. I’m sorry.
Actually, I’d love to tell her that I don’t have a problem with it, but I’ll eat it. But I didn’t intend to say it, and if I did, that was a bunch of things that hit the queen in the face.
“I thank my mother first. I’m sorry.
“The Queen Mother is from here, and some things are better known than the doctor. I’m sorry.
The Queen raised her hand to a squire with a small jar. She picked up the jar, unsealed it, touched a plum out of it and handed it to me. The Queen smiled and said, “The Queen said she loved to eat this salted plum before she had a baby.”
So I stopped in a bit of a hurry, and I knew who she was talking about, and that name was stuck in her heart, and now, suddenly, just slipped into her mouth like she didn’t even think about it.
Chang-Aan, he’s not 16 years old.
I picked up the jar in her hand and put it on the tea table, and those words that tried to comfort her were like a throat, and I didn’t know how to speak.
I don’t know much about Chang An, except that he was young and died in cold, cold lake water, like Liths, in the best years.
“Mother Queen…” I gently called her.
But in response, I had a sound, a tumble, a string of beads falling, and banging on the stone floor, and I looked at the beads in the Queen’s hand, and now some of them are slowly rolling down to my feet along the sew, and I bend down to pick it up.
When I first got married, I saw the queen wearing the beads, and I didn’t know how far-reaching they had been for years, but I wanted to wear them in person, and now the beads are broken, as if they had any meaning, and I saw my eyes.
I bend a little bit, and the rest of the light looks at the queen. Her five fingers were so tight that her fingertips were like a strangling of flesh and no blood.
Then her voice was like the beads of the earth, and she split in pieces, as if she were covered with veils, vague and obscure.
“As soon as this bead is over, something has come to an end. I’m sorry.
The Queen’s voice was as if it had never been cold, as if it had just come out of the ice cellar, covered in cold air and without any temperature, and that phrase, like ice stabbing in my ear.
Thirty-three.
The Queen’s words have been in my mind for days, and it’s hard not to let me think, but I can’t think of an explanation.
But soon I’ll understand.
In September, the sun began to shrink, and the guacamole began to bloom, and as the autumn wind blew, the yellow flowers swayed with leaves, and the guacamole swayed with the autumn wind.
I’m sitting in a candlelight, sewing my clothes and shoes for the children in my belly, but I’m clumsy, sewping my needles and feet, and I’m mad at myself, and I’m going to tear the wires and re-sew them, and I’m going to float out of the window.
I love cinnamon, to be honest, it’s cinnamon cake.
When I was at Song’s house, every time I was in the house, my sister made me some cinnamon cakes, and I ate them all the time. Even when I was married to the Crown Prince’s house, she didn’t forget to send them until last year, when she died, no one made me cinnamon cakes.
I went to the yard to fold a cinnamon branch and put it on the table in a china bottle, smelling of cinnamon embroidered clothes, with a special sense of comfort.
It’s just that my peace of mind is broken in the next moment.
He ran into a man in a hurry, and he was terrified, and he saw me standing on my feet, and he breathed in a rough breath and pointed out to the outside.
I was so busy putting down my work, and I was so scared. I’m sorry.
“The Prince’s house has come in a lot of soldiers, not dressed like the King’s Army…” Probably in a hurry, he doesn’t even speak well.
I’m still grounded, and there’s only one man who dares to break in without the emperor.
With that in mind, I mentioned that the dress was running to the door, and I was not far away from seeing him come to me with a few men.
“Your Highness, I have a carriage ready. You must leave with me. “If you take another step later, you’ll never get away with it.” I’m sorry.
He was in a hurry, even though the light was dark around him, and I could see the cold breath of Li’s bodyguard, and the cold glow of his waist with his sword, and I was in a battle and I couldn’t believe it. I’m sorry.
He didn’t nod, he didn’t shake his head, he even answered the question. “The Princess is offended. I’m sorry.
Come on, he grabbed my arm and rushed to the backyard. I was scared of all this sudden, and the whole man was left to himself like wood.
His attitude is already telling me the answer, and the Prince’s house is not immune to the rebellion.
I didn’t think of Zhao Zhao Zhou Zheng Zing Zing Zing Zing Zing Zing Zing Zi Zi Zi Zi Why didn’t you bring him?”
But he ignored my words and jumped and threw his lashes.
Even though I was on the side of the car when I almost fell on the side, I heard a troop chase not far away, and the sword sounded like it was behind me, and even the “one can’t be spared” in their mouth.
“Stop it, Zhao Kyung-chul is still inside! “I cried out to him with all my voice and said it over and over again, and the guard of Li did nothing.”
When he drove his horse for a moment, the moon was as pale as water, and he was flowing on him, it was the first time that I realized that he was so cold and heartless.
I looked over my head at the site that was going far away, and flashed a spark in the shadows, and I promised Zhao that I would never leave him, but I left him at the dead end, and I gave up my word that I would never be able to face Zhao.
I’m afraid he’ll cry. His tears are my weakness.
I looked back at him and threatened him so hard, “If you don’t stop, I’ll jump out of here!” I’m sorry.
“The Princess of the Prince will have to distinguish between weight and weight. Is the child in your womb not more important than an outside child?” I’m sorry.
I am silent, and he is right. There is nothing in this world more than blood and blood. How can I abandon Zhao and the children of Zhao Zhu Zhu Zjin? But Zhao Zheng Zheng Zheng is not willing to leave me, and my hands and backs are flesh, so that I may choose.
Sex! I’m sorry.
Then, when an arrow went through one side, it went straight into the plate, and the tail shivered even slightly, and it did not wait for me to react, and then the arrows came round and round and round, and I was in a cold sweat, and I couldn’t stop screaming.
My eyes were starting to get confused, and I only heard Li shout at me, “Beware, Princess!” I’m sorry.
After that, when I was dark, I knew nothing.
Thirty-four.
For some time, I woke up and opened my eyes was a familiar sight.
Long Spring Palace, Queen’s House.
I got a waitress watching me by the bed. I woke up. I was busy.
At this moment, I feel like I’m having a headache, and I can’t help but reach my head, and I feel the gauze over my forehead, and suddenly I feel like I fell into the frame, and it’s like I’ve broken my skin and drugged.
I sat up with my body, and the queen who wanted to go down and was questioned stopped, “You can’t go through with this. I’m sorry.
It took me a second to reach my legs, but the next second I stepped to the ground, and the queen walked three or two steps to the bed, took my feet back, and made me a blanket, so I settled the way, “You’ll be here after your mother for a few days, and you’ll be back. I’m sorry.
How can I sit down, and Zhao Jingzheng is still alive and dead in the Prince’s house, and how can the King escape from the Prince’s hands if he wants me to die?
“I’m going back to the Prince’s house. I struggled and faced the Queen, saying, “Chao is still in there and the King will spare him?” I’m sorry.
The Queen was moving so fast, calling people out of the house, turning his head over my shoulder and not letting me move. I’m sorry.
I stood still and looked at her with no confidence, and the Queen spoke out of her mouth, exactly as Li said.
Perhaps in everyone’s eyes, Zhao Jing is nothing but a child, and even the name of the king’s grandson is no match for the royal blood.
But for me, Zhao Zhao Zhao Zheng Zheng Zheng was always different, and in a quiet and boring day of the Crown Prince, as a gift from the sky, he added many colours to my day, even though I had lived 19 years without understanding, and finally from his mouth, he had been an indispensable part of me and Zhao Zheng.
And there came soon two or three maids outside the house, holding my hands and my feet, and the Queen let me loose, standing up and looking down at me, and whispering, “If I hadn’t protected you, you would have died with arrows and survived, with your child in your belly.” I’m sorry.
I can’t hear her now, but suddenly I remember all the things I’ve done, the bodies that were lifted out of the palace. The Emperor told me that if the Queen did something wrong, I and Zhao Zhu Zheng would forgive her, and then she would personally send Lithsei to the house, and then she’d end up with the last word she had said.
“The Qin King rebels, the mother may have…”
I didn’t dare to say those four words, but I swallowed them back.
The Queen did not answer, she looked me in the eye and looked me in the eye, and the back of her sleeve left, but not a few steps, and she stopped and said the last word back to me.
“No one wants to do anything bad. You wouldn’t have done the same thing if you were me.” Speaking of which, after a moment of strangulation, she went on and said, “But you are not me, you will not understand the pain of losing your child, nor how much suffering it will take in this palace. I’m sorry.
Then, outside the house, there was a cracking lock, and my eyes were locked, and even a shallow tear came out.
Zhao Gyeong-ho, the mother has broken her promise.
Thirty-five
I couldn’t think of a way out of my head, but I cried to them softly, but no matter how much I tried to say, they didn’t say a word. I couldn’t help but pull out the beads on my head and get them to let me out.
The maid saw me like this, screamed and kept trying to calm me.
But now that I’m doing this, I’m not afraid, and I yell, “If I don’t get out of here, I’ll die right now.” I’m sorry.
I don’t care how much the Queen sees me dying when someone panics and hurrys to bring the Queen to the outside guard. But I have to ask her for trouble. I am in a hurry to stop saying, “If you take a step, come and gather the body.” I’m sorry.
“Your Highness, don’t be impulsive! I’m sorry.
I listened carefully to the outside, and those people were probably scared by what I said, and I didn’t dare to move again, and I went on to say, “Open the door.” I’m sorry.
I understand that this is a dilemma for them, but I am not forced to. And I did not hear the lock of the door for a long time, and my heart was in a state of panic, and I cried out: “Do not want me to die, open the door!” I’m sorry.
As soon as that came out, the lock finally got moving, I moved to the door, and I looked closely at the maid in the house, and I figured out how to get out safely.
But as I was dazzling, the door was pushed open, and then a luxurious figure came to her, and she took the queen’s weight, and did not hasten to see what I did, but she laughed. “I see what you can do, and it was only a means of doing this.” I’m sorry.
I put the gills deeper into my skin, but I don’t care, and I slipped out of my mouth without thinking about anything, “My methods are no match for what my mother did. I’m sorry.
But the Queen said to herself, “I wanted to protect you, but you were determined to die, so why should I be strong?” I’m sorry.
And so, the Queen stopped, and the sneezed, and the hands were raised and the waiters of the house were taken away from me. I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer, I looked at her face, and the Queen had changed, and for a short time I didn’t know what she had gone through, but I felt that the only tenderness on her body had fallen apart at the moment, and that the eyes of the hidden things showed the strength and hatred that had never existed. The Queen was no longer a Queen, as if she had nothing to do with everything, and perhaps that was her nature.
Zhao Zi Jin is back! I’m sorry.
In a word, let me just sit here and shake my hand even a little bit. I understand that Zhao Zi Jin will be back sooner or later, but I didn’t think that he would be here soon. I doubt that he would have known this would happen in the morning, just waiting for the moment of the King’s rebellion to come back and take it back to the capital.
The Queen put all my looks into her eyes, while I was waking up, she moved to me, and took the beads from my neck and threw them at my feet, and the beads fell on the ground, and the beads were scattered around and rolled around.
The Queen became more and more obstinate, as I was still silencing, saying, “But what if he comes back?” It’s nothing but a sheep. I’m sorry.
The King will not win. This is the only faith that pops out of Zhao’s head after I learned that Zhao Zi Jin had returned.
But to hear her say so, I was afraid, not that something might happen to Zhao, and I believed him. He was so smart and strong that he would allow himself to defeat the war. I was afraid of the people before me, of the Queen, for her purpose, and for all that she had to do, in exchange for a white dress and a drink of poison.
I tried to persuade her, “The Queen has never thought of what would happen to her if she lost. I’m sorry.
The Queen told me, without thinking, without saying anything, “It’s just a dead word, and if I fear death, I won’t have it today. I’m sorry.
She was really ready to die, but I don’t know why.
I can’t hide my thoughts, I’m confused by the palace, and I can’t even think about it.
“Why is the Queen Mother doing this?” I’m sorry.
The Queen shrunk, looked back, turned to the inner room, and I made a terrible move.
She went to the top of the shelf, carefully removed from the inside a small box, and it was clear that she was a precious one, even though the shell was clean, and she could not easily wipe it in her hands and show the real face.
I walked in and looked at a painting.
The Queen will take the painting out and then look at the man in it, but at a glance her blizzard eyes will shed tears and leave a clear tear.
It’s a young man, about 13, 24 years old, who looks like a good-looking man, who’s sitting in front of a book, and who may have been reading and writing, but who’s seeing something interesting, and smiles so brightly, like a warm winter sun, and warms his heart.
He’s Chang An, I’ve never met him before.
“This painting is the only thought he left me. I hid it for a long time, and I dared to sneak it out when I thought about him. The Queen said, “The Zhao Tin Lo has no heart, he has not been loved by him before his life, and even the rest of him is burned. Ask me why I should do such a terrible thing, why not ask Zhao Tian Lo? I’m sorry.
When the Queen called out the Emperor’s name, I almost missed it, and I didn’t come back.
She took the picture in her arms, and the whole man fell down on the floor and lost the queen’s integrity.
“If one day he will think of His Highness in his heart, and I will not be so determined, Zhao Tienlong’s eyes are only with Zhao Zhu Zhu Zjin, and the child of De Fong is a baby, then what is my child?” “The more the Queen said, the more excited she was, the more she was, the more she cried out.
I look at her shoulder, and I can’t believe that the Queen is going to do something, and I can’t believe that her hatred for the emperor is so deep.
“The Queen Mother! I’m sorry.
Suddenly, there was an urgent cry outside the house, accompanied by panic, and I turned around and saw a gentleman come in and kneel before the Queen, “Queen, the King is captured…”
The Queen ignored him, held the picture tight, cried and laughed, and the beauty lost its beauty.
And it was not until the father called her in succession that she calmed her heart and said: “I raised Zhao Jing with my own hands after her death, but I did not think that the tigers were in trouble. I’m sorry.
“When he killed Chang An, Zhao Tianro didn’t have any punishment, now I’m going to die under his sword. What do you think of Zhao Tianro?” I’m sorry.
“He can’t do anything, he can’t cry, he can’t laugh, he’s just dead. The Queen’s voice was getting weaker, and then she laughed, and she said, “Maybe it’s time to think that his beloved Deok-hoon is finally looking.” I’m sorry.
But I wanted to hear her admit it, and I said, “The queen died.” I’m sorry.
“She deserved to die. The Queen suddenly raging, with her forehead raging, shouting, “She has taken away the Emperor’s love for me, his love for Chang An, and has taken away his throne!” I’m the mother of a country, and she’s just a princess who wants to ride on my head and dream! I’m sorry.
She put a word of truth before my eyes, without fear, all over the world, my legs fighting, and my position was so precarious, and I finally understood how Zhao’s hatred for the Queen arose in the face of the mother’s vengeance, and how he had survived all these years.
And suddenly the Queen raised her right hand, and her skinny hand fell red under the candles, and she murmured: “She could not have died, but asked me to forgive her and put her pride away, and I would have let her go, but she refused to listen, and dared to threaten me with my life. I’m sorry.
“Why?” The old days will see the light again, and today I will have to ask.
“Why? The Queen laughed like a joke, then looked down at the picture in her arms and we cried: “We were not for our children, and the mother and the son had taken over the Emperor’s love, and only I knew how much I admired her. I felt too much, so I made him look ill in exchange for the mercy of the Emperor, and the Emperor did change slowly, and his heart seemed to be in a state of indisposed, and Guan held the handle and wanted to expose me.
“So Deok Fu should die? I interrupted her and asked her, “When the mother did the poison, was she not afraid of the punishment? I’m sorry.
The Queen chokes, and if she doesn’t speak, I think the Queen’s karma is long overdue, and the Queen’s karma is the greatest karma of life.
How much hatred and hatred in the House can be explained and justified lies between their thoughts.
I took a few steps back with a heavy body, and the queen suddenly looked at me and put all my moves under my eyes.
She looked at my face for not long, but I was afraid to look at her again, and then I heard her when she opened her face, and perhaps she calmed down. She said, “You are like me before.” Purely naive, without a little care, my hands have killed a lot of people, but I never wanted to hurt you, because you’re too clean for me to get you into this mess…”
The Queen said that he stood up, and he came to me with care, and I retreated silently until there was no way back.
She reached out and stopped when she was about to touch me and took it back slowly, and she was shaking and her voice was also: “The mother’s hands were still dirty, but she didn’t touch them well, and she raised her child well, and raised him in peace and security, and never again.” I’m sorry.
When I hesitated to answer her, the queen quickly pulled a dagger out of her large sleeve and inserted it straight into the chest.
I saw all this, and I was totally scared, and I couldn’t even stand up, leaning on one side, and fortunately, I didn’t fall on the floor with a table and chair.
I can’t open my mouth, I can’t open my throat, I can’t speak, I can’t kneel on the ground, I’m here, I’m screaming, I’m squeezing, my voice is slit.
Queen down, leave one last sentence.
“I have committed a terrible crime in my life, without regret!” I’m sorry.
The Queen swallowed her breath and took her with her.
Thirty-seven
The Queen is dead, and the bell is soon ringing in the palace.
In this dreary and dreary sound, the Emperor straddled his feet into the House of the Springs, and he seemed to have gone so far, that I saw him and said nothing, but looked at him and turned away.
The Emperor slowly approached the Queen, but then stopped after a few steps, and he removed his sword from his waist and squeezed his shirt and squeezed his hand, leaving a blood mark on his dung robe, which I was surprised to see.
After all that he did, he moved on, but after he had seen the Queen’s death, it became clear to me that his hands were shaking slightly, perhaps not to accept the fact that he was silent for a long time before he said, “She was afraid that I would blame her, and she chose to die?” I’m sorry.
At this point in time, all the servants of the Long Spring Palace have been thrown out, and the emperor’s words are clearly asking me, but isn’t the answer obvious?
How can she be afraid of the Emperor’s sins? She has no more face to face, no more betrayal of the Crown, no more courage to face the Emperor’s cold eyes!
“Father, I’m sorry.”
I opened my mouth, and I could say something like that.
The Emperor’s back is even more crooked, and he slowly crouched down, reaching out to the Queen’s knife, and thought he saw the picture.
“I thought that only the beads were left to you, and that it would be nice if you hid the picture of Chang An…”
I can understand every word the emperor says to himself, but those who were supposed to answer him will no longer be able to speak. I went forward and told him, “The beads were broken the other day. I’m sorry.
When the emperor rose up, and his eyes were so full of shit, he said, “The year she walked, she thought and died, she almost cried out of her eyes, and I would kill anyone to move what she had left to another place, but whoever wanted to walk the night, everything was burned, except the beads were left.”
Speaking of which, his voice was low, and his body seemed to be pulled out of his body, leaning softly at the table, holding the Queen’s blood to his hand, and pouring out a painful love, and he cried, “I am sorry to you, for my life I am sorry to you.” I’m sorry.
I hear every word of the emperor in my ears, and I see no tears in my eyes after I know the consequences. Perhaps the Queen never heard the emperor say sorry once before, after all, that he had been sitting in the Emperor’s position for so long that he would speak the three words with dignity. He only dared to regret everything after her death, and I could hardly even tell if he was just trying to make it right.
And suddenly I found the house drenched, and there was no breath in my chest, so I escaped.
I have to find Zhao King-Chou first. I’m afraid something will happen to him.
I got a close maid next to the Queen and forced her to ask where he was being held, but she was crying for her death, listening to me, and I was in a hurry and scolding her, and she told me what was going on, but she smoked, and she didn’t know.
I’m trying to spell out a few words, West of town, South China.
I rushed out to the palace, but before a few steps had been taken, I was held in the back of my body, screaming, and the palace was in a state of disarray. I was afraid that no thief would be able to help him get out of his life safely, just as I thought about how to calm him.
The one who held my hand became disloyal and gently touched my back, and then moved on to his belly.
I’m shaking, and I have to kick my feet in the back, and I’m yelling, “If you don’t respect me, the Prince will never let you out alive! I’m sorry.
And then the more daring the people behind me, the more they put me in their arms, the more their heads on my shoulder, the more they heard me threatening, the more they smiled. I’m sorry.
That sound was so familiar, he just said a few words, I heard it.
Zhao Zi Jin I whispered.
“Hmm. He held me even tighter, “I’m back. I’m sorry.
And I stretched my hand over his back, and my eyes were sour, and I remembered what had happened to him while he was away, and a strange stupor was pouring upon my heart, especially to tell him what he had gone through, but to his lips turned into four words heavy and heavy.
“I miss you so much. I’m sorry.
“Me too. I’m sorry.
Thirty-eight.
I went with Zhao Zi Jin Zixin, but I rushed into South China and found the Zhao Zhu Qin missing before a few steps had been taken, but I looked back at him at the door, and looked up at him, and I cried to him, but I couldn’t respond, and turned back to him.
I looked at him, “Look what?” I looked at him, and it was an ordinary platinum, but the South China House was not the same word, but it was the hand of someone, and I didn’t know who it was, but now I care about Zhao, fearing for another step later, the child complained to me.
I pulled his hand and said, “It’s a good word, but the first thing to do is get inside and get Zhao Zhao Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin seems to have returned to his eyes, held my hand back, had wet hands, had a lot of sweat, he took up his steps and walked along the way, saying, “This is Chang An’s writing. I’m sorry.
And this time I’m done, and he sees me stop and say, “When I was nine, my mother was gone, and I was young, and I was worried about me, and I came here for a while. I’m sorry.
Zhao Ziqiin dragged me to the palace, passing through the halls in a light car, and one memory: “He was only one year older than me, but he always looked after me as a grown-up, but he was able to take care of me without great care, especially in South China City, where he tried to make me happy, fearing that I would not be able to drive, but he didn’t know that when I was nine, I understood a lot. I’m sorry.
And he said, “The doors were open, one by one was full of books, Zhao let go of my hand, went straight to the bookshelve, took one to the next, and I followed him to the house, first looking at the little body of Zhao, and then I couldn’t stand, and I heard Zhao Zi Jindo.”
“He cares more about the throne than anything. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin joined the book and handed it to my hand, and I looked down at it as a matter of course, and it turned out to be bad and painful.
“It is only a pity that he was not loved by the Emperor and did not live to be 16.
And We put the books back on the bookshelve, and pulled Zhao Zhiqin out of this house so that he would not be touched again.
I saw Zhao Jing Zhao Zhao Zhu Jing Zian Zian Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi
“Daddy, Mother!” It was so loud.
I almost fell in tears, and I was worried when I came, that I would blame him for leaving him behind, that he would feel that I had not kept my promise and that he would never come near me again, and that all fears would disappear after hearing the sound of his cry.
I’m standing in my arms and I’m down, and I’m not down on the ground.
I may have missed it too much, but once Zhao Gyeong Jing was in my arms, he cried so hard that he couldn’t breathe, and I listened very carefully to what he said.
He said, ‘What is the matter with your mother that she has come to pick up the baby?’ I’m sorry.
I sucked my nose, my eyes were covered in fog, and I apologized softly: “It’s her fault that I shouldn’t have left you. Can you forgive me this time?” I’ll never leave you behind. I’m sorry.
I didn’t think that Zhao Jing Jing was crying even more and that my heart would burst in a tremor, and I photographed him on the back, so I said, “No cry, mother is wrong.” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zing Zheng Zing Zheng Zing is suffocating, with his little head in my ear, begging so patheticly, “Mother, don’t leave the Zhao Zi Xiao Zi!” I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help but nod my head. I’m sorry.
“I’ll tell you what to do, or I’ll take you away. If he had said that he would have held me even tighter, I was surprised, and the fear seemed to have happened, and if he had made an agreement with him in the past, he would have had to finger him, but this time he didn’t pick me up again.
I let him go, I tried to make a deal with him, and I reached out in front of him, and I said, “Don’t take it as evidence? I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zheng Zheng Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei
And his face, wrinkled and wrinkled, began to smile, and then he fell on Zhao Zchin, and said, “Father, hold, there is a baby in the mother’s belly that cannot hold a baby.” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zixin hugged him to his shoulder and laughed, “That’s a good girl. I’m sorry.
I got up and stood by Zhao Zixin in such good manner that I was not pregnant. I never wrote to Zhao Zixin that I had heard of him coming back in a month and wanted to surprise him. Who knew that the King had rebelled, that Zhao Zixin had returned early and that I was upset by the Queen and almost forgot that I was pregnant.
“I’m pregnant, and I haven’t told you about this,” I explained to him, but I can’t even see Zhao’s smiling eyes open without saying a few words.
“I knew it. I’m sorry.
“How do you know that? I’m sorry.
“Who is not my man in the whole house? I want to know something. Zhao Zhu Zheng laughed, “Showing a hand directly to my forehead and popping a skull.
“It hurts! I’m sorry.
“It’s to keep you in mind, and to tell me whatever happens from now on. I’m sorry.
I guess he knows everything I’ve been through all this time. It’s probably because he’s so upset that I’m alone and I’m afraid I’ll suffer.
I was filled with joy in my heart, but my face was filled with joy, and I said, “Yes, I know.” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zixin held my hand again with a smile like a spring wind and said with an extremely gentle voice: “Good boy! I’m sorry.
Thirty-nine.
Makoto is dead.
When the body was brought out, it was full of gruesome faces, and he was told that the Emperor had died of his desire to die late, but only given him a drink of poison.
I was getting this information when I was drinking black and bitter baby-sitting pills, and as a result of this, I was shocked, and the doctor said it was a good life and rest.
“What about his wife and children?” “I asked the waiter who was carrying the message, and I squeezed his nose and poured it down.”
“The Emperor has ordered their exile and will never return. The squire took the empty bowl that I had given him, and he said, “How can this go on after a day of grace?”
I didn’t have much of a relationship with the Princess in the past, and I didn’t have much of a pity in the event of such a thing, but I thought of another person, Les.
Why did she die so badly that it was as if the whole Prince’s house had forgotten her, but I could not let go. Now is the time for the truth.
We called out to the guard of Li to remember what happened. I do not believe that there is anything strange.
Soon, the waiter came, and Zhao Zhu Zheng came back.
“I heard you wanted to look into the Les? Zhao Zhao Zin leaned on me and held me in my arms, snuggled by the sound of my tummy: “From the moment she was sent to the Prince’s house, her life was in the hands of the King. Sooner or later, the Emperor forced the palace to do so for a reason. I’m sorry.
I reached out to him with my hand over his back and asked him all the questions in my heart: “So it was the king who did it?” But Lisbeth died in the Prince’s house, and the King of Qing was more ambitious. Is there something in there? I’m sorry.
And when the word had come to pass, it was clear to me that he had touched it, perhaps I had guessed it, and perhaps for other reasons, that he had refused to speak, and I was in a hurry to make him explain, but the guard of Li, who was in between the curtains, had spoken for him.
I was surprised that Li had not done anything wrong recently, but had suddenly fallen on his knees. Suddenly, an answer appeared in my heart, an answer I never thought of.
I looked in my eyes and looked to the outside of the curtains, and listened only to him: “Returning to the Princess, the death of Miss Lee is what I did.” I’m sorry.
He explained to me later that there was no need at all, because I understood completely that the Prince’s house had not been perfected and that the death of Liths had not been the result of the Emperor, who I thought would have given me the knife to hold the Prince’s house without wanting to do it. If Li had dared to do so, he would have given his permission, when Zhao Zhu Zheng was not in the house and only one person had such power — the Emperor.
And behold, I remember the day when I confronted the King at Minghua Palace, when I implored the Emperor to deal with the aftermath of Lithsou. The smile in his eyes, when I thought that I had seen it in my eyes, and now I thought that perhaps the Emperor had planned that the death of Lithsou would provoke the King’s will, and forcing the palace was nothing but a surprise.
“You knew about this? I asked him, “It would be no different if he didn’t know how to catch the King in time, except that I had something in my heart, and it would be hard not to say it. “She’s not really bad, but after a while I found out that she didn’t hurt me, either by knocking on your side, or by giving him a look, and then suddenly there’s nothing left, and I can’t say it.”
I’m stupid, and I’m so full of shit, I can’t hold it long enough, and I’m like, “Didn’t she die if she didn’t meet the King and get involved in all this?” I’m sorry.
“I’m not a saint, and I understand that the battle for the throne is no less about stepping on the corpses, and how are they no different from the men who died the day of the palace?” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin, I don’t want our children to be like this in the future. “It has become brutal, it has become a passion for power, it has even taken its own life.
Perhaps my fears are superfluous, the children in my womb are not yet born, and Zhao Kyung-chul is only four years old, so that if I teach them well and fight for power, there will be no recurrence between them.
Zhao Ziqiin probably saw that I wanted to understand everything, and stood up, and the whole person sat before me, and put his head on my belly, whispering, “Don’t be afraid, I will never let this happen again. I’ve tasted it, and I will never let them suffer it again.” I’m sorry.
I reached out to his forehead with my hand, sorted out his hair, but he didn’t say I believed him, but I could hear such a promise, and my heart was so restless.
And when he had some soft new hair in his forehead, he put it in two, white as ink, and Zhao Ziqiin moved a little bit, and I saw a little bit of white in it, and I was careful to pull the hair out of it, so I pulled up the silver hair, which was not his age, and then pulled it, and Ziqi Ziqi Zijin wilt, without asking anything, slowly snubbing my eyes, and seemed tired.
And I secretly wrapped my white hair around my finger, and then I looked at it with my hands up in the candlelight, and the devil asked him, “Did we meet before we were married?” I’m sorry.
And it was only after a long time that Zhao Ziqim began to squirt my stomach with his ears and laughed: “He moved. I’m sorry.
I was surprised by his laughter, and he looked at him for no reason, and he was afraid to look at me, but this was all the more true of me. My first knowledge with Zhao Zchchin was never on the day of marriage, but I could not think of where I had seen him before.
Maybe I should keep on asking, but when I see him like he’s happy, I don’t ask him, but I just go along with him, “Who? Who moved?”
“My son! I’m sorry.
“…”
I think he got the wrong idea. I’m particularly hungry when I’m pregnant. He thinks the baby moves because I’m hungry, but I’m not going to open it, and I can’t stand to see the child’s father fall, and I laugh at him, “Your son is very moving. I’m sorry.
Forty.
The Queen’s funeral was clandestine.
It was the emperor who secretly called me into the palace and commanded me to do the rest of her business.
He said, ‘Despite what she has done wrong, it is my fault that she has been with me for so many years that she has not had a day of comfort, and I do not want her to die.’ I’m sorry.
I think there is no need for the emperor to say these things, but it is not to confess to him, just because the Queen used to be nice to me and probably to be a woman, and sometimes really felt the same way, and when I knew all the reasons, I really felt sorry for her.
I went back to my house and told Zhao Zchchin about this, but I hesitated for a long time on my way back, after he had been killed by the Queen, and would not have stabbed him in the heart if he had gone to mourn the Queen.
Then when I spoke to him, I said to him, “I didn’t know what I was saying, but Zhao Ziqim soon heeded what I said. I thought he would be angry, but Ziqi Ziqim’s face was flat, and he didn’t see any emotion, so when I thought I would not turn my back on the Emperor’s job, he took it slow: “I also called her after her mother and gave her a final delivery would be a comfort to her.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t understand how much he was in love with Changan, but I knew that he and the Queen had spent so many years in peace, and perhaps in his heart he was always ashamed.
She loves Chang-Ann so much that South China is her best home.
The casket is very simple, and two or three more, except for the maid and father-in-law.
I didn’t want Zhao Zi Jin to come, and I didn’t want him to come.
Fearing that the public would know, everything would go well, and after everything had been done for the Queen, the South China House gate would be locked, a heavy copper lock would be hanging on the Chu Gate, and all the past would be locked in the cold and cold autumn.
I went straight back to the Prince’s house, and I was so upset about the palace, I thought I’d go home early and have a good time with him, but I knew who I was.
What are you doing? I’m sorry.
“How long has it been since I hugged you? Let me hug you. I’m sorry.
“…”
“Well, heavy.”
I hit him in the head with a big hand, and I hit him in the head. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin listened to me and couldn’t keep his mouth shut, went to the bed and carefully put me down, put his hands on both sides of my side, and the whole person turned his eyes apart, staring at me, laughing, “Not heavy enough, I have to push harder to get your mother fat and white. I’m sorry.
I felt the abdomen, and I flattened my mouth and said, “It’s all in the child’s way that I’m being served. I’m sorry.
“How can you be jealous of a child? “I’ll put you at the tip of my heart, with or without children, for the rest of my life, for the next life.” I’m sorry.
After Zhao Zi Jin had said it, he thought it was not enough to just say it, and then the handsome face was crushed down and his lips were on his lips and he kissed me.
He’s got a mouth full of mouths, his breath gets thick and heavy, and I can barely breathe. He stood up, lying by me, touching my abdomen, and breathing: “If I hadn’t passed out in the night, our children would have said we could have run away.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t think he’d bring it up, remembering the scene of the day, when he got drunk, came in to hold my daughter-in-law in his arms and said something weird, but he passed out without saying anything, and it was funny to think about it, and I laughed at him, “Someone else was in the room with the daughter-in-law, you were in the room with the wine hole. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zixin, “You don’t know how upset your father is with me, he’s afraid you’ll get hurt by marrying me, and he’s dragged me to a lot of things. I’m sorry.
I miss my dad when he talks about my dad, and he doesn’t talk to him, and he asks him, “What’s going on on on the border?” When will my father be back? I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin touched my head and reassured me, “Soon, we’ll be back in a month. I’m sorry.
I’m just laying down my heart, looking at his skinny face, and thinking that he’s been through a lot of pain outside, and that I’m going to change his temper and be gentle with him, and I’m going to make Zhao’s words make me look red, even ashamed to get inside.
“Give me another kiss, the doctor says I can’t do housework, so I’m in the middle of it!” I’m sorry.
I consciously slapped him, and then I kissed him, and left him alone, so I thought he’d suffocate, not just him.
Forty-one
The Emperor’s body is getting worse, and in a few months, he can’t walk. In the bed, the eyes are closed and the mouth is full of nonsense.
I can’t take care of the Emperor with my belly. I just come to the palace and talk to him.
These days the Emperor became increasingly confused, and yesterday he recognized me as a queen, and today I told him that I was Song Pil, his daughter-in-law, who at first stood still and carefully examined who I was for a while, but now he does not believe me, no matter how I explain it, and that he has identified me as such.
I think it’s not very optimistic to have a doctor come, and there’s still a lot of time to go.
“I think you’re a big fat kid. The Emperor’s obnoxious eyes were staring at my stomach, and the dazzling smile on his face was still on. I’m sorry.
I asked him, “What if it was a daughter? I’m sorry.
The Emperor laughed and said, “Girls are good, just look like you, but not like me. I’m sorry.
I understand that he’s treating me like a duo again, and I can’t bear to think about the Queen and Changan, “The father can’t be partial and the two sons can be treated the same way.” I’m sorry.
But I did not expect that I would awaken the tumult of the Emperor, who turned to me in a tremor and wondered, “Where is Deok-hyun?” I’m just talking to her. I’m sorry.
I slowly got up, put his hand in the covers, snuggled him, whispered, “Father, it’s always been me. You just said the dream, you must have seen her in the dream. I’m sorry.
But the Emperor didn’t believe that he had to call Deok-hyun, and when I didn’t know what to do, Zhao Zhu Zheng came and followed a number of other doctors, each carrying a medicine box.
“My father called to see Deok-hyun, and I can’t listen. I looked back at the Emperor and saw him not shouting, but read the name of Deok-hyun with his mouth open and soft, and finally abated.
Zhao Zixin led me to the side, put me in a soft chair, and then showed the doctors that they were in front of me, watching the doctors surround their beds.
I can also see how many days the old emperor can’t afford to die, but at this point in time, the heart of being a child, even though the face of Zhao looks so calm, I know that his heart has long been so worried.
He just stepped in from the outside, and he was cold with five fingers, and I didn’t say anything, holding his hand tight and holding it.
The doctor came out very soon, and after having handed Zhao Zhu Zixin the deal, he fell on his knees, and I was shocked, but I could see what the result was.
The Imperial Doctor said that the Emperor’s body had run out of oil and that Zhao Zhu Zhu Zheng’s body was a sacrificial potion, but it didn’t work much. In other words, we had to prepare for later.
I can no longer sit down and return to the old emperor when his voice is so low that I have to reach his mouth to hear what he is saying.
He said, “O Chang An…”
The Emperor has said this time and again, Zhao Zhu Zheng has come to sit next to him, holding his coarse hand and calling his father again and again.
Soon all the concubines in the palace arrived, and they fell down on their knees, and the beads fell together and made a very clear sound, but immediately followed by a cry, the sound of the old song, which was soft, and now weeping and messing with my heart.
I rose up and tried to drive them out, but Zhao was stopped by Zhao Zhong, who stood in front of me, and looked at the emperor and said to me, “Be with him.” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zixin left this sentence and left with the door of the inner room. I was relieved when that terrible cry was much lighter, but the Emperor suddenly danced, as if he saw something scared, and shouted, “I am wrong, leave me alone…”
I was scared, I couldn’t think of who he was talking to, just to appease him, and I beat him in the chest and let him go. I’m sorry.
Once again, he was awakened and looked at me, blindfolded by a cloud of water, and whispered, “She will not forgive me.” I’m sorry.
I think I understand that Fong saw the Queen, and I want to tell him that the Queen will not forgive you, but that I will not say anything to an old man who is about to die, but that I will take his breath lightly, and then feed the medicine and soup from the Queen a little bit into his mouth.
When the Emperor fell asleep, the night fell, and I came out of the Minghua Palace, and I came face to face, and I couldn’t help but chill. Sitting at the gate of the palace, Zhao Zijin looked up at the moon covered in the sky, and We sat with him with his head on his shoulder, and the tired body was much more relaxed.
I asked him, “What are you thinking? I’m sorry.
“I miss my mother. I’m sorry.
I’ve never seen Deok-hyun, but I’ve seen her in Zhao’s study. She’s a very gentle woman. I’m sorry.
Zhao Ziqi Jin was silent and looked down at the light of the moon, saying, “She never gave her tenderness to her father, and left me with harshness, and since I was born, she had longed for me to sit on the throne of the prince, and to study and practice martial arts for her to be satisfied, or else she would have to go to the tablets, and I went crazy and hid in a false mountain, and then she looked like a stone when she came to me with a light, and I didn’t come back to her face, and she used the lamp on her face directly to me and she cried until she stopped. I’m sorry.
I listened to him in peace and quiet. He was closer.
“I didn’t understand why she would do this to me when I was young, and I wondered why she couldn’t talk to me like the Queen did to Cheung-Ann, and then when I figured it out, she left and took away all her hate and left me alone in this palace…”
“My mother and Changan are gone, and I fear my father.” He said, “I can hear you. He can’t talk.
And I stood before him, and raised his face a little, and said, “You have me, and you have the unborn child, and Zhao Jingqing, and those who love you are still and will never disappear.” I’m sorry.
With two palace lights standing at the door of the palace, and the light of the twilight appeared on his face, and I saw him with a tiny twilight eye, two lines of tears coming out of his eyes, and with a sour nostrils in his nostrils, cuddling him, and his lips set in his ear, all in good faith. “I will always be with you. I’m sorry.
When his back was shaking and he was suffocating, he soon recovered, probably afraid that I would bend over and take me back to Minghua Palace.
And before he stepped into it, he stopped and turned his head at me, and his eyes covered with tears, and he seized my heart, and said, “How fortunate I am for you in this life.” I’m sorry.
Forty-two.
At the beginning of the sixth month, the Emperor died.
At the beginning of the new year, the bells were ringing again, and all the sorrows were struck by the dreary bells.
It is for no other reason, according to the manners, that the wives of the first king will be sent directly to the temple for the rest of their lives, and some to the throne for the rest of their lives, and that some of them will not be able to accept such a visit, and the first king will die one after the other.
And I am a queen, and all the hours of the harem are in my hands. Who knows that when he takes over these things, and the dead go away, it is in my heart that I will not be relieved, so that Zhao will understand me and take over all my work. The new emperor has many and many things at his disposal. He’s too busy to deal with the harem. I can’t help him. I can’t blame myself.
These days, when my stomach was too big to walk, the Mother told me that there was still much to walk so that I would not suffer too much when I had a child. Having heard her say that I would not be lazy, I went to Zhao’s house every day to talk to him or to flip him.
He takes things seriously and sometimes even forgets me, even today.
When I saw him, I couldn’t stand to disturb him, I intended to sneak out and wander around.
But I just stepped out and Zhao’s voice was ringing behind my back.
“Where to?”
I turned back and laughed back at him and said, “I’m walking around, and it’s so boring. I’m sorry.
“I’m with you. Zhao Zhao Zixin stood up and twisted his neck, and said, “I’m tired of all this. I’m sorry.
I’d love to. Why don’t we have company? Moreover, this man, Zhao Zi Jin, came to him with pleasure and tried to hold his hand, but he was quick, reaching out and holding my large waist and limbs, moving so softly and afraid of hurting me.
“Stand tight. I stabbed him in the belly with my elbow, and whispered, “The more critical I said, the more careful I was.” I’m sorry.
I feel like I’m getting fatter, but I’m still acting like I’m just about to give birth, I’m scared, and I can’t get rid of it, I can’t breathe, I can’t tell Zhao and I can’t tell him anything.
So we had to do it in a different way to get the comforts that I needed, like this kind of beauty in the open.
Zhao Zhao Zixin, who listened to me, held me tight, smiled and said, “Yes, be careful.” I’m sorry.
“Do you think it’s a son or a daughter? He suddenly asked me a question.
Zhao Zi Jin has been calling me a son and suddenly asked me to ask me, and I thought, “Spicy girls, I’ve loved spicy food since I got pregnant, but I have to put some spicy food in order to feel good.” I’m sorry.
And he laughed and looked at me and noded, and said, “Good daughter.” I’m sorry.
I asked him where he was, and he said, “The daughter is sweet and he will not fight.” And he said to me, “All my children, men and women are good.” I’m sorry.
I put his hand between my waist, and looked at him with my head upside down, and said, “Who am I better than me?” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin is laughing at me, and a finger is poking at my forehead, “You still have to compare with a child.” I’m sorry.
“I’ll just ask. I’m sorry.
“Hello, you’d better, you’re the best.” I’m sorry.
“That’s so cute. I’m sorry.
“I serve you sleep every day, and it’s not good enough for you? I’m sorry.
“That’s where it came from! I’m sorry.
The flowers were blooming in the royal garden, and the pink peach blossoms took on a big view, and Zhao Zi Jin said that the flowers were going on so early this year, probably to welcome the children in their stomach.
He said he was going to fold it, and I was lucky to stop it, “Well, don’t spoil it. I’m sorry.
The beauty of the flowers is protected, but the quiet time of both of us is ruined.
Mother! Mother!
A childish voice came from behind, and I had a bad hearing and a deep look at Zhao Zhong, and then heard him sighing, “It was a bad time. I’m sorry.
I was laughed at by him, and he said, “I can’t help it.” I’m sorry.
Turning around, Zhao Zhou Zing Zing was carrying my thigh, and somehow he was so happy, his eyes were sewn. “Mom, I found something in Dad’s study! I’m sorry.
“Oh, what is it?”
I thought the little guy had found something, and when he raised his hand, I looked at it, it was just an old red turban, which was very common, whether a man or a woman might have one or something.
Who knows the next second that the turban was taken by Zhao Zhu Zhu Zheng, and I was wondering if I could turn around and say something about him.
Zhao’s face is red, his eyes are dazzled and he doesn’t dare look at me.
Instead of interrogating Zhao Zhu Chin, I found Zhao Zhao Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng and combed the turban.
“It’s very well hidden. It’s in the back of the book cabinet. So precious. From the moment he took the turban, my instincts told me that there was something to do with women.
Zhao Zixin, who spoke with us, looked at his breath, and his voice was about to be lifted up, and suddenly I thought, “Let’s do this in a different way, so I’m going to walk to the rectory, and say, “Don’t be afraid, I’m not angry. Who has no heart when I’m young?” I just think that there’s nothing to hide between husband and wife, that we’re not kids, that’s all. I’m sorry.
He died with that turban on his head, and I was staring at a hole, but he was still pretending and wondering, “Who is this girl? Can the Emperor miss it all these years? I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin moved to a chair and sat in front of me, and all of a sudden he had to put it in front of me, and suddenly he had a funny smile, “I’ve been thinking about it for six years, trying to hide it from you, but seeing you’re jealous, feeling a little better in your heart and telling you today. I’m sorry.
After he had pulled my hand, he put long strips on my wrist, with great care and care, and looked at me from time to time, without any sense of guilt.
I couldn’t stop thinking about him, and I didn’t even want to eat the vinegar and take my hand back, but he grabbed it, and he pulled it so hard that I suddenly lost my eye and frowned it. I’m sorry.
What do you mean?
Zhao Zhao Zheng saw me with a serious face and stopped talking. “Six years ago, you went into the barracks as a soldier, remember? I’m sorry.
Six years ago, in the barracks, the words awakened my memory.
That year I was 14 years old, and I didn’t like books, but I had to listen to my father, General Song, every day.
Finally, one day, I escaped from a crowd at the General’s Palace.
Then, out of a rebel mentality, I snuck into the barracks to surprise General Song. So I took off my head, changed my uniform, raised my hair up, and tumbled it into training, but I was soon discovered because I was extremely small in a bunch of smug men, and trained to fish. But before he stood up, he was picked up by the head of the school, and he said nothing to send me to my father.
I just ran off half way because I heard them say my dad was in a bad mood these days. My dad started his temper, and I knew exactly what it looked like. I could hide, I could hide, I could roll, I could walk.
The sooner I ran, the more responsible I was, the more responsible I ran, the more I had to catch me back, the more I had to run, the more I ran, the more I ran, the sooner I ran, the sooner I ran into one man, the more my headscarves were scattered on the ground, the sooner I ran, the sooner I didn’t notice, the more I apologized, the more I kept my feet up, and the more I said, “Don’t follow!” I’m losing my leg! I’m sorry.
But when I turn back and see the soldier being stopped, it is only then that I breathed, and I wonder who the brother-in-law is, and I have to thank him for that, and who knows he will stop, then he bends to pick up my turban and looks at me again.
And he turned against the light, and behind him was a big red sun, and he was covered in it by a golden plume, looking far away, but I saw him bending to pick up his turban, and then twirling it around his wrists, and it was soft and soft, and he entangled me like a reminder that something had dropped.
“Song Pil!”
All of a sudden, there was a loud and twilight sound in the back.
That voice doesn’t have to be who it is. It’s the godfather who’s gone to tell my father.
I couldn’t even turn my head, and I was going to run the same way, and my dad took my collar before I stepped out.
When I was in danger, I was afraid that the man would be questioned for me, with a light in his head, and my throat was like, “Run! I’m sorry.
I thought he was incompetent, and the next second, my father blocked my mouth so rudely that he thought I was ashamed of him, and said to him politely: “The little girl is not able to understand.” I’m sorry.
Then I was led directly into his barracks by my father, and then I fell on my knees and listened to him with great good manners. That spit was squirting my face.
I didn’t even hear it. I was thinking about the next time I went to the barracks, and my dad cut it off.
“Since tomorrow, you’ll be at home and not step outside the house! I’m sorry.
Man, my day is over that day.
When I remembered this, I watched Zhao Zhu Zixin stare at me and said, “That’s you?” I’m sorry.
Zhao Ziqin shrugged his shoulders and seemed not surprised at my reaction, saying, “I was following General Song to learn how to line up, and that day when I came out of the camp, anyone who knew it would see a panicking soldier, his lips were white, and a twilight was scattered. I’m sorry.
And suddenly he approaches me, and his nose is on his nose, and his eyes are on his eyes, and suddenly I have a misperception, and it may be that Zhao Zixin married me not only for power, but also for me.
And when I think about it, my face is red and my mouth is stammering, “I didn’t know you were so deep, I was just a few years old, and you got my mind on it? I’m sorry.
And he smiled, and his eyes were as bright as a star, and he said, “Yes, I have long planned.” I’m sorry.
Forty-three.
I’m getting attached to him, and I’m going to stay in his palace all day long.
I’d like to ask him why he was so excited, and I don’t think anyone’s curious about this, but he’s got his mouth stuck in his mouth.
And I was in a hurry, but he didn’t take it, and he said, “Why are you so busy?” I’m sorry.
It’s not enough to wait for me to say, “I’d like to ask you, what you didn’t remember when I first met you at the barracks. I’m sorry.
“…”
But I can’t argue it’s my worst problem, especially when I’m pregnant, and I forget what I’ve been saying before, like now I forgot to bring my little daughter, Liu Shuran, into the palace. Zhao Gyeong-chul and I begged me several times every day to say how we thought about her and told me without any covert words about his suffering. I agreed with him, but he forgot about it for two days, and he would have had to fuck with me if he hadn’t come in today.
I don’t talk to Zhao Zhu Zheng anymore, so he sneaks to the side and whispers to the maid to pick up Liu Shulan. If he knew, Zhao would have to be scolded.
But this man, sometimes the more he hides, the more obvious he sees me, the less he asks, the less he says, “What is going on behind my back?” I’m sorry.
I was slow, and he asked me, and I couldn’t say anything.
Zhao Ziqi looked at me, looked up and down, left a pen behind, and turned around to the guard next door and said, “Bring that son of a bitch over here.” I’m sorry.
“Ah,” as soon as I heard it wrong, I got in front of the guard, “What? You’re not gonna get into any trouble. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhao Zixin is not busy, he leans back and looks at me with his hands and chest. “When you don’t do it behind my back, you don’t do it for him. If you don’t tell me, I’ll bring him in myself. I’m sorry.
He thought he could bluff me with a few words, but I was not a vegetarian, and he brought him to the center of the house, and he said to Zhao Ziqiin, “You don’t have to scare me, and you won’t find trouble with Zhao Zhao until we have made it clear to you.” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin’s face is cold and his nose is snorting, “You’ll spoil it!” I’m sorry.
Say it, and don’t worry about me, but it’s all over again. The guard saw us fighting, but he was not standing on the right or the left, touching his head, and he asked, “Will he go or not?” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin and I are in a state of silence, saying, “Fuck off! I’m sorry.
“…”
The guard ran off with a knife.
The house was quiet at once, and I thought to my left was wrong, and I moved the chair to his side, put my hand to his waistpit, and he was ticklish, especially this place.
So I touched him, he twisted his body, held my hand, and said, “Stop it! I’m sorry.
And I asked him, “Why didn’t you say that you had already counted me? I was wrong to think that you had an addiction. I’m sorry.
He was dissatisfied with the word “tweaked” and said, “What kind of plan is this?” I told you, “You will marry me sooner or later, even if you had not met.” I’m sorry.
“How can you be so sure? What if my father gave me another son? I’m sorry.
“General Song has a daughter like you, and if you want to save the glory of the Song family, you must marry the Prince. Zhao Zhiqing stopped, looked serious, and said, “We are meant to be together, and God wants us to be apart. I’m sorry.
I remember asking me that time when Zhao was drunk. His answer was yes at the time, and now it seems that it is better to believe one another than to believe one another.
Because I always thought fate was a gift, but whether or not we can hold each other together, after all, there’s no lack of lovers in this world.
Forty-four.
In March, I’m ready.
That morning I was wandering around in the garden, and I laughed at the waiters the other second, and my stomach started to hurt, and then a while later, and I screamed.
The waiter behind me is more confused than I am, like a fly with no head, and I can only bear the pain and send someone to tell Zhao Zixin and then return to the palace.
Zhao Ziqiun came to me in the early hours, leaving his people behind, and I was in a state of shock, crying out his eyes, and complaining that he would not come until a warm palm reached my cheek, so I shut my mouth, and I saw Zi Ziqi Zijin looking at me, and he tumbled away my tears and touched me softly. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t say anything, I couldn’t help but cry, and Zhao held my hand tight and looked at me. I could see the pain in his eyes, and I pulled a smile out of his eyes. I knew it wouldn’t look good, but I just wanted him to feel better. I’m sorry.
That’s one thing, and the sound is deaf, and I don’t know if he hears it, and his senses are filled with pain, and he only knows how to cry, as if that would alleviate the pain of production.
She kept calling me hard, but I was really tired, and I was wet on my back, and I was dark, and I almost fainted, and he was afraid that I would just go to sleep, and I wanted to open my eyes, but I couldn’t keep my eyes open.
“Aborn! Aborn!”
She said to me, “I’ve come back to my senses of confusion, and I have struggled to open my eyes, and everything I see is blurry, but I can hear a cry like a wave, as if it had been done to me, and it had brought back all the energy that had been lost.”
Zhao Zixin was lying by my bed, holding my hand tight and staring at me, and he never spoke. I pushed him hard, and I whispered, “What’s going on?” Look at the kids. I’m sorry.
I don’t think he’d be happy if he didn’t say anything.
She wrapped the child with a twirl and put it to me with care, full of ecstasy. She said, “My mother is a prince.” I’m sorry.
And when I heard what she said, my first reaction was that I could not believe the words of a spicy girl. See, I love spicy, but I gave birth to a boy. That is not true.
And We made fun of him again, saying, “This son is afraid of not having a daughter.” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Jin was quiet and unresponsive, and I didn’t even respond to my jokes. I felt a bit upset, and I didn’t want to talk to him, and I didn’t know if all the children that were born were the same, but he really didn’t look so good, he had a small face, his eyes closed, and he cried so badly.
I wanted to touch his little face, and it was only a few moments before I realized that Zhao’s hand was held in his arms, and it was strange that I looked at him, and when the sight became clear to his face, I was in my heart, and I couldn’t say or swallow it.
Zhao Zi Jin’s eyes are so red that he can’t even see his nose, and it’s so sad that I’ve been crying. I’ve never been able to get to him when I was born, and now I’m lucky to think that I’ve met him in my life.
And Zhao Zi Jin finally spoke, and his voice was low and dumb, and he said, “Now I know how much it is that a woman has given birth to a child, and I will never let you suffer this pain again.” I’m sorry.
And so I finally understood that if you marry the right person, love and not love are the last words.
I reached out and tried to touch his face, but when it was finished, I didn’t have any more strength to lift my hand.
I’m the one who had the baby. He, I tried to make him a little faster, and I laughed, “You are the Emperor, crying and laughing.” I’m sorry.
Who knows when I say this, he starts to cry again, his chest drops and whispers to my ear: “If they ask me if you’re protecting the prince or you I’m scared, I’ve never been so afraid of war…”
He said he had to go on and on and on, but I understood.
And We told him, “What you said is the fate of the two of us, and none of us can be separated.” I’m sorry.
Zhao was quiet, but a moment later he cried.
I’m still thinking about his face, even though it’s so touching, and if he’s seen, he’s gonna cry in the morning.
Fortunately, when I looked outside, I realized that there was no one but me.
I finally laid down a single heart with me, and turned my head slightly, which was even tighter with him, and told him, “I love you, Zhao Jing, I love you.” I’m sorry.
And he hearth, and smitten, and after a long time, he riseth up, and the red and swollen eyes look at me, as though they were treasures, and speak of the most moving words of the world.
Zhao Ziqiin said, “Song Pi, I love you too. I’m sorry.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
