When I was in college, I confessed to the man I loved.
Just be with me, I’ll help him with his family’s medical expenses.
He followed me for four years in disgrace.
Then my house went bankrupt.
He was still cold when he broke up and he didn’t have a single hold.
And then I paid my debt at KTV, and he became the new technology, and he was with the class.
He asked me, “Are you sorry? I’m sorry.
“No, no. I’m sorry.
“But I regret it. I’m sorry.
01
After all these years of graduation, I never thought I’d meet Yang in this way.
When I was on the plate, I bowed my head and feared he would see my face.
Seo Night Star sat next to him.
She’s a good girl.
Waiter. “Strike the orange.” I’m sorry.
I cut the oranges into pieces on his back.
Once upon a time, when I loved oranges, Yang Yuji cut them for me.
He’s a good cutter. He cuts every piece evenly.
I thought he loved me then.
Then I knew that it was only his habit, and when he cut off the oranges, he thought of everything, but he did not think of me.
I haven’t seen you in four years.
Somehow, guests talk about student-age relationships.
Some say, “I heard that Yang had a girlfriend who talked about four years ago. I’m sorry.
I had a hand.
It’s a “mmm” for Yang.
“It’s nice, four years, a full college period. I’m sorry.
It’s not a problem.
“It’s been four years, isn’t it? I’m sorry.
Silence like a quiet river.
I don’t know how long it’s been.
“Not at all. I’m sorry.
02
“It’s not wrong not to hate her. I’m sorry.
Tsui Sunsung explains.
“A school that was with me was so hard for him. Had it not been for my ex-girlfriend, I’d only be here with you now. I’m sorry.
“Yes, Miss Seo is a big star. I’m sorry.
It’s hot again.
I’m under the hood. I just want to get out of here.
The fruit knife cut through the hand, and I cried out, drawing attention to the guests.
“What happened? Even a fruit can’t be cut well?
“I’m sorry, I’ll get a clean one. I’m sorry.
I’ll take the plate and run.
“Wait. I’m sorry.
And the Yang called to Us suddenly.
One word and one sentence.
“Go back. I’m sorry.
03
My body seems to be nailed to the ground.
One second, two seconds.
The headmaster came in due time.
“I’m sorry, we’re new here, we’re not very well-trained, and you’re free of charge today. I’m sorry.
“Let’s go get a new one.” I’m sorry.
I managed to escape.
Then the first sister told me.
“The next time things happen, everyone comes from the new guy, and if you get a complaint, you’re done tonight. I’m sorry.
“Thank you. I’m sorry.
“You’re welcome, the VIP room is especially careful, and it’s a house of guests, especially the youngest and hottest one in the middle, the owner of an innovative technology company. I’m sorry.
“Sister, I’m a little scared. Can you get me the oranges? I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
I’m relieved.
If anyone in the world had already offended Yang, it would have been me.
I’m the one he talks about.
04
I remember, in my freshman year.
Yang Zhi was in the middle of a new pile of clothes that were washed to white.
He was visiblely poor.
And it’s visible.
I like the clear and cold tone of his speech.
And likes the thin eyelids he looks at me down.
Yang Zheng is very short of money, and the allowance for needy students has been taken away by the counselors.
So We held his little hands like a wolf after some evening.
“I like you. You’re with me. I’m rich. I can’t. I’ll give you a kiss. I’m sorry.
Of course it’s rejected.
But then my life went smoothly, and I didn’t know what defeat was, and the more he refused, the harder I was.
I didn’t blink until he got sick and paid for his medicine.
Yang Zhi bowed to me.
I was stupid enough to think I had helped.
It took me a long time to understand…
I got him, but I broke him.
After we were together, he worked every day to earn his living.
He didn’t use my money much, but it got worse.
There are rumours in the school about Yang Yan.
Said he died for money.
His eyes changed and he was given a bad nickname.
And I remained optimistic and naive, and took his hand and said, “Forget about them, they are jealous.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I live in my own ivory towers, and I have never realized that Yang is fighting alone.
In junior year, my family went bankrupt.
I didn’t tell Yang Yan.
I just called him out and said, “Let’s break up.” I’m sorry.
“Why?”
“I’m tired. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
That’s it, we split up.
I guess he was happy because he was finally free.
On the day of the break-up, I broke my phone card, wrote off my letter and sat on the train to work in other cities to pay off the debt.
I didn’t come back here until three months ago.
Yang Zing looks good.
He’s a super genius who’s been at school for four years, and he’s already a new technology in the magazine.
Tsui Sunsung used to be in our class, so he was out of college.
I didn’t think they were together anymore.
Good, good.
I’m covering my chest, pressing acid.
I’m off work at 4:00 in the morning.
I was the last to leave, and my colleagues thought there was no one left, and the lights were out and the elevator stopped.
I’m upset to press the elevator, hoping to light it.
“Call. I’m sorry.
The voice of Yang Zheng suddenly sounded behind me.
05
I call my colleagues rigidly.
The elevator’s reopening, and Yang and I are standing in a corner.
“You’re off late?”
He doesn’t ask in cold blood.
“We can’t leave until the guests are gone. I’m sorry.
“The pay is high here?”
“Good. I’m sorry.
I keep my head down, and my hood is on my face.
It seems that Yang Zhenji didn’t recognize me, made a few casual conversations, and then looked at the watch: “This elevator is so slow, my girlfriend’s in a hurry, she’s so sticky and cute. I’m sorry.
I realized that he was talking about Tsui.
“And you? Your boyfriend won’t pick you up at this late hour? I’m sorry.
“I live close. I’m sorry.
Elevator’s here.
As soon as the door opens, I’ll run.
After a few minutes of calm, the anger broke out at this moment.
“What for?”
“Where else can you go? I’m sorry.
“When we’re gone, evaporate, is it fun? I’m sorry.
06
The steps of Yang Zhen are approaching.
He’s the young man I remember. He’s just gone and became more mature.
“We have a write-off, phone numbers, teachers can’t find you. I’m sorry.
I slowly look up and look at him.
“You must have heard of it with your personal pulse. My family is broke, my father is in economic trouble and he hasn’t paid his dues yet.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
I’m dumb.
“Is it because you can’t make up your face, Miss Yu? I’m sorry.
“No…”
The voice’s still on, Seo-sung’s coming over.
“Oh, you’re the one!”
She’s more beautiful than she was in college and she’s got every hair silk.
“I haven’t seen you in a long time. My class is looking for you. Why haven’t you heard from me in four years? I’m sorry.
“I’m going south. I’m sorry.
No wonder, Seo Night Star took a look at my clothes and was surprised, “Wasn’t this the puff you bought in your senior year?” Why are you still wearing it? I’m sorry.
I used to buy clothes and throw them away in the first year.
That’s what she asked. She wanted me to stop.
But I’m numb.
“It’s not bad, it’s still fit. I’m sorry.
“Are you having a hard time?” I told you I’d help you. I’m sorry.
She drew a card.
“Take it and don’t pay it back. I’m sorry.
“Thank you, but no need. I’m sorry.
I look at her, I look at Yang Zhi, I smile.
“I’m getting married, remember that. I’m sorry.
When the tone is down, the whole people of Yang Zhen are mistaken.
07
KTV is just my part-time job and I have to work during the day.
Monday, the company has a client.
Colleagues are gossiping: I heard the client was a genius, and he started the system to find people. I’m sorry.
“Aah! Who are you looking for?”
“Ex-girlfriend. I’m sorry.
I’ve got a bad feeling about this.
“Did he find it?”
“I don’t know. The system’s not finished yet. The big boys are throwing money. No, our boss wants to work together. I’m sorry.
I’ll sort it out.
In front of the reception room, the voice of Yang Zheng was heard.
“On cooperation, I will reconsider. I’m sorry.
I pushed in and put it on the table.
“What are you doing here?” I’m sorry.
“To work. I’m sorry.
That’s my job.
The leader wondered, “Do you know Yang? I’m sorry.
And I thought, “Yes, I have. I’m sorry.
“Just seen?” Yang is angry again.
I don’t know what he was mad about, but he didn’t come back the day he broke up.
He pointed at me and said, “Mr. Li, I can sign the contract, if I can get my assistant back. I’m sorry.
The leader immediately promised not to give me a chance to rebut it.
They talked all day.
In the evening, I left on time with my bag.
“Where are you going? I haven’t let you go yet. I’m sorry.
“Mr. Yang, I can’t work late today. I have work to do. I’m sorry.
“What is it?”
“I’m going to take delivery. I’m sorry.
Yang Zing looked at me incredibly.
08
I used to be the one who was so impudent that I didn’t touch the takeout.
Four years in college, Yang’s class went to take delivery.
His dinner, often a box from the delivery company.
One time I went to him.
In a small room, he was squeezed with a bunch of riders and pulled the rice from the box.
We said, “How do you eat this, Yang Zhen? This isn’t clean. I’m sorry.
He’s very uncomfortable with his face: “Does it matter? I’m sorry.
“Let’s go and eat steak with me. I’m sorry.
I pulled him to a new Western restaurant, where he had five hundred per capita.
He stood in front of the hotel and took off his clothes in silence.
After the fall of his family, I finally understood his feelings that day.
Just like today.
It’s snowing.
The ground is slippery. I fell, I spilled.
He called his client to explain, but he was scolded.
The client says you don’t make excuses. Late is late.
The bruised palms stinged in the cold winter, but I couldn’t afford to say I was sorry.
Yang suddenly showed up and picked up my car.
He didn’t know when he was here, how long he watched.
I consciously hid my hand behind my back.
“Don’t hide.” His voice was dumb, his eyes were red, “Go wash up.” I’m sorry.
“I’m going to take the meal first. I’m sorry.
“Get in, I’ll take you.”
The client lived on the first floor, and when I arrived, he said, “Oh, shit, the Porsche delivers? I’m sorry.
I have to take the next order.
He said, “Don’t send it. I’m sorry.
“No, it’s too little for tonight. I’m sorry.
“I’ll buy it. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
Ding, ding, ding, ding, ding.
“I’ll buy you time tonight. I’m sorry.
09
Yang Qing took me to his house.
I’m standing at the gate and I can’t go in there.
“Suh will be angry. I’m sorry.
Yang Zheng said, “Do you still have kung fu?” How did you fall? I’m sorry.
I’m covered in dirty snow, except for a scratch on my palm.
“And, Yum, look at my room. Does it look like there was a woman in it? I’m sorry.
“You don’t live together?”
“I’ve never been with her at all. I’m sorry.
Yang Zhi dumped a contract on me.
“Six months ago she found me and offered to cooperate. She doesn’t want me to be her boyfriend, and she’ll help me deal with hard clients. I’m sorry.
He’s afraid I don’t understand.
“Some clients like to put women in their beds, think everyone eats this, and I’m sick of it. I’m sorry.
The contract is clear and does not interfere with each other ‘ s private life.
Yang Ji-chul’s hand, fix my wound.
I saw an unopened box of hand cream on the shelf.
That’s my favorite brand I used to use. Yang Zhi bought it for the house.
“Today, I asked your colleague. I’m sorry.
He sank.
“You didn’t have a boyfriend, and last week the group built and said you were single. You lied to me on purpose, didn’t you? I’m sorry.
“I’m not lying to you. I’m sorry.
“Then show me a picture of you and that man. I’m sorry.
“No photo taken. I’m sorry.
“You don’t take pictures with the new ones? I’m sorry.
“You remind me, I’ll shoot you next time. I’m sorry.
I’m laughing at Yang Jing.
He suddenly stood by the sofa, covered me completely, and he was completely oppressed.
I can’t move, I can still feel his warm body temperature through my sweater.
“I bought your time. Know what to do? I’m sorry.
“I’ll pay you back, Yang Zhi, I’m really getting married. I’m sorry.
He moved down my shoulder and stopped on his wrist.
“It’s not right to get married with a bracelet from an ex-boyfriend? I’m sorry.
10
I’ve got a chain on my wrist and it’s dark as time goes on.
It’s the first gift I’ve received from Yang.
When I was 19.
There was a week when I barely saw anyone except in class.
He was on various part-time journeys, working more than ever.
On my birthday, my parents set up a party for me in a high-end restaurant, and I told Yang Zhi, but he didn’t come.
I waited and waited until night, finally waiting for his call.
He said to wait for me at the restaurant.
In the snow, my teens were out of shape.
And His servants, as We did this day, were covered with mud on their yellow garments.
I didn’t know anything but complain that he came too late.
Yang rubbed my head and said he brought me a birthday present.
The bracelet is basic and expensive, but it is well beyond his economic level.
I liked it. It was on the wrist and never took it off.
Then my parents asked me who I was talking to.
They don’t like Yang, they don’t think he deserves me.
By the time I return, Yang Zhi has disappeared in the snow.
I don’t know.
To this day, by chance.
– At least 19 years old.
That bracelet. He’s been working all day and night.
Is he also, as I am tonight, running and falling in the snow and still walking fearlessly for this bracelet?
And now?
He pressed me, forced me.
He’s got my favorite luxury at home.
Do you remember me or do you humiliate me?
I can’t figure it out. I can’t feel it.
Yang Zheng is holding up and is panicking.
He used to cry at me.
This is exactly what it used to be.
And he rubbed his hands and his hands in my eyes: “Don’t cry. I was wrong. I was only scaring you.” It’s your 26th birthday. I bought you a new bracelet. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
I forgot myself. It’s my birthday.
Yang Zing took out a new box.
“Look, do you like it? I’m sorry.
He’s changing my bracelet.
“Cross, can we–“
The bell rings.
Xiaohui stood at the door, carrying a cigarette: “Where’s the danger?” I’ll pick her up.
“Who are you?”
“I’m her fiancé. Didn’t she tell you? I’m sorry.
One of Yang’s bangs fell on the carpet.
Eleven.
I left with Xiaohui.
He didn’t drive a window but smoked one by one.
I choked and coughed.
Me and Xiaohui met before.
He told me when my house was not broke, but I was thinking about Yang and rejected him several times.
Until last week he suddenly came to me.
Xiaohui said that if you marry him, he will help me pay my debt.
I asked why.
He was pleased to say, “I will prove that you chose the wrong one. I was the only one who could save you. The poor boy will only drag you down.” I’m sorry.
Oh, he wants to marry me just for his heroism.
Just to put me in the army.
That’s ridiculous.
Today, I had to ask him to help me.
Just make a call and I’ll find an excuse to get out.
I don’t know how he got to the door.
“Why are you pretending to be my fiancé? I’m sorry.
“What difference does it make? I’m sorry.
“I haven’t promised you yet. I’m sorry.
“What choice do you have? Miss Yu, you’re sober, you’re in debt. Who’s gonna marry you? Who wants you but me? I’m sorry.
Xiaohui is contemptible.
“He’s the poor guy from college, isn’t he? I’m telling you, he just came back to humiliate you, you used to hold back, and now you’re down and you can’t tell me what to laugh at. I’m sorry.
“It’s none of your business! I’m sorry.
“Why not? He robbed the woman before, and now he can’t take his breath away.”
I’m not your thing! I didn’t promise you, and I won’t! I’m sorry.
I got out of the car, and Xiaohu didn’t stop me.
“Won’t you say yes? Think family. I’m sorry.
His glitter, somehow, reminds me of the past.
So those who invent lies and make fun of the Yangs.
Is it in Yang’s heart that I am?
12
The news of my return spreads among my classmates.
And what happened to my family.
My roommate has reconnected with me.
She’s getting married and asked if I’d like to be her bridesmaid.
That was our agreement, and the one we married was for another bridesmaid.
On the day of the wedding, there were so many old classmates, and I added to everyone’s tweets.
Man in wedding dress and tears in his eyes.
“Shotfish, I always thought you’d be the first of our four to get married. I’m sorry.
“If I were married, how could I make you a bridesmaid? I’m sorry.
Don’t you dare say, four years without a word, I’m so mad! I’m sorry.
“I was wrong! Stay and make amends. I’m sorry.
“Why were you evaporating?” We can all help you if you have trouble saying it. I’m sorry.
I looked down at my toes.
Think about it and say what’s in your mind.
“I haven’t suffered so much in my life, Man, you know, the whole life has collapsed, and I don’t know what to do, and I don’t dare to look into people’s eyes, even with pity. It’s kind of impulsive. I’ll erase all the contacts. I’m sorry.
“Yan Qianxing’s search for you has gone crazy.” I’m sorry.
“What?” I hold.
“Don’t you know? He used almost all his methods, looking for a teacher, looking for a school, calling the police. I’m sorry.
Wen looks at my face and goes on.
“You know, he’s scared of your parents… But he had the courage to think that your whole family was gone, even your parents. I’m sorry.
“That was the first time I saw Yang’s collapse, and he sat at your door, crying like a dog. I’m sorry.
“When he heard you might be in the South, he came to you, but he couldn’t find you. I’m sorry.
I’m sorry to say, “Guangzhou, Guiyang, Kunming … … are innumerable, in many places.” Because of the debt, we changed our names and moved almost every half month. I’m sorry.
“No wonder he found it. “Well, he finally went back to Beijing in a state of frustration and started working on his search data system. I’m sorry.
I don’t understand.
I thought Yang didn’t care about my stay.
I heard him talking to his classmates before he graduated.
He asked him, “What are the plans to marry her after graduation?” I’m sorry.
“No, I can’t.” I’m sorry.
I hit hard that day.
Shortly thereafter, the family collapsed.
I just broke up with him and he didn’t have any.
What do you mean by looking for me around?
Sorry to lose?
I’m a little confused.
I was distracted when I was throwing flowers.
The flowers are in Yang’s hands.
“Congratulations on this man’s bouquet. I’m sorry.
“Don’t bother. I’m sorry.
Yang Zhi came to me.
Pass the bouquet.
13
It’s all up. It’s coming up.
Even the writings are screaming.
Not me, not me.
“You’ve met my fiancé. I’m sorry.
Although it’s fake.
“I don’t believe you’ll get that bad. I’m sorry.
“You take me for a bad look. I’m sorry.
“Well, even if he is. I’m sorry.
The little thing of Yang, leaning in my ear.
“Then leave him and go back to me. I’m sorry.
The low voice is like a spell, full of temptation.
I almost compromised.
Just a little bit.
After all these years, Yang Zhenji can still jump in my aesthetics.
After the ceremony, my old classmates came to me for a drink.
I accidentally drank too much.
Then I remember going to the stairwell.
No matter how much fun it is out there, the stairwell is always the quietest place.
“What are you doing here?” I’m sorry.
I looked back and threw him.
Wow.
“Yang Zhi, I’m tired. I’m sorry.
14
Yang Zheng is in charge of sending me back.
I’ve been crying, I can’t walk, he gets out of the car and hugs me.
“I’m tired. I have to work every day. When will it end?”
“There was a guest who threw a drink at me yesterday. I’m sorry.
“Yang Zhi, I want salmon and sweet shrimp. I’m sorry.
Alcohol works, I’m speechless.
Yang was patient, but I couldn’t hear anything.
And finally, he put me on his couch.
He asked me, “What’s so good about the man?” I’m sorry.
I was confused and said, “He helped me pay back my money.” I’m sorry.
“I can, too, fear, and I am better than him. I know your joy and evil, and know how to make you happy.” Please don’t disappear. I’m sorry.
I can’t remember anything after that.
The next day I woke up in Yang’s bed.
It’s not in the inch.
15
The table is full of pricks, all kinds.
And there’s an orange plate, cut into a flat piece.
Yang Zheng said, “You’re on leave, you don’t have to work today. I’m sorry.
“Oh. I’m sorry.
When I sit down, I bounce.
“You asked for me?”
“Yeah. I’m sorry.
“You told my leader? I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
He’ll get the wrong idea! I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong with you and me? I’m sorry.
“…”
It’s not true.
“I spoke to your leader. You don’t do programming, so you can do part-time work? I’m sorry.
“Well, while it’s paid well, I have to work overtime. I earn more every month than I do. I’m sorry.
“At next month, you can go back to programming. You can quit part-time. I’m sorry.
“No,” I said, “I haven’t written the code for a long time, I’ve been rusty. I’m sorry.
“It’s okay, I’ll teach you. I’m sorry.
He bowed and focused on the shrimp shells, soaked and put them in my bowl.
Just like before.
He always took care of every shrimp shell.
When I was in college, I wasn’t really good at programming.
But there’s a gifted boyfriend who can’t get any better.
I whispered, “I really forgot. I’m sorry.
Yang Zhenxing wrote several lines on the paper and sat next to me.
“It’s some foundation. I’ll help you remember. I’m sorry.
This moment, it seems like it’s really back in the past.
My teenager sat next to me and softly addressed me.
After dinner, I’m going home.
I didn’t get a gift from Yang.
The subway was in a coma and suddenly received a tweet from Tsui Sunsung.
“Shotfish, don’t let the shoals grieve, okay? I’m sorry.
I said, “What do you mean?” I’m sorry.
“He’s been trying to repay you all these years. I’m sorry.
“For what? I’m sorry.
“The money. I’m sorry.
Tsui Sunsung sent a screenshot.
In the college dormitory, Yang Zhiji said, “It’s clear and relieved. I’m sorry.
Others: “Congratulations.”
“It’s time to take off this burden. I’m sorry.
“Before they are free, ha ha. I’m sorry.
I’m losing my mind.
A debt text came in.
“The arrears have been paid in their entirety and have been replaced by Yang Zhen. I’m sorry.
16
All the blood is coagulated.
I’ve been shaking with my hands on my phone.
In retrospect…
Yang’s gone crazy looking for me.
Meet me again, raise me, raise me.
What you said, what you did.
Including last night.
It’s all about paying off the debt!
That’s all!
Yeah, at KTV, Tsui Sunsung said he hated me.
Maybe that’s the truth.
Yang doesn’t like to owe others.
From the beginning, I was the burden of his heart, a debtor.
At this moment, endless sorrow devours me.
I don’t even know how to blame him.
Eight years ago, I pulled him to a position where I wasn’t.
Since then, it has been difficult to correct.
He was just, he didn’t take it for granted.
He was polite enough to remember now.
It’s better to forget.
There’s no name in my heart, and I’m shaking my finger and I’m sending a message to Yang.
“Who asked you to pay my debts without permission? I’m sorry.
“Is it okay? You don’t have to work anymore. I’m sorry.
“I don’t need it. I’m sorry.
“Don’t be stubborn. I should have done it. I’ve been wanting to pay you back for Grandpa’s medical expenses. I’m sorry.
His words sting me again.
“I’ll save it for you, and we’ll never contact again, except for business. I’m sorry.
Yang Qianxi called me a lot later. I didn’t want to answer.
I took an extra day off, locked myself in the house and slept in the dark.
It’s like we’re gonna have to make up for all these years.
The next morning, my mom told me.
Yang Zhi was downstairs all night.
I took the subway to work.
Yang Ziang gave up his Porsche and took the subway with me.
I’m going to KTV part-time as usual at night.
He opened a small room and sat at the door and watched me come and go.
He’s like a moving rock, I follow wherever I go.
So repeated for days.
I couldn’t bear to say, “Don’t follow me again.” I’m sorry.
“If you don’t follow, you disappear. I’m sorry.
He’s holding his fingers.
“Go to the other cities, go to the stairwell, disappear without answering the phone, you make me feel bad. I’m sorry.
And I choked and said, “I promise to pay back, and I will not disappear, so will there be trust between man and man?” I’m sorry.
“What did you say? I don’t have to pay back. I’m sorry.
He’s still the shadow behind me.
He didn’t show up until Friday.
Suh and the stars are on the phone.
“The Yang’s beating up. I’m sorry.
17
Yang Zhi beat up Xiaohui.
The reason for this is that today they were at an industry gathering together.
I don’t think he’s at the table.
And suddenly someone said that he was missing.
“There’s always a daughter named Zhang, who’s beautiful!” I promised to pay back the money and she’d be with me. That girl, even if she spends so much money buying home…
Before he finished, Yang’s fist fell on him.
In front of so many people in the industry, he beat up Xiao’s rich generation.
Out of the dispensary, Tsui Sunsung blamed me.
“It is harder to fight alone than anyone else without background, but now he is destined to offend some people because of you. I’m sorry.
Then the evening star was angry: “If you do not help him, will you not harm him?” I’m sorry.
A plague?
“What are you to hold me accountable for? I’m sorry.
Tsui Night Star.
We said, “Are you not just cooperating in one another’s private life? I’m sorry.
“He even told you this…”
Not long ago, her eyes were red and she became very sad.
“I’m just a cooperative, but I really like him. You’ve been gone for so long, so go on and leave him to me, okay? I’m sorry.
“You like him?”
“Yeah. I’m sorry.
This is something I didn’t expect.
Because…
“But wasn’t it you who took the lead in spreading rumours about Yang Yi in school? I’m sorry.
Tsui Sunsung’s face, it was so white.
18
“I just disappeared, but not amnesia. I’m sorry.
I looked at her cold.
“You stuck me in the ladies’ room after Yang was with me, remember? I’m sorry.
“You said, “How much do you pay for this?” I’m sorry.
“I don’t remember…”
“And then someone called the Ducks of Yang, didn’t you forget? This ugly nickname came from you, too? I’m sorry.
“No, no, you don’t. I’m sorry.
“I don’t understand the rules of your circle. What would a fan think if a big star had ever spoken against his classmates? I’m sorry.
“The threat! “You’re a liar! I’m sorry.
“Oh? Do you want me to call some of my classmates to testify? I’m sorry.
She broke her breath.
“Please, I can give you any money you want, okay? And don’t tell her that I hurt him when I was young, but I really like him now, and I can make it up. I’m sorry.
“So far you think you just hurt him? I’m sorry.
I shook my head helplessly.
“Suh Sunsung, you hurt me too. I’m sorry.
“Then I apologize! “Please don’t tell her, and don’t destroy my image in his heart.”
The voice is still missing, and the curtains in the clinic are suddenly drawn.
Yang Ziang stood in the window.
He seems to have been there a long time.
19
When Seo Sunsung was driven away, he lost his mind.
Yang is not a big man.
He hated the rumors of the year and had no respect for Tsui Sunsung.
Yang Zhengji usually doesn’t swear.
But he’s a schoolboy who can cast a lifetime shadow without a dirty word.
Tsui Sunsung probably won’t see him anymore.
“Are you okay? I look at Yang, he’s got a very shallow wound, and he’s taken care of. I’m sorry.
“Don’t worry, it’s not a problem. But Xiaohui needs stitches. I’m sorry.
“The stitches are cheap for him. Wish him a broken face. I’m sorry.
“That’s right. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
“That’s you. How long has it been since you’ve said that? Say something, I want to hear it. I’m sorry.
“Fuck doing business is a bunch of liars. I’m sorry.
What else?
“The price of pork has risen again. Is this a good time? I’m sorry.
“Good, go ahead. I’m sorry.
“I want to go home and watch TV. I’m sorry.
Are you complaining about me?
“I didn’t, I wouldn’t dare. I’m sorry.
“You dare. I’m sorry.
Sunshine was on the snow, and we were talking all the way.
Suddenly it’s like going back to school.
I’ve been crying all these years of depression.
“Will you wait for me? I’ll give you all the money. I’m sorry.
Yang Zhenji has begun to struggle again.
“What are you talking about? And why were you so angry? It’s not right for me to pay you, but you can’t ignore me. I’m sorry.
“How can I talk to you if you treat me like a burden? I’m sorry.
“The Bag”? “Who said that?” I’m sorry.
“Suh Night Star…”
Wait, wait, wait. She’s not the one who’s trying to get out of the way, is she?
But I’m sure it’s true.
I’ll flip the chat records out.
Yang Zheng looks angry.
“I’m not talking about you! I’m sorry.
20
Yang Zheng Xin took out the chat records from his cell phone.
He told his roommate that he had paid off the company’s overtime.
Those dialogues followed.
The chat was somehow carried to Tsui Sunsung’s hand, and she misconstrued it.
“But how does she know you’re gonna pay me back? I’m sorry.
“She’s got experience in debt servicing, so I asked her. I’m sorry.
Yang Zhi took the car to his house.
The third time I came to this place, it was completely different.
“Let’s be clear today. “I have a lot to ask you. I’m sorry.
“You ask. I’m sorry.
“Why break up?”
“I’ve become a burden. I want to go. It’s better to break up. I’m sorry.
“Not because you’re tired of it? I’m sorry.
For a moment, I thought, “I’m tired” was the reason I broke up.
After these two words, Yang Zheng left without turning back.
He said, “I thought you treated me like a plaything, four years, and you’re tired of it, and I can’t help you, and you don’t want me. I’m sorry.
What makes him think that?
I opened my mouth and didn’t answer.
“It doesn’t matter if it’s true.” I’m sorry.
He was afraid to hear the answer and was the first to show.
I’ve thought about it. I’m sorry.
“I want to stay with you even as a plaything. I’m sorry.
21
The eyes of the Yang are as black as they were in the day.
And I digested his words for a while and made a sound: “You are mistaken. I’m sorry.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
“That’s an agitation, Yang Zhi. I never treated you like a game. I’m serious about dating you. I’m sorry.
“Why are you angry?”
“Before graduation, you told your roommate you wouldn’t marry me. I’m sorry.
Now it’s the Yang’s turn.
He’s been crying all day.
“I mean, just after graduation, I haven’t been able to get married. Actually, I started reading the diamond ring a long time ago, but I can’t afford it. I’m sorry.
We had a fight.
We found each other wrongly understood.
Why?
The underlying reason is that the real conditions are very different.
Yang thinks I’m feeding him for fun.
And I thought that Yang Ying was upset and had to be with me.
I don’t believe each other love themselves.
Round back now.
Yang Qing asked: “Why do you prefer to receive help from Xiaohui instead of me? I’m sorry.
“Because I like you, I don’t want to have this relationship with you.”
I suddenly understood.
“Yes, I was in the same mood.” I’m sorry.
“Wait, wait. Do you like me when I confess? I’m sorry.
“Yeah, I like you, actually before you. I’m sorry.
22
“The freshman comes to the first place, you say your name is Zoe, and I write down…”
The story of Yang Yan gave me a new look at myself.
He moved earlier than I did.
It’s just a little late.
And I was wrong from the beginning.
I took what he needed to seduce him.
It’s hard for him to talk.
He actually said that many times he liked me.
Just nobody believed it.
Everyone felt that he was saying false things and flattering me.
For a long time, I believed, and even he was close.
– Do you like guacamole or Grandpa’s medicine?
Yang himself is confused by countless ridicules and countless awareness of our differences.
He’s twisting and twisting and tormenting himself day after day.
Anyone can help him.
I’m not the only one.
Because money changes the taste of love.
But if you’re not so strong, you can lie by my side.
But he didn’t.
Because he’s not. He’s my favorite teenager.
Yang Zheng took up an orange and began to cut slowly.
And suddenly I remembered the day I met again.
“What does that mean? I’m sorry.
“Can you talk angry, can’t I? I thought you were bored, dumped me, disappeared for four years, like you were hiding from me. I’m sorry.
Seems okay.
“But Tsui Sunsung said you hated me. I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry, it’s my fault. I didn’t counter her in time. I’m sorry.
The Yang’s slow cut the last orange.
I’m sorry.
“After all, I thought you were really… I’m sorry.
There’s snow out the window.
It’ll be dry and warm inside.
At this moment, I’m sure that in the river of time, the young man walked to me.
23
I went back with Yang Zheng-gu during the school day.
As a representative of an outstanding graduate, he would like to speak on stage.
It’s still that school. It’s just a gruesome change of face.
There’s always someone young.
There’s always someone for the dream, the wind is strong.
The name plate fell out of his pocket.
I was picked up by a freshman and surprised to say, “Aoi, you’re in danger. I’m sorry.
“You know me?”
“I’m an intern at Mr. Yang’s. You’re a celebrity at our company. I’m sorry.
“Really?”
I went to Yang’s company once and sat at the front desk waiting for him.
The same reaction when my name was registered at the front desk.
“Are you a danger? I’m sorry.
Just today, I don’t know why.
“The company’s project had a set of bottom core algorithms, allegedly written by Mr. Yang when he first started the system. I’m sorry.
“He left a note. I’m sorry.
“If you encounter danger, tell her I love her for me. I’m sorry.
“You can see that for those who have followed this algorithm. I’m sorry.
And I listened for a long time, and I heard my classmate happy, and said, “Oh, good. The Chief finally found his man. I’m sorry.
After the speech, Yang and I took a walk along the path of life we had.
We went to the library door.
“This is where you made it clear to me.” I’m sorry.
“Well, I remember, I was brave. I’m sorry.
He looked at it, and his memories seemed very far away.
“Are you happy at college, Yang Zhi? I’m sorry.
He’s been on the run, he’s been denigrated and he’s lost.
I don’t think I’m happy.
But Yang Zheng said: “Happy.” I’m sorry.
“Because you’re here, pain becomes happiness. I’m sorry.
And he turned, as he was in the day, looking at me.
“I don’t know. I’m talking now. I’m sorry.
“I love your ninth year. Give me a chance, okay? I’m sorry.
It started snowing again.
Snowflake fell on his head.
And I smiled, “A new year, please be kind and kind.” I’m sorry.
Happy New Year, my teenager.
Happy New Year, my youth.
Even if we stay sorry, we’ll always be the best.
Quintana.
For the first time, I’ve seen guacamole at the Newborn.
She was wearing a white dress and passed through a corridor immersed in sunlight.
Since then, all my thoughts and my fantasies have taken concrete shape.
I like her, but I know she’s not like me.
We come from two different worlds.
She’s a princess at the top of the ivory tower.
Her feet have not yet entered the world, and the dust is clean.
She’s moonlight. She’s my hope.
It’s the source of all my inferiority.
How dare I expect her.
I hope it’s a capital crime.
Mom and Dad died a long time ago. Only Grandpa told me to grow up.
Last winter, Grandpa’s legs were frozen and disabled and could no longer work to support his family.
All the burdens fall on me.
I need tuition and his medicine.
Having lost the poverty allowance, I feel like I have been trampled into the abyss, raising questions about equity.
I didn’t expect the moonlight to come in at this time.
The second she said she liked me, I was boiling in blood.
But when she said she could give me the money, I was condensed.
And completely into the ice cellar.
What does she take me for?
Someone who can spend money together?
But their eyes are too pure to see the point of playing.
I didn’t promise her.
Until Grandpa got sick and got into ICU, the high medical bills completely destroyed me.
The tumbles, the blinks, the cash.
She laughed at me and said, “Will you be with me?” I’m sorry.
This time, I promise.
Not for medical expenses.
It’s because she’s cursing at me and I can’t resist.
Later I realized that life in danger was too smooth, and she didn’t even think that money was an advantage.
She didn’t feed me to show her merits.
Even in her eyes, money is not good, money is money.
That’s why she’s more pure than anyone.
I’m so fond of Yu Yuen. I’ll take my hand wherever I go.
Her hands are small, soft, not a cocoon.
I’m afraid my cocoon will grind her, but I like it, and I’m holding my hand back and forth.
Sometimes I feel like a knight.
The princess told me to do what I dare.
The princess didn’t say anything. I didn’t dare come near her.
The danger is also proactive, and her initiative has never been unsure, but rather has revealed enthusiasm and sincerity.
I don’t know.
But gradually, there are rumors in schools.
Even my teachers, who always valued me, suggested that I was concerned with moral and moral issues.
I like to be afraid, but I don’t want to be the kind of person they say.
I thought about breaking up, but I couldn’t.
Who’s gonna give up? No, she’s the best, she’s a gift.
The rumours are getting more and more, and I let myself remain in the books and in the work, trying not to listen to them.
But one day, my father found me.
He’s carrying his back and letting me leave her.
He said I wasn’t good enough for them.
I certainly didn’t agree, even though her father had threatened me many times since then, so long as she didn’t give up, I wouldn’t let go.
I’m trying to prove to her that I can love and that I can give her a good future.
If someone else’s girlfriend has one, she needs one.
The roommate gave his girlfriend a bracelet, so there’s a danger.
I’ve finally saved a little money and bought one for the taffy.
But I’m sorry, honey, I can’t go to your birthday party.
I’d rather not show up if my presence would plunge you into scoffing.
I don’t know.
He fell and hit a senior.
I made the diamond ring worse.
It’s expensive. I can’t even afford it.
We have to wait.
A lot of companies pay me a lot of money, and if someone invests, I want to start a business.
I’ll be able to afford the diamond ring later.
They buy houses, wedding dresses, everything she likes.
My idea was endorsed by the top of the company, and I could raise my salary early.
She broke up with me when I told her the good news.
She said she was tired.
In that moment, I felt like a fool.
What am I expecting?
Looking forward to moonlight loving me as an ant?
No, I’m just a game.
I’m leaving, and I’m gonna have to shut myself down for two days.
And then I realized I couldn’t be safe.
Let’s play. I just have to do better than any other.
I’m going to find the guacamole, and I’m going to find out.
She disappeared.
It disappears completely…
I quit my job and went into strange cities to find out where she was.
Turn around, she’s always running so fast she doesn’t even leave me a hair wire.
But I heard her house was broke.
I don’t have the money. I can’t pay her back.
I hate myself so much for the first time.
I had to go back to Beijing, borrow from my friends and start developing systems.
As the human connection widens, everything in my family is revealed to me.
I’m getting sober, thinking about one thing.
Insolvency, not just talk.
The ivory tower of fear collapsed.
She fell into a strange world, and now… is it okay?
Look, I’m so cut.
She was angry and worried about her.
I don’t know.
We still can’t find the gust.
They seem to have changed their names to avoid debt.
I bought a lot of stuff I used to like.
She used hand cream, perfumed, I bought the whole set.
There’s bags, skins. Once she gets back, she can use them.
I finally met her in the fourth year of the disappearance.
That night, I deliberately left the last one and waited for her to get out after work.
Elevator from 20 to 1st floor.
Just a few minutes.
It’s longer than I’ve been for over 20 years.
Why did she pretend not to know me?
Why does she always try to escape?
Don’t you want to see me?
At the risk of being disgusted, I stopped her.
With the hood up, I finally saw her face.
She’s become so skinny, she doesn’t see the beauty of the day.
When she was talking to Tsui, I looked at her face and almost forgot to breathe.
The most shocking thing is that she actually works a lot.
Same as I was.
She’s got a cocoon.
I almost cried out.
God knows I’ve never cried in my life before, but I feel like crying.
She said she had a boyfriend.
I didn’t believe it until that bad man appeared in front of me.
…wanted to beat him up.
I’ve always been just.
For the first time, I wanted to do something not ethical for myself.
I’m going to take back the maze.
I’m not poor now, I can give her a better life.
That’s not true.
I’m pretty sure of myself now, and I like the fear, the purity of her past and the resilience of her present.
In some respects, we are alike.
I don’t know.
A new year has come.
What do you think the most stubborn thing in the world is?
I said, moonlight.
Look out the window.
I don’t know. I’m looking at her.
I thought the moonlight had fallen.
But I saw her fall and stand up, and life wouldn’t kill her.
“Why is the moonlight?” She’s still staring at the outside.
“Because the moon never falls, even in a desperate state. I’m sorry.
I kissed her on the forehead.
“I always love moonlight. I’m sorry.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
