My dad was a drug dealer, my mom was undercover.
My mother was tortured in the basement for 10 years after her identity was revealed.
I secretly went to her, whispered to her mother, she didn’t respond and looked at me.
“What did she do? She killed your father, your uncles, and almost killed you.” I’m sorry.
But I still think she’s a good person.
One.
I always thought I didn’t have a mother until the day of my tenth birthday when Uncle Dong, who was drunk, told me that the woman who was kept in the basement of the villa was my mother.
He said that my mother was an undercover officer of the police and that she came in before my grandfather died.
My dad was 20 years old, and she was so obsessed with her, that she couldn’t get a heart, and he didn’t even listen to her grandfather.
She later passed on the information she had gathered and our house was surrounded by the police.
My grandfather, grandma and uncle and uncle were killed on the spot, my aunts, brothers and sisters were taken away, and the garden was burned, and only my uncle escaped with my father, my mother and a few friends.
Then Big Uncle and my dad checked the mole and found out my mom was undercover.
My father was going to kill my mother on the spot, but my mother was tested for pregnancy the other day, and my uncle said that our house was already dead, so let’s just give birth to the baby.
My mom survived.
But she didn’t want to live, she didn’t want to have me, she killed herself several times but was found and rescued.
And then I was born, and I was a girl, not the boy the Big Uncle wanted to last.
He was going to drown me with my mother, but that day he had a heart attack and my dad took over everything.
But my father didn’t kill us after the great uncle died, and he brought me an am who had taken care of my cousin and raised her, and he put my mother in the basement.
This is 10 years.
“Ya, you’re a star and a dealer.” “Uncle Tung fell on me intoxicated, and then reached out and choked on my neck.
I was scared to run to the living room and I think Uncle Tung must be drunk, not trying to kill me, after all, he was good to me.
My dad was on the phone in the living room and saw me running in here in a panic.
I’m used to my dad’s disregard for me, like it’s my birthday, and he doesn’t know, no cake, no candles, and home is as quiet as usual.
I went back to my room and looked through the window to the garage of the villa, which was the entrance to the basement.
I’ve been seeing Am every day since I remembered.
Sometimes my father was seen in the dark at night and he did not come out until the next morning.
Two.
I want to go to the basement, I want to see my mom, this is my birthday wish.
The basement is restricted, and no one can go in there, including me, except my dad and Am.
And when Amm sent her in again, I followed her quietly behind her, and found a place to hide, and when she left, I approached the door.
The door is a fenced door, and you can see the room at once.
There was only one bed in the room, a thin woman on the bed, and the light was dark and I couldn’t see her face.
I walked by the door and found her beautiful, gentle and gentle, like the fairy in a Chinese costume.
Uncle Dong once said she was a big bad guy, and I thought she must be terrible, but she was so beautiful.
“Mommy. “I can’t help but call her, little voice, and I’m not sure she heard it.
She didn’t move, sat there quietly and looked at me.
I guess she didn’t hear me, so I screamed again with a little loud voice, but Cam came.
Aem pulled me out of the way and slapped me in the face: “What do you want her to do? She killed your father, your grandfather, your grandmother, your uncle, your uncle, and almost killed you.” I’m sorry.
Am’s beating me so hard, I don’t know why, my heart hurts so bad, I cry so badly.
My mom hasn’t even blinked.
Amm dragged me out, and when I left, I saw my mother with chains on her ankles that were as thick as my arms, and her belly was a little big.
3
Amm dragged me to my father’s office, told him that I ran to the basement and suggested that my father beat me up so I could remember.
I was so scared that my tears were falling.
But my dad didn’t hit me, he never touched a finger for years, but I was afraid of him.
I’ve seen him beat people up, I’ve seen him kill people, I’ve seen him kill people, I’ve seen him kill people, I’ve seen him kill people, I’ve seen him kill people, I’ve seen him kill people, I’ve seen him.
He’s actually very good-looking, and every time he goes out, there’s a lot of sisters and aunts around him, and they’re gonna give me a lot of pretty things, hoping I can mention their names in front of my dad.
But they didn’t know I couldn’t even talk to my dad.
“Sister-in-law Zhou, I will discipline myself. That’s all my dad said, and Am went out in a panic.
My father sat behind my desk and looked at my face, and he did not discipline me, but asked me, “Why go there?” I’m sorry.
I said, “Today’s my birthday, I miss my mother. I’m sorry.
My dad stares at me in cold blood, and I’ve seen him look like that every time he tries to kill someone.
But in the end the chill in his eyes receded and came to me: “I will take you to her.” I’m sorry.
4
I was nervously following my dad back to the basement.
My mom sat on the bed in that position until my dad scratched the iron door with his finger and made a snap and my mom didn’t move her eyes.
My father pushed me to my mother’s face, laughing, “This is our daughter, who lied to you, and she’s not dead.” I’m sorry.
His laughter scares me a little, and it shakes my mother’s body.
But my mom still didn’t look at me. She overheaded and closed her eyes.
My father grabbed her chin and forced her to look at me: “Look, she looks so much like you. I now invite her to teach Mandarin, and I will send her to your home, to your family’s grave, to take a look at her, after all the blood of her family, and to her father. I’m sorry.
When my mother listened to this, she got excited and bit my father’s hand so hard that blood flowed down my father’s finger.
But my father didn’t seem to be afraid of pain. He let my mother bite and put another hand on my mother’s belly: “When this is born, I’ll give it to you when I grow up, and I’ll send it to you in a few years, and you will thank me. I’m sorry.
I know my mother’s pregnant. I might have a brother or sister.
My mom hit my dad with her knee, but my dad held her down. My mom struggled so hard, she couldn’t get away with my dad.
Go back to your room. My dad said it in cold language.
I don’t want to go. I’m afraid my dad hit my mom, and those people who hurt my dad, they got killed.
Although it’s just the second time I’ve seen my mom, and while she doesn’t seem to like me, I don’t want her to get hit.
She’s so thin, my dad’ll kill her twice.
“Daddy, don’t hit Mom. I cried and said,
My father’s fingers were covered in blood on my mother’s lips, and his face was that horrible smile, “I don’t hit her. I’m sorry.
But I don’t believe it. I ran out to find someone to save my mom.
I went to Am. I went to Uncle Dong. I went to the driver and the maid.
They even locked me up in the room to keep me from going out, and I was lying on the window staring at the garage, and I didn’t know how long it took my dad to get out.
After a while Am went to the basement with food and clean clothes, and I was relieved that my mother was alive.
My dad put a scent on Uncle’s tablet and I was waiting for him at the door.
When he came out, I was careful to ask, “Dad, is there so many rooms that Mom can come up and stay? I’m sorry.
The basement is too dark and can’t hear the sound of the outside.
My dad said, “She’s not worthy. I’m sorry.
5
I wanted to see my mom again in the next few days, but Am kept me close, and I didn’t have a chance.
My dad hired a governess to teach me Mandarin.
I’m 10 years old, but I’ve never been to school, and I’ve never been out of this one. I run around the villa every day, sometimes watching ant move and sometimes picking out eggs from a tree.
But I know some words. I learned them when I was watching TV.
But I can’t watch TV all the time, but I can only watch a little while Am is watching the show.
The governess was a young girl who laughed and had a dimple, and she asked me to call her Mr. Ho.
But I don’t want to learn Mandarin, I don’t want to be sent to any family, I want to stay with Mom and Dad.
Or they go with me.
That’s why I didn’t learn well, and I didn’t get angry, and I tried to teach me again with patience.
What’s your name? I’m sorry.
I said, “What’s your name?” I’m sorry.
Mr. Ho looked at me somewhat confusedly and then explained, “Your name is your real name, and I’m more hymn than your teacher. Your father’s name is Jung-Fang, and your Am is Zhou Kim Fong.” I’m sorry.
I shook my head, and I didn’t have a name like that, and they kept calling me a girl and never called me another name.
But I found out from Mr. Ho that my father’s name is Jung-hyun.
Mr. Ho asked Am, “What’s her name? I’m sorry.
“She doesn’t need that name.” I’m sorry.
Mr. Ho stopped and touched my head and gave me a sugar that she said was called Big White Rabbit.
I put sugar in my mouth, and my eyes were wide open, and for the first time I ate something so good, it was better than the sweet nuts I picked by the river.
So that’s happiness.
Teacher Ho said she gave me a sugar every day as long as I learned to speak Mandarin.
I hesitated or promised because I wanted candy and I wanted to eat with Mom and Dad.
Six.
My dad came to check my Mandarin, and I had a poem in front of him.
“The red bean is the country of the South, and the spring comes with a few of them. May the king take more. “I don’t know what I’m talking about, I’m tripping my back, and I can’t even pronounce it.”
Mr. Ho spoke for me: “Yia is smart enough to recite poetry in a new language in less than 10 days. I’m sorry.
My dad noded, “It’s good, it’s good. I’m sorry.
Mr. Ho suddenly turned red, and I walked out of my office in some shame.
At night, my dad asked me to go with him to the basement.
I’m happy to be able to meet my mother again, and I’m wearing my prettiest little dress, and I’m going with my dad in my sugar bag.
My mother was lying on her back to us this time, and there were no chains on her feet and two blood marks on her ankles.
“Ya, give your mother your poems today. “My dad sat by the bed and put a plaster on my mom’s wound.
I’m holding sugar in my hand, and I’m carrying it very seriously.
Over and over again, my dad lets the back repeat.
I just got a few words back, and suddenly my mom sat up and covered my mouth so hard, and she said, “Don’t go back again.” I’m sorry.
Her hands are cold, not at all.
I’m feeling a bit of pain, and I’m quietly looking down.
“What, isn’t this a good poem? Didn’t you like it before?” My dad asked her.
My mother put down and covered my hand, and said, “What do you want from me?” I’m sorry.
My father brought the food to my mother’s mouth: “If you eat and live, I’ll keep the man alive.” I’m sorry.
Who’s that?
I don’t know, but I feel like I’m not from our villa.
My mom cried silently, but she ate my dad’s food, but she didn’t look like she wanted it.
“You go to your room. After my mom finished eating, my dad let me go again.
I don’t want to go. I want to talk to Mom. I want to give her sugar.
But I couldn’t stop listening to my dad. I had to go out one by one.
When I got to the ground, I remembered that I had not given my mom sugar, and I turned back and saw a terrible scene.
I saw my dad chewing on my mother’s neck.
And my mom’s weak, she’s dead.
7
I went to my room, but my body was empty, and Am hugged me and covered my mouth.
Ame’s so strong that I can’t fight any more than she takes me back to my room.
“Am, my dad’s going to kill my mom. Go save her. I cried and said,
Am gave me two more slaps and turned my head, “If only your father killed her.” I’m sorry.
When I came out of the dizziness, Am had locked the door, and I had to fall down on the window and cry.
My dad’s so mean. I might lose my mom today.
It’s good that after some time my dad came out and Aem was carrying new sheets, tacks and clothes down.
I go back to bed and I’m covered, and I’m shaking.
I don’t like it at all. I envy the kids in the village by the villa, whose parents are happy and never fight.
I had a fever the other night, and Am gave me pills and I threw up.
“Who makes you puke, swallow. “Am’s slaps are beating again.
“Sister-in-law Chow. “My dad came out of nowhere, and Am was standing up, and the slap finally fell on me.
My dad grabbed me by the nose and poured the medicine down, and touched Am’s swollen face. I’m sorry.
“This girl is very disobedient, and you are often absent from home, when it’s hard to handle behind her, when I followed her.”
Pong, he’s been slapping at my father’s side, apparently at my father’s request.
Amu also stood there in shock and fear.
And my father wouldn’t lift his head up and ask her, “Does it hurt?”
Am’s face covered with pain.
My dad noded, “It’s only three.” I’m sorry.
“Yes. “Am’s in a hurry. My dad sent other servants to take care of me.
I look at my dad, and he seems to care about me, but why don’t you let me read? Why don’t you give me an official name?
I don’t want to call you Ya Ya, it’s like a homeless puppy, but I have a family.
8
My cold was repeated for several days, after a week, and the teacher came and brought me a fur rabbit doll.
It’s my first doll. I hold it everywhere I’m happy.
Teacher Ho also bought a gift for my father, a tea called Dragoni, which she said was her home town ‘ s pre-rain tea, which she picked herself.
I look at Mr. Ho and I feel like she’s like the sisters and aunts who were around my dad, and the teas and aunts, but my dad doesn’t even look at them.
“Thank you, I don’t drink tea. My dad didn’t want it either.
“What do you like to drink? I’m sorry.
“Blank water. I’m sorry.
My father lied, and he liked the tea made by Mingko. Uncle Dong said it was good for his eyes and that my mother used it to impress my father.
But I don’t like it. It’s bitter. I don’t know how my dad can drink it.
In class, Mr. Ho whispered to me, “Does your father have a girlfriend now?” I’m sorry.
I shake my head, my dad doesn’t have a girlfriend, he only has my mom.
“Do you like teacher Ho?” she asked me.
I said yes, she gave me sugar, sent me dolls, and I really liked her.
Mr. Ho’s eyes are full of laughs and she must like me too.
I looked out to the garage and I haven’t seen my mom since I had the cold. I don’t know how she is.
After Mr. Ho left in the afternoon, I sat on the steps of the garden and the rabbit was next to me, and Am looked at me.
She hasn’t hurt me since my dad hit her last time, but she’s still looking at me.
Uncle Dong told me when he didn’t drink, that I was the princess of Myanmar, even if I wasn’t loved, but the princess was the princess, and the blood flowed with honour, so let me not be afraid of anyone, because my father was the best man in Myanmar.
I looked at my dirty dress, and I didn’t want to be a princess, I just wanted to be free, and it would be better if I could fly out of the world like a bird.
9
My dad came back late, and the uncles followed, and there was a black-pressed car in the yard.
There’s a lot of people coming, but everyone’s quiet, like something serious.
I was standing by the window, looking out, and my father was standing by the car cold-faced, and a bloody uncle was dragged from the car by Uncle Aaron, and a group of people went to the small house behind the villa.
The small house was a place where I couldn’t get near, where I saw my dad and uncle beating people up, and there were water cages, carcasses, snakes, poisonous worms, and a couple of big dogs that were always spitting.
I don’t like the way Dad brought people back. I don’t like the way he beat up his uncles.
Because it really hurts, and when Am hit me, I could hurt for a long time, not to mention those who were beaten with a bar.
I didn’t sleep much all night, and I woke up in a nightmare when I fell asleep.
I had breakfast with my dad this morning, and he looked upset.
The day after he caught an uncle like yesterday, he’d be all right, but now he’s down and he’s not moving.
I think it’s because the uncle who was brought back yesterday let him do it.
Finally, my dad went to the basement, and my heart was ripped off. What if he bit my mom again?
I turned around like an ant on a hot pot in the bedroom, and my dad finally came out, his mouth broke and he was bleeding, but he was in a good mood and he offered me to meet my mom.
I was so happy, I grabbed my doll rabbit, took my sugar and ran to the basement with joy.
At the door of my mother’s room, I stayed.
There was a mess in the room, my mother kneeled half by the bed, her shirt was broken and there was blood on her mouth.
When she saw me, she slowly stood up to the bed, and I ran to her and sat down and saw if her neck had been bitten by my father.
It’s good to have some teeth marks on his neck, but without a wound, my dad was one of his men… oh, no, it’s just a gesture of mercy.
My mother talked to me this time, and she asked me, “Why are you here? I’m sorry.
Her voice is beautiful, like that slow stream around the villa, with all the gentle and light in every word.
I was so happy that she spoke to me and immediately put the rabbit in her hand: “Dad said she could come to visit her mother. Mother, it’s from Mr. Ho. It’s comfortable. She gave it to you too. I’m sorry.
I stripped her like a baby and fed her sugar, and I touched her and she shook.
She put a tissue over her mouth, covered her with a coat, looked at me, and stopped talking.
So I started to talk, and I said my dad didn’t bite, and I didn’t know why he bit you. Maybe he had a toothache at the time because I tried to bite something when I had a toothache.
My mom was silent.
I asked her when the baby was born, whether it was a brother or a sister, and I said I would take care of them and play with them.
She still doesn’t talk, she even has aversion in her eyes.
I remember what Am said before, that she didn’t like me when she was pregnant, that she tried to kill me in the belly many times, and that if my father hadn’t let the doctor and the nurse watch me 24 hours, I wouldn’t have been born.
But there’s no doctor or nurse here. What’s keeping my mother from hurting the baby?
I’m a little out of breath to talk to her, but I can’t help but say, “Mom, give me a big name. I don’t want to keep calling her like a puppy. I’m sorry.
My mother’s long eyelashes are shivering, beautiful, like a little butterfly, “He… didn’t name you?” I’m sorry.
I think she means my dad.
“No, Dad didn’t let me go to school, but I heard that school was fun, that there were lots of little friends, and I wanted to study, but Mr. Ho said that I had to be famous. I’m sorry.
My mother said, “Let him take it for you. I’m sorry.
I’m a little lost, my parents don’t care about my name, and I still have to call you Ya.
After a while my mother whispered to me, “Did someone come yesterday?” I’m sorry.
I was surprised to see her. How did she know that this room couldn’t hear the outside?
Oh, yeah, I think my dad just told her.
“Well, an uncle. I’m telling the truth.
“Is he… dead?”
I shook my head, “I don’t know. I’m sorry.
My mom leaned on the bed to close her eyes, and I felt like she was sad and I wanted to hug her.
But Am came to pick me up, I have to go up.
When I walked to the Iron Door, I looked back at her, and she had tears on her face.
When I got back to the villa, my dad was playing golf and Uncle Aaron stood by and talked to my dad.
Since they’re all here, I can go to the cabin and see if the uncle is alive or dead.
I think he’s important to Mom. I don’t want Mom to be sad.
My cat walked through the bush with his car, and there were a couple of people at the cabin. I couldn’t see what was inside.
But I’ll use the ruler, there’s no one in the water cage, there’s no meat in the meat shredder, there’s no body in the snake’s nest, there’s no bones in the dog’s nest.
So that uncle is alive.
I waited for another moment when the guards opened the door of the cabin with a bucket of water, and the uncle was hung from the beam last night, and a bucket of water was thrown up and moved.
And then he saw me.
Although we’re at a certain distance, I feel a bit surprised and sad when he sees me.
Same as my mom’s.
10
I went back from the bushes because my heart was heavy and I couldn’t watch the road, and I fell in a ditch and my hands and knees were bleeding.
I was going to sneak into the room when I got back to the villa, but my dad saw it.
“What happened? He asked me with his frown, and the maid came with his medicine.
We said, ‘Just after the butterflies, we didn’t see the road, we fell in the ditch.’ I’m sorry.
It’s the first time I’ve lied to my dad. My heart’s beating so fast, I’m afraid my dad will notice.
My father waved to me, and I walked in a careless way, and he took the leaves and the wood seeds off of me, whispering, “How come I didn’t grow up at all when I was ten years old, just as I was a child?” I’m sorry.
I looked at him, and he remembered when I was a kid.
But you’re still a kid at 10, of course you can be naughty.
The maids took a bath for me, put on pills, put on clean clothes, and then my dad took me to my mom’s.
I’m worried about how I told my mom that uncle was alive. I didn’t think my dad would take me to my mom so soon.
My mom didn’t cry, she sat quietly there.
The room had been cleaned up, the sheets and tatters had been replaced with beautiful little daisies, and my mother had worn a beautiful red dress and she had white skin.
Then I saw a cake and a bottle of wine on the table.
I swallowed it, I loved cake, but my birthday was never celebrated, and only Uncle Dong sometimes gave me a small piece.
Because my birthday is Big Uncle’s birthday.
I don’t care if I don’t celebrate, but I just hope that this day my mom and dad will say to me, “Yia’s a year old again.”
My dad didn’t say anything. Cut me a cake. I ate cream with a plate.
“Happy birthday to me, 32 years old, and our 12th anniversary.” I’m sorry.
I choked on cake. It was my dad’s birthday.
Yeah, but not only for my birthday, but for my dad.
But maybe he’s sneaking over with Mom, just not telling us.
My mom’s head was down and long eyelashes were shaking.
My father sits in his chair and shakes his glass and laughs, “Why don’t you wish me a happy birthday?” I’m sorry.
“Happy birthday. My mom’s voice doesn’t have any emotions.
“What about my birthday present?” My dad asked.
I wonder why my dad suddenly became stupid. He locked my mom in here. How did she get him a birthday present?
My mom told me to go to the door and eat the cake.
And then I saw my mom standing up in front of my dad and down on my dad’s mouth.
My dad had a smile on his mouth, but his eyes weren’t funny, and his eyelashes were shaking.
“So?” My dad wasn’t happy.
My mom was down again and touched my dad’s lips, just a little longer this time.
My dad doesn’t talk this time. He seems to like her, but he doesn’t like her because he pushed her away.
He seems to have a lot to say, but he’s gone by himself, and he hasn’t eaten the cake, and he’s only had a little drink.
After my dad left, my mom stood there and lost her mind.
I went in and pulled Mom’s hand: “Mom, the uncle is alive, I saw him today. I’m sorry.
My mom looked back and she had a little light in her eyes: “Are you alive?”
“Hmm. “I tried to nod my head.”
“Will you go to your uncle’s side and not be found?” she asked.
I was proud to say, “No, I’m familiar here. If I hide, I can’t find the big black dogs.” I’m sorry.
My mother touched my face and wiped the cream out of my mouth. Her hands were so gentle I wanted to hold her in her arms and sleep.
As I was thinking, my mother held me in my ear and said, “Ya, when your dad comes to me at night, you sneak up and open the door to that uncle, and when he leaves, Mom will give you a nice name and tell Daddy to take you to school.” I’m sorry.
“Good is good, but Dad will be angry. I’m a little worried. It’s Dad’s birthday, and I don’t want Dad to be angry.
My mom said, “There’s a mother. He won’t be mad at you. I’m sorry.
I thought about it, and it’s true that every time Dad gets mad at Mom, he doesn’t get angry when he comes back, even if Amm says he’s gone and he can’t come back.
I promised my mom that if Dad was angry, I wouldn’t be scared if I went to school.
When I went upstairs, I saw my dad sitting in the study.
He did not leave the villa much of the time and spent most of his time in the study.
I thought I hadn’t given him a present, so I put it in front of him with the sugar from Mr. Ho. I’m sorry.
Then he touched him in the face, “It’s also a gift. I’m sorry.
My father touched my face, too: “Don’t give a gift like this to anyone, especially to other men. I’m sorry.
“Why?” I wonder.
My dad said, “First, you’re a girl, you can’t kiss anyone; second he’s done it, “Sometimes it’ll kill a man. I’m sorry.
I don’t understand. Mom did it to him twice, but he’s still alive.
Eleven.
At night, my dad actually went to my mom’s.
When I watched him go down, I ran to the cabin, as my mother had told me, and the big dog heard my footsteps standing up, and I threw my meat buns at them, they didn’t eat, but they didn’t scream.
I threw a stone into the front bush, and the two uncles who were guarding the cabin immediately came and I snuck over and opened the door.
Everything’s fine.
The uncle has been laid down, lying on the ground, and his hands tied to a post.
He couldn’t walk away, and Mom couldn’t live with Dad and me, so I cut his rope with a knife.
“You’re the daughter of Forest Creek? My uncle asked me with his voice.
He can’t believe I’m his mother’s daughter. Are people that good?
“Go away, far away, and never again be caught by my father. I took him up.
But he refused to go: “I can’t go, and I will go, and you and your mother will die. You’re smart and brave. You go back to your mother, and we never forget her, and one day she will see freedom again.” I’m sorry.
I feel like he’s making a lot of noise. I’d have gone a long way to say that.
I pushed him out, but I saw his pants and legs empty.
He said he couldn’t leave. He lost one leg.
The door was pushed open at that time, and I couldn’t keep my eyes open.
With my hands in my eyes, I saw my father standing outside the door with his uncles in my fingers and looking at me in cold.
Shit, it’s still found.
But how did he find out that I was hiding well?
My uncle and I were brought back to the villa, and my mother was taken out of the basement, and she was still wearing the red dress of the day, with the horns moving in the night.
Uncle Lung punched me in the face: “Eat something from inside.” I’m sorry.
I was beaten to the ground, but I got up, and I didn’t want to eat, I wanted my parents to live with me, and I wanted to live like the three of us in the village.
His uncle kneeled on the ground with a gun pointed at his head, but he was not afraid. He had a straight back, which was more straight than bamboo.
He looked at my mom and he was happy.
My mom looked at my uncle’s legs and went to my dad with his belly on his knees: “It was all my idea, I don’t know anything, let her go after we die, let her go to Lin’s house, let her beg, let her go. After all, she’s your blood. I’m sorry.
After we die?
Who’s she gonna die with?
I’m a little scared. Didn’t Mom say Dad’s mad at her and she can calm down? Why would she say that? Why would she lie to me?
My father smiled, and he cried, “My blood Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha with you again betrayed me.” I’m sorry.
My mother looked up at him, and the words were strong: “I was never a camp with you. How could I betray you?” I’m sorry.
Uncle Lung was gonna shoot him: “It’s been so long since I’ve given you so much to drink, I should have killed you. I’m sorry.
Uncle Dong was too busy pulling him away and pulled me aside.
My dad pinched my mom’s jaw, and she’s got my mom’s face twisted. I’m sorry.
He picked up the bar and hit him again, and his straight body fell and he lost so much blood.
My mother tried to protect his uncle with her body, but Am was held down.
My uncle fell down and my father stopped, and he asked the doctor to treat him, not to let him die, and then cut off a body and gave it to my mother every day.
My mom looked at him in cold blood and was dragged back to the basement.
As for me, I was locked in the room and the windows and doors were sealed.
12
In the dark room, I did not know what was going on out there, but only from the comments of the maids knew that his uncle had jumped into a snake’s house the other day and was bitten to death by a snake.
When I heard the news, I asked my little rabbit, “Why isn’t the snake so scary? I’m sorry.
Little rabbit just smiles at me, and it doesn’t talk.
I looked through the windows and my dad was happy with the wine they fed and the grapes they fed.
Ame is also happy: “It’s time for this to happen, and our Highness doesn’t want any women. I’m sorry.
Uncle Lung is satisfied: “There will be more children at home next year, and I can explain to him under Nine Springs.” I’m sorry.
“But if the woman doesn’t die, I’m not sure. What if she gives birth to a boy?” I’m sorry.
Uncle Lung said, “Better son, or else…”
“and this dead girl, and the aunt doesn’t want her. “Am looks at my door, eyes are bitter.
I retreated unconsciously, and now Am is terrible, more than when she hit me.
She said my dad didn’t want me, but I’m still at home and I’m not on the road to be a beggar.
When I ate at night, I was sick, I slept for a while and woke up in my stomach, and I had never suffered such pain as a knife hanging in my stomach.
I wanted to call people, but I threw up blood.
I’m scared, I’m in good shape. Uncle Dong said I had a stick like a calf, but I spit blood.
No one found me spitting blood, I had a hard underground bed, and my stomach was sore that I would die.
Before the confusion, I used all my energy to smash my Aunt Ho’s pencil in the window.
When I woke up again, I was in my mother’s room, with a drop on my hands, and the old fence door was replaced with a solid iron plate, and the whole room was in the air.
“Mom, what happened to me?” I asked her.
My mother wiped my face with a towel: “You were poisoned. I’m sorry.
“Is Dad going to kill me? I’m sorry.
My mother shook her head: “It’s you, Am.” I’m sorry.
Ahm, I’m relieved and I’m happy.
Happy wasn’t my dad trying to kill me, happy that I was in trouble with my mom and she wiped my face.
I saw my mother in a couple of days, she was so thin, she looked bigger.
When I think about Uncle Lung, I wonder, “Mom, how long will this baby be born?” I’m sorry.
“There are more than four months left. “My mother said calmly that she didn’t see the last time, but she didn’t have the light, like the water.
I reached out and touched something in my mother’s belly and said it was the baby’s hand and foot.
“Then he’s more naughty than me. I’m sorry.
I touched the baby for a while, and then I asked my mother, “Mom, why did Dad go to the cabin when he was here? I ran so fast, or did he find out?” I’m sorry.
My mom said, “He’s always smart, he knows everything, and we can’t hide it from him. I’m sorry.
“But didn’t you say you could keep Dad from getting angry? I don’t understand.
And my mother fainted for a while, and she said, “You’re a child and you don’t understand something.” I’m sorry.
13
I spent a long time with my mother and I didn’t know it was day and night.
During this period, a doctor came in to give me an injection, which was said to be an antidote, which hurt me and hurt my teeth.
Then they injected their mother, and after that, my mom would sleep for a long time.
I’m lying next to my mother, and I don’t have nightmares, and I sleep all over and I kick my mom sometimes.
One time I felt someone around and saw my dad when he opened his eyes.
He leaned over and pulled my mother ‘ s hair over her face into his ear, and his fingers tumbled my mother ‘ s wrinkled eyebrow, but my mother did not wake up.
He didn’t shave, he was bleeding, he was hurt.
I rarely saw him get hurt, and a few times my mother bit him.
Uncle Dong said he was good at fighting, he could use a knife, he could use a gun, especially when he was smart, and my father was responsible for half of my uncle’s roots in Myanmar.
I sat up on the bed and looked at him.
“Does it hurt?” He asked me.
I nod my head, my stomach doesn’t hurt, it’s a needle.
“The pain is more painful than this. He said he was going out with my mother and I was coming.
I jumped out of bed right away and saw the scene on the ground.
The villa had become a ruin, with corpses everywhere, and the uncles were on guard with their weapons to see that there had been a war here and my mother and I heard nothing.
My dad put my mom in the car and brought me up.
The car will start soon, but my rabbit is still in the villa.
“Daddy, my rabbit’s not on. I was anxious to say,
I’ll buy it for you later. My dad didn’t make it stop.
I was down in the back window looking at my little rabbit getting further away, and I felt like I’d never see it again.
14
The new home is a high-rise building in the centre of the city, where we live on the top floor, where we can see the whole of Burma, where a helicopter is parked.
Uncle Tung said he had a helicopter to take us to the airport and a private plane to fly directly abroad.
He also said that we had a home abroad, that it was very beautiful, that the sea was at the door, that my father had chosen.
I looked at the helicopter, and Dad said I’d be sent to my mother’s home in the next few years. I’m two months away from the year, and I’d like to slow down.
I went back to my room, and my mom was awake, and she was standing in front of a big window, and the sunset orange light spilled over her.
She stretched out her hand to the sun, as if she wanted to touch it, and she said, “How can it feel that the sun has not been lighted before? I’m sorry.
I look to the sun, it’s sunset, but it’s still bright.
I looked back and saw my dad standing behind us, and I didn’t know when he came in, or how long he looked.
“Ya, go out and eat. My father drove me out again.
I went out as I was told, but I didn’t go to eat, I hid at the door, and I wondered what my father was doing every time he kicked me out.
My dad walked over and stood behind my mom, and their shadows were folded together and pulled long.
My dad held my mom, and my chin was on my mom’s shoulder, and my mom was like a beautiful doll when I was passing by the store today.
They stood for a long time, I was hungry, and I finally knew that my father had let me go and that it was just my mother.
Hey, it worries me so many times.
I can’t sleep in my bed at night, climbing up the apron to see the city.
It’s the first time I’ve left the villa to come to a new place, and the night breeze is so good, and the city is so hot and green that I’ve never seen before.
But when I look up to the sky, I’ll never see the stars again.
15
I quickly adapted to my new home, where there were no old villas, no trees, no eggs, but I could watch TV and no one would rob me.
Am did not appear, the servants were afraid to tell me where she went and finally, the day Uncle Dong learned that I had been poisoned, Am was shot dead by my father.
Said that Am was fighting our dealer’s old man who thought my dad wouldn’t do anything to her, and she was yelling at me and my mom when my dad shot.
Uncle Tung also said that the shooting at the villa had been provoked by other gangs, that they had prepared everything, but that we had killed him and that my father had become more secure.
“What about the beautiful sisters and aunts? I’m curious.
Uncle Dong coughs: “What sister and aunt, your father has been messing around for two days. I’m sorry.
Huh? What does Uncle Tung mean, I have something wrong with my dad.
“Mr. Ho, is she here to teach me Mandarin? I finally asked.
Uncle Dong shakes his head: “You don’t learn Mandarin anymore, your father has hired an English teacher, and you will learn English later. I’m sorry.
I know what English is, and I’ve heard it on TV these days, but I still want to learn Mandarin and carry those beautiful poems.
I also want Miss Ho and the sugar she gave me.
And that rabbit doll.
The English teacher arrived the next day. He was a middle-aged woman in a high-class suit. He was very boring.
I went to my mother’s room with my books while I was resting, and my dad wouldn’t let her out of her room, but he didn’t have to chain her.
My mom didn’t want to run away again, she fell asleep for a long time every day and stood by the window and watched the sunset.
But my dad comes back every day and she listens to him, leans in my dad’s arms, and sometimes smiles.
They both seem to have forgotten about the uncle, leaving me alone to remember.
“Mom, English is too hard to learn. “I climbed to my mom’s bed.
My mother opened her eyes and touched my head and asked, “What wouldn’t?” I’m sorry.
We threw the book on the floor, “No, I won’t.” I’m sorry.
My dad’s voice is like, “You spend $100 on a class, enough for a month of hard work, and you throw books in here?” I’m sorry.
He’s serious, like I’m making a big mistake throwing books.
I was scared to hide with my mother, and my mother protected me.
My father went over her hand and brought me up to bed, and he sat with me: “Where is it? I’m sorry.
I pointed at one of them, and my dad read it to me once, and his accent was almost the same as on TV, better than the English teacher who taught me.
“Wow, Dad, you’re amazing. How come you’re in English? I worship and ask.
My dad smiled, “I was…”
He didn’t go on, and the smile disappeared, and he threw the book out.
Look at me. I’m a kid. He throws books.
I’m going to complain to my mother, and I’m going to look back and watch my dad go.
She rarely looks at my dad like that, even in the back.
But now she’s been seeing my dad go out long enough to lie down.
16
When I finally got some English sentences, Uncle Dong moved his uncles to a big, big tree, full of color bells and ribbons.
Uncle Tung said it’s called a Christmas tree and it’s almost Christmas. Let’s get used to it early.
My mother’s belly is too big, and my dad’s got a whole floor down there for doctors and nurses to take care of her.
Uncle Lung kept the phrase “Better have a son” in his mouth, and saw me in the left, the little girl, and the right, the little girl.
I wanted my dad to name me again so Uncle Lung would call me a little girl again and I’d give him my name and tell him it was my dad.
But my dad’s been busy. It’s been a long time.
I look forward to hearing my father’s voice on the night before the Festival, and I crawled up and went out, looking for a lap to find my dad on the apron and my mom.
What, they’re leaving me to elope?
I rushed to the stairs with my bare feet, and when I climbed up, I saw my father bite with my mother.
What’s even more surprising is that my mom bit him a few times and took my dad and hit him back, but behind him was a glass rail, so high, she would die if she fell.
When I was about to warn you, my dad saw me, and he stopped biting my mom and said, “What are you doing out of bed in the middle of the night?” I’m sorry.
I’d also like to ask them why they don’t sleep and go to this high and bite.
And my mother stopped back, and she softly said, “Yah, there’s a big wind here. Go back. I’m sorry.
Yeah, it’s windy, but she wears so little that she should go back to her room.
“Call me a name, Mom and Dad. Uncle Lung always calls me a little girl. I said:
My dad and my mom looked bad for a second, like my name was a taboo.
The three of us stood in the wind, and they didn’t speak, and I insisted on an offer.
And finally, my dad said, “Go to sleep.” I’m sorry.
I walked down the stairs, and I fell in tears and cried and fell asleep.
I had a dream that my mom and dad would walk hand in hand in front and I was chasing them all by myself.
Then there was snow, and I was in the snow, and my mom and dad went away and disappeared.
I’m the only one left left in the desert.
When I woke up, I ran into my mom’s room crying, my dad was out, my mom was asleep, and I went into her blanket and whispered my dreams to her.
When my mother heard it, she patted me on the back of my back: “Ya, don’t be afraid even one person. I’m sorry.
But I want to hear her say, “Don’t be afraid, Mom and Dad will always be with you.”
17
One month after Christmas is New Year’s.
Uncle Tung was also very busy with red lanterns and colour lanterns.
My dad bought me and my mom a lot of clothes, all luxury, and they were delivered by the shopkeeper. My mom and I sat on the couch and watched the model show us.
Besides our clothes, there are plenty of baby clothes, boys and girls.
My father insisted on not checking the sex of the foetus, and was so angry at Uncle Aaron’s face: “Isn’t it not that she wouldn’t give you birth, but if she knew it was a girl’s picture, then she’d take it back again. I’m sorry.
That’s when my father slapped Uncle Lung on his shoulder: “Uncle, you’ll be born in a dozen days, you wait. I’m sorry.
When those models left, I saw one of the girls and my mom making a strange gesture, and nobody saw anything but me.
But I don’t have time to think about it, because my dad’s gonna have to check my English in a minute. I’m gonna have to do this.
After my dad checked, he noded his head: “Well, go ahead. I’m sorry.
At night, my mother came to bed with a big belly, and this was the first time she came to me and gave me a glass of milk.
“Mom, tomorrow New Year’s Eve, let’s go after dinner and see the color lights. We’re not crowding. Uncle Dragon says we have special seats. I’m excited to say,
My mother noded her head: “Well, then you sleep well tonight and you don’t get to sleep until tomorrow.” I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I feel a bit sleepy, too, and I start fighting with my eyelids.
“Mom also prepared a present for you in your little rabbit jacket pocket, you’ll see it tomorrow. I’m sorry.
I wanted to get up and see what it was, but I was too sleepy to answer her.
My dad came in at the same time: “Why is she sleeping so early today?” I’m sorry.
My mother laughed: “I’m tired. I’m sorry.
They covered me up and slowly walked out.
I saw my mom standing at the door, looking at me for a moment and then closing the door.
It’s so warm and I’m so happy.
18
When I woke up, there were gunshots and explosions.
I thought I was dreaming. I didn’t know it wasn’t a dream until the bed hit.
Someone called in.
I went out of bed to hide under the bed, but I crawled out again, and my mother was pregnant, and I had to protect her.
After a few steps, the door was broken and Uncle Dong came in with blood and held me and ran.
“Uncle Tung, what’s the matter?” I was nervous.
“The cops are coming, but don’t be afraid. The plane is ready. “Uncle Tung just went out and several rounds came in.
Uncle Tung fell down.
“There are children, don’t hit them. “It’s the voice of Mr. Ho.
I looked at her with shock, and though she was wrapped in black uniforms, I recognized them at once. They belonged to a smiling teacher.
Go, go, go! Uncle Tung pushed me so hard that he took up his gun and swept them away.
When I ran up the stairs, I saw that Uncle Dong had been beaten to death.
He used to say I was a dealer’s star when he was drunk and even tried to strangle me. He might really want me to die, after all.
But he didn’t have the heart to do it.
“Ya, come to the teacher. Hurry, the teacher will protect you. “I’m sorry.
I don’t know if I should trust her, because my little teacher Ho has become a little cop.
Back up, back up. Some of them shouted, “How far have they not yet waited, and a grenade explodes before them.”
I’ve been pounding my ears and I’ve been dazed.
I was picked up, it was my dad, and he ran up fast.
However, he was quick, as were Mr. Ho, and numerous police officers came up, and Uncle Aaron was stopped, and both sides were beaten very hard.
My dad took me to the helicopter, the plane started, and my mother was carried by the maid to the plane, and my dad took her to the plane and then came back for me.
But he’s stupid. Mom’s a cop. The police won’t hurt her, they won’t hurt children like me. He can just leave us alone.
My dad put me in a helicopter and then turned around and pulled my mom.
There’s a helicopter in the sky, and the light lights are right at us.
I was swayed, I reached out, and when I dropped my hand again, I saw the police coming around, and my father and uncle kept fighting under the cover of stones.
Maybe they’re afraid to fight because they have a mother.
The blood smells in the air, and the pain of life is in mourning.
“Daddy, Miss Ho, stop fighting. “I cried out loud, but no one could hear me.
In tears, I saw my mother’s hand with a gun and she shot my father in the head.
It may have been too long since she used a gun, and it had become rusty, and it hit my father’s shoulder, but then she shot him in the stomach.
Uncle Lung shouted and turned the gun at my mother, who immediately bled.
The glass bars behind her were also broken, and my mother fell backwards and my dad jumped and pulled her.
If my mom grabs the fence, they’ll probably survive.
But my mother held my father, leaning back, and they fell from the roof like a meteor and disappeared with the child who was to be born in a dozen days.
They didn’t even look at me again.
I didn’t have my name in the end.
19
I was looking for food in a garbage can at the beginning of the year, and I found a pelt, and I ate it so badly.
The news about the drug campaign was aired on the streets, and the two countries were working together to remove the stabbings and the entire drug-trafficking ring was taken down, saving countless lives.
It was only that the head of the drug lordship had not yet been found, that he had been cut off when he crashed and that the local police were looking for it.
Photos of my mother when she was young were also shown on television, dressed in police uniforms with a soft look but with a strong eye.
“Oh, so you’re not afraid to get retaliated by drug traffickers? Some are afraid to say it.
“You don’t get it, when the photos are uncoded, it means there’s no one in this house, none of them is gone…” another man started to laugh.
I looked quietly at my mom’s picture, and I didn’t even go after her.
At the end of the day, the living uncles were arrested and the dead uncle was put in a body bag.
Mr. Ho told me to wait for her in the bedroom until she took care of things.
I didn’t wait for her. I put on my mom’s little rabbit coat, put on my dad’s pink scarf and opened the door.
Uncle Dong was also lying on the ground, blooded with red carpets of great value and red lanterns with red red in their surroundings.
I keep going, I keep walking, I walk out of the house, the elevator’s stopped, I’m changing the stairs.
I walked down the street, everyone was watching, nobody noticed me as a child.
I went to the place where Mom and Dad fell to find their bodies, but they were surrounded and prevented from going in, so I waited.
Then the police car got out, and I followed it, and I was a fast-going little girl.
It’s cold and snowflakes are floating.
I put my hands in my pocket and touched two little boxes.
I think Mom said she had a little present for me. I think that’s what she did.
I slowly opened the first one, and only saw a note in it, written “Ping Ping”.
Is that the name Mom gave me?
And I opened the other one, and it’s a note with a sharp handwriting on “Linan.”
“It’s an ordinary name. I can take it myself. “And We murmured and leaned on my head hard, and let snowflake fall on my face.
But I can’t freeze my tears with this cold snowflake.
I was hanging around, I was thirsty, I drank water from someone else’s faucet, I was hungry, I went to the dumpster for food, but now I’m being taken by a puppy.
I just walked two steps and heard a scream and a wild dog carrying a dirty thing passing through the crowd.
Everyone got scared and got away with a phone call.
And I’m standing there, and I’m not afraid, because that’s my dad.
He didn’t seem to love me much, but he didn’t hate me much. He would look at me, he wouldn’t talk to me, he would teach me to read English and he would throw away my book.
He’s such a ambivalent man.
But he named me Lynn.
The police will be here soon. They took my dad.
I asked behind them, “Can I go? I want to see my parents again. I’m sorry.
They didn’t seem to understand me. I realized that they were policemen from their mother’s home town, and then they said it again in a non-fluent common language.
“Are you a girl?” Some asked.
I noded, and they looked at me with joy and sadness, and one of the uncles took his coat off on me and took me to another car.
Then Miss Ho came and she kept crying and saying she was sorry.
I didn’t see Mom and Dad in the end, and Mr. Ho said that they were cremated after the mission.
I know she’s lying to me. I just saw Dad. She’s probably afraid I’m scared.
But that’s good. Let Mom and Dad cover me that night as a last farewell.
I’m still a happy kid.
20
After that, Mr. Ho took me back to my mother’s home, and there were many police uncles and aunts who were crying.
Teacher Ho said these were my mother’s classmates, who applied for a mission when she was still a student. She seemed gentle and gentle, but she was tough and could have come back for two years without thinking about another 12 years.
We went to the cemetery, where my mom’s ashes will be laid.
I knew this day what it was called. My mother’s line of tombstones was full of forest names.
As for my father’s ashes, I heard Mr. Ho whispering with others and was scattered in a river in Burma.
The river, I know, passed the villa where Mom and I used to live, and my little rabbit stayed there, hoping my dad would see it when he passed.
If there’s a new life, I want Dad to be born in a normal family and never fight and kill again.
When I finally left the cemetery, I looked back to my mother, and the sun was on her gravestone, clear and warm.
Mother, be a little princess in the next life, grow up happy and healthy, and marry a man you love and love, and live in peace and happiness.
The wind blows, and the leaves rang.
Mom, I’ll take that as a promise.
21
Because I had no family, and Mr. Ho wanted to adopt me, but she was 23, and I would drag her down, and I refused.
I was taken to the orphanage and they gave me a new name, I’m not Zhang or Lin, and I followed all the children by the name of Wei and called Wei.
It’s an ordinary name. It suits me.
I started school, too, but I was older than others, and I was smart enough to jump to the same class.
I can now speak fluent Mandarin, English is good and is represented in English classes.
Mr. Ho visited me every week to buy me new clothes and bring me delicious food.
When I was sitting in a bright window waiting for Aunt Ho to pick up dinner, I suddenly heard a sound: “Ya, don’t swallow it, we’re going to piano lessons after eating.” I’m sorry.
I look up, and I look up, and a young couple is calling their five-and-six-year-old daughter, and the little girl is cute, and she says, “I don’t want to learn the piano, I want to dance. I’m sorry.
“You can’t learn the piano, you pay thousands of dollars a day. “Young mothers hold their daughters.
I’m still watching.
“What are you looking at? I’m sorry.
I laughed and shook my head: “Nothing. I’m sorry.
“You like strawberry sundae. Mr. Ho sends me the sundae.
I took a bite, everything was gone, but everything was in my heart.
Peace be upon him, and be not afraid.
Outside Forest Creek.
When I was 20 years old, in order to remove the great cancer of the southwest banker, I applied to go undercover, because I had just saved the youngest son of the family, Jung-hyun.
I saved him while he was in drowning, and I gave him an artificial breath.
So the second time I met him, his classmates talked about me taking his first kiss, and I bowed down with shyness.
I became his girlfriend.
He seems to really like me, to ask me out for dinner every day, to give me gifts, to be very expensive, to be ordinary and to be special.
I’ll give my due respect to our “hot” and kiss him like a normal couple, but I say no to any more intimate behavior, and I say I want to wait until we get married.
He respected me and took me home during the summer, introduced me to his family and married.
This was also unexpected to the organization, who felt that the speed was like a rocket, fearing that he had done it on purpose after my identity had been revealed.
I asked him if it was too soon. We were all 20 years old, and his legal age was not enough.
He said that, because I was too good to be taken away by others, as for my age, he could start with a bar, which, according to the customs of their home country, was tantamount to marriage.
That night I looked at myself in the mirror for a long time, and I didn’t know where I was, so he thought he’d lose me.
But this is a unique opportunity, and I do not want to miss it, so I decided to take the risk.
It’s not a legal marriage.
On the way back, he was very happy to me, and he put me in his arms, saying that he wanted us to have children at this time next year, so he could take them to the graduation ceremony and he would be the best graduate.
Then we went abroad to buy a villa by the sea, and we lived the spring and warm.
I’m just laughing, but I’m nervous, and he’s thinking about having kids.
We went to his house very quickly, but his family didn’t like me and they found him a local, informed girlfriend.
This gives me some credit for the moral shackles that are not so heavy in my heart, because, in essence, I am using his feelings.
The Chancellor strongly objected to the marriage arranged by his family, and he decided not to take anything and was prepared to take me away that night.
His family was determined to see him, and eventually to compromise, he was the youngest child in the family and was unconditionally loved by all.
I stayed at the dealer for a week without any clue, and the governor took me to the mountains every day to play with water. We were together almost 24 hours, and he never went out with his family.
The organization wondered whether he did not know what the family was doing, after all, because he was so loved and studied at a good university and it was likely that the dealer would protect him from drugs.
Just as I was preparing to move the investigation, I found that he was not unaware of it and that he was not personally involved.
Yeah, this big industry, he’s been living here all these years, and he’s not stupid.
Every penny he spends, every gift he gives me, it’s a human life.
So he wants to live abroad in a place where he can escape sanctions.
The family checked my identity, but the organization was ready, so they didn’t find anything.
At our so-called “marry” banquet, I looked at the gruesome smell of the mountains, at the sight of the demons who gave up their wine, and thought of those of us who had died in the forest, and thought of my comrades who had not known the end of my life, my heart was bleeding.
And when he touched him, he held me in his ear and said: I will protect you for the rest of my life. I’m sorry.
Me and the courtesan are as obstinate, and he is responsive to me, and my mission is secretive and smooth.
As the mission was nearing its end, the organization sent a few men to meet me so that I could leave when I caught the drug dealer.
But I was unable to leave, and the Emperor’s big brother was very smart and strong, and he fled with him and others from a secret passage I did not know and crossed the border southward.
In the meantime, I’ve tried to get away from you many times, but it seems powerful has been suspicious of me and has kept my eye on me.
I always vomited when I arrived in Maino, and I thought it was me, but I got pregnant.
Yes, I spent the last few months with Your Highness, we were young and healthy, and he wanted to have children. How could I not be pregnant?
But it doesn’t matter. I can still start a new life when I get back home and get rid of this kid.
I was not afraid at this point, and I knew that Division would never give up on me, just as we never gave up looking for those who went missing.
I didn’t think this kid saved my life.
I’ve been found.
His Highness pointed a gun to my head, and he died of so many family members that he could have expected to kill me.
“What’s your name? He asked me.
“Linbrook. I didn’t hide him anymore.
“Did you set me up from the time I was saved? His voice is shaking.
And I shook my head: No, it was a coincidence. I’m sorry.
Zhang put the gun down.
Now the dealers are left with their brothers, and they are not on their feet in Myanmar, and have to keep their children in case there is no tomorrow.
But this child must be a boy, and if it is a girl, I must die with the child.
But whether a boy or a girl, I don’t want to give birth, my family sacrifice, and I will never have a child with a drug dealer’s genes.
I tried to get rid of the child, but the Emperor saved it.
He said I’d never get out of my life, and he’d wait for the child to be born and sent to his grave to show them a good granddaughter and daughter who had a drug dealer’s baby.
So I hated this unborn child, but I was dying, and I couldn’t let her get away with it when I got pregnant.
The Emperor, with his growing power, soon became more powerful and I was less able to organize.
Then the baby was born, a daughter. I was relieved. I was ready to die.
Zhang intended to drown us and let the Chancellor personally push me and the children into the water.
But the Emperor kept his hands on him, and he watched the child, who had been looking forward to his life and vowed to protect him.
He was so angry, he pushed my head in the cask.
I’m not struggling. I was waiting for this moment.
But then I was pulled out of the water again.
He was sitting on the wall, with his head stabbing on the wall.
It appears from the circumstances of the scene that the Chancellor and he fought and killed him.
The Emperor kneels by his feet, weeping as if he were mad.
He lost his last family because of me and the kids.
Wei Xiaodong was the most advanced and, immediately after his shock, he pulled the Governor up, saying that there must be no civil disorder at this time.
The child cried, too, and the Emperor stood up and walked out.
From that day on, he took over everything and declared that he was a heart attack because he did have it, so no one suspected it.
There may have been doubts, but they were dealt with by the Chancellor.
I was locked up in the basement and the children were taken away.
Then he told me that the kid was dead, that I had nothing to lose, that it would be better if the kid died than alive.
But he’s angry, he’s angry and he’s laughing that it doesn’t matter if the baby dies, and he can give me a lot of kids, one a year, all back to Lin’s house.
He even showed me pictures of the cemetery, where a tombstone was my family.
I tried so hard to take that picture, but I was restrained and couldn’t touch him.
And when I was about to collapse, he took out another blood-stained watch: “Are you familiar?” I’m sorry.
I naturally remember that this was the first birthday of the class leader Li Harahara, and the students in the class had collected money for it.
If the watch is in the hands of the Chancellor, Li will surely fall into his hands.
I used to love Li Harahara, and he always shined, but he turned me down.
He said that the ideals were not idealistic and could not be missed.
Now that you have given me Li Harahara’s watch, you clearly know our relationship.
“You killed him?” I looked at the cyanide veins on his neck, and if I cut it, it would all be over.
The Chancellor put his watch on my wrist: “It’s no fun to kill, he’s fine now.” I’m sorry.
I looked up to him, and he looked so handsome and looked like a college student who had just left school, why did he do this to torture people and why didn’t he just kill me?
“What do you want from me? I asked him.
He touched my face: “We are husband and wife, you forget. I’m sorry.
“Was it … Is it not, and you’ll let him go. I’m sorry.
And his lips were close to my ears: “It is up to you to do it, but there is a thing you know, and I am kind to you. I’m sorry.
I looked at the ceiling that night, and there was a trace of it, like the mountains of my hometown.
Good thing I haven’t had a baby for years.
One year before I saw her, I started throwing up again, and everything happened again.
I thought I’d spend my whole life in the hands of His Highness until she showed up.
I knew she was my daughter because she looked so much like me when I was a kid.
But we’re different. I’ve been more introverted since I was a kid, but I’m just a little stupid.
It became clear to me that, for the past 10 years, the Chancellor had prevented her from leaving the villa, from reading, from watching television, and that she had no vision of the outside world.
At first, I still didn’t like her.
But she likes me, and she still looks at me like that, even though she knows I hate her.
And when he wanted to be alone with me, she thought that he was going to hit me and cried for me.
Such a pure child was born between me and the Chancellor.
She doesn’t come to see me often, but every time she comes to this quiet room, she gets angry.
A few days later, the Chancellor came and he was wounded.
I haven’t seen him get hurt for so many years. I don’t know who’s so good.
Every time he came to me angry, he used me to calm down the anger, and I endured it as I had been.
But this time he didn’t seem to satisfy me of my silence, and he said that Li was here, right above us.
And he said, “Linbrook, you are my wife, and I can’t help but tear him apart when you think of another man like this.” I’m sorry.
I bit him hard, but he left with satisfaction.
After a while, I didn’t want this innocent little girl to see me like this, so I stood up and saw her holding a doll rabbit.
My heart was beating out, because my father bought it for me on my tenth birthday, and there was no more dolls.
So when a new, identical rabbit appeared, I knew it was no accident.
I hope they come soon, but I don’t want them coming too fast.
His Majesty’s power is now too deep to imagine that it is difficult to remove him in this foreign country if he is not fully prepared.
Ya Ya said this was from her teacher, Ho, who made me even more certain that Division was here to save me.
She also asked me to name her. She said her name was like a puppy. She didn’t like it.
That’s why I know the Governor never named the child.
But I don’t know the name of the child, who didn’t come to the world in my expectation and who was half bleeding.
If I gave her a name, how could I afford my family, my classmates and my tens of millions of lost comrades?
So I put it to the Chancellor.
I can see she’s lost, but she’s trying to cheer me up, and she’s telling me something important that Lee is really here, alive and she’s seen it.
She also said that she would not be found, so I taught her to let Lihara go, and I was sure Li would escape, but I had no idea that he had lost one leg.
She wants to say yes, but she’s afraid the Chancellor will punish her.
I know her fears were justified, but the day she and I should have died was the day she was born.
I bet he won’t do anything to us this time.
When I realized that I was thinking of myself, my heart was full of pain and confusion, and I believed in a drug dealer and that he would not hurt me.
She promised and did, but she didn’t think it was all a hide and seek.
He’s a cat, me and Lihara are rats.
He sent her to tell me what’s going on with Li and to play with us.
Maybe he’s tired of the game between us, choosing to end it.
I’d like to end it, but this room is soft and clean and I can’t find a piece of it.
The only thing I could do was to go on a hunger strike, but she was sent in for two days. She was poisoned by Zhou’s sister-in-law. She was in a coma calling her mother.
The other day, I heard this kid in a coma calling his mom a million times.
I remember when I was a kid and I called my mom, and my mom would be there right away, and my mom couldn’t.
I saw her coughing blood, and I watched her hold my hand tight, and for the first time I felt a heartache for the child.
She shouldn’t live here, she should go to my home, where peace and quiet fit for a little girl like her.
One of us has to be happy.
After a while, I finally left this place where I was trapped for 10 years.
The Emperor became the king of Burma, and there was no place to fight him.
And he brought us into the towers, where he could look over the earth, but when I looked towards it, I found myself blind to the sun.
Ten years of confinement, my eyes are broken.
He held me from behind. He said the day the villa was ambushed, he thought he would never see me and her again.
He said that when he thought that if he died, me and her would be stuck in that room until he starved, he killed those people.
And finally, he said, “Let’s not fight again. We’re going abroad. I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer, I never thought about living with a demon.
And We led him to the tarmac, and if he fell from there he would surely die.
We’re back in the kiss, just a little bit, and I’m gonna make it.
She stood firm in the wind and asked for a name, and neither I nor the Emperor gave her permission.
There is an insurmountable gap between me and the Chancellor.
And she’s standing at the bottom of the ditch, bearing the weight of our lives.
In that moment, I wanted to be her mother for once, and if there was no future, the child would be too hard.
After that day, me and the Secretary-General began a peaceful life.
He goes to work during the day and comes back at night with us. We’re like a normal family of three.
Ya Ya, who complained about the difficulty of learning English, taught her himself. He was also a very good student and would have left the country long ago if he had not met me.
I counted my days and finally waited for my comrades the day before New Year’s Eve.
She told me the plan of the operation and made me ready.
I gave her sleeping pills that night, so she’d wake up and it’d be over. I told her where her room was so she wouldn’t get hurt.
I was afraid I’d have an accident, so I gave her the name she always wanted.
And We gave her the name of His Highness, who, after all, raised and raised her, and I only wished that she would live a life as a normal person.
When I did all this, the Chancellor came in, and I thought he found something.
At the end of the day, he fell asleep with me and covered her up.
This is the last thing we do for a child that has never been blessed.
That night, the fighting was intense.
The Emperor’s men, who crawled out of the dead and took advantage of their position, fought dangerously.
Then the Chancellor brought her up, and she was awake, even with sleeping pills, and she was forced to witness it.
I wish this little girl could sleep till dawn, but we ended up in the vortex of fate and could not escape.
Our comrades are constantly sacrificing their young lives, and the flowers are dying.
I looked at the courtesan who reaped his life indiscriminately and picked up the gun on the ground with my stomach.
I pointed at his head, and I was number one in the class, but this time I missed.
He looked back at me, and he didn’t seem surprised at all what I did.
I shot him in the stomach again.
When I was about to shoot a third shot, my body was shot, and I fell back uncontrollably.
The Chancellor came and grabbed me, and I held him.
And We said in his ear: Then I saved thee, now give me my recompense. I’m sorry.
He smiled, rubbed his face in my ear, and we fell together into the darkness.
And at the last moment, I remember 20 years old, in the middle of the river, I was anxious to give him artificial respiration.
When he opened his eyes, I was blowing on his lips, and we were all blushing.
If there’s another life, I want birds and fish to go different ways.
He’s him, I’m me, no more us.
The only wish, the little girl, the loving mother and father, was safe. Case number: YXX1DpBokw5SO6QePjDcPdPz
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
