Share a story of a high-level test fraud and indirect death.
I put the paper in my hand under the paper.
The camera flashes red lights and the examiner sits in front of the podium without notice.
I slowly moved the mathematical roll and sat up and looked down at the paper.
All of a sudden, the light in front of the eyes is covered, and a very old, very strong hand is holding down my roll.
Take it out! I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I wasn’t relieved that night after the C.O.
I have more important things to do — to destroy evidence of cheating.
I watched the paper, which had many formulas written in it, under the flame of the lighter, so I completely laid down.
I looked at the tatters on my hands after it was destroyed and re-lighted.
Then he threw it in the toilet and ran into the sewer.
When everything was done, I felt so relieved that I had a good night’s sleep, after two days of insomnia.
And the next day I woke up and found the paper that I destroyed, and it appeared intact on my desk.
I screamed up.
My hands and feet are cold and I’m sweating in a cold room.
When my father heard my scream, he opened the door and said, “What’s going on? What’s going on?”
And I put the cheating paper in the book next to my eyes, and I said, “Oh, it’s okay. I just saw a bug.” I’m sorry.
My dad’s relieved and blames him for saying, “It’s a big deal.” Let’s check if we’ve got everything. I’ll get the car and get downstairs. I’m sorry.
I’m like, “What kind of exams? Didn’t you finish yesterday? I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong with the morning?” You don’t even want to take the exam? I don’t want to work early! I’m sorry.
When I heard the familiar voice, I stopped and went straight into the living room.
My mom was putting breakfast on the table and standing right in front of me.
I fell in her arms and cried with excitement.
On the day after the high examination, my mother suddenly fainted while cooking and fell on the ground in the kitchen, while the oil pan was still ringing and the fire could not turn off.
And then my dad was driving me to the exam, and no one could find out in time.
It’s been hours since I finished my exams that day and came home with my dad.
There was smoke in the kitchen, and the kitchen door was closed and there was no smoke.
The living room and the kitchen were like two worlds, and my mother was left in that world forever.
Two.
What the hell happened now? Why is my mother still standing in front of me and the cheating paper that I destroyed was on the table intact? Am I dreaming?
And the next thing I saw, I just stood there.
The calendar on the living room shelf, as it stands at this very moment: June 7, 2022
Today is June 7th? I remember clearly passing through the living room after destroying the fraudulent paper, which was the end of June 9.
I couldn’t believe it, but I did go back to June 7, the first day of the high school, the day before Mom had an accident.
I have to do something.
When the paper came down, I calmed down.
Even the one on the left who coughed because of the cold!
I took the pen up, and my hands were shaking, and my head was blank and my mind was so clear.
After a few deep breaths, I kept my left hand tightly under control and forced myself to calm down and answer questions.
The examiner noticed my appearance and, by accident or by accident, took a look at me several times.
But I’m not so sure, because this time I left the cheating paper on the bookshelve in the bedroom and didn’t bring it to the examination.
3
At the end of the exam, I had a dark feeling in my heart, like I had a golden finger.
But what I really want to do is to keep mom from happening again.
The next day, I insisted that my mom and my dad take me to the exam.
Stay away from the kitchen and have my dad around so I can rest assured.
I still thought so when I came in.
But when I saw the police and school leaders standing at the entrance to the examination, I suddenly had a bad feeling.
My dad and my mom had an accident.
My brain is blank, I can’t hear what the police are saying to me, and I just feel like it’s coming in my ear, “The big truck is driving drunk and dying right now.”
At the intersection of the accident, the passers-by blocked the area, and the police opened a road to let me in. The familiar car had been puddled, sided over, glass was scattered over the ground, and doctors and nurses in the ambulance were covering the body with white cloth and preparing to carry the stretcher to the car.
I lost all my strength and fell on my knees.
It’s all my fault. I thought I’d save my mom and dad all the time.
Until my uncle and aunt arrived, I sat in the police station and said nothing.
They held me in their arms crying and made me strong.
I didn’t go to the last day’s exams, and I still sat in the living room like I lost my soul.
All the relatives and friends are here, and the parents’ business is done by their uncles.
I felt like I was in a dream and everything was so unreal.
It’s already night, and I’m sitting alone in the dark living room, surrounded by frozen furniture.
All of a sudden, I think of something I ignore.
That cheating piece of paper!
I don’t know what it has to do with all this, but I think it’s working!
4
I fell into the room, pulled everything on the shelf to the ground and finally found it under a few comic books!
I ran into the bathroom with a lighter.
I couldn’t keep my hands on fire because I was in a hurry.
At that point, the bathroom lights were dazzled and briefly extinguished, and then they were rekindled.
My heart calmed down and breathed deeply and finally caught fire.
Watching the cheating paper turn into ashes, I threw it in the toilet and washed it into the sewer.
I don’t know if it’s gonna work, but if there’s any chance, I’ll try.
This is the only way I can think of it.
5
It’s morning.
A perfectly intact piece of paper is still lying on the desk.
I sat at the desk staring at it, and I was flying in my head.
I went back to June 7th, the first day of my high school.
What does it matter? What am I supposed to do to avoid an accident?
Mom’s home alone. There’s an accident in the kitchen. Mom and Dad are together. There’s an accident.
Do they happen when I’m gone?
Why does it come back and forth, and what does it do?
I picked up the cheating paper and I had a plan in mind.
Six.
In the morning, I wore a pair of long sleeves.
The sleeves are long enough to hold them up.
After the security check, when he raised his arm, the examiner looked at me and said:
“Take your sleeves up. I’m sorry.
I’ve had a second, I’ve ignored the whispers I’ve been wearing around me, and I’ve been hiding things in a bunch of shorts.
I’m not going to go in there with a left-handed finger.
And then he took his sleeve to the right.
This is when the paper is almost moved.
As long as I don’t get my elbow, I won’t be exposed.
I grabbed the sleeve on the left.
Put your arms in the open and show them to the examiners.
She cleaned me up and down again. She didn’t say anything.
But the eyes reveal an unknown color.
I kept avoiding the views of the examiners during the examination.
I’ve been looking at them from time to time.
The teacher of the examination was suspiciously looking at me from the podium.
Because it’s been 10 minutes and I haven’t written yet.
I can’t help but notice what the examiner’s eyes are looking at, and if I don’t do anything to take them back from the camera,
He looked out the window and was worried about the coming tomorrow.
There’s only the sound of rolls and pens rubbing on paper in the silent examination.
Oh, by the way, there’s a lot of coughing and snorting sound from that cold boy next door.
I take my eyes back to the flashcard and I hold the pen and I complete the examination.
The boy next door sneezes so hard that the last painting of the writing was a long one.
I turned his head and he scratched his head.
I then raised my hand with displeasure and showed the examiner.
“What’s wrong? Another examiner standing behind the exam came to me, bending over and asking me softly without disturbing the voices of other candidates.
And I said with a small voice, “The guy’s coughing and snot, and I can’t even focus on it, and I think he’s affecting all the exams on this field.” I’m sorry.
The whole face rose red after the boy had heard it, and he couldn’t stop coughing.
Many of the candidates around look to me with surprise, and some look at each other.
The examiner at the podium, with the glasses, raised the volume and said, “Don’t turn over your ears during the exam, write your own papers and look around.” I’m sorry.
Nobody cares about me. The two examiners whispered at the podium for a while and then looked in the same direction as I did.
The examiner with the glasses looked around and said to the examiners, “The need to apply for the examination alone requires a number of layers, and the delay in the examination is not a loss. I’m sorry.
I know what she said to me.
And so I said, “I don’t know.”
The bell at the end of the examination rings and the examiner keeps the answer card in order.
When she saw a clean, clean answer card, except for the examination’s information, I heard her humming from her nose.
I don’t want to talk to her. This paper, which was first seen by other examiners, was in my eyes.
My parents are waiting for me to get out of the exam.
I walked over to them and they picked up my jacket.
I’m already sweating.
When they asked me how I felt about the exam, I didn’t dare say I had a white paper. It was just nice to do the squeal.
I kept them waiting for me in the car before I took the exam in the afternoon.
Before I went into the exam, I put the paper between my shoulder and my clothes.
In any case, the examiners have been sceptical about my weird hand-stand position this morning.
I was enough to get checked at the door for a minute.
The two examiners used instruments to scan my clothes and, from time to time, to tap my pants and blouse.
They didn’t think I’d hide the paper in such a hidden place.
I was able to enter the examination, sit on the floor without changing, and use the cover of a long sleeve to take the paper out of my shoulder and pass it into my sleeve.
I hope everything goes well.
After the rolls came out, everyone was concentrating on the examination, and I put my left hand under the table.
Touched the paper, I slowly stuck it in my hand, under a mathematical roll.
The camera flashes red lights and the examiner sits in front of the podium without notice.
I slowly moved the mathematical roll and sat up and looked down at the paper.
All of a sudden, the light in front of the eyes is covered, and a very old, very strong hand is holding down my roll.
I raised my head, and my eyes under my glasses seemed to see through my heart.
She lifted up her eyes and said with a sarcasm and unquestioned tone, “Get it out!” I’m sorry.
7
In a moment, the whole exam was closed, even the cough boys stopped and looked at us.
I consciously put the paper in my hands and couldn’t look her in the eye.
And he said: I did not cheat, nor did I cheat. I’m sorry.
She picked up my flashcard and looked at it with some sense in my eyes, pushed it to me and knocked.
The flashcard just came out for three minutes, and my mathematical choice answer has been written for half of it, with no trace of it.
I said, “I’m sorry. Don’t remember me, I won’t dare.” I’m sorry.
“What do you have in your hand? Now take it out!” She broke me up without mercy.
And she stunned me, and answered with a whisper, “Nothing.” I’m sorry.
She flipped her eyes and didn’t want to hear me say it again.
The finger slipped all the way through the list, found my name, placed a triangulation in the back and gave me a sign with the eye.
I know there’s nothing left to do, so I’ll write it down.
And she took away the information book, and she gave the order without face: “You do not have to influence people’s exams here; now I will report to them, waiting for someone to come and deal with you.” You come out with me. I’m sorry.
I put my hands behind my back and kept shaking my head.
She dragged me to the outside, and when the chair was knocked down, the sound of sullen noise came out of the floor, and the table was slashed, rubbing the floor with a sharp squeak.
Until I was forced out, the candidates remained silent and followed the farce in silence.
The other examiner looked at the clock and said, “The test fraud must be dealt with seriously, the test time must not be wasted, so let’s continue to focus. I’m sorry.
And here, after the examiner pushed me out of the exam, the eagle looked at me like a sharp eye:
“This morning I found out you were wrong and that you’re trying to cheat me. You think it’s useful if you don’t admit it? The cameras are clear. Don’t think I can’t handle you! I’m sorry.
Speaking of the paper that was taken from me, her fingernails fell into my flesh, and I sore my teeth, but I kept staring at her, staring at her, and whispering, “Didn’t you leak to me the answer? It’s time to go to jail! I’m sorry.
8
Her wrinkled face is now as if she was going to eat humans, and it’s twisted.
“What are you talking about? I don’t even know you! I’m sorry.
My wrist was ripped out of her hand, as if my bones were to be crushed, even shivering over too hard.
Just as I couldn’t hold on to it, I heard a low-pitched repulsion: “What are you doing? Let go! I’m sorry.
Several of the patrols, dressed in regular clothes, came and her hands were quickly withdrawn.
I hid my hand behind my back, and the unsettled look was revealed.
The examiners are going to tell them what they’re doing, staring at me in anger and pointing at the camera and my clothes from time to time.
“It’s no big deal to get ahead of it!” You’ve got a lot of balls in your exams! It’s a serious matter, Wang, report to the superior review team. Go! The chief inspector frowned and realized the seriousness of the matter.
The fact that the candidates were able to get answers to the subject of the high-level examination in advance suggests that the papers were leaked, and if so, the consequences would be impossible!
I stand as the criminals awaiting trial and let them ask me how I can say nothing.
After a few minutes, several police officers and the head of the patrol came to me on foot.
I was brought into the surveillance room.
All the people watching the surveillance are getting serious.
The surveillance was suspended, and the girls sitting in their seats were looking up at the camera like they were staring at people outside the surveillance.
“This is it! In the morning, I discovered that this candidate was always looking at East Zhang Xi, observing surveillance cameras. I tried to distract us from cheating, but I didn’t get a chance to take it out. She wrote the whole story for two minutes after she tried to cheat in the afternoon! If I hadn’t found out in time, she’d still be copying! “The inspectors are pointing at the surveillance.
As soon as the footage was broadcast, I was taken out of the examination, and it was only then that several officials and the police were whispering.
“No matter how you get the answers in advance, it’s already an extremely bad test fraud. It’s a state secret. We have to check it out. I’m sorry.
The police picked up my examination files and the bag that was taken outside the examination, flipped over, suggesting that I followed them.
I followed them down and walked out of school.
In the heat and heat, the entrance to the school is still full of parents waiting for their candidates.
When several police officers came out with an examiner, almost all of them were staring at me and whispering.
And the eyes of men were scorned and looked as though they were stinging, and I leaned down into the police car.
The parents came by the phone with the police and were in a state of panic.
The police explained to them everything in the exam: “We suspect that this is an organized cheating incident. Under article 284 of the Criminal Code, the disclosure of the subject of a high examination is an extremely serious criminal offence. So we need you and the children to stay here until the end of the examination to cooperate with our investigation. I’m sorry.
Mom listened to her chest, she breathed, she breathed, and said to the police, “Hey, comrade, you must have made a mistake! She’s a good boy. She’ll never do anything illegal! I’m sorry.
I stood up and held my mother in fear of a heart attack.
My father was so angry, he slapped me hard, “How could you do this?” Nobody blames you for not going to college! The day before yesterday I tore up your little copy, and you were wrong. I got the test’s answer in advance! Who gave it to you?”
I remember a few days before my high school exam, my dad was so angry, he was throwing a trash can full of little bits he tore up.
And We quarrelled with him, and rewritten it over and over again.
My father’s words undoubtedly served my crime, and the police made a woman look at her side to keep her record.
So I was detained with my parents at the police station, and we were not allowed to leave until they asked for a high examination.
And that’s what I want.
9
I want my parents to stay with me at all times, and the police are no doubt the best option to avoid accidents.
My parents and I are perfectly safe here. And I’ve already figured out a way out, and all I have to do is wait.
At 8:00 p.m., I saw a lot of people of all kinds coming at me.
There are staff from the National High Examination Inspectorate, mayors and journalists from the major media.
When the candidates came out of the examination this afternoon, everyone knew I had been taken away by the police for cheating.
I’ve been on every major platform.
There are tens of thousands of praises for every comment I make.
In less than two hours, numerous pictures, videos and witness statements were covered in all platforms.
“Students” are a major event for all candidates, and it is self-evident that the early disclosure of the examination is a matter of course.
With the fermentation of the Internet, the topic of high examination fraud remains high.
“If I’m guilty, let the law punish me, not give me the news. This year’s candidates say that the three-day-long night job is better than anyone who has a background to get it. [ Crying ] It’s my fault. I’m sorry.
“This is a profile? Not even a follow-up. I thought the news was suspicious. It’s just coming out to get us? I don’t know how many have been caught.”
I don’t know.
The next day, “The National Roll Testers are too hard” became a new hot topic.
Following urgent meetings, the Admission Office issued overnight reports to the Examination Centre for approval, and all provinces using the national rolls were able to use the secondary examination papers.
And I was examined at the police station all morning. The cell phone was turned in, the bedroom was blocked for evidence, and I cooperated with them.
It’s just that, no matter what they ask, I insist on refusing to hand over the fraudulent paper that came out of the examination.
Over and over a dozen times, the police have asked me three times about every suspicious move, as if they were trying to find a contradiction in my words.
When he took out that blank paper and asked me to do it again, I looked away at the parents.
And 12 hours, and when it’s over today, it’s over, and our family can go back to normal.
At that point, a female officer with a sealed file walked in and whispered what was in his ear.
His face was calmed by the lack of progress in questioning, and he repeatedly confirmed: “Really? I’m sorry.
I couldn’t wait to answer, and he then opened up the sealed file and went over it fast, with my flash card.
And then he looked in the eye, and he put it in front of me:
Explain. Why are your answers exactly the same as the standard answers in the papers? I’m sorry.
10
The parents on the side were surprised to stand up, but were stopped by the police on the side.
The truth of the matter seems to be getting closer to them, and this encrypted document from the SAT team is undoubtedly their breakthrough.
I looked up and asked, “Is it illegal for the police uncle to do the right thing?” I’m sorry.
“But according to our survey of your past achievements, your level cannot be right in three minutes. Besides, there was no trace of a problem. Answer me with your attitude. He raised his voice and implied anger.
“I made it myself. I like to do the math. I don’t like to do grass on the papers. I’m in my heart waiting for the answer to the exam. I’m sarcastic.
“What’s the explanation for that first test when you disrupt the exam? I’m sorry.
And I shrugged, and said, “I did not disturb discipline, and his voice was really affecting me. I was just saying for you.” The white paper was due to the fact that I had a bad stomach in the morning and I had a hard time throwing up at the exams, so I couldn’t write it, just to finish it. I’m sorry.
He punched the table so hard, everyone was scared:
“Don’t play games here! Take out your little copy! I warn you, it’s not illegal to do the right thing, but it’s illegal for you to refuse to help us with the evidence! I’m sorry.
When he’s done, I’ll have a piece of paper in my pocket.
At this time, the atmosphere is solid and everyone’s eyes are on it.
And then I spread, gently on the table.
“Little copy, is that it?”
A wrinkled paper lying silently on the desk of the interrogation room, empty.
Eleven.
From the very beginning, I brought into the examination an ordinary blank piece of paper that I had hidden in the bedroom corner of an old book.
It was just a series of unusual moves, silence and witness statements that turned this blank piece of paper I refused to hand over into so-called “key evidence”.
The door of the interrogation room was opened suddenly and the weight of the room was broken.
An old man who had been sweating his head for over half a year broke in with two policemen.
It was only in their conversation that I learned that a group of forensic experts who had been assigned to our local intake had travelled to the secret room, but the search was unsuccessful. There were no trace of theft or suspicious fingerprints at the scene, and surveillance was normal. And the information that comes out also shows that I haven’t been in contact with anyone suspicious lately.
Is it someone from the SAT team who leaked the subject? But this speculation was quickly rejected by the authorities. They remained in isolation until the incident and had absolutely no opportunity to communicate with the outside world.
There’s only one possibility left: I did do it myself, and the subject of the High Test was never revealed!
So, when the SAT team received a central order, they personally brought me a full sample of reference answers, under special protection.
Half an hour later, this old Mediterranean man sat across from me:
“I’ve learned about you. So, I have a set of rolls here. You’ve got an hour to see if you can make all the choices. I’m sorry.
Said he opened the sealed folder and pulled a set of papers from it.
I’m nervous up. I’m not really sure about the plan, but I’ve been ready to write a few high-level questions, and I’m skilled in the right answer options, and I don’t know anything about it, and I’m sure it’s gonna come out.
He looked at me with a kind eye, but I stunned myself, and I could not see what was hidden behind the smile.
Fortunately, he gave me this set of high examination papers that I know.
After a moment of hesitation, I took the pen.
Even if the right option had been in my mind long ago, I still pretended to think for a moment to write the answer.
Soon I finished writing all the options and pushed them back in front of him.
The old man was surprised that I was so fast, that I was too busy putting on old mirrors to get answers from the file.
After a match, he fell silent and put the old mirror in his chest pocket and said to me:
“The right rate is as high as 90%, and there’s some perplexable questions, and you’re not doing it right, and in terms of choice, it’s a good level of work. I’m sorry.
And I said, “There are two solutions to the third question of the last big question of mathematics, so I wrote it down. I’m sorry.
I went through the math paper and pointed to the last question.
When I made the choice, I took the time to do the last one.
Fortunately, I was so impressed by the fact that after the high-level examination, the last big issue was so difficult to solve that it was once a hot search that was the prime subject of the high-level examination papers.
Officer Fang’s face is ugly.
On the sole basis of the testimony of a suspect surveillance and examiner, they took an examiner to the police station in full view and detained him on suspicion of “discovering the subject of the examination”. As a result, a high-level investigation led to the launch of the back-up rolls and the web boom. At the end of the day, all the investigations point to the fact that there was no small copy, the paper was not leaked, and the answer was written by her herself.
Think of it, he’s cold-sweet, he’s fresh. Knowing your career is over.
At 8 p.m., an official announcement was posted online.
The fact that the facts were established was due to the negligence of the examiner, who, in the absence of a confirmation of the facts, concluded that the examiner had leaked the subject of the examination and cheated, leading to a misjudgement by the police. The Ombudsman has now been suspended and detained and will be dealt with by the police in accordance with the law.
It’s like I’m getting rid of my grievances.
Less than half an hour before the hot search 10 were occupied. The comment area exploded and the heat was delayed.
“Does [shocking] [shocking] a miscalculation lead to arrest? We wonder about where human rights lie and who is responsible for missing high-level examinations. I’m sorry.
“The examiner can be so arrogant? [Angers] No teacher, no teacher! I’m sorry.
“I’m with her! The examiner hit her! I saw it! I’m sorry.
“This old woman can’t see the good of others. Let’s hope she dies for it. [Camber]’
I don’t know.
Angry crowds pointed their hands at the irresponsible examiners, saying they had to report her, they had to sentence her!
I represent not just myself at this point, but every ordinary person who is oppressed by power and who can only tolerate it.
So P’s black-and-white picture of the wreath was sent over 50,000 times in 10 minutes, and her social accounts commented on the pure curse and insults.
Intimidated by the inspectors, they were forced to confess to cheating. Even when they are in regular examinations, they lose the opportunity to do so, and there is no justification for being a disempowered general population.
This is what I built for “perfect” people.
The pointer pointed at 12 o’clock, and my nerves were finally relaxed for a day. Parents didn’t have any accidents, I did.
But what I didn’t realize was that this time, someone else died.
12
The examiner jumped.
It was the afternoon of the third day when I saw the news.
The neighbours were said to be on a lunch break and suddenly heard the screams of the little girl coming next door. When she cried for a few minutes, she finally knocked on the door next door and found out that the inspector had jumped off the balcony.
Twenty-four, no doubt.
The suspension, negligence, pressure from online opinion and scolding made her unbearable. And the threatening phone calls and harassment texting became the last straw to overwhelm her.
The scene was quickly blocked, and the netizens took all the information from the examiners and triggered a debate.
Her husband was an anti-narcotics policeman. Shortly after she became pregnant five years ago, her husband died in one mission.
She’s a strong woman. For five years, she had worked hard to raise her daughter, who was autistic and had never remarried.
She taught for over 30 years. Students have been treated with due diligence and have never been subjected to corporal punishment. On several occasions, high-quality teachers have been awarded at the national level.
I don’t know.
I turned off the phone screen. The black screen shows my face and says “homicide.”
I feel like I can’t breathe.
The helpless cry of the little autistic girl who lost her mother was still in my ear.
I indirectly killed her. She’s only following the duties of the examiner, and I’ve led her to work with my script and become my shield.
I walked out of the bedroom and watched my father focus on the flowers of the windowsill, and my mother complained in the kitchen that today’s fish is much more expensive than they were the other day.
The happy results that I have worked so hard to achieve are now within my reach.
And the beauty of all this is my bloody dirty lies.
I put myself in the bedroom and I heard the other one inside me screaming in anger.
It shouldn’t be like this! Can’t you find a way to protect yourself without dying? Maybe I just need to refine my plan! I’ll make it this time. One more time, I’ll fix this!
I hesitated when I was standing in the bathroom with that familiar cheating paper.
And then you scolded yourself and killed an innocent, autistic little girl. One more time, she won’t die!
Bite my teeth, I lit the paper in my hand and watched it run into the vortex of the sewer.
13
I was groaning at the stillly lying paper on the desk.
To complete my plan, it is not enough to remember the choice.
I decided to ask Lin Ho for help. I know he’s always been in love with me and never refused all my demands.
He did not ask questions and promised me that he would find the answers of the 10 best-meaning Qingbing schoolboys.
The high-level examination papers are kept confidential from issue to examination. I knew from the time the old man in the Mediterranean came with the papers, it was impossible to get to the answers.
I can only think of another way.
I’m going to go back on the floor and write a paper and get the closest to a full score.
So every time the paper came out, I started to cover every subject.
When I got out of the exam, I was crouching on the side of the road, writing the paper and sending it to Lin Ho.
The next day, my uncle slapped me so hard at the crash, he was so angry. I’m sorry.
Because I haven’t shed a tear. The bodies of the parents were carried on a stretcher, but I kept my eyes shut and murmured with Lin Ho’s answers to me, never looking up.
I know it’s all just temporary. Time is precious and I have more important things to do. Only in this way can parents be truly rescued.
On the third night, as usual, I stood in the bathroom.
The left hand holds the cheating paper, and the right hand continues to remember urgently with several answers.
I want to make sure that success is within sight.
After the last question, I decisively lit the cheating paper and threw it away until it disappeared before my eyes.
Then lay still on the couch, waiting for the first day of the examination.
14
This is my fourth return to June 7th, this time I’m going to do big, end it all.
When I waved my dad’s goodbye at the entrance to the exam, I got into the alley with a crowded crowd.
I’ve changed clothes since I came out of the alley. After wearing duck caps and masks, he walked into a small section.
I stopped outside room 203 and knocked.
Lin Ho opened the door and saw me, surprised.
I know he works at the convenience store. It’s his day off.
When I got in the door, I pulled the whole plan out and begged him to help me.
I had no idea that he had not hesitated to do so, and that the words I had prepared were useless.
“Why would you help me?” If the plan fails, the consequences…”
Speaking of which, we’re both silent. What exposure means is self-evident, and the consequences are enough to destroy our entire lives.
His eyes were firm and he said, “If you hadn’t taken me, I would have died now.” Don’t worry, I’ll help you. Leave everything to me. I’m sorry.
Yes, he was badly hit three years ago when his parents had an accident and wanted to jump off the roof of the school. The last moment was when I pulled him over and saved his life. He later graduated from secondary school to work in a convenience store and occasionally took over part-time subsistence work to decipher software and write codes.
I held him by my hand and buried my head on his shoulder, whispering, “Thank you, Lin Ho.” I’m sorry.
His ears were red in a flash and he was helpless. And then he came around me, and he pacified me in the back.
I went to the Band-Aid cafe at the entrance to the district with Rin Ho in disguise.
Lin Ho and I used to skip school and come to the Internet, and long and long-time bosses knew us. But it was a minor, and the boss always took more money to turn it on.
The owner of the Internet café was his assistant, and Lin Ho told me that since he was a child, the owner of the Internet café was the security guard in their district, which had just opened in previous years. As a result, every time he was on guard, the boss went to the opposite Internet bar to see the business, and every time he was seen he was wearing a security uniform.
There’s not a lot of people in the daytime Internet cafes, and the boss is lying behind the counter sleeping.
Lin Ho opened a room for the boss, who laughed and asked me:
“Son, why are you here these days? I’m sorry.
I said, “I’m sorry we forgot our I.D. I’m sorry.
“I don’t know you yet.” Go in. I’m sorry.
Close the door and Lin-ho and I smile.
Then I downloaded the senior year papers, and I changed the title and the answer.
To cover up the tracks on this whole-named Internet is simply difficult, and I have to confuse the eyes and make things confusing.
Lin Ho started knocking on the code and creating a virtual machine environment.
He deciphered backstage access to a small forum and modified the web site’s IP automatic locator.
When the eth0:1 appeared on the interface, I heard him take a breath of relief: “Creation succeeded.” I’m sorry.
With Lin Ho’s help, I edited three messages and set a time frame for sending them.
It’s over. We’re off the net.
After Lin Ho said goodbye to me, I stopped him:
“…if it does, you say you didn’t know. I whispered.
He didn’t turn back, he just took a swing.
15
I went back to the alley and changed my clothes and went out with a bag.
This morning’s exam is over, and I walked out on my dad without any reason.
At 2:30 p.m., half an hour before the opening of the examination, the candidates were ready to enter.
I heard them whispering, handing over the trigger.
An hour ago, an anonymously published high-test answer came out of the web.
They soon found out it wasn’t a prank, it was the same subject as the morning exam, and the answer was complete!
In addition to the language, the math that had not been taken in the afternoon gave the answer.
The post was deleted as soon as the cyber police discovered it, yet this sudden-onset answer was kept and transmitted tens of thousands of times as short as the virus.
It continues to appear on various platforms and cannot be completely deleted.
All the country’s candidates are in a state of confusion, and everyone will search all over the Internet.
The words “a high-tech math answer” are rising at thousands of hits per second.
No one cares who sent it, except that if the answer is true, they will be able to move up to a few points!
The temptation of this answer, under pressure to raise a point by more than a thousand, can undoubtedly be irrational.
At this point, less than an hour from the examination, the national notice was not available.
All the relevant words were immediately blocked and a communiqué was issued.
The circular stated that the unofficial publication of the answer was a malicious fabrication of rumours, so that one could not believe that the spreading of the rumour would be legally liable.
The candidates entered the examination with their letters.
Everyone was so excited when they came out, that the answer was true!
So it became clear to all that the subject and the answer to the test were leaked in advance.
The police, while controlling the proliferation of answer resources, reported urgently to the Central Command.
This is a naked crime! The impact is country-wide, causing so much social unrest that they must catch the suspect as soon as possible.
The first published answer sent IP to show undeveloped areas on the outskirts of the city, so they locked their range in the province and started a full-scale search.
However, the investigation revealed that the secret room for admission was tightly sealed, with no signs of intrusion and no documents lost.
All those who come into contact with the excessive examination papers have been kept in severe isolation and there has been no sign of communication with the outside world.
As a result, the criminal investigation experts led the Public Security Police to conduct a one-by-one examination of all photocopies throughout the province, but none of them photocopied the papers.
Although no suspects have been found, it is generally possible to conclude that the person who leaked the answer was not for sale or profit.
While the police were investigating themselves, I was sitting at the table with my parents for dinner.
The latest hot search is being broadcast on the phone video of an unemotional electronic woman. Five minutes ago, the answer to tomorrow’s test was revealed in the same way. The number of forwarders is higher than yesterday, and the relevant notes have been clicked tens of millions of times.
My mother shakes her head and sighs: “The answer for tomorrow was just sent out again. This is not fair! I’m sorry.
I thought, at this point in time, the admissions office had already issued an emergency notice and the backup roll had been activated.
But it doesn’t matter, my purpose has been fulfilled.
With the issuance of the second answer, the case becomes complex. This releaseer ‘ s IP shows it in other provinces more than 4000 km away, which means that it is not a simple personal crime, but an organized cross-provincial gang.
The police had to issue a national reward notice.
A call to the general public to actively provide leads and help arrest. Each person who provides information on a suspect is rewarded with 30,000 yuan; each person who directly captures and transfers the suspect is rewarded with 50,000 yuan.
Unfortunately, this time, they’re destined to float.
The next morning, I told Mom and Dad I’d go to the exam and let them wait for me at home.
Then I was crouching in the stairwell, and I turned on the home camera with my phone, and Mom and Dad were on the screen.
It was not expected that the home camera would have been useful at such a time.
If anything happens to Mom and Dad, I can go right in.
Until noon, I felt a little numb.
This is a strange scene.
Mom and Dad answered the phone and looked down from the balcony.
What’s down there?
I went down to the small window in the stairwell, looked down, and then I leaned against the corner of the wall, and my heart beats.
What’s with the police?
16
There was a police car downstairs.
At that time, the elevators were ringing, and they arrived.
I turned my back on the stairwell and put my ears on the door and listened to the sound across the street.
Officer Fang, this is it! I thought something was wrong with them! The two of them picked up a broken security room, but I looked at it later, and the more suspicious I saw it, I called you! I’m sorry.
I was surprised to cover my mouth and tried not to make a move.
It’s the cyber bar owner!
“Well, it’s right to cooperate with the police. This morning we checked all the internet cafes in the province on the basis of IP, and it’s good that you’ve given us the lead to get us on the suspect. The police officer replied:
The voice of the owner of the Internet Cafe is getting away and I’m sitting on the floor.
My mind is confused, my mind is full of burning and anxiety, and I wonder if I can stand too long or too scared to stand.
I missed the cyber bar owner! I’m afraid they’ve got the real I.P. information now, and I don’t even take the high school exams.
Time is running out and I have to get out of here now, or there’s a good chance of being found.
I was shaking to change to another dress, wearing a hat and a mask, and stuffing my cell phone with the clothes that I took off into the bag and throwing them into the trash can.
Now with a cell phone, there is no doubt that a time bomb could expose my position at any time.
I’m going to find Lin Ho.
Thought I’d stay up, walk down the stairs, get scared back and hide.
A female officer was standing by the police car and was watching everyone coming out of the building.
In the meantime, the elevator rings.
I can’t hide it, the door has slowly opened, and my heart seems to be stagnating.
A woman pushed a baby car out.
It’s the auntie upstairs. I’ve had a long breath.
And then I naturally walked up and said hello to her:
Where are you going?
She knew I was a high school student and didn’t know I was going to take a high school exam.
“I’m going to buy food. My mother-in-law is coming to see me today. I’m sorry.
I was walking with her, and I picked up the baby car, and I was still on the phone:
“Really? I heard from my mother yesterday. The latest fish price has increased again. I’m sorry.
She said, “Really? I’m going to buy a fish.
Although my heart is already beating, it is still deliberately slowing down and moving slowly.
The policewoman was staring at me for a long time, until we were further away from the building, and I felt the stingy look away from me.
I didn’t feel my heart beat until I got out of front of the neighborhood, and I said goodbye to Aunt Yu when I returned the baby car:
“Aunt, I remember something. I have to go. I’m sorry.
“You’ve been working hard for me for so long.” I’ll make you something to eat. I’m sorry.
I’m thinking, hopefully, if I can come back.
I was standing in front of a convenience store, and I saw Lin Ho.
At that time, there was no one in the convenience store and he was standing down behind the counter and quelling his drink machine quietly.
I touched the only $20 in my pocket and went in with my hat on.
When I passed through the counter, I looked at him, and he looked the same, and I looked at him for two seconds and naturally continued his work.
I took a couple of buckets of bubble noodles and two bottles of mineral water and went to the counter.
Then he took it, naturally, and downped his voice while closing:
“The police are coming. Run. I’m sorry.
I bowed my head and pressed the cape down again, covering the only eye that was revealed.
Lin Ho quickly pulled something out of his pocket into the shopping bag and handed it to me.
I went out to pick up the shopping bag. Throughout the process, we act like two strangers who don’t know each other.
Just walked out of the door, several faceless policemen passed by me and walked into a convenience store.
I didn’t turn back. I turned back and went straight into a black hotel.
Open the shopping bag, and I found a roll of money under the bubble and water. It’s a thousand bucks.
17
I wonder what happened to Mom and Dad.
The latest news was broadcast on TV, and my picture with Lin Ho appeared on the screen.
“… one of the suspects is now under police control. The whereabouts of another suspect remain unknown. If you see a suspicious person, contact the police promptly. The characteristics of the suspect are as follows: wearing a gray coat, jeans…”
I turned off the TV right away. The ludicrous room quickly restored the silence of death.
I pulled the drapes tight, the dim lights were isolated, and I held my head in the corner.
Lin Ho’s been arrested. What should I do? If you turn yourself in, I’ll go to jail! I’m not going to jail!
One night I didn’t sleep and when the sun came through the curtains, I realized it was dawn.
I turned on the TV and I tried to find the latest developments.
“… the suspect, Lin Ho, confessed to the crime he committed and confessed to forcing the victim to assist himself in the commission of the crime by force, threats, etc., and handed over all the instruments used to commit the crime. The police have now arrested the offender in accordance with the law and the case has been referred to a court pending a verdict …”
I stopped.
Lin Ho himself confessed to all crimes and created a “victim” identity for me.
I had no idea. Perhaps when the police contacted him, he had thought of everything and decided to assume all the consequences himself.
Things have evolved out of my control.
Lin Ho is about to go to jail, and his parents are still missing. The news is all over, and I can only hide like a mouse.
That’s not what I want!
The only way to turn the situation around is to start over and let it not happen again.
I have to get that cheating paper before nightfall.
An hour later, I went back to the stairwell.
I picked my bag out of the trash and took out my phone.
In one moment, countless unremoved calls and text messages came out and I quickly turned on the home camera.
Three policemen and uncles are sitting on the couch in the living room.
They’re crouching on me.
I realize that the police, I’m afraid, have not completely believed Lin Ho’s words in the news. They just want me to think that I’m exonerated and then trick me out. I can’t get that cheating paper.
The sweat wets my hair, and I can only watch as it darkens.
All of a sudden, there’s been a rash in the camera.
My aunt was pregnant, his face was anxious, and the three policemen stood up and held her up.
Here’s the chance. I slowly stood against the wall.
Look at her painful face, I guess. Aunt’s about to have a baby.
After several consecutive calls from the police, I watched them lift up their aunt and ran out of the door.
In less than three minutes, they drove all the way in a police car.
I snuck open the door, snuck into the bedroom and looked in the drawer for a while.
Then he ran into the bathroom with a lighter and locked the door.
When I set the paper on fire and washed it into the sewer, I quietly left.
On the bed of the hotel, my hands were still shaking with tension.
I forced myself to close my eyes and go to sleep so I could stay away from all this shit.
18
Open your eyes, familiar ceiling into my curtains.
There is no dirty, worn-out spider web, and there is no disgusting smell in the air.
I’m back.
Lie still in bed, and I’m looking at the ceiling.
Cheats, examiners, police officers Fong, Lin Ho, the Internet café owner… all the things I’ve done have been on my mind.
Maybe I’m thinking too complicated. As long as I stay at home, I’m not going anywhere.
The door was pushed out of the room. My father was dissatisfied and said:
“What time is it? You’re gonna be late for the exams! I’m sorry.
I walked into the living room and said to Mom and Dad:
“I’m not going to take the high school. I’m sorry.
Mom and Dad stopped at the same time and looked at me together.
Next second, my dad’s slaps up:
“You said you wouldn’t do it? I’ve raised you all these years! You have to do it today! I’m sorry.
My mother looked ugly on her chest and pointed at me for half a day.
And I said, “I will go to work today, and I will die and I will not go to the exams.” I’m sorry.
And my mother cried, and she cried, and she said, “This is the heart you want to kill me! I’m sorry.
I bit my teeth and I kneeled down:
“Please, Dad, Mom. I don’t want to go to the exam. Don’t push me. I’m sorry.
My father said, “We worked hard to get you to read, and today you’re on your knees and you have to get up and take your exams! I’m sorry.
He said he pulled my clothes up and pushed me into the elevator.
When he got out of the elevator, he carried me to the back of the car and locked the door.
At the entrance to the examination, everyone was watching this strange scene:
An angry man carried a girl who was screaming until she was stopped at the entrance to the school.
I can’t cry.
I didn’t think I’d be able to escape from the police, deal with forensic experts personally or even get caught on the news as a suspect.
I bit my teeth, turned around and walked into the exam and never looked back.
There are other ways. Subjective conditions are not an option, but only objective.
I came out of the exam this afternoon and I sat in the car.
My dad was surprised by my attitude, and he apologized carefully:
“My daughter, Daddy’s a little heavy this morning. It’s Dad’s fault. Does it still hurt? I’m sorry.
I shook my head and said to him:
“Dad, can you get me something to eat across the street? I’m hungry. I’m sorry.
He even promised, “You’ll wait for me in the car. Daddy will be right back. I’m sorry.
When he got across the street, I got off the car fast.
The green light was just on and it was at the peak of the night, and the cars on both sides were moving slowly and ready to cross the road.
I was right in the middle of the road, and a black sedan couldn’t get away and hit me.
I know this speed is not enough for me to die, but the moment I was hit and landed on the ground, I clearly felt the severe pain and went into a coma.
When I woke up again, it was noon the next day.
Mom and Dad saw me open my eyes and came up.
Headaches, right hand seems to be unconscious.
“It’s good that it wasn’t fast, or else…”
I tried to move my mouth, and I laughed, “Isn’t it okay? I’m sorry.
Dad said, “It’s my fault, Dad didn’t take care of you.” I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry…” I said, “I’m sorry, Dad, to make you so blame yourself. I’m sorry.
It was clear to me, through the doctor, that my right arm had caused a fracture, in addition to a slight concussion.
It’s really the best result for me.
The exam was impossible, and Mom and Dad stayed by my bed.
When the alarm rings at 12 p.m., I sit up and watch my parents sleep with me.
Finally, it’s over.
At noon on the third day of the high school, at my insistence, we got in the car and came home.
I know I’m not in trouble. The most important thing now is to enjoy a new life!
Before we went home, we bought a lot of food at the supermarket to celebrate my discharge and make up for it.
I sat in the back seat and looked at the parents in front of me. The weather was so clear that even the vagrant dog who saw me every time in the neighborhood revealed a peaceful and peaceful breath.
Walking into the bedroom, I was excited to roll over in bed.
Then he got up and threw that cheating piece of paper in the trash.
From now on, I don’t need it anymore. Thanks to it, I appreciate this hard-won happiness.
After the afternoon, I was paralyzed on the sofa, eating with the taste of fresh fruit while watching the drama on television.
My dad and my mom keep saying to me:
“Your aunt gave birth. We’ve got to get to the hospital. Take care of yourself at home. I’m sorry.
I watched the TV show, and I was in the middle of something, and I waved:
“We know, we know. Don’t worry, I’m fine. I’m sorry.
Half an hour later, the bell was ringing.
My dad probably forgot something again.
I pulled my slippers, and my right arm still hurts because of the plaster.
When I opened the door, Lin Ho, in a gray duck cap, looked up and laughed at me:
“I heard you got hurt in a car accident. I came to see you. I’m sorry.
19
I told him to come in and take his things and put them down.
I can’t help but think of what he did to me.
And We sat down with him, “Sit down.” I’ll get you some water. I’m sorry.
I had to get a cup first, and then I fell with a kettle.
The light was suddenly darkened and there was a shadow.
The heavy breath appeared in my ear.
I thought I’d go back and say, “You…”
If I don’t see it, I’ll be hit in the back of my head.
In a moment, I spin around, I fall on the floor and my head hurts.
Lin Ho stood before me faceless and was holding a glass-shaped ashtray.
I was afraid to retreat, and I felt my consciousness became blurred, and I was paralyzed.
Lin Ho left my sight, and I tried to touch the cell phone that fell not far away, and I used my strength to move my finger.
Quietly, Lin Ho has come out of my bedroom, slowly crouching in front of me.
He’s got the same cheating paper I’ve put in the trash!
I saw hope for survival and struggled to get it back.
I can’t just die!
I stood up and jumped at Lin Ho.
Lin Ho’s out of the way and has easily escaped. It’s like watching some show and looking at me quietly.
I was dazed and I started to cry for help, hoping that someone would hear my cry for help: “Help! Help me!”
After that, I lost all my strength, and I felt like my brain was running out of oxygen, and I fell on the floor.
Lin-ho looked at me without saying a word, then put his index finger to his mouth and made a “shh” move.
I looked at him and opened my mouth, but I could not say anything.
And then he elaborates on the cheating paper in his hand and says to himself:
“Is this the piece of paper you keep coming back? I’m sorry.
I’m scared, and I’m screaming. Him! How could he know the secret of the cheating paper?
He seemed to know that there was no answer and tore the paper in front of me and lit it.
The flame brought my clothes.
And in the flame of fire his eyes were filled with twilight, and he said, “I will burn you paper every year thereafter, so let’s go.” I’m sorry.
My eyes were full of tears and I was staring at him.
He picked up my phone and dialed 120 in front of my face, stood up and put on his hat and walked out the door.
I heard the door closing and my tears ran out.
At this time, 120 is on the line.
“Hello. Do you need an ambulance? Please describe where you are now. I’m sorry.
I feel like I’m losing all my strength. I can’t take a breath.
“Since the sky I’m in heaven with flowers…”
The operator then asked again:
“Where are the flowers?” All I know is that People’s Road has a beautiful apartment. I’m sorry.
I bit my tongue hard to stay awake, and now my only hope for survival is on this phone.
“Yes, it’s Tianjin Apartment 3 Building 7 01 Save me” I breathe loudly, trying to stay awake, but I feel harder to sustain every second.
“Don’t breathe in the mouth, breathe in the nose…” Operator takes care of himself.
I was desperate to stare at the phone, knowing that I no longer had the strength to say one more word.
Consciousness has become so obstinate, my eyes so blurry.
Twenty.
In the corner of the prison, a woman with her back murmurs to the wall drew the attention of the newly arrived female prison guard.
She whispered to the old guard next door, “What happened to the prisoner?” What did she say to herself? I’ll cry and laugh. I’m sorry.
The old guard shook his head: “It’s probably crazy. She’s been doing this for years. It took a lot of effort to catch her a few years ago! I’m sorry.
The female warders were surprised to be close and heard from the old warders about a few years ago.
I don’t know.
A few years ago, I took a high-level examination and cheated on the test with a small copy.
The call was made to the home and the mother was in shock and sent to the emergency room.
On his way from the hospital to the examination, the father ran into a drunk truck and died instantly.
And my treatment came down: three years without taking high school.
I used all the money I got to pay for my mother’s surgery, but I couldn’t save her, and then Mom left me forever.
Three years, I’m not going back to school. All the company’s records on my file about the ‘Culture of High Tests’ were even shaking.
I was desperate to jump out of the building and was pulled back by a boy at a critical time. That boy is Lin Ho.
Lin Ho was my high school boyfriend for three years, and now he’s my life saver.
Without the financial resources, I’d have to work part-time. After half a month, the boss gave me a job as a convenience store clerk.
I always hated the examiner. If it hadn’t been for her, I wouldn’t have been in this position.
Three years later, when I was released from my exams, I was used to life in society and had no intention of returning to school.
I thought life was going on like this until that day when a woman walked into a convenience store.
Although she didn’t recognize me, I never forgot her face.
I got excited when I found out that the examiner had just moved in and lived nearby.
I followed her up to the convenience store again.
After knocking on the door, I pressed the fruit knife hidden behind my back.
Almost without any effort, I took care of her.
I’ve done a lot of hard work for years. It’s been a long time since I’ve been able to move and carry cement.
I threw her off the balcony. 24th floor, must be dead.
As I was about to escape, a little girl walked out of the room with her eyes covered.
She screamed when she saw the knife in my hand with blood in it.
I was suddenly overwhelmed. Why does she have a little girl at home?
In order not to draw her screams to the neighbours, I covered her mouth tight until she stopped struggling.
When I came back from my panic, I realized she was out of breath.
I ran away.
I just wanted revenge on the examiner, but I didn’t mean to kill that innocent little girl.
The only person I can trust now is Lin Ho. I’m going to find him!
Lin Ho went to a nice local college, and I sneaked him home every day off, and I knew his place.
Lin-ho opened the door, surprised by my presence and wrinkled his head: “What are you doing here?” Can I help you?”
I grabbed his hand in a panic and prayed, “Lin Ho, please help me! It’s because of you that I’m like this. I’m sorry.
Lin Ho drew back his hand in a gruesome manner, without mercy: “Why are you so shameless? Isn’t it enough you’ve been harassing me for six years? You’ve been trying to cheat on me for a college test! Get out of here or I’ll call the police! I’m sorry.
“No police! “I screamed, I looked up at the corridor, and the camera was flashing a red light.
I ran into Lin Ho’s house like a bird of shock and locked the door.
And that’s when I noticed that Lin Ho’s right arm was plastering, and I was nervously concerned, “What happened to you?” Are you hurt? Does it hurt?”
He was impatient to say, “It’s none of your business, now get out of here!” I’m sorry.
I moved my head back and accidentally touched something on the table.
A pink heart box fell on the ground and revealed its delicate necklace.
I’m completely out of control. “You betrayed me!” How could you betray me! You are mine! I’m sorry.
Lin-ho pushed me with his left hand, pushed me down on the couch with his leg and his blood in his eyes:
I’m calling the police!
In the talking room, he has pulled out his phone and pressed the screen.
No! No! Call the police and I’m done!
In a hurry, I took something on my hands and smashed it in the back of his head.
Lin Ho looked up and fell.
I’ve just seen it. I just touched a glass ashtray. At this point, blood is already on the sharp corner of the ashtray.
I screamed, panickingly threw the ashtray out and crawled over Lin Ho’s head.
Lin Ho! Lin Ho! Are you okay? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to. I’ll call an ambulance right away! I’m sorry.
I picked up his falling phone and dialed 120.
After the call, the operator’s voice came through:
“Hello. Do you need an ambulance? Please describe where you are now. I’m sorry.
I opened my mouth and I found the sound strangling in my throat.
Subconsciously, I hung up the phone and calmed down.
Lin-ho looks at me in despair and looks at the begging.
I couldn’t look him in the eye and apologized to him over and over again:
“Sorry Lin Ho, sorry. I’ll burn you paper every year. Don’t hate me. I’m sorry.
He stares at me dead, and then he can’t afford to close his eyes.
I ran out of the house with my hat on.
As soon as I got out of the building, I was surrounded by the police.
Numerous shots pointed at me and surrounded the entire building.
Next to the police, a middle-aged man in a security uniform pointed at me and said:
“The police comrade, that’s her! I thought she was sneaking around! I saw her through surveillance. 203! I’m sorry.
I know I have nowhere to go and have fallen on my knees in despair.
The police cuffed me and I watched a few of them rush upstairs.
Gandhi closed his eyes.
I don’t remember.
All I know is I’ve been in prison for a long time.
Long ago, when I was hallucinating, I saw myself coming back to the first day of my high examination, again and again, with a magic cheating paper.
In a lie, I’m the hero who saves everyone.
I can’t tell what’s real and what’s fantasy.
I don’t know.
In a trance, I saw a woman in a police uniform coming to me with a sealed document.
“9507, Heads up. I’m sorry.
After she spoke, I raised my head.
This sound, so familiar, seems to have heard it on the phone…
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.