That day I was washing dishes in the kitchen and my brother came from behind me without a word.
“Let go of me! I’m sorry.
He smiled and said, “This is how it reacts in a hug.” I’m sorry.
He’s never been like this before, and I’m like, “What’s wrong with you? I’m sorry.
He said to me, “Isn’t that what you want?” I’m sorry.
I realized something and ran back to my room looking for clothes in my pocket.
I’m sure the sugar from my best friend is gone.
It’s clear from the wrapper: it’s a product that makes anyone who eats it likes you deadly.
Ps: Expiry after three months.
My first idea is to hide it from my parents and his father!
It’s me!
My brother followed the room and laughed: “If you don’t want my parents to know, be my girlfriend.” I’m sorry.
One.
My face must be red.
After all, my brother is handsome.
I held the table and calmed down, and I went up on the backboard and said, “You know what you’re saying? How could you say that to me?”
He pulled out the box from his pocket, leaned at me step by step and kept the door shut: “What do you think of buying candy like this? I’m sorry.
The two of us alone in the small room, Chen Zhui, were tall, my eyelids trembled, and the crisis increased.
Most of all, he’s looking at me now less in the eyes than he used to, but in the eyes of a man with obscurantity and ultimatum.
I realized that, and my heart whispered.
“My best friend sent it to me, and she thought she was messing with me. I said, “And I didn’t bring it for you…”
To someone I like.
“Who do you want to eat?” I’m sorry.
It’s not easy for him now, and I’m changing my mouth: “No one wants to keep it. I’m sorry.
His face is just a little lightened, and his eyes are spinning around my room, pulling out a chair and sitting down at my desk.
“What a mess. He spits.
Chen Yu is in a strange state, as he was before.
He never came into my room before.
He’s got a concept since he was a child, and even if I was in hot pants walking around the living room in the summer, he wouldn’t look at me and would hide in the room for the sake of shunning.
He was a single-parent family, and his father was busy with his business, and the nanny used to foster Chen Mu to my house while his employer was away from the house to abuse children.
My father and his father grew up together from a small place, knowing he had a lot of trouble at home and would be happy to help.
I grew up with Chen Mu, and my parents thought he was their own son.
Even I once thought that Chen was more important in their minds, after all, the boy was a good-looking kid from a young age, a good-looking boy, but also a good-looking kid.
Because of this, he can eat at school.
My dad used to show off his “son” in front of an outsider, just to get rid of me.
So I think there’s a little obnoxious.
I’m so jealous of him.
“When did you eat it? I’m wondering, “Why did you steal my candy? I’m sorry.
Three days ago. He rubbed his eyebrow, and he said, “You didn’t put it in the right place with the cold medicine that I bought. I thought it was mint. I’m sorry.
I remember that day, after I had the delivery, my mother called and told me that I was sick and asked me to buy medicine.
“What’s wrong with your body after eating it?” Isn’t it poisonous?”
Chen Yu looked up at me and looked at me like that. I’m sorry.
He said, “I can’t help but look at you. You’re all I can think. If you come closer, my head won’t turn. My heart beats so hard. I’m sorry.
I’m:
Is that really what Chen said?
He had tight hands on a candy wrapper and seemed to be upset: “I also went to the hospital and thought I had something weird, and there was nothing wrong with my body. I’m sorry.
“Oh. I’m scared and I don’t know what to say. “If I don’t go out and get a summer job, I won’t be back soon. I’m sorry.
“No way. “There’s only one way to be my girlfriend.” I’m sorry.
Girlfriend?
Is he talking about the girlfriend I understand?
And I went back: “How can that be?” I’m sorry.
He grabbed me in the arm and took me slightly to his leg.
Mom.
I’m stuck all over my ass, sitting on a fire, and I’ve never been so close.
Good thing he’s just holding me, no other moves.
I can feel his restraint.
“It’s only been three months, and when the drug goes off, it’s separated. I’m sorry.
I shook my head with the words, “No, it’s not okay, it’s weird.” I’m sorry.
Just think of him as my boyfriend, my heart can barely bear it.
Too ashamed.
And Chen laughed: “Then tell Mom and Dad that I ate the candy you gave me, and every time after that I saw you there was an unstoppable impulse.” I haven’t checked my head yet. Maybe something’s wrong with my brain.”
The more I listened, the more my mom and dad were so fond of Chen, if I knew it was my fault…
I will die for it.
I interrupted him and Gamba said, “Okay. I’m sorry.
That’s what’s good for Chen.
I hastened to add: “We will only have Plato, and you must not go too far…”
He raised his chin a little, and he nodded his head: “What else?” What do you think it is?”
I’m a little embarrassed, and I feel like I’m a little overhearted: I’m sorry.
I almost trusted him!
Every day since I’ve been at home, I’ve been in a state of fear, as thin ice, with a sense of guilt.
Chen Mundo looked at me, and I had to watch them carefully.
Of course they didn’t find anything.
It’s just the beginning of the summer, and my mom looks at me everywhere: “Every day you know how to play games and sleep lazyly, you’re about to graduate, and you don’t know what to plan for yourself. Didn’t you take the sixth grade again? Didn’t you read a word? I’m sorry.
“It’s okay, I’ll take care of her.” I’m sorry.
My mother’s eyes are bright, and she’s cheering him with oranges. I’m sorry.
I had a feeling it would be hard for me to spend the summer at home for two months.
It’s not like it’s the same way that Mom and Dad used to be grateful when Chen came into my room at night.
I’m the only one who knows that it’s not as simple as teaching English when he comes to my room!
Two.
“How many were carried?”
He stood on my side, leaned down a little, his arms were on the table.
I said, “Well, let’s say dozens.” I’m sorry.
He looked at me and looked naked in the eyes.
And then I looked at the dictionary before me, “At your current rate, at least 100 a day. I’m sorry.
I said, “How can you kill me?” I’m sorry.
“Is it hard?”
“…you think everyone’s as good as you are? I’m sorry.
“Then let’s start with thirty, then fifty, and then we’ll add it to one hundred. He said, “One summer should be enough. I’m sorry.
“Do you really like me? Why do you torture me like that? I’m sorry.
He touched my head, and his lips raised a radians: “It doesn’t matter. I’m sorry.
“…”
“In half an hour, I’ll check. I’m sorry.
He stares at my green face and smiles: “If one is wrong, let me kiss.” I’m sorry.
I was breathing, staring.
It is hard to believe that Chen Yu would make such an indecent demand.
He’s not real, is he? The real Chen Mu is a serious, high-cold-school kid, who can’t make me do this.
Thirty minutes passed quickly.
Chen Mu came from behind me, and his long fingers knocked softly on the table: “Is it over? I’m sorry.
I wanted to look at him with tears: “I didn’t carry a letter. I’m sorry.
He’s got all the threats he wants me to kiss him.
Chen wrinkled his brow.
And my heart stopped beating.
“A half-hour ten. I’m sorry.
“Aah?”
“Can you carry it down?”
I couldn’t help but nod my head. I’m sorry.
He turned around and left me space.
Whoo.
Scared the shit out of me. I thought he’d do it.
As soon as the nerves were relaxed, I started playing my IQ.
It took less than 20 minutes to complete the mission, with full confidence and a head start. Four mistakes were found.
I’m a little nervous about Chen.
If he thinks something, “Wondly? I’m sorry.
I had a red face and called him crazy.
He smiled: “This time I let you go, next time I’m wrong, it’s not that simple. I’m sorry.
I ignored him and went to the living room to watch TV.
I don’t want to be in space with him. It’s suffocating.
Chen Mu followed him. Mom asked him how my back was. He said it was good.
Mom’s happy. I’m gonna make us soup tonight.
I lie on the couch, Chen Mu sits on my side, one ass off me.
I’m happy. He seems to know someone’s at home.
Chen Mu is cutting apples.
I thought he wanted to eat it himself, but it didn’t take a while. He’d give me a smooth apple.
I looked at my mother unconsciously, and I was afraid she’d find out she was sick.
Fortunately she watered the chandelier on the balcony and didn’t notice my side.
I’m like a thief, and I bite it fast.
“Is it good?” I’m sorry.
I’m nodding.
Mom went into the living room and saw me chewing a giant apple in my hand and turning my eyes: “That big one, can you finish eating?” I don’t know. I’m sorry.
I slowly laid down my hand and felt so sorry.
And Chen made me free: she asked me, and I didn’t. I’m sorry.
Fake.
I’m humming.
Chen held my hand while my mother turned to the AC duster.
I smoked twice. I didn’t.
His hands are big, his fingers are long, he’s not strong enough to hold me back, and his skin is whiter than mine.
My mom would turn around any minute. What would she think if she saw it.
I couldn’t help it. The more I looked at him, the more he laughed.
The fingers slowly climb up the wrists and hold the apple in my hand.
My mother turned back, and he pulled his hand back, and if nothing happened, I ate the place and took an apple.
“Squeak. It’s not like it’s a good idea.
I can’t breathe.
I’m afraid my mom found out he was eating my apple.
It’s a good thing she doesn’t look so good, and she says, “Why didn’t my dad come back and cook in the kitchen?”
I was angry with him and asked him: “Why do you eat me?”
Chen’s mouth is soft and slow: Eating apples your girlfriend ate, problem?
I swallowed the water and my cheeks were burning.
Ask: What about my brother or my parents?
3
The next day, I was still asleep and I was dreaming, and suddenly I felt a look on myself.
I opened my eyes and found it was Chen Yu.
“Why did you enter the room?” I’m sorry.
“You didn’t lock the door. I’m sorry.
“My door is locked. I’m sorry.
Chen Zhui Zhui Zhui Zian, seems to have found something.
Plum.
“…I’ll find someone to fix it today. I’m sorry.
“Whatever. * He looked at me in the air, and said, “Get up for lunch. I’m sorry.
Then he added: “My parents are not home today. I’m sorry.
I don’t have to worry about what they’ll see.
This was followed by a sense of crisis.
Don’t you think Chen Mu is better off doing whatever she wants?
And I rose up and looked in the mirror, a little swollen, and my forehead bursted.
How did Chen Mu show that interest in my face?
I found my toothbrush and my toothbrush changed.
From the old black and white to the present blue and pink, even the little cartoons above correspond to one man and one woman.
I took my toothbrush to Chen Yu’s face: “What if my parents find you so obvious? I’m sorry.
“They’ll only feel like brothers and sisters.” I’m sorry.
“Are they stupid?”
“Or do you think our pajamas? I’m sorry.
I looked at him, and I looked down and I fell into silence.
One blue, one pink.
Mom always buys a couple’s pajamas to save time.
Enough.
It’s a great lunch. It’s a good meal.
Chen was sitting across from me with his apron, and he had not cut his hair for some time. Liu Hai was a little long, and when his head was down, he covered his eyebrows, and he was well-dressed and gentle.
I suddenly understood my parents.
Chen Yu knows everything, he’s too smart, he’s good-looking and he’s too smart.
If I could be partial…
Eating and drinking, I lay on the sofa like a man, and Chen Yuen made up the leftovers to wash the dishes.
It’s nice to suddenly feel like he likes it.
What do I think? Send a message to my girlfriend: What’s that sugar gonna do?
Girlfriend: You’re the only one in the mind, he’s probably cute when you fart, he’s not gonna see you in a minute, he’s gonna be jealous, he’s gonna be so jealous that you can’t get along with the opposite sex, even if you’re usually rational. That’s what my cousin told me.
I: …your cousin confessed to success?
Best friend: It worked! Two people are so sweet now!
Best friend: What’s up? Did you catch the deer?
I: …not yet.
I didn’t dare tell her about the sugar that Chen mised.
Does Chen Yu become like this, according to her description?
I can’t imagine it.
After the rest of the day, Chen Zu pulled me back and made a test paper, and saw that my heart was absent, and his tone became harsh: “I didn’t take time to teach you to go astray.” I’m sorry.
I kind of wanted to say it back, but I know he’s doing it for my own good, and he’s trying to keep his head on the subject.
As a result, one of the papers was drawn down, and the score was terrible.
After yesterday, Chen Zheng was close to my level, and he marked out the wrong part and explained it to me together.
His voice was beautiful, and he had a sense of youth, and I was dazzling in it.
Three hours later, Chen Mu went out and brought me an orange juice. I had a sip of sweet and cold, and it was a lot of comfort.
“When can I go for a walk? I look forward to asking.
“When you pass the paper. I’m sorry.
♪ I can’t ♪
So I’m not going out until I’ve had a few months?
“I want to skate…”
Chen Yu came out with a piece of paper and said without hesitation: “Talk the words that were just back. I’m sorry.
“…”
Check and check, two wrongs.
Chen Mu was silent.
I’m ashamed to say something about decomposition.
“Remember what I said yesterday? He smiled and said, “If it’s wrong, it’s going to happen.” I’m sorry.
My ears burn up.
“You coming or me?”
He’s soft.
It felt like something terrible would happen if he came.
And my heart turned, and my feet towards his lips.
Chen Yu’s neck was slightly snubbed by me.
Too hard, my mouth is a little numb, but I still feel the touch of softness.
I was dizzy when I thought it was Chen’s lips.
Chen Murah lived with me and said without an expression, “Are you a kiss? You’re a bump.” I’m sorry.
And he leaned down and swallowed my lips gently: “This is the love.” I’m sorry.
I’m getting dizzy.
Too evil.
How could he kiss me?
How could he?
And We pushed him away and went forth, and We said, “I will not learn.” I’m sorry.
My parents are back at this hour with a big bag of groceries.
In order to cover my emotions, I picked up things from them very quickly.
Chen Mu came out of the room and didn’t speak.
I put my groceries on the table in the same way, deliberately not looking at him, and I wonder if my parents have seen a strange atmosphere between us.
Dad asked me why my face is red.
I said I’ve just been exercise and I’ve been trying to lose weight.
“What’s the matter with you?” I’m sorry.
Chen smiled silently.
Look at me.
4
At night, I lay on my bed and I ate chicken.
I haven’t seen him since the summer. I’m happy to hear his voice.
His cell phone suddenly pops up a voice call, and he says, “At night’s sleep, you can hear and write, you can deepen your memory. I’m sorry.
I yelled “sick.” I hung up.
A moment later, Chen Mu entered the door.
“What are you doing?” I’m sorry.
He looked at me calmly and had a dictionary in his hand: “Strengthen learning.” I’m sorry.
I’m:
The deer in the game asked, “Jolou, whose voice? I’m sorry.
And I said, “It is my brother who will give me English.” I’m sorry.
The deer was silent and laughed: “It’s too late to learn.” I’m sorry.
“Well, I haven’t taken a sixth grade…”
Chen Yu stood at the door and listened to our conversation faceless.
Looks like he’s coming to me tonight to say something he shouldn’t have said.
“Did you do it on purpose? “It’s 11 o’clock. I’m sorry.
“It’s 11 o’clock and you play games with him. I’m sorry.
“Well, the games are all night. I’m sorry.
Chen Mu looked at me for a moment: “Why are you talking to him so different from when you talk to me?” I’m sorry.
“What’s different? I’m sorry.
Chen Mu didn’t answer, pull out the chair and put it across my bed and start reporting the words so I could spell them.
Shit.
What a dream back to high school.
Chen’s back and he smiled: “I won’t go out tonight if I’m wrong about three.” I’m sorry.
I woke up a lot.
So for a week, maybe I heard my heart call, and Chen Yu finally agreed to take me out of the house.
He asked me to help her in the tea room.
Thank God I’m out.
Some of Chen’s brothers came to the shop this afternoon, and one of them, Kwok Jin, was more impressed, because his name was the same as Guo Jing.
He touched my head and smiled and said, “Isn’t it too beautiful to see you take your sister out? I’m sorry.
“Speak to speak, do not move. I’m sorry.
“I thought she was my sister. I’m sorry.
“She doesn’t have that many brothers. I’m sorry.
“How did you get so cheap?” I’m sorry.
The boy next to him laughed: “Come on, last time I had a picture of your sister, you almost killed her.” I’m sorry.
I was the only one who answered in my heart: because he had taken the wrong drug.
After Chen’s visit, Kwok pulled my hand to show me his marriage: “Have you been in love since college? I’m sorry.
“None. I’m sorry.
“There must be someone you like, right? I’m sorry.
I hesitated and noded.
Kwok looked at my palms for a while and said, “Beware of your brother’s stick.” I’m sorry.
…and he’s quite right.
Chen Mu came from behind me, the phantom. I’m sorry.
Kwok released me immediately and said, “I’m kidding. I’m sorry.
There were guests at the store. I wiped my hands on the apron.
“Wait a minute. I’m sorry.
There’s so many people watching me.
He grabbed my collar, and he blocked my back with his body: “You blew up your dress, and you went back to cook and I pulled it up.” I’m sorry.
I don’t dare to move on.
Kwok Jin will serve us.
In the back of the kitchen, Chen Mu told me to stand still and squeeze the zipper and pull it down. It’s stuck in the middle. He’s down. Relax.
The girls know that position. It’s embarrassing.
“The zipper won’t break.”
“Just a moment. I’m sorry.
“…don’t pull down too much. I’m afraid he’ll see what he shouldn’t see.
Chen Mu said, “Well,” finally adjusted the position. I got a tight waist.
I turned around with my zipper, and I said, “Maybe I ate fat at home these days.” I’m sorry.
“The next time I buy a better dress, I’m going to buy a better dress.” I’m sorry.
We went out together.
He pointed at the guests in the corner: “It seems like you were with him.” I’m sorry.
Boys feel our eyes and look up.
Shit, it’s a deer.
Why is he sitting with a girl?
In a few seconds, I’m in a big mood.
5
It’s all right.
There’s a boy sitting next to a girl. She’s the one.
The deer said, “I heard your mother opened a teahouse here, just passing by, so I came to see you. I’m sorry.
“Yeah. I’m glad, “I’m only here today.” I’m sorry.
“I’m lucky.” I’m sorry.
Is he hitting on me?
Does it prove he likes me a little bit?
I can’t help feeling bubbles.
He said: “Hello, I am her brother. I’m sorry.
The deer nods his head: “Hello, Jolou often mentions that she has a very good brother. I’m sorry.
Chen smiled and smiled at me: “Is it?” I’m sorry.
Sit down and talk for over 10 minutes. The deer and his friends are busy.
“The next time you and your friends come to tell me in advance, you’re free. I said:
I’m not going to bring friends next time.
“Then I’m welcome. I’m sorry.
I sent them out.
The deer came back to me before he got in the car, and asked me, “How did you skate for so long? I’m sorry.
“Well, that’s nothing. I’m sorry.
“It’s so hot these days. Want to come out and practice? I’m sorry.
This is about me!
Actually, I like to skate because of the deer.
The girls in our bedroom were compelled by the Korean drama, and they just got up and wanted to go to the skating field, so they found out that they were all playing with their children.
All four of us are roosters, and only three of us have a little basis to move around with our railings, and sometimes we have to accept the contempt of the little ones.
I never thought there would be a deer in the skating field.
He’s the kind of guy in the school who looks harmless and looks like he’s got a good home, and he can make a scene on the wall with a single picture.
He was surrounded by a white and clean bean and looked like him by seven or eight points.
Looks like he’s with the baby.
And I whispered, “So cute, would it be his son?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t think the three of you would waved at him and shouted, “Lieutenant!” Jolou asked if that cute little guy on your leg was your son. I’m sorry.
Although the voice is not so bright, it’s enough for the deer 10 meters away.
I covered my face.
We all know that.
He wasn’t angry and smiled with his little bean head: “It was my parents’ second child.” I’m sorry.
Ooh.
It’s my brother.
I’m relieved.
Ha ha ha.
The back deer started to teach us how to skate, I was stupid, I had a bad balance, both legs were shaking as soon as I left the fence, and the deer had to hold me to my heart.
And he fell in his arms several times, and almost fell upon him. I feared that he would make a mistake, and said, “I am truly stupid, and I did not mean to take advantage of you.” I’m sorry.
Three roommates laughed.
And he said, “Well, I can see that. I’m sorry.
As a result, the deer spent most of his time on me, and the other roommates were able to play on their own, and I was the only one with his arm on.
That’s the extra 20 minutes, that’s what made me feel good.
Especially when he was teaching other girls, he looked back and made sure I wasn’t wrestling.
This feeling of special treatment is really hard for girls to resist.
So when the deer opens up and asks me out alone, I’m almost ready to go with it.
It’s a good thing I’ve got a bad look in my head and stopped me in time.
After all, I’m not just Chen’s sister, but his girlfriend.
At least three months is it.
I was forced to take an excuse for my grief: “These days I’m going to help my mother with the shop, I’m going to have to take the English class six at night, and I may not have time. I’m sorry.
The deer looked a little disappointed, but he covered it up: “Well, it’s okay, when you’re free. I’m sorry.
I nod my head and I feel a little sad.
Will he never ask me again?
I was thinking about it while I was eating. I had a small diet.
Chen was so quiet tonight that when I was given lessons at night, the tone was a little light, and he didn’t say anything.
Not to mention the demands.
5
There was a girl who came to the store the next day.
It’s Chen Mu’s primary school sister, with big eyes, short hair, very hard work.
I don’t know if she’s here for the summer or just helping out.
Kwok squealed his eyes: “You are in a bad position, Chen Moo took good care of her at school, which is like half a sister.” I’m sorry.
She shakes her head and laughs: “It’s not the same, it must be you.” I’m sorry.
With my instinct as a woman, she’s interested in Chen Yu.
She’s been following Chen Mu’s ass for half of her time, and there’s no business at the store except between 3:00 and 5:00 p.m. and after 7:00 p.m.
Two people did not know what they were talking about, and Chen was very nice to her.
She accidentally turned over the tray while the tea was served, her hands and legs were red, the teapot fell on the floor, and the tea and leaves were spilled.
He took her to the bathroom to flush out cold water, and I wanted to clean up the bad ground, and he stopped her: “Buy the Zhou Goose anointed.” I’m sorry.
When I bought the ointment, I saw Chen with her hands on it.
The yellow light in the tea room shines on his face, reproducing a lightly and warm.
Zhou’s face is red, even his eyes are red.
I was touched by this scene, and I stinged for no reason.
Chen Yu gave her the ointment: “Put yourself on your legs. I’m sorry.
Then turn around and explain to me: “The scalding cream was found in the drawer. I’m sorry.
In retrospect, I thought seriously about the reason for the heart pain.
I’m the only one who’s been taken care of since he was a kid.
Now his patience is suddenly given to others.
Don’t you want to lose your brother?
When my mother came to pick up her shift in the evening, Chen and I took a walk home, and the night was cold, and I said, “The geese love you.” I’m sorry.
“I think so. I’m sorry.
“When sugar’s over, you’re back to normal. Want to try her? I’m sorry.
Chen Yu stopped looking at me.
“You really want me to like someone else, don’t you? I’m sorry.
And in the twilight, his eyebrows were dazzled, and his tone was unpleasant.
Is it the sugar? He didn’t want to hear me say that.
But I don’t know what to say.
I’m late to talk.
He laughed at himself.
I changed my day shift with my mother, so I put it in the daytime.
The deer sent a message asking why he didn’t see me at the store, and I explained why.
He: Does that mean there’s time?
I said, “Do I have time that I can’t control.
He: Is your brother too tight?
I went back to a crying face bag.
Chen Mu, listen to his voice, I’ve been thinking.
Kwok Jin said he cared for Zhou Goose at school.
Do you take care of every aspect of life and learning as much as I do?
I remember when I was at the beginning of adolescence, and I understood that the abdominal collapse was a sign of my aunt’s arrival, and I drank ice Coke, and I couldn’t hear my teeth in half an hour.
The teacher thought I was sick, called his parents and called Chen Mu.
Chen Yu lifted me up, followed by a look, and let me sit down again.
There’s a girl coming around to get me out of the way.
Chen took off his uniform and put me in my father’s car and asked where Mom was.
My dad said that Mom couldn’t get away from the client so he could give me to him so he could take me to the hospital.
I remember clearly Chen Muo’s brow and said my period is coming.
I’m her father.
Then the same table told me that the blood on the seat was still clean.
Does he do the same to Zhou Goose?
Imagine that scene, the feeling of discomfort in the heart came back.
I’m trying to focus on what he’s doing in his class. Does it matter if he has a girlfriend?
When I asked the third question, I couldn’t answer it, and Chen was cold-faced: “If you don’t want to go to school, you won’t go today.” I’m sorry.
I see he’s really pissed off. He’s scared.
“No want to go on. I’m sorry.
“It doesn’t make any difference if you have one more day and one more day. He took back the pen in my hand.
The sarcasm in his tone made me embarrassed, angry and bitter: “This is who I am. Do you know me on the first day?” I’m sorry.
“I know you’re looking for a deer.” I’m sorry.
I remember what my best friend said.
“He’s going to be like you, he’s going to be cute, he can’t see you in a minute, he’s going to be jealous, he can’t let you get along with the opposite sex, and he’s going to be childish in your affairs, even if he’s usually rational. I’m sorry.
His every move now, all he thinks about, is drug-affected, not out of his heart.
Suddenly I was afraid to look into his eyes and turned out of his room and left the house in the middle of the junction for shoes.
Six.
I couldn’t help but text my best friend: How’s the boy? Didn’t you say three months from now?
BF: I don’t know. It’s not three months.
I’m a little down.
It’s probably not the way Chen Mu is, it’s embarrassing, it’s alienating me.
But now I feel a little different about him. What do I do?
The longer it takes, the harder it is to get out.
I: Well, what if someone accidentally ate him but didn’t want to be with him?
Best friend: He’ll probably leave you alone.
I: ?
Shit.
I don’t want to go home. I don’t know where I’m going.
I ended up in the cinema, watching one by one.
I’m in a good mood. I took a look at my phone and I found dozens of phone calls.
It’s Chen Mu.
As soon as I came into the theater, my phone was silent.
I saw the latest one, ten minutes ago.
I hesitated to call back, but I couldn’t put it down.
As soon as it’s 4:00, Dad’s almost off duty. I decided to go home.
I saw Chen Mu’s dad downstairs.
The father and the son seemed to be in conflict, and his face was very poor and he was being vehemently accused of something.
Chen’s face has remained unchanged from the beginning and has not said anything back, but has been very determined.
The two people who were rarely able to see each other were displeased, and Chen’s dad ran away and didn’t even see me standing by.
Chen Mu was there waiting for me to walk, and two men went into the elevator silently.
We’re still in the Cold War, and we can’t ask him what happened.
Chen Mu didn’t ask me where I was.
At night, he didn’t eat dinner.
He doesn’t eat dinner when he’s in a bad mood.
He hasn’t been out of his room since I got back.
Before I went to bed, my mother loved him and cooked a bowl of late nights for me to give him.
“Mother’s afraid you’re hungry and I cooked you noodles.” I’m sorry.
There’s no movement inside.
A moment later, Chen Moo opened the door, he looked down at me and turned his back silently.
I walked in with my face on his desk.
Chen Mu closed the door.
I don’t want to go out either.
It’s a bit awkward, and my voice is getting smaller: “Eat quickly, it’ll get cold later. I’m sorry.
He picks up the bowl, takes two bites, looks up at me.
I’m not comfortable with him.
Mom knocked, “Did you eat? I’m sorry.
And I said, “He ate.” I’m sorry.
“Well, then, give him a good guidance, and leave him alone, and let him talk to his family about anything.” I’ll go to bed. You wash the dishes later. I’m sorry.
I said “yes.”
Chen Yu ate while looking at me.
I’ve eaten all the noodles, and I’ll pick up the bowl and get out.
“Mother didn’t let you guide me?” I’m sorry.
His chin was on my shoulder, and his voice was particularly close and low when he spoke, and his breath was hot.
I’m embarrassed.
“You’re in a bad mood because of your father? I’m sorry.
“Not really. I’m sorry.
That’s because of me.
“Did you find the deer? I’m sorry.
“I went to the movies. I’m sorry.
“…”
Chen Mu took the bowl and put it aside, and grabbed me to the bed.
I almost called out and he covered my mouth.
He looked at me all over his face like he was about to kiss me the next second: “Don’t shout if you don’t want my parents to find out.” I’m sorry.
I can’t take it anymore.
That’s too much.
I blinked, he slowly let me go.
“What are you doing?” I suffocated.
He seems to be watching me. It’s too painful to be in love.
“Don’t you hate me?” he said.
“Damn it. I’m sorry.
“Don’t you hate me? I’m sorry.
I have nothing to say.
And he asked, “Who saw the movie with?” I’m sorry.
Feels like he can eat me if I say it’s a deer.
I couldn’t answer that. I had two buttons on my pyjamas in a big move.
Chen Yu also found out.
My chest is up and down, my heart is beating so fast.
He reached out with a hand and helped me tie the button.
“I went alone. This is how I sound.
Chen Mu didn’t talk.
But I obviously feel like he’s feeling better.
He’s got us covered in the covers, people flip over, one arm in my waist.
I didn’t know what he was trying to do: “I’m going back to bed.” I’m sorry.
“I’ll take you back in the morning. I’m sorry.
“…and Mom and Dad know what to do? I’m sorry.
“You don’t talk, they won’t know. I’m sorry.
But…
“Be good, lie still. I’m sorry.
7
In the two months of summer vacation, Chen Mu-jung was my brother and closed the door to my boyfriend.
Had to say it was a little exciting.
I’m kind of stuck.
It feels like I can’t just be his brother for the last three months.
He can’t treat me like a sister.
I can’t get back to what I used to be.
As soon as time passed, after the holiday, Chen and I packed up and put high iron on my parents’ eyes.
Chen Mu and I were at different schools in the same city, and I couldn’t get to that school. I was 30 points short.
K-City undergraduates are in the middle of town, so we’re not far apart.
There are not many people here who know that I have a relationship with Chen, and we walk around the school’s shades like normal couples, and we love each other at night and feed mosquitoes by artificial lakes.
I stayed at home for two months without exercise, with an already weak body deficit, a very common hot cold that lasted a week and ended up being dragged to hospital to hang water.
God knows I’m scared of needles.
But the nurse thinks Chen Mu is my boyfriend, and secretly tells me he’s handsome, which makes me happy.
He was my boyfriend too.
When I get better, Chen Yu pulls me out every morning and every night to work out my body, to build a playground, and I can’t get half a lap, and I have to take a walk, and Chen Yu slows down with my rhythm.
But he’s strict. I have to finish three laps. I’m useless.
From the beginning of running away from hatred to the past, then slowly.
We seem to be getting better.
And the term is drawn near.
Like a needle in a balloon.
I went to Chen Yu’s school to have dinner and wanted to surprise him without prior notice.
When he arrived, he saw him with Zhou Goose at a fast-food restaurant outside school, and she said something to him.
He didn’t eat this junk food himself, so he was with her.
I finally didn’t have the courage to come forward and go home alone.
We had our last meal a few days before the end of October.
We are silent about the future.
Get me back to my dorm before Chan calls me in.
In the cold wind of the night, the light of the street light shrouded like the moon, and he kissed me.
A very tender kiss. His nose stomped at me. His mouth was soft and sweet.
He touched my head before she scolded me. Let me up.
I’ve never remembered a date so clearly, except for the exam.
After that night, he didn’t contact me.
I didn’t contact him either.
It’s like we both know what kind of awkward situation we’re in when we meet.
The deer gave me a pair of white skates and asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend.
I’m telling you, I just broke up and it’s probably been a long time.
And this shoe looks expensive. If he wants to take it back, he’ll give it to her.
He seems to know something. He doesn’t ask much about me.
I asked him why he liked me.
He smiled, saying that because my name was the opposite of him, he thought we were special.
“…”
I can’t believe it’s so simple and rude.
“Shoes are bought in your size. My girlfriend may not wear them. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I haven’t seen you in a week.
This was impossible before.
From Dad’s mouth, I know why Chen Mu and his father fought.
While Chen wanted him to go to Hong Kong to take over his business, he said that he was planning to open a workshop with his friends after graduation and, on that premise, a co-director who had become an executive director also threw an olive branch at him.
Anyway, he won’t leave.
His father asked him if he had thought clearly that he had established another family in Hong Kong over the years, that his youngest son had gone to high school and that, if Chen Yu did not agree, much of his property and company would later have nothing to do with him.
Chen Yu said he thought it very well.
Even if the future is on his own, there is no way out for him.
He can give up his father’s and his family’s career.
Surely there is someone he has left behind.
9
Sometimes I wonder if I’ll suddenly hear from him and Zhou Goose.
How do I react?
Think about it and probably cry.
Later, he met his roommate outside.
His friend obviously recognized me, turned his head and said something in his ear, he listened quietly to his face and could not see the face, and the sight did not reach us and walked like a stranger.
“Did you fight with your brother?” I’m sorry.
And I said, “Certainly.” I’m sorry.
It’s embarrassing.
Still can’t accept him and me for three months.
On the Fourth of July, I told my mother that I was going to the community to take care of the elderly during the holiday, which was a compulsory credit, and I couldn’t leave without it.
I don’t want to see Chen Yu.
I’m afraid when he meets me, he’ll show the look I don’t want to see.
Mom was on the phone and she was suffocating: “Why didn’t you come back if he couldn’t leave school? I’m sorry.
I’m listening.
It seems he doesn’t want to see me either.
I serve Grandma Zhang, who gives a mouth to a guest I can’t understand, and sometimes a long life means being alone, with her sons and daughters walking in front of her, and then in the middle of nowhere.
No one changed the light bulb in the room, so I went in.
Her crystal lantern has been in place for some years, and it’s covered with a thick slurry of slurry and a little bit of movement, and the whole chandelier shakes.
“Lulu, come down. I’m sorry.
I bow my head and stand before me alive.
Two handsome eyebrows wringing and staring at me.
I crawled from the stool.
He looked at the weak chandelier and told me to step away.
Grandma Chang said something. I guess she’s asking who.
“He’s my brother. I mean Chen Yu.
Grandma noded her head and raised her thumb.
Chen Yu took the light bulb from me, stood on the stool and spin down the old light bulb and replaced the new light bulb.
That’s how it happened.
The old wires were overburdened, and the water-crystal lamp in the sun fell with the wire, so that Chen was quick to react, to hide in time, or to wipe his forehead on the edge of the metal.
Because I’m standing in different directions, I’m not affected.
Chen Mu bowed his head and blood sewn out of his fingers.
Perhaps my face is too ugly, and Chen consoles me with the other way: “Looking at a scary man, it’s just a small mouth. I’m sorry.
I pulled out my cell phone and called the car at speed.
I found my hand shaking when I helped him.
The wounds were small, several stitches were stitched, Chen Yu was not intoxicated and his lips were white.
I’m gonna cry. I’m gonna cry.
And he took his lips with him: “It’s a good thing he didn’t hit you, otherwise he didn’t cry like a flower cat. I’m sorry.
“Do you have a scar? * I’m crying. *
“Afraid I’m not looking good?”
I was staring at his face.
“should … not look bad. I’m sorry.
“Then don’t cry. I’m sorry.
I finally remembered this question: “Why did you come to me?” I’m sorry.
Chan Multon went for a while.
“Summer, fall and fall are allergies of pollen. Mama’s worried about you. Let me give you a mask and medicine. I’m sorry.
I think Mom felt we were having an affair and arranged a chance for him to come to me.
“You should just send me a message about this. I’m sorry.
Chen Yu watched me for a while.
And finally, a little “mmm.”
Didn’t get the answer I wanted, I was a little lost.
Confirming that there was no major problem, the doctor gave us some attention and left.
Chen Mu walked on my side, and I actually wanted to help him, but it was embarrassing to have physical contact.
After all, it’s not just brother and sister.
Standing in front of the hospital, I was wondering if I’d split up. Chen waved to stop the car, opened the door and looked at me. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
Guo Jin has gone home and went to my place. He means his head, “Can you apply for dinner for pay because you’re hurt?” I’m sorry.
He rented a house outside school from the third year.
When Chen Yu said that, his mouth smiled and his attitude was natural.
I nod my head and sit in the back seat.
But I can’t be as comfortable with him as I used to be, just because I’m in space with him makes my hands sweat.
When we got out of the car, the sky was covered in dust and rain.
We bought food at the mini-mart outside the door, and there’s a well-known aunt in the neighborhood who says hi and asks me, “Why bring a little girl home today?” Girlfriend?”
Chen Mu didn’t talk, just laughed.
Why didn’t he explain? People will get the wrong idea.
My heart’s messed up again.
Chen Yu’s home is his style, cold, cold and clean.
I saw a gray one on the couch … I haven’t seen it very well yet, Chen Yu quickly collected it and hid it behind my back.
He’s got his eyebrow. I’m sorry.
I smiled, “Look at you like you’re nervous. I thought it was you. I’m sorry.
“It’s mine, but no need to hide. I’m sorry.
After he said it, he started waking himself up.
Probably used to tease me.
We had to get past this.
I’m really good at cooking, but I don’t do it often.
Chen Mu never said anything like that to me again. After dinner, we sat on the couch eating fruit and watching movies, it felt like a child.
Until the man and woman in the movie started kissing…
Take off your shoes…
Take off your shirt…
When I was a kid, Chen Yu would let me cover my eyes and change the stage.
Now he’s not moving.
The awkward atmosphere spreads between us.
I stood up, “I’m back in my dorm. I’m sorry.
Chen Mulla takes my hand, “It’s too rain, I’ll send you when it’s less rain.” I’m sorry.
His hands are hot.
My face is burning too.
“No need. I said:
“How. And he said, “Worried about the deer? I’m sorry.
“What about you? * I’m afraid * I’m sorry.
Chen Mu looked up at me for a while, and it seemed to light up.
For a moment, I think I know everything.
He stood up on my face and put one hand in my waist.
My heart beats, “What are you doing?
“The candy is gone. What are you doing? Is this what you can do to your sister? I’m sorry.
He looked down at me, “No. I’m sorry.
If I didn’t react, he took me to the couch.
“is what boyfriends can do. I’m sorry.
Liar, it’s not even raining.
10
The next day I woke up in a mess and heard from my best friend.
BF: Lulu! You haven’t eaten the sugar yet, have you?
I: No, why?
Best friend: It’s a wild one. The sugar didn’t work. My cousin’s boyfriend did a play with her.
I: ?
Best friend: He didn’t like my cousin that much, just thinking that my cousin would give him something like that for kids.
So the idea of watching followed her. That’s what he said when he talked to his friends.
Three months are coming, and my cousin is looking at his face every day, and he doesn’t know what to laugh about.
Of course he didn’t break up with my cousin for more than a month.
Didn’t someone show my cousin a chat? That’s how she knew she was being fooled.
She always felt guilty about this sweet boyfriend, as if she had drugged someone else, and she did it, so she used to be very nice to him together, hoping that he would remember this later and not be too sick of her.
When she learned the truth, she broke up with the man who thought he didn’t agree.
The two of them are still entwined. The man goes to her house every day to stand guard. She’s not so bad, she’s so mean, she’s like a drug addict.
I went to Chen’s face and looked at him.
“The sugar is fake, right?”
You always pretended. I’m sorry.
Chen’s eyes were filled with misgivings and, in my righteous eyes, slowly swallowed over his head.
I’m a little upset, “Mama, I’m really retarded. I knew I should’ve sent a letter to ask. How could I have such a black-technology sugar?” I’m sorry.
“It’s not a lie.” I’m sorry.
He held my hand, and I wanted to shake it, and I wanted to shake it harder, and I was afraid of getting involved in his head wound.
“Whether you eat that sugar or not, I have a plan for you. I’m sorry.
I’m just using it as an opportunity to give me the courage to stop being your brother. I’m sorry.
“You like me, you can just say it. I wanted to stare at him, but it didn’t seem like a deterrent. “We don’t have blood. What if I like you too? I’m sorry.
Chen Mu laughs.
“I fear that I will not be able to maintain even the present balance, lest you think I’m disgusting and leave me alone from now on. I’m sorry.
“…how could I be far away from you? I’m sorry.
I just don’t see each other these days. I feel like I’m crawling.
He bowed his head and kissed me, and said, “That seems to be the right bet.” I’m sorry.
My best friend concluded: I was the one who made Chen’s death fall.
I think she’s a little timid and accurate.
As for Zhou Goose, she explained to me that she did like Chen Yu and confessed to Chen Yu on the day she helped in the tea room, but was refused.
That’s why I bought the medicine to see her eyes red.
Because I cried.
Zhou Goose’s family conditions were not very good, so Chen Yu agreed when he offered to come to the shop to work for a break.
He and she explained our relationship, and she rarely saw a time of such confusion when words were grotesque and timid.
And she said she could help him find out my attitude.
She thinks I like him, but she needs a little sense of crisis.
That’s why Guo’s words, special care and half a sister.
It’s just that I’m in front of you, and I’m in front of you.
But my reaction disappointed Chen Mu.
She couldn’t bear to think that she would never have had a chance to speak again and that she would have made her feelings known in the space I left.
As expected, Chen Yu refused without hesitation.
As if she had unburdened her heart, but she was relieved.
The scene that I saw at the chicken-fried shop outside the school was just an accident, and Kwok-kyung was there, but I didn’t see it from my perspective. He was the one who wanted fried chicken.
She blinked to say that it felt like we were sweet now, that Chen Mu had not spoken and that the smile of her mouth could not be hidden.
I remember walking on the riverside sidewalk that evening, Chen’s shirt horn was lightened by the wind, and I said to myself, “When the sugar’s working, you get back to normal, you want to try her? I’m sorry.
I actually saw his black face, and I was really excited by it.
What if it wasn’t for him, even if the sugar was real?
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
