Any short stories on the top?

The school has broken its leg.

Scared off all the girlfriends.

“Think of the good, I’m the only one left. You’re not that bad. I tried to comfort him.

He kicked me through my food and gave me a word, “Get out of here.” I’m sorry.

You’re in a wheelchair. You think you’re a fragrance.

Then I sat on the roof smoking and my feet slipped down…

I heard…

He fell out of a wheelchair and climbed two miles red-eyed.

One.

Everyone says I’m crazy. I can lick a cripple like that.

I laughed because I owed him a life.

I was kidnapped in junior year.

In the dark, damp basement, it was closed for three days and three nights.

Everyone said I was pathetic when I was rescued.

But when I returned to school, I was isolated.

“Three days and three nights, she’s definitely no longer a virgin. I’m sorry.

“For who? She wears a short skirt, she’s tattooed and she’s not tied up. I’m sorry.

“I don’t see her crying, but maybe she’s not. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

Two.

The roommate kicked me out of the bedroom.

“What if something happens to her? I’m sorry.

I had to sit on the roof and blow.

I forgot to choke the smoke, it’s burning up…

I took my feet off the smoke, my feet slipped, and I fell.

I didn’t die. I killed an innocent bystander.

His wheelchair turned to the side, and I broke his head and he looked like shit.

“Fuck you! The doctor just told me I had a chance to get up. Why did you jump here? I’m sorry.

His face was full of anger.

His name is Kang-hoon, the school weed of Namyang Il.

I ended up living in ICT.

He lives in the morgue.

My dad wrote a little note, “Read, you’re alive. I’m sorry.

I’ve been staring for two seconds, and I’ve been dark and fainted.

3

I woke up before I was kidnapped. Every time I die, I come back to this time.

This can no longer be done. I swear to God, I want Kang and I to live and save my destiny.

Right now, I’m sitting on the basketball court, and I’m not.

Ginger’s running on the field, his good moves, his charming postures, and the girls on the stage screaming –

It’s a shame, but it’s only three seconds.

He’s a nice shot after he suddenly fell down.

All around.

I walked over, pulled the crowd, held him.

“Bite me if it hurts. Don’t take it. I’m sorry.

He was in pain of five distortions, he couldn’t even push me away, and finally, without mercy, bled on my wrist.

In the car, when he was conscious, he asked me, “Who are you?” I’m sorry.

“Ishigami. I’m sorry.

I answered him calmly.

“I don’t care what you say. Who are you and why are you hugging me? I’m sorry.

I took a deep breath, “What about you climbing up there?” I’m sorry.

He’s in pain.

I spent the whole day in the hospital.

The results were bad.

He was paralyzed and one leg was permanently unconscious.

4

“Doctor, can my legs still recover? * He wakes up with his legs, he’s very angry. *

“Neurotic injuries, strictly speaking, cannot be recovered. I’m sorry.

He hurriedly pulled a drop pin, turned over all the bottles and called all the doctors and nurses dead.

I sat in the corner and looked at him in peace.

The fact that he was in a wheelchair could not be changed even before the abduction.

When he’s done with it, I’ll stand up and walk, “Is that enough? I’m sorry.

“Who are you?” He picked up his phone and hit me in the face.

I ran away and my phone was smashed.

“I said, I’m Ishigami. I’m sorry.

“I have a girlfriend. Are you bored? I’m sorry.

“Not at all. I looked at him quietly.

But he looked at me in the face and said, “A sick man! I’m sorry.

And I didn’t mind, staring at one of his legs with a gauze on.

Who’s sick now, obviously.

I don’t care about him.

5

His girlfriend came over in the middle of the night.

Until then, I waited for him to eat and sleep without face.

Although he knocked over the food I fed him three times, he killed me a hundred times with his eyes.

I’m still looking at him in peace and watching him expose the most private things to me.

“Get out!”

He was so angry when I handed him the diaper.

“Are you sure you won’t fall in bed? I’m sorry.

Get out! I have a girlfriend! Look at me. What is this?”

Okay…

I sighs.

Five minutes later…

His little girlfriend came and cried with tears.

“KANG-ho, I heard they say you’ll never get up? I’m sorry.

“Hmm. “Ginger’s face is a line.

“Ah…” The little girl is terrified of the ground.

The more you talk, the more your face gets red.

The next second, the whole room smelled a little bit, and he was embarrassed to hold his face red.

“What’s that smell? Chon-ho… you don’t pee, do you? “I’m sorry, I want to throw up…”

He’s got a tan in his hand.

I’m suffocating, or I’m walking.

And he won’t let go.

“I don’t mind. I’m sorry.

I changed the sheets and the blankets, so I was sweating.

“I mind!” He turned around and ignored me.

I don’t care about him.

Six.

And packed, and I sat by his bed, and thought for a long time, and finally spoke to him,

“Think of the good, you’ve lost only one leg, not one life. I’m sorry.

He wouldn’t have thought it would have happened if he had known that he was going to die and had been killed by me.

“Can you stay away from me? “He broke my words hard.

I’m sorry.

“OK. I took a step back.

He’s angry, really angry.

“What good is it to you to laugh at me? I’m sorry.

“I didn’t laugh at you…” I let go.

And he looked at me like, “Go away! Before I say anything more. I’m sorry.

I hesitated for a second.

It’s okay. I’m sorry.

I got my bag, go.

I went down the stairs and smoked a cigarette and heard a call.

“Yeah, he’ll never get up. The girl is crying.

“He’s pathetic, incontinent, disgusting.

“I love him, but I can’t be with him. He’s a cripple.

“It’s embarrassing…”

Think of who it is with your toes.

Ginger’s little girlfriend.

I suddenly remembered my life, and I told my boyfriend I was isolated from my classmates.

He did not comfort me, but he said, “Ishigami, it doesn’t matter if you’ve been left alone. I’m ashamed that I’m in charge. I’m sorry.

Truth does not matter. Public opinion is the truth.

Ridiculous.

I put out the smoke and turned down the stairs.

7

His name is Ginger.

It’s only 2nd grade. It’s 182 centimeters.

As soon as I got to school, I was hung on the white wall.

The man who used to be such an infinity, now sits alone in a wheelchair by the basketball court, without any attention.

The person who used to be in the basket sat on the other side of the basket and was swollen by basketball.

“Be careful. I’m sorry.

I stood behind him and looked at him in the back of the head for half an hour, or I reached out to help him block the basketball.

My arm was sorely hit by a basketball ball that he looked back at me.

“Who wants you in the way?”

“I’m in the way. I’m in the way. I don’t want to talk to him.

He’s got his lips on him, and he’s been mad for a minute. I’m sorry.

“Do you mind if I bother?” “I didn’t take a good look at him.

He’s upset again.

“Ishigami, I tell you, if you run after me for the rest of your life, I won’t like you! I’m sorry.

“Then I thank you. I’m sorry.

After that, I wringed him a bottle of mineral water, “Drink. I’m sorry.

Who wants a cripple?

And a proud cripple.

He’s holding his mouth tight, like he’s refusing to drink.

“Take it or not. “I threw the water at him and kept sitting next to the phone.

Turns out, that son of a bitch didn’t drink.

That fool, in such a hot day, can’t survive without water.

8

He went to the hospital in the middle of the night.

I was in my mom’s new boyfriend’s car when his roommate called me.

“I know. I’m sorry.

“Let him play. Give me half an hour. I’m sorry.

I hung up on the phone and suddenly I had an extra hand on my leg.

It’s the uncle’s.

He saw the tattoos on my leg and couldn’t help but pick the eyebrow.

“What is this? I’m sorry.

“Want to see?” I laughed and asked.

I pulled the edges of the skirt, and those traces of cigarette burns were shocking.

Every cigarette has a name.

“My ex-boyfriends’ names. I smiled softly.

And he’s scared to death.

“Do you want me to put your name on it? “I’m asking with my head.

He turned his head and took his hands off my leg and his hands on the steering wheel were shaking.

“Well, do you have something on your phone? I’m sorry.

“Okay. I’m sorry.

I opened the door and got out of the car.

He was still sick in his heart and felt his cell phone and taxi to the hospital.

When I got to the hospital, my mom called me in a bad way.

I hung up.

“Ishigami, what are you talking about with Uncle Liu? How did he get to see me and you blacked me out? I’m sorry.

“I was born to collect debt.” I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I look at her information and imagine her hysterical.

I only said: “You will not marry him.” I’m sorry.

Yeah, that’s not the man at her wedding a year later.

She doesn’t have to die every time she breaks up.

“Are you trying to kill Mom? I’m sorry.

I was already numb to her behavior, but every time I saw that, I felt it.

I just turned it off.

9

Put the phone on. I pushed the ginger-faced door, it was a mess.

He’s mad again.

I’m slowing down for a few seconds or I’m going in, and the next…

A drop bottle over here.

My forehead was blown open in a moment and my blood flowed down my cheek.

I was so mad, but look at him, 180 centimeters of big guy, in a nest, so small.

It hurts.

“Ginger. I sat next to him and called him.

He looked back at me and I saw his eyes red.

Looks like he cried.

“You get out of here. His voice is shaking.

“How come you don’t want to die? I asked him.

“I’m dead. “What do you care if I die?” I’m sorry.

I stopped for a second.

Nothing. He seems to be right.

“You want to die?” I asked him.

He’s wearing his lips and he’s not talking.

I was like, “I want you to die and get up on the roof.” I’m sorry.

Perhaps surprised by my words, he looked at me for a minute and said, “Have you tried?” I’m sorry.

“Try it. How can a cripple like you die before he climbs up there? I’m sorry.

He’s silent and he’s facing back.

I thought he was going to ignore me again.

I took a breath and called out for a nurse.

I fell asleep in his bed at night and had that terrible dream.

My mom’s ex-boyfriends were holding my hand, touching it, praising me for my beauty, calling me a dirty bitch.

“What’s with the long and thin legs?” I’m sorry.

“Your mother’s not as good as you, or you’ll be uncle’s girlfriend? I’m sorry.

“You’re looking for you. You and your mother are not the same. I’m sorry.

The men who were so upset looked at me more and more wrong.

I’m so scared, tell my mom.

A slap from my mom.

“Ishigami, I’ve been divorced from your dad for 12 years and you can’t see me well. I’m sorry.

“You’ve got hard wings now, and you’ve learned to seduce? I’m sorry.

10

A slap woke me up.

I woke up and found myself sweating.

Then I saw the hand of Ginger.

His eyes were open, his eyes were dark, and he had no temperature.

“Why are you crying in the middle of the night? I’m not dead. I’m sorry.

I let him go, and I looked at him, and I didn’t come back from my dream.

He was staring at me, he had emotions in his eyes and whispered to me, “So afraid of me dying?” I’m sorry.

I didn’t say a word, I nodded.

His face was blue, and his hand was pulled back, “Give me that. I’m sorry.

He pointed the piss pot on the finger.

I stopped for a second and handed it to him, asking, “Have you been holding it long?” I’m sorry.

He’s staring, not talking.

Next time, you can wake me up. I’m sorry.

He’s got another inflammation in his leg. It’s worse. It hurts.

He goes back, he doesn’t talk, he’s done, he doesn’t hand me anything.

I’ve just taken it.

“You…” He’s so ashamed, “Are you a girl?” I’m sorry.

“Not really. I’m sorry.

Sometimes I even hate being a girl.

Isn’t it true that I’m not a girl and I’ll live a better life?

I took it and went to the toilet.

“You don’t have to treat me like a girl in front of you. I’m sorry.

He was groaning and staring at me.

“Ishigami, I really don’t like your type. I like being good. I’ve heard that before. You’ve had a lot of fun. He says it’s a long story.

“Really? I smiled, “Well, I heard you had a lot of fun. I’m sorry.

“But I don’t like to be played, and he looks under the covers.”

“And you’re dead, you can’t afford it, I know. I looked at him in peace.

“You! He’s mad at me.

Eleven.

I didn’t like him. He didn’t help him to like me.

I’ve actually died several times. I’m not afraid of anything.

But I don’t want to go back to the second grade, trouble.

“In fact, I think you can stand up. I comforted him.

I remember a year later, before I slammed him to death, the doctor told him he had hope to stand up.

“Well, how do we get up? I’m sorry.

He talks cold, sounds angry, but doesn’t sound mad at me.

“Your family’s so rich, there’s always a way. I’m just saying.

“So you haunt me every day, you want not only my people, but also my money? I’m sorry.

He turned around and looked at me, “I told you I was just a bastard, and the tickets to the house and the car weren’t mine. I’m sorry.

I stopped for a second.

A bastard?

No wonder his father had been told that he was a billionaire, but the day he was injured, the money came to the hospital and his father saw him once from the future hospital.

“Not really. I’ll definitely tell him.

“I don’t give a shit if you don’t fuck with me. I’m sorry.

He didn’t talk to me anymore.

So we stayed until dawn.

12

My dad suddenly came.

It’s not surprising that he knew I was in the hospital.

After all, he’s the doctor here.

He hasn’t seen him for six months. The first thing he does is ask me about Kang.

I was reborn five times at the second grade, and he asked me five times.

“My boyfriend. I’m sorry.

I don’t want to explain it, either.

“How old are you?”

“17 years old. I’m sorry.

“That’s not the boyfriend you told me about last time. I’m sorry.

“A change. I’m sorry.

He doesn’t talk to me anymore.

After a while, he opened his mouth again and said, “Remember, you’re in love, Dad’s not against it, but don’t interfere in high school. I’m sorry.

“Daddy has always believed you. I’m sorry.

I looked at him and suddenly laughed.

Because you believe me too much?

That’s why he only called me once in six months. I can’t even remember my daughter.

In his eyes, there was only a patient, and I was nothing, but a little mistake with my mother one night.

Because he forgot my job, my mom divorced him 12 years ago.

“All right, I’m leaving. He can’t leave me. “I laugh.

“Read. My dad stopped me and stopped saying, “Daddy goes to know about him, he’s less likely to stand up. I’m sorry.

I know what he means.

“You have to think about whether you can handle this later. I’m sorry.

I stood there without talking.

After a while, I asked him, “If in two months you meet an old man with an emergency heart attack, can you not operate on him? I’m sorry.

“What are you talking about? My dad thinks I’m crazy.

“I said if you knew the risks, would you do the surgery? I’m sorry.

“It is the duty of a doctor to save people. My father answered me with certainty.

I looked at him, and there was no big rush, just a deep breath.

“Okay. I turned away.

See, even if he did it a million times, he’d still do it.

The patient couldn’t get off the table.

If he knew that because of the operation, the patient’s family tied me up in retaliation, would he still do it?

I’m afraid to ask.

Because he won’t believe it.

No one will believe.

Go back to the ward and look at me.

“Who was that guy?”

I paused, “My dad. I’m sorry.

“Your dad’s a doctor?”

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“Then how dare you go around me? He knows me? * He’s low on his voice. *

“I know. I’m sorry.

He looked at me like, “You’re so wild? I’m sorry.

I laughed, “I thought you were exaggerating me. I’m sorry.

He said, “It’s sick.” I’m sorry.

13

To take care of Kang-Foo, I asked for a transfer.

The headmaster scolded me.

“Ishigami, you’re too cocky to be in love. I’m sorry.

The teacher looked at me like, “You called your parents. I’m sorry.

“My dad’s busy, he’s a doctor, my mom’s on a business trip to America. I answered peacefully.

So the teacher called my mother in front of me.

They had a violent conversation, and my mom yelled at me.

“Ishigami, aren’t you angry with your mother? How old are you? You don’t study and fall in love? I’m sorry.

“Don’t you change boyfriends often? I inherited that from you. “I went back with no courtesy.

“Ishigami, isn’t Mom bothering you lately? I’m sorry.

“Think about me. I’ll stay with you for a few months. I’m sorry.

“You live in a good school. What are you doing out here? My mom is a little scared.

“It’s not good at school. I’m not well lately. “I’ve made an excuse.

It’s about sending Kang-Foo home at night.

“Your Uncle Chang is in trouble. “You go live with your dad.” I’m sorry.

I see.

Uncle Cheung?

Is this another one?

He’s too far from school, and I’m staying with you. You keep Chang away from the night. I just hung up.

I hear funny.

Every time I asked, she moved my dad out.

I’m like a ball. What am I?

Count it as garbage.

The teacher finally changed my shift.

He stopped me when he moved to Kang-fook’s class.

“What have you been up to? I’m sorry.

“Telephones don’t answer, messages don’t return, the cripples turn around every day, and I think you forgot who your boyfriend is. I’m sorry.

I looked down on him and suddenly remembered I had a boyfriend.

In my last life, he never admitted to being my boyfriend when I was faced with that awful thing.

“Ishigami, let’s not see each other lately. I’m afraid of being filmed and being talked about. I’m sorry.

“How about after a while? I’m sorry.

After a few days, I went to see him, and he hid in the men’s room and sent me messages that he couldn’t see me.

“Ishigami, if you don’t mind, let’s split up.

“Ishigami, did they really not do that to you?

“I believe you, but my family won’t believe me. Take you out, and my family will be ashamed. I’m sorry.

I look at these cold words and I can’t believe it’s the man who says he’ll love me for the rest of his life.

“Read, we’ve always been together, and I want to give you a home, and I want to give you the best in the world, and I can’t leave you. I’m sorry.

Thinking stops here and stops.

I don’t want to think about it anymore.

Human nature is complicated.

“When you smell, let’s break up.” I laughed.

He stood there and looked at me with shock.

It took him a while to panic and hold me.

“What’s wrong with you? Don’t scare me, I’m in pain. I’m sorry.

He holds my hand and places it in his heart.

I took my hand back in peace.

“I’m calling you. @Ambassah: #Gaza

“Why?” He was crying.

I looked back at him, “I’m tired. I’m sorry.

I’m gonna go upstairs.

When you look up, you see Ginger sitting in a wheelchair and looking down at me.

14

I walked by him and he suddenly came cold.

“That’s interesting. He looked at me and said, “Do I look like a kid one day?” I’m sorry.

I stopped to look at him, “I didn’t say that. I’m sorry.

“You didn’t say, but you did, and now the whole school knows you’re after me and dumped your boyfriend. Ginger looks angry.

“They think so, I can’t help it. I’m out of hand.

“Here’s the wind, I’ll push you back. I said I’d reach out and push his wheelchair.

And he turned back with no mercy, and he said, “Does it sound good that I’m going to rob a woman with another man?” I’m sorry.

My hand is in the air. “Did you take it? I’m sorry.

“I … who rarely robs you. I’m sorry.

“That’s right. I’m sorry.

He’s got nothing to say. He slipped his own chair.

Seeing his stubborn back, I sighed.

His sex is really hard.

I was carrying a book, I walked into the classroom, and the hot classroom was suddenly silent.

Dozens of eyes were brushing me.

I don’t care. I saw Kang-pyo sitting in the corner.

There’s a little bit of sound behind you…

“Look, here she comes. I’m sorry.

“It’s so thick, I can’t watch it anymore. I’m sorry.

“But his legs are broken. Does she taste that bad? I’m sorry.

“Ha ha ha ha ha…”

I’m overside, and there’s quiet over there.

Boring.

I put the book on the table.

Pop!

Ginger picked up my book and threw it away.

I bend down and pick it up and he throws it back.

That’s how the class watched us for five minutes, and I finally lost patience.

“Don’t let me sit at your table. You want to be seen by your class? I’m sorry.

He has not recovered his legs and often suffers.

He couldn’t go to the bathroom without me holding him.

He bit his teeth and looked at me like he was going to swallow me.

We stood still for one minute, and he finally stopped throwing away my book.

In math class, the teacher spoke passionately, and suddenly I stood up, “Teacher, I want to go to the bathroom. I’m sorry.

The teacher got scared, held his glasses and looked at me, noding his head.

Then I pushed him to the toilet.

“What’s he doing?”

“He’s with me. I’m sorry.

I just finished, and the whole class laughed.

But I don’t care.

Because I saw his face red.

Many times, even though I don’t talk to him, I know his pattern.

As long as he starts writing words on the draft paper with a pen, I know he’s holding on.

I don’t have to tell him. I’m going to the bathroom with my hands up whenever I want.

After going to the bathroom, his whole body looked like shit.

“Ishigami, you don’t have to do this for me. I don’t want your pity. I’m sorry.

“I’m not sorry for you. I’m serious.

“Huh. “He smiled, apparently didn’t believe.

“As they say, if I’m a healthy normal person, you like me, I don’t care, but I’m doing it now. I’m sorry.

I looked at him without a word.

I’m not really sorry for him.

It’s my pity, too.

If it hadn’t been for every time I died or Kang died, I’d have gone back to the point where he broke his leg playing basketball, and I wouldn’t have helped him if the cycle of repetition had been tormenting me.

I’m not a lover. I’m selfish.

I just want to live my life selfishly. Why is it so hard?

Then I thought, probably the life I owed him didn’t come back.

“Don’t listen to people. I’m sure you can stand up, and even if you can’t stand up later, you’re good. I’m sorry.

So why can’t you open it?

“What’s so good about it? He mocked himself.

This is killing me.

I don’t know him.

When I thought about it, I laughed, “I’ve heard about you a long time ago.

He looked at me like I wasn’t talking, and he looked darker, “So now I don’t have any of this. Are you here to mock me? I’m sorry.

He went back to his classroom very angry.

Back to class, I tried to get him.

After all, he needs hope for survival.

“You see, Hawking, sitting in a wheelchair also introduces the theory of a black hole, even if he has to rely on a wheelchair for the rest of his life, but his contribution to humanity…”

“You cursed me in a wheelchair forever? He was even more angry.

I’ve got a little twitch in my heart.

It’s over. I’m not at all comforting.

15

He won’t talk to me for the whole math class.

Yeah.

He was sleeping on the floor, and I was drawing on the draft.

Half the time, the sleeping man suddenly came, “Your boyfriend? I’m sorry.

And I set my head upon his dark eyes.

I was surprised, I looked down at the drawings.

Did I draw him again?

The painting fell on the ground, covered in blood and smiling at me.

This is the picture that I used to see in my dream, the day I smashed him to death, and it was in his eyes, and he laughed at me every time.

I suspect I’ve been tortured by the cycle.

“Not really. I’m just saying.

“Is that your fish?” He laughed.

“It’s you. “I threw the draft over, I didn’t want to talk to him.

“What are you drawing me for?” I’m sorry.

“Will you believe me if I say I dream about this all the time? I mean the painting.

He looked at me with cold eyes, and he took a deep breath. What did you do to me in your dream? I’m sorry.

I:

He didn’t see the blood next to him?

I looked at him faceless.

“Does a lot of things. I looked straight at him.

He’s staring at me, talking to me, and he doesn’t know what he’s thinking.

After a few seconds, he pulled a piece of paper, rubbed it in, “Don’t paint, don’t tell anyone, and don’t dream of me…”

He’s pissed himself off.

“If you’re not a girl, I’ll beat you up. I’m sorry.

I’m going to be laughed at by his brain.

“You’re mistaken. I didn’t do anything to you in my dream. I didn’t mean anything to you. “I laughed and said,

“Well, you think I’ll believe it? He said he had moved all his books in, “Warn you, don’t cross the border.” I’m sorry.

I looked at him, and I scolded him.

And the next few classes, he never sleeps again, and he stares at me.

It’s like when he falls asleep, I’m gonna do something to him.

Be nice.

16

I went to my mom’s house with my luggage.

She opened the door to see me, and the smile was frozen, “Not to let you go to your father’s? I’m sorry.

“I said, that’s far away. “I’m carrying my luggage with me.”

As soon as I walked in, I saw a man in an apron.

Men with glasses look familiar.

I reacted for two seconds and finally remembered that he was my roommate Zhang Jing’s father.

I was standing there.

“Call, no manners. My mom reminded me.

“Uncle Chang. “I laughed at him without a choice.

“Hey. He obviously knows me, and he’s a little shocked.

Back in my room, I ordered a cigarette and asked my mother, “How did I meet?” I’m sorry.

“Parents. She made a minor comment.

Seeing me smoking, she came over and took it, threw it in the trash, ran, slapped me in the face.

“Do you still look like a student? Smoke, fight, fall in love! I’m sorry.

“What about you, like a mother? Still dating your classmate’s dad? “I didn’t cry, I didn’t even feel the pain.

“If you come back here to piss me off, get out of here! I’m sorry.

“If you think so, I can’t help it. I looked up at her.

I want to be a good girl.

I want to live a normal life.

May I?

Who’s gonna make me an umbrella?

After a while, I asked her, “Can we break up with him?” I’m sorry.

She looked at me disappointed, and said, “Then let us torment one another for longer than anyone else, and let no one be spared.” I’m sorry.

I packed my things, and I didn’t look up, and I said, “I can’t live with you.” I’m sorry.

You’re the winner, you’re the winner.

I lost the moment I became your daughter.

I thought I wouldn’t hurt anymore.

But the moment she closed the door, it still hurt.

The next second, the feeling of warmness on the back of my hand, I shed tears.

I wiped it. I lit a cigarette and sat on the window.

I’ve been thinking a lot this evening.

In my last life, Zhang Jing and I had a good relationship.

On the first day of school, she laughed and said to me, “Remember, let’s be good friends for the rest of our lives. I love your character. I’m sorry.

Then she got closer to me when she learned that I was divorced.

One day she cried and said to me, “Read, you know?” Every day I fantasize that if my parents were to remarry, I would rather live 10 less years. I’m sorry.

I was so envious when we held each other together, spent the sun, spent the cold winter, listened to her “remarriage plan” every day.

If only one day I could remarry my parents.

And then, when my mom’s boyfriends took advantage of me, and I didn’t cry, she cried first. I’m sorry.

That’s the man who kicked me out of the bedroom that day with his roommate.

“Ishigami was taken advantage of by a lot of people who didn’t know if they were sick. I’m sorry.

I also argued that my abduction had nothing to do with anyone else, that it had been three days and three nights.

I heard her say that all the lines collapsed and suddenly I stopped fighting.

It didn’t make sense at the time why she was suddenly like this and now she knows.

My mom had a crush on her dad, and her remarriage plan was ruined.

It’s just that I didn’t know that my mom and her dad had one.

Lie on the bed, Zhang Qing’s message.

“Did you go to your mother’s? I’m sorry.

“Here we are. I’m sorry.

“Your mother didn’t do anything to you, did she? I’m sorry.

“None. I’m sorry.

“Then you lock the door at night. I’m sorry.

Seeing here, I stunned.

She remembers what I told her about my mom taking her boyfriend home, worrying about me.

I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I’m like, “Sorry. I’m sorry.

I think it’s a little weird and it’s back.

“What did you withdraw? She asked me.

“A mistake. I’m sorry.

“Oh. She said again, “My dad’s in a good mood lately, and I’m so happy, and my mom came on my birthday, and I was writing my homework that day, and they were in the house all day. I’m sorry.

“I can’t sleep when my parents get married, I’m gonna have to ask you to go out and eat. I’m sorry.

“Oh, that’s good. I’m sorry.

After returning the message, I put the machine in my hand, and I thought of something, and I sent him another tweet.

“I’ll meet you downstairs in the morning. I’m sorry.

He didn’t return.

I fell asleep.

17

The next day, I woke up with several tweets.

Don’t come.

“What are you doing here?

“It’s not enough to run after me in school? I’m sorry.

It’s all the same.

I went to his house on a bicycle while I looked at the letter.

Seeing the last one, “I’m leaving early, I’m sure I can’t be found.” I’m sorry.

See this text, I’ll stop the car in time.

How early is it?

Then what am I going to do?

Turn off the phone. I had to turn around and go to school.

When you get to class, Jiang Fei’s seat is empty.

He didn’t want to talk to me, and I couldn’t ask him where he was. I didn’t ask much.

He didn’t come late until the second lesson in the morning.

I look black when I see you.

“You’re late? Not feeling well? “I tried to reach out to his forehead, but he opened it with my hand.

“Take care of yourself. “You’re early.” I’m sorry.

“What’s wrong with you? I’m sorry.

“Nothing. I’m just telling you, just don’t chase me. I’m sorry.

I waited a second and measured him up and down.

“No pursuit.” I don’t want to repeat. “You’re late in the morning, don’t you think I’ll come and see you? I’m sorry.

“I’m crazy?” He denies it for a second.

Yeah, that’s not his style.

I was bored in class and I reached out to the bag looking for headphones.

It’s been a long time since I found it, and I fell out of a box.

And that box just fell on the Ginger’s wheelchair.

We both look down.

Even if it never worked, I know what it is.

The air is dead.

It took me seconds to figure it out.

“What is this? “Ginger, with his head and eyes on me.

“The fresh breath. “I reached out to get it, but he grabbed me.

He kept his voice down and his face got darker. I’m sorry.

After a while, he was a little short, “Ishigami, don’t you think your way is too radical? I’m sorry.

“I don’t like to step in. I looked at him in peace, and I didn’t have much time. I’m sorry.

He looked at me, and he smiled, “You’re dying.” I’m sorry.

“What if it is? I’d like to pull my hand back.

His smile became stiff, his hands held on me as if he wanted an answer.

“There’s too many TV shows. I’m sorry.

I never returned him.

Right now…

“Yo, Kang-ho has not signed up for 5,000 meters this year? I’m sorry.

“You see, he’s only going to the Paralympics. I’m sorry.

Ha ha ha.

A couple of boys came over here, looking for trouble.

Ginger let go of his hand and stuffed the box into his own clothes, staring dead at those people.

“Just ignore them. I threw him a comic book to distract him.

He threw it back to me.

That’s all they laughed at. Don’t put your hands on his desk.

“Ginger, you were crazy last year. Qin-woo, one of the boys, watched him proudly.

I was worried about Kang-hoon.

Ginger looked up and looked at him in cold, and said, “Do you think it’s enough to lose your father last year? I’m sorry.

Qin-woo swooped, and looked at him, “Don’t be so arrogant, you’re dead. I’m sorry.

After that, Qin Woo looked at me again and said, “What’s the point of following him? I’m sorry.

I didn’t want to be involved, but it was a fire.

I slowly stood up and was ready to do it.

But someone did.

A book flew over, and Qin Woo was thrown in the air and covered his eyes.

“Fuck, Ginger, you hit me?”

“It’s you who hit the toothpick! “Grunted on his head without fear, looking straight at him.

Several boys came up to hold Kang-fook’s hand, but he turned his back on the book.

“Ah … pain…” The boy screamed in pain.

“Will you come?” Ginger threw the book at the boy, with his face to the end.

I stood aside and looked stupid.

On these days, he was wounded and weak, and I thought his force was no good.

I didn’t think he’d get hurt sitting in the middle of a fight.

What are you doing? Qin-woo was beaten so badly that he was scolded, “You get up and we fight. I’m sorry.

“A cripple with broken legs is still so arrogant. I’m sorry.

“You want me to compare me to you? Are you serious about yourself? “Ginger smiles at him.

“You’ve got him bleeding! You’re not afraid I’ll tell your teacher about this? I’m sorry.

“And tell the teacher, what, your father beat you up at school? I’m sorry.

Qin-woo wanted to come back and fight. He got pulled over by other boys.

“No, no, no. His father donated a building. I’m sorry.

“Don’t mess with him. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

A farce is finally over.

And I sat down and looked at Ginger without saying a word, and tried to comfort him: “Ginger, do not care what they say. I’m sorry.

“Why should I care? I’m sorry.

He said he didn’t care, but it wasn’t easy looking at him.

After all, he used to be a school team, he had excellent sports performances and he loved sports very much, but now he seems to have been given a joke.

“The games don’t mean anything. I’ll play games with you in class. I’ll continue.

“Who wants to play games with you? * He threw his book on the table with anger *

“Well, play something else. I’m sorry.

“Ishigami, can you stay away from me? He suddenly looked at me.

Why is he mad at me?

I’m not talking anymore.

“All right. “In order to break the embarrassment, I symbolically moved a centimetre to the side.

He’s staring at me, black-faced, “You don’t have pride? You followed me, what people say about you. Can’t you hear me? I’m sorry.

And I was dazzling, and I laughed, and I said, I’m sorry.

He looked at me and said, “It’s hard to hear. I’m sorry.

I looked at him for a few seconds, and he fell.

“You look pretty good. What are you doing hanging from my dead tree? I’m sorry.

“So you were angry because he said I was? I asked him.

He opened his mouth, and he was shocked, “You’re joking, how could I…”

“Not important. I interrupted him, “That’s good. I’m sorry.

“How can you not understand? He was helpless.

“Not that I don’t understand. I won’t leave you. I watched him with determination.

He didn’t speak for a while.

18

Ginger’s out of class.

I went to Qinwoo to report a 5,000 metre.

“I’ll run for him, he wants to see. I’m sorry.

By the way, you’re good, but you’re 18,000 miles behind him. I’m sorry. I can’t follow you. I’m sorry.

Qin-woo was black-faced and scolded me.

“What else can he give you now besides his face? I’m sorry.

I smiled, “I’m a man who can’t eat a thing like you.” I’m sorry.

After that, I turned my back on him.

And as soon as he turned around, he saw ginger in black and out front.

He looked at me in the wheelchair and went out.

“Where to?” I followed.

“You go back. He kept his voice down and warned me.

“Why should I go back?”

“Go back to class, take lessons, write homework, flirt with others. I’m sorry.

I’m…

“Who am I flirting with?”

“I don’t care. I’m sorry.

I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I still don’t understand why he’s suddenly angry.

Then he thought he saw me looking for Qin Woo outside the door.

“I don’t like anyone. I solemnly told him that it was a clarification.

He looked up at me, “Anyone?” I’m sorry.

“Yes. I’m sorry.

For me, it’s been a lifetime, but how can I still like this ex-boyfriend when I smell it?

Like someone to stab me?

That’s a bitch.

He took his eyes off and slipped into the elevator.

I had to follow him.

After a while, he looked up at me.

“You’re not going to school. Aren’t you going to college? I’m sorry.

“No. No. I told him openly.

And when I looked at him in the face of surprise, and I was afraid to scare him, I said, “I don’t have that brain, do you?”

He sighs, “No. I’m sorry.

I couldn’t help but laugh.

How does it feel to be a brother?

“Well, then I’ll go out with you. It’s no fun to listen. I’m sorry.

“Who wants your company. He’s a little softer this time.

Finally, we came to the playground.

There’s a basketball game at the playground, and he’s taking it very seriously.

And I, look at him very seriously.

I didn’t see him before. He was really pretty.

Long eyelashes, tall noses, thin lips… everything is the best look for a teenager.

It’s just, there’s no light in his eyes.

Same as me.

I took my eyes back, and I sighed.

A race comes to the climax, a nice slam and wins the whole ball.

The girls in front were so excited to get up and scream crazy.

Slamming handsome guy, rushing up to the stand and kissing the girl in front.

And that girl, if I remember correctly, is Kang-ju’s little girlfriend who just broke up at the hospital.

It’s what’s called the Shulot.

It’s no wonder Kang-Foo’s mood was wrong when he got to the court.

“Want to go?”

“Let’s go. He’s down, he doesn’t know what he’s thinking.

“Ginger”? The girls in front heard his voice, conditioned to reflect to see him, “I, I’m just a friend. Are you okay? I’m sorry.

Ginger looked at her, “It’s none of my business. I’m sorry.

And then he slipped in the wheelchair and left.

I’ll follow you back.

I can tell he’s upset.

It’s only been a month since everyone’s been sad.

I went down to the corner of nobody and saw what happened to him.

“Are you okay?”

He looked up, his eyes were red.

“It’s none of your business. I’m sorry.

I stood there and said, “Why don’t you just fall in love and cry?” I’m sorry.

“The Broken Heart”? You think Kang-hoon will cry over a loss of love? I’m sorry.

I looked at him, dead duck mouth, “Yes, you won’t. I’m sorry.

“You surround me every day, and you have no dream? I’m sorry.

I took a deep breath, “No. Do you have one?”

“You don’t understand. *He’s not talking to me, he’s walking in the wheelchair. *

Say it. I’m sorry.

He stopped and said, “Professional basketball players. I’m sorry.

My first reaction was to see his leg.

Obviously, I’m sorry.

“Is there anything else?” I asked him, and I kindly advised him to give up.

“No more. I’m sorry.

“So you know why I’m so upset? I’m sorry.

“I know. I’m sorry.

“Does it bother me?”

“I mean, you find something else to do. I’m sorry.

“I said, “No.” He seemed angry, and when he calmed down, he whispered, “It’s pointless to live.” I’m sorry.

I was scared.

No, he’s dangerous.

He’s dead, and I’m going to recycle it a million times.

I have to find him something interesting to do.

19

I thought about it all night. I didn’t think of anything.

Then I thought that the world didn’t mean anything to me.

I’ve been following him.

He seems to have acquiesced, just not talking to me.

Walking around the corner, I saw a bunch of people in front with sticks and tattoos on their arms.

I was surprised that there was a bad feeling.

I pushed Kang-Fu to turn around and heard the man call him.

“Ginger. I’m sorry.

“What? “Ginger had no fear, so he stopped.

“Oh, I heard your leg was broken. *Seeing the image of Ginger, those who rejoice and laugh *

“See, get lost?”

“Don’t be crazy. Let’s get back to the old days. I’m sorry.

The man said he delivered a cigarette.

Kang-Foo doesn’t answer at all.

“Stop. I’m sorry.

He looked at a group across the street in peace, and he looked at me uneasy.

“You quit? The man hit him on the forehead with a lighter. “The legs are broken, the cigarettes are out, and the women are out? I’m sorry.

Kang-ho didn’t say anything. He just looked at me, “My math homework is gone. I’m sorry.

“Go back and get it for me. He took it for granted.

I’m a little upset.

Just step out and think of something and I’ll fall back.

“When did you write your homework? I’m sorry.

“Ishigami. He’s got a low voice and he’s groaning, “Go back and get it.” I’m sorry.

I began to realize that there was something wrong with that atmosphere.

These guys don’t look like they’re here to get old, but they’re here to get revenge.

I knew for a moment that someone was blocking my way.

“The new girlfriend? “The first man stood before me and looked at me less friendly.

“Not really. “KANG Fook looked at me like a stranger, “No. I’m sorry.

“I don’t know. Who’s lying? “The man pinches my chin and laughs, and says, “Ginger, it’s up to you to pick up a girl. I’m sorry.

“Are you sick? I told you I didn’t know her. “KANG Qiang went on fire, smashed his bag straight over his head.

“I’m sick? Or are you sick? How many girls have you robbed me? What’s your hurry? The man said, “Look at Ginger, it’s one foot, and he just knocked his wheelchair over.

“Are you still mad? I had to get it back on your girl today so you could wear a green hat. “The man is on his feet again, to the head, to the ground.

“Don’t want to die, let her go. And when Ginger looked up, We saw his mouth bleeding.

“Oh, you hit me. Stand up! I’m sorry.

A group of people started laughing.

Chon-fooked his lips, looked at me and said, “What would you do to let her go? I’m sorry.

“Get down on your knees. I’m sorry.

“Dreaming. I’m sorry.

Kneel?

That’s impossible. How can he be so proud?

I looked around, I felt the phone trying to call the police, and I was robbed.

“It’s hard to talk. Then you can see for yourself how I play with your woman. I’m sorry.

The first men looked at the others, who began to punch and kick Kang.

“You better kill me. “Ginger was beaten by several people, but his face didn’t change.

I pointed at a broken stool next to it, walked over, raised the stool, and I hit them.

But I’m clearly not their opponent, and I’m caught and I can’t move.

“Yes. I suddenly said to that man, “Don’t you want to fuck me? I said yes, stop. I’m sorry.

“Stop it. The men finally let go.

“I’ll go with you, and you’ll let him go? I’m sorry.

“Of course, a cripple, there’s nothing to fight. I’m sorry.

“Then hurry up. I have to go home and do my homework. “I lost my hand.

The man looked at me with interest, “Spicy. I’m sorry.

He ordered Kang-fook to be released.

I’ll walk over and hold Kang-Foo in the wheelchair.

“You go home in the morning and I’ll wait for you in the morning. I’m sorry.

“Are you crazy?” Ginger grabbed my hand.

“Stop it. We’re not their rivals. You want to get killed? “I took him to the wheel, and he didn’t let go.”

“Ishigami, it’s none of your business. You run now. There’s a security booth 100 meters ahead. He whispered at me.

I looked at him, “I’m not running. I’m sorry.

“Don’t worry, I’m fine. I’ve seen it a lot. I’m sorry.

“What the hell are you talking about? How old are you?” * He’s in a hurry and he can’t help it *

“This time, you owe me. Can you promise me one thing? “When I left, I asked him.

“Don’t you go! I’m sorry.

Promise me you won’t die. I’m sorry.

He looked at me confused.

I don’t understand why I said this.

I laughed at him, said he was leaving, and turned back to the men.

As soon as he walked, the man reached my uniform.

My face is as dead as ashes, waiting for his destruction.

When he turned his head and Kang-Foo was still alive, he looked at him and said, “Stop! I’m sorry.

“Is that enough? “The man looks at him proudly.”

“You touch it again, I’ll cut off your hand. I’m sorry.

“You come. I’m sorry.

Men spread out their hands without fear of any threats.

The people around mocked Kang-hoon again.

Kang-Foo’s face is green.

I thought it was time for him to lose his temper.

And he bit his teeth and said, “Isn’t it true that if I kneel, you let her go? I’m sorry.

“Did I hear you right?”

“Ha-ha-ha, the famous Kang-joon will kneel before me? I’m sorry.

A group of people laughed up and down.

I watched him suffer for a while.

“No, we go over there? “I pointed to the dark alley and laughed at the man in front of me.

Men look at me and they look at me.

“All right, now it’s no use getting down on your knees. “The man hugged my waist and walked in the alley.

After a few steps, the sound of Kang-fook fighting with others.

Five minutes later, I walked out that alley.

When he went out, several brothers of the man had been called out quickly, while Kang-hoon had not left.

He was sitting on a wheel, with a pale face, looking at me and looking like he was lost.

I’m not comfortable with him.

“I’ll take you back. “I’m suffocating.

He’s down on the way back. He’s not saying a word.

At the door of his villa, I saw that his wounds were bleeding, which was a little restless.

“Is there anyone in your house?”

He looked at me, “Aunt is asleep. I’m sorry.

I stopped for a second. “Shall I come in and clean up your wound? I’m sorry.

He looked at me again, and he sighed, “Go in if he wants to.” I’m sorry.

So I followed him into his room.

The room is big, black.

The bed is a medical kit and a variety of medications.

When I treated him, he suddenly became very good.

Let him take off his clothes, let him lift his hands, not like him.

After he was dealt with, I sprayed myself with drugs.

But on the back, I can’t reach it.

“I’ll do it. * He took a cotton sticker and ripped my uniform off. *

I hesitated for a second or sat far away.

It’s just that his eyes were on my back for a long time.

“What’s wrong?” I asked him.

“Does it hurt?” His voice was light.

“No pain. I’m telling the truth. I can’t feel any pain.

He softly put a bit of ointment on me with a tampon, it didn’t hurt at all, even itchy.

“Why? He suddenly asked me, “Why didn’t you run?” I’m sorry.

“What will you do if I run away?” I’ll be honest.

“Are you afraid? They look so scary. Other girls start crying. I’m sorry.

“There’s nothing to be afraid of. I laughed, “I’ve seen worse than them.” I’m sorry.

His hand stopped there.

“You’re not supposed to put yourself in there, even if you’re brave enough. Do you understand?

He finally mentioned the subject and the atmosphere became awkward.

“He touched you?” He looked at me very carefully.

“None. I’m sorry.

“I’m useless, I’m a loser now, so I just have to watch you get away with it…”

“Don’t you want to be my girlfriend? If you think about it, whatever. And suddenly he looked at me very seriously, “If you want to share, you can share.” I’m sorry.

I was scared of his sudden words.

Don’t worry, I’ll pay for today’s revenge. He held my hand.

“He really didn’t do anything to me. I’m sorry.

“Don’t lie to me. I’m sorry.

“No, he tried to do something to me, but I said something, and he wouldn’t dare.” I’m sorry.

“What did you say? He looked at me.

“I said I’m sick, I’m contagious. I’m sorry.

He reacted for a second, “Does he believe?” I’m sorry.

“I can’t believe it. I showed him this. ”I pulled the corner of my uniform and showed him all the tattoos on my thigh.

He frowned and asked me, “What is this?” I’m sorry.

“Some man’s name. “Did you not hear anyone tell me? People out there say I don’t know what to do. They say I change boyfriends faster than I do books. I’m sorry.

“So, everybody thinks I’m dirty and I’m sick. I’m sarcastic.

“Are you afraid?” I laughed and asked him.

He’s staring at me.

Are you scared?

He’ll be just like everyone else. He thinks I’m dirty.

It’s human nature. I don’t blame him. I don’t blame anyone.

When I remember my life, my emotions started to fall and my nose became sore.

I packed the medical case and left, and he grabbed my hand.

“I ask you, how did you get the cigarette burns on your leg? He looked at me very carefully.

“I burned it myself. I’m sorry.

“Why?”

Why? Why does he come so much?

I don’t want to talk to him.

“Every man who has wronged me, I have burned a cigarette in this place, and I have written their names, and I will not spare them until I come to the palace.” I’m sorry.

“Who are they?” I’m sorry.

“My mom’s ex-boyfriends, my uncles, they were all dressed up, and I didn’t fight. Do you think I’m cheap and dirty? I’m sorry.

I laughed and asked him, “It’s only the next second, and the tears fall.”

He’s the second person to know my secret.

The first person she knew was Zhang Jing, who had taken my trust in her life and kicked me out of the bedroom, and had already given me a fatal blow.

So, would he do the same?

He looked at me in shock and couldn’t speak for a long time.

But when I was leaving, he suddenly grabbed my hand from behind.

“What, I’m leaving. I’m sorry.

The next second he pushes, I fall in his arms.

What are you doing?

It’s not over yet. It’s a little warm on the lips, and it gets hot.

He kissed me.

I don’t know for what purpose.

Maybe pity me.

Maybe I’m easy to bubble.

I don’t want to think.

I was depressed and suddenly wanted to fall with him.

It took a while for him to let me go while he was staring at me with his eyes open.

“You’re not dirty, it’s them. I’m sorry.

“Whosoever bullyth thee afterward, give me his name and I shall remember it for thee, but their names shall not be on thy leg. I’m sorry.

He touched my tattoo and kissed me again.

I stayed in his guest room this night.

I’ve been crying.

I don’t even know what I’m crying for. I just want to cry when I’ve been in my head for life.

I don’t know when he came in.

Look how long I’ve been crying.

When I woke up, he was standing next to me.

20

In the morning, their aunt looked at me very surprised.

“Students. “Ginger said two words.

Auntie didn’t say anything, just called his father in the kitchen.

“Your dad won’t yell at you. “I’m a little worried. I wonder if I can explain.

“Don’t worry about him.” He’s kind of calm.

Before breakfast was finished, Auntie came with her phone and asked him to pick up his father’s phone.

“Yes.

“Okay.

“Your son almost died, as you wish.

“No way to listen to you.

“I’ll recognize you. Can I have half of the shares?

“No, you don’t care about me.

“Hold up. I’m sorry.

I didn’t want to eavesdrop, but he didn’t hide, and I could even imagine his father spitting blood.

I remember my dad.

When my dad called me, did he get sick of blood?

He hung up on the phone and pushed his egg in front of me, “Do you like it? I’m sorry.

I looked down and I realized I’d been listening to him on the phone, and I didn’t know I ate all my share.

I actually like it.

Because I haven’t had breakfast at home since I’ve known about it.

“It’s okay. I’m sorry.

After that, you can eat every day. I’m sorry.

Every day? I’m sorry.

“Don’t you have to pick me up in the morning? He looked at me and said, “It’s a runaway fee. I’m sorry.

God runs the money.

I felt a little uncomfortable thinking that last night he suddenly said those strange things and kissed me.

“Ginger, you don’t have to be with me for any other reason. I’m sorry.

He put down chopsticks and thought for a few seconds, “Ishigami, I’m a piece of shit, not very nice.

“Before you say anything, I can be satisfied as much as I can.

“But something, no, we’re too small for you. I’m sorry.

He took it very seriously.

I have a cold sweat on my forehead.

What happened to this story?

“Does it have to be a man and a woman? “I dared ask a question.

He’s holding, “Don’t you want to?”

I don’t think so.

“You’re insecure, I know. I’m sorry.

“If you fell in love with me, would you die easily? I asked him.

He looked at me a little confused, “What about you when I die?” I’m sorry.

I:

Okay.

I bit my teeth, barely agreed.

At least, he won’t miss it again.

I think I have a boyfriend.

But I have no joy, only confusion.

21

After a week, the school asked parents to meet.

My dad’s driving.

I’m nervous.

Because this is his first time at my parents’ meeting.

Before, because he was too busy, the parents would be my mother or they wouldn’t even come.

I waited for him in front of the classroom.

He’s late.

He ran to the wrong classroom and went to the third class to give me a parent meeting.

I looked at him late and was so busy apologizing to me, I felt sore and funny.

“I’m a junior, not a junior. I looked at him in peace, and brought him to my seat.

“Read growing up. He’s whispering.

I saw a lot more white hair on his head.

But it’s nothing.

You know, in his last life, he was in a lot of trouble in the face of a complaint from his family, and the hospital moved him directly from surgery to the information room in order to calm the hot search on the Internet.

That night, he was almost white.

This 40-year-old man, who gave his life for a medical career, his wife ran away, his child died, and he died.

I couldn’t ask because I was afraid to know the answer.

Kang-Yu doesn’t have a parent meeting.

He sits in his own seat and organizes his own parent meetings.

I was standing at the door listening to the class director taking me out as a typical critic of bad students, early love.

My dad’s face looks a little bad in the eyes of other parents.

But that expression lasted for a while.

Because I saw him talking to Kang-Foo and I started showing him leg injuries.

Occupational disease committed.

I have three black lines coming out of my forehead.

At the podium, he called me a salivator, and he had a heart for Kang.

At the end of the parents’ meeting, the teacher’s face was green.

Finally, my dad went to the office alone.

I went back to my seat, Kang-hyuk saw me come back, relieved.

I think he’s sweating on his forehead.

“None. * He pulls a piece of paper, rubs his hand, the paper is wet *

“You don’t look right. I’m sorry.

“If you try to sit next to your father-in-law, who’s not nervous? He said, “The ears are red.

I’ve got a little twitch in my heart.

“Does my dad bother you?”

“That’s not true. He cares about my leg. I’m afraid I’ll never be better. He’s got his hands full.

“Oh. I’m sorry.

“Your dad’s kind. How did you get along with him?” Ginger asked me.

“He and my mother are divorced long ago. I looked down and said, “Well, he doesn’t even know I’m a senior now, and he’s going to the classroom in the first three to give me a parent’s meeting. I’m sorry.

That’s… that’s… that’s… he can’t say anything, “But I think your dad’s a good guy. I’m sorry.

“He added to my letter that he would monitor my leg massage every day and contact me if I had problems. I’m sorry.

He’s a good man.

Of course, it’s just good for the patient.

You know, my dad and I wrote, and he didn’t come back to me for days or nothing.

“So good, you think he’s a father! “I had a fire in my heart and threw it right next to me.

“He’s your father. I’ll admit it now. He smiled at me.

Laugh my ass.

I’m in a bad mood, pick up my book and pretend to do my homework.

He reached out and touched my hand.

“Don’t be jealous, I won’t rob you. I’m sorry.

I don’t want to talk to him.

“Your dad’s been nice to me, not because of you. Are you stupid? I’m sorry.

“You leave me alone. I’m sorry.

He finally shuts up and leans back and looks at me so quietly.

After a while, my dad finally came back.

I saw him with a sad face, but I turned around in the corner and changed his smile.

“What did the teacher say?” I asked him.

“Nothing. Going out for dinner? Daddy will take you. He said he was coming next to me.

And I turned back on my terms.

He had to stand there embarrassed.

“Did he say something awful? I’m sorry.

“None. My dad’s still lying.

“Fake. I’m sorry.

My father took a deep breath and said, “Read, don’t care what anyone says. Your teacher says, Dad doesn’t believe a word. Dad knows you’re not like that. I’m sorry.

“It doesn’t matter what you do, Dad just wants you to be happy. I’m sorry.

“What if I’m not good or happy?” I asked him back.

Sometimes I even want him to yell at me, so I can feel that I’m being cared for.

“There’s a problem here. Need a shrink. My father pointed to the position of the chest.

“I don’t need it. I’m sorry.

After that, he went back to class.

When I went back to my father, he was on the phone and left.

I suddenly wanted to cry watching my dad walk away.

I don’t need a shrink. I need him.

“But father is not your father alone, father is a doctor, and there are countless families in the hospital waiting for him to save. I’m sorry.

My dad always is.

At first I thought he was great and selfless, but when I stood on the roof, what I hated most was his selflessness.

22

Later.

I go to school with Kang-Foo every day.

The two of us get along at times, and we get embarrassed.

He’s always depressed.

Me too.

We’re like two monsters sitting in the last row of the classroom, lost in hope.

“Are we sick? One day he asked me.

I looked at him, “Are you scared? I’m sorry.

“I’m afraid of shit. He waved, “Deathful.” I’m sorry.

“I’m afraid. I looked at him in peace, and I said, “You’re dead and I’m not alive.” I’m sorry.

He stood there and said nothing for a long time.

Then after that day, he suddenly changed.

He’s starting class.

It’s just class and homework.

I can’t see.

His capricious mood has left me in a bit of a trance.

I’m still a jar break and I’m sleeping in class.

“Get up and listen. * Sleeped well and suddenly he woke up *

“Are you crazy? I didn’t wake up. I was in a bad mood.

“You think I’m crazy. He turned his math book to the page he was talking about and forced me to take lessons.

“I don’t look, I don’t listen, you go crazy, don’t take me crazy. “I categorically refused.

I haven’t read enough in my last life.

And he took my hand under the table, and he turned down his voice to me: “Listen, learn to go in.” I’m sorry.

His hands are hot, my hands are cold and cold.

I didn’t mean anything to you, though.

He’s just out of some kind of debt.

People didn’t mean that, but it never happened.

He’s holding my hand now. It really makes me uncomfortable.

I tried to hide, but he caught me even harder.

“Ginger, let go. I’m sorry.

“No, you don’t listen, you don’t. I’m sorry.

And these people?

I see him unshakeable, and I think he’s sick.

The next second I held his hand and put it in my thigh.

His face was shocked.

“Ishigami, are you doing this?”

“Is it smooth? Is it good?”

“You’re still not a girl? I’m sorry.

“What about you?”

We stood still for a few seconds, and eventually he fell and got out.

The moment I turned my head, I saw his ears red.

“You haven’t answered me yet. “I looked down at him, and his eyes turned away.

“It’s class now, you… don’t be so bold. I’m sorry.

I saw him swallow saliva.

I stopped teasing him and started reading comics.

And he took out the papers and buried it.

“What’s wrong with you lately? I asked him, “He’s just so weird.

“My dad said to get into grade 100 and give me the shares. I’m sorry.

Shh. I’ve just been drinking water.

“What is your grade? I’m sorry.

“A thousand more. I’m sorry.

“Do you know how many grades the first in the class? I’m sorry.

“200 more. I’m sorry.

“So you’re in first place and you’re going to win three high-profile classes. I looked at him a long way and whispered, “Come on. I’m sorry.

He listened to me and felt hopeless and threw his pen.

“This is impossible. I’m sorry.

“Then you have to take the exam. I’m sorry.

‘Cause I need money. I’m sorry.

“What do you want money for? I’m sorry.

He took a long look at me, “You don’t understand. I’m sorry.

“Oh. I’m sorry.

23

To help him get to grade 100.

He told me to listen, because he was worse than me and needed my help.

“The teacher speaks of the book. I’m sorry.

“You know you still let me listen. I’m sorry.

“I prefer to listen to you than the teacher. I’m sorry.

I’m speechless.

So, we went from playing games every day, watching comics, to biting the pencil and writing notes, and he looked down on the teacher.

Back at night, I and his bag were all books.

Next night I’ll go to his house and tell him what he’s doing all day.

Right now, I’m holding my chin and looking at a physical problem.

“You’ve been staring at it for half an hour. See any feelings? “Ginger brought fruit in and looked at me funny.

I looked back at him and felt his sarcasm and smiled a little, “I swear, I listened to this in class, and I understood it. I’m sorry.

“Oh. He sat there and looked at me.

“You don’t believe me?” He’s staring at me.

He looked at me and said, “The letter.” I’m sorry.

But when I look at that question again, I still can’t figure out how to do it.

The whole thing is agitated.

“Forget it. We’ll talk about it later. Next one. I’m sorry.

“Oh. He still looks at me very patiently.

I flipped the next one, and I forgot.

“Do you want another one?”

Ginger seems to see through my mind.

“Hmm. I’m a little weak.

“I just heard the question. Or I’ll tell you what? He looked at me.

I didn’t speak, and he talked to himself.

Half the time, I realized, “King-ho, would you?”

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“Why would you give it back to me? I’m sorry.

“If I say it’s a coincidence, do you believe it? I happen to understand that. I’m sorry.

I watched him think about it.

That’s what he said yesterday. That’s what he said yesterday.

“I believe in you. “I feel like I’m being played and I’m getting up and I’m leaving.

“Where to?” He pulled me.

“Go home. I’m not happy to say anything.

“Wait a little longer, the homework isn’t finished. I’m sorry.

“I don’t want to get into the top 100. I’m sorry.

He was there, “Ishigami, don’t you really want to go to college? I’m sorry.

“Don’t want to. I’m sorry.

“I’m going to college, what are you going to do?” He looked at me and sighs.

“You go fuck yourself. I’ll do it myself. I’m sorry.

“You don’t want to be with me? I’m sorry.

“You want to be with me?” I asked him.

He took it seriously and said, “Well. I’m sorry.

If I didn’t answer, he was black.

Sick.

If I told him that I would not have lived more than six months, he would have made me go to college and he would have felt sick.

23

I’m a bit restless and pick up my cell phone and see a friend.

Verified message: “Uncle Cheung.” I’m sorry.

I’ve been trying to figure out who he is and I’ve passed the test.

“Hello, I’m Uncle Cheung, Zhang Jing’s father. I’m sorry.

“Hello. I answered politely.

I don’t know what he’s talking about.

“Can you keep a secret for me and your mother? I’m sorry.

“What? I’m sorry.

“I know Zhang Jing is close to you, she’s a senior, and I’m afraid she won’t be able to accept it. I’m sorry.

Seeing here, I laughed.

She can’t take it, can I?

“You know she can’t take it. Why would he be with my mother? I asked him back.

“You hate Uncle? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

“You should ask my mom about this. I don’t have a problem. I’m sorry.

“It’s okay, Uncle likes you. I’m sorry.

This is even more inexplicable.

“Uncle heard a lot about you. I’m sorry.

“What about me?” I wonder why Zhang Zheng would mention me in front of her father.

“It’s nice to say that you look pretty, but can you send Uncle a leg picture?” I’m sorry.

“What? I’m sorry.

“I heard Zhang Jing, do you often give someone a leg shot? Can you send Uncle one? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I saw the message, the hair of an instant.

Ginger looked at me staring at my phone and looking back at me.

“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.

“Nothing. “I quickly put my cell phone on the screen.

Ginger looked at me wrong and took my phone, but he didn’t know my password, he untracked it several times and he gave up and looked at me quietly.

I think about the content of the message, and I just feel like I can’t breathe.

“Ginger. I’m sorry.

“I’m here. I’m sorry.

“Do you think I’m dirty? * I looked at him with my eyes shut *

“Not dirty. What happened? He held my hand quietly.

“But why do they always want me to send those pictures? They think I’m dirty? I’m sorry.

I sound a little suffocating.

“Who sent you the message?” I’m sorry.

“An uncle. My brain is blank.

“Telephone. He suddenly ordered, “Close the lock. I’m sorry.

“Your birthday. I gave up the struggle.

Ginger looked down, unbuttoned the screen, saw the inconvenient information, was complex and finally sent a voice message.

“Tell me, which leg do you want to see my girlfriend? I’m sorry.

The pompous tone of ginger is full of anger.

“Who are you?”

“I’m your grandfather, and I’m going to go to the cell for treatment, and I’m going to use 120 to send you, you social scum, so don’t show up. I’m sorry.

“Are you sick?” There’s a scolding.

“You’re right, I’m sick. I’m crazy to kill you. You work for Hongfung? I’m sorry.

“What do you care?”

“I’m just reminding you, your boss’s name is Kang, and mine is Kang. I’m sorry.

There’s a red exclamation mark.

We have been deleted.

After that, I looked down on Kang.

Half a day without God.

“How do you know him?” I asked him.

“If you’ve mentioned your mother’s boyfriend before, check it out. I’m sorry.

“What are you doing here?”

“What kind of people are at your house, I don’t feel comfortable. I’m sorry.

It’s the first time I’ve heard someone say I’m not comfortable.

I felt a little bit different, and I felt a cigarette.

“Don’t smoke. “Ginger is impatient to remove my cigarette.”

“Let me smoke one. I’m sick. I’m sorry.

“How can it not be hard?” It’s not your fault. * He’s staring at me, he’s a little red. *

“Don’t know. I leaned my head, and I was helpless.

How about this? * He held my head and kissed me *

I’m a little blind.

“It’s okay. I’m sorry.

“You come over some. He slowed down his tone.

“What? I’m sorry.

“You’ll come here as soon as you get here. I’m sorry.

He pulls me in, heads down and kisses me in the face.

His brain is buzzing and his heart’s beating.

Not for long, he looked at me seriously.

“Ishigami, when this happens to me, it’s not your fault. Don’t be afraid. I’m sorry.

“I’m not afraid, I’m just sick. I’m sorry.

“Don’t look at people, look at me, I’m not sick. * He looked up at me and he looked in love *

I don’t know why, seeing him in love, I’m unconscious.

What are you afraid of? He took my hand.

I’m afraid you’re in love with me. I’m just kidding.

He didn’t say anything, “No?” I’m sorry.

“Better not. I said, “Ginger, we look like, we’re all selfish people, not fit to…”

“Who says I’m gonna love you? You dream. He interrupts me and looks upset, “I’m going to the bathroom. I’m sorry.

“Then I go back. I’m sorry.

“Don’t come back. I’m sorry.

He said, “You go to the guest room. It’s too late. I don’t mind. I’m sorry.

I thought, if Uncle Cheung was here, I would never want to go home.

“Good. What do you think, I mean the bathroom, “You can handle it alone?” I’m sorry.

He usually washes, and the drivers come in to help him.

But the driver came home today.

He looked up at me, and the eyebrows got some spring color, “What, you gotta help me? I’m sorry.

“I can help you. I still have it. I’m trying.

Push the wheelchair, I’m fine.

And he’s groaning, “For the future, the one who wants to give me more than he needs. I’m sorry.

“Squeeze toothpaste”?

He looked at my lips and stopped talking.

I don’t seem to want to talk to me. I slipped in a wheelchair and turned to the bathroom.

I went back to the guest room.

24

At night, I had some insomnia.

I felt sick thinking Zhang Jing told her about my father.

I climbed up the window and sat on the wind.

Kang-Foo called.

“Are you still up?”

“I can’t sleep. I’m sorry.

“Me too. I’m sorry.

Me, too, made my heart beat again.

“Are you coming? I laughed at him and joked.

What are you calling across a wall?

“Can I ask you not to seduce me? “I’m not a god, I’m afraid I can’t help it. I’m sorry.

“I asked you to come and talk, what do you control? Sick.” I’m sorry.

“Then I can’t go over there. In the past, the conversation changed color. I’m sorry.

So Kang and I got a wall and called until 4:00 in the morning.

We talked a lot.

Talk about my parents, talk about Zhang Zing, talk about my death in my life.

When he heard the last sound, I wondered if he was asleep.

“Ishigami, how long have you been in this state? He asked me.

“What state?”

“Fantasy jumps to death. I’m sorry.

“Not fantasy. I’ve been talking about this for nothing?

He didn’t believe it.

“It’s not a fantasy. Do you think I’d believe you’ve died? I’m sorry.

“I’ve only hit you once, I swear, not before.” I’m sorry.

“I don’t believe it either. You’re out of your mind. I’m not crazy about you. I’m sorry.

“I know you won’t believe it. “I’m suffocating.

Who would believe that?

Even I thought it was a dream, an infinite cycle.

“Tell me, what’s your father’s name? I’m sorry.

He apparently didn’t believe it, and he started flirting with me.

“I don’t remember. I’m sorry.

I don’t remember.

My dad’s patient. What’s my name?

“There are three hours till dawn. “I have to study in the morning.” I’m sorry.

Learn? Crazy.

“All right. I hung up and I fell asleep.

25

The next day, I was lying down in the classroom.

Kang-Fook is studying.

Half asleep, my mom suddenly came.

I just walked out of the classroom and she said to me, “Your uncle Zhang is breaking up with me.” I’m sorry.

“Congratulations, single again. I’m sorry.

I’ll turn around and leave.

She dragged me to the stairwell.

“Your legless boyfriend threatened to break up with me by telling his father to fire Uncle Cheung? I’m sorry.

“Oh? Did he say that?” I bit my lips.

“Is this really happening?” she was so disappointed.

“There is. I’m sorry.

Pop! A slap in my face.

“Why did I give birth to a white-eyed wolf like you? * She’s got a twisted face, like I’m a sinner. *

“Yeah, why did you have me? * I’m not crying. *

“Do you know what he sent your daughter? A voice was ringing behind me, and Ginger pulled me behind him.

“You dare come out! “My mother was even more angry, biting her teeth and looking at Ginger.

“You’ve ruined our family. I’m sorry.

Ginger’s face listens to my mother’s roar.

I feel embarrassed.

“Don’t you think it’s a shame that you can curse my daughter in public? I’m sorry.

“My own daughter, if you want to yell at me, what do you care? Why are you talking to your elders? What about your mother? I’m sorry.

“You’re looking for my mom? “Looking at my mother in peace.

“Get your mother over here and I’ll settle with her. I’m sorry.

“Go ahead, she’s dead, she’s in the cemetery. I’m sorry.

My mom and I are both in a state.

“Well, let your father come. I’m sorry.

“Legally, I don’t have a dad, my mom and my dad… no proof. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

“Ishigami, who are you talking to? I’m sorry.

“That’s better than your boyfriend in the trash. I’m sorry.

I’ll send her a screenshot of the chat.

She saw the screen and her face changed.

“Did you delete something? How could your uncle Cheung say that? I’m sorry.

“How come you don’t trust your daughter and trust outsiders? “Gang-fook asked her.

“What’s your turn about our family? My mom was so angry.

“Don’t you want me to talk? “Kingy asks my mother.

“What do you care? Ishigami, you break up with him right now. I’m sorry.

My mom pulled me for a while.

I’m completely out of patience.

“I won’t break up with him, and you won’t be able to control me. I’m sorry.

Just now, Zhang Jing suddenly appeared at the door of the building, “Read, what are you talking about? I’m sorry.

I looked at her, and I remembered what she said behind my back, and I had a sting.

“Then you have to ask your dad who’s been home lately. I’m sorry.

“Ishigami, what are you talking about? “She cried when she said it.

My mom doesn’t talk anymore.

The atmosphere has become awkward.

“Read, what should I do? Can you give me my dad back? Auntie, why don’t you give me my dad back?

You’re pretending to be pathetic again?

I’ve had enough.

“Give it back to you. I finally know why your mother doesn’t get back from your father. I’m sorry.

“What do you mean? I’m sorry.

“What do you mean, your dad’s not a good guy, neither are you. I’m your mother and I want to hide. I’m sorry.

Zhang Jing cried so hard, “Ishigami, why are you doing this? Are we best friends? I’m sorry.

“Stop pretending. Did I tell you my secret and you stabbed me in the back? I’m sorry.

“What are you talking about?” She was surprised.

I laughed at her and sent her a copy of the chat.

“Look slowly, look what kind of scum your good dad is. I’m sorry.

I’m leaving when I’m done.

There was a sudden force behind him.

For a moment, the world was upside down and I fell down the stairs.

“Ishigami…”

26

I was pushed downstairs.

The man who pushed me was Zhang Qing.

Wake up, already in the hospital.

Slight concussion. I need a week in hospital.

I lay on my bed, and the first thing I saw was ginger-fook.

In his ears, he heard familiar arguments coming from the next room.

It’s my dad and my mom.

“You wanted to take it from me, and now you’re gonna leave her alone for love? I’m sorry.

“Can’t I be in love?” Do you think I’ll hang on a tree? When I married you for years, what did I get besides being alone? I’m sorry.

“I’m sorry, but you can’t put your breath on the child. I’m sorry.

“Why not? She looks like you. I’m sick of seeing her. I’m sorry.

“You…you’re unbelievable. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I’ve heard a lot about fighting.

I always knew my mom didn’t like me very much.

I always thought I wasn’t very good-looking, like other kids.

I looked for a lot of reasons.

And it turns out I look just like my dad?

For a moment, I didn’t know whether to cry or laugh.

“What’s wrong? Pain? “Ginger looks at me with his eyes full of pain.

“No pain. * I’m laughing and I’m looking at tears *

“I’ll call the doctor. He’s panicking.

“Don’t shout. I grabbed his hand, “I don’t hurt. I’m sorry.

“Okay, I will not cry. Do not cry.” He took my hand back and looked at me in peace.

“Bite me if it hurts.” I’m sorry.

I thought about what happened to him when he played basketball. That’s what I told him, and it was funny.

“Then you hold on. I’m sorry.

After that, I gnawed it in his wrist.

I bit it off in a second and there was a bit of blood.

He’s got his face covered, he’s not moving, he’s not wrinkled.

“Enough? Not enough. He changed his hand and let me bite.

“How are my teeth marks? I laughed and asked him.

He raised his hand, looked at it, smiled, “It’s nice, master. I’m sorry.

I’ve never seen anyone who’s been bitten like that.

He spent another day with me and went to school.

And I stayed at my dad’s hospital to continue to be hospitalized.

I’m not that vulnerable. Hanging a hanger in the hospital hallway.

Seven days in the hospital, I saw my dad rescue a car accident run over with blood.

A pregnant woman with a big stomach while carrying a flooded child was also seen.

There are old people with white hair but still with their sons.

My dad’s really busy.

Every time he was seen, he was walking like a walker in the emergency room, but once he saw the patient, he came with great energy.

I think he deserved it when he watched him eat a few meals on the dates, had no sleep, was tired and forced to work.

I don’t understand.

But even if he was busy, tired, he would come to my ward in the middle of the night, holding my hand and not talking, just looking at me.

And at that point, I had to pretend to sleep and not move.

The next day, I had a few more books on my bed.

Story Club, Boys and Girls, Bud.

I don’t know where he got these childish books. I stopped reading them.

He thought I was in junior high.

Sometimes, I get extra snacks, spicy strips, big bubble gums, khaki jelly, all I like in primary school.

I’m looking at these things.

He knew about me and stopped when I was little.

He totally missed my adolescence.

I don’t know who to blame, because he’s too busy, because my mom won’t let him see me, or because I’m too renegade and eventually getting away from them.

The world, no one seems to understand me.

27

I fell asleep again.

After the concussion, I became sleepy.

When I woke up again, I heard Ginger and my dad.

“Do you have your own massage every night lately? I’m sorry.

“Does it feel like this? I’m sorry.

“A little, a little numb. I’m sorry.

They were in the bed next to them and were carefully examined.

This image seems to be very harmonious.

Harmony makes them like real two fathers and sons.

“Ah, at least there is a little hope. Don’t be discouraged. My dad slapped him on the shoulder.

“So, if I can’t stand up for the rest of my life, will you agree with me and Ishigami? I’m sorry.

My dad was silent for a long time: “Uncle doesn’t want to lie to you, but if one is flawed, the other has to stand out, otherwise uncle can’t agree.” I’m sorry.

“I see. I’m sorry.

“A person with a physical disability is not fatal: a person is idle, a jar is broken and a mental disability is fatal. Uncle wants you not to give up hope, learn and find your life worth. I’m sorry.

I can’t see the look on his face, either.

It was only later that he came over to strip me of oranges and I saw his eyes red.

“Don’t listen to my dad. I comforted him.

“I’m fine, your dad’s right. I’m sorry.

“He doesn’t care about me. I’m sorry.

“Ishigami. He suddenly took my name seriously.

“What? I’m sorry.

“Nothing. “I’ll pick you up when you get out of the hospital.” I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

After that day, Kang-ju came less often.

It’s only next night.

When he came to the hospital, he always talked to me, and he kept reading.

“Are you serious about your father’s shares? I’m sorry.

He looked at me and said, “Well, sort of. I’m sorry.

“Ishigami, do you have a school? I’m sorry.

“Yes, Qinghua North. I hanged my son and returned to him.

He’s been too much at school lately. I’m not used to it.

“This is hard. Is there another school? I’m sorry.

“Home to college?”

He’s not talking, he’s groaning, “Let’s just stick to the other option, you’re killing me. I’m sorry.

“You really went to the exam? I laughed and asked him.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

He’s crazy.

Must have been my dad.

28

After the hospital, my mom kicked me out.

I moved to my dad’s.

He lives in the house where we lived when we were kids.

It’s old and broken and not angry.

I can always remember when I was a family of three.

“Why didn’t you change the house?” I asked my dad.

“No time, no chance to live. My dad explained.

But I saw him put his only family in the most visible position in the living room.

The wooden frame was touched too many times and it became bright.

“I’ll be back at night, sleep for a few hours, and you can bring anyone back, and I won’t bother you if I don’t exist. I’m sorry.

“Daddy won’t bring anyone back, you live in peace. He gave me the key, “I’m usually at home for about two days a week, you sleep at night, lock the door, call me 24 hours. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

I went back to my old room and found the covers were new to the princess.

It’s hard for a grown man to buy me a blanket like that.

Lie in bed, I’m down in meditation.

Is my dad a good guy or a bad guy?

I hated him for the rest of his life, and he didn’t do what a father did.

But now he looks like he’s trying to please me.

I don’t understand.

29

On the first day back to school, I felt my classmates looking at me.

Sneak and discuss in groups.

I don’t care.

To the toilet, and my door is stuck out there with something.

“Are you sick?” I yelled.

“Ishigami, you’re sick. You’re sick. Everyone seduces. “A group of girls say bad things about me outside the door.

“Who did I seduce?”

Zhang Jing and you are so good, you seduced her father. God, you are disgusting. I’m sorry.

“Yeah, that’s why Zhang Jing pushed you downstairs. I would have pushed you down the roof. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I’m so mad.

“Did she say that? You believe what she says? Don’t you have brains? Her dad texted me. I’m sorry.

“Come on, we don’t know what you’re up to, but a man wants to go up and starve. I’m sorry.

“You like men so much, you go out and sell, you read what, you’re ashamed of your class. I’m sorry.

“Yeah, if I had a daughter like you, I’d have to strangle. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

They humiliated me.

I’m mad at the door, but I can’t get half the benefits except for my tongue.

“I am hungry and hungry, so beware of those whom you see, and may appear on my list of tweets one day.” I’m sorry.

Ishigami, you!

They’re scolding again.

I’m so numb, I just end up on the ground.

I don’t know how long it took.

The door finally opened.

It’s Ginger.

“How come you don’t have a cell phone? He looks anxious.

“Forget. I’m sorry.

“They hit you?”

“No, I’m fine. I’m sorry.

I’m fine, I’m fine.

“Too much. He looks angry.

He pulled me back to class.

After going in, he suddenly let go of my hand and slipped right in front of the girls.

Quiet evening self-study, when everyone was asleep, focused on him.

“What are you doing? “It is clear that the girls are guilty of some crimes.

Kang-Foo didn’t talk, he just turned her desk over.

“Ginger! The girls screamed and took out their cell phone to call the schoolmaster.

Kang-fooked the phone and hit it.

“My mom just bought me an apple. “The girls are on the floor, and they’re crying with their hands on them.

“Yes, Chon-ho, you’ve gone too far. I’m sorry.

“And you. Ginger looked at another girl and turned the table upside down.

If anyone says a word, he goes through it.

Some boys tried to come over and fight, but they got scared by ginger eyes.

“You can touch me, but I remind you, there’s surveillance in the classroom and my dad’s temper. I’m sorry.

He said that, who dares to move.

After all, his father donated a building that everyone knows.

“Today I’ll blow it up, and my dad will pay for it, but you won’t let me. If you want money, go to our private lawyer and let him do the math. I’m sorry.

“Anyone who chews his tongue behind his back and gives me a name, I’ll smash it. I’m sorry.

He said to the girls, “Look in the mirror when you’re ugly, don’t you understand?” If you’re jealous of someone’s beauty, you’ll look good every day you say bad things about people? It’s not so good for you to write love letters to people who throw trash cans. I’m sorry.

“That’s right. Garbage people’s things are only for garbage cans. I’m sorry.

A group of people were scared enough.

Crying, running, not bad.

I stood at the door and watched the farce, and I didn’t feel well.

Because I saw Jing Jing sitting there in peace and quiet writing his homework.

I went straight over and looked at her.

“What do you want?” She’s biting her teeth.

And I laughed, “So much for acting, I’m wasting your acting without being a mean woman. I’m sorry.

After that, I picked up the glass right in front of her and fell over her head.

She cried when she had the wrong face.

“When I was good to you, it was the water in my head. I’m sorry.

I threw the cup directly into the trash can.

Then turned and went forth.

I’m in the mood of a late self-study who’s been making a lot of noise and walking out.

30

“You finally laughed. “Ginger looks at me, like a relief burden.

“It feels so good to recognize some people and throw away their burdens. I’m sorry.

“You should have done it. I’m sorry.

“Is it too late?” I asked him.

“Of course not. He smiled at me, “A man can never be too late to live. I’m sorry.

Life is never too late?

I’ve been thinking about this word over and over again without talking.

The wind on the river blows my hair around, like a beautiful fire.

And jingy, sitting there, and the short hairs of chaos were blown open, and the smile of the eye was as high as it appeared.

At that moment, there was an idea that grew, spread and expanded in my heart.

I might try and live.

With this idea, my world has come from black and white, and gradually has some color.

“Ginger, let’s go tattoo. I’m sorry.

“Where’s Man?”

“Man is on the teeth mark of our wrists. I’m sorry.

“Okay, Man what?”

“You read, and I say no.”

“Want to read? He smiled at me and said, “What are you doing? I’m sorry.

“No, forget it. I’m sorry.

Man, but are you responsible for me?

“Fuck off, I’ll send you $5.20 later, okay? I’m sorry.

“You want to buy me for $5.20? I’m sorry.

“I’m broke, love or not. I’m sorry.

“Yes. He smiled at me and said, “Don’t be your girl’s right, I have to.” I’m sorry.

Son of a bitch!

So we turned it off and went to the tattoo shop.

I’d like to laugh when he’s in pain.

“I can’t stand it any more. I’m sorry.

“You don’t hurt? Are you human? It really hurts. He takes a deep breath, and it looks like he’s having a hard time, “Well, my hands aren’t broken, right? I’m sorry.

Scared?

“I’m afraid my legs are broken, my hands are broken, how can I hug you?” I’m sorry.

I:

“Then I’ll hold you.”

He’s completely blacked out, “You know, I’m the one who hit you, not you.” I’m sorry.

Is this a fight?

“Yes, yes, you did. I’m sorry.

I’m tired of talking to him.

On the way back, see how tired I am. He’s a little depressed.

“Ishigami, don’t you feel sorry? I can’t hug you or carry you. I’m sorry.

“I’m sorry, I’m tired and I’m sitting on you, and you’re walking in a wheelchair faster. I’m sorry.

Said I was sitting on him.

“Can the driver drive faster? I laughed at him.

“Come down, you’re not afraid to be seen on the street. He pushed me.

“No, I’m tired. I’m not afraid to be seen. I’m sorry.

He looked at me and didn’t talk.

“I’m so tired I can’t walk. “I’m so cute.

“It’s so embarrassing. He suffocated, “Hold me tight. I’m sorry.

“Okay. I’m sorry.

So the part that came home, I went back in a wheelchair.

What does it matter if people on the road look at us and talk about it?

He stopped downstairs and fell in love with me.

“I’ll pick you up in the morning. He says:

“No, I’ll get you. I’m sorry.

It’s hard for him to come here, considering his mobility.

“No, you can’t. You wait. I’ll pick you up. He insisted.

I was speechless.

“OK, yes, by you. I’m sorry.

Say, I bend down and put a kiss on his face, “Good night. I’m sorry.

He tried to leave, and he pulled him back, and he grabbed my head, and he had a kiss.

It’s not enough to kiss once to get bored with me downstairs for half an hour.

“What happened to you tonight? I’m sorry.

“The book doesn’t look good on you. I’m sorry.

“Don’t do this. I’m not used to it. I’m sorry.

“Then you have to get used to it. I’m sorry.

“What are you used to?”

He pulled me again and kissed me again.

“Atttend Ishigami, I’m done. I don’t want you to go. I’m sorry.

Huh? What’s with the big night?

“You need to wake up. You’re going to be the big man of Qinghua. I’m sorry.

“Can you please not be so upset? * He’s all over his face *

“What did I say, I like you too? That’s sweet. I’m sorry.

Say it. I like it. I’m sorry.

“No, let’s get along like brothers. I’m sorry.

“Who wants to be brothers with you. He’s hairy.

I got rid of it.

31

The end of the second year of high school began in a sporting event and ended in a dramatic change of classroom.

I was surprised to learn that I reported the girl 5,000 meters.

“I’ve read it. 5000 meters? Are you kidding me?”

“The way she looks, she can’t run. I’m sorry.

“Yeah, sports competitions are not where she gets to be. I’m sorry.

“It’s estimated that 100 meters will pass out, and we’ll be downgraded again. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

In a sarcasm, I was on the runway.

“Can you run? Don’t be strong. “Sitting by the runway and worryingly watching me tie my shoes.”

“You think I can’t run? I looked up to him.

“You know I’m worried. He has some emotions on his face.

“Then I fell. Will you collect my body? I asked him.

“Ishigami. He begged me.

“Will you?”

“Yes. He definitely looks at me.

“I’m afraid of shit. I stood up and said, “Ginger, before youth ends, one has to run. I’m sorry.

He looked at me like, “Okay. I’m sorry.

He didn’t stop me anymore, but he kept me at the end of the line and looked at me in silence.

Actually, he’s right. I’m not really good for running.

I’ve never run more than 1,000 meters, two laps down, and I can’t.

I can’t stop my feet.

They’re like a giant web that surrounds my youth and leaves me in trouble.

There’s only one conviction in my heart that it’s not for nothing to run to the end, to succeed or to fail.

Ginger told me to start running slowly, so I was always number one.

At the end of the day, I started to get over it, but not as easy as I thought.

Every one of them, it’s like exhausting my life’s strength.

I’ve tried to give up a lot of times, but every time I look at Ginger, I bite my teeth tight.

And far from the stand, the crowd was so noisy, and he sat alone at the playground, but so lonely.

It’s just me in his eyes.

Me too.

And the last turn, passing by him, I whispered to him, “I like you.” I’m sorry.

He certainly didn’t hear it.

The moment I crossed the finish line, I saw the joy in the eyes of the teacher, the surprise in the eyes of my classmates, and I was relieved.

I ran the women’s second place.

The first one is extraordinary life.

I was suffocated, and I looked in the crowd, but I did not see Ginger.

When I pulled out of the crowd, I only saw him sitting in a wheelchair, slowly sliding to the back of the corner.

I ran over, got to reward.

“KANG-ho, I ran second place. Am I good? I’m sorry.

Great. He’s up and he’s getting emotional.

“Why don’t you wait for me? You’re not happy for me? I’m sorry.

“Of course I am. I am happier than anyone. I’m sorry.

I’m holding him around my neck, “What do you give me?” I’m sorry.

“What do you want? He looked at me and laughed.

“Isn’t there anything I want you to buy me? I’m sorry.

“You buy everything. I’m sorry.

And while he was laughing and laughing, I could feel the sorrow in his eyes.

I know why he’s depressed.

How can he not be lost?

“Ginger, I didn’t think about it, but you gave me a gift and I gave you a gift. I’m sorry.

“What gift?”

“That this. I will put my hands on his back.

I just ran to the finish line with a second-name stamp on my hand.

So he touched his hands and back, and he had one.

“Congratulations, you ran second place. I laughed at him.

He stunned for a second, “It’s not childish. I’m sorry.

“You don’t like it? I’m dying to give you this. I’m sorry.

“You ran for me? I’m sorry.

“What else? I’ll get down and look up at him, and I’ll do whatever you want. I’m sorry.

“Why are you? “Why are you so nice to me?” I’m sorry.

“Just want to be nice to you, okay? I’m sorry.

He’s staring at me with a little fog in his eyes, “Okay. I’m sorry.

That sound was good, dry and low, and the next second I saw his tears waking up.

“Are you crying?” My heart stings.

“No crying. *And he’s so quiet, I went to see him * I’m sorry.

“No, why are you crying?”

“You made me cry? You’re annoying. Leave me alone. He’s out of temper.

“So you’re gonna make me cry again and it’s even? “I got him.

And he’s staring at me, and he’s laughing, “When will you change your mind? I’m sorry.

“What happened to me? I’m telling you the truth!”

And he turned his face, and whispered in my ear, “I told you the truth, and I made you cry afterwards, so do not turn back, nor turn back.” I’m sorry.

My face is red.

“Ginger!” We shouted at him.

“What about the spirit?” You like my name so much? He looked at me, “Take a little cry next time, I’ll listen. I’m sorry.

“Fuck off, you want some face. * I’ll slap his hand and get up and go *

He pulled me, pulled me for a while, and he let me go.

“Go to the classroom for a while. Don’t get cold. I’m sorry.

So my heart beats and goes back to the classroom.

There was a little bit of hope in the heart, a kiss or something.

As a result, he fanned me and slowly taught me a bit of math.

32

Is he such a pervert?

I can’t believe I’m learning from a piece of shit.

I want to sleep in class, and he won’t let me sleep, just let me listen.

I’m going to sleep after class and he’s going to tell me what the class teacher said I didn’t understand.

“Ginger, why don’t I just give up? I’m not studying that. I’m sorry.

It’s so hot, my brain tells me it wants to rot.

“You gave up so soon, what did you say you were responsible for me? Scum. I’m sorry.

“My head is full, I can’t fit. I’m sorry.

“Teach another question and reward you at night. * He’s holding me up * I’m sorry.

“What do you reward me for? I’m sorry.

“Give me a kiss. He said he was serious.

Is that a reward?

I’ve had nightmares all over the night, all about exams.

One day I fell asleep on the table and woke up in a cold sweat.

“What’s wrong? I woke up and saw Kang-Foo holding my hand on the west side of the table and looking at me worried.

“A nightmare again? I’m sorry.

“Well, pretty scary. * I’m getting up, I’m getting a little confused *

“What did you dream? He’s got his eyebrow locked.

“Dreams, rolls out, my name’s not finished, so I’ll hand them over. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

“So hate learning?” he whispered to me.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“Then don’t learn. “He took the paper and sweated it in pain.

I’m a little surprised.

“You don’t want me to take a school with you? I’m sorry.

“No more. “You’ve had nightmares, I’ll learn by myself, and you’ll be happy, and leave the rest to me.” I’m sorry.

“To raise you, I should be enough alone. I’m sorry.

I’m a little confused. Does he think so far? “You still want to marry me? I’m sorry.

“Or else, you have my name on your wrist. I’m sorry.

“Ginger, are you 18? I’m sorry.

“How not! “I’ll be 18 in a few months.” I’m sorry.

I looked at him with my eyebrow.

Six months.

“Six months? You’re younger than me. You have to call me sister? I’m sorry.

“Who is your brother? He’s completely blacked out.

Clearly not satisfied with that name.

“You’re younger than me. Why are you so mean? I reached out to his face.

His eyes are like I want to eat them.

“Small? Then don’t cry. I’m sorry.

“Why are you crying? Are you kidding me?” “I can’t laugh.

His face is getting ugly.

“Ishigami, I remind you, that’s enough. I’m sorry.

“Why?” I’m not convinced.

He whispered, and he pulled me over, “Feel it? I’m sorry.

The voice of the teenager was made so that I couldn’t move.

I took a deep breath, “King-ho…”

He looked at me and let me go.

So the next lesson, my red-faced heart beats until next night.

33

This time, I finally sensed that some of the consciousness of adolescence was awakening and growing savagely.

Don’t be so rude to him.

But he’s getting more aggressive.

The day before the exam, he said if he got into 100, he’d have me promise him one thing.

The night I got my grades, I had a hard day.

I’m not afraid he’ll fail.

Instead, he wanted to do well and was afraid he would ask me too much.

As a result, he didn’t have much, he did 100.

“Go wash the tattoos on your legs. * He’s staring at me like he’s staring at his prey *

“It hurts. I’m sorry.

“So hold on. I’m sorry.

He took me to the tattoo shop and spent half a day in pain and cold sweat and finally washed off my thigh.

He went to his house at night to see a movie and he looked at me all the time.

We kissed.

On his couch, he held me and kissed me in the ear.

“You took 800, went 200, that’s a reward. I’m sorry.

“Thank you. I smiled and responded to him.

“The next time I get 500, I’ll give you a bigger reward. Want one? I’m sorry.

“What’s the bigger reward? I watched him not speak.

My heart’s beating so fast.

He didn’t answer, just kissed to the end and whispered three words in my ear.

When I hear those three words, my heart dances all night.

Until I came home and lay on my bed, I didn’t slow down.

Those three words have been circled.

He’s talking about the bar mitzvah.

34

I’ve lived here with my dad for half a year, and I’ve been talking to him all over the place.

Breakfast, lunch in the fridge. I’m sorry.

“There’s a rain forecast today. The umbrella is at the door. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

Many times he came back from work and I was asleep.

He will make dinner the next day in the middle of the night, then put it in the fridge, put a note on it and go to work early the next day.

On Monday, he’ll give me 500 bucks for a week’s living.

I don’t know what such an exchange would mean, but why didn’t he just write to me and insist on such a convenient post?

Until I slept until midday, went to his room to collect clothes and throw the washing machine, and suddenly I found a box.

The box was in the corner of the bookboard. It wasn’t a big deal, but when I took my clothes, it fell.

A variety of facilities have been put on the ground.

I went down to pick it up.

He usually wrote it to me.

Is that all?

I don’t care.

Until I found one, and it said, “Dad, I miss you today. Can you come home and see me?” I’m sorry.

It’s not even my dad’s. It’s more like a kid who just learned to write.

And here’s the quote, “When Dad came back, he was asleep and had a good night’s sleep, and he kissed your little face, and you held him around in your dreams. Mom told me you had a fever today, but the infusion was brave enough not to cry, and Dad was growing up to be a brave girl. I’m sorry.

My head explodes.

The little girl with the convenience note is me.

Dad was so busy before my parents got divorced, I looked forward to him coming back to me every day, but he was never home.

I thought my mom threw out all those convenience bars, and my dad collected them.

I went through a couple of them, and some of the paintings that I was making up when I was a kid, and he wrote a few comments.

“It’s a great painting, and I can see that our family is very artistic. I’m sorry.

“Is this the world we’re talking about? Looks amazing. I’m sorry.

The more I look at my nose, the more sour.

Turns out he’s looking at every one of them and he’s responding to me.

Turns out he loved me while he was busy with his patients.

But why would I cry?

Why can’t I stop crying knowing that nobody loves me?

If I had been told earlier that someone loved me, I would not have been helpless like I had been sitting on the roof in my last life.

Why didn’t you tell me?

I sat on the floor and cried.

I was crying so hard when Kang-hee called.

Ten minutes before he showed up downstairs.

“What are you doing here? “I’m going to open the door with tears.

“That voice on your phone, can I not come? * He looked at me with his hands and his hands, and he put my head in his arms, so he calmed down. *

“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.

I didn’t talk for a while, and I said, “I suddenly found out that my father loved me. I’m sorry.

“Of course your father loves you. He touched my head and looked at me funny.

“But why does he love me so much that he never comes home, why does he divorce my mother, why don’t he want me? I’m sorry.

“I don’t know, but adults have their reasons. He’s groaning.

“Ginger, do you hate your father? I’m sorry.

And he was like, “Not really. I’m sorry.

“I’ve been living with my mother since I was a kid, and my mom says I got it from a garbage can without a father. I’m sorry.

“When my mother died of cancer, my father suddenly recognized me and just gave me money. We never had any contact. I didn’t love him. I’m sorry.

He bowed his head, mocked himself.

He’s worse than me.

“Ginger, I’ll be good to you later. I looked at him carefully.

“Let me paint the cake?” He smiled at me.

“Father love can’t be given. There’s so much love from my sister. Do you want it? *And I kissed him in the face with my arms.*

“Then I can give you a little love. He smiled wildly, “Call Daddy.” I’m sorry.

Get out!

I shot him.

He stayed at my house, we were on the couch, and he read me all my dad’s convenience strips.

“Why don’t you read it? I’m sorry.

It’s over. “Ishigami, you have a good father. I’m sorry.

Jealous? I’m sorry.

“Well, envy. I’m sorry.

“Then you call my dad a dad. I’m sorry.

“You can’t marry a close relative. I’m sorry.

I was just about to reach out and hit him, and he grabbed my hand and pecked on his lips.

“From now on, let’s be good. I’m sorry.

“How good? “I took my hand back.

“Eat, learn, live. He said it was peaceful.

“Now is not. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

Ginger stayed at my house that night.

My dad came back suddenly.

He’s a little surprised to see us, and he’s a little stupor.

My dad blew our wings, cut the watermelon, and then looked at Kang-Foo’s leg.

In the kitchen, I came in to help my dad with the dishes. He was surprised.

Kang-hee was out watching TV, so I talked to my dad for a while.

It’s Kang-ho who talks most.

“He’s good. You have to encourage him. My dad told me.

“Dad, do you really think he’s okay? “What if his family wasn’t so good?” I’m sorry.

My dad dropped his bowl and looked at me, “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.

“His mother is dead, Dad has another family. “Even if I say it calmly, my heart is sore.”

My dad’s all hung up.

Look at my dad. I’m a little disappointed.

My dad can’t accept him, he can’t accept his family.

That’s what they do. They think they know a lot about our lives.

Thinking about it, I’m a little angry.

Until the dishes were washed and out, Kang-gu said he was leaving.

I sent him to the door.

He saw me down, probably guessed I was talking to my dad, and he was lost.

Just pulling my hand at the door, comforting me, and leaving.

“Wait a minute. My dad came by with his apron off.

Ginger scared me fast to let go of my hand.

“I sent him down. He said my father was going downstairs with Kang-hoon with his car keys.

“No need. “Ginger is a bit embarrassed.

“It’s too late. I ate too much and went for a walk. I’m sorry.

Then Kang-Foo came to play, and my dad sent him home at night.

I asked my dad.

“Well, you stay at home and I’ll drop off your friend. I’m sorry.

My dad was always quiet and he didn’t say much.

I think it’s funny that he stretches out his hand to push the ginger wheelchairs, some of which aren’t very skilled, but he pretends to be light.

Kang-Foo also waited for my father from the beginning to the end.

“Did you really consider my dad your father? I was joking with him.

“Yeah, I didn’t think I’d find myself a girlfriend. “He’s got a face and he’s enjoying it.

“Come on, don’t sell it cheap. I’m sorry.

“To be honest, it’s good. It’s just a little upset. “Your dad’s as good to me as I feel guilty every time I kiss you.” I’m sorry.

I:

“Then don’t kiss. I’m sorry.

“That’s not good. He looked at my dad in the kitchen, and he stung a kiss on my cheek, “I can’t stand it, I’m afraid you can’t. I’m sorry.

Get out of here!

He took over again.

Before he left, he looked at me and said, “Read, I wish I was 22 tomorrow, so we wouldn’t have to wait another three years. I’m sorry.

“That’s you, I hope I’ll always be 18. I’m sorry.

He was speechless, dumped my hand, and my dad left.

I watched my dad and Kang-Foo go down the back, and I couldn’t feel it.

Can I wait until his 22nd?

Maybe.

35

My relationship with my dad improved a lot.

Although we were all alone with my father, he was the same man, and he did a lot less.

His return to his home has become more frequent, although he has sometimes returned only for an hour.

“Dad, you’re not too lazy to run. I’m sorry.

“It’s not hard, Dad just came back to see you. I’m sorry.

“What do I look like when I’m so old? * I say that, but I’m moved. *

I’m stubborn, I love and I love, I can’t say it.

And every time, my dad smiled and gave me the snacks he bought and helped me throw the garbage away and went to work.

I’m looking forward to it.

Because I haven’t seen Ginger in six months.

I heard his dad came back from abroad.

Father and son together, I can’t disturb either.

The day before the start of school, I called Kang-ju. He was noisy. I asked him if he wanted to see me.

“Maybe another week. He was a bit desperate.

“Why?”

Isn’t he coming to school?

“You wait a week, I think you’re crazy. He sounds upset.

“Oh. I’m sorry.

Knowing that he missed me so much, I suddenly felt like I wasn’t thinking so much.

However, a week after his start, his seat remained empty.

I called him again and he told me it was another week.

For a moment, I’m all fucked up.

I got angry with him, hung up, he didn’t send back anything.

Home at night, an extra Bentley parked downstairs.

Get me in the car.

It’s Ginger’s dad.

He’s wearing a black suit and his words are kind of nice, but the sense of oppression on him still makes me feel bad.

“KANG Jun is going abroad with me for treatment. I’m sorry.

“That’s good. I’m sorry.

“Maybe he’ll never come back. I’m sorry.

I had a hard-on.

“He can’t let you go, he won’t go. I’m sorry.

“That’s his decision. I can’t help it. I’m sorry.

I don’t know how to deal with sudden changes.

“As a child.” “Do you think he’ll stay here and never get up? I’m sorry.

I’m in silence.

The next day, Kang-ju finally came to school.

I’m happy to see him. I don’t listen to class all day. I don’t read.

“What are you staring at me for? I have flowers on my face.”

“Looks good. “I looked at him with my chin.

“You like me because I look good? He didn’t ask me nicely.

“What else would I look at besides my face? I’m sorry.

“There’s more to see. I’ll give it to you. Do you? I’m sorry.

“I have nothing to fear. I’m sorry.

I haven’t seen him in six months, and he’s got more power.

Later. He pulled my hand under the desk.

The day we’re with him, we’re in class, we’re writing homework, we’re talking, we’re talking, it’s the happiest day I’ve had lately.

He took me home.

The flowers in front of his house, the garden we kiss so much.

“You…” He finally pushed me away and stopped making me kiss.

“What about me?”

“Can you stop being so wild? He looked at me so angry and funny, “The tongue is numb.” I’m sorry.

My face is red.

“Okay, you find a gentle one. I laughed at him.

“If you don’t, you’re obsessed. * He held me. *

“Let me see again, I’m going home. I looked at him carefully.

“Look, I can’t see enough for the next day. He’s also proud.

“Where’s the face? I’m sorry.

“No more.” I’m sorry.

He pulled me to their house.

“No more. I’m sorry.

I pulled my hand back.

“Let’s say goodbye here. I gave him his bag.

He stunned for two seconds, “No, Ishigami, you sound like goodbye. I’m sorry.

“Did I?” I’m a little confused.

“Forget it, I was thinking too much. Really?

“Well, no, next time. I’m sorry.

Speaking of which, I suddenly think it’s not going to happen again.

“You’re a little weird today. “KANG looked at me with a little skepticism and didn’t want me to go. “Call me home. I’m sorry.

“I know. I’m sorry.

I gave him my hand and went.

I walked very slowly on the way and felt like I was getting further away from him and lost my heart.

The first thing that comes home is to text him.

“I’m here. I’m sorry.

“Good. “Can you turn on the video?” I wanted to see you. I’m sorry.

I hesitated to look at a few words from the phone, “Let’s break up.” I’m sorry.

He’s got a strangulation in his heart, and he can’t press the sending key.

His father said to me, “He’ll settle abroad to treat the disease. I’m sorry.

I’m confused, I’m hesitant.

But I had no choice.

One year with him, I saw how handsome he was before he broke his leg and how difficult he was after he broke his leg.

In the face of discrimination, in the face of rumours, in the face of fate, 17 years old we were always vulnerable.

I can’t be so selfish.

I was suffocating, and finally I pressed the sending button.

“Let’s break up. I’m sorry.

It’s been in there for a long time, and it’s finally coming up with one.

I didn’t.

He called immediately. “Ishigami, what do you mean? I’m sorry.

“It’s a break-up. What’s the point? I try to be calm.

“Are you kidding me? Not just now we’re fine. He was in a hurry.

“You said it. It’s my decision to break up, remember? I’m sorry.

“I said it, but you can’t break up like that. I’m sorry.

“Why not?” Do I have someone else I like? I’m sorry.

“Who?”

“When I smell, I find I can’t forget him. I should be glad I’m lying to myself, “Let’s get together.” I’m sorry.

“You can lie a little more? Wait at home.”

He hung up.

I know what he’s doing, and my heart speaks of my voice.

I knew he’d come to my house in less than half an hour.

I didn’t open the door for him to say anything. I didn’t listen.

Good to die, my dad just got back from work.

My dad opened his door.

I put myself in my room, and my dad was blindfolded, and I lobbied with him.

“Let him go. I’m sorry.

“Are you sure? My dad asked me again.

“Hmm. “I strangled with my knee in my bed.”

My dad stopped talking and looked at me and finally went out and asked him to go.

This evening, it wasn’t very pleasant.

I don’t know.

I just heard the living room finally gone. I know my dad sent Kang-ho home.

My heart is suddenly empty.

I’m not crying, just staring at the ceiling.

I kept this position until my dad came back.

My dad came over and sat next to me.

His clothes were soaking wet that I realized there was a heavy rain at night.

Are you getting wet too?

“Suddenly when it rained, neither I nor he had an umbrella, and he was all wet. I told him to go home and take a hot bath. My dad read my mind and explained.

“Oh. I’m sorry.

“What the hell is going on, tell Daddy. I’m sorry.

“I have someone else I like. I’m still trying to hide it.

“Daddy doesn’t believe it. “You can fool him, you can’t fool Dad.” I’m sorry.

Hear this, I take a deep breath.

“His rich dad is back, he’s going abroad for treatment, he’s not coming back. I’m sorry.

My dad looked at me, and he was thinking, and it took a while to say, “Do you want to study abroad? I’m sorry.

I was a little shocked to hear my dad say that.

My dad’s a super-traditional and old-fashioned man.

I think having him accept my high school relationship is his biggest limit.

Even when I broke up, I thought, “My dad’s going to approve of 10,000 and make me a good kid in the traditional sense.”

But he thought that I would go abroad to study because I chose to compromise.

“What about you?” I asked him.

My dad looked down and he said, “Daddy certainly wanted you to stay in the country, but since he came, you’ve finally laughed.

“Remember, Dad’s life is in the operating room, he’s used to life and death, and he feels nothing.

“But you’re young, you’re young, you have the right to choose the life you want. I’m sorry.

I waited a while.

“What if I choose wrong? I asked him.

“Then start over. “You’re young. It’s nothing. I’m sorry.

“Renewed? “I suddenly thought about my parents’ divorce.

“Do you still like Mom? “I’ve been asking questions for 12 years that I have been afraid to ask.”

He hesitated for a while, “like. I’m sorry.

I’m shocked.

No cheating, no quarrels, just because my dad worked so hard that he often didn’t come home and my mom asked him for a divorce, he agreed.

I thought he hated my mom in the face of all these years’ bad talk.

“Why didn’t you bring Mom back? I’m sorry.

“She’s doing fine. I’m sorry.

“Will you marry my mother if you can do it again? I’m sorry.

My dad was frozen, his lips shivering, and he looked up at the ceiling.

“No, I’m sorry about your mother. Let her go. I’m sorry.

I thought about what my dad said, and I figured it out.

“So, what am I going after Kang-hyun for? He’s going abroad for medical treatment, he’ll have a good life and I’ll have my own destiny.” I’m sorry.

My dad looked at me and touched my head. I’m sorry.

I just stayed in the darkness long enough to wait for a ray of light to hold it in my hand, but when I hold it tight, the light is gone, and it is still there.

I took out my cell phone, deleted Kang-fook’s tweets, deleted his photos, then hacked his number, and it was all right.

I had a very restless night.

Many dreams.

It’s all in the dream.

Each time he wakes up from a dream and suddenly realizes that he no longer belongs to himself, he falls into a great loss.

I’m not going to sleep.

Until dawn, I found my dad’s convenience sticker on the fridge.

“Nothing goes wrong, Dad will stay with you.

“Man’s whole life has to go through a lot to grow up, and you have to believe that everyone you meet is in heaven and away.

“If it hurts, call Dad. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

My dad put up a half-freeze.

How worried was he that I wouldn’t be able to open my mind so he wouldn’t sleep all night and write me dozens of stickers?

He thinks I’m too weak. Why would I want to die for this?

36

I went to school. I heard that Kang was sick.

The disease is a week.

He never came back to school.

Say it’s not true.

Many times after school, I went around his villa.

At first, there was still some noise in the villa, and then, gradually, the lights of the villa were no longer on, and the grass in front of the villa was not even trimmed.

I realized he was gone.

On that day, I smoked a cigarette under a tree in front of his house, and only one smitten, and cried.

I threw cigarettes in the trash, cut short hair at the barber shop and washed off my wrist.

The owner of the tattoo shop said I was so scared of pain that I cried and dared to write.

He doesn’t know. I washed my thighs last time without a tear.

He didn’t know. I jumped off the roof and didn’t cry.

He didn’t know that in 12 years of my parents’ divorce, my heart was already full of tears.

I don’t know.

But when I met Kang, I suddenly became vulnerable.

When I saw him being bullied by his classmates, I cried.

Seeing him in a wheelchair, he couldn’t help himself, and he kept me behind and wanted to cry.

I want to cry when I see him tearing up the table for me.

Even when he smiled and said he liked me, I wanted to meet me when I was 22 and I wanted to cry…

I must be crazy to think about going to the same college as him.

And I forgot that I was near to his intention, but because I owed him one life, so that he would have left the country for medical treatment, and that would have been the best end, and that I was making amends.

Get out of the tattoo shop, I look like I’m lost.

As soon as I got out, I saw a man standing there.

That moment, panicking, I had a little surprise in my heart.

But only for a second, I can see it.

It’s my dad.

He came to hold me and didn’t ask me a word on the way. He took me home in peace and settled me in the hospital.

The other day, they all said I was different.

I get to know things.

Listen to your lessons, eat, sleep.

The class director also appreciated my improvements.

“Ishigami, you’ve been making progress, this half-time exam, trying to get to grade 500. I’m sorry.

“All right. I’m sorry.

I spend all my time studying, so I can’t fill my head anymore.

There are still rumors in the class, and every time I hear it I just laugh and stop arguing.

They all think I’m a monster.

“Why is it so quiet? I’m sorry.

“Yeah, it’s not like her. I’m sorry.

“I don’t know what I’m talking about, but I’m not sure what I’m talking about. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I listen to them and I do the math.

The teacher sent out a questionnaire asking about the target school.

I looked at the form and ended up with nothing.

I don’t know, lost.

My dad and I had a good relationship.

I started to learn to cook, and once I went to the hospital to feed my dad, and I met my mom in her new boyfriend’s car, and I got out of the window and I got in.

“That’s how your dad abused you?” She looks at my lunch box and looks like you’ve changed.

“I volunteered. I don’t want to argue with her.

“Did you never wash your food at home?” She was shocked.

“People change. I looked at her.

“What do you mean, he’s more educated than I? You say my education failed? My mother got excited again.

“How can you fail? You always win. My dad still has your wisps. I’m sorry.

My mom looks different. Looks like she got hit hard.

I looked at her new boyfriend in front, and I couldn’t think of the first man to say hello.

“He’s not well, his stomach isn’t good, he’s not as good as you. So I’ll go. I said this in peace, and I got out.

37

I went to the hospital. The nurses on duty knew me.

When you see me, I’ll wait for my dad at the office.

I’m sitting in his seat.

Looks suddenly to the calendar.

September 9, 2020.

The heart was so tight.

I remember this day.

Because this was the day my dad had the surgery.

I threw away my lunch box, ran away, ran into the nurse’s sister and asked her where my dad is?

“Dr. Shih is in the operating room, and the patient is in critical condition for a while. I’m sorry.

“Is the patient an old man? I’m holding my breath.

“How do you know? The nurse’s little sister is still joking with me.

“Does he have to do the surgery? Can we get someone else? I mean, what if the patient doesn’t make it? “I was anxious to say something.

I scared the nurse.

Don’t say that. I’m sorry.

“Don’t worry. You wait in your dad’s office. It’ll be over soon. The nurse comforted me.

At this point, a nurse ran out at the end of the hall.

Nurse Liu, call the chief of chest surgery. There’s an emergency. I’m sorry.

“Aah? Okay! “The nurse’s sister couldn’t take care of me, took the medical records and made a phone call…

It’s over.

A string in my head is broken.

So, an hour later, I saw my dad.

When he was sweating, he changed to white, the whole thing seemed to be out of strength.

“You’re here?” He came up with the nerve.

“He’s dead?” I was nervous to ask my dad.

“How do you know? My father was in a trance, and he was trying to hide his pain, and he said, “Don’t worry about it. I’m sorry.

“Dad, are you ready to face public opinion? I asked him.

He looked up at me and looked so tired, “Well, you don’t have to worry about it, the court will take care of it. I’m sorry.

My dad didn’t talk anymore.

I left alone.

On the way home, I couldn’t help but sigh.

Still can’t change fate?

Even if I had become a good boy, even if I had tried so hard to change my destiny, it still happened and I couldn’t change anything?

After a day, my dad didn’t come back.

On the Internet, the title of Hospital XX patients dying on the operating table is frequently on the hot list, with thousands of netizens scolding in the comment area.

My dad became a thousand sinners.

I look familiar with the Chinese words, and I’ve come together to form a sword, into my father’s heart, smashing my father’s doctor’s dream, and I’m so flattered.

My father went home for half an hour before he was taken away from the investigation, told me the bank card code, the safe code, and told me everything.

I just listened quietly and didn’t say a word.

When he got to the door, he suddenly turned around to hold me.

“Read. I’m sorry.

“Dad. I buried my head in his chest, “If, next time, you know there’s a risk in this operation, or someone tells you that the man can’t get off the table, will you do it again? I’m sorry.

He took a deep breath and said, “Yes. I’m sorry.

“What if I die?”

My dad stopped at once, “Read, this is Dad’s fault. What are you talking about? I’m sorry.

He seemed scared.

“I said, “If I die because of this operation, will you do it?” That’s all you have to answer. I’m sorry.

This man, who has always been strong, suddenly sheds tears.

“Read, I’m sorry. I’m sorry, Dad. Don’t do anything stupid. I’m sorry.

He held me tight like the next second I let go, and I flew away.

“Okay, I got it. Don’t worry, I won’t. I comforted him.

He left, and I looked at his back, his nose was sore, his tears were blurry.

So, again, he’s still gonna save that guy, so that’s why I can’t change it.

38

Like in the last life, it’s fermented.

The teacher told me not to go to school for half a month.

Because the angry cybermen have taken out the daughter of the “Doctor of Black Heart”.

From my dad to my mom, all the people involved were caught.

I hide at home and don’t go out.

The next thing we can do is repeat the fate of our lives.

I’m tied up.

He was locked up in a dark basement for three days and three nights.

In my last life, I was locked in a basement, scared and desperate, and I cried to pieces.

All my life, I didn’t cry.

Just thinking quietly about everything that happened this year.

Think of me laughing.

And this year We met Ginger, whose mouth was soft, and he blew his hair sometimes, but he fell in love with me rough and focused.

I went to my dad’s this year, he’s traditional, he’s old-fashioned, he’s a straight-on-steel man, but he’s too careful, and he’s the one who cares.

The two most important men gave me hope for life.

I don’t think I’m gonna live this time.

Three days later, I was rescued by the police.

I thought I could do that without fear.

But when I saw my dad’s face in the car, I broke it.

Me and my dad, my mom went to the police to take a statement.

The person who knew that I was kidnapped was the family of the deceased patient. My father collapsed.

My mom was crying and beating my dad.

It was a mess.

“Read, I’m sorry, it’s Dad. I’m sorry. * He suddenly held me and cried like a child *

How can I comfort him that he didn’t listen? It’s just like losing a baby.

I told him that I was fine, but he was clearly unconvinced and caught in a deep sense of blame.

For the first time, he began to doubt his adherence to decades of medical dreams.

I knew what would happen, but the Internet turned from pity to insult.

They said that I had nothing to do with it, that I deserved it, that the daughter of Dr. Blackheart should be kidnapped.

The hospital placed my dad in the logistics office to keep him safe.

I don’t know when he saw those scoldings online, but suddenly he went crazy, smashed his computer and hit his cell phone.

I’m alone at home.

My mom suddenly came to my dad’s house and said she was taking me away.

“I’m not going. I’m sorry.

“You’re not going? Your dad, he won’t come back for a while. * My mom sobbing and crying *

What do you mean?

“He … has some mental disorder, is treated in hospitals and needs a sedative every day to calm down. I’m sorry.

I’m standing there.

Is he really crazy?

Is my dad crazy in the last life?

I can’t remember for a long time.

And then remember, in my last life, I didn’t touch my father a few times, and I didn’t contact him even after what happened to him. I just heard from my mother that he was in the hospital, and then he didn’t contact me, and I didn’t.

I was sitting on the roof and still hated him, hated him for causing trouble, hated him for making the patient more important than me, hated him for placing me at work and subjected me to kidnapping and violence in public opinion, and he did not care when I faced public opinion.

He’s crazy. How can he contact me? I suddenly felt bitter and helpless.

What do I do?

What about the old man?

39

I was taken home by my mom.

She’s been watching me for 24 hours, afraid of something.

And I act like I’m all right, playing games, watching TV shows, shopping…

Maybe I was a good actor. I lied to everyone.

She said I had no heart.

Less than two weeks later, I volunteered to go to school.

Friday, the moon was big and round.

My mom called me to get a lighter at home, said she bought a birthday cake, but couldn’t light it.

Whose birthday?

“You’re 18, you forget? I’m sorry.

I forgot.

I went to the commissary, bought a lighter and finally got a pack of cigarettes.

I sat on the roof and told my mom I had 10 minutes to get home.

She was happy to send me a “wait for you.” I’m sorry.

Before that, I went back to my dad’s house and put a letter under his box.

“Daddy: Meet Sinja. You might not believe it. I knew you’d fail because I’ve been through it so many times. I can’t find a way to stop your surgery. I feel so bad. But I’d like to try again.”

In my letter, I told you about me, about his surgery, about Kang-fook, about my mother, from beginning to end.

Actually, I don’t think he saw that letter at all.

But I’m just holding a last little hope, after all, today is my 18th birthday.

Any wish on your birthday will come true?

I’ve got my phone. I don’t know who to call in the last ten minutes.

There’s a name in my head and I’m afraid to dial.

As a result, the phone went off.

It’s an unknown number.

It’s just that this number appeared in my dream many times.

I hesitated to pick it up.

“Hello. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

It’s been a long time since he heard the voice of Kang-fook, and he only said one word to stir up the fire inside me.

“Where?” He asked me in peace.

“at home. I lied.

“You have a big family. He smiled and said,

“Come out and buy a lighter. I’m a little upset.

“What for?”

“Move candles.” I’m sorry.

I don’t know what I’m talking about.

“Yeah, it’s your birthday. “Happy birthday, ex-girlfriend.” I’m sorry.

“Thank you. I’m quite satisfied.

He was given a telephone call before he died and his birthday was blessed.

It’s good to be remembered for birthdays.

“You want a birthday present? He asked me. “I’ll send it to you. I’m sorry.

“Then you’re at a loss. I’m still joking with him.

“A few hundred dollars, I still have. I’m sorry.

“It’s true that it’s rich.” I’m going to go on and on, “Then buy me a expensive one. Thank you. I’m sorry.

“Okay. I’m sorry.

Then, after a while, he said, “My moon is beautiful, and it is large and round.” I’m sorry.

“Really? I looked up at the sky, “Me too. I’m sorry.

“Did you miss me?”

“Aah?”

I pretended I didn’t hear you, but I felt terrible.

“Nothing. He said no.

“Well, I’m home, I’m hanging up. I’m sorry.

“Ishigami. “He stopped me.

“What? I’m sorry.

He wants to stop, “Nothing. I’m sorry.

Nothing. I don’t think he’s in a good mood.

Did something happen to him?

I hung up on the phone, I looked at the time, played a few lighters, and finally I sent him a message: “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

After that, I jumped.

It was like a movie in my head, in a few seconds, carrying my life.

And then when I open my eyes, as I approach the ground, I see a man.

I’m a little shocked.

Too fast, I couldn’t see it, and I fell.

There was a few seconds of darkness and pain, and I opened my eyes and felt I hit a man.

The man had two words on his wrist: “Read.” I’m sorry.

“Ginger”? I was frenzied to call his name.

“I’m here. I’m sorry.

40

I watched him.

“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.

Isn’t he abroad? Why, did I jump or hit him?

What’s wrong with the world?

He opened his mouth in a difficult manner, with tears and blood flowing at the same time and smiling in his eyes.

“Don’t cry, I’m not hurting. I’m going to bed. I’m sorry.

He just said one word and his eyes were closed forever.

I felt so sad, I fainted.

Later, I lay down with ICU, he lay in the morgue.

I can’t move my body. I’m stuck with pipes.

I turned around and saw a note by the bed: “Remember, live.” I’m sorry.

The memory of the last lifetime was repeated, and I was relieved and I pulled out my own oxygen.

41

Wake up again, I’m sitting on the basketball court again.

Watching Kang-fook’s body running and jumping on the field, I suddenly cried.

I saw him fall on the floor after a beautiful basket, and a group of people surrounded him, and I shed tears on him.

I squeezed into the crowd and hugged him, “I’ll bite my hand, don’t take it.” I’m sorry.

“Who are you?” I’m sorry.

He forgot me again.

“Ishigami. I’m sorry.

This question was answered countless times.

“Oh, thank you. I’m sorry.

You want to?

What’s going on?

He changed his lines?

He didn’t cry, he didn’t laugh at me.

Smiling.

He didn’t fall on his head this time, did he?

I stretched out my hand to examine his head, but he stood up, and a kiss on my cheek.

That kiss just blindfolded me.

“What are you doing? I’m sorry.

I was fast pulling away from him and staring at him.

“Long time no see. He stares at me and pulls my hand.

In a moment, a current came from my palm, and I couldn’t help it.

“You let go, we first met. I’m sorry.

The nurses were staring at us, and it was very embarrassing.

I feel like he’s changed his temper this time.

“Oh, first time?” He smiled, “Do you believe in love at first sight?” I’m sorry.

The nurses are laughing.

I tried to shake off his hand and he wouldn’t let go.

“Let me hold it for a while, really, it hurts. * He wrinkled his head and begged me *

The nurse also thinks I’m a lover, so I don’t have to argue with him.

I had to be held by him.

It’s all over.

He’s been very cooperative throughout the process.

When the doctor left, I sat next to him.

He’s lying in a sick bed and he’s so pale.

“It hurts? Shall I call a doctor?”

“No need. I’m sorry.

“Want some water?”

“No, no. I’m sorry.

“What are you doing? I’m sorry.

He took my hand again and held it in his hand, “Remember, I’m back.” I’m sorry.

I’m standing there.

And when I did not react, he looked at me, and said, “Remember, I am back.” I’m sorry.

He looked up and I saw his eyes red.

“You…” I looked at him, “You wouldn’t?” I’m sorry.

“I’m in a loop. He smiled at me.

My nose is sour, my tears are spinning in my eyes.

I turned back and didn’t want him to see me cry.

“This time, wouldn’t it be too late? He whispered to me.

“How did you get into a cycle? I’m sorry.

No wonder he came back with me the first time he saw me.

“I don’t know, I’m probably too religious to watch. He put his face on my hand.

I’ve been up all night talking to him.

He told me about his trip to the United States, and I told him about what happened.

Speaking of my dad, he looked at me with pain, “I’m back, don’t be afraid. I’m sorry.

“Well, good.” Listen to him, I’m suddenly in a very secure place.

I’m finally not alone on this road.

Then I asked him, “Why didn’t you go to America or did I smash you to death?” I’m sorry.

“I saw news about you abroad, afraid you’d cry, afraid you’d be afraid, and I came back. I’m sorry.

“Why did you happen to be downstairs at that time? I’m sorry.

“You told me what would happen later, and I didn’t take it seriously. I’m sorry.

“Yeah, you didn’t believe it. Why did you believe it? I’m sorry.

“I don’t believe in any of the loops, but it’s just because you, I can’t risk 1%, I’ll know I’m back right, you said the loops are true. I’m sorry.

I’m shocked.

Turns out that the image that was in my dream, that he was lying on the ground and smitten and smiling at me, was real.

It wasn’t a coincidence at all, but he did it on purpose.

And then think about it, he called me and said the moon was big and round, but I was on my side of the night, and I couldn’t have seen the moon at the same time.

I was in my head too.

“Read, this time, let’s not push me away, let’s come to a solution. I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

I watched him smile with certainty, and I slowly rose a warm sun, and suddenly I was not afraid of anything.

42

In the middle of the night, Ginger’s dad came back from America.

Kang-fook called.

“If you don’t come back, you’ll have to wait for your children to die. Then you will be left alone. Take your money and go to the coffin.” I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

So in the middle of the night, his dad came back.

Before he left, he took my hand and asked me to wait for him for a month.

I nod my head.

I went to my dad and told him I was going to live with him.

He wasn’t surprised.

Stay at my dad’s. I study day, cook at night, deliver him dinner on weekends.

I watched him get better and feel better.

One day he suddenly asked me for my mom’s tweet.

“Why did you suddenly contact my mother? I’m a little confused.

“To get your custody back. My dad was suffocating.

“I’m almost 18 years old. “I’m almost a grown-up, and they’re fighting me?

“You’ll have to get your custody back. I’m sorry.

I don’t understand. My dad’s suddenly determined.

“She’s bad for you, not you? My dad looked at me and laughed.

“When did I say that?” I’m a little confused.

“You didn’t write a letter to Dad. My dad was staring at me, and he was so sad, “You said your mom changed so many boyfriends, and those boyfriends were bad for your mom, and you said you were worried that Dad wouldn’t eat well, and you said you’d try again. I’m sorry.

My dad said a few words, and the sound was getting stale.

And I, I’m already crying.

“You read the letter?”

“Well, Dad looked. My dad came over and hugged me, “It’s Dad who was wrong to give up custody because you couldn’t get away with your mom, and I didn’t think you’d suffer so much. Don’t cry. I’m sorry.

My dad’s in the loop?

My depression broke out at that moment, and I cried in my father’s arms.

My dad just touched my head over and over like a lost baby.

43

Later every day, Kang-hyuk gave me a video call.

His legs will have to be treated for at least six months before he can recover.

A month later, he came back, went to school with me, left school and went to the United States twice a month for treatment.

My dad pushed most of the hospital’s surgery and spent more time sending Kang and me to school.

Of course it took a lot of time to argue with my mother for custody.

My mom called my dad sick and said, “Doesn’t I ever want you, and now I’m gonna raise you and fight with me?” I’m sorry.

“Did you take me seriously? Don’t you think I’m just a burden to keep you from dating? I’m sorry.

“I’m old, I have a choice. I’ll follow my father, and you and your boyfriend will live.” I’m sorry.

My mom looked pale in a moment.

I’m not going back.

The final exam, Kang-Foo got the top 100, I got the top 500.

The class teacher changed things for me.

Day by day, I never felt so happy.

However, the clock of time is still spinning, almost a year behind us.

It’s the day my dad picked up the surgery.

The night before, I, Kang-hoon and my dad sat at the table and didn’t talk.

“Or else, quit, Dad. I’m sorry.

My dad didn’t talk.

“You’re not gonna have that surgery tomorrow, are you? I’m in a hurry.

“Read, Dad’s a doctor. My dad looked at me like, “The last surgery was a mistake, Dad did have some responsibilities, and this time, Dad looked at a lot of books, asked a lot of experts, no. I’m sorry.

“What if? I’m sorry.

“Don’t worry. My father comforted me.

“I believe in uncle. “Ginger held my hand, with firm eyes.

Look at what they say. I’m in a hurry, but I can’t do anything anymore.

That night, the three of us sat down all night talking like we were on our last date.

The next day, my dad went to the operating room.

Kang and I were very nervous outside the operating room and sweaty.

My mom’s here. She doesn’t know anything. She’s waiting for dinner after my dad’s surgery.

Three hours later, the nurse pushed the door open, and I got scared.

“The patient’s family, the operation was successfully completed. I’m sorry.

When I heard the surgery was done, I had a hum in my head and a big stone finally fell.

“Read. “Ginger held my hand and looked excited.

“Did I hear you correctly? Did the operation work? I’m a little slow.

“Well, it worked, you heard right. “It’s over. I’m sorry.

“Why are you crying? “I haven’t cried yet. He cried first.

“I’m glad I finally got to 22 this time. I’m sorry.

“Well, okay. I’m a little excited too.

When my dad walked out of the operating room, I ran, “Dad, can we go? I’m sorry.

My dad looked at me, and he smiled, “Yes. I’m sorry.

That day my dad changed his suit and took us to a Western restaurant on the beach.

The three of us at the beach.

In the sunset, everything is so bright and so dynamic.

I finally feel like my life has been perfect.

After dinner, Kang pulled me to the tattoo shop.

We wrote that again in the wrist, “I can’t read.”

“Why do you want this? You’re not afraid of pain? I asked him.

He touched the tattoo on my wrist and laughed, “This is my life, my life, your life. I’m sorry.

I:

“Who wants you? I’m sorry.

“No?” He picks the bulge, “Really? I’m sorry.

No, no, no.

And when he didn’t finish, he stuck my mouth in my mouth, “No, no, no. I’m sorry.

“Ishigami. I’m sorry.

“Hmm? I’m sorry.

“I like you so much. Do you like me? * He leans on his head and looks like a deer’s eye, and he’s fascinated me. *

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“Say yes. I’m sorry.

“like. I’m sorry.

“Well, I’ll give myself to you in a few months, okay? I’m sorry.

“Aah?”

His hand strangled me on my waist, saying, “Okay.” I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

He smiled with satisfaction, hugged me and didn’t talk.

At night, I wrote his homework at his house and finally fell asleep.

I had a dream in which I wore a black suit and came to me with a bouquet and kneeled on one knee.

“Read, will you marry me? I’m sorry.

I’m moved, “Yes. I’m sorry.

Then I woke up.

When he woke up, Kang was still working on his math paper, and saw me wake up and handed me a piece of paper.

“Dreaming? Wipe your mouth. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“What was in the dream? I’m sorry.

So I told him, I dreamt he proposed to me, and it was real.

“Just like that to marry me?”

“Whoever wants to marry you, that’s a dream. I’m sorry.

“Really? But I heard you say I would. “He looks at me so well.

“You heard wrong. “I’ve been thinking about it for a while, playing with my cell phone.

He reached out and touched my head, “We have to grow up before we can…”

“I know, I said it was a dream. I’m defending it.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

He keeps writing the papers.

After a while, I went to see him, and I saw him squeezing his pen, and he looked at a mathematic problem, which was half an hour.

“Is it so hard? “I’ve been through the papers.

It’s a simple question. The teacher just spoke in class.

Not supposed to?

“You don’t understand? “I’d like to celebrate, and I’d like to speak to him in front of him.

“Not really. He’s serious.

“And you’re still staring for half an hour? I don’t understand.

He put down his pen, and he sneered, “I’m thinking about the name after our kids. I’m sorry.

“You’re poisoned. I shot him.

Why do you think that?

“Yes. He looked at me lazyly, “You treat me.” I’m sorry.

“No cure.” I waved.

“You are my fragrance. * He hugged me in his arms, he complimented me, “1 to 3 a day, he needs to deliver *

“Do you want a face? Be patient. I’m sorry.

“There’s a leprechaun around every day. “How can I hold on to him?” I’m sorry.

And it turns out, all night long, greasy, I finished, he didn’t finish.

Look at him in love, I can’t help but groan.

“KANG-ho, I’m doing this faster than you, aren’t you? I’m sorry.

“Oh, baby, let me kiss again. He pulled me and ate it up. Case number: YX11Q2QnJ2a

I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.