On New Year’s Day, I overheard him talking to his brother.
“I know she’s coming back not so well and I have no feelings for her. I’m sorry.
I thought it was a two-way drive. I didn’t think it was just a dream.
One.
I fell half asleep and suddenly heard a lighter outside.
So he crawled up and walked over, trying to scare the shit out of him.
Holds the door and pulls a line, but hears his words of despair and frustration.
“I know Lee Jin-soo came back in March and she told me. I’m sorry.
“It’s not that simple. I’m sorry.
“You don’t understand. I have no feelings for her. It’s been almost three years. I’m sorry.
My hand with the doorknob began to tremble, my brain began to graze and my heart began to soar.
“Well, let’s do this. Let’s get out of here and finally find the right reason. I’m sorry.
Pop.
Tears fell on the ground and there was some disarray in my body, and I rushed to hold the wall to contain the silence.
I can’t believe that someone who was just fighting with me can now speak with his friends so calmly about breaking up with me.
Because his moonlight is coming back?
It’s thanks to LEE Jing-soo.
When she gave up her love and emigrated to the United States with her parents, the entire family was in a bad state, had no classes, had no exams, had been drinking and smoking all day.
That’s when I had the chance to fall in love with him for a year.
I began to appear slowly around him, constantly creating occasional encounters, coincidences, last known, close.
He was drunk and I carried him back to the hotel alone.
He smoked too much, he was not feeling well, and I bought him all kinds of sugar.
He dropped his class and I gave it to him every day.
He lost a lot of weight during that time, and my heart changed so much to buy him a nutritious meal.
He warned me more than once. He can’t forget Lee Jin-soo.
I was naive enough to think that she had emigrated.
So every time I shake my head and say, “It’s okay, I’ll walk you out. I’m sorry.
At last, thanks to my tireless efforts throughout the year, his heart was relaxed.
When he graduated, he bought a bunch of my favorite tulips and asked me if I wanted to stay and be with him.
It’s been almost three years. He’s really good to me.
We’ve always been a good couple of friends, and I don’t think I’ll ever meet a man like that again.
It was only now that he knew that those three years were nothing but a living.
I hold the wall, I stand in peace.
There were footsteps outside, and I didn’t want him to wake me up and rush into the bed, rubbing my face in my pajamas.
Plum.
The door was unlocked, and I closed my eyes immediately, and his footsteps were so far away and stopped before me.
After a few seconds, there was a low sighs in the ear.
It’s like I’ve been scratched by a cat. I’m suffocating.
Perhaps in a day when I did not know, he was at my bed in the middle of the night, and many times before he was sighs at me.
Perhaps as I charted our future, he was already planning how to separate me with dignity.
The other side of the bed was crushed, and after the sound of Zizo had passed, there was nothing but silence.
I slowly opened my eyes, suffocated my breath, and my tears fell along the angles.
Is this your New Year’s gift?
Two.
And when the night remained unsettled and the sky was covered, We departed from his house quietly.
Sitting in the morning stand waiting for the boss’s bun.
Last night we cried all night, and now we’re blowing a cold wind.
When impulsive love retreats, a lot of unwitting little things come to mind.
I’m guessing from the small things that happened in the past, I couldn’t have liked him at all, like he said, “He didn’t have any feelings for me. I’m sorry.
It’s just, I’m out of line with his white moonlight.
I laughed at myself.
“Well, it would be better to do what he wants, two months, to be distant, and to give myself a moment to forget him, and I’ll certainly put that away before he did. I’m sorry.
It is much more efficient for two people to move in the opposite direction than for one person to step back.
The grass had a few breakfasts and was about to take a taxi to work, and the phone was ringing.
I looked at the screen, and I hesitated.
Before I hesitated for a few seconds, the phone hung up.
The tweets then rebroadcast.
“Where did you go early this morning?” Why didn’t you answer the phone?”
I looked at the top nickname, wrinkled, turned him into a-a-a-day, and I said, “The company is in a hurry. I’m sorry.
He went back to me, “Okay. I’m not asking anymore.
You see, he’s a good executioner. He just said last night, it started today.
The next day, I couldn’t help myself with the phone.
I used to talk to him even when I was at work, and he came to me.
But today, the phone is as quiet as it’s broken.
After work, I went back to my house and opened up my mail, and there was no news.
No news until nightfall.
I look over our chat records, one page, in which I love you and miss you and love your sweet words.
I just can’t figure out why everything used to be fine.
It’s sour in my eyes, but I don’t want to cry.
It was only when my cell phone jumped out of 30 seconds to count down that I was in a panic to delete the keys and to delete all the conversations we had on November 21, 2 years.
Watching the machine’s mobile phone turned off, there was a slight relief in addition to a moment of pain.
3
And for the next five days, it seemed like we were suddenly cut off, and he didn’t come to me, and I stopped looking for him.
Even my colleagues around me started gossiping, and I didn’t break up with him. I was just smiling, and I wasn’t sure.
“Turn, you can’t eat like this. I can’t hold you like this again. I’m sorry.
I rua was eating corn, feeding it to cats, and counting it.
The cell phone vibrated, and I reached out, and it showed a bit of surprise.
“Hello. I’m sorry.
“Where are you?”
I laughed, “At home. I’m sorry.
“Why haven’t you sent me a message these days? I’m sorry.
I wrinkled my head, “…doing a lot. I’m sorry.
“Okay, what are you doing?”
“To feed corn to eat cat sticks. I’m sorry.
“Oh. I’m sorry.
I took a deep breath, and it’s probably been a long time since I talked.
And he felt it, and then he hung up.
I’m suffocating. That’s it. That’s it.
Actually, I didn’t lie to him. I’ve recently taken up a new project. I’m really busy.
The next day, after work, I had a bunch of stuff I wanted to go home and take care of.
Just walked out of the company door, and the foot stopped.
Pay me up.
He saw me, came towards me, brought me the information in my hand, and took my bag and carried me to the car.
I walked a few steps and broke his arms.
“Why are you suddenly here? I’m sorry.
He looked down at me for a while, “I haven’t heard from you for days. I’m sorry.
My heart hurts, so he still misses me, right?
But I thought, yes, after all, he was a little sentimental to me.
“Go to my house and cook for you. I’m sorry.
I stopped in front of the car and laughed, “No, I have a lot of work to do today. I have to get back to work. I’m sorry.
He rubbed my head, “Is it okay to go to my house?” I’m sorry.
There was no reason to say no, because I used to work overtime.
“Come on, I bought your favorite pasta. I’m sorry.
I looked up at him and noded his head.
When I came to his house, I remembered what happened that night, and I couldn’t help but get bored.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“None. I’m sorry.
He patted me on the shoulder, “Well, I’ll cook, you take care of your work, I’ll call you.” I’m sorry.
I looked down and I ran into the study.
I’m afraid a few more seconds, tears will fall.
I don’t understand him. Didn’t I keep him well the other day? Why are you looking for me today?
He’s been out for dinner because he’s been in a mess.
“Eat more. He peeled all the shrimp and put it in front of me.
Look, he really loves me.
He knows I like shrimp, but I don’t like to peel it, so he always fixes it and then gives it to me.
What if he was just saying hi? What if he doesn’t have that idea at all?
“This year, are you going home? I’m sorry.
I looked up at him, and I said, “Yeah, you wanna come back with me? Meet my parents?”
He looked up with some surprise, and then he went down very quickly.
I’ll give you one more chance to pay, if you say come with me, I can forgive you.
“…in New Year, I might be busy. I’m sorry.
“It’s okay to be busy. It’s okay to be late.” I’m a bit anxious to add.
“I may not have time, Rainy. It’s okay. Don’t worry. I’m sorry.
I looked at him for a while, and then I snapped up and noded.
Later? We don’t have any more after, Fitch.
“I’ll take a shower first. I’m sorry.
I said something about paying for the dishes, and I went into the bathroom.
He then took a quick shower, drilled into the bed, turned his back in his direction and fell asleep.
When he came in, he came to me and looked at it for a long time, and he ended up groaning and getting laid.
The next day, I got up early and left.
He didn’t even ask me this time. Why didn’t he see me in the morning?
As if nothing happened yesterday, we went back to that awkward relationship.
4
I’m standing in front of the calendar, looking at the date, cutting off another day, half a month.
Now, I won’t be staring at his cell phone anymore.
He sends me a few messages from time to time, and I don’t think about it any more.
Anyway, it’s all good.
I started working my whole life and, at the same time, I applied to the company for a transfer.
When we were together, people asked me if I wanted to work back home, and I refused to work with him.
Now, that’s stupid.
Shh…
“It’s my birthday this Saturday, you’re here with your lunch. I’m sorry.
She’s a friend of Sang-ha’s.
“…have you asked for a payment? I’m sorry.
He asked me to ask you. I’m sorry.
“I may not have time to pay myself.”
“You’re not. @Ambassah: #Jan25 “Saturday, you’re not coming. I’m sorry.
I said, “No, I’ve been busy, I’m…”
“Oh, come on, just one night. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t hold her back. I had to.
On Saturday morning, I was sitting at the table and suddenly the door was opened.
I look up and pay my feet, and suddenly I look at each other, and they’re all a little awkward.
I staggered my face with his head down with chopsticks, and I stomped on his face.
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
He came over with shoes and sat across from me.
“Today is not a birthday party for Sang-hae. I’m sorry.
“Isn’t it night?”
“Well, I thought I’d come early. I’m sorry.
He was staring at me, making me uncomfortable, dropping chopsticks.
“Have you eaten? I’ll get you one, too? I’m sorry.
He nods his head.
I left the living room in a hurry and went into the kitchen.
And then, in a few seconds, he followed in, stood behind me and looked at me.
“Get out of here, don’t help. I’m sorry.
“All right, let me see. I’m sorry.
I’m so impressed and I’m so mad today.
So I quickly cooked him a bowl of noodles, and I didn’t even call him for the eggs, so I took him out.
Then I took a few more of my faces and stood up.
“Take your time, I’ve got work to do. Let’s go out tonight. I’m sorry.
After that, I ran out of the living room.
I really don’t know how to live with him in the same room at night and pretend to sleep.
Not long ago, I heard the door outside.
I was thinking about going out. There’s a message coming from Wesson.
“I went to the supermarket. I’m sorry.
Whoo… finally gone.
When he came back, it was afternoon, and my work was done.
When I came back with a big bag, I waited a few seconds to remember to pick it up.
“Just give Sang-ha money. I’m sorry.
“This is for you. I’m sorry.
I looked up at him.
He went around me, went in front of the fridge, stuffed him in the fridge like he bought it, and he counted me.
“There’s no snack at home, I don’t know. You’re always hungry at night, you don’t eat and you have a stomachache. You love it. I’m sorry.
Heart to heart, sourness to nose.
You see, he’s like this when he ignores me and comes to care about me from time to time.
I pulled out the phone and turned him 500 bucks.
What do you mean?
“No, I just wanted to thank you, but if there’s no other way, I’ll give you the money and you’ll buy something you like. I’m sorry.
“No need. I’m sorry.
“It’s okay. Take it. I’m sorry.
He pulled the horns and laughed.
“What’s wrong with you? Why are you so polite? Isn’t it right for a boyfriend to buy food for his girlfriend? I’m sorry.
But you’re not my boyfriend anymore. I thought.
“Yes. I laughed, “I just wanted to say thank you. I’m sorry.
He didn’t talk.
At night, he took me to the hotel in a car and put a bag in my hand.
“New Year’s presents, you’ve been busy, I’ve been busy, I’ve forgotten. See if you like it. I’m sorry.
I was holding the bag tight, and I opened it, and it was a necklace.
It’s a great aesthetic. Every time he gives me something, it’s a good thing.
“Thank you. I’m sorry.
“Don’t be so polite. He looked at me and he pinched my face, “Yes, you like it. I’m sorry.
The way he looked at me was full of spoils, and suddenly my mind-building was shaken.
I bit my teeth, and I thought, it was really the last time.
“Why don’t you send the ring? I’m sorry.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
“It’s been almost three years, and it’s time for the ring. I’m sorry.
He was silent for a while, during which I became nervous and sweaty.
It’s really the last time you’ll ever do anything, and if you don’t value it, I can’t shake it.
“You got a deal? I’m sorry.
“It’s settled, isn’t it?”
“The rain, I think I can do it again and so on. I’m sorry.
I was holding the bag with my hands loose, my head down, and I laughed softly, and I didn’t know if I was laughing at him or at myself.
“Well, don’t worry, it’s okay. I’m just saying, don’t worry. I’m sorry.
After that, don’t look at him anymore, look out the window.
5
I wasn’t very high at the whole birthday party, just sitting next to him and talking to each other.
In fact, I don’t like some of his friends, because they always talk about Lee Jing-soo, and they’re always talking about their unforgettable childhood.
I fought.
One time I showed up unhappy, they waved, smiled.
“No way. Are you mad? Don’t worry, we all grew up together. We’ll miss her when we get out. Besides, it’s all yours now. Don’t be so sensitive. I’m sorry.
And I’ll give you a hug, and I’ll tell you, “I love you only, big. I’m sorry.
Since then, I’ve been in this state with them, right or wrong, and I’ll just be happy.
After that, he wanted to take me home, and I refused because I had to work early tomorrow.
He didn’t say anything. Maybe he was surprised by the marriage I just proposed.
After that day, my work started to get really busy, working overtime or on business trips for three days.
One day, I was waiting at the airport for a plane to Shanghai to call me.
“Come to my house for dinner today?”
I frowned, I just tried to say no. The airport report came.
“Please note that your flight 3u8256 will take off soon…”
“Where are you going at the airport?”
“Ah, I’m on business. I’m sorry.
He was silent for a few seconds, then he complained, “Why didn’t he tell me? I’m sorry.
“There’s nothing to say. What do you want? I’m sorry.
“It’s okay. I wanted to bring you to my house for dinner. I’m sorry.
“Oh, I’m getting on the plane. Hang on. I’m sorry.
I took a breath and thought of me again.
When he arrived in Shanghai, he saw the message he sent me.
“Let me know when we get there.” I’m sorry.
“Just call me.” I’m sorry.
I deleted the record and ignored it.
Before he went to bed at night, he sent me a video call, I hung up, and he gave me a voice.
“Why did you hang up?”
“I’m not dressed, I can’t. I’m sorry.
“…” he whispered, “Well, how come he didn’t tell me? I’m sorry.
“Forget. I’m sorry.
“How many days?”
“Uncertain. I’m sorry.
“Come back and tell me I’ll pick you up at the airport. I’m sorry.
“No, I’ll take a cab myself. I’m sorry.
“…”and he took a few seconds, and he said, “Did I say to get married the other day? I’m sorry.
“Ah?” I’m kind of stunned.
“What happens to you these days? I think you’re mad at me, but I don’t know why you’re not happy, okay? I’m sorry.
Am I the only one who’s wrong? I have some sad thoughts.
“No, you’re thinking too much, I’m just a little busy. I’m sorry.
“I don’t want to say it. We’ll talk when you get back. I’m sorry.
I still didn’t tell him to take a cab home the day I got back.
After packing, taking a bath, I picked up a pen and rowed the calendar for days.
For more than a month, I feel like I’m halfway out, at least right now, I’m not going to be too volatile for him.
I guess he’s breaking up with me now, and I can do it in peace.
Six.
He came to pick me up on my third day back, and I don’t know how he knew I was back, but maybe he asked a friend.
When I saw him standing in front of the company, he looked unhappy, and I knew that today was the day to argue.
“Why are you here? I’m sorry.
And he did not speak, but he watched me dead, and took my bag and carried me to the garage.
I wanted to get out, but he was tight and I had to follow him in compromise.
He won’t talk to me on the way, and I won’t bother talking to him.
I don’t know why he’s not happy. Because I came back and didn’t tell him?
Then why didn’t he tell me he was going to dump me because of the moonlight?
When I got to his house, I changed my shoes and he grabbed me.
I turned around calmly and looked at him.
“Why didn’t you tell me? I’m sorry.
“I said no. I’m sorry.
“So what? So you can go on business without telling me, and you don’t have to tell me when you come back. I’m sorry.
I sneezed and threw his hand away, “I don’t want to argue with you. I’m sorry.
He was staring at me and breathing.
At that moment, I was hoping he’d say goodbye, but he didn’t.
He went around me and went to his room.
I was standing there for a while and I was going back.
Just changed his shoes and he’s out again.
“Where are you going?”
“I’m going home. I’m sorry.
“Is this your house?”
I’m a little speechless, “What do you think? I’m sorry.
He looked at me for a few seconds, pressed a few temples with his hand and then came and pulled me to the couch.
Turn to the kitchen and cook.
I sighed, shrugged my shoulders, stood up, went to the Lord, opened the closet and found a lot of my clothes in it.
When we were together for two years, I put forward the idea of living together, and he refused because he was inconvenient.
So I used to bring a lot of my stuff back then, trying to make this house smell like me.
I’m reaching out, I’m putting up some clothes and I’m going to take them back tomorrow.
I think, just like that, a brain came in, and now it’s better to move back in a little bit, and one day it’ll be finished.
After dinner, I took an early shower and went to bed.
What I didn’t think was that he got into bed this time and grabbed me from behind.
I didn’t move, he put it in my ear and whispered.
Yuen, why don’t you let me hug you before you go to bed? I’m sorry.
I used to do it.
I closed my eyes and let him hold.
When I wasn’t moving, he was cuddled, buried on my neck, kissed.
“I haven’t hugged you in a long time. I’m sorry.
I used to like to let him sleep with me, but he was too hot to let me go in the middle of the night and sleep on his back.
So I offered to hold him for half an hour before sleeping, and then split up.
He was a little impatient, but he agreed.
I still didn’t say anything. That night, he held me like that.
In the middle of the night, I suddenly remembered to go to the bathroom and found him not in bed, and I walked to the door and opened a little stitches.
He’s on the phone again.
“I know, I just suddenly found out I couldn’t leave her. A month of distance, she thought she could think too hard, couldn’t control herself, and she got back. I’m sorry.
I’m just a little…
“I don’t know what to do. I’m a mess. I’m sorry.
“Yes, I can’t forget LEE Jing-suk, but I’ve been with me for years. Still, I have no feelings for her. I’m sorry.
“I don’t know if she told me about her marriage, but I’ve had a hard time with her. I’m sorry.
“…Jing Shu will be back in two weeks and I’m in a mess. I’m sorry.
I’ve been staring at you for two weeks.
That can’t wait any longer.
I closed the door, finished the toilet and went back to bed.
The next morning, he woke up with a hand across his waist.
I wrinkled and tried to take it away, and as soon as it moved, he grabbed his arm and grabbed me in my arms.
“Why are you up so early?”
“I have to go to work. I pushed his hand away.
“Get some sleep. I’ll drop you off later. I’m sorry.
“No, I can’t sleep. Go to sleep. I’m sorry.
He opened his eyes to me for a while.
“I’m not sleeping either. Take you to breakfast. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t take it off. I had to go out with him for breakfast.
Then he took me to work, and when I got off, he grabbed my hand.
“I’ll pick you up this afternoon. I’m sorry.
I was wondering, “Why pick me up? Aren’t you busy?
“I’m not very busy lately. “Take you to dinner, sleep.” The next day I sent you. I’m sorry.
“No, I’ve been really busy these days, trying to get some sleep in the morning. I’m sorry.
He looked at me for a few seconds, “So I’m going to your house. I’m sorry.
I sat back again. “What do you want?”
“No, I just missed you. I held you last night and slept the best night of my days. I’m sorry.
I can’t help it. I’m sorry.
“Why?”
I laughed, that’s it.
“Thai, I’m a little tired to break up. I’m sorry.
And then a few seconds later, his eyebrow snapped together, “Why? Just because I said get married and wait. I’m sorry.
“No, it’s not. I’m sorry.
“What’s that for?” He put my body right and looked at him.
I couldn’t help but laugh at him.
“What are you upset about? Isn’t that what you think I am? I’m sorry.
And he was like, “What do you mean? I’m sorry.
“More? Didn’t you say to distance first and then find a proper reason to separate? Isn’t that what you think it is? I’m sorry.
He’s stuck. I can feel him holding my hand.
“You… you heard that day?”
“Yeah, I heard you. I heard you last night. So you don’t have to worry. Go to your moonlight. I’ll dump you. I’m sorry.
He pulled my arm.
“No, Yuen, I…”
I waited silently for him to say what he said later, and he was with me for half a day and I didn’t say it.
Did you ever wonder what would happen if I hadn’t heard? I’m sorry.
He didn’t make a sound.
“I’ll keep my head on my ass when you’re out of my way, and I’ll keep thinking about myself, and I’ll keep flattering you. In the end, you finally found the right reason to break up with me and Li Jin-soo. I’m sorry.
“I’m going to question myself again and again, whether I’m bad or not, so you gave me up. I’m sorry.
I laughed.
“I could get depressed, you know? However, all this, just because you don’t like me so much, has been planned. I’m sorry.
I looked up and looked him in the eye,
“I can’t really understand it. We’ve been together for almost three years and I’ve been in love with you for a year. I don’t think I did anything wrong. Why are you so mean to me? Because I like you?”
He finally had a moment of panic on his face.
I… I was…
“Well, that’s it, actually, for over a month, I think I’ve forgotten about you, really. But I can’t forgive you. It’s impossible. That’s it. Stop looking for me. I’m sorry.
He’s been staring at me for a long time. I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
“Good. “Well, let’s split up. I’m sorry.
I smiled, noded my head and walked away.
7
The next day, while I was eating at lunch, I went to the family house to pay for his family’s belongings.
I called him this afternoon.
“Hey, your keys. I’m putting the tea table on. My keys. When will you give them back? I’m sorry.
He stopped there a long time ago. “Are you sure? Yuen. If you don’t want to split up, we can stay together. I’m sorry.
I’m a little impatient.
“Can you stop asking questions? I asked you about the keys. I’ve thought about it. Don’t worry. I’ll never find you again. I’m sorry.
Yuen, I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
“Thai, you say 10,000 words of apology and you can’t erase the fact that you’re a scum. I’ll change the lock. I’m sorry.
After I hung up, I deleted all his contacts, including his friends.
In the next few days, I received good news that my request for transfer was passed.
8
“Mom, I don’t want this. I’m sorry.
I watched the cabbage tofu soup at the table, and I fell into my head.
It’s been almost two months since my parents got fat.
So the old Lins are going to give me a diet.
“Eat, I added you some meat. I’m sorry.
“Oh, Dad, I don’t want to eat. I’m sorry.
Knock, knock, knock.
“Who?” I’ll get up and open the door.
Open the door and I’ll stay put.
It was so thin, it was so sweet, he saw me, he had a good look, and he smiled.
“It’s Rain. I’m sorry.
I wrinkled, and I said, “This is…
“Who?” My dad followed.
“Hello, Uncle, I’m Yuen’s friend. I’m sorry.
My dad took a long look at me and he came in.
“I brought some gifts for my aunt and uncle. I’m sorry.
I picked the frown, stopped him from coming in, turned around and told my dad.
“Dad, it’s work he wants me to talk to. I’ll be back soon. I’m sorry.
After that, I put on my shoes, raised my gifts and planned to go out.
He held my hand.
“Let’s leave the gift. I’m sorry.
I pushed him away.
“No, no, no, no, no, no, no. I’m sorry.
I put the gift in his hand and took him downstairs.
“What can I do for you? An invitation? I’m sorry.
He looked at me a little tired and said, “Why didn’t you tell me? I asked a lot of people to know you were back. I’m sorry.
I was whispering at him.
“No need. What’s going on?
He dropped the present and pulled me, “I miss you. I’m sorry.
“Huh. I dumped him, “The Chief is joking.” I’m sorry.
He was smiling and shaking his head, and his tone was full of grief, “I didn’t, I couldn’t forget you. I can’t forget anything. I’m sorry.
I turned my head and swab him.
“I can’t forget. What can’t I forget? I was dealing with it in the end, less than two months, and I forgot it, and now it’s even more so. I’m sorry.
I laughed ironically, “I’m afraid I won’t be needed for a week. I’m sorry.
“No, it’s not. His eyes start to turn red, and he says, “It was me who didn’t see it before. You should be angry. It’s okay. I’ll catch up with you. I’ll wait for you. I’m sorry.
“You’re sick now. What? Lee Jin-soo dumped you again? I’m sorry.
He shakes his head.
“We’ve been together for almost three years. I told you at least three times to come visit my parents, but you? There’s always every reason to get out. What? Now you want to come again?”
“Sorry. I’m sorry.
“I don’t accept it. Fuck off. I’m sorry.
Leave him alone and I’ll go upstairs myself.
I gave you a chance, you don’t treasure it, you pay.
Well, fuck off. I don’t have anyone else who can and can live well.
9
See you in a week.
The day I looked at the company’s payday, and I stood in front of the car and looked at me with a nice bunch of roses.
I see you. Come on. Give me the flowers.
The colleagues around me had a gossiped look on their faces and I had to follow him.
“Did I not make myself clear last week? I’m sorry.
He smiled, “Yes, but I told you, I’ll wait for you. I’m sorry.
I frowned and looked at him, “What are you doing now?” Act?
“No, I just want you back. I’m sorry.
I’m speechless.
He groped in the bag for a while, pulled out a little box and shoved it in my hand.
“The ring I ordered is here. Look, like it. I’m sorry.
I looked at him, “What do you mean? I’m sorry.
“No point. I just wanted to give you a ring. I’m sorry.
“It’s not appropriate to send the ring after breaking up. I’m sorry.
“So get back together. I’m sorry.
I laughed at him.
“You’re so funny. How can you say that so easily? Didn’t you push me off first? You said how to split up, and you said to fix it. I’m sorry.
And he raised his eyes, and his eyes were dark,
“Sorry, Yuen. I was… very confused, really not a thing, but I realized very quickly that I loved you. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Love me? No, it’s just that you still have feelings for me. I’m sorry.
“No, no. He pulled me up a little bit, “Rain, you probably don’t understand. I grew up with Lee Jin-soo, and I always thought I’d never love another person like I loved her again.” But when you show up, you break this idea, and when you’re separated from me, I’m nothing, even if Lee is back, it doesn’t change. I’m sorry.
He made some compromises and said, “That’s when I saw that I loved you, so I came back to you. I’m sorry.
“So what? Do I have to be responsible for your childish mistakes? I’m sorry.
He shakes his head, “No, I’m wrong, I’m responsible.” I just want you back. Yuhan, give me a chance. I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry, Chief, I don’t feel anything now, I don’t hate you anymore. So, you don’t do this nonsense anymore. I’m sorry.
After that, I got out of the car and threw roses in a garbage can and took a cab home.
It could have been me. He didn’t bother me for the next half month anyway.
I didn’t see him, except for the phone call, which I’ll send me.
10
“Let me introduce you to a blind date. I’m sorry.
I’m a little desperate, “Mom, I don’t hate marriage. I’m sorry.
“Oh, it’s nothing. I’m sorry.
I can’t stop my mom, I have to go.
The date was a very polite gentleman, and a conversation didn’t, at least, embarrass me.
“I’m happy today, I hope you too. I’m sorry.
I unzipped my seatbelt and laughed back, “Of course. I’m sorry.
Get out of the car and he hand me the bag.
“Do you want to go to the movies tomorrow? I’m sorry.
It’s nothing tomorrow anyway. I nod.
“Good night, then. I’m sorry.
“Good night. I’m sorry.
I see his car’s gone and I’m going back.
After a few steps, I was held by a man from behind, and I couldn’t react, and I was held up.
Watch it, it’s a payday.
I was on fire and I struggled.
“You’re fucking sick. Put me down. I’m sorry.
He’s got me in the back seat and he’s following me.
“You fucking… I’m sorry.
He bit my lips like he was going to eat me, he choked my neck with his hand, he put his hand on my back, and I couldn’t get away with it.
I took a good bite at him, and suddenly there was a blood in my mouth.
He split up for a second and put it up again.
Kissing makes me feel like I’m going to suffocate.
“Who is he?”
“It’s none of your business. I’m sorry.
“I told you to wait for me.”
“You’ve got a big fucking face. Why am I waiting for you? I’m sorry.
I pushed him away, he breathed a few breaths, and he had enough for his bag to start looking.
“This is my account book, ID, property, bank card…”
I’m a little confused. “What are you doing? I’m sorry.
He pulled me with his nose to his nose. “I’ll come up with you to meet Uncle and Auntie. Then we go get married. I’m sorry.
I looked up, “Are you crazy? I’m sorry.
“Yeah, I went crazy when I saw you coming down from his car. I’m sorry.
He held me tight.
“I know it’s wrong. Don’t take me, Yuen. I know it’s wrong. You don’t… you don’t want me anymore.”
His voice has become a little shaking, and my nose has begun to sour.
I close my eyes and get back to the mood.
“You didn’t want me first. I’m sorry.
“I really know wrong. I can wait until you forgive me for as long as you want, but you can’t leave me. Didn’t we used to be good?”
He’s holding my face tight again.
“Don’t you want to get married? Let’s get married, okay? I’ll never do anything stupid again. I swear, I love you all my life. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “No good. I can’t be with you anymore. This thing is like a can, I can’t get past. I’m sorry.
Half loud, he raised his head and his eyes were shining.
“…do I really have that unforgivable? I’m sorry.
I’m nodding in peace.
“For me, yes. I’m sorry.
He held his hands in my face and looked at me for a long time, until my neck began to get sore, he let go.
“Lin Yuhan, no matter how hard I try, we can’t go back, can we? I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
He took his strength off, his head was buried on my neck, and I felt it coming from my neck.
He cried with great restraint, without even a sound, with breath and tears dripping.
I thought, sadly, it was so familiar that I cried that night.
That day, before he left, he told me,
“I won’t bother you again. I wish you happiness. But Yuen, I’ll be waiting for you if you think about it one day and we’ll get married. I’m sorry.
And I smiled and said, “I wish you happiness too. Don’t worry, it won’t be that day. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
After I spoke to my best friend from Xinjiang, who had just travelled back from Xinjiang, she said nothing, took me on a trip, said she was distracted.
I switched, and I followed her.
Shh…
“Hello? Hello?
“It’s me, Yuen. * I’m stunned, it’s Sang-hae.*
“Ah, what’s wrong?”
“No, I just wanted to ask you, did you get a real break with Payday? I’m sorry.
“Oh, it’s already divided. I’m sorry.
She was suffocating, “I know this, and I didn’t call to persuade you to forgive him, just to tell you. I’m sorry.
She took a slow breath.
“Li Jin-soo’s back, he’s not with her, he didn’t do anything wrong. He was high, but after calling my boyfriend, he kept regretting that he wanted to alienate you, but he couldn’t help but notice you. He loves you, Yuen. I just wanted to tell you that your three years of relationships have not been wasted. I’m sorry.
I laughed.
“What do you mean you didn’t do wrong to me? I think psychosis counts. I’m sorry.
“Yes, I’m afraid you’ll feel like you’ve fed your three-year feelings to the dogs and suspected yourself. I’m sorry.
“No, I didn’t do anything wrong. I’m sorry.
“All right. “I really like you and I really want to be friends with you. But now that I’m in a different position, I wish you happiness and forget him. You deserve better. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Okay, thanks, you too. I’m sorry.
I hung up on the phone and Xu Qing came and asked me, “Who is it? I’m sorry.
“A friend. I’m sorry.
I don’t want to talk about it, and she doesn’t ask, “Oh. Let’s go. Go see Mommy. I’m sorry.
I looked at the beauty of the scenery, and suddenly in my head I thought of the lyrics: “The sky is flying five words, that’s nothing.”
Give me a charade.
“How is it? Beautiful. On the next day, happy, forget it and break it. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I lifted up my camera and I took a pink, purple evening, “I’ll take this year’s break off.” I’m sorry.
I broke up with this man.
Hsui-ching me.
“Yes, why do we feel sorry for a few dog men while we’re young to see mountains, water, everything in this world and the country’s mighty mountains?” Our youth cannot be abandoned except for ourselves. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Yeah, we’re all alone. I’m sorry.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
