What’s so sweet about it?

My uncle raised me 12 years old, and he taught me a lot of first times.

I like him, but I don’t like the woman he brought back.

I hid outside his bedroom door and listened to the sound of it.

Suddenly, a squeak opened the door.

I saw a woman with a red face standing in front of me, and I saw a clear shock.

Then he appeared behind her in a bathrobe.

“It’s yours…” And the woman rubbing in his arms and whispering like water.

“The niece. * And he looked at me and said *

“Oh, that’s so cute. “The woman was obviously surprised, though she didn’t know what was going on, and she was smiling and reaching out to me.

I don’t give a shit. I just stare at him.

“You go. He said to the woman, “It’s cold, it’s his way of doing it.”

All these years, he brought back a lot of women, but I’m still not used to them.

When the woman got out of the door, he was lazy and ready to go back to his room.

I stood at the door, bit my teeth, followed him into the bedroom.

He’s just about to take off his bathrobe, micro-side face, “Nam, get out. I’m sorry.

“No, no. I stood there stubbornly.

He could not help but groan and change his clothes. He took a cigarette, sat on a couch chair, lit it on his head, and then looked at me through the smoke. “When did I get back? I don’t know. I’m sorry.

I thought he’d scold me for eavesdropping and saying a big story about not having an idea about him, and even saying bad things about me not to come back to this house again.

But he didn’t. That made it impossible for me to say the lines that I had prepared.

“So what if you know? We’re still bringing different women. “I can’t help but control the mood.

“The little girl has grown up and has a temper. “How did he get back?” I’m sorry.

“Sit on the bus. I don’t understand why he’s always bending around with me.

He put out the smoke, went to the door, pulled the door and asked me out.

And We stood still for a few seconds, and saw his eyes blackened, lest he should be angry, and had to walk towards the door.

“Come next time, call in advance. He speaks harshly, without question.

I bit my teeth and walked out the door, and I said, “No.”

He looked at me, and I couldn’t talk, and he suffocated, “Sit on the bus. Next time I send someone to pick you up. I’m sorry.

It seemed like there was something going on inside, and I turned around, and I looked at his insinuable eyes, and I said, “Are you so good to me because of my parents? I’m sorry.

And he stunned God, and then he spitd out a word, “Yes.” I’m sorry.

His frankness really stings me, and I turn around and hold my tears, “I don’t need this concern. I’m sorry.

He said he didn’t turn back.

“His Wild Cat” is a hypocritical uncle, a gentle and brutal uncle, a young girl who knows everything.

Two.

He’s called Jiang Jun, 32 years old this year.

I lost my parents when I was 12 and stayed at his house.

It makes me very distressed that he introduced me as his niece and even increasingly took me away from him.

I’m just trying to be his girlfriend now.

I stayed in my room and I was angry in front of the mirror.

I’m not like the women he brought back, and I’m not like their teeth that he likes.

When I complained to myself, I received a message from my roommate, Lynn.

“Nam, I’m out tonight. If my mom calls you, you tell me I’m with you. I’m sorry.

I said, “Okay. I’m sorry.

Lynne is the best in love. He’s a freshman. He’s changed his boyfriend.

A thought flashed my mind.

I texted her again, “How can a man fall for you? I’m sorry.

I regret it when I’m done.

“I like you. Take it apart and you’ll know the answer. The letter that she wrote back made me understand.

I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I’ve finally figured out what she means.

I flipped out the black lace suit from the bottom of the closet a long time ago and put it on.

I looked in front of the mirror and I was afraid to look at myself in the mirror.

I’ve always been educated by girls to be polite and honest and to be a nice lady.

But I thought of all the women he had brought back over the past few months, and he walked out with his head covered in a towel.

It’s dark out there, and I didn’t turn on the light and walk to the kitchen naked.

I waited in the kitchen for him to arrive.

Because he smokes too much, his voice isn’t too good. He comes down for a drink at night.

I did — I heard him step on a slipper downstairs.

The footsteps are getting closer and my heart is beating.

I told myself I couldn’t back down and pulled my towels off some.

When he comes in, I can act as if I’m surprised, and the towel goes down naturally.

Everything is perfect.

I’m looking forward to seeing him messing around…

But when he came in, I was surprised to scream, and before the towel fell, a suit jacket flew over and covered me from head to tail.

I’m blinded.

“Who are you afraid of not turning on the lights at midnight?” He was quiet and insensitive.

All I saw was he opened the fridge, took water, grunted a few sips and turned around and left.

Throughout this process, I’ve been restless and restless.

Finally, I reached out and pulled off his suit with my towel.

“I’m not a kid anymore. I’m 20 years old. I’ve had the greatest courage in my life to break this relationship.

“I’m a woman, too. Can’t you see? I’m sorry.

I said one more thing with my eyes closed.

The result was quiet.

I opened my eyes, there was no shadow of him in the kitchen, but I myself had a sad reflection in the moonlight.

He’s gone?

So, did I just confess to the air?

I don’t know how to describe my bad mood at this moment.

A little while later, I got another tweet.

“I’ll go out and have the housekeeper take you back to school tomorrow. I’m sorry.

I looked on the phone screen for a while.

3

Seeing Uncle again was half a month later at his parents’ house.

During this period, he sent one or two tweets asking me if I had any money to spend, and there was nothing else to say.

I’d like to ask him in person why he’s avoiding me and not texting me.

However, he took a woman home with his hand and ate her food, and he did not refuse.

I can’t eat anything with chopsticks. I’m so jealous.

What does it mean if a man doesn’t call you for half a month? I’m sorry.

“He’s not interested in you. I can imagine Lynne’s certainty when she said that, “Who the hell are you? I’m sorry.

I’m having a hard time holding my hand on the screen.

He’s not interested in me.

“What does that man mean by bringing a girl home for dinner? “I’m still holding my last hope and displeasure.”

And then the next second, my hope is broken again.

“So he identified this woman and wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. Congratulations…”

Then she sent another line of text, and I didn’t want to read it, but I felt like I was bleeding.

I didn’t keep eating, I hid in Uncle’s room.

Uncle didn’t seem to notice anything. He went straight to the bathroom with his clothes.

I bit my teeth, took off my clothes, and put on a shirt and went to the bathroom.

I stood before him with the determination to die.

He lay in the tub, closed his eyes and fell asleep, and after a few seconds, he opened his eyes and saw a moment of surprise and then wrinkled his frown.

He’s been staring at me. I don’t know where to put it.

At this moment, I was afraid that he would be disappointed in me and that he would never see me again when he was angry.

He just reached out and rubbed his hand at his temple, as if he had tried to contain the anger and soon returned to calm.

“Why don’t you eat? I’m sorry.

“No appetite. “I bit on my lips, and I hated his occasional concern, and I hated the longer he was cold, and the more I wanted to get angry, I just asked him, “Are you going to marry that woman downstairs?” I’m sorry.

“…”and suddenly he changed his serious look, “it’s not a child’s concern. I’m sorry.

“Why her? “I hold my fist and my hands sweat.

“Why not her?”

‘Cause I’m trying hard to weigh my worth, and I can’t stop losing my mind because I like you and I want to be with my uncle. I’m sorry.

We’ve been frozen for seconds.

He couldn’t help but sigh, “Nam, come on. I’m sorry.

“I’m not joking. I’m serious. I’m sorry.

“You know what you’re saying? “I’m your uncle.” I’m sorry.

“You’re not. I said, “You and I have no blood. Why do you make me call me uncle? I’m sorry.

It’s probably when I poked him out of his mouth, and he waved, and he said, “You go out first, you’re inappropriate. I’m sorry.

“I don’t. I don’t want to go back, I want an answer.

He was probably forced by me to do it, and suddenly he changed his soft voice, and he got me, “Nam, you listen to me and go out first, it doesn’t work for you.” I’m sorry.

“I don’t care. I am still stubborn.

“There are consequences you can’t afford! * He finally got mad, and his eyes were full of anger, and I was scared. *

Even so, I’d rather not listen to it, and then I’d be bleeding, and I didn’t even think about it.

Under the foam is his hot body, like a fool. I’ve dreamed of being so close to him a million times, and when I’m so close to him, I’m so nervous that I’m all alone.

It’s too much for me to get upset.

The more calm he is, the more nervous I am.

At the end of the day, I was the one who jumped on it, and I was the one who was so stressed out.

“Get up?” His voice was floating over my head, and he was a bit dumb and a little bit helpless.

I’ve reached out with one hand and tried to stand up, but I don’t know where to borrow it, the chest, the abdomen, the arm, it doesn’t seem right anywhere. I finally gave up and cried, “I can’t get up.” I’m sorry.

He looked at me and suddenly laughed, and the next second he stretched his hand out of the towel and wrapped me in a tub, and then he raised me and took the robe on my back.

After he was done with himself, he came to hand me a towel and a blow-dryer, and said to me, “Dry your hair and I’ll have Aunt Zhang bring it up later. I’m sorry.

He’s leaving now.

“Jang Moon.” * I can’t stop him. I’m afraid he won’t talk to me again.*

And he’s like, “What’s going on today, what’s going on today, I don’t think I’ve ever heard of it, and I’ll stop being so casual. I’m sorry.

He didn’t hesitate to walk out of the bathroom.

Leave me alone and weep.

4

I was sent back to school.

I sat in the back of the car with him, and nobody spoke.

He seems busy and the phone hasn’t stopped.

But he doesn’t talk very much, just a little bit.

I was angry when he saw me weeping in my eyes, but without a word of comfort.

“You don’t want to talk to me? I’m sorry.

He just hung up a phone and another bell rings, and I finally can’t stand it.

He hung up for a while and finally put down his hands.

The cell phone has been vibrating, and the atmosphere in the car is embarrassing.

“Nam, you’ve grown up, there are things you don’t have to tell me. He rubbed his temple, apparently making it difficult for him.

“I don’t know, Jiang Yuen, I don’t know, why can’t I like you just because you were raised by my parents, so I can only be your niece? I’m sorry.

He didn’t talk, he just kept staring at me.

“During eight years, you didn’t like me at all? The more silent he is, the more I want to shout.

He still didn’t answer me. He just touched a cigarette, turned his head up, rolled down the window, looked out the window, “No. I’m sorry.

When I opened my mouth, my tears fell unchallenged. His two words were like a sharp knife, tearing my heart apart. “You lie.” I’m sorry.

And suddenly he looked at me, and he looked at me, and he took a deep breath, and he said, “Nam, you’re only 20 years old, you’ve got a great youth, you’ve got your friends, you’ve got your studies, you’ve got your boyfriend, you’ve got your life, I’ve got my life. I’m sorry.

“I’ll get married, start my own family, have my own children. You’re not gonna need me anymore, you know? I’m sorry.

He’s staring at me after he’s done.

He said he’d have his own family and his own children, and my entire brain was blank.

“Stop the car. “I suddenly lost my patience.

The driver in front heard it.

“Stop, I’m getting off. I’ve had enough of this depressing atmosphere and I just want to run away.

Nam, stop it. He came to me softly.

“What am I? “I went crazy to drive the door.

“Stop the car. The driver was forced to stop.

I went underground and threw myself at the door.

He didn’t get off.

It’s just that wherever I go, the car follows me slowly.

I’m not in the mood either.

It’s just a man who’s lost his mind by the side of the road.

Then the day began to rain, and somehow he stood behind me, without talking, and followed.

“Don’t you think it’s cruel of you to keep me away from you while you keep me from fantasizing about you and doing something like this that makes me wrong? “I turned back and hit him in the chest, and he reached out with a reflex and took my head.

He stunned for a few seconds and finally pulled up my hand and shoved the umbrella into my hand. I’m sorry.

It’s not going back to the rain.

He’s really tall, he has a straight back.

In the last eight years, it’s just a figure of my own, in every single night I’m afraid, to rely on me and pull me ashore at my darkest hour.

But then, at a glance, he would draw a line from me, telling me that he was going to live his life and that he would never have me in his life, as if someone had taken a piece of meat from me alive and I could not breathe in pain.

But I also know that, as he said, he took care of me only because of my parents’ dying orders. I am only responsible. He didn’t mix any other feelings with me.

Everything was my wish.

Back in the bedroom, I hacked his tweets and deleted his contact.

And I feel like I’m not interested in being so thick, and people have been so direct that they don’t accept me or even hate me.

4

Then the entire bedroom knew I was broke up.

But they don’t know who I’m for.

“Nam, there’s a lot of good men in the world, why do you have to hang from a tree? I’m sorry.

“Yeah, you’re so pretty. There’s so many guys in the class who like you.”

“Look, the fastest way out of a relationship is to start a new relationship. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

The roommates were talking about how to save my bad mood.

I’m really crying.

Nam, I’m going to a party with my boyfriend tomorrow. “The parties are rich and handsome, and they will find what you like.” I’m sorry.

Listen to her, my first reaction is to refuse.

But then I thought it was time for me to go out and see another man. My world should not be surrounded by someone who doesn’t love me.

So the next day, at the instigation of Lynn, I put on a black hammock, stepped on his heels and went to the feast.

There were some successful guys in the suit, and I admire her for taking her 30-year-old boyfriend in between.

I sat on the sofa and suddenly thought about the moon.

Isn’t he gonna need a girlfriend like Lynne, beautiful, generous, and lively?

And, like me, it’s impossible to see a crowd that’s too nervous to look around.

Thinking about it, I’m a little angry. I’m so mad at myself that he’s been so well protected over the years that I’ve never been to a social event like this, and I’ve never been so anxious to study people’s lives.

I took a glass of wine with my hands, and I learned how Lynne looked and drank it.

I’ve never had a drink before, Uncle never let me. He says girls, drink is easy to lose.

I used to listen to him, but I don’t want to hear it now.

So I had a few more drinks.

Just as I drank to the point where a man’s head was dizzy, the crowd suddenly boiled, and I looked at the crowd in a bit.

Then I saw the river moon.

He was surrounded by people and came in like a star.

Am I hallucinating? What is he doing here?

The next second I woke up, because I saw his left hand being held by a woman.

The last time I ate, Qin Rain.

Her face was always filled with a smile, a tiara, a plentiful, small, gentle and elegant place, which made the women present inferior.

I saw her standing next to him, saying hello to everyone, and he was free to laugh and smile every once in a while, and she was a beautiful couple.

I realized all of a sudden why she finally took Uncle.

I’m like a ventilated balloon, and I don’t have a fight.

5

As I was about to walk away, a woman sounded.

“Moon, isn’t this your little niece? Qin Rain smiled and greeted me.

And everyone’s eyes were on me, and for a moment I felt numb.

Who did you come with? She took the river to my side.

I looked up at him with a bit of a surprise, and then I didn’t look so good.

“My classmate. I’m telling you the truth.

I want to go. I don’t want to stay for a second.

“The niece”? Chief Jiang, when did you have this beautiful niece? I’m sorry.

“Yeah, it’s so deep, why is your niece still hiding?” I’m sorry.

“Hello, little sister. I’m a friend of your uncle’s. Come sit with him. I’m sorry.

A bunch of guys in suits started kidding me.

I stand in shame.

“Sister, come to my brother. Don’t hang around with them. They’re not good people. I’m sorry.

A man who looks younger comes over and zealously pulls my wrist and pulls me to his table.

“Chang Zheng. “The moon of the river, which was silent, suddenly called out a warning to this man.

“What are you doing? Don’t look so harsh all day. You scared the little niece. The man named Chen Qiang pushed me out of the river and tried to pull me away. I’m sorry.

My head was buzzing and he pulled me away.

He was staring at me when he came across the river. I’m sorry.

“You’re a pain in the ass, you’re a pain in the ass. Chen Zhui interrupted him.

I don’t really want to talk to him. I just want someone to get me out of here.

And I just took a step out, and the other hand was held by him, “Go home, this is not where you should be.” I’m sorry.

I think he’s humiliating me. I’m not decent enough to lose face in a place like this?

I bit my teeth, threw his hand away, and said to Chen, “Big brother, I want to get some air.” I’m sorry.

“Aah … good. “It’s been a long time since Chen Zheng laughed and deliberately passed on his eyes to the river.

It’s supposed to be tough enough because before I left, he shouted my full name, “Sho-nam.” I’m sorry.

If he had called me by my full name before, I would have known that I had done too much, but now I want to see him angry.

When I saw him angry, I felt a sense of revenge.

I threw his hand away and walked out of the banquet hall with Chen.

He took me to his co-pilot, tied my seatbelt and looked at me with interest.

“Where to?” My voice is soft.

“Do you dare take you for a blowjob and go with your brother? He smiled and asked me.

I barely looked at him and concluded he was a playboy, “Of course I dared to go where my brother went.” I’m sorry.

“Huh…” And suddenly he smiles again, “Funny.” I’m sorry.

Drop it, the car slipped out.

Red wine is so strong, I think I’m about to burn.

And then I thought about what he said.

“Brother, can you take me somewhere to sleep? I suddenly interrupted him.

I mean literally, but I don’t know if he’s mistaken.

I’m so heavy, so dizzy, I want to sleep now.

“Are you sure? “Your uncle will skin me.” I’m sorry.

“…”he talks about the moon and my head hurts.

Thinking he brought his girlfriend to the party and he was dressed like a fool, and I got more angry.

“How was your relationship with my uncle? I asked him suddenly.

He waited and looked at me, “No good. I’m sorry.

“No, what the hell?” I’m just saying, “The whole man is paralyzed by the co-driver.

“So rebel?” He said, but still took me to a place.

Then the memories were a little blurry, and I felt asleep.

And then I was woken up by a phone call.

“No move! I’m not moving!

“Are you a man? I have taken your niece in my heart, and you will be avenged.

Brother, it’s your niece who wants to come to me. I didn’t touch her. She’s sleeping.

“It’s not what you think. She’s asleep. She’s asleep.

“Do you want to be such a pervert, I’m doing good, and you’re taking orders from my company?

“Come on, I’ll take your niece back. Don’t you move my company. Please. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

Then I barely opened my eyes and saw Chen Zheng hang up and come to me.

“Waking up? His hands stood by my bed, he looked down at me, and his voice was soft and he was helpless, “You may need to get up, I have to get you back. I’m sorry.

“Where to? I just woke up, and I was a little bit confused.

“Where do you say?” He asked me, “I’m not sending you back, your uncle’s about to level my company.” I’m sorry.

I looked at him for a few seconds, and I felt sorry for him, and I found him a bit annoying, “Don’t you worry about him, he can’t care about me right now. I’m sorry.

“You… deleted your uncle’s tweet? And he hacked his phone?” He suddenly smiled and asked me.

“Hmm. I’m telling you the truth.

“Oh, you’re good. You’re the one sent by heaven to get rid of that pervert. And he stood up, and gave up his space, and he said, “Get up, I’ll take you back. Your uncle said if he doesn’t see you in half an hour, he’ll kill me.” I’m sorry.

“Good. ”I see him as helpless, and I feel like I’ve caused him trouble and I’m sorry I couldn’t leave.

Six.

I woke up to know that he brought me back to his villa.

Unlike the style of a simple black family, his villa is gorgeous.

He took the key and led me outside, and as soon as the door opened, he saw a black Bentley parked at the door.

When I saw us going out, the black window slowly rolled down, I saw the ink-stained eyes of the river moon, and he looked straight at me, and he couldn’t see it.

“Well, I’ve come straight to the door, and I don’t have to send you. I don’t know.

I see a calm face on the surface of the river, but I’m restless.

This is what he is, whether he’s angry or happy, and he’s always so calm on the surface that he can’t stand anyone else.

He likes to mind me, I used to listen to him, but now why should I listen to him?

So I turned to the driver’s door, and I said, “Big brother, can I add a tweet? I’m sorry.

Chen was in the middle of something, and instead of looking at me, he went to see Yujiang and finally felt his cell phone, “Catch up, but I don’t usually have much time to write back. I’m sorry.

He doesn’t know if he’s talking to me or to him.

And We tarried before him on purpose, and created an atmosphere of indomitableity.

I don’t know why, I feel a blind eye on my back.

After this, I slowly swallowed the car.

Back in the car, he looked at me for months, stopped talking, and ended up not holding up, “Don’t go to the men’s house, it’s not safe.” I’m sorry.

“Why can’t I go? “Is he not your uncle’s friend? I’m sorry.

He said, “Whoever it is, be careful, if it is a man.” No man invited a girl home for a simple purpose. I’m sorry.

“Uncle, it’s funny that I can’t stay at a boy’s house forever. I’m sorry.

I blocked him with what he said.

“You and him met first. I’m sorry.

“So what? He made me feel good. Maybe he could go in the same direction as his boyfriend. I was deliberately angry with him. “Or, you don’t even want me to find a boyfriend? I’m sorry.

When I saw him with his lips on his lips and his silence, I knew that I had achieved my purpose.

“I’m not against you having a boyfriend. “A girl needs to know to protect herself, especially not to go to a male home after drinking.” I’m sorry.

“What will happen?” I said.

I saw his face a little bit of a natural neglect of my problem.

Then everyone was silent.

I don’t care if I talk to him, take a nap in the car.

Back home, I quickly entered my room, even though he was following me, there seemed to be a lot to talk about, and I kept him out of the door.

The next morning, I woke up and heard a light knock.

Nam. “It’s Kong Moon, he’s a bit dumb.

“What’s the matter?” I’m particularly upset.

“Wake up? I’m sorry.

“Not awake. I’m sorry.

A moment of silence outside the door.

“I want to talk to you. He said:

I was silent, and last night’s depression had been largely dispersed, but I was still in a state of panic when I remembered something that could not be changed.

“What to talk about?” I asked.

“Don’t be ridiculous…” he cried outside the door, “I don’t object to you being in love, but that Chen Zhen is not for you. I’m sorry.

“Where isn’t? “I’ve got some blood coming up, and I’m so angry that he didn’t understand the situation early in the morning and talk to me about someone who doesn’t matter.

He doesn’t know what I’m angry about, or he actually knows, just pretends not to know.

“He’s so much older than you, the people he meets, the things you can’t imagine, and, besides, he’s a very fancy guy. I’m sorry.

I laughed when I heard that.

See, he’s always worried about me, he’s always giving me the illusion, and then he’s giving me the negative.

Don’t you know? Men aren’t bad, women don’t love, and I kind of like Chen Shih. I’m sorry.

He didn’t talk outside the door.

I can’t see his face either, but I know he’s probably angry with his silence, and I want to see him angry.

Then he got pissed off.

I bit my teeth, and I went back to bed and slept.

7

Sleep till noon, I’m starving, I’m up for food.

As soon as he got out, he saw the river leaning lazyly on the couch, stomping on his legs and carrying a laptop in front of him, like working.

And when he saw me coming forth, his eyes followed me, and he wrinkled his head and turned away.

He turned off the computer, went to the door, bended over and put a pair of slippers on my foot.

“Don’t be naked. How many times do you have to tell me? He’s a little pissed off.

“Take care of yourself. I know I’m a little bit confused, but I just can’t control my emotions.

He can calm down after he’s upset with me like nothing happened, but I can’t.

I feel like a jumper all day and he doesn’t care.

“Nam, you’re being selfish. “If you really like Chen, you can’t.” I’m sorry.

He stopped, he looked at me, “But he can’t spend the night outside. I’m sorry.

I’m so angry with him.

He didn’t like me.

I don’t know how to excite my grievances, but it’s funny to say, “Uncle, you’re funny. You don’t know how many girls you’ve brought home, but you won’t allow me to spend the night.” I’m sorry.

He’s angry again.

“Hmm? I have repeatedly challenged his bottom line.

“We’re different. He was helpless.

“What’s different?”

“I’m… I’m getting married. I’m having a relationship with your young people. I’m sorry.

“That’s even more funny. Are you going to marry every girl you bring back? My aunt is a little too much. I’m sorry.

As soon as I finished, I saw the light of the moon turn black.

Before he got angry, I took breakfast and swayed back to my room.

I don’t feel good, but I feel worse.

I feel like I’m really fucked.

Sitting on a bed, restless and upset, I began again to struggle between giving up and not giving up.

Finally, I was determined to force myself to give up.

I took out my cell phone and sent Chen Siu a tweet, “Big brother.” I’m sorry.

8

I’m really confused after I write.

I don’t know if it’s right to force an incoherent relationship because of gambling.

But I really need someone to pull me out of this mud.

It took a while to get back to me.

“What? I’m sorry.

Yes, he returned my question mark.

“Big brother. * I sent another one because I didn’t know what it was *

In the last 20 years, the man I’ve been most exposed to is Jiang Yuen, and I haven’t talked to anyone else.

So right now, I want to get a guy and I don’t know how to do it.

“Does the moon scold you?”

I didn’t say a word.

But I went back to one, “Well. I’m sorry.

“Don’t mind him. He’s just like that. Come out and play. I’m sorry.

I watched the phone screen and hesitated to say yes.

And finally, I’m like, “Are you afraid of the moon?” I’m sorry.

You know, last night, he was scared to send me back.

“I’m afraid but you’re not happy, you have to bear it.” I’m sorry.

I was having fun with him.

Since he was afraid of me and against me and me, he and I were in the same camp.

“Good. I’m sorry.

“About half an hour, I’m not home. I’m sorry.

“In. “I laughed and wanted to see what he did.

“Why is he so sick? We’re still at home. It’s okay. I parked the car in the back of your house and you snuck out. I’m sorry.

“Good. “I can’t stand it, I’m making a smile again.

9

It may be that suddenly someone broke into my life and finally made me forget some unpleasant things for a while, and I’m feeling better.

I opened the closet and started choosing clothes for my first date.

As soon as you open the closet, you’ll have a nice, clean knee skirt, pink, blue, light green…

I’ve never been interested in buying clothes, and I’ve never liked to dress before.

It took me a moment to realize that he had been a good uncle in the years, from food and clothing to education, and that he had been wrapped up, and that I had never been concerned about it, but had enjoyed what he had done for me.

My first reaction was to send him a message.

I was a senior and sat in the classroom because there was blood on my pants and I was afraid to move and I was shaking.

Finally, Jiang Yuen came to the classroom and he took a leave of absence for me and then wrapped me in a suit, took me to the toilet and stuffed me with a bag of tampons.

But after that, he started avoiding me.

It makes me feel so different.

I don’t understand why I talked to him before, but now he seems to hate me, and he’s always avoiding me.

Just as I was upset about it, he started bringing back women.

At first I didn’t understand, and then I knew that he had a woman he liked, and he couldn’t get over it, so I ignored me.

Thinking of it, I turned my closet down and took a short skirt from a paper bag.

I don’t want to be a good girl anymore.

10

I don’t know if I’ve got something on my face, and Chen’s been staring at me since I got in the car.

Seeing me hairy.

Finally, he concluded, “The man is a pervert, but the niece is also beautiful. I’m sorry.

He’s probably exaggerating me. I’m a little shy.

“Are you really his niece? Why haven’t I seen you before? Or did he hide you too well. * He drives one hand and laughs at me *

“Something. * I’m not sure I’m going to be able to do this.

“So I’ll have to call that bastard uncle after that? He laughs and swears.

I’m a little blindfolded, “What do you mean? I’m sorry.

“Don’t be afraid, brother is joking with you. Are you hungry?” He’s staring at me in the belly.

I was embarrassed for a moment.

“A little. “I reached out and covered my stomach.

“Can seafood eat?” he asked.

“Yes. I’m sorry.

He hit the steering wheel with flair and took me to a seafood shop by the seaside.

He’s probably a regular. He was greeted by the boss as soon as he got in.

“Why are you here alone? The owner greeted him to the box room.

I was somewhat confused, but I did not want to interrupt the conversation, and I had to stand in awkward positions.

“He’s busy, and he can’t come here about ten times, so he’s gone without him. “It’s not like I’m going to be able to talk to my boss.

At this point, the boss finally aimed at me after Chen, “Yo, look at me. Who’s the girlfriend?”

“A sister. Chen Zheng smiled at me and laughed so deeply, “Nam, this is Uncle Liu. I used to come here with your uncle when I was reading. I’m sorry.

“This is the niece of Jiang Luk? The boss looked at me with some surprise.

“Yeah, I can’t believe it. I’m sorry.

“His niece is so old? I’m sorry.

“Hello. * I answered softly *

The boss looked at me and greeted me with enthusiasm.

“I’ve just arrived today with some fine seafood. I’ll arrange for you. I’m sorry.

“Thanks, Uncle Liu.”

After that, I didn’t eat too much, not because I didn’t like it, but because eating seafood was a problem.

I’ve always liked crabs and shrimps, and I used to eat in the same way. Now it’s my turn to do it, and I’m all over it, working all day without any meat.

Chen has been watching me eat these things and laughing.

“Do you want me to help you?” He laughed and asked.

“Can I?” I said.

He laughed even more.

He took a pair of one-off gloves, he took the tools, he helped me with the tools, and he smiled at me, “Yes, I can, but I’ve never done this for any girl. I’m sorry.

He said to hand over a piece of prawn to me.

I opened my mouth on condition, and swallowed it in a small way.

“Eat my shrimp and be my girlfriend. I’m sorry.

I almost choked by his sudden words, coughing.

“Take it easy. He’s in a hurry to reach out and slap my back. “What are you afraid of? I’m sorry.

Then we ate in peace, and I heard him talking about North and South. He’s funny, he’s funny, and I’m not embarrassed.

As far as he is concerned, we did not mention it any more.

I didn’t know he was four years younger than Jiang Dynasty, 28 years old, and they were in the same high school, and he grew up with him.

Because he’s low, he has to be Uncle Jiang Yuen.

But he never called, and according to what he said, he didn’t scream.

Eleven.

“If Jiang Yuen curses you, tell me I’ll find him.” “And Chen Zhen sent me home, carrying a cigarette at my door, and watched me swear that he would cover me from now on.

“How?” I laughed at him and said, “Don’t you worry about him? I’m sorry.

“I’m afraid of him. He threw up a cigarette laughing, “But I took a beating.” I’m sorry.

A beating?

He made me laugh and tremble.

Then the door behind me opens right now.

I saw Chen’s smile frozen, and as soon as I looked back, I saw a tall figure standing at the door, and under the moonlight, his five officers were more tectonic, and his jawline was cut like a knife.

Kong Yuen?

Seeing him, I’ve been in a good mood for a day and I’m getting restless.

I suddenly thought of something, and I went back to Chen Shui and pretended to say it naturally: “I want to think about what you said about being your girlfriend.” I’m sorry.

Chen Qing is a fool.

He stood there, and looked at me, and looked at me, and then he laughed, “Well, take your time, don’t rush.” I’m sorry.

“Well, good night. I’m done, I don’t care what you’re looking at.

“Good night. I’m sorry.

It’s like I’m walking away and staring at Chen.

He doesn’t know. I just turned around and hid behind the next door, listening to their conversation.

“No, Uncle, don’t move, really. I just think your niece is cute.

“Don’t look at me like this. I’m afraid that a man who is not married will not be guilty of chasing your niece.”

“Well, I was wrong. I should’ve told you first. It’s not too late. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

“You said take her out. “It’s like half a month and a half.”

“Yeah. I’m sorry.

“I agree, you take her out, not you. I’m sorry.

“This…”

“I see you’re still too busy. Your company’s been going so well lately, isn’t it? I’m sorry.

“What are you gonna do to me? You’re human, aren’t you? We grew up together.”

I don’t know.

I didn’t listen to it any more.

I don’t know why, hearing this, I’m feeling a little happy and irritated. I am glad that the moon of the river does not seem to like my contact with other men, so my little fire is thrown away. I’m upset that he still refuses me.

I never understood him.

12

The next day, I went back to school.

When I got back, Lin came to me, and said, “No, you’re the first niece of Tokujiang? I’m sorry.

“Hmm. “I’m a little upset, I don’t want to be his niece, but I’m more and more known.

“Then you’re the rich man’s daughter. It says, “We’ll have to hold your thighs, sister.” I’m sorry.

And I lamented and said after a while, “He only adopted me, and I am not a rich family of treasures.” I’m sorry.

“Adoption? “Linlyn was obviously surprised, and I had anticipated her reaction.

Because I used to tell people, they did the same thing.

This reaction made me uncomfortable, so I never told anyone again.

But now I suddenly feel like I need someone to tell me about my pain and my problems.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“Your uncle, don’t you think there’s something special about it? “Linlyn whispered to me.

I got knocked out.

I haven’t thought about it yet, but I think she’s crazy.

When I was a young man, the river moon focused on my distance, and when I grew up I was far away. Lynne asked me that, and it made me feel a little wrong.

So, I got a little hot inside, and I couldn’t help but tell the truth. “Linlyn, you haven’t seen college for two years. I’m sorry.

“I found it. Why? I’m sorry.

I looked at her and I was silent for a while.

“We all thought that your parents might be high-priority people who need to be kept secret and have no dare to ask. I’m sorry.

My thoughts were pulled back eight years ago, all these years, and I thought I wouldn’t hurt anymore, but how could that be?

“My parents aren’t big people, my dad’s a college professor, my mom’s a librarian. I said, “Young Yuen was not my uncle, he was my father’s last graduate. I’m sorry.

It was the last graduate student and my dad’s favorite student.

“That’s so awesome?” She said, “What do you call him Uncle?” I’m sorry.

I’m still hesitant, but it’s been so long that I can’t breathe.

“My parents had an accident eight years ago, and I was raised by Jiang Yuen. I’m laughing.

Even though I try to downplay it, the next second I’m in infinite darkness.

The air suddenly calmed down and nobody spoke.

Then Lin reached out and held me in my arms and comforted me silently.

But, no, I’ve seen too much compassion, and their eyes always hurt me.

At this moment, I suddenly miss the moon.

I think he took my hand and told me, “Don’t be afraid, I’m here. I’m sorry.

But he won’t take my hand, let alone say that.

Thinking like this, tears fell again.

Lynne felt me crying and held me even tighter.

My heart’s so sad.

That’s when Jiang Yuen called.

He changed a strange number, I wasn’t prepared.

Every time I was depressed, his phone came to me, and I used to think of it as a telepathic response to him, but now I think it’s just a coincidence, and I’m the only one who admits it.

“Hello. * His cold and magnetic voice is in my eardrum, and my tears are beyond control *

I tried to be quiet and didn’t want him to know I was crying.

“Don’t talk?”

I’ve endured tears.

“I’ll go to France tomorrow, for a week. Don’t ever black out my number again. He said, “Call me if there’s anything I can do, and call the housekeeper. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I barely answered him.

“…wept?” And he’s getting low.

“None. I deny it.

“…he was silent, and he ended up sighing, “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.

I don’t speak, I don’t know if it’s an illusion, and I think his “what’s going on” is so gentle that I just want to fall.

I remind myself not to fall into such a gentle trap.

I hung up.

“Your uncle? “Linlyn’s on the side, curiously asking me.

“Hmm. I’m a bit upset to squeeze the trigger.

Lynne saw me in a bad mood and didn’t ask.

I sat on the bed and I got a text from Jiang Yu.

“Absolutely, there’s something I want for you. I’m sorry.

I looked at the text, and I was wondering why.

As a result, it will soon be Children’s Day.

I’m really crying.

So he’s still treating me like a kid?

I turned off my phone and didn’t return him.

13

The week after that, Chen Zheng didn’t get much in touch with me.

I think I used him that day. Maybe I was afraid of the moon.

Seeing Chen Zheng again is at an entertainment club.

Lynne’s birthday, his rich second-generation boyfriend invited us to the luxurious KTV.

The deafening music in the box made me eat a little. I went to the bathroom on the pretext of taking a breath.

And as soon as I got out, I met Chen, who was smoking, drunk.

“Beautiful little niece. “He’s a bit vague, but I’ve got eyes.

“Brother Chan. I said hi.

I’m a little scared to watch him look at me. How many drinks did he drink?

“No contact for a week. * He saw me go and grabbed my hand. * His hands are so hot.

I’ve never held another boy’s hand, except for Jiang Yu.

“No, you’re drunk. I’d better get your friend to help you back. “I’m a bit uncomfortable, trying to pull my hand out.

And he didn’t let me go, so I hit him.

And We raised Our heads in panic, and We turned upon his eyes, full of stars, and in a moment awe.

And he bowed his head, only a millimeter away from my lips.

My heart beats fast.

“What do I do? I don’t want to keep my promise anymore. He’s got his voice in a spell.

“What deal?” I whispered.

He licked his lips and finally put up with it. Let me go. “Go ask your pervert uncle. I’m sorry.

“He?”

“He’s in 806, drinking my brother and I, and I’ll never be able to fight him. And he smiled, and said, “I promised him, but I could not drink him, and I was far away from you. I’m sorry.

What?

I was taken to the 806.

“It’s not like this to persuade your uncle to drink. It’ll kill you. I’m sorry.

Chen put me in front of the man who leaned on the couch.

The man’s eyes were closed, his face was pale and his eyes were black and he seemed tired.

I sat there, looking at a house full of fancy people, looking at a table full of bottles, feeling a little sad.

“Jang Moon.” * I held his horn gently, I didn’t know what to do *

It took him half a mile to look up, like he wasn’t sure, to look me in the eye, to close his eyes, and to say, “Nam.” I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“Why are you here? He reached out and squeezed the temples, and the sound was full of drunken fatigue.

“I’m not coming. Are you going to die here? * I bite my mouth and my eyes are wet and I can’t speak softly when I’m worried. *

He opened his eyes and laughed, “Don’t cry, don’t die. I’m sorry.

Come on, get up and I’ll go outside.

Mr. Jiang is leaving?

“You’ve got to go. I’m sorry.

“Yeah, I just said one of them, so let’s go. Can’t play? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I listened to these people with fear that they might get him back.

He’s got a little tweak in his body, and my heart talks about his voice.

He looked down at me and touched my head like he remembered something, and he carried his hand to half-empty.

Then he laughed and said, “My little girl is scared, she doesn’t drink.” I’m sorry.

When you’re done with your hands in your pocket, you’re gonna walk outside.

I followed him in fear.

When he got to the garage, he was smoking by the side of the car, looking at me through the smoke.

I was standing there staring at him.

“Wait a minute, I’m afraid I’ll smoke you. I’m sorry.

“Why are you drinking with Chen’s brother? I forced him to ask.

Brother? He smiled down and talked about ash, “Nothing. Drink if you want. I’m sorry.

“Why are you lying to me?” I got a red face and said, “Did you bet to keep him from me?” I’m sorry.

What does he mean?

“Yes. He wrinkled his frown and suffocated, and said, “Man like him, with too many girls, can fool you in with a little trick.” I said, you’re not right. I’m sorry.

“Who would I fit with? With you? “You’re funny.” I’m sorry.

Nam…

Every time I got mad at him, he whispered my name.

“What do you want me to do, it’s you who says I don’t like you, and I’m listening to you now, trying to get in touch with others, and you’re against it so hard, don’t you think you’re in conflict? I’m sorry.

He’s staring at me. He’s very quiet.

For a while, he said, “Don’t look in my circles, I don’t have many good people, not even me. I’m sorry.

“Of course you’re not a good man. I’m looking at him with my tears and my eyes red, “Don’t you want me to stay away from you and away from you?” I know. And you don’t have to waste your body on childish gambling. I’m sorry.

I don’t know why I couldn’t stop crying when I saw him.

I’m embarrassed, but I can’t help it.

I was so scared to see him lying there, pale.

“Don’t cry. He reached out and tried to wipe my tears, but I turned away and hid.

His hands were in the air, and I couldn’t read them.

“Go home?” he asked.

“No, no. “I’m with my classmates. I’m sorry.

He’s been waking for a few seconds and he’s sighing, “It’s late. I’m sorry.

“I’m 20 years old, and you can still care for me forever? I asked him, “I’m in a bad mood and I don’t want to talk to him.

He kept his head down, he thought for a while, and he said, “I don’t care until you get married.” I’m sorry.

I can’t help but laugh.

“Then I’ll never get married, and you’ll have to worry about me forever? I’m sorry.

He was blocked by my words, lost his words, staring at me with his eyes.

Soon, he turned a little bit, leaned on the car, lit another cigarette, and threw a cigarette in the air, “Look at you.” I’m sorry.

That’s what’s inside me again.

But I’ve heard a lot about what’s wrong, and I’ve thought about why he did it the next second. I’m sorry.

He was clearly stiffened, and was not expecting me to say so. The half-day said, “They are good to me, and I promise they will take care of you for the rest of their lives.” I’m sorry.

When he said that, he was particularly sad.

He made me feel a little lower, so I kept my head down.

“They entrusted me to you that year. Didn’t expect their daughter to like you. I’m laughing.

He whispered to me.

“I beg you to stay away from me if you don’t like me. I’m sorry.

I looked at him so hard, he moved, he didn’t say anything.

Then I did not go back, and turned my back, and cried as a dead end.

14

I haven’t been in touch since KTV met.

I never went back to that house.

I later sent a message to Chen Qian, and he never returned.

I’m completely a person.

A monthly bank card remits a living allowance, which is the only link between me and Jiang Dynasty.

The numbers are growing and I don’t want to use his money anymore.

I went to a part-time job and I wanted to see if I could survive without him.

On the weekend, I changed my tiara and stepped on my heels to be a ceremonial lady at the awards ceremony.

And then I met him again.

He went up to the troupe and gave an award to someone else, but he kept looking at me.

He was surprised to see me at the moment, and his face was not so strong, but it was in front of me when I went out.

“No money?” he asked.

“Not really. I don’t want to talk to him.

I saw him and the Qin rain in every major news newspaper.

And they are so worthy, and they are so lamented in the Zion of Crimsons.

“Don’t be alarmed. “He softened his voice, staring at me.

“Don’t you want to draw a line from me? What am I gonna do with your money? I’ll have to feed myself from now on. I bit my lips, and I didn’t look at him.

He stares at me for a while, and I don’t look at him, and I just bend over and look at me. And then he looked at me and he laughed, “Kids. I’m sorry.

He sighs.

“If you want to earn money, only a little, don’t be bullied. He said he’d turn his back and make way for me.

I left with my heels and left him.

Later, at the awards ceremony, a group of business people were poaching and he was surrounded by people in the centre.

I traveled through the crowd to give you wine, and every time I looked up, I saw what he had just recovered, and I laughed.

I know what he’s laughing at me.

In only half an hour, I’ve twisted my feet five times, met someone three times, dropped fruit on the floor one time, and he must be laughing at me.

Why is he so annoying?

The director told me to go to his table and I wanted to say no, but the others were busy, so I couldn’t just go over there with the wine.

And We turned down and asked politely, and then delivered to a man a glass of wine, and when it came to him, I did not ask him, and put it straight ahead of him, and then lifted my leg and went away.

“You’re a little rude. Do you know who this is? “The man next to the big belly suddenly stopped me, and he was joking.

I looked at the river and didn’t speak.

He wasn’t very emotional. He had his long fingers on the glass and took a little sip.

“Don’t know. * I see he doesn’t get out of my way. *

He heard me say that, and he laughed with his head down.

The next guy was probably scared by his smile and he didn’t know what to do with me.

“Sister, this is Mr. Jiang. Don’t go to the wine. * I’m sure that * * the * * the * the * the * the * the * the * the * the * the * the * the * the *, the * the * the * the * the * the * the * the * the * the * the * the * the *, the *, the *, the *, the * the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the *, the

But I don’t want to stay here.

“I’m sorry, I have to pour another table. I’d like to leave with an awkward smile.

And I just walked out of here, and the guy grabbed my hand, “Sister, don’t rush away. The big guys are at our table. What are you doing over there? I’m sorry.

“Sorry, this is my job. “I want to pull out my hand, but I can’t help him, but I can’t help but ask him for help.

He shakes the wine in the cup, locks his eyebrow and does nothing.

“A college girl you’ve never seen before? “The men are angry.

The chief saw something on my side and ran over.

I was just about to apologize for the drink he had in his hand, and then stand up and come to me and grab the hand of that big belly.

The man screamed in pain, so he let go of my hand.

“My little girl, I’m sorry I didn’t bring her out to see the world. * He’s so low and scary, I’ve never seen him like this. *

“What? Your family is sorry for General Jiang.

And the people around were terrified enough to stand up and say peace.

“The Wang had never thought it would be your family and you spared him this time. I’m sorry.

“Yes, young girls come out and experience life. It’s a role model for young people. I’m sorry.

“It’s good to be home-schooled by Chief Jiang. The little girl looks like she’s a dragon. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

A group of ass-kissed people came around to persuade them, but the moon didn’t pay attention.

The king’s face is always blue, and I’m afraid to stretch out my hand and pull out the cuffs.

He turned his face upside down and came to see me, and finally he got better.

Does it hurt? He asked me softly.

“A little bit, all right. I’ve been working on my wrists.

He looked at me for a few seconds and turned his back.

Wang calls out for help.

He didn’t even look at it. He wiped his hand with his napkin and then pulled up my wrist and walked outside.

15

Go to the garage, I shake his hand.

“What if something happens to him? I’m worried about him. I’m afraid he’ll be killed because of me.

That was scary.

Eight years with him, he’s been gentle to me, and even now we’re so stiff, he’s just indifferent, and I’ve never seen him as scary.

“He should be glad that nothing happened to you. He said he pulled up my wrist again and looked at it carefully until finally he was relieved.

“That’s how it works. I’ve met people like this twice. You can protect me for a while. I’m sorry.

“I said, don’t let anyone bully you. He also has some anger.

“Couping? I’m laughing, “Isn’t it you who’s the biggest bully?” I’m sorry.

“…”he’s silent for a moment, “that’s part-time. I’m sorry.

“Leave it, Jiang Moon, I don’t need you to do this. Indeed, I will always live on my own, on your own, and then it will be too painful for me to rely on you, and I will never rely on you again.” I’m sorry.

He looked at me and whispered, “Nan, even if I married someone else, we’re still family.” I’m sorry.

“I don’t want to be your family, I don’t want to be your niece! Don’t you see? I yelled at him.

He’s holding back. He’s stuck. I don’t know what to do with me.

Nam. He looked at me helplessly.

Maybe he wanted me to calm down, but I couldn’t help myself.

We told ourselves one after another to stay away from him, and did not care about him, but after seeing him again and again, broke the line that we had built so easily.

He thinks I’m mad at him, but I’m mad at myself.

I was so mad at myself that he had nothing better to do with the moon than an old man. I loved him so much.

“Please ask me when you’re married. I’ll go. After that, I’m leaving.

16

The rest was easy.

I slowly adapted to days without him and to days of part-time income.

I go to the movies with my roommates.

The roommates have boyfriends, and I’m the only one left.

I don’t really want to be in love, but I seem to have lost my ability to love someone because of the moon.

On Christmas, everybody went on a date, and I was all alone in my bedroom, brushing the circle of friends and seeing a snowman’s movement, and I used to give him a compliment.

Then his phone came.

“Hello, Brother Chan. I’m sorry.

“Well, where are you?” He sounds like he’s having a lot of fun over there.

“Bedroom. I’m actually a little embarrassed.

I haven’t been in touch for six months, and his sudden calls make me uncomfortable.

“What’s the matter with you?” He asked.

“It’s okay. “What can I say? I can’t go back to my family.

“Come out and play? Brother will pick you up. “For the most part, he’s been missing, and his tone sounds as natural as we did yesterday.

I didn’t say anything.

I’m actually hesitant because Jiang Yuen doesn’t like me with Chen Qian, and he says he’s not a good man.

I don’t really care, but I can’t help but put his words in my heart and I’m not ready to accept others.

If you don’t come out and play, the snow on the mountain will be gone. I’m sorry.

“One, two, three. Time’s up. Wait in the bedroom. I’m hanging up. I’m sorry.

He said it too fast. I didn’t get it. I hung up.

I don’t know what to do.

He came too fast, I didn’t know how to say no. He’s downstairs.

He called me down.

I didn’t want to wait. I found the thickest feather in the closet.

Chen Zhen sat on a flower bed and smoked, and I found him in the moonlight with a gray hair.

He looked up, and he laughed at me, and he said, “I’ve been missing for six months. I’m sorry.

“None. I threw up an embarrassing word.

Then he stood up angry and held me around the neck, strangling, “Punishment.” I’m sorry.

Then he took me away, naturally.

He took me up the hill, a little far from the city, driving for a long time.

On the way, he was still very talkative, asking me about my school, about my roommates, and about the fun he had had in the past six months, with no mention of the months.

I think it’s because of the bet.

17

I didn’t know there were people in the mountains, men and women playing cards, talking, playing games, and snowmen.

I don’t seem to have enough attention to my arrival, and I’m still having fun.

Only a few people came to see me and followed Chen Qi, asking, “What’s the new girlfriend?” I’m sorry.

“A little sister.” he laughed. I’m sorry.

Listening to him, I dropped my guard and slowly played with this crowd.

Chen doesn’t like snowman. He says it’s cold, so let me play cards with him.

He wasn’t very focused. He always made fun of me. He made fun of me and naturally held my hand.

I tried to escape, and he let go, and later I got caught up with him.

It’s natural for him to do it, I’m a little shy, but it’s not so offensive in such a vague environment.

I don’t know if it’s too much heat in the house or if I’m wearing too much.

We’ve been playing around till morning, laughing at each other.

I realized I didn’t have a room, and I just wanted to book a room at the front desk, and Chen grabbed my hand and looked at me for seconds.

I’m scared of him.

Suddenly he smiled, and a handsome face showed two shallow dimples without waiting for me to react and kiss my lips.

There’s a man’s breath, and there’s a blank in my brain.

I had to hide under conditions of reflection, but he stretched out his hand over my head and broke my teeth.

A strange feeling came and I couldn’t move when I was here.

“Go to my brother’s.” I’m sorry.

I’m confused and my heart is beating fast.

I wanted to say no, but I didn’t say anything.

When he saw me not talking, he reached out and pinched my earlids and laughed, “Hm? I’m sorry.

Didn’t wait for my answer. He went straight to his room.

I felt compelled by him, his smile, his eyes, like poison. He says what I do and I can’t resist.

Once he entered the door, he took me to the room and started to kiss me, on my cheeks, ears, neck, collarbone…

I was held by him in my arms, and I was confused, and when he reached for the zipper, I returned.

“Don’t be afraid, brother is gentle. I’m sorry.

He got me.

I hold my breath, I think for a long time, and I can’t take that step.

I’m happy to be with him tonight, and it’s very confusing, but I still can’t.

He saw me never let go and kissed my face and went to the bathroom.

I lay there waiting for my mood to come to an end, thinking about what happened tonight, and there was some confusion, and there was a certain relief.

Chen is handsome and funny and I’m relaxed with him and I’m a good choice for a boyfriend.

I have always said that I want to put down my feelings for Jiang Yuen once and for all, in fact, I am deceiving myself and I have never given up in substance.

Chen’s action tonight is a complete break in my thoughts about Jiang Moon.

I can’t go back with him.

18

When I woke up in the morning, people saw me coming out of his room, and there was nothing to be surprised about.

After breakfast, it’s snowboarding, a cable car, a snowball.

He and his friends are having a crazy time.

I’m a little timid. I can’t keep up with him.

But he was gentle and always took care of me, and many of his friends called him, and he held my hand and shook his head.

“Go ahead, I’ll watch you play here. I’m sorry.

I’m a little embarrassed to get involved.

“Whatever they do, I like being with you. He reached out and rubbed my head.

“Good. “I bow my head shyly, and let him hold my hand in hand.

Is that what it feels like to be in love?

Not very intense, nor very dazzling, but just to be with him, it felt silky sweetness spreading from the heart.

He and his friends are so much fun and he wants to be here in peace for me, so does he really love me?

I didn’t think that someone would give up something for me, not in return.

I still live with him at night.

After the wash, he played his cell phone in his bed, saw me come over, kissed me and didn’t move.

We’ve been so tired of it for two days.

Time went by a little fast, and he took me downstairs with cigarettes and asked me when my next vacation was.

I’m just saying that when I’m done, the exam week is very busy.

He threw up a cigarette, wrinkled his frown and fell down and whispered in my ear: “Are you going to let me die?” I’m sorry.

“Ah?” And I got his heart beat, and he said, “I didn’t mean it, I don’t usually listen, I might hang up. I’m sorry.

He obviously didn’t want to hear me explain it, but he laughed.

And then he reached out and squeezed my waist, and he said, “Be good, remember to think about my brother every day. I’m sorry.

Turn around and wave at me, “Go away. I’m sorry.

“Bye. “I stood there, staring at his back,

Do I have a boyfriend? I touched the place he had squeezed. Everything felt a little bit unreal.

But I was happy for less than two seconds, and Jiang Yuen appeared before me.

When I heard the horn, I looked back and found a black Benley parked around the corner of the dormitory.

I can’t believe I’m getting caught eating.

I just spent half a day with Chen Sheng downstairs in a car?

Most of the sweetness of the heart disappeared.

I’m a little upset, and I think I didn’t do anything wrong. Didn’t he want me to be in love? I talked to Chen, and I didn’t bother him.

Even if he doesn’t want me to be with Chen, so what? It’s my business.

So I went to his window.

19

“Happy Christmas? * He looked at me in the window and took his eyes back. *

I thought he’d come after me and Chan, but he didn’t.

“Happy. I’m going back to him.

I waited for him, but he kept his head down, and he was silent for a while, and he said, “Just be happy.” I’m sorry.

After that, put your hand out of the car and hand me a bag from the window.

“What? I looked at the bag and didn’t reach out to pick it up.

It’s impossible to say that there’s no one in the world who’s been seeing him for a long time.

“The gift I brought you last time in France. * He looked at me, and his face was full of fatigue after a long period of work *

“Thank you. I hesitated for a while to pick up his bag.

“Jang Moon.” * I got the courage to call him. *

“Hmm. * He looked up and he looked in the eye *

“I’m in love. I told him loudly, like, I don’t like you, and we can finally settle.

I look forward to his happy smile, and I commend you for doing the right thing.

But he was silent for half a day and he said, “Okay. I’m sorry.

“When are you getting married, New Year? “I was so relaxed that I wanted to ease the silence.

He barely pulled a smile, “Look again. I’m sorry.

“Go home? “Tomorrow is the anniversary of the teacher’s death.” I’m sorry.

His words were like a thunderbolt, provoking a thousand waves in my heart.

I’ve had too much fun these past two days, and I remember this, but I don’t have time for too much grief.

I finally understood where his grief came from today.

“Good. “I went to the other side, and I opened the door and sat on it.

All these years, on the day of parents’ death, I’ll go with him to worship. He’ll come back early for the service, wherever he is, whenever he’s busy.

And as soon as we get there, he’ll be depressed for a long time.

I know that, but I don’t know how well he was with my dad, but for eight years, Ray’s been working on it, and he’s been taking care of me.

Every time I asked, he said that my father was his mentor, and that he was his lifetime.

I think my dad would be proud to have such a good and grateful student.

“Drink again? As soon as I got in the car, I smelled a lot of wine.

“Drink a little. * He pulls a smile and opens the window to the maximum *

The car was moving smoothly on the road, and the wind blew my hair all over my face, and he realized what he was doing and closed the window a little.

“You’ll drink less later. “I don’t know why I’m worried about him, seeing him like this. He’s got a heavy and growing addiction to tobacco and alcohol, and he’s going to fall apart sooner or later.

I do not know why he spends his whole day tormenting himself in smoke and wine, leaving out my thoughts on him, and I am a relative of mine.

Anyway, I don’t want him to spoil his body.

“Good. He looked at me with his left-hand light and took his eyes back.

I’m a little surprised why he’s so good at me today.

I said anything he said.

It feels like a farewell.

When I think about it, my heart breaks.

“How about you, how’s the money? He suddenly turned his head and looked at me.

“Enough. And I’ve got a smile, “I’m paid for part-time, I’ve got a scholarship and I don’t buy anything expensive.” I’m sorry.

He was silent for a while.

“Whatever you like. “I won’t be able to keep you for years.” I’m sorry.

I looked at him and felt something in his words, and I didn’t understand what it meant.

“It’s your boyfriend’s turn too. “He’s so cold, he’s got a creep in me.

He’s talking about Chen Shui.

Then he must have agreed that we were together, and I was relieved.

“I don’t need anyone to feed me. I can support myself. “I’m sorry, I’m not a child, I have the ability to make money, even if it’s bitter.

“How’s he treating you?” I can see he’s been gestationing for a long time, going around a big circle or talking about it.

“What’s good for me? I said, “He didn’t buy me a gift, he didn’t give me money, but with him, I’m relaxed and happy, is that good or bad? I’m sorry.

He paused and said three words: “That’s all. I’m sorry.

Later he seemed asleep in the car.

There is no more dialogue between us.

It’s okay, if he asks me more about Chen Qian’s situation these last two days, it’s hard for me to answer.

The housekeeper took him out of the car and brought him into the room. Aunt Zhang went up to help him clean up, came down and told me he seemed drunk and threw up several times in the middle of the night.

How much did he drink?

20

I went to the ceremony the next day, and I said so much to my parents, as in previous years.

Like they were with me, I explained to them what happened this year, interesting, happy, sad, embarrassing, nothing.

What has not been mentioned is the forces I have exerted on the river this year, my paranoia, which I bury in my heart.

I told them I’d find my boyfriend and reassured them that I’d study and study and be as useful as they are.

During this period, the river moon stood by, leaning on trees to smoke, waiting for me to finish everything.

There was no extra expression on his face, and he said something to me once in a while.

I suddenly realized that I was not alone in remembering these things so clearly.

He’s even clearer than I remember.

I often wonder what his head is made of, and every day I have to be free to face the calculations at the mall, and I can remember everything better than I do when I come home.

Maybe that’s why my dad likes him. You’ve got enough brains.

“Are we done?” He put out the smoke and asked me.

“Almost. I looked at him and was ready to stand up.

But I just got up and my legs were numb.

He had already turned around and left, but he looked like he had eyes in the back of his head and turned around, and he gave me a hand.

I reached for his arm and slowly stood up.

And he didn’t want to go, so he held me back, so I took a long time, my feet were numb and he walked.

I stepped behind him.

He went away for a while and found out I had not followed and stopped to wait for me, and when I came up and went forward, it was only this time that he was very slow.

My parents were not buried in the cemetery, but in the mountains, because they wanted to go back to their fields for the rest of their lives.

This hillside is a little steep, I’ve never been on a mountain since I was a kid, remember when my parents died, and I cried on the hillside, and I went down the hill, and I fell and fell and I was all muddy.

It’ll be tall and strong, and it’ll be a half of a cool young man. He went down the hill alone and found out I was not following, and came up to me, and he put me on his shoulder and yelled at me, saying how stupid I was to climb a mountain like this.

He had a bad temper.

When he was at his house, he was always angry, at first I thought I was angry, and then Zhou’s housekeeper told me that it was none of my business that he himself could not walk away from the death of his mentor.

Then slowly he took his temper and started talking to me and learning to take care of me like a parent. He used to sit in the living room with me in the middle of the night, and then looked at me crying and groaning about his behaviour.

“Don’t cry, then we’ll live on our own.” He held my shivering shoulder and wept so much.

Because of the age difference of 12 years, living at his house, afraid of gossip, Zhou suggested that I call him uncle.

I’m starting to get a little bit unaccepted, and he’s a big boy, a big brother and an uncle.

But he made a joke, saying, “It’s the same for my uncle and his brother, and I am not bullied by you.” I’m sorry.

I heard him say, put down the mustard, the former uncle, the uncle screamed, went home, threw slippers, school bags, lying on the couch, and ordered him to bring me fruit, a computer, and listen to me.

He called me “so stupid” and always helped me to do my job in the study.

Remembering that time was the time when two people who went to the edge of the cliff warmed each other, levelled each other’s edges, and turned into a precious family.

Since when have I stopped calling him uncle?

It’s probably a lot of TV shows. The girl’s name is Uncle Man, and there’s nothing left to do.

I began to have my own care, I began to secretly write him in my diary, and I began to think that the half-aged boys in the class were childish and ridiculous, less than one in every month.

I’m beginning to wonder how I’m going to do that, and I can’t tell you how.

Over time, I found myself becoming more and more self-defeating and finally wore a vacuum belt to test him after a bath.

And then he looked at me for half a day and finally took it away, and that night we didn’t talk.

I couldn’t sleep all night thinking about explaining it to him tomorrow.

When he got up in the morning, he was long gone and waited a few days to come home, he took a woman and introduced me to her as his niece.

My heart was sore that I couldn’t breathe.

Then I was trapped in a swamp of pain and discomfort and made it clear to him that I liked him, and he rejected me.

And then this part of the scene, which I’m testing for, was repeated.

I’m tired, I’m tired.

I thought of here, suddenly I thought of Chen Shui.

I’m relieved.

Finally, someone can pull me out of this mud.

21

I touched the phone and sent Chen a message.

“Big brother. I’m sorry.

He didn’t come back to me, and I knocked it out again.

I haven’t spoken much. I’ve been wrinkled.

I look at the phone from time to time and there’s no answer.

“What do you want to eat at noon?” he says.

Whatever. I don’t have an appetite or interest.

He called for dinner.

It’s time for Chen to come, “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.

“I want to see you. I’m going straight back.

I’ve spent every year of my life with Jiang Yu.

Now, the first person I’m thinking about is Chen, the first man who gave me love.

“Okay, I’ll meet you at school. I’m sorry.

I returned a “good” word.

“There’s a seafood store. I haven’t shown you anything. I ordered dinner. I’ll show you. “The moon of the river suddenly looks at me.

I remember the house Chen took me to before. I ate. I’m sorry.

He’s overlooking me, wondering.

“Brother Chan took me to eat. I answer.

“…”and he said, “Is it good? Shall we go again?”

“No way. I shake my head, think of something, and I say, “I’m going back to school and I’m going to the street in front of the school. I’m sorry.

I don’t want Chen to meet him.

And he waited for a moment and said, “Okay. I’m sorry.

When I got out of the car, he reminded me to take the gift from the car, and I was afraid that I would ask Chen, and I would not bother to explain, so he would take it home.

He also said yes.

I’m standing downstairs waiting for Chen.

He still had a gray hair and smoked, and then he got in the car, holding me.

He said he’d take me to a resort, and I told him I’d take an exam, I’d go over it, there’s no time.

He begged me, “Don’t you want your brother’s? I’m sorry.

I went back to the dorm to pick up the study and followed him to the resort.

Another group of his friends.

They saw me for the second time, a little surprised, and then smiled and said hello.

I’m learning to look like someone else, and I’m trying to be nice to them.

That’s how Chen Qian is, I’m going to be with him and I can’t just sit in the corner and watch people play.

So I got the courage to try to get myself into them, and it didn’t look that fast.

After one afternoon and one night, I went crazy, and I was in bed, and I thought about reading and I closed my eyes.

As a result, as soon as the eyes were closed, Chen’s delicate kiss came.

Nor did I refuse to let him kiss me so soft.

“How long do you want your brother to last?” He asked me.

“Not today. “I still refuse to face his soft and hard bubble.”

“You can’t? You want to play with your brother? * He’s a little cryy and he’s holding out his hand and he’s not moving.

I was scared to hold his hand, and I screamed, “Chen Shui. I’m sorry.

“Hmm? * He kisses me with no regard, * * Nam, my brother *

“No way. * I pushed him, I won’t die *

He was as tough as he didn’t hear me.

“I can’t!” I yelled.

The roar shook him.

He finally stopped and looked at me.

He’s angry.

I feel like I should explain to him that today is the day of my parents’ death, and I cannot accept him so quickly and completely.

He looked at me for a long time and finally asked, “Do you still like the beast of the river?” I’m sorry.

I was shocked by his words.

“Not really. I have a bit of a weak argument.

I admit I like Jiang Yuen, but when I decided to be with him, I completely put him down.

With him, I didn’t think about another man, and I didn’t reject him because of another man.

He sits up and stares at me, and he says, “Don’t you tell me that you’re being protected by the river, that you don’t let me touch you, that you’re under pressure, and that you’re just a niece? I’m sorry.

“I don’t know. I’m a little upset about why he said these things.

“If you like him so much, why bother me? He’s so angry, “Sho Nam, I’ve never been played by a woman in my life. I’m sorry.

Throwing that sentence, he turned over and went out of bed, dressed and left me alone in bed, shaking.

I feel so failing.

Why does a relationship last no more than a few days?

I don’t understand why it’s my fault to have liked someone who’s become my black history and not to accept progress too soon.

I feel sorry for myself.

I cried and fell asleep.

The next day, Chen was gone.

His friend sent me back to school.

I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and it’s been a week.

I wanted to write to him to explain, but I saw the circle of friends, his friends.

In the pictures, in the bar, Chen Zheng was hugging a girl.

At that moment I cried like a dead end.

I know, my first love is over.

Just a few days before the first love.

I haven’t looked for Chan since.

He never called me again.

He was like a star in my black night sky, and my heart became numb.

Is that how love feels?

I’d rather not.

22

I thought I could heal myself.

I thought Chen was just one of the quickest guests in my life.

I thought I didn’t like him much. I could forget about it for a month.

But six months later, I watched the news on the phone that Chen and Qin rain were engaged and that the Qin family’s 1,000-kind love dust was settled.

I’m still here. I can’t believe it.

One was a little sister half a month ago.

One was the woman Jiang Yuen promised to be engaged.

Why are these two suddenly together?

The afternoon high exams, I’m confused.

I realized I didn’t write a word but my name.

Back in the bedroom, I hid in the blankets and covered my eyes in pain.

What’s wrong with the world?

He gave me the most gentle side, brought me to heaven, and then struck me with a fatal blow when I was not prepared.

So the entire bedroom knew that I was in love again.

They asked me what happened, and I didn’t say.

How do I put it? I feel ridiculous.

I cried for some time, and when I woke up it was dark.

I sat in my bedroom for a long time, and I finally wrote to Chen.

“Where are you? I want to see you. I’m sorry.

There’s a response coming out there.

“Shot Hotel, come on. I’m sorry.

Sitting in a taxi, I hesitated and felt impulsive.

But I don’t want to go back, and I feel like I’ve been passive from the beginning, passively accepting his proximity and finally passively accepting his end, and he hasn’t even given me a word.

I don’t want this anymore. I need his explanation.

I got the courage to get out of the car and headed straight to the hotel lobby, where he told me to go.

I pushed the door and I walked in and I ran into a guy.

Nam? Qin rain is wearing expensive evening dress and looks at me up and down. I’m sorry.

She did not mean anything by being ashamed of being a traitor.

“I’m looking for Chen Shui. “I watched her dead, but in half a minute, I let it go.

She’s so self-righteous that I can’t stand it.

“Huh, what do you want with him? You want justice for your uncle? She laughed and drank red wine, “Nan, I don’t owe it to your uncle. He can’t take it from me, she’s a woman and I’m not the one who loves the rain.” I’m sorry.

“That’s between you and Jiang Yuen. I’m looking for Chen Qian and me. I don’t want to explain it to her.

What do you mean?

And for a few seconds, she smiled, and she said, “You’re still young, but are all the kids like you? I’m sorry.

She said she was close to me, “I’ve seduced your uncle, and I’ve seduced Chen?” Never. I’m sorry.

I listened to her. I couldn’t stand the creeps.

“I’m not messing with Chen. * I bite my lips and hold back my tears * I’m sorry.

She heard me say, “He’s making you laugh.” Are you sure this isn’t about love? He hangs out with all kinds of girls every day. He begged me to marry my family, and if I had to hook my fingers, he would clean up the girls around him. Little sister, there’s no love for a man like us, only a bond of profit. I’m telling you not to stick your head in it. I’m sorry.

I stood there, listened to her, and my heart cooled to despair.

“When was he with you? * I don’t want an answer * * I don’t want an answer * * I don’t want an answer *

She stunned her for a second, and she said, “Six months ago, when I was dating your uncle, he came to me many times, and I thought like you, that I could get a love, but I was so disappointed that I agreed to Chen’s offer, so what? I’m sorry.

Listen to her. I’m desperate.

I don’t know how I left.

I walked undeterredly in the popular streets, looking at past pedestrians, red and green lights, and slowly became a blurry shadow.

I crouched down in pain, holding my head, crying down.

I don’t know how long it’s been crying, but it’s raining.

I don’t care, it’s like being completely isolated from the world and having no ability to think.

Then it stopped raining.

And I stunned for a while, and looked up at the sky, and the sky did not see, and there was an umbrella above its head, and I followed it, and I saw the moon.

He was wearing a black coat, a black eye, a face I could not read, and rain flowed down his shoulder, dripping on his shoes, splattering a string of water flowers.

He looked at me for a while, and at the end he sighed.

“Go home. He says:

I bite my lips, I don’t talk, I bow my head, and I don’t want him to see me look like this.

He waited for me for a while, and he got down and looked at me, “Go home, huh? I’m sorry.

I turned my face, bit my lips, and my tears fell again.

“Don’t cry. His voice is soft and soft, but the more gentle he is, the more I want to cry, the more I can’t stop crying.

He stretches out his hand, holds my face, wipes my tears with his thumb. I’m sorry.

I couldn’t help it any longer. I fell into his arms and wept.

He lied to me, he lied to me. I cry and complain.

He had one hand under the umbrella, one hand around me, and he softly slapped me on the back, and he was dumb, “It’s over. I’m sorry.

He held me, stood in the rain, comforted me, took me to the car when I was feeling better, tied my seatbelt and went home.

23

The exam is over.

I never went back to school.

I’ve been hiding at home all day.

It seemed like he wasn’t as busy as he used to be. He moved his work home and watched me every day.

He’s probably worried I can’t. But I’m not that vulnerable.

Since my parents left, I’ve known how precious life is and how easy it is to waste it. I live. I live for my parents.

It’s just that I couldn’t live as promised, and I failed.

Soon after New Year’s, the school grades came up. Not surprisingly, I’m in math.

Jiang Dynasty never brought a woman back.

As if we were back to the old days, when we had nothing to worry about, nothing to talk about.

He listens to me on the Internet every day, he’s patient and he’s very cooperative, and I’m told I’m dead and I bought a math book to study there, and then I’m being honest.

But I didn’t fight, and every time he spoke in half, I fell asleep and fell down on the table.

At this point, he’s always groaning, but he doesn’t wake me up. He’s just watching the computer and watching me.

One day I fell asleep again, and when I woke up and went to see him, he was looking at the computer, and I walked in, and he looked at me and ignored me.

Why so serious, so focused?

I suddenly wanted to be bad.

I was crouching on the ground, crawling slowly, then crawling from under the table, reaching out to grab his pants and legs, reaching out a head under the table, trying to scare him to death.

“Ah…” And I went out and yelled, and he fell down.

I’m sure he’s scared of me, otherwise he wouldn’t have been there for half a day.

Look at his eyes staring at me, and his lips shiver, and We shall have a sense of joy in the success of the prank.

I was just about to get up, but he reached out and covered my eyes.

“You let go of Jiang Yuen.” I struggled to get his hands off him.

And he covered my lips with another hand and kept me from talking.

What?

“This is it for today. He suddenly said something and turned off the computer.

What meeting?

A meeting?

I feel like I’m wrong.

“He didn’t get it wrong, did he? After a while, I whispered.

He looked at me, “What do you think? I’m sorry.

“So what happens?”

“What can I do? It’s probably tomorrow’s news headline is the Chief Executive of the Gang Group. I’m sorry.

“Aah?”

I didn’t know my childish behavior would cause him so much trouble.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

“Now you know you’re scared? * He started to sigh and lift me from the ground * I’m sorry.

“No, no, no. * I’m ashamed to listen to any lessons.*

24

I did not know what to do with Jiang Moon, but I was relieved that I had not seen him in the past week.

It’s just that after that day, I felt something was wrong with him.

Whether it’s talking or moving, it’s confusing.

I’m worried that I’m in love again, and I’m worried that I’m going to break this harmonious relationship with him and we’re both tired.

So I tried to avoid contact with him and communication with his eyes.

But once he came near me, the feeling of a red heart came back.

I’m upset.

The party was very intense, he pushed a lot, but some had to go.

I stayed at home alone at night, and he told me that he would not be able to make it back in his 30s, saying he had been with him for the first time.

I said good.

I’m going through the calendar. It’s stuck.

This year’s first and Valentine’s Day is the same day.

Is it a coincidence or does he mean something else?

At night I was lying on the back side of my bed.

I couldn’t sleep until the middle of the night, and I went to his study to look for a book in my pajamas.

I couldn’t see it for half a day.

We went back to his newspaper collection, which he had been used to, and which was filled with a special small house.

Each year, each month, the classification is specifically marked.

I flipped, and I end up looking at a date.

That’s my parents’ anniversary, and this newspaper was eight years ago.

I hesitated for a long time to produce this newspaper.

I’m just curious about what happened the day my parents died.

I turned on the paper and it shook.

“A famous university professor died saving a young man in the water.” I’m sorry.

I’m shocked. Because my parents died in the water, the briefing at the time did not mention the specific circumstances of the young person in the water, but merely the whereabouts of the young person.

When I was in the pain of my parents’ death, I cried unconsciously and did not intend to find him.

But what I see at this moment is different from what I saw back then, and it says that young people who fall into the water are trapped in love.

And he’s not someone else. He’s the professor’s student.

My hands, feet, teeth are shaking, and the end of the text is written in a pen, “I’m sorry, teacher, I’ll take care of your daughter for the rest of my life. I’m sorry.

My eyes began to lose focus, my head was buzzing and I cried and laughed like a madman.

It turns out that the young man in the water was Jiang Yu.

The man who said he’d take care of me for life.

The man I’ve ever done for me.

The man who won’t stop saying no to me and won’t give up on me.

So after all these years, he raised me just for his conscience?

It’s like I’ve been pulled off the ground.

Everything that’s been going on, it’s going on in my head. Everything’s going on.

24

I’m going.

I don’t know how to face him.

I couldn’t breathe when I thought he had killed my parents and caused the tragedy of my years.

I hate him, and I hate myself more, because I can’t even hate him.

He’s the killer, and I can’t hate him for being selfish.

I called myself a loser, said I had no bottom line, said I didn’t know what to do.

He called me later and kept telling me I was sorry. I didn’t answer a word.

He should have known that he had lost something before he called to admit it, but what good would that do?

“Let’s end our fate with the moon.” I returned his last tweet and completely removed him from my life.

“Okay, Nan, take care of yourself. I’m sorry.

This is the last time I talked to him.

Then I started school, and I went through a cold and painful time, and I suddenly changed.

I started hooking up with different boys.

Every day, I’m too busy to answer my tweets, and it seems that only then can I force myself to forget the unpleasantness.

The friendly spirit of the room reminds me not to play with fire, and I still don’t care.

But during the day I can be with the boys, but at night I can’t sleep all night.

I feel sick.

My roommate had no idea where he got his phone call and told him about my recent situation.

So the river began to visit me at school.

I’m bored.

He always parked under the bedroom and looked at me through that window.

And I’ve always walked down there, never once.

It’s like an endless lawn-saw war, which looks like I won.

I used to haunt him and he turned me down.

Now he’s been haunting me all day, and I haven’t looked at him once.

He didn’t back off, so he was under the bedroom.

I used to joke with my roommate, “He’s got all the skills he can for the rest of his life and see who’s holding on to the end.” I’m sorry.

“I won in the end. He won’t survive me. After all, he’s older than me. I’m sorry.

The roommate just looked at me worried and had nothing to say.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

Sooner or later, I’m going down the path of depression, and I’m afraid I’ll go crazy before I get through it.

25

A boyfriend, actually, a boyfriend I just lost, Lee Fly asked me out.

I promised.

Look, I’m like this now, as long as someone calls me, as long as I have something to do, I’ll go anywhere.

Li Fei and his friend rented a car to the glider club at the top of the mountain.

At night, he only had one room.

I know what he wants. I dumped him because he wanted me to sleep with him.

I can kiss, I can hug, but sleep is impossible.

So I dumped him.

I opened a room myself in front of his friend, and he couldn’t make a face. I’m sorry.

“You have to sleep with me on a date. What do you think I am? I’m just wasting my time. Why, you like being strong? I’m sorry.

“Sho Nam, you’re not asking me to show me face? I’m sorry.

“Please? I laughed, “Dreaming.” I’m sorry.

Soon I’ll know why he said that. Are you sure you won’t beg me?

Because I drank the water he passed on, and at the moment I was in the hotel bathroom, I was weak and I had a fever.

I’ve probably checked it out, and I know he’s behind it.

He’s got it. I went to the bathroom and asked him to get my bag at the door.

He was standing in front of the toilet, whispering, “Come out, be good.” I’m sorry.

“Li Fei, why are you so mean? I locked the toilet door instead of letting him in.

“Scoundrel? Nam, you never let me touch you. I’m sorry.

“You fart!”

My voice has become soft.

It’s hard, it’s hard.

I don’t want to bullshit him.

Turning on the tap, running at yourself with cold water, it’s cold enough to shake, and it’s not abating.

He started kicking outside.

I felt fear for the first time.

I hesitated for a while before calling Jiang Yuen.

“Jang Moon.” “I shouted his name with a weak voice.

Nam… he’s a little nervous, probably hearing my voice wrong. I’m sorry.

“I don’t know. “I’m getting dizzy, and I can’t think.

Send me a real-time location. Don’t turn it off. I heard the car on his side, and he comforted me and told me that he would be here soon.

And then I felt like I couldn’t talk anymore.

I don’t know when he came.

I just feel like he’s hugging me.

He put me in the back seat, tied me up with a seatbelt, “I’ll take you to the hospital, you hold on. I’m sorry.

“Good. “I’ve tried my best.”

But the road, too long.

There was a heavy rain and rain.

I heard rain dripping on the roof, growing, and the wind in my ear seemed like it was going to turn over.

The car then stopped, as if the road down the hill had been stopped by a fallen tree.

He went to the trunk, took the tools and tried to get the tree out.

It may be too hard and time-consuming for him to come back and look at me anxiously and start calling and scolding.

“If it’s any harder, you can get the engineers out of my bed and clean the road. I’m sorry.

He’s a little upset.

“Jang Moon.” I yelled at him.

“I’m here. He looked at me and worried.

“I’m not dying, I feel bad. “I cry and I try to catch something.

“What are you talking about?” He reached out and held my hand.

My head was buzzing, my body was shaking, my hands were restless, and I touched him.

Don’t be silly. His voice was a little stingy.

“No, I was wrong, I was wrong. “But I really like you. I’m sorry.

After that, I feel like I’m going to faint.

Suddenly I was taken into my arms and his kiss fell on me.

It’s like I’ve caught the straw and started looking for him.

I don’t know.

On the second day I will not be able to open my eyes in the heat of noon.

I wrinkled my frown, and then I reached out with one hand, and I blocked the sun.

It was only then that I opened my eyes and looked up at the moon’s tenderness in the Upper River.

This second, last night was like a movie flashing in my head, remembering some scenes, and I was ashamed.

And he looked at me with a very calm look, and he couldn’t stand it for a few seconds, and he smiled, and he said, “Now you know how tired you are? I’m sorry.

Listen to him. I’m getting more red.

And he touched my head, “Sleep, I’ll watch you.” I’m sorry.

I’m kind of sweet, “Okay. I’m sorry.

Nanji

This is the second time I’ve come to this seafood shop.

It’s just that the man who brought me here changed his name to the moon.

Uncle Liu was still so passionate, he only saw me standing next to him, surprised for a few seconds and then silent.

“Do you want Crabs and Shrimp?” Uncle Liu changed his normal expression.

It was probably the last time Chen and I came here, I ate a lot of them, and he remembered.

“Good. I’ll answer with a small voice.

I don’t know what you’re thinking. After that, I had a strange relationship with him.

He didn’t tell me that he liked me or loved me, even though he had done the closest thing.

If he doesn’t, I won’t ask.

He’s been nice to me for six months, to say the least.

It’s just about my dad. We haven’t talked about anyone.

“An additional bowl of chopsticks. “I’m sorry.

“Good. Uncle Liu said to prepare.

Jiang Moon dragged me to the booth.

He stood in the window and smoked, so he stopped smoking.

“Who else is coming?” I looked at the extra bowl and asked him.

“…” he paused for a moment, “an old man. I’m sorry.

“Then we wait for him. I don’t know who he’s talking about, but there’s something inside.

“No, eat first. He said he started to wear gloves to skin my shrimp.

At the end of the day, my bowl was full of peeled shrimp and crabs, and he started peeling into another bowl…

I looked at him with surprise and said nothing.

For a few seconds, he looked at me, and he opened his mouth: “There used to be a girl about your age. I’m sorry.

I had a feeling he was talking about the girl.

“She’s Liu Yi, me and Chen Yi, the three of us grew up together. * He did it, like sighs. *

“And then I was with her, and we were friends, and we were lovers, and I was a jerk when I felt like she was in love, and I didn’t even take her calls when she was crying, and I thought that she’d come and beg for forgiveness. I’m sorry.

Listening to him, I think I understand his feelings for the girl. I’m not feeling bad about her. I’m just sorry about the girl.

“And then?” I knew the end of it, but I couldn’t help but ask what had happened, and he was going to die for that girl.

He peeled shrimp and started to skin crabs again. I can see the mood is low.

“And then one time, after we had a fight, she never came to me for forgiveness. I’m sorry.

“What’s wrong?” My heart’s up.

“Then Chen told me that Liu was dead and went from the sea to a distance. He looked out the window.

I looked at it and I couldn’t say anything.

I’m beginning to understand why the river moon was light, and he must have been very guilty and unconscionable.

“Why? “I don’t understand why it’s going that way because of the fight.

“Then Chen beat me up and said she came to me that night, in the middle of the night, she went out and met some punks… She didn’t come to me again, but went back here, locked herself up in the house for a few days and finally made that choice. I’m sorry.

Speaking of which, I saw his eyes damp.

It’s too much information, and I’m blinded.

The air suddenly became quiet and none of us spoke.

But he’s still obstinately peeling crabs into that bowl.

It was not until he stripped all the crabs that he took his gloves, he sighed and looked at me.

“And Chen Yu likes that girl too? I suddenly realized that.

“Something. So I told you, he approached you, not for a simple purpose, and he hated me. From then on, he tried to rob me of everything. I’m sorry.

I suddenly remembered that Chen was so passionate when he first met me, and then disappeared so strangely that he didn’t really like me at all.

I feel a little sad.

He went on to say, “The night I came back, I had a big fight with Chen Qi, and he blamed me, and I didn’t care, but I was in a bad mood, and I went back to school alone, and I didn’t know how much wine I drank, and I swayed to the river alone. Maybe it was an illusion, and I saw her asking for help in the river, and I didn’t even think about it. I’m sorry.

“Nam, you can blame me. That’s when I met your parents, they called on the shore, your dad jumped and tried to pull me back, but I couldn’t help but swim to the center, and my mother jumped off… …and when I finally wake up in the middle of the river and turn back, your parents are washed away. I’m sorry.

Get out of here!

This moment, my breath stopped.

When things were mentioned, everyone’s pain was spread out like this, and my heart was sore that I couldn’t breathe.

“So you raised me because you owed my parents? I say this as if it was a huge effort.

Too much has come to me, and his pain, my pain, is intertwined, and I can barely bear it.

“Yes. I’m sorry.

“So you wouldn’t dare accept me, lest I hate you one day when I know the truth? I’m sorry.

“…he smiled bitterly, “You’ll know the truth sooner or later, but I’m not afraid you hate me. I’m sorry.

He took a while, and he sighed, “I’m afraid you’re upset. I’m sorry.

“I once failed a girl. When I thought about it later, Liu and I were good friends, and the cost of turning a friendship into love was too great, and I wasn’t even sure whether I really liked her or whether I was with her only because of the urge of youth. I’m sorry.

I called his name, “Do you like me?” I’m sorry.

I was afraid that he might say he didn’t like me and that he might say he liked me. I was so scared that I had to lift the tea cup and want a cup of tea to cover my panic.

As a result, he just got up, his hands shook, his cup fell on the floor and he broke.

I was in a hurry to get a cup, but he caught me.

“Don’t move, I’ll do it.” He pressed my shoulder, then he leaned down and picked up the pieces of the ground, and put them aside.

I was close to him, and I saw the complex sadness in his eyes, and my heart suddenly quieted.

“Dang Moon, eight years, have you put it down?” I whispered.

He did a little bit, he hesitated, he reached out, he pulled my hand to his heart, he didn’t talk, he didn’t look at me, he just looked at the bowl of shrimp.

It took him a long time to say, “It was her who took the initiative to skin my shrimp, and it was my first and last time today. I’m sorry.

Nam. “I wouldn’t have brought you here today if I hadn’t put it down. I wanted to bring you here a long time ago, but I didn’t bring you here until today because of something. I’m sorry.

It took me a moment to remember what he had said a long time ago, and that was the day of my parents’ sacrifice when he said he wanted to bring me here to eat seafood, but I went to Chen Shui.

“Why are you here?” I asked.

He looked up and looked at Uncle Liu, who was passing through the window. I’m sorry.

I’m even more shocked!

“Then he knows you and his daughter…”

“I know. He bowed his head and said, “He used to be my gardener, and he stayed by the seaside since the accident, and he opened this seafood shop. I’m sorry.

I turned around and looked.

Uncle Liu sat in a chair outside the window, looking at the direction of the sea.

“He grew up watching me and Chen Qian, just like my family. So, instead of coming to me, he sent me a message to keep me alive. I’m sorry.

I can’t eat this meal anymore.

I don’t know. There’s so much I don’t know.

I don’t know. He’s been facing dark times more than I am.

Who am I to blame now?

I think that if I gave my parents another chance, they would still choose to save Jiang Moon.

Once again, he will jump in the river after seeing the girl.

He has made mistakes and has been punished for it, and for eight years he has lived with regret.

Perhaps afterwards, memories will torment him again and again, but life will not stop.

Because the dead will never come back and the living will have to live.

“Are you full? “The words of the river moon have taken me back.

“Hmm. I nodded my head.

He stood up, reached out and pulled me up.

I followed him outside.

By the way, Uncle Liu held my hand and took me to Uncle Liu.

“Did you eat well?” Uncle Liu thought about it and saw us smile.

“It’s delicious, thank Uncle Liu. * I pull a smile, answer. *

But Uncle Liu’s eyes fell on me and on the hand of the Kong Moon, and there was a slight glittering of his face.

“Uncle Liu, I forgot to introduce you. “This is my girlfriend, Nam. I’m sorry.

I am somewhat surprised that this is the first time he has acknowledged my relationship with him, or made it clear for the first time. I was worried about Uncle Liu.

After a bit of shock, then it seemed like a bit of relief, and he moved his lips: “The little girl is pretty, she’ll be brought here, and Uncle Liu will cook for you.” I’m sorry.

“Good. When the moon was over, he pulled me to the sea.

Then I asked him why he had to tell Uncle Liu that he was not feeling well.

He said, “Eight years, it’s time for all of us to put it down. I’m sorry.

“Do you accept me because you put me down or because you owe me? “I’m still not feeling safe and feeling it’s all too sudden.

And suddenly he smiled, and whispered in my ear, “It is you who is in my debt.” I’m sorry.

“Who allowed you to fall asleep halfway?” He reached out and pinched my face and added, “Do you want me to remember that day in the car?” I’m sorry.

It’s too much information…

He smiled and touched my head, and he said, “Be good and exercise your body. I’m sorry.

I’m:

And suddenly I was angry at what I remembered: “You are strong, but you have not been trained. I’m sorry.

I think of all the women he’s ever had.

He listened to me and turned the wheel and parked the car by the side of the road.

Then you lean over and look at me, “How do you practice? It’s my first time too. I’m sorry.

“You lied. For the first time, it’s crazy. He thinks I don’t understand anything?

“The women you brought back before…” And I was staring at him and I didn’t want to say it again.

He suddenly sat back and sighs, “Fake.” I’m sorry.

He’s restarting the car.

Fake?

I’m a little surprised, and I’m a little paranoid.

And he reached out and held me, “Don’t think about it, it used to push you away, now…”

“Now?” I looked at him.

“Now that you’ve been pushed away, you’re not happy, you’re more loyal to your heart. He held my hand tight.

“What happens next, don’t be afraid. You don’t care. Leave everything to me. I’ll take care of it. I’m sorry.

I don’t know why. Listen to him.

“Good. I’m sorry.

And one night We stood in his arms, and he was working, and I looked at him, and suddenly I asked, “Why do you like me when the moon is in the river?” Do you ever get tired of me because I can’t leave you? I’m sorry.

He stunned for a moment, then turned off the computer, didn’t answer, but went to the house and put a cape on me and held me, “Do you think you can’t leave me?” I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

He smiled and rubbed my head. “I couldn’t have gone that long without you. I couldn’t have left you, stupid.” I’m sorry.

This moment is full of light, and We are in His tenderness, insolent.

In the end, he bowed his head and kissed me, and I saw in his eyes the stars of the galaxy.

Nanji

Then I applied for study abroad at school.

I want to work hard to find my own place and value. I want one day to really stand side by side with Jiang Yuen.

He supported me, too.

It’s just that recently when I came home to prepare all kinds of information about going abroad, he was sitting right next to me and helping me sort it out quietly and with a quiet face.

“What, you don’t want me to go? I’m sorry.

“Think. He smiled and handed me the information, “Not really. I’m sorry.

I asked him, “Why?”

He looked at me in a displeasure, then reached out and choked my neck and turned into a touch, and said, “Why else would I be interested if you went abroad to see the big boys?” I’m sorry.

Ugh…

Look at him, I can’t stop laughing.

Who can think of the recent mid-life crisis in the middle of a melancholy and insensitive river?

I went on to sort it out, and I made fun of him, “You used to push me away. I’m sorry.

He looked at me, and he laughed, “That’s too young to laugh.” I’m sorry.

“Now what?”

“Now… now I want to burn your passport and you can’t go anywhere. He took the information in my hand, put it on the table, hugged me.

“You are not childish. I didn’t look at him well.

Think about it, he’s really sticky to me these days.

I didn’t know what was going on until now, but now I know I can’t leave.

He stretches his hand, rubs his temple, laughs, and says, “That’s weird. My little girl is so cute. I’m sorry.

Listen to him. I’m feeling a little sweet inside.

And We sat on him, round his neck, and looked at him, and said, “The moon of the river, go abroad every month and see if I am well.” I’m sorry.

He stares at my lips, swallows his mouth, “I’m not going.” I’m sorry.

“Why?” I’m not happy right now.

He suddenly reached out to my eyes, stopped me from looking at him, ended up groaning, “Can I come back?” I’m sorry.

And the next second, his lips were turned over, one hand to my head and one hand to my hair softly.

Nam. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

I’ll wait for you.

“Good. I’m sorry.

Nan Qi.

September 2019

Today, the little girl went to college and she was happy.

Nam was in school for the first time, and I was afraid that she would have a psychological problem. She had a cooking aunt at home, a psychiatrist, and she went home every day to follow her developments.

She was taken to her bedroom, where Aunt Zhang laid her covers, and I waited downstairs and did not go up.

Aunt Zhang came down and told me that her classmates asked her who she was and why she was not her parents. I can feel her embarrassment.

I was waiting for her tweets the other night to know if she was sad about the incident, whether she had been mocked by her classmates and whether she would be alone in hiding crying.

At 11 p.m., she finally sent a message.

She told me about the new and new events that had taken place today and seemed a little excited.

But I couldn’t hear it, and my heart was hung by Aunt Zhang’s words today.

I asked her why she texted me so late. She said she was too busy to forget.

I was relieved.

I was in bed and I thought, “The little girl finally grew up.”

She’s no longer the same as before, crying all over her face as if anyone had mentioned her parents.

I laughed at my day’s nervousness and finally felt like I should let go.

September 2020

Today, I brought another woman home.

It’s been a long time since Nam and I had a cold war.

She’s starting to express herself like me.

I didn’t think about it before, but I just wanted to take care of her, and I couldn’t care less.

Liu’s death casts a shadow on the fact that I can’t fall in love anymore, let alone with someone else.

So Nan’s daring confession stopped me, and I thought about it one night and finally realized that it would be the beginning of a mistake and that I would have to kill her in the cradle.

I chose the most direct form of rejection, which was to take the women home, which I didn’t touch, and fortunately they were good at acting, hoping that Nan would know the truth and I wouldn’t like her.

Or like her.

She’s my teacher’s daughter. I killed my teacher. How can she like me when she knows the truth?

Sometimes she pushes me, and I want it to end by telling her the truth.

But I can’t bear to hurt her again when I think of the dark and uneasy time she lost her parents.

After all, she’s so trusting me now that she depends on me for the last time.

October 2020

Today, eat with Qin.

His daughter Qin Rain is here.

She’s been looking at me at the table, deliberately or not, and I’m just laughing.

I’ve seen a lot of things like this. Qin always wants to set me up with his daughter, of course I know.

It’s just, I’m not interested in her. I’m not really interested in women.

She got drunk in my car after dinner, and I sent her back as a squirt, and she gave me a little credit the next day and started to say what I meant.

I was going to say no, but I haven’t reached the point where marriage matters need to be resolved through commercial unions.

But Nan’s recent madness has made me very difficult.

I’ve been thinking all night, and I think Qin rain is good. If I had to get married, Nan would have been awakened.

Because she’s a good girl. She’s a good girl.

I took Qin rain home to discuss engagement.

Nam is here. She’s out of control today.

I’m not sick of seeing her rashly expressing love, only heartache.

November 2020

Nananla recently hacked me.

I’m a little helpless and I’m a kid.

I had to keep an eye on her latest developments.

That’s why she started working part-time.

I didn’t want to go to the ceremony the other day, and the people who sent me told me Nam was doing part-time work there.

I’m still going. Standing on the stage, watching her step on her heels, wearing a high-open tiara, with a light makeup, and suddenly I saw a light.

I finally found out that the little girl had grown up.

I was a little distracted that day, and I couldn’t help but notice her little figure.

I can’t believe I think she’s cute when I see her twisting her feet.

I couldn’t help but realize I was looking at her.

Back that night, I thought a lot and tried so hard to convince myself not to think, but it was still her shadow.

I fear that she will be bullied for part-time work and that she will suffer in order not to spend my money on me.

Then I laughed at myself, and she was 20 years old, not a child, and I was so worried.

November 2020

She hasn’t been looking for me for half a month.

I was surprised to meet her at the party.

But there was something unpleasant that ended up taking her.

Chen like Liu Yi, I know.

After Liu’s death, he cried and grabbed my collar and asked me over and over and over and over why he chose to be with Liu, but not to protect her.

I’ve been asked to be silent and I feel like an asshole.

He said he knew to stop Liu Yi and never let her be with an asshole like me.

It was only then that I knew that he had liked Liu Yi from the beginning, but then we were together and he chose to give up.

He may be the one who really likes her, and I’m just confused, mistakenly thinking that it’s love that leads to such tragedy.

Chen can’t get out, he knows that Nam is my niece and that I’m different to her, that he’s seemingly after Nan, but inside he’s trying to avenge me, and I know that he should not be the victim of revenge.

I went to him for a drink, and I wanted to bring the old grudges over, and he promised me not to approach Nam on purpose.

Nam Nan was 20 years old and I protected her before, and she didn’t understand the men’s tricks.

I’m worried about her.

December 2020

This month, I’ve had trouble sleeping every night.

I always dreamt that Nan and Chen were coming together and then she was crouching in the corner.

I started looking for her at her school, sitting in a car every time, looking at her quietly through her window.

On Christmas, I went to her school again.

I saw Chen’s face and my heart was cold.

The most worrying thing happened.

She went out with Chen.

I waited for her all night under the dorm, and she didn’t come back.

I do not know how it was that night, suffering, panicking, irritating, as if I had no interest in everything.

I even called my shrink, who calmly analyzed me and said I liked Nan, which was a sign of jealousy.

I was blinded.

I went downstairs to wait for her, to think about everything that happened this year and to find what the shrink said, and I liked her.

As a result, the old days, her laughs, her jokes, were so clear. I just realized that as long as it’s about her, I remember everything.

What if it’s not like yet?

I’ve been drinking a lot, waiting downstairs in her dorm, and I’m not thinking straight, my heart’s beating very fast, and I seem to be back when I was a teenager.

As a result, she came back the next day and this waiting time consumed all my impulses.

And I sat there in peace, and watched her and Chen Zira as they turned their backs on each other, and their hearts were like needles.

She saw me later, laughing and telling me that she was in love.

At that moment, my heart died.

I’ve been through a lot of complex emotions, and the statements that I’m trying to say are eventually turned into silence.

I think if Chen was really serious about pursuing her this time and if she was happy about it, then what was the need for me to stop her?

January 2021

I live more lonely days alone than I used to, as if the time had stopped.

I thought Nam would be happy, but Chen was suddenly engaged to Qin rain.

I know that Chen’s family has been fighting for the Qin Rain family.

The rain in Qin has been with me for a long time.

I just didn’t think that Chen had followed his family’s instructions and chose to marry the Qin family.

I thought of Nam first.

What about my little girl?

I took her home from the corner, and the dream came true.

I didn’t want to do anything for a while. I just wanted to be with her and walk her through the valley.

Our relationship seems to have returned to its best times, and I was relieved to see the smile on her face.

On the same day as Valentine’s Day this year, I thought I would confess everything to her that day and ask her for forgiveness so that she could give me a chance again.

It’s just that the ending was a bit difficult, and she found out the truth in advance and ran away.

Destiny always plays tricks.

March 2021

Nan has changed.

She became a slag, squandered her youth and mixed with different boys every day.

I know she’s punishing me in a way that tortures herself.

She’s got it.

I couldn’t sleep all night, I had to stay under her dorm, and she wouldn’t look at me.

I live with my own guilt every day, worrying about her, hurting her and being helpless.

I don’t know what to do, so she’ll be cool.

I think even if she can’t forgive me, I accept.

I just hope she’s okay.

April 2021

I got a call from Nan.

In that moment, I felt like the world was back in color.

But when I heard her voice, I suddenly realized that she was in a strange state like being drugged…

I ran out of everything.

When she found Nam, she felt so bad that my heart broke.

I have to get her to the hospital.

But God is against me.

The storm began and a large number of trees were blown down the road and could not go down.

I want to go back. The way back is blocked by trees.

In such a time of dilemma, Nan in the back seat breaks me.

It was hard for her to start looking for my comfort.

Later, I couldn’t take much more, and even if she hated me for the rest of her life.

If I can, I don’t want to take her in this wind and rain on this night, in this car.

But I don’t have a choice.

Nam, I like you.

By the time she said that, she was already exhausted.

I put my hand in her hair, so I held her in my arms, and it hurt.

Like someone, too close, it really hurts.

I remember she always said she was too dependent on me.

In fact, without her, I’m afraid I would never have been in the shadow of Chen Zhen for years.

Actually, it’s me.

So from now on, I want to give all the tenderness of the world to this little girl in arms.

Nan Qi

Before I left the country, I went to Chen Yuen’s engagement dinner.

He told me not to go, and I insisted.

I don’t have any ideas about Chen Shui.

I just feel like I’ve been played around, and I need an explanation, or I’m going to say goodbye to that mistake.

The engagement party was a big event, and throughout the whole time, the river moon was holding me in fear of being bullied.

I’m a little uncomfortable, but he’s a little obstinate, even if others want to say something that might prevent him from being in business today.

Chen Qing came over for a toast and first saw me.

I looked at him, but he didn’t hide.

Instead of waiting for my words to congratulate him, he said, “Congratulate me and make me a little blindfold.”

Then he sent me a message to go to the balcony and say something to me.

I told Jiang Yuen that he was a little uneasy and wanted to follow him, and I refused.

I walked alone to the balcony and Chen was smoking.

“You’re with Jiang Yuen? He looked up at me.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

The two men were silent for a while, and I asked him, “Do I have fun?” I’m sorry.

He stunned for a moment and suddenly laughed.

He smoked another cigarette and smiled and asked me, “When did my brother play you?” I’m sorry.

This is when he says “brother” and it just makes me sick.

I don’t think I’m good at fighting, especially with Chen. He won’t be as fond of me as the moon.

“If you’re with him, you’ll be fine. He suddenly lost his temper and said, “He’s never been so kind to Liu, this time I lost to him.” I’m sorry.

And when he said this, he was sad, but I heard it in the clouds.

“What do you mean?” I asked him.

He suddenly turned his back and called my name, “You should live in the sun. People like me live in the dark forever. You chose him right. I didn’t fool you. I just, I don’t deserve you.” I’m sorry.

“I finally understood where I lost to Jiang Yu and why Liu Liu chose him for so many years.

“When I met you, I realized that he needed to fight me to win, because you liked him, and I lost. Liu Liang is, you too. So I quit.

“If that beast bullys you, tell your brother that he’ll help you out. Chen Zheng smoked a cigarette, reached out and touched my head and turned back to the banquet room.

On the way back, I’ve been remembering Chen’s words.

That’s all I’ve ever liked.

Is that so?

I looked at the men around me, and I went into my head, thinking about my childhood, my nonsense, which was not for his attention.

So I was confused about what others understood.

It was like I finally opened my heart and went back to my heart at night, and I couldn’t help holding his hand.

“What’s wrong? “Where is it? I’m sorry.

“None. I smiled and kissed his side of the face.

He stunned me for seconds, staring at me in the shadows, whispering, “Fear of pain, dare to mess with me?” I’m sorry.

Now I’m stuck.

He waved at me.

“No, no. I ran away.

And then he lost his patience and took me back to my room.

I want to cry, and he’s been a little greedy lately. Record number: YX11KRkldvj

I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.