I’ve been in love with my husband for a long time, but he’s only responsible for me.
One day I was looking for him to get a divorce and somehow he put him under the desk.
His students asked him questions.
He touched my head under the table.
One.
The divorce from Shen Longfei was the result of my thought.
It was a farce when he was married, and it wasn’t even me.
I went to his office to find him, and he put his head under the table.
I just figured out what to say. There’s a student coming in.
“Sensei…”
Sounds like a girl.
I can’t see anything from this perspective, but his hands on my head are real.
I heard the girl with a soft voice and asked him if she could pass her final exam.
It’s all quite normal.
The girl suddenly added:
“Sensei Shen, I’ll do whatever you want me to pass.”
In a quiet office, there are only two teachers and students.
We were like a third party to whom there was no reason.
He’s still holding my head.
I heard him say, “Really, do whatever you want.” I’m sorry.
The girl was shaking her voice.
“That…”
Shen’s long-distance line is as slow as ever.
But at this moment, not to mention a girl, even my heart is beating in my throat.
“Can you prepare for next semester’s re-election? I’m sorry.
“…”
I can only say that Mr. Shen deserves to be named by the students as the Living King.
Because even my people under the table can hear the girl’s sobbing.
After the girl left, I finally drilled out of the table.
“Why did you put me under the table? I questioned him.
He leaned on his back and laughed.
Shen always liked to laugh, but I knew most of the time he laughed.
In fact, the man’s temper is not as good.
“Slightly, say what you just said to me again. I’m sorry.
He bowed down.
“Why are you putting me under the table? I’m sorry.
One more word. I’m sorry.
“I want to divorce you, Shen Longfei. I’m sorry.
He knocked on the table and stopped looking at me.
“Don’t even think about it, Lyn. I’m sorry.
Two.
I don’t get it. He doesn’t like me. Why don’t he just divorce?
So I pulled out the printed divorce papers and showed them on the table.
Shen Long-Wi, look at this. I’m sorry.
“If we divorce, we have two properties, one for me. You bought the car, you own it. We don’t have children, we don’t have to talk about maintenance, we have some personal property…
Shen Long’s long-trained fingers carried the divorce agreement, which was put in the shredder next to her.
“…”
“You fuck…”
I swallowed up the bad words I was about to say.
For We were reminded that Shen had taught me not to swear, but in some ways that were not the right way.
“Too bad, rewrite. He leaned back.
“What do you think I’m giving you these papers? And I’m not your student anymore, Shen Longfei. I’m sorry.
“Yes, yes, you are my wife. I’m sorry.
He didn’t even listen to me.
And then he leaned over my lips and kissed.
“I have a meeting tonight. If you don’t wait for me, go home. I’m sorry.
“We’ll talk about the divorce when I get back tonight. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
3
Of course I can’t wait for Shen Long.
They had a seminar for hours, and they didn’t know what kind of flowers to discuss.
At 9:00 p.m., he suddenly sent me a message.
Two words.
“Figure. I’m sorry.
“…”
Chai?
This guy, he doesn’t like electronics.
Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei
The last time we talked, he came to my new company six months ago and I sent him a cell phone location.
I was 100% sure his number was stolen!
Now that a fraud syndicate is talking to me about his skin, it’s possible that the next fraud is going to set me up with money.
So I’m just going to say:
“Sorry, she’s asleep. I’m sorry.
Just throw away the phone.
I was going to call and warn Shen Yao-mei that his tweets had been stolen, and I thought I would divorce him.
So I covered the covers, covered my head and fell asleep.
…until the sound of a lock on the door was turned by a set of keys.
4
I was blinded by a flash of light.
Shen opened all the lights.
I don’t know what I was looking for.
“What are you doing back so early?”
I had a yawn and looked at him with my hair.
He stood in front of me with his eyes open, and he had a big smile.
“Where are you hiding?”
I’ve never seen him laugh so deeply.
“Where did you hide what?”
Made me more blind.
He took a breath and asked me a word.
“Man. I’m sorry.
“The man with your phone, man. I’m sorry.
“…”
Shen Chang-moo, are you serious? You’re so angry at this…
He started to unbutton his shirt.
“Anger?” I’m not mad. I’m sorry.
The tie was loosed and thrown on the bed.
“I just feel, unfortunately. I’m sorry.
“If it were two, it might be more exciting. I’m sorry.
“…”
♪ ♪ I’ll tell you ♪
“Wait, Shen Long distance, don’t…”
His fingerbone stopped in my waist and he laughed. I shrunk unconsciously, without saying anything.
Damn, it’s like he used to give me lessons.
I can’t help it. I dragged a pillow between us.
“You smell, Shen Long. I’m sorry.
He looked up.
“Did you?”
“…”
No, he doesn’t like booze and he just went to a meeting tonight.
But I’ve left my face open:
“So take a shower. I’m sorry.
5
I finally got the man to the bathroom, I leaned against the bathroom door.
Breathe, breathe.
Damn it, I can’t breathe.
Fear of him is like it’s carved into my bones.
He was just…
I knocked on the door with my knuckles, and I yelled, “Shen Longfei, I want to divorce you! I’m sorry.
The water in the bathroom was so loud that I thought he couldn’t hear it, that even if he could hear it, he wouldn’t have come out there to punish me.
As a result, after so many years, I did underestimate Shen Long distance.
He opened the bathroom door. I haven’t heard anything yet.
Because the fog is so big.
He held my wrist and dragged me into his arms.
I was wearing slippers, and at the last minute I was stubbornly throwing them away so that it would not step on the wet floor.
He was then held by Shen long by his head.
The fog was particularly high in the bathroom, and I stepped barefoot on the floor brick.
He kissed me for a while, and he picked me up and put me on the table.
Hands on my side.
“Miss Lin, can you take back everything you said this afternoon? I’m sorry.
The sweetness of Shen, carved in bones.
This sentence means that his tenderness has deprived him of the expression of anger.
But based on my years with him.
That doesn’t mean he won’t get mad.
In fact, he’ll take a more gruesome way than angry.
To punish me.
So I choked.
I shrunk back, but there was a wash-up, and there was a dim, and my weight was on.
And he reached out to help.
“What to hide?” He looked up.
Shen Chang-mei, we can discuss the divorce.
I put my hand on his chest.
It’s a red heart that burns me.
But he just, throw me two words of heartless.
“It’s late. I’m sorry.
“…”
He’s like a beast who only plays his game, and I’m only eating on his plate.
By looking at him like that, I can always pick up some bad memories.
And the sound of a violent shaking was blown, and it was between us.
It’s Shen Long’s phone on the table. It’s ringing.
He should have left it there with his own hands. We just moved so fast that the phone didn’t turn.
The screen contains a series of numbers without comment.
At times like this, Shen Longfei will hang up and continue.
But this time, he just took a quick look at the screen and took it.
I was still close to him, although I had no intention of listening to what was said on the microphone.
But the woman’s crying is still in my ear.
I found it rather bitterly, that Shen had softened his voice, and then looked at me, slowly untied me.
Tell me he needs to go out.
I don’t know.
Six.
I sat on the sofa at home.
The bear, who was taken with Shen Long, had all the shapes of a pillow.
Finally, stand up and change.
It’s true, the more I want to get mad.
I have to figure it out today.
Who’s that woman who’s always calling Shen Longfei?
Yes, I suspect Shen Chang cheated.
In the meantime, he sometimes comes home late from work, and I can’t stand it.
After all, it wasn’t his will to be with me.
But why is he so good to me? He loves me.
Now, when a woman calls, she’s in a hurry to leave.
Why?
He didn’t know I liked him.
I don’t know.
I ran down the stairs and just happened to see Shen Longway coming out of the garage.
He’s going pretty fast. I thought I’d never catch him again.
And then there was a taxi that just happened to come from my left side.
Get in the car and the driver hears I’m going after the rap.
That speed and technology made me wonder if he was a racer who had retired for years.
Anyway, I don’t know if it’ll work.
But the driver made me throw up when I got off.
I don’t know.
Shen Longfei’s destination is the hospital.
Only the emergency centre was open late at night, and I didn’t understand why I followed him like a thief.
In any case, he was quick, without hesitation.
I followed him, and there were not many people in the middle of the night who were in the middle of the night.
But I never thought I’d end up with him.
Night consultations in paediatrics.
This is probably the most troublesome area of the hospital, which is still on fire at 1 or 2 a.m.
There was the cry of children and the rush of adults.
I’m hiding behind a post in the waiting room, watching Shen Longfei.
He’s tall, he’s got a pretty good hand in his pocket.
In the middle of the waiting room, he didn’t leave.
Then We heard a little boy calling out to him from among the heavy crowds.
– Dad. I’m sorry.
Why am I sure it’s him.
‘Cause the kid’s already running over and hanging on him.
I can’t remember the mood when I saw it.
The brain was blank for a long time, and I didn’t know it was this.
He had kids, never told me.
We got married and he had a kid out there.
What is this?
I can’t understand any of the images that appear before me at this moment. I thought I’d be hysterical. I thought I’d go up and question him.
But I just can’t feel a part of my heart cooling down, that’s all.
I’m always so restless, so restless, and I never get ahead of myself.
What position should I ask him?
Ridiculous, wife?
I was staring at a woman coming from behind him, and he looked down and talked to a woman.
I don’t know that woman. I’ve never seen her.
The woman lay down and touched the boy’s head and then pulled him up.
Shen’s hand was still in her pocket, and the lights on the hospital ceiling were generally cold and he was talking to women.
The woman suddenly wept.
And the next second, the woman went up and held him up.
Shen Long’s body was apparently flat, so much so that she wanted to film the back of a woman, but finally, she didn’t lift her hand.
I can’t watch anymore. I left the hospital alone.
It’s like this city is just in front of the hospital, and people are coming around at all times, and the road is full of neon with the wrong light.
Twenty-four hours of convenience stores will still be open, and 15 bucks will be enough to buy a latte and sandwich, and I’m sitting in the store, and I’ve done my best not to think about it.
..that boy, fly over and call his dad.
The little boy seems to be five or six years old, but I’ve only been married to him for three years. I’ve never heard of such a woman before.
I like Shen Long distance. It’s been a long time.
He’s my mom’s big-time student. He gave me lessons in high school.
The last remedial teacher was particularly harsh on me and had to copy them ten times, sometimes even with corporal punishment, in order to do so.
My mom hurt me so she changed my tutor.
She was still in college, and he laughed at me the first time he saw me.
I thought I finally had a gentle teacher.
Shen Long-term speaking on the subject, it was indeed gentle.
He was well organized, and he had a small number of tasks, and I kept up with him many times.
But if I can’t keep up with his rhythm, he’ll take a gentle tone and say something creepy.
Once I was sick, my head was sore, but I was burning down, and in the third grade, my mother kept Shen from giving me a lesson.
I remember very well that day, I was wrong a lot of things.
I looked up, looked at Shen Long and told him I couldn’t do it.
He said, “Okay, stop it.
I began to hallucinate in my head, thinking there was a circle over his head and wings on his back.
Then he told me that the task for today would be to stay until the next time.
Do double.
So the circle became a horn, and the wings of the angels became a wing of the devil.
I cried the other day to finish the subject.
He stood by my chin and watched me cry.
It was only then that I knew Shen Longfei looked good to everyone, but he was cold, and he liked to laugh at everyone, and he could stab anybody.
I drank the latte.
A hiccup.
The phone’s been ringing.
7
Shen Longfei probably came home and found out I wasn’t home.
He probably doesn’t know what I saw.
The phone keeps ringing, and I’m suffocating, and I finally pick it up.
“Where are you?”
It’s his voice, patient and gentle, as always.
I took a breath and told him one word at a time.
“I’m here, other man’s, in bed. I’m sorry.
“…”
The microphone was silent for a while.
And then I heard his tone, and he was still gentle, as though he were holding me.
“What man?”
“…”
I took a breath.
I can’t hear him talk like that, I can’t hear him like he doesn’t care.
“Who cares?”
“I want to divorce you! Shen Chang-mei! I’m sorry.
I shouted that, and the shopkeeper at the convenience store was scared, half-fried and staring at the cashier.
The sirens of the car outside the window were ringing to the city, and the helpless light covered me.
Why am I still sad when it comes to this?
Shen Longway’s good, not mine alone.
Isn’t that what I knew?
8
Back home, the key was locked and the door opened.
The eye of Shen was a little panicking towards my eyes and, to be honest, I never saw his face.
He was all dressed up, he saw me, he pulled me into his arms.
“Slower, what’s wrong? He also smells of hospital disinfection.
Is that how that woman held him?
I made him so hard.
“I saw it all. I looked him in the eye and said one word.
“You went to the hospital for that woman and her children, didn’t you? I’m sorry.
I’m trying to find something in his eyes, and it’s still a funny hope.
But We did not meet except the Qur’an, the first flash in his eyes.
Then return to gentle peace.
“Slightly, you’re wrong. I’m sorry.
“…”
Why do you have to lie?
Why do you have to lie like that?
How many times have you lied to me? I’m sorry.
I’m shaking my head and I’m going back.
Or what exactly, really?
In the end, he didn’t even say he loved me.
9
I think I remember very well the day Shen asked me to marry him.
That summer of the fourth year, Mom was sick.
I caught up with the last train home, a white room, like a big dream.
My mother, the teacher of the people, has been at the podium for her whole life, and my heart is sore.
Always thinking of giving me the best.
When I was a kid, she had a small salary, and I asked for something very nice and expensive, and she bought it for me without blinking.
I learned later that she had been brushed with her food money and that she had not had a decent lunch in those weeks.
She always said how good her daughter was, but I was not, I was rebellious, and I fought against her.
I left home and went to sleep with my friends.
She came to me all night in the dark.
I always thought she wouldn’t grow old, and I always thought she’d always look at me and laugh.
But one day, she couldn’t stand anymore.
The hands were filled with needle holes, and she later took a pin and shouted to me.
I guess she set me up with Shen.
How much do you like me? I don’t know.
But he respected my mother. After all, my mother raised his tuition.
I like Shen Long distance.
He was the man who overspreaded all my adolescence, and he was the jolt of my youth.
But Shen Longfei always looked more like me.
He was gentle and restrained, except in bed.
In fact, when he did something, I should have understood that he was not a gentle man in his bones.
That day I stood outside my mom’s operating room.
The hospital gave a notice of danger.
Shen Chang-mei put some tweezers outside and handed them to me.
It was only then that he joined a college assistant and was busy at work, but never forgot to remind me to eat.
“I can’t eat. I’m sorry.
I looked at him, and I choked without reason.
He took me in his arms.
I love the smell of Shen Longfellow. He doesn’t smoke, he’s always clean.
At that time, I’d be happy to have him alone.
I thought I’d have to talk to him for a few more years.
Until he held my hand, put the diamond ring in my anonymous finger.
“…”
The brain is blank, and he talks in my ear.
“Your mom wants to see us get married. Let’s get married. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
10
I went back to my mom’s old house.
I don’t have anywhere else to go anyway.
It was hard for me to ask him what she was looking at, and I felt it.
He’s going to defend that woman.
My mom’s been gone a long time, and we’re in front of her.
My mom always said it’s hard to find a man like Shen Longfei, and now I don’t agree.
Shen won’t agree to the divorce, so I’m going to sue him.
Before I do, I have to find evidence of his cheating.
And, that woman.
I have to figure out who it is.
The hospital was too far away that day, and I had a vague look at the look of a woman.
But if it’s important to go to the hospital, it can’t be just a day.
I was in pediatrics, and I just wanted to wait a day or two, and I thought I’d get a private detective to handle this.
I didn’t think I’d meet on the first day.
The little boy should be sick.
Crying, being pulled by his mother.
The mother and the son went to the specialist clinic and then went to the registered to buy the medicine.
I was in college for a while.
I’ve added the school’s detective agency, and I’ve had a great deal of fun with the president, and either we’re looking for cats for the security guard or we’re giving the tabloids a hand.
And thanks to that time, my skills in following people became better than normal people.
But I can’t imagine that woman’s home.
Right in my neighborhood.
Eleven.
I stopped women directly.
I don’t want to hide anything anymore, or I’m really upset.
I’ve been looking for someone who’s been suspicious for so long.
So close to me?
Shen Longfei probably didn’t stop by her house.
The moment the woman saw me, she scared me.
Because suddenly her face became pale, and then she turned back.
Apparently, she refused to communicate with me.
She’s one of those beautiful faces. She’s not very good-looking. I thought she’d be able to make it.
“You… stay back. I’m sorry.
Women shake their heads at me. I had an accident.
According to the child’s age, she had to be a little earlier than I knew Shen Long.
But she’s facing me, like she’s obviously low.
“I just wanted to ask you a few questions. I’m sorry.
I breathed deeply and tried to calm down my anger.
But she was shaking her head until I pushed her to the edge of the stairs.
She said out loud, “Come closer, I’ll call Shen Longfei…”
Well, she’s down here.
I’m sarcastic, and I want to make things clear.
So I called Shen Longfei.
He’s almost a second away, “Slight…”
Still, entangled.
I laughed and asked him.
“You know who I’m in front of? I’m sorry.
A man as smart as Shen Longfei probably understood my intentions right away.
It’s been a while.
I didn’t wait for him to answer.
“That’s the mother and child you sneaked into the hospital. What do you think I’d do to them? I’m sorry.
To be honest, I’ve been thinking about his response many times.
He was never angry with me, so I took it for granted that he would laugh at me and play with me.
I didn’t expect his tone to get cold right now.
“Lim light, I warn you. I’m sorry.
“Get away from her. I’m sorry.
“…”
I’ve never been killed by Shen Long.
I don’t know what he’s mad about, and I don’t think he’s even gonna get mad at me in his life.
So I grabbed the phone hand and shook.
He seems to have just reacted, softly:
“Do as you’re told, leave it alone. I’m sorry.
“…”
What do you mean, leave it alone?
You’re my husband. What is it that I can’t handle?
I’m almost shaking, but I don’t want to lose my temper in front of this woman with a baby.
Shen’s at the end of the phone seems to be explaining something, but I can’t hear a word from my head.
Anyway, he told me not to bother the mother and son.
“What is your relationship to Shen Longfei?”
I hang up on the phone and stare at the woman in front of me.
And then suddenly she pushed me.
I don’t know.
“Go away! Who are you? Do I have anything to do with you? I’m sorry.
Women suddenly raised their tone, waved their arms, and, to be honest, I was scared by this scene for a moment.
“Don’t come to me again. I don’t know you. I’m sorry.
She yelled at me with her finger on my nose, and was as though he had just been weak and weak.
I tried to pull her arm and she threw it away.
Until the eye of the right side of the right side explores our minds and looks between us.
I took a breath and finally couldn’t be like the lady in the rape video.
Hold on to her.
12
I found the nearest convenience store.
I’ve just recorded everything about women and Shen Longfei.
Although I have not yet set out the relationship between them, there is probably enough evidence to sue for divorce.
Shen has called me a dozen times since then, and I’m sick of it.
The sun is west, looking through the window, people coming.
It’s like there’s always something in life that worries me that if nothing happens, Shen Longfei is still my husband and I have him.
But who knows how many disgusting things have been done to your gentle people?
I don’t know.
Sister, do you know the lady with the baby? I’m sorry.
There was a guy sitting next to me.
He’s got a brow, looks like he’s in college, but he seems a little too skinny.
“Who is she?”
The boy appeared strangely and, frankly, I really don’t want to recall what just happened.
I didn’t talk to him, but I got up and walked out of the convenience store.
When I walked out of the convenience store, I looked back unconsciously.
Didn’t think the boy was still staring at me through the window.
I’m a little chilly.
I feel like I’m touching some weirdo today.
I don’t know.
I was gonna take a cab back.
There is no taxi at this time.
More than a dozen. All of them were passengers.
After 20 minutes, I was hungry, and I saw a greasy pancakes on the side of the road.
There’s no one at the peak.
I just wanted to buy one to fill my hunger.
But I can see why there’s no one left.
It’s just thin.
“…no cilantro. I’m talking to the shopkeeper.
The stallor doesn’t know what he’s looking at. He’s giving me a vague answer.
Then a whole lot of cuisine went up.
I don’t know.
He seems to have just responded, and he took a big flat shovel and shoveled the spices out.
I just want to say, brother, that the bottom of the pie can’t be worn anymore.
I was in a very bad mood to take away the pies that were so angry and sore that I was standing at the corner and was about to sweep the bike back.
The wind swirls the leaves on the road.
I’ve seen it since I was a kid.
It’s an old car.
I’m going to pick up the cabbage leaves while I’m trying to figure out the age of the car.
And then I suddenly found a little bit.
Is the car coming straight to me?
No slowdown.
I don’t know.
That’s about a few seconds.
From hearing those who were behind me shouted to me, “Beware,” and then he threw me out.
I fell on the road, and the bumped-up tarp stomped through my skin, and it stinged.
I can’t get up in time. I can only turn my eyes around.
So he saw the baker of the pancakes, and when he pushed me away, he was hit by the car.
I was thinking.
I wonder how people get hit so high.
I was thinking, why save me?
Until the pain recovered, loud voices were heard, and several taxis travelling through the street stopped suddenly, and many people came down from inside.
There was a baseball bat on the window, other cars were forced to park, and there was the sound of glass smashing on the floor and the sound of the police shouting.
Police.
My mind came back to the cage and crawled to the stand.
From a long distance, I saw a great deal of blood on the ground, and I stunnedly pulled my cell phone out of my pocket.
A few times, the shivering fingers can’t even slit.
I went over the location and the situation with the operator, so I found the environment so noisy and loud.
I can’t think, I can’t talk, I can’t get over it, and I can’t help but see the blood flowing under the stall.
The operator is also asking me about the injuries of the wounded and telling me that they have already sent a car.
The operator asked me several times if the wounded were conscious.
I held the handle and suddenly found myself unable to open my mouth.
Pancake stand…
What shopkeeper.
The wigs are gone, as are the beards.
I found my hand shaking, putting it on him, shaking.
Shen Long distance.
You make really bad pancakes.
But why don’t you open your eyes?
13
I don’t know.
This is an anti-drug operation.
It is large-scale and is intended to destroy a drug trafficking site.
Even Mr. Shen Longfei, who teaches criminal law, is involved.
As to why a university teacher in Shen Long distance would be involved in the front-line operations.
I don’t know.
I was sitting in a chair outside the operating room.
I don’t know how long it’s been lighting up, or how long I’ve been crying.
Until a woman came in, the one I couldn’t figure out what her relationship was.
She saw me, kneeled down on the ground, apologized madly and wouldn’t get up.
I’ve been saying I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I only knew that women… were Shen’s long hair.
Her husband, too, has long hair.
The woman’s husband was an honourable undercover drug cop, but he was found on a mission one day.
“You know what he looked like when you found Hung? I’m sorry.
“They wouldn’t even let me look at the body, so I was scared, but I did, actually…”
“I can’t even find a human face. I’m sorry.
“The fingers are all missing, the eyeballs are filled with needles, and they’re sewn together with bodies that don’t know where they are…”
“They… they’ve also injected a lot of drugs and doping in Hong…”
Speaking of which, women were shaking.
The worst thing is, actually, the nightmare, it’s just the beginning.
Later on, those associated with Ah Hung continued to suffer reprisals.
The woman had a newborn child who slept in the ward and was infiltrated in the middle of the night and injected drugs.
Injecting in the brain, children were rescued from ghost doors.
The brain suffered permanent damage.
That’s why you’re calling Mom and Dad.
When it comes to her children, women can’t stop crying.
In the corridors outside the operating room, dark incandescent lights were shown on people.
I don’t know how long I sat.
I don’t know what to think.
except for those who, for a long period of hours, came to pass and pushed through the beds, and cried and cried to their families.
Loud and silent.
14
“Was it time you ate something? I’m sorry.
I didn’t think he was calling me until he called out my name.
“Mrs. Lin. I’m sorry.
I turned my head.
Little was scared.
Because he was in the hospital, wearing a mask and sunglasses, and covered his face so tightly.
“Oh, you think I’m wearing this thing strange? I’m sorry.
The man shook his head.
“Sorry, I’m a narc. I’m sorry.
“…”
“There’s no way, we don’t know where the gang is going to be watching us. I’m sorry.
He’s got a nice second-hand leg.
Talk to me once and for all.
In fact, he’s been saying that I’m listening.
“Senior Shen is out of surgery. I’m sorry.
“I know you’re his wife and I’m responsible for your protection. I’m sorry.
“…”
I looked up at him.
He laughed.
“Ah-ha, you don’t know, Mr. Shen almost got revenge from a drug dealer. I’m sorry.
I never heard of anything like that.
“A year ago my comrade died in the line of duty. I’m sorry.
“We’re tracking the cartel. I’m sorry.
“The comrade who died in the line of duty was a young man of Mr. Shen, who helped us a lot, so don’t blame him. I’m sorry.
“He doesn’t tell you this for your own good. I’m sorry.
“…”
Seems like it all the time.
For my own good, everything for my own good.
I’m squeezing on the side of the dress and staring at the light that’s on the floor.
Until someone next to me took a picture from his arms and handed it to me.
“Look, this is the one who hit you on the day.” I’m sorry.
The photo is of a man looking at the camera without a good look.
I looked at him and suddenly I found him so familiar.
Then I remembered.
That’s the guy who hit me at the convenience store that day with his eyebrow.
“He’s called a spider on the road. Looks like he’s a nice guy, doesn’t he? The whole of Linzhou pointed to him for delivery. I’m sorry.
“Do you know why he drove you that day? I’m sorry.
“Because you’re involved with Hong’s wife. I’m sorry.
“…”
It’s weird that there’s daylight out there.
I’ve got a thin, cold sweat on my back.
“Mrs. Lin, do you think you’re not entitled to know this? I’m sorry.
The man’s voice was suddenly taken seriously, his sunglasses were pushed up a little bit, his eyes were exposed, and he was staring at me seriously.
“No, he just wants to see if one day you fall into the hands of a drug dealer. I’m sorry.
“You can live better. I’m sorry.
“Because the ignorant are innocent. I’m sorry.
“When you know something, those people will open your mouth like flowers. I’m sorry.
“You don’t know anything, you escape torture. I’m sorry.
“That’s all. I’m sorry.
The man stood up and recovered a little bit of a perverse tone.
He took care of his clothes and kept his head down and said one last word to me.
“The day Shen Longfei hid behind you in disguise, fearing that you would be targeted by a drug dealer.” I’m sorry.
“He’s protecting you in his own way, so you’re not that unfortunate, Miss Lin. I’m sorry.
“…”
15
Shen Longfei moved from a serious illness to a general ward and spent an entire week.
It was normal for him to wake up and then someone came and visited him.
He’s nice, I know.
But there are times when the fruit basket is out of the door.
I cook at home every day and bring it to him when it’s done.
I haven’t spoken to him in the last few days.
I think it’s time I went to a shrink and said nothing to him.
He likes to laugh at me like he’s okay.
He talks to me a lot, and he’s not embarrassed to ask me questions.
His legs were broken and two nails were thrown.
We’ll have to rebuild in a few days, and I’ll usually send him his dinner and leave, but I didn’t leave that day.
I went to the yard in the ward.
The sunset flooded the horizon, and the city’s skylight entered darkness.
The twilight is heavy and the wind shakes an unknown flower.
I sat there for a long time.
Man is a strange creature. He’ll be confused, he’ll be lost and he’ll never be able to be honest.
He always cares and measures back and forth.
Again and again, disappointment and tension.
16
At about 90, I went back to Shen Longfei’s ward.
He’s probably asleep. The lights are not on.
The windows are open, the curtains are up, the shadows are fine.
I guess everything would have been better without me.
The anti-drug plan will go smoothly, and Shen Longfei won’t get hit by a car.
No one was arguing with him every day to get a divorce, and he didn’t have to do that.
Without me…
I was suddenly held in my arms.
Shen’s long shoulder smells of disinfectant water.
And I stood there, and he held me, and the shadow of the tree swayed out of the window, and suddenly I wanted to cry, especially.
I hear my own breath, and then my nose is sour.
His voice was a bit dumb, and it was quiet and quiet on the night.
“It’s my bad, gently. I’m sorry.
“I always thought I’d give you the happiness you wanted, but I didn’t know it was not what you wanted. I’m sorry.
“I promise you, from now on, nothing will ever lie to you. I’m sorry.
“Forgive me once, will you, gently? I’m sorry.
“…”
The evening wind blew up gently, and the moonlight covered his neck.
“I always thought you’d be happy. I’m sorry.
“But you’re always unhappy because of me. I’m sorry.
“…”
17
The day Shen Changmei left the hospital, the news of the capture of a major drug-trafficking criminal gang in A Province was also headlines.
When I packed my home mailbox, I found a recent letter.
The letter was written by the woman.
“Lim light, hello.”
“When I saw this letter, I had gone somewhere else. I’m sorry.
“Think about it and tell you something. You must have misunderstood my relationship with Shen Longfei. I’m sorry.
I grew up with him, but I kept seeing Shen Long as my brother. I’m sorry.
“I’m actually at your wedding, but I’m in the way of Ah Hong. I’m sorry.
“I like you, and most of all Shen Longfei likes you. I’m sorry.
“You seem to have misunderstood our relationship by seeing me at the hospital on that day? I’m sorry.
“I’ve been being watched by these drug dealers, and I can only communicate to Shen Long in this way. I didn’t expect you to see it. I’m sorry.
“And don’t blame Shen Longfei for the day you were looking for me, and I was targeted by those bastards. I’m sorry.
“I rarely saw Shen in a hurry, but it was only in order to keep you away from me that his tone became heavy. I’m sorry.
“We don’t want to tell you, but the drug dealers don’t get caught, and we’re all worried. I’m sorry.
“I hope you’re all right, really. I think we can be friends without this, right? I’m sorry.
“But I’ve killed several friends…”
“So I’m going somewhere nobody knows. I’m sorry.
“You can be happy every day to see this letter. I’m sorry.
“I wish I could take your bad luck.”
“I want you and Shen to live long and long. I’m sorry.
I closed the letter.
But at one point, I suddenly reacted.
What do you mean?
To a place where nobody knows?
I went to Shen Longfei, called him, and we went to the police station.
I can’t find the mother and son.
The last place they disappeared was a viewing area of a small town on the edge of the city, where there was a very high sea cliff.
The waves were wiped out on the shore, and the bubbles were crushed as if they were false.
Finally, at the end of the wave, a pair of women’s shoes were found.
“…”
The woman’s called the early.
In her suicide note, she said her husband loved the sea.
When husbands take leave, they always go to the sea.
She said that if they had children, they would go to the sea with them.
However, she only found her husband’s limbs.
Her children suffered from the madness of the group.
As his husband was discovered by the drug dealer, one after the other was poisoned.
She knows it’s all because of her.
Drug dealers don’t want her to live, and they want her to suffer.
She said she had a lot of lives.
She said she wanted to see the sea again with her husband, with their children.
It must be beautiful, high and low, no one to disturb.
No one’s chasing them anywhere.
18
A woman is buried next to her husband’s gravestone.
That day, it rained.
When I shivered, Shen took his clothes off me.
I ran away.
“No, you’re a patient. You wear it. I’m sorry.
“Are you still mad at me?”
His eyebrows faded, and he held his umbrella above my head.
“I’m not angry…”
I whispered.
“Nothing, I’ve just been thinking about it lately, and I should have told you. I’m sorry.
He’s got a smooth line of sound, and he’s got a point.
“You should be with me. At least there’s a funeral. I’m sorry.
“…”
That’s not true either.
“He was right at first. She should be alive. I’m sorry.
I was staring at the crowd of people in black in front of the tombstone, whispering.
But the words of Shen long-distance were ringing in my ears.
“Give her a chance to choose again. I’m sorry.
“Weak, weed, wedge. I’m sorry.
“A life that has been forcibly deprived of hope cannot save itself, even if the poor eyes of others give rise to great hope. I’m sorry.
Then I heard myself saying, “Where is the child?” What about the kids?”
“The child, the child was sent to a safe place. I hope he lives in peace. I’m sorry.
Shen Longfell sound like she’s far away and close.
“…”
The night wind is wet and the trees of the forest are ringing.
The clouds cover the moon and the white fog washes the words on the tablets.
2022.12.31 Martyrs Zhang Zhang Sacrifice
2026.11.28 The wife followed him.
I don’t know.
19
By the end of the year, I’ll be paid more.
For some time, Shen Long-term was much more free than I was.
It’s his turn to take me to the bar, although he always told me not to drink too much, and I’m almost drunk because of some force majeure.
I’m still walking outside the hotel lobby with my colleagues, as usual, and when I’m outside, the fall night wind will drill my head into a man’s collar.
Shen Longfei used to come early, but today he seems to be very slow.
My colleagues were waiting for a taxi, and I had a conversation.
“It’s nice of your husband to pick you up every time. I’m sorry.
“We have so many married colleagues, we envy you and I…”
I’ve been splitting my mouth and my neck in my scarf, and I’ve always felt the road is shaking, and all I can see is radiant lights.
“Yes, yes, yes, he’s fine, he’s all right Hiccup.” I’m sorry.
“He just doesn’t love me. I’m sorry.
“He’s an asshole, you know? You can’t tell he’s an asshole, but he’s an asshole. I’m sorry.
“What else did he do to me yesterday?”
I couldn’t figure out how he tortured me last night.
At this point, however, my colleagues have left me.
I’m looking to see who the big contours are.
Oh, Shen Long distance.
Come pick me up.
“Is it cold?”
He reached out and touched my face, and I shrunk.
He’s a little ticklish.
I couldn’t see him laughing, and he threw his hand away, and he followed me.
“I want to divorce you, Shen Longfei. I’m sorry.
The heat in the car is very high, and I’m a little bold.
He was sitting in the driver’s seat, and in front of me was a red and green light that was raging in my eyes, in chaos.
“Good boy, the Civil Affairs Bureau won’t open at night. I’m sorry.
“…”
I thought about it, too.
At that point, I suddenly found something in the next seat.
A square box with beautiful bows.
I asked Shen Long distance, what is this.
“Cake. I’m sorry.
He bended and I slipped to the left with the box.
“Oh, cake, anyone birthday today? I’m sorry.
He didn’t return me.
I don’t want to talk anymore, hold on to the seat, see the light out of the window.
Until the car stops in the garage.
Turn off the fire, the roof light went off for a second.
He looked back at me, he looked heavy.
“Not a birthday. It’s our fourth anniversary. I’m sorry.
“…”
Huh?
I don’t know.
When I got home, I was at the door of the gates.
I had a cake in my hand, and I was unconscious, and I couldn’t react, and he kissed me all the way down the neck.
Shen, long, long.
I called his name and he stopped.
Look at me, it’s like a floating sea.
“You bought cake, don’t you eat it? I’m sorry.
“You can eat too. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Actually, I’m a little upset because I forgot my anniversary.
But the man took the cake from me and put four candles on it.
The lighter lit a little light, and it was not even visible in the dark interior.
And it went out fast.
He pushed me on the couch.
In the dark, it was felt that there was something gently entangled in my wrists, that his finger section at some point touched me with pain and then tied two hands behind my back.
“I don’t love you?”
I heard his voice, and it was ringing in my ear.
The ribbons on the wrists are tightening.
“What in the hell is love for you? I’m sorry.
I heard what I just said.
“Do you like to go crazy?” I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong with you? I’m sorry.
Wherever his hand passed, no matter how long it took, no matter how many times I’ve had with him, I seem to be in shock.
“You were so young. What did I tell you? He seems a little angry.
“That would make me feel like a pervert. I’m sorry.
I’m a little scared of him.
But my hands are tied.
“I know, but you’re a liar. I’m sorry.
“I’m afraid you’ll lie to me again. I’m sorry.
I’m talking nonsense, but I’m crying.
To protect me, it’s for my own good.
But I don’t want to be fooled again.
“I’m afraid you’ll lose me again. I’m sorry.
He choked and kissed my tears.
“Sorry, light. I’m sorry.
“I’m afraid you’ll throw me away. I’m sorry.
“I’m afraid you’ll throw me out if I tell you the truth. I’m sorry.
“You know I’m involved with the drug dealers, leaving you is the best option. I’m sorry.
“But I don’t want to leave you. I’m sorry.
That was Shen Long’s first exposure to his weakness.
It’s the first time I’ve met his heart.
What a shame.
The cake on the table was not eaten, but it was also eaten in another way.
Some bad, some bad.
People are never perfect. Shen Longfei is, and so am I.
I reached out, surrounded his neck.
His hair is sometimes stubble and sometimes soft.
He fell in my ear and said he loved me.
Thank you.
It’s like today you’ll love me for the next 10 years.
I’m tired of hearing it.
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Nan
Shen Chang-mei taught Lin a family for about two years.
When the forest was light and tall and the young girl had red lips and white lips, she looked at her helplessly with a large pair of water.
She’s so stupid.
But every time she had a problem, he couldn’t help it.
Once.
He’s in a university dorm with an exam paper on his leg and he’s looking at it.
Lin softly called him to ask questions.
The little girl probably didn’t get a good test and the sound was a little cryy.
Ask him a question.
He can’t stand it.
I can’t stand it.
Somewhere there’s…
And then his compatriot who happened to be down there saw it.
Yes.
Shen Long distance is so fucking scary.
He didn’t feel the last time he was wearing the school flower to seduce him.
He can look at the math.
No wonder the faculty is number one. Case number: YX11ArJRwx
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
